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Friday, Oct. 30, 2015
Vol. 21 No. 2
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Sexual assault prevalent within society, too often unaddressed annie zhang & stephanie palazzolo
editor-in-chief & managing editor
*Senior Chloe Jackson was only ten years old when her 15-yearold cousin told her that he wanted to “play a game.” A few minutes later, she became one of the almost 18 million American women who are victims of rape. “He was my idol,” Jackson said. “I was just like, ‘Well, he probably knows better than me. He’s smarter than me, he’s older, of course he knows what’s better for me.’ I was very impressionable at the time, [and] you just don’t even think about it being wrong when it’s someone that close to you.” Although she didn’t realize that she had been raped until freshman year, Jackson started seeing a psychiatrist for depression in the sixth grade. Despite the therapy, she found her life falling apart as she entered high school, and only then started to understand exactly what had happened to her. “I had physical stress [freshman year] because I was waking up really early, mental stress because of homework everyday and emotional
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stress. I just reached that threshold of ‘I can’t do this anymore,’” Jackson said. “I lost it. I went into this really bad spiral of depression and anxiety. I eventually took a bottle of pills to school one day and told a teacher I was going to take them if I didn’t get help.” After the incident, Jackson couldn’t find comfort in her parents, who were called by the school authorities, or in the psychiatric hospital she was admitted to. “My mom just comes in and is like, ‘What do you want? I don’t know what you want!’ I said, ‘Take me to a hospital,’” Jackson said. “They couldn’t find a psychiatric hospital to send me to that had a bed open, so I waited for 16 hours in the emergency room. Finally they had one, but the hospital was really bad .” Four days later, Jackson came back to school, where everything seemed to be fine again until January. “All of a sudden, it just hit again, and I couldn’t keep it together,” Jackson said. “I swallowed a bottle of mouthwash, which had alcohol in it, and took a bunch of pills I could find at home, [but they weren’t] the type of pills that kill you; [they] just made me vomit.”
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