Normal People Scare Me I am fine on my own yet I don’t want to be alone. There’s a difference. But once I step into a crowded room all I hear is static with a fizzing sound that makes my skin crawl and stomach twist and turn like a rollercoaster speeding through an endless loop-the-loop but I can’t get off this ride because I have to be a human or maybe it’s better to become a mechanical machine so I can talk to these other human beings but then I wouldn’t be myself and I already feel like an outsider surrounded by all of these eyes staring at me with lips moving but words not fully reaching my ears because I am a deer caught in the headlights of their gaze while I’m trapped in an invisible box that only I can see and it separates us because they are normal, unlike me. But as soon as I break away from the scene I can finally breathe.
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