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Words by Nada Shawish Dutka
Abrams Books for Young Readers
New York
In the city where I was born, Mama knows everyone. I call neighbors “cousins.” People smile and say, “Salaam! Peace be upon you!”
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And everyone loves Mama’s Eid cookies.
Our neighborhood potlucks are full of lovely dishes. It’s never a competition, but I know who would win: Mama’s crumbly, walnut-y, buttery cookies are always the best sweets at the table. I can’t lose a single crumb!
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Eid is almost here. This year, I’m finally old enough to help make Mama’s cookies.
What a terrible time to move. The whole point of Eid is to feast with my cousins. What is Mama thinking?
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“A huge yard with lots of stars in the sky. Your own closet for all your things. And even a bigger kitchen to bake in! Isn’t that great?”
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“Absolutely not!”
I like our crowded, noisy city. Our home.
Our minivan is packed so tight it’s hard to see out the back. I watch our city get smaller and smaller until it’s gone.
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“I know now’s not the perfect time.” Mama grips the steering wheel.
“But al harakah barakah, Reem. Movement is a blessing.”
The long drive makes me carsick. I close my eyes and pretend I’m baking cookies with Mama in our city.
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The house in our new neighborhood is at the end of a long, winding road called a cul-de-sac.
“We made it,” Mama says. “And guess what? Eid might be tomorrow!”
In the city, people rely on their phones to tell them when it’s time for Eid. But my cousins still gather outside to look for the new moon, even though the city lights are too bright to see it.
Tonight, it’ll be just me and Mama who look from between tall boxes.
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Mama examines her watch. “It’s time to break our fast. We’ll look for the moon after Maghrib, okay?” She assembles prayer mats side by side.
I droop. What if we don’t see the moon here either? I think we’ll be unpacking forever.
“How about cookies?” Mama folds up the prayer mats and pats my shoulder.
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Finally! Mama kept her promise. She has everything we need for Eid cookies. Semolina flour, lots of sugar, butter, dates, and . . .
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“Mama! Where are the walnuts?”
I count the ingredients on the kitchen counter at least four times.
“We have to go back and get them right now!”
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“The store’s too far, Reem, and I am very tired. We’ll use what we have . . .”
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Nothing was ever too far in the city.
“No, no, NO! It won’t be the same!”
Everything is changing too fast. The carsick feeling is back, and I am dizzy and hot. I want to ROAR at Mama! But I feel very, very small. Mama crouches beside me.
“I moved away from my home too, when I was just a little older than you,” Mama says. “We didn’t have much, but my Mama told me when you take old traditions somewhere new, they get even better—if you want them to.”
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“Home is where you make it.” Mama scans the boxes marked kitchen. “And we’ll make do.”
“Pistachios!” I gasp. “We’ve never made Eid cookies with those.”
When we make baklava with pistachios, they look like beautiful EMERALD GEMS.
“Should we try something new?” Mama smiles.
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Mama shows me how to make the cookies step-by-step.
We use special molds to roll dough into perfect balls and SMACK the handles against the counter.
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Our cookies bake in the oven until they are golden. “Bismillah!” Mama says. “Are you proud of your cookies?”
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“They are so good!” I mumble through a mouthful.
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“Mama, remember when we shared Eid treats? Don’t you miss our neighbors and family?”
DING-DONG!
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“Maybe we can still share. I think you might have a new friend out there,” Mama says and points out the window.
A girl is cradling a pie in our walkway. She is gazing at the sky. Is she looking for the moon?
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Mama hands me a box of cookies.
I take a deep breath and open the door.
“Hi . . . salaam . . . I’m Reem.”
“I’m Sara,” she says shyly. I step out and meet her.
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There, up high, hanging in the world’s largest blanket of twinkle lights, is a beaming crescent smiling at us.
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It is magnificent.
“I’ve never seen the new moon in the sky like this,” I say. “We just moved from the city.”
“We live across the street. My mama sent me to give you this pie.”
I almost forgot! I open my box.
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“They’re Eid cookies. Eid Mubarak! I mean . . . happy holiday! I mean . . . try one?”
“What’s in them?” Sara asks.
“Semolina flour, lots of sugar and butter and dates, and this year . . . pistachios!”
Sara takes a bite. “They taste special. And they look like gems!”
“I know!!”
“Eid Mubarak! Try mine!”
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I take a bite of gooey, cinnamon-y fruit, and savory, buttery crust.
Sara is an excellent baker. Next year, I’ll have to make my Eid cookies even better to trade.
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There are no honking horns. No sirens. Crickets are humming. It’s getting darker and darker. We can hardly see our feet.
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Savoring the best Eid cookies and pie, we gaze at the moon. It’s the same moon that’s always been in the sky. Now, I can see it for myself.