AZAM, H S S I NAME VE HI,MY ARS OLD ILI G. 4 YE IAM 2 TPETERSBUR K IN SAN
IWOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU ABOUTME, OR MAYBE ABOUT MY ADVENTURE…
IWAS BORN IN A SMALLTOWN IN THE FAR NORTH OF RUSSIA.IHAVE A FATHER, A MOTHER,AN ELDER BROTHER AND A VERY KIND HUGE GINGER DOG.ITHINK I AM VERY LUCKY IN MY LIFE BECAUSE IAM SURROUNDED WITH MANY WONDERFULAND BRIGHT PEOPLE.
IHAVE SEVERALHOBBIES WHICH GIVE ME A LOTOFEXCITEMENT,SUCH AS MUSIC,SOCIALIZING AND TRAVELLING.SOCIALIZING IS LIKE TRAVELLING:YOU ALWAYS LEARN SOMETHING NEW,SHARE SOMETHING AND RECEIVE SOMETHING IN RETURN AND THUS YOU GAIN EXPERIENCE.HOWEVER,THE MAGIC HAPPENS WHEN DURING THE COMMUNICATION LOVE IS BORN.ILOVED TOO… AND ISTILLLOVE… BUTIT’S NOTAS EASY AS ITSEEMS ATFIRSTSIGHT….
My major journey began when Istarted talking aboutme and him with the … others.Iwanted to share a very importantpartofme with the world.And ofcourse Ihoped to be understood.
Ifeltlike flying because Idid notknow yetwhatwould be the reaction ofpeople…
THE CONVERSATION WITH MY FRIENDS WAS SHORTAND PLAIN.
IFELTAS IFSOMETHING JUSTBROKE INSIDE ME. idon’ t understand why i t had to be so???
IS THAT TRUE? OH,THAT WILLNOT DO!!! IWILLNOTHANG OUTWITH YOU ANYMORE!THE GUYS WON’TUNDERSTAND ME.
IFELTUNCOMFORTABLE… AS IFIWAS GUILTY OFSOMETHING.BUTIDECIDED NOTTO JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS AND SEE WHATWILL HAPPEN NEXT.IWENTTO A PLACE WHERE IWAS VALUED FOR MY SKILLS AND ABILITIES,WHERE ICOULD FEELCOMFORTABLE IN THE SENSE OFCREATIVITY.THATPLACE WAS THE SCHOOL… WHERE IWAS WORKING AS A TEACHER.
SHAZAM,WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU? YOU CAN’T WORK LOOKING LIKE THIS!
WHAT WILLTHE PARENTS SAY? HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT IT? YOU ARE NOT IN EUROPE WHERE EVERYTHING IS ACCEPTABLE.
BE YOU A TEENAGER PERHAPS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN UNDERSTANDABLE.
BUT YOU ARE A GROWN UP MAN. PAY ATTENTION A “MAN”!
AND YOU CAN BY NO MEANS BE WITH ANOTHER MAN!IT IS UNNATURALAND ILLEGAL. GET OUT! ! ! ! !
AGAIN IFELTAS IFSOMETHING BROKE INSIDE ME.IBELIEVED AND TRUSTED PEOPLE BUTIWAS FACING BARRIERS ALLTHE TIME BECAUSE IWASN’TFITTING TO THE OTHERS’PERCEPTIONS AND EXPECTATIONS OFA REALPERSON,A CITIZEN,A TEACHER AND A FAMILY MAN… IWAS LOSTAND CONFUSED.
IN THE MOMENTS WHEN YOU THINK THERE IS NO WAY OUTUSUALLY EXTRAORDINARY THINGS STARTHAPPENING… A HOPE IS BORN… THEN THE STRENGTH… TO ACT,TO LIVE,TO CHANGE SOMETHING,TO BE COURAGEOUS… WELL,HOW ELSE CAN ITBE? THE TRUSTIS ONE OFTHE KEYS THATCAN OPEN PRACTICALLY ANY DOOR. IREMEMBERED A QUOTE FROM ONE OFMY FAVORITE AUTHORS: “If you succeed i n judgi ng yourself ri ghtly,then you are i ndeed a man of true wi sdom. ”
DIFFERENT STORIES HAPPEN WITH EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON OUR PLANET:SAD AND HAPPY,POWERFULAND UNFORGETTABLE.EVERYONE DREAMS TO BE HAPPY,TO LOVE AND BE LOVED,HAVE A FAMILY,SOCIALIZE,CREATE SOMETHING AND ADMIRE THE WORLD.IT IS IMPORTANT FOR EVERYONE TO BE ACCEPTED BY THE SOCIETY AND IN LIFE.HOWEVER,SOMETIMES IT IS DIFFICULT TO ACHIEVE AN ACCEPTANCE OF THE OTHERS BECAUSE THE SOCIETY CLENCHES US AND PUTS PRESSURE ON US.WHAT TO DO? IDON’T KNOW.ONE THING ICAN SAY FOR SURE IS THAT THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO ASK THE SAME QUESTION.PERHAPS,IF ONE OF THESE PEOPLE STARTS SPEAKING OPENLY WHAT HE/SHE LACKS,OR DREAMS ABOUT, WHAT HE/SHE FEELS OR IS SCARED OF,MAYBE THEN WHAT IS INSIDE US AND AROUND US WILLBECOME CLEAR AND SUSCEPTIBLE FOR CHANGE. -DOCTOR BUT IHAVE TWO FEET RIGHT?
ICE R’S OFF O T C O D ATTHE
-YES,BUT YOU SHOULD WALK ONLY ON ONE
ARE YOU A MOUSE ?
-NO,I AM AN EL EPHANT.
-IHAVE ALWAYS DREAMED OF AN ELEPHANT FRIEND.
-PLEASE TELLUS SOMETHING ABOUT YOU.
-WELL,I HAVE TWO MOTHERS.
AT SCHOOL
-WOW, GREAT! AND I HAVE TWO FATHERS.