Volume 126, No. 97 March 6, 2017

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SPORTS

BASKETBALL SPECIAL EDITION INSIDE

Volume 126, No. 97 Monday, March 6, 2017

PAGES 9-16

NEWS

CSU’s humane lab animal practices PAGE 4

Self-Harm Awareness Month

NEWS

Population rises cause traffic jams PAGE 5

PHOTO ILLUSTRATION BY NATALIE DYER. COLLEGIAN

The lasting effects of self-harm Shay Rego @Shayrenee411

Editor’s Note: The views expressed in the following column are those of the writer only and do not necessarily represent the views of the Collegian or its editorial board. Release. That was the feeling I got from pushing the razor against my skin and seeing the blood trickle out. Many peo-

ple don’t truly understand the mindset of a self-harmer and the effects that it can have on someone’s life years down the road. March is Self-Harm Awareness Month, a time to become aware of the realities and kill the stigma of self-harm. Almost every day I would come home, lock myself in my room, turn on the music and break out my razor. After an arduous day at school dealing with being bullied verbally and online, having few friends and dealing with other immense stresses, nothing was more comforting than watching my skin rip open. Hurting myself was the

only thing I had real control over in my life and making the decision to cut deep was incredibly freeing because I was in control. I didn’t do it to punish myself, I did it because it genuinely felt good and I needed a little something good in my day. Breaking my skin was like breaking out of the social constructs that everyone had placed on me. It was liberating. It has been two years and a long road of recovery. I am not ashamed of my scars and if I see someone else with scars I feel great empathy and also pride that they made it through their hardships and are here today. There

is such a stigma around self-inflicted scars and it influences how people treat someone with scars. In reality, there is nothing wrong with scars. Everyone has their secrets and their ghosts and no one should judge. Self-harm and mental illnesses are not something we can control. It would be like telling someone with a broken leg that they can just stop having a broken leg and run a mile. As life goes on, people will begin to make lifelong friendships in adulthood. At some point friends are going to see the scars and shy away or always wonder. There will come a time see SELF-HARM on page 7 >>

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TEDxCSU tackles big ideas PAGE 20


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