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Models & Role Models Issue No. 2

Fierce & Independent Women Launching Careers Runway Tips & Tricks with Hailee Mason Q&A with Sandhills Modeling & Talent

Winter-Spring 2017

Featuring New Indie Music Artists!

Upcoming Talent Competition & more!

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To every creative artist out there pursuing your dream To the small businesses & venues who welcome the opportunity to work with them, We express our heartfelt thanks! This issue could not have been possible without your williness to share your story.

Here’s to wishing you & your creative families well, And to the many more exciting adventures that await in your horizions!

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EYEAM MUSIK ARTIST

Nick Pe Phipps-Evans is an independent artist who puts a soulful fresh spin on music & is CAM’s first music artist feature!

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MIXING IT UP!

Sara Sherry was only 24 years old when she single-handily decided to take on the issues faced by minorities and women in the hiring industry.

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THE VIOLIN MAN Julian shares his love for music as a craft & way of life.

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BRINGING VICTORIAN BACK INTO STYLE Ajaé Lawson-Allen is a young designer on a mission to bring the Victorian era back into the 21st-century with a twist!

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SUPERHERO/SUPERVILLAIN CREATIVE STORY Tune in for the action in our first creative photoshoot, featuring Supergirl, Vixen, Harley Quinn, and Cat Woman as they head out on the town. www.creativeartistmagazine.com

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Letter From The Editor Ok, ladies now let’s get in formation!

For me, January 2016 began a venture into the enticing world of modeling and since, I’ve had numerous inspirational encounters with several of the creative artists (movers and shakers) covered in this second issue of Creative Artist. Last year has also been a time America witnessed a horrific outpour of violent acts and hate towards different groups and ethnicities, something I’m confident that our nation as a whole won’t condone and is addressed in We, The People (of America) pg 78.

This issue pays tribute to the strides of fierce, independent young women who’ve successful carved out a niche and launched their own careers. Women like Sara Sherry, Kayla Baker, Ajaè Lawson, and Ursula Miles are 21st-century trailblazing examples from which we can admire, respect and draw motivation. Each woman’s story embodies the meaning of a true role model.

It’s been refreshing to discover and meet other emerging indie artists like Jeffery Carter, Nicholas Pe Phipps-Evans, and Cris Glockkz who

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MODEL HIGHLIGHTS

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MODEL KNOWLEDGE What every aspiring model needs to know to have a successful career in a very competitive industry.

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FOLLOW THE MODEL WITH HAILEE MASON Runway tips & tricks for models from one very committed young woman. Seriously! Be sure to catch the vblog on our site!

MODEL FINANCE Four quick tips to keeping your budget on track.

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AGENT Q&A WITH SANDHILLS MODELING & TALENT Insider’s guide to what independent agents are looking for when scouting new talent.

YOUR FAVORITE MUA If Kayla Baker isn’t already your favorite makeup artist, one session in her chair and she will be!

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SHADOW NOIR Captivated by the evident concept of shadow and lighting in Jay Robinson’s photos, we had to learn more about the artist behind the delicate, beautiful concepts.

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“HELLO WORLD” WITH CRIS GLOCKKZ A talented rising artist from Houston, Texas with a drive to succeed like no other. Holla!

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“I AIN’T THIRSTY FOR NO BAE” Love mentor Ursula Miles shares her unique story on starting her brand and her aspirations for her children’s future.

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STUDIO POWERHOUSE: PGM HOUSE RECORDS Jeffrey Carter shares his powerful vision for a studio in his hometown & for rising independent artists everywhere.

COMMUNITY & LIFE

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POWER PLAY: DEALING WITH A TOUGH BOSS Everyone’s had to deal with a less than pleasant boss.

These productive tips will help you remedy the situation or set you on a new path.

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BOOKS & MUSIC This season’s picks for a cozy winter/spring!

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FIRST TIME CRUISE: DESTINATION COZUMEL First cruise? No worries! Here’s a quick guide on what it’s like so you can spend more time enjoying your trip, with less hassle.

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8 STEPS FOR SUCCESS No matter your aspirations, these eight steps place every creative artist on the path to success!

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WE, THE PEOPLE In the midst of a nation torn by fear and hate, there is hope that love and acceptance still conquers all.

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ABUSIVE EX FROM HELL One woman’s nightmare, how she escaped, and her message for other young women who find themselves in the same situation.

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DATING Q&A’S Your relationship questions answered.

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aren’t waiting around for someone else to hand them their dreams. Each of these artists is actively pursuing their goals and impacting those around them.

Finally, there are a few more gems I’m delighted to share with you! First, there’s the phenomenal Julian G. in The Violin Man (pg. 50) whose talent kept me entranced for hours aboard my first cruise, where I also met the beautiful, kind-hearted Hailee Mason who offers the aspiring model her tips and tricks on the runway. In the spirit of #models&rolemodels, we reached out to Sandhills Modeling and Talent Agency to provide the insider’s scoop on a day in the life of a talent agent and our original take for a powerful, all girl photoshoot, shot by the amazing K. Williamson & Jay Robinson (interviewed in Shadow Noir pg. 17) took a fun twist with the young model Morgan Anderson (pg. 84). Special thanks to Pierro’s Italian Bistro, Cameo Art House, and downtown Fayetteville for helping bring that vision to life!

I hope you’ve all enjoyed your holidays, made peace with last year, and are prepared for all of the wonderful blessings in store for the year 2017!

Here’s to living life!

- Mel

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lright models, break out the pens and notepads and get ready to take notes! Here is a brief collection of tips and tricks that I’ve discovered over my short course of aspiring to learn more about the modeling industry. Hopefully, it will help you in your career as well!

MODEL BEHAVIOR

It goes without saying, every model is responsible for their health and appearance. Models should be aware of their bodies and any health concerns that could affect their careers and seek the proper care to address the issues. Some things like scars or existing tattoos may be harder to conceal and could end up costing a model their job, depending on the client’s needs. Regardless, maintaining a health regime is important in an industry where youthfulness and looks make or break your career.

Another aspect of model behavior often overlooked is that of professionalism. Just because you aren’t in a business office setting doesn’t mean it’s acceptable to be rude or forget your place. As a model you not only represent your agency, you are representing yourself and the client who hires you. No one wants to work with a nasty attitude or someone who puts others down and believe it or not, the fashion industry is smaller than you may think. A lot of people know one another and it won’t take long for word to travel around the vine. Do everyone and yourself a big favor and no matter how bad a day you’re having always strive to remain courteous at a minimum and upbeat and inspiring at the max.

Remember, beauty is only half the equation. In a world where EVERYONE is beautiful having a great personality definitely sets one apart.

MODEL PRACTICE

What’s the difference between a model with naturally good looks and one with average looks? Usually, it’s the effort one puts in over the other. The average model knows they are only average so they must work harder to make up for it. They tend to practice their runway walk a little more or study the way the light hits their face in the mirror so they know their best angles. It’s no secret, you see average looking models in commercials, print, and even on the runway. You don’t have to have a killer bod with a drop dead gorgeous face. But you do have to be able to deliver when it comes to the catwalk and your photos.

MODEL NETWORK

I attended a modeling convention in mid-September of last year and was appalled by the number of talented aspiring models and actors who had yet to establish a web presence. In today’s world of technology and in an industry where your success relys so much on networking and having a presence, it’s virtually unheard of to not establish a “base” where poten14

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tial clients and partners can go to learn more about who you are and what you’re about.

Nearly every product has a website. Modeling is no different, because you are the product.

Aspiring models and talents may be wary of digital predators or use the “social media has too much of a bad rap”, but when weighting the pros against the cons, I’d argue that the positives far outweight the negatives. Even having a Facebook or Instagram page allows you to share information with a growing network of followers and to meet new connections you would otherwise be physically limited in meeting face to face.

Having a web presence also provides a platform for talent and models to showcase their best works and greatly increases the exposure they would otherwise receive going on foot. So, if you’re seriously considering a career in the fashion or entertainment world you should think twice about foregoing a free platform that has placed many an average “Jane” and “Joe” in the social spotlight (i.e. First CoverBoy), landing them millions of dollars in endorsement deals. All starting right from their very own bedrooms, with little to no experience.

Some might be afraid of the learning curve, but just like any new job or undertaking the need to keep up with the times should be seen as a challege to make yourself more marketable.

MODEL KNOWLEDGE

Another important aspect that many aspiring models tend to overlook is knowledge of the fashion industry. Hopefuls are so caught up in the fame and glitter of what could-be instead of focusing on the now and what should-be, which is treating a modeling career as a job. It takes a lot of time and hard effort to achieve the level of glitz and glam we all see on TV and your chances of sailing a smooth course will be greatly enhanced when you take the time to study your craft.

Every aspiring model should study and know a list of their favorite designers or current role model models, and photographers they can reference as a source of inspiration in honing their craft. You never know who you might end up rubbing elbows with at a nice soiree, so it’s important to at least seem knowledgeable about something that could show industry insiders that you have some knowledge. You just might impress the right person who will be interested in working with you.

There are several books, tv shows, and online resources that provide a wealth of knowledge on the industry. You may not have to memorize every single one of them, but you should be able to mention the name of a few favorites at the drop of a stiletto (or hat).

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SHADOW NOIR

CAM discovered this next artist during an art showcase at a downtown gallery, where Jay was already enjoying a night of great music, fun company, and sales. Captivated by the evident displays of shadow and lighting in his photos, we had to learn more about the force behind the delicate, beauty of his concepts.

Written by Jay Robinson Edited by Mel Williams

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“Numb Hearted”

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Define art in your own words.

I’d describe my art as emotional, dark, and surreal at times with deep & vibrant colors. I like to give my images a certain dark glow.

I believe in creating images that present a story, convey mood, and inspire the viewer. Shadows are spaces where light has yet to touch and are themselves a result of light. Noir denotes the color black; and as a photographer, my job is to navigate the darkness with my camera by gathering light. Some may see darkness as nothing, but a true creative sees darkness for what it really is: a blank canvas. I gather light with my camera and use it to reveal a story through photographs.

Can you recall the moment you became interested in photography?

Honestly, I can’t really remember a time where photography wasn’t a part of my life. I was always tech-savvy as a kid so at all the family functions my mom would give me her digital camera and it was my job to take photos all day. I suppose that was where I got my eye for photography. But I didn’t really take a serious interest in photography until 2010 when Instagram came out. I got my first DSLR camera at the end of that year.

Where do you draw inspiration? Name a few pieces of work (preferably another’s) or artist that inspires you.

Music has been inspiring me more than anything lately. I’ve found that most artists are dealing with some level of anxiety and depression and for me music has always been a great escape from that battle. There are artists whose work can take me to a different place and I just translate those vibes to communicate with my emotions, and the result of that conversation is manifested into my art. Some of my favorite musical artists are SZA, PartyNextDoor, Drake, Future, Kehlani, Jhené Aiko, and DVSN. “Spectrum” was inspired by SZA’ s song “Pray.”

Where are you originally from? What was growing up like? Any guilty pleasures or something you are unashamed to admit you’re terrified of?

I was born in Heidelberg, Germany but I was raised in Fayetteville, NC. My parents met in the military, so my childhood was typical of that lifestyle. Right now I’m waiting tables and taking photos as much as I can. I’m really afraid of being stagnant. I’m extremely goal-oriented, and my biggest fear is not growing in some aspect as a person. Especially when it comes to my art. When I’m determined to do something, it gets done. I just recently dropped out of college to pursue photography full-time, and I’ve accomplished more in photography than in my two years of school, and it’s only the beginning. I know photography is what I’m supposed to do. It’s all I have.

Is there one key concept or theme you’ve found consistently expressed in your work or that pops out for you in the work of others?

The concept of surrealism is something I really pay attention to in artwork. Taking something completely “normal” and transforming it into something extraordinary. I love art that has imagination and feeling. Art that can speak to you. Visual language is unique because it transcends everything we as people seek to divide ourselves by: religion, race, sex, social class, etc. People from completely different walks of life can get the same feeling from a photo, and that’s amazing. www.creativeartistmagazine.com

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What’s one of your favorite pieces (that you’ve created)?

“Amethyst Tides 2.0” What’s the usual price range in which you sell your artwork?

I have prints available from $20 and prints that have sold for $250. I’m really flexible in working with anyone interested in supporting my art. It just depends on what that particular client is looking for and their budget.

Where can UA readers learn more about you?

I’m most active on Instagram @shadownoir and my website is shadownoir.tumblr.com.

“Amethyst Tides”

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“After The Storm”

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“Green Goddess”

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EYEAM MUSIK ARTIST KEEPS THE MUSIC SCENE FRESH & REAL

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y story is quite the adventure.

Originally born in Myrtle Beach, SC, I stayed with my mom and aunt for about a year. Eager to get back to her life in New York as a journalist and grad student at Columbia University, my mother brought me to the Big Apple. After a couple of years, my grandmother saw that the struggle was a bit more than my mother could handle at the time and intervened, flying me to Trinidad and Tobago at the age of three. Five years later, my mother came to Trini-

dad to retrieve me with my soon-to-be stepfather. We lived in Washington, D.C. up until my collegiate journey at Fayetteville State University.

I’ve been in NC ever since.

I’ve always loved music. Ever since a child, the idea of being able to create a sound that can influence the entire mood of the atmosphere has always fascinated me. Growing up in Trinidad during my tender years also influenced my love for music. I’ve always seen the calypsonians like the Mighty Sparrow and David Rudder as great story-tellers through song. My grandfather would

walk around the house singing their songs on repeat. I remember when he sang me a song that my mother wrote and I remember thinking that I needed to contribute to this musically invigorating family. They sent me to music camps, which taught me the fundamentals of music and through time I learned the value of its influence on society. Ironically, although I always knew I wanted to do music with my life, it wasn’t until college I made the decision I wanted to do it for a living.

By the time I picked up my first guitar, I already

“EyeAm started as a dream of Rodney and mine . . . One of our former singers, Marquie Smith, came up with the name EyeAm, and the rest was history.”

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Band “Shenanigans” Harmony

Band members from left to right: Rodney Adams (Bassist), Joshua Hill (Keyboard), and Nick. had a history with instruments. I grew up playing percussion, piano, steel pan, and various other “trial” instruments until that faithful day I saw a movie about a guitarist. I was still a child then, and I never knew the name of it, but that was the movie that gave me the inspiration to be a guitarist. Of course, by this

time, my grandparents were tired of “trying” new instruments so when I finally got to high school and got my hands on a guitar, I was ecstatic.

Actually learning the instrument wasn’t so bad (Nick used Youtube to teach himself how to play the guitar). I already had an idea about music theory and my yearn for

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learning guitar after all those years of wishing that I could, took care of any frustrations that befell me.

My influences are everywhere. I had a calypso phase, a folk phase, a rap phase, an 80’s rock phase, an EDM phase, and the list goes on. A few artists that play pretty big parts in my current music are 25

David Rudder, a calypso artist, Kes the Band, Sizzla, Tupac, Radiohead, City and Colour, Mac Miller, Chance the Rapper, DeadMau5. There are so many influences.

I feel the music industry is missing authenticity. It has become a game of marketing. There are too many talented artists who deserve to be heard, however, if they don’t “sell” they won’t make it. That needs to change. Especially in a deteriorating society.

My grandparents are my entire childhood memory. They played a huge part in shaping the mentality I have, especially as it deals with money and careers. My granddad taught me to do what I love, that the money will be there and that I should never do anything for the love of money. My grandmother affected me spiritually. Ensuring me that God will always allow me to prevail so long as I stay true to His will. The combination of those two teachings have given me the persistence and the resilience that I need to make it through the starvation phase, and the humility I need to make it through whatever fortune comes my way if God allows it.

When it comes to conveying a message to an audience, I just want to bring vibes back to society. The days when doing music actually required talent were far too short-lived. I’m hoping to remind our culture what it was like, especially in the hip-hop community.

Pursuing a career in music has clarified so many myths for me, like that all artists are rich and with fame comes fortune.

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the scenes issues that some of the greats experienced in their building stages.

From the moment I get on stage I usually can’t wait to hit the last note.

However, when I play that first chord, my mind goes blank, and all that’s left is the song and me.

I think of my style of music as a vibe. I pour my heart into whatever I

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write because of my love for music, itself. I never want to do it any injustice. When you hear my music, you feel a piece of me, and that’s the vibe. We vibe together, even if I’ve never even met you a day in my life.

My progress as a songwriter has been my greatest accomplishment. I look at older songs and listen to my progress up until now. I think it’s beautiful how I can hear the improvement through the years. I’ve always considered myself a pretty good musician in the past, so looking at where I’ve found myself now musically, it’s a great improvement for me.

EYEAM Members Rodney Adams: From Charlotte. Communications graduate of Fayetteville State. Bassist.

Joshua Hill: From Faison, NC. Psych graduate from FSU. Currently, attends St. Johns in NC for grad school. Keyboard player.

Deshawn Williams: Newest member. From Fayetteville. Drummer.

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Work on different facial expressions; even changing your face a smudge will change an entire pose

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Remember, have fun with it! It’s all about your personality, and if it feels wrong you’re probably doing it right!

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Power Play Dealing With A Tough Boss

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e live in a world where women are making greater strides and bridging several gaps. Unfortunately, things tend to take a turn for the worst when there’s a large perception of women in dominant roles or even office clusters becoming catty. Instead of mentoring and collectively pushing for more cracks in the formidable glass ceiling we often dig a ditch for one another.

And we’ve become known for doing it.

So it came as no surprise when I started voicing workplaces woes about a bad boss the first question I was asked (by women) was “Is she a she?” My story is no different from the stories of countless others I read about in my quest to resolve my case of “bad boss.”

Here are some tips on how you can educate yourself and hopefully become empowered to create a better working environment.

STEP ONE: SEEK TO UNDERSTAND

Most people don’t wake up every morning devising ways to unleash hell on your life. Most of the times a lack of communication or understanding prolongs an issue that could otherwise be quickly resolved. Document your concerns and professionally address them with the offender. State the facts only and how their behavior made you feel. Ask if they’re ok and if there’s something you can do to help. This approach often puts a dent in a hard exterior so it may catch them off guard and help them become better self-aware. It takes courage and a rare sort of strength to pull this off, but you can do it when you focus on the bigger picture: creating a change that will bring about a more positive, productive environment.

STEP TWO: DO YOUR HOMEWORK

Once you’ve made an effort to make your boss aware of the issue, if the problem persists, see if there is a union or support services offered by your company or profession. Often times employers don’t advertise these, but it’s your responsibility to know your rights.

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We spend so much time at work that it’s like a second family, love ’em or hate ’em. No one should have to work in a hostile workplace. You should stand up for yourself if you feel you are being bullied and be prepared for the defensive backlash. Speak to the next level of management or start a support group that encourages others to share their experiences.

Having a title or position doesn’t make a leader. Be the change you want to see and get the support of your peers. Changing the perception starts with individuals standing up and saying “No” to bullying.

It may come with a high price tag, but you can’t place a value on standing up for yourself. Sometimes toxic people just need to become more self-aware of the perception of their actions, and it may take a focus group or more than one person to speak up.

No one should have to deal with being disrespected or belittled. Together I believe we can change the perception of catty female bosses, one woman at a time.

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If you’re a young model who’s been fortunate to land a lucrative, budding career there’s never a better time than the present to get your finances in order. Typically, the key to success in the world of budgeting boils down to developing a few good habits.

1 Evaluate Your Lifestyle

What are your needs, wants, and habits? What areas would you like to improve in? Are shopping sprees and long nights out taking a toll on your wallet? Perhaps you want to consider healthier lifestyle options (fitness or cooking) or take up a few acting classes? In order to adjust accordingly, create a budget for how you want to drive your finances.

2 Save, Save, Save!

I’ve yet to hear someone lament saving too much! When you’re young, there’s nothing wrong with blowing a paycheck . . . As long as you’re saving one too! Budgets are unique for every individual and finding one that fits your lifestyle will take some trial and error.

It’s always a safe bet to set aside a percentage or set amount for what you intend to save, and splurge with each paycheck after the basic bills (rent, utilities, phone, etc.) are paid.

3 Invest . . . In Yourself

Whether you’ve found your life-long dream in modeling or if it’s in another career field, once you’ve reached a comfortable level of steady income it’s a good idea to invest in becoming a better you. Doing so can only make you more marketable and is an investment that should pay for itself down the road.

4 Give To A Charity Or Good Cause

Sharing with others is a testament to who you are as an individual and to your character, so when you have it to give why not brighten up someone else’s day who isn’t as fortunate?

You never know what inspiration can result from it.

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Introducing

Cris Glockkz in

“Hello World” CAM encountered this next artist from Houston, Texas when a member of his team shared the link to his newly released single “Hello World.” We see potential, and we think you will 36

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ristian Davison, who goes by the stage name Cris Glockkz (solely because it’s catchy and his fans agree!), is a new force to be reckoned with on the hip-hop/rap scene. Since the age of 15, he’s been creating his own rhythms and lyrics, honing his craft to lay down tracks worthy of non-stop head bob, like his latest release “Hello World.” The 19-year old rising artist draws inspiration from rap icons such as Snoop Dogg, Living Legends, Atmosphere, and Outkast and is known for dabbling in a spot of Rock n’ Roll.

Cris, along with his cousin Ramiro Amezquita

the emotional backbone that keeps his team going strong. And last, but certainly far from being least is the trailblazing artist, Cris, who’s been diligently working over the past year to deliver various singles, as well as the release of his EP debut, “The O.U.T.C.A.S.T,” which provides insight through the eyes of the young artist on his personal life journey prior to and during his musical career.

Cris has an awesome team of support and they are always looking out for his career, ensuring he’s getting his net worth.

From his lyrics, one can decipher Cris’ ambition to make his mark on the hip-hop scene. His colleagues describe him as an “outgoing person with

decided to take control of their destinies on January 2, 2016, when they founded Mad Mouth Records. “We decided to start a record label that would allow us to be the deciding factor on 100% of our decisions without the influence of other people. We put the work into investing our own money into promotion and studio time, as well as contracting music stores to sell our music.”

The music label is family based with Amezquita running the show as the young artist’s manager and company CEO. In this role, he deals with the face-toface interactions that launch Cris in front of audiences, as well as collaborations on features and promos. Marie Davison (mother) handles the company’s finances, merchandise, and web-related promos (hence this article, shout out to Marie, right?). Kipp Davison (father) serves as the “hidden” financial support and provides

aspirations and goals to conquer . . .” The ability to adapt to any form of the hip-hop genre is something that sets this young artist apart, allowing him to develop his unique and critically acclaimed sound fans love.

Cris is also known for constantly creating new content. We’re talking on a daily basis, even while balancing a job and attending college! So it comes as no surprise that one of his biggest challenges as an artist is trying not to unleash too much material all at once.

But all in good time, dear fans.

More important, Cris wants his content to resonate and encourage his audience to live life. “Life is meant to be celebrated and appreciated, leave no stone left unturned and experience all that the world has to offer.”

Cris believes that others should value their support system because his progress would not have been

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possible without one. He also encourages others to check the quality of the company you keep and make good choices in choosing peers and positive friends. Learn to love who you are. At the end of the day, it all plays a huge role in one’s overall success.

Check Cris out at www.madmouthrecords. com.

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Agent Q &A with Sandhills Modeling & Talent

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In the spirit of #models&rolemodels, CAM reached out to a modeling talent agency and spoke with Jennifer Baker, to get the insider’s scoop on the life of the working agent and what they typically look for when they scout talent. If you’re an aspiring model take it from someone who can help you break into the industry.

CAM: How did you become interested in this industry?

JB: While I was taking modeling classes my mom took me to an open call. I was asked to walk in a fashion show at age 12.

CAM: What’s a typical day like (on the job) in the life of an agent?

JB: Check emails to see if there are new offerings for talent opportunities.

Answer countless phone calls from aspiring talent.

Check on leads for talent placement.

Audition new faces.

CAM: What are the top aspects you look for when scouting new models/talent to work with?

“Have Real Passion!”

JB: Features, attitude, attitude! (laughs) CAM: What are ways models should invest in their careers now so that they’re able to bring their best edge in an industry that’s so competitive?

JB: Photo shoots Headshots Classes, if needed Being nice (attitude!)

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CAM: What do you feel it really takes to have a successful career in the modeling and entertainment industry today?

JB: Great attitude Consistency Real Passion Patience CAM: What does the industry look like for models now, who are trying to break into the industry (is it harder to break in today than years ago? Trends you may be noticing as far as which models are in demand, etc.), as well as for models who are already in the industry (trends you are noticing, shorter models becoming more acceptable, etc.)?

JB: Some things change, while some remain the same.

The industry has opened doors to talent who may not look like the traditional model, giving more of an opportunity for those girls who may not be as tall or thin. In the olden days, the industry would not even look at pictures unless they were professional. Every once in a while, an aspiring model is able to capture a really good picture with an iPhone which could end up booking work.

CAM: Describe a good or terrible experience you may have had with a model/talent. What did you take away

from it?

JB: My worst experience in the industry has been the talent calling the booker without my permission, requesting the money for the assignment when we had not reached the expiration date to get paid yet. Long story short, typically it takes at least 30 days to get paid for a talent assignment. My best experience has been booking my mailman for a job that paid very well and to later find out that when he was a kid he had always dreamed of being an actor.

CAM: What attribute do you feel is the most important for a model to possess in this industry?

JB: Attitude, determination, thick skin.

“Attitude Sets You Apart!”

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“I Ain’t Thirsty For No BAE” Love coach and mentor explains how her response to the generalization of ‘thirsty baes’ launched her initial designs.

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y boyfriend and I have horrible senses of humor. We see things kind of differently from others,” says BaeBae Tees founder, Ursula Myles. That sense of humor is precisely the reason for the start of Ursula’s designs. One day she purchased a t-shirt with the word “Problem” along with a woman yelling at her boyfriend. The couple quickly drew the reference of the nagging woman back to her (Ursula) who laughs and readily admits it’s true. On the other side of the shirt, it said, “Solved,” with an image of the boyfriend performing a motion to rid himself of the badgering woman. “We thought (it) was hilarious and sooo true.”

Not long after Ursula found herself on the prowl, in search of more humorous tees when she came across a phrase that touched on the nature of “thirsty baes.” In an act of rebuke, she developed her own response to the ideology that generalizes promiscuity and dependence of women on men, by declaring “I Ain’t Thirsty For No BAE.”

After listening to the heartfelt speech of her mother’s pastor during her father’s funeral, in which her mother was recognized as a virtuous woman and received a standing ovation, Ursula read the proverb (Proverbs 31) repeatedly. The slogans, “She is Clothed in Strength and Dignity” and “Bae Material” emerged, rooted in her Christian upbringing. Ursula stresses, though, that “Bae” isn’t an acronym for something like “Before Anything Else.” Rather, it’s about a woman who is working on herself and strives to be a better woman. Graceful, respected, and elegance are a few words that come to mind.

Once she took her slogans to a graphics de-

signer friend (Cooper) at Life Live City and Jeff Carter (story on page 68), they loved it and encouraged her to pursue starting a brand. “The rest is history,” Ursula says. “BaeBae Tees came from the first t-shirt I created . . . It was that simple.”

The tee shirt designing brand only began this past August (2016) and so far it’s going well, Ursula states. The biggest struggle for the designer has been garnering support for the brand and she admits to having moments where she’s felt like calling it quits.

It’s been through the support and mentorship of her two friends that she’s sustained the budding brand and pushed onward.

The Texas native (yes, she’s a Dallas Cowboys gal), is the youngest of four girls and is the only child to leave the comfort of home and receive her Bachelor’s degree (she’s currently pursuing her Master’s in Human Services). She’s served eight years in the National Guard, with a one-year tour in Iraq and is the founding President of a non-profit social organization called Our Sisterhood, whose mission is to change the perception of women being incapable of lifting one another up and helping other women to succeed. Ursula is also looking to expand into the excursion business to host one-day, overnight, and weekend trips, dubbed “Traveling Stilettos.”

Before the passing of her father, Ursula’s parents had been married for 50 years. With two beautiful daughters of her own (age 20 and 12) she hopes to leave behind a legacy of financial freedom. “This

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(financial freedom) is enough to inspire me. I rarely ever really look at trends or other brands (for inspiration).”

Ursula hopes to sponsor her first fashion show in the future since more people have been responding well to the slogans. Although her sales aren’t quite where she wants them, she acknowledges that everything takes time, noting that a rap artist, Ms. Proper, wore her first slogan during a performance at the A3C, in Atlanta this past month (October) and the recognition felt good.

Ursula is also a certified professional life coach specializing in dating relationships, and it comes second nature. Serving as a mentor is also a source of inspiration she draws from, and she’s already got a few new phrases in the works. To learn more about BaeBae Tees or Ursula’s mentoring program visit www.baebae-tees.com and www. ursulamiles.com.

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JULIAN G. Written by Julian G. Edited by Mel Williams

Julian shares his love for playing the violin, music, and for his audiences

“I believe that music can make the world a better place. Music is beyond politics, music is beyond conflicts.”

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was born and raised in Ukraine in the city of Donetsk. It’s a lovely city in the east of the country, an industrial giant and a Cultural Centre. Unfortunately, it has been going through some tough times lately. I’ve spent 30 years of my life in Donetsk, and this is where I gained my skill qualifications and mastered my craft.

It’s hard to say when I decided to become a musician.

It seems like I was always certain that was the path I wanted to take. I remember how excited I was when I got my first violin. I could barely fall asleep that night, so excited I was to try and play. It took me a while till I got a hang of it and I started playing much more confidently.

There are no musicians in my family, and the decision to start my musical training was made by my grandmother. She was never involved in music but was a big admirer and supporter. Throughout my music career my mother was my biggest inspiration and my toughest critic. She is a professional photographer and has an eye for perfection.

“Music was and always will be a big part of me and my life, my way of communication with the world .”

The biggest progress was made during my years at the Music Academy, and I will be forever grateful to my teachers and masters. Soviet Violin school is

considered to be one of the best in the world, and I am happy to be a part of it. I graduated from the S. Prokofiev’s Music Academy in 2009 and in 2014 I finished my internship at the music department. I am fully qualified to teach and mentor at the academy, but currently, I prefer to perform myself. I am also a representative of the Donetsk Violin school, and I’ve mastered all the steps, progressing into an internship at the music department of the Music Academy in my hometown.

“Music was and always will be a big part of me and my life, my way of communication with the world.” I do have quite a few hobbies. I love photography, literature, traveling. I enjoy meeting new people and getting to know them, experiencing new cultures (of course music goes without saying).

Currently, I am a part of the Sky Breeze Trio on board the Carnival Paradise. This is definitely a new professional adventure and a valuable experience for me. I am the lead violinist; Olena is the second violin and Viktoria plays the viola. We are all professional musicians, and we have been brought together by the passion and love for what we do. We came together, produced a demo and were offered a possibility to work for Carnival Cruise Lines. This is a great opportunity, and I must admit - working with Carnival is great! The atmosphere is amazing, and the audiences always charge us up!

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extended periods of time at first. If we go way back to my 7-year-old self, it wasn’t as easy as it is now. Later, when I started attending the Music Academy, it would take me an average of 5 to 6 hours daily. Our teachers and mentors always strived for perfection and those hours were justified (well maybe not always, but most of the time). If we come back to the present day, the time I spend practicing differs depending on the projects I am involved in. When I was preparing for my graduation performance (I played Violin Concert by S. Prokofiev, Preludes by D. Shostakovich and Sonate by E. Ysaye, quite difficult pieces), I practiced for around 8-10 hours daily. Currently, we have an extensive program of 20 sets that we perform on board the Carnival cruise ship. It includes both classical and modern music from the last decade. Even though we perform almost every night, I still practice for a few hours additionally, just to keep myself in shape.

you an amazing boost of power, and it emphasizes your drive and fuels your performance. People feel and absorb the energy you give out and give it back to you multiplied by 10. This is far superior to any treasure, and moments like that make the long hours of practice and preparation, lack of sleep and an aching back all worth it! It also gives me strength to carry on, develop new projects and become better at what I do. I also draw inspiration and new emotions in art and literature. I am a big admirer of Vincent Van Gogh - the energy that comes from his art is surreal.

What I enjoy most about sharing my music?

Well, to be honest, it’s the same as my inspiration. It’s that invisible connection that you establish with the audience through your music. When you make them forget about their troubles, and guide them to a differ-

I believe there is always room for improvement and you have to always strive to achieve more and be better in what you do. Unfortunately, I have not had a chance to meet the great masters of the present day yet, but I follow their progress, watch their performances and read interviews. I’ve noticed one common thing between all of them - they love what they do, they don’t treat music like a ‘job’ but more like a way of life.

“I came to realize that the best way to become a great musician is to find music within yourself and not try to squeeze yourself into music.”

There are people that I consider to be a beacon or a reference point, if you will. One that I definitely consider to be a role model and an inspiration is Gidon Kremer. He embodies everything I love in music - a unique way of thinking, a unique view on the music he performs. He makes any piece his own and he sees something that no one else before him saw. Not only is he a phenomenal violinist, but he also brings philosophy into his music. He is an amazing, genuine musician. Every time I listen to him perform, it almost feels like I’m having a personal conversation with him.

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ent world, where they can relax and rejuvenate. It is visible in their eyes; music touches the heart, and a lot of people have come forward to thank me for making them feel better. I hope that after my performance people become more at ease with themselves and that I can help them through a rough time. Music can make it bearable, make it easier to live through or just make your day brighter in general.

I believe that music can make the world a better place.

Music is beyond politics, music is beyond conflicts. Time heals the

physical wounds, but music is the remedy for the wounds of the soul and mind within us, both as individuals and a society. You just need to make the time to listen, not just hear, and most of all enjoy.

As long as music makes us smile, and we can sing or hum along - there is hope.

You can find more information about Julian and the projects that he’s involved in by visiting www.facebook.com/jgeroim (official Facebook page) and www.youtube.com/virtuo3.

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YOUR FAVORITE MUA If she isn’t already your favorite MUA, she will be!

I first met the talented Kayla Baker through the agency run by her mother, Sandhills Modeling & Talent Agency but it wasn’t until I sat down in her chair and had my own look created by her for my first modeling photoshoot that I became a firm believer in her Instagram handle @yourfavoriteMUA. I was blown away by her talent, and I’ve been back! She nails it every time. She’s responsible for the flawless makeup you’ll find in this issue’s young undercover Super Hero/Villain shoot story, on pages 8499. She’s a young woman who’s paved her own way forward, carving out a successful career as an independent makeup artist who is highly sought after to review various products within the beauty industry. Here’s what she had to say in our one-on-one interview.

CAM: Where are you originally from? Tell us a little about yourself and your background in the business.

KB: You can say Fayetteville, NC. I was born on Fort Bragg; I’m an army brat. We moved around a bit, but my father ended up retiring here. I’m a trained and certified makeup artist with over 12 years of experience, and I’m dedicated to making sure my clients look and feel like a million bucks on their special day! Although I’m based out of North Carolina, I am willing to travel. I spent over a year working for Walt Disney World Company in the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique, where I helped transform young girls ages 3-12 into their favorite Disney Princess, along with helping Cinderella, Belle, Tiana and the other Disney Princesses get ready for their day!

I specialize in weddings, fashion, pageants, and prom and I have experience working in fast-paced environments with time restraints. I’ve taught makeup classes both nationally and internationally, and my hope is to be the one clients choose to enhance both their inner and outer beauty.

CAM: When did you know you wanted to pursue a career in the beauty/fashion industry?

KB: Growing up I always loved all things beauty. When I was about 7, I remember attentively watching my mom getting ready for her day; admiring her applying her makeup and styling her hair. As soon as she’d walk out the door, I’d raid her makeup bag and try to mimic everything she had just done.

CAM: How did you decide to start your own career?

KB: I started doing makeup when I was 15 for my

friends doing photoshoots, going to prom, and taking senior photos. When I was 19, I decided that I wasn’t your regular 9-5 kind of girl and I told my parents that I wanted to go to cosmetology school to get my certification so more people would take me seriously. And I did just that. I am a licensed cosmetologist in the state of NC. Both in 2013 & 2015 I went to work for Walt Disney World (Orlando, Fl) in the cosmetology department. Such an amazing, magical, and life changing experience. However, I decided that if I was going to work 12, sometimes 15 hours a day I was going to come back home and work on my own dream.

CAM: Were you afraid when you first started out on your own?

KB: Afraid? No, I’ve been so blessed to have my parents by my side every step of the way. I’ve watched my mom run a successful modeling and talent agency all by herself. Life’s too short not to do something that YOU WANT TO DO. Sometimes you just have to step out on faith. You only have to have faith the size of a mustard seed.

CAM: What do you love most about the industry?

KB: I love that in the fashion industry there are no rules. You don’t have to color inside the lines. You are free to be you!

CAM: Tell us a little more about growing up in and around the industry. Any memorable moments?

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work day” I got to follow my mom around as she ran errands preparing for fashion shows or spent all day in a commercial set as she accompanied an actor that was a minor.

CAM: What’s your most favorite thing about doing makeup?

KB: I LOVE making people look and feel beautiful. I love transforming people. I feel like a fairy godmother in a sense. When I’m done with a makeup application, and I show my clients their reflection, their reaction is always priceless! It always fills my heart with joy.

CAM: What’s been the most rewarding thing about being your own boss?

KB: Making my own hours, hands down. I’m not a morning person (unless I have no choice and there’s an early call time; I’ve done as early as 2AM). I like being able to come and go as I please and take vacations whenever I want.

CAM: What’s something about yourself you wished others knew or that you’d like to share?

KB: A lot of people think I’m so lucky because of the kind of business my mom has and how awesome both of our businesses run hand in hand. The truth is I’m trying to make it in the beauty industry just like every other makeup artist and hairstylist, and I try extra hard to pave my own way and develop an identity aside from just being “Jennifer Baker’s Daughter.” I’m super nervous about succeeding, and I lay in bed at night praying to God and asking Him to direct my steps.

There’s a lot of blood, sweat, and tears that people don’t see. They only see what I choose to showcase on social media. It’s definitely not as easy as it looks.

CAM: Name something or a matter close to your heart that you wish more people would take notice on and get more involved with.

KB: Not necessarily a matter but more of a way of life.

When I turned 23, I lost my health care because I aged out of my parent’s insurance. Unfortunately, that same year I was diagnosed with a blood clot. I had to battle getting healthy, all while paying for medications and 60

doctor visits out of pocket.

It almost ruined my life and altered my career. Basically what I’m trying to say is I want people to take healthcare more seriously. Go get your yearly check up. Ladies go get that mammogram and that annual checkup. Make sure you put your health first. You never want to find out about something when it’s too late. Makeup is fine and dandy, but it’s important that you are actively trying to lead a healthy lifestyle and getting those check ups as you should. Remember that real beauty starts from the inside, health and all.

CAM: How did you get discovered by other businesses that now request your review of their products? Describe that first moment when they reached out to you.

KB: Two words. SOCIAL MEDIA. I make it my business to wake up and post EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. And use my hashtags. I’ve gotten recognition and booked almost all of my clients via Instagram and Facebook if not via word of mouth. I remember a year ago I told my mom (if you can’t tell by now she’s like my best friend) that I refused to buy extensions any longer and the next time I wore extensions it would be because a company reached out to me to review products. Sure enough a year later (to the week) someone reached out to me to review both makeup and hair extensions, and since then it’s completely caught fire. I’m actually starting to get overwhelmed with the amount of products I’m getting in the mail to review.

Kayla is a phenomenal independent MUA. You can see more of her work and book her via StyleSeat or Instagram @yourfavoritemua.

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FIERCE ALERT GAME CHANGER: MIXING IT UP!

“I started Mixed Staffing in 2014 at 24 years old, with the vision of helping educate women and minorities. Fast forward four years; I am now the owner of a million dollar agency, married to my best friend and feel beyond blessed each day I am able to wake up.”

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ach year thousands of new college graduates face fear and uncertainty about what the future holds for them, and I was no different. After graduating from Grand Valley State University in 2011 I was unsure of my career path, but I knew I wanted to help others. It didn’t take long for me to witness the clear discrimination women and minorities faced even with a professional college degree so soon after I landed a job I felt personally compelled to change that. The idea for Mixed Staffing formed in 2011 while I was living in Chicago, IL. My former business partner (a black male) and I decided to take a new approach to the staffing industry. Deep devotion from experiencing the issue first hand, my entrepreneurial spirit, and determination for success resulted in the start of Mixed Staffing in 2012. But two weeks before we were set to launch my business partner got cold feet. He wasn’t ready to take on the risk of starting a company.

When Mixed Staffing began in 2012, the only thing that stood out about the company was that I was a young woman and an inexperienced business owner who wanted to help people. After four years I have learned A LOT through research, trial and error, and client interaction. About one year in, I realized that without any credibility behind my idea there could be no realization of my business model or plan. I began researching industry trends and finding other avenues that would allow me to differentiate myself. In the summer of 2013, I launched our new specialty divisions, the basic “Staffing & Recruiting,” our “Inclusive Workforce Staffing” where we help educate and train people who face barriers gain sustainable employment, and lastly our “Diversity Staffing & Recruiting” division where we evaluate the needs of a company looking to diversify their team.

In just four short years, I took a company with $0 in revenue to over $1 million dollars today. We started with one employee and one client (2012) and steadily grew to 33 employees and three clients within one year. I became a Certified Woman Owned Business and a Certified Small Woman Owned Business the fall of 2013. By 2014 we’d hired more than 140 employees and in the state of Michigan we hired 265 employees (in 2015). Of those hired in 2015, 65% were a combination of returning citizens (ex-offenders) and military veterans. I was ready to continue to grow and expand . . . I felt that there was no stopping us. I didn’t realize that God had something else in mind.

Since the age of 17, I was forced to grow up, mature and get a job. There was no other option. I’ve overcome a lot of obstacles in my personal life and as a young female business owner. There are too many to count. By the age of 20, the lives of so many of my friends and loved ones were lost (including all of my grandparents, two close high school friends, and my father). These individuals will always hold a special place in my heart and have helped mold me into who I am today.

In the spring of 2014, I hit a brick wall. More than once. I was diagnosed with pneumonia in both of my lungs, twice, and hospitalized five times for an unknown viral infection. I thought I was going to die.

For much of that year, I was battling my ailing health.

The doctors discovered I was allergic to the antibiotic and finally found something that worked. God helped me overcome during that difficult time.

By the end of that year, I felt ready to take on the world again when I was attacked by a Great Dane, my ex-fiancé’s dog. The attack left me with 47 stitches on my face and punctured my dominant hand. To make matters worse, doctors discovered that the wound in my hand was infected. After six more hospital visits, I was informed I would need surgery that would put me out of work for two months. I put everything in God’s hands. I vowed to stay out of the hospital, maintain my health and find balance between my personal life and work.

Mixed Staffing is your modern day, certified woman-owned professional staffing and recruiting agency and we have the opportunity to change lives every day. We work with people who are often discriminated against before their skills are considered or evaluated. Late in 2015, we had one young man come to us with no experience and six extremely serious charges on his record. He’d served 20 years in prison. Today he is happily and actively employed. At Mixed Staffing, we believe in second chances. Our mission is to change the world one person at a time. We see ourselves as difference-makers, life-changers, and dream-achievers.

What sets us apart is that we work with companies seeking specific people, not just warm bodies. Unlike a traditional staffing agency, we offer a special blend of recruiting when hiring candidates and working with our clients. We strive to change the workforce for the better, as well as the lives of our candidates by providing career opportunities.

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people intimidation doesn’t begin to explain how I feel.

I have terrible anxiety with public speaking. However, when I’m giving a seminar with inmates at a jail, it comes naturally. It’s a humbling experience, and I feel honored. I pray before I speak and ask God to guide my voice. I try to make sure they know I’m human too and I want to help. I really enjoy people, helping them, getting to know them. If I know that is what I’m doing it’s easier, however, if I’m talking to people that I don’t think I can help it’s hard to relate and connect.

I’ve gone through many challenges, and I’ve dealt with really terrible people. However, I approach

situations that seem to be the worst with what I like to call “The Power of Positivity.” I always know that it could be worse; with prayer and positivity anything is possible. The best advice I’ve ever received is to treat others the way you hope to be treated if the roles were reversed and to be ethical. Have integrity. And don’t forget where you come from and those who were there to support you at your lowest moments in life. My husband, family, and friends are the solid foundation of who I am and where I came from.

3 DIVISIONS OF MIXED STAFFING 1) Professional Staffing & Recruiting: This division works with companies seeking specific skillsets, educational backgrounds or a certification for a particular position.

2) Diversity Staffing & Recruiting: This division evaluates the needs of a company looking to diversify their team while driving their economic growth. We utilize the skills of our recruiters to screen from a large pool of candidates to find the most qualified individuals.

3) Inclusive Workforce Staffing: This division allows us to assist individuals with employment barriers. We provide educational opportunities for military veterans, ex-offenders, and any other individual facing a barrier that would limit their ability to gain employment. Our success in this division has allowed us to give 65% of our workforce (in 2015) a second chance, lowering recidivism and unemployment in the state of Michigan.

AWARDS

2016 Ernst Young Entrepreneur of the Year Nominee 2015 Grand Rapids Business Journal Top Woman Owned Business 2012 Grand Rapids Business Leaders 40 Under Forty

Sara currently coaches varsity volleyball at OHHS where she serves as a role model for other young women.

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I’d heard so much about the founder of Product of God’s Mercy (PGM) before ever meeting him that it was quite a surprise when he managed to find me first (I’d casually mentioned wanting to connect) and reached out.

Talk about having an extensive network! Our first sit down was an encounter that allowed us to start aligning some of the visions we shared for providing a physical stage for the talent of creative artists, locally and abroad.

Here, the San Bernardino born Carter gives insight into the vision for PGM and the direction it’s heading.

CAM: What led you to the path of pursuing music? Any fun or interesting stories growing up or that deals with music?

JC: My mother always knew I could sing. Once she introduced that to me there was no turning back. I started writing when I was 15. I tried out for Apologetics kids and did good the first round, but I got cocky and didn’t practice much.

When the cameras came on I forgot the words to “ I Believe I Can Fly” by R.Kelly (laughs).

CAM: What it was like to attend Full Sail University?

Would you recommend others get a formal education or hone their craft on their own?

JC: I truly love that school.

On average they receive about 10 Oscars & Grammys EVERY TIME. That alone makes you want to go to that school. I was online, but when I was living in Orlando I took a tour. OMG, it was amazing! Being online is cool but if I were able to go on campus, I would. I would recommend that school to anyone that’s trying to be in any art form career.

CAM: Please share in your own words more on your vision for PGM studio. It’s pretty amazing when you mention providing opportunities for the youth in the community and anyone who may be interested in learning the ins and outs of production.

JC: Even though I took that down it is still part of my plans. We will be providing classes or camps so that kids,

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young adults and even adults who want to learn (can) or (who) just want to be in the environment of a recording studio. Our youth don’t really have the amazing music like in the 60s, 70s, 90’s and early 2000s, so it’s up to me and my company to bring back that vibe.

CAM: What’s it been like starting the studio? Did you grow from being an in-house production? Is this studio that’s getting ready to open your 2nd business/studio venture?

JC: When I was in the military every house or barracks I lived in I had a studio. This is my first studio actually owning as a registered business. I will also be making my PGM House clothing line for independent artist in the front part of the studio as well.

CAM: What’s driving you?

Where do you draw inspiration? What do you enjoy most about what you do?

JC: Ever since God put this vision in my head it has been my motivation. Just knowing that this is much bigger than you and me is enough. I draw inspiration from life experiences that either myself, loved ones, and friends (experience) or just general situations. I enjoy music; the whole process of the beat being made to the recording, to the paperwork and of course the distribution of something I made or helped make and its out where the whole world can hear us.

CAM: What’s your take on the way the music industry is now? What are some changes or improvements you’d like to see?

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JC: Ahhhhh, man the game is crazy right now. The independent wave is strong and right now is the time to capitalize. You have mainstream artist going independent and killing the game. We have all the resources just as well as they do and we will do it. I just wanna bring back real content, real music, real love you know? A lot of music nowadays doesn’t give you that. I just want to be an avenue for this generation and ones to come. I believe in my services and all the other studios in the Ville, that we can make Fayetteville one of the best music cities in the world. We just have to work together and stop hating.

CAM: Would you say that equality still hasn’t really been achieved in the music industry for men and women? Do you think that it’s more difficult for (more) women to obtain the same status quo as males in the industry?

JC: I honestly don’t believe it’s hard for them. It’s all about the drive and creating your own lane. If you look at all the ladies in the industry now it’s not many, but how many times have you heard someone new come out and they sound just like the next Queen. They won’t last.

CAM: What’s your take on how music impacts and changes lives? Do you have a story/example of how you’ve seen the impact of music on your own life or that of another?

JC: Music is life to me, it’s my everything. If I could marry her, I would. She’s a great friend, and she always listens. The best way to vent (laughs). If it wasn’t for music, I probably would be locked up somewhere or just doing bad. I escape in music.

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CAM: Recall when you were first getting started. What advice would you offer to someone new now, who is getting started as a recording artist or who would like to do something similar to what you’re doing (opening up a studio)?

JC: Plan, plan, plan. Take your time. Build what you want on paper. Find a team and create, create, create. Connect yourself with like-minded people and whatever your higher power is, believe in (your)self and that.

CAM: What’s the next big venture/step for PGM? JC: Well, I know we’re working on a music showcase next year. Also, I have a few artist & friends that will be dropping some new music, including myself. I’m only doing one album and then I’m retiring as a solo artist. I might do features if people dig my music.

CAM: Where can readers learn more about PGM? JC: You can check us out on IG: @thepgmhouse, @creativespacestation, @carterjville and @pullupbj. Facebook: Creative Space Station Studios or @ThePGMHouse.

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MUSIC Starboy by The Weeknd (feat. Daft Punk) Closer by The Chainsmokers If I Ever Fall In Love (Cover) by Pentatonix Ft. Jason Derulo Aiming At Forever by Neyo New Balance by Jhene Aiko Fool’s Gold by Aaron Carter Do You by Miguel Without The Lights (video) by Elliot Moss Yellow Lights Keke Palmer Fake Love, Broccoli & Caroline (Mashup Cover) by William Singe & Alex Aiono

“Models & Role Models” Death of a King by Travis Smiley with David Ritz Here we see the great King as humble, human, and vulnerable. Here we have to respect the courage of one man against the odds. This book has changed the way I remember MLK, Jr. forever.

Follow The Model by J. Alexander Only the one & only Miss J can pen an insightful guide into the world of modeling that’s hilariously funny and deeply touching. A straight, no-put down read from start to finish.

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Becoming by Cindy Crawford Take a walk alongside the world-renown supermodel as she recounts her career from humble early beginnings.

Style by Lauren Conrad with Elise Loehnen Revolutionize your wardrobe and declutter the mess!

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The Wilhelmina Guide To Modeling by Natasha Esch with C.L. Walker The beginning model’s one-stop guide to the modeling industry and behind one of the world’s most premier agencies.

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Cruisin’ To Mexico Insights & tips for your first time cruising. Destination Cozumel.

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or some (especially those who can’t swim) the thought of boarding an enormous vessel and being surrounded by the vast seas for days can be daunting. But the time spent on board really does fly when there’s so much to do!

Pre-boarding, Let The Adventure Begin For starters, make sure you’ve checked in to your boarding reservation in advance! Don’t forget to check your email or log back into your account to print off your boarding pass (not to be confused with the confirmation page) before the 24-hour period prior to your boarding time. In the 24-hour period before boarding you may be unable to access the pass, but if you booked with a great travel agent they should be able to send a copy of the pass to your phone. Security checks are very strict, so save yourself the headache and take care of this in advance!

Depending on the length of your cruise you will be required to place a minimum of $100, $200, or $350 per person on an account since there’s a no-cash policy onboard. The unused balance will be refunded after the trip. Ideally, if it’s your first time, you want to stay in the middle of the ship where you’ll experience the least amount of wave motion (and avoid the bulk of noisy, late-night crowds).

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1st Timer’s Tip: It’s easy to get lost in the maze of the ship. Some elevators only have access to certain floors, so you may find yourself going from one end of the ship to the other just to find the right elevator!

Enjoy the amazing food and the entertainment! The talented live bands love a good crowd, and a daily schedule of activities is placed in your cabin by the friendly staff, the majority of whom are from various countries.

Disembark, Reaching Your Destination We arrived to a double rainbow, beautiful sunrise in the quiet ports of Cozumel, Mexico. There’ll be all sorts of characters eager to take a photo with you once you step off the ship. Shopping, restaurants, and more tourist attractions await!

If you plan on seeing more of the island, be sure to book those travel plans far in advance, or you may find yourself prey to higher van fees if you can even secure one in this high tourist area. The cost of the van will vary from one destination to another (~$25 per person) and should include access to the beach if that’s where you’re going. Be very wary of scams! If something seems unreasonably high ($50 for access to a beach) search for a better bargain (or you might be able to bargain your way down to a fair deal)! Relax & Enjoy!

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8 Steps For Success

Solid tips for pursuing any craft

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Always have an agenda for your time. If you don’t, someone else will.

Just do it! Start. Now. Anywhere. There’s no perfect science and you’ll figure it out as you grow. What matters now is the valuable time you’re losing. So jump in with both feet and keep jumping. Time and time again.

Find your muse(s). You need to draw inspiration from somewhere. It’s not copying (unless it’s really copying). The true hallmark of any artist is to capture or channel an expression and make it their own. That comes through experiencing life and/or the work of others.

Study your craft. It’s the only way to have a solid foundation and make progress. Study the history, know the influencers, and learn what works for others in your field (by reading articles like this magazine).

Have patience. Follow your gut to know when it feels right.

Network. Connect. Attend workshops, meetups, groups. It’s all about who knows who. Always treat others with respect and dignity. You never know . . .

Budget. Having one helps keep your dream from “interfering” with the other aspects of life. Turn your passion into profit, not a financial black hole.

Don’t quit. Persist until it picks up and in the face of your critics. The average in fields like music and writing is three years before something new catches on. The more content you create, the wider your reach.

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y name is Ajaé Lawson-Allen, and I was born in Oklahoma. Life growing up with my family was something most kids dream of. I come from a big family of seven, with three sisters and my twin brother. They are always so loving and supportive. I don’t have one bad childhood memory, and it’s all because my parents taught us to cherish each other.

Now I am married to my wonderful husband, Bryce Allen, and I could not have asked for a better support system in him and my family. I am currently enrolled at the Art Institute of Charlotte, where I’m finishing out my fifth quarter. I’ll be getting ready for graduation in January and debuting my second collection.

I started designing when I was 8-years-old. I can remember my oldest sister, Ayenna, showing me how to draw this asymmetric shirt with flare pants. I remember drawing that same outfit over and over again, just using different colors. I also remember my younger sisters, Amari, Alajah, and I would dress our Barbie’s with potato chip bags and rubber bands.

a pair of my favorite jeans, ripped them and made shorts. My mother taught me the basics I needed to know to get started on the sewing machine. My family always believed that fashion is what I wanted to do, but I think that it was through all the little projects that they started to see my love and passion for it.

Another highlight was being apart of the 2016 NC Fashion Week. I was so blessed to be a designer in the show. I was able to design and create seven original designs to complete my first collection for ADD.

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look on everyone’s faces.”

Thinking back on it now it was horrible, but that started my love for fashion! My inspiration comes from the 19th-century, Victorian Age. I absolutely love the fashion from that time! All the bustles and corsets, all the hats, jackets, and dresses. My plan for ADD (Ajaé’s Divine Designs) is to modernize the 19th-century and bring Victorian fashion to the 21st-century with a twist.

The first, biggest highlight of my journey as a designer occurred when I designed my oldest sister’s senior prom dress. It was zebra and pink with a detachable train. I was so excited. As soon as the designer we paid to make it came through the door with it I just wanted to cry. Although I didn’t make it, it’s still a moment I will always remember; my first design that came to life. I began to do little projects on my own.

Making a pillow and blanket in Home Economics class my 8th-grade year in middle school. I once even took

ed. My parents always taught me that. Even though sometimes I doubted, God has always showed up and showed out. In high school, I took French for a year and a half. Although I didn’t learn or memorize as much as I wanted to, I did take from it my favorite quote: “Je Pense Donc Je Suis” by René Descartes, which means, “I think, therefore I am.” Sometimes when I want to give up, or I feel like all the hard work is for nothing, I think of this quote, and I repeat it to myself over and over again. Then I get back to work.

What I love most about being a young wom-

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Sister’s Prom Dress an on the verge of starting my own design label is the look on everyone’s faces. I am touched by the expressions my family and loved ones give me when I create something great.

I also enjoying seeing the looks on faces of the ones who tried to put me down; trying to steer me onto other paths or careers that would allow me to be “more productive,” instead of supporting me and my dream. Proving them wrong, allowing them to see the talent I have; that is one of the best feelings ever!

Now I’m in the process of getting my website and business Instagram and Facebook up and running.

But I’m completely open for anyone that would like to contact me via my email at ajaelawson96@gmail.com.

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“I’d Rather Be In The Sky” Always one for action, don’t let Supergirl’s cool kid demeanor fool you

“Danger Patrol�

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“Sun Kissed Glow” Turning heads, basking in the sun

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“Laughter Is Good For The Soul” So is listening to the voices inside your head

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DATING NIGHTMARE

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One young woman’s nightmare shared, with the hope of encouraging others to heed the early warning signs of an abusive relationship.

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hen I was 18, I went to hang out with my brothers at the shooting range, and we picked up one of their friends on the way. His name was Brandon*, and when I saw him for the first time, I was really iffy about him. He was cute, sweet and caring but I had this gut feeling something was missing. We all shot some clay pigeons on the range and he, thinking I’d never shot a gun, thought he was teaching me something new. After my round of shooting and proving my accuracy with a shotgun, I looked back at Brandon and my brothers and said: “I think I got the concept of shooting a clay.” They all laughed, and Brandon smiled, embarrassed that he’d assumed.

A couple of months later I was in a relationship with Brandon thinking he was the man of my dreams. We all have faults.

His was just being grumpy. I was trying to be understanding of his anger and help him through it. We’d been dating for three months when one night I got out of class and had a flat tire on the way home. I tried calling him, but my phone died, so I ended up changing my tire and rushing home because I was ready for bed. I was greeted by the pups when I opened the door to our apartment, and when I looked up, he was standing there with a beer in his hand.

He was livid.

He yelled and cursed at me for lying about where I’d been. He was convinced he’d

seen me with another man. I was so stunned I couldn’t say a word. Next thing I knew he was screaming in my face, calling me a whore and a slut. He pushed me down and slapped me with the back of his hand. I was so afraid I crawled away as fast as I could. That was the first time it happened, and I remember the first thing I thought of being my initial gut feeling that something was missing when we’d met.

He immediately realized what he had done and asked for my forgiveness. He told me he loved me. The next day I come home to a dozen of roses and a beautiful necklace.

I thought the problem had stopped, but it had only just begun.

The hitting continued a couple of times. Then one time we were on our way home from a big concert. He got mad that I wouldn’t let him drink a beer while I was driving, so he made me pull the car over.

I was pulled out of the car by my hair and dragged into the woods. He hit me so hard over and over until I couldn’t move. When he finished, he left me there and took my car.

I thought I was going to die there. It was the worst feeling in the world. I laid there, stranded in the woods, unable to move, thinking about all the things I could’ve done to get out of this situation. But I was too scared to leave.

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What if he found me? What if I failed to run away?

I started spending more time with one of my best friends. He got extremely jealous and deleted her off my phone. He told me I was never allowed to talk to her. He took away all my friends, and I was only allowed to stay at home. He even made me quit my job so that I had to rely on him to be the sole provider. I had to have dinner ready every night when he got home from work with a beer on the table already opened.

A couple months later, I finally came up with a plan to escape.

He came home early, while I was still making dinner and was upset it wasn’t ready even though he hadn’t told me he’d gotten off. He immediately started screaming at me and throwing things from the counter, while I kept my head down and cooked as fast as I could. He didn’t like that I wasn’t paying attention to his tantrum. He got angrier. He took a chair and slammed it onto the ground. I still didn’t look up. I was too afraid. I was trembling so hard I couldn’t speak or 102

move. I was stunned into complete shock.

I felt the brute force of one of the chairs hitting my back, pushing my body over the oven. He grabbed my hair and started pulling me towards the bedroom. I began to cry, begging him to stop. He threw me to the ground and took the TV off of the wall. I was rolling into the foot of the bed when he broke the TV over my back. He stormed off after that, leaving me to lie in pain. As he started to storm out of the house, I yelled something I should have never said. I told him I was leaving, thinking that it’d make the nightmare stop, but it just made matters worse.

He began hitting me with the hot spatula I’d been cooking with and punching me in the face, telling me that there was no chance and that I was worthless.

No man would want me.

I started to fight back. I didn’t know what else to do. I thought he was going to kill me.

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Someone had called the cops, and they entered the room as we were fighting, shouting at us to stop.

I got away to them as fast as I could. My eyes were bloody. My nose was bloody. I was crying in pain. I begged them to take him away and to make it all stop. I told them I’d been too afraid to leave and I thought he was going to kill me.

I started to leave, and Brandon said something that made the cops turn around. Then he came over and just hit me right in front of them in the face.

As I fell, I hit him with the hot spatula I’d been cooking with. I woke up in the ICU. I spent two weeks there, then another two weeks in rehab to ensure my spinal cord was working properly and so that my body could rest.

Afterward, he found me. He stalked me, sending me pictures of me getting into my car, calling and even showing up at my new job. It was hard to get away from him. I owned my own business, but he would always find out where my office was and what I was doing. He’d show up and ruin my life all over again. He’s gone to jail multiple times because of the protection and restraining order I had against him.

I brought a brand new car and had only been in town for one day when I found pictures on the windshield after work of my friends and I getting into my car.

I sought help from the local law enforcement, but they kept saying they were powerless because they couldn’t prove it was him, but if he was ever near me then I could call at any time, and they would arrest him. But he always seemed so close by. I lived in fear for months until I got tired of it. I was so fed up I moved. He found out where I’d moved and broke into my home, while I was asleep. He picked me up and

threw me against the wall, saying I was coming home with him and that I didn’t have a choice. When I said no, he threw me down and had a fit. I found my phone and started dialing the cops, but he left.

I came home from work one day, because of a call from the animal shelter telling me that my dog had been placed in the hospital. He’d nearly beaten her to death. When my new community learned about that story, they donated so much to help her fight for a chance to live and even provided dog food for her afterward. The police did everything they could to find something that’d prove it was him, but it wasn’t working. I felt so hopeless and that it was never going to end. I dreaded the thought of having to pack everything up and move again, just because of him.

The last time I saw him, he broke into my house again one night. I could hear his truck, so when he got through the door it was pitch black, and I was holding a shotgun to his face. I was done. I made him sit in a chair while I called the cops and he didn’t move until they came to arrest him.

Ever since my dog and I are happy and I feel like I’ve won back our lives. He tore me down in every aspect to the point I hated what I looked like; I hated what I did for a living, and I hated being alive. But the people I’ve surrounded myself with since, have helped me grow and realize who I am. It’s so important to be mindful of who you surround yourself with, and it’s important to follow your gut. If you ever find yourself in a situation like mine in any aspect, even if he just curses at you, know that you deserve better.

A man who maliciously curses will hit. *Actual names in submissions are never used.

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DATING Q&As You asked, we answered.

From peeping his phone messages to loosening control, and to helping everyone else get over your ex.

Dear LFG, I never saw myself falling for Dave*.

We first met for a casual cup of coffee at a local shop. He was so funny, and we enjoyed each other’s company! We continued to hang out regularly after that. He’s cute in his own way; he isn’t really my type, but the more time we spent together I still found myself becoming attached. We eventually became more intimate.

Suddenly “hanging out” more often meant chilling in and “watching a movie.” I went along thinking that maybe this could actually work until I caught him scrolling through pictures another girl had sent to his phone. It was a wake-up call for me to re-evaluate how far things had gotten off track. I feel like we connected on a lot of levels and that the original intent of being friends is something that’s still possible. I’m just a little lost on how I let myself get here in the first place when he’s not my type, and I never intended to www.creativeartistmagazine.com

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be more than just friends. How can I get us back to being just friends? I still want his company.

Signed Missed Signals Dear Missed Signals It’s so important for both individuals to be on the same page and to clearly define the relationship, and re-define it as necessary. I’m afraid you’ve been entranced by this “friend’s” ability to swindle your goods because his initial courtesies appear to have gone with the wind (he’s not even trying to hide the fact he’s talking to other women around you) and he’s only about one thing. It also sounds like you haven’t really known him for very long, so it’s hard to truly be just friends when you’ve already crossed into the more than just friends territory. There really isn’t a “friend” foundation to go back to in this case.

My advice is to enjoy the memories and his companionship for what it was. It’s time to cut your loss and move on. Don’t cling onto what could have or should have been. Don’t blame yourself either for allowing things to get so far off track either, because it always takes two to tango. Be honest with yourself and your desires but also acknowledge what is ultimately in your best interest. For most, it isn’t being tied down in an ambiguous relationship with someone who isn’t hiding the fact he’s still on the prowl.

Dear LFG, I’m so over my ex! The only problem is my friends and family aren’t! It’s been three months, and I still get asked if I’ve heard from him when I hope I never see him again!

How can I get my loved ones to realize it’s really over, no matter what and to stop asking about it without losing my cool?

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Signed Boomerang Ex Syndrome Dear Boomerang Ex Syndrome When you’re in the early exciting stages of a relationship you naturally want to share the highs (and the lows) of being with someone new. Once you invite your family and friends along for the ride, sometimes they may take this privileged access to your personal life a little too far, and you find yourself dreading their inquiries. The remedy is simply to tell them once and for all that part of your life is over, and it’s not something you wish to keep reliving. Then promptly change the topic. If they don’t get the hint, be a little more firm the next time and tell them you’d appreciate if they’d move on because you have and/or you’ll have to reconsider sharing the next time.

In the future reconsider sharing how much, with whom, and when before divulging the play by play on your next date. It’s less likely to come back to haunt you should things not work out.

Dear LFG, I like being in control. I’ve noticed (and so has my bf) that I can be pretty controlling at times.

How can I step back and relinquish the need to feel like I always need to be in control of every situation?

Signed Control Freak Dear Control Freak The need to control others is often derived from an insecurity; that you can only rely on yourself and you lack trust in others. This naturally, spells disaster for a relationship because not only can you not control another person, no one likes it.

Since you’ve already acknowledged this harmful behavior, the next piece of advice I have for you would be to accept you can’t control every outcome and make peace with the idea. So what if he picks a bad restaurant or forgets once in a while to pick up the dry cleaning on his way home if you don’t call twice to remind him? Learn and capitalize on each other’s strengths and work out together how to address areas of weakness. Life is unpredictable, and there is beauty and freedom in learning how to adapt. *Actual names in submissions are never used. www.creativeartistmagazine.com

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