CONTENTS Acknowledgements
7
Author’s Note
8
Part One: ‘Monoboy’
11
Part Two: Alone in the World
223
Part Three: Family?
285
Part Four: A New Life
345
Afterword
389
Poem: ‘You Were Not Destined to Grow Old’
394
Appendices: My Thoughts on the Redress Board The Ryan Report
399 406