Formyfamily,withlove
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
ThankstoNickEvans,B.A.,MaritimeHistorical Centre,BlaydesHouse,Hull,forinformationon nineteenth-centuryshippingandemigrationtoNew YorkandNewOrleans.Anyfabricationsorimprovisationsonfactaremine.
ThankstoPeterandRuthfortheirconstantsupport andtoCatherineforreadingthemanuscriptand checkingmygeography.
Booksforgeneralreading:
TheLureoftheFrontier byRalphHenryGabriel.Yale UniversityPress,NewHaven,1929. FrontierAmerica byThomasD.Clark.Charles Scribner’sSons,NewYork.
HistoryoftheAmericanPeople byPaulJohnson.Phoenix Giant.
TheAmericanWest byJohnA.Hawgood.Frontier Library,Eyre&Spottiswoode,London,1967.
CHAPTERONE
Georgianaleanedherarmsontherailsofthe packetship Wilberforce andwatchedtheshoresof Hullreceding.Thevesseldrewawayfromthe Humberdockbasin,downtheestuary,heading towardsSpurnPointandtheopensea.She turnedforamomenttowatchtheopposite shore,thatofLincolnshire,acountyshehad seldomvisited.Onitsflatplain,smokewasissuingfromfactorychimneys.Itseemssonear,she thought,nowthatIamtravellingsofar.
Turningagainshelookedbackforthelast timeatthebuildingsofHull,thetowersand turretsoftheHolyTrinity,StJohn’sandthe Mariner’schurches,andthetoweringWilberforceMonument.Shesawthethicksmoke issuingfromthetallchimneysofmillsand factorieswhichlinedthebanksoftheriverHull, andtheships’mastsintheHumberdockwhich graduallyreceded,theirsilhouettesframedin thebrightmorningsky.
AmIdoingright?shequestionedherself. CousinMayandherparentsareconvincedthatI amnotandexpectmetocomebackonthenext
ship!AndtheyarerightthatIhadacomfortable existencelivingwithAuntClarissa,thoughit couldn’tbedescribedaseventful.Oh,butImust beright!Icouldn’thavelivedinlimboany longer,waitingforsomeonetocomealongand rescuemeandgivemeadifferentlife.
Shenoddedherheadvigorouslyassheconfirmedherowndecision.Surely,betterbyfarto takethisopportunityandshapesomethingfor myself,shethought.
‘Iseverythingallright,MissGregory?’Her maid,Kitty,plumpinnumerouswoollenshawls, cloakandbonnet,appearedatherside. ‘Wouldn’tyouliketocomeinside?It’ssocold hereondeck.’
‘No,’Georgianarefused.‘Imightbeseeing thisforthelasttime.Imustwatchitdisappear intothepastsothatIcanrememberit.’
‘That’swhatI’mscaredof,MissGregory.I’ve neverknownanythingelsebutthisplace.Hull andHessle,Imean.BorninHullIwas,though mymaanddawereIrish.’
‘Andyouhadn’ttravelledanywhereelseuntil youcametoworkformyaunt?’
‘No,miss.’Thegirlsmiled,dimplesshowingin hercheeks.‘AndIthoughtIwastravelling to’endsoftheearthwhencoachiedrovemeto Hessle.’Hersmilefaded.‘IwishMaandDa couldhaveseen’finehouseIwasworkingin. Theybothdied’followingyear,’sheaddedwitha catchinhervoice.‘Cholera.’
‘Theywouldhavebeengladforyou,I’msure,’ Georgianasaidsoftly,‘andperhapspleasedthat youaremakingthisjourneynow?’
‘Idon’tknowaboutthat,MissGregory.’Kitty’s eyesstartedtowaterasthebreezefreshened.She tuckedawispofredhairbeneathherbonnet. ‘They’dhavebeenworriedthatIwastravellingto Americawithjustmymistressandno-onetolook afterus.’
‘Mmm,’Georgianasaidthoughtfully.‘Everyoneisworriedaboutthat,includingme,’she added.‘IoncesaidthatIcouldn’timagineatime whenawomanwouldtravelalone,and,’she remembered,‘someonerepliedthattherewould alwaysbesomewomenwhowouldbeindependentenoughtodothat.Itookitasakindof challenge!’
‘Butyou’veneverbeenafraidtospeakout, haveyou,miss?’Kittysaidboldly.‘Withyour Women’sRightsandsuchlike.Notlikemewho daren’tsaybootoagoose!’
‘Youheardaboutthat,didyou,Kitty?’ Georgianasmiled.‘Well,Isupposethatwasone ofthereasonsformymakingthisjourney.I’ll belongdeadbeforewomengetequalityin England.’
Butthatisonlypartlythereasonforleaving EnglandtosailtotheNewWorld,shereflected. Idolongforsomeexcitementinmylife,butit wasCousinMaywhomademetakethisdrastic decision.Shesighed.Iwassoheartilysickof hermoaningandcarpingonaboutherhusband whohadgoneoffandleftheraftersucha shortmarriage.MayneverthoughtthatImight becomewearyofherconstantdemandsthatwe discusstherightsandwrongsofEdwardandher maritalsituation.NordidsheconsiderthatI
mighthaveinterestsofmyown!AndofcourseI feltobligedtoindulgeher,asherfathersupports me.
Butnotanymore,shethoughtgleefully.I havemyfreedom!Thoughmyunclehasbeen generoustowardsmeinfundingthisvoyage.But I’llpayhimbackoneday.IswearIwill.I’llshow him,andeveryoneelsewhohassaidthatI’mout ofmysenses,thatIcanstandonmyownfeet, eventhoughI’mamerewomanwhohasnever liftedafingerinherlife.
‘Iwantfreedomandindependence,Kitty,’she saidaloud.‘Tochangemylifeifitispossible.’
‘Yes,ma’am,’Kittyagreed,then,glancingat heremployer,saidbashfully,‘we’llbeallright, don’tyouworry.I’lllookafteryouinthatnew countryofAmerica.’
Georgiananodded.‘We’lllookaftereach other,Kitty.’
Kittywentofftochecktheirluggage,first puttingoneofherownshawlsaroundthe shouldersofGeorgiana’stravellinggownand jacket,tosavehercatchingachill.Georgiana wantedtocatchalastglimpseofthevillages ontheedgeoftheHumberbanks.Placessuch asPaullwithitsdilapidatedmedievalfortand shrimpboats,thestrange-soundingSunkIsland, reclaimedfromtheriverbed,andthetongueof SpurnatthemouthoftheHumberwhichtwo yearsbeforehadbeenbreachedbyagreatstorm, changingitsshapeandmakingitalmostanisland.
WhatwillIdowhenIgettothisnewcountry? shewondered.I’veheardsuchwildrumoursthat someofitisuntamedwithferociousnatives,but
alsothatthecitiesofPhiladelphiaandBoston arewellestablished.NewYorkisafinecity,soit issaid,ameltingpotofnationalities.Ishould likethat,tomeetpeoplefromothercultures.
PerhapsIcouldteach,sheconsidered.English orFrench.Oropenashop!Howappalled CousinMaywouldbe.AtanyrateImustthinkof earningalivingforthefirsttimeinmylife.
Itwasasharpcoldmorningandshestartedto feelchilledinspiteoftheextrashawl,and returnedtothecabin,whereshefoundKitty boilingakettleonasmalloilstovetomakea drink.
‘There’llbefoodinthesaloonattwoo’clock, MissGregory,’Kittysaid.‘I’vebeentalkingto someof’otherpassengers,themashavetravelled thiswaybefore.There’saboutfifteenofusall told.Somearebusinessmen,andtheysaidthat goingtoLondonbyshipisbetterthanbytrain. There’ssomebullocksonboard,’sheadded,‘and apackofdogs,they’reallhowling!
‘We’llhavegotoursealegsby’timewearrive inLondon,Iexpect,’shecontinued,pouring boilingwaterontotealeavesinapotasshe chatted.‘Propersailorswe’llbebythen.Putthat blanketroundyou,miss,you’llsoongetwarm.’
Georgianalaughed.‘I’mgladyoucamewith me,Kitty.You’llcheermeupwhenI’mworrying whetherI’vemadetherightdecision.’
‘Well,lookatitthisway,miss.’Kittypoured teaintoacup,addedmilkandhandeditto Georgiana.‘Whatwouldyouhavegainedby staying?Youmighthavegotmarried,butthere’s noguaranteeyou’dhavebeensatisfiedwith
that,andmeneither,’sheadded.‘There’sbeen nobodythatI’vefanciedenoughtotiemyselfto forlife.Andlookatyourcousin,MrsEdward Newmarch.Shepickedawrong’unthere–if you’llpardonmyimpertinence.’Sheblushedand stopped,consciousthatinherchatteringshehad oversteppedthemark.
‘Isupposeeveryonehasheardofthat?’ Georgianaasked.‘Everyonedownstairs?’
‘Ohyes,miss.It’sbeengossipforweeksin ’kitchen.HowMrNewmarchhadamistressand wantedhertotravelwithhimtoAmerica.Onny shewouldn’tgo,sohewentonhisownanyway andlefthiswifebehindtofendforherself.But theydon’ttalkaboutthemnow,theytalkabout hisbrotherMartinandhowhe’smarryinga womanwho’spulledherselfupfrompovertyand madeanameforherself.’
‘Yes.’Georgianadrewinabreath,thentooka sipoftea.‘Soheis.’AndMartinwouldhave marriedme,shethought,ifIhadheldhimtohis offer.OnlyIcouldn’t.Heistooniceamanto bemarriedtosomeonelikeme,arestlesssoul lookingforwhoknowswhat.
Theywentbackondeckastheyapproached SpurnPoint,holdingfasttotherailsastheship dippedandrolledandmadeheadwayintothe opensea.Otherpassengerscameondeckasthey passedtheSpurnlighthouse,andwavedgoodbye tothereturningpilotboatandtheeasternshores ofEngland.
‘That’sit,then,Kitty,’Georgianamurmuredas sheclungontoherbonnetandhuddledintoher cloak.‘We’reonourway.’
Kitty’sfacewasturningashadeofpalegreen. ‘Yes,miss,’shewhispered.‘Excuseme.Ithink I’mgoingtobesick!’
TheydisembarkedatLondonBridge,theirlegs decidedlyunsteadyforthepassagehadbeen unseasonablyrough.Aportercalledtothemas hestoodbytheirluggage.‘Comeonlady,you andyourgel!YougoingtotheBrunswick?Yes? Takethisgrowler.’Hewhistledtothedriverofa four-wheeledhirevehicle,whodrewuponthe wharfinfrontofthem.‘BrunswickHotel,me lad,’heshouted,‘andlooksnappy.’
‘There’snorealhurry,’Georgianabegan,for theywerenotsailingfortwomoredays,butthey werenosoonerseatedandtheirluggageon boardthanthedriverwascrackinghiswhipand theywerebuffetedaroundasthecarriagewove inandoutofothervehicles,gigs,hansoms, waggonettes,victorias,waggonsandhandcarts.
‘Whatbedlam,miss!’Kittyexclaimed.‘Whata row.’Abarrageofsoundhadhittheirears:the raucoustonesofportersanddockworkers, theclatterofironhoovesandracketofwheelson cobbles,thelashofwhips,theshriekingand cryingofchildrenandthestridentvoicesof harassedadultsastheytriedinvaintoquieten them.
Georgianaputherhandoverhernose.‘And thestench!’shesaid.‘It’sdreadful.’
‘Noworsethan’riverHull,miss,’Kitty declared.‘Ifyoulivedalong’GroveslikeIonce did,yougotusedto’stinkfrom’river.Justlike thisitwas,’sheaddedcheerfully.‘Icouldfeel
quiteathome.Except,’shesniffed,‘Icansmell oranges.’
Georgianatookatentativesniff.‘You’reright.’ Shebreathedinagainandfound,minglingwith theodoursoftheriver,thesweetnectareous scentoforangeswhichwerepackedincratesat thedockside.
ThedrivertookthemtotheBrunswickHotel wheretheyhadroomsbookeduntiltheirdayof departure.Fromtheirwindowtheylookedacross theThamesattheGreenwichPeninsula,and belowontothewharffromwheretheywouldsail. ‘Millions ofpeople,miss!’Kittycriedexcitedly. ‘Justlookatthem,I’veneverseensomanyfolk! Somehavecomebytrain,Iexpect.Railway station’sjustdownthere.’
‘We’llwalkouttomorrow,’Georgianasaid. ‘We’llgetourbearings,buyextraprovisionsand seewhereourshipsailsfrom.’Shewasbeginning tobecomeanimatedtoo,nowthattheywerehere inLondon.Thenaggingdoubtsthatshehadhad werestartingtofadeaway,andherdreamofa newlifebegantotakeonareality.
Thenextdaytheysteppedouttolookatthe shipsbeingmadereadyforvoyagesacross theAtlantic.Itseemedlikepandemoniumas portersrushedaroundrollingbarrels,carrying casks,heavingcratesandbaskets,andallthe whileshoutingtooneanother.‘Comeon,Jack. Getamoveon!’‘Here,Harry.Giveusahandwith this!’‘Nowthen,melad,looksharp,theshipsails todaynottomorrer.’
Tipsyseamen,whowerenotondutyandhad spentthepreviousnightinalehouses,rollicked
aroundthewharfwithmerrygirlsontheirarms. Somehadparrotsontheirshoulderswhich shriekedobscenitiesandwhistledatpassers-by. Otherseamen,theirshirtsleevesrolledupto revealbrowntattooedmuscles,coiledropes, scrutinizedriggingandclimbedoverpassengers whohadsettledthemselvesonthedecksoftheir shipstochecktickets,trunks,food,counttheir moneyandtheirchildren.
GeorgianaandKittypinpointedtheirvessel, the Paragon ,athree-mastedironshipwith threedeckswhichtheywereduetoboardthe followingday.Thentheywalkedawayfrom thedocksidetofindshopswheretheycould buyprovisions.Abutchersoldthemsaltbeef, andagrocer’sshopsuppliedeggs,riceanda fruitcaketosupplementthefoodwhichthey wouldgetonboard.Itinerantsalesmencarrying woodentraysandboxesattemptedtopersuade themtobuyUnionflags,crudepaintingsof London,watcheswhichwere genuine goldandall mannerofitemswhichtheywereassuredwould beverynecessaryfortheirjourneytotheNew World.
Whentheyreturnedtothewharfthesoundof singinggreetedthem.Anassemblyofpassengers hadgatheredonthetopdeckofoneoftheships andweregustilysinginghymns.Aqueueof peoplewaitingtoboardjoinedinthehymnsingingastheypatientlystoodwiththeirtickets intheirhandsandabrightexpectantexpression ontheirfaces.
‘Mormons,’Georgianamurmured,andoneof thewaitingmalepassengersturnedasmiling
facetoherandconfirmedherremark.‘That’s right,ma’am.We’retravellingwithourbrethren toSaltLakeCity,thecityofsaints.We’refollowinginthefootstepsofourgreatprophet.’He soundedWelsh,Georgianathought,hisvoice sing-songandmelodic.
‘Goodlucktoyou,’shesaid.‘Iunderstand you’llhavealongjourneyacrosstheplainsof America?’
‘Wedo,ma’am,’heconfirmed.‘Butwehave ourbelieftosustainus.Comewithus,’hecried heartily,includingthembothinhisenthusiasm. ‘Youwillfindtrueloveandhappiness.’XX
‘Didyousayyouwerewalking?’Kittyaskedin astonishment.Whenhenodded,shegrinned andsaid,‘Mybootsareonnyfitfortownstreets. Notfortrekking!’
Helaughedandsaidthathisbootswereunsuitable,too.‘Butourfaithwillcarryusonwards,’ hedeclared,andwithagreatburstofenergy joinedinthehymn-singingashemoveddown thelinetowardstheship.
Georgianalookedaroundatthepassengers waitingonthewharfsideforotherships.Some weresittingoncratesandpackingcases,and werewearinganairofresignationasiftheyhad beentherealongtime.Otherswerepacing about,anxioustobeontheirway.Mostlythey wereshabbilydressed,countrypeoplesome ofthem,thewomenwithworriedexpressions, wearinghand-knittedshawlsandhome-made bonnetsandcarryingbabiesintheirarms.The menwereinroughtwilltrousers,thickwool jacketsandheavyboots.
Buttherewereothers,betterdressed,and cometoviewthesceneandthesesheguessed, likeherself,hadpaidforafirst-classticketanda littlemorecomfortonboard.
Georgianatookadeepbreath.Weareall takingachance,shethought.Everysingleoneof us,regardlessofwealthorstatus.Likethose Mormonswemusthavefaiththatitwillturnout well,butIwishIcouldbeassureastheyare.
Theyboardedthe Paragon thenextdayand theirluggagewasbroughtonboard.Georgiana’s cabinwasontheupperdeckandKitty’sonthe second,wherebunkswereplacedaroundthe sidesandpartitionedoffwithcurtainsforprivacy.
‘I’mgladI’mnotdownbelowon’bottomdeck, miss.’Kittyhadreturnedafterexploring.‘It’sso darkdownthere,eventhoughmostfolkhavegot alantern.’
Georgianaalsowenttolookaroundtheship andwashorrifiedtoseewhereKittywouldbe sleeping.Theseconddeckwascrowdedwith womenandchildren,allquiterespectable,but theatmospherewasclaustrophobicwithonlya trapdoorintheceilingtoletinlightandair.On thelowerdeck,thesteeragequarters,menwere drinkingorplayingcardsandthewomensat indesultoryfashionwithchildrenabouttheir knees.
‘Youmustcomeuponthetopdeck,Kitty,’ Georgianadeclaredandimmediatelymade arrangementsforanothercabin,which,though notpremierclassasherswas,wasmorecomfortable.
‘WhenwearriveinAmerica,we’llstayinNew
Yorkforawhile,’GeorgianatoldKittyasshe unpackedthebags.‘We’llhavealookaround. Thestateisverybig,Ibelieve,butnotallofit iscivilized,sowemusttakecare.Butwewill enquireandfindoutwhatopportunitiesare availabletous.’
‘You’renotthinkingofworkingforaliving, MissGregory?’Kitty’svoicewasshocked.‘You’ll takeahouse,won’tyou,andentertain?’Her wordsdriftedaway.‘Imean–aladylikeyou?’
‘Idon’tknowyet,Kitty.’Georgianadecidedto confideinher.Afterall,shehadbroughtthegirl awayfromasecure,comfortableposition.‘Ihave enoughmoneytolastusforawhile,butImust looktoimproveoursituation.’
‘Well,Icangetajobofwork,miss,cleaning housesorinashop.Icouldevensingin’streets ifnecessary,’Kittyaddedcheerfully.‘Mydaallus said,‘‘Sureandyouhavethevoiceofanangel.’’’
‘Well,iftheworstcomestotheworst,that’s whatwe’lldo.’Georgianasoundedmoreconfidentthansheactuallywas.‘Youcansingand I’llplaythepianoforoursupper.’
Thevoyagewassettobelongandtedious.It wasnowMarchandtheyexpectedtobeinNew YorkbythefirstorsecondweekinMay.The weatherwasfairforthefirstfortnight,withastiff breeze,andtheymadegoodprogress.Then roughweathergotupandthoughthewind wasintheirfavour,theseawasrunninghigh withmassivewavesandmanypassengersbecame sick.
Georgianastaggeredtohercabindoorfor
someairandlookedoutatthespectacleinfront ofher.Theseawasmountainous,toweringhigh abovetheship.Thesunshonebrilliantly,catchingeverygreatwave,eachbillowingswelland tossingwhitehorsewithitsflashingintensity,so thatshehadtoshieldhereyesfromitsbrightness.
‘Howwonderful,’shemurmured,thendashed backinsidetobesick.
Thewindandseaeventuallycalmedand GeorgianaandKittywereabletotakeawalk eachdayandminglewithsomeoftheother first-classpassengers.Theship’sMasterinvited Georgianatotakesupperwithhim,hisofficers andanelderlylady.MrsBurrowswas,he informedher,aformerresidentofBeverley,the shiretownoftheEastRidingofYorkshire,noted foritsfineMinsterandhorseracing.
‘MrsBurrows,IwouldlikeyoutomeetMiss Gregorywhoisalsofromyourarea.’Captain Parkesmadetheintroductionsandinvitedthem tobeseatedatalongoaktableinthelowceilingeddiningarea,whichwasadjacenttothe Master’scabin.Thetablewassetwithpewter plates,fineglasswareandcrispwhitetablelinen. ‘Asyouarebothtravellingalone,Ithought perhapsyoumightcaretobeacquainted. Mostofourotherpassengersareinfamiliesor groups—’
‘AreyouoneoftheHessleGregorys?’Mrs Burrowsboomed,cuttingthecaptainoffinhis verbalflow.‘MontagueGregory?’
‘Myuncle.’Georgianabegantoexplainher relationshipbutwasinterruptedbyMrsBurrows
whoaskedinaloudvoice,‘Travellingalone?No gentlemantoescortyou?’
‘Exactlyso,MrsBurrows.Apartfrommy maid.’Georgianawastight-lipped,certainthat thistall,ratherformidablewomandressedin anold-fashionedblackgownwithleg-o’-mutton sleeves,alacecappinnedtohergreyhair,was abouttolectureheronsuchindecorousand foolishbehaviour.
‘Gladtohearit!’MrsBurrowsexclaimed.‘IfI candoitsocanyou.It’sabouttimeyouyoung womenstoodupforyourentitlements.’
Georgianagaveasmallgasp.Suchanunexpectedstatementcomingfromawomanwho mustbenearlysixtyyearsofage!
‘Shockedyou,haveI?’MrsBurrowsgavea cackle.‘ThoughtImight.Iusuallydo.Most youngpeoplethinkthatIshouldbeinmybath chair–orinawoodenbox!’sheadded,givinga furthercackle.‘ButI’mnot,anddon’tintendto be,notjustyetatanyrate.’
‘I’mdelightedtohearit,’Georgianasaid warmly.‘Soverypleased.Oneofthereasonsfor myleavingEnglandisbecauseIknowIwillbe oldbeforeequalitycomestoEnglishwomen.’
‘Andwhat’stheotherreason?’MrsBurrows demanded,glancingupandnoddingatthe officersastheyarrivedandCaptainParkes introducedthemonebyone.Shewatchedasthe cabinboydishedupthesoupwithanunsteady hand.‘You’renew,areyounot?’sheaskedhim, conductingtwoconversationsatthesametime, thentoldhimhewouldeventuallygetusedtothe motionoftheshipbeforehehadtimetoanswer.
‘Notlookingforahusband?’Shecontinued herconversationwithGeorgianawithhardlya pauseandgazedatherwithanunflinchingeye.
‘No,thatisnotonthelistofmypriorities,’ Georgianamurmured,consciousthattheattentionsoftheofficerswereonher.‘Iwanttobuild alifeofmyown.’
‘Rich,then,areyou?’MrsBurrowsasked.‘For there’snotmuchopentosinglewomeneven inthebrightNewWorld.Well,notforyoung womensuchasyou.You’llnotwanttobechasing afterthe forty-niners likesomefoolishyoung womendid!’
Georgianastaredblankly.Whatwasshetalking about?
‘Goldminers!’MrsBurrowsexpounded. ‘You’llfindNewYorkalmostempty.Allthemen rushedofftoCaliforniatwoyearsagowhen theyheardofthegold.Andhalfthefemalesin NewYorkwentafterthem.Notgentlewomen,of course,’sheaddedandbrokeherbreadinto pieces.
‘Werenoneofyougentlementemptedtojump shipandlookforgold?’MrsBurrowsaddressed theofficersquiteinformallyandinaloudvoice.
Oneortwooftheofficersshooktheirheads andanswered,‘No,ma’am.’
Thecaptainspokeuphurriedly,asifhehad beenwaitingforachancetosaysomething.‘I lostsomeofmycrewlastyear,’hesaid.‘Thecook wentandacoupleoftheapprenticelads.They wereswayedbythelureofgold.’
‘Allthey’llgetisdirtyfingernails,’MrsBurrows saidtetchily,‘andanachingback.Mysonlost
halfofhisemployees,butthey’redriftingback, onebyone.’
‘Whatisthepurposeofyourtrip,Mrs Burrows?Areyouvisitingfamily?’Georgianawas curiousabouther:shewaseitherverybraveor veryfoolhardytobetravellingsofaratherage.
‘I’veuppedsticksnow.’MrsBurrowstookasip ofwinefromacrystalglass.‘I’vebeentwice beforetoNewYorktovisitmyson,butthiswill bethelasttime.Ishallstay.Shan’treturnto Englandagain.I’venobodythereanymore.All myfriendsaredying.Gotnobackbone.’Shetook anotherdrink.‘No,I’llstayinNewYorkandset offafewcrackers,wakesomeofthemNewYork gelsupabit.’SheturnedandgaveGeorgianaa wickedgrinwhichcreasedherfaceintowrinkles. ‘TheythinkI’maneccentricoldEnglishwoman,’ shesaid.‘Can’tthinkwhy!’
Theymetfrequentlyafterthatand,wrappedin cloaksandshawls,tookwalkstogetheralongthe deck.GeorgianatoldMrsBurrowsofherinvolvementwiththeWomen’sRightsgroupwhichshe hadbelongedto,andhowshehopedthatwomen inAmericahadmoreequalitywithmenthan theyhadinEngland.
‘Don’tbedisappointedwhenyoufindthatthey don’t,’MrsBurrowsharrumphed.‘Menmakethe rulesjustastheydoathome!Andthoughthere aresomewomenwhoareverycommittedto equality,Ihavefoundthatthemajorityarevery lethargic.Didyouhearofthatnortherntour withtheyoungwomanwhomadeagreatimpact byspeakingonpovertyandchildlabour?’she askedabruptly.‘Gracesomething?MissGrace?
Thenewspaperssaidthatshewasverypoor,but Idon’tsupposeshewasaspoorastheymade out!’
‘Indeedshewas,MrsBurrows!Iknowthatfor afactforIwasthere.Butshehasnowpulled herselfupfrompoverty.’
Astheywalked,MrsBurrowshungontoher bonnetasthewindthreatenedtotearitoff.‘Soit ispossible,’shemurmured.‘Allyouneedis determination,andmaybeahelpinghand.Of course,’shewenton,‘inAmericaitispossibleto overcomeadversity.Thereisarulingclassasin England,butthatclassismadeupfromwealth andnotfromaristocracy,andifyoubecome wealthythroughhardworkandendeavour,nooneisgoingtolookdownuponyoubecauseyou arefromthelabouringclasses.’
Georgianasighed.‘Butwomenarestill excluded.Theydonothavethesamefreedomas men!’
MrsBurrowsshookherhead.‘Whatyoucould do,’shesaid,‘isfindyourselfarichamenable husbandandsucceedinyourambitionsthrough him.Manypoliticalwivesdoso.’Sheglancedat Georgiana.‘ButIdon’tsupposeyouwouldwant todothat?Itwouldn’tsuit?’
Georgianaconsidered.Whatisthepointof travellingsofarandtyingmyselftosomeman whoseidealsarenotthesameasmineandwho makesdecisionsforme?Icouldhavestayedin Englandanddonethat.‘No,’shesaidfirmly.‘I wouldn’twanttodothat.Itwouldn’tsuitatall.’
‘Thengoodlucktoyou,mydear,’MrsBurrows saidwryly.‘You’regoingtoneedit!’
CHAPTERTWO
MrsBurrowshadrecommendedanhotelinNew York,closetotheparkwhichwasbeingcreated inthecentre,anareaofgardens,pleasantwalks, lakesandarbours.‘Notfinishedyet,’shesaid. ‘Butaskthemforaroomwithawindowoverlookingit,’sheadded.‘Justincaseyouget homesickforthegreennessofEngland.’Shehad givenawistfulsmile.‘Asyouwill.’
Georgianawasenthralledbythelovely harbourastheysailedtowardsManhattanIsland andsaw,bathedinthewarmsunlightofspring, thepanoramaoftallbuildingsofNewYork.
Livingasshehad,neartotheYorkshiretownof Hullwithitsnarrowmedievalstreets,shewas mostimpressedbythewideroads,carriageways andboulevards,andthehandsomemansions builtuponthem.Kittygazedoutofthehackneycarriagewindow,amazedatthemagnificent hotelsandtheshoppingplazasastheytravelled alongBroadway,thelongbroadavenuewhich ranthroughthecentre.
Theybothdrewinabreathwhenthecarriage pulledupoutsidethePortlandHotel,Georgiana
indismayasshewonderedhowshewouldafford suchluxury,andKittyindelightasshesawthe uniformedbellboysandcommissionaireswaiting onthewidestepstoopenthecarriagedoorsand leadthemthroughthecentralglasslobbyinto thereceptionhall.
‘Tworooms,ifyouplease,’Georgianaasked thereceptionclerk.‘Formyselfandmymaid.’
‘Foryourselfandyourhelp,madam?You’re justinfromEngland,Icantell!’hesaid,and glancedathisregister.‘I’mnotsureifwecan accommodateyou,’hemurmured.‘We’resovery busyjustnow.’Hetappedhisfingersonhis mouthasheconsidered.
‘ThehotelisrecommendedbyMrsBurrows,’ Georgianasaidfirmly,thinkingthatnomatter thecost,allshewantedtodowasclimbintoa bedwhichdidn’trock.‘Sheparticularlysaidto mentionhername.’
‘MrsBurrows!TheEnglishlady.Issheafriend ofyours,madam?’hesaidenthusiastically.‘Ijust adoreher,sheissoquaint!’
Georgianaraisedhereyebrowsbutmadeno rejoinderonhiscommentandafterturningover apageinhisregister,henodded,askedherto sign,snappedhisfingersatapassingbellboyand toldhimtotakeMissGregoryandMissKitty Kellyuptotheirroomsonthefourthfloor. ‘Yourluggagewillfollowshortly,MissGregory. WelcometothePortland.Ihopeyouenjoyyour stay.’
Abedwithmuslindrapesdominated Georgiana’slargeandluxuriousroom,butas wellasawardrobeandchestsofdrawers,there
wasawritingdeskandcomfortablechairsplaced bythewindowwhichoverlookedthenewpark. Shesawmendiggingandplantingtreesinthe grassandstrangely,shethought,therewerepigs snufflinginthenewlydugarea.Onopening anotherdoorattheothersideoftheroom, Georgianadiscoveredabathroomwithabathtub,awashstandandamahoganytowelrail drapedwiththickwhitetowels.
‘Oh,miss.It’slovely,’Kittysaid.‘Aproper bathroom.’
‘Don’tgettoofondofit,Kitty,’Georgianatold her.‘We’llstayforaweekortwountilwefindour wayaroundandthenlookaboutforsomethinga littlesmallerandlessexpensive.’AndImusttry torememberthatKittyismy help andnotmy servant!
Theybothhadarest,thenGeorgianaputon hershouldercapeandherhatandtheywent downintothefoyer.Kittycarriedanumbrella, fortheblueskieswerecloudingover,andthey strolledoutofthehoteltoexplorethestreetsof NewYork.
‘Folksisveryfriendly,MissGregory,’Kitty remarked.Shewasverybrightandchirpyand veryexcitedatthenewnessofitall.
Georgianaagreed.Mentouchedtheirhatsas theypassedandladiesinclinedtheirheads.‘I thinktheymustknowwehavejustcomeoffa ship,’shesaid.‘Wemusthavethestampof Englishnessonus.ThoughIunderstandthat therearemanyEnglishpeoplehere,inspiteofit beingaDutchcityoriginally.’
But,astheyexplored,theyrealizedthatitwas
notonlytheEnglishandDutchwhoinhabited thiscity,butpeoplefrommanynations,German, Italian,IrishandFrench.Astheystrayeddown sidestreets,Indian,MexicanandSpanishmen leanedinapparentidlenessagainstdoorways. Therewerealsotenementbuildingscrowded together,withchildrensittingonthedoorsteps, andGeorgianawasremindedthat,asinEngland,notalloftheNewYorkresidentswere affluent.
‘It’sabitlikehome,MissGregory,isn’tit?’ Kittysaidinasubduedvoice.‘There’snogetting awayfrompoorfolks,there’sevenpigsrooting aroundamongsttherubbish.’
‘You’reabsolutelyright,Kitty,’Georgiana agreed.Shefoundshewasratherdespondent andmaybeevenatriflehomesick,asMrs Burrowshadsaidshemightbe.‘Comealong, we’veseenenoughfortoday.Let’sgobacktothe hotelfortea.’
Thehotelloungewaslargeanddividedup intosmallerareasbystandsofexoticplantsand flowersandtallChinesevases.Apianostoodin onecornerandGeorgianalookedatitlongingly. Oneofthethingsshewasmissingwashermusic. Shewasanaccomplishedplayer,thoughshe hadn’tastrongmelodicvoice.Aftertheyhad teainthehotelKittyexcusedherselfandsaid shewouldgoupstairsandstartunpackingthe trunks.‘EverythingwillbecreasedifIdon’t.Do youthinkthey’llhaveanironingroom,Miss Gregory?’
‘I’msuretheywill,Kitty.Justaskatthereceptiondesk,’andGeorgianasmiledtoherselfover
thefactthatshehadtakenteawithhermaid, somethingshewouldneverhavedoneathome inEngland.
Awomanapproachedherasshewasidly watchingpeoplearrivinganddepartingthrough theglassswingdoors.Shewasperhapsinher earlythirtiesanddressedinayellowsilkgown withavoluminousskirtandawidestrawhat trimmedwithribbonsandflowers.‘Ibegyour pardon.’Shespokeinahighdrawlingvoice.‘But Ihaven’tseenyouherebefore.Areyounewly arrivedfromEngland?’
‘Iam.’Georgianasmiled,gladtotalktosomeone.‘Justthismorning.’
Thewomanheldhergaze.‘Thenwelcome.I amMrsJohnCharlesworth.Myhusbandand IlivehereatthePortland.’
‘GeorgianaGregory,’Georgianaresponded. ‘I’mfromtheeastcoastofEngland.Won’tyousit down?’Sheindicatedthechairnearesttoher.
MrsCharlesworthsankintothechairand signalledtoabellboy.‘Yourhusband,Mrs Gregory?HeispresumablyonbusinessinNew York?’
‘Ihavenohusband,MrsCharlesworth.’
‘Oh!’MrsCharlesworthseemedtakenaback butrecoveredenoughtoordercoffeeforthem both,whichGeorgianadeclined,explainingthat shehadjusthadtea.‘Thenyouhaveacompanionwithyou?Isaw—’
‘Mymaid,or help asservantsappeartobe addressedhere.’
‘Oh,don’ttakeanynoticeofthatsilly nonsense.’MrsCharlesworthwavedalazyhand
indismissal.‘It’sonlytheclerksanddomestics whodon’tcaretobeaddressedasservants.But we stillcallthemthat!Oratleasttheladiesdo, I’mnotsureaboutthegentlemen.’
Thebellboybroughthercoffeeandpoured it.Shetookasip,thenasked,‘Soyoumust bevisitingfamily?IsyourhomenearLondon? Itmusthavebeenterribletravellingaloneon theshipwithallthosedreadfulreligiousimmigrants?’
‘IlivealongwayfromLondon.Theeastcoast ofEngland,’Georgianarepeatedandknewher voicehadgrownsharp.‘AndtheMormons,if indeedthatiswhoyoumean,travelonseparate ships.’
‘Well,theydon’tstayhere,thankgoodness,’ MrsCharlesworthcontinued.‘They’llbeoffon theirtrektoUtah,Iexpect.Therearethousands ofthem,youknow,andtheirleaderBrigham YounghasjustbeenmadeaGovernor!’
‘Iknowlittleaboutthem,’Georgianareplied briskly,‘exceptthattheirfaithappearstobe genuine.’Shewaswonderinghowshecouldbest makeherescapefromthiswoman,whenMrs Charlesworthrepeatedherquestionofwhether shewasvisitingfamily.
‘Iamnot,’Georgianareplied.‘Iamintending tomakeanewlifeformyselfinAmerica.’
MrsCharlesworthstaredather.‘Butyoumust havesomeprotection!’sheprotested.‘Youwon’t realize,comingfromasmallcountry,thatyou willbeatthemercyofeveryracketeerand swindlerintown!Iwillspeaktomyhusband aboutwhatmustbedone.’
‘Pleasedon’t,MrsCharlesworth,’Georgiana saidwithasmuchself-controlasshecould muster,thoughshewasseethingattheaudacity ofthiswoman,whomshehadonlyjustmet, preparingtoorganizeherlife.‘Whenthese dreadfulpeopleofwhomyouspeakhearthatI havenothingworthstealing,thentheywillleave mealoneandgoontoricherpickings.’
AsGeorgianaoutlinedherstatus,MrsCharlesworthlookedherupanddowncuriously.‘So perhapsyouarelookingforahusband?You cannotpossiblysurvivewithoutone.Notherein NewYork.Sowhatwillyoudo?’
Georgianarosetoherfeet.‘Iamnotlooking forahusband,MrsCharlesworth,andIam perfectlycapableofsurvivingwithoutone!Asfor whatIwilldowithmylife,Iwouldn’tdreamof discussinganyideasImighthavewithaperfect strangeronmyfirstdayinanewcountry.Iwish yougoodday.’
ShesweptawayfromtheastonishedMrs Charlesworthandclimbedthestairstoherroom, herheartbeatingfastandhercheeksflushed. You’vemadeanenemyalready,Georgiana,she toldherself.Thatodiouswomanhasprobably gotagreatdealofinfluenceinthistownand you’vejustinsultedher.Shepausedoutsideher doortocalmherself,notwantingKittytosuspect thatanythingwaswrong.HaveImadeagreat mistake?shethought.HaveIburnedmyboats? WhatwillIdo?
Forthenextfewdayssheavoidedthehotel loungeandsheandKittyexploredthecity, whichwasgrowingatatremendouspace.The
buildingswerehigherthanshehadeverseenin England,someofthemfivestoreys,andmanyof thehotelswereenormousandextremelyluxurious.ShewentintotheAstorHotelforcoffeeand askedthebellboyhowmanybedroomsthere were.‘Overthreehundred,ma’am,’heinformed herproudly,‘andseventeenbathrooms!There’s nowhereelsesogrand,notinNewYorkatany rate.’
Indeed!SoIshan’tbestayinghere,shemused. ThoughnodoubtIwouldfindarichhusband ifIdid.Sheearmarkedseveralsmallerhotels where,onenquiringtheirtariffs,sherealizedshe couldstayatacheaperratethanatthePortland. Justafewmoredays,shedetermined,andthen I’llmoveout.
Thefollowingafternoonshesteppeddownstairsintothehotelloungeandfounditalmost emptybutforonegentlemansittingbyawindow readinganewspaper.Sheglancedacrossatthe piano.WoulditbeconsideredanimpositionifI shouldplay,Iwonder?Butwhynot?Itisthere,it isnotanornament.Iwill.
Shewalkedacross,seatedherselfandranher fingersacrossthekeys.Ithadbeenwellplayed andthesoundwasmellow.Therewasnomusic onthestandbutsheclosedhereyesandplayed frommemorysnatchesofherfavouritepieces. Wagner’s FlyingDutchman ,Beethoven,andsongs fromthemusichallofwhichherAuntClarissa disapproved,statingemphaticallythatthey weresongsfromthedevil.Shewouldn’tallow Georgianatoplaythem,thoughshedideach timeherauntwentout.Sheplayedforperhaps
fifteenminutes,concentratingandabsorbing herselfinthemusicandfeelingrathernostalgic. I’mnotmissingAuntClarissa,exceptina generalway,shethought.NorCousinMay, thoughIcouldperhapsregretMartinNewmarch ifIallowedmyself,andifhewasn’tnowmarried tothelovelyGrace.
No,noneofthose,butImustadmitthatI ammissingthefamiliarityofmyhomeland,the choppybrownwatersoftheriverHumberwhich ifIstoodonastoolIcouldseefrommybedroom window.Andthesweetsmellofnew-mowngrass afterithasbeenscythed.ThosearethethingsI ammissingmostofall.
Shecametotheendofthepieceandsatwith herhandsgentlyonthekeys,andwassurprised toheararippleofapplause.Otherguestshad comeintothelounge,hadsatdowntolistento herandwerenowclapping.Agentleman,the onewhohadbeenreadinghisnewspaperearlier, washoveringnearbyandapproachedher.He bowed,puttinghishandonhischestinaforeign manner,andenquired,‘MissGregory?’
‘Yes.’Shewasembarrassedathavingbrought attentiontoherselfandwonderedhowheknew hername.
‘Forgiveme,’heapologized,‘butItookthe libertyofenquiringofthedeskclerk.Icame especiallytoseeyou.’
‘Oh?’Shewasastonished.‘Why?Howdoyou knowofme?’
‘Itisnogreatmystery.’Thesmilehegaveher dimpledhisplumpcheeks.Hewasarotund man,perhapsinhisearlythirties,tallerthanher
withbrownhairwhichfloppedoverhisforehead. ‘MrsBurrowssuggestedIcallonyouwhenIwas nextinthePortland.’
Georgianagavearelievedsigh.‘Oh.Mrs Burrows!Howkindofher.’
‘Permitmetointroducemyself.’Hetooka cardfromthepocketofhisbrightlycoloured tartanwaistcoatandhandedittoher.‘Wilhelm Dreumel,atyourservice,MissGregory.’
Sherosefromthepianoasheasked,‘Would youpermitmealittletimetotalk?’andthey crossedtoasofainthecorneroftheroom.He satoppositeher,unfasteningthebuttonofhis greycoat.
‘HowareyoulikingthePortlandHotel,Miss Gregory?’
‘It’sverypleasant,’shesaid.‘ButImustmove soonasitisveryexpensiveandIhaveonly limitedcapital.’
‘Ah!PerhapsthenIcanhelpyou,foryoumust becarefultochoosesomewherethatisrespectable.Pardonmycuriositybutdoyouintend stayinginNewYork?’
‘I’mnotsure.’Shehesitated,notwanting tosaythatherplanswereasyetunformed.‘I havecometofindanewlifeinAmerica,Mr Dreumel,butwherethatlifewillbeIhavenotyet decided.’
Henoddedsagelyandsettlingbackinhis chairhecrossedhislegsandtappedhisfingers onthechairarm.‘MissGregory,’hesaidaftera moment.‘MrsBurrowssuggestedthatIintroducemyself,becauseshethoughtImightbeof someassistancetoyou.Shesaidtomethatasyou
wereayoungladywhoisnotlookingfora husband,andasIamamannotlookingfora wife,thenweshouldgetonverywelltogether!’
Againcamethegenialgrin,andGeorgiana couldn’thelpbutsmileback.
‘Shealsotoldme,’hewenton,‘thatyouwere convincedthatyoucouldmakeyourwayalonein thiscountry,butthatperhapsyoumightaccepta littlehelpifthatassistancewasofferedwithout conditionsordemands.’
‘Butwhywouldyouwanttoassistme,Mr Dreumel?Youdon’tknowmeoranythingabout me.Imightbeafoolishwomanhereonawhim. Imightbelookingforriches.Whywouldyou helpastranger?’
Heshrugged.‘Whenmygrandfathercame tothiscountryfromtheNetherlands,hehad nothing.Hebroughthiswifeandson–myfather –andalwaysspokeofthehelphehadreceived fromtotalstrangers.Hewaslucky,Isuppose,he couldjustaseasilyhavecomeacrossothers whowouldhaveturnedtheirbacksonhim.But becauseofthat,hebroughtupmyfathertodo whathecouldforothers,andmyfatherdidthe sameforme.
‘Timeshavechanged,ofcourse.’Hegazed aroundtheroomattheopulentsurroundings. ‘Mygrandfatherandfathernevermademuch moneythoughtheyworkedhard,buttheywere happymen,contentwithwhattheirendeavours hadbroughtthem.’
‘Yes.’Georgianaleanedtowardshim.‘Thatis whatIwant!AndIdon’tseewhy,justbecauseI amawoman,Ishouldn’tbeabletodothattoo.
Iwanttobeconsideredaproperpersoninmy ownright.’
‘IcanseewhyyougotonsowellwithMrs Burrows.’Hesmiled.‘Shetooisaveryindependentwoman.Orshewas,’hereflected. ‘Regrettablyherageisnowcatchingupwithher, thoughI’mquitesurethatshewillalwaysbevery vocalinherbeliefs.’
‘Thenthereishopeforme!’Georgianafelt buoyedupbytheirconversation.Wilhelm Dreumelwasaveryengaging,candidman, obviouslynotgiventohandingoutflatteryor complimentsassomemenwere,buthespoketo herinafrankandeasymannerasifhewas talkingtoanotherman.
‘Thereisplentyofhope,MissGregory.But youwillnotfinditeasy:therewillbemany whowilllookdownuponyoufornothavinga husbandintow,andyouwillberegardedwith suspicionbysomeladiesifyousomuchassmile orpassthetimeofdaywiththeirmenfolk.’
‘Sowhatofyou,MrDreumel?’Sherememberedthathehadsaidhewasnotlookingfora wife.‘Doyouhaveanunderstandingwifeorare youaconfirmedbachelor?’
Ashadowfellacrosshisaffableface.‘Ididhave abeautifulandunderstandingwife,butsadlyshe diedinchildbirthandthechilddidnotsurvive. Wehadbeenmarriedonlyoneyearandwewere bothveryyoung.ShewaseighteenandItwentyone.Ihavenotwantedanotherwife,forshewas irreplaceable.’
‘I’msosorry,’Georgianamurmured.‘Itmust beveryhardtolosesomeoneyoulove.’
Henoddedsombrely.‘Itis,itisveryhard indeed.Ishallneverrecoverfromit.So,’he perkedupandspokecheerfully,‘afterallthese years,twelveinSeptember,no-onetriestofind meanotherwifeastheydidtobeginwith.Poor Bill,myfriendsusedtosay.Wemustfindhim someonetomarry.TheynowknowthatIama lostcause,andthewomenthatIknowaremy friendsandnotmylovers.’
Shegazedathim.Hewouldbeagoodfriend, shemused.Honestandplain-speaking.IfIget toknowhimperhapshewouldalsobeafriendto me.Itmightbehelpful,sometimes,toheara man’spointofview.
‘MrDreumel,’shesaidboldly.‘CouldIinvite youtosupper?’
CHAPTERTHREE
WilhelmDreumelsaidthatalthoughhewouldbe happytobeherguest,ifshewouldpermitithe wouldliketochoosethevenue.Georgianawas gladofthatofferforshedidnotwanttobeseen dininginthePortlandwithagentleman,incase MrsCharlesworthmightalsobetakingsupper andthinktheworst.HowfoolishIam,she thoughtirritably,asshedressedfortheevening. I’mtryingtobeanindependentwomanandhere Iamworryingoversomeonetittle-tattlingabout me.
However,whenshecamedownthestairsto meethimatsixo’clockinthefoyerastheyhad arranged,shesawthatMrDreumelwasengaged inearnestconversationwithanotherman.
Hiseyessweptoverherassheapproachedand hesmiledadmiringly.Kittyhadironedallher gownsandshehadchosentowearadeepblue, which,shehadbeentold,emphasizedthecolour ofhereyes.Overhergownsheworeashoulder capeinadarkershadeofblue,astheevening wasgrowingchilly.
‘MissGregory.’Dreumelheldouthishandto
includeherintheirconversation.‘Permitmeto introduceacolleague,JohnCharlesworth.’
Oh,no,shebreathed.Notthehusbandofthat dreadfulwoman!Shesmiled,however,andinclinedherheadingreeting.
‘Delighted,MissGregory.’JohnCharlesworthbowed.‘AreyounewlyarrivedinNew York?’
Sohiswifehasn’ttoldhimofmeandhowrude Iwas,shecogitated,beginningtoregrether hastydeparturefromthatlady.
‘Justafewdaysago,’shereplied.
‘Andareyouimpressedbyourfinecity?I believeitiscomparablewithLondonforits shopsandtheatres,thoughnotofcourseforits ancientbuildingsandheritage,’headded.
‘IndeedIam.It’saveryhandsomecity,’she agreed.‘Thestreetsaremuchwiderthanour Englishstreetsandthecolourofthestonebuildingsisveryappealing.Thegardenstoo,’she addedandwassurprisedatherownenthusiasm, ‘arelovely.’
‘Good.Good,’hesaid,and,ashetookhis leave,declared,‘Imustintroduceyoutomywife, MissGregory.Shelikestomeetpeoplefrom otherlands.’
‘Ibelievewehavemetalready,MrCharlesworth,’shesaid.‘ButIshallbegladtorenewher acquaintance.’
‘Ohdear,’sheremarkedtoWilhelmDreumel astheyleftthePortland–hehadsuggested thatasitwasn’tfartheymightwalktothehotel wheretheyweretoeat.‘I’mafraidImayhave insultedhiswifewhenImether.Iwasrather
discourteous,forshewassoverypatronizingand wishedtoorganizemylife.’ XX
Hechuckled.‘Don’tworryyourself,Miss Gregory.MrsCharlesworthwouldnotnoticeif youwererudetoher,forsheneverlistensto anyone’sopinion.Shethinksonlythatsheknows best,andyetshehasnoeducationordiscernment.ShehaslivedinthePortlandHotelforthe lasttenyearsandgoesnowherebuttoNewYork balls,partiesandtheatres.Thatisherlife.’
‘Poorwoman,’Georgianamurmured.‘Does herhusbandnottraveleither?’
‘Hedoes,butshewillnotgowithhim,preferringtostayatthePortlandwhereshebehaves asifsheownsit.’
TheMariusHotelwheretheyweretodinewas situatedinasmallquietsquare.Itwasnotas largeoraslavishasthePortland,beingplainly constructedontheoutsidewithbalconieson thefirstandsecondfloors.Itwaswellfurnished withgoodcarpetsandcurtains,and,likethe Portland,hadmanysmalltablesandcomfortable sofasinthemainlounge,andalthoughitdidnot haveagrandfoyer,therewasawidehallwitha piano,paintingsonthewallsandawelcoming fireinalargehearth.
‘Delightful,’Georgianasaidastheyentered. ‘Howverypleasant.’
MrDreumelnoddedatherapproval.‘Afterwe haveeatensupper–andthefoodisgoodand wholesome–youmaydecidethatyouwould prefertolivehere.ThisiswhyIbroughtyou.’
Shenoticed,astheywereshowntotheirplaces inthediningroom,thatalthoughseveraltables
wereoccupied,theywereoccupiedbygentlemen only,andthefewladieswhoweretherewere sittingseparatelyandatadistancefromthe otherdiners.Whenshecommentedonthis,her companionsaidthatfewladiesdinedoutwith theirhusbands,andthatgentlemengenerally dinedalone.
‘IsthisatypicalNewYorkcustom?’sheasked. ‘OrageneralAmericanone?’
‘Ican’tanswerthat,MissGregory,’hesaid.‘I can’tsayIhavenoticeditelsewhere,butthen apartfromwhenIaminNewYork,thecompany Ikeepisgenerallymale.’
‘Whyisthat,MrDreumel?’Shesmiled.‘You arenotallergictothecompanyofladiesoryou wouldnothaveapproachedme,norwould youhavespokenofMrsBurrowsoracceptedmy invitationtosupper!’
‘Certainlynot.’Helaughed.‘Ilikethecompany ofladies.Butmybusinesstakesmetoplaces wheretherearefewmembersofthefemale society.Ihaveanewspapercompany,’heexplained.‘PennynewspapersinNewYorkand Philadelphia.Ladiestendnottobeinthatkindof business.’
‘I’msurethewomenofAmericaread newspapers,’shecommented.‘Wouldtheynot liketoreadsomethingwrittenbyawoman?’
Hetookherquestionseriouslyandsurveyed herasthesoupandbreadwerebroughttothe table.‘Idon’tpersonallyknowofanywoman whowritesforanewspaper,thoughthereare ofcoursefemalewritersofnovels.Iregrettosay, though,theyarenotasaruleapprovedofby
thegeneralpublic.And,’headdedwithagrin, ‘thewritermostdisapprovedof,thoughherbook iswidelyread,istheEnglishladyMrsFanny Trollope,whowasnotimpressedbyAmerican life.’
Georgianasighed.‘Itseems,then,thatlifefor womenisnotsoverydifferentherethanin England.’
‘No,perhapsnot,’heagreed.‘Butitwillcome. Intime.’
‘Butitmightbetoolateforme,’shesaid passionately.‘Iwanttomakemyowndecisions aboutmylife.’
‘Youareyoung,MissGregory.Andyoucando asyouwish.Whoistostopyou?’
Shelookedacrossathim.‘I’mtwenty-three!’ shereplied.
‘Inyourprime!Aperfectageforawomanwho doesnotwantthedisadvantageofahusbandto holdherback!Asensibleagefortravellingalone withperhapsjustacompanion.’
‘Acompanion?’shesaidsuspiciously.‘What companion?’
‘Youhavebroughtayoungwomanwithyou, haveyounot?’heasked.‘IthoughtthatMrs Burrowssaid—’
‘Oh,’shebreathed.‘YoumeanKitty?I thought—’
‘No,’hesaidsolemnly,thoughtherewasa sparkleoffuninhiseyes.‘Ididnotmeananyone else.Iwouldnotpresume—’
‘Ibegyourpardon.’Shewasembarrassed. ‘Youseehowdifficultitisforawoman,Mr Dreumel?Wearetornbetweenwhatwehave
beentaughtandwhatwewant.Sometimes,’she addedsoftly,‘Ithinkthatwedon’tknow what we want,onlythatwewantsomethingdifferent.It canbequitebewildering.’
Theyateinsilenceforawhile,thenGeorgiana said,‘Soshallwetalkaboutyou,MrDreumel? Tellmeaboutyournewspaperbusiness.Howfar doyoutravel?’
‘BetweenNewYorkandPhiladelphia.Ihope eventuallytoopenanewspaperinDetroit.How isyourfowl?’heaskedsuddenly.‘Tender?’
‘Very,’shesaid.‘Delicious.Iwouldliketo moveherefromthePortlandiftheratesare reasonable.’
‘Theyare,’hesaid.‘Butyoumustasktonight. Itisaverypopularhotelandtherearenotmany rooms.’
Shesaidthatshewould.Shefeltcomfortable here,thestaffwerepolitelyfriendlywithoutbeingtoofamiliarorcondescending,asshefelt theywereatthePortland.
‘Iamalsoinotherfields.’Hereturnedto theoriginalsubject,firsttakingadrinkfromhis wineglass.‘Myfatherworkedasaminerin Philadelphia,andbecauseIhaveasmatteringof knowledgeIwentofftoCaliforniain’49totry myluck.’
‘You’renotgoingtotellmethatyoustruck gold!’
Sheepishlyhenodded.‘Ifoundaplacer depositoffreegold.’Hesawaquestioninher face.‘It’scalledfreegoldbecauseit’smixedin withsandorgravelandisrecoveredbywashing inaminingpan.It’sfoundmostlyinriverbeds.’
‘Sohasitmadeyourich?’Shesmiled.‘DoIset mybonnetatyouafterall?’
Helaughed,thenleanedtowardsher.‘Ishall getricherwithmynewspapers,butIboughtthe NewYorknewspaperwithsomeoftheproceeds.’ Hehesitated,thensaid,loweringhisvoice,‘I wanttoraisecastle,andsomeoneshowedmea perfectplace.AsanAmericancitizenIwasable tobuytheland,andthenIdiscoveredwhatI believetobeagoldlodethere.’
‘Agoldlode?’shewhisperedback.‘Whatis that?’
‘It’sgoldthatisburiedinrock.Ithasto becrushedoutoftherockwhichmeansusing expensivemachinery.We’vestakedaclaimand aresettinguprightnow.’
‘We?Youhaveapartner?’
‘Yes.’Henodded.‘JohnCharlesworth.Hehas agreedtoputcapitalintothescheme.Theone problemishiswife.Ifsheshouldhearofititwill bealloverNewYorkandwe’llhaveeverygold minerinAmericatrailingus.’
‘Butwhyareyoutellingme,MrDreumel?’she asked,perturbedbythisconfidence.‘Youdon’t knowme.Icouldtelleveryonetoo.Howdoyou knowIcankeepasecret?’
Heshrugged.‘Idon’tknow.ButIcanguess.I cangenerallytellifsomeoneishonestandtrustworthy.’Hesmiledhisdimpledsmile.‘Idon’t reallyknowwhyItoldyou,butsometimesitis goodtoconfide,toshare.Besides,’headded,‘I haven’ttoldyouwherethelandisandifIdid youwouldn’tbeabletofindit.Beingonlya woman,’hesaidslyly.
‘Ah,’shesaidgaily.‘Ithoughttherewould beareason.Sowhoislookingafterthisland?’ sheasked.‘Shouldn’tyoubethereguarding it?’XX
‘Normally,yes,’hesaid.‘ButIhavefounda fellowwhohasbeenintheminingbusiness–an Englishman,whoistherenowsupervisingthe machinerywhichisbeingassembled.I’mexpectinghimthisweek,asamatteroffact.He’s travellingtoNewYorktotellusoftheworkin progress.’
Aftertheyhadfinishedeating,Georgiana spoketothedeskclerkandaskedtoseethe rooms.Theyweresmallerthanattheother hotelbutcomfortablyfurnishedanddecorated inwarmcolours.Theyhadtwofreesoshe bookedthemforanindefinitestay.Wilhelm Dreumelkeptoutofearshotasshenegotiateda price,andshewasgladthathedidnottryto interfereorrecommend.
TheystrolledbacktothePortland.The eveningwascoolbutdryandtherewasasalty smelloftheseawhichmadeherfeelnostalgicfor home,butshealsofeltbuoyedupbythefactthat shewasmakingprogressinherlife.Ihavemade afriend,shethought,whohasconfidedin me,andIhavemadeadecisionaboutmoving hotelsandIhavenotyetbeenhereoneweek.
‘Ithasbeenmostpleasant,MissGregory,’ DreumelsaidasheescortedherintothePortlandfoyer.‘Verypleasantindeed,andIhope thatperhapswecanrepeattheevening,only perhapsyouwouldbemyguestnexttime?’
‘Thatwouldbelovely.’Sheextendedherhand
tohis.‘Whereareyoustaying,MrDreumel?’she asked.‘HereatthePortland?’
‘No,attheMarius.Ipreferthesimplicity.SoI willhopetoseeyouagainsoon.Tomorrowifmy manturnsupaspromisedIshallbeindiscussion withhim.Perhaps,’hesaid,raisingafingerasif ithadjustoccurredtohim.‘Perhapsyouwould caretomeethim.HeisfromnorthernEngland, asyouare.’
‘Oh,yes!Itwouldbegoodtohearhowafellow Englishpersonissurvivinginthisnewcountry.’
Hesmiled.‘Itdoesn’tseemsoverynewtome asIhavelivedhereallmylife,butyes,Ido understandwhatyoumean.’
‘Whatishisname?’Georgianaasked.‘Imay knowofhimorhisfamily.’
‘Newmarch,’hereplied.‘EdwardNewmarch.’ Shestaredblanklyforamoment,thensaid faintly,‘IdoknowtheNewmarches,butIthink notthesamefamily.Theyarenotinmining.’
Shetookherleaveofhimandwalkedunsteadilyupthestairstoherroom.Itisn’tpossible, shethought.Itmustbesheercoincidence.
EdwardNewmarch,hercousinMay’shusband, hadsailedforAmericaeighteenmonthsbefore Georgianahaddecidedalsototravelabroad.He hadlefthisnewwifealettersayingthathewas leavingtobeginanotherlifeandbeggingher forgiveness.Whathedidn’tsayintheletterand whattheyhadsubsequentlydiscoveredwasthat hehadbookedthreeticketsforthevoyage,one forhimself,oneforhisvalet,andoneforhis mistress,ayoungmillgirl,whomhehadbeen seeingsincebeforehismarriage.
MayNewmarchhaddasheddowntothedock withherbrother-in-law,Martin,intimetosee herhusbandboardtheship.Buthismistresshad stayedbehind,choosing,soitseemed,nottogo withhim.
Theyhadheardnothingmorefromhim,no communicationatall.May’sfatherhadtriedin vaintoputastoptoEdwarddrawingfundsfrom thebankwhereMay’sdowrywasdeposited,even thoughthemoneyandvarioussharesdeposited thereafterEdwardNewmarch’smarriagetoMay werelegallyhis.
‘Itcan’tbehim,’GeorgianamurmuredasKitty pulledoffherboots.He’dnevergethishands dirtyinsuchathingasmining,shemused.
‘What,miss?’Kittysaid.
‘Oh,nothingmuch,’shesaid.‘Kitty,let’sget packed.We’removingtomorrow.’
AstheysettledintotheMariusthenextday, Kittysaid,‘Ilikeitbetterhere,MissGregory.It’s notsosnootyas’Portland,andthemdeskclerks werealwaystellingmethatIshouldleaveyou andgetaproperjob.Itelledthem,’shesaid vehemently,‘thisisaproperjob,lookingafter you,andtheyjustlaughedatmeandsaidIwas likethemblackslavesintheSouth.’
Georgianawasshocked.‘Butyoudon’tfeellike that,doyou,Kitty?I’dbedevastatedifyouleft.’
‘Ohno,miss,Idon’t.Iknowhowyoudepend onme,andbesidesIdependonyou.Whatwould Idoonmyown?’
Georgianatookadeepbreath.‘Weneedeach other,Kitty,andthat’safact.We’retwowomen aloneinaforeignland.’Sheconsideredfora
moment.‘Howwoulditbe,’shesaid,‘seeingas peopleherehaveproblemswiththeideaof servants–howwouldyouliketocallyourselfmy companion,wheneveranyoneaskswhatyoudo?’
Kittybeamedandherfacewentpink.‘Itwould seemasifI’dgoneupin’world,miss.’She pondered.‘Soundsverynice.Betterthanalady’s maid.Wouldyoupreferthat,MissGregory?’
‘IthinkthatperhapsIwould,’shesaid.‘Andit wouldmeanthatwecoulddinetogether.’She sawthehesitantexpressiononKitty’sface.‘I don’talwaysliketodinealoneandIwouldshow youwhichcutlerytouseifyouwerenotsure.’
‘Idoknowalready,miss,cosdidn’tIsometimesset’tableatyouraunt’shouse?’
‘Ofcourseyoudid,Kitty.I’dforgotten.’Her aunthadahousekeeper,cookandkitchenmaid. Kitty,whohadstartedoutasaparlourmaid,had beenelevatedtolookafterherandGeorgiana’s needs.‘Yes,’shesaidthoughtfully.‘Ithinkthatis whatweshalldo.’
‘Goodness,miss,’Kittyexclaimed.‘It’sasifI’m gainingthatequalitylikeyou’reallustalking about.’
‘Well,thankgoodnesssomeoneis,’Georgiana saidruefully.‘Comealong,then,let’sgetready togodowntosupper.Youcouldwearyourgrey dresstonightandtomorrowwe’llbuyyousomethingelsetowear.’
Kittyfollowedher,justonestepbehindasthey wentdownthestairs.Inthefoyer,waitingnear thedoor,wasWilhelmDreumel.Heturnedand sawthem.‘MissGregory,’hecalled.‘Newmarch isjustcollectinghisbagsfromthecoach.I
rememberwherehe’sfromnow.He’sfroma placeneartheportofHullontheeastcoastof England.I’msureyou’llknowhim!’ Behindher,GeorgianaheardKittydrawina breathandsheturnedandputherfingertoher lips.
Thedoorsswungopenandamancamein carryingabagandshookhandswithDreumel. Dreumelsaidsomethingtohimandtheyboth lookedup.Adismayedrecognitiondawnedin theman’seyesashesawGeorgiana.
Shetookafewmorestepsdownandstoodin frontofthetwomen.Sheknewhimallright. Onlyitwasn’tEdwardNewmarch.
CHAPTERFOUR
InSeptember1850,whenEdwardNewmarch stumbledupthegangboardontotheship,allhe wantedtodowasclosethecabindoorbehind himandsinkintooblivion.Hedidn’tlookback atthecrowdswhoweregatheredattheHumber dockbasintowatchtheshipdepart,forifhehad hewouldhaveseenRubywalkingaway.Ruby hismistress,hislove,whohadrefusedtotravel withhimandhadtoldhimthatshelovedsomeoneelse.Hehadbarelygiventhoughttohis abandonedwifeMay,hewassimplywrappedin hisownmiseryandhumiliation.
‘Damnandblastallwomen,’hemutteredashe layfacedownonhisbunk.‘Igavethatgirl everythingshewanted.Money,clothes,trinkets!’ Well,allright,headmitted.Icouldn’tmarryher. Butitwouldhavebeenasgoodasamarriageif she’dagreedtocome!She’dhavehadtochange hermannersofcourse,putonabitofstyleso thatpeoplewouldn’thaveguessedthatshe’d comeupfromthegutter.ButRubycouldhave donethatifshe’dhadamindto,shehadit inher.
Therewasafainttaponthedoor.‘Yes!Whatis it?’
‘CanIgetyouanything,sir?’Itwashisvalet’s voice.Allen.RobertAllen,whohadagreedto comewithhim.Hmm,Edwardbrooded.He hadn’tneededtoasktwice.Allenhadjumpedat thechanceofanewlife.
‘No,Idon’tneedanything.Wait,onsecond thoughts–comein.’Heraisedhimselfonone elbow.‘Getmeadrink,’hesaidasAllencamein, bendinghisheadsothathedidn’tbangitonthe doorframe.Notatallman,hewasstockyin build,unlikehisemployer,whowastallandslim, butthecabinceilingsanddoorswerelow.
Allencrouchedtoopenthecupboarddoor. ‘Brandy,sir?Whisky?Port?’
Edwardexhaled.‘Port,andleavethebottle herebyme.Thendon’tdisturbmeuntilsupper.’
‘We’reabouttosail,sir.Don’tyouwanttosee usleave?’Allenpouredtheportintoaglassand putthebottlebythebedasinstructed.
‘No,Idamnwelldon’t!I’llbegladtobegone.’ Edwardraisedhisglassandtookadrink.‘Have youleftanyonebehind,Allen?’
‘No,sir.’Allen’sexpressionwasimpassive. ‘Nobody.’
‘Goodforyou.Nobodytomournyouor blackenyourname,then?’Edwardtookanother drink.
‘No,sir.Willthatbeall,sir?’
‘Yes.Makesurethere’splentyofmeatfor supper.Ifeeltheneedforsomeredmeat.’
‘Verygood,sir.’Allenbackedoutofthecabin, closedthedoorfirmlyandreturnedtowatching
theshoresofEastYorkshireslideawayintothe darkness.Itwascoldandwetinspiteofbeing earlyautumnandtherewerefewpeopleondeck.
Hehadn’tbeenabletobelievehisluckwhen EdwardNewmarchhadapproachedhimand toldhim,inconfidence,thathewasthinking ofgoingtoAmerica.‘ButnotawordtoMrs Newmarch,’hehadsaid.‘Idon’twanttotellher yet.NotuntilI’vethoughtitthrough,’andthen hehadaskedifAllenwouldconsidergoingwith him.
Wouldn’tIjust!Allenhadthought,and needednotimetocontemplate.Hewasbored withhisjobofrunningaroundafterNewmarch, helpinghimdress,shave,cleaninghisshoes, makingsurehisshirtsandcollarswerefreshly starchedandironed,andwhenhisemployerwas out,ashefrequentlywas,hehadtohelpclean thehouseholdsilver,which,heconsidered,was nottheworkofavalet.
Butthen,hehaddeliberated,theNewmarch familywerenottop-draweraristocracywitha massofservantswhoknewwhodidwhatand when,butwealthyfolkwhohadmadetheir moneyoutofindustryandcommerce,andemployedpeopletodoforthemwhattheydidn’t wanttodoforthemselves.
I’llberidofhimassoonasIcan,he determinedashewatchedthelightofSpurn Pointflashinthedarkness.JustassoonasIsee what’swhat.There’llbeopportunitiesgalore,I shouldn’twonder.Imightevenpanforgold, thoughthebestsiteswillhavegonebynow.Not thatI’dgointomining.IvowedthatwhenIleft
home.IsawwhatcoalminingdidtoDaandour Jim,coughingtheirheartsandlungsout.No, thatlifewasn’tforme.
HehadknownveryquicklythatwhatEdward Newmarchwasplanningdidn’tincludeMrsNewmarch.No-oneelseintheservants’hallknew anything,andcertainlynotMrsNewmarch’s maid,Dora,forhehadhadamildflirtationwith herandshewouldhavetoldhimifhermistress wasgoingaway.No,hehadquicklydeducedthat hismasterwasplanningontakinghislittlefilly, whowasnothingmorethanamillgirl.
Ironic,hethought,andpulledasmallbottleof whiskyoutofhispocketwhichhehadsiphoned offfromalargerbottlewhenhewaspreparing thecabin,andwhilstNewmarchwasonthe wharfsidetryingtopersuadehisparamourto accompanythem.Andshewouldn’tcome!He grinnedinthedarknessandtookadrinkfrom thebottle.Morefoolher!Ormaybenot,he reconsidered.Maybesheknewthateventually Newmarchwouldtireofherandshewouldbe abandoned,justashiswifehadbeen.
Itwouldbeahardlifeforawomananyway. Hetookanotherdrink.Unlessthere’splentyof money,andNewmarchwillkeeptightholdof his,orratherhiswife’s,money.Poorbitch,she’ll beleftwithnothing.Hismindhadswitchedto MayNewmarch.Still,she’sgotarichpapa,he’ll lookafterher,Iexpect.
Yes,I’llmoveonassoonasIcan.That’swhat folkdoinAmerica.Theydon’tstayinoneplace likewedo.Theygraspeveryopportunityandif theydon’tfindwhatthey’relookingforinone