Your Form is My Creation 2nd Edition

Your Form is My Creation

VwPo ĂŠn _mPo XoUo

Bhaskar Hande

Philosophy

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VwPo én _mPo XoUo

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First Published 1995 Second Edition 2015 (C) Copyright Bhaskar Eknath Hande All rights Reserved No. Part of this Publication may be reproduced in any term or by any means, including Photocopying without Prior Permission of the Copyrighter.

Publisher : Sandhya Bhaskar Hande Vaishwik Art Environment

English translation by Dilip Chitre

Courtsey Translator & Penguin Books India (C) Copyright Dilip Chitre, 1991.

Copyright Viju Chitre2015 Second Edition 2015 Digital Edition 2015 Vaishwik Art Environment Aundh Pune 411007

VwPo ĂŠn _mPo XoUo

Your Form is My Creation

‘YOUR FORM IS MY CREATION’

BHASKAR HANDE’S PAINTINGs, DRAWINGS, SCULPTURES & GRAPHICS INSPIRED BY TUKARAMachi GHATHA

VwPo én _mPo XoUo g§V VwH$mam_ _hmamOm§À`m JmWoVyZ ^mñH$a hm§S>o `m§Zm ñ\w$acoë`m {MÌ{eënH¥$Vr

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‘Tuze Roop Maze Dene’ is a visual arts exhibition with a difference. It is the first large scale effort by a contemporary artist to respond to traditional Marathi bhakti poetry. These paintings in various media, graphics in different techniques, and models of sculptures conceived on an architectural scale are the response of one modern (or should one say postmodern) artist to one of India’s greatest poets, the Marathi mystic Tukaram.

The exhibition is unique on several other counts, too. Bhaskar Hande was born Umbraj in the Maval region not far from Dehu where Tukaram was born. Though four hundred years apart in time, both share the same native universe. Though Hande has been living Europe for about thirteen years now and has become a Dutch citizen, his cultural signature has remained the same. He coninues to write excellent poetry in Marathi and his paintings are nourished by visual forms that can be traced back to rural Maharashtra. His sence of colour, texture and form is distinctly Indian. In ‘Tuze Roop Maze Dene’ his Indianness comes out even at the conceptual and thematic level.

Yet Bhaskar Hande’s Indiannes is not ethnicity worn on the sleeve. It is the very substance of his cultural identity in a multi-cultural, global community of artists. It is remarkable that he brings the refereshing force of Tukaram’s poetic vision into his paintings and sculptures giving them a comprehensive cultural context. Any serious evaluation of these works will have to account for their cultural orgin.

Bhakti Abhyaspeeth decide to sponsor ‘Tuze Roop Maze Dene’ precisely because it is the first large-scale effort by any contemporary

artist to interpret the work of a major bhakta poet or to calim inspiration from traditional bhakti poetry. This is a novel dialogue between the language of poetry and the language of painting in which motifs from the unique religious culture of varkari pilgrims figure prominently.

Hande’s leitmotif is the key image of Vithoba given varied geometric and perspectival treatment by the artist. Semiabstract shapes and figures of objects familiar to the people or rural Maharashtra, tools and implements used by farmers or rural housewives for example, spring up in striking forms and compositions throughout these works. Many of Tukaram’s poems have picturesque, vivid visual imagery. They become texts for Hande at the level of painting. Yet Hande;s work in not crudely illustrative or elaborately narrative though subtly suggestive of its cultural origin.

‘Bhakti Abhyaspeeth’ has been founded fot the study of bhakti in all its socio-cultural dimensions as the mainspring of the Marathi literary tradition. It proposes to establish four centres of reserch and museums at Dehu, Nevase, Paithan and Pandharpur. It will also encourge translations of Bhakti literature and documentation of recitation, singing, dancing, bhajan, keertan and so forth. It will support interpretations of bhakti tradition in new and non-traditional media because ‘Bhakti Abhyaspeeth’ has been founded in the belief that the bhakti tradition is a vital component of the continuity of Marath culture as well as its dynamics of change.

DILIP CHITRE

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Deity XodVm

The sense of belonging A personal view

In India I have very often been asked: how did you get interested in Tukaram? A question that is asked by common people, journalists, press reporters, critics and enthusiasts who know the background. They were simply puzzled by my passion.

My journey led me from Umbraj to Bombay , and then to The Hague in Holland . I was a 17-year-old teenager from Umbraj, who had spent nine years as a Mumbaikar and twenty-five years as a foreigner. All these years I lived among different peoples, struggling to survive. I led a restless life, but never stopped reading and writing. I traveled along many highways and byways. In the process I kept remembering my village, which seemed so attractive compared to the rat race of city life and the absence of my mother tongue among different peoples in foreign surroundings. And so I became introverted.

The distance made me even more aware of my childhood memories of the countryside, my culture and religion—they dominated my thoughts; and naturally found their way into my writing. My first collection of poems, “Dashak” (Decade) was partly influenced by these impressions.

Tukaram’s roots in this soil are deep. When I first encountered his verses, my understanding had just begun, my eyes had begun to wander, my mind was receiving all sorts of impressions and it was all like a breath of fresh air. It was because of the discussions between my parents and relatives that I saw Tukaram and Jnandev depicted in the theatre, in keertan performances and in the pilgrimage to Pandharpur. I saw a small statue of Vitthal and Rukmini standing next to

the God Khandoba, paintings and statues of varkaris and saints inside and outside the temples. These impressions were engraved on my mind from childhood.

When I first read Tukaram, his work was very hard to understand—I kept making the effort. At the time I was just beginning to understand the power of writing.

For my secondary school examinations I chose art history instead of mathematics.

I wasn’t sure of further schooling, so to make a living I joined a firm that made film posters in Bombay . In 1979 I was taking lessons at the Art Academy in Mumbai.

Visuals accompanied the words, and vice versa. I find it difficult now to recall which came first, the visuals or the words. I was interested in the arts, but didn’t put much effort into it. I was doing mostly stage performances.

With my natural talent for the fine arts, I began to draw larger-than-life faces of movie stars, and colored them with oil paint. I realized the need for proper art education. I got admission to the Art Academy . I was supposed to attend evening courses in literature but it was simply not possible. I avidly read all kinds of new writing. In applied art, literature and the visual arts became more elaborate, supporting each other. I got more interested in my studies, won State Awards and people took an interest in my work. Drama, cinema, world trade fairs, literary publications and a new circle of friends occupied me day and night. After five years in an advertising course I obtained my Diploma of Applied Arts. And then started my mission to explore Tukaram’s Gatha in depth.

I went through an unstable period of my life in terms of hope and confidence.

I had come to know another world. Advertising was a glamorous field, but I wanted to gain a full awareness of my capacities

and intellectual ability. I started gathering information on advanced study in the arts in foreign countries and cultures—I made my move accordingly. That’s how I arrived in Holland . From 1983 to 1987 I lived in a completely different culture, with a different language and atmosphere. There were jarring contrasts: in the village I was a farm boy, in the city I was a country bum and in that foreign country I was an Indian. So I became conscious that I was nowhere— certainly not among my own people—and I felt like an alien.

Whenever I got a chance I visited the farm and enjoyed my stay there.

Why this longing? I kept thinking about this. Where on this earth would I not have the feeling of being a stranger? I tried to find an answer to this question. Gradually, I began to understand the spiritual harmony between Tukaram and Vithoba. I began to see the meaning of not belonging to a people or a place. This is not a happy state to be in: neither a believer or devotee, nor an atheist. Then I started to believe in my own being. During the past twenty-five years I’ve been travelling between Europe and India . I’ve seen many aspects of life, come across many incidents, but I still cannot answer this question: why do I live in Europe and not in India , or why in India and not in Europe . One might say this is paradoxical, but I don’t see it that way. I search for meaning in the paradoxes or contradictions that these different traditions present. Together they become a mixture of philosophies, cultures and traditions, out of which my life has acquired a new meaning. The devotee and the deity stand face to face, like Tukaram and Vithoba.

The idea of combining visuals and poetry was fleshed out when I presented Dashak (Decade) in an exhibition.

I selected ten poems and made paintings out of them. In one of the poems I realized the form of Vitthal. In the process of reading the abhangas in Tukaram’s Gatha the form became vivid. Images, forms, symbols and metaphors surface again and again in Tukaram’s verses. They inspired me. I produced drawings, paintings, sculptures, and graphics such as litho silkscreens. I have worked constantly in the spirit of meditation.

During my travels to and from my native place I read many books to satisfy my hunger for knowledge. Among them were Dilip Chitre’s books, ”Punha Tukaram”, and”Says Tuka” (selected verses

by Tukaram in English translation). They quickened my desire to critically examine Tukaram and his poetry.

I’ve lived in Europe for the past twenty-five years. Visual art has been developing in Europe since the fifteenth century. Holland is the land of Rembrandt , Vermeer, Van Gogh, Piet Mondrian and many other masters. That golden age is known to Europe and the whole world as the art of and for the common man, but this happened only in Holland . I work here and simultaneously exhibit my works. The cultural face of Europe is changing. The art world has come to the end of the road, and all isms are feeding on themselves.

Flashes of genius are now emerging the world over, not just in certain regions. Malevich, Paul Klee, Picasso, Miro, Dali, Henry Moore—all have passed into history. They have brought people to the museums so they can be spiritually enriched. Now the art scene is desperately seeking new horizons.

I saw many images and forms in the dialogue between Tukoba and Vithoba. Those images and forms I put together, with colour, in the project “Your form

is my creation”. It does not belong to any particular ism or style; it stands on its own.

It is like a meditation on the visual world.

Visual art has been well-developed in Europe over five centuries, and it has had its ups and downs according to the growth and development of Europe .

Somewhere or other change takes place but we’re hardly aware of it in our lifetime, though we may be nearby.

In April 2008 I came back to India by land from Holland with an art caravan.

Along the roads of the Indian subcontinent I exhibited the work of artists from 80 nations in ten Indian cities, from Amritsar to Bangalore, under the title, SHOW YOUR HOPE—80 Questions Around the World. I decided to travel with the Pandharpur Vari (pilgrimage) to experience a centuries-old tradition, sketch book and camera in hand to celebrate Tukaram’s 400th birth anniversary with his Palkhi. I walked with the common folk and witnessed the glorious celebration of the life of a great poet. This celebration by hundreds of thousands, full of life, speaks more persuasively than all the words of Tukaram and the other saint poets.

Bhaskar Hande 2008

VwPo én _mPo XoUo ‘YOUR FORM IS MY CREATION’

Devotee ^³V

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~mocmo A~mocUo _amo{Z`m {OUo Agmo{Z ZgUo O{Z Amåhm ^moJr Ë`mJ Omcm g§JrM Ag§J Vmo{S>`oco cmJ _mJ XmoÝhr VwH$m åhUo Zìho {XgVmo _r V¡gm nwgUo Vo nwgm nm§Sw>a§Jm

I speak a language of silence I am already dead.

Being for me is not being among people.

What I consume is already sacrificed.

I am alone in the company of all.

I have cut off all connections.

Between ends and means.

Says Tuka, I am not what I seem to be : If you have any questions, ask Pandurang.

556

H$mhrM _r Zìho H$mo{U`o JmdrMm EH$Q> R>m`rMm R>m`r EH$ Zmhr OmV H$moR>o `oV {\$amo{Z`m AdKo {M dm`m{dU ~moco Zmhr _O H$moUr Amnwco Xwgao H$moUmMm _r Iao H$mhr Zìho Zmhr Amåhm Á`mdo _amdo cmJV Amhmo AI§{S>V O¡go V¡go VwH$m åhUo Zdén Zmhr Amåhm doJim øm H$_m© AH$_m©gr

I ‘m nothing A nobody Native Of nowhere I am alone In my own place I do not visit Any place I neither come Nor go I talk To emptiness Nobody Belongs to me I belong To nobody None of this is true I do not Have to live I do not Have to die I am Undivided Says Tuka I have no name Or form I am neither active Nor passive

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Zìho eãX EH$ Xoer gm§S>r {Jder Hw$Umcm Omcr _mPr d¡Imar {dœ§^ar ì`mnH$ _moH${cco Omdo ~mUo ^mVm OoUo dmB©co AmVm `oWo H¡$Mm VwH$m ~moco {gH$m ñdm_rMm

It does not hit one person Or miss another My language is of Cosmic being.

One who carries the quiver Just shoots His arrows.

Says Tuka, it is not I who aim: God hits you.

The word is not confined To one country.

977

H$m` AmVm Amåhr nmoQ>{M ^amdo OJ Mmidmdo ^ŠV åhÿU Eogm V[a EH$ gm§Jm Or {dMma ~hþ hmoVmo \$ma H$mgmdrg H$m` H${dËdmMr Kmcy{Z`m éT>r H$é OmoS>mOmoS>r Ajam§Mr VwH$m åhUo H$m` Jw§nmo{Z XwH$mZm amhmo Zmam`Um H$éZr KmV

Well, then God. Do you now Expect me to feed mysefl only And amuse the world In the shape of your devotee?

Then say so for once Unequivocally, Because I cannot bear This agony.

Or do you want me to write poems, Compulsively Turning out and fixing phrases?

Speak up, Narayana, Says TukaAm I to mind only my business Even after having been Ruined

993

AUwaoUw`m WmoH$S>m VwH$m AmH$memEdT>m {Jiw{Z gm§{S>co H${ida ^d ^«_mMm AmH$ma gm§{S>cr {ÌnwQ>r Xrn COicm KQ>r VwH$m åhUo AmVm Cacmo CnH$mamnwaVm

Too scarce to occupy an atom Tuka is vast as the sky.

I swallowed my death, gave up the corpse I gave up the world of fantasy.

I have dissolved God, the self, and the world To become one luminous being.

Says Tuka, now I remain here Only to oblige.

1328

`mOgmR>r Ho$cm hmoVm AQ>mhmg eodQ>Mm {Xg JmoS> ìhmdm AmVm {Z{üVrZo nmdcmo {dgmdm Iw§Q>{c`m Ymdm V¥îUo{M`m H$dVwH$ dmQ>o Om{c`m doMmMo Zmd _§JimMo VoUo JwUo VwH$m åhUo _w{º$ n[a{Ucr Zmodar AmVm {Xdg Mmar Io{i_ocr

I staked evertything On my last day being sweet Now I cam certainly at peace I have stopped thirsting after it I am happy now that I spent myself Singing His sacred name Says Tuka, I am married to salvation I’ll spend a few days playfully with my bride

1337

_r {M _O ì`mcmo nmoQ>m Amnw{c`m Amcmo AmVm nwaco Zdg {ZagmoZr Jocr Amg Omcmo ~am ~ir Jocmo _amo{Z Vo H$mir XmohrH$S>o nmho VwH$m Amho V¡gm Amho

I came out Of my own womb My prayers answered My longing vanished Now I am truly strong It’s long since I died Looking both ways Tuka is just as he is

1403

hmVr KoD${Z`m H$mR>r VwH$m cmJcm H${idam nmR>r ZoD${Z {ZO{dco ñ_emZr _mUgo Omir Vo R>mH$Ur H$m{S>co Vo AmoT>o _mJrc CnMmamMo nwT>o Zmhr dmQ>mo Amcm ^od gwI Xw:I ^mo{JVm Xod `mOgmR>r ho {Zdm©U Ho$co H${g`oco _Z VwH$m åhUo AZw^d ~am Zmhr Var emñV hmo` Mmoam

A stick in his hand Tuka chases his own corpse He takes it to the crematorium Where bodies are laid to burn He punishes it For its past deeds He fears nothing For God can take all pleasure and pain This is why I am determined To make such a clean exit Says Tuka, it is healthier to die Than to have a body to be punished

1524

h[aZm_mMo H$é{Z Vmé ^dqgYwnma CVacmo \$mdco \$mdco AmVm nm`r g§Vm {dZQ>cmo h[aZm_mMm eó KmoS>m g§gma JmT>m N>o{Xcm h[aZm_mMr YZwî`H$m§S>o {dÝ_wI Vm|S>o H${iH$mi `oUo {M ~io gaVo Amåhr h[aMo Zm_r cmoH$s {Vhr VwH$m åhUo Omcmo gmMo lr {dÇ>cmMo qS>Ja

Hari’s name my sail I cross The ocean of apparent life Surrender my self to all these saints And I am so free as free Hari’s name my sword my horse I smash the chariot of worldly life Hari’s name my bow and arrow Death flees from its battle with me I rule the earth, the nether world And heaven too in Hari’s name Says Tuka I have truly become The right hand of Vitthal

1607

VwH$m CVacm VwH$s Zdc Omco {Vhr cmoH$s {ZË` H$[aVmo H$sV©Z ho {M _mPo AZwð>mZ VwH$m ~¡gcm {d_mZr g§V nmhmVr cmoMZr Xod ^mdmMm ^wHo$cm

Tuka has descended into Tuka : Heaven, Earth, Hell watch in wonder.

VwH$m d¡Hw§$R>mgr Zocm

God starves after pure devotion So much, He liftsTuka to heaven!

My only perfoemance of penance Is my singing of His praises.

Tuka sits in heaven’s vehicle As all the saints bear witness.

1790

ZoUo AW© H$mhr ZìhVr _mPo ~moc {dZ{dVmo H$monmc g§V PUr ZìhVr _mPo ~moc ~moco nm§Sw>a§J Ago A§Jg§J ì`mny{Z`m _O _yT>m e{º$ H¡$Mm hm {dMma {ZJ_m{XH$m§ nma ~mocmd`m am_ H¥$îU har _wHw§$Xm _wam[a ~mo~S>çm CÎmar ho {M Ü`mZ VwH$m åhUo JwéH¥$noMm AmYma nm§Sw>a§Jo ^ma KoVcm _mPm

I don’t Know The meaning Of what I say.

It’s not me Speaking Try to understand me O saints.

Don’t lose your temper So quick.

It is not me speaking.

It is Pandurang.

He has possessed me.

He has taken over this body.

What power to speak Do I An idiot Have?

How can I speak From beyond The scriptures ?

“Rama Krishna Hari Mukunda Murari” Is all I can manage To mumble Says Tuka By the blessing Of my Guru, I am On my feet.

All my burden Is borne

By Pandurang.

2065

Cc§{K{O cmO VoU| gm{Y`oc| H$mO gwI| ZmMm| n¡cVrat Jocm| ^dmMo gmJat Zm_mMr gm§JS>r gwI| ~m§Ycr AmdS>r VwH$m åhUo cmoH$m§ Cacr dmMm _mar hm§H$m

I went beyond modesty To attain my gole.

I entered the ocean of worldly experience To emergr dancing at the other shore.

I tied my own to the Lord’s name To make it a most pleasurable game.

Says Tuka, what reaches people is The call of my residual speech.

2157

{eH${dco ~moc ~moco V¡gr Zmhr Amoc AmVm Xodm g§Xoh Zmhr dm`m Jocmo `mgr H$mhr EH$m§VmMm dmg Zmhr g§H$ënmMm Zmg ~wpÜX Zmhr pñWa VwH$m åhUo eãXm Yra

I speak As I have been taught To speak I do not feel As I speak.

There is no doubt now O Lord.

I am good for nothing.

I have not become A recluse.

I have not acted As I resoled.

Says Tuka Neither is My mind steady, Nor are My words Controlled.

2222

^yV~mYm Amåhm Kar ho Vmo Amü`© Jm har Omcm ^º$sMm H$ig Amco dgVrgr Xmof OmJaUmMo \$i {Xcr OmoS>mo{Z Vi_i VwH$m åhUo Xodm AmhmM H$imo Amcr godm

This is really extraordinary, O Hari.

You are supposed to relieve misery; And here I am, your own devotee, Whose house is haunted by poetry.

The more I excel in poems praising you, The moremy work seems flawed : This is yet another amazing parabox.

Watchfulness is rewarded with anxiety.

Says Tuka, My Lord, it’s just dawned on me To serve you is the ultimate difficulty.

2226

Zìho Vwåhm gar `odT>o H$maU _wamar _J O¡gm V¡gm H$mi XmQ> gmamdm nmVi ñdm_rMo Vo gm§S>o nwÌ hmoVm H$miVm|S>o eãXm Zmhr éMr _J H$moR>o VwH$m doMr

If, O Murari, You find it so hard To give as abundantly as Your name promises, I might as well somehow bide my time Through thick and thin with a muzzled hymn.

Remember, it is the father who loses face If the sone is forced to bite the dust.

Without the salt of Your flavour, Says Tuka, I cannot savour, even my own speech.

2229

nmdmdo g§Vmof Vwåhr `mgmR>r gm`mg H$ar AmdS>r dMZo nmcQy>{Z jUjUo Úmdo A^`XmZ ^y_r Z nS>mdo dMZ VwH$m åhUOo nañnao H$mhr dmT>dr CÎmao

I scribble and cancel it again, O heavenly critic, to pass your test.

I choose a word, only to change it, Hoping to find one you’d like the best.

I beg your pardon again ; and again; Lord, let not my words go waste.

Says Tuka, please, talk back at least So that this poem will have something to say.

2231

H$memgmR>r ~¡gmo H$é{Z`m hmQ> dmCJm ~mo^mQ> S>m§Jmoam hm H$m` Amco EH$m OrdmÀ`m CÕmao nmder Cƒmao H$m` hmo Vo ZoXr nQ> nar AÞo Vmo Z _mar Amnw{c`m WmoagmR>r amOm VwH$m åhUo AmVm Aìho[aco Var _J H$moU H$ar XwH$mZ hm

Why should I set up this shop And mind its business?

Why should I advertise it Making such a high pitch?

What’s one small soul to you That you would run to my rescue?

Isn’t it futile to hope That mounting mere words would reveal you?

A king may not grant land to the landless : But wouldn’t he at least ensure That his subjects get a meal?

After all a king must protect The myth of his benevolence.

Don’t you see a point, O Lord?

If you refuse me, says Tuka, I’d be forced to closed down your shop.

2157

H$mhrM Z cJo Am{X AdgmZ ~hþV H$R>rU {XgVgm Ad¿`mM _mÂ`m doM{dë`m eº$s Z Mcogr `w{º$ Omcr nwT>o ~mo{cco dMZ hmanco Z^r CVacmo Vmo C^r Amhmo V¡gr VwH$m åhUo H$mhr Z H$amdogo Omco W{H$V {M R>oco {MÎm CJo

Where does one begin with you?

O Lord, you have no opening line.

It’s so hard to get you started.

Everyting I tried went wrong.

You’ve used up all my faculties.

What I just said vanished in the sky And I’ve fallen to the ground again.

Says Tuka my mind is stunned : I can’t find a word to say.

2251 àrVrMm H$i hm nXamgr Kmcr nri gam| ZoXr ~mi _mJ| nwT>o {nË`mgr H$m` cmJo Ë`mgr ~i hoS>m{dVm§ H$moU H$mi Jmo{dV| g~i Omit ñZohgyÌm§Mr gcJr {Xcm cmS> ~moco V| V| dmQ>o JmoS> H$ar ~wPmdmo{Z H$moS> hmVt XoD${Z ^mVwH|$ VwH$m åhUo ~mocm| H$moUm h| H$m§ ZoUm§ Zmam`Um gcJrÀ`m dMZm H¡$M| CnOo {df_

The child has a quarrel of love with its father So it twists its father’s dress not letting him go Backward of forward.

Would it take any great time or force to get rid of it?

But the bonds of affection are too strong.

He pampers the child, finds whatever it says sweet, Feeds it a share of his own food To fulfil its wish.

SaysTuka, O Narayana you know who I mean : Intimate talk gives rise to no figth.

2256

H¥$nmiy gÁOZ Vwåhr g§VOZ h|{M H¥$nmXmZ Vw_Mo _O AmR>dU Vwåhr Úmdr nm§S>a§Jm H$s¨d _mPr gm§Jm H$mHw$cVr AZmW AnamYr n{VV AmJim n[a nm`m§doJim ZH$m H$é§ VwH$m åhUo Vwåhr {Za{dë`mdar _J _O har CnojrZm

O kindhearted saints! you good people!

This is the one favour I beg you for : Remember me to Pandurang : Beseech him to have mercy on me : “A sinner without succour, unique among the fallen, Do not seperate him fromYour feet.”

SaysTuka, once you plead on my behalf, Hari will hardly ignore me.

2257

g§Vm§{M`m nm`t hm _mPm {dœmg gd©^md| Xmg Pmcm| Ë`m§Mm Vo{M _mP| {hV H$[aVr gH$i OoU| hm Jmonmi H¥$nm H$ar ^mJ{c`m _O dmhVrc H${S>`o Ë`m§{M`mZo OmoS>o gd©gyI VwH$m åhUo eof KoB©Z AmdS>r dMZ Z _moS>t ~mo{cc| V|

I place all my faith at the feet of saints In every sence I am their servant They are the ones who serve all my interests Which is why I have the blessing of Gopal When I am tried, they will carry me in their arms.

They are the harbingers of my happiness.

Says Tuka I love to have their leftovers I shall not break my pledge

2262

{MÎm KoD${Z`m§ Vy§ H$m` Xoer Eog| _Onmet gm§J AmYt V[aM n§T>aram`m H$arZ gmQ>modmQ>r ZoK| O`m VwQ>r `oB©c [a{Õ{g{Õ H$m§ht Xm{dgr A{^cmf Zmht _O Amg _wº$sMrhr VwH$m åhUo VwP| _mP| KS>o Va

^º$sMm ^md ao XoU| KoU|

You take away the mind.

So what is it that you give back?

First, tell me that.

Only then will I make My own deal with you.

I am not bargaining for loss.

Show me some real temptation Such as prosperity and perfection I have no craving for salvation.

Syas Tuka, I get what is yours Because the essence of Bhakti Is give and take.

2442

ZìhVr hr _mPr Om`mMr ^yfUo Ago Zmam`Uo C{MV Ho$co eãXmÀ`m dmodmoZr aËZ{M`m _mim _wirM {Oìhmim PadUr AWmªVar Ago AZw^dgodZ n[anmH$s _Z gmj `oWo VwH$m åhUo _O gaVo naVo

ho Zmhr AZ§Vo Camo {Xco

It was the right thin That Narayana did.

He made my jewels Part of me.

Words came out Like flashing gems : Deep within me He was the mine.

Words Experience The meaning of being Unended.

Says Tuka The infinite One. My gift Has no limit.

2669 Amnwco _aU nm{hco å`m S>moim

Vmo Omcm gmohim AZwnå` AmZ§Xo XmQ>cr {VÝhr {Ì^wdZo gdm©Ë_H$nUo ^moJ Omcm EH$mXoer hmoVmo Ah§H$mao Am{Wcm

Ë`mÀ`m Ë`mJo Omcm gwH$mi hm

{\$Q>co gwVH$ OÝ__aUmMo _r _mÂ`m g§H$moMo Xwar Omcmo Zmam`Uo {Xcm dgVrg R>md R>ody{Z`m ^md R>ocmo nm`r VwH$m åhUo {Xco C_Qy>{Z OJr

KoVco Vo A§Jr cmdy{Z`m

I have seen my death with my own eyes O what an incomparable festival it was All the three worlds were filled with ecstasy I experienced it becoming the cosmic being I was confined to the sole territory of my ego Having renounced it, I enjoy the abundance of it all I do not mourn the facts of birth and death now I leave the remains of my shrunken self here Narayana has given me refuge All my feelings lie at His feet SaysTuka, the whole world is His imprint And I wear it like a tattoo on my body.

2157

Ydico OJXmH$ma Am§Yma Vmo {Zagcm cnmo OmVm Zmhr R>md àJQ> nmho ngmam I[a`mMm {Xdg Amcm dmT>r ~mocm Z nwa o VwH$m åhUo {Odo gmQ>r n{S>cr {_R>r Ywago r

The world has become a form of light, Darkness is gone.

There is no place to hide here.

Everything is explicitly spread.

The day of truth has dawned.

Everything is larger than language.

Says Tuka, only for the sake of life, One is still clinging to the dividing line.

3500

{dœmg Vmo Xod åhUw{Z Y[a`ocm ^md _mPr dX{dVmo dmUr Á`mUo Y[acr YaUr Omo{S>cr Ajao ZìhVr ~wÕrMr CÎmao Zmhr Ho$cr AmQ>r H$mhr _mZX§^mgmR>r H$moUr ^m½`d§V V`m H$ioc C{MV VwH$m åhUo Pam Amho _wirMm {M Iam

All I feel Is __God. God is all I believe.

Who brought The world Into being, Makes me Speak.

It wasn’t I, who Ordered These words : The idea is His I wasn’t trying To become A celebrity.

You’d be lucky If you knew What I mean.

Says Tuka, what I say Must be true, Because it starts From him.

3735

hanmo{Z Jocr {Zer {ZÐm H¡$gr Z XoImo Zmam`Ur dgco Ka {Za§Va AmZ§X AdKm éY{dcm R>md Zocm dmd _r _mPo VwH$m åhUo EHo$ R>m`r Agy Zmhr jU {^Þ

The night has passed.

I haven’t seen it.

I have built my nest is Narayana.

My joy does not cease.

I have compressed my space.

I have no room for myself.

Says Tuka, we are contained together.

We do not split for one moment.

4306

~rO ^mOw{Z Ho$cr cmhr Amåhm OÝ__aU Zmhr AmH$mamer H¡$Mm R>md XohàË`j Omcm Xod gmH$aoMm Zìho Cg Amåhm H¡$Mm J^©dmg VwH$m åhUo Am¡Km OmoJ gdm© KQ>r nm§S>waJ§

I burnt the seed itself And pop it went Now I have gone beyond Life and death What space can enclose my form?

My body itself is God. Sugar does not become Sugarcane again.

We will never grow In another womb.

Says Tuka, This is absolute awakening : There is Pandurang In everything.

4326 {Za§OZt Amåht ~m§{Y`oc| Ka

{ZamH$mat {Za§Va am{hcm|g |

{Zam^mgt nyU© Omcmo g_ag

AI§S> EoŠ`mg nmdcm| Amåhr

VwH$m åhUo AmVm§ Zmht Ah§H$mé

Omcmo VXmH$ma {ZË` ewÕ

We have bulit ourselves a house in empty space We reside in formless enternity We are one with a reality bereft of illusions We experience a wholeness that cannot be fragmented SaysTuka, we do not have an ego any more, We have become what is immutable and pure

4357

n{hcr _mPr Am|dr AmodrZ OJÌ JmB©Z n{dÌ nm§S>waJ§ Xwgar _mPr Am|dr XwO| Zmhr H$moR>o OZt dZt ^oQ>o nm§S>waJ§ {Vgar _mPr Am|dr {Vcm Zmht S>md AdKm{M Xod OZt dZt MdWr _mPr Am|dr d¡[ac| XiU JmB©Z {ZYmZ nm§S>aw J§ nm§Mdr _mPr Am|dr _m{P`m _mhoam JmB©Z {Za§Vam nm§S>waJ§ m ghmdr _mPr Amod§ r gmhmhr AmQ>c o Jwé_y{V© ^oQ>cr nm§S>waJ§ gmVdr _mPr Am|dr AmR>do doimodi o m§ ~¡gcmgo S>mi o m§ nm§S>waJ§ AmR>dr _mPr Am|dr AÇ>mdrg `wJ | C^m M§Ð^mJo nm§S>waJ§ Zddr _mPr Am|dr gac| XiU MwH$co _aU g§gmatMo Xhmdr _mPr Am|dr Xhm AdVmam Z `md| g§gmam VwH$m åhUo

My first verse will thread the Three Worlds I shall sing of my sacred Pandurang My second verse will find otherness nowhere In crowds and forests I find Pandurang My third verse in fathomless space The whole of God is forests and crowds My forth verse is a mill and everything’s grist I grind all into one being, Pandurang My fifth verse is my home where I was born I shall sing of Pandurang on and on My sixth verse beings where the six scriptures end And there is my Guru, Pandurang My seventh verse is constant remembering Pandurang in my eyes absolutely still My eighth verse spans the twenty-eight Ages Pandurang has stood still by the Chandrabhaga My ninth verse spells the end of the grind Whole world is freed from the wheel of death My tenth verse is addressed to the Ten Avataras Says Tuka, I shall not return to any world again

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