Grasping for Reigns To the Big Shoulders it happened once. The shrug over your glare and we behind closed eyes laid our cheeks against the ground for eternity. Now the body wholes the echoes with its own beat. Despite there being no alternative to full lungs, tragic stumbling, instant deciding whether to knock on the bed door, embalming legs with wax and honey on the back porch on a Thursday evening. We are all tongue and cheek and gut and smiles; barbed or glistening, no sternum inevitable. The sureness of gravity bearing down on our hardboned spines. There were trees here, once. There was water in my hands and with mouths we made rivers of chalk sand blankets, laid them over wet eyes. There sleep. With no eyes watching.