Day 1. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on January 14, 2019
Yes. This girl was a girl who just reminded me of "home". I tried to avoid her and ultimately it never worked. Ultimately never got a chance to speak to her but just looked at her and she looked back; we held gaze for a long time and I did not say anything. She was what I call truly nice. Everything to say else; had to sacrifice once again speaking to her so nothing ever occurred were people just tried to attack her because they hated me and anyone like me to use her for political yet evil gains. However no one can ever know how much hatred was borne for a system that a girl from orientation and others fell in. The only time they acted to do anything was when to cause extreme mischief and evil. This is the culture to expect from girls whom all they do is play on their phones and not in a good way neither that reveals lack of ability to communicate with others at all or do right to them or treat them humanely.
Some people can have a phone and be humane and be meaningful and not desperately evil.
Yet it is never sure that she would ever notice why I did what I did and sent the messages I did. But its better than the worst and dark alternative because people want to play god and do terrible things.
But here I turn the page; I have no regrets in doing what I did to keep a person I cared about safe from harm very recognized by me at that end of 2014.
girls in rr3. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on January 21, 2019
MM culture 2019 posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on January 22, 2019
Mysterious and Changer. Zino Flyboy
Kyeombi
Mornings. Altar Pained Starfight.
Else Projects.
Main Part Apollo. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on January 30, 2019
The original Apollo had many gritty things in it and probably still can be said to have said gritty things within. The original Apollo was to have black hair and it was to be alot shorter. The artstyle was to be more serious but you know sometimes experimentation works and a new variant was born in the attempt of "Forge". It was not to be a cannon remake of the original concept. To be said; some detail to be said that the original can still exist.
livestream happenings. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 08, 2019
Today pt 1 Chp 18. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 03, 2019
Today; I say that nothing will ever change these events and my past sufferings nor anyone else's past suffering. What you won't see in my narrative is the narrative of anyone else. I was never to close to anyone in that school except the first semester with people who were commuters. But there are many people who dropped out because of a very terrible toxic environment in which people have to be careful of even saying anything at all. Because who will believe them when many people are trapped in the same system that drove it all? There would be limited people who would care and many people deeming them not fit and sane for seeing the blatant bullshit that in modern times every sane individual has probably seen across any place televised or not, in neighborhoods outside a city or within a city even greater so than ever before. For many people there will be accomplishment that can make up for the tarnishing efforts this institute makes to traumatize people for the origin of their way of life being of sanity and the true american way. In which we work for our dreams, we talk to communicate and recognize romantic feelings in a respective way, we don't expect others to ultimately understand our way of life and don't try to control people as some type of inferiors because they are not insane and infatuated with being the "only people". We don't work in silent to injure or harm innocent people or get into their business or anything of that sort; when they have not done anything wrong and do not act in violent or rude ways to incite some self mantra of superiority. Some people will never understand the above and following especially the deemed hostile university; everyone is equal and no is better than anyone else. For that to be said many people will never recover from being treated as lesser and assaulted or attacked for ever trying to speak back or against ideas in which they do not believe in. They will never get any recognition that a great swath of crimes happened to them. They will never be lucky enough to have any support for what
has ever wronged them and many people will never speak up and offer their true story without removing the core of what the wrong is for being afraid they will look foolish for ever stating what it is. But I cannot speak for them but would encourage people to speak their minds about anything odd or abnormal that happens to them. For what I am saying will surprise you; the whole story of my journey is fighting against abnormalcies in what should ever be allowed to happen to anyone at all. And how justice can only prevail not by anyone attention to these acts as people are too afraid to do anything against great wrongs of how life and society are to go but by your individual pursuits to end them without anyone else. This is a tough truth but I would have never made it this far against such deemed to be right wrongs if I have accompanying fellows who could easily believe these abnormalcies are right and act to make them as a right when they never will be right. People must fight for theirselves or just allow people to continue doing wrong at them.
Yet still people are so afraid of ever stating the truth everyone knows and has example of in the modern day and that can even be shown and measured. Better yet;shown and measured to have a consequence, action path and yes a plan to do a certain thing or another. That is not at all good in the most redeeming ideas of the events that have happened anywhere from 2013 to 2018's end. Everything if it was to be traced has no deeming moral value but an evil to make one group of people superior than all the others in this very country here and there. People cannot be afraid of the truth; if you have a dream inside you-you must work towards this dream because life is short and its not guaranteed you will live forever to one day work to this dream when not influenced by the negativity of what "learned and real adults" do as the people who run the government and universities want you to be forever afflicted by. Its a main reason some people are so cocky despite their self hatred to call people snowflakes because they have a high standard for their life that revolves education and chasing dreams and not slaving
around and believing Republican lies and racist ideals. Realize; that ultimately a real adult is only a person who ensures their quality of life is one that is fulfilling to them, accomplishes their dreams and allows them to live freely and not held back by the decisions to hinder theirselves. And also protecting their selves from things that threaten their way of life and people who truly do not want to them to live; but not by the merit of their skin or their ability to "taking jobs". In order to truly do that people need to be truly educated about their world and reality and not listen to sensation and racist tantrum to cause distancing, terrorism or hatred. People who are adults are open to talking to people before shooting to attack them...especially when the people who they are targeting could and possibly are not people out to get them.
And being proper adult is knowing when to speak up and do when certain things are plaguing the world from the location you go to school. But yet when no one speaks up; regardless of how scared you are-you let crazy people and evil individual who think they can deem new authority and new normalcy for a wide group of people they have no control of and no authority being just a college cared away in some ultimate stupid ideas to conquer people they have no idea about. And even if a government were to decide the same path; they do not have any authority over a group of people. It surprises me no speaks up about any issue so vital as this. But I wait for no one to speak up or it to be popular to do so or even rewarded. It is something to because society cannot be run by people who are not mentally sane in true. How does one person leap from college being their goal to trying to control groups of people they don't understand and doing many heinous crimes and think they have gotten away because no one notices it until a wide abundance of the after effects are felt society and people wonder what has happened? The same people do the crimes and wake up one morning-dry and dread and one what happened. What people should know these people who wait for after effects to say anything and the people who do the crimes and think they have gotten away with it at
the cost of the conscious comfortable way that they have done anything right and always having to look over their shoulder because their ego of right is gone....are not real adults. People; real adults don't bottle dreams and goals in and then unleash them to bother everyone and say " look at me-I need attention!" Real adults do not need to bring an sensation to their problems nor dreams and expect everyone to solve them for them because of the sensation and attention they are thus given. The real snowflakes are those who look for anti christ to save their asses. A charlatan for chairman to help them out. A faggoted president who could not understand justice nor liberty.
People need to wake and be real; everyone's nice dreams( that do not involve evil or murder) can be completed only if they work toward it and every crime can reach justice if only people speak up against the crimes! I know that I will not ever stop speaking on these happenstances and matters and no censoring or prettying up the picture of an image will ever get me to cease even speaking the truth where it needs to be spoken. People's lives have been ruined because they trusted a university way to much and it used their information, very will of dreams and heart to do very ruinous things that never are anything good in which anyone should do. Leading to hostility, brutality, sexual assault and many other terrible things. Such of what has been done lies in slander, harassment and racist pursuits of supremacy of one or another group of people. And ultimately betraying people who expect a good atmosphere to work and learn in that is not crime ridden from the people most within. People do not want to betray with an atmosphere that is toxic as hell and a chairman in so denial and yet admission (by that denial and posing a grin in response to its existence in many happenstances and appearances it seems to pop in front of them and yet they want to act as if they are not responsible for the act and do a bad acting job at that too) of the atmosphere as their key piece to some unfathomable immoral goal that usurps local government authority of
the city of Houston, the state of Texas and ultimately the United States itself. A person can be a terrorist no matter their skin color and some people should not expect that people aren't going to call them out on the obvious. Any obvious factor that has affected so many people; its a massive wrong doing in which people ultimately feel powerless to speak up against. It will only be when people are deemed for the crimes that they have caused that I will ever stop speaking but until then; no- I won't. And in response to what I have face will never stop demanding that education be free and the current system rewritten for a better purpose that is more resulting of care and consideration to guard against racism and subsequent permissible terrorism because of the guided system of racism.
Today; I do start a new journey to create as many works that cover the topic and rally for the cause of true equality-education for all.
a lifetime of creation. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 04, 2019
Here in this title a children's book of when and how I created the titles that are seen today from my entire life and it is quiet a story indeed.
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The price of doing things. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 04, 2019
I tell you as a writer and creator; the only price is nothing really at all but seeing how easily people just think everything in life is supposed to be easy and have no work ethic to reach anything and decidedly to say; and clear to say aren't people who are good at heart nor morals. Who have the same choice as you to purpose their true goals but make pathetic excuses and expect to get by on sympathy and for people to carry them in social sensation of a "society" to make them feel like they are doing the greatest thing of all. One example of this is a college and the people and their college friends continuing forever in a limbo until they wake up one morning and realize the friend they clamor to is so uninspired and lack any will to do anything for their lives and frankly is dragging every down with their ascertions that dreams are to just happen. Often using this thought to validate wrongs against others and their friends. Like for mainly with their friends; cheating with their friends' lover of sorts because they believe things-dreams especially theirs are just to happen. Especially dreams to being with their friends lover are just to happen and not to be worked toward ever if that was even a moral thing to do which in many instances it is not. But maybe when the lover is being abused then maybe it is right if the individual seeks to do right by them but then again no. The price of doing things is that you see that the evil of the world is by the stubborness of certain people to accept the world is not just a place where dreams appear without an effort, risk or sacrifice. But its harrowing to say; that cheating on your friendship just to be with the friend's lover shows a rath of evil. An unwillingness to see the light only ever the dark and do anything because of what you see and what you want. What you see because the boyfriend is sensationalized by society and certain high realms of it that a college graduate would have realms within and made to ponder their dating status. And what you want; you think by dreams of your own ambition that never respect the friendship(s) you have and also these ideas that you have to have a boyfriend to be
someone in society-these alone validate bad acts and just to take thinks because you can never work to properly socialize with anyone in public or outside your group and by the end of college you are mainly alone. Furthermore all alone in what people are willing to even bother with you because you do not know how dreams work.
But is harrowing to say to see artists and artwork and all forms of it hated and perused to be hate because of the permissions by see and want society gives people who don't want to work for their dreams. America is namely the "country of dreams" yet does anyone truly give a fuck to do anything but very simple and mundane things that are reflective of bias, hatred, close mindness to aspect of art as a profession and reveal people to be quiet racist and uncivil deeming that a generation should work and slave and shun all learning higher as they and should just get a house off the bat like them. People should realize that their dreams are not defining of society as a whole. That they do not own the world by doing one thing. Many people can do things without the effort it took another individual but that does not mean its not worth pursuing dreams because you aren't innately talented or ahead in the dream. To do the dream when other people can be said to do it better is not the point. But to do the dream when you know its difficult and reach the point of accomplishing it is the true feat shows that all people can reach their goals regardless of who is good at it first. And that for certain people it takes a level of support and education and time and work to reach their goals than others. No one wants to put in the effort to truly make people succeed. Yet; it is your own responsibility to carry out your dreams as that is the commendable character of responsibility that gets anything done- dream or not. You could say your dreams is only your job to do and what anyone else says is quiet irrelevant because at the end only you can reach the pay out of completing these dreams which also further your character as well as your life.
But it is always harrowing to see how many people hate art even those who want to do it and how much people namely those like Republicans see that it is something that has no benefit to the world and is just play. Yet cannot solve basic governmental issues for basically doing nothing but sounding off linear, uninformed and non spirited ideals. I have been think of the next goal for this particular site and reflect on how doing art just makes you see how desperate and ugly everyone does not truly ever have to be. And how actually being responsible for your own dreams and happiness can led the world to a better place but people always think they got it figured out doing nothing on their phones and living in their own self inspired hell created solely by them and no one else. Making you realize how easy it is for the world to be a better place but people will never wish it so; without condemnation to cowardice and yes evil by the assumption they should act out in immoral ways just because they cannot reach their dreams. But no one will condemn people for being cowards and morally inept even in the country of dreams and yet these people lash out at everyone for not reaching the dreams they thought would come to them so easy...and some people more violent in action than others to the point of killing people. None of it is necessary if people were not so indifferent and the culture of indifference did not grow into content with nonsense on phones. But yet my new goal is to underlie how people have dreams but never make it because they never put in the effort to be in the realm of the world in which they complete the dream. The world were it does not come easy and they have to work for it....
Ignitis Knights posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 04, 2019
All the effort of MM culture 2016 leads into this every particular work. And reflects the events that happened while the idea was to be solidified. And will span many different mediums of paper in the comic that is to be made. If not artwork.
smile comics and animations. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 04, 2019
crack in the foundation. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 04, 2019
Why you cannot just write quick and with no seeming purpose. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 04, 2019
Writing is not a race and while one can put out a number of essays or articles a day; its only because they took time to prepare for the effort in some way and frankly is the result of having done it for some time that different methods come about. The current writings of mine are just of that; and that the talking is really a means to put all I learned into working order and as well reach the tone and definition of ideas to reach an audience with. I used to pay heavily attention to views in what I would and would not write but I realize that is best just to get it all out. I still pay attention to how many people view my works but yet only do so-just to see if anyone is reading my work. In the past I would actually make several posts on the subjects that made the particular posts popular and try to push the boundary and that is how over time- I had a lot of views because all and much of my work was derivative of what was popular with the audience and tapping into what could else be said for these items or posts to engage the audience further. Yet you can not just rush through things and frankly I rather take my time and write good essays in what I am doing for the most current effort and it includes much work, lists and essays. However I think its time to say that I have at least written about everything at once on this website minus somethings I know I never spoke about. So using the particular list I used to create the chapter outline of what I am going to write for the first part of untitled work-will look for certain works that match to illustrate the different quality of works throughout the time I have been writing here. Much written with the contexture and texture of heart.
The conquerable dragonfly, canary and flowers. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 03, 2019
(Whilst this list has some good points there will only be one piece to what it was supposed to be even as I believe for this time- it works as best to tell of concepts rather than just about myself. So people can understand what is so not right about happenstances and predicaments.) Check back later; I will conclude writing for today and will pick up at a later date.
Chainman and Duster. posted by Sedd maggsnow Nochoriana. on February 03, 2019
Everyone's favorite pair( I mean that); Chainman and Duster. Marico and Dustin, brothers to the end.
What lies ahead in this particular series? If you read the two page version in this link; yea~more of that but four pages long and more serials!
Note; at this time- I would not kill me to just create this work while I am resting and
creating Triple and doing other things. It will help to take the emphasis off Zino Flyboy for now.