Art of the mystic drawings and words

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ART OF THE MYSTIC

OTTO RAPP DRAWINGS & WORDS




"ART OF THE MYSTIC" a Introduction to the Life and Work of Otto Rapp

Otto is a rare and exceptional artist and highly esteemed sibling of The Visionary Tribe. True to the veristic roots of his aesthetic, he is deserving of any and every means of support, patronage and the collection of his works... Prof. Philip Rubinov Jacobson

Born in 1944 in Felixdorf, Lower Austria, Otto lived and was educated in Vienna, where later he worked as a clerk in the Transport and Insurance Business. After completing service in the Austrian Air Force, he traveled throughout Europe, eventually settling in Stockholm, Sweden. As a Painter he was initially self taught, studying in the various Galleries and Museums. In Vienna, Otto was often ‘hanging out’ at the Akademie der Bildenden Kuenste, where he admired the work of


the ​ Wiener Schule des Phantastischen Realismus represented there by the Professors Ernst Fuchs, Rudolf ​ Hausner and Arik Brauer. In Stockholm, Otto found out that he was washing dishes in the very

same Restaurant where years earlier another Viennese Artist, ​ Fritz Hundertwasser ​ , the ‘Austrian Gaudi’ as he was later known as, had worked the same job. Encouraged by an art dealer in Gamla Stan, Otto began to paint more seriously. Busking on the streets of Gamla Stan with a Dutch artist, his very first painting was sold to a passer‐by by his artist friend while Otto stood in the employment office line ‐ this paid for a lavish meal for both of them that day. Traveling around in 1968, Otto wound up in Western Canada where he eventually settled in Lethbridge, Alberta, the place Otto still calls home today. It was in Canada where the majority of Otto's mature work was produced (under the sponsorship of a small Lethbridge Gallery). Working for the Canadian Pacific Railway, he quit in 1977 to attend the Bachelor of Fine Arts Program at the University of Lethbridge, graduating (with great distinction) in 1982. In Canada, Otto participated in many exhibitions, and held several Solo Shows, culminating in the pivotal 1994 showing at ​ The Prairie Art Gallery in Grande Prairie, Alberta, which earned him the moniker ​ The Mystic​ . Throughout his years in Canada, Otto had been the subject of many reviews and newspaper articles as well as local television shows in Calgary and Lethbridge while being active as an Artist, Art Instructor, Curator, Studio Technician, Art Critic and Juror. 2009 Otto founded a private network for Fantastic, Visionary and Surrealist artists and makes them available publicly on the web site "Visionary Art Gallery". Summer 2011 Otto returned to his roots in Vienna. He currently lives in Vienna and works in his studio in the KunstQuartier Wien.


ABOUT MY WORKS

"These are universal archetypes that are found deep inside a collective subconscious. While seemingly alien and strange, they are also strangely familiar. I take the viewer into an area that they had entered before only in another existence, or in dreams. It is a 'method in this madness' but everything is created by exclusion of conscious leadership. The work is growing seemingly by itself, like ice flowers on a windowpane."

YMIR AT REST ‐ graphite on paper ‐ 30x40 cm ‐ 2012


POST APOCALYPSE, DAY TWO ‐ graphite on paper ‐ 30x40 cm ‐ 2012

GHOST IN THE MACHINE ‐ graphite on paper ‐ 29x42 cm ‐ 2013


BOGOMIL'S UNIVERSE the Inner Universe of Otto Rapp Bogomil's Universe is an excursion into the realms of the ​ Inner Universe ‐ a parallel universe that exists in the mind, and glimpses thereof are presented here. I am increasingly reluctant to speak of my work as strictly and exclusively surrealistic. While Surrealism provided the initial spark, and some of the methods of Surrealism are employed, I do not suppress the influence of the rational and selective focus. Thus, particularly in later works, there is to be found a conscious juxtaposition of the complementary forces of inspiration and reason. I do not concern myself with the elimination of the rational, the exclusivity of the irrational and the absurd, but presentation of the conscious and subconscious world as an inseparable whole. I draw my inspirations from the layered labyrinth underground which represents the ​ other side of life, which is an ​ inner imaginative‐inspirational counterpart to the ​ outer world, expressed with the help of logic‐alogic associations, analogisations and symbolism. The paintings in the cyclus ​ Bogomil's Universe are derived by creating textural surfaces, the method of Decalcomania as pioneered by the Surrealists, letting color, consistency and flow of the paint determine initial shapes, which are then interpreted by adding onto, or deleting. In the later works, films of gossamer‐thin acrylics are stripped from non‐absorbent supports (such as glass or plastic) and affixed, in a collage‐like fashion, to the painting. An article about the Gnostic Bogomil of 10th Century Bulgaria inspired the title of the first painting in the cyclus: ​ Bogomil's Vegetable Garden​ . For a time in history, the term ​ bogomilism seemed to be associated, or synonymous with, outlandish and unorthodox beliefs. This, and the gnostic doctrine of dualism are the only touching points: at no time have I attempted to represent a literal, illustrative interpretation of the theme. Indeed, the detailed and lushly textured images presented would be anathema to the Bogomil belief that matter is irredeemably evil. My interest in Religion and Mythology is particularly expressed in my drawings. Technically, they are counterpoint to the Bogomil Cyclus paintings, relying almost entirely on the action of the sharpened pencil point on virginal paper, as opposed to textured surfaces as inspirational departure points in my paintings. In both instances however, the outcome is not predetermined. The act of painting or drawing is a memorable trip into the uncharted realms of the Inner Universe​ , the results of which are presented to you here after the fact. September 1983


: Bogomil’s Mousetrap

detail of Bogomil’s Duck Hunting Mask


OFFSPRING OF TIAMAT - THE FOMORII UNION

This painting was the beginning of a series (mostly drawings) with the titles of FOMORII Credit should be given to my friend Helena Nelson‐Reed, this was her comment about the work, and I think likely the best interpretation: "Tiamat's children: Born to the sea, they drift upon undulating waves of shimmering, phosphorescent krill mirroring the starry night skies above, while others resemble the bizarre creatures dwelling deep beneath the surface".


I like to add some basic information for the names in the title: Fomorii: In Irish legend, a race of (one‐eyed) demonic beings who lived in Ireland and fought off successive waves of settlers. They were finally expelled by the Tuatha Danann (people of the goddess Danu) in the second Battle of Muighe Tuireadh (Moytirra). Their most prominent leader was Balar of the Evil Eye, killed by Lugh. Tiamat: In Babylonian mythology, Tiamat is a goddess who personifies the sea. Tiamat is considered the monstrous embodiment of primordial chaos. Although there are no early precedents for it, some sources identify her with images of a sea serpent or dragon. In the Enuma Elish, the Babylonian epic of creation, she gives birth to the first generation of deities; she later makes war upon them and is killed by the storm‐god Marduk. The heavens and the earth are formed from her divided body. As you can see, I am all over the landscape with my references, from Irish to Mesopotamian myth. Here is just one of the digital adaptations I made, called

FOMORII THRONE


VINDOBONA ALTARPIECE III SNAKES AND LADDERS

Vindobona Altarpiece III ‐ Snakes and Ladders Graphite Drawing on Arches Etching Paper ‐ 65cm x 48cm ‐ 1994 Private Collection, Austria

This drawing is the third in a series. It is a follow‐up to a diptych that I had worked on years earlier, called ​ Vindobona Altarpiece I and II​ . Working from right to left on both of these previous pieces (I am left handed) the first panel of this previous work was began in 1981, but not completed until 1993, whereas the second panel was started and completed already in 1980.


Vindobona Altarpiece I Graphite Drawing on Paper ‐ 76cm x 56cm ‐ 1981 to 1993 Private Collection Austria

These pieces had never been exhibited together. ​ Vindobona Altarpiece II was bought by a collector in Austria before much of the first panel had been drawn. Eventually, ​ Vindobona Altarpiece I was left unfinished in 1981. I never picked it up again until 1993 when I completed it. It was then shown at my solo exhibition “Art of the Mystic” at the Prairie Art Gallery in Grande Prairie, Alberta in June 1994. Following that, I began work on ​ Vindobona Altarpiece III ‐ Snakes and Ladders​ , which I completed the same year. It was never shown in Canada: I basically stopped exhibiting after 1996 and only began to show again in 2010, after some urging, participating in a group exhibition in Portugal with one painting. Since then, I started exhibiting regularly, both solo and in groups. (​ Curriculum Vitae ‐ Exhibitions​ ).


Vindobona Altarpiece II Graphite Drawing on Paper ‐ 76cm x 56cm ‐ 1980 Private Collection Austria

Vindobona Altarpiece II had never been shown publicly, and only this photo of it exists. Both Number 1 and Number 3 were shown in recent years in Vienna on several occasions, and Number 3 also in Viechtach, Germany. They both found collectors. Working on ​ Vindobona Altarpiece III​ in my Studio in Lethbridge, Alberta, Canada in 1994. Photo by David Rositter, Lethbridge Herald Newspaper

Like in the preceding 2 pieces, the theme centers on the heritage of the ​ Vienna School of Fantastic Realism​ . ​ They are sort of a tribute to these Masters that I had admired since childhood. But also other influences were recorded, from a


variety of sources, and all tied in with my own imaginary ‘Inner Universe’ (​ Alfred Kubin, Die Andere Seite​ ) that I had explored with my alter ego ‐ ​ Bogomil’s Universe​ . Some of my sources: After a visit to the​ Maryhill Art Museum​ I was fascinated by this painting:

Frederic, 1st Baron Leighton of Stretton (British, 1830–1896), Solitude​ , 1890, oil on canvas, 72" x 36"

I made it a central figure in my drawing​ . I once read the book by Françoise Gilot​ , ​ Life with Picasso​ , as well as many other books about Pablo Picasso, but this one made a particular impact on me and some funny stories in it had inspired another painting of mine some 4 years prior to this drawing, called ​ Pablo’s Last Concert​ . So in this drawing, I ‘recycled’ the eye of Pablo again, watching over the scene:


While in my paintings the technique of Decalcomania had been employed since the seventies, I began in this drawing to use a kneaded eraser to pick up and transfer textures to the paper, something that 2 decades later I developed further in my most recent drawings (combining it with frottage and other methods). So in a way, this marks a new period, even though that I was not very active for the next 10 years following, and only began intensive work when I returned to Austria in 2011.

Exploring the History behind these drawings When I was a child, my grandfather, a very scholarly and educated man who loved art and rare books, took me to exhibitions in Vienna. Some of those were of the young artists of the Vienna School of Fantastic Realism. There was no TV or any other distractions back then: when I visited my grandfather, he always had a stack of paper and sharpened pencils ready for me. I already then entered into my solitary dream world building my own little universe in the drawings I then produced. Artists I’ve seen these days were Helmut Leherb, Ernst Fuchs, Rudolf Hausner and others I only recognized by name later, when I began my research. Later on, I would go to the Akademie der Bildenden Künste and walk the halls of the Art Collection, but also peeked into the studios and watched. I could stand quietly for hours absorbing how a student would copy an old master in the gallery. I left Austria, still a teenager, and moved to Sweden, and several years later to Canada. But I took my heritage with me, beginning to research in depth this fascinating Vienna School. I did not paint well yet while I lived in Sweden, but I had always excelled in drawing. In Canada, my painting began to become more accomplished, and along with my drawing, I started to exhibit my work, which found many collectors already in the early seventies. A interest in printmaking led me to the University of Lethbridge in 1977, and while I only planned to audit some printmaking courses, I wound up taking the BFA program, eventually graduating in 1982. During the later years at University, I was working part‐time as a Gallery Assistant, and then for one year as Assistant Gallery Director in 1980. At that time, in conjunction with a new Fine Arts Building, it was proposed to open the building with an international show. Since I had already started to write a paper about the Vienna School of Fantastic Realism, I proposed to hold an exhibition. Travelling to Vienna, I contacted ​ Prof. Rudolf Hausner​ , whom I met at his residence in Mödling in 1980. It was a memorable visit, and he loaded me down with books, catalogs and brochures about the Vienna School. Based on this information I finished and submitted my paper. It was a disappointment that my proposal for a show was not accepted by committee, but the positive outcome was a exchange of letters with Prof. Hausner, who kept sending me new material from time to time. Eventually though, the connection faded. When years later (1995) I found out he had passed away, I was devastated. His influence on my work (and also some influence of Ernst Fuchs) was already very strong, but perhaps best illustrated by my ‘signature piece’ called ​ Selfportrait with the Critical Eye from 1978, which I had shown to him on my Vienna visit in 1980. At that time, I was rather anxious about being seen as ‘derivative’, but he jovially said to me that it was ‘very good brushwork’ and about the theme and composition he said something to the effect of ‘this is no great state secret ‐ we published this (to inspire)’. Hausner, and also Fuchs, along with my


earlier fascination of the Surrealists such as Max Ernst and Dali, had a recurrent presence in some of my work. Hausner’s Adam peeked into my paintings of that day, and in my drawing took on a dominant position in this, my ultimate tribute piece to the Vienna School ‐ Vindobona Altarpiece III ‐ where he lords it over the central portion on a dark banner that stands above the scene like a sail.

As mentioned before, this drawing was not exhibited in Grande Prairie at my solo show since I only worked on it after, but a few months later, in October 1994 I entered a painted mailbox for a gallery fundraiser, titled “Rudi, schreib mal” ‐ thinking that our exchange of letters had stopped years ago. A year later, he passed away.

Rudi Schreib Mal​ , 1994 ‐ painted mailbox ‐ private collection Canada


The Influence of Ernst Fuchs Of course here I would have to emphasize the considerable influence that ​ Prof. Ernst Fuchs had on my work for as long as I can remember. Particularly fascinating was the Unicorn series (Einhorn Zyklus) of graphic work ‐ I admired his superior drawing skills above all and tried to emulate it the best I could. (Vindobona Altarpiece III, detail, bottom right)

The inspiration for this image I found in Ernst Fuchs 1951 etching ‘Die Zeugung des Einhorns’ Drawing this image by ‘channeling’ Fuchs seemingly helped improve my skills. Of course I couldn’t help including a little self portrait beneath the entanglement of the Unicorn with the ‘snakes’:


Other influences The drawing owes much to what I learned from studying Ernst Fuchs. The literature I received from Rudolf Hausner on the other hand acquainted me with the already larger following of the Vienna School (in the days of their breakthrough, around 1965) and some I found particularly interesting, such as ​ Karl Korab​ ; an image inspired by him found it’s way into the drawing as well. A detail of a deformed gnome came from a Roman marble I had seen somewhere. I had utilized it before already once in an etching.

The question remains: What does it all mean? While I had set out to make this a tribute to the Vienna School, the subtitle ​ Snakes and Ladders also alludes to the Game of Life, as in the words of Salman Rushdie (Midnight’s Children): All games have morals; and the game of Snakes and Ladders captures, as no other activity can hope to do, the eternal truth that for every ladder you hope to climb, a snake is waiting just around the corner, and for every snake a ladder will compensate. But it's more than that; no mere carrot‐and‐stick affair; because implicit in the game is unchanging twoness of things, the duality of up against down, good against evil; the solid rationality of ladders balances the occult sinuosities of the serpent; in the opposition of staircase and cobra we can see, metaphorically, all conceivable oppositions, Alpha against Omega, father against mother.


30. FEBRUARY END OF THE WORLD

Be prepared! You know what? What?

On February 30th exactly 6.000 years ago, the WORLD AS WE NEVER KNEW IT ended!


Omniscient GOD had put this thing together and looked at it for a long time. Looking at what it would become, HE decided it was not such a good idea after all, crumpled it all up and tossed it in the waste basket. Then, HE went for a nap. While he was sound asleep, Lucifer slithered in and went dumpster‐diving. As he found the crumpled up design he knew his time had come. He carefully straightened it out and began to tinker with it. At first, he dropped the last 2 days off February, but then realized that this would screw up the time‐space continuum too much, so he restored the 29th to occur every 4 years to half‐ass balance it out. But the 30th, THE DAY OF ARMAGEDDON, he left off. Next, going to day 6 of creation, Lucifer took the design and, via the fruit from the tree of knowledge, implanted it in the collective memory of mankind. Eventually, Religions were based on this implanted knowledge, including calendars that had no February 30. What nobody seems to realize is that since this is the work of Lucifer, ALL EXISTENCE IS BUT AN ILLUSION, and the only real event that stands out is the end of the WORLD AS WE NEVER KNEW IT, on a day that had been expunged by Lucifer. Transcendent GOD is still taking a nap. Will HE wake up to straighten this out? Since time is part of creation, so would be nap‐time. For TRANSCENDENT GOD, time does not exist, since time itself is part of creation, but GOD is EIN SOF (hebrew), meaning literally “without end”; and so are, for us at least HIS naps. HE is not going to wake up in time! Cover illustration: detail of HORROR VACUI by Otto Rapp ‐ charcoal on gesso board ‐ 2015


AS THE SPIRITS MOVE ME

Spitting Meteors

Ah, last night, good friends, and indulgences in the spirits at Saint Rossi's place

…….where I marvelled at the efficiency of the attractive waitress in serving and at the same time

generously spreading winning smiles into the crowd, like releasing doves of peace among the rambunctious revellers. The atmosphere was filled with the collective wisdom of the patrons, and became ever so more poignant and insightful in tact with the emptying glasses that begged for refills. I could swear the entity that hounds my liqueur cabinet at home, leaving only empty bottles while I am supposedly fast asleep, had somehow followed me here and did the same to my glass. But never mind, let's have another one!


Well into the night, and copious libations later, I decided to make my way home. As usually the case, the metro left just as I got to the station, and I had to wait for the next one, 15 minutes later. Just as I loudly lamented the fact that after 15 minutes the overhead display still showed 6 minutes left, the train arrived and the noise of squealing brakes drowned out my complaints. Nobody had listened to it anyway. At this time of the night, other riders are usually in the same shape as I, so I did not attract undue attention talking to myself, since they were all busy doing the same or singing merry tunes, interrupted only by the hissing of the doors at every stop, people getting on and off and the occasional swoosh and sparkle of falling stars whenever my head banged against the window. What seemed like an eternity of clickety‐clack, stops and starts, hisses and squeals, the angelic voice of the canned announcer intoned "last stop, please leave the train" ‐ which I obediently did. I found myself walking the rest of the way, since there were no more buses from the metro station. What normally is a automatic activity requiring little thought input other than steering into the right direction, became under these circumstances a mental exercise of iron willpower over the conflicting actions of some of my appendages that seemingly rebelled against me and annoyingly did exactly the opposite of what I intended them to do. So just setting one foot in front of the other, alternating left and right, and not stepping forward simultaneously with both, became a task requiring full concentration. It did not help any that my right leg at some point decided to go to sleep and refused to move, and my left marched unerringly forward, which put me into a round‐about spin that only a passing lamp post halted. Clamping onto it with both arms, the post ignored my exclamations of thanks and acted like he would sooner I'd leave him alone and be on my merry way. From the opposite side of the street, my better self that had detached from me and watched all this in puzzled amusement, finally told me to get on with it and threatened to go home without me if I didn't get my act together. Somehow I did manage to carry on and even find the keyhole to my apartment door, in spite that it mischievously moved around whenever I tried to insert my key and only a stern warning to stop that nonsense made it hold still long enough for me to open the door. I don't remember getting undressed, which I managed only partially, because since I did not remove my shoes, my pants just went no further than my ankles ‐ that's where they stayed as I flopped onto my bed. Rummaging through my library of dreams, I selected one pleasant enough to not give me any additional headaches.


It is afternoon now, the next day (or so I hope.... must check the calendar....) but after a shower and a hearty afternoon breakfast I feel like .... well, like:

I am still alive! Hallelujah!

The accompanying illustration is totally unrelated to the present subject of the story, other than to show what goes on in my head after I bang it repeatedly against a lamp post.


ENCOUNTER ON THE S-BAHN

The train was late. They said is was due to the weather ‐ slush and snow in these past few days. The gloomy sky colored everything grey on the platform, the few people patiently waiting appeared like silent wraiths. A candybar was stuck in the vending machine and a little boy was furiously punching all the buttons when all of a sudden the gears started turning again ‐ on several items: jackpot! I turned to look down from the elevated platform onto the empty street below. Normally the arrival of the train would be announced, but this time, it just snuck into the station quietly, and only the faint hiss of the doors opening alerted me to its presence. The car was nearly empty. Some of the passengers barricaded themselves with their shopping bags, some would stare vacantly at a point just a foot in front of their nose, others yet pretending to be busy with their cellphones.


A young lady across the aisle was watching something on her ipad, absentmindedly playing with a ring, twisting it in her fingers, when it suddenly slipped from her grip. With a sparkling trail it rolled across towards me and landed with a soft tinkle under my seat. I retrieved it and handed it to her. As our fingertips touched for a brief moment, the greyness disappeared ‐ I caught a wisp of honey‐blonde hair, porcelain‐blue eyes and a little smile, a silent thank you on her lips. She turned back to her i‐pad, brushing the screen lightly with her fingertips and disappeared. They late afternoon had turned into darkness. Illustration: Nonsense I said, they are already waiting for you


TRIPPING THROUGH HYPERSPACE - IT ONLY JUST BEGAN …….


“Keep your hands and feet inside the cart” he said, while checking my seatbelt. He smiled at me with the kind of contorted smile only a shapeshifter that isn’t quite familiar with his human form is capable of. The corners of his mouth extending to his ears and the bottom lip hanging down to his chest, the lower exposed jaw unhinged itself and dropped to the ground. He either didn’t notice, or else he didn’t mind. “I am keeping an eye on you” he gargled now, unaware perhaps that this is just a figure of speech among humans, he literally plucked out his left eye and placed it carefully on the dash. “Here we go” ‐ he gave the cart a little push from behind, the wheels ran over the jaw with a noticeable crunch. The doors to hyperspace got bumped open and I found myself ascending a steep incline in a fluorescent tube filled with noisy rainbow colored lights. Wavelengths beyond human capacity to comprehend were tugging on my nerves like barbed hooks. There seemingly was no end, but a feeling that something is lying in wait on the crest. And such began the journey of a 5 year old. A trip I am still on, and yes, my hands and feet are still inside the cart. Who knows what would happen if I didn’t heed that warning? Illustration, top: Fomorii Stormtrooper below: Eye of the Dark Star


SCATTERED CRUMBS

As I wend my way through the thickets of the forest of my inner landscape, I am dropping crumbs of half‐baked ideas, hoping to find my way back. Looking ahead, I see a sign, overgrown with snaky vines ‐ I clear away some of the growth and realize what it says: no U‐turn! Looking behind me now I discern some blurry movements, like hyper‐speed rodents of forgetfulness, they are gathering up my crumbs and disappearing in the undergrowth. No place to go but forward..... And in front of me, another portal ‐ do I dare enter? I don't think I have a choice......... Illustration: Portal to Bogomil's Universe IV


GARDEN OF FERNAL DELIGHTS

Otto’s Dream A strange place Indeed. Strange and wonderful, with a peculiar language that, when one listens to it spoken, it resembles the talk of whales and dolphins. What may not be apparent at first is this: left and right are reversed. Not a big deal really, but if you are left handed and felt out of place in the ‘outer world’, you would feel perfectly normal here. But there are other peculiarities as well. Travelling due North, one eventually arrives at the shores of a great sea. If you haven’t checked your compass for a while, now is the time to do so again, because you will find that now, it is pointing in the opposite direction! After some turning and walking about in circles you begin to realise: it is not pointing North, South, East or West, but it is always pointing towards you! And then, my friend, the real journey begins!

This is not where it all started. I am sort of meandering around in my head recalling episodes at random, but it would be more instructive for the reader if I at least retold how my journey began.

Excruciating Pain I don’t know how and why it started, but I felt a tightening in my back muscles for some time now. By the time I went to bed, it got so bad I could not even turn around ‐ no position was comfortable. The pain got worse, so I decided to get up. Trying to get out of bed proved impossible. Severe spasms followed my every move. I let myself fall out of bed, hoping that I could then pull myself upright on the bedposts. It was then a searing pain, never before felt with such intensity, shot up my spine and exploded like a bolt of white light in my brain........

“Take this ….”

a tiny voice beside my left (or right?) ear said. At first, I couldn’t really make it out, since it sounded more like the chirping of a cricket. I tried to look, but all I could see was a thing that looked somewhat like a gnarled root, or dried up carrot, with long tentacles undulating from it. One of the tentacles held a sort of marble or pearl at its suction‐cup end and dangled it in front of my mouth. The pain had made me gnash my teeth so bad I could barely relax my jaw enough to open my mouth. I don’t know why I did anyway ‐ it all looked rather suspicious. I also realised ​ that I was no


longer in my room or beside my bed, but laying stark naked on a meadow, my body covered with tentacles that sort of held me down like the straps on a hospital gurney. “‘Come on and take it” the voice chirped again. My lips had parted, and the orb dropped into my mouth. As it touched my tongue it felt like tapioca or something like it. Soft and squishy. When I pressed it up on the roof of my mouth, it liquefied. There was no discernible taste and I swallowed. Almost at an instant, my pain disappeared, and the gurney straps (or tentacles) fell away.

“There is more …..”

the voice spoke to me again. Now that I stood up without any problems, the little carrot was at my feet waving its tentacles in a comical way, sort of like a conjuror trying to coax a rabbit out of a hat. “There is more of this found at certain depths around the reefs of Bogomil’s Island” the voice said in its melodic fernalese chirp (don’t even ask me how I understand ‐ I have no idea). “You must take one of these every 48 fernal hours to keep the pain away. But you have to find it yourself.” “‘Where, pray tell, can I find this island?” I asked. My voice sounded rather untrained and gruff ‐ my tongue not accustomed to twisting itself around the fernalese sounds, which made the carrot chuckle with amusement at my clumsy attempt to communicate. “You find it true North, at the great sea, but do beware of its depths: there are renegade Fomorii Refugees from the time of the Second Battle of Mag Tuireadh; they are a rather ornery bunch.”

Fomorii King and his Queen


I just stood there, stark naked..... checking out the scene. The meadow was on the side of a hill overlooking a lovely valley and bordered by some very peculiar looking fauna I had never seen before. In the sky there hung an orb that, unlike the sun in our world could be looked at without hurting the eyes. It was sort of yellowish‐orange and everything was bathed in its golden light. The sky, which seemed a normal azure at first began to shift almost imperceptibly through the entire spectrum, like the play of northern lights. From the edge of my field of vision, I could sort of see a couple of smaller orbs, bright blue and red, but when I turned my head to look at them, they shifted away. They seemed to move around rather quickly, but always just about out of sight, while the yellow sun just hung there high in the sky without any apparent movement. Nearby, there were some white rocks that looked as if elaborately carved into anthropomorphic shapes, but what caught my immediate attention were the shadows: they too would alternately shift from a reddish hue to blue, with the edges shimmering in rainbow colors. I began to walk towards those rocks to have a closer look. They felt like marble, smooth and polished, without sharp edges, just sensuous curves that were inviting to the touch. I could not stop running my hands over it. The perfection of form was a pleasure to experience.

I began to feel a sort of tingling in my feet.... travelling up my legs. It was not strong, almost imperceptible, but very pleasurable, like the soft touch of butterfly wings. At the same time, the curves of the stone started to feel warm under my caressing hands. The butterfly wings started travelling up my legs and the feelings intensified somewhat once they reached my groin. I looked down to see. Here she was again, the carrot, its tentacles entwining my limbs and lower body. “Did you follow me here” I asked. “No” the carrot chirped, “I am everywhere!” As later I would learn, this was indeed true: the tentacles were more like rhizomes that spread throughout the garden, and into its furthest reaches. The nerve strands of fernal Gaia.

“Stop it” I said.... “I have a task to complete, and I still don’t know how long 48 fernal hours are!” The tentacles withdrew, but I could sense a sort of disappointment by the way they first curled onto the ground and then disappeared just below the surface. “You should take time out for pleasure” the carrot said, “you have time enough!” I tried to look at the watch on my left wrist, but there was nothing there. “First of all, we are on fernal time here, so your watch would do you no good, and secondly, nothing passes through from the other side other than the way you were born. You can’t bring anything with you into the Fernal Garden!” … before I could say anything, she continued: “besides, fernal time is relative, it is what you make of it, and if you enjoy pleasure, it seemingly stands still. There is no Tick‐Tock Man that rushes you along, and a day here may last forever, if you let it!”

No watch, no clothes, no belt …. I could get used to that. Except maybe for my belt. It’s sort of a utility belt that has everything I need for survival: my cellphone, camera, swiss army knife, a tin cup and camping utensils, a small frying pan, a lighter, fishing gear and hidden zippered money compartment as well as an emergency blanket, an astrolabe and a compass. “You are hopeless” the carrot said, apparently having read my


mind. “Everything you ever need is here, at your disposal!” “ Maybe so” I said, “but first of all I need my compass to find my way North ‐ how do you suggest I get one?” “Just think it, and it will be” the carrot said, sounding slightly annoyed, probably because I am so slow in understanding what is sort of ‘normal’ around here. Holding out my hand, I thought compass, and ‐ oh wow ‐ there it was. Not really mine, but a rather peculiar looking thing; steampunk brassy with a strange dial and curious (fernalese) symbols. I assumed that the larger black needle with the spade‐like tip pointed North (there were also two smaller needles, one red and one blue, bobbing about randomly it seemed). I noted the direction to take and began to walk. As I lowered my hand, the compass disappeared again. So I raised my hand again and thought compass, and sure enough, there it was. Works for me, I thought. The carrot chuckled: “you are getting the hang of it!”

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GARDEN OF FERNAL DELIGHTS

A BABE IN THE WOODS

Walking in the direction of the woods I came to an ash, standing majestically near the edge of the meadow, but well apart from the strange fernal trees I would neither know their names, nor could I describe them, since nothing remotely like it I’ve ever seen. The closest thing I could think of are the decalcomania cypress trees that Max Ernst had painted. It seemed that the ash wanted nothing to do with them, keeping a fair distance away; far enough so that the shadow of its mighty crown would not touch the edge of the decalcomania woods. How did I know, lacking botanical knowledge, that this particular tree was an ash? Easy: it had a sign planted right in front of it, proclaiming it to be the oldest ash in all of the garden (implying that there might be others, unless it was the only one and given to bragging). Stapled to this sign, somewhat looking like wanted posters from the Wild West, were two baseball cards. One was Babe Ruth, the other Yogi Berra.

Strange, it seems like I’ve been here before! “​ Déjà vu all over again” said a voice above me. I looked up and saw two fernal monkeys, one pointing to the infinite horizon, the other one wildly swinging a baseball bat at an imaginary ball. They had human faces that I immediately recognized from the ‘wanted’ posters (I never owned any of those cards, but I wished I did ‐ they are worth a fortune!). Yogi Berra smiled at me knowingly, then continued pointing. Somehow I had a feeling I should not go there, lest Babe hits an actual ball and I get beaned. Consulting my compass, going North would lead me straight into these dark woods, so I decided to a) stay out of the line of Babe’s swing, and b) make a little detour into the direction of a sparkling stream I could see in the distance. I figured that eventually it would lead me out around those woods that looked a little creepy ‐ one never knows what lurks there. Not that I am overly frightened, but my mind is conjuring up some strange Baba that might be lying in wait for me, and should she make any advances I may not have the will or strength to resist. I had enough excitement for the day already. Though I have to admit, the memory of my encounter with the carrot made my nerves tingle and my toes curl.


HOCHOSTERWITZ A METAPHORIC JOURNEY TO THE TOP

In the Austrian province of Carinthia, about 20 km from the ​ St. Egid Chapel​ in Klagenfurt (famous for Ernst Fuchs' elaborate interior​ *) you will find the Fortress Castle of ​ Hochosterwitz​ .

Situated on a 500 foot high rock, you ascend to the castle proper via 14 fortified gates on a 2000 foot long path. There are new and exciting vistas found at every turn of the way, spiralling upwards toward this magnificent structure. It has been said that this castle had never been conquered, and no enemy ever made it past the 4th gate (Engelstor). ◄ pictured: 1st gate Fähnrichstor


Arriving at the top, the view over the land is magnificent in every direction. The illusion persists that on a clear day, one could see as far as Italy.

I am comparing this journey to the ​ spiritual journey one takes while creating art when first setting down a mark. This initial mark is the entry point on your journey through the inner universe. Each successive mark, like one of the gates of the Hochosterwitz, is taking a step closer to revelation. As you ascend, the journey gets more complicated, since the keys to the gates are more like tumblers ‐ you need to assemble that which you have learned so far in the right and specific order to unlock the next step, to defeat the elaborate defense mechanism barring you from going any further. Imagine now, if you will, that a quick and easy way to the top is provided via a cable car or an elevator. You simply pay at the bottom to be taken to the top. When you get there, you may view the same vista that I do, but what you miss is the journey upwards and the many wondrous things encountered along the way, as well as the appreciation, sense of bliss and satisfaction of having accomplished this ascent. Your view might be the same, but your appreciation of it lacks the experience of the trip and thus I would suspect the understanding and awe of what you see at the top.


Entheogens are the elevators that you may use to spare you the journey to get to the top. In my opinion, it is accomplishing the journey itself that counts here and truly lets you appreciate what you find when you get there. Rather than a pale snapshot of the top view, when taking this journey on your own power, your art would reflect this whole experience in its entirety. * this article is the result of a discussion about the use of drugs by artists, such as Ernst Fuchs. The question was asked by the interviewer here: Ernst Fuchs: "Wir leben ja bereits mitten in der Apokalypse​ ‐ story in the Kleine Zeitung, Austria, 12.04.2011

See more about the art of ​ Ernst Fuchs​ at the VISIONARY ART GALLERY HALL OF FAME​ :


ART OF THE MYSTIC

OTTO RAPP


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