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Managing Editor Brenda J. Robinson Burgett Assistant editor Kristi Bahr Social Media Krista Gallentine Graphics, layout and co-owner Kurt L. Schmierer We are excited to share the next issue of the magazine.

We have amazing articles and great people with messages, information, and a smile for everyone. It is my desire to provide a space for likeminded people with a desire to share their gifts and at the same time growing spiritually.

the creatures who share our space.

It is a pleasure to be a conscience co-workers of the divine and share my gifts. It is my wish that all of us share a great new year filled with excitement, growth, appreciation for our planet, as well as an appreciation for all

Email brenda@brendaburgett.com

If you would like to write for us, please contact us. If you have a story and don’t wish to write please feel free to share it with us, and our editor will work it for you.

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readings. I am comfortable with large and small groups. I am a Reconnection healer and a third level Reiki. I do animal communication as well as channel past loved ones.

I believe my gifts to be another connection to your soul, your own gifts, and the divine.

Check my private website at brendaspsychicworld.com

I am a writer and would love to share my books with you. They are located on Amazon under my name. I am available for events and private or phone The opinions and views expressed in this publications

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Welcome to January 2019! We have what we believe to be an exciting second issue. Our cover is Shaman, teacher, healer James Uqualla.

Page 4 - Wynne Stewart

Page 36 - Veronica Ford

Page 6 - Davey and JoySee

Page 38 - The Detroit Paranormal Exhibitions through the eyes of Todd Bonner, cofounder .

Page 10 - JJ Yosh Page 20 - “Stroud’s Excerpts”, Dr. Steve Stroud Page 26 - Uqualla “Cover Story”

Page 42 - Cynthia Clayton (also known by her Sufi name, Karima),

Page 48 - “Ask Brenda” is my contribution shared with a Q and A featuring, “Rodney the Magnificent Rooster”.

Page 50- David Zarza.

Psychic/Medium and life coach from the Seattle area.

We are looking for writers and offering ad space at an affordable introductory price.

Contact us at spaceshipinmysoup@gmail.com or visit us on the web at spaceshipinmysoup.com SpaceShip in My Soup offers the Metaphysical, medical news of a holistic nature.

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A Healing Ex My mother set herself up for a fairly routine sinus surgery, a reconstruction of her deviated nasal passage. Blood tests were run prior to the surgery to assure that she was in good health and a viable candidate for this procedure; the results showed that indeed she was.

Surgery was completed with flying colors and she was prescribed a powerful antibiotic, to be take once daily, for the prevention of any post-surgery infection. Following the first antibiotic she noticed feeling ill, nausea and abdominal pain, she wrote these symptoms off as post-surgery normalcy. After consuming the second pill, she experienced pain described as “the most pain ever felt� which included the un-medicated labor and delivery of four children. My father rushed her to the emergency room where extensive testing was done.

Blood work showed complete loss of kidney function, a reaction created by the

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xperience antibiotic. She was admitted into the hospital and biopsies of her kidneys were sent off; the results showed zero kidney function. My always healthy mother was told she would be on dialysis for the rest of her days. A chest port was inserted and she gracefully accepted her prognosis, all the while holding on to the possibility of a healing. She asked for prayers to be said on her behalf, as she was a woman of faith. After spending hours seated in the dialysis center, she decided home dialysis would be a better choice for her. She had a surgical procedure installing an abdominal port. She filled the room once used as her counseling office with gallons of dialysis fluid. Fluid that she pushed through the port every few hours to flush her kidneys.

My parents’ enjoyable days of world travel were over.

All the while friends, family and unknowns continued prayer for

my mother’s recovery. I began doing an ancient Japanese hand on healing technique called Reiki, at a minimum of twice weekly. We could both feel popcorn like movement under my hands as I laid them on her kidneys. During one of the Reiki sessions, we both fell into a trance, I was awakened from an electrical jolt experienced through my arms and out of my hands.

My mother’s body flopped like a fish on shore! I remember saying “Mom I think something just happened” and she replied “I think you are right”. I laugh now when I think of how calm we were about this obvious big deal! She got off of my treatment table and went to empty her bladder, for the first time in months, her urine had color to it. We continued Reiki for the next few weeks and her kidneys continued to respond.

She asked her physician to test her kidney function and results were astonishing! Her

kidneys were working at a level that would no longer require dialysis, therefore, she set up surgery to have her abdominal port removed and her kidneys continued to improve as we continued our sessions. She never had to receive dialysis again!

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My mother and father were able to travel and enjoy her freedom from dialysis for many years prior to their deaths. My mother used her time left to continue being of service to her family and her community, until she was physically unable due to Parkinson’s Disease. I am grateful that of all the healings I have facilitated, my mother was able to receive the energy.

Wynne is a hypnotherapist, counselor, energy worker and passage therapist working in the fields for 30 years . wynnestewart33@gmail.com

Pre-paving with A Davie & JoySee Pfaffle January and February 2019 Greetings seekers of Light & Love! In January and February, we want to share with you how to experiment with the energy of the Moon and Mercury aspects. I say “experiment” because our minds are so powerful that we can create the astrological correlations. Regardless, this column will always be 100% positive and so if we are “fate-ing” ourselves, it will be a good fate.

During the Moon aspects, we have the chance to be more aware of our feelings. And during the Mercury times we can be more aware of our thoughts. Feelings and thoughts-- great opportunities to expand our consciousness with these two energies!

How does pre-paving tie into this? Pre-paving is defined as the practice of imagining how a desire of ours would feel after it manifests. The column last month went into exactly how to pre-pave. We pre-pave, or imagine what we want, to make life easier for us and it works in a magical secret way.

The secret is that our subconscious mind doesn’t know the difference between feeling elation from an actual experience or from an imagined experience. But either way, it helps get more of the same experiences. With pre-paving, the stronger the emotion, the better it works.

When we muster up intense feelings of joy and thankfulness

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as we pre-pave, we are on the right track.

In order to pre-pave more easily, we need lots of emotion and during the Moon aspects that’s pretty easy, because the Moon’s energy is caring energy. If we want to continue this as a habit, the Moon can help with that too since it has to do with moods AND habits.

What do you think would happen if before we embarked on each next activity, we imagined that what we wanted had been easily already done?

And then, what we felt was total joy and gratitude for its completion? Nice, hey?

For example, JoySee didn’t like

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the first draft of this write up.

She wanted it shorter and more cohesive and even wanted to omit another secret which I was really attached to. It was about how our thoughts manufacture chemicals in our bodies that we feel as emotions. So I had a problem and challenge of changing it so she would like it.

I started envisioning it already easily completed where she, and you the ultimate reader, would love it.

Astrology This morning I even envisioned having this revision done in an hour. I made sure I had some GodBumps with the intention. GodBumps—like goosebumps—tell me when I am connected to Universal Intelligence. It is my mojo and way of putting juju on things. To learn more about these, you can read our book: GodBumps, at http://flowlifeflow.com/godbumps.htm. During the Moon aspects, I, Davie, will be experimenting and remembering to get into the habit of pre-paving all my activities before I start them, so they will be accomplished easily and joyfully. In my visualizations I will feel really thankful for their easy and fun-filled completion.

The Moon aspects may give us stronger emotions and more awareness of our feelings. They may signify easier times to deal with her nurturing energy. I will take note of happenings that indicate there are feelings to pay attention to! These notes will tide me over in between these Moon aspects when my feelings can be more easily felt again.

Here are the feeling times for the Moon for January and February, 2019. They are for short durations but three times a month.

Dec 31, 6pm-Jan 1, 10am Jan 10, 4pm-Jan 11-9am Jan 15, noon-Jan 16-4am Jan 28, 1am-6pm Feb 7, 12am-5pm Feb 11, 9pm-Feb 12, 10am Feb 24, 10pm-Feb 25, 2am

The rest of this column will be about Mercury, the messenger. Its aspects happen at least a couple times a year for half a week or so. Being aware of these times can put us on the watch for any magic tools we uncover, tools that are really adaptable. We may already be using these tools and just need to become more aware of their versatility. This Mercury time happens from February 18 to 23, 2019.

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So do yourself a favor and get up right now and start walking around for a minute or so and focus on appreciating all the tools you come across.

Dr. Joe Dispenza, who wrote “Becoming Supernatural”, says that ‘gratitude is the ultimate state of receivership’. You might notice a pen, a blender, a water glass, a knife or something intangible, like how you deep breathe to alleviate stress. These are all tools to appreciate.

As we go around in our environment and invoke thoughts of appreciation, especially for all the tools we have and ARE using, this should get the ball rolling and perhaps reveal to us some new tool we can use. Also it could lead us to dig up the awareness of a tool we used in the past.

Did you do it? Did that put you in an appreciative mood? Cool, heh? If you didn’t do it, you can pause reading at any time and experiment with this and prove it to yourself. Now that you know how it works, this exercise will help you be more conscious of your thoughts and how they can help manifest things as new tools.

Just remember these very effective tools you discover for future use. They will remain especially useful and can tide us over until the next Mercury aspect happens again. I personally write down my discovered tools, and how to use them so they can help me have a life that’s easy peasy, lemon squeezy.

During the Mercury time, you could uncover a magic tool that might be quite useful , such as your hands. They are so awesome and able to manipulate so many things.

Take a minute and look at them and see how useful they are!

This tool makes a wonderful addition to the other efficient tools and is quite versatile and adaptable, making work and communication much easier and quicker. Have you thought of your hands in that way before? As you might notice, tools can be just about anything!

For example, during the last Mercury time I discovered the Sharpie. This is a black, thin felt-tipped pen. We have used these for years but I learned that they are great for accenting notes. I write notes all the time and by going over a single word on each line of

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my notes, I get the gist of the whole line of writing and can read this from a distance and without my eyeglasses.

This helps remind me with a handy dandy ‘To Do’ list just from bolded words! I can also write on the palm of my hand with Sharpies if I really want to be reminded of something all day.

Of course the ultimate tool is the tool of pre-paving. This miraculous tool can magically make everything so much easier. We could invoke a really grateful feeling for having found a tool that works exceeding well for us. How would that feel?

As with the Moon times, keeping notes of tools we discovered during this Mercury time and keeping them visible will tide us over until the next Mercury time, which is May 1518, 2019.

Davie@LuckyAstrology.com What magical tools will you come up with? We would love for you to share with us.

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ccording to research, been interviewing and pursuing his interests since 2007 ably before that. He is a filmmaker, reporter, and his talents go toward the arts of cooking in the outdoors. He is a steward of the earth and her creatures been known to say he would like to change the world one film at a time. He loped and grown into an extremely diverse spirit. He is a strong advocate n the outdoors. The love of life and his adventures he has shared with us a powerful message of allowing life to change as it needs to. He doesn’t say, ing,� instead he shows how healing and rest can occur through allowing the ow of life. He has experienced the passion of being driven to complete a work ars on the amazing full length feature film he entitled - Ancient Tomorrow, e on Amazon, Vudu, YouTube, and Google Play) and is awaiting the Universe to the next level. In the meantime, JJ is not sitting idle, he has begun a very ul social media management business.

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You have a spiritual energy about you. Is it, in your opinion, psychic in anyway?

I’ve been told, taught I guess, that everyone is psychic in someway. You just have to tap into it. I guess it’s kind of like, some of us have different skills that are more natural than others. For instance, my brother is a better baseball player then I am, it just came naturally for him. It was easier for him to excel at baseball and for me it took more work.

There are things that I am better at naturally. So, I guess that’s kind of how I would say my psychic abilities could be. I have always thought that I had good intuition, but as I get older I’m being proven wrong more often than not. Maybe I’m not clear with the information, or it is just getting mixed....I don’t know. It’s hard for me to say but, I’m definitely spiritual.

land. When I first got to Bolivia we were planning to climb the mountain called Illimani. I had a witch doctor say that we should go to a Shaman. We followed the advice and went to a local Shaman. He said that one of us was going to be cursed (which actually did happen) so we had him perform a ritual so that we could continue and climb the mountain, as you will see in the movie. People

You have talked to many people and groups in your travels of the world. Have you ever had people tell you or describe strange or unexplained things and events?

When I was in Bolivia to film the movie, the locals were very in touch with the spirits of the

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had seen things coming out of the Lake Titicaca, like strange lights. I touched on this a little bit in the movie, as well. So, I think anything is possible even if it sounds unbelievable.

It may not be that far-fetched, especially today. So, yes, I’m open and open to exploring it.

I know you are divinely appointed to be a teacher and you are on a divine

path. You have reached a pinnacle and may be wondering what’s next. It’s not a wait-and-see with you, because you are so driven to continue. It is very exciting for you, but deciding where to go next with your life may be the hardest part. Does that feel like a fit for you and make sense to where you are now?

Yes it does. I am at a point where I’m asking myself, “what is next?” I have, for a very long time, had these high expectations and ambitions.

These goals and expectations have been both a blessing and a curse at times. There have been some disappointments, and things have not happened as I had expected. Now I have reached a point where I no longer want to live for the future. Future doesn’t actually exist. The future is actually now. You can never actually reach the future.

I have reached the point where I want to live in this moment.

The “Now”. I have had to start thinking about, “what is this?”

The question had always been, “What is next?” So, if there is no next, “What is now?”

The path that I’m pursuing

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now is completely different than the one I thought I was going to be on. I had this clear vision of getting to the top of Mount Everest, metaphorically speaking. And now I’ve opened myself to the possibilities that maybe, there are multiple paths to the top. The path seems to be working well right now and is going to lead me there, even though I would not have believed that I would have gone this direction. But it’s working so I am embracing it. It’s totally different than anything I’ve ever done before.

I usually take the path of what I think it should look like, and I am trying to let go of that and allow it to unfold naturally.

Having described your direction and intention, what is your message and your method for preparing and sharing it?

Anyone who knows me knows that I am very spiritual. My whole social media platform is to, “Get outside” so that you can see and connect with the earth. It’s when you connect to the earth that you can actually see who you are and who you have always been. When we go outdoors we feel connected

and we feel recharged, rejuvenated, and more vibrant.

When we feel more like ourselves that’s when we can get in alignment with our lives.

This is what resonates with me personally and is in line with what I am doing on my social media platforms.

I can not always get outside, but I can hold one of my dogs and I think get the same connection you speak about?

Yes, like my cat Simon. He is like my guardian angel in physical form.

What do you have on your agenda, if anything? Can you share it with us?

I felt like I had put so much of myself in the movie Ancient Tomorrow. That movie took me ten years to complete. It was a tiring project and I had expectations for it. And even though I did complete it and it had some success, (which felt really great), it didn’t quite make it to my impossible expectations that I had set for the project. And that really tired me out. So, yes, I’m kind of going with the flow and resting.

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There hasn’t been a project since Ancient Tomorrow to come my way that I feel like, OMG this is so clear! I haven’t had the feeling that I have to go on a mission to save the earth, to save the world.

I’m definitely passionate about what I am doing right now. I have a company that has been growing quite fast just managing people’s Instagram accounts, and growing their social media accounts. I’m passionate about being a business person and entrepreneur. It’s not like I am on a mission to protect or save something and I don’t know if that will ever happen again, but it’s something you can’t force. It has to flow, you can’t force the calling.

Your full length film Ancient Tomorrow, has not received the proper acknowledgement, in my opinion. I know that your movie has not had its true audience yet. You spent ten years of your life pouring everything you had into this great piece of film mastery with such obedience and commitment. The right people will pick it up and take it a step further. It is

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totally amazing! When we do what our calling leads us to do and we give up the need to control then opportunity can step in and take it to the next level. That is where my guides and sources see you.

Do you agree?

Yes, and thank you for saying that. There is so much truth in Ancient Tomorrow. The journey is not complete but there is only so much I can do. It takes a very special team to really take it to the next level. There is a big part of me that still wants to know the answers of the Universe and I would love to know the secrets of the ancients and to know what these civilizations really looked like. That gives me a new sense of passion and I do have hopes that it can happen, but I can’t force it.

I want to know more about what the business you are doing is. Tell me again?

So, up until now, and over the last couple of years, media has been something that only a privileged few have excelled at. Years ago we didn’t have camera phones that we could record and show to the world,

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and tools like Youtube and Instagram. We were at the mercy of networks that wanted to hire us to be producers as part of their projects. We had to apply and be accepted for these jobs. So, the beauty of social media is that more individuals can produce their own shows. I have been growing my own social media through the last couple of years.

Companies are now paying me to create content about their product and to integrate them into my posts. So I have been building an audience and can showcase my own content. Over the last year, I have been doing well with my own social media and friends started asking if I could manage their social media. I was reluctant at first because I didn’t want it to take away from I was doing with my own stuff, but I did it and, it worked out very well. Then their friends wanted me to do it, and it’s just been word of mouth, and now here I am with over a hundred clients. I have a team working with me now and there is no end in sight, its great! Not sure where this is going to take us, but I figure it’s working so why stop the water from flowing.

Thank you so much for your time and insights. Especially sharing that a new direction is just that, and you never give up your passion. You just allow it to flow where it needs and there is never a sacrificing of who you are. I feel like it’s just allowing the Universe to catch up and figure out what is best to deliver, what was their message to begin with, and birth through our passion to follow our hearts.

Follow JJ Yosh and Simon the guardian angel with four paws on Facebook Twitter Instagram LinkedIn IMDb Watch the trailer here for Ancient Tomorrow- https://youtu.be/f8uVuGPTuyU Want to grow your social media and still focus on your own endeavors?

Contact JJ at: JJYosh.com

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Dr.Stroud’s Excerpts

Fog The fog comes on little cat feet. It sits looking over harbor and city on silent haunches and then moves on.

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A Premonition This premonition, like most premonitions, settled upon me like the evening fog; advancing quietly, softly, chillingly undeterred.

Like fog, premonitions seem to behave independently of the laws of nature; they seep, roll, penetrate, lift, hang, and loom. They bear down with omnipresence. They appear from nowhere, infiltrate us and then move on. They can’t be touched, but they can certainly be felt. If fog had a sound and a feel, this oncoming premonition was a freight train barreling down the tracks.

This premonition carried the foreboding sense of doom- a foreboding feeling of death, of a life taken by the hand of fate in some traumatic way. My diligent attempts to push this feeling away were futile. I was no more successful than had I tried to hold the fog in my hands.

Not all premonitions are foreboding. The phone rings and you know immediately who it is. An old friend you haven’t seen in months pops into

your head. Later that day at the market you run into them, there in the produce section just like you envisioned. You are driving home at night on a divided four lane road, no one is around. Following some irrational impulse, you move from the right lane into the left lane just as you round a bend. There on the right side of the road is a four point buck.

Certainly you would have struck it had you not changed lanes.

Premonitions come to us in a variety of ways- perhaps as a voice, a vision, a gut feeling, or a knowing that bypasses the thought process.

Premonitions are not that unusual, they happen all the time. Premonitions are just one way that the universe communicates with us. These visions, insights, voices, or gut feelings beckon us to live more mindfully. They offer us an opportunity to live synch with the pulse of the universe. They offer us a focal point to expand our consciousness. Premonitions may offer deep life altering insight. They might be just an interesting form of guidance.

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connecting and confirming and communicating with the universe and the mysteries therein.

I was on a road trip with a friend. It was a simple trip to the coast on a busy holiday weekend. We arrived at our lodge early and, after settling in, we decided to head back out to catch the sunset from a mountain perch overlooking Puget Sound.

All went smoothly from external appearances.

Internally this fog like premonition was tugging at my psyche, penetrating deeper into my bones, creating an anxious, bothered, hurried feeling. This freight train of a premonition was fast approaching. It was an overwhelming hum hiss and rumble bearing down on my soul. I thought to myself, “Let’s go, do it, and get back; let the future be now so that what I am experiencing in the present can run its course and be done with.” What was a potentially exceptional experience in a beautiful setting was becoming an anxious filled, distracted chore.

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We got to the trail head, somehow found a parking spot in a jammed packed lot, and headed up the path. Moving away from the hustle bustle would normally be soothing to my system: But not on this particular evening, not with this particular premonition.

My companion, sensing something amiss, asked how I was. “Fine” I said, automatically, yet inside my chest there was a uniquely new feeling of vacancy; hollow and growing. I was very wound up and tense, talking about distracting things like math problems. I was anxious, though not panicky; my breath was short and shallow. I was thoroughly absorbed and interested in this unfolding internal experience. I had trouble being present with the physical world around me.

Energetically I kept lifting out of my body. I didn’t feel as though I was going to drop dead on the trail, but I kept wondering if I was dying. It was at that moment, as we hiked up the trail, that this vortex began to open above me. It was gray, swirling, cloudy, and dusty.

There was a strong pulling up sensation I felt throughout

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my physical body. The further I walked the stronger it got.

My mind tried to rationalize it off, substituting the vision of the dusty vortex with a vision of the great Akashic records, endless tiers of the books of knowledge, spiraling and stretching up into infinity. That vision quickly faded, obscured by the swirling maelstrom of the gray dust. The pulling up sensation continued, stronger through my chest.

We arrived at the lookout.

Vistas of the setting sun over the waters and islands, the land below with trees and fields, distant city lights twinkled as the sun’s performance for the day grew to a close. From our post of rock and trees, the twilight sounds filtered up the hill: chattering birds, squirrels rustling through the dry brush, the hum and swish of the cars below, the gentle breeze. In the distance a tanker was dieseling towards open water. My partner, sensing my agitation, tried to rub my shoulders, though she soon gave up due to my unresponsive nature.

The freight train was fast approaching. My action become robotic, defaulting

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to either stillness or hyper movement, I was walking around, fidgeting, trying to ground but not succeeding.

Sitting still, I was waiting for the universe to shift; something, anything to relieve this pressure, this pulling sensation, this sense of impending doom.

Any casual observation of our actions would have appeared perfectly normal: a couple watching the sunset, taking pictures, chatting, being silent in the beauty of the setting.

Suddenly the air was split by the high wah wah sound of a siren followed by another, then another, then another.

Ahooga ahooga ahooga rapid and repetitive starting at a distance coming closer and closer. We watched the distant lights, flashing their way from town though field to forest; police cars and trucks and ambulances racing to a point then stopping in stillness and congregating out of sight just below our perch.

The sun had set; the sky grew dark, radiant Venus made her appearance in the western sky. The vacancy in my chest began to fill; the universe had shifted. We started down the

trail. The tail of the dust devil maelstrom moved away from me into a wider swirling pool covering the hill we were on and the road we were heading to. My demeanor shifted, as though I was relieved of some great unknown burden. The train had passed. It had roared so close I felt the push of air, so close, so fast. But it didn’t stop at the platform I was on, it didn’t stop for me. Not this time. I realized at that point that I would be an observer, not a passenger. The twilight sounds once again filled the cool air as we hiked down the hill. I could feel the earth beneath my feet; I could take a deep breath.

We neared the trailhead, a symphony of red and blue lights pierced through the darkening forest. Around a bend, cresting a few stairs the scene was one of great action and great stillness: Medics and officers dutifully pacing the road, marking the site, making decisions; Onlookers frozen in shock, unable to move as if the air around them had become overwhelmingly heavy and thick. The dissipating roar from the train of death had spread through the station, leaving only the lingering din

in the air. “She didn’t stop in time.” “Got thrown from her bike”. “Hit by another car”.

The experience happened before we got there. The scene just confirmed both my experience and the unfolding drama.

I didn’t stop, I didn’t gawk, I didn’t look. I had already had my experience. As the ambulance pulled away a quick glimpse into the brightly light interior revealed the medics dutifully applying CPR and a line of angels passing the soul up to heaven.

Our sixth sense, second sight, intuition, guidance or premonitions are a useful aspect of a mindful life and transformational work. It is one of the ways the universe communicates its messages and mysteries. As we open to these greater mysteries, and give them credence, we create a library of experiences that add to the wisdom we gather on our journey home.

Dr. Steven Stroud has been a student, and teacher practitioner of alternative medicine and transformational work for over 30 years. Doctor Stroud holds a doctorate of Naturopathic medicine and a Master Acupuncture. He also has advanced training in Craniosacral therapy, Transformational Breathing and Matrix Energetics. Dr. Stroud is a graduate and former instructor of The Barbara Brennan School of Healing.

Feel free to contact Dr. Stoud sstroud@nwi.net

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“We must realize that we are responsible for our Earth Walk and take care of it. We must walk amongst them and do what we need to do.�

James Uqualla is a shaman, healer, ceremonialist, and a universal wisdom keeper of the universe.

There is much more to this spirit, living a human experience, but we need to stop trying to identify him at some point.

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Uqualla was born of the Havasupai tribe that is located at the bottom of the Grand Canyons. His work is international and he just recently returned from an event in Italy. There is a presence about this spiritual teacher that commands respect and makes him stand out from a crowd. He is gentle and his peaceful demeanor is felt even through a phone call. Thank you Uqualla for the opportunity to share your guidance.

Do you feel like the people around you are meant to be a part of this Earth Walk or do you feel difficult people are mistakes?

I exist with such a beautiful partnership, with Divine Creator Source, and those people that are in my Earth Walk. Those

Do you ever tire of your busy life, or feel as though you have learned enough? Does it ever seem too much to deal with, or that you will never get it all done?

We say this in sentium love and on our Earth Walk. When we associate ourselves with what society says, we should be chronologically within this Earth Walk. It is then we tend to bring failures or problems and things that don’t get completed.

I learned from my mentors, teachers, grandmothers, grandfathers that said to me, “You are are always going to learn, and that you are always learning and remembering.”

Remembering things, that you didn’t think you knew. These are things that we need to bring into our actual vocabulary or bring it back into it.

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people are meant to be a part of my Earth Walk and will be there at that right moment. So, our three dimensional energy, will make an appointment and we will meet on this day for whatever reason. That may not be the course for what source wants for us, this means we are meant to connect, it does

connect and it is beautiful. That is why I am so happy sitting in the shade in my backyard appreciating my corn standing eight feet tall, drinking coffee, and jotting notes down.

Do you believe that timing in our lives is perfect and as it should be? Do you think sometimes the Universe shocks us into listening?

This has made so much sense to me. And this is the way the communication should be within our Earth logs, and that is, to have become right from the heart and direct. When it is direct, it brings forth the flow of information that will bring in a well being for those that are in the listening, the reading or the hearing part of their lives. So, all these deals work out and you are so right to when you say shock value. That is a term that we recognize as the catalyst the universe gives the world as we come in to such a connection with. We must have it or else we are not interested.

These are things that somehow are not truly working in with the formulation or truly absorbing the meaning of our existence and though we do need to find those words, this is so beautiful and it is not content, but the essence of nuance, that is going to create a stir within the individual.

As we are speaking, I look at my own Earth Walk that is being born in comparison to other people. The operative word here is comparing. When we compare, we tend to belittle what magnificence beings that we are within the Earth Walk. I have really begun to focus, being in love with self, and bring in those words that give us that extra hug, extra oomph, or extra pinch that will tell us that things are going the right way. We have such little understanding of us as brothers and sisters. I am talking about the whole human population that traditionally, refer to us as all brothers and sisters or all. When we don’t know that, the sad reality is that we don’t know our neighbors or who they are in close proximity to us. It is not in the right, and let’s make a secret equation.

Let’s figure out what we can do. And that is a little hook, of the words shock value. Who is the person? What do they do?

What is this person? Where are they from? They seem to not be in the neighborhood or from our group of people. So, there are moments when people are conscious of the differences.

We must embrace the differences. I have found that so much of our relationships, our brothers and sisters trying to fit in with what mainstreams

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feels as normal. It’s now, that we need to pull out our birthright. That birthright being whatever you were brought up in (region, town, community, tribe.) I, of course, am Native American. In that is my tribe, or that I call my birth tribe or birth. It is housed by Indians.

Which is in Arizona at the bottom of the Grand Canyon.

Now that in itself brings forth this sense of how can people be born in the bottom of the Grand Canyon and exist without having all the comforts of what mainstream believe they should have. This is, as we are born, we recognize what it takes for us to be in love, in joy, harmony and balance. This is where we stepped away from all walks of life. We step into a falsehood that just isn’t nurturing to what our personal heart and spiritual needs are. So, now we need to not leave or deviate from that path other than to be a little more conscious of a whole Earth Walk.

Let’s enjoy a flower, or a little hummingbird that just buzzed by, or the sound of the wind blowing through the trees.

These are things that we consciously understand. This is communication also.

So I walked an Earth Walk now for 65 years and in 65 years

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I have gone through many, many, of what people would call adventures, (different walks). That is the beauty of our singular Earth Walk for everyone.

We all need to have variety within that single Earth Walk from birthing to the time that we go home in spirit, as we die. So within that one is one of the most beautiful teachings that my elders always reminded me, “A lifetime is not necessarily the moment that you are born or the moment that you die. It is the moments that are within, that give you a sense of connect with something that brings clarity or illumination and motivation within your Earth Walk. And the simple timeline from when you wake up, from sunrise to sunset. That is our Earth Walk, that is our lifetime.”

So, take that and absorb it, because you have many lifetimes within this major Earth Walk of yours. Enjoy. And enjoy it each day with a new light, with new view, new energy, and a new you. Though those past or yesterday energies from which some may still be there, look at them with another viewpoint. Eventually this too shall pass, as I have learned from my Earth Walk.

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Is that like living in the now, or the moment?

yourself before you have anything to give another?

It is so true, that everything within the moment that you allow, the contribution from Divine Source, will come into you at that moment. That is a mouthful there and people don’t quite understand it; what does that mean? It just simply means that in that moment, be in light of love, just realize that you are still breathing and you are still alive. This is in your divinity within that moment to say, that you have everything within your respective Earth Walk to handle all that comes to you. So I have done many, many things in my life, simply because Divine Source has asked me to be there, and has put me in places I feel is every individual, with who are my brothers and sisters. We have all gone through sparsity, loneliness, abundance and joy.

It all plays within all of those us, and is to be utilized for goodness and well being. Not just for self, but for everyone else around us.

Once you do, that you are ready to take care of those around you.

Now that comes right back to ourselves. We have to determine that we are the sole responsibility in our Earth Walk, and take care of that.

That is in line with the thinking that you must take care of

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Do you remember the side profile of you in full headdress?

It is just stunning. I feel our readers will absolutely connect with it.

Right now we need to put images out there that are going to exemplify unity and diversity of spirituality.

I always said take images. I like having images of other people within that one shot. That’s so people can identify within that lineup. They can say or think, well that is me right there.

If they are in exchange with spirituality I can do the same.

So these are things that we need to be putting out there so that they realize that wow, there is an interest, this is unique. We really need to start supporting the uniqueness and the exotic nature of the essence that are all around.

The overall phrase in these times for all lifetimes is “ we must walk amongst them”, which means we don’t have to be like them. We learn to walk amongst them and to do what we need to do.

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There are so many spiritual beliefs, which ones do we believe, which ones are true?

What are your thoughts?

a belief that there is so much around us, that is beyond what we all in the physical achieved form understand.

Here is the dialogue, and discussions that has always been from our ancestors throughout the ages. There is

We are present with everything that is around us. Where we begin to fall into confusion, is that there is so many

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viewpoints that are out there.

And they all use their own vocabulary, which is hard for us to understand. We, within the traditional spiritual community, say no to something that is said, not realizing that it is being said in a different way, but the same as our beliefs.

So, maybe we aren’t all so different?

We all say things in a different way, but we all reference the fact that there is something more around us. And until the mind is truly at the highest frequency it needs to be, they will never understand. That is why the elements of the beings that are within, your emotions, the essence of hair standing on end or just the essence of intuitive nature. These are the activated by the elements of things that are around you. In the ancestry, there was never, ever the desire or the need to be referred to as labeling.

That is the problem with society today. You are this, you are that, you are the daughter of or the grandfather of---. This is not a part of the traditional, spiritual embodiment and evolution. We know that there is much more.

You can sit and just be in harmony with something and all of a sudden get a hit from something that you’ve been staring at all this time, you suddenly get a message from the essence of things that happen from something that is unexplainable. It will be so minute, and so brief that you will basically push it off, as if it didn’t happen. It did happen and though we don’t need to

dwell on it, we need to know that something is more than we are.

Some of the other elements in tradition we know is that we aren’t just sitting there by ourselves. There are others that are around you. They refer to them as spirits, but spirits are seen in many societies as something that is dark.

So to pin from what you are coming from, I want you to know the fairies, the elves, the little people, all of these are playing around, are a joy, and want the companionship with you. Now, as we speak about the cosmos, which are nothing within this universal law, but an equation of the whole of the galaxies, and therefore we are but just a tiny little point in this massive networking of many things. Things of which we are unable to comprehend. There are elements that go beyond spirituality and not easily explained through spirituality, though we must use what has been given us to be able to bring clarity and illumination.

We see things and we feel things. You can see them in the cosmos and in the sky.

These are things you will sense and know. We don’t have the ability to call them at will, they are the ones who are going to

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be presenting themselves at moments that we desire. This falls in the same discipline that we observe our medicines that we utilize in our sacred ceremonies whatever they may be as it varies from tribe to tribe.

We don’t take them routinely, it is not morning, lunch, or dinner. We take it when it is needed. That is the same equation that we need to look at, the elements of the unseen, whatever we may call them. The essence of different groups, yes, there are different groups that are out there, will come to us and give us clarity and illumination. That is where I find that so many are confused, not knowing and just signing them off as if these people are crazy. There is no craziness within the brilliance of a mind that is able to see beyond.

We must just be careful within the message in itself. If I have an issue with a special person, and I don’t see it calling to me, it will. Come on I will show you, it is right here. That doesn’t happen from that which is within.

I will pull a term that is fairly more on the intelligence side of science. That term is dealing with parallels, dimensions.

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These are things we are not familiar with, yet they are there. We see only what we have been brought in to light for within the mechanism of the body being that we are created on this Earth Walk as other elements of creations are there to exist and even within this Earth Walk itself we are a micro cause for all the galaxies.

We exist all, as one giant population with the rock people, end people, and earth people. All of those, are entities and they basically have the same conversation. “Oh, we are too late, look at the man sitting. It always comes out with a silver cup, of what is that?”

It is just the conversations that happen all around us, and we just have to be open to that and know when huge affirmation within this constant, is that we are birthed onto this earth.

We are not the only ones birthed onto this Mother Earth.

We have the elements of life that are various frequencies, all magically exist right within our reach. This is the master, basically, the master syllabus of what is the philosophy of galaxies and those that are there. There will be people that do see and are meant to see them and are meant to bring in the elements of what is their exchange in that moment.

This is where it becomes very precarious because we have been birthed, basically in a thought process, where we are all fear based and that becomes really difficult to discuss. That may be what is considered normal.

I honor everything that everyone says. I don’t necessarily have to believe it at the moment. What I do have to believe that there are elements of this comment or statement that is different from what everyone else, within the brilliance of the makeup of the body being that there had to have been something that brought this within their consciousness to just think about. Whether that answers it - I don’t know.

You believe that all things work together? Differences are similar, and to be celebrated?

they won’t really understand.

If their present normal makeup is not at its high frequency, any information that is unknown is going to be a detriment. So, we need to be much more conscious of how we share that information. I share that there are other elements or beings that are within your body. Your body has this magnificent century system that knows these things. You need to start understanding your body before you start putting in all the other elements that are around. These other elements that are around are already honing into your frequencies, you just need to be able to figure out how to inner translate them. See what they have to say to you. Sit quiet.

We are so honored to have you spend this time with us. You are a treasure and we hope to have you back soon!

I find so much that we all are beautiful beings, working collectively within the care taking of this magnificent Earth, that we all live on. We just need to again really look at what is within, rather than what is without. I find so much of the hurt and destructions and the challenges come when they say “ You are this, you are from the cosmos.” Until someone is really prepared,

If you get the opportunity to attend one of his ceremonies or classes, it is not to be missed!

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You can see more of Uqualla on YouTube and at his website: https://www.uqualla.com

Throughout history, we have sought an explanation for the fundamental order and patterns in our universe. Mathematics became the language early astrologers used to explain the changes they witnessed in the night sky and the world around them. Math has always been regarded as having mystical and even magical properties.

Agrarian societies relied heavily on the mathematical predictions connected to the celestial clock, eclipses and solstices. Missing an important transition or planetary alignment or a failure to accurately count the passing seasons could be catastrophic to a community’s food source.

At first glance, the Fibonacci sequence may appear to be an arbitrary group of numbers. In the series, each new number is a sum of the two previous numbers. If you start counting from zero, you would have 0,1 and because 0+1=1, you

would have another 1 in the series. The new number 1 gets added to the previous 1 and the new series reads: 0,1,1,2.

Counting on, the sequence will read 0,1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21, and so on. If you graph this set

*Math art work for title from - https://www.edu.gov.mb.ca/k12/cur/math/index.html

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of numbers, it forms a spiral known as the Golden Ratio or the Golden Spiral (Figure 1). The Golden Ratio is found everywhere in the natural world: in the swirl of a seashell, in the pattern of the seeds in

a giant sunflower head (Figure 2) and in the underlying designs in pineapples and pinecones. Flower petals belonging to flowers in the daisy family, the ratio of female to male bees in a hive and the leaf formation when new leaves on a plant unfurl, are all Fibonacci based.

In late spring, an apple tree has five petals on each blossom; when the fruit is ripe, we find a star pattern of five seeds inside. The apple has long been associated with planet Venus and both apples and Venus have always been associated with the goddess of love. But why? Historians believe the connection between the fruit and the planet was because Venus draws a fivepointed petal pattern, known as Venus’s Pentacle, during her 8 year orbit around Earth (Figure 3). Thus, linking Venus with the five petals, and five seeds, respectively found in the blossom and the fruit of the apple. Aside, from the sun and the moon, Venus is the brightest object in our night sky.

Depending on where she is in her orbit, she appears either at dusk or at dawn and is often referred to as the “evening star” or the “morning star.” Since

she can be clearly seen with the naked eye, her brightness, beauty and pattern were obvious to ancient people and may be why they linked her to the goddess of love.

Everywhere we look in the natural world, patterns can be found. From the phases

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of the moon to the musical rhythm of the ocean waves, from planetary orbit to plant germination, the Fibonacci sequence, the Golden Ratio and Venus’s pentacle are just some of the fascinating ways math gives us a logical, quantifiable way to define the patterns found in the universe.

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Ride Along with Todd Bonner

Location is the Eloise Asylum: One of the most haunted sites in the USA. This was an exhibition to the Eloise Asylum, which had been explored by Todd and friends as a teenager, where he had his first paranormal experience .

Now he and his team were back, courtesy of Russ Robinson, John Hambrick, of KGH Consulting and the Morgan Development (who had purchased the property in June of 2018). All prior requests by DPX had been refused.

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In August of 2018 we were allowed to investigate the building.

One night as we were walking around the building. I heard my first disembodied voice, which told me to, “GET OUT.” I didn’t know what to do. I thought it

could be one of my friends who were in a different part of the building. As I walked around looking for them I came to the conclusion there was no one but me in that part of the building. I was terrified and thrilled at the same time. It opened something up in me.

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This is a firsthand account of Todds’ experience, on the 3rd floor of Eloise. It was the first exhibition experience of DPX of the site.

At 1:40 A.M. September 1, 2018 I was alone in D building of Eloise Asylum. I wasn’t

Click for a sneak peek of Todd’s project.

afraid at first, but that would quickly change. I sat in the dark checking on our DVR Monitor, which was live streaming on facebook. I heard movement and footsteps coming toward me. I called out several times to see if someone was there with me. I got no response.

The movement stopped for a few minutes. It started again and it intensified. With it came a chill which I will never forget.

I couldn’t believe what I was experiencing. The footsteps were coming toward me. It was at this time that I heard what

sounded like an elderly woman humming.

It wasn’t long before I determined that I had enough, and I exited the building.

It was later when we were reviewing the evidence from that night, we discovered we had captured the sound of loud footsteps and a woman humming.

Since I had been fascinated with the Eloise Asylum since I was a kid it was a realization of a dream come true, to have

evidence of the activity in the building. Eloise will always have a special place in my heart and I believe it’s been instrumental in the paranormal endeavor that I’m a part of today.

I visit there as often as I can.

The encounter can be checked out from the video available on their YouTube channel.

A happy footnote from Todd is that the Eloise will be restored to her once glorious beauty.

Contact Todd at tj@detriotiotparanormalexhibitions.com

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Cynthia Clayton Karima Dr. Cynthia Clayton is a recently retired Adjunct Professor, Oregon Coast Community College. Her 33 years in universal spirituality, higher consciousness, esoteric philosophy, and practical metaphysics, were further augmented by training from UC Berkeley’s Greater Good Science Center, and Mindful Schools.

Receiving a Doctor of Philosophy Degree specializing in Metaphysical Counseling from the University of Sedona, and a Master of Metaphysical Science from The University of Metaphysics, her dissertation Separation from Oneness: The Root Cause of Psychological Suffering holds honors of distinction. Previously, she earned a Bachelor of Metaphysical Science, a Bachelor in Sociology, and a Bachelor’s in Urban & Rural Studies, attending the University of California in San Diego.

She is an ordained Minister of the Sufi Ruhaniat International, she honors the Masters in all religions devoted to the Light of Truth beyond differences and distinctions.

The Ascended Masters are well beyond UFO travels.

They travel instantaneously by thought and consciousness.

Where your consciousness is, there you are. There is no time and space in the higher realms, conducive to soul travel and mental communication.

Einstein’s Theory is for outer light, and it takes nine minutes for light to travel from the sun to the earth. Quantum physicists have discovered bi-location,

remote viewing, healing from a distance, and more. Where the energy of “inner light” is INSTANTANEOUS. If you say “Mother Mary!” or any other Master that has ascended, St. Germain, Babaji, Gautama Buddha, Jesus, and a few hundred known Masters, call whomever you wish, “Be with me, heal me, direct, protect, resurrect me!” They will come to you when invited.

UFOs would be piloted by other forms of life from our Universe. But beware, if a Master or being does not have unconditional love and speak as God or Jesus would, walk away. Pilots of spaceships are not ascended masters,

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I asked Cynthia what were her thoughts on ET’S and UFO’s. Some thoughts from Dr. Clayton as we started our discussion:

only unascended. Be cautious of those in spaceships of their motives and intent. Be discerning.

MAKING THE CALL. Divinity is focused on humanity, but we must make the call, (ask, pray). I believe the salvation of the earth depends on enough people making the CALL. Divine intervention can only come if invited. You must call.

Sincerely, earnestly from your heart and in your own words and consciousness. You must make the invocation, invitation, asking for God’s help. For

example: “God (or a Master or angel), Divine Force, Beloved Mighty I Am Presence. Help me, (or “Us” if you wish, which can be all of humanity or just you and one other person), give us your Divine direction and protection to do thy will, thy work fulfill our divine plan.”

God will answer in a personal and beautiful way. For he who seeks will find. Knock and the door shall be opened. St. Germain gave us a mantra to use: “I am a being of Violet Fire. I am the purity God desires.” For the CALL, create your own and vary.

Cynthia is an energetic, intelligent woman that fascinated me when I saw her bio. This is my interview with her which I will share with you now.

Where are you located?

I’m in the Golden Isles, the south coast of Georgia.

I’m so excited to be speaking to you and am excited to share your gifts and story.

Will you tell us a bit about yourself and how you got into this?

In 2008, I underwent a major shift and began what I called an ascension process. It’s not like you just open your

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eyes and you’re ascended. It’s coming into perfection that we were intended to be. It’s not some hocus pocus thing it’s our natural evolution of the human body and spirit. It’s the next thing, and we are becoming light bodies. People have studied the rainbow bodies, the buddhist tradition, and it’s to be welcomed. Who doesn’t want to be free from all the garbage and gunk that we have inside of us? It keeps us from being happy. So this is ascension, it’s becoming your best highest self. Free of all negativity, learning unconditional love.

We can still have judgement against someone else because we believe they believe in something else and I believe in this, and we can slip into a duality trap. And seriously at the core we are all the same.

We are just here learning to love ourselves.

Without getting into a lot of cosmic ideas, ascension is a natural organic process that we are in and people are fighting it.

They want the status quo, they want it how it is. They want the trite metaphysics but they don’t want to do that deep dirty work.

That ended up bringing me around to the Violet Flame of purification.

dawn and I was waking. In a waking dream I was given a single white rose from a beautiful being of India. It was a young person. The whole world stopped. We were in the middle of this big net. Just he and I. He offered me this single white rose and said, “This is for you, if you choose to accept it, and it is for you to pass along, if you wish to do that.”

So, I knew I had a profound experience but I didn’t yet know what it was. I asked a New Age Minister what it meant and he said that it just meant that I was very loved.

What it actually meant I found out a year or two later. It was a calling card from an Ascended Master. At that time I didn’t know anything about Ascended Masters. I know that people that are Christians like to talk to and adore Jesus and people that are Buddhist love to talk to Buddha. Everyone has their own connection, but it’s not like they are sitting next to them.

It’s more like adoration and that’s ok. I really didn’t know that Ascended Masters were actually beings that we could call on and their energies never left this planet although it’s also gone into other dimensions.

I guess I didn’t understand until about 2007 anything about intense transformation.

I had a vision. It was Easter

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God Self. Ask for healing. Ask for synchronicity and it will happen.

The vision said I was supposed to go live in the mountains for a couple of years. So, I left my entire life behind. The children had grown up and had been raised.

I left community, husband, home, and went into the tallest mountains in Arizona. The White Mountains.

I lived by myself for 2 years, and went into the forest everyday. I used snowshoes when it was snowing and would go out there for a few hours and sit. In the summer I would go out and do Yoga.

Rumi came to me in that time. I started writing a poetic stream of consciousness.

Then I began sharing it. I would do an event now and then. People said that I sounded like Rumi. I didn’t know who Rumi was so I googled him. And I got one of his books and opened it randomly to a page and there was something I recognized as what I had written just a few weeks before. Another page, same thing. Looked in the back of the book for a biography

and it turns out we were born on the same birthday. So he was my first being that gave me guidance.

I published within those two years a little book called The Being and Becoming Book. It seemed to touch a lot of hearts.

In that time it seemed my ego was unraveling. I would just fall on the floor and it was pretty dramatic. So I did need to live in the mountains for a few years and let it all settle down.

It was a winter night online and I came to this website channel called, The Light Channel. It

was in India. They love the Divine light and know that they are the light. The children in the schools were channeling the light, every morning. There was a graphic they had of a man sitting on the top of the world channeling light. It was like an ocean of it coming down into his crown chakra. Going into his body and filling and at a point he released it from every cell in his body and it covered the planet.

I turned off my computer and said “ok I’ll try that.” I had no sooner decided to open up to that and this powerful feeling

came into me. It embodied me and I froze. I had no thoughts but there was an awareness.

I just felt the presence of light so strong I couldn’t move. I was immobile. It wasn’t the emptiness bliss that you get in some of the beautiful Buddhist practices. It was bigger than that. There were no words for it. I couldn’t move for about seven hours. The phone rang and I couldn’t answer it. It was a friend and he said, “Karima (my sufi name,) what’s going on? I feel you.” Luckily I was able to break it finally.

The light came to me again a couple of times while I was in the mountains. It was an amazing intensity. I knew there was something to this.

Then I was called to go to Oregon. I knew there was some reason for going there. I sold my place and got up there in time for a certain event. I found a place in the middle of a hundred acres to rent.

It was there that I was on my computer again in the wee hours of the morning and ended up in a chat room.

There were no people just beings going to some temple in Greece. I was suddenly there.

I hear talking and I’m in this matrix of divine light. I walked out into the middle of the open temple. I heard talking but I

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never saw people. Suddenly my arms were in a V and my feet are braced. I’m holding this huge Violet Flame and it’s shooting way out five hundred feet.

Part of me is aware that this is happening and interested because it was like there was more than my consciousness.

After I don’t know how long, I’m back in my room.

I didn’t watch news but the next morning it pops up on the computer that there had been an earthquake in Chile in South America. I thought this Violet was from the Earth telling me she was releasing something?

Then I was on my walk and I felt I was given a choice if I wanted to leave the planet or not? This has happened two times, maybe three. I said no because there were two things I wanted to do.

that night. All that jumping around and I got grounded.

I knew I needed to get back into the world again so I went down the next day and joined three groups. Sufis, Science of Mind, and Ascended Master groups.

The one single message she has for you is, “This is the time for seeing that the Light is becoming available to heal the planet, and you can connect through your own source to free this planet, into its next perfected state. To do this we must begin working

immediately on ourselves with something stronger than what we are using. And the strongest energy right now on the planet is the Violet Flame Ray.” Cynthia’s story is fascinating.

This is no means the entire story of her life and we invite you to check her out. She tells us to how to be conscious and playful and to be aware.

Her story about the Violet Flame and her contact information is on her website.

www.cynthiadclayton.com or cynthiad@cynthiaclayton.com

My friend called and said he had been going to take a plane to that town in Chile, where the earthquake occurred and at the last minute he decided not to go down there, and for some reason he called me. I told him about the flame and having feelings about leaving the planet. He said that I needed to drive over and get in the ocean.

It was too far so I went out and layed on the Earth and went to my first ecstatic dance group

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Question: My life has always been hard. I can’t keep a relationship or a job. I am so tired of running uphill, so to speak. I am going to be forty this year and, honestly, I don’t think I can take anymore. Will my life ever change?

Signed, Daniel Answer: Daniel, you may not like what the spirits have to say to you. You say “always” and “uphill” like it is a request you have for the Universe. You get what you ask for. Your life is a series of choices. What you project is what you have experienced and, unless you rethink, you will more than likely continue to experience.

You can have a life of what you feel like you don’t have, when you know it’s possible. It is a perfectly designed Universe and all that we desire is ours, when we acknowledge and

remove the barriers which block the our wishes.

Question: I had an abortion when I was in my late 30’s.

I was in an impossible relationship with a man who was a heavy drug user. I was working toward my nursing degree and I had no one to help me before the baby was born or after. My heart breaks when I look at the two children I have now. I’m married to a wonderful man now and I think I am a good mom to our children. I can’t seem to shake the guilt I feel and the pain of what I did. I need to know if that little baby has forgiven me.

I would do things differently if I had it to do over again.

Signed, Becki

no guilt or retaliation from the powers that are there to serve you. The contract between a mother and child is a mutually agreed upon contract. The child will agree to not have life at the time and will choose to not be born. Guilt doesn’t exist except in the minds of sentient beings. Does that mean you should harm another? When you know that harming another is harming yourself as well, the act is not something you do.

That knowledge makes you responsible for your own self, treatment and the treatment of others. Enjoy your two children and know that there are no real mistakes. There are things and events that happen, or we initiate, that serve us or they don’t.

Answer: Here is what we can tell you Becki. Forgiveness must come from you.There is

Rodney, we have a young woman, who tells us her name is Karen, and she says, “I am soooo lonely. I live alone and feel ignored when I do karaoke three times a week. I am looking for my soulmate. I look everywhere I go. I’m good looking and mostly a nice person. Rodney, do you have an answer for me?”

Karen, have you looked for a rooster who does Karaoke? Raise your standards. The expression “Soulmates” went out with “What’s your sign?” and “What’s up?”. Stay home and clean your refrigerator. *Please note that the views of Rodney do not reflect those held here at SpaceShip in my Soup. There is also no current law stating Roosters must be politically correct.

Until next time Brenda and Rodney say be at peace and be kind to one another ( Rodney isn’t so into the kind to each other, but the peace part is good).

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I Grew Up in San Diego, California. I am one of four kids and from a Mexican American family. We always had spirituality and religion. We grew up Catholic.

As a Kid I was always a questioner. Why about everything. It wasn’t until I was about 12 or 13, that’s when I saw Sylvia Browne, I saw her doing readings on Montel Williams show. She was doing readings for the audience. I noticed that some of the information she was sharing was really impactful. It was changing these peoples views. And her style was kind of brash.

No nonsense.

That’s how I grew up and I set the intention out to receive. I started to get more psychic impressions. I began having out of body experiences. It was like the Universe said,”Ok you asked for it.”

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I remember I was sitting in drama class and one of my friend was complaining about her boyfriend. He had complained about his exgirlfriend. The minute she said ex-girlfriend I saw this name pop up in my head. It was Angie. (name changed.)

I ask her, “is the ex-girlfriends name Angie?” She said, “Yes. How do you know? Do you know her?” I said that it had just shown up in my mind and I didn’t know her. She asked what else was showing up in my mind. I told her I had been seeing images, of what the ex-girlfriend and the boyfriend looked like. I asked her if I

could describe them. I told her what I saw the guy wearing which turned out to be exactly what he was wearing when she last talked to him. I described the room they were in. She was really surprised. I was even more surprised than she was.

As it turns out that when anyone tells me a story, or I get a persons name I’m able to see parts of their lives. And that for some reason is how I work. When I’m given a picture or the last interaction, I get information. It’s really really interesting.

How did you end up in

Seattle, Washington?

I met my ex-partner in 2003.

We were living in LA. I had moved from San Diego to LA to go to UCLA for school. I ended up staying there for thirteen years. I knew I was psychic, but I wasn’t courageous to call myself that at the time. I thought maybe I need to do something else. Maybe I’ll become a Doctor? I toured all of the Naturopathic schools in North America at the time.

I found Bastyr in Seattle. I decided that was where I wanted to go. My partner said, “ok, let’s go.” At the end of 2005 we moved to Edmonds, Washington. I wanted to attend Bastyr in 2006. It was medical school that actually brought me here.

I started my practice as a counselor in downtown Edmonds and it was so successful. I thought, I don’t want to go into debt and I don’t want to study for five more years, to do something else when I’m already doing something that I enjoy and love. So, that is how I got started here. It wasn’t until 2006 that I started calling myself psychic.So I have been doing this since 2006 but I had been acting as a psychic to my family and friends since I was

13. So, that’s 30 years. OMG. Has it been that long?

I love the similarities in people’s stories. The almost always reluctance to admit that they are psychic. Do you do live performances? I call it performances because there is no word that actually describes it.

Well it actually feels like performing. It can be theatrical, but not intentional. Because sometimes the information that comes through can be so emotional. It’s almost that you are bigger than life. No, I don’t do public performances. Or group performances anymore.

I used to. I find that it is too draining. They actually take me time to recover. And I don’t like that.

There is such a hunger for people to know beyond the normal means. I see that you are selfless and you haven’t stopped learning. And you are wondering what’s next?

That is the truth and you are right.

It’s a good thing to be a psychic as well as a life coach? I quote you, “It’s for people who need more and have a request for getting

on with a more purposeful life.” There are a lot of us psychics and I judge no one.

One of the main reasons that people come to see me I think is when they first come to my website, they notice that I’m not like a regular psychic, or maybe a psychic that they have seen before. Fortune teller? They sometimes tell me that I seem more real or more grounded. Or that I’m trusted because they saw my videos on YouTube. Regardless of the way they found me, when we start talking that’s when they start seeing that I’m not this person that they may have thought was going to be weird or speaking in a different voice.

The different voice is totally valid. I have some friends who channel or are spiritual mediums and they are real.

What I love to do is; read for the person, take the information that comes through, and put it into practical steps necessary for their lives.

Do you get a lot of questions about who is my soulmate and who will love me? Do you ever feel like telling them to get a dog and or be there for yourself, be your own soulmate?

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That is so true. The only speed bumps are the things we create. They are always self created. When it might seem circumstances aren’t ideal.

Your perfect job, your ideal mate, the family that you want.

It’s always about what is in the way. We don’t appreciate the love that we already have in lives, or we don’t understand.

Maybe we are grateful for the opportunities that are already present in our lives. If we start close in it’s only going to get better. It’s going to amplify.

Where are you going from here? Do you have any different things planned?

Yes, actually it’s pretty exciting.

I’ve been talking for years, that I wanted my coaching to be intuitive, like Psychic Life Coaching. Because there are tons of life coaches out there. But what I love is that my clients and others feel is that I have no map I’m just bouncing here and bouncing there. Trying this and trying that. They are being open to psychic coaching. They are not seeing themselves as living intentional. What is awesome, is when I’m with them and they give me their name. I all of a sudden get a feel for what I feel is their perfect possible future self. And I see that.

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I see how they’re standing, what their emotions are and who is around them. I see the circumstances of their lives.

And I can describe this and if they get charged up, from hearing or that they don’t want what I’m seeing at all, then I know how to approach it. Then we work to avoid that future that is not ideal. Or we work toward making that perfect possible future self happen.

So, it’s the,”create your own reality therefore, you can change” strategy?

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Exactly. So I can give them like a map for the desired transformation. And what’s even more awesome, I give them tools. I have them go through processes and experiences, that they can then use to craft whatever experience or path they choose to change whatever they want

in their lives, and after we finish our work.

Amazing! What a concept.

What is a the next step for you?

I have this vision for the Institute for Universal Integrity.

The focus is going to be around educating people in all of these models. How to approach the world, without the baggage of religion, with an open and

more expansive spirituality.

And what I mean by spirituality is that I believe we all have a system. And our system is one third body, one third mind or consciousness, and one third spirit or energy.

We are used to mastering our bodies health and nutrition. We know a lot about our minds and how to foster our intelligences, and our critical thinking. We read and process on a daily basis. There is usually no problem there. The part that is lacking is around the spirit.

We don’t know how to master this energy part of ourselves.

And through the Institute of Universal Integrity that’s where I will help the most. I give people tools and educate them on the spirit. That’s what I mean when I talk about spirituality. It’s non dogmatic.

It’s non religious focus. It is a core of beliefs and mechanics that are energetic. I teach people that being in integrity or in alignment with your soul is so important energetically, because it fosters energy and allows us to grow. You can then do something with it by mastering your emotions through meditation.

Visioning is so important!

Honing your imagination, which is not just make believe, and having you tune into other realities or futures where there are other possibilities for yourselves. Those are all spiritual gifts.

Is there a book in your future?

Yes, it is coming and it will include all of this. It’s about integrity beyond morality or honesty and what it means as a spiritual practice.

temporary life, given the power of choice to choose anything they want in this world. And everything that happens is a gift, that is awesome and should be fully enjoyed.

I love that. It may be what the reader who is a quiet psychic needs to hear and to welcome their own psychic gifts.

Thank You David Zarza!

Is there anything more you want to say?

Well I will say that it was harder for me to come out as a gay man than it was to come out as a psychic. I love setting free from fear. Fear of being themselves. I see everyone as the Universe in disguise. People are literally the Universe in disguise.

Their disguise is so good that they don’t even know that.

But they must behave from that perspective. They must act from that perspective.

They must think from that perspective. That they are this eternal being who is in this

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https://davidzarza.com/psychic Watch for his forthcoming book You can contact David david@davidzarza.com.

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