It's You

I t ’ s You ACol l ect i onofGoodMemor i es

Yous ay‘ hi ’f ort hef i r s tt i me.

I knew f r om t her e,t hatyouar edi f f er ent . “ Hi guys ,naakos agawasr un,l aagt a”

“ Huypani ngogpudmouy” Youar es obubbl yandl oud.

Fr i endl yandcheer f ul .

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Andt her ei sme.

Cont empl at i ng,obs er vi ng,andl ooki ngatyou. “ Bayotbani s i ya?Per ohehast hel ooksl ol ”

“ Uhm,hi guys . ” Thos ear et heonl ywor dsI coul ds ay .

Thet ypi cal s hynes si nmegotme.

bugang.2020

“ Homophobi cModel o. ” Theexactwor dsyouacci dent al l yr et weet ed.

Wi t houtknowi ng,i tr ef er st ome.

Yout houghti twass omeoneel s e.

Yout houghti twasnotme.

Nott hi nki ngt hati tact ual l yhur tme.

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“ Eh,s ohe’ sapl as t i cf r i endal l t hes et i mes ? ” “ Wow okay ,edi f r i ends hi pover . ” “ Akal akobawe’ r ef r i ends ,t s k. ”

Wor dsr unni ngi nt omymi ndwhenI came acr os syourr et weet .

I wasdi s appoi nt edandhur t .

Butwhowoul d’ vet houghti twasj us t ami s under s t andi ng.: >

mi s under s t andi ng( model o) .2021

>pos t edphot osoni gandt wi t t er < I am enj oyi ngl ooki ngatmyphot os .

Unexpect edl y ,hour saf t ert hatpos t ,t he i s s uecameout .

“ I ’ l l di s t ancemys el ff r om s oci al medi amuna. ” That ’ swhathappenedwhent heModel oi s s uebr oke.

I di s t ancedandr emai nqui et .

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“ Kamus t anakayaangmgat aos abugang? ” “ Ar et heygood? ” “ Ar et hef i ne? ”

Af t erawhi l eofs t al ki ng,youwer eunexpect edl y s t ucki nmyt i mel i newi t houtknowi ngwhy .

Youkeptat r ackofmef orhow manydaysunt i l I s howeds i gnsofexi s t enceons oci al medi aagai n. “ Act i venas i yaul i t . ”

s t al ki ng.2021

“ Oyguys ,kaonnat aba. ” “ I but angdi r i t ongchi psohkagt ongmgabr owni es . ” “ Wai twai t ,t ar ongani yoay ,pi ct ur ant aanay . ”

I am now onourf ar m.

Enj oyi ngt hef r es hai rwi t ht hecompany ofmyf r i endsandf ami l y .

Eat i ng,chi t chat t i ng,andofcour s epi ct ur et aki ng.

>f oodphot ospos t edi ni gs t or y<

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“ Madam r i yan. ” “ Maypudsnabaj an?At aknabakami ? ” “ Char .Hapi Bor t di i i i . ”

“ Al i nakayo,chars i mpl ecel ebl angmuna wal apaangpar t y . ” “ Tenchu,happybdaydi n! ”

Thent her eyouar e.

Gr eet i ngmeonmybi r t hday .

Notknowi ng,yougr eet edmewi t ht hei nt ent i onofl i ki ngme.

bi r t hday .2021

“ Gawanat ayogcngmanr es anow pal ang,gka? ” OnJul y29t h,2021at5: 31pm.

Youmadeamoveagai n.

I don’ tknow what ’ sr unni ngt hr oughyourmi ndatt hatt i me. “ Yangus t okos ayobakaugokal angnggo. ” Thent heconver s at i ongoeson.

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I wast ooexci t edwhenI hear df r om youaboutManr es a. “ Maynal angupodkos i Phel i xs amanr es apar amayki l al ako. ” I i mmedi at el yhel pedyouwhenyouas kedmet o.

“ Gawauscanva? ” “ Magt agal kas l eepnow? ” “ Damn!Gal i ngoy! ”

Fl at t er i ngasi ti s .

manr es a.2021

Scr ol l i ngt hr oughI ns t agr am.

I wasi nt er es t edi ncancert hi ngspos t i ng.

I s aw acancert ocancerr el at i ons hi ppos t whi chI r el at et o.

Act ual l y ,i t ’ ss uppos edl yf ors omeoneel s e.

Augus t4t h,2021 .1 : 08PM. “ Cancerl i vesmat t er ! . ” I haven’ tr epl i edi mmedi at el yt oyou.

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“ Uyabi nki t abi . ”Sameday .5: 20PM. Mybor i ngl i f eands oul j umpedoutf orabi t . “ What ?Phel i x?Gagi ,anonamanni ngayamuhat . ”

Hones t l y ,I wass hockedbuti nt er es t edi nwhat i sr eal l yyouri nt ent i ont owar dsi t .

I j oki ngl yr es pondt oyouasi fI ’ m notcur i ous .

I nmyhead,“ Ha,nagus t uhanni yako?Anoi yanaki t a?

Wear ef r i endshel l o,s akadamodamos angnahi t ni yas as chool ,s aakons i yamagkagus t ot hi st i me. ”

cancer .2021

“ I f eel s oi ns ecur eandus el es s . ” “ Whydoeshel i keme,wal anamangs peci al s aki n. ” “ Hemi ghtgett i r edwi t hmej us tl i keot herguysbef or e. ” “ Eveni nmyf ami l y ,I ’ m noone. ”

Myni ghti sdar k.

Ever yt hi ngaboutmei sget t i ngdar k.

I want edt ot al ki tal l outt oyou.

ButI ’ ms hy ,I ’ ms car edt hatyou’ l l l eavemebehi ndonceyou’ l l know myweaknes s es .

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Butt hen,youas kedmewhati swr ong.

I f ol dedbecaus eyouar et oos i ncer e.

I s peakoutf ort hef i r s tt i me.

“ Akobahal at al agas ai yo. ” “ I ’ l l beyourbal l ofs uns hi nebukas . ” “ Agakagi s i ngbukasbeb,maygagawi nt ayo. ”

I mel t edr i ghti npl ace.

I ’ mt hankf ul .

Foral l t hos eyear s ,I ’ vef oundmys af epl ace.

downf al l .2021

Sept ember25t h,2021 .

Rei gncomesi nhol di ngapackagebox. “ At e,par adaw s ai moyi e. ”

Shocked.Exci t ed.But t er f l i eswer ef l yi ngi ns i demys t omach. “ Hal i nkaypi l i x?Ays hnaggas t ogi ds i ya. ” Deepi ns i de,I ’ m bl us hi ngandgr at ef ul . “ OhLor d,how coul dhebes oper f ectandf ul l ofef f or t s . ”

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“ Bebb,huhuanoi t o? ” “ Nagabal akapa. ” “ OMG,kadami hal aaas t at i onar i es ,t hepl us hi e”

Myi nnerchi l dr el eas edal l t hos echi l di s hhor mones .

Wear i ngal l t hes mi l esandgi ggl es ,I exci t edl yl ookati t .

Af t erawhi l e,wedeci dedt onamet heevercut i epl us hi e“ l i l i x” .

l i l i xt heoct opus .2021

“ Reane,gooutwi t hme. ” That ’ show i ts t ar t edaf t eryouwat chednever t hel es s . “ I woul dl ovet oo. ”

Oct ober22,2021 .9AM. Youhadnos l eep.I di ds l eepbecaus eI ’ mt i r edf r om t hef i r s tt i meoft r avel i ngal one.

“ Bebi ,s ankana,mal api tnaako. ” “ Anj ankana?Wagkapumunt as aki n, wai tmokoj an. ” “ Lapi tl angako. ”

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Youar ewal ki ng.I nwhi t epol oandbl acks hor t s wi t hs ungl as s es . “ Fudge,anggwapol egi t ,wai ti t onabat al agas i Phel i x?I t oangbebi ko? ” “ Wai t ,he’ scomi ngcl os er .I ’ ms haki nggg,he’ ss o f i ne,hel pme. ”

Youi mmedi at el yhugandki s sme.

Guar dsar el ooki ngatus .Butwedon’ tcar e.

But t er f l i esi nmys t omachar egoi ngcr azy .

“ Hi i i ! . ” Theonl ywor dt hatcameoutofmymout h. “ Comeher e. ”

Wecoul dn’ tpus hourmus eum dat e.

St i l l ,wegot oAbr eezat os t ar tourday .

f i r s tdat e.2021

“ Beb,youar es haki ng.St opna. ” Youpul l edoutmyhandandmademe mor ecomf or t abl e.

I ’ m bl us hi ng.I can’ ts t opt hebut t er f l i es .

“ Anomannacof f eegus t omo? ” “ Kets aanl ang,butI ’ l l gowi t hf r appe. ” Ever yt hi ngf eel ss onos t al gi candmagi cal .

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“ Ahm,t amapal anakawat chgudakongl i vegame nungUAPPbef or e. ” “ Akodi n,whatyear . ” “ Uhm,ar ound201 6or201 7.At eneoandLa Sal l epayun” “ Akodi n. ”

>momentofr eal i zat i on< “ Ha! ?andoonka! ? ” “ Ooandoonako. ”

Coi nci dence?Nah.I tf eel smor el i kedes t i ny .

f i r s tcof f eedat e.2021

Youknow how muchI l ovet ul i ps .

SI nceI wasl i t t l e,I f i ndi tmor eat t r act i vet hanot herf l ower s .

Youbr oughtmet oapl acet ohavel unch.

“ Tul i pDr i ve. ” I t ’ sas t r eetnamebuti tcaughtme.

Thi nki nghow I l ovet ul i psandwewentt her et o s pendt i meandhaveourl unch.

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“ Rombabnal angt ayo?Hi ndi kobetangf oodher e. ” Wegoar oundt hepl acet of i ndt heper f ectf i t .

Fi nal l y ,f oundagoodone.

>camer as naps < >s entt omar i t oni <

“ OMG,batmoyungi s endhoy . ” “ Nowor r i es ,maki l al akamandi nni yas oon. ” Dyi ngi ns i de.Bl us hi ng.

t ul i pdr i ve.2021

“ Love,gus t omoi cecr eam? ” “ Yes ! ” Smal l t hi ngs .Butbi gi mpact sandmeani ngs .

I ’ m happy .You’ r ehappy .Wear e.

Smi l es .Gi ggl es .Looki ngateachot herr andoml y .

I wi s hI coul ddot hi sal l t het i me.

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“ Sar ap? ” >nods <

“ Di t ot ayobeb,wai tt ayongt axi . ” Mycl i ngys i dewenton.

Wear ehol di ngeachot her ’ shands .

Looki ngatoneanot herl i ket her ei snoend.

“ I t hi nkI coul dl ovehi m byt hi ss t at e. ”

f i r s ti cecr eam dat e.2021

“ Hi ndi pat ayonakahugngmaayosba. ” “ Comeher e,I ’ l l hugyout i ght . ” Whi l ehuggi ng,I f el tt hewar mt hI neverf el tbef or e.

“ Thankyou. ” I nmymi nd,I ’ l l neverl etgoofyouanymor e.

I ’ l l j us twai tf ort her i ghtt i met hat ’ sf orus .

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“ Ma’ am,s i r ,di t okayot i ngi n.1 . .

2. .

3. ” “ Love,eas yl ang,wagkangkabahanhahaha. ” Gr eats mi l es .Gr eatl aughs .

“ Car r yki t abi dal i . ” I f el tanxi ousf orawhi l et hi nki ngI ’ m heavyf oryou.

Goodt hi ng,yous ai dI ’ ms ol i ghtoryou.

“ Las tpos eat e,et omer onakogi pr epar e. ” Yougr abmecl os eandki s s esmyf or ehead.

I fonl yI coul dcr yt hatt i mei nhappi nes s ,I woul d.

f i r s tphot os hoot .2021

“ Love,t hankyouf ort hi sday . ” “ Youmademet hehappi es t . ” I ’ m cr yi ngwhi l echat t i ngyou.

Theonedaywi t hyouf eel sl i keI had t hewor l di nmyhands .

Feel sl i keI coul dendur ef or ever wi t hyoubymys i de.

“ I fonl ywecoul ddot hi sal l day . ”

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Oct ober23.1 : 02AM. “ I LOVEYOU! ” “ Omg,yes .I s ai di t .I di di t . ” “ I ’ vebeent hi nki ngofi ts i nceI s aw you andnow,I know t hatI al r eadyl oveyou. ”

Tear sf al l i ng.Awi des mi l e.

I ’ vebeencr yi ngs i nceI s aw your‘ i l oveyou’ i nmys cr een.

Fi nal l y ,t heper s onwhom I al s owai t edf or , whom I pr ayedf ors ai dt hathel ovesme.

i l oveyou.2021

November6,2021 .1 2AM. “ Love,checkt i kt okandr eadt hecapt i on. ” “ Nar eadmona?Got oyourper s onal emai l . ”

“ Love,batmaypagani t ohuhuhi ndi kodes er vet o. ” “ I t ’ sa3mi nut evi deo. ” Yes ,i ti s .Af t ert hedaywe’ vebeent oget her .

I ’ vebeent hi nki ngs i ncet hatdayi fI al r eadyl oveyou.

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“ DI D YOUREALLY? ” “ AM I THI NKI NG WHATYOUSAI DI SRI GHT? ” “ I STHI SALLHAPPENI NG? ”

“ I l oveyou. ” I ’ ms ogl adI cans ayi tt oyoual r eady .

I ’ m oncl oudni net ot hi nkt hatyouar es ohappy .

I ’ vemadeyouhappy .

AndI ’ mt hehappi es tal s o.

i l oveyout oo.2021

November30t h,2021 .

Goi ngi nt oyourhous ei sami xedemot i onsf orme.

I ’ m exci t ed.I ’ mi nawe.But ,I ’ m ner vous .AndI ’ ms car ed.

I ’ l l beabl et omeetyourf ami l y ,f i nal l y!

But ,wi l l t heybehappys eei ngme?

DoI l ookgoodf ort hem?

But ,muchmor eoft hat .

I ’ m exci t edt os eet hevi perpeopl e,l at eron.

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Youcamecl os er .Yougr abmyhands . “ Hugmokobi ,nami s ski t as obr a. ” I camecl os er .

I don’ tknow whatadr enal i nr us horwhatpus hedme.

Al l I know i st hatI l oveyou,I mi s s edyou,andI want ed t obecl os ert oyou.

I t r i edt or eachyoubecaus eyou’ r es ot al l .

Put t i ngmyl i psunt oyourl i ps .

AndI r eal i zed,I r eal l ydi dki s syou.

Wel l ,yougr abbedmeagai nandki s smehar der . >bl us hi ng<

f i r s tki s s .2021

December1 4,2021 .1 2AM. I t ’ sourf i f t hmont hofbei ngt oget her ,but notyetof f i ci al l y .

Knock.Knock.

Someoneknockedatmydoor . “ Tenet ent ent enen,at eyi ef l ower sf oryoudaw. ”

Cr yi ngi ns i de.I ’ ms ohappyj us tl i ket hef i r s tday .

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“ Happy5t h, mahal .I l oveyou! ” Ther eyouar eagai n.

Yours ur pr i s es .Youref f or t s .Al l oft hem.

I tneverget sol d.

I t ’ sbeen5mont hss i ncewet al ked.

I t ’ sbeen5mont hst hatyouar ecour t i ngme.

Buts t i l l ,I ’ ms ol uckyt ohaveacons i s t ent manl i keyou.

f i r s tf l ower s .2021

“ Pa,s aul ass hel l l angdaw s i pi l i x. ” “ Love,ki nakabahanako,magki t anakami ni t i t o. ” I fyouknew how cut eyouar e.Youmeet i ngmyf at her f ort hef i r s tt i me.

Awkwar ds i l ence. “ Tngaadowal akagat i ngogdahaw haha. ” Youbot har ei nt i mi dat edbyt hatt i me.

I j us twantt obur souti nl augh.

Cut i es .

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“ As amant aagi ani dong. ” “ Di r i l angt i t o,par amadal i t a. ” Fi nal l y ,t hebot hofyout al kedf ort hef i r s tt i me.

Myhear ti sf l at t er i ngs eei ngt hebot hyou.

Toget herandt al ki ngt oeachot her .

Thet wopr eci ousmeni nmyl i f e.<3

papaandhi m.2021

December22nd,2021 .1 2: 30PM. I ’ vebeenpl anni ngt hi sal l al ong.

Todayi st heday ,myl ove.

Wear eatourf avor i t epl ace,St ar bucks .

I want edust owat chavi deobef or edoi ngi t .

But ,Aj aycame.

Wel l ,t hepl ans t i l l goeson.

“ Love,paki t aodngneckl acenai t opl eas e, magchangeakoneckl acekas i . ” “ Lookati t . ”

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I ’ ms hi ver i ngbyt hi st i me.I don’ tknow butI ’ m exci t ed,ner vous ,andover whel medwi t hj oy .

“ Oohh,al am kot o. ” Yout oughti t ’ sj us tyournamewr i t t enoni t , But ,i t ’ smor et hant hatmyl ove.

“ I T’ SAYES” Youar ecr yi ng.

Youwentonyourknees .

Oh,myl ove,I s eet hehappi nes si nyoureyes .

I l oveyou!

i t ’ sayes .2021

Cont i nuat i onofourdat eaf t erI s ai dyes .

Ever yonei ss ol oud.

SI ngi ng.Laughi ng.

Wehavet ogoi nawhi l e Andi t ’ st het i met odoourpl an.

Openi nggi f t s !

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“ Her ei syour s . ” “ Pl eas edon’ tmi ndaboutt hepr i ce,l ove, youdes er vei t . ”

Byt hi st i me,I act ual l yknow whatwi l l yougi veme.

Wel l ,youhaves enti tt omeacci dent al l yhahaha.

Seei ngyou,openi ngmygi f t st oyou,youwer ecr yi ng.

That ’ swhyI l ovet omakeanef f or tf oryoubecaus e youal waysappr eci at eever ys i ngl eone.

exchangegi f t .2021

Januar y25t h,2022.

Mybabyi sr eal l yf ul l ofs ur pr i s es .

I coul dn’ tr eal l yf at hom how gr at ef ul I am wi t hyou.

I t ’ sas i mpl edayf ormebutyoumakei text r as peci al .

Youknow myf avor i t es .

Youknow mydi s l i kes .

Youknow whoI r eal l yam f r om t hei ns i de.

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I ’ vebeenl ooki ngandwant i ngt ul i pss i nce I am l i t t l e.

Sadl y ,wecoul dn’ tf i ndanyher e.

Butyoual waysf i ndways .

Tr ul y ,i fhewant edt o,hewi l l .

Whi l el ooki ngatt het ul i pcr ochet ,i t ’ sl i kea dr eam comet r ue.

I t ’ sbeaut i f ul .I t ’ spr et t y .I t ’ spr eci ousj us tl i keyou.

t ul i pcr ochet .2022

Af t eral ongl ongt i me.

Wehaven’ ts eeneachot herf or3mont hs .

I t ’ shar d,butwegott hr oughi t .

I am s oexci t edt os eeyouagai n,f i nal l y .

Wear eatt hef r ontofours chool .

Wai t i ng,andI ’ ms t i l l s haki ngupunt i l now.

Thef eel i ngneverget sol d,l ove.

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I s eeyour unni ng.

You’ r es mi l i ngwi del y .

Myf ami l ys eesyouf ort hef i r s tt i me.

Wear el aughi ngwi t hRei gnandMi el l ei nt hebacks eat .

PapaandMamaar eal s ol aughi ngwi t hus .

Wal ki ng.Chi t chat t i ng.

Youevengett oknow l ol oandl ol a.

Youar enow par toft hef ami l y .

St ar bucksasi ti s .

Qual i t yt i mewi t hyouwi l l al waysbet hebes t .

f i r s tf am bond.2022

Thecr eat i ves i deofme.

Handwr i t t enl et t er swi l l al waysbemor es i ncer e anddi f f er entt ome.

Gl adt hatyouar edoi ngal l youcant oj oi nme i nt hos et hi ngs .

Bef or ewemeeteachot herf ort he f i r s tt i mei nt heyear2020.

I haver eques t edf orust oexchange handwr i t t enl et t er s .

I am s oexci t edt ogi vemi net oyou andr eadwhatyouhavewr i t t en.

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Wewer en’ tabl et or eadt hel et t er st oget her .

I t ’ ss adbutatl eas twes penthour shavi ngt i me f oreachot her .

Fi nal l y ,t hel et t eri si nmyhands .

Whenwegothome,I i mmedi at el yr eadwhat youhavewr i t t en.

Yourhandwr i t i ngi sascut easyou>_< Andt hewor dsi ns i dear eass i ncer easyou.

exchangeofl et t er s .2022

I t ’ st hemont hofMayal r eady .

Ti mef l i ess of as t .

I t ’ st het i mewe’ vebeenwai t i ngt os eeYanna.

Whi l ewai t i ngf oryouatt hes t or e,I ’ m exci t ed andner vousatt hes amet i measI al waysam. >s omeone’ sl i pst ouchedmycheeks ” I ’ ms t ar t l ed.Buti t ’ smyf avor i t et hi ngf r om whatyoual waysdo.

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Wegot ot hechur ch.

Wewor s hi pt oget her .

Wer emi ni s ceeachot her ’ sexi s t enceasl over s .

I t ’ sal wayst het hi ngI want edt odowi t hyou.

Andt hankGod,wewer eabl et o.

Ar cadedat e.Qual i t yt i medat e.

I t ’ ss ogoodt odoal l t hos ewi t hyou.

Bei ngi neachot her ’ shandsands houl der s .

Ski nt os ki nt ouch.

Al l oft hos e.I t ’ sal l i nourmemor i esandhear t s .

qual i t yt i me.2022

Themos tunexpect edone.

May1 6,2021 .

Thi si st hankst oShanebecaus eweget t os eeeachot heragai n<_>

Mal l s t r ol l i ng But ,t hemos texci t i ngpar ti swegot ot hemus eum.

Thedat eweneverhadi nourf i r s tdat e.

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Di f f er entpai nt i ngs .Pos t edonwal l s .

Di f f er entar tpi eces .

Di f f er entmas t er pei ece.

Themos tbeaut i f ul mas t er pi ecei syou,t heone I am hol di ngwhenI am l ooki ngatt hos es t uf f s .

Ki s s i ngmewhi l ewear et her ei st hemos t wonder f ul t hi ngI ’ veexper i enced.

Hol di ngmet i ghtandnotl et t i nggoofme.

mus eum.2022

I nevert houghtt hatI woul dgett ogr aduat ef r om At eneo.

I nevert houghtI woul dgr aduat e wi t hs omeones peci al i nmyl i f e.

Thati nmySHSl i f e,I woul dmeett hel oveofmyl i f e.

Goi ngt oget heri nt hecampusi sal i f et i meexper i ence.

Wi t hyous uppor t i ngme,I coul dn’ tas kf ormor e. “ Tar al ove,pi ct ur enat a. ”Wi t hmewear i ngt oga.

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Anot hers peci al moment .

Goi ngi nabeacht oget her .

Feel i ngt hebr eezeoft hes eawi t hyouandmyf ami l y .

Dur i ngt heni ght ,t hemoonl i ghts hi ness obr i ght .

I t ’ sl i ghtr ef l ect st hes eawhi chmakesi tmor emagi cal .

Youhol di ngme,f eel i ngyourcompany .

“ I l oveyoumahal ,anggandapongmoon. ” “ Asbeaut i f ul asyou,mahal . ”

s peci al day .2022

“ Love! !Punt akami s aKi dapawans a5. ” Thos ewor dsl i ght enupmymood.

Af t eral ongt i me,you’ l l f i nal l ygett ogot omyhomet own.

“ At e,ar anas i kuyaPhel i x. ” I ’ mi nr us hbecaus eI ’ ms t i l l notr eady . “ Ohmyghad,ar apuds i t i t a. ” I ’ m pani cki ngbutI ’ ms ohappyt hatwe’ l l bondt oget her .

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Pool dat e.

Pl ayi ngwi t hyouevent houghI al waysl os e i st hemos tf unt hi ngt odo.

Weal s ogett oear nmoneywi t hourt eamwor k!

“ Love,hat i dki t amagmot ort ayopal abas . ” Af t eral mos tayearofwai t i ng,wecannow r i deamot or cycl e wi t hmer i di ngatt hebackandhuggi ngyou.

St r eetl i ght s .Mi dni ghtbr eeze.

I t ’ sal l wor t hi t .

f i r s tt i mes .2022

“ Love,pwedepas amamagpunt as as chool magpaenr ol l ? ” Wi t hnodoubt s ,yougr abt hechancet obewi t hme.

Wegot omys chool t ogetmeenr ol l ed.

I evencr i edbef or et hatt hi nki ngI don’ thaveanys l otanymor e.

But ,t her eyouar e,bel i evi ngi nme.

I ’ m al wayst hankf ul f oral l t hos edays .

Wear ei ncof f eebr ownout f i t s .

Ours i gnat ur ecol or .

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“ Mahal ,s abahaymunat ayo. ” Mi xedemot i ons .I ’ m al waysner voust of aceyourf ami l y .

But ,I ’ mi nawet ohavemor equal i t yt i mewi t hyou.

Sl ow s ong.

Ourki ndofs ong.

Youas kedf ormyhand.AndI gi vei tt oyou.

Sl owl ydanci ng.Sl owl yhuggi ngeachot her . “ I fI can’ thel p,f al l i ngi nl ovewi t hyou. ”

cof f eebr own.2022

June22,2021 .6t hMont h!

Wegett os ay ,f i nal l y!

Wear et oget herdur i ngours peci al dayoft hemont h.

Twoper s onsi nyel l ow.Si gnofj oy .

Runni nger r ands .

Wehadaf ew mi s under s t andi ng.

Butwhatweal wl aysgetat ert hat , r eal i zat i onsands t r ongerus !

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Fl ower s .

Youal wayswant edt ogi vemef l ower sper s onal l y .

Thet ypi cal you,cons i s t entandf ul l ofef f or t s .

“ Love,di t okal angmayi checkl angakodun. ” “ Okayna?Anopal agi checkmo? . ” Youdi dn’ tans wermebuti ns t eadyous howed as i ngl ef l ower .

Af l owerwi t hwhi t epet al s . “ I t ’ sas i gnofpur i t yofmyl ovef oryou. ”

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“ Thi si sPam,Mi guel can’ tmes s ageyou unt i l f ur t heri ns t r uct i ons . ” Mywor l dbecamechaosf orawhi l e. “ Anongnangyayar i ?Okayl angbas i ya?Pl eas e, s anahi ndi yunggi nai s i pko. ” But ,event ual l yi ti swhathappened.

“ Love,pl eas el i s t en.Punt aakoj an,okayl ang?

Nakai mpakenaako,r eadynaakomagal i s .

Ant ayi nmol angakopl eas e. ” I want edt os t opyoubutI coul dn’ t .

I know youneedmeandt hat ’ swhatI ’ l l gi vet oyou.

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5AM.Theyal l s t ar t edcal l i ngme.

Tot el l you,I r eal l ydi dn’ ts l eept hatt i meandI s eet hei rcal l s .

I pur pos el yi gnor edal l oft hos eandmakeawayoutbys ayi ng I s l eptanddi dn’ theart hei rcal l s .

I don’ twantt ot el l t hem al s o.

June26,2022.9: 30AM. Youar ewear i ngyourf avor i t ehoodi e.

Tear sar ei nyoureyes . “ Pas okmunat ayo,us apt ayol ove. ”

Whenwegoti nt her oom.

I of f er edmyar msandl etyoucr yi ni t .

Af t eral l ,I keepyoucompanyanddi s t r actyouf orawhi l e,

I t ’ sl i keas hor tt i mebutI ’ ms ogr at ef ul I gett obewi t hyou i nyourdar kes tt i me.

AsI al wayss ay ,I al waysgotyou.

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2.2022

Anot herr andom day ,butwor t hi t . “ Love,s abayt amaghat odi nvi t at i ons . ” You’ r eal wayst her et oj oi nme.

Ear l yi nt hemor ni ng,I wai t edf oryouont hes ame s t or ebutdi f f er entl ocat i on.

Youki s s edmeagai ni nt hecheekswhi ch mademef l at t eral ot . “ Oh,l oveee,andi t okanapal a. ” Ti ghthugsandki s s esr i ghtaf t ert hat .

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Thes ameasus ual buti ts t i l l f eel sl i ket hef i r s tt i me.

Wal ki ngher eandt her e.Wai t i ngf ort r ans por t at i on.

Af t ert het i r i nger r ands ,qual i t yt i measweal wayswant edt o.

Bei ngi nyourar ms .

Sl ow ki s s es .

Ti ghthugs .

Ar mpi tcuddl es .

Yourgi ggl est hatt i mear emynew f avor i t e.

“ Al l t hi ngsar enew whenI ’ m wi t hyou. ”

j ul y1 0t h.2022

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