Amor Fati: A Collection of the Recent Works of Drè Baybay

ARTIST'SFOREWORD

Words will never suffice.

Like all of you, I grew up believing that what counts most in our lives is that which will occur in the future In creating one ’ s path, I’ve come to appreciate the depth of the wisdom ingrained in finding the balance between control and letting go; of enduring and being the grounded warrior of everyday

On this first attempt to venture into the “art world”, with my first online selling participation, I’d love to hate not putting this great wisdom into the real test.

After overcoming the struggle cycle: from looking for inspiration to actual execution, from weaving the narratives of the concept to inviting deeply loved friends and family to my first exhibit, and from surrendering to one ' s creative language to the gruelling act of putting a price tag on my own flesh and blood, I’ve come to understand that things are not as they appear to be.

It is when I fully let go that my search was over.

And while I accept the challenge of the need to rather develop further at some areas, I take pride (and a pat on the back) in taking this step forward; of sharing a piece of my Life with all of you

Words will never suffice.

Noe Andrè B. Baybay (b 1998) is a 21 year old queer multidisciplinary artist (currently represented by The Authenticity Zero Collective) and a senior architecture student at the School of Design and Arts, De La Salle College of Saint Benilde, Manila

Her various works are grounded on the exploration of the intersection of the seven arts of the Philippines: production design fashion design, theater directing and playwriting (2015 2017), contemporary dance choreography and performing (2016 2018),andarchitecture(2015topresent)

Her participation in Art in The Park, Philippines (2020) will exhibit her recent collectioninthevisualarts

Today, I work and I let go. I allow things to unfold on their own, as everything works for the highest good I work, perform, and deliver, while holding the knowing that the universe is supplying me with everything that I need Today is nothing but an opportunity of rewiring, cleansing, and reconnecting I’ll be a constant observer of my thoughts, words, and actions I emanate stability and adaptability to every rising circumstance. I’m already there It’s time to work on my own life, while giving notice to everyone I am the Master of my Fate, the Captain of my Soul Got nothing to prove, for I was born worthy The search is over. The need is gone.

There’s a handful of things that regurgitates in my head right now. I guess I really needed to pull my shit together and start to build a strong foundation a solid morning routine. I needed to value my self and how I can manage myself for the better. Nevertheless, I can feel the inner change and the baby steps are gradually morphing into a massive turn that develops my internal and external self | School of Design Arts | 11:27

Today, I’m expanding myself more to greater heights and connecting to my higher vibration as I hold on to my confidence and self assurance not just in everything that I do, but also in every circumstance that correlate to a lesson that I needed to learn at any specific moment.

Keep the spirit within! And if it perishes, always remember that it will all be a fleeting feeling; all fleeting glory I’m proud of you I invariably am After all, we each are always going through something. It is how we react to the things that befall us that defines who we are I love you, my other half | Taft Avenue | 10:25 h e n T h i n g s F a A p a r t e

So, now we’re back to reality

I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of Lol

I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex

I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid. It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity

I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit To be non selective

I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year

I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me. They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most

I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.

I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment

I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it.

OpinionsArethe CheapestCommodity

Hey you lucky soul!

I heard that your math exam had been cancelled. Ha! Now off your go to win this morning.

Its fine that you didn’t meditate, it’s better to feel that way than force yourself and sacrifice the quality of your meditation right? You get pass, gurl! But please, win this one, okay?

By the way, I got a great quote from Mark today, “The quickest way to change yourself is to realize that there’s no real self to change ” Salle, Enrique

It’s been two days in Rome the entire that I’m in Italy hasn’t sunk in yet I still I’m in love with You’re like no other. you

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Today, I know that I am guided There’s no need to buy the thoughts of worry and doubt. Doing so, allows me to follow the path of which serves me the most. The path of least resistance, the path of self limitation over self indulgence. I am always guided wherever I stand Trust without execution is non sense, just as self love without self accountability is bullshit Today, I commit to the truth that I am the sum of all of the choices I make in life; to expand myself in all areas of improvement while choosing the right choices:

To always choose to deal with failure, rather than dealing with the regret of not trying at all.

To always choose to live the life I want, rather than living the life society wants To always choose to spend my time growing, rather than spending it on being entertained

To always choose to secure the future, rather than enjoying the moment.

To always choose to allow my money to work for me, rather than working for money.

To always choose to be surrounded with winners, rather than with losers

To always choose to move to the city that suits my needs the most, rather than staying in the city where I was born

To always choose to be on the driver seat, rather than being the passenger

To always choose to risk it all creatively, rather than playing it safe.

To always choose to listen to my intuition, rather than my heart and mind.

To always choose to deal with the problem, rather than ignoring the problem

To always choose the partner that will reshape the direction I’m heading in, rather than the picture-perfect partner

To always choose to serve for the collective good, rather than serving myself and others.

To always choose to live, rather than just survive

I hope you’re feeling better now. You see, life isn’t always about gold an glamour. Cherish the best as if it was your worst and cherish the worst as if it was your best. Always utter your utmost sincerity to the hand; the vast multiverse. Man made labels of fame, fortune, and power are all fleeting, as all glory are fleeting. We’re nothing but a momentary speck within an indifferent universe. Always fully connect to your Being.

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I of are So make the of A1406 | School of Design | 9:30 h e n T h i n g s F a l l A p a r t e n T h i n g s F a A a r

I would like to welcome myself back Haha Enough of the drama and all of the burden of this finals and the Italy trip Yas! You read that right Yah gurl’s going to Italia! Huhu Anyway, let’s keep the emotions aside. I’ll try to go now to class, though it seems early, ‘cause it looks like it’s about to rain July 2018

La Salle, Enrique Razon | 10:25 AM

So, now we’re back to reality

I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of Lol

I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex

I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid. It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity

I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit To be non selective

I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year

I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me. They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most

I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.

I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment

I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it.

If you’re going to try, go all the way Otherwise, don’t even start If you’re going to try, go all the way.

This could mean losing relationships, wives, relatives, jobs, and maybe your mind

Go all the way

It could mean, not eating and sleeping for 3 or 4 days It could mean, freezing on a park bench.

It could mean jail It could mean derision

Mockery

Isolation. Isolation is the gift

All the others are a test of your endurance Of how much you really want to do it I’ll do it. Despite rejection and the worst odds.

And it’ll be better than anything else, I could ever imagine If you’re going to try, go all the way

There is no other feeling like that I will be alone with the gods and the nights will flame with fire. do it!

Do it!

Do It!

DO IT!

All the way.

ALL THE WAY

I will ride life straight to perfect laughter It’s the only good fight there is.

Go All The Way by Charles Bukowski

Read | 20 August 2019 Pavello Mies Van der Rohe | Barcelona | 6:19 PM

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I hope you’re feeling better now. You see, life isn’t always about gold an glamour. Cherish the best as if it was your worst and cherish the worst as if it was your best. Always utter your utmost sincerity to the hand; the vast multiverse. Man made labels of fame, fortune, and power are all fleeting, as all glory are fleeting. We’re nothing but a momentary speck within an indifferent universe. Always fully connect to your Being.

Today and this weekend, know that you are on the right track The answer to your prayers is on its way, so stay positive Choose peace and stay calm, even if you cannot see the way forward completely If you had a yes/no question in mind when you picked a card, then the answer is yes, and you are supported. You are being asked to also honor other people's perspectives with patience & humility What you want to manifest is indeed possible, but you have to devote time and effort into it You know what to do Rise to the occasion, burn away the stagnant energy and use your inner fire to create. h e n T h i n g s F a l l A p a r

It’s been what, like 6 hours?

I really want to make the most out of this opportunity.

I’ll explore more, learn more, and feel more Indeed, it'll be a once in a lifetime opportunity that has been entrusted on me, and to be honest, I couldn’t get any more blessed

This is definitely one for the books!

Let’s catch some rest I love you!

So, now we’re back to reality

I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of Lol

I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex

I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid. It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity

I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit To be non selective

I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year

I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me. They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most

I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.

I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment

I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it.

DeathandMaiden

Today is a new start

Eradicate all forms of negative energy and make the most of every moment. The future is non existent. The past is non existent. I am one and born of the universe and nothing can stop me. Not even my self impsosed fear and doubt. I’ll watch it come and I’ll watch it go as I remain adamant walking and entering my vortex. I’ll be vibrationally aligned to what I want and what I need. I’ll develop more positive mental attitude and connect to my spirit even more , I’ve already won!

And everything around me is a direct manifestation of what is. I am fueled I am fired up more than ever

And just like Thic Quang Duc, I shall remain truthful in the face of uncertainty; to remain headstrong in the face of adversity Everything is working out for it’s highest good Your thoughts, happen! School Bali | 3:37

WhenThingsFallApart

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So, now we’re back to reality

I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of Lol

I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex

I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid. It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity

I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit To be non selective

I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year

I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me. They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most

I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.

I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment

I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it.

AllUpToSource

To be honest, I’m really stark tired and exhausted. Just arrived here in Florence, Italy from Rome and Assisi. Gonna take a shower, then call it a day. I love you.

Villa Morghen | Florence | 11:26 h e n T h i n g s F a l l A p a r t

Let’s be on purpose today I’m your friend and your greatest ally I want you to succeed just like I want you to grow What I need form you is focus and being willing to cut all of the bullsh*t happening in our life right now You’re already the Drè Baybay - a passionate, committed, powerful soul! There’s no limit! Now let’s begin by decluttering our thoughts, shall we?

18 August

Museo Nacional Centro de Arte Reina Sofía | Madrid | 2:51 PM

So, now we’re back to reality

I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of Lol

I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex

I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid. It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity

I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit To be non selective

I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year

I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me. They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most

I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.

I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment

I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it.

Inevitability

As

I’mh e n T h i n g s F a A p a r

Honey, it’s about high time to cut the bullshit and make the most our of every moment. Live accordingly and have fun!

Operate with integrity and trust Have a vision for yourself and give birth to that vision

Be unapologetic, unreasonable, and take the biggest risks The universe is always listening, and it said yes. So stop giving power to your doubts and get busy!

Adolfo Suárez Madrid-Barajas | 12:42

So, now we’re back to reality

I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of Lol

I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex

I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid. It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity

I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit To be non selective

I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year

I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me. They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most

I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.

I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment

I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it.

NotAnotherRace

I’m

Today

Today

Today h e n T h i n g s F a A

Expecting

So, now we’re back to reality

I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of Lol

I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex

I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid. It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity

I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit To be non selective

I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year

I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me. They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most

I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.

I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment

I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it.

OpenPerception

Incessant h e n T h i n g s F a A p

Today, I woke slept and I woke up with dread and anxiety. Drè, 2019 na! Please don’t fell into the petty habit of comparing yourself to others and into the deadly habit of rekindling past mistakes! We will have our time! For we’re with the Light and the Light is within us! Make this day count! You’re living! Your a Light in this physical world of forms Lorenzo

How I missed you! For the past month, I’ve been over and under, experiencing my highest highs and down to my lowest lows Seeing myself to really strive for greatness everyday make me think a lot of thoughts I’ve never thought of before and ask questions I’ve never asked before.

For today’s mantra, I know that you’re still feeling the void, lost, and afraid, but gurl all of those are just challenges and challenges are meant to overcome!

“As long as you know what you live for, you know your purpose, you cherish those who brought you this far, you go on.”

We got this, Drè Dad is always by your side Love you!

15 August 2019

Taiwan Taoyuan International Airport | 11:19 PM

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ThePettyHabitofComparing

Today, I woke slept and I woke up with dread and anxiety. Drè, 2019 na! Please don’t fell into the petty habit of comparing yourself to others and into the deadly habit of rekindling past mistakes! We will have our time! For we’re with the Light and the Light is within us! Make this day count! You’re living! Your a Light in this physical world of forms

ARTIST'STEXT

One of the greatest gifts that art had brought into my life is the sheer ability to cultivate a deeper sense of meaning through the full spectrum of experiences of human emotions which brought me the courage to be truthful regardless of what those who do not understand may think or say

It reminds me of my sole purpose: to be aligned to who I truly am

Prior to what I believe were true for me, it didn’t come to me on a silver platter I fought for it just as I constantly fight my internal demons and external critics. I earned it as someone taught me to remain truthful in the face of uncertainty; to remain headstrong in the face of adversity

Little did I know that all of those teachings will provide shelter on moments that I’ll need refuge the most. This is a testament of creative interpretations; of living my highest truth

This is for my future self; to unleash what has been kept and to realize what lies ahead This is for the Being who believed in me when the rest of the world doubted

For He who contradicts what others rendered to be true for them that pursuing a career in the arts is frivolous and financially unsustainable For He who trusted that I am enough; that there’s a future in the past

For He who taught me that life is one never ending stream of pain, and to grow is not to find a way to avoid that stream but, rather, to dive into it and successfully navigate its depths

For He who accepted my flaws, understood my peculiar choices, and loved me unconditionally, as who I was, who I am, and who I could become I am who I am today, not just because of me, but because of what you’d taught me

Loving your loss is the unconditional acceptance of all life and experience: the highs and the lows, the meaning and meaninglessness

It meant loving one ’ s pain; embracing one ’ s suffering It meant closing the separation between one ’ s desires and reality, not by striving for more desires but simply desiring reality

And while art doesn’t put much food on the table, (not for all, at least) just as a tycoon in this Darwinian world of survivability and capitalism would, I’ll forever choose to be that soulful thriving artist For I know that I am suffering for the right reasons