92nd Vyasa Puja Offerings

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Introduction We submit this humble 92nd Vyasa Puja offering unto the lotus feet of our Most Revered Gurudeva, His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Ballabh Tirtha Goswami Maharaja. His supreme humility as both a disciple and as a preceptor is infinitely worshipable. There is no observation or personal exchange with Gurudeva that is actually ordinary. The more we recall the incidences and observations we have with him, the stronger we become connected in our service relationship. It is a supremely purifying to remember and share his glories. Guru Maharaj is bestowing a very special training opportunity for us to have darsan of his complete inner absorption, but this darsan is not received by physically coming to the math, or by logging in for webcasts. Association with Gurudeva is beyond this plane. Gurudeva is always with his Paramgurudeva even though he is not manifest. Gurudeva becomes manifest when we remember him. By serving him by heart and mind, and dedicating one’s life to his instructions, actual darsan descends upon the worthy disciple. It is due only to his grace that we receive any tiny glimpse of his true identity, or acquire an ability to glorify him. We may not be capable, but we should keep trying anyway. There will always be difficulty in this world, but the more we remember him, the less we care about those things. We pray for the day to come when we only want to talk about Gurudeva. We pray that he becomes our favorite topic of conversation always.


Since one cannot visually experience the presence of the Supersoul, He appears before us as a liberated devotee. Such a spiritual master is none other than Krishna himself. I offer my respectful obeisances unto my spiritual master, the deliverer of the fallen souls. His mercy turns the dumb into eloquent speakers and enables the lame to cross mountains. “I bow down to the beautiful lotus feet of my spiritual master, by whose causeless mercy I have obtained the supreme holy name, the divine mantra, the service of the son of Sachimata, the association of Srila Svarupa Damodara, Rupa Gosvami, and his older brother Sanatana Gosvami, the supreme abode of Mathura, the blissful abode of Vrindavana, the divine Radha Kunda and Govardhana Hill, and who gives the desire within my heart for the loving service of Sri Radhika and Madhava in Vrindavana.� Your Servant, Narrotam Das (Mumbai)

My Dear Srila Gurudeva, Please accept my humble obeisances at your lotus feet. I cannot help but just keep thanking you for the mercy you shower on us.


At times feel unfortunate that I joined math too late and couldn’t get your physical association. Every time I listen your pastimes from the senior devotees I wish I had been present and could see you smiling, chanting, giving discourses, and doing kirtan. Today when I look back, I feel I have wasted so much time of this precious life, but at the same time, I feel life is better now. I am much happier and peaceful now. Had you not accepted me as your disciple, I would be completely lost. My fortune is boundless to have your Grace. Srila Gurudev, I know that I cannot be in anyway useful for you, still I beg you to please bless me that I will remain your servant forever and ever. Servant at your Lotus Feet, Sakshi (Mumbai)

Srila Gurudev is revolutionary genius! Param Pūjyapād Śrīla Gurudev Śrīla Bhakti Ballabh Tīrtha Goswāmī Mahārāj, Please accept my koṭi daṇḍavat praṇām at your lotus feet. On this most auspicious occasion of your joyous Vyāsa-pūjā festival, all glories to you! Śrīla Gurudev, it is beyond my capacity to express even a drop of your glories. While the gratitude I feel towards you is in no way commensurable with the degree


of your causeless mercy upon me, nevertheless that infinitesimal drop of gratitude completely fills my heart. In the year since your last VyÄ sa-pĹŤjÄ , I have been feeling repeated bursts of your mercy penetrating my stone-like heart, as well as a continuous flow seeping in from all directions and uplifting me. I have felt your mercy as a direct experience rather than a theoretical concept. It continually shelters me and not only easily saves me from great danger, but also pulls me along the devotional path in ways I could never hope to achieve in many lifetimes. I have understood in a profound way that I personally am as helpless as a baby, and that it is the glow of your affectionate gaze surrounding me that carefully protects me, cares for me, and guides me at every step, leading me towards the realm of transcendental divine love. Even though I do not know how to surrender to you and how to have strong, complete, and one-pointed faith in you, I see that your mercy is so great that you keep helping me anyway, surrounding me with different kinds of opportunities for devotional association and engaging me from multiple directions in service that is joyfully performed. When I inspect myself to find my own defects as you have instructed, I repeatedly find some of the same ones, and also discover more those that I wasn't aware of before. In some cases, I find no purchase or foothold from which I could even begin to remedy these defects myself.


I have understood that you are a master strategist and an expert doctor, and that you can easily and joyfully solve problems so complicated they would take me decades or lifetimes to unravel. I see that your calm, loving wisdom is leading everything in my life to happen at the right time as needed according to the divine plan, without any need for me to understand how with my finite mind and intellect. I pray that you please continue to grant me the inestimable privilege of being a pawn in your hands. You may move me as you like, or hold me in reserve, grant me unlooked-for capacities when you wish to engage me, and withdraw those capacities when that is what suits your plan. Regardless, to be handled by you as your own person would be the highest good fortune that can be imagined in the three worlds. I have no qualification to receive this fortune, it is completely dependent on your mercy. For no reason that I can conceive, you have given me a glimpse of your glories: the thickness and condensed heaviness of your kindness, the subtlety and gentle discretion of your expertise, the solidity and translucent purity of your integrity, the humility, and the joyful lightness of your wit. Your dealings give a new meaning to the word “trustworthy,” even as they unfold in a plane that is completely beyond our ken. To be the servant of those who have given themselves wholesale to you is my highest aspiration. Bowing down again and again at your lotus feet, Rukmiṇī Devī dāsi, USA


Srila Guru Dev Maharaj Jee Ke Charnon Main Koti Koti Dandvat Pranam. Srila Gurudev Maharaj Ki Jai. Thanking You. Tiny piece of Sri Chaitanya Gaudiya Math, Chetan

All Glory to Sree Guru and Gauranga. Dearest Srila Gurudev, You are most compassionate, merciful, affectionate, loving, beautiful, have unlimited qualities and don't see any fault, kindly please accept my humble obeisances unto your lotus feet. Kindly please forgive all my offences which I may have committed to you knowingly or unknowingly, and kindly please bless me with inclination to serve you and your object of love – Supreme Lord Sri Krishna. ys, Madan Gopal Das


All Glories to Sri Sri Guru Gauranga, All Glories to the most wonderful appearance day of His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Ballabh Tirtha Goswami Maharaj. Dear Srila Bhakti Ballabh Tirtha Maharaj, Happy Birthday. This is a very small offering from an unqualified person, but to be allowed to speak in praise of such a pure and gentle and sweet Vaishnava is great good fortune. My son Shyamasundar Das and myself are sending you the best wishes. We are most grateful that you are blessing this planet with your presence. Your divine light and pure love for Sri Sri Guru Gauranga shine bright in this dark world. Your sweet words via internet are reaching our hearts very far away in Montreal, Canada. You’re always encouraging us to continue on the path to Bhakti yoga and not to give up due to such strong Maya. My Revered Divine Gurudeva is Srila Bhakti Rakshaka Sridhar Deva Goswami Maharaj, and my kind and compassionate senior Godsister Kundalata Devi Dasi has brought your Divine Grace to our attention many years ago. We are most indebted to you, dear Srila Bhakti Ballabah Tirtha Maharaj, as you are giving such sweet Hari Katha even when you are struggling with your health. Please kindly accept our unqualified Vyasa Puja offering and forgive the offences due to my lowly nature. Sincerely, Shyamasundar das and Japa Mala dasi, Montreal Canada


Srila Gurudev, first I offer my humble obeisances unto your lotus feet and pray for your causeless mercy. There are no words to describe my gratefulness! Or better to say there are two words: HARE KRISHNA! And two more: JAI GURUDEV! First I heard about you from your disciples. At that time, I got feeling that you are not an ordinary person. Soon after that, I saw an internet webcast of program of Srila Madhusudan Maharaj and was astonished by his power and attitude. Your disciple asked me, “From where do you think he gets power?” I got mercy and soon went to India to see you – our most Revered Srila Gurudeva, and it was there that I got a direct answer for this question. When I saw you, Srila Gurudev, I got a feeling that this is the meaning purpose of my life, and it doesn’t matter if I die right now, because I experienced everything that is possible in this material life. I took Harinam initiation and felt such gratefulness that I cried whole day. For the first time I felt my real self. I am one of the luckiest persons because I have such Gurudev. By following your instructions, life gets meaning value and inside I feel such love that I did not know before. Gurudev, you are very dear to Radha Krishna, and if I serve you, all are satisfied. Then my life changes totally. I am so grateful for all services that I get. I can´t believe how you accepted such a fallen soul and included me in so great services. Also I am so grateful for all Vaishnavas, Guru-sisters and Guru-brothers. Everywhere I feel support. We are reading your books together on “What’s App,” and feel a special connection with you and them. I got new family which is my real family with common goal.


Srila Gurudev, please keep me in your service and forgive me for mistakes. Without you, I am powerless. IÂ do my best to satisfy Radha Krishna, but without your mercy it is impossible. Whenever I asked you a question you always gave me answer : HARI NAM there is no other way, no other way, no other way. Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare Your fallen servant, Nandarani dasi (Slovenia)

Koti dandavat pranams at the lotus feet of Srila Gurudev, who has captured the hearts of many souls directing their service energy to Supreme Lord, bestowing undisturbed bliss to the service seeking soul, a happiness that cannot be achieved from this world. Thank the medical field, scientists, and devotees who have helped in keeping your association for the benefit of the fallen souls.


Gurudev, you propagate of the truth of what real happiness is, and this has saved many righteous people. Sanity and purity has got the place it deserves in this demon society where only sense gratification and achievement of material pleasure is considered to be successful. Proper classification of the society and status gives the right understanding and direction to uplift our lives. Your contribution has kept this dharma going at full force. This society is really indebted to your life long service and care. Nothing can fill this place. Dandavat pranams, Nagesh and Vijaya

Beloved of Gaura O beloved of Gaura, O, volcano of prem Unlimited jays to you I exclaim O ocean of mercy, o giver of bliss You know my heart – I’m sure of this How can I express what words cannot say I’m unable to do so, even today


Your cunning smile - like a love injection “You can diverge!” you told me with affection The honey of your words melted the stone of my heart First comes relationship – and you know the art A lifetime of service is useless waste If bereft of sweet relationship taste In the dust of Goalpara I bathe my mind Your holy feet are the only shelter I find O beloved of Gaura, o volcano of prem Unlimited jays to you I exclaim – Radhamadhav Das

Dear Srila Guru Maharaj, Please accept my countless humble obeisances to Your lotus feet. All Glories to Your Divine Grace!


All Glories to the Day of Your Appearance! After I met You, my life has found the true meaning. You are the boundless ocean of the Nectar of Divine Love and the source of all precious qualities. You grant the most valuable Holy Name and destroy all worldly attachments. Without You, this material world is like a desert. Around only mirages. You, as a torrential rain during a drought, are saving from me from the heat of material existence. You guide me through darkness as the bright sun illuminates the way home. Dear Srila Gurudeva, I pray you may grant me shelter at Your lotus feet. I am full of happiness to take refuge in the shadow of Your feet. By Your causeless mercy, last year I came to the astonishing Holy Dham, got Your marvellous darshan and Sadhu-sanga. My dream, realised by your grace, is to visit Ekachakra-Dhama, Chakdaha Jagannath, and Champahati. Again I visited the amazing sweet Ratha-yatra. Thank you for the opportunity to see You every day on video conference and listen to wonderful kirtan. It is so inspiring. Thank you, Srila Gurudeva, for Your care and for Your mercy. Your compassion knows no bound. Always I need Your mercy, but are not able to offer something in return. All I'm doing so little. Thanks to everyone who cares about You. Dear Srila Gurudeva, bless me and my sons Sudarshan and Hrishikesh to come this year to the Holy Dham. I pray for sadhu-sanga, for Your darshan, and for the possibility to perform parikrama. With love, Dhanishtha Dasi, Russia


All Glories to Srila Gurudev! om ajnana-timirandhasya jnananjana-salakaya
 cakshur unmilitam yena tasmai sri-gurave namah You are the most tangible manifestation of the mercy and sweetness of Srimati Radharani. Your personal life is an example of saranagati, exclusive service to your enchanting Gurudev and Vaishnavas. By your association, we can understand the sweet nature of pure devotees who are always ready to carry the banner of the mission of their spiritual master, wherever and whenever it is needed, and guiding all the souls towards the best association of all – Mahaprabhu’s Gaudiya Vaishnavas. I never had the opportunity to have darshan of Srila Paramgurudev, Bhakti Pramode Puri Goswami Maharaj, or Bhakti Rakshak Sridhar Dev Goswami Maharaj, but always I heard about their glories from your lotus mouth and various pastimes of yours with them, which helped me to gain respect, love, and attachment towards them. Though I have not seen them, I feel I can actually have their darshan inside you. All the previous acharyas are residing inside you, in your harikatha, and in your instructions and teachings. I want to have your instructions in my heart. This is the only way to please You, but due to my shortcomings, I again and again fail to follow your instructions. So on the most auspicious occasion of your 92nd Vyasa Puja Celebration, I pay my prostrated obeisances to your lotus feet and I pray that you will forgive my innumerable offences and always allow me to serve your lotus feet. Your most fallen servant and darling son, Sundar Gopal Das


Dear Srila Guru Maharaj! In an endeavour to concentrate my mind to desire only eternal benefit, I offering obeisances to Your Lotus feet. In whole year after your last Vyasa Puja, I tried to hear You through the recordings of Your Harikatha. With faith that I hearing directly from You, I sit in front of You at you lotus feet. What is my progress? I don't know. But I have feeling of necessity to hear You Harikatha, which has no beginning and end, again and again. It creates desire to immerse my mind deeper and deeper in Harikatha. I also gladly realise that is no limit for its deepness. I feel that there, in it's core, my home is located, my place of happy hopes, real fulfilment of life. For such person like me who cowardly agreed to be a slave of matter, Your Harikirtana is a source of power to see who I am, where I am. I have understood that is the call of actual freedom! I want to run‌ run for this call, while my precious time of human life not fully gone. Your worthless disciple, Advaya Jnan Das

Dear Guru Maharaj Please accept my prostrated obeisances at your Lotus Feet. Although due to my offences, the current of maya is bringing me always deeper and deeper in this ocean of material miseries, this year, by your Grace, You dragged me upstream all the way to Your Feet.


I'm so happy and grateful to be physically present, after so many years, for your 92 nd Vyasa puja with all my dear God brothers and God sisters. I pray to able today to enclose in my heart all the blessings that are flowing through Your Divine Presence. Please make me an eternal place in a corner of Your Heart. Your disciple, Uddhava das

Oṁ ajñāna-timirāndhasya jñānāñjana-śalākayā І cakṣur unmīlitaṁ yena tasmai śrī-gurave namaḥ ІІ I pay my innumerable humble prostrated obeisance at the lotus feet of my spiritually acclaimed revered Gurudev, Parivrajakacharya Swami Om 108 Sri Srimad Bhakti Ballabh Tirtha Goswami Maharaj. It is by His grace that through his disciple, Gurudeva blessed and accepted a fallen soul like me as his disciple. Many times my mind is perplexed but also gives me insight in the great Vaishnava philosophy, which says Guru and Vaishnavas are the most merciful and munificent than Lord himself. As Srila Bhaktivinond Thakur ji has said in one of his bhajans, “ jogyatā-vicāre, kichu nāhi pāi, tomāra karuṇā-sāra,” but still, out of his causeless compassion, Gurudev bestowed mercy towards to the fallen soul like me.


Gurumaharaj says, Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu has given essence of scriptures and taught us through ‘Siksastakam’ that how all the enslaved Jivas can get the highest prema i.e Love to God. While understanding the teachings of Mahaprabhu’s ‘Siksastakam’ it gives a clear and perfect understanding that you are the perfect embodiment of 3rd verse of ‘Siksastakam’ i.e. Tṛṇād api sunīcena taror api sahiṣṇunā І amāninā mānadena kīrtanīyaḥ sadā hariḥ ІІ Gurudev, due to my ignorant nature, I am still unable to follow your instructions to me. Neither am I able to chant the holy name without offence or offer service to the Vaishnavas selflessly, but keep committing offences at their lotus feet. My heart has became a vajrasama (stone hard) unable to develop love to chant the holy name and serving attitude. Hence, I only pray at your lotus feet to make me able to chant the holy name properly. Never ever leave your mercy upon me and keep me always in Vaishnava’s association. Dasanudas, Purushottam Das (Pravin)


Dear Gurudev! Dandavat pranams to You Lotus feet - Gurudeva. In this beautiful day You forgive my aparadhi and insults. Thank you very much, that You were, are and will be my live.You gave me Harinama, and adopted into the family of Vaishnavas. You taught me what real prachar and achar.Thanks, You taking care of me. I know you are always taking care of me. On this wonderful day, I’m asking for your help. You give me strength and help me to follow your instructions. m agyana-timirandhasya gyanandjana-Shalakaya chakshur unmilitam yen tasmai Sri-Gurave Namaha With low bows, Jambavati d.d.

I offer my innumerable prostrated obeisances unto the Lotus feet of His Divine personality, my revered Gurudev Sri Srimad Bhakti Vallabh Tirtha Gosvami Maharaj, who is a manifestation of Lord Krishna. Dear Gurudeva, by Your causeless mercy i am fallen soul came to You and it is my great fortune that i find it, which still can’t realise. I am infinitely happy and grateful to You for it. As the sun shines everywhere, You show me the right way, constantly guiding me, no matter what.


Gurudev, You are the embodiment of pure devotion, Your heart is full of love, You are generously giving faithful, and Your smile awakens the desire to strive forward. Although it is impossible to describe the glory of a pure devotee without His mercy, still Your grace is manifested everywhere and at any distance. Therefore, the only thing I can pray it’s for Your mercy! It's my only hope in this world, and Your feet are my only shelter! Let my heart become one with Yours! – Anangamanjari devi dasi, Russia

Dear Srila Gurudev, On this auspicious day, I beg to get your blessing… There is nothing in me that I can offer. I have no credential nor purity. I do not have any good background either. There is absolutely no reason why Lord Krishna should even hear my prayers. That much I can conclude. But I do know Lord Krishna will hear you through your one-pointed pure selfless devotion. O Gurudev, please bless me. Yours sincerely, Vidyapati das


Jai Sri Sri Guru Gauranga Jayatah! Sri Krishna sankirtanaya Namah! He Patitapavan Srila Gurudev! Koti-Koti Dandavat Pranam. I don’t know where to start and How to pray at your lotus feet, because I am so much entangled in maya and with my anarthas, that there is no escape from it, and I don’t have any confidence and hope on my bhajan, sadhana or capability. Per your instructions and mercy, I was able to read Jaiva Dharma, and I read about various type of siddhas: nitya siddha, sadhana siddha, and kripa siddha. Since I don’t have any capability, kindly shower your causeless mercy unto me and consider kripa siddha option for me as only your mercy is only my refuge & hope, honestly. Kindly look upon this unworthy conditioned soul with mercy, as I have no qualities and am good for nothing. Many times I have given hope looking at my weak sadhana and entanglement in maya, which is so strong and deeply rooted in me that my sadhana is not helping me come out, so you please consider my prayers at your lotus feet to rescue me. With material desires, ego, lust, anger, & greed, my heart has become hard like rock, please show your mercy, you are the Only & Only hope. Jai Gurudev, Koti Koti Dandavat Pranam, Kripa prarthi Madhusudan (go) Das Go-Das (servant of senses)


It is with great fortune an insignificant jiva like me has the opportunity to glorify a great soul and it must definitely due to some devotional pious activities I may have done. I am fortunate to have some association of meeting OM Vishnupada Srila Bhakti Ballabha Tirtha Maharaj and I have understood why he was dear to both his beloved spiritual master, His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Dayita Madhava Maharaj and His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Promode Puri Goswami, an affectionate godbrother. I have seen how even though in a very high position as an Present Acarya of Chaitanya Gaudiya Math he would lovingly tolerate

and not neglect anybody who

came to see him. Lowly people even though from foreign country was always treated with great respect according to their standing. Such humility has the power to melt even the most heard hearted people. A Vaishnava teaches by his pure example with such humility and this has a great effect to rectify fallen souls like me who wonder and repent on their fallen condition. Many a time irrespective, Srila Bhakti Vallabha Tirtha Maharaj has demonstrated such humility in front of many people to teach the ignorant masses. In all respects too, both in scholarship and spiritual knowledge, he is like a giant and very strict in following pure devotional conclusions to the letter. He has the pure character of His beloved guru and also jagad guru Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Sarawati Thakur Prabhupada. As gaudiya teacher and spiritual master to the present generation, he is indeed very much venerated by all. I am very fallen soul with a straw in my mouth humbly beg for his blessings knowing that the Vaishnavas are generally kind to fallen souls and may I be able to raise myself to


the proper standard of a devotee of Lord Krishna and secure the mercy of the Supreme Lord. SRILA BHAKTI VALLABHA TIRTHA GOSWAMI KI JAYA! SINCERELY, SHARAN DAMODAR DAS

Sri Sri Guru Gaurangau Jayatah My most humble and respectful obeisance at Gurudev’s Lotus feet Dandavat Pranams Dear Guruji, you are the most beautiful and the reason of my entire life. I always remember you and your beautiful words when I was in front of you. That moment was the best! In this moment I feel you like that magic moment. Have a very nice 92nd Vyasa Puja, hope to be with you. Happy Birthday - Priya Rupa Devi Dasi, Venezuela


Sri Sri Guru Gaurangau Jayatah My most humble and respectful obeisance at Gurudev Lotus feet Dandavat Pranams Dear Srila Gurudev, I am so proud to having you in my life, I am so fortunate. I have you always on my heart and remember you. Loving you and Wishing the best 92 Vyasa puja. Happy Birthday. – Sacci Devi Devi Dasi

Dear Srila Bhakti Ballabha Tirtha Maharaj, Please accept my most humble obeisances at the dust of your Divine Lotus feet. Maharaj, I am so grateful for this opportunity to be able to write this Vyasa Puja Offering to you. I thank the devotees for this opportunity. Maharaj, I am also so grateful that I learnt about you and had the opportunity to have your brief darshan on two occasions. Maharaj, I wish I could have met you and had the opportunity to receive your guidance in my life. Maharaj, thank you for the mercy you bestowed on me when I had your darshan. Just by looking at you I learnt so much...


Maharaj, I can only pray to you to please bestow your mercy on me and please help on my path back to Krishna. Please help me to follow my Guru maharaj's instructions. Please ask Guru and Krishna to forgive me for my shortcomings. Thank you, Maharaj, for taking care of all of us by your presence with us. I pray that you be here for many years to come. Sincerely, Shyamala Sakhi dasi

Thank you for providing opportunity to glorify Gurudev. I’ll make an attempt and hope at least I’ll be good in intention as in purpose I really doubt I have understood him enough to glorify Him. A few years before having darshan of Srila Gurudev I was associating in other Gaudiya institutions. It is when it registered inside me the dire necessity of taking shelter of a Sadguru. I started my search and it intensified over with passing time. I somehow had this strong feeling that Gurudev should be ‘Sakshad Haritvena’ i.e. Absolute or ‘As good as God’ and he can never commit any mistakes as that can cause havoc in disciples life. While I searched almost exhaustively I couldn’t get sufficient inspiration inside anywhere to surrender myself.


Many years passed and I was become hopeless and was entering in despair mood. That is when I heard about Gurudev from a devotee friend. I thought I’ll go to see him but it’ll be my last attempt. In January 2002 I travelled to Mumbai to have darshan of Gurudev. His first darshan was at Mumbai airport. For first few minutes I couldn’t feel much. However after that there was some attraction which was pulling me towards Him. Now I wanted to look at him continuously. Then we came over the place where Gurudev will stay. My next darshan was in a hall where lots of devotees were gathered. I was sitting in a far corner being new to the place and devotees. It was there where I may say I was fortunate to get ‘darshan’ of Gurudev and my to-be-Gurudev. Of whatever very very deep internal experience I was given, the outcome was that I had very strong feeling emanating from inside that ‘He is that Sakshad Haritvena!’ ‘He is the one who can never commit mistake!’. However another thing happened which put me on receiving end. Tables were turned upon me now. The question did not remain whether he fits my consideration of Guru. The question became that I am just not eligible to be his disciple. I felt it so strongly that I wanted to run away. I actually tried to escape from that hall to run far-far away. However when I was moving out my hand was caught by a devotee right when I was passing by Gurudev. He took me and introduced me to Gurudeva. This is when Gurudev looked at me first time and gave His smile. At that time I felt my life came back and I need not run away. I stayed!


And since then till now if I look I have no words to describe what I have received from Him. While these words may be often said however for my experiences with Him they always new– His affection, His compassion, His concern, His care, His magnanimity, His forgiveness and so many more leave me puzzled that what did I do to deserve them. His teachings in any form – Written, Audio or Video till date impacts my heart the most! I am having a feeling of insufficiency of what I have said. I feel very ineligible also to write about Him and also fear of any offences I may commit due to my ignorance of His actual self. May Gurudev continue gracing me as always! Best Regards, Naveen Agrawal

Dear Srila Gurudeva, Please accept my innumerable prostrated obeisances at your lotus feet. I have heard from a dear senior god-brother of mine that when His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Promode Puri Maharaja disappeared from this world, you said that everything that the pure devotee does is for the benefit of the conditioned souls. I am reflecting on that instruction as you now perform your pastimes of illness to increase our intensity to serve your lotus feet.


By performing these transcendental pastimes, you are helping us to better appreciate the nectar of each word you have spoken and written, and of your merciful glances upon us. By these transcendental pastimes, you have driven all of us to develop a heart-to-heart relationship with you that cannot be broken by the bonds of space and time. You have so kindly driven me to take shelter of so many wonderful Vaisnavas who have helped me to take shelter of you and my eternal father Srila Prabhupada as I attempt to serve you thousands of miles away. By your causeless grace I have been freed of so many painful doubts in my Krsna consciousness, and by your grace I am starting to develop some appreciation for the Vaisnavas. You have helped me to finally dedicate myself to the mission of my beloved Srila Prabhupada, and for that I am eternally grateful to you. I pray that my love for the holy names of Krsna that you have given me will increase day by day. I pray that I will recognize your causeless mercy and love in my dealings with every Vaisnava, and in all circumstances of my life. I pray that I will eternally be engaged by you in your transcendental loving service, in this lifetime and forever after. Your insignificant, humble servant, Abhimanyu Das

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For the heartwarming smile ... For purity ... For light ... For every moment... For every breath ... But how these words can express the truth? To express my Father's love? These are only words! There's no words in this mortal world to describe that unlimited love which flourishes in Your heart, dear Father! Its aroma spreads all over the world and purifies and brings hope and faith to every soul. Is it possible to measure the Father's love? No! As Sun warms up every living being by its care, your unlimited love warms up every heart! Your sunshine gives strength, hope and faith, unflinching faith to bravely go further to the light. By your example and your power. My heart gained peace when you brought me back to the family as a small baby lost in the huge world. Please, accept my heartfelt obeisances along with my love and gratefulness. I keep it in my heart for you only! With love, Kundalata Devi Dasi St Petersburg, Russia


Most Revered Divine Master, Srila Gurudeva Om Vishnupada 108 Sree Sreemad Bhakti Ballabha Tirtha Goswami Maharaj Ji, I offer my innumerable prostrated obeisances to your Lotus Feet, on the occasion of Your Divine Appearance on the auspicious day, the Rama Navami. Oh Gurudev! Your glories are endless. I am the greatest sinner that I have been enslaved by materialistic world. You are so kind and merciful. Your grace only can save me. Your Guru Vargas, Srila Bhakti Siddhanth Saraswati Goswami Thakur Prabhupada's most prominent disciples like Srila Bhakti Pramod Puri Goswami Maharaj, Srila Bhakti Kumud Sant Goswami Maharaj, Srila Bhakti Saran Trivikram Maharaj and many others use to say, "Your Gurumaharaj is not an ordinary soul and should never be under estimated for His spiritual powers. He considers Himself as humbler than of blade of grass, and is much more tolerant than a tree." You are the true follower of Mahaprabhu’s teachings and conduct to educate others. The above mentioned Guru Vargas performed the Parikramas of Vraja Mandal, Sri Ksetra Mandal and Sri Gauda Mandal along with You. Later in the year 1993 they advised their disciples to follow you in performing the above Parikramas. They also taught that under your guidance they will get the true knowledge from you. Gurudev, you have been very kind to all living entities. Everybody get attracted by your sweet personality, extra ordinary kirtan and devotional discourses. Gurudev, you are so particular in devoting your valuable time in replying inspite of your engagements and programmes to a creature like me whenever I used to send a


small amount of Rs.25/- (Rupees Twenty five only) which was acknowledge by you and also mentioned about all the programmes held. This is kindest blessing to me. There are many incidents where I have felt Your extra ordinary spiritual powers. I am narrating one of such incidents here in Your glorifications. Once during the month of May the Hyderabad City was suffering from the most severe temperature. You visited Hyderabad along with Prachar Party during that period. The moment you entered in the vicinity of Hyderabad the hottest climate changed in to the coolest. It was Your glory that we all got relieved from the heat. It was a miracle. It was your blessings to the entire population of Hyderabad City. There can be no other glory than this. I pray to your lotus feet that forgive my offenses and shower me blessings so that I can spend my life serving Guru, Vaishnavas & Sri Hari. Sri Guru Kripalesh Prarthi Krishnasaran Das Hyderabad

All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga! Haribol! Jaya Sri Sri Sita-Rama! An offering on the auspicious occasion of the Vyasa-puja ceremony of His Holiness Srila Bhakti Ballabh Tirtha Goswami Maharaja. I bow down with great reverence at your lotus feet.


How fortunate we are to be in the presence of Lord Sri Krishna’s dear representative in this material world. Your beautiful holy feet beautify the whole universe and your sweet merciful smile lights up the whole material creation. There are not enough words to describe your glories. You are the beloved faithful servitor and disciple of your divine spiritual master, Srila Bhakti Dayita Madhava Goswami. All glories to your dedicated service and absolute devotion in carrying out the divine instructions of your dear-most spiritual master, and strict adherence to your holy mission to spread Krishna consciousness throughout the world. All glories to your gentle yet, at the same time, powerful spiritual instructions, which never fail to help us fallen souls awaken our dormant love for Bhagavan Sri Krishna. You have produced wonderful books of guidance and enlightenment regarding all aspects of Vaisnava-dharma. You are most loving and munificent—a true servitor of Lord Caitanya, who has shown us the perfect behavior of the paramahamsa devotee of Absolute Lord Sri Krishna. I can see your sweet lotus-like face, which is so kind, caring, affectionate and a lifeline for the poor unfortunate souls wandering in the cycle of samsara, my humble self being one of them. My heart melts with affection for you and, by your merciful blessings and those of all the Vaisnavas past and present; I pray to remain your humble servant eternally. With these blessings, perhaps in some birth, I will be able to surrender wholly to Sri Krishna’s holy lotus feet, with a pure heart. Please grant me shelter at your dear lotus feet—this is my prayer. Your loving and affectionate servant, Brahmidevi dasi


Sri Sri Guru Gaurangau Jayatah! Jaya Sri Sri Sita-Rama! I am writing this humble offering in celebration of the auspicious occasion of the 2016 Vyasa-puja of HDG Srila Bhakti Ballabh Tirtha Gosvami Maharaja. Please accept my most humble obeisances at your lotus feet. You are a most learned, munificent and affectionate personality who captured my heart immediately upon meeting you for the first time. You are the very definition of the word, ‘humble’, as I’ve never met anyone with the lack of self-centeredness that you exhibit. You have given so much of yourself to those with interest in bhakti, with no expectation of anything in return. You have always been most affectionate to me, regardless of my lack of intelligence and multitude of deficiencies. I consider myself to be highly fortunate to have met you, despite the odds against such a thing. Who would have thought that a trip to India so many years ago would have resulted in meeting a paramahamsa like you? Even though there are many obstacles for me still to overcome on the path of devotion due to my prior conditioning and bad habits, you have taught me so much by means of your wise words and personal example. In my eyes, you are the epitome of first-class behavior and percipience. You are most eloquent and goddess Sarasvati emanates from your lips. You have given me so many beautiful memories of your exalted association, and I only need to think of your beatific smile, wisdom and wry sense of humor to maintain my sense of purpose.


While you display many gentle qualities, according to time, place and circumstance you are like a firebrand—a charismatic, powerful leader and speaker, determined to jog the minds of the sleeping jivas such as myself. You are the direct representative of Supreme Lord Krishna appearing in this world of maya to guide the conditioned souls to their actual welfare as His eternal servants. Your devotion to Srila Bhakti Dayita Madhava Gosvami Maharaja is something to behold. I remember a lecture you gave at my house on the subject of the questions of Lord Yamaraja to Maharaja Yudhisthira in the Mahabharata. After the lecture I praised you, whereupon you said that the only reason I thought it was a good lecture was because I had never met your Gurudeva. I know that you attribute everything you have to him and hold him so dearly to your heart. I’m most taken by this and I try to think in this way, as this is, possibly, your most important instruction. I am your eternal servant; I love you wholeheartedly and beseech you not to forget me even though I’m completely unworthy of your attention. Despite my failings, I pray for the mercy of the dust of your lotus feet upon my head. All my love and affection, Akincana dasa


Oh my most merciful Srila Gurudeva, In deep respect I pay my obeisances to your lotus feet. Your appearance on the Earth is a divine gift to every soul who was and will be blessed to meet you. It gives the true birth. The shelter of your lotus feet gave the light of the truth to unlimited living beings.

Only one shiny glance from you, only one word from your lotus lips or just one momentary and divine smile filled with love and compassion - all this is able to melt even the hardest heart.

Oh, Gurudeva! Is it possible to express this overwhelming gratitude by anything of mortal world? No word, no painting and no temple will be able to deliver all my love and gratitude to you. But you know the hearts of all your disciples and followers considering them as your children, so you always care about us, protect us and forgive us as little babies.

You open the true path to the Eternal Absolute. And despite all misdeeds of your children you still open your merciful heart for everyone, you give your hand and bring us with you, back to Godhead. It is not enough for you to simply show the path, you bring as there by the hand! 
 Every single day and especially on this blessed occasion of your holy appearance, your loving disciples and well-wishers try to give you their hearts full of love and


devotion trough letters, beautiful garlands, feasts and kirtans, dancing and describing your glory.

I do not dare to glorify you. I am not qualified. Only by the Mercy of your dear disciples I make this offering to your lotus feet with all humility and devotion that I can gather in my heart.

This humble offering of gratitude is not able to express all your glory, my most beloved, merciful and revered Srila Guruji. By your causeless mercy, you accepted me in the family giving me the shelter of your lotus feet. I do not know how many lives I was wandering throughout the universe in search of that love, truth, beauty and purity that shines from you. Now You gave me the opportunity to enter the pure path of Devotional service, the path to the eternity, knowledge and bliss.

It was enough to hear just once your transcendental voice glorifying the names of the Lord and my heart changed and all my being turned to You. By your endless and causeless mercy you gave me Harinama after one month.

Oh, my revered Srila Gurudeva, please accept my Dandavats to you. With humility and gratitude I pray only to be able always be near your lotus feet and to serve to your dear devotees. Your Servant, Sudevi Dasi St Petersburg, Russia



ācinoti yaḥ śāstrārtham ācare sthāpāyatya 'pi svayam ācarati yasmād ācāryas tena kīrtitaḥ —Vāyu Purāṇa He who plucks the flowers of the scriptures and puts into practice their inner meaning is honored as an Acarya.



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