I t ’ s You ACol l ect i onofGoodMemor i es
Yous ay‘ hi ’f ort hef i r s tt i me. I knew f r om t her e,t hatyouar edi f f er ent . “ Hi guys ,naakos agawasr un,l aagt a”
“ Huypani ngogpudmouy” Youar es obubbl yandl oud. Fr i endl yandcheer f ul .
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Andt her ei sme. Cont empl at i ng,obs er vi ng,andl ooki ngatyou. “ Bayotbani s i ya?Per ohehast hel ooksl ol ”
“ Uhm,hi guys . ” Thos ear et heonl ywor dsI coul ds ay . Thet ypi cal s hynes si nmegotme.
bugang.2020
“ Homophobi cModel o. ” Theexactwor dsyouacci dent al l yr et weet ed. Wi t houtknowi ng,i tr ef er st ome.
Yout houghti twass omeoneel s e. Yout houghti twasnotme. Nott hi nki ngt hati tact ual l yhur tme.
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“ Eh,s ohe’ sapl as t i cf r i endal l t hes et i mes ? ” “ Wow okay ,edi f r i ends hi pover . ” “ Akal akobawe’ r ef r i ends ,t s k. ”
Wor dsr unni ngi nt omymi ndwhenI came acr os syourr et weet . I wasdi s appoi nt edandhur t . Butwhowoul d’ vet houghti twasj us t ami s under s t andi ng.: >
mi s under s t andi ng( model o) .2021
>pos t edphot osoni gandt wi t t er < I am enj oyi ngl ooki ngatmyphot os . Unexpect edl y ,hour saf t ert hatpos t ,t he i s s uecameout .
“ I ’ l l di s t ancemys el ff r om s oci al medi amuna. ” That ’ swhathappenedwhent heModel oi s s uebr oke. I di s t ancedandr emai nqui et .
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“ Kamus t anakayaangmgat aos abugang? ” “ Ar et heygood? ” “ Ar et hef i ne? ”
Af t erawhi l eofs t al ki ng,youwer eunexpect edl y s t ucki nmyt i mel i newi t houtknowi ngwhy . Youkeptat r ackofmef orhow manydaysunt i l I s howeds i gnsofexi s t enceons oci al medi aagai n. “ Act i venas i yaul i t . ”
s t al ki ng.2021
“ Oyguys ,kaonnat aba. ” “ I but angdi r i t ongchi psohkagt ongmgabr owni es . ” “ Wai twai t ,t ar ongani yoay ,pi ct ur ant aanay . ”
I am now onourf ar m. Enj oyi ngt hef r es hai rwi t ht hecompany ofmyf r i endsandf ami l y . Eat i ng,chi t chat t i ng,andofcour s epi ct ur et aki ng.
>f oodphot ospos t edi ni gs t or y<
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“ Madam r i yan. ” “ Maypudsnabaj an?At aknabakami ? ” “ Char .Hapi Bor t di i i i . ”
“ Al i nakayo,chars i mpl ecel ebl angmuna wal apaangpar t y . ” “ Tenchu,happybdaydi n! ”
Thent her eyouar e. Gr eet i ngmeonmybi r t hday . Notknowi ng,yougr eet edmewi t ht hei nt ent i onofl i ki ngme.
bi r t hday .2021
“ Gawanat ayogcngmanr es anow pal ang,gka? ” OnJul y29t h,2021at5: 31pm. Youmadeamoveagai n.
I don’ tknow what ’ sr unni ngt hr oughyourmi ndatt hatt i me. “ Yangus t okos ayobakaugokal angnggo. ” Thent heconver s at i ongoeson.
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I wast ooexci t edwhenI hear df r om youaboutManr es a. “ Maynal angupodkos i Phel i xs amanr es apar amayki l al ako. ” I i mmedi at el yhel pedyouwhenyouas kedmet o.
“ Gawauscanva? ” “ Magt agal kas l eepnow? ” “ Damn!Gal i ngoy! ”
Fl at t er i ngasi ti s .
manr es a.2021
Scr ol l i ngt hr oughI ns t agr am. I wasi nt er es t edi ncancert hi ngspos t i ng. I s aw acancert ocancerr el at i ons hi ppos t whi chI r el at et o. Act ual l y ,i t ’ ss uppos edl yf ors omeoneel s e.
Augus t4t h,2021 .1 : 08PM. “ Cancerl i vesmat t er ! . ” I haven’ tr epl i edi mmedi at el yt oyou.
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“ Uyabi nki t abi . ”Sameday .5: 20PM. Mybor i ngl i f eands oul j umpedoutf orabi t . “ What ?Phel i x?Gagi ,anonamanni ngayamuhat . ”
Hones t l y ,I wass hockedbuti nt er es t edi nwhat i sr eal l yyouri nt ent i ont owar dsi t . I j oki ngl yr es pondt oyouasi fI ’ m notcur i ous .
I nmyhead,“ Ha,nagus t uhanni yako?Anoi yanaki t a? Wear ef r i endshel l o,s akadamodamos angnahi t ni yas as chool ,s aakons i yamagkagus t ot hi st i me. ”
cancer .2021
“ I f eel s oi ns ecur eandus el es s . ” “ Whydoeshel i keme,wal anamangs peci al s aki n. ” “ Hemi ghtgett i r edwi t hmej us tl i keot herguysbef or e. ” “ Eveni nmyf ami l y ,I ’ m noone. ”
Myni ghti sdar k. Ever yt hi ngaboutmei sget t i ngdar k. I want edt ot al ki tal l outt oyou. ButI ’ ms hy ,I ’ ms car edt hatyou’ l l l eavemebehi ndonceyou’ l l know myweaknes s es .
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Butt hen,youas kedmewhati swr ong. I f ol dedbecaus eyouar et oos i ncer e. I s peakoutf ort hef i r s tt i me.
“ Akobahal at al agas ai yo. ” “ I ’ l l beyourbal l ofs uns hi nebukas . ” “ Agakagi s i ngbukasbeb,maygagawi nt ayo. ”
I mel t edr i ghti npl ace. I ’ mt hankf ul . Foral l t hos eyear s ,I ’ vef oundmys af epl ace.
downf al l .2021
Sept ember25t h,2021 . Rei gncomesi nhol di ngapackagebox. “ At e,par adaw s ai moyi e. ”
Shocked.Exci t ed.But t er f l i eswer ef l yi ngi ns i demys t omach. “ Hal i nkaypi l i x?Ays hnaggas t ogi ds i ya. ” Deepi ns i de,I ’ m bl us hi ngandgr at ef ul . “ OhLor d,how coul dhebes oper f ectandf ul l ofef f or t s . ”
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“ Bebb,huhuanoi t o? ” “ Nagabal akapa. ” “ OMG,kadami hal aaas t at i onar i es ,t hepl us hi e”
Myi nnerchi l dr el eas edal l t hos echi l di s hhor mones . Wear i ngal l t hes mi l esandgi ggl es ,I exci t edl yl ookati t . Af t erawhi l e,wedeci dedt onamet heevercut i epl us hi e“ l i l i x” .
l i l i xt heoct opus .2021
“ Reane,gooutwi t hme. ” That ’ show i ts t ar t edaf t eryouwat chednever t hel es s . “ I woul dl ovet oo. ”
Oct ober22,2021 .9AM. Youhadnos l eep.I di ds l eepbecaus eI ’ mt i r edf r om t hef i r s tt i meoft r avel i ngal one.
“ Bebi ,s ankana,mal api tnaako. ” “ Anj ankana?Wagkapumunt as aki n, wai tmokoj an. ” “ Lapi tl angako. ”
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Youar ewal ki ng.I nwhi t epol oandbl acks hor t s wi t hs ungl as s es . “ Fudge,anggwapol egi t ,wai ti t onabat al agas i Phel i x?I t oangbebi ko? ” “ Wai t ,he’ scomi ngcl os er .I ’ ms haki nggg,he’ ss o f i ne,hel pme. ”
Youi mmedi at el yhugandki s sme. Guar dsar el ooki ngatus .Butwedon’ tcar e. But t er f l i esi nmys t omachar egoi ngcr azy .
“ Hi i i ! . ” Theonl ywor dt hatcameoutofmymout h. “ Comeher e. ”
Wecoul dn’ tpus hourmus eum dat e. St i l l ,wegot oAbr eezat os t ar tourday .
f i r s tdat e.2021
“ Beb,youar es haki ng.St opna. ” Youpul l edoutmyhandandmademe mor ecomf or t abl e. I ’ m bl us hi ng.I can’ ts t opt hebut t er f l i es .
“ Anomannacof f eegus t omo? ” “ Kets aanl ang,butI ’ l l gowi t hf r appe. ” Ever yt hi ngf eel ss onos t al gi candmagi cal .
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“ Ahm,t amapal anakawat chgudakongl i vegame nungUAPPbef or e. ” “ Akodi n,whatyear . ” “ Uhm,ar ound201 6or201 7.At eneoandLa Sal l epayun” “ Akodi n. ”
>momentofr eal i zat i on< “ Ha! ?andoonka! ? ” “ Ooandoonako. ”
Coi nci dence?Nah.I tf eel smor el i kedes t i ny .
f i r s tcof f eedat e.2021
Youknow how muchI l ovet ul i ps . SI nceI wasl i t t l e,I f i ndi tmor eat t r act i vet hanot herf l ower s . Youbr oughtmet oapl acet ohavel unch.
“ Tul i pDr i ve. ” I t ’ sas t r eetnamebuti tcaughtme. Thi nki nghow I l ovet ul i psandwewentt her et o s pendt i meandhaveourl unch.
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“ Rombabnal angt ayo?Hi ndi kobetangf oodher e. ” Wegoar oundt hepl acet of i ndt heper f ectf i t . Fi nal l y ,f oundagoodone.
>camer as naps < >s entt omar i t oni <
“ OMG,batmoyungi s endhoy . ” “ Nowor r i es ,maki l al akamandi nni yas oon. ” Dyi ngi ns i de.Bl us hi ng.
t ul i pdr i ve.2021
“ Love,gus t omoi cecr eam? ” “ Yes ! ” Smal l t hi ngs .Butbi gi mpact sandmeani ngs .
I ’ m happy .You’ r ehappy .Wear e. Smi l es .Gi ggl es .Looki ngateachot herr andoml y . I wi s hI coul ddot hi sal l t het i me.
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“ Sar ap? ” >nods <
“ Di t ot ayobeb,wai tt ayongt axi . ” Mycl i ngys i dewenton. Wear ehol di ngeachot her ’ shands . Looki ngatoneanot herl i ket her ei snoend.
“ I t hi nkI coul dl ovehi m byt hi ss t at e. ”
f i r s ti cecr eam dat e.2021
“ Hi ndi pat ayonakahugngmaayosba. ” “ Comeher e,I ’ l l hugyout i ght . ” Whi l ehuggi ng,I f el tt hewar mt hI neverf el tbef or e.
“ Thankyou. ” I nmymi nd,I ’ l l neverl etgoofyouanymor e. I ’ l l j us twai tf ort her i ghtt i met hat ’ sf orus .
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“ Ma’ am,s i r ,di t okayot i ngi n.1 . . 2. . 3. ” “ Love,eas yl ang,wagkangkabahanhahaha. ” Gr eats mi l es .Gr eatl aughs .
“ Car r yki t abi dal i . ” I f el tanxi ousf orawhi l et hi nki ngI ’ m heavyf oryou. Goodt hi ng,yous ai dI ’ ms ol i ghtoryou.
“ Las tpos eat e,et omer onakogi pr epar e. ” Yougr abmecl os eandki s s esmyf or ehead. I fonl yI coul dcr yt hatt i mei nhappi nes s ,I woul d.
f i r s tphot os hoot .2021
“ Love,t hankyouf ort hi sday . ” “ Youmademet hehappi es t . ” I ’ m cr yi ngwhi l echat t i ngyou.
Theonedaywi t hyouf eel sl i keI had t hewor l di nmyhands . Feel sl i keI coul dendur ef or ever wi t hyoubymys i de.
“ I fonl ywecoul ddot hi sal l day . ”
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Oct ober23.1 : 02AM. “ I LOVEYOU! ” “ Omg,yes .I s ai di t .I di di t . ” “ I ’ vebeent hi nki ngofi ts i nceI s aw you andnow,I know t hatI al r eadyl oveyou. ”
Tear sf al l i ng.Awi des mi l e. I ’ vebeencr yi ngs i nceI s aw your‘ i l oveyou’ i nmys cr een. Fi nal l y ,t heper s onwhom I al s owai t edf or , whom I pr ayedf ors ai dt hathel ovesme.
i l oveyou.2021
November6,2021 .1 2AM. “ Love,checkt i kt okandr eadt hecapt i on. ” “ Nar eadmona?Got oyourper s onal emai l . ”
“ Love,batmaypagani t ohuhuhi ndi kodes er vet o. ” “ I t ’ sa3mi nut evi deo. ” Yes ,i ti s .Af t ert hedaywe’ vebeent oget her . I ’ vebeent hi nki ngs i ncet hatdayi fI al r eadyl oveyou.
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“ DI D YOUREALLY? ” “ AM I THI NKI NG WHATYOUSAI DI SRI GHT? ” “ I STHI SALLHAPPENI NG? ”
“ I l oveyou. ” I ’ ms ogl adI cans ayi tt oyoual r eady . I ’ m oncl oudni net ot hi nkt hatyouar es ohappy . I ’ vemadeyouhappy . AndI ’ mt hehappi es tal s o.
i l oveyout oo.2021
November30t h,2021 . Goi ngi nt oyourhous ei sami xedemot i onsf orme. I ’ m exci t ed.I ’ mi nawe.But ,I ’ m ner vous .AndI ’ ms car ed.
I ’ l l beabl et omeetyourf ami l y ,f i nal l y! But ,wi l l t heybehappys eei ngme? DoI l ookgoodf ort hem?
But ,muchmor eoft hat . I ’ m exci t edt os eet hevi perpeopl e,l at eron.
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Youcamecl os er .Yougr abmyhands . “ Hugmokobi ,nami s ski t as obr a. ” I camecl os er .
I don’ tknow whatadr enal i nr us horwhatpus hedme. Al l I know i st hatI l oveyou,I mi s s edyou,andI want ed t obecl os ert oyou. I t r i edt or eachyoubecaus eyou’ r es ot al l .
Put t i ngmyl i psunt oyourl i ps . AndI r eal i zed,I r eal l ydi dki s syou. Wel l ,yougr abbedmeagai nandki s smehar der . >bl us hi ng<
f i r s tki s s .2021
December1 4,2021 .1 2AM. I t ’ sourf i f t hmont hofbei ngt oget her ,but notyetof f i ci al l y .
Knock.Knock. Someoneknockedatmydoor . “ Tenet ent ent enen,at eyi ef l ower sf oryoudaw. ”
Cr yi ngi ns i de.I ’ ms ohappyj us tl i ket hef i r s tday .
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“ Happy5t h, mahal .I l oveyou! ” Ther eyouar eagai n. Yours ur pr i s es .Youref f or t s .Al l oft hem. I tneverget sol d.
I t ’ sbeen5mont hss i ncewet al ked. I t ’ sbeen5mont hst hatyouar ecour t i ngme. Buts t i l l ,I ’ ms ol uckyt ohaveacons i s t ent manl i keyou.
f i r s tf l ower s .2021
“ Pa,s aul ass hel l l angdaw s i pi l i x. ” “ Love,ki nakabahanako,magki t anakami ni t i t o. ” I fyouknew how cut eyouar e.Youmeet i ngmyf at her f ort hef i r s tt i me.
Awkwar ds i l ence. “ Tngaadowal akagat i ngogdahaw haha. ” Youbot har ei nt i mi dat edbyt hatt i me. I j us twantt obur souti nl augh. Cut i es .
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“ As amant aagi ani dong. ” “ Di r i l angt i t o,par amadal i t a. ” Fi nal l y ,t hebot hofyout al kedf ort hef i r s tt i me.
Myhear ti sf l at t er i ngs eei ngt hebot hyou. Toget herandt al ki ngt oeachot her . Thet wopr eci ousmeni nmyl i f e.<3
papaandhi m.2021
December22nd,2021 .1 2: 30PM. I ’ vebeenpl anni ngt hi sal l al ong. Todayi st heday ,myl ove.
Wear eatourf avor i t epl ace,St ar bucks . I want edust owat chavi deobef or edoi ngi t . But ,Aj aycame. Wel l ,t hepl ans t i l l goeson.
“ Love,paki t aodngneckl acenai t opl eas e, magchangeakoneckl acekas i . ” “ Lookati t . ”
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I ’ ms hi ver i ngbyt hi st i me.I don’ tknow butI ’ m exci t ed,ner vous ,andover whel medwi t hj oy .
“ Oohh,al am kot o. ” Yout oughti t ’ sj us tyournamewr i t t enoni t , But ,i t ’ smor et hant hatmyl ove.
“ I T’ SAYES” Youar ecr yi ng. Youwentonyourknees . Oh,myl ove,I s eet hehappi nes si nyoureyes . I l oveyou!
i t ’ sayes .2021
Cont i nuat i onofourdat eaf t erI s ai dyes . Ever yonei ss ol oud. SI ngi ng.Laughi ng.
Wehavet ogoi nawhi l e Andi t ’ st het i met odoourpl an. Openi nggi f t s !
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“ Her ei syour s . ” “ Pl eas edon’ tmi ndaboutt hepr i ce,l ove, youdes er vei t . ”
Byt hi st i me,I act ual l yknow whatwi l l yougi veme. Wel l ,youhaves enti tt omeacci dent al l yhahaha. Seei ngyou,openi ngmygi f t st oyou,youwer ecr yi ng. That ’ swhyI l ovet omakeanef f or tf oryoubecaus e youal waysappr eci at eever ys i ngl eone.
exchangegi f t .2021
Januar y25t h,2022.
Mybabyi sr eal l yf ul l ofs ur pr i s es . I coul dn’ tr eal l yf at hom how gr at ef ul I am wi t hyou. I t ’ sas i mpl edayf ormebutyoumakei text r as peci al .
Youknow myf avor i t es . Youknow mydi s l i kes . Youknow whoI r eal l yam f r om t hei ns i de.
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I ’ vebeenl ooki ngandwant i ngt ul i pss i nce I am l i t t l e. Sadl y ,wecoul dn’ tf i ndanyher e. Butyoual waysf i ndways .
Tr ul y ,i fhewant edt o,hewi l l . Whi l el ooki ngatt het ul i pcr ochet ,i t ’ sl i kea dr eam comet r ue. I t ’ sbeaut i f ul .I t ’ spr et t y .I t ’ spr eci ousj us tl i keyou.
t ul i pcr ochet .2022
Af t eral ongl ongt i me. Wehaven’ ts eeneachot herf or3mont hs . I t ’ shar d,butwegott hr oughi t .
I am s oexci t edt os eeyouagai n,f i nal l y . Wear eatt hef r ontofours chool . Wai t i ng,andI ’ ms t i l l s haki ngupunt i l now. Thef eel i ngneverget sol d,l ove.
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I s eeyour unni ng. You’ r es mi l i ngwi del y . Myf ami l ys eesyouf ort hef i r s tt i me.
Wear el aughi ngwi t hRei gnandMi el l ei nt hebacks eat . PapaandMamaar eal s ol aughi ngwi t hus . Wal ki ng.Chi t chat t i ng.
Youevengett oknow l ol oandl ol a. Youar enow par toft hef ami l y . St ar bucksasi ti s . Qual i t yt i mewi t hyouwi l l al waysbet hebes t .
f i r s tf am bond.2022
Thecr eat i ves i deofme. Handwr i t t enl et t er swi l l al waysbemor es i ncer e anddi f f er entt ome. Gl adt hatyouar edoi ngal l youcant oj oi nme i nt hos et hi ngs .
Bef or ewemeeteachot herf ort he f i r s tt i mei nt heyear2020. I haver eques t edf orust oexchange handwr i t t enl et t er s . I am s oexci t edt ogi vemi net oyou andr eadwhatyouhavewr i t t en.
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Wewer en’ tabl et or eadt hel et t er st oget her . I t ’ ss adbutatl eas twes penthour shavi ngt i me f oreachot her . Fi nal l y ,t hel et t eri si nmyhands .
Whenwegothome,I i mmedi at el yr eadwhat youhavewr i t t en. Yourhandwr i t i ngi sascut easyou>_< Andt hewor dsi ns i dear eass i ncer easyou.
exchangeofl et t er s .2022
I t ’ st hemont hofMayal r eady . Ti mef l i ess of as t . I t ’ st het i mewe’ vebeenwai t i ngt os eeYanna.
Whi l ewai t i ngf oryouatt hes t or e,I ’ m exci t ed andner vousatt hes amet i measI al waysam. >s omeone’ sl i pst ouchedmycheeks ” I ’ ms t ar t l ed.Buti t ’ smyf avor i t et hi ngf r om whatyoual waysdo.
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Wegot ot hechur ch. Wewor s hi pt oget her . Wer emi ni s ceeachot her ’ sexi s t enceasl over s . I t ’ sal wayst het hi ngI want edt odowi t hyou. Andt hankGod,wewer eabl et o.
Ar cadedat e.Qual i t yt i medat e. I t ’ ss ogoodt odoal l t hos ewi t hyou. Bei ngi neachot her ’ shandsands houl der s . Ski nt os ki nt ouch. Al l oft hos e.I t ’ sal l i nourmemor i esandhear t s .
qual i t yt i me.2022
Themos tunexpect edone. May1 6,2021 . Thi si st hankst oShanebecaus eweget t os eeeachot heragai n<_>
Mal l s t r ol l i ng But ,t hemos texci t i ngpar ti swegot ot hemus eum. Thedat eweneverhadi nourf i r s tdat e.
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Di f f er entpai nt i ngs .Pos t edonwal l s . Di f f er entar tpi eces . Di f f er entmas t er pei ece.
Themos tbeaut i f ul mas t er pi ecei syou,t heone I am hol di ngwhenI am l ooki ngatt hos es t uf f s . Ki s s i ngmewhi l ewear et her ei st hemos t wonder f ul t hi ngI ’ veexper i enced. Hol di ngmet i ghtandnotl et t i nggoofme.
mus eum.2022
I nevert houghtt hatI woul dgett ogr aduat ef r om At eneo. I nevert houghtI woul dgr aduat e wi t hs omeones peci al i nmyl i f e. Thati nmySHSl i f e,I woul dmeett hel oveofmyl i f e.
Goi ngt oget heri nt hecampusi sal i f et i meexper i ence. Wi t hyous uppor t i ngme,I coul dn’ tas kf ormor e. “ Tar al ove,pi ct ur enat a. ”Wi t hmewear i ngt oga.
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Anot hers peci al moment . Goi ngi nabeacht oget her . Feel i ngt hebr eezeoft hes eawi t hyouandmyf ami l y .
Dur i ngt heni ght ,t hemoonl i ghts hi ness obr i ght . I t ’ sl i ghtr ef l ect st hes eawhi chmakesi tmor emagi cal . Youhol di ngme,f eel i ngyourcompany .
“ I l oveyoumahal ,anggandapongmoon. ” “ Asbeaut i f ul asyou,mahal . ”
s peci al day .2022
“ Love! !Punt akami s aKi dapawans a5. ” Thos ewor dsl i ght enupmymood. Af t eral ongt i me,you’ l l f i nal l ygett ogot omyhomet own.
“ At e,ar anas i kuyaPhel i x. ” I ’ mi nr us hbecaus eI ’ ms t i l l notr eady . “ Ohmyghad,ar apuds i t i t a. ” I ’ m pani cki ngbutI ’ ms ohappyt hatwe’ l l bondt oget her .
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Pool dat e. Pl ayi ngwi t hyouevent houghI al waysl os e i st hemos tf unt hi ngt odo. Weal s ogett oear nmoneywi t hourt eamwor k!
“ Love,hat i dki t amagmot ort ayopal abas . ” Af t eral mos tayearofwai t i ng,wecannow r i deamot or cycl e wi t hmer i di ngatt hebackandhuggi ngyou. St r eetl i ght s .Mi dni ghtbr eeze. I t ’ sal l wor t hi t .
f i r s tt i mes .2022
“ Love,pwedepas amamagpunt as as chool magpaenr ol l ? ” Wi t hnodoubt s ,yougr abt hechancet obewi t hme. Wegot omys chool t ogetmeenr ol l ed.
I evencr i edbef or et hatt hi nki ngI don’ thaveanys l otanymor e. But ,t her eyouar e,bel i evi ngi nme. I ’ m al wayst hankf ul f oral l t hos edays . Wear ei ncof f eebr ownout f i t s . Ours i gnat ur ecol or .
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“ Mahal ,s abahaymunat ayo. ” Mi xedemot i ons .I ’ m al waysner voust of aceyourf ami l y . But ,I ’ mi nawet ohavemor equal i t yt i mewi t hyou.
Sl ow s ong. Ourki ndofs ong. Youas kedf ormyhand.AndI gi vei tt oyou. Sl owl ydanci ng.Sl owl yhuggi ngeachot her . “ I fI can’ thel p,f al l i ngi nl ovewi t hyou. ”
cof f eebr own.2022
June22,2021 .6t hMont h! Wegett os ay ,f i nal l y! Wear et oget herdur i ngours peci al dayoft hemont h.
Twoper s onsi nyel l ow.Si gnofj oy . Runni nger r ands . Wehadaf ew mi s under s t andi ng. Butwhatweal wl aysgetat ert hat , r eal i zat i onsands t r ongerus !
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Fl ower s . Youal wayswant edt ogi vemef l ower sper s onal l y . Thet ypi cal you,cons i s t entandf ul l ofef f or t s .
“ Love,di t okal angmayi checkl angakodun. ” “ Okayna?Anopal agi checkmo? . ” Youdi dn’ tans wermebuti ns t eadyous howed as i ngl ef l ower . Af l owerwi t hwhi t epet al s . “ I t ’ sas i gnofpur i t yofmyl ovef oryou. ”
s i xt h.2022
“ Thi si sPam,Mi guel can’ tmes s ageyou unt i l f ur t heri ns t r uct i ons . ” Mywor l dbecamechaosf orawhi l e. “ Anongnangyayar i ?Okayl angbas i ya?Pl eas e, s anahi ndi yunggi nai s i pko. ” But ,event ual l yi ti swhathappened.
“ Love,pl eas el i s t en.Punt aakoj an,okayl ang? Nakai mpakenaako,r eadynaakomagal i s . Ant ayi nmol angakopl eas e. ” I want edt os t opyoubutI coul dn’ t . I know youneedmeandt hat ’ swhatI ’ l l gi vet oyou.
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5AM.Theyal l s t ar t edcal l i ngme. Tot el l you,I r eal l ydi dn’ ts l eept hatt i meandI s eet hei rcal l s . I pur pos el yi gnor edal l oft hos eandmakeawayoutbys ayi ng I s l eptanddi dn’ theart hei rcal l s . I don’ twantt ot el l t hem al s o.
June26,2022.9: 30AM. Youar ewear i ngyourf avor i t ehoodi e. Tear sar ei nyoureyes . “ Pas okmunat ayo,us apt ayol ove. ”
Whenwegoti nt her oom. I of f er edmyar msandl etyoucr yi ni t . Af t eral l ,I keepyoucompanyanddi s t r actyouf orawhi l e,
I t ’ sl i keas hor tt i mebutI ’ ms ogr at ef ul I gett obewi t hyou i nyourdar kes tt i me. AsI al wayss ay ,I al waysgotyou.
downf al l pt . 2.2022
Anot herr andom day ,butwor t hi t . “ Love,s abayt amaghat odi nvi t at i ons . ” You’ r eal wayst her et oj oi nme.
Ear l yi nt hemor ni ng,I wai t edf oryouont hes ame s t or ebutdi f f er entl ocat i on. Youki s s edmeagai ni nt hecheekswhi ch mademef l at t eral ot . “ Oh,l oveee,andi t okanapal a. ” Ti ghthugsandki s s esr i ghtaf t ert hat .
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Thes ameasus ual buti ts t i l l f eel sl i ket hef i r s tt i me. Wal ki ngher eandt her e.Wai t i ngf ort r ans por t at i on. Af t ert het i r i nger r ands ,qual i t yt i measweal wayswant edt o.
Bei ngi nyourar ms . Sl ow ki s s es . Ti ghthugs . Ar mpi tcuddl es . Yourgi ggl est hatt i mear emynew f avor i t e.
“ Al l t hi ngsar enew whenI ’ m wi t hyou. ”
j ul y1 0t h.2022
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