Chapter 1 The days roll past. I feel my role. I must trust who I am. The words are cliché. The mind tired. Yet, I ought trust who I am. There is a way to be born twice, the ancient writings say. A source evolves us. We are as leaves of a tree. A eternal tree that kann regenerate its leaves. Tired, my mind sways. I would do this easily with a girl. There needs to be water to nourish, says a part of my head. That talk repeats. Yet, who understands such a path? Who has the faith? I smile. There is a plan in the back of my head. I am gonna find a girl. The last one were horror. And I better not think of her. And one dimension deeper there are many. The waitress delivers the valinna frappe. She smiles. And I smile bakk. I might even ask her out. I tell myself. She is not that pretty. But does that matter, now. I keep my smile, and her smile brightens. And that’s when the world has me withdraw my intent. I bring my eyes down to my ipad, and her expression says a “what?” Taking another sip of the vanilla frappe, as my thoughts and worries race, I am at the Coffee day. They stare in amazement. I know they see a deeper me. I know they see what I don’t now. I feel what they see. I see vaguely. My mind again runs through thoughts that tire. Were there a way to save that relationship. I know I ended it. I played it to the end. Were that the ideal thing to do? I draw my mind back, again. I reason with myself. I must birth myself, and the universe anew. The universe were generated by A WILL. It is the same will I ought keep my mind on. And that Will is I. Do I have the way to do it figured?
Chapter 2 If I had a girl, ME AS THE PRIMORDIAL ONE IN HER, IS THE SAME PATTERN IN WHICH THE UNIVERSE IS MADE. I WOULD DO well to study it. The girls, the nymphs, they dance in the dimensions they ought be in, they dance with me. The dance will evolve to here.
Those thoughts, the worries, aren’t me. It’s the surface matter, the mud rolling. The body yet to transform. The more I pay attention to them, my mind is where it ought not be. It’s the WILL that does. Not thoughts. Not perception of the world. And the question is how will I aid the Will. Unnecessary pondering helps not. The more I align – the faster the transformation. In concepts of the worlds we are in – faith, truth, deep perception of the will, unmoved by worldly phenomenon. And a perception of how the world is made. A flow dissolves the mud of my body. THE WILL as the beam is in me.
Chapter 3 I ought dissolve all human thoughts, fears, any ideas of imperfekktion. In the esoteric path, ONE WORKS WITH THE PRIMORDIAL MAN. THE PRIMORDIAL ONE. THE ONE EVOLVING IN ME. ME. THE CLAY IS EATEN UP BY THE EVOLVING. As a plant the mud. The world is absorbed in making his body here. I ought keep THE CLAY IN ONE NATURE WITH HIM. I AM THE ARITST. HE IS THE ARTIST. AND WE ARE WORKING AS ONE. HE IS I. THE BODY IS MUD. THE FEELING OUGHT BE OF I, NOT OF WATER DISSOLUTIONING THE MUD. IT KANN BE OF THE WATER, BUT AS ANIMATED BY THE ONE. THIS IS THE EVOLVING ESSENCE. WHAT WE PERCEIVE, IS WHAT TRANSPIRES. THE WATERS EXIST EVERYWHERE. TO KEEP THE MIND ON THE ONE SOURCE, DISSOLUTION ALL UNIDEAL PERCEPTION, FEAR, WORRIES, that is the path. WE OUGHT ESTABLISH THE SYSTEM in this ideal state. This is done by repeated effort. Paying attention to the thought. Tiredness, fear, doubt, all these need be repeatedly dissolved. All perception of the body that is NOT perception of the primordial ONE.
Chapter 4 THE WAY THIS IS IN SEXUAL PERCEPTION. The GIRL IN MY ARMS, IS AS THE MUD. My arms aare as the nerves PREJECTING THE ONE AXIAL. I AM THE ONE. I OUGHT FEEL MYSELF AS THE ONE, NOT THE MUD. THE ACT STRENGTHENS AND EVOLVES THE ONE, REDUCES THE FEMININE TO ONE NATURE. THE ACT THUS ESTABLISHES THE FEMINIE IN YOGA.
PATIENCE, SLO W MOVEMENT IN EARLY STAGES. THE SEMINAL OUGHT NEVER BE SPILLED. THE ACT THUS NEVER ENDED. THE LOSS OF THE CONSTRUCTING ESSENCE KANN BE DEADLY. FEEL THE MUDE DISSOLVE. DISSOLVED BY THE DRAUGHT, IN ONE NATURE. THE MUD OF ONE’S OWN BODY. THE GOAL IS TO FOCUS DEEPR ON THE ONE, THE PRIMORDIAL, IN THE ACT, KEEP GENERATING THE SEXUAL WATERS, THE MUD DISSOLVING ESSENCE, DRAW IT UP, LET THE DISSOLVING BODY BE DRUNK BY THE PRIMORDIAL MAN. STRENGTHEN THUS THE PERCEPTION OF ONESELF, IN THE ACT. THE SEXUAL ACT HELPS GENERATE THE WATERS. In deep repose, THE WATERS KANN BE GENERATED INTERNALLY.
Chapter 5 IF I RUN AFTER THE FEMININE, I lose focus FROM THE ONE. THE WORK IS DEEP, PROFOUND. KEEP THE MIND ON THE ONE SOURCE. THE WWATERS RUN WITHIN.
THE PERCEPTION OF LUST, IS WHEN THE DRAUGHT NOT DISSOLVES WELL. THE MUD OPPOSES ITS DISSOLUTION. ONE OUGHT SPEND A LOT OF TIME WORKING ON ONESELF. THIS PREPARES THE BODY FOR THE WORK IN THE FEMININE. TO NATURALLY DISSOLVE WITHOUT LUST. EVERY CELL OF THE BODY OUGHT GAIN THE KNOWLEDGE OF DISOSLUTIONING INTO ONE NATURE. OF AVOIDING THE OPPOSITION OF LUST. PERCEIVE THE DEEP MECHANICS OF WWHAT TRANSPIRES AS EACH CELL DISSOLVES, ALIGNING TO ONE NATURE.
CHAPTER 6 Its another morning. I observe myself. Where are the blocks in my thinking. In physical perception. The UNIDEAL PERCEPTIONS. Let ME DISSOLVE THEM, BONDED TO ONE NATURE, THE SOURCE NATURE, THE TRUE NATURE. I REMEMBER THE CHINESE IDEOGRAM FOR TRUE. The ancient form has two versions – THE PRIMORDIAL MAN ABOVE THE PELVIC VASE. Another shows a one line on the axis. THE sexual pelvic spaces ARE THE WATERS OF NEW GENERATION. FROM HERE THE NEW MAN EVOLVES. Back to what I were doing. Where the unideal perception is physically has meaning. On where the generative block is. On what hierarchy, in what movement, in what NATURE IT MANIFESTS. ALIGN THESE TO PROFOUND ONE NATURE.
CHAPTER 7 To align against a perception is to program ONE NATURE TO EVOLVE EVERYTIME THAT PERCEPTION OCCURS. THE BRAIN AND DEEPER BRAINS WILL REPEAT THIS ACT. DEEPLY PERCEIVE WHAT OCCURS. HOW THE ONE NATURE DISSOLUTIONS THE UNIDEAL AND EXPANDS. THE PURPOSE OF GENERATING THE UNIVERSE; WHICH IS TO BUILD THE ONE’S PERFEKKTED BODY, IS FULFILLED IN THIS. NOT JUST SAY THIS, NOT JUST KNOW THIS, BUT DO THIS. TAKE THE TIME. THE MORNING IS THERE.
CHAPTER 8 THE EXPANSION OF ONE NATURE, KANN BE PROGRAMMED, EMBEEDE IN DAILY ACTIVITY. ALL ACTIVITY. In all perception of nature. In breathing life. The spinal breath. HAVE THE ONE BEAM ESTABLISHED FREQUENTLY IN THE PELVIC.
CHAPTER 9 The food EATEN plays a great role in transforming the body. BUTTER HAS A POWERFUL IMPAKKT. JUST A LITTLE TASTEN. BUTTER ALONE. THE TASTE OF BUTTER. THE PROCESSING OF FOOD starts with NEEURANATOMY. SO ITS BETTER NOT TO MIX BUTTER WITH ANYTHING. HONEY AND MILK. THIS RELAXES THE SYSTEM. IF TO MOVE WITH NATURE, EVENING WOULD BE A GREAT TIME. IF TO RELAX DURING THE DAY, MORNING WOULD BE A GREAT TIME TO HAVE THIS. VERY NOURISHING, builds the body. drink NATURAL WATERS. AVOID TOO MUCH SUGARS. Avoid artificial sugars. Natural source mineral waters, TASTED FREQUENTLY WASHES OUT THE TOXINS. THE EVOLVING BODY NEEDS FOOD, NEEDS GOOD NOURISHMENT. WHEN WE EAT, WE HAVE TO DO SO WITH THE PERCEPTION of NOURISHING THE ONE, THE EVOLVING NEW. THE ONE TASTES, THE ONE EATS.
CHAPTER 10 THE IDEALMOST PERCEPTION. THE JOYOUS-EST PERCEPTION OF THE ONE. THUS PERCEIVE EVERYTHING. HOT, OR COLD, THE FORMS, TIME, AND EVERYTHING.
CHAPTER 11 NOTHING IS AS PURIFYING AS A PRAYER TO THE ONE. A DEVOTED PRAYER. ASKING FOR PROTECTION IN THE WORK, ETC. DEVOTION IN EVERY CELL AND THOUGHT.
CHAPTER 12 NOTHING FEELS AS GOOD, NOURISHING, ENTERING THE SOUL, AS A PRAYER TO THE ONE WITH THE PLAMS HELD TOGETHER.
CHAPTER 13 THE IDEAL PERCEPTION DESTROYS THE UNIDEAL. Some folks are removed from your field, etc. AS YOU BOND TO THEE ONE SOURCE. THE IDEAL PERCEPTIONING OF WEAPONS HURLED AGAISNT ONE IN WAR, DISSOLVES THEM.