TIME

TIME Wasted opportunities never to be and chances taken that made me me

Lost and forgotten Life full of joy but written with pain unable to see happiness in which I gain surrounded in darkness but burning with light I'm trying so hard to win this fight I want to come out I want to be seen but getting close to anyone makes me scream how can I do this how can I make it I was given this world and I don't want to take it I'm lost in a sea of countless tears wondering how will I make it through the remaining years companions not where they said they'd be family begging but I just want to leave unable to control the thoughts in my head feeling like I'm lost in a blanket of dread but I'm happy I'm joyful I get to see my family for the remaining time that I have before I am taken without bailing

Will an angel finally set me free

Words just can't begin to explain What exactly do you do when you've been explaining your whole life but it just seems like no one's listening or every time you say something they just don't care

I'm yelling I'm screaming is so loud there's no way that you're not understanding me how for years I've tried explaining what's wrong the demons around the Shadows that crawl the voices that growl lingering side of my head are the ones that whisper from under my bed I've tried telling you I cannot be alone because even then I'm surrounded inside a battle Zone as I take aim and try to shoot things that drag me down find myself without any ammo I need some more rounds I'm searching for one that fell on the ground and where is my backup it's nowhere to be found so again I ask you how can you not hear me when I'm screaming so loud I just want to be able to make everyone proud the choices I make even though I feel our right seem to be wrong and I guess this is just my life so I sit back and Ponder what I do next and put these words to you from voice to text