A Lesson While Swimming Rapids

ByCindyPope

The kayaks in front of me disappeared over the horizon line. What are we running, a waterfall? I'm pretty sure that swimming this set of rapids is outside my comfort zone. Angela is sitting in a pool at the top and I drop in to get a better look. Darn it, I'm pretty sure I have no business attempting this but there's no turning back now. Angela gives me her big atta-girl smile as I turn towards the drop and paddle over the edge into what I am sure is the whirlpool from Land of the Lost.

Immediately I do exactly what Jamee reminded us not to do in her pre-run pep talk. My left hand lets go of the paddle as I bounce off of big rocks. I grab the side of my kayak and over I go. Out of the boat I pop. I try to gather my thoughts- which way is up? Did I just inhale one gallon of river water or was it two? I am now bouncing, bouncing, ouch. Can I catch my boat? Hey, I'm still holding my paddle! Whoa, that was another big drop and lots more rocks. Finally slowing down I see a familiar face coming to my aid. Am I alright, asks Jamee, patting her head in the universal I'm ok sign. I pat my head and nod as I struggle to hang on to my kayak. The panic subsides and I make my way to river left to drain my boat.

Sarah paddles over to help and Grace stops to check on me as well. Megan and Bo are recovering their boats, too, with smiles on their faces. I'm pretty sure I am the weakest, least skilled boater of the bunch but being with these gals made me feel like I could try, I could push myself, I could defeat fear. I was ridiculously less than successful but I did it. Instead of freezing in fear or portaging the rapids, I chose to charge forward. I came out the other side with plenty of bumps and bruises but not the regret of a missed lesson. I am so thankful for the friendships and the trust I had with these gals that day. Its so empowering to know that when the going gets tough, I have people to count on. On the river, on the trail, in life, thanks to those who want to see others learn, grow and succeed. When you are out of your element and struggling, that's where you find your real-life comfort zone.