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MM MM CULTURE MAGAZINE VALENTINES SPECIAL
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Lets say this girl was a spoiled model of the disastrous phone alot slut alot and fuck alot thot of the modern era. It was 2013 and yes if a person spoke; they ignored. And then later dared to ask why; no one asked them anything at all. Lesson learned; you do not need romance especially in a place so barren of it for people like you-real people. That shows to be a relevant lesson in 2019. Minority places are not good for other minorities to meet minorities or other races. Nor is some shitty city estate full of racism and old age culture of it. Which brings us to next girl.
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This girl seemed to be the first real girl for me. The first real mutual. I tried to hide but there is no hiding from the charm of a mutual. Lived in the dorm and the same area as well. I would ponder if I should speak to her but such toxic waves passed around feared that people would try to change into something I was not ever. As many people had begun doing. Decided that if there was such hostility~talking to her would be bad because it seemed like me-nothing could change hermind about the reality of the world and these people would retaliate in pretty deemed nasty ways unimaginable to a prior ideals and thought. I don’t regret my decision at all in not talking with her. “thought� I would say highly. The first person she was to show real concern for me in the romantic manner and not this comfortable self hatred regime of a suburb. Nor hatred of a city.
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MM x3 The girl at orientation was not a person I liked but some reason was copying me. I thought it was mutual attraction but it seemed more like a cult following and if as if the girl was trying to worship me. It was pretty odd and I did not know what she was going to do so I never asked her why she was following my movements and trying to get close to me. And rather was always nearby me. I tried to speak to her that entire time but there was always an event and someone else speaking. Later on in such a “ great academic future” I saw her once and never approached. Strange to say; one is a bit apprehensive just to speak to people just because they are interested.
And what if they are crazy and truly so self indulgence to say you are the creep and that you are “bothering them?” What if they are cowards and could not follow up on what they surely believed by a mention or image of their own lets say novice and gullible heart. Never noticing the image is tied into something of a demon’s conviction of a realm and reality that never exists but in the hearts and hatred of evil, wicked, racist and sex lauding bastards all together. Never noticing they are being led astray instead of using actually socialization means to get next to people. Like talking! Gullible are the people and the mass. Rather listen to easy convictions of a world could be and never an actual world they get up and act.
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MM x4 L ater found the same girl being led like a doll by larger dude of same race group and most likely on a football team. Such convictions of a easy world only get you places with folks that maybe you truly don’t like at all and only there for the say so of guilty and appallable. The people who likely think they have won are just going on with twisted ideals of the world and never will respect the people whom they are paired with by it for these ideals are of hell and not the good this person wishes. Truly if one wanted to get about this way; they would not listen to ideals that are obviously wrong but some people must live under a damn rock not to know the world or even the areas around where they live. Such people are unforgivable as they think they are not responsible for their decisions to
follow the worst in society. This girl was never someone I really liked but really showed me how people who are complacent and hidden from the truths can become a driving force of evil. That is shown in the people who elected Trump and people who take apart in a nasty system in that area of the world I met this girl to this day. You have the power to decide and as adults and children even it is our responsibility to do what is right and not what is wrong. Truly what is right and not givin excuses to be wrong.
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Yes. There was a girl I liked before I saw the girl in my english class. She was a curvy and shapey beauty with much to say-she was beautiful. Yet she was beautiful and I could speak with her like almost all the time and it almost became something in which we sat together. However I began to notice the behavior of people to be ultimately toxic and rather keep her away from people who would be likely not to be good company to keep her a friend and not try to take advantage of her sexually or else. It is best when you notice certain people’s behaviors to not ever be constant to good or what is ever agree-
able for activities of friends to have-its best to keep a person who agrees with your way of life away from them. Or else it will become a fiasco. The person will hate you and the other parties and never want to be bothered by you and associate you with these parties and so you could never win. Such a thing happened later on just before the time period I would notice the girl in my english class truly and probably this is what made me realize; how wrong it is to live with this mentality that you should forever be a victim...
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MM x4 Mornings of the times. That is something. Usually I woke up in the lobby further when this girl was invited in the room by the roommate of mine. I rather he not because I was like laying on my bed and she was liked peering over my bed and I did not know this girl nor the other girls and what they would do. You can never be so certained. Yet I felt it; an odd feeling of attraction. However if one would try to know a person by the times another lets them in its a failure. And while this person is their own person maybe the other roommate does not acknowledge this. And that people can still be “friends�with an individual they constantly let into a room. And this person let in can still acknowl-
edge the connection too. As they are a person as well. However one time. If so ever they come over and its all for fucking. Remember afterwards you see such debacle its like the final straw for everything that has already happened and no more of this self hatred and happiness in destruction. There is a need to reach the possibilities that people truly try to abhor and steal and by goal ever since then never tried to stop making such possibilities happen without harming anyone if nearby dangerous folks are present. Some people just don’t care about people and let them get hurt. As truly this girl was after she slept with the roommate and never talked to him again nor me again in association with him.
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MM x4 cont. She never spoke to me
again and I was just as valid as an individual as the other in the terms of a “connection” that could have been a friendship. But someone always has to fuck it up by fucking with people and causing them to flee when they realized how much they have been used. Yet another individual always there cannot reach to them because maybe they weren’t truly a friend and never were bold enough to ask for their number in risk of possibly betraying the friend that brought them over.
But all that is in the trash; when you cannot even speak to the individual ever again over what has happened. A roommate basically being selfish and betraying mutual trust that does nothing for anyone but distance people.
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MM x5 I am going a bit out of order with this one. But this girl matches with the other girl who was a constant friend with the roommate at the first days of the semester. This girl of course. I did not even notice was the other girls roommate and quiet honestly her legs were quiet attractive. She moved with naive idealism. Found maybe in a girl from orientation but no where in that range of evil. Just maybe she was a bit one to be curious and yes naive. I saw her near rose bushes. I saw her near them yet again and with another girl I liked later on; they both crossed the same path at the same time and I saw them cross as a witness to
which one to choose. I realized that maybe; there was not enough information to choose and so I did not at all. Neither to say one can not realize that there was not strong enough attraction to either one to engage in such a game. I did not want to choose. In the back of my mind was just to play it safe. However; hearing from the roommate who did sleep with the other girl-former friend discover they are roommates and that she wants to “ fuck me�. It still was not inviting. I knew the background the girl and the roommate had come from and I am not one to just fuck and nothing else or just do it because at the start and continue
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MM X5 (still) some “relationship”. And maybe I do not live under a fucking rock to notice what a sham it is to continue to think that certain manipulative people don’t exist. I was not excited in hearing that and nor did I jump at the opportunity as I did she this particular alot and never started anything. I did not want a relationship with someone who all they wanted was to fuck and as well as person who would be high and apparent in their convictions of what they wanted. However noticing the conflicts in getting with the girls I truly liked had died down before I ever reached this conclusion; I realized there was something truly wrong of
only being able to be with people who you never really liked. And how warped where people to live and marshal in this decay of society honest as present in that girl from orientation and yes others. s to continue to think that certain manipulative people don’t exist. I was not excited in hearing that and nor did I jump at the opportunity as I did she this particular alot and never started anything. I did not want a relationship with someone who all they wanted was to fuck and as well as person who would be high and apparent in their convictions of what they wanted. However noticing the conflicts in getting with the girls I truly
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MM X6 There in the age of what I saw. Before ever the year truly began there was girl in psychology. Before the class began I talked to her and she was the first girl I talked to without being forced to in my life.
lot of race conceptions and mother of christ, teenager highschool rehash and as well a fuck up of a teacher who always called me a woman. I thought I could sit with this girl and have a circle of friends around.
She was interested in me in the manner of which she talked and which it was exciting because I had found a mutual yet another whom I actually spoke to. To actually say in thought; she was truly the first girl I could see myself being with and not a crush. She had short hair and wore collar shirts. It seemed we would be great friends and more as time came along and I was excited. But that class was a nasty
I thought I would be the one to speak to her. But here in the world comes fancy army dude with his impressive talk that even the teacher likes him despite her seemingly racist connotations to believe that simple because black people have long natural hair they are women! Steals all the damn time with the girl I like and she who likes me. Never
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MM X6 (still) really get to say but some syllabubs and basically its like art class in highschool all over again. Try and try to think of ways to speak but the teacher will not stop calling me a woman and besting me as everyone in the class is fond of the damn teacher and she has no widths in what she cannot entertain; like the notion of me being male. Like army dude who is the same race but is obviously male because of short hair and self pity entitlement of “ I’m black”. While she was nice sometimes in giving candy seem like she wrote it from a classical novel nice teachers’ book. That is one distinction of wrong.
She was just an imitation of a teacher and not a real good one at all. I still tried to reach this girl but became harder around the same time I noticed I did like the girl in english class. All the while I ran up the stairs and began to notice something wrong and began to wait on the elevator because you can pitch yourself to death there. How it ended; I never truly spoke to her about my feelings and she seemed torn about it but when it came time to be truly considerate of their safety and not assume you are a hero of the world and can
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MM save her from the danger you place her in-I did not put her in danger and yet. Stayed committed to a fight. Committed to a fight to be able to like who you like; the end. liked had died down before I ever reached this conclusion; I realized there was something truly wrong of only being able to be with people who you never really liked. And how warped where people to live and marshal in this decay of society honest as present in that girl from orientation and yes others.