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Contents

part. 01 McMurphy's profile • who is he

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part. 02 friends • who are they

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EQ issue stress & depress pills • heal and cure

part. 01

McMurphy's profile • who is he

part. 01

“My name is McMurphy, buddies, R. P. McMurphy, and I’m a gambling fool.” He winks and sings a little piece of a song: “ ‘... and whenever I meet with a deck a cards I lays ... my money ... down,’” and laughs again.

He walks to one of the card games, tips an Acute’s cards up with a thick, heavy finger, and squints at the hand and shakes his head.

“Yessir, that’s what I came to this establishment for, to bring you birds fun an’ entertainment around the gamin’ table. Nobody left in that Pendleton Work Farm to make my days interesting any more, so I requested a transfer, ya see. Needed some new blood. Hooee, look at the way this bird holds his cards, showin’ to everybody in a block; man! I’ll trim you babies like little lambs.”

Cheswick gathers his cards together. The redheaded man sticks his hand out for Cheswick to shake.

“Hello, buddy; what’s that you’re playin’? Pinochle?

Jesus, no wonder you don’t care nothin’ about showing your hand. Don’t you have a straight deck around here? Well say, here we go, I brought along my own deck, just in case, has something in it other than face cards—and check the pictures, huh? Every one different. Fifty-two positions.”

McMurphy's profile • who is he

Cheswick is pop-eyed already, and what he sees on those cards don’t help his condition.

“Easy now, don’t smudge ‘em; we got lots of time, lots of games ahead of us. I like to use my deck here because it takes at least a week for the other players to get to where they can even see the suit. ...”

He’s got on work-farm pants and shirt, sunned out till they’re the color of watered milk. His face and neck and arms are the color of oxblood leather from working long in the fields. He’s got a primerblack motorcycle cap stuck in his hair and a leather jacket over one arm, and he’s got on boots gray and dusty and heavy enough to kick a man half in two. He walks away from Cheswick and takes off the cap and goes to beating a dust storm out of his thigh. One of the black boys circles him with the thermometer, but he’s too quick for them; he slips in among the Acutes and starts moving around shaking hands before the black boy can take good aim. The way he talks, his wink, his loud talk, his swagger all remind me of a car salesman or a stock auctioneer— or one of those pitchmen you see on a sideshow stage, out in front of his flapping banners, standing there in a striped shirt with yellow buttons, drawing the faces off the sawdust like a magnet.

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part. 01

“My name is McMurphy, buddies, R. P. McMurphy, and I’m a gambling fool.” He winks and sings a little

McMurphy

piece of a song: “ ‘... and whenever I meet with a deck a cards I lays ... my money ... down,’” and laughs again.

gambling fool

He walks to one of the card games, tips an Acute’s cards up with a thick, heavy finger, and squints at the hand and shakes his head.

money down

“Yessir, that’s what I came to this establishment for, to bring you birds fun an’ entertainment around the gamin’ table. Nobody left in that Pendleton Work Farm to make my days interesting any more, so I requested a transfer, ya see. Needed some new blood. Hooee, look at the way this bird holds his cards, showin’ to everybody in a block; man! I’ll trim you babies like little lambs.”

Cheswick gathers his cards together. The redheaded man sticks his hand out for Cheswick to shake.

“Hello, buddy; what’s that you’re playin’? Pinochle?

Jesus, no wonder you don’t care nothin’ about showing your hand. Don’t you have a straight deck around here? Well say, here we go, I brought along my own deck, just in case, has something in it other than face cards—and check the pictures, huh? Every one different. Fifty-two positions.”

McMurphy's profile • who is he

Cheswick is pop-eyed already, and what he sees on those cards don’t help his condition.

pants and shirt

“Easy now, don’t smudge ‘em; we got lots of time, lots of games ahead of us. I like to use my deck here because it takes at least a week for the other players to get to where they can even see the suit. ...”

oxblood leather color skin

He’s got on work-farm pants and shirt, sunned out till they’re the color of watered milk. His face and neck and arms are the color of oxblood leather from working long in the fields. He’s got a primer-

motorcycle cap

black motorcycle cap stuck in his hair and a leather jacket over one arm, and he’s got on boots gray and dusty and heavy enough to kick a man half in two. He walks away from Cheswick and takes off the cap and goes to beating a dust storm out of his thigh. One of the black boys circles him with the thermometer, but he’s too quick for them; he slips in

quick among the Acutes and starts moving around shaking hands before the black boy can take good aim. The

loud talk

way he talks, his wink, his loud talk, his swagger all remind me of a car salesman or a stock auctioneer— or one of those pitchmen you see on a sideshow stage, out in front of his flapping banners, standing there in a striped shirt with yellow buttons, drawing the faces off the sawdust like a magnet.

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part. 01

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 1 Personality Quiz

name McMurphy

name Jan

age 37

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. I see myself as extraverted, enthusiastic.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. I see myself as critical, quarrelsome.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. I see myself as dependable, self-disciplined.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. I see myself as anxious, easily upset.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I see myself as open to new experiences, complex.

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McMurphy's profile • who is he

6. I see myself as reserved, quiet.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. I see myself as sympathetic, warm.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. I see myself as disorganized, careless.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 9. I see myself as calm, emotionally stable.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. I see myself as conventional, uncreative.

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part. 01

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 1 Personality Quiz

name McMurphy

name Jan

age 37

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. I see myself as extraverted, enthusiastic.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. I see myself as critical, quarrelsome.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. I see myself as dependable, self-disciplined.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. I see myself as anxious, easily upset.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I see myself as open to new experiences, complex.

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McMurphy's profile • who is he

6. I see myself as reserved, quiet.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. I see myself as sympathetic, warm.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. I see myself as disorganized, careless.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 9. I see myself as calm, emotionally stable.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. I see myself as conventional, uncreative.

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part. 01

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 1 - res u lt / s core Personality Quiz

name McMurphy gender Male age 37

1.0

7.0

Extraversion

Agreeableness

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4 0 .

4 6.0

Emotional Stability Conscientiousness Openness to Experiences

McMurphy's profile • who is he

P s ych ologi cal Te s t 1 - result / score Personality Quiz

name Jan

gender Female age 25

5.0 Agreeableness 6.0 Emotional 5.0Stability Conscientiousness 5.5 Openness to6.0 Experiences Extraversion

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part. 02

friends • who are they

friend 01

Ruckly EQ issue

part. 02

Ruckly is another Chronic came in a few years back as an Acute, but him they overloaded in a different way: they made a mistake in one of their head installations. He was being a holy nuisance all over the place, kicking the black boys and biting the student nurses on the legs, so they took him away to be fixed. They strapped him to that table, and the last anybody saw of him for a while was just before they shut the door on him; he winked, just before the door closed, and told the black boys as they backed away from him, “You’ll pay for this, you damn tarbabies.”

And they brought him back to the ward two weeks later, bald and the front of his face an oily purple bruise and two little button-sized plugs stitched one above each eye. You can see by his eyes how they burned him out over there; his eyes are all smoked up and gray and deserted inside like blown fuses. All day now he won’t do a thing but hold an old photograph up in front of that burned-out face, turning it over and over in his cold fingers, and the picture wore gray as his eyes on both sides with all his handling till you can’t tell any more what it used to be.

friends • who are they

The staff, now, they consider Ruckly one of their failures, but I’m not sure but what he’s better off than if the installation had been perfect. The installations they do nowadays are generally successful.

The technicians got more skill and experience. No more of the button holes in the forehead, no cutting at all—they go in through the eye sockets. Sometimes a guy goes over for an installation, leaves the ward mean and mad and snapping at the whole world and comes back a few weeks later with black-and-blue eyes like he’d been in a fist-fight, and he’s the sweetest, nicest, best- behaved thing you ever saw. He’ll maybe even go home in a month or two, a hat pulled low over the face of a sleepwalker wandering round in a simple, happy dream.

A success, they say, but I say he’s just another robot for the Combine and might be better off as a failure, like Ruckly sitting there fumbling and drooling over his picture. He never does much else. The dwarf black boy gets a rise out of him from time to time by leaning close and asking, “Say, Ruckly, what you figure your little wife is doing in town tonight?” Ruckly’s head comes up. Memory whispers someplace in that jumbled machinery. He turns red and his veins clog up at one end.

This puffs him up so he can just barely make a little whistling sound in his throat. Bubbles squeeze out the corner of his mouth, he’s working his jaw so hard to say something. When he finally does get to where he can say his few words it’s a low, choking noise to make your skin crawl—“Fffffffuck da wife! Fffffffuck da wife!” and passes out on the spot from the effort.

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part. 02

Ruckly

Ruckly is another Chronic came in a few years back as an Acute, but him they overloaded in a different way: they made a mistake in one of their head

nuisance

installations. He was being a holy nuisance all over the place, kicking the black boys and biting the student nurses on the legs, so they took him away to be fixed. They strapped him to that table, and the last anybody saw of him for a while was just before they shut the door on him; he winked, just

closed

before the door closed, and told the black boys as they backed away from him, “You’ll pay for this, you damn tarbabies.”

And they brought him back to the ward two weeks later, bald and the front of his face an oily purple

two weeks later

bruise and two little button-sized plugs stitched

one above each eye. You little can see bybutton-sized his eyes how

eye

they burned him out over there; his eyes are all smoked up and gray and deserted inside like blown fuses. All day now he won’t do a thing but hold an old photograph up in front of that burned-out face,

gray

old turning it over and over in his cold fingers, and thephotograph

picture wore gray as his eyes on both sides with all his handling till you can’t tell any more what it used to be.

friends • who are they

The staff, now, they consider Ruckly onefailures of their failures, but I’m not sure but what he’s better off than if the installation had been

installation perfect. The installations they do nowadays are generally successful.

The technicians got more skill and experience. No more of the button holes in the forehead, no cutting at all—they go in through the eye sockets. Sometimes a guy goes over for an installation, leaves the ward mean and mad and snapping at the whole world and comes back a few weeks later with black-and-blue eyes like he’d been in a fist-fight, and he’s the sweetest, nicest, best- behaved thing you ever saw. He’ll maybe even go home in a month or two, a hat pulled low over the face

of a sleepwalker wandering round in a simple, happy dream.

sweetest, nicest, best-behaved thing A success, they say, but I say he’s just another robot for the Combine and might be better off as a failure, like Ruckly sitting there fumbling and drooling over his picture. He never does much else. The dwarf black boy gets a rise out of him from time to time by leaning close and asking, “Say, Ruckly, what you figure your little wife is doing in town tonight?” Ruckly’s head comes up. Memory whispers someplace in that jumbled machinery. He turns red and his veins clog up at one end.

This puffs him up so he can just barely make a little whistling sound in his throat. Bubbles squeeze out the corner of his mouth, he’s working his jaw so hard to say something. When he finally does get to where he can say his few words it’s a low, choking noise to make your skin crawl—“Fffffffuck da wife! Fffffffuck da wife!” and passes out on the spot from the effort.

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 2 Emotional IQ Test

name Ruckly

name Jan

age 33

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. When I mess up, I say self-depreciating things such as "I am such a loser," "Stupid, stupid, stupid," or "I can't do anything right."

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. I run into obstacles that keep me from reaching my goals.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. Even when I do my best, I feel guilty about the things that were not done perfectly.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. I am able to stop thinking about my problems.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I am bored most of the time.

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friends • who are they

6. I feel like I worry about things that other people don't even think about.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. When someone I care about is sad, I feel sad too.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. Some people make me feel bad about myself, no matter what I do.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 9. Everything I try to do ultimately ends in failure.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. I am not satisfied with my work unless someone else praises it.

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 2 Emotional IQ Test

name Ruckly

name Jan

age 33

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. When I mess up, I say self-depreciating things such as "I am such a loser," "Stupid, stupid, stupid," or "I can't do anything right."

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. I run into obstacles that keep me from reaching my goals.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. Even when I do my best, I feel guilty about the things that were not done perfectly.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. I am able to stop thinking about my problems.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I am bored most of the time.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100%

friends • who are they

6. I feel like I worry about things that other people don't even think about.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. When someone I care about is sad, I feel sad too.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. Some people make me feel bad about myself, no matter what I do.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 9. Everything I try to do ultimately ends in failure.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. I am not satisfied with my work unless someone else praises it.

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 2 - res u lt / s core Emotional IQ Test name Ruckly gender Male age 33

22 0

100 There's some bad news and some good news. The bad news is that your Emotional IQ is rather low. In a practical sense, this means that you are not reaching your full potential. Low EIQ has a negative impact on all aspects of life such as relationships, emotional health and level of motivation. As a result of your behavior, others may often view you as critical, inexpressive, inhibited, detached, cold, or even condescending.

Your difficulties relating to others and dealing successfully with your own emotions may have a negative impact on your health; people with lower EIQs are prone to anxiety, depression, excessive guilt, aggressiveness, low self-concept, and stressrelated problems. Chances are that you also have difficulty bouncing back from life's problems. Now for the good news: by learning and practicing new skills and more effective ways of dealing with people, you can significantly improve your EIQ. The benefits will be numerous, including stronger relationships, a more successful career and better health. Most of all, you will be an all-around happier person.

friends • who are they

P s ych ologi cal Te s t 2 - result / score Emotional IQ Test name Jan

gender Female

age 25

95 0

100 Your Emotional IQ is excellent ? much higher than average in fact. This means that for the most part, you are able to express your feelings clearly in appropriate situations. You are optimistic and positive, and adapt well to altering circumstances. You are comfortable with yourself, and you know and appreciate your talents and strong points as well as your weaknesses. You are able to motivate yourself, and find the energy and the strength necessary to complete what you need to do to reach your goals.

You are one of the resilient people who bounce back after major drawbacks, survive hardship without bitterness, and still manage to empathize with others. These skills will certainly bring you long-term benefits such as stronger relationships, better health and personal happiness.

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friend 02

Big Chief extreme • stress & depress

part. 02

“What’s your story, Big Chief? You look like Sittin’ Bull on a sitdown strike.” He looked over to the Acutes to see if they might laugh about his joke; when they just sniggered he looked back to me and winked again. “What’s your name, Chief?”

Billy Bibbit called across the room. “His n-n-name is Bromden. Chief Bromden. Everybody calls him Chief Buh-Broom, though, because the aides have him sweeping a l-large part of the time. There’s not m-much else he can do, I guess. He’s deaf.” Billy put his chin in hands. “If I was d-d- deaf”—he sighed—“I would kill myself.”

McMurphy kept looking at me. “He gets his growth, he’ll be pretty good-sized, won’t he? I wonder how tall he is.”

“I think somebody m-m-measured him once at s-six feet seven; but even if he is big, he’s scared of his own sh-sh-shadow. Just a bi-big deaf Indian.”

“When I saw him sittin’ here I thought he looked some Indian. But Bromden ain’t an Indian name. What tribe is he?”

“I don’t know,” Billy said. “He was here wh-when I c-came.”

“I have information from the doctor,” Harding said, “that he is only half Indian, a Columbia Indian, I believe. That’s a defunct Columbia Gorge tribe. The doctor said his father was the tribal leader, hence this fellow’s title, ‘Chief.’ As to the ‘Bromden’ part of the name, I’m afraid my knowledge in Indian lore doesn’t cover that.”

McMurphy leaned his head down near mine where I had to look at him. “Is that right? You deef, Chief?”

“He’s de-de-deaf and dumb.”

friends • who are they

McMurphy puckered his lips and looked at my face a long time. Then he straightened back up and stuck his hand out. “Well, what the hell, he can shake hands can’t he? Deef or whatever.

God, Chief, you may be big, but you shake my hand or I’ll consider it an insult. And it’s not a good idea to insult the new bull goose loony of the hospital.”

When he said that he looked back over to Harding and Billy and made a face, but he left that hand in front of me, big as a dinner plate.

I remember real clear the way that hand looked: there was carbon under the fingernails where he’d worked once in a garage; there was an anchor tattooed back from the knuckles; there was a dirty BandAid on the middle knuckle, peeling up at the edge. All the rest of the knuckles were covered with scars and cuts, old and new. I remember the palm was smooth and hard as bone from hefting the wooden handles of axes and hoes, not the hand you’d think could deal cards.

The palm was callused, and the calluses were cracked, and dirt was worked in the cracks. A road map of his travels up and down the West. That palm made a scuffing sound against my hand. I remember the fingers were thick and strong closing over mine, and my hand commenced to feel peculiar and went to swelling up out there on my stick of an arm, like he was transmitting his own blood into it. It rang with blood and power: It blowed up near as big as his, I remember. ...

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part. 02

Big Chief

“What’s your story, Big Chief? You look like Sittin’ Bull on a sitdown

strike.” He looked over to the Acutes to see if they might laugh about his joke; when they just sniggered he looked back to me and winked

again. “What’s your name, Chief?” Everybody

calls him Chief

Billy Bibbit called across the room. “His n-n-name is Bromden. Chief Bromden. Everybody calls him Chief Buh-Broom, though, because the aides have him sweeping a l-large part of the time. There’s not m-much else he can do, I guess. He’s deaf.” Billy put his chin in hands. “If I was d-d- deaf”—he sighed—“I would kill myself.”

McMurphy kept looking at me. “He gets his growth, he’ll be pretty

good-sized, won’t he? I wonder how tall he is.”d-d-deaf

“I think somebody m-m-measured him once at s-six feet seven; but even if he is big, he’s scared of his own sh-sh-shadow. Just a bi-big deaf Indian.”

his father was the tribal leader

“When I saw him sittin’ here I thought he looked some Indian. But Bromden ain’t an Indian name. What tribe is he?”

“I don’t know,” Billy said. “He was here wh-when I c-came.”

“I have information from the doctor,” Harding said, “that he is only half Indian, a Columbia Indian, I believe. That’s a defunct Columbia Gorge tribe. The doctor said his father was the tribal leader, hence this fellow’s title, ‘Chief.’ As to the ‘Bromden’ part of the name, I’m afraid my knowledge in Indian lore doesn’t cover that.”

McMurphy leaned his head down near mine where I had to look at him. “Is that right? You deef, Chief?”

“He’s de-de-deaf and dumb.”

deaf and dumb

friends • who are they

McMurphy puckered his lips and looked at my face a long time. Then he straightened back up and stuck his hand out. “Well, what the hell, he can shake hands can’t he? Deef or whatever.

God, Chief, you may be big, but you shake my hand or I’ll consider it an insult. And it’s not a good idea to insult the new bull goose loony of the hospital.”

When he said that he looked back over to Harding and Billy and made a face, but he left that hand in front of me, big as a dinner plate.

I remember real clear the way that hand looked: there was carbon under the fingernails where he’d worked once in a garage; there was an anchor tattooed back from the knuckles; there was a dirty BandAid on the middle knuckle, peeling up at the edge. All the rest of the knuckles were covered with scars and cuts, old and new. I remember the palm was smooth and hard as bone from hefting the wooden handles of axes and hoes, not the hand you’d think could deal cards.

The palm was callused, and the calluses were cracked, and dirt was worked in the cracks. A road map of his travels up and down the West. That palm made a scuffing sound against my hand. I remember the fingers were thick and strong closing over mine, and my hand commenced to feel peculiar and went to swelling up out there on my stick of an arm, like he was transmitting his own blood into it. It rang with blood and power: It blowed up near as big as his, I remember. ...

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 3 Depression Screening Test

name Big Chief

name Jan

age 42

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. I do things slowly.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. My future seems hopeless.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. It is hard for me to concentrate on reading.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. The pleasure and joy has gone out of my life.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I have difficulty making decisions.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 6. I have lost interest in aspects of life that used to be important to me.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. I feel sad, blue, and unhappy.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. I am agitated and keep moving around.

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friends • who are they

9. I feel fatigued.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. It takes great effort for me to do simple things.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 11. I feel that I am a guilty person who deserves to be punished.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 12. I feel like a failure.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 13. I feel lifeless -- more dead than alive.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 14. My sleep has been disturbed -- too little, too much, or broken sleep.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 15. I spend time thinking about HOW I might kill myself.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 16. I feel trapped or caught.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 17. I feel depressed even when good things happen to me.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 18. Without trying to diet, I have lost, or gained, weight.

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 3 Depression Screening Test

name Big Chief

name Jan

age 42

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. I do things slowly.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. My future seems hopeless.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. It is hard for me to concentrate on reading.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. The pleasure and joy has gone out of my life.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I have difficulty making decisions.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 6. I have lost interest in aspects of life that used to be important to me.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. I feel sad, blue, and unhappy.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. I am agitated and keep moving around.

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friends • who are they

9. I feel fatigued.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. It takes great effort for me to do simple things.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 11. I feel that I am a guilty person who deserves to be punished.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 12. I feel like a failure.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 13. I feel lifeless -- more dead than alive.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 14. My sleep has been disturbed -- too little, too much, or broken sleep.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 15. I spend time thinking about HOW I might kill myself.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 16. I feel trapped or caught.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 17. I feel depressed even when good things happen to me.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 18. Without trying to diet, I have lost, or gained, weight.

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 3 - res u lt / s core Depression Screening Test name Big Chief gender Male age 42

Severe depression Based upon your responses to this depression quiz, you appear to be suffering from a severe depression. People who have answered similarly to you typically qualify for a diagnosis of major depression and have sought professional treatment for this disorder.

You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, it would be advisable and likely beneficial for you to seek further diagnosis from a trained mental health professional immediately.

friends • who are they

P s ych ologi cal Te s t 2 - result / score Depression Screening Test name Jan

gender Female

age 25

Possible mild depression You appear to be experiencing some depressive symptoms which are often common amongst the general population. It is unclear as to whether you suffer these problems severely enough to need to seek further diagnosis and treatment of them. You should not take your responses to this selfreport questionnaire as a diagnosis or recommendation for treatment of any sort. Consult with a trained mental health professional if you are experiencing depressive feelings and/or difficulties in your daily functioning that you are worried about.

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pills • hill & cure

part. 02

Ruckly is another Chronic came in a few years back as an Acute, but him they overloaded in a different way: they made a mistake in one of their head installations. He was being a holy nuisance all over the place, kicking the black boys and biting the student nurses on the legs, so they took him away to be fixed. They strapped him to that table, and the last anybody saw of him for a while was just before they shut the door on him; he winked, just before the door closed, and told the black boys as they backed away from him, “You’ll pay for this, you damn tarbabies.”

And they brought him back to the ward two weeks later, bald and the front of his face an oily purple bruise and two little button-sized plugs stitched one above each eye. You can see by his eyes how they burned him out over there; his eyes are all smoked up and gray and deserted inside like blown fuses. All day now he won’t do a thing but hold an old photograph up in front of that burned-out face, turning it over and over in his cold fingers, and the picture wore gray as his eyes on both sides with all his handling till you can’t tell any more what it used to be.

friends • who are they

The staff, now, they consider Ruckly one of their failures, but I’m not sure but what he’s better off than if the installation had been perfect. The installations they do nowadays are generally successful.

The technicians got more skill and experience. No more of the button holes in the forehead, no cutting at all—they go in through the eye sockets. Sometimes a guy goes over for an installation, leaves the ward mean and mad and snapping at the whole world and comes back a few weeks later with black-and-blue eyes like he’d been in a fist-fight, and he’s the sweetest, nicest, best- behaved thing you ever saw. He’ll maybe even go home in a month or two, a hat pulled low over the face of a sleepwalker wandering round in a simple, happy dream.

A success, they say, but I say he’s just another robot for the Combine and might be better off as a failure, like Ruckly sitting there fumbling and drooling over his picture. He never does much else. The dwarf black boy gets a rise out of him from time to time by leaning close and asking, “Say, Ruckly, what you figure your little wife is doing in town tonight?” Ruckly’s head comes up. Memory whispers someplace in that jumbled machinery. He turns red and his veins clog up at one end.

This puffs him up so he can just barely make a little whistling sound in his throat. Bubbles squeeze out the corner of his mouth, he’s working his jaw so hard to say something. When he finally does get to where he can say his few words it’s a low, choking noise to make your skin crawl—“Fffffffuck da wife! Fffffffuck da wife!” and passes out on the spot from the effort.

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part. 02

Ruckly

Ruckly is another Chronic came in a few years back as an Acute, but him they overloaded in a different way: they made a mistake in one of their head

nuisance

installations. He was being a holy nuisance all over the place, kicking the black boys and biting the student nurses on the legs, so they took him away to be fixed. They strapped him to that table, and the last anybody saw of him for a while was just before they shut the door on him; he winked, just

closed

before the door closed, and told the black boys as they backed away from him, “You’ll pay for this, you damn tarbabies.”

And they brought him back to the ward two weeks later, bald and the front of his face an oily purple

two weeks later

bruise and two little button-sized plugs stitched

one above each eye. You little can see bybutton-sized his eyes how

eye

they burned him out over there; his eyes are all smoked up and gray and deserted inside like blown fuses. All day now he won’t do a thing but hold an old photograph up in front of that burned-out face,

gray

old turning it over and over in his cold fingers, and thephotograph

picture wore gray as his eyes on both sides with all his handling till you can’t tell any more what it used to be.

friends • who are they

The staff, now, they consider Ruckly onefailures of their failures, but I’m not sure but what he’s better off than if the installation had been

installation perfect. The installations they do nowadays are generally successful.

The technicians got more skill and experience. No more of the button holes in the forehead, no cutting at all—they go in through the eye sockets. Sometimes a guy goes over for an installation, leaves the ward mean and mad and snapping at the whole world and comes back a few weeks later with black-and-blue eyes like he’d been in a fist-fight, and he’s the sweetest, nicest, best- behaved thing you ever saw. He’ll maybe even go home in a month or two, a hat pulled low over the face

of a sleepwalker wandering round in a simple, happy dream.

sweetest, nicest, best-behaved thing A success, they say, but I say he’s just another robot for the Combine and might be better off as a failure, like Ruckly sitting there fumbling and drooling over his picture. He never does much else. The dwarf black boy gets a rise out of him from time to time by leaning close and asking, “Say, Ruckly, what you figure your little wife is doing in town tonight?” Ruckly’s head comes up. Memory whispers someplace in that jumbled machinery. He turns red and his veins clog up at one end.

This puffs him up so he can just barely make a little whistling sound in his throat. Bubbles squeeze out the corner of his mouth, he’s working his jaw so hard to say something. When he finally does get to where he can say his few words it’s a low, choking noise to make your skin crawl—“Fffffffuck da wife! Fffffffuck da wife!” and passes out on the spot from the effort.

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 2 Emotional IQ Test

name Ruckly

name Jan

age 33

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. When I mess up, I say self-depreciating things such as "I am such a loser," "Stupid, stupid, stupid," or "I can't do anything right."

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. I run into obstacles that keep me from reaching my goals.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. Even when I do my best, I feel guilty about the things that were not done perfectly.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. I am able to stop thinking about my problems.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I am bored most of the time.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100%

friends • who are they

6. I feel like I worry about things that other people don't even think about.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. When someone I care about is sad, I feel sad too.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. Some people make me feel bad about myself, no matter what I do.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 9. Everything I try to do ultimately ends in failure.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. I am not satisfied with my work unless someone else praises it.

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Psych o l o g ical Te s t 2 Emotional IQ Test

name Ruckly

name Jan

age 33

age 25

gender Male

gender Female

1. When I mess up, I say self-depreciating things such as "I am such a loser," "Stupid, stupid, stupid," or "I can't do anything right."

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 2. I run into obstacles that keep me from reaching my goals.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 3. Even when I do my best, I feel guilty about the things that were not done perfectly.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 4. I am able to stop thinking about my problems.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 5. I am bored most of the time.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100%

friends • who are they

6. I feel like I worry about things that other people don't even think about.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 7. When someone I care about is sad, I feel sad too.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 8. Some people make me feel bad about myself, no matter what I do.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 9. Everything I try to do ultimately ends in failure.

0% 10% 25% 50% 75% 90% 100% 10. I am not satisfied with my work unless someone else praises it.

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part. 02

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 2 - res u lt / s core Emotional IQ Test name Ruckly gender Male age 33

22 0

100 There's some bad news and some good news. The bad news is that your Emotional IQ is rather low. In a practical sense, this means that you are not reaching your full potential. Low EIQ has a negative impact on all aspects of life such as relationships, emotional health and level of motivation. As a result of your behavior, others may often view you as critical, inexpressive, inhibited, detached, cold, or even condescending.

Your difficulties relating to others and dealing successfully with your own emotions may have a negative impact on your health; people with lower EIQs are prone to anxiety, depression, excessive guilt, aggressiveness, low self-concept, and stressrelated problems. Chances are that you also have difficulty bouncing back from life's problems. Now for the good news: by learning and practicing new skills and more effective ways of dealing with people, you can significantly improve your EIQ. The benefits will be numerous, including stronger relationships, a more successful career and better health. Most of all, you will be an all-around happier person.

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P s ych ologi cal Te s t 2 - result / score Emotional IQ Test name Jan

gender Female

age 25

95 0

100 Your Emotional IQ is excellent ? much higher than average in fact. This means that for the most part, you are able to express your feelings clearly in appropriate situations. You are optimistic and positive, and adapt well to altering circumstances. You are comfortable with yourself, and you know and appreciate your talents and strong points as well as your weaknesses. You are able to motivate yourself, and find the energy and the strength necessary to complete what you need to do to reach your goals.

You are one of the resilient people who bounce back after major drawbacks, survive hardship without bitterness, and still manage to empathize with others. These skills will certainly bring you long-term benefits such as stronger relationships, better health and personal happiness.

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part. 03

extreme• stress & depress

part. 01

Psych o l o g ical Te s t 1 Personality Quiz

name McMurphy gender Male age 37

1. I see myself as extraverted, enthusiastic.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

2. I see myself as critical, quarrelsome.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

McMurphy's profile • who is he

3. I see myself as dependable, self-disciplined.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

4. I see myself as anxious, easily upset.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

5. I see myself as open to new experiences, complex.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

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6. I see myself as reserved, quiet.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

7. I see myself as sympathetic, warm.

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8. I see myself as disorganized, careless.

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McMurphy's profile • who is he

9. I see myself as calm, emotionally stable.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

10. I see myself as conventional, uncreative.

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friends • who are they

About Every McMurphy.

Mental theraphy guidebook

part. 01

6. I see myself as reserved, quiet.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

7. I see myself as sympathetic, warm.

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8. I see myself as disorganized, careless.

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McMurphy's profile • who is he

9. I see myself as calm, emotionally stable.

Disagree strongly Disagree moderately Disagree a little Neither agree nor disagree Agree a little Agree moderately Agree strongly

10. I see myself as conventional, uncreative.

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