RIMAG : Special Edition - Rima's Birthday

‫‪I Pray For Rima‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ..‬ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻧﺘﻮﺟﻪ ﺑﻬﺎ ‪ ...‬ﻧﺤﻦ ﻣﺤﺒﲔ ﺭﳝﺎ ﳒﻴﻢ ﺇﻟﻰ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺴﻤﻮﺍﺕ‪ ..‬ﻧﺘﻮﺟﻪ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻭﻧﺨﺎﻃﺐ ﺍﻟﺮﺏ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻧﻴﺔ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻹﻣﺮﺃﺓ‬ ‫ﺍﻻﺳﺘﺜﻨﺎﺋﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺩﺧﻠﺖ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻨﺎ ﻣﻨﺬ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﻦ ‪ 15‬ﻋﺸﺮ‬ ‫ﺳﻨﺔ‪.. ..‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ...‬ﺃﻋﻄﻬﺎ ﻭﺳﻠﺤﻬﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﻘﻮﺓ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺔ ﻭﺭﺍﺣﺔ ﺍﻟﺒﺎﻝ‪ ..‬ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‬ ‫‪...‬‬

‫ﺇﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﺗﺰﺭﻉ ﻓﻴﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﻳﻮﻡ ﺃﻣﻞ ﺣﺐ ﻭﺇﳝﺎﻥ ‪ ...‬ﻓﺘﻨﺒﺾ ﻗﻠﻮﺑﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺑﺎﶈﺒﺔ‪..‬‬

‫ﻧﺘﻀﺮﻉ ﺍﻟﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻟﻜﻲ ﲢﻤﻴﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳋﻄﺎﻳﺎ ﻭﺍﻟﺸﺮ‪...‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ...‬ﻧﺨﺎﻃﺒﻚ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ ﻣﺮﺗﻔﻊ ‪ ...‬ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﻧﻄﻠﺐ ﻣﻨﻚ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺍﺭﺳﻠﺖ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻓﻴﻪ ﻣﻼﻛﺎ ﹰ ‪...‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ..‬ﻧﺘﻀﺮﻉ ﺍﻟﻴﻚ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻟﻴﻜﻦ ﻣﻼﻛﻚ ﺍﳌﻘﺪﺱ ﻣﻌﻬﺎ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻻ‬ ‫ﻳﺠﺪ ﺍﻟﻌﺪﻭ ﺍﻟﺸﺮﻳﺮ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ ﻧﻘﻄﺔ ﺿﻌﻒ ﻭﻳﻘﻮﻯ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ..‬ﺍﺣﻤﻲ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺭﳝﺎ‪...‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺭﺩ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ‪ ..‬ﻭﺍﺭﻋﺎﻫﺎ‪ ...‬ﻭﺇﺟﻌﻞ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻤﺔ ﻭﺍﳋﻴﺮ ﻭﺍﻟﺮﺍﺣﺔ‬ ‫ﻳﺘﺒﻌﻮﻧﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﺃﻳﺎﻡ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻬﺎ‪...‬‬

‫ﺍﺣﻤﻴﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻟﻌﺜﺮﺍﺕ ‪ ....‬ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻷﻻﻡ ‪ ...‬ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻟﺘﻌﺐ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺸﺮ‪...‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ..‬ﺍﺳﺘﺮﻫﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺆﺍﻣﺮﺍﺕ ﺍﻷﺷﺮﺍﺭ‪ ...‬ﻭﺍﺑﻌﺪ ﻋﻨﻬﺎ ﺃﻫﻞ ﺍﻟﺸﺮ‪...‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ...‬ﺍﻧﺼﺮﻫﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﺍﳌﻌﺎﺭﻙ‪ ....‬ﻓﻲ ﻣﻌﺮﻛﺘﻬﺎ ﺿﺪ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺮ‪ .....‬ﺿﺪ ﺍﻟﻈﻠﻢ‪...‬ﺿﺪ ﺍﻟﻔﺴﺎﺩ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺃﻧﺼﺮﻫﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻌﺮﻛﺘﻬﺎ ﺑﻮﺟﻪ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻀﻤﺮ ﻟﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﺮ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻨﻮﺍﻳﺎ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺌﺔ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺳﻬﻞ ﺧﻄﻮﺗﻬﺎ‪ ...‬ﻧﻮﺭ ﺩﺭﺑﻬﺎ‪....‬‬

‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪ ...‬ﺃﺯﻳﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﻬﺎ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻷﻋﺪﺍﺀ‪ ،‬ﺍﻷﺷﺮﺍﺭ ﻭﺍﳊﺴﺎﺩ‪....‬‬

‫ﻭﺻﻼﺓ ﺧﺎﺻﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺓ ﺭﳝﺎ‬ ‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‪.‬ﺍﺣﻤﻴﻬﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻋﲔ‪ ...‬ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺗﻌﻄﻴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﺎﻓﻴﻪ‪..‬‬ ‫ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺗﺨﻠﻴﺎ ﻗﺪﺍﻡ ﻭﻻﺩﺍ‪ ..‬ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﻣﺎ ﺗﺨﻠﻴﻨﻲ ﺷﻮﻑ ﺳﻮﺀ ﻋﻠﻴﺎ‪ ..‬ﻳﺎ‬ ‫ﺭﺏ ﺗﺎﺧﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻤﺮ ﻭﺗﻌﻄﻴﺎ‪ ..‬ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺗﻌﻄﻴﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﺪ ﻧﻴﺘﺎ‪ ..‬ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺘﺮﺍﺏ ﻳﻘﻠﺐ ﺩﻫﺐ ﺑﺈﻳﺪﻳﺎ‪ ..‬ﻳﺎ ﺭﺏ ﺇﻧﺖ ﻋﻄﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﻳﺎﻫﺎ ﻭﺇﻧﺖ‬ ‫ﺣﻤﻴﻠﻲ ﻳﺎﻫﺎ‬

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‫ﺰ‬ ‫ﺀ‬ ‫ﺍ‬ ‫ﻟﺜﺎ‬

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‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

‫ﺣﺎﻭﺭ ﺎ‪ :‬ﺇﻳ ﻓﺮﻧﺠﻴﺔ‬

‫”ﻗﻠﺖ ﻓﻲ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﺍﻧﻨﻲ ﺳﺄﻋﻤﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺻﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﻐﺪ‪ ،‬ﻭﺣﻄﻴﺘﻬﺎ ﺑﺮﺍﺳﻲ“‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

‫”ﻋﻼﻗﺘﻲ ﺑﺎﻻﺩﺍﺭﺓ ﺷﻬﺪﺕ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ً‬ ‫ﺻﻌﻮﺩﺍً ﻭﻫﺒﻮﻁﺎً‪ .‬ﻓﻌﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺮﻏﻢ ﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﺃﻥ ﻧﺠﺎﺣﻲ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﺘﻮﻗﻌﺎ ً‬ ‫ﻭﻟﺪ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﻨﺠﺎﺡ ﺑﻌﺾ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻐﻴﺮﺓ‬ ‫ﻣﻦ ﻫﻨﺎ ﻭﺑﻌﺾ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺪ ﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻭﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﺤﺴﺎﺳﻴﺎﺕ ﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﺻﻮﺕ ﺍﻟﻐﺪ“‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

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‫ﻟﻴﺘﻬﻦ ﻳﻘﻠﺪﻧﻨﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﻤﻀﻤﻮﻥ‬ ‫ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ً ﻭﻟﻴﺲ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺑﺎﻟﻀﺤﻜﺔ‪ .‬ﺣﺘﻰ‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﻨﺴﺨﻮﻥ ﻓﻘﺮﺍﺗﻲ ﺃﺿﺤﻚ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻟﻴﺘﻬﻢ ﻳﻌﻤﻠﻮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺗﻄﻮﻳﺮ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻤﻀﻤﻮﻥ ﺃﻳﻀﺎً‪.‬‬

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‫”ﺳﺎﻫﻤﺖ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﺎﻓﺔ ﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺮﺗﻲ ﻟﻜﻦ ﻻ ﻳﺨﻠﻮ ﺍﻷﻣﺮ‬ ‫ﻣﻦ ﺑﻌﺾ ﺍﻟﺰﻛﺰﻛﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻻﺷﺎﻋﺎﺕ‪ .‬ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﻫﻮ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻈﺎﻡ‪“...‬‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

‫ﻟﻤﺎ ﻅﻬﺮ ﻓﻲ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ ﻛﺘﺎﺏ ‪My Life‬‬ ‫‪ Your Touch‬ﺗﻐﻴﺮﺕ ﺣﻴﺎﻧﻲ‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

‫”ﻣﻤﻜﻦ ﺍﻥ ﺍﺑﺘﻌﺪ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺍﺩﻳﻮ‪...‬ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻻ ﺍﻋﺮﻑ ﺍﻥ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺳﺄﻗﺪﺭ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺫﻟﻚ“‬

‫”ﻓﺘﺮﺗﻲ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺒﻴﺔ ﺁﺗﻴﺔ ﻭﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﻣﻮﺭ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺓ‬ ‫ﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮﻧﻲ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﻤﻞ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺎ“‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ”ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ“‬

‫ﳉﺰ‬ ‫ﺍ‬ ‫ﺜﺎﻟ‬ ‫ﺀ ﺍﻟ‬

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‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ‪:‬‬ ‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻟﻄﻔﻮﻟﺔ‪ ,‬ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺔ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﺮﺏ‪ ,‬ﺍﻟﻨﺠﺎﺡ ﻭ ﺍﻟﺸﻬﺮﺓ‪ ,‬ﻧﻔﺘﺢ ﻣﻊ ﺭﳝﺎ ﺻﻔﺤﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻟﻄﺎﳌﺎ ﻧﺎﺩﺕ ﺑﻪ ﻭ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﻪ ﺣﻴﺰ ﻛﺒﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻮﺍﻫﺎ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ‪ ,‬ﻋﻦ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺍﺝ‪ ...‬ﺗﻔﺘﺢ ﺭﳝﺎ ﳒﻴﻢ ﻗﻠﺒﻬﺎ‪...‬‬

‫ﺣﺎﻭﺭﻫﺎ‪ :‬ﺇﻳﻠﻲ ﻓﺮﳒﻴﺔ‬

‫ﺭﳝﺎ‪...‬ﻛﻨﺎ ﻗﺪ ﺗﻨﺎﻭﻟﻨﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﳉﺰﺋﲔ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﲔ ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺔ ﺍﳌﺒﺎﺷﺮﺓ ﺑﲔ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ‬ ‫ﺍﳋﺎﺻﺔ ﻭﻳﻮﻣﻴﺎﺗﻚ ﻭﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﺗﻔﺎﻋﻠﻚ ﻣﻌﻬﺎ ﻋﺒﺮ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ‪ .‬ﻛﻤﺎ ﺳﺒﻖ‬ ‫ﻭﺫﻛﺮﻧﺎ ﺍﻥ ﺑﺮﻧﺎﻣﺠﻚ ﻫﻮ ﺍﻧﺖ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺃﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﳊﺪﻭﺩ ﳌﺎ ﺗﻀﻌﻴﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺣﺎﺳﻴﺴﻚ ﻓﻴﻪ‪ .‬ﺍﻥ ﻛﻢ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﳝﻜﻦ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺍﻥ ﻧﻠﻤﺴﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻼﻝ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺛﻴﺮ ﻳﺪﻓﻌﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ ﺍﻥ ﻭﺭﺍﺀ ﺭﳝﺎ ﳒﻴﻢ ﻗﺼﺺ ﺣﺐ ﻛﺒﻴﺮﺓ ﻭﻏﺮﺍﻡ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻣﺘﻨﺎﻫﻲ‪...‬ﺃﺻﺤﻴﺢ ﺫﻟﻚ؟‬ ‫ﻃﺒﻌﺎﹰ‪ ،‬ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﺘﺒﺮ ﺍﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺑﺎﳌﻄﻠﻖ ﻫﻮ ﺍﶈﺮﻙ ﺍﻷﺳﺎﺳﻲ ﻟﻠﺤﻴﺎﺓ‪...‬ﺍﻥ ﻛﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺑﲔ ﺣﺒﻴﺒﲔ‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ ﺻﺪﻳﻘﲔ‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ ﻣﻊ ﺃﻓﺮﺍﺩ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺋﻠﺔ‪ .‬ﺍﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﻮ ﻧﺘﺎﺝ ﻣﺎ‬ ‫ﻧﻔﻌﻞ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﹰ‪...‬ﻭﻗﺪ ﺃﺻﻒ ﻧﻔﺴﻲ ﺑﺄﻧﻨﻲ ﺣﺴﺎﺳﺔ ﺟﺪﺍ ﹰ ﻭﻗﺪ ﺃﳒﺮﻑ ﻭﺭﺍﺀ‬ ‫ﺃﺣﺎﺳﻴﺴﻲ‪...‬ﻭﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﺣﺐ‪ ،‬ﺃﺣﺐ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻧﻘﻄﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻣﻲ ﻭﺃﺣﺐ ﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﺩﻭﻥ ﻣﻘﺎﺑﻞ ﻭﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻣﻨﺪﻓﻌﺔ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻻﻧﺪﻓﺎﻉ‪...‬ﺻﺤﻴﺢ ﺍﻧﻨﻲ ﻣﺮﺭﺕ ﺑﺘﺠﺎﺭﺏ‬ ‫ﺣﺐ ﺗﻌﺘﺒﺮ ﻗﻠﻴﻠﺔ ﺟﺪﺍﹰ‪ ،‬ﻭ ﺍﳕﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻗﻠﺘﻬﺎ‪ ،‬ﺗﺮﻛﺖ ﺃﺛﺮﻫﺎ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﻧﻔﺴﻲ‪ ،‬ﻭﺃﻏﻨﻴﺘﻨﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ ﺁﺧﺮ‪ ...‬ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﺭﻏﻢ ﺍﺧﺘﻼﻑ ﺍﻷﺷﺨﺎﺹ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻈﺮﻭﻑ ﻭﺍﻟﺰﻣﺎﻥ‪ ،‬ﻳﺒﻘﻰ ﺍﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﺑﺖ ﻫﻮ ﻛﻢ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﻄﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﺃﺣﺒﺒﺖ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺯﻟﺖ ﺃﺣﺐ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ‪.‬‬

‫”ﺭﺑﻄﺘﻨﻲ ﺑﺰﻭﺟﻲ‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺔ ﺣﺐ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ“‬

‫ﻓﻠﻨﺘﺤﺪﺙ ﻋﻦ ﺍﺑﺮﺍﻫﻴﻢ ﺃﻭ ﺑﻮﺏ ﺯﻭﺟﻚ‪...‬ﻭﻫﻮ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺭﺑﻄﺘﻚ ﺑﻪ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ‬ ‫ﺣﺐ ﻗﻮﻳﺔ ﻭﻋﺎﺻﻔﺔ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺍﺝ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺭﺑﻄﺘﻨﻲ ﺑﺰﻭﺟﻲ ﻗﺼﺔ ﺣﺐ ﺧﻴﺎﻟﻴﺔ‪...‬ﺗﻌﺎﺭﻓﻨﺎ ﺑﺎﻟﺼﺪﻓﺔ‪...‬ﻭﻋﺎﺩﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﺪﻓﺔ ﻟﺘﺠﻤﻌﻨﺎ ﻟﻠﻤﺮﺓ ﺍﻷﻭﻟﻰ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﹰ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺍﻥ ﺷﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﺑﻮﺏ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﲤﺜﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﳌﺴﺮﺣﻴﺔ‪ .‬ﻭﻛﻨﺖ ﺁﻧﺬﺍﻙ ﺃﻋﻤﻞ ﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻻﺫﺍﻋﺔ ﻭﺃﺗﻮﻟﻰ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﹰ ﺗﻘﺪﱘ ﺍﳌﺴﺮﺣﻴﺔ‪.‬ﻭﺑﻄﺒﻴﻌﺔ ﺍﳊﺎﻝ‪ ،‬ﺟﺎﺀ ﺑﻮﺏ‬ ‫ﻟﻴﺸﺎﻫﺪ ﺍﳌﺴﺮﺣﻴﺔ‪...‬ﻭﺃﻋﺠﺐ ﺑﻲ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﹰ‪...‬ﻭﺭﺍﺡ ﻳﺤﻀﺮ ﺍﳌﺴﺮﺣﻴﺔ‬ ‫ﻣﺮﺓ ﺗﻠﻮ ﺍﻷﺧﺮﻯ‪ ،‬ﻭﻋﺮﻓﺘﻨﻲ ﺃﺧﺘﻪ ﺑﻪ ﻭﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﺪﻋﻮﻧﻲ ﻟﻠﺬﻫﺎﺏ ﻟﻠﺴﻬﺮ‬ ‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﳌﺴﺮﺣﻴﺔ ﻛﻲ ﲡﻤﻌﻨﺎ ﺳﻮﻳﺎﹰ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺭﻓﺾ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ ﹰ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻃﻮﻳﻠﺔ‪ .‬ﻛﻨﺖ ﺁﻧﺬﺍﻙ‬ ‫‪.‬‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻰ ﺃﻥ ﺷﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﺭ ﺍﻥ ﻧﻠﺘﻘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺪﻳﺪ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻓﺘﺮﺓ‬ ‫ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺮ ﺳﻴﺎﺭﺓ ﺗﻘﻠﻨﻲ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﳌﻨﺰﻝ‪...‬ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻮ ﻣﺎﺭﺍ ﹰ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻴﺚ ﺃﻧﺎ‪ ،‬ﻭﺃﻗﻠﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﳌﻨﺰﻝ‪ .‬ﻭﺭﻭﻳﺪﺍ ﹰ ﺭﻭﻳﺪﺍﹰ‪ ،‬ﻭﺧﻼﻝ ﻓﺘﺮﺓ ﻗﺼﻴﺮﺓ ﻧﺴﺒﻴﺎﹰ‪ ،‬ﺑﺪﺃﻧﺎ ﻧﺸﻌﺮ‬ ‫ﺑﺄﺣﺎﺳﻴﺲ ﻗﻮﻳﺔ ﲡﺎﻩ ﺑﻌﻀﻨﺎ‪...‬ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﻗﺮﻉ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺑﺎﺑﻲ ﻭﺑﺪﺃﺕ ﻗﺼﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻓﻌﻠﻴﺎ ﹰ ﻣﻊ ﺑﻮﺏ‪...‬ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﺍﻡ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺮ ﻓﻬﻮ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻲ ﺃﻣﻴﺮ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺣﻼﻡ‪...‬ﻭﻛﻨﺖ ﺑﺎﻟﻨﺴﺒﺔ ﻟﻪ ﺃﻣﻴﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﺮ ﻛﻠﻪ‪ .‬ﻭﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮﺕ ﻋﻼﻗﺘﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﺭﺑﻊ ﺳﻨﻮﺍﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﻜﺒﻴﺮ ﻭﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﻲ‪ ،‬ﻭﻗﺼﺔ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺍﻳﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﺟﻌﻠﺘﻨﻲ ﺃﻓﺮﺩ ﺟﻨﺎﺣﺎﻱ‬ ‫ﺍﳉﻤﻴﻠﺔ ﺑﻜﻞ ﺗﻔﺎﺻﻴﻠﻬﺎ‪...‬ﺃﻓﻘﺪﺗﻨﻲ ﺗﻮﺍﺯﻧﻲ‪...‬ﺟﻌﻠﺘﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺣﻠﻖ ﺑﻌﻴﺪﺍ ﹰ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ‪...‬ﻭﺑﻌﺪﻫﺎ ﺗﺰﻭﺟﻨﺎ‪...‬ﻭﺑﺪﺃﻧﺎ ﻧﺆﺳﺲ‬ ‫ﳌﺴﺘﻘﺒﻠﻨﺎ ﺳﻮﻳﺎ ﹰ‪...‬ﺃﻧﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻻﺫﺍﻋﺔ ﻭﻫﻮ ﻓﻲ ﻣﺠﺎﻟﻪ‪...‬ﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﺸﺠﻌﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎﹰ‪ ،‬ﻭﻛﺎﻥ ﻳﻌﺸﻖ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻗﺪﻣﻪ ﻭﻳﺪﻋﻤﻨﻲ ﺑﻜﻞ ﺟﻮﺍﺭﺣﻪ‪...‬ﻭﻓﻲ ﻛﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﻳﺎﻡ‪ ،‬ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﳌﻠﻞ ﻳﺠﺘﺎﺣﻨﻲ‪ ،‬ﻛﺎﻥ ﻫﻮ ﺍﶈﺮﻙ ﺍﻟﺪﺍﺋﻢ‬ ‫ﻟﻄﺎﻗﺘﻲ‪...‬ﻳﻮﻗﻈﻨﻲ ﻗﺎﺋﻼ ﹰ‪ ":‬ﻫﻴﺎ‪ ،‬ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ ﻭﺍﺣﺪﺓ‬ ‫ﻣﻨﻚ!" ﻭﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﻮﺩ ﻣﻔﻌﻤﺔ ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺎﻗﺔ‪...‬ﻭﺃﻛﻤﻞ ﻣﺴﻴﺮﺗﻲ‪...‬ﺑﻮﺏ‬ ‫ﻓﺨﻮﺭ ﺟﺪﺍ ﹰ ﲟﻬﻨﺘﻲ ﻭﻳﻌﺘﺰ ﺑﻨﺠﺎﺣﻲ‪...‬‬

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‫ﻫﻞ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻌﺖ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﻓﻴﻖ ﺑﲔ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ ﻭﺍﳊﺐ؟‬ ‫ﻟﻘﺪ ﺃﻣﻦ ﻟﻲ ﺑﻮﺏ ﺟﻮ ﻣﺮﻳﺢ ﻛﻲ ﺃﺻﺐ ﻛﺎﻣﻞ ﺗﺮﻛﻴﺰﻱ ﻋﻠﻰ‬ ‫ﻣﻬﻨﺘﻲ‪...‬ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ﻧﺤﺘﺮﻡ ﻣﻬﻨﻨﺎ ﻛﺜﻴﺮﺍ ﹰ ﻭﺧﺼﻮﺻﻴﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﺍﳌﻬﻨﺔ‪...‬ﻭﺁﻧﺬﺍﻙ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻛﻞ ﻣﻨﺎ ﻳﺆﺳﺲ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ‬ ‫ﻣﻬﻨﻴﺎ ﹰ‪...‬ﻭﻟﺬﻟﻚ ﻗﺮﺭﻧﺎ ﺗﺄﺟﻴﻞ ﻣﻮﺿﻮﻉ ﺍﻻﳒﺎﺏ‪...‬ﺃﺧﺬﺗﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻻﺫﺍﻋﺔ ﻣﻨﻪ‪...‬ﻓﻲ ﻭﻗﺖ ﻣﺎ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﻋﺮﻓﺖ ﻛﻴﻒ ﺃﻭﻓﻖ‬ ‫ﻻﺣﻘﺎ ﹰ ﺑﲔ ﺍﻻﺛﻨﲔ ﻭﻛﻴﻒ ﺃﺟﺪ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺍﺯﻥ ﺑﲔ ﺍﳌﻬﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﺣﺐ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﳊﺒﻴﺐ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﺃﻋﺸﻖ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺃﻣﺎ ﺗﻌﺎﻃﻲ ﺑﻮﺏ ﻣﻊ ﺷﻬﺮﺗﻲ ﻓﻜﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﻧﺘﻴﺠﺔ‬ ‫ﺣﺘﻤﻴﺔ ﳌﻬﻨﺘﻲ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻢ ﻳﺨﻠﻖ ﻟﻨﺎ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻣﺸﺎﻛﻞ ﺍﳊﻤﺪ ﷲ! ”ﺑﻮﺏ ﻓﺨﻮﺭ ﺟﺪﺍ ﹰ ﲟﻬﻨﺘﻲ ﻭﻳﻌﺘﺰ ﺑﻨﺠﺎﺣﻲ‪“...‬‬ ‫ﺑﲔ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺑﻼ ﻭﻻ ﺷﻲ‪...‬ﻭﺍﳊﺐ ﺍ‪‬ﻨﻮﻥ‪ ،‬ﺃﻳﻦ ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ؟‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻠﺤﻈﺔ ﺍ‪‬ﻨﻮﻧﺔ‪ ،‬ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﺼﻞ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﳉﻨﻮﻥ‪ ،‬ﻳﺼﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﺭﻫﻴﻨﺔ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻻ ﺑﻞ ﻳﺠﺎﺭﻳﻪ ﺑﺠﻨﻮﻧﻪ‪...‬ﻭﻓﻲ‬ ‫ﻋﻼﻗﺘﻲ ﻣﻊ ﺑﻮﺏ ﻟﻢ ﺃﻛﻦ ﺃﻭﺍﺟﻪ ﺍﻧﻘﺴﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ‪...‬ﻛﺎﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ ﻣﺜﺎﻟﻲ ﺟﺪﺍ ﹰ‪...‬ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺍﺧﺘﺮﺕ ﻟﻨﻔﺴﻲ‬ ‫ﺷﺮﻳﻜﺎ ﹰ ﺃﺣﺒﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻞ ﻣﺸﺎﻋﺮﻱ ﻭﻫﻮ ﻗﺎﺑﻠﻨﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﺸﻲﺀ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ‪...‬ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻧﺎﺩﻱ ﺑﺘﺪﺧﻞ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺎﺕ ﻏﻴﺮ ﻣﺘﻜﺎﻓﺌﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻧﺎﺣﻴﺔ ﺍﳌﺸﺎﻋﺮ ﻭﺍﻷﺣﺎﺳﻴﺲ‪...‬ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻨﺪﺭﺝ ﻓﻲ ﺧﺎﻧﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻣﻦ ﻃﺮﻑ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺣﺪ‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ "ﺑﺤﺒﻮ ﺑﺲ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻴﻘﺪﺭﻧﻲ"‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ ﺃﺣﺒﻬﺎ ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﻏﺎﻟﺒﺎ ﹰ ﻣﺎ ﺗﻘﻮﻡ ﺑﺄﺫﻳﺘﻲ‪...‬ﻓﻤﺎ ﻧﻔﻊ ﺟﻨﻮﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ‪ ،‬ﺍﻥ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ‬ ‫ﻻ ﻳﺸﻌﺮ ﺑﻪ ﺃﻳﻀﺎﹰ؟ ﻭﻫﻨﺎ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺍﻥ ﻳﺘﺪﺧﻞ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ!‬ ‫ﻗﺼﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﺬﻩ‪ ،‬ﻫﻞ ﺍﺳﺘﻤﺮﺕ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺍﺝ؟ﻫﻞ ﲢﻮﻟﺖ؟ ﻫﻞ ﻧﻀﺠﺖ؟ ﻫﻞ ﺧﻔﺘﺖ؟‬ ‫ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‪...‬ﻭﺳﺒﻖ ﺍﻥ ﻗﻠﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺃﺣﺪ ﺃﻗﻮﺍﻟﻲ‬ ‫ﻭﺳﺒﻖ‬ ‫ﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻗﺼﺔ ﺣﺐ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻢ ﺗﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺬﺭﻭﺓ ﻭﺗﺒﻘﻰ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻣﻴﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﺒﺮﻧﺎﻣﺞ ﺍﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﺣﺐ ﲢﻤﻠﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻰ ﻛﻮﻛﺐ ﺁﺧﺮ‪ ،‬ﺗﻔﻘﺪﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻮﺍﺯﻥ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻧﻬﺎﻳﺘﻬﺎ ﺍﻥ ﺗﻌﻮﺩ ﺑﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﳊﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ‪...‬ﺃﻱ ﺍﻟﻐﺮﺍﻡ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﳉﻨﻮﻥ‪...‬ﻋﺸﺖ ﻭﺯﻭﺟﻲ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ‬ ‫ﺑﻜﻞ ﺗﻔﺎﺻﻴﻠﻬﺎ ﻭﺟﻨﻮﻧﻬﺎ‪...‬ﻭﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﺍﺳﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻥ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﺍﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﲢﻮﻝ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺗﻔﺎﻫﻢ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻧﺴﺠﺎﻡ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺶ ﺳﻮﻳﺎ ﹰ‬ ‫ﲢﺖ ﺳﻘﻒ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﻘﺪﺭﺓ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻥ ﻧﺰﺭﻉ ﺍﻟﻔﺮﺡ ﻓﻲ ﻗﻠﻮﺏ ﺑﻌﻀﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ‪...‬ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ﻟﻢ ﻧﺘﺤﻮﻝ ﺍﻟﻰ ﻫﺬﺍ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﻮﻉ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺑﺴﺒﺐ ﺃﺷﻐﺎﻟﻨﺎ ﺃﻭ ﺯﺣﻤﺔ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ‪ ،‬ﻻ‪ ،‬ﺑﻞ ﻷﻧﻨﺎ ﻭﺻﻠﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺬﺭﻭﺓ ﻓﻲ ﺣﺒﻨﺎ‪...‬ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ ﻧﺤﺼﺪ‬ ‫ﻣﺎ ﺯﺭﻋﻨﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺐ ﺃﺯﻫﺮ ﺗﻔﺎﻫﻤﺎ ﹰ ﻭﺍﻧﺴﺠﺎﻣﺎ ﹰ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻫﻞ ﺗﺒﺪﻟﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳌﺮﺣﻠﺔ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻘﺎﻟﻴﺔ؟‬ ‫ﻛﻨﺖ ﻭﻣﺎ ﺯﻟﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ ﻣﺘﻌﺼﺒﺔ ﻟﻠﺤﺐ "ﺑﻼ ﻭﻻ ﺷﻲ" ‪ ،‬ﻟﻠﻤﻐﺎﻣﺮﺍﺕ ﻭﺍﳉﻨﻮﻥ‪ ،‬ﻟﻜﻼﻡ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﻓﻲ ﺣﺪﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﺍﳌﻘﺒﻮﻝ‪...‬ﻭﺍﳌﻨﻄﻖ‪...‬ﻭﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﻥ ﻣﺒﺎﻟﻐﺎﺕ‪...‬ﻭﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺺ ﻣﻐﻔﻼ ﹰ‪...‬ﻟﻘﺪ ﺗﻮﺻﻠﺖ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺃﻋﻠﻰ‬ ‫ﺩﺭﺟﺎﺕ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﻋﻜﺲ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ‪...‬ﻛﻨﺖ ﺃﺿﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺧﺒﺮﺗﻲ ﻭﺃﺻﺐ ﻧﺘﺎﺝ ﻗﺼﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻋﺸﺖ ﻋﻠﻰ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ‪...‬ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﻋﻄﻲ ﺭﺃﻱ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺼﺔ ﻣﺎ‪ ،‬ﻻ ﺃﺑﻨﻲ ﻧﺼﻴﺤﺘﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻓﺘﺮﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﻮﺩ ﻭﺍﻟﻬﺒﻮﻁ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﲤﺮ ﺑﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺔ‪،‬‬ ‫ﻭﻻ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳌﻌﻄﻴﺎﺕ ﻭﺍﻟﻈﺮﻭﻑ ﻏﻴﺮ ﺍﻟﺜﺎﺑﺘﺔ‪...‬ﻭﺍﻥ ﺟﺮﺣﺘﻨﻲ ﻋﻼﻗﺘﻲ ﺑﺎﻟﺸﺮﻳﻚ‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻭﺻﻠﺖ ﺍﻷﻣﻮﺭ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺃﺫﻳﺘﻲ ﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺔ‪ ،‬ﻓﺄﺑﺪﺍﹰ‪ ،‬ﻟﻦ ﺗﺮﺍﻧﻲ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ ﺍﻧﻪ ﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺐ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﻲ‪ ،‬ﻭﺃﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻫﻮ ﻛﺬﺑﺔ ﻛﺒﻴﺮﺓ‪...‬ﻓﻤﻦ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻀﺮﻭﺭﻱ ﺍﻥ ﻧﺪﺭﻙ ﺍﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺗﺮﺟﻤﺔ ﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ ﺣﺎﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳌﺪﻯ ﺍﻟﻘﺼﻴﺮ ﳝﻜﻨﻨﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻧﺒﺪﻟﻪ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ ﳊﻈﺔ‪...‬ﺑﻞ ﻫﻮ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﻮ ﺣﻘﻴﻘﺔ ﺛﺎﺑﺘﺔ‪...‬ﻭ‬ ‫ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻧﻔﺴﻴﺔ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳌﺪﻯ ﺍﻟﻄﻮﻳﻞ‪...‬ﻓﺎﻷﺣﺎﺳﻴﺲ ﻻ ﺗﺘﻐﻴﻴﺮ ﺑﲔ ﻟﻴﻠﺔ ﻭﺿﺤﺎﻫﺎ‪...‬ﻭﺍﳊﺐ‬ ‫ﺣﺘﻰ ﺍﻥ ﻛﻨﺖ ﻗﺪ ﺍﺧﺘﺒﺮﺕ ﻓﺸﻞ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻓﻬﺬﺍ ﻻ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ ﺍﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﺍﶈﻘﺔ ﻭﺍﻥ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﻮ ﺧﻄﺄ‪...‬‬

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‫ﺭﲟﺎ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﺘﻘﺪ ﺍﻥ ﻋﻼﻗﺔ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺮﺗﻘﻲ ﺑﻚ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﻟﺴﻤﺎﻭﺍﺕ ﻫﻲ ﻧﻔﺴﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻗﺪ ﺗﻨﺰﻟﻚ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺷﻔﻴﺮ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻬﺎﻭﻳﺔ‪...‬ﻻ ﻳﻬﻢ‪ ...‬ﺍﳊﺐ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ﹰ ﻟﻦ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ "ﻋﺎﺑﺮ ﺳﺮﻳﺮ" ﻓﻬﻮ‪ ،‬ﻭﺍﻥ ﻋﺒﺮ‪...‬ﻳﻜﻔﻲ ﺍﻧﻪ ﻗﻠﺐ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻚ ﺑﺪﻝ ﻓﻴﻚ‪ ،‬ﺩﺧﻞ‬ ‫ﺗﺎﺭﻳﺨﻚ‪...‬ﺍﻧﻪ ﺍﳊﺐ! ﻋﻠﻴﻨﺎ ﺍﻥ ﻧﻘﺘﻨﻊ ﺍﻧﻪ ﺣﺮ ﻟﻴﺲ ﺑﺎﻣﻜﺎﻧﻚ ﺍﻥ ﺗﻘﻴﺪﻩ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻥ‪...‬ﻳﺄﺗﻲ ﺣﻴﻨﺎ ﹰ ﻟﻴﺮﺣﻞ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ ﹰ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺍﳌﻬﻢ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻌﺒﺮ‪ ،‬ﺗﺎﺭﻛﺎ ﹰ ﻟﻚ ﺫﻛﺮﻳﺎﺕ ﺟﻤﻴﻠﺔ ﻭﺑﺼﻤﺔ ﻣﺎ‪.‬‬

‫”ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺤﻈﻮﻇﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﳊﺐ‬ ‫ﻧﺸﻌﺮ ﺍﻥ ﺭﳝﺎ ﺣﺰﻳﻨﺔ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ ﹰ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺘﺤﻔﻆ“‬

‫ﻭﻣﻦ ﺃﻏﻨﻴﺎﺗﻚ ﺍﳌﻔﻀﻠﺔ "ﺳﻠﻤﻮﻟﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳊﺐ"‪ ،‬ﻫﻞ ﺁﺫﺍﻙ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺃﻡ‬ ‫ﺃﻧﺼﻔﻚ؟‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺫﻯ‪...‬ﻓﻠﻸﺫﻳﺔ ﺃﺭﺑﺎﺑﻬﺎ ﻭﻫﻢ ﺃﺷﺨﺎﺹ ﻗﺪ ﻳﺪﻣﺮﻭﻧﻚ‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻸﺫﻳﺔ‬ ‫ﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺐ ﻳﺴﺒﺐ‬ ‫ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ ﹰ‪...‬ﺍﳊﺐ ﻫﻮ ﺃﺳﻤﻰ ﺍﻷﻣﻮﺭ ﺍﻻﻳﺠﺎﺑﻴﺔ ﻭﻧﺘﺎﺟﻪ ﺍﻳﺠﺎﺑﻲ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﹰ‪...‬ﺍﳕﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﺷﺨﺎﺹ ﻫﻢ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻀﻤﺮﻭﻥ ﺍﻷﺫﻳﺔ‪...‬ﻗﺪ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻧﺘﻴﺠﺔ ﻋﺪﻡ ﻓﻬﻤﻬﻢ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﺩﺭﺍﻛﻬﻢ ﻭﺍﺩﺍﺭﺗﻬﻢ ﻟﻌﻼﻗﺎﺕ ﺍﳊﺐ‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻟﺘﻮﻇﻴﻔﻬﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻃﺎﺭ ﺍﻳﺠﺎﺑﻲ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﻧﻬﺎﻳﺔ ﺍﳌﻄﺎﻑ‪ ،‬ﻓﻲ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ‪ ،‬ﻳﺠﺐ ﺍﻥ ﻧﻌﻤﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﲢﺴﲔ ﺃﻧﻔﺴﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﲢﺼﻴﻨﻬﺎ ﲡﺎﻩ ﺍﳋﻴﺒﺎﺕ ﺍﶈﺘﻤﻠﺔ‪...‬ﻓﺎﳌﻬﻢ ﺗﻔﺎﻋﻠﻨﺎ ﻧﺤﻦ ﻣﻊ ﺣﺎﻻﺕ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺼﻌﻮﺩ ﻭﺍﻟﻬﺒﻮﻁ‪...‬ﻓﻼ ﻳﻐﺮﻳﻨﺎ ﺍﻟﺼﻌﻮﺩ‪...‬ﻭﻻ ﻳﻜﺴﺮﻧﺎ ﺍﻟﻬﺒﻮﻁ‪...‬‬ ‫‪...‬ﺑﻞ ﻫﻮ ﺣﺎﻟﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻬﺪﻭﺀ ﻭﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﺍﻥ ﺍﳊﺰﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ‪ ،‬ﻟﻴﺲ ﺣﺰﻧﺎ ﹰ ﻓﻌﻠﻴﺎ ﹰ ﺑﻞ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺴﻼﻡ‪...‬ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻬﺎ ﺗﺼﻞ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺍﳌﺴﺘﻤﻊ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ ﹰ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﻧﻐﻤﺎﺕ ﺣﺰﻥ ﻷﻥ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺍﻋﺘﺎﺩﻭﺍ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻛﻮﻥ ﻣﻔﻌﻤﺔ ﺑﺎﻟﻄﺎﻗﺔ‪....‬‬ ‫ﺍﳕﺎ ﻓﻲ ﺃﻱ ﳊﻈﺔ‪ ،‬ﻗﺪ ﲡﺘﺎﺣﻨﻲ ﻓﻜﺮﺓ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻭ ﻣﺸﻬﺪ ﻣﺎ‪...‬ﻓﻴﻔﻀﺤﻨﻲ ﺣﺰﻧﻲ ﺃﻣﺎﻡ ﻣﻦ ﻳﺴﻤﻌﻨﻲ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻗﺪ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﻧﺎﰋ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻋﺎﺩﺓ ﺗﻘﻮﳝﻲ ﻟﻠﺤﺐ ﻭﻟﻠﻌﻼﻗﺎﺕ‪ ...‬ﻭﻛﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻃﺒﻴﻌﻲ ﻭﺻﺤﻲ‪ ،‬ﻓﺎﻋﺎﺩﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻮﱘ ﲡﻌﻠﻨﺎ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ‬ ‫ﻧﻀﺠﺎ ﹰ ﻭﺣﻜﻤﺔﹰ‪ ،‬ﻭﺣﺰﻧﺎ ﹰ‪ ..‬ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻨﻲ ﺃﻋﻮﺩ ﻷﺳﻴﻄﺮ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ‪...‬ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ ﻭﺧﺎﺭﺝ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ!‬ ‫ﻫﻞ ﺗﺸﻌﺮﻳﻦ ﺃﻧﻚ ﻣﺤﻈﻮﻇﺔ ﻓﻲ ﻗﺼﺺ ﺍﳊﺐ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻋﺮﻓﺘﻬﺎ؟ ﻭﳌﺎﺫﺍ ﻋﻼﻗﺘﻚ ﺑﺰﻭﺟﻚ ﻋﺮﺿﺔ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺸﺎﺋﻌﺎﺕ؟ ﺍﻧﻔﺼﻠﺘﻤﺎ ﺃﻭ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﻘﻮﻟﻮﻥ ﺗﻄﻠﻘﺘﻤﺎ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻭﳊﻈﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺴﻌﺎﺩﺓ ﻓﺮﺹ ﻧﻘﺘﻨﺼﻬﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺤﻈﻮﻇﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻭﻟﻜﻦ ﺑﺘﺤﻔﻆ‪...‬ﻓﺎﻷﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﺍﳌﺜﺎﻟﻴﺔ ﻋﻤﺮﻫﺎ ﻗﺼﻴﺮ‪...‬ﻭﳊﻈﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﻓﻲ ﺣﻴﻨﻬﺎ‪ ،‬ﻭﺗﻌﻮﺩ ﻟﺘﻐﺎﺩﺭﻧﺎ ﻟﺘﺒﺤﺚ ﻋﻦ ﺁﺧﺮﻳﻦ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺃﻣﺎ ﻣﻮﺿﻮﻉ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺋﻌﺎﺕ ﻓﺮﲟﺎ ﻳﺤﺪﺛﻬﺎ ﺑﻌﺾ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻮﺍﻗﻒ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻮﺍﺿﻴﻊ ﻋﺎﻣﺔ‪ ،‬ﻛﺎﻟﺰﻭﺍﺝ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﻄﻼﻕ ﻭﻏﻴﺮﻩ‪...‬ﻓﻴﺄﺧﺬﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺒﻌﺾ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻧﻬﺎ ﺷﺨﺼﻴﺔ‪...‬ﻭﻫﺬﺍ ﺃﻣﺮ ﻃﺒﻴﻌﻲ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺗﻌﻮﺩﺕ ‪ ...‬ﻛﻞ ﺫﻟﻚ ﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻟﻴﺤﺪﺙ ﻟﻮﻻ ﺁﺭﺍﺋﻲ ﺍﳌﻌﻠﻨﺔ ﺣﻮﻝ ﺍﻻﺳﺘﻘﻼﻟﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺃﺅﻣﻦ ﺑﻬﺎ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻻﳝﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﻛﻞ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﺎﺕ ﺍﻻﻧﺴﺎﻧﻴﺔ‪ ،‬ﻭﺍﳊﺮﻳﺔ ﲟﻌﻨﻰ ﺍﳌﺴﺎﺣﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺍﻥ ﻳﻮﻓﺮﻫﺎ ﺍﻟﺸﺮﻳﻚ ﻟﺸﺮﻳﻜﺘﻪ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﳋﺼﻮﺻﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﲡﻌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳊﺒﻴﺒﲔ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺍﺷﺘﻴﺎﻗﺎﹰ‪ ،‬ﺳﺎﻫﻤﺖ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺋﻌﺎﺕ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻧﻔﻚ ﺃﺭﺩﺩ ﺍﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﺍﻥ ﻻ ﻳﺬﻭﺏ ﺑﺸﺮﻳﻜﻪ ﺑﻞ ﺍﻥ ﻳﻜﻮﻥ ﺷﺮﻳﻜﻪ ﺍﻟﻔﻌﻠﻲ‪،‬‬ ‫ﺍﻥ ﻻ ﳝﺤﻮﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻪ ﺣﻮﻝ ﺷﺨﺺ ﻭﺍﺣﺪ‪ ،‬ﻭﺃﻥ ﻳﻌﻴﺶ ﺧﺼﻮﺻﻴﺘﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻥ ﳝﻀﻲ ﻭﻗﺘﺎ ﹰ ﻣﻊ‬ ‫ﻧﻔﺴﻪ‪...‬ﻣﻦ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻥ ﻳﺘﺴﻜﻊ ﻣﻊ ﺷﺮﻳﻜﻪ ‪ 24‬ﺳﺎﻋﺔ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻟﻴﻮﻡ‪...‬ﻓﻠﻜﻞ ﺍﻧﺴﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻛﻴﺎﻧﻪ ﺍﳋﺎﺹ ﻭﺍﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﺘﻪ ﺍﳋﺎﺻﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻻ ﻳﺠﺐ ﺍﻥ ﺗﻠﻐﻲ ﺍﻫﺘﻤﺎﻣﺎﺕ ﺍﻵﺧﺮ ﻭﺍﳕﺎ ﺍﻥ ﲤﺸﻲ‬ ‫ﲟﻮﺍﺯﺍﺗﻪ‪....‬‬ ‫ﻭﺃﻳﻀﺎﹰ‪ ،‬ﺑﺤﻜﻢ ﻣﻬﻨﺘﻲ ﺃﺗﻠﻘﻰ ﻛﻢ ﻫﺎﺋﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺪﻋﻮﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻰ ﻣﻨﺎﺳﺒﺎﺕ‬ ‫ﺍﺟﺘﻤﺎﻋﻴﺔ ﻭﺛﻘﺎﻓﻴﺔ ﻭﻓﻨﻴﺔ‪...‬ﻭﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎ ﹰ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ ﻟﻮﺣﺪﻱ ﻷﻥ ﺯﻭﺟﻲ ﺧﺎﺭﺝ ﻟﺒﻨﺎﻥ‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ ﻷﻧﻪ‬ ‫ﻣﺸﻐﻮﻝ‪،‬‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ‬

‫ﺃﻭ ﻷﻧﻨﻲ ﺑﻜﻞ ﺑﺴﺎﻃﺔ ﺃﺭﻳﺪ ﺍﻥ ﺃﺫﻫﺐ ﻟﻮﺣﺪﻱ‪...‬ﻭﺗﺒﺪﺃ ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺋﻌﺎﺕ ﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﺟﺪﻳﺪ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻓﻔﻲ ﻧﻬﺎﻳﺔ ﺍﳌﻄﺎﻑ‪ ،‬ﺃﻧﺎ ﺷﺨﺼﻴﺔ ﻋﺎﻣﺔ ﻭﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻄﺒﻴﻌﻲ ﺍﻥ ﺗﻄﺎﻟﻨﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺸﺎﺋﻌﺎﺕ‪ ،‬ﻭﻻ ﺃﻧﺰﻋﺞ ﻣﻨﻬﺎ ﺑﺘﺎﺗﺎ ﹰ ﻷﻥ ﺍﻟﻮﺍﻗﻊ ﻣﺨﺘﻠﻒ ﲤﺎﻣﺎﹰ‪ ،‬ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﻭﺯﻭﺟﻲ‬ ‫ﻣﺘﻔﺎﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﺎﻫﻢ ﻭﺗﻜﺎﺩ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻨﺎ ﻭﺍﳊﻤﺪ ﷲ ﺗﺨﻠﻮ ﻣﻦ‬ ‫ﺍﳌﺸﺎﻛﻞ‪...‬ﻋﻴﻨﻨﺎ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﳌﺴﺘﻘﺒﻞ ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻭﻻﺩﻧﺎ‪ ،‬ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ﻣﺮﺗﺎﺣﺎﻥ ﻓﻲ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻨﺎ‬ ‫ﺳﻮﻳﺎ ﹰ‪.‬‬

‫”ﺍﻧﺎ ﺿﺪ ﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﳌﻨﻘﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻨﻜﺪ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺶ‬ ‫ﻭﺗﻠﻌﺐ ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ ﹰ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻀﺤﻴﺔ ﺍﳌﺴﺘﻀﻌﻔﺔ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﳌﺴﺘﻬﺎﻥ ﺑﻬﺎ‪“..‬‬

‫ﻭﺍﳊﺐ؟‬ ‫”ﺃﺣﺐ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺸﺮﻗﻲ ﺍﳌﻨﻔﺘﺢ‪ .‬ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺅﻣﻦ ﺍﻧﻪ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ ﻣﻮﺟﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻭﻣﻮﻇﻒ ﻓﻲ ﻣﻜﺎﻧﻪ ﺍﻟﺼﺤﻴﺢ!‬ ‫ﺑﺄﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﻻ ﻳﺠﻴﺪﻫﺎ ﺍﻻ ﹼ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ“‬

‫ﺭﳝﺎ ﳒﻴﻢ‪ ،‬ﺃﻧﺖ ﻣﺘﻬﻤﺔ ﺑﺄﻧﻚ ﺗﻜﺮﻫﲔ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ‪ ،‬ﻭﲢﺮﺿﲔ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻻﻧﺘﻔﺎﺿﺔ ﻭﺍﻟﺜﻮﺭﺓ ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﺗﺮﻙ‬ ‫ﺃﺯﻭﺍﺟﻬﻢ‪ ،‬ﻭﺑﺄﻧﻚ "ﺧﺮﺍﺑﺔ ﺑﻴﻮﺕ"‪...‬ﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﺪﺍﻓﻌﲔ ﻋﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ؟‬ ‫)ﺗﻀﺤﻚ(‪ ،‬ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻻﺗﻬﺎﻡ‪ ...‬ﻷﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﺮﻓﻨﻲ‪ ،‬ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﻧﻲ ﺃﻋﺸﻖ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ‪ ،‬ﻭﺃﻛﺮﻩ ﺃﻧﺼﺎﻑ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﻟﺬﻛﻮﺭ‪...‬ﺍﻥ ﺻﺪﺍﻗﺎﺗﻲ ﻣﻌﻈﻤﻬﺎ ﻣﻊ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ‪ ،‬ﻓﺄﻧﺎ ﺃﺣﺐ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﻭﺃﺣﺘﺮﻣﻬﻢ ﻭﺃﻗﺪﺭﻫﻢ‪...‬ﻓﻬﻢ ﻛﺎﻷﻃﻔﺎﻝ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺼﻐﺎﺭ‪ ،‬ﻭﺃﺫﻫﺐ ﺑﺘﻘﺪﻳﺮﻱ ﻟﻠﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﺑﻘﻮﻟﻲ ﺃﻧﻬﻢ ﺃﻛﺜﺮ ﺭﻗﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﻭﻟﺪﻳﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺍﳌﻤﻴﺰﺍﺕ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﳊﺴﻨﺎﺕ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺷﻨﺎﻋﺎﺗﻪ‪...‬ﺍﻥ ﺿﺮﺏ ﺯﻭﺟﺘﻪ ﻓﻼ‬ ‫ﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﺃﺻﺎﺑﻊ ﺍﻻﺗﻬﺎﻡ ﺗﻮﺟﻪ ﺍﻟﻲ ﻷﻧﻨﻲ ﺿﺪ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍ‪‬ﺘﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﺬﻛﻮﺭﻱ ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺒﺮﺭ ﻟﻠﺮﺟﻞ ﻛﻞ‬ ‫ﺑﺄﺱ ﺑﺬﻟﻚ ﻫﻮ ﺭﺏ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﺋﻠﺔ‪...‬ﺍﻥ ﺣﺮﻡ ﺍﻷﻡ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻭﻻﺩﻫﺎ‪...‬ﺑﻴﺤﻘﻠﻮﺍ ﻣﺎ ﻫﻮ ﺭﺟﺎﻝ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﻓﻲ ﺑﻼﺩﻱ ﻳﺘﺮﺑﻰ ﻋﻠﻰ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻠﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻘﻠﻴﺪﻳﺔ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﻋﺸﻖ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﻘﻮﻱ ﺑﻠﻴﻮﻧﺘﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﻘﺴﻮ ﺑﺤﻨﺎﻧﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﳌﺴﻠﺢ ﺑﻌﻮﺍﻃﻔﻪ‪ ...‬ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻳﺪﻟﻞ ﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﻭﻳﻐﻨﺠﻬﺎ‪...‬ﺃﺣﺐ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﺍﻟﺸﺮﻗﻲ ﺍﳌﻨﻔﺘﺢ‪ .‬ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﺃﺅﻣﻦ ﺑﺄﻥ ﻫﻨﺎﻙ ﺃﺷﻴﺎﺀ ﻻ ﻳﺠﻴﺪﻫﺎ ﺍﻻ ﹼ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ‪ ،‬ﻛﻤﺎ ﺃﺅﻣﻦ ﺑﺄﻥ ﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﺗﺴﺘﻄﻴﻊ ﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﺗﺜﺒﺖ ﻧﻔﺴﻬﺎ ﺑﺄﻛﺜﺮ ﻣﻦ ﻃﺮﻳﻘﺔ ﻭﺗﻨﺠﺢ ﳒﺎﺣﺎ ﹰ ﺑﺎﻫﺮﺍ ﹰ ﲟﺎ ﺗﻘﻮﻡ ﺑﻪ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻣﻦ ﻳﺘﺎﺑﻌﻨﻲ ﻳﻌﺮﻑ ﺍﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﻳﻀﺎ ﹰ ﺿﺪ ﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﳌﻨﻘﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﻨﻜﺪ ﺍﻟﻌﻴﺶ ﻭﺗﻠﻌﺐ‬ ‫ﺑﻬﺎ‪...‬ﻛﻤﺎ ﺍﻧﻨﻲ ﺿﺪ ﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ‬ ‫ﻛﻤﺎ‬ ‫ﺩﺍﺋﻤﺎ ﹰ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﻟﻀﺤﻴﺔ ﺍﳌﺴﺘﻀﻌﻔﺔ ﻭﺍﳌﺴﺘﻬﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﺗﻈﻦ ﺍﻥ ﻗﻮﺗﻬﺎ ﻫﻲ ﺑﺄﻥ ﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﻣﺴﺘﺮﺟﻠﺔ‪ ،‬ﻓﺘﻔﻘﺪ ﺍﻧﻮﺛﺘﻬﺎ ﻭﺃﺟﻤﻞ ﻣﺎ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺃﺳﺪﻱ ﺍﻟﻨﺼﺢ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍ‪‬ﺎﻝ ﺁﺧﺬ ﺑﻌﲔ ﺍﻻﻋﺘﺒﺎﺭ ﺷﺨﺼﻴﺔ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ‬ ‫ﻭﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﻭﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺟﺪ ﺍﻷﺳﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﺨﻔﻴﻔﻴﺔ ﻟﻪ ﺃﻭ ﻟﻬﺎ‪...‬‬ ‫ﻭﺩﻋﻨﻲ ﺃﻗﻮﻟﻬﺎ ﻣﺮﺓ ﺃﺧﻴﺮﺓ‪ ،‬ﺍﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻌﺘﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﺿﺪ ﺍﻟﺮﺟﻞ ﻷﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺣﺎﻭﻝ ﻣﺴﺎﻋﺪﺓ‬ ‫ﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﻣﻌﻨﻔﺔ‪ ،‬ﺃﻭ ﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﻣﺤﺮﻭﻣﺔ ﻣﻦ ﺃﻭﻻﺩﻫﺎ ﺃﻭ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻘﻮﻗﻬﺎ ﺍﻟﺰﻭﺟﻴﺔ‪،‬‬ ‫ﻓﻠﻴﻌﺘﺒﺮﻧﻲ ﻛﺬﻟﻚ ﻷﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﺑﺪﺍ ﹰ ﻻ ﺃﺳﻜﺖ ﻋﻦ ﺍﻟﻈﻠﻢ ﻭﺃﺟﻨﺪ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ ﻭﻛﻞ‬ ‫ﻃﺎﻗﺎﺗﻲ ﻷﺳﺎﻋﺪ ﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﻣﺴﻠﻮﺑﺔ ﺍﻟﺸﺨﺼﻴﺔ‪ ،‬ﻣﺴﻠﻮﺑﺔ ﺍﳊﺮﻳﺔ‪ ،‬ﻣﺴﻠﻮﺑﺔ‬ ‫ﺍﻷﻣﻮﻣﺔ! ﻭﻟﻴﻜﻦ ﺑﻌﻠﻢ ﻫﻜﺬﺍ ﺭﺟﺎﻝ ﺑﺄﻧﻨﻲ ﺃﻗﻒ ﺑﻮﺟﻪ ﺍﻫﺎﻧﺘﻬﻢ ﻭﺫﻟﻬﻢ‬ ‫ﻷﻧﻔﺴﻬﻢ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺃﻥ ﺃﻗﻒ ﺍﻟﻰ ﺟﺎﻧﺐ ﺍﳌﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻓﻲ ﻭﺟﻬﻬﻢ‪...‬ﻭﻋﺪﻭﻱ ﻫﻮ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻈﻠﻢ ﻓﻲ ﻫﺬﻩ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ ﻭﺃﺩﺍﻓﻊ ﻋﻦ ﺍﳌﻈﻠﻮﻡ‪ ،‬ﺭﺟﻼ ﹰ ﻛﺎﻥ ﺍﻡ ﺍﻣﺮﺃﺓ‪ ،‬ﺑﻜﻞ ﻣﺎ‬ ‫ﺃﻭﺗﻴﺖ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻗﻮﺓ‪...‬‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ‬

‫ﺃﻣﺎ ﻋﻦ ﻣﺴﺄﻟﺔ ﺍﻧﻲ "ﺧﺮﺍﺑﺔ ﺑﻴﻮﺕ" ﻓﺎﻷﺟﺪﻯ ﺑﻬﺆﻻﺀ ﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻳﺤﺼﻨﻮﺍ ﺑﻴﻮﺗﻬﻢ ﺃﻭﻻ ﹰ ﻗﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻘﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺘﻬﻢ ‪...‬ﻓﺎﻻﻧﺎﺀ‬ ‫ﻳﻨﻀﺢ ﲟﺎ ﻓﻴﻪ‪....‬‬ ‫ﻭﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺮﻏﻢ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻻﺗﻬﺎﻡ ﻧﺮﻯ ﺍﻥ ﻣﻌﻈﻢ‬ ‫ﻣﺴﺘﻤﻌﻴﻜﻲ ﻫﻢ ﺭﺟﺎﻝ‪...‬ﻭﻛﻴﻒ ﺗﻌﻠﻘﲔ ﻋﻠﻰ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻠﻮﺍﺗﻲ ﻳﻐﺮﻥ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﺯﻭﺍﺟﻬﻦ ﻣﻨﻚ؟‬ ‫)ﺗﻀﺤﻚ( ﻫﺬﺍ ﺃﻛﺒﺮ ﺩﻟﻴﻞ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺃﻧﻨﻲ ﻟﺴﺖ ﺿﺪ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﺮﺟﺎﻝ ﺑﺎﳌﻄﻠﻖ ﻭﺍﳕﺎ ﻟﻸﺳﺒﺎﺏ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺫﻛﺮﺕ ﺁﻧﻔﺎ ﹰ‪ .‬ﺃﻣﺎ‬ ‫ﻟﻠﻨﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﻐﻴﻮﺭﺍﺕ‪ ،‬ﺍﻥ ﺍﳌﻨﺎﻭﺷﺎﺕ ﺍﻟﺼﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﺑﲔ‬ ‫ﺍﳊﺒﻴﺒﲔ ﺗﻔﺮﺣﻨﻲ ﻃﺎﳌﺎ ﺍﻥ ﺍﻟﻐﻴﺮﺓ ﻫﻲ ﺿﻤﻦ ﺣﺪﻭﺩ‬ ‫ﺍﳌﻌﻘﻮﻝ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻜﻨﻲ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻻ ﺃﻓﻬﻢ ﻛﻴﻒ ﳝﻜﻦ ﻻﻣﺮﺃﺓ ﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﺗﻐﺎﺭ ﻣﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺯﻭﺟﻬﺎ ﻭﺃﻧﺎ ﻻ ﺃﻋﺮﻓﻪ ﺣﺘﻰ؟ ﻓﻬﻲ ﺗﻐﺎﺭ‬ ‫ﻋﻠﻴﻪ ﻷﻧﻪ ﻳﺴﺘﻤﻊ ﺍﻟﻲ‪...‬ﻭﻳﺤﺒﻨﻲ ﻛﺎﻋﻼﻣﻴﺔ‪...‬ﻭﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﺗﻔﺘﻌﻞ ﺍﳌﺸﺎﻛﻞ ﻣﻌﻪ ﺑﺴﺒﺒﻲ ﻓﺬﻟﻚ "ﻣﺶ‬ ‫ﻣﻘﺒﻮﻝ" ﺑﺘﺎﺗﺎ ﹰ‪ .‬ﻭﺃﺭﺩﺩ ﻣﺎ ﺃﻗﻮﻟﻪ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﻬﻮﺍﺀ ﺩﻭﻣﺎ ﹰ‬ ‫ﻟﻠﺴﻴﺪﺍﺕ‪ ":‬ﺧﻠﻲ ﻳﺤﺒﻨﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺑﺨﻮﻑ!"‬

‫”ﻟﻠﺴﻴﺪﺍﺕ ﺍﻟﻐﻴﻮﺭﺍﺕ ﺃﻗﻮﻝ‪:‬‬ ‫" ﺧﻠﻲ ﺯﻭﺟﻚ ﻳﺤﺒﻨﻲ ﺃﻧﺎ ﻣﺎ‬ ‫ﺑﺨﻮﻑ!"“‬

‫ﺣﻮﺍﺭ ﺣﻴﺎﺗﻲ‬

‫ﺭﳝﺎ ﳒﻴﻢ‪:‬‬

‫ﺳﻌﺎﺩﺗﻲ ﺗﻜﻤﻦ ﻓﻲ ﺇﻳﻠﻲ ﻭ ﺇﻳﻼ‬

‫ﺇﻳﻠﻲ ﺍﳊﻴﺎﺓ ﻛﻼ‪...‬‬ ‫ﺇﻳﻼ ﺍﳊﺐ ﻛﻠﻮ‪...‬‬

‫ﺣﺎﻭﺭﻫﺎ‪ :‬ﺇﻳﻠﻲ ﻓﺮﳒﻴﺔ‬