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Adnbm³ ad¶hÀ {]bmWw kv{Xo]ÀÆw t]¡n\mhv s\m¼c¨ofpIÄ I\¸q¡Ä _m¡n]{Xw Adnbm¸mTw Xncn¨p t]mIphm³ \n\¡p \evIphm³ artXymÀam aebnd¡w Np«ps]mÅp¶ ssI¸Sw F\n¡p Rm³ Xs¶ AbmÄ Idp¯ hÀ®§Ä Ip¼kmcw aItfmSv \ng Rm³ HäpImc³ Zzmcw hn¸\bv¡v ChnsS \nt¶ XpS§Ww

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Adnbm³ ad¶hÀ hcnI \o sXÃnSbncn¡mw, Nncn¡mw IZ\§sfms¡ ad¡mw. \ng hoW PohnX¨pSe¸d¼pIfnþ semcp s]m³hnf¡p sImfp¯mw. hgnsXän h¶hÀ, \nebäp \n¶hÀ \n\hn¡pfn¨hÀ \½Ä.

Adnhnsâ I\nXn¶p apdnthähÀ, \apþ ¡`bao hgnb¼e§Ä.

I\I Xmc§Ä Xnf§p¶ hm\sa³ I\hn sXfnªp \n¡pt¼mÄ Ccpfnsâ PSapSns¡«nsemcp \ndXn¦Ä sNdpNncn s]mgn¨p \n¡pt¼mÄ A[nImc ZpÀ½Z ^W§fn \oXnX³ IgeaÀ¶mSn \n¡pt¼mÄ \nba¯pemknsâ X«pIfnemZnXyþ \pWcp¶Xn¶p Rm³ Im¬aq. \ct`mPnIÄ acW \r¯w Nhn«p¶ \cImÔImc¯n\pÅn {]fbmán Xndh¨pdªp XpÅps¶mco NpSp Klzc¯n³ \Sphn Aeapdbn«psIm−`ni]vX P·§Ä ASnsXän hosWcnbpt¼mÄ a[pcw Npc¯p¶ hm¡pIfnepWÀÆnsâ aWnsbm¨bn¶p Rm³ tIĸq.

ChnsS¯nc¨mÀ¯nsemcp IS¸m¼nsâ Icnhnjaenªp tNcp¶p.

AarXw ISsªSp¯pbncp sImSpt¡− a\pP³ hnjmWphmIp¶p.

NncIme kulrZs¯mSnIfn ]IbpsS Icn\mKaSbncn¡p¶p.

IpSneX{´¯n³ \ng¡p¯v ho−psamcp acWs¡Wnsbmcp¡p¶p.

AXn`oXcm{XnIÄ IgpIsâ I®pamþ sbmSphn ]d¶Sp¡p¶p. `bNInXcmbv \½Ä IcnapÄ¡pcp¡pIÄþ ¡nSbn Ipcp§n \n¡p¶p.

EXpt`Zsa{Xtbm h¶pt]mIp¶Xn³ NndsIm¨ ImXnse¯pt¼mÄ FgpXn¡gnbm¯ ]pkvXI¯mfpIÄ ]IpXnbnse¯n \n¡pt¼mÄ ]ecpw ]dªp ad¶ ]g¦Y ]Xnhmbpcp¡gn¡pt¼mÄ ]dbs¸Sms¯msc³ ]cnX]vX `qX¯n³ ]camÀ°an¶p Rm³ sNmÃmw.

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ASnthcpW§nsbmcp hShr£aXnsesâ ]cnipjvI P·w Ipcp¯p. hdpXnIÄ X³ NpSe \r¯§Ä I−p Rm³ a\Êp achn¨p \n¶p. sXfn\oscmgp¡ä ]pgIfn IenIme ZpcnX§Ä I−p \S¶p. sImSnb Zmcn{Zy¸pgp¡p¯v hosWmco CfX³ hnem]§Ä tI«p.

A\p\nanjapbcpw hnjmZim]¯nsâ Ipcnipae Ibdn¯fÀ¶p.

Adnbptam \osbsâ Iepj P·¯nsâ Xcnip`qhn³ ITn\ Xm]w.

Adnbptam \osbsâ ]Xdp¶ IWvT¯nþ epSbp¶ arZpem\pcmKw. icthKbm{XX³ NSpeXbnet\ym\yþ adnbm³ ad¶hÀ \½Ä. hnIrX kXy¯n³ ic¡p¯v \oäp¶ apdnhmbn amdpthmÀ \½Ä.

Adnbp¶p Rm³, \½fdnbm³ {ian¡m¯ ]YnIcmsW¦nepw, sNmÃmw. hcnI \o sXÃnSbncn¡mw, Nncn¡mw IZ\§sfms¡ ad¡mw. \ng hoW PohnX NpSe¸d¼pIfnþ semcp s]m³hnf¡p sImfp¯mw.

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{]bmWw hgnapS¡nb ZpxÈIp\§sf³ IcfpsIm¯n¸dn¡pw Zn\§fn IcNcW§Ä Imcncp¼n³ XpS apdpIn thZ\n¨oSpw Zn\§fn AcnInep−v \o km´z\n¸n¡phm³ AarXtamepw hNÊpambv \nXyhpw.

IcpW]q¯ \n³ I¬Ifn apKv[amw ]pescmfn¸q¨ndIp hncn¸Xpw Icn]pcs−msc³ am\kw Zo]vXamw I\IXmc{]tim`nXamhXpw lrZbXmf¯ns\m¯cn{]mhpIÄ IpdpIn kvt\lw ]Ips¯Sp¡p¶Xpw Hcp \ntajsat¶mÀ½bnen¯ncn a[pNpc¯nb sN¼\oÀ¸qhpIÄ.

ASnsbmgp¡pIÄ I−dnªoSWw NpgnbnemgmsX \o´n¡tcdWw ISense¡cn¼m¼ns\s¡mÃWw IcpXn\½Ä Xpgªpapt¶dWw \nehnf¡v sImfp¯pw {XnkÔybn \nehnfn¨pab§p¶ Ipªns\ XgpInbÃen³ ImcmKrl¯nse XcnipP·w k^eam¡oSWw. aeapSns¡«gn¨p\ne¯Snþ ¨pcpfps]m«n¯IÀs¯mgpIps¶mco s]cpagbnepw t]SnbnÃmsX \mw \nebpd¸n¨p \n¡Wan£Ww. FhnsSbmWSnhmcw, lcnXamw \n\hpIÄ taªnd§p¶ ]qh\w?

FhnsS \·IÄ ]q¡fans«mcm Xncphc§nsâ lrZyamw ]qapJw? hgnhnf¡p Icn´ncnbmbXpw hgnsXfn¡phm\mcpanÃm¯Xpw ChnsS \½sftbIm´ Zzo]nse XShdbn Xf¨n« ZpÀÆn[n.

Xcnip`qhn \mw hn¯p hnXbv¡pthmÀ Ipcnipt]dn¯fÀ¶p \o§p¶hÀ C\nsbmcn¡epw ]q¡m¯amhnXn I\nhnfbphm³ Im¯ncn¡p¶hÀ. \ndpIbn iqeamgv¯pw kvarXnIfn \nebpd¸n¨ `qXIme¯nsâ \nWsamen¡p¶ Nmense³ buÆ\w NndsImSnªp InS¡p¶p Zo\ambv 5

\KckmKct¡mfnf¡¯nse³ \cIP·w ]I¨p\n¡p¶Xpw A\hcXamamiIÄ \n³angnþ bnWIfn an¶namªpt]mIp¶Xpw Hcp\nimKlzc¯nse³ kz]v\§Ä DjÊpImWmªpg¶p \n¡p¶Xpw KncnNc·mcpdªpXpÅps¶mco ]pcnbne\yÀ \msamÁs¸Sp¶Xpw {]XnIcn¡mXd¨p \n¡ps¶mco P\Xbm{ibaÁhcmhXpw ]cklmb§Ä kzoIcn¡ps¼mgpw ]cs\ kvt\ln¡phm³ ad¡p¶Xpw acW`oXnbn hogps¼mg\ycpw klPcmsW¶ kXyw {Kln¸Xpw icnIfpw sXÁpsams¡ sImcps¯mcp NcSnemSp¶ PohnX¯n³ kncmþ ]SeamWnh; \nXyhpw \½sf A\pKan¡p¶t\cn³ \ngepIÄ. kpKaaÃm¯ ]mXIÄ Xm−phm³ ]Snbnd§n¯ncn¨h\mWp Rm³ CSbntetXm Xcp\ng¸mSnsâ adbn \n¶mKan¨hfmWp \o.

ZpcnXsams¡ ad¶p ]ckv]cw hncep tImÀ¯p \S¶p apt¶dWw AIse \½sf Im¯ncn¡ps¶mcm aWnapInÂt¡m« hmXn Xpd¡Ww. AXne\izc Zo]w sImfp¯Ww. KK\ \oena t\m¡n¡nS¡Ww. kpJZamsbmco Nn´Isfms¡bpw kpIcamhpIn [\yao PohnXw

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D®nbmbncp¶t¸mf½bmbv \ns¶¡−p ]ns¶sb¶pÅn s]§Ä ]p¯\mbv cq]w ]q−p.

Ime§sfms¶m¶mbn sImgntb a\Ênsâ tImembnsemcp \mfn ImapIn P·w sIm−p. `mcybmbv ho−pw Ipcp¶p®nbmbv amdpw ]cnþ Wma N{IamWnXn³ t]sc´p hnfn¨mepw `qhnXn \cP·ap−mb Imew sXmt« ]oU\w kln¸hÄ \obmWp \otb kXyw. `qantb¡mfpw £a ]mSnà ]mSnÃtlm ]m]nIÄ sIme¡btd´n \n¡pan¡mew. `q]Xn cma³ Xsâ ]Xv\nbmbncp¶p \o ]mXn{hXy kwib NypXnbn s]menªp \o. \qsäm¶p a¡Ä¡ptÅmc½bmbncp¶p \o \qdpa¡Ä X³ NnX s\tªän \nt¶mfpw \o.

Iman¨ ]pcpjsâ ikv{XthK¯m \nPþ amdnSw thdns«mcp Iman\o ZpxJw \otb.

A©pt]À¡mbns«mcp `man\o thjw sI«n ]m©menbmbo a®nsecnªp \nt¶mÄ \otb.

AcN³ k½m\n¨ tamXncw ImWmªn§v \cIw t\cn I− ap\nI\ybpw \otb. tIhew ssIteknsâ kwib¯mte kz´w amdn X³ ]XnbpsS Ipt¯äp hotWmÄ \otb.

F¶pta Zpc´¯n³ ]cymbat{X \n\þ s¡¶pap−\pXm] apXe¡®oÀ an¨w. izizc·mÀ X³ [\taml¯n³ Xo¡pÞ¯n Nmcambv amdoSpthmÄ, kXnbmsbcnbpthmÄ. \KcmÀ®h¯nse sXcphn \in¡pthmÄ \ndbpw ImamÀ¯sâ ]nSnbn IpSp§pthmÄ \nbaw angn]q«n \n¡th {Kma{][m³amchÀ hnNmcWs¡Wnbn s]Sp¯pthmÄ.

HSp§m¸IbpsS I¯nbm Xp−w Xp−w \pdp¡o X´qcntes¡dnbs¸Sp¶hÄ. a\phn XpS§nb \oXnimkv{X¯n³ im]w XetbäpthmÄ I®oÀ¨pgnbn Id§pthmÄ!

ChnsS klXm] hm¡pIÄ hyÀ°w, \n§Ä Npgen¡mämbpS³ IpXnsIm−pWcWw. tZhXm ‘kuayw’ Im«nsednbq, sImSp¦mfnþ bmhWw Xs¶¯mt\ Im¯p c£n¡m³, thKw. `qantb¡mfpw £a ]mSnÃ]mSnÃtlm ZmcnI·mco a®n hmgp¶ Imet¯mfw.

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\yqUÂln : 1995 Pqsse 2; ss\\m kmlv\n h[t¡kv. a\pjya\xÊm£nsb sR«n¨ B X´qÀ sIme]mXIt¯mSpÅ {]XnIcWw.

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t]¡n\mhvv \ne¯p hogmsX FSp¯p sImÅpI Idp¯ hmhnsâ Icn©ndIpIÄ.

Ccp«v hym]n¨ \Sbv¡Â PohnXw _en sImSp¡phm³ hn[n¡s¸«hÀ.

I\¯Xo¸S \pW¨nd¡ntbmþ cShnbn kzbw IpSp§nt¸mbhÀ. i]n¡s¸s«mcp \cP·¯n\pw ih¸d¼nse¡Sp au\¯n\pw \Sp¡p \ns¶mcp Ipcnipambv hcpw ZimÐamsd§pw Xd¨ s\m¼cw.

Xpdp¦dbv¡pÅn NndsImSnsªmê It]mX¯n³ PUw þ \ap¡v kzmX{´yw.

IpXnImen \n¶pw \nWsamen¡p¶p act¨m«n thS³ Nncn¨p \n¡p¶p hnj¸pÃv Ipew apSn¨p hmgp¶p shdp¸pIfán¯nc ]SÀ¯p¶p a[pcamw \n\shmen¨p t]mIp¶p \cn¨pc§fn ]I¨p \n¡p¶p. s\dnhpsIs«mcp \njmZ ZÀ¸¯m \nd¸In«pIÄ \in¨ \mfpIÄ aWn¡ncoS¯n³ ]pds¯men¡p¶ \nW¸mSn ]I Npc¯ptamÀ½IÄ. ^Ww hnSÀ¯nb In\m¡fns¶â Xet¨mdv sasà ISn¨p Xn¶p¶p. hnbÀ¸v No¦®n \pW¨nd¡p¶p Igp¯n Imfnb³ ISn¨pXq§p¶p hcĨ _m[n¨ \ne¯v km¯msâ IpSn¸I ho−pw Xnfs¨mgpIp¶p.

XncnsImfp¯phm\d¨p \n¡p¶p {XnkÔyIÄ tX§n¯fÀ¶p hogp¶p. a\Ên \mcmb ap\ Xdbp¶p angnbS¨p Rm³ \ne¯ncn¡p¶p.

ChnsSRms\t¶ acn¨pt]mbh³ DbnÀs¯gpt¶Â¡m³ sImXn¨ncn¸h³.

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acWsa{Xtbm t`Zsa¶ns¸msg³ sNhnbnemtcm \na{´Ww sN¿p¶p IcpWbÁ cm¸£nIÄ, PohnXþ ¸I shfn¨hpw ImÀ¶p Xn¶oSsh! Ddh hÁnb kvt\l \oÀ¨mepIÄ, \nWaWnª \nimNc kz]v\§Ä \ngente¡v \S¶p adbp¶ IXncpImWm¡nfnIÄ, kvacWIÄ.

ZpcnXsams¡ \nd¨ amdm¸pambv aeIbdm\nd§n¯ncn¨hÀ IcnapIn¡m«nsemfnb¼pXnÀ¡phm³ IcpXn \n¶ Im«mfsc ImWmsX CShgnIfnemÀ¯cmbv \n¡sh CSn\n\mZ§tfÁp Xfcsh I]S\mSy§Ä IŨncnIÄ X³ ]pIadbnsemfn¸n¨p \n¶hÀ \ngenepw \ndw NmÀ¯m³ {ian¨hÀ hgnsXfn¡ms\mcps¼«p h¶hÀ Ahscdnª NcSn Ipcp§nb \cIP·§Ä \n§Ä¡p \ÂIphm³ sImeac§Ä; Xpdp¦pIÄ; \n§fnþ ¶dnbpI, Ifn¸mhIÄ am{Xamw NcShcpsS I¿nset¶mÀ¡pI. AIsebmWv k_ÀaXn, F{Xtbm AcnInemWv \hJen, C¶Xn FhnsS \msa¯n \n¡p¶p, sXÃnS \n\hpWÀ¯pI; t\cp Is−¯pI. IpcpXnX³ \nW¨men can¡pthmÀ IpSneX sIm−v tbmKycmbv¯oÀ¶hÀ hSnhnb¶ JZdn\pÅn¡cn ]pcfpamßmshmfn¸n¨p h¨hÀ! shdn]nSn¨hÀ th«\mbv¡q«ambv hgnXSªv ISn¨p Iodps¼mgpw DSen\pÅnse imÀ§I¸£nIÄ DbnscSp¯v ]d¶pt]mIps¼mgpw Igepdbv¡m¯ PohnX¸mXbn \Sphv \oÀ¯phm\mhmsX \n¡p¶ a\pjyP·§Ä \n§Ä¡p am{Xambv cYsamcn¡epsa¯pInsænepw IcNcW§fma§fn¡nSþ ¶pcpIn thZ\n¨oSp¶psh¦nepw Hcp sNcmXv sImfp¯n h¨oSpI, Hcp XWÂacw \«p hfÀ¯pI. NnXbn \n¶pbnÀs¡mÅp¶ ]£nt]m NndISn¨pbÀ¶oSpI, kqcys\ NndISnbnsemXp¡n kzbw kqcyþ IncWambÔImcw Xpc¯pI. *

ap¯§m kw`ht¯mSpÅ {]XnIcWw

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I\¸q¡Ä IcÄsh´pcpIpw aWw ]c¶p Icnbmbn amdphmt\sdbnà Icn]q− PohnX¡fnbc§n Icnthjtamtcm¶v h¶p \nev¸q.

Hcp\mfn apÄap\¯p¼n \n¶v NSpeXmf¯n Ifn¨XtÃ? a\hpw angnbpw IhÀ¶XtÃ? aXnhcmtXmSn¡nX¨XtÃ? sImSpapSnIsfm¶pw \S¶p tIdm³ C\nbmhXnsödnª \mfn I\Iags]bvXv XfnÀ¯p tIdm³ IgnbnÃsbt¶mÀ½ h¶ \mfn ]I shfn¨¯n ]I Npc¯n ]SnbS¨nhs\ ]pd¯nd¡n. \Kck{X¯n³ hncp¶dbn hyYIsf sIm¶p Ipgn¨p aqSn Hcp \ntaj¯n³ kpJ¸c¸n \r]cmP\mbn Ign¨p Iq«n.

ASnsbmgp¡nÂs¸«peª I¸Â XncameIÄ¡ncbmbnSpw t]m \nebäp \nÂs¡ ]d¶Sp¡pw IgpI\mbv amdpIbmWv Imew. \nd\nem¸mfnbSÀ¯n amän Ccpfn³ ]pX¸v hcnªp Npän IgÂsI«nbn«q acp¸c¸n³ lcnXm` ]¦ns«Sp¡phm\mbv. arXamb {]Wb¡pcp¶p ]q¡Ä A]iIp\w t]m InS¸p Npäpw I\hn« Iuamc \mfpIÄ X³ kvarXn aÞ]¯n \nc¯n hbv¡m³! aghnÃv I¯ns¨Sp¯ `kvaþ ¡pdnsXm«v \n¡pw In\m¡Ä sIm−v aWntaSsbm¶v ]Sp¯pbÀ¯mw _en]oTamb, Xn hoWSnbm³.

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_m¡n]{Xw Hcnäp t\csa¶cnIn \nev¡pI \c¨ kz]v\§Ä ]ngpsXdnbpI. acn¨ ]mXIÄ¡cnIn \n¶tÃm X]n¨ s\©Iw Npc¶p \osbsâ Icn¦n\m¡fn ]SÀ¶p tIdp¶p. \Kck{X§Ä \cIap{ZIÄ elcnbn ap§n aZn¡pw cm{XnIÄ Nnc]pcmX\ hnNn´\§fn apdnªpt]mw ipjvI {]Wb amÀ¤§Ä hcĨ _m[n¨ a\Ên \ns¶mcp \cn¨odv NndISn¨ps]m§p¶p.

Idp¯hmhnsâ \Sbv¡eÑ\v kvarXn¸pc sI«n _ent¨mdp®p¶p.

Xpc¶ I®pIÄ \nc¯n ImgvNX³ I\¡q¼mc§Ä Xd¨p hbv¡p¶p. \\¨pW¡nb Icn¼p ]mS¯v hnjp¸£n hnj¸\n hnXbv¡p¶p. sNdp¯p \nev]n\mbv sImXn¡pamßmhv DS¡qSv sh«ns¸mfn¨nd§p¶p.

Icnª amwk¯n³ aWw ]c¡pt¼mÄ Fcnª th\en³ InX¸p tIÄ¡pt¼mÄ \nc§n \o§p¶ \ncÀ° P·§Äþ ¡nSbn \áamw CcpÄ ]c¡pt¼mÄ hnbÀ¸nÂ, I®ocnÂ, hni¸nÂ, Ima¯n I\¯ ]oUIÄ AaÀ¶nd§pt¼mÄ AgpIpw kwkvImcs¸mXnbgn¨p Rm³ aW¯p t\m¡ns¡m−`ncan¡p¶p.

XeIÄ tXSp¶ I_Ô§Ä; Xe XIÀ¯ cm£k¸SIÄ; sNt©mc¡b§Ä; \ocmfn¡c§fnÂs¸« Ipcp¶p _mey§Ä; ]pI¸SÀ¸pIÄ. ]pXnb \mÄhgn¡W¡p Iq«pt¼mÄ ad¡msXms¡bpw Ipdn¨p hbv¡pI. HSphn _m¡nbmbv hcp¶sXms¡bpw hngp¸p `mÞ¯n \nd¨p sI«pI! 11

Adnbm¸mTw XWp¯pdsªmcn {]`mX¯n IpfnÀ Npc¯ptamÀ½IÄ.

Hcp cPmbv¡pÅn \\p¯ kz]v\§Ä sImcp¯ \mfpIÄ; Ipip¼p Ip¯nb ininc cm{XnIÄ; \J¸mSn³ t\À¯ a[pc t\mhpIÄ; CW¡§Ä, tIm]þ ¡\¯obm«§Ä; ]nW¡§Ä, tamlþ ¡pcp¶p ]£nIÄ ]d¡pw am\s¯ hncps¶mcp¡§Ä! hdpXnIÄ hmcn hnX¨\mfpIÄþ ¡dpXn Is−¯m\nd§nt¸mcpt¼mÄ Adnªncp¶nà sImgp¯ Imsimcp hngp¸p am{Xsa,¶dnªXn¶tÃm!

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Xncn¨p t]mIphm³ Xncn¨p t]mIphms\mcn¡epw hs¿þ ¶dnªp sIm−p Rm³ ]Snbnd§ntbm³ hgntbmc¯W act¨m«n Nmªpw, Fcnshbn¨qSn XfÀ¶pw, ImcapÄ Xdªp lr{ZIvXsamen¨pw, Ime¯n³ ]ShpIÄ sasà Nhn«nt¡dpthm³.

F\n¡p ]mXmf¡b§fpw, \cnþ ¨pc§fpw, CêĸSÀ¸pw PohnXw. F\n¡p \£{X¯nf¡hpw, sX¶Âþ ¡pfnÀ½bpw, \nemshmfnbpw PohnXw. aW¡m«n XW Xncbpamßmhpw abn¸oen¡®n Xnf§pw kz]v\hpw ag¯pÅn¡mbn sImXn¡pw Nn¯hpw IS¯ncItfmsSXnÀ¡phm³ sI¸pw ]Xn¨p In«nb I\¸q¡Ä; \apþ ¡hbn ‘\msf’IÄ Icp¸nSn¸n¡mw.

AWapdnbm¯ Pe{]hmlambv HgpInsb¯p¶ {]Wb \oÀ¨men Ipfn¨pw, C¯ncn¡pdp¼p Im«nbpw hncl ZpxJ§Ä ad¡phm³ t\m¡mw.

Xncn¨p t]mIphms\mcn¡epw hs¿þ ¶dnbpI \obpw þ CcpfWbvthmfw!

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\n\¡p \evIphm³ Idp¯ hkv{X§Ä ]pX¨p arXypshþ ¶cnIn \nev]ps−¶dnªnSmsX \o Ddªp XpÅpt¼mÄ DSªp hogp¶ ]fp¦p ]m{X§Ä¡nSbnse¶psS XWp¯bmXvamhpw a\Êpaps−¶þ Xdnªp sImÅpI! I\ev¡m«n hnfshSp¸n\msb¯n Icp¯p t]msbmsc³ IcÄ¡q«n sXÃv IcpWbnän¡m³ ad¶p t]mIpt¼mÄ AdnbpI \osb³ s]Sm¸mSnsâbo XpSÀ¡Y! ASÀ¡f¯nse NpSp \nW¨men hgpXn hogmsX DWÀ¶p \n¶h³ hnf¡pIÄ I¯n¨ncp«v amäntbm³ hne¡pIÄ amän Icp¯v Im«ntbm³ Pcm\c ]nSn¨pbnscmSp§nb \ne¯v \·X³ s]mena Im«ntbm³ Hcn¡Â H¶n¨v In\m¡Ä ImWphm³ AI¡m¼n kvt\l¸pg Hgp¡ntbm³! hnc¯p¼n temIw Id§n \nev¡pt¼mÄ hnfn¸mSv Zqsc Ccp¶v Imepjyw IeÀ¶ hm¡pIÄ Xpd¶Sn¡pt¼mÄ ad¶pthm ]−v ]I shfn¨¯n ]SnbS¨p Rm³ ]pd¯p t]mbXpw arZpeamw hm¡meSp¯p hs¶¶n kpJZ km´z\w ]IÀ¶p X¶Xpw shdpsX Cs¶s¶ ]gn¡pt¼mÄ HmÀ¡m³ CsXms¡ _m¡nbp−dnªp sImÅpI.

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hnjt¡m¸bv¡pÅn \nd¨ ImtImfw IpSn¨p hän¨v ab§n hogpt¼mÄ AcnInepaçIsebpaÃm s¯mcmbncw In\m¡nfnIÄ ]mdp¶p! ]d¡apäm¯ Ipcp¶pIÄ¡n\n ]d]d¡phm³ NndIpIÄ thWw ASp¡thbI¶I¶p t]mIp¶ AS§m¯ kz]v\ acoNnIbv¡pÅn Xf¨n« P·w Npa¶p \o§pthmÀþ ¡nSbnse³ a\¡cp¯v tNmcpt¼mÄ \n\¡p am{Xamsb\n¡p \evIphm³ C\nbpapÅtXm þ Hcnäp kt´mjw!

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artXymÀam... ]nd¶t¸mÄ Xs¶ IS¶pIqSnb ISp¯tcmKamsW\n¡v PohnXw. ape¸mÂ, `£Ww þ ChIfuj[w þ Ign¨v aqÀOns¨mc]qÀÆamw tcmKw. acp¶pw a{´hpw ^en¡p¶nÃnt¸mÄ acWtam t]Sn¨I¶p \n¡p¶p!

Idp¸pw I©mhpw XnWÀ¯ ta\nbn kpcItÃme§Ä ]XsªmgpIp¶p. {]Xn¡q«n \n¶pw In\m¸£n ]mdnþ ¸d¶p Xo¡\¨nXbn hogp¶p. icn¡pw sXän\panSbn \ns¶mcp ]cp´nc tXSn ]d¶Sp¡p¶p. hngp¸p`mÞ¯n \nd¨ ss]XrIþ ¡SpwssIIÄ sIm¯n¸nfÀ¯n hbv¡p¶p.

AXn sXfnbp¶p−kpc \À¯\þ ¨phSpIÄ hbv¡pw IncmX thj§Ä!

AXn \n¶pw sasà DbÀ¶p s]m§p¶p AgpInb _enarK§Ä X³ \mäw.

AXn \n¶pw ]pds¯mgpInsb¯p¶p ASnbmf·mÀ X³ ZpcnXk©bw.

HckvYn]RvPcw \S¶p hs¶s¶ sRcn¨p sImÃphm³ Ic§Ä \o«p¶p \c¨Nn´IÄ ]ngpsXSp¯Xn Xpdn¨p t\m¡ns¡m−nfn¨p Im«p¶p. \nd¨v Imepjyw IeÀ¶ lr¯Sw Xpf¨v I·jw ]pds¯mgp¡p¶p. ]cp¡pItfä a\Êv Xoss¯ew ]pc«n im´X IhÀs¶Sp¡p¶p.

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aebnd¡w aeIbdWw! {]nbkJo, \apþ ¡n\nbpsam¯ncn Npc§Ä Xm−Ww! Ignªp t]mbXmanS hgnIfn XW hncns¨mcp ac§tf \µn; ]IedpXnbn XeNmbv¡m\nSw \ap¡cpfnb I\nhn\pw \µn. ]Snbnd§pt¼mÄ ]ckv]cw sNbvX {]XnPvRIÄ \½Ä Zn\hptamÀ¡pI. a\Êv N©es¸Spt¼mft\ym\yw Ipip¼pw Ip¶mbvtaw Nh¨cbv¡pI. sRcnªn¡mSpIÄ \ndªXmWtÃm \ap¡p ap¶nse ae¼mX; AXn ]Xnbncn¡p¶ Icn\mK§sf Xpc¯n apt¶m«p \S¶p \o§Ww! lrZb ip²nbpw {]Wbap{Zbpw sXfn¨p im´X sa\sªSp¡Ww. aeIbdnbmehnsSsbs´t¶m? {]nbkJo, \n\¡dnbptam sNmÃmw. \ap¡pam{Xambv ]WnXpbÀ¯nb a[pc kz]v\¯n³ I\I tKm]pcw AhnsSbp−tÃm \ap¡pd§phm³ ]\n\oÀ¸q¡fmsemcp¡nb Xev]w. kpJ\n{Z ]d¶Wbphm³ hoipw Cf¦män³ I¿m arZpsh¬Nmacw. kar²amw kZy A\pZn\w \½Ä hncp¶p imebn Hcp¡n hbv¡Ww. AXnYnIfÃmsXmcph\pw \apþ ¡cnIfmbv hcnÃXpw kvacn¡Ww. aeIbdWw {]nbkJo, hcq ZpcnX Ime¯n³ NnXsbmcp¡Ww. \ap¡p PohnXw a[pNjIamþ WXp \pIcWw CcpÄ hcpthmfw.

HcpsXfn\ocn¶pdhsb¶ t]m Ipcp¶p {]mb¯n³ kvarXnIsf¯p¶p apSnbneÀ¡sâ Pzen¡p¶p ]´w FSp¯Wnbp¶ ae\ncIfn CSnapg¡§Ä {]Xn²z\n¡sh sNhnSp s]m¯n Rms\fnbn tIdth {]bsagpa½ ]dªtXmÀ¡p¶p: “{]IrXn X³ ISp´pSnbtÃm Iptª apg§p¶p, `bs¸SmXncn¡pI”.

ISp¯ kXy§Ä apJmapJw Im¬sI Icp¯p \ÂIp¶ s]mcpftÃm, At½ F\n¡p \ob¶v ]dªp X¶Xv. 17

X\n¨ncn¡pt¼mÄ shdpsXtbmÀ¡bmþ WnsXms¡, sb¦nepw AdnbWw \obpw.

“IW¦men aqÀJ³ ISn¨mepw, Hcp IcnapÅp Ip¯n¯d¨sXt¶mÀ¡! hgnapS¡phm³ sImesIm¼³ h¶m NSpeambXn³ ]pd¯p tIdpI. DcpÄ s]m«n aebnSnªp hogpt¼mÄ HgpInt¸mIp¶ acs¡m¼n \n¡!

ChnsS PohnXw Ifcnb`ymkw icn¡pw ioen¨v ]Ss]mcpXpI.” AcpXv \o XfÀ¶ncn¡tbm, kJo D]tZiw tI«v aSp¯p t]msbt¶m? \n\¡p \ÂIphm\nhnsSsb³ I¿n kar²ambpÅsXmcnäp kt´mjw.

IW¦men \n¶pw \nWsamen¡pt¶m \S¡phm\n\n \n\¡p hs¿t¶m?

ASp¯p h¶mepw, Icp¯\msasâ ]pd¯ncn¡pI; CcphÀ \½fpw Hcpsa¿mbvv ae Nhn«nt¡dpI! ]dbphm³ am{Xw Ffp¸w, AÃmsX {]hr¯nbnse{X hnjasa¶nt¸mþ fdnbpt¼msfsâ IgenSdp¶p, {]nb kJo, \apþ ¡nhnsSbo ac¯Wen NmªnSmw. aeIbäw \manhnsS \nÀ¯nSmw aebnd§phm³ Hcp§n \n¡pI. XfÀ¨ amds«, {]nbkJo, \apþ ¡nhnsS \n¶nt¸mÄ {]IrXnsb¡mWmw. aetbmcw Npän Acªm¬ sI«p¶ ]pgIsf ImWmw \ap¡p \½psS CcpsabvIsfm«n Cfth¡mw, ]ns¶ aebnd§oSmw.

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Np«ps]mÅp¶ ssI¸Sw Np«ps]mÅp¶p ssI¸San¶p Rm³ D®phm³ tNmdpcpfbm¡oSpt¼mÄ ZqscbpsÅmcm ]¨¯pcp¯nse \ocp hän hc−pW§oSpt¼mÄ F«pZn¡pw \Sp§pamdp¨¯n shÅnSn an¶Â t]Sns¸Sp¯pt¼mÄ F§p\nt¶m ]d¶Wbps¶mcm ss]¦nfn N¯p a®n ]Xn¡pt¼mÄ Im¯pkq£n¨ kz]v\ iX§sf ImÀ¶p Xn¶p¶ tcmKw ]nSn¡pt¼mÄ IjvSXIÄ Icn¸pI Xp¸nb ZpjvS cm{XnIÄ Iq«n\msb¯pt¼mÄ Ipäncp«n³ Ipcp¡n IpSp§n Rm³ Zn¡dnbmsX \«w Xncnbpt¼mÄ t\cp tXSnbeªp \S¡th ImcapsÅsâ I®n Xdbv¡pt¼mÄ apKv[aÃm¯ t\cp Ipdn¡phm³ ZpxJNn¯\mbv XqenItb´pt¼mÄ hmSnhogp¶ ]q¡sf¡−p Rm³ BSemäphm\mhmXncn¡pt¼mÄ thetXSn Rm³ thÀs¸mgp¡oSpt¼mÄ cm¸IepIÄ im]ambv Xocpt¼mÄ Npän\pw NnX I¯nPzen¡pt¼mÄ Aäphogpw s]cphnc ImWpt¼mÄ A¼psIm−v IpXnIm apdnbpt¼mÄ GcI¸pÃv \«phfÀ¯pt¼mÄ ZzmcIm]pcn ap§nadbpt¼mÄ Np«ps]mÅpIbmsWsâ am\kw.

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F\n¡p Rm³ Xs¶ F\n¡p Rm³ Xs¶ ]Iepw cm{Xnbpw ininchpw th\ ¨pSp Xobm«hpw aW¡mSpw ISÂþ ¯ncbnf¡hpw IS¯p tXmWnbpw IS¯p Imcëw.

F\n¡p Rm³Xs¶ hnf¡pw, IqcnêÄþ ¸pX¸pw \£{Xþ s¸menabpw ImÁpw agbpw ImÀtaLþ ]Sehpw \nemþ shfn¨hpw \ndþ aghn¸mfnbpw.

F\n¡p Rm³ Xs¶ \nbXnbpw kzÀ¤þ \cIhpw krjvSn kvYnXn kwlmchpw.

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AbmÄ FgpXs¸Sm¯sXt´m hmbns¨Sp¡m\pÅ _²¸mSnembncp¶p AbmÄ!

BZyw CSss¦. ]ns¶ hess¦! c−nepw I− tcJIÄ Xm³ ]Tn¨n«pÅ en]nIfpambn kmZriyansöp I−t¸mÄ AbmÄ Xsâ Xe]ngpsXSp¯v ap³]n h¨p.

Xtesegp¯dnbm³!

Xe\mcng Hmcm¶mbn Iodnapdn¨v AI¯f§fnte¡v IS¶p.

PohnX¯nsâ AÀ°iq\yX t_m²yambt¸mÄ Xe saUn¡Â hnZymÀ°nIÄ¡pw I®pIÄ I®mip]{Xn¡pw Zm\w sNbvXv GIm´XbpsS A]mc Xoc§fnte¡v \S¶p \o§n.

BcmWbmÄ?

P]vXn t\m«okb¨ _m¦nsâ IW¡p ]pkvXI¯n AbmfpsS t]cp−mbncp¶p. \nkz³!

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Idp¯ hÀ®§Ä i\n¸ng {Kkn¨ncn¡bmsW¶pw Krl¸ng amdms\fp¸asöpw Xe¡pdnIfn Ipdn¨Xpw hmbnþ ¨nhnsS Rm\n¶v NSªncn¡p¶p. aWecWy§Ä þ aWn¡n\mhpIÄ IcnªpW§nb ih¸d¼pIÄ.

Pcm\c ]nSns¨mSp§pw P·¯n³ Xzc IpSp§nb \cI KÀ¯§Ä.

X\n¡pam{XambpZn¡pw kqcys\þ ¶nchn kz]v\§Ä sImcp¯p \nev¡pthmÀ X\n¡pam{Xambv ags]mgnbpsaþ s¶cnbpw th\en IcpXn \nev¡pthmÀ AhÀ¡ptasebmbv IgpIpIÄ ]dþ ¶Sp¡pIbmsW¶dnªnSm¯hÀ Ad_ns¸m¶nsâ a\¡W¡pIÄþ ¡nSbn PohnXw ad¶p t]mbhÀ.

Ahcn Rm\pans¶mcph³, tIhew ]I¡n\m¡fn aXnad¡pthm³. angnXpd¶pbnÀ¡b§fn ap§nþ ¡pfn¨v sXÃnS DWÀ¶p \n¡sh; \ne¨ hm¨nse Xpcp¼p kqNnIÄþ ¡nSbn Ime¯n³ Rc¡w tIÄ¡p¶p.

Xpcp¯pIÄ tXSn¸d¡pw ]£nIÄ acs¡m¼n Xq§n acn¨p hogp¶p. hni¸p Imfp¶ hbÁn Xos¡mÅn XncpIn ]«nWn AIÁn \nÀ¯p¶p. \ncp² IWvT\msbmcnÁp t\canþ ¡dp¸pIÄ I−v aSn¨p \n¡p¶p. kpjp]vXnbnte¡v aS§pw ap¼p Rm³ Ncn{Xsams¡bpw sXdp¯p sI«p¶p.

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Ip¼kmcw Xnc¡n \ns¶s¶ ]nSn¨pWÀ¯phm³ ]ds¶¯pw kvarXnþ ¡gpIpIÄ! hgn¡Ãn incÊSn¨p ZpÀarXnbSª t{]a¯n³ Zpc´`oXnIÄ!

CSn¯obmbv Xe]nfÀ¶p tIdnb NInXbuÆ\ ]ncnapdp¡§Ä.

NncnIÄ aqSnb NXns¡WnIfn hgpXn hoWpbnscmSp§ptamÀ½IÄ.

F\n¡p Pohsâ hnebv¡p In«nb ISp¯ ]m]¯n³ AhaXn¡d. \nc¯p h¡nse ]fp¦p ]m{X¯n \nd¨ kvt\l¯n³ Idp¯ ImtImfw! ]nSbv¡pamXvamhn ISn¨pXq§ns¡mþ −nSbv¡p taml§Ä ]X¨p s]m´p¶p. apdnª _豈 ¡nSbn \·X³ shfn¨w Is−¯m³ sImXn¨p t]mIp¶p. \nW¡d hoªm IgpIns¡m−p Rm³ hnip²\msW¶v kzbw \Sn¡p¶p.

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aItfmSv

aIsf, \osbmcp tUmÎdmI−. icocmhbh§fpsS hn]W\¯n\v Iq«p \nÂt¡−n hcpw \osbmcp F©n\obdmI−. \oXn\njvTbnÃm¯ tIm¬{SmÎÀamÀ¡v H¯mi sNt¿−n hcpw. \osbmcp h¡oemI−. \nba¯nsâ ]gpXpIfneqsS \ncmew_sc {Iqin¯dbv¡m³ Iq«p \nÂt¡−n hcpw. \osbmcp IeÎdmI−.

A£cÚm\anÃm¯ a{´namcpsS ]nWnbmþ fmth−n hcpw. \osbmcp A²ym]nIbpamI−.

Adnhnsâ A£c¡q«§ÄsIm−v apdnthä Hcp Xeapdsb hmÀs¯Spt¡−n hcpw. ]ns¶tbm, \osbmcp A½bmIq.. amtemIsc ambmhnemk¯nemgv¯p¶ a{´hmZn\nbmb A½! t\cnÃm¡me¯nsâ s\dntISpIfn ap§n AacXzw t\Sphm³...

Bscbpw IqkmsX....

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Hcp jjvSn]qÀ¯nbmtLmjt¯mSpÅ {]XnIcWw.

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\ng ASnsXänb PohÂ{]iv\w hgnsXänb taml§Äs¡mcp adp`mj ]IÀ¶mSp¶p ]IenchpIsfm¶mIp¶p. shdptX ]mgv¡\hpIÄ I−v \nebnÃm¡mben ap§n ]eIpdn ta s]m§n hcp¶p. ]eIpdn Iogvta adnbp¶p.

ImWnIÄ ssIsIm«n ckn¸q ImcmKrlanhnsSbnsXsâ ImÂsh´p IpgªmSpt¼mÄ ssIsh´p XnWÀ¯oSpt¼mÄ hgntbmc¡mgvNIsfÃmw I¬Ipgnbn s\m´acp¶p IcImWm¡Sen Imew ssIIgpIn Idambv¡p¶p.

Bcmsâ hncp¶nee¡m³ HcpsI«p hngp¸pw t]dn IcnaqÀJ ImtImf§þ fpdªmSpw cmhpIfnÂ, Rm³ ImÀt¡mSI thjw sI«n ssIX¸q apSnbn NqSn Hmtcmtcm sN¸Sn hnZyIÄ ImWn¨Xv hn\bmbv amdn. \obtÃm sIt¦a³, \n³ XWen Rm³ sh´pcpIp¶p Xoss¯ew Xebn tXs¨mcp Ip«n*¨n¦famIp¶p! s\dnsI« Icp¯n³ Im«n PSsI«nb tIm]¡q«n hnd]q− In\m¡Ä I¯n NpSpNm¼Â Ip¶mbv amdn.

Nn´n¡m\dnbm¯h\v Pohn¡m\dnbnsöv ]−mtcm sNm¶Xv ]mgþ sönt¸mÄ Rm\dnbp¶p.

FÃnÃm\mhn³ hm¡pIÄ hmKvZm\¸pgbmbv amdmw AXnÂap§ns¸m§n ckn¨m AcpXmbvaIfdnhmbv Xocmw. *

Nn¦fw = HcpXcw Ipc§v.

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Bg¯nÂs¨¶p Xncªm t\cnsâ PU§Ä ImWmw. I−n«pw ImWm¯Xpt]m \ns¶¶m ImcywImWmw. ]mgmbnt¸msbmcp P·þ s¸mXnbn Rms\s¶ Im¬aq AXn\pÅn AgpInbsXt´ a\tÊm, a\ÊnÃm a\tÊm?

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Rm³ Adp¯ ssIbv¡p¸v ]pc«pInà Rm³ Nncn¨p sIm−p Rm³ Igp¯dp¡pthm³ F\n¡p ap¸mcpw AS¡n hmgWw! F\n¡p kzÀ¤¯n CSw ]nSn¡Ww! hdps¯Sps¯mcp aW¸c¸n Rm³ Ccp«v t\Zn¨v \nc¯n h¨nSmw. Xcn¼p ImcpWyw sImXn¨p sIms−sâ ]Sn¸pc IS¶nhnsSsb¯pt¼mÄ Ipc¨p NmSp¶ hfÀ¯p \mbv¡Ä X³ Icn¼Ãn \n§Ä IpSp§nt¸mbnSmw. F\n¡p ap¸mcpw AS¡n hmgWw F\n¡p kzÀ¤¯n CSw ]nSn¡Ww lncWy P·amsW\nt¡äw {]nbw lncWyamsW¶pw kvXpXnIfmsW¶pw AdnªpsIms−sâ A]Zm\w hmgv¯n Ignªp IqSpthmÀ, F\n¡p th−hÀ!

Ahsc Rms\sâ XWen hmgn¡pw!

AhÀ¡v kÀÆXpw sImSp¯v emfn¡pw!

Igepdbv¡m¯ ZpcnX P·§Ä A]iIp\§Ä, ASna hÀ¤§Ä.

F\n¡p th−Xn¶hcpsS thÀ¸m hnfhp \ÂIp¶ hbepIÄ am{Xw F\n¡p th−Xn¶hcpsS tNmc ]XsªmgpIp¶ \ne§fpw am{Xw Igp¯n Rm³ hbv¡pw \pI§fpw hln¨hÀ ]peÀ¨bn \S¶p \o§pt¼mÄ FSp¯p s]m¡phm\hÀ¡mhm¯Xmw hngp¸p `mÞ§Ä Npa¶p hogpt¼mÄ hdpXnIÄ hmcn hnX¨p Rms\sâ ]nSn apdp¡p¶p; `bw hnXbv¡p¶p. icnIfpw sXäpw F\n¡p tXm¶p¶ Xc¯n Rm\n¶v hfs¨mSn¡p¶p.

If¦aäXmw a\pjyscms¡bpw hgpXn hogp¶ Xc¯n Rms\sâ hn]W\ X{´w sImcps¯Sp¡p¶p.

AhÀ¡p ap¶n Rm³ \nc¯n hbv¡p¶p. ]pXpsh_vssksäm¶v Xpd¶p hbv¡p¶p AXn ISpw \oe¸Sw \ndbv¡p¶p.

AhÀs¡mcn¯ncn ckw ]Icphm³ Ahsc IqcncpÄ ]pIbnemgv¯phm³ Ipd¨p aZy¯n³ elcnbpw ]ns¶ Ipd¨ amZIs¡mgp¸pw Rm³ \ÂIn ]nSn¨p \nÀ¯ps¶³ ]ShpIÄ XoÀ¡m³ KK\ koabnse\n¡p hmgphm³!

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AhcpsS aqI hnem]sams¡bpw IhÀ¶p Rms\sâ Icp¡Ä \o¡p¶p.

IcmdpItfmtcms¶gpXn hbv¡p¶p F\n¡p tXm¶pt¼mÄ s]mfns¨gpXp¶p.

F\n¡p tasebmbv Hcp IgpI\pw ]d¶Sp¡nsödnªp sImÅpI! Hcp hnj¸m¼pw Cgªp hs¶sâ Igen sIm¯pInÃXpadnbpI. a\Êm£n¡p¯m acn¨p t]mIphm³ a\Êp t]mepans¶\n¡nsÃt¶mÀ¡! lrZb¯n Im«parK§Ä am{Xamþ Wh Icn¼Ãpw \J§fpw \o«n AS¡n hmgpt¶mckpc P·¯n³ Ipe¯nemWp Rm³ ]nd¶p hoWXpw hfÀ¶p h¶Xpw; F\n¡v {io_p² NcnXhpw almþ ßPnX³ ImcpWy samgnIfpw, {Iqin Xdª am\hs¸mcpfpan¶\yw. hnip² {K٧ġnSbn hmgp¶ PKZv]nXmhpans¶\n¡\yw; \· \ndª Ime¯n³ In\m¡fpa\yw. kpjp]vXnbnem− a\pjy hÀ¤¯n³ ]pd¯p Rms\sâ cYapcp«p¶p.

Hcp¯\padnªnSm¯ amÀ¤§Ä F\n¡p ap¶nembv Xpd¶p In«p¶p. \nWsamen¡p¶ hgnIfneqsS \njn²amtamÀ½ ]XsªmgpIp¶p.

AXnsâbp·¯ elcnbn Rms\³ hnPb¯n³ sImSn DbÀ¯p¶p, IgÂþ ¨ph«nembncw NXªcbpt¼mÄ Nncn¨p sIm−p Rm³ \S¶p apt¶dpw.

F\n¡p ap¸mcpw AS¡n hmgWw! F\n¡p kzÀ¤¯n CSw ]nSn¡Ww.

*km{amPyXzw Fs¶¶pw C§s\

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HäpImc³ HäpImc³ FhnsSbmsW¶v Is−¯m\mhnÃ.

Ah³ Hfnªpw sXfnªpw ]m¯pw ]Xp§nbpw acWt¯t¸mse ]n´pScpw. ap¸XpshÅn¡miv t]mbn«v aq¶v shÅn¡miv In«nbmepw Xr]vX³!

Ahsâ Dt±i§Ä ]eXmWv. bPam\s\ {]oXns¸Sp¯pI. kz´w t]mcmbvaIÄ ad¨p hbv¡pI. CS¯mhf¯n sshcmKyw hnX¨v sImSp¦mäv sIm¿pI. kzbw ]pWymf\msW¶v kaÀ°n¡pI. an{Xsat¶m i{Xpsht¶m t`ZanÃ.

Ahkc§Ä ]mgm¡msX D¶w hbv¡pI. Ccbvt¡m, Icp¯v am{Xw XpW. HäpImc³ Fs¶¶pw Häns¡mSp¯p sImt−bncn¡pw.

Bscbpw In«nbnsæn kz´w a\xÊm£nsb t]mepw!

Fsâ ZpxJsa´msWt¶m?

Häns¡mSp¡m³ Hcp Ccsb C\nbpw Is−¯m\mbnÃtÃm, F¶v!

Bsc¦nepw apt¶m«v IS¶p hcq.

Rm\pw ]¯v shÅn¡miv k¼mZn¡s«!

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Zzmcw Cu Zzmcw \nÀ½n¨Xvv BcmsW¶dnbnÃ.

Zzmc]meIcpw D−mbncp¶nÃ.

F¦nepw CXv hfsctbsd {]tbmP\w sNbvXncp¶p.

CXneqsSbmWv Ddh hämsX IpSn\oscmgpInsb¯nbncp¶Xv. XkvXnIIfpsS Xcw XncnhnÃmsX Hs¯mcpan¡m³ H¯mi In«nbncp¶Xv. hnizam\hnIXbpsS hnlzeXIÄ ]d¶p Ibdnbncp¶Xv. hnclhnjmZ§fpsS s\m¼c¨ofpIÄ Xdªp Ibdpt¼mÄ km´z\¯nsâ Cf¦mäv hoinsb¯nbncp¶Xv. {]Wb Iel§Ä¡v hgnsbmcp¡nbncp¶Xv. ]pWy ]m]§fpsS hngp¸psI«pIÄ Cd¡n h¨ncp¶Xv. HmW§fpÂkh thfIfn BtLmj¯naÀ¸pIfpsS DuÀPvPw ]Xsª¯nbncp¶Xv. Hmtcm aqh´nbnepw Bizmk¯nsâ kv]µ\w t]mse B Iq¡n hnfn tIÄ¡m³ sImSpw NqSpw achn¡p¶ XWp¸pw hIhbv¡msX F{Xtbm t\cw ImtXmÀ¯ncp¶n«p−v? hnfn¸mSIse \n¶v Aicocnbmbn Hcp ‘ankvtImÄ’ hcm³ I®nse®sbmgn¨v F{Xtbm t\cw Im¯ncp¶n«p−v Hcp thgm¼ens\ t]mse.

HSphn DįpSn¸pIÄ¡v hncmaan«psIm−v HuNnXyt_m[anÃm¯ acWt¯t¸mse AbmÄ IS¶p h¶p! ]pdw temIt¯¡pÅ B InfnhmXn Fs¶t¶bv¡pambn sIm«nbS¨p.

AXn\pÅn Icbn ]nSn¨n« ao\pItft¸mse ]nSbp¶ Bßm¡fpambn Hcp Iq«w P\§fps−¶dnbmsX AhcpsS s\m¼c§sf hIhbv¡msX. Ht¶mÀ¡pI! Hmtcm Zzmcw sIm«nbSbv¡s¸Spt¼mgpw Ahtb¡mÄ henb Zmc§Ä \nÀ½n¡s¸Spw. 30

hn¸\bv¡v ZÃmf·mcpsS {i²bv¡v: F\n¡pap−v NneXv hn¡m³!

A¶w ap«nb IpSpw_¯nsâ c£bv¡v. an¶psI«m¯ s]§fpsS c£bv¡v. hne]nSn¨sX¶v F\n¡p tXm¶m¯, Hcp]s£, \n§Ä¡v hneIev]n¡m\mhm¯ ]eXpw! \à UnkvIu−v \evImw? thWsa¦n "sNmdnªp t\SpI' (kv{Im¨v Bâv hn³) F¶ H^dpw.

Bhiy¡mÀ Gdpw apt¼ kss[cyw apt¶m«p hcnI. Aäw ImWm¯ PohnX¯nsâ AkvYn¯d!

Imän ]mdnb ]«§fpsS s]m«nt¸mIm¯ \qeng. sh«w apdnª hnf¡nsâ Icn´ncn. ap«mt¸m¡nÃm¯ Zn\cm{X§fpsS Imsem¨IÄ!

ImapIn ISn¨p Iodnb IcÄ ]mXn! ^WsamSnª ]pÃnwKw.

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ChnsS \nt¶ XpS§Ww..

ChnsS \nt¶ XpS§Ww PohnXw Cêfnepw ]peÀ sh«w Npc¯Ww a\apêIn Icbp¶ t\chpw sNdpNncn apJ¡m¼n \ndíWw aeIfm XoÀ¯ ImcmKrl¯nse³ I\Itaml§Ä N¯p hogps¼mgpw lrZb Xme¯nePvRmXamag s]êagbmbn s]bvXnd§ps¼mgpw kpJZ km´z\taæhm³ \osbsâ kvarXnIfn hì \nev¡bmsWs¸mgpw. apdnhpW§m¯ s\ªIw hn§pì NndsImSnsªmsc³ Nn´IÄ tX§pì I\ \nds¨mco Im\\ cYybn hgnapS¡nsbmscmÁbm³ \nevçì. icWaÁp \nehnfnt¡Wtam?

ChnsSbo acs¸m¯nsemfn¡tWm? sRmSnbnSbnem¡m«m\ XìsS apXpInteíp Rm³ NmSn¡bdtWm? AdnIbnsÃ\ns¡mìta, XmcI {]`sNmcnbm¯ cmhmWv PohnXw AIsebpsÅmê ]¨¯pê¯nteþ ínSdn \o§p¶ bm\aoPohnXw Igpac§Ä¡v Imh \nevçs¶mcm IgpIsc¡−v sR«n¯cn¨pthm?

AêXv, PmXIw \oÀ¯n \o t\mçI AarX hÃcn \«p \\ípI. \ndanb¶ In\mhpIsfms¡bpw \nWaWnªp InSçì NpÁnëw icnIsfì \mw sXÁn²cns¨mcm ëWIfmWn¶v \½Ä¡v NpÁnëw. aeaSçIÄçÅnembv kqcysâ IchnêXv Xnf§p¶ I−pthm? \ngepIÄ \odn \nevçì, ImÁnsâ Zniadì Ncnçì bm{XnIÀ.

Hê æêt£{X bp²w Ignsªmco ]S\ne¯p Rms\mÁíp \nevçì IcNcW§Ä thdn« `oIc arXicoc§Ä NpÁpw InSçì. cW\nba§sfms¡bpw ewLn¨ 32

]Ssbmꡧsf§pta Im¬ap Rm³. aëP tcmZ\w amsÁmens¡mÅp¶ KK\timWna I−p \Sp§n Rm³.

ISenSpçIÄçÅntesísâbo Nnc]pcmX\\uI Xmgps¼mgpw sImSnb {Kojva¨pgenIÄ I¯p¶ aWecWy¯n \nì thæs¼mgpw Hê IS¸m¼v sI«n hcnsªs¶ Npgnbnteív hen¨v Xmgv¯ps¼mgpw \n\hnepsÅmê \£{X civanIÄ angnIfn ]q¯ncnIÄ I¯nçì.

AXnsemê kz]v\ amcnhn¨nÃbn kzcPXnIfpêhnSpam¬æbn Nndæê½n ]cn`hw sNmÃp¶ {]Wb tPmUnbmw asÁmê s]¬æbnÂ.

Ah ]dì, aS§n hs¶¯pì \dpIXnêIÄ sIm¯ns¡mdnçì. sXmSnbnse ]q¯ sN¼s¡m¼nse XfncneIfn X¯n¡fnçì. a\ÊdnbmsX ]mdn¸dçì IZ\sams¡ adì Rm³ ]mSpì. ""ChnsS \nt¶ XpS§Ww PohnXw ChnsS \nt¶ ]dìbÀ¶oSWw Cêfdbn shfn¨w ]c¯n \mw Nncn s]mgn¨p \Sì \o§oSWw!''

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