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The story of SynchroniciTeepee: Over the cour:se of five year:s at the Bu r n i n g M a n fesL i val T h a d hear d so m any m agical sr or ies of sy n c n r o n i c i Ei e s ha p p e n i ng on the playa, I becar necur ious !o hea r more and flnd oul if these events actually do happen more often in Bla c k R o c k C i Ly, or l f p e o p l e ar e just Inor e open and Euned inlo them t he r e , o r wh a ! exa ctl y w as gojng on. s^
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T had sw eet enco u n rers with pe o p le in t h e t e e p e e t h ro u g h o u t Lhe f esLj val, and so many exp ress e d t h e ir a p p re c ia t io n for the space, I !.iatched as nore and more writing was colnpleted and hung up. By the time we packed up the teepee on Sunday norning the walls were covered w i th wr itj - ng ! Over 200 people e it h e r t o ld s t o rie s o r e ls e wro t e I hic
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lrith 1 1 , 0 0 lE Ds on it that m akes m c visibl e I have : tre n chco a t fr on far away . ThatS E not why I m. id c it but it wor ks to m eet peop fe.
lthile-I w as h,a l ki n g o. the decp pr - aye, a gr oup of 60 pcople c ane t o w a r d m e h u n n i ng ..,a t fi rst it was a 1itt1e scar y. TLen- they env ol oped m e a n d gave ne a 6o -pe rson hug...it was the nost inazing m or nl nt I tr ai e e x p e r i . n c ed h e re i n 6 bu rns...Thank you Rur ning M an for r em indi r _g m e w h a t i s i i np o rtan t eve ry tim e I cone her :e...not technofogy, not dJ v i c es n o t e v e n art...pe o p l e, a nd how ny ar t and other people' a ait c onnc c t p e o p l e t oge th e r.
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l-4,r' l irst burr I o:: Ljr' b:. r,ugnr a Wate. sott le to dr ink and did i r ot hae a n t t |i n g for th e o u te . nl aya and then while walking out to the !tr ,a I l i t e ' &1 Ly trl p p e d o ve r one of those L\ra'er bladder caielback thl ngi e s.
L a st y..rr' .rn th i s d{ y l.,,as br indinn n.,, f ove out . to thc trash fence for i,rhat iras supposed [o -i:e i s-Jrpr:- e p ro p o s a - I , b u t f rvrs p retty sur e sltc w r j on to ne beir aase we hdd been playing the 'I21 co,' lro C guessjng game on the wa;' up. :ach perr:on pi-cks a r ndon worai and says it at thc same t a m e , a n d ' h.n th e .y do thi s tgain lr ith a r ,/or d that tlr e pr evlous t ivo w o r a l s m.i kc the n thi nk o l until tliey conver ge . One tjime we startcd ilnd f thought of the !.rord ,,dianond,, ::nd irn m e d i a t e i y re a l i ze d tha t f c or r ldn;t say it, so I ciosea r nor ne, 'dord. iJ"vf iancee t:o be thhn ,,diaEond,, sll{d the lord f r e r i r r e d three th i ng s: I ) l l h e r u s i l i no w th a t I a m go ang !o pr oDose 2) rre *shoufdr h; ve won i.he :,.-aneonth{') firstwot:.d! t ) I c o u l d n 't te t L he r a n y o f this On 'redie6daj/ I proiosed :trrd it id e a t h a t I w es g o j ng to ask.
became clear. th.tt she had no The diam ond" wor cl choice was
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the
I w o r e nt'un d e rrve a r i n this t h e t en t
teepee and ta.k.d
a h o u th o ." j i p robably
l r h e l o go so pron o u n .e d .
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thi ng
shouldnt
' ,ur ns out his
to a r ar doe guy i n
wei:tr m y under r e;r I.. w 1th playa nam e is,,gar y un der pants ,,
about now i6 that
it
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a g o i lv a s s i t jt i. g o n : , h e o , e n h a C f i. f . : n a . i p ie c e wh e n i : t ot i c l ] d
f - L a y a s k - t rhi ng ou t a n id e a i t n r s t e p e e . i ,tatn e i n i rLn /:took .in afr cohol_induced naF, then noti c ed l r h e t h e e of s-^-, n d i pi ty, s niled, .,ind went to the 1,. xr .11:1, ns ta l l ati o4 sL rok-^_ w tth the ar - tist about his pie.e :ind wnar , aol un: :el -aft, ne w outd q .y.ar. l t turns .,ut his ptanned p";j;.; i;; year next w oui d i n c o r . . o r i : te a m(?chn l srn v-- r J si.r j.lar to th r i which T just hld s k etc her l o u t o n b he ,,l aya a shcrt Ir ine ear lier , f sno,r ed ni I ihe s( etch and he agree.l that we shouid work togrrlher ;,ia'-il'.,i our inai,ri<1u,rt ar.t p r e c e s c o ul d sh:rre ou r co I fabor aliv.l.y Or ;"iS;"., Jii oever ope.t i :nec na_ ( a l b e i t for v.ry dj -ffer ent i ].etur nea l] s u , iu..os,,s/) . to this l l ei r ee r o s h a . e thi s sh o rt sto r.,. of s^, ndipity ,l,he d el i ni t_ tfr "ii.y^. io n p o s + "ed o n bh e be .e e rvaLL could "" t",j31 :_) "ti- 6.' :j.""
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and sai d to a gr j.j.l ed c hees e
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place iila cr,-a tio n from b e in g s can put al i hj.ngs aside E t n C f o c u s j.in :rr_.n t, lo v _ o , d re . rs , pe:r ce,ente a t i an anazing g ift
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ju s t 1 0 rn in s b e f o re a rr l v l n g M ufti pLe times ttlth o n e h a p p e n in g 19: t r' ied id n o t h a v e a c h a n c e o friend mo vecl from S F t o P o rt L a n d ' n.aa.' He ma d e p L a n s t o jo i n n y t h a t c h a p t e r' q o o a n y" to finafize to- r uy thlrar'ted that .u*p iot a hippy hour on Wed' br'lt the hlgh "'tlnds wh e n le a v in g t h e n o ri' J lls t know h is c a mp ' f aii-n o t t"""io". As I t lt a s Ro n ' c u rle d u p . ln a ba l l ' t h e a rd a man sobb in g ' l .* pi., hug' that He n e e d e d t h a t mo n e n t ' -t h a t u p , we co n n e cte d . fr " i ooi " a g ra t e ru -L ' So T d id t o o ' at that time . connectio n ...
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I M EANYOU!! ! !
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