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thursday, march 24, 2011
www.thegatewayonline.ca
The Black Hole of The Gateway’s mental health series Today • The bigger problems with addiction
Thursday, March 31 • Suicide and students
Written by Justin Bell and Darcy Ropchan Illustrated by Anthony Goertz
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fter being clean and “sober” for four and a half years, Amy admits she’s having troubles with her eating disorder again. She’s relapsed. She doesn’t know when the urge to binge will kick in and she’ll have to answer the call. Amy (whose name has been changed to protect her identity) will spend anywhere from three to five hours binge eating, then vomiting, when she gets the urge. It’s a compulsion she can’t control, but one that consumes her. She will leave the library in the middle of writing a paper in order to go home and start eating. Amy has been struggling with one form of eating disorder or another for most of her life. She describes symptoms of both anorexia, an obsessive fear with gaining weight, and bulimia, a back-and-forth of binge eating followed by vomiting. For Amy, a sociology student at the U of A, she can
trace her symptoms back to the age of 12, where she thinks two things pushed her into her eating problems: her 10-year-old brother died of cancer, and her family moved back to Canada from Australia. She had also recently entered puberty and gained 27 pounds, pushing her to 142. Amy and a friend, who also hit puberty and gained a few pounds, decided they would try dieting in order to bring them both back to what they considered a healthy weight. While her friend managed to cut back properly, Amy continued to push the limit of what was healthy and eliminated more and more foods from her diet.