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Grief over a death can hit again years later By Carol Bradley Bursack Dear Carol: Both of my parents died in late 2019. My dad had a stroke that completely overwhelmed his body, so he died quickly. Everyone in the family knew that if he’d had a choice between death and being left paralyzed, he’d have chosen to die the way he did. We grieved deeply but remembering this helped most of us cope. Mom, though, was devastated. I know that it’s different when people lose a spouse, but she just couldn’t get a grip. Her health had been pretty decent, but two months after Dad died, her heart gave out. We think she just gave up because she
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Let’s Go Fishing is a statewide program with about 17 pontoons on the water throughout Minnesota, he noted. The Park Rapids chapter offers a pleasant 2-hour cruise. Fishing trips typically take three hours. Krabbenhoft has arranged seven cruises for her clients. “We had a couple of gentlemen that had not been out fishing in 15, 20 years, and watching them reel in a little perch and the joy on their faces was indescribable,” she recalled. Richie DuPont has been on a fishing expedition as well. “I caught the only fish,” he said, indicating it was a puny one. He still enjoyed being out on the water. Let’s Go Fishing is supported entirely by donations and corporate sponsors. Luckeroth said there are currently 12 to 14
Minding Our Elders BY CAROL BRADLEY BURSACK Columnist wanted to be with Dad. Again, my siblings and I moved forward with life, knowing that our parents were together now. The reason I’m writing nearly two years later is that I’ve suddenly been hit with enormous waves of grief over losing them both. What’s up with this? — SN. Dear SN: You have my sympathy and understanding. I believe that your situation isn’t all
that rare. I hear about it often from readers, and it happened to me, as well. My timeframe was similar to yours but I’m not sure that’s relevant. What happened to me was that one ordinary day as I walked down the same hallway at work that I routinely walked, a wave of enormous grief over losing my parents swept over me. The experience was both physical and emo-
sponsors who contribute $250 each to cover operational expenses. Eventually, the pontoon will need to be replaced, so the chapter has started a capital fund to raise roughly $40,000. The Shell Prairie Agriculture Association grants free storage space over the winter. Unfortunately, a depth finder was stolen from the pontoon sometime within the last year. A few years ago, a canopy was stolen on another occasion when the pontoon was on display. Norenberg said that has been discouraging for the all-volunteer club. To make a donation, send a check to Let’s Go Fishing – Headwaters, P.O. Box 243, Park Rapids, MN 56470. Let’s Go Fishing is in need of volunteers to staff the pontoon rides. Norenberg quipped that the qualifications are being able “to walk and talk.” “It’s a desire to be out with groups and visit. It’s just a social time is
what it is for most of us,” he said, noting he could be a passenger, not a guide. Luckeroth said they currently have 25 active volunteers. Since cruises are held during the day, he said, many volunteers are retired. A volunteer form is available at their website at https://headwaters.lgfws.com. Background checks are completed. Luckeroth said the club plans to host four cruises a week. Voyages alternate between Fish Hook, Mantrap and Long lakes in Park Rapids and Belle Taine in Nevis. To book a trip, go online to https://headwaters.lgfws.com/ make-an-appointment-2.
tional. This happened exactly two years since the death of my mother, which had occurred five months after my dad died. That hard wave didn’t last, but the feeling of grief did take time to dissipate. My feelings are that nature — or God — allows us some superficial denial as we process things in our subconscious. When someone dies, we have to get on with dealing with the aftermath. Telling others what happened. Cleaning out homes or nursing home rooms. Juggling the legal work that follows a death. On and on. Then, one day down the road, our defenses allow the reality of what we’ve lost to set-
tle in. I don’t know your circumstances, but I had become in essence what my sister termed the “family matriarch.” Wow! That was eye-opening. Even if you have older adults left in your family, you’ve still lost that layer of a generation above you. True, you were in the position of protector and caregiver for the last years, but that doesn’t take away the fact that your parents were always your parents. They were still there as the “protective” emotional layer between you and whatever is beyond. This is your time to truly heal, SN. Likely as not, you’ll experience
more waves of grief, but they will lessen with time. If they don’t, going to a grief support group or grief counseling may be in order. Specialists can help you learn to move on with your life. My condolences to you as you process this enormous double loss that has shifted your place in the universe. Carol Bradley Bursack is a veteran caregiver and an established columnist. She is also a blogger, and the author of “Minding Our Elders: Caregivers Share Their Personal Stories.” Bradley Bursack hosts a website supporting caregivers and elders at www.mindingourelders. com. She can be reached through the contact form on her website.
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