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i’m a mess that you don’t wanna clean up

Do you know how hard it is to reach out for someone. To even say ‘i am tired’ or

‘talk to me’ without being afraid that they will see you as a burden. That they

will think about you negatively. That they

will dismiss you for overreacting to stuff.

I

am

not

clinically

diagnosed

as

depressed or anything but I do think like that all the time. This is why I don’t talk

that much anymore nowadays. Why I

don’t talk except for the small stuff like

fangirling and anything. Because I am afraid that once you see the darkness in me.

Everyone will just leave me because they don’t want to be associated with someone like me.

Me, Someone who used to be the ‘happy-go-lucky’ one during his university days. The one who gives advices to

people in her own radio show. The one who tries so hard to be like everyone.

‘Reach out when you feel sad / depressed’.

It is not easy for us to do so.

So please, if there is something that changes from within us,

please, reach to us. Reach to me. Make me feel like my existence is needed.

I know I am a toxic person for doing this. For not reaching

out but wanting to be reached. But, it is really hard for me to do so. My fear takes the best of me.

F

alling in love is like destroying yourself in the most

wonderfully painful way possible. You are so blissfully

aware that this one person is completely tearing you up, but they mean so much to you that push away the pain they

cause you. You just watch them ruin you as they are clueless of the agony that they cause. it tears you up doesn't it?

To let someone impact you so much that you can be fully aware of them ruining your life but you're so okay with it

simply because your heart has foolishly learnt to care for them so much?

oh what a beautifully tragic way to lose yourself...

fucking fragile

W

I FELL IN LOVE WITH HOW YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND

AND I’M GLAD

You may be very attractive but in the end you will never truly be loved as selflessly as your mother loves you because romantic isn't selfless.

being home alone may sound

great when you’re young, but

whether it be your lover or your

family,

having

them

apart sucks hard. it sucks but it's

worth

person.

it

for

the

right

She made me feel things. And I didn’t like it at all.

Hallyu

Someone use Korean Wave as an escape to his/her misery, depression or anxiety. As copying mechanism to stay alive. And some people love to bully and sharing hatred then cover it as “entitled opinion” by saying why don’t just die.

SOMETIMES WHEN I SAY “I’M OKAY” I WANT SOMEONE TO LOOK AT ME IN THE EYES, HUG ME TIGHT, AND SAY “I KNOW YOU’RE NOT”

? ?

WAS

YOUR

DAY

HOW

we

all

know

fucks

us

know

that

life

all, it’s

we so

hard to keep ourselves to always be in a good mood, we know we hate pretending to be kind to

the

bitch

we

hate, we also know that

it’s

okay

for

being not okay.

But we choose to hide it, because we are

simply

that

afraid

evryone

will

think we just exaggerate

the

things

we are dealing with. but tonight through this,

i

encourage

you

to

express

yourself, to tell the thruth that you are not

okay,

i’m

not

and

i

because

okay

don’t

too, know

wha should i do to make

everything

okay.

Hope everything is okay. - guff

it’s okay if you are not okay,

because everyone feels the same way too.

English

Chinese

Irish

상황이 좋지 않아요

i want to go back for you, but my only choiceis to move forward for me.

HAVE YOU EVER

MISSES SOMEONE, BUT YOU SCARED

TO TELL THEM THAT YOU MISSES THEM, SCARED THAT

YOU’LL RUIN THEIR DAY, RUIN

EVERYTHING THEY BUILD TO START

SOMETHING NEW WITHOUT YOU?

what did you expect?

Credit to the right owner.

AFTER MIDNIGHT IS WHEN I OFTEN REMEMBER THE THINGS I TRY MY HARDEST TO FORGET.

Art Museum

/

Prohibition Don;t Don;t

Don”t Don”t

Don`t Don`t

Don~t Don~t

She never looked nice.

She looked like art, and art wasn’t supposed to look nice.

It was supposed to make you feel something.

i wish the best for all people who are lonely and sad. be happy you have experienced such an intense love that is physically hurting you. cherish your lost love and don't lose yourself in hate or sorrow, be open and help others. your love will come back in similar or their forms.

Probab ly

Take Adv i c n’t e Do

Me Beca u s om e Fr Always in T m ro a I

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