October 2020 Issue
OCTOBER 2020
Art Millen Dondon's digital art highlights the importance of sharing and listening to stories of people with mental health issues, especially during this time of pandemic. Dondon's digital artwork was awarded winner of the TuloyPH digital art contest. Artwork by ADondon
"TuloyPH: A Community in Symphony" launches in October The Flourish Circle of LoveYourself, Inc. and the Champion Community Center network, in partnership with MentalHealth and MindGames, spearheaded an online concert for mental health awareness month entitled: “Tuloy PH: A Community in Symphony” on October 25.
the term to convey a sense of welcoming or hospitality wherein people feel like they belong. In the same vein, the campaign empowers the community to apply these meanings to the different aspects affecting one’s mental health, including the self, society and systems.
Throughout the month of October, the campaign sparked awareness and engage"One sector is not solely responsible for ment around managing one’s mental welltaking care of our mental health. We all can ness. It also featured various mental health and should do something," shared Roy Da- initiatives in the Philippines. hildahil, Co-Founder of MentalHealthPH. One of the highlights of the campaign was Tuloy PH was inspired by the different a digital art contest themed "Tuloy Ka: ways we use the Filipino word "tuloy". In Nandito Kami," which was launched on difficult times, Filipinos use the word tu- October 9. Collection of entries for the....... loy to encourage people to continue living continue to page 3 or pursuing their endeavors. They also use
Bagani bounces back after break written by John Albert Pagunsan
The community center temporarily suspended operations back in September 9, following the guidelines for modified enhanced community quarantine in Bacolod. As it resumes operations, the staff and leaders of Bagani Community Center are swift at making up for the delay.
Bagani Community Center opens its doors once more on October 5. Equipped with personal protective equipment and public health protocols for COVID-19, the community center provides HIV screening “The recent volunteer orientation held and counseling services, Self-test over the past weekend has shown how kits, and Pre-Exposure Prophylax- people's desires to help overcome... is - a first in Bacolod. continue to page 3
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Community in Action: Rainbow flag waves in the Asia's Latin City
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Community Spotlight: Olympus Society of Davao celebrates its 6th anniversary
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Community Spotlight: National Coming Out Day: Unapologetically True to Oneself
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Community in Action: Uncovering the deserted realities about suicide in the LGBTQIA+ community
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Community in Action: LoveYourself offers SelfCare, a new way of knowing one's HIV status
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Freedom Wall: Kumusta, kalungkutan? Paalam.
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Community Comics: Combi Nation (5th episode)
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EDITORIAL
October 2020 Issue
EDITORIAL BOARD A message from LoveYourself’s Executive Director, Dr. Ronivin Pagtakhan
October has a special place in my heart because it's my birth month, and many remarkable personal milestones happened around this time. I'd like to highlight that taking time for yourself actually should be year-round. That's why, on this issue, we give emphasis to one of our core values–self-care. It's timely because October is also Philippine Mental Health Awareness Month. Despite the noise around us, we always have to remind ourselves to take a pause. Then, listen to what's within and what's essential for ourselves to learn and grow. Simply, self-care sustains our whole being. It is in this perspective that our CHAMPION Community Centers take a stand on valuing oneself. Our network has continuously delivering sexual health services amidst the challenges we face. As our prime advocacy, we took advantage of highlighting the story of SelfCare, the first-ever unassisted HIV self-testing in the country. SelfCare is, fortunately, being promoted by Miss Universe 2018 Catriona Gray, alongside our community volunteers with a message of us controlling HIV rather than the other way around. We are also gradually venturing into the realm of mental wellness. Last October 25, we held the first-ever online concert of the community through the Flourish Circle program for raising mental health called #TuloyPH: A Community in Symphony, which is also co-hosted by Macoy Dubs, who is one of our volunteers. We also featured the Spaces.MNL's Fact U online show tackling suicide in the LGBTQIA+ community. That's why it's also imperative to discuss in this issue the struggles of key populations such as coming out, discrimination and legal discourses, platforms for awareness like K-PLUS' virtual pageant, and establishing safe spaces for all, e.g., Olympus, Bagani, and White House to serve as beacons towards taking care of oneself. Finally, we also take into consideration the arts as an outlet to promote sexual health and mental health. We continue with the CombiNation comics series, and we also provide digital arts that portray one's continuation of life no matter what.
Diego Rozul Editor-in-Chief News Editor Edgar Bagasol Jr. Managing Editor Layout Artist Russel Clint Francis So Features Editor TJ Monzon Illustrator (Combi Nation) Contributors Brixson Julian Denssel Tolentino EJ Marquez Hans Christian Go John Albert Pagunsan Mark Angelo de Castro Ryan Taborada Tino Largado
Raybert Domingo Adviser
It has always been my passion to nurture one's self-worth to motivate one to instill self-care. But in time that you cannot take care of yourself anymore, my dream of a farm that would cater to the aging members of the community is also slowly coming to fruition. Aside from that, also watch out for our December activities in preparation for the World AIDS Day 2020!
But for now, remember to take care of yourself in all possible ways. Stay safe and healthy, everyone!
SHARE YOUR STORY! Create more Ripples by sharing stories of your own communities. This may include your events, activities, research, innovations, or any human interest stories that you think could inspire others in forwarding our cause. To contribute, you may contact us at ripplespub@loveyourself.ph
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Mujer President Toni Gee (rightmost) holds the banner, along with two government officials during the signing of the anti-discrimkination ordinance in Zamboanga City. Photo by @MujerLGBT
arguments and interpellations as a result of clashing beliefs and dissenting opinions that are rooted form radical belief, not only from the members of the council, but the general populace.
Rainbow Flag waves in the Asia's Latin City written by Denssel Tolentino and Brixson Julian Mujer LGBT Organization Inc. prides itself for being one of the prime movers in pushing for the Anti-Discrimination Ordinance (ADO) in Zamboanga City, after having been pending for two long years. This feat adds only to the list of the accomplished causes of Mujer in ending discrimination and advocating for equal rights in the city. Mujer sees the signing of the orFrom page 1: "Bagani bounces back..." barriers in challenging times like the COVID-19 crisis,” shared Butch Lavaro, one of Bagani Community Center’s pioneer volunteers. On October 24, twelve enthusiastic people joined the community center’s orientation for volunteers. In an orientation packed with activities and discussions, the volunteers from Batch Kantutay learned about HIV 101, SOGIESC, and HIV testing to prepare as volunteers of the Bacolod-based center. Aside from honing their skills and knowledge, they also interacted with current volunteers to learn more about the life of a volunteer in the center. Lavaro hopes that with the skills and training, the twelve new volunteers will be ready to face the ‘new normal’ with Bagani Community Center.
dinance as progress in the readiness of the city to embrace change, and the people's acceptance to persons of diverse sexual orientation, gender identity and expression (SOGIE). On October 14, Zamboanga City Mayor Beng Climaco, together with Vice Mayor, Hon. Mayor Meng Agan, signed the Comprehensive ADO. Prior to its approval, it has gone through a series of stringent oral
Mujer believes for instance that contrary to what most people argue, the ADO specifically the provisions that highlight the rights of persons of diverse SOGIE, do not hamper on spiritual freedom of those who disagree as it only amplifies the values of the equality- which is human dignity in the form of compassion, respect, and reverence to all persons. For Mujer, this success is a testament that persistence in the face of adversity can spark change. Together with other local organizations, Mujer is immensely grateful to those who supported the passage of the ADO, especially to Hon. Lilibeth Macrohon Nuño, who authored the said ordinance. "It is a long and arduous road ahead to see its consistent implementation, but it would not hurt to look back and appreciate the trail we once thought we could not blaze. Indeed, there is hope for our motherland!," Mujer expressed.
From page 1: "TuloyPH: A Community... contest run for two weeks and winners were announced during the culmination event on October 25. All in all, nine entries qualified for the digital art contest. Winners are as follows: Art Millen Dondon (1st place), Katrina Tobias (2nd place), Randy Bergantino (3rd place), and Katrina Tobias (Social Media Star). Visit @FlourishCircle to see other artworks. LoveYourself volunteer Mark Averilla along with fellow mental health advocate Nykko Bautista hosted the culmination event. The event featured star studded performers such as The ADDLIB, Sasaya, Claudia Barretto, Janina Vela, Indigo Pai, Katrina Velarde, Yuki Ito, Roj Cortez, Sa’Tin, and Ebe Dancel. Organizations and personalities promoting mental health awareness also spoke
during the event, including Your Millenial Psychologist Riyan Portuguez, Talang Dalisay, DIWA Mental Health, Silakbo PH, Philippine Mental Health Association Davao Chapter, Tawag Paglaum, Dr. Bev Azucena, Dr. Frances Prescilla Cuevas, and Vice President Leni Robredo. Deemed relevant especially during this time of crisis, the campaign did not only spread awareness about mental health but also encouraged individuals to access professional help and services. TuloyPH: A Community in Symphony was made possible with its partners: SKPA, PhilHealth, Pilipinas Shell Foundation, AIDS Healthcare Foundation, Macare, Frontrow Cares, and Champion Community Centers Network. Powered by Spaces.MNL, Owl Right Studios, and Talang Dalisay.
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Olympus Society of Davao celebrates its 6th anniversary written by Russel Clint Francis So
and partnerships with agencies, organizations, and institutions with Olympus Society of Davao’s values and principles in line with humble beginnings can be their advocacy. traced back to June 2014 when it began as a text-based Advocating for equality for the LGBTclan. On October 17, 2014 QIA+ community, the organization when the induction of the or- implements their community interganization’s officers cement- ventions in line with their core values ed Olympus Society of Davao which is to be non-discriminatory, into the forefront of the re- interdependent, inalienable, equal, vitalization of hope, commit- and universal. As they celebrate this ment, and passion for equal 6th year milestone, Olympus Society rights amongst the members of Davao aims to expand their reach of the society. throughevents, health centric programs, and extending their input in The organization envisioned a soci- policy making and lobbying to fulfill ety where the members of the LG- their commitment to the LGBTQIA+ BTQIA+ community are given equal community. rights, privileges, and respect. Olympus Society of Davao journeyed on To know more about Olympus Socieits mission to commit into strength- ty of Davao, you can start by followening the capabilities of its mem- ing them on Facebook @Olympusbers, raising the consciousness of the SocietyofDavao. You may also visit communities on human rights issues them at Olympus Society of Davao to concerns such as addressing stig- Inc. Community Center Door 2, #36 ma and discrimination towards the Loyola St., Poblacion District Davao LGBTQIA+ community, and lastly by City. further establishing collaborations
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Kagay-an PLUS to engage more ambassadors through their annual pageant written by EJ Marquez December 1 is known to be World AIDS Day and is celebrated by HIV advocates worldwide. Every year since 2016, Kagay-an PLUS Inc. has been organizing a pageant aligned with the advocacy. In celebration, the organization will launch the first online "Mister and Miss Kagay-an PLUS," a pageant search for Cagayan De Oro (CDO) human rights, HIV and AIDS ambassadors.
Prior to the pageant, the aspiring ambassadors shall undergo a week-long training related to the HIV advocacy. The sessions will tackle topics such as peer education, human rights, understanding STI, HIV and AIDS, SOGIE, and the Republic Act 11166.
After the evaluation process, 5 Men having sex with Men (MSM) and 5 transgender woman (TGW) will be selected from the pool of applicants to become the official candidates of the pageant. The 10 candidiThe pageant aims to spotlight community ates will then be engaged in KPLUS' online members and consequently engage them campaigns while preparing for the actual in reaching more clients for HIV services. pageant. Codnizant to the pandemic, Mister and Miss Kagay-an PLUS will be held online to Mister and Miss Kagay-an PLUS 2019 keep the community safe while putting the Michael Alvarez and Ms. Klein Cortez respotlight on the organization’s advocacy. spectively, along with 1st Runner-ups Rjay
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Ocag and Amanda Benimerito, went on to fulfill their post pageant commitment through a series of activities such as mobile outreach, radio guestings, sponsor visits, and national trainings and workshops. Due to the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic, the Mister and Miss Kagay-an PLUS 2020 will engage mostly through online activities with limited onsite appearances. The 2020 winners will be engaged in the same activities as with the previous winners but this year, they will have special appearances on the newest Kagay-an PLUS online talk show, "ChikkaAdvocates." Be updated on the current activities and campaigns of KPLUS leading to the Mister and Miss Kagay-an PLUS pageant by following them at @kagayanplus2015.
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National Coming Out Day: Unapologetically True to Oneself
written by Russel Clint Francis So
National Coming Out Day is an annual awareness day to promote a safe world for the LGBTQIA+ community to live truthfully and openly. It all started back in October 11, 1987 where half a million people participated in the March on Washington for Lesbian and Gay Rights. National Coming Out Day was inaugurated in 1988 by Robert Eichberg and Jean O’Leary. Eichberg was psychologist from New Mexico and O’Leary was an openly lesbian political leader and long-time activist from New York. Since then, October 11 was coined National Coming Out Day in commemoration of the historic event. In an article for the Times back in August 15, 1995, Eichberg was quoted “Most people think they don't know anyone gay or lesbian, and in fact, everybody does. It is imperative that we come out and let people know who we are and disabuse them of their fears and stereotypes.” And since then, other groups typically within the LGBT community rallied every year fearlessly fighting against homophobia and oppressive views by being unapologetically true to one’s self.
Today, we reap the fruitful results of generations of equal rights activism that has come before us. National Coming Out Day has become a global celebration of coming out to raise awareness of the LGBTQIA+ community and our civil rights. We are truly blessed by the privilege we have now, but the fight isn’t over yet. We’ve merely broken the glass ceiling and made them aware of the humanity that is LGBTQIA+ but we have yet to achieve true acceptance.
and virtual activities, we’re even more visible than we could’ve imagined just two decades ago. We continue to come out for the fearful youth in the hopes of inspiring them of a fearless future. We are steadfast in upholding the duties instilled within us from our predecessors. We still provoke change through dialogues and educating the world of the humanity that is us. We’re resorted to different artforms to let our message across. These acts of social activism may be perceived as excessive to conservatives, but we must remember that Currently, coming out has its complexity conversations lead to changes. and dexterity to be considered. It has become more than marching for pride. We We may have different concepts and prinalso march for the members of the com- ciples, but one thing remains the same munity who are unable to march. We must LGTBQIA+ rights are human rights. Comconsider their pace and peace, in its es- ing out goes beyond living an open life. sence coming out is not equivalent to out- Coming out does not diminish the validity ing someone. There are people who don't of one’s choice to live their life without believe in coming out anymore since living discussing sexual orientation or gender your truth is already a beacon of solidarity identity. Coming out is more than an effort by simply marching on with life and with to show the youth that they can express our hearts on our sleeves. who they are. If you can be caring, respectful and kind, not just to the LGBTQIA+ Amidst a global COVID-19 pandemic, the community, but to humanity then you’ve landscape has changed, and we face a dif- come out and became unapologetically ferent challenge in carrying out the mis- true to you which is the essence of a safe sion, but nothing has ever truly silenced the world for the LGBTQIA+ community to live efforts. Through social media campaigns truthfully and openly.
Artwork by @Crave
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Uncovering the deserted realities about suicide in the LGBTQIA+ community written by Bet Domingo Trigger warning – a statement that "Fact U," an online live talkshow of Spaces.MNL about socio-political topics concerning the LGBTQIA+ community, constantly reminded its viewers on October 5 during its emotive episode while bravely uncovering the deserted realities about suicide. The show's episode was also in solidarity with the country's observance of the National Mental Health Awareness Month this October and the National Suicide Prevention Awareness Month last September. Hosted by Miss Trans Global Mela Habijan, and LoveYourself volunteers Janlee Dungca and Peachy Roberts, the episode emphasized the importance of building awareness on mental wellness and its related topics to address the growing concern of depression, anxiety, and other mental illnesses experienced by the community members. Habijan stressed that fear is the biggest challenge for the LGBTQIA+ members' mental health, following the persisting social discrimination. "We all know that it's fear because we went through the process of overcoming with our fear from our true selves, fear of acceptance from our family, and fear of what lies ahead," Habijan said. She added that it's like vines branching out from other forms of anxieties, and as fears pile up over time, it'll be more difficult for someone experiencing it to ask for professional help and continue living.
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Aside from fear, Dungca also raised concerns about the Philippines' lack of mental health facilities and support programs. As a taboo in traditional Filipino culture, Dungca underscored the need to have a stronger voice to fight off stigma towards the LGBTQIA+ members and the issue surrounding mental health. Emphasizing the intersectionality of these topics, "I hope we can have stronger support from the community," she said. Meanwhile, Roberts shared that giving family and friends time could mean a lot, especially if they experience heavy emotional burdens. "A simple message of 'How are you' can provide them with a sense of hope to continue," Roberts said. She added that being aware of our problems enables us to know how to address them. In their recent study, the World Health Organization documented that 10-20 percent of children and adolescents in the world are affected by mental health problems. Most of these instances occur before they even turn 14 years old. An aggravating fact that even if Filipinos were hailed as one of the happiest and optimistic people globally, the National Center for Mental Health noticed an increase in calls about depression and anxiety. UNDERSTANDING SUICIDE To help digest the meaty subject, guests of Fact U were Riyan Portuguez and Bro. Noel Segismundo Cabigting. Portuguez is a registered psychologist and the content creator for "Your Millenial Psychologist"
Facebook page. Cabigting, on the other hand, is a spiritual director and a psychotherapist. He is also the co-founder of Flourish Circle, a mental wellness initiative of LoveYourself, Inc. Cagbigting emphasized that suicide is complicated, and that there is no absolute template as to why a person commit suicide. "By looking however into the stigma revolving around it, this makes us better understand the phenomenon," he said. He added that stigma is fed by fear, and the fear of the unknown can be terrifying for some. Culturally, he also mentioned Filipinos' idea of a "happy person" as counter-intuitive for mental health care and more commonly associated with "toxic positivity." Portuguez supported Cabigting, emphasizing that there's a need for a careful understanding of the person and the complex situation he/she's in. "This is a serious public health, following various studies that suicide is the second leading cause of death between ages 15-19 annually, and 800 people are killed due to suicide," Portuguez affirmed. The guests also mentioned the risk factors and a mnemonic that might help us understand a person's mental health. According to Cabigting, the risk factors that may affect one's ideation and commission of suicide may include the following: 1) Knowing someone who committed it; 2) Had attempted it previously; 3) Comorbidity of experiencing personal crises (e.g., loss of loved one, employment, etc.) while having
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L-R: Mela Habijan, Janlee Dungca, and Peachy Roberts. Photo grabbed from @SPACES_MNL
mental health issues; and 4) Socio-cultural oppression. He prudently reasoned out that it's truly a personal matter, where some people may manifest the risk factors, and some may never display but still lost their lives from it. Citing a Suicidology concept, Portuguez introduced the ISPATHWARM mnemonic, which literally means ideation, substance abuse, purposelessness, anger, trapped in a vulnerable situation, hopelessness, withdrawing oneself, anxiety, recklessness, and mood changes. She stressed that it's just a guide to check on one's love ones and does not include all factors that may cause someone to die by suicide. HELP, FACT, OR FAKE Towards the end, Fact U's hosts and guests threshed out how significant sectors of the society can act responsibly and contribute to the overall wellness of the community. The show also presented where to get professional help and support, such as Flourish Circle, MentalHealthPH, Psychological
Association of the Philippines, National and to be kind to ourselves," Dungca emCenter for Mental Health, Philippine Red phasized. Cross, and many more. Springing from Dungca's statements, HabiOne of the show's main highlights was jan elaborated on the impact of exclusion the "FACT or FAKE" segment, wherein the on one's mental health. "The moment that hosts asked the guests to debunk myths we exclude others, we are the cause of and misconceptions about the topic at their pains; we are the cause of their sorhand. Cabigting clarified that it's "Fake" to rows; we are the cause of their insecuribelieve that through prayers, depression ties; that's why, there are people who die will be treated, that seeking professional from suicide," Habijan said. She concluded help makes you crazy, and that a person by advising people to include others to feel diagnosed with mental illness will auto- they're not alone, and they can strive for matically be detained in a hospital for men- the best that they can. tal health care. However, he always takes a serious stance when people are voicing Roberts simply gave a piece of practical their mental health issues on social me- advice by approaching your loved ones and dia, and that understanding and empathy listening to them. "That's what they needshould be given. But he also advised us to ed – being with them, listening to them, reach out to friends on social media to act and assuring that they have a company in responsibly about their contents. you," she ended. In the synthesis, Dungca gave importance of establishing healthy relationships with oneself in order to build healthy relationships with others. "Let's remind ourselves that we are worthy, that we love ourselves,
Fact U is a bi-monthly show that's streaming live at @Spaces_MNL every Monday at 8:00 PM. Visit and follow their Facebook page to watch this episode and other episodes of the show.
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LoveYourself White House: challenges and opportunities in starting over written by Ryan Taborada
Starting over can be something as routine as getting a new haircut, or monumental like ending a relationship or leaving people behind. There are so many ways to compel us to start over - good or bad, it helps us grow and become better people through it. But what if the thing that forces us to start over is a global pandemic?
On February 15, 2020, LoveYourself White House held a post-Valentine’s Day fundraiser. By this time, there had been three confirmed cases of COVID-19 in the country, one of which resulted in death. The threat was looming but had not palpably set in yet. That was the last big event most of us would gather for. In the weeks that followed, LoveYourself White House would strictly observe a skeletal system. Then on March 28, Mayor Edgar Labella placed Cebu City under a State of Enhanced Community Quarantine.
Just like the rest of the world, this is what LoveYourself White House had to reckon with. Only less than a year old, the community center had a find a new home.
I was back to where I was before I volunteered, a homebody who was supposed to be too comfortable being one. My contributions to the organization at this point stayed online, with some preplanned events made digital instead of holding them out in the sun, at the beach, as we had been excited about.
This wasn’t its first time facing this hurdle. The community center’s official launch in April 2019 was already an attempt to start over as LoveYourself tried to establish a presence in Cebu back in 2012. It had been too early at the time to expand to a different region so the move was shelved. In 2018, the decision to bring LoveYourself to Cebu was revisited. This finally came to fruition, with a facility provided by Macare Medicals, Inc. in a viable location very close to a beloved landmark, the Fuente Osmeña. It was this large house with a white exterior that could only be aptly called LoveYourself White House. It seemed then that LoveYourself White House was making up for all those years it missed out. Dedicated and enthusiastic volunteers went full throttle, forming committees, staging events, and, most importantly, serving clients five days a week. By the end of 2019, there were around 160 volunteers that had catered to nearly 2,500 clients. I joined LoveYourself in September 2019, as part of Batch Dasig, the fifth batch of volunteers in Cebu. I didn’t expect that volunteering was a means of starting over for me in some liberating way. After having worked freelance, purely from home, for over a decade, I was finally going out, meeting new people, making new friends. From being a homebody, I was transformed into someone who would drive models to the venue of a runway show during World
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Just like the old LoveYourself White House, a front desk welcomes you upon entry in the new community center building. Photo by JEstrada
AIDS Day, enter different workplaces to assist in HIV Caravans and outreach programs, and bring my work to the center in the middle of the noise and manic energy of the Sinulog festival because I just had to be there with my new friends, my fellow volunteers.
In the middle of June, we were told we had to find a new home. BioPATH Clinical Diagnostics, a sister firm of Macare, needed space for its molecular diagnostic services, primarily focusing on the detection of SARS CoV-2 infection. As essential as it is to keep on catering to clients both new and existing, especially those living with HIV, COVID-19 had warranted this change to be immediate. LoveYourself White House had to temporarily close. The one person who would be most affected by this, on almost a daily basis, is Rad Granada. Rad is one of LoveYourself White House’s most dedicated volunteers. He’s the deputy head of HIV Ops, a Life Coach assisting newly diagnosed clients, and part of the Recruitment Team designated to source new volunteers. By profession, he is a Medical Technologist, who just found a new job assigned in the molecular laboratory at, where else, BioPATH. LoveYourself White House was his second home as a volunteer for almost a year. He gets to remain there now that it serves a different essential purpose. “The changes that took place in the old White House to its current state had been
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very drastic,” shares Rad. “Gone are the days of the cozy and welcoming feeling that the old White House brings to every client, staff, and volunteers alike. It is now replaced with the clinical atmosphere you’d get whenever you visit any healthcare facility.” In a way, if it makes sense at all, Rad gets to start over in the exact same place that has moved away from him. Yet volunteering is in Rad’s blood. After all, he waited years for LoveYourself to get to Cebu for him to join. When the circumstances allowed for him to do so, Rad would continue counseling. At first it was through Project Reach, an initiative that involved one-on-one outreach for clients to have their free screening when the community center was unavailable. Soon enough thankfully, LoveYourself White House found a new home. The thing about being a volunteer-driven organization is that LoveYourself is made up of people with diverse backgrounds brought together by one advocacy. One of our volunteers, the head of internal and community events, is Stefan Dion Garcia, a real estate developer. Stefan grew up in a house that his family inherited from their great matriarch. It had a Lomboy tree (“duhat” in Tagalog, “Java plum” in English) in their garden that attracted many birds. It became a pastime for Stefan and his friends birdwatch on the tree. In 2012, Stefan’s family moved out of that house. It was transformed into different establishments serving various purposes. Now, it’s being transformed once again, this time as LoveYourself White House.
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yo, LoveYourself White House’s head of this wretched pandemic and continues events and communications. to operate. Both clients and volunteers pre-schedule their times at the center with “The aesthetics of the new White House safety protocols in place. is inspired by a fusion of past and present,” says Ralph. “The exterior look remains Hard as the times may be, we are being adaptive to the White House brand, with presented with opportunities to start over its white color palette, while preserving for the better. We can take this time to the use of wood and traditional Filipi- renovate, redesign our lives such that by no-Spanish feel to embrace the essence the time this pandemic is over, we’re ready of Cebuano culture - giving the clinic a to go out there and reintroduce our new, homey, welcoming atmosphere for both better selves to the world. LoveYourself the volunteers and clients.” White House is doing the same thing, with a clear-cut vision of how it’s going to be for Even if renovations are ongoing, the new its future clients and volunteers — a much LoveYourself White House braves through bigger safe space.
LoveYourself White House volunteers proudly wear the SaferNowPH campaign t-shirt in their new community center. Photo by JEstrada
LoveYourself’s advocacy is dear to Stefan’s heart as he witnessed firsthand how the organization has helped his friend in Manila live with HIV. He’d promised himself then that if LoveYourself were to open in Cebu, he would be part of it. And so he did. When he learned that LoveYourself White House was moving, he offered his old childhood home. “I realized its central location and its size and design would make an excellent testing, treatment, and community center,” Stefan says. It did seem like the stars were aligned. Not only was the house free to be rented out, but the house was also painted white. The community center can retain its name. However there is still a lot of work that needs to be done. Coordinating with the renovations and design is Ralph Tama-
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LoveYourself offers SelfCare, a new way of knowing one's HIV status written by Tino Largado
Happiness is wanting what you have, not what you want. Meredith Lane
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Miss Universe 2018 Catriona Gray is SelfCare's prime ambassador. Catriona is also a volunteer of LoveYourself, Inc. Photo by @MAlvarez
The threat of COVID-19 still looms, me/SelfCare2S). Instructions on use, pricand we’re all encouraged to stay in- ing, and shipping will be coordinated. Once doors as much as possible. received, expect your pack to include: the actual SelfCare test kit, SelfCare guide, a This, of course, doesn’t mean LoveYour- pricking lancet, sterile gauze pad, and alself’s commitment to provide safe and cohol swab. Demonstrating exactly how to confidential HIV testing services have take your own HIV test is no less than Miss to be affected. LoveYourself Community Universe 2018 Catriona Gray. Centers continue to operate amidst the community quarantine restrictions and The SelfCare initiative is just one of the challenges of the pandemic. But adapting innovative ways LoveYourself continues to to the situation means providing more promote the Triangle of Self Care, where innovative options to our clients. One of timely testing is crucial to know one’s stawhich is SelfCare. tus as we continue to combat HIV. By making testing even more convenient, private, Officially launching this October is Self- and fast, the fear and stigma surrounding Care, the first ever unassisted self-testing HIV testing gets eliminated. Choose to service in the country. Initially opened in know your status the way that’s safe and a limited capacity back in April 2020, Self- secure with SelfCare. Care now caters to clients who would like to know their HIV status quickly, safely, LoveYourself partnered with the University and securely in the comfort of their home. of the Philippines - Manila and the Department of Health - Regional Office 7 to perMainly aimed at addressing client’s con- fect the study necessary to make SelfCare cerns about privacy, convenience, and possible, with support from Sustainability availability, the timing of SelfCare couldn’t of HIV Services for Key Populations in Asia be any more perfect particularly at a time (SKPA Philippines), AIDS Healthcare Founwhen pandemic restrictions are in place. dation, the World Health Organization Representative Office for the Philippines, Getting a SelfCare pack is just as easy. Sim- the Joint United Nations Programme on ply visit the SelfCare Facebook page and HIV and AIDS - Philippine Country Office, follow the message prompts (https://m. and Chembio Diagnostic Systems, Inc.
October 2020 Issue
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Kamusta, Kalungkutan? Paalam. written by Hans Christian Go Kamusta, kalungkutan? Mapaparito ka pala, Imbes na lumayo, pagkarinig ng yong yapak, Pinili kong manatili, at ngayon, mangamusta. Kamusta ka, kalungkutan? Maupo ka, sige lang. ‘Wag kang mahiya, pasensiya ka na. Kung noon, umiiwas ako na ika’y pakinggan. Kamusta ka, kalungkutan? Simulan natin to sa kwentuhan, Kukuha ako ng masarap na mirienda, Saglit, Ano ang gusto mo, kape o chaa? Ganun pala, Kalungkutan. Patawad. Noon, di ko naintindihan. Gusto mo lang pala na mapakinggan, Hindi magpaluha ng dati nang sugatan.
LITERARY
Flicker written by Mark Angelo de Castro I'm burning. I feel it. I was lit. I felt it. And like candles in the dark. I'm flickering. I see it. I'm burnt out. I know it. I need fuel. I'm losing it. And like a tired engine running. I need rest. I deserve it.
to refuel my flame So that I can look for that light I used to burn with, for my flame has grown weaker. Much weaker. It's gotten weak from this overflowing complacency. I need to let go of the comfort, and let go of the easy.
And as days passed by, the nights got longer, the clouds got thicker; I feel them weighing down on my shoulders.
Look back and rediscover the reason. For what purpose did it burn? What sparked the flame, what fueled it then?
Like a shadow I can't run from. Tiredness I can't sleep off. This steady wind is about to extinguish my flame.
Rekindle that fire, awaken that passion. Learn from then, feel the now, welcome change, and plan for what will be. Bounce back and start living again, while holding on to this flickering flame.
Feel it, I must, for this deserves to be felt Acknowledge, understand, be fearful but no shame. Open and share, feel vulnerable and bare, But only then will I be able
Makinig ka, Kalungkutan. Wala kang dapat ikahiya. Dahil sayo, natuto akong manlaban. Natutong bumitiw, Natutong magpaalam. Andito ako, Kalungkutan. Wag kang mag alala, kaibigan. Hindi ka mali, at sayo’y walang kulang. Sadyang ikaw sa buhay, dapat may puwang. Alam ko, Kalungkutan. Wari ko, ganyan talaga. Iilan lang ang matututong ika’y pagmasdan. Iilan lang ang matututong sayo’y ma’y matutunan. Saglit lang, Kalungkutan. Sigurado ka na ba sayo’ng paglisan? Kahit alam ko, di tayo magkakapilitan. Natuto lang ako na ika’y pag laanan. Paalam, Kalungkutan. Mapunta man tayo kung saan, Ikinagalak kong tayo’y sa wakas, nagkaintindihan. Na ang iyong mga pagdalaw, sadya ding panandalian. Photo by @CraveArt
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October 2020 Issue
Artwork by Conrad Lachica
How it works
written by Russel Clint Francis So
Every night I hold you, Thinking you’d hold me back, I’m trying to feel all of you But all I got is discontent. I keep on thinking, Instead of holding you. I’ll grab a beer and let you go Convoluted, to libate, never reciprocated. Which poison do I pick then Please look at me. Whisper good night Not goodbye. Tomorrow I’ll see you again. I’ll hold you for yet another evening. You’ll touch my lips And I’ll taste your bitter warmth. I hope and pray for your embrace For you to utter, “It’s always been you” That you’ll pick me too, But that’s not how treatment works, I know.
It's what you don't see written by Diego Rozul
When you look into my eyes All you'll see is truth denied Something I cannot contained But somehow abstained
My hands I control, but I may not I have secrets to keep not to be caught People that I trust them to share I tell them what I feel when friendship is fair
If you'll see me deeper I'm not what you think My emotional slope getting steeper If I were a boat it'll soon sink
What could I say about you in front? Someday the truth I'll confront Before time ends, I have to know If I'm really so...
Save the dates for NOVEMBER
Anniversary 05 LAKAN An online celebration of LAKAN
Community Center's 2nd anniversary @LAKANCommunityCenter
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SPOTLIGHT
Announcement of the Top 16 candidates of Spaces MNL's first online drag competition @Spaces.MNL
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Peer Counseling Seminar
An online seminar on peer counseling among BAGANI Community Center volunteers @BaganiCommunityCenter
DIVAS 27 CARE An online benefit musical for
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children living with HIV and HASH's other programs @HASHPilipinas
GotChuFam Series
A Boys Love series produced by LoveYourself, Inc. and Got Chu' Fam production @loveyourself.ph
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October 2020 Issue
COMICS
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