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The first words said in this album were written at a point where I was on the verge of an emotional breakdown, and quite drunk. I feel that the most honest things come out in such a state; very raw and vulnerable. The events throughout this year have been quite life altering in many ways. There are a few people I would like to thank for this album. Thanks to those who have caused so much pain to me this year. I know it’s karma coming back at me, and I was just getting a taste of what I had given. It’s not the best feeling to be on the recievening end, and I appologise for putting you through all those hard times. I guess we’re back at zero once again, and I don’t know where we are headed for after this. To all my friends, who have been there for half of this year, you have been a strong support and encouragement through the various hard times. Thanks to the best family on this planet for giving me everything I could have ever wanted, and for taking care of me through everything. Thanks to the special person of the year for the best heartbreak ever. You shattered me to pieces at a time when I could never exect, and left me there to pick myself up alone. I am glad I got through that, and learned tons of valuable lessons.I have torn you away from my life, and finally accepted the bitter reality. It feels strange, but empowering to break free from you finally. It is because of certain specific people that all the thoughts and ideas behind this album emerged. Everyone around me has contributed to the experiences that keep refining my life. It is both scary and exciting to grow up, and sometimes the thought of getting older makes me wonder if more albums are going to come. Once again, this album is a memory of those events. It also also a celebration of this tradition I have been following since the past few years. The existence of this album is a reminder that I am continuing to do what I love, and to appreciate it. It amazes me to see how much change and growth happens in just a year. Also looking back at my life, I also realised that despite everything, the person inside is still pretty much the same.Through the making of this album, I had embarked on the journey to discover the true me. All the things that defined who I am as a person had been forgotten for sometime. Because of this journey I am glad I am back on track once again, much stronger than before. I am very proud and excited to release this album, and I hope for many more to come. Maybe someday the dreams and illusions will turn into reality, and all the stars would connect to form the answer.
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