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The story of SynchroniciTeepee: Over the cour:se of five year:s at the Bu r n i n g M a n fesL i val T h a d hear d so m any m agical sr or ies of sy n c n r o n i c i Ei e s ha p p e n i ng on the playa, I becar necur ious !o hea r more and flnd oul if these events actually do happen more often in Bla c k R o c k C i Ly, or l f p e o p l e ar e just Inor e open and Euned inlo them t he r e , o r wh a ! exa ctl y w as gojng on. s^

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T had sw eet enco u n rers with pe o p le in t h e t e e p e e t h ro u g h o u t Lhe f esLj val, and so many exp ress e d t h e ir a p p re c ia t io n for the space, I !.iatched as nore and more writing was colnpleted and hung up.

By the time we packed up the teepee on Sunday norning the walls were covered w i th wr itj - ng !

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lrith 1 1 , 0 0 lE Ds on it that m akes m c visibl e I have : tre n chco a t fr on far away . ThatS E not why I m. id c it but it wor ks to m eet peop fe.

lthile-I w as h,a l ki n g o. the decp pr - aye, a gr oup of 60 pcople c ane t o w a r d m e h u n n i ng ..,a t fi rst it was a 1itt1e scar y. TLen- they env ol oped m e a n d gave ne a 6o -pe rson hug...it was the nost inazing m or nl nt I tr ai e e x p e r i . n c ed h e re i n 6 bu rns...Thank you Rur ning M an for r em indi r _g m e w h a t i s i i np o rtan t eve ry tim e I cone her :e...not technofogy, not dJ v i c es n o t e v e n art...pe o p l e, a nd how ny ar t and other people' a ait c onnc c t p e o p l e t oge th e r.

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l-4,r' l irst burr I o:: Ljr' b:. r,ugnr a Wate. sott le to dr ink and did i r ot hae a n t t |i n g for th e o u te . nl aya and then while walking out to the !tr ,a I l i t e ' &1 Ly trl p p e d o ve r one of those L\ra'er bladder caielback thl ngi e s.

L a st y..rr' .rn th i s d{ y l.,,as br indinn n.,, f ove out . to thc trash fence for i,rhat iras supposed [o -i:e i s-Jrpr:- e p ro p o s a - I , b u t f rvrs p retty sur e sltc w r j on to ne beir aase we hdd been playing the 'I21 co,' lro C guessjng game on the wa;' up. :ach perr:on pi-cks a r ndon worai and says it at thc same t a m e , a n d ' h.n th e .y do thi s tgain lr ith a r ,/or d that tlr e pr evlous t ivo w o r a l s m.i kc the n thi nk o l until tliey conver ge .

One tjime we startcd ilnd f thought of the !.rord ,,dianond,, ::nd irn m e d i a t e i y re a l i ze d tha t f c or r ldn;t say it, so I ciosea r nor ne, 'dord. iJ"vf iancee t:o be thhn ,,diaEond,, sll{d the lord f r e r i r r e d three th i ng s: I ) l l h e r u s i l i no w th a t I a m go ang !o pr oDose 2) rre *shoufdr h; ve won i.he :,.-aneonth{') firstwot:.d! t ) I c o u l d n 't te t L he r a n y o f this On 'redie6daj/ I proiosed :trrd it id e a t h a t I w es g o j ng to ask.

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teepee and ta.k.d

a h o u th o ." j i p robably

l r h e l o go so pron o u n .e d .

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to a r ar doe guy i n

wei:tr m y under r e;r I.. w 1th playa nam e is,,gar y un der pants ,,

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a g o i lv a s s i t jt i. g o n : , h e o , e n h a C f i. f . : n a . i p ie c e wh e n i : t ot i c l ] d

f - L a y a s k - t rhi ng ou t a n id e a i t n r s t e p e e . i ,tatn e i n i rLn /:took .in afr cohol_induced naF, then noti c ed l r h e t h e e of s-^-, n d i pi ty, s niled, .,ind went to the 1,. xr .11:1, ns ta l l ati o4 sL rok-^_ w tth the ar - tist about his pie.e :ind wnar , aol un: :el -aft, ne w outd q .y.ar. l t turns .,ut his ptanned p";j;.; i;; year next w oui d i n c o r . . o r i : te a m(?chn l srn v-- r J si.r j.lar to th r i which T just hld s k etc her l o u t o n b he ,,l aya a shcrt Ir ine ear lier , f sno,r ed ni I ihe s( etch and he agree.l that we shouid work togrrlher ;,ia'-il'.,i our inai,ri<1u,rt ar.t p r e c e s c o ul d sh:rre ou r co I fabor aliv.l.y Or ;"iS;"., Jii oever ope.t i :nec na_ ( a l b e i t for v.ry dj -ffer ent i ].etur nea l] s u , iu..os,,s/) . to this l l ei r ee r o s h a . e thi s sh o rt sto r.,. of s^, ndipity ,l,he d el i ni t_ tfr "ii.y^. io n p o s + "ed o n bh e be .e e rvaLL could "" t",j31 :_) "ti- 6.' :j.""

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day.

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We our la st nig h t a t Ce n t e r c a n p s le e p in g lrn d e r a t a b f e . together... lh- "nd e rs rd e o f t h e r. b le w r oLA o u r s-orr o a n d 1 a f r.

T h is y e a r , w e r eturned to th e L o tus T e rn p le a n d a s k e d f o r my f o rt u n e .

I asked T re c e iv e d my p ro v e rb abolr t the fu ture of o u r r e L a t io n s h ip . '.

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Looked under a A J1d found our writ in g f ro m t h e y e a r b e f o r: e .

I added to our tabLe. stor y a n d smifed, ny fu ture p e rf e c t L y c le a r.

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ju s t 1 0 rn in s b e f o re a rr l v l n g M ufti pLe times ttlth o n e h a p p e n in g 19: t r' ied id n o t h a v e a c h a n c e o friend mo vecl from S F t o P o rt L a n d ' n.aa.'

He ma d e p L a n s t o jo i n n y t h a t c h a p t e r' q o o a n y" to finafize to- r uy thlrar'ted that .u*p iot a hippy hour on Wed' br'lt the hlgh "'tlnds wh e n le a v in g t h e n o ri' J lls t know h is c a mp ' f aii-n o t t"""io".

As I t lt a s Ro n ' c u rle d u p . ln a ba l l ' t h e a rd a man sobb in g ' l .* pi., hug' that He n e e d e d t h a t mo n e n t ' -t h a t u p , we co n n e cte d . fr " i ooi " a g ra t e ru -L ' So T d id t o o ' at that time . connectio n ...

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I n t h e b e g i n n i ng , w e râ&#x201A;Ź n o t so pr epos sessed, . in t h e b e g i nn i ng , fco u l on rt help nyself.

As t j m e w e n t on , so d i d .re .

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is not nuch ti[E there is_p l entJ,- of time there

nope

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call

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o f t h e se n se s a re tou ch T ou ch ne.

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t{ edding 3t' th e T r eed , e a l l tfu cke d o u t for Eugene and M elam icts ir o elp w i - h wer e fr agging bi( r ycli5ts L ve o n y c.,.e.. th e after i gave tuie saeet lady s otn e' cake' t h e c h a mpa g n e an d w ed dang the an'l she a::keC why we chose cake butl'er kentucky the of for her fi anc ee the Tr eed is a ' enor lal 9 p ( . r .1for th e w ed d j n g ' the T r eed' r /or r ld h ve liked ihe Ted of ,e th i nk i oxl t i t t urns s^ne - love to the s.pol' b u t a re gl ad to l a v-' lr o' Jght r - - - - .r nor r l

ror once the Br:it or plqva iinalrv ttt 'nd ;::t;';"";"t;u "'-.''-"'i wt jL l m is s T c d ' le ft rny ey es al one for a m in u t e '

th e no o n r ose sLowlY over the dust a s th e c vening sank into dar kness., we . rhare ol olrr se Lves a s " ,/e sear ch for cur selves. ' r ith co lor s t ignites . l.ading .\per ience. all- r e an ^x:..n iv.

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s y n c h r on i ci ty.

ch, a tti ng

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Re cause o .f la n g u a . a b a rl j_ 6 rs Ns lra l ! . . r, : } . es : , r-v c nevel' kr,.w a r;i ra s 1 ra s l_ o o r{ ' n g f o r.

T t re v e r. h a C ih e riE h N -1.. fl avu i ?"q:"i.

'L e p;." , , " " " o n ih e n e n u r, e v e r e x a c t l" v n a t 6 h e A i ne act al .':rsh , so r hat , ra s n l i, c h h e lp , if l, e r o r-d . . : . in $ ev e r : , ) : tr r n i,- - iE n o |e i,l:a t, tt.,e ! { r jt e a e r: t : o a lro u k n o , , . r} t rr. . r . . s . ..v.r,.,. d is h , ,\r ]yr t..- ' i1fl,a rrn * c o ! . b o o f d is le s , e . re r" . y , o f i n e n u m e x i c a n I co,,r,l i foo. , t a . , .€ , r. a n { i a c c t , f l, e d t r. ia T wo rild n e v e rrk of , r asfe trrs's-acjll 1as: I ' e ra n b e r-e d s o f i, d ljr. " , a s ij we e k , I w a l k e d to a :r e xi{a n io o d restarrra n t , rit h my ] ' io n . S \ e o rCe re d a h ! -rito .

Tt h a d t h e a a u s e o n it .

O h n y g o d a ll thld tlm e i t,had baen, id ing o n t o p o f a b rjrrit . ).

I ju -s l-n e v e r suspected a bLr r r 1tn i/o u L d i,a v. sauce o n lt , I h a d h a d s o n a n y t h a t c on e l . / i t h o u t sauce.

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I M EANYOU!! ! !

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can ,e it ,f;r t - ,pp:.eci.r ' != ' tl:- o.tt

now.

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a,',d : './ant to make love .Je ,,an t to rn a ke .Lovg bu I cannot her e ' the re ar'a j so m any ways l/ccould f ind nJ b oyf r;cr,d

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lov e

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the t hlngs

it

br ings,

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th t a par ticle

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unti l

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unfes s i t

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1an extrenlY

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