Closet Door, Underground Carriage, Pride Barricade Thresholds of Queer Interiority in the Public Realm HTS Submission: Political Currency of Stereotype Bryan Ho Passing through a discrete red door, I was greeted with a narrow corridor clad in metal panels and a receptionist who, dubious of my age, requested to see my ID. After explaining the rules of the bath house, he charged me £1 and handed me a towel. A set of stairs led down to a changing room, which was part of a much larger double-height space. Changed into nothing but just a towel wrapped around my waist, I proceeded down into the hall, where over 50 men sat chattering, bathing in the hot tub, all the while gazing at whoever enters the space, like predators watching their prey enter into the arena. Beyond this hall, another set of stairs led down to a maze, here, the light was dim and the corridors were narrow. It was a maze, but one full of sweat and literal steam. On top of this sensorial overload were hands reaching out to grab you, intimate but not close enough to become invasive, unless one reciprocates. While there were cubicles for those who desire more privacy, there were also moments where the walls of the labyrinth opened up to accommodate the scene of an orgy. As I left the bath house, having lost all conceptions of time, I turned a corner through a short passage and within 30 seconds reached the centre of Oxford Street, jammed with jovial Christmas shoppers and confused tourists, the phantasmagoric spaces of the bath house could not be further away. Having “come out” to my parents, and subsequently close friends two years prior, this other-worldly experience was the first time I had ever engaged physically with my homosexual identity. What compelled me to visit a bath house (Fig.1), however, had
little to do with expressing my queerness as an external façade, but rather the search
for a true interiority where my sexuality can be explored in a comfortable anonymity. In this essay, I argue that the queer individual’s search for privacy and publicness is characterised by the lack of both these notions in the home and in the city. Through
the act of subverting the normal orders and hierarchies, queer spaces have sought an
interiority denied to them in heteronormative domestic spaces, from the conception of the closet as a harbour of sexuality, the covert body politics of cruising 1 on underground
trains, to the overt branding and place-making of Pride parades in western cities. The thresholds between the interior and exterior take on a variety of spatial configurations Figure 1. Excerpt from Boyz Magazine advertising Sweatbox Soho (a gay bath house) reopening after renovation Chris Jepsen, Portfolio, Accessed December 10, 2020, https://www.chrisjepson.com/fullscreen-page/comp-jttzevak.
beyond the classical example of the front door of a house. The nuances of these
thresholds speak to the varying permeability of queer self-disclosure and subjectivity vis-a-vis the construction of a collective sexual identity.
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