Aquaphile //
essays from the field
Aaron Chervenak
Big River, Bigger Picture by Mark Kalch
By late afternoon the sun had long since disappeared. Only a sliver of blue sky remained between the Andean peaks towering above us, three little men in the bottom of one of the world’s deepest canyons. I could only slump on a rock with my head in my hands, trying in vain to stifle the tears. A day spent punching through endless waves on the frigid Apurimac River had left me shivering. We had flipped our raft three times that day, and it was becoming far too routine during the last three weeks of near-misses and must-make moves. After working through acute mountain sickness, snowstorms and torrential rain, the canyon’s challenges made it seem like purgatory. My mind swirled with the what-ifs: What if we did not make that drop? What if I got pulled into that boat-eating siphon? What if I died here? I felt broken. An unsupported journey in a 14-foot inflatable raft down the entire Amazon sounded like an adventure, and we certainly felt it through the sustained spikes in adrenaline. And with villages perched on the distant upper
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steppes, the lonely canyon’s depth amplified the experience, a reminder that it was just us—our own private audience with the mighty Apurimac. We’d occasionally pass men setting fish traps or women and children collecting water. Our sudden arrival in brightly colored gear left them lost for words; our vaguely militaristic appearance sometimes sparked alarm. And though we had opportunities for friendly visits, our time was all too limited. We had more river to paddle and rapids to face. Back to yelling instructions over the roar of whitewater, jaws set in grim determination, power strokes and heart rates skyrocketing. More than 50 days in, we reached the river town of San Francisco, and flat water. Farther downstream in Iquitos, Phil’s illness forced him to return home, leaving Nathan and I to plod on to the ocean. With no major injuries, we’d paddled the most amazing and beautifully rugged river any of us had ever experienced— adventure beyond all that we could have hoped for. But it somehow wasn’t enough.
As our battle-scarred raft drifted eastward into the jungle-fringed, calmer waters of the lower Amazon, I realized that in the rush of journeying from A to B, pinballing down the canyon—wake up, break camp, paddle, stop, make camp, repeat—that we’d robbed ourselves of so much more on offer. It was in those brief interactions off the river that our descent became real, became interesting. “Source to sea” wasn’t enough of a driver by itself. I wanted to really experience what we were seeing, by learning and by documenting, so those who will never visit the Amazon could feel just some of what I was lucky enough to live through. Students grow up with only the idea of the mighty Amazon. From poster projects in primary school, essays in secondary school geography, and climate change studies at university, the drainage is portrayed in abstract terms, a wild and mysterious region that’s not quite fully explored. It stands for an impenetrable, remote green jungle, uncontacted tribes and a limitless variation of animal life. Though the mysteries of