Reflecting on a cracked self-image BY CATHERINE HUANG AND KELSEY LU
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hysical appearance, intelligence and athleticism are only a few of the many insecurities that students battle with on a daily basis. Students strive for superiority by comparing every aspect of themselves to their peers; at Lynbrook, this includes comparing test scores or varying styles of fashion. The
feeling of incompetence that many teenagers experience from such comparisons are essentially ingrained in their minds. As a result, this creates an additional pressure to do well in school, and this mindset is becoming especially prevalent among high school students across the country. Insecurity rises primarily from the concept of self assessment, which becomes common among teenagers as they start to become more aware of their sur-
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roundings. During their adolescent years and during transition phases like sudden matureness, teenagers tend to start worrying about what others think about them and often begin to compare themselves to others. “I was insecure about what other people thought about me and compared myself to others frequently [about things like] education,” said freshman Zainab Nasir. “But then I got over that feeling [once] I realized that putting myself down based on what other people thought of me wasn’t helping myself.” By noticing and obsessing over their own flaws, people eventually begin to believe that others notice their flaws as well, inevitably lowering their self-esteem. This increases self-awareness, causing a person to be envious of those who do not have the same flaws. Envy toward seemingly perfect people can affect a person’s self confidence if one feels they he or she is lacking in a certain department. “The lack of self confidence can be tied to a teenager’s thoughts of ‘I am not good enough’ or ‘everyone else seems to being doing so many great things’,” said clinical forensic psychologist Francis Abueg. “Especially in social media, everyone seems to have fabulous lives taking many wonderful trips, and teenagers often think ‘why can’t I be involved in all of this’, creating a sense of insecurity about [what’s going on in their lives].” Students have become particularly susceptible to insecurities as a result of immense pressure to do well from parents, teachers and peers. Attending a school noted for its academic excellence pressures students to feel like they must achieve as much as their peers do due to a fear of falling behind fellow classmates. “With so many expectations from our families and those around us, many of our achievements are often undermined,” said junior Amber Hsu. “[Comparing achievements] makes students feel bad about themselves, even though they’ve done great things.” Past issues with appearance and relationships can also contribute to a lack of confidence. Physical, emotional or sexual abuse can affect the way individuals view themselves, while experiences with betrayal, rejection or abandonment may provoke an unwillingness to trust others. “Our hindsight bias makes us very vulnerable to attributing the horrible things happening to ourselves and our own actions,” said Abueg. “If a person has grown up with a lot of hardship or trauma, they may make the mistake of blaming the hardships on themselves, thinking that ‘it must have been something that I did’ that caused the difficult situations.” Combating self-doubt can be difficult, especially when admitting such feelings to people who may not entirely relate to them. Although physically correcting flaws remains a viable see INSECURITES page 11
Science department adjusts Synopsis science fair criteria holes and fill out paperwork. We can’t house all the projects students want to do.” n Sept. 12, the Lynbrook science deStudents are aware of the pressures partment announced a new selection placed on STEM mentors during the Synopprocess for students who wish to re- sis process and understand the need for a ceive Lynbrook mentorship for the Synopsys refined selection process. science fair. The new system requires stu“They have good intentions, because they dents to submit a proposal answering spe- want to ensure that the projects are of good cific questions about quality,” said junior their projects to the Abhinav Naikawadi. STEM department; “THE SELECTED PROPOSALS DEThe number of from those, only ones PEND ON WHAT FIELDS WE HAVE, proposals chosen dethat show high ratioon the qualTHE QUALITY OF PROJECTS AND pends nale and understandity of the projects, the THE TEACHER’S TIME.” ing will be selected. In teachers’ interest level previous years, menJASON LEE in the projects and torship was offered to STEM TEACHER the availability of reall Lynbrook students sources at Lynbrook. interested in particiStudents are assigned pating in the science fair. to teachers based on how much experience This change was due to several factors but and knowledge the teacher has about their was primarily due to a lack of resources. project topic. “The amount of behind the scenes time “We don’t want to force any teacher to that a teacher has to do [for each project] mentor a project where they don’t know the takes quite a bit of time,” said STEM teacher field,” said Lee. “The selected proposals deJason Lee. “We have to read the proposals, pend on what fields we have, the quality of understand what the student is trying to do, projects and the teacher’s time.” see if it’s manageable, check for any scientific In order for their projects to be selected
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for mentorship, students must conduct detailed research on prior to submission to make sure that their project is original and creative. They also have to ensure that the project can be performed at a school, where there are multiple safety regulations. Projects involving viruses or other potentially harmful organisms and substances cannot be conducted at Lynbrook, so students need to factor this into the research process as well. “We’re looking to see that they did their homework, that they’ve done the readings, that they’ve done the thinking and processing and they show that in their rationale,” said Lee. “What we’re also looking for is that their scientific thinking and engineering practices are above the standard.” Although this new selection process limits the number of students who will be able to be mentored by Lynbrook faculty, Lee hopes that this process will help students become more knowledgeable about their own projects before performing experiments. “What I’m hoping for is that students dive a little deeper, so they can really explore these ideas further and have a deeper understanding of the field they want to explore and do the project in,” said Lee.
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