A COLLECTION OF THE RECENT WORKS OF DRÈ BAYBAY AmorFati 2019 - 2020 . BACKROOM CATALOGUE FROM THE 2020 ART IN THE PARK PHILIPPINES ALL RIGHTS RESERVED, 2020
After overcoming the struggle cycle: from looking for inspiration to actual execution, from weaving the narratives of the concept to inviting deeply loved friends and family to my first exhibit, and from surrendering to one ' s creative language to the gruelling act of putting a price tag on my own flesh and blood, I’ve come to understand that things are not as they appear to be.
On this first attempt to venture into the “art world”, with my first online selling participation, I’d love to hate not putting this great wisdom into the real test.
Her various works are grounded on the exploration of the intersection of the seven arts of the Philippines: production design fashion design, theater directing and playwriting (2015 2017), contemporary dance choreography and performing (2016 2018),andarchitecture(2015topresent)
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It is when I fully let go that my search was over.
Words will never suffice.
Words will never suffice.
And while I accept the challenge of the need to rather develop further at some areas, I take pride (and a pat on the back) in taking this step forward; of sharing a piece of my Life with all of you
Like all of you, I grew up believing that what counts most in our lives is that which will occur in the future In creating one ’ s path, I’ve come to appreciate the depth of the wisdom ingrained in finding the balance between control and letting go; of enduring and being the grounded warrior of everyday
Noe Andrè B. Baybay (b 1998) is a 21 year old queer multidisciplinary artist (currently represented by The Authenticity Zero Collective) and a senior architecture student at the School of Design and Arts, De La Salle College of Saint Benilde, Manila
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Today, I work and I let go. I allow things to unfold on their own, as everything works for the highest good I work, perform, and deliver, while holding the knowing that the universe is supplying me with everything that I need Today is nothing but an opportunity of rewiring, cleansing, and reconnecting I’ll be a constant observer of my thoughts, words, and actions I emanate stability and adaptability to every rising circumstance. I’m already there It’s time to work on my own life, while giving notice to everyone I am the Master of my Fate, the Captain of my Soul Got nothing to prove, for I was born worthy The search is over. The need is gone. 11August2020)
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There’s a handful of things that regurgitates in my head right now. I guess I really needed to pull my shit together and start to build a strong foundation a solid morning routine. I needed to value my self and how I can manage myself for the better. Nevertheless, I can feel the inner change and the baby steps are gradually morphing into a massive turn that develops my internal and external self
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Keep the spirit within! And if it perishes, always remember that it will all be a fleeting feeling; all fleeting glory I’m proud of you I invariably am After all, we each are always going through something. It is how we react to the things that befall us that defines who we are I love you, my other half
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this moment I really want to burst in tears, for I know that me and mom are with Dad, drinking coffee I couldn’t thank you more, universe
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Today, I’m expanding myself more to greater heights and connecting to my higher vibration as I hold on to my confidence and self assurance not just in everything that I do, but also in every circumstance that correlate to a lesson that I needed to learn at any specific moment.
27 August 2019 Álvaro Siza Viera | Porto | 6:05 PM It'sNotAboutYou 2019,AmorFatiCollection MixedMedia(Ink,Acrylic,Paper)onBristol 20"x30" Framed
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By the way, I got a great quote from Mark today, “The quickest way to change yourself is to realize that there’s no real self to change ” Day2 (11 12August2020) www.artinthepark.ph
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I heard that your math exam had been cancelled. Ha! Now off your go to win this morning. Its fine that you didn’t meditate, it’s better to feel that way than force yourself and sacrifice the quality of your meditation right? You get pass, gurl! But please, win this one, okay?
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I love you, my other half.
It’s been two days in Rome and the entire idea that I’m finally in Italy hasn’t sunk in yet Maybe I still need more time to adjust Gahd! I’m in love with you, Rome! You’re like no other.
I really hope that you still connect from your own source of wisdom from within, as you get bombarded by a lot of different things, both good and bad, in this busy yet lovely city
14 August 2018 Domus Carmelitaña | Rome | 12:54 AM
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To always choose to deal with the problem, rather than ignoring the problem
To always choose to allow my money to work for me, rather than working for money.
To always choose to be on the driver seat, rather than being the passenger
To always choose to live, rather than just survive
To always choose to serve for the collective good, rather than serving myself and others.
To always choose to live the life I want, rather than living the life society wants
To always choose to spend my time growing, rather than spending it on being entertained
Today, I know that I am guided There’s no need to buy the thoughts of worry and doubt. Doing so, allows me to follow the path of which serves me the most. The path of least resistance, the path of self limitation over self indulgence. I am always guided wherever I stand Trust without execution is non sense, just as self love without self accountability is bullshit Today, I commit to the truth that I am the sum of all of the choices I make in life; to expand myself in all areas of improvement while choosing the right choices:
To always choose to listen to my intuition, rather than my heart and mind.
To always choose to be surrounded with winners, rather than with losers
To always choose the partner that will reshape the direction I’m heading in, rather than the picture-perfect partner
To always choose to secure the future, rather than enjoying the moment.
To always choose to risk it all creatively, rather than playing it safe.
To always choose to deal with failure, rather than dealing with the regret of not trying at all.
To always choose to move to the city that suits my needs the most, rather than staying in the city where I was born
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02 September 2018 Summit Ridge Tagaytay | 2:53 PM
I hope you’re feeling better now. You see, life isn’t always about gold an glamour. Cherish the best as if it was your worst and cherish the worst as if it was your best. Always utter your utmost sincerity to the hand; the vast multiverse. Man made labels of fame, fortune, and power are all fleeting, as all glory are fleeting. We’re nothing but a momentary speck within an indifferent universe. Always fully connect to your Being.
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Go All The Way by Charles Bukowski | 20 August 2019
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All the others are a test of your endurance Of how much you really want to do it I’ll do it. Despite rejection and the worst odds. And it’ll be better than anything else, I could ever imagine If you’re going to try, go all the way There is no other feeling like that I will be alone with the gods and the nights will flame with fire. do it!
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All the way.
It could mean, not eating and sleeping for 3 or 4 days It could mean, freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail It could mean derision Mockery Isolation. Isolation is the gift
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If you’re going to try, go all the way Otherwise, don’t even start If you’re going to try, go all the way. This could mean losing relationships, wives, relatives, jobs, and maybe your mind Go all the way
ALL THE WAY
I will ride life straight to perfect laughter It’s the only good fight there is.
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I’ve come to understand and see live in action the importance of the underrated grounding meditation It makes your thoughts clearer, more vivid It creates a positive energy field for trust, compassion, and integrity.
I’ve come to respect and extend my patience to people around me They’re playing their own version of the game, and I guess small and incremental gestures of appreciation can go far and it will serve me the most.
I’ve come to learn the importance of my well being It’s all on me Nothing to blame for; nothing to seek for approval for I am an extraordinary being.
I’ve come to learn to navigate my way of thinking and be extra cautious in creating false stories. It’s never bad nor shameful to present yourself through your own lens Everyone invents their identities, everyone creates their purpose So stay respectful, then f*ck it
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I’ve come to appreciate the importance of creating and setting the mood first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening. It’s the eternal moment to plant the seed of abundance and prosperity for the remaining days of the year
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So, now we’re back to reality I just want to highlight that this trip impacted me in ways undreamt of. Lol. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7. 8 30 May 2019 Henann Alona Beach Resort | Bohol | 12:31 PM
I’ve come to learn how annoying my mom could be Haha! But I guess, through observing my physical being reacting to opportunities that the universe keeps on giving me, I’ve learned the lesson of accepting the wholeness of the fruit. To be non selective
I’ve come to appreciate the balance that this life offers. My state of balance and equanimity, my responsibility My responsibilities, my commitment
I’ve come to appreciate where I am at this point in my life That all of my greatest desires are all residing, waiting for me to be vibrationally aligned in my vortex.
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I just want to remind you that I’ve seen your growth You’re a gifted thinker I’d love to be part of your success story and I think it’s only a matter of time before you can ever possess the fruits of your hard earned labor You are worthy! So make the most out of your time. 06 November 2018
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I would like to welcome myself back Haha Enough of the drama and all of the burden of this finals and the Italy trip Yas! You read that right Yah gurl’s going to Italia! Huhu Anyway, let’s keep the emotions aside. I’ll try to go now to class, though it seems early, ‘cause it looks like it’s about to rain
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Today and this weekend, know that you are on the right track The answer to your prayers is on its way, so stay positive Choose peace and stay calm, even if you cannot see the way forward completely If you had a yes/no question in mind when you picked a card, then the answer is yes, and you are supported. You are being asked to also honor other people's perspectives with patience & humility What you want to manifest is indeed possible, but you have to devote time and effort into it You know what to do Rise to the occasion, burn away the stagnant energy and use your inner fire to create. h e n T h i n g s F a l l A p a r
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I’ll explore more, learn more, and feel more Indeed, it'll be a once in a lifetime opportunity that has been entrusted on me, and to be honest, I couldn’t get any more blessed
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This is definitely one for the books!
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It’s been what, like 6 hours? Haha!
I really want to make the most out of this opportunity.
Let’s catch some rest I love you!
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Today is a new start
Eradicate all forms of negative energy and make the most of every moment. The future is non existent. The past is non existent. I am one and born of the universe and nothing can stop me. Not even my self impsosed fear and doubt. I’ll watch it come and I’ll watch it go as I remain adamant walking and entering my vortex. I’ll be vibrationally aligned to what I want and what I need. I’ll develop more positive mental attitude and connect to my spirit even more , I’ve already won! And everything around me is a direct manifestation of what is. I am fueled I am fired up more than ever
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And just like Thic Quang Duc, I shall remain truthful in the face of uncertainty; to remain headstrong in the face of adversity Everything is working out for it’s highest good Your thoughts, happen!
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Let’s be on purpose today I’m your friend and your greatest ally I want you to succeed just like I want you to grow What I need form you is focus and being willing to cut all of the bullsh*t happening in our life right now You’re already the Drè Baybay - a passionate, committed, powerful soul! There’s no limit! Now let’s begin by decluttering our thoughts, shall we?
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To be honest, I’m really stark tired and exhausted. Just arrived here in Florence, Italy from Rome and Assisi. Gonna take a shower, then call it a day. I love you.
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Operate with integrity and trust Have a vision for yourself and give birth to that vision
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As we start this new day of limitless possibilities, I’ve come to learn how the greater force is always at work. The universe is willing to play with me, if I allow it to. beyond ready for my becoming As I step onto focus, responsibility, and commitment, I’ll create more doors of abundance and prosperity
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Honey, it’s about high time to cut the bullshit and make the most our of every moment. Live accordingly and have fun!
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Be unapologetic, unreasonable, and take the biggest risks The universe is always listening, and it said yes. So stop giving power to your doubts and get busy!
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Expecting great thing to happen and make the most out of this day, from introspection to working my tikkun and everything in wanna talk to myself more and I wanna read more Know more and learn better. love you, my other half
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27 August 2018 La Biennale di Venezia | Arsenale | 11:26 AM I’m beginning to appreciate the small things in life I know I’m bound for real greatness and I’m proving it today. Today I chose happiness over past rumination Today I chose abundance over conformity Today I chose enlightenment over entitlement Today, I chose to live. March 09, 2019
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Today, I woke slept and I woke up with dread and anxiety. Drè, 2019 na! Please don’t fell into the petty habit of comparing yourself to others and into the deadly habit of rekindling past mistakes! We will have our time! For we’re with the Light and the Light is within us! Make this day count! You’re living! Your a Light in this physical world of forms
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Happy first day of April, b*tch! Can we go straight to this sentence I’ve never felt so fucking great about myself No more sugarcoating No more buying of excuses Put in the work Hold your ego just as yo hold your thoughts. You’re doing great, sweetie. of Design and 8:36
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Focus more in the effort and not much in the results on your work and your work will prove your worth. our life begins
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How I missed you! For the past month, I’ve been over and under, experiencing my highest highs and down to my lowest lows Seeing myself to really strive for greatness everyday make me think a lot of thoughts I’ve never thought of before and ask questions I’ve never asked before.
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For today’s mantra, I know that you’re still feeling the void, lost, and afraid, but gurl all of those are just challenges and challenges are meant to overcome!
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“As long as you know what you live for, you know your purpose, you cherish those who brought you this far, you go on.”
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For He who contradicts what others rendered to be true for them that pursuing a career in the arts is frivolous and financially unsustainable
Prior to what I believe were true for me, it didn’t come to me on a silver platter I fought for it just as I constantly fight my internal demons and external critics. I earned it as someone taught me to remain truthful in the face of uncertainty; to remain headstrong in the face of adversity
For He who accepted my flaws, understood my peculiar choices, and loved me unconditionally, as who I was, who I am, and who I could become I am who I am today, not just because of me, but because of what you’d taught me
This is for the Being who believed in me when the rest of the world doubted
For He who trusted that I am enough; that there’s a future in the past
For He who taught me that life is one never ending stream of pain, and to grow is not to find a way to avoid that stream but, rather, to dive into it and successfully navigate its depths
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One of the greatest gifts that art had brought into my life is the sheer ability to cultivate a deeper sense of meaning through the full spectrum of experiences of human emotions which brought me the courage to be truthful regardless of what those who do not understand may think or say
It reminds me of my sole purpose: to be aligned to who I truly am
And while art doesn’t put much food on the table, (not for all, at least) just as a tycoon in this Darwinian world of survivability and capitalism would, I’ll forever choose to be that soulful thriving artist For I know that I am suffering for the right reasons
This is for my future self; to unleash what has been kept and to realize what lies ahead
It meant loving one ’ s pain; embracing one ’ s suffering It meant closing the separation between one ’ s desires and reality, not by striving for more desires but simply desiring reality
Loving your loss is the unconditional acceptance of all life and experience: the highs and the lows, the meaning and meaninglessness
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Little did I know that all of those teachings will provide shelter on moments that I’ll need refuge the most. This is a testament of creative interpretations; of living my highest truth
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