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hol d on to my breath for a whi l e
i am unsure how to do anythi ng but waste i t
t en mor e year s of oxygen bur ns hol es i n my pocket s l i ke t he $20 dol l ar s i r eci eve on chr i st mas mor ni ng whi l e 2 year s of unt r eat ed damage bur n hol es t hr ough my si ngl e f unct i oni ng l ung I M GL AD I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE my body doesnt need hel p br eaki ng down
comf or t i s no obj ect t o me comf or t i s no obj ect t o anyone comf or t i s a f ucki ng concept comf or t i s sadness comf or t i s st abi l i t y comf or t i s deat h
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i dk i t hi nk i m j ust gonna dr op out i f i t doesnt st op
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i am not r eal i am not r eal i am not r eal i am not r eal i am not r eal i am not r eal i am not r eal i am not r eal r epi t i t on i s f ucki ng t er r i f yi ng
ul l gr adut e bef or e i m even accept ed t o ur school we' l l never f al l i n l ove t he pl an i s r ui ned al l bc ur not st ayi ng f or ur mast er s and you l ef t me on r ead
i consi der t ext i ng you ever y wednesday 1 2am t o make sur e you ar e st i l l al i ve t uesdays ar e danger ous days f or ur depr essi on ever y day was danger ous t o me u seper at ed ever y det ai l i n my l i f e down t o si ngl e st r ands of hai r u never used a comb i f t he st r ands t angl ed u r i pped t hem out wi t h t oot h and nai l unt i l i coul d no l onger t el l whos hai r i t was unt i l i coul d no l onger t el l whos l i f e i t was bc i t sur e as hel l wasnt mi ne t he day i was f r ee i went and bought a br ush( a t her api st ) and sor t ed t hr ough what r emai ned of what was once a t hi ck mane
I of t en wonder i f t he men who do r ap bat t l es out si de my bui l di ng who ar e pai d by di sney t o del i vi er f ami l y f r i endl y bar s ar e wher e t hey t hought t hey woul d be 1 0 year s ago
i qui t wr i t i ng i qui t car yi ng a sket chbook i qui t smoki ng i qui t exchangi ng ki sses ( and possi bl y UTI ' s) wi t h pr et t y gi r l s i n shi t t y venue bat hr ooms i qui t u i have no i dea what t o do wi t h my hands
my nose i s pour i ng bl ood my ski n i s scr at ched r aw i puke whi sper ed chant s f i r st i n pal i second i n por t uguese and t hi r d i n bodi l y f l ui ds pour i ng f r om my t hr oat t o t he t oi l et bowl i am pr ayi ng, but t hi nki ng of al l t hi ngs unhol y i wonder i f t he bei ng i m pr ayi ng t o can see t he t hought s does she know t hat my body woul d be heal t hy i f i st opped t hi nki ng about someone el ses spi t i n my mout h does she r epl ace each one of my t eet h t hat a st r anger r an t hei r t ounge over
or br eat h i nt o me t he ai r i l ost when i had someone el ses t humb pr essed i nt o my wi ndpi pe r epl ace t he bl ood t hat pour s out of my nose and mout h ever yt i me i f al l t r yi ng t o i mpr ess a cut e gi r l at t he skat e par k Samsare samsarantanam, sabbadukkha vi nasane; satta dhamme ca boj j hange, marasena pamaddane.
i m not sur e i r emember what t hese wor ds mean but i am sur e my nose st i l l pour s bl ood i have al l of my gr i mey t eet h and l ess ai r t hen i di d yest er day
i wonder how one per son can puke as much as i do
Os set e t i pos de Dhamma sao os Fact or es da I l umi nacao, que dest r oem t odos os sof r i ment os dos ser es que per ambul am por est e samsar a e der r ot am o exĂˆr ci t o de Mar a, o Mal i gno.
AL L DOGS GO TO HE AVE N TODOS OS CAES VAO PARA O CEU CHAL L OJ HOCH HA' DI BAH
AL L CATS GO TO HEL L TODOS OS GATOS VAO PARA O I NFERNO JAH HOCH VI GHRO' GHE' ' OR
sor r y t he ar t i s wei r d, t ouch pads ar ent meant f or angst y dr awi ngs of t at t os i wi shed my mom l et me get i n t h 7t h gr ade
sor r y f or havi ng no dedi cat i ons, i need t o st ar t maki ng ar t f or no one but me
sor r y i m apol ogi zi ng so much, i t s habi t
sor r y t hat i l ose my voi ce ever yt i me i t r y t o t el l you how much i l ove u
sor r y f or never buyi ng meat even when u put i t on our gr ocer y l i st ( al so sor r y f or t he consequent i al eat i ng di sor der )
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out r o out , i j ust dont want t o have t o publ i sh t hi s and f ace t he consequeces of showng my ar t t o t he wor l d
sor r y i bl ew my nose i n my bl anket
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sor r y f or t el l i ng u t hat , i j ust have no one el se t o t el l
sor r y i m not hi ng l i ke my t wi t t er per sonal i t y
t wi t t er. com/ r eal dor i t o