The Most Fun I’ve Ever Had in the Emergency Department
AAEM PRESIDENT’S MESSAGE
Jonathan S. Jones, MD FAAEM
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nstead of discussing Academy business, challenges to our specialty, or new initiatives, I want to ask a question paired with my answer. When and where was the most fun you’ve ever had in the ED? Fun may not be the most accurate word to use, but it fits the sentence. Replace “fun” with any word you would rather use such as rewarding, satisfying, enthralling, sincere, humbling, exciting, or whichever word you need most. I recently asked this question of myself, not because I was bored, but because I was stressed out, burned out, tired, and perhaps a bit depressed. I (mostly) love emergency medicine and the Academy, but that does not mean everything is roses. The field of emergency medicine is continuing to face challenges and while addressing these is satisfying, it is a long process. The hardest working physicians in the world are still being taken advantage of by corporate entities. And other professional societies and organizations are actively fighting to keep it this way. The Academy’s latest setback—we are now searching for a new lobbying firm since our current firm dropped us at the request of one of their other clients—The Emergency Department Practice Management Association (EDPMA). Ha! So much for pleasantries and working together. But more on that later. Yes, I am frustrated and stressed out. And while I haven’t run my theory past a psychiatrist yet, it seems that when frustrated and stressed out, sometimes instead of doubling down on the problem, it’s best to focus on the positives and change the topic. So, I asked the question to myself, “What is the most fun I’ve ever had in the emergency department?” I must have an answer to this, or maybe many answers. After all, I’ve been telling students
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COMMON SENSE NOVEMBER/DECEMBER 2023
What is the most fun I’ve ever had in the emergency department?’ I must have an answer to this…I’ve been telling students and residents for years that emergency medicine is fun. Was I lying this whole time?
and residents for years that emergency medicine is fun. Was I lying this whole time? No, no I was not. Nearly immediately I knew I had not been lying because when I started to think about the most fun I’d had in the ED, it was difficult to narrow down to just one time. There were too many great experiences. Sure, I momentarily thought of some of those incredible chief complaints, those “accidents” which result in some foreign body, and the bizarre logic which at times has brought patients to the ED. No, these are all superficial. I next thought of rewarding instead of fun experiences. Those patients who truly came in with minutes or hours to live and who days or weeks later were successfully discharged home. The hemiplegic and aphasic patient who hours later was talking normally. The CHF or COPD patient breathing 40 times a minute who was successfully not intubated. The patient leaving the ED happy after a fairly benign visit but with a new understanding of their disease because no one else had ever explained it properly. Those babies I have delivered and handed to their new mother to hug for the first time ever.
I even thought of a patient that I treated on a recent holiday. After a good meal, he clutched his chest and collapsed. CPR was started and still in progress when he arrived at the ED. We obtained ROSC but with further investigation it was obvious that he had suffered a fatal injury. While his heart was still beating and his blood pressure was maintained, I knew that I could not save his life. I engaged with multiple specialists who agreed. But this did not end my care for him. In caring for him, I needed to care for his family. We had extensive discussions. It was hard for me and I can only imagine how it was for them. This was a horrible and completely unexpected occurrence. However, I think that I was able to help him and his family. There were questions and answers, hugging and crying, grief and resolution. As they left, we shook hands. When he passed, I know he felt no pain, dyspnea, or suffering of any kind. I think that I provided some comfort. I hope I did. This was certainly not fun, nor good, nor rewarding. I’m not truly sure what word I would use to describe how I felt. I do know that this encounter came to mind when I was trying to think of the good things about emergency medicine. Bad things happen in this world and death is ultimately