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INAUGURATION

FINDING MY ROOTS

FALL/WINTER TRENDS

FINANCES

ISLAMIC PERSPECTIVE

GREEN FINGERS

DIARY OF AN ALIEN

INSPIRING ENTREPRENUER

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STUDENT VOICES

LIFESTYLE

JOURNALISM 2014 A SECOND CHANCE WHAT’S THE DEAL POETRY

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CREATIVE EXPRESSIONS

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EDITOR’S LETTER In an effort to maintain our position as the student voice of Essex County College, this edition of the Observer embodies my vision of colorful collaborations with students of various majors.

Changes in the journalism industry have led to a digital convergence where the majority of individuals consume news through online media. Print media has transformed into a strong analytical news outlet while digital platforms provide real-time learnings.

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Our online media platforms provide the ECC community with breaking news updates, but where does that leave our print platform? What is the ECCO magazine’s role in this ever changing landscape?

I see the ECCO as an archive, a time capsule of particular moments in time. What were ECC students feeling in 2014? What was the pulse, the thread of the student voice? The Observer answers those questions and urges you find your voice. Aside from journalism, the ECCO now offers a space for students in the arts to truly unleash their creative potential.

The inauguration of Dr. Gale E. Gibson as the 7th president of ECC correlates to this notion of change, of a new era for Essex County College.

This era takes community collaborations to a new peaks. Despite budget cuts across the board, the ECC community continues to effectively leverage existing resources to create new and better resources for the College as a whole.

In our feature spreads, you’ll gain insight into how the ECC DREAM Team joins forces with students in and out of ECC to spark change and save undocumented individuals from deportation.

Across the globe, student voices gain strength in numbers as thousands take to the streets to protest for social justice.

Creative Expressions, a new segment of the ECCO, will captivate your imagination through different mediums of art.

In our new philosophy column, “Conversing with Myself”, our columnist will force you to ponder, ‘Who am I? What defines me?’

The ECCO has found it’s new identity and invites you to find your roots by experiencing a taste of the student voice.

PHOTO CREDIT: EZRA LAWRENCE PRESIDENT GALE E. GIBSON AND I AT THE INAUGURATION GALA!

Sincerely,

ALISSA LOPEZ | EDITOR-IN-CHIEF

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ALISSA LOPEZ Editor In Chief | ROSA CARCAMO Managing Editor | KENYATTA CROKETT Senior Editor | JANET SONGONUGA News Editor | JHOSUET DAVALOS Features Editor | ZIH-NIYAH LEWIS Op-Ed Editor | DOROTHY FREEMAN Sports Editor | LEV ZIBERMINTS Student Life Editor | GABRIELLE GIACOMETTI Lifestyle Editor | CECELIA BATTLEW Creative Content Editor | MONICA LEWIS Social Media Editor | LAURA COOPER Advice Columnist | JERIMIAH AVILES Philosophy Columnist STAFF WRITERS: BRIANA WINBUSH | CARLEINE CLERVIL | IWEZE FRACIS | JESSICA BENNETT | JUSTIN RICH | NATHALIE VALLE | TARRICK TUCKER MICHELLE LONGMORE Designer | MICHAEL A. WATTKIS Editorial Advisor | EILEEN DEFREECE , JENNIFER WAGER , JINA LEE Advisors | PATRICIA SLADE Associate Dean, Student Life and Activities ALL INAUGURATION & SPORTS PHOTOS ARE COURTESY OF THE DEPARTMENT OF MARKETING & COMMUNICATIONS

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A NEW ERA FOR ECC

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BY LEV D. ZILBERMINTS | STUDENT LIFE EDITOR AND ALISSA LOPEZ | EDITOR-IN-CHIEF

mid great fanfare, Dr. Gale E. Gibson was inaugurated as the seventh president of Essex County College on October 17, 2014, making her the second woman to lead the College.

Gibson’s investiture ceremony took place before a packed room in the ECC physical education building. Attending dignitaries included college presidents, student leaders, ECC faculty, politicians and alumni.

President Gibson has been a part ECC since 2011. Before her role as President, Gibson served as the Senior Vice President for Academic Affairs and Chief Academic Officer. In her tenure as Interim President, ECC was awarded over $24 million in

grant funds that support initiatives to increase student graduation and retention rates and new partnerships.

record of exceptional leadership as you have worked to strengthen and expand Essex County College over the past years.”

BOT Treasurer Michellene Davis hosted the Investiture and expressed, “We are about to go so high under this great new leadership that the sky is not ready.”

Essex County Executive Joseph DiVincenzo congratulated ECC on its inauguration of a new president. DiVincenzo said, “Dr. Yamba has big shoes to fill, but if there’s one person who can fill them it’s Dr. Gale E. Gibson.” Dr. A. Zachary Yamba received a thundering ovation from the audience. Dr. Yamba was president from 1980-2010, the longest presidency in the College’s history.

Representatives from colleges and universities from all over New Jersey and beyond attended the Inauguration Ceremony. These included the Chancellor of Rutgers-Newark, Nancy Cantor; presidents of William Paterson, Rowan and many other schools. Dignitaries who could not attend sent letters of congratulations to President Gibson.

In his letter, U.S. Senator Cory A. Booker said, “This appointment speaks to your

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culture of excellence combined with a mission to serve everyone seeking a better life through education.”

“ECC is viewed as a stepping stone; a pathway; a gateway that takes you someplace else; a second chance; a new beginning; a place that provides opportunity…

Our path to exceed expectations is to dedicate all of our talents, abilities and resources to the realization of our goals and ambitions. We are doing this by trying to reach out to everyone in the community who shares our vision of higher education in Essex County...”

the individual, it’s about all of us collectively working together for the best of this county college.”

Dr. Yamba’s keynote address reflected on the history of ECC and its present circumstance in Essex County. “Essex County College found its place in the community, and the community found its heart in the College.”

Yamba described his confidence in President Gibson’s ability to lead Essex County College. He portrayed Gibson as, “a leader who hails from the island of Barbados and comes well prepared to rise and meet the challenges of the present and to build upon the presidential legacy of excellence for the future.”

“Dr. Gale E. Gibson has been passed the torch, a torch that will inform her of the College’s past and inspire her vision for the future of Essex County College… If you want to walk fast, walk alone. If you want to go far, walk together. Dr Gibson wants to go far together with Essex County College,” Yamba explained.

Calvin W. Souder, chair of the BOT, echoed Yamba’s words, “You don’t know where you’re going unless you know from where you’ve come.” Souder administered the oath of office and called President Gibson “the dynamic individual we need.”

New green robes that were worn by the trustees and the president debuted at the investiture. According to the event program, the wearing of the green robes begins a new tradition. From now on, the green robes will be worn at major ceremonies, such as graduation and presidential inaugurations.

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online options to support the broad needs of students.

Gibson detailed the College Ready Program which is designed to decrease the number of students taking remedial courses at ECC by educating high school students with college prep coursework.

Gibson detailed the Program’s success, “This year, fourteen students from East Side High School graduated with their high school diplomas along with their Associate’s Degrees in Liberal Arts from Essex County College.”

Gibson reflected on her past experiences in her address. Like many students at Essex County College, Gibson was an immigrant from Barbados and sought education as her key to success.

“Today I reflect on my grandmother…

She is the one who told me, when I came to America from Barbados at the age of eight, that education would be my key to achievement and it would enable me to do anything I wanted. She would also be proud to know that my life is dedicated to putting this all-important key to achievement into the hands of as many students as possible. So, today I thank her and my parents who, like so many other immigrants, came to this country seeking new opportunities to fulfill their dreams of a brighter future for themselves and their children,” said Gibson.

“I come before you to tell a new story about Essex. I come to share with you a vision about the growth of Essex. I come to ask you to join the College in spreading the message about who we are and where we are going. I come to tell you about our successes that seem to be unknown. I am talking about how we exceed expectations! How through our collective efforts we exceed mimics; exceed wishes; exceed imaginations; exceed academic achievements; and exceed the hopes and dreams of all who enter our doors… We have a

President Gibson is optimistic about future collaborations with schools and businesses in her effort to continually provide students with richer experiences.

“We are a school for extraordinary achievers. We are a college with competitive academic programs. Our collaborations; our partnerships; our promise; our delivery of services; our expert faculty; our resources; our expectations; our impact on the community speaks for our position as a beacon of light in Essex County. As my grandmother would say, you are placed in a position for a reason.

And I believe, with my whole being, that I am placed in Newark as the President of Essex County College. Dr. Yamba has built me a house to lead and I will continue the greatness of this College and to help spread the message about how we motivate, how we educate and how we graduate students- and those students excel, prosper and grow… Robert Browning said, ‘A man’s reach should exceed his grasp. Or what’s heaven for?’ We ask you to support us and to help spread the good news about Essex County College as we continue on our path to exceed expectations.”

The Presidential Inaugural Scholarship drive continues to grow as do the successes of Essex County College.

The President of the Essex County Foundation Board, Edna Baugh, announced that the Foundation made a $25,000 contribution to the Presidential Inaugural Scholarship. “The availability of scholarships is the single greatest need for both our students and the College,” explained Baugh.

Since the Inauguration Gala of President Gibson, Executive Dean of Student Success Susan Mulligan reported that over $100,000 has been raised for scholarship funding at the Academic Forum held on October 30th.

“We are standing at a new era in time where we stand, shoulder to shoulder, to behold the greatness of the next chapter of Essex County College,” said Michellene Davis.

CAPITAL COLLABORATION

BY ALISSA LOPEZ | EDITOR-IN-CHIEF

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ssex County College continues to feel the effects of budget cuts which have hit the campus hard this academic year. Despite setbacks, the ECC community is working together to attain new collaborations and partnerships for more resources.

Across the board, students, faculty, staff and even administrators are having to do more with less as enrollment in community colleges in many states nationwide continues to drop due to demographic shifts and an improving economy.

The data comparisons of ECC’s Operating Budget for fiscal year 2015 show a consistent decrease in the percentage of revenues from Essex County and the state of New Jersey. In layman’s terms, ECC will continue to rely less upon those factions for revenue in coming years.

Consequently, the balance of the College’s budget continues to rely upon tuition and fees. In the Team Work Makes the Dream Work workshop session, Assistant Dean Marva Mack stated, “Enrollment is 60% of the College’s revenue.”

In her Inaugural address, President Gibson stated, “One thing that keeps me up at night is the painful reality that each year at this time we drop hundreds of students because they lack the funds to pay for college. If all the students who applied to the College could afford their tuition, then we would see a dramatic increase in graduation rates.”

The current graduation rate is 8%, placing ECC dead last in the state for graduation rates among community colleges. If graduation rates increased, ECC’s funding

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from Essex County and the state of New Jersey would also increase. Thus, the budget would not rely so heavily on tuition and fees.

The Office of Recruitment & Retention and the Academic Advisory Council continues to develop new initiatives to increase graduation and retention rates. A comprehensive institution wide plan for advisement was one of the outcomes.

The plan includes increased overall support through matriculation plans and student intake and recruitment policy changes, such as on site recruitment and instant admission, which tends to be 30% of the new student registration.

These new initiatives are the result of strength based collaborations from every facet of the College. The administration, faculty and staff leveraged existing resources to create new ones. ECC’s students are following suit in response to the budget cuts.

The consequences of budget cuts are clearly recognized on campus by faculty and students. In the spring semester, it was common to see the caravan of teachers picking up equipment from the MPT department.

Eliminating part-time staff has disrupted the workflow of teachers, and thus, their students. Widespread layoffs have had negative effects on students who struggle with a lack of available resources.

Director of the Student Learning Center Samantha Roberts sees students suffering.

“Last year we had about $239,000 for the budget and we did go over a bit. This year

we have $162,000.”

This substantial drop of funds has produced a lack of tutors on campus. The Student Learning Center had an abundance of over 40 tutors last year. In 2014, the Center is down to 26 tutors.

Robert projects that there will only be enough funding for 16 students in the 2015 spring semester. The struggle continues, not only for students seeking advisement, but also for their tutors who face the challenge of multitasking with multi level disciplines.

At the Academic Forum held on October 30th, Student Government Association (SGA) President Jessica Bennett (then the Vice President) voiced the concerns of students that there is no transfer advisor this semester. Executive Dean of Student Success Susan Mulligan stated that students seeking all types of advisement can find assistance in the new Advisement Center in the red area.

Career counseling has been cut down to four counselors. There is now only one disabled student specialist.

Among the concerns voiced at the Academic Forum was the inability to access a computer before 8:30am on campus.

The hours of operation of computer labs, which no longer open before 8:30am, and the library have been reduced causing students to seek other outlets.

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FEATURES

DREAMERS UNITE!

BY JENNIFER D. ANANDARAJAH | CONTRIBUTING WRITER

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he Essex County DREAM Team (ECDT) was borne from the efforts of students and alumni of Essex County College that are both documented and undocumented.

These students were brought together by an ardent desire to build an organization that could fight for and promote change and opportunity for the undocumented community of Essex County.

The acronym DREAM comes from the legislative proposal first introduced to the United States Senate in 2001. The acronym stands for Development, Relief and Education for Alien Minors. The DREAMers have been earnestly at work since theTeam’s creation.

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the obstacles and injustices faced by immigrant youth and their families in an effort to spark positive reform policies.

Ultimately, ECDT aspires to implement a “sustainable grassroots movement led by DREAMers and their student allies.”

ECDT has partnered up with New Jersey DREAM Act Coalition to promote the NJ DREAM Act Campaign, working to pass the NJ Tuition Equality Act. This bill was passed and allows undocumented students to pay in-state tuition -rather than out of state, as was the past procedure- to attend public institutions of higher education in New Jersey.

This student-based organization is focused not only on policy reform, but also on providing undocumented members

of the community with a safe and secure area in which they feel welcomed, free and empowered.

A typical meeting of ECDT usually begins with the members introducing themselves and, if they choose to do so, sharing their stories. The founders of ECDT, alumni students Kamika Bennett, Jorge Burgos and Aldreen Venzon, strongly believe that each person’s story is vital to the Team as a whole.

The personal experiences of Team members in being undocumented is essential to nurturing the bond between DREAMers that will allow ECDT to remain a powerful and unified as a team. By sharing their stories, DREAMers give voice to the struggles and hardships endured by

undocumented students and their families and help to enforce change for a brighter future.

As founder Kamika Bennett stated, “It is encouraged that you share your personal stories, if you are comfortable doing so, because it is through personal testaments that barriers are broken and better futures formed.”

The DREAMer movement is taking the nation by storm and ECDT is striving to create an organization at Essex County College that has both impact and longevity.

For those who wish to lend their support and voice to the team, or simply garner a better understanding of their mission, ECDT can be contacted via email at essexdreamteam@gmail.com and/or on Facebook: Essex County DREAM Team (ECDT).

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ssex County College students banded together in the spring semester to save a recent graduate’s family from deportation to Sri Lanka.

beating drums, the 100+ crowd demanded that the family’s deportation be stopped and the Anandarajah family be given asylum in the United States.

The Anandarajah family, ethnic Tamils, belong to a minority group in Sri Lanka.

Their daughter, Jennifer Anandarajah, graduated from ECC in 2013 with a degree in English literature.

Silvia Huerta, a recent graduate and Essex County DREAM Team activist, said, “It is so obvious to us that this family deserves to stay here. We will not have peace until they [the authorities] put a stop to this [deportations]”.

The family faced deportation to Sri Lanka because their lawyer failed to file a stay of removal petition. Filing this paperwork is essential for anyone who is not a citizen and wants to stay in America.

The Team organized a petition drive, collecting hundreds of signatures to present to the immigration authorities. People came from across New Jersey to support the Anandarajah family.

They have been waging a decade-long fight to stay in America. The family stated that if they were deported back to Sri Lanka they would face torture, discrimination and death because of their Tamil ethnicity.

Julian Anandarajah was arrested by the immigration authorities in 2006 and held in detention for four years. Upon his release in 2009, Mr. Anandarajah was compelled to wear an electronic monitoring bracelet on his leg.

On March 27, a diverse group of students and immigration activists marched in front of the Immigration and Customs Enforcement building on Frelinghuysen Avenue in Newark. Chanting slogans and

In a voice choked with emotion, Julian said, “I have suffered 4 years in a detention camp.” He then pulled down his sock to reveal the electronic monitoring bracelet

that he wore for the past 3 1/2 years. The bracelet made him feel like a criminal, though all he wanted was safety for himself and his family.

After the protest, the group returned with petitions in hand. According to Christian Zamarron, an organizer with New Jersey Community United, “they [guards] did not let us go upstairs to deliver petitions.

Nor would the guards agree to deliver petitions signed by students.”

Still, their voices were heard. The Star-Ledger reported in its March 30th edition that the Anandarajah family was granted a stay of removal for a year. A March 31st press release from the Anandarajah family stated that Julian Anandarajah’s ankle bracelet had been removed.

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THE MATH

According to the Operational Budget Recommendation for Fiscal Year 2015,

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these are the figures for the budget actuals for fiscal year 2013, the budget approved for fiscal year 2015 and the projected budget for fiscal 2015: Things to Remember

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major, stated, “As a computer science major, I certainly need more resources and opportunities. Because I don’t have it here, I have to go elsewhere for better resources.” Lourenco often collaborates with NJIT students as an educational outlet.

Actuals: the actual amount of money spent in a year Budget: the estimated revenue and expenditure for a year Percentage of Budget: this demonstrates how much the College relies upon an area for funding or the spending of funds Revenues: the amount of money that is coming into ECC; income; funding

Expenditures: the amount of money that is spent at ECC; spent funds

One club member spoke out about a lack of funding at the Forum. Bennett advised that all clubs will eventually receive funding.

At the Inter Club Council meeting on October 7th, SGA Treasurer Jason Field stated, “The SGA’s budget for club funds was cut from $4,000 to $1,000.”

Assistant Dean of Student Life and Activities Patricia Slade explained that the Comptroller’s Office creates the budget for the SGA based on previous years SGA spending. “The budget was not cut arbitrarily, it was cut based on past history,” said Slade.

Last year, the traditional stipend was given to clubs, however the funds were never used, therefore, the Comptroller’s Office changed the budget. Various student club leaders have expressed frustration that the SGA is not allocating funds for their budgets this year.

Even with the cuts, student clubs are rising to meeting the challenge. As a brand new club without any funding, the Environmental Action Team quickly realized their need to seek outside resources for various events.

In their smoothie sale on October 16, the club outsourced for donations such as quality fruit from the Hydroponics Greenhouse in Branch Brook Park and ice from a local Friendly’s. “It was a community effort,” said President Ugoeze Achilike.

Likewise, the Student Learning Center is outsourcing resources to fulfill the need for tutors. “We are sending a white flag for help from all departments. Come over and aid in the success of your students,” said Roberts.

Students are being hit hard by the budget crunch. Although tuition has not increased since 2010, fees were increased this academic year.

The administration continues to address

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Break Down:

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This data illustrates a consistent decrease in the College’s reliance upon the State of New Jersey and the County of Essex for funding through the percentage of revenues. Therefore, the College will rely heavily upon Tuition and Fees for funding now and in the coming years.

The Total Revenues continue to increase.

Instruction: this includes general academic instruction, expenses for both credit and non-credit activities, etc.

There is a steady increase in expenditures and a fluctuating percentage of expenditures. In layman’s terms, ECC is spending more money on Instruction while the College’s reliance upon Instruction fluctuates.

Public Service: this can range from conferences, institutes, general advisory service, etc. There is a slight decrease in expenditures and a steady decrease in the percentage of expenditures. In layman’s terms, ECC is spending less money on Public Service and will rely upon the area less in coming years.

the situation by raising funds for scholarships to offset the increasing cost of a college education. Recently, President Gibson inaugurated a Presidential Inaugural Scholarship drive which has raised over $100,000 in student scholarships thus far.

During this time of financial austerity, new collaborations and partnerships are vital to the success of students and ECC overall. It is heartening to see that students, faculty, staff and the administration are working to meet the cuts with creativity and energy.

The ECC community will continue to collaborate with people in and out of ECC to attain essential resources despites cuts.

In the Student Learning Center, Roberts asks, “No matter what the obstacle is, do you have enough tenacity, enough desire, to push against what you face?”

Academic Support: this ranges from the upkeep of the library, media such as audiovisual services, academic administration, etc. There is a slight decrease in expenditures and a steady decrease in the percentage of expenditures. In layman’s terms, ECC is spending less money on Academic Support and will rely upon the area less in coming years.

Student Services: this includes exposure to and participation in social, cultural, recreational, intellectual and governance activities. The expenditures and percentage of expenditures are fluctuating. In layman’s terms, the amount of money that ECC spends on Student Services and how much the College relies upon this area will continue to rise and fall irregularly.

Institutional Support: this covers the day-to-day operational expenses such as general administration services, legal and fiscal operations, logistical services, etc. The expenditures and percentage of expenditures are fluctuating. In Layman’s terms, the amount of money that ECC spends on Student Services and how much the College relies upon this area will continue to rise and fall irregularly.

Operation of Plant: this includes utilities, fire protection, property insurance, etc. The expenditures slightly increase while the percentage of expenditures slightly decreases. In layman’s terms, ECC is spending more money on Operation of Plant while the College will rely upon the area less in coming years.

The definitions of each sector were derived from the Integrated Postsecondary Education Data System. See the website Nces. ed.gov for full definitions.

STUDENT VOICES

FINDING MY ROOTS

BY KENYATTA CROCKETT | SENIOR EDITOR

In a world that is such a melting pot which continues to get stirred, people have a way of throwing race into the media forefront for reasons positive and negative. Race is like a sticker that labels a person for the good and bad. How do we know who’s who if not for this sticker of race?

I watched a Genealogy DNA show on PBS conducted by Henry Louis Gates Jr. at a college. College students of European descent surprisingly learned that they had African ancestry.

How can that be? There is a term called “passing”. Passing is when someone who physically looks like another race claims that identity and denies his or her culture and racial origins.

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or some of us, finding our roots may be as easy as skimming through a photo album, talking to grandma or looking in the mirror.

However, for others, finding our roots may start and end in the same places.

I began a journey to find where my family linage began. Grandma and photo albums only took me so far.

My mirror told a story that leaves me with questions. These questions started to manifest into my everyday life.

My curiosity erupted one day when I started a journey of health. I stumbled across a video on YouTube that spoke about healing yourself with the diet of your ancestors.

How would I know the diet of my ancestors? Who are my ancestors? Where are they from?

My research led me to a genealogy DNA testing website called 23andme.com. Genealogy DNA testing examines your DNA to find genetic matches with racial groups around the world. It was there that I found answers which can solve questions for the generation before me and after me.

The process involved purchasing a $100 DNA testing kit, giving a saliva sample and sending it off. Six weeks later, I had

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the DNA results that showcased African, European, Indigenous Asian and Native American ancestry.

Within every racial category the list of tribes continued. The website also connected me with people from around the world who are relatives of mine, from 3rd to 6th cousin. I was mostly fascinated that these distant relatives are from very different racial backgrounds.

Race in America is a topic that manages to ignite heated conversation, debates and war. In recent news, mogul actress Raven Symone stated that she does not like to be labeled.

In her statement, she declared that she is not African American. Later on she released a final statement, “I never said I wasn’t black … I want to make that very clear. I said, I am not African-American.

I never expected my personal beliefs and comments to spark such emotion in people. I think it is only positive when we can openly discuss race and being labeled in America.”

Due to her origins, known and unknown, she recognizes that her bloodline is multiracial, as most Americans are.

Genealogy DNA testing would definitely enlighten Raven Symone on her specific genetic origins.

Often times black people who could pass for white did just that. These passing people began new lives with a white counterpart and started families around the world.

Genealogy DNA testing can open your mind to understanding different cultures, especially when that culture flows in your blood. Who knows, maybe some of the issues concerning race will be dimensioned when people realize they are what they dislike, or that they have a distant cousin with different features.

Finding my roots has shown me more than anything that we are all connected in some way. With a growing inbox close to a thousand strangers who are my distant relatives, I accept that.

I accept that the race label we put on each other segregates. However, the DNA, the facts, show how close we truly are.

DID YOU KNOW? The Math & Physics club offers free tutoring in the blue area!

Join the club on Monday-Friday from 9am-5pm.

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STUDENT VOICES

AN ISLAMIC PERSPECTIVE

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BY KHADIJA BINT COSTELLO | CONTRIBUTING WRITER

y name is Khadija bint Costello and I am a Muslim. For the past ten years I have listened to many comments, critiques and insults about the religion of Islam. I have to admit I wanted to scream the question, “Honestly, what do you know about Islam?” Everyone will have an opinion about Islam, and there is nothing you or I can do or say about it. However, together we can educate the minds of those who choose to be educated.

By educating these minds we are able to start new discussions and educational debates.

This will help these individuals to appreciate and celebrate the differences and similarities of each other. Education is important because we have stopped constructing healthy dialogues. Many are suspicious of anyone who doesn’t look, speak or dress like the typical American or European. If we don’t share the same pew, we are terrorists. If we don’t wear midriff pants and shirts or wear a ton of makeup, we are oppressed. If we don’t share the same pigmentation, we are inferior.

Wake up! We all bleed, we all breathe oxygen and we all are humans. We are all inhabitants of Earth, with Muslims, Hindus, Christians and Jews sharing this beautiful planet and wanting peace for all. We need to understand and respect our differences. That is why I am writing an article about Islam. Honestly, I don’t know where to start.

I don’t know where to start because I am ignorant about how much the reader knows about Islam. Therefore, I pose a question to you: What would you like to know about Islam? Do you want to know about the famous Hijab and why Muslim women wear it or don’t wear it? Or, would you like to know about Sharia Law and what it entails? Or, maybe you just want to know about the history of Islam?

If you are interested in learning about Islam, or just want to have a question answered, please send your inquiries to queenc65@live.com. It will be a pleasure to answer all of your questions. Some answers may need more time than others so please be patient. I will answer your questions in a reasonable time.

May your day be a beacon of light for all to follow.

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BY IMANE ERRAYES | CONTRIBUTING WRITER

physically made it to the U.S.- the country of my dreams; my ideals; the country of my freedom and liberties. It seems as if I have met everyone and seen everything, but there is still much to do.

Looking back, I see that my perception of the world has always been subtle and candid. Since coming to the U.S., I have learned just how truly great this country is.

America is great on its surface, great in its perfections and equally great in its contradictions. The U.S. is great in its flaws- great in its ups and downs as well.

Coming from a religiously open Muslim country, I have learned to correlate between modernism and traditionalism; dogma and science; me and the other.

The transition to this country has made me aware of how prevalent prejudice can be.

If there are two groups that are constantly subject to defamation in the media, it is minorities and Muslims.

Both of these groups are portrayed negatively in the

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media.

It is all part of a bigger, well designed plan to brainwash doltish and feeble-minded people who do not choose to seek real truth. Muslims and minorities serve as the perfect representation of the bizarre and the scary unknown.

The word media originated from the Latin term ‘tunica media’ which is defined as middle layer. The mass media is the contemporary medium of the dissemination of information, but in my humble opinion, today’s media prioritizes sales while the press is definitely prioritizing information.

Media outlets are mainly owned by tycoons who made their fortunes in the petroleum business or as producers of war-related items (often various types of plastics). Corporate media promotes many false assumptions about Muslims and minorities. It also conveys a presumption of guilt about them as well.

Corporate media glorifies the violence that makes the elites richer. Petroleum and plastics are the two main materials used in weapons production. Mass media sells false wars, and we need to be aware of this.

Since I came here, I have noticed people taking a growing interest in me. I represent everything that is beyond the ocean; everything that comes from the faraway lands; everything that was once called ‘Oriental’; everything foreign.

People often pepper me with questions, but rarely do they ask the right ones.

Let’s think deeper upon this subject- let’s discuss the ‘why’ and ‘how’ of the matter with more depth.

Regardless of how people perceive others, and how intellectually gifted some people are, as soon as the ‘serious talk’ starts the biased beliefs surface. “Arabs believe this, Arabs do that…”

We need to stop and ask ourselves, “Who am I to judge another?” and “Upon what criteria am I basing these judgments?” Each of us has our own perspective, but what is the main problem behind cultural and religious discrimination?

Humans are primitive animals that have evolved throughout time- going from foragers to hunters and gatherers to kingsand yet we seem to remain quite incompetent. We are individualistic by nature, as well as self-centered, and often inspired by the most obsolete reasons.

to judge and are able to discern evilness and false virtues.

In all of that, we still love and compassion is shown. To consider that everyone who has will and presently exists has their own individual way of thinking about things is simply mind-blowing.

IMMIGRANT TIES

Understanding how humans behave, interact with and react to the environment and to each other isn’t work for little minds. We are the most advanced creatures, and yet, still simplistic enough to be guided by the primitive instinct to avoid pain and seek out pleasure.

We are an experiment, you and I,

We should be applying this fundamental inclination to how we choose to perceive each other as well. Avoid the pain created from our false sense of separation and seek out the pleasure that comes with learning that, in essence, we are all the same.

God Bless America.

Of a system that plays fools Against each other.

We have our assigned roles: You are the norm, And I am the anomaly.

Let us assume our characters.

You become the helpless hunter, While I become the powerless prey.

NEOTERIC CANAAN I parted the Red Sea In search of a rumor: A land abound With milk and honey.

For 40 years and a night, I covered barren wastelands

You are not the villain in this story.

Neither am I the only victim.

The puppeteer pulls his strings: I hide in plain sight because You’ve got your finger on the trigger; Pull it back hard and let go Watch me fall in a pool of –

With constellations of footfalls;

The same red that flows through your own veins.

Wetting my parched lips

Stain your cobblestoned path to hell

With the sweat of my own brow, In red, white, and blue.

Until I arrived at the Gates Of America the Beautiful.

Jennifer D. Anandarajah Jennifer D. Anandarajah

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STUDENT VOICES

A SECOND

CHANCE

BY JESSICA BENNETT | STAFF WRITER

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here are many quotes and affirmations that stand out to me on a daily basis. I recall a Sunday afternoon in the spring of 2013, sitting across from a close friend of mine discussing the pros and cons of returning to school in the fall.

“Are you sure that this is what you want to do?” my friend asked, concerned.

I elevated my head to share my response, and on the wall of the café was a famous quote. I had visited this café previously, but had not paid much attention to the saying until now.

It was a quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson, “Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.” In that instant I knew that I was making the right decision, as I silently read the quote to myself.

Nine years had passed. During this time I saw old classmates graduating from medical and law school. I had become discouraged.

Throughout my life, I have endured countless circumstances that I was not initially prepared to handle. These ranged from starting over in a new country, for the second time at the age of twelve, to being rejected from colleges because of my status as an undocumented immigrant.

Yet, as I sat in the café, I realized that I no longer had anything preventing me from returning to school but my own fear of failing. I had to remove the label of ‘college dropout’ from my mind.

Having tried attending college before, I wondered, ‘Would this be another failed attempt?’ When I attended my sister’s graduation in May of 2013, I vowed to my little brother that he would be back again for my graduation in two years.

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County College.

I questioned my existence on a daily basis for almost a decade. The older I got, the more confused I became as to what I wanted to do with my life.

This all changed last semester, as if I had awaken from a long slumber. I would go as far as saying that becoming a part of the Honors Program at Essex has given me the right to stay alive.

A friend of mine told me recently that he has observed that returning to school has given me a sense of direction and hope.

My friend was right. I have found direction. I am now determined to advocate for the rights of women and children living in dire circumstances beyond their control.

While leaving my home in Jamaica as a little girl, my grandmother challenged me, “Jessica, make sure you keep your head in your books, and get your education.” I did not have control over the decision to get my education, but I kept my head in my books.

When I was not reading, I was expressing my frustrations in my journals with a pen in one hand and coffee in the other. In searching for my identity, I became curious as to what it was to be a woman.

This curiosity came alive in my history classes as I began to identify with the strength of the Oracle in Chinua Achebe’s, Things Fall Apart. The historical positions of matriarchs reminded me of my own grandmother, how she became the head of a household filled with my three siblings, and me.

ingredients for Sunday’s dinner. I grew fascinated by the strength of the women in the markets, many of them carrying baskets of food seated on a towel wrapped around their heads. At the same time, a young baby is swaddled in a blanket, and secured with similar wraps to the mother’s bosom in the sweltering Caribbean heat.

This is the strength I reflect on, seeing women enduring extreme hardship, but carrying on. I smile and think to myself, not only am I a woman, but as the poet Maya Angelou said, a “Phenomenal Woman”.

Sacrificing my time and risking financial stability for a delayed success is the path I willingly embarked on last year when I enrolled at Essex County College. I do not have the slightest idea as to where my path will take me, but my desire is to study in Cape Town, South Africa.

I plan to one day make positive changes in the lives of women in South Africa. It is important for a leader to be a trailblazer, an individual that understands the methods that will lead to innovative ideas and solutions.

Traveling a path that has already been explored rarely leads to defined success; instead, it inhibits discovery. I will incorporate all my experiences to fulfill my dreams, one sleepless night at a time.

Although I am unsure of my destiny, I will continue to embark on my journey of discovery. As Emerson stated, “Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.”

I recall accompanying her to the markets early on a Saturday morning to buy the

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Pick up and drop off locations are at the Lot D Gymnasium area for the Newark campus and at the front door at the West Essex campus. Please refer to the schedule below for the times of the service.

JOURNALISM 2014: Has our obligation to society changed?

JOURNALISM 101

BY KHADIJA BINT COSTELLO | CONTRIBUTING WRITER

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ournalism’s reliability is compromised by the actions of a few. Today, journalism isn’t always about writing the truth through an objective eye.

Journalism today often focuses on giving the public a story, regardless of the pressure that is directed to a particular group of people; a specific individual; a business or a country.

What is the function of 21st century journalism? As technology moves forward, we can witness the constant transformation the world of media undergoes.

Print outlets, such as traditional newspapers and magazines, are becoming a thing of the past. The Internet has taken public media hostage- everything is online.

We are allowing all forms of news to reach the viewers, listeners and readers, yet without confirmation of the veracity of the information distributed. Journalists are responsible for conveying the truth, and yet we have to monitor how technology alters the truth.

The Society of Professional Journalists states, “The duty of the journalist is to further those ends by seeking truth and providing a fair and comprehensive account of events and issues. Conscientious journalists from all media and specialties strive to serve the public with thoroughness and honesty.

Professional integrity is the cornerstone of a journalist’s credibility...”

These words give us an idea of the code of ethics a journalist must follow. The Society of Professional Journalists Code of Ethics is one of the most accredited societies.

But can some journalists honestly say they observe these qualities, or individual characteristics, that a journalist should observe? As Web media evolves, is ethical journalism evolving with it?

WHAT’S THE DEAL? Q1.

Jessica - Hey LJ,

So, there’s this guy at my school I have liked all year, and I’m still too scared to tell him. I often look at him in class, and when he looks my way and catches me it’s quite embarrassing. All his friends give me weird looks whenever I try to talk to him, so I have kind of given up.

I really don’t know what to do, but I like him a lot. Please help!

LJ - Hi, thanks for your question.

A lot of people have similar concerns, but don’t ask just anyone for advice. It’s good that you understand how you feel and who you like (because it’s amazing how many people don’t even know their own feelings), but it’s scary and sometimes embarrassing trying to work those feelings out. It’s especially difficult when your crush’s friends notice or make jokes about it.

What do you think his thoughts are? Do you think he also likes you, but is shy, especially when his friends are around? That can happen a lot to people– they can feel as nervous and awkward as you might be feeling.

It sounds like you’ve tried to talk with him occasionally. Try doing this alone. It’s easier if his friends are not surrounding him at the time because they might make both of you feel uncomfortable.

Just saying ‘Hi’ is a start! People usually like to talk about themselves or their interests. If you have a common interest try asking him about that.

Find a common ground that both of you share. If you can’t find common ground, maybe you’re not right for each other.

Since you’re brave enough to

look and smile at him, build up the courage to chat alone and treat him like he could be a friend. Try to be confident and relaxed.

In the end, don’t feel bad if he isn’t interested in you, or not in a girlfriend sort of way. This happens to everyone sometimes.

It was good practice to better understand your feelings and learn how to show them. Either way, you courageously made a new friend!

Good luck!

Q2.

Natalie – LJ- HELP ME!

I’m in college, going on my 2nd year and I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 3 years now. I have never loved any other guy but him.

He’s my first boyfriend. But lately I feel like I’m bored with him.

Maybe we’re more like real best friends? I don’t know why I feel like this.

I cheated on him with a new friend.

Me and my new friend decided to be ‘friends with benefits.’ Even when I decide not to have sex with him he still wants to hang out and be friends anyway. I really like him and he really is a cool guy.

I feel bad about it and I don’t know what to do. Me and my boyfriend haven’t been getting along much either, even before I cheated! He doesn’t know… Should I break up with him?

Should I stop being friends with the other guy? Should I force myself to love my boyfriend?

How can I fix this horrible mess I made? I feel like dirt.

LJ - Hi and thanks for asking.

What a sticky situation! But there

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FEATURES

STUDENT

UPRISING

Across the globe, students are protesting chronic corruption and impunity for authority figures and injustice as the fight for greater democracy continues.

BY ALISSA LOPEZ | EDITOR-IN-CHIEF The following information was derived from Reuters.

Mexico City, Mexico

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ationwide protests erupted following the disappearance of 43 trainee teachers who were abducted in late September by rogue police in alliance with drug gang members. On October 2nd, tens of thousands of people marched to demand information on the missing students On November 20th, protesters clashed with riot police outside of the National Palace in Mexico City. This was just one in a series of demonstrations held by the community to voice outrage at the trainee teachers’ apparent murder in the southwestern state of Guerrero.

PHOTO CREDIT FROM BBC NEWS

Hong Kong

In a recent survey, the national statistics agency found that most crimes in Mexico went unreported or uninvestigated last year. The survey detailed how a majority of people remain silent due to a lack of faith in authorities. Police officials are often accused of fabricating evidence or abusing suspects to win convictions. Across the country, drug gangs are notorious for paying off police in local forces.

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vast majority of students in Hong Kong continue to protest Beijing’s choice to stage a “free” election with Beijing-chosen candidates. Yellow umbrellas have become the symbol of the democracy movement as individuals fight for greater democracy in Chinese government.

The heart of the city has been occupied for nearly two months as activists demand free elections for the chief executive in 2017. Beijing has said it will allow a vote in 2017, but only between pre-screened candidates.

PHOTO CREDIT FREEREPUBLIC.COM

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Protest sites of Admiralty depict colorful tents blocking key areas next to government buildings, and some of the world’s most expensive real estate, and barricades parts of the financial center.

Beijing has declared the demonstrations illegal and said law and order must be maintained in the Chinese-controlled city where scenes of violent clashes between protesters and police span across global headlines.

FERGUSON, MISSOURI

PHOTO CREDIT ALJAZEERA AMERICA

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undreds of people continue to demonstrate at the site where Michael Brown was shot and killed by a white police officer on August 9th in Ferguson, Missouri. Protesters are demanding that officer Darren Wilson, who killed the 18-year-old black teen, be indicted.

Wilson reported the killing as an act of self defense while Brown’s companion described the murder as intentional manslaughter. He described Brown with his hands up in compliance with the authority figure moments before shots were fired.

November 17th marked the 100th day since Brown’s murder. The town, and spectators across the nation, anxiously awaited the grand jury’s verdict.

On November 24th, the verdict was publicly announced by the grand jury. Wilson received no indictment- no criminal charges. Less than two weeks later, the grand jury in the Eric Garner case returned no indictments as well.

The Ferguson and Garner cases have become flashpoints for U.S. race relations and prompts activists to rethink the Black Power Movement in America.

JUSTICE FOR OUR BLACK YOUTH

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BY ZAI PERSAUD | CONTRIBUTING WRITER

t has been 59 years since the senseless torture and murder of young Emmett Louis Till in Mississippi. Not one genuine individual during that time (and today) could understand why.

Why was it necessary to beat a fourteen-year-old to death simply for calling out to a white woman? The pain of having to remember your child through one last smile, one last hug and one last goodbye will forever linger within the hearts of the Till family- like the Johnson family.

On January 11, 2013, the body of seventeen-year-old Kendrick Johnson was found rolled up in a wrestling mat in the West Lowndes High School gym located in Columbus, Mississippi. The story reached national headlines due to the disturbing events surrounding his death.

The Georgia Bureau of Investigation ruled Johnson’s death as death by “positional asphyxiation,” claiming that he suffocated while attempting to grab his sneakers located within a wrestling mat.

Much like the disturbing events that surrounded the deaths of Trayvon Martin, Eric Garner and Michael Brown, the verdict appears to be extremely strange.

African American people today are facing a reality of fear and discrimination. The same racial reality that their ancestors fought to defeat.

It is questionable whether or not the glass ceiling will ever be broken. It is questionable whether or not freedom will ring for black people in America. We can only hope that justice will prevail in future cases.

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FEATURES

NEWARK PROTESTS AGAINST GRAND JURY VERDICTS ARTICLE AND PHOTOS BY LEV D. ZILBERMINTS | STUDENT LIFE EDITOR

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ecent murder cases involving unarmed black men have become flashpoints for U.S. race relations as communities erupt in nationwide protests.

On November 25, 2014, more than 300 people protested in front of the Lincoln Memorial Statue at the old courthouse in Newark.

The protest came a day after the grand jury in Ferguson, Missouri, declined to indict former police officer Darren Wilson for shooting Michael Brown.

Officer Darren Wilson shot Michael Brown as he was allegedly charging football-style at the officer. According to published reports, Wilson was afraid for his life when he shot Brown. The jury accepted Wilson’s argument that he acted in self-defense.

Across America, not everyone accepted the self-defense argument, however.

Lawrence Hamm, the chairman of the Newark-based People’s Organization for Progress (POP) delivered a fiery speech during the protest, blasting the Ferguson grand jury for finding Officer Darren Wilson innocent of killing Michael Brown.

“We are here today because we are outraged, disgusted by the failure of the grand jury in Missouri to indict Darren

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Wilson, who shot and killed Michael Brown! We demand that the [federal] Department of Justice launch an investigation into violation of civil rights. Michael Brown should be alive and with his family!

Officer Wilson should be in jail- not walking the streets,” said Hamm.

The protest attracted people from all walks of life. College students, high school students, professionals, war veterans and even 1960s activists attended the protest.

Many attendees held signs that read “Justice for Abdul Kamal”, “No Justice, No Peace”, “We Want Justice”, and “Stop Police Brutality!”.

Among the cases brought up during the protest were that of Eric Garner and Abdul Kamal.

Garner, the black man put in an

illegal choke hold by a police officer, died on July 17. Officer Daniel Panteleo was not indicted by the Staten Island grand jury for the death of Garner.

Many speakers noted that police officers rarely face trial. Michelle Kamal, mother of Abdul Kamal, the 30-year-old Irvington man shot by police, explained how the police acted without being held accountable.

“Irvington police officers were judge, jury and executioner. My son did not do anything [to be shot],” said Mrs. Kamal.

According to a November 11, 2013 Star-Ledger article, Abdul Kamal broke into his estranged wife’s apartment. Reportedly, Kamal suspected his wife was cheating on him. Kamal was unarmed, but refused to take his hands out of his pockets, the Star-Ledger reported. He also allegedly threatened police officers.

Before deciding to shoot Kamal, one officer reportedly attempted to use pepper spray to subdue him. When this did not work, the officer decided to shoot Kamal.

Nathaniel Gibbs, 68, who owns the house where Mr. Kamal’s estranged wife lives in, told the Star-Ledger, “When

PHOTO CREDIT COURTESY COOPERCENTER.ORG

This map illustrates the racial disparities across the United States and helps explain America’s reaction to the cases of Ferguson, Garner and Kamal.

the cops came, he started backing up and put his hand in his pocket. He kept saying, “Come on! Come on!.”

According to the Star-Ledger, three officers fired 15 shots. It was unclear how many hit Kamal.

Following speeches, the protesters made a march through the streets of Newark. As police blocked nearby streets, the protesters marched to the Peter W. Rodino federal building in downtown Newark.

The marchers demanded that the federal government pen an investigation into possible violation of civil rights by the officers involved in the various cases.

Members of the Essex County College Student Government Association (SGA) and Inter-Club Council (ICC) attended the protest. Former SGA President Heather Dawn Hunter, former SGA Vice President and current Committee Member Shawn Yearwood, and former ICC Secretary Analyn Crawley all participated in the protest.

Asked to comment, Yearwood said, “We need to be accountable. We must vote and fight for justice for all. Unity is power!”

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STUDENT VOICES

ADVICE

COUNTINUED ON FROM PG. 15 is a straightforward (although not easy) answer: you need to break up with your boyfriend. You’ve clearly moved on from this relationship in your heart and mind, but you haven’t yet let your boyfriend know it yet.

Until you break up with him, it’d be best to stop having sex with this new guy. Respect the end of your relationship by doing the right thing and ending things with your boyfriend properly, not because he found out you’re cheating.

You can’t force yourself to love someone and it’s not fair for either of you to try and do so. It’s okay to accept that just because he was your first love doesn’t mean it was meant to be forever.

When you talk to your boyfriend, be honest about how you feel. You don’t necessarily have to tell him you’ve slept with someone else, but you do need to help him understand that you aren’t in love with him anymore and that you can no longer be with him.

It will be hard, so make sure you have some friends or family around to help support you through this difficult time.

Good luck!

Q3.

Brian – LJ,

My girlfriend broke up with me 3 years ago, but I can’t stop loving her from afar. What can I do?

It’s killing me and destroying my confidence.

LJ – Hi and thanks for your question.

Sometimes our feelings can be messy and go against what we’d expect. So it’s possible we can still love someone even though it is definitely over.

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It’s good that you have a great capacity for love, because not everyone does. It shows you will be a lovely partner, but you’ve got to give yourself the chance. It’s time to let go of the past.

We all have things to learn about our relationships and ourselves.

The end of a relationship teaches us something.

After a break-up, most people need a time to grieve. There may be things you need to learn about yourself (i.e. what were the good things I brought to the relationship? Or, was I too pushy, needy, unreliable, etc?).

You also need to learn how to look after yourself when you’re down in the dumps and learn how to move on. Are you letting yourself meet or go out with other people?

Sometimes, when we’re sad about a past relationship and missing them, we stop ourselves from moving on to future possibilities. Don’t let old memories dictate your new life.

Take little steps- smile, talk and spend time with new people. There are other girls who have more to offer than your ex, but you need to befriend them to find out!

Staying depressed by dragging out old feelings isn’t fair to yourself. Remember: there is someone you can talk to about it. Whether you confide in a friend, parent or counselor, find someone you can trust who will help you step out of your shell.

You will meet new people and create new friends. Someone else will eventually catch your eye and give you all those good feelings again.

You need to look for new beginnings, instead of sticking with old hopes. Begin with the things that you enjoy and activities that give you pleasure and satisfaction such as art, music, sport, friends or school.

Lifting your spirits again will bring you freedom. Focus on yourself because feeling good is contagious!

Being happy will ultimately help you attract what it is that you’re truly looking for!

Good luck!

Q4.

Bella – Hi LJ,

So, I’ve started speaking to this guy that I go to school with. He and I have expressed that we like one another.

We’ve gone out a few nights to eat and he’s even gone as far as caring for me if I’m ill or helping me to stay up and complete my homework if I’m tired.

But wait, there’s a but… Although he has shown me these caring qualities, he also showed some intense insecurities and controlling character traits.

While I’m out with my friends he becomes very upset that my free time isn’t always spent with him.

He has a mild drinking problem and he swears a lot which makes me uncomfortable at times.

Should I take note of these red flags and keep the relationship between us as just friends?

LJ – Hi and thanks for your question!

Well, I must give you the advice that I would give to myself– never ignore red flags. I wouldn’t necessarily tell you to run to the hills, but if there are any matters that concern you, address them. Relationships need to have open and honest communication in order to flourish.

He seems like a pretty cool guy by showing you he cares. Try expressing your concerns to him because you care.

Hopefully he will not only listen, but decide to make an effort in changing for the better. If he dismisses what you have to say, don’t wish him any ill will- just let by-gones be by-gones!

Good luck!

SPORTS

TEAMWORK TRIUMPHS

BY DOROTHY FREEMAN | SPORTS EDITOR

2014-2015 Men’s Soccer Roster Michael Becerra Valin Bodie Clive Brown Camara Daouda Yves Desrosiers Prince Dickenson David Duret

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he Wolverines men’s soccer team ended the season with a record of 11 wins and three losses. The Sierra Finals were on Saturday, October 25th where the Wolverines played Harcum College at NJIT. After an intense game that ended in a tie of 1-1, Harcum won 2-4 on penalty kicks.

The Wolverines defeated competitors on their turf at away games in Boston, New York, Rhode Island and so on. Most of the team’s away games were triumphant with scores of 5-1 at Mercer Community College and 4-0 at Massasoit Community College, for example.

The Wolverines main focus on and off the field is team work. Sophomore Fernando Suarez described the team as a family, “We pray together before each game for each other, the school, work and the world.” Suarez majors in Liberal Arts/ Communications and played as a right winger this season.

Dominic Harrington Larry Hora rington and Freshman Ervin Jean-Pierre led in scoring with eight goals apiece.

Team Captain Frantzly Zephirin described his experience on the team, “Coach Hugo Pierre is really great at switching players to different positions and values the player’s input in his decision.” Zephirin previously played as a central defender and a forward last year and is a Physical Education Major.

Zephirin was named the All Region XIX Player of the Year. Freshman Yves Desrosiers joined him as one of the All Region XIX Men’s top five players for 2014.

The Wolverines will continue to defeat competitors by harnessing the team’s collective skills in season’s to come.

Mario Isaac Mohamed Jalloh Ervin Jean-Pierre Peterson Joseph Eran Kornberg Luann Oliveira Ezequiel Paez Edwards Sherwayen Fernando Suarez Frantzly Zephirin

The team reflects a variety of nations such as the Bahamas, Trinidad, Brazil, Jamaica, Peru, Haiti and Africa. Despite their cultural differences, the team continues to successfully support each other.

The Wolverines practice together all year long. Suarez explained, “Some players have to travel 2-2 1/2 hours just to get to practice.”

Suarez and Sophomore Dominic Harrington made the All Region 1st team. HarFALL/WINTER 2014 | 21

SPORTS

TEAM ROSTERS 2014-2015

Cross Country Men’s Roster Andre Colebrook Haji Davis Jonathan Greenwood Shakaal James Byron Paucar Dwayne Pinckney Jamie Smith Shaquille Sutherland Luiliam Teixeira

2014-2015 Cross Country Women’s Roster Jennaya Hield Taska Johnson Dabrin Snorton Diamond Watts Fawzia Keir

2014-2015 Women’s Basketball Roster Niaesha Rutledge Nijah McQueen Shanique Graves Rendi Welch Leah Cowen Marcielle Richards Kim Richburg Ginny Jean Benedict Marboua Qua-Tashia Franklin FALL/WINTER 2014 | 22

LADY WOLVERINES REGIONAL CHAMPS

BY DOROTHY FREEMAN | SPORTS EDITOR

2014-2015 Women’s Soccer Roster Alexandra Degagne Joyce Vargas Jodeen Whyte Viridiana Garcia Stephania Suquitana Lissette Rodriguez Mayra Quituna Yazmin Carvajal

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he Lady Wolverines soccer team successfully defended its Region XIX title with a 3-2 win over top-seated Burlington County College on November 1st. Essex hosted the Northeastern District championships on November 8th and 9th.

In the regional title game, sophomore Jodeen Whtye scored two goals and freshman Lissette Rodriguez added the third tally. The win for coach Monique Edouard’s team avenged a 2-1 regular season loss to Burlington.

The Lady Wolverines will now face region representatives from New York, Massachusetts and Rhode Island in the district round. The winner of the district will advance to the National Junior College Athletic Association National Championship in Melbourne, Florida.

Coach Edouard explained how the season got off to a very good start, “In the middle of season is when things got rough.” This season ended with a record of nine wins and six losses.

Paula Viana Conference Team.

Sophomores Marie Yasmine Alidou and Jodeen Whyte were named in the All Region XIX Women’s top five for 2014.

Whyte and Alidou each scored 11 goals this season. Freshman Paula Viana and sophomore Alexandra Desgagne are on the All Region’s 1st team.

Maria Vintimilla Karina Valesco Nicole Hernandez Marie Alidou Joselyn Calle Teresa Ordonez

The Lady Wolverines team is diverse in skill and ethnicity. The team has two players from Canada, one from Jamaica and one from Saudi America.

Coach Edouard projects that new players must be recruited next season because key players are graduating this year.

Edouard explained, “For this team to be better we need more support to go past Region 19 to move on to the District and then the Nationals. We can’t do it by ourselves. We need support from the students, faculty, etc.”

The team’s top competitors are Burlington County, Monroe College, the Community College of Rhode Island and Mercer County. The latter is the team’s top rival.

The most memorable game of the season was at Burlington County that ended in a 2-1 loss for the Lady Wolverines. “We came back and beat them in Finals 3-2,” said Edouard.

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SPORTS

2014-2015 Men’s Basketball Roster Tahlib Swann

Demetrius Smith

Sahid Dortch

Rashan Dejarnette

Rashad McNeil

Deandre Thomas

Josh Treadwell

Kamil Brown

Kelfala Mansaray Tyree Sykes Bryan Gellineau

Duane Murril

Stanley Perrin

Arthur Davis

Jordan Compas

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FALL/

LIFESTYLE

THESE ARE THE MUST HAVE STYLES THAT WILL HELP YOU STAY WARM AND CHIC THIS SEASON

WINTER TRENDS

2014

CHUNKY NECKLACES. This is the one that President Gibson rocked at the Investiture Ceremony!

PARKA. Stay warm and perk up with parka’s!

FLORAL BOOK BAGS. To remind you that Spring is just around the corner!

OVERSIZED SWEATERS. Layers are your closest friends.

MIDI RINGS. The perfect accessory to every outfit.

COMBAT BOOTS AND KNEE HIGHS. Boots below the knee are in this season.

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LIFESTYLE

BUCKET HATS.The 90’s Bucket Hat is back in style with chic new looks.

FLANNEL/ PLAID. A Fall staple.

SPORTSWEAR. Is trending this season from head to toe.

TIMBERLANDS. Will these trendy boots ever go out of style? Doubt it!

LEATHER. And more leather!

GREEN FINGERS I have always thought an outfit is not complete unless it has accessories to go along with it- like jewelry, scarves, purses and hats- all depending on the season, of course. My favorite year-long accessory is jewelry. I must confess another secret- I am obsessed with rings! Rings are an easy add-on to any outfit and you can never go wrong with a stylish midi ring that is so popular now a days! A problem I encountered in the past (and I am sure many other people have too) is the annoying green line that some rings leave behind. I pondered many ways to solve this problem, but never found a solution. One day I had the bright idea of coating the inside of my rings with clear nail polish- and it worked! No more green fingers! Now that I have shared my secret with you there are no excuses for not spicing up your outfits with rings!

Stay stylish and always true to your own fashion persona.

That’s all for now!

-GeeGee

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AN INSPIRING ENTREPRENEUR

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BY ALISSA LOPEZ | EDITOR-IN-CHIEF

he renowned stylist, Melissa Rubini, is an inspiration to all people willing to fight for their dreams. More than fifteen years ago, Rubini arrived in New York City as an immigrant from Brazil to learn English.

Today, Rubini is the Style Director of InStyle magazine- the biggest publication in the fashion world. Rubini harnessed her education in design, advertising, journalism, travel and photography as a stepping stone to fulfill her dreams.

Coming from Brazil, Rubini left behind all of her family, friends and even a family owned and operated cosmetic business.

Nevertheless, the aspiring stylist gained more treasures and experiences in New York than she had ever imagined. Rubini chose NYC because, “It’s important to live in a diverse place- coming from Brazil which is a very diverse country.”

Rubini’s broad education helped pave the way for her success. In Brazil, Rubini studied journalism at Universidade de São Paulo (USP) and advertising at Advertising and Marketing College (ESPM) in São Paulo. Rubini’s education in America was funded by the sweat of her brow and, primarily, waitressing tips.

In NYC, Rubini studied photography at International Center of Photography (ICP) and fashion at Parsons School of Design.

While learning to be a photographer, Rubini realized, “One: I didn’t want the art lifestyle; and two: I didn’t want anyone telling me what to do with my photography.” With her current career, Rubini calls the shots, literally.

The pressure that comes with the title of Style Director in a company so esteemed would be overwhelming for the average person. However, Melissa Rubini and her lifestyle are anything but average.

For two weeks out of the month, Rubini makes her commute to the Time Inc. building in NYC to predominantly design and style photo shoots. For the other two weeks, Melissa is away from her home in Montclair, NJ and is wherever the fashion world takes her.

Rubini explains, “To be a stylist in the way that I work, it’s as if I had all these dif-

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ferent women inside of me- all these alter egos. You tap into different parts of your personality to produce the brand.” Every photo shoot and InStyle cover has a part of Rubini that gives insight into who the multitasking mastermind really is.

Before InStyle, Rubini made ends meet as a fashion associate for the New York Times and as a celebrated freelancer.

Rubini gained recognition in the fashion world by, “hitting the ground running and working really hard.”

Over a ten year-span, Rubini freelanced for different magazines and fashion houses, such as Vogue, Prada, and Urban Outfitters, doing consulting and styling.

Rubini continues to harness her broad education and skills to successfully complete her daily task: to create the face of InStyle magazine.

for the fashion editorial photo shoots and creating the cover of the magazine- from concept to styling, choosing which designer will be on the cover and choosing what the celebrity/actress will be wearing.

Rubini explains, “A magazine has an identity. Yes, my personal style takes space in that, but at the same time it is about studying who the magazine’s readers are and building a world for this reader.”

Rubini’s duty is accomplished on a daily basis with the necessary help of a strong team to collaborate with. Rubini attributes her success to her ability to collaborate and network. Rubini advised, “You really have to network. Be out and about meeting people. Every time you do a job build relationships. Keep learning and evolving in all you do.”

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ICMF

Inter-Collegiate Media Festival

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Short Films Club President Barbara Cummings presented more than 25 young filmmakers with their awards as part of the ICMF first annual Awards ceremony.

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Kenneth Gifford, director of Newark Office of Film and Television, was the keynote speaker at the Awards ceremony.

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Professor Sean Battle, published author and Newark Dodge Poetry spoken word poet, was the MC for a spoken word showcase that featured Essex students and Newark’s top poets.

The Short Films Club and Student Entertainment Club invite all aspiring student media makers to submit their film, screenplay, game or interactive media project to the Inter-Collegiate Media Festival, to be held in October 2015. Both clubs launched the first ever Inter-Collegiate Media Festival in Fall 2014 on October 1st and 2nd. The Festival will annually showcase student creativity by bringing together emerging media makers from the worlds of film, Web, gaming and spoken word to educate and entertain. Here’s some highlights from the festival. Check out more highlights at www.essexvoices.com or submit your work to the festival at www.icmffest.com.

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As part of the festival, Prof. Wager’s film students toured the historic Plume House, located in downtown Newark, where celluloid film was invented.

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Essex Communications students participated in William Paterson’s World College Radio Day with a live broadcast direct from WP’s student radio station!

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ESSEX MURAL ARTS Professor Muniz’s art students are participating in the Urban Issues Institute Local Government Internship program in partnership with the City of Newark to create colorful murals on the walls of the JFK Recreation Center in Newark’s Central Ward. Check out some of their amazing concept drawings and photos of the work in progress. For video of the finished mural, check out essexvoices. com.

The Mural Arts Program will continue in the Spring semester with Professor Muniz’s Drawing ART 108 course and in the Summer I semester with the introduction of a new Mural Arts course.

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“My work is very organic in that I rarely have a plan. Usually, I just create. I don’t consider mistakes to be errors, but something to work around. I’m grateful for the opportunity to recreate my work on a large scale.”

Sean Coates, A Liberal Arts Major Born And Raised In Essex County (Cover Artist)

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“I’m from the South Ward of Newark, New Jersey and I’m an Art Major at Essex County College. As an artist, my work is minimal with a simple aesthetic. I strive to make my work cohesive and versatile in anything art related. Being part of the mural program has allowed me to push myself and achieve any kind of workeven those that are unfamiliar.”

Zainab Muhammad, An Art Major At Essex County College.

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The sketches in this section were produced by Professor Muniz’s Drawing ART 108 students for the Essex Mural Arts program in collaboration with the Urban Issues Institute and the City of Newark.

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CREATIVE EXPRESSIONS

JESTER MASK

BY CARMEN PEREZ | STAFF WRITER

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Little boy, come in, and I can show you a good time,” a coarse voice called out to the fair skinned, young fifteen year old Vincent, passing by in the now-bustling back street of Venice.

There was an array of multicolored paper lanterns, lighting the way for townsfolk to enjoy the festivities the street had to offer.

Venders beheld all types of unusual items, masks with bird beaks and cat ears, and exotic animals in cages which seemed too weak to hold the massive beasts. A circle had formed in the middle of the street, people gathered to watch a man juggle knives and another breathe fire into the cold night sky. Vincent and his father passed effortlessly, uninterested at the street entertainment.

Vincent stared down at his hands, slightly scarred. The juggler’s tricks were nothing new to see. A particular vendor had caught the eye of Vincent as he continued to walk past the crowded street.

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masks I have to offer!”

Vincent lightly tugged on his father’s red and brown cloak to signal the interest he held for the particular vendor. “A mask of all things, do you not have enough at home?” the black bearded father replied with a deep voice. They decided to stop and browse the collection. The owner bent over towards Vincent and laughed.

“Mask for you young man? Pick any you’d like!” He grinned. His eyes looked up towards Vincent’s father, Girardino da Florence, a well-known, prominent aristocratic figure in Venice, and more importantly a man who had much coin to spend. The vendor owner continued to pay special attention to Vincent to this end.

“With a price of course” he added in a sly whisper, eyes slanted, staring at Vincent.

The masks were without a doubt highly decorated, but none had peaked Vincent’s interest. His green eyes scoured the masks one by one and was just about to lose interest until he looked past the man with the two faces. There leaning, thrown upon a tower of brown boxes, was a Jester mask, not glittered as the rest or as colorful. There was a smile on the face of the

mask but it did not give off the feeling of cheerfulness or delight. Gold lined around the white ceramic face and eyes, the mouth curled into an evil smirk, lips painted purple, the forehead had a slight crack and a black ribbon battered, wrapped around the back.

“That one”. Vincent pointed towards the back of the badly kept storage.

“But that is not in good condition, I could not sell such an item to one of your nobility” came the owner’s saddened reply.

“No need for argument, he shall have what he wants”. Girardino reached for his coin pouch and threw it to the vendor owner.

The timid owner complied and handed the old mask to Vincent. After paying for the mask, father and son were on their way.

The two had finally reached their home in the farthest corner of the town, a large villa with an abundance of flowers growing in the yard and creeping up to the walls of the house as well as a farm, engulfing the backyard. They both walked

Why smile, when you’re not happy.

He jumped around, as if playing the role of a jester in a king’s court. “Ready to be entertained sire? “ Vincent mustered up a comical voice as he talked to the masked boy in the mirror.

He opened the door to the well-lit room filled with bookcases and a large wooden desk centered of the room. The fire in the lantern still flickered wildly, but his father was nowhere to be seen.

“Vincent! you must sleep, we must leave early in the morning, to Roma for business.” His father grumbled from the entrance to Vincent’s room. “I wonder what the lady of that wretched house wants now, that cursed Lucrezcia….sending me around for her own amusement” He continued to rant under his breath.

“Papa, where are you?” Vincent questioned the room, taking a small step forward onto the rug.

Vincent quickly took the mask off and left his collection, to return to his room.

Tucked in by his father, who never left the room, he held tightly to both his new mask and the doll.

up to the dark house in silence, uneager to open the door it seemed.

The door creaked in protest as Vincent entered his room. A room filled with books, mostly journals he had written throughout the years after his mother passed. He found that writing was a way for him to escape the vacancy his mother had left him with. A new journal laid on his desk, ready to be written in, though it was never read after the entry was completed. The only memento left to him of his mother, was a jester doll she had given him when he was but a little boy. There it lay against his pillow atop his bed smiling at Vincent. He walked further into his room to a back closet and opened the door. It was the holy grail of masks. The masks at the vendor were unappealing to the boy because he had collected them all. The room of masks, was filled to the ceiling.

The desk was overcrowded with a working project, a new mask of reddish, purple color was being made. He threw his cape onto a chair and stood in front of a mirror, in his workshop.

He did not like to look at himself without the mask, when confronted with his mirror, so he put on the newly acquired mask and stood silently to observe himself. His short curly hair was tucked behind his ears and the black ribbon held it in place at the back of his head. He was rather amused by the dark mask because it seemed to look like a contradiction. A smile on a mask that didn’t reach the eyes at all. It looked sinister.

which still had light.

“My son, this collection of masks you have gathered is rather disturbing. There is a myth of a mask back in the little village I grew up in, when I was your age. It was of a mask that overcomes the wearer. You see the man who created this mask was overcome with grief by the fact, his wife had died, he could no longer smile, and his face had turned into a face of sadness. He never stopped crying either. He worked for more than half his life to create a mask, with a large grin to cover up his deformed face and the sadness he couldn’t escape. When he finally did complete it, he put it on, only to die from exhaustion.” The father ended the story, with the hopes that his son would think to stop his bizarre collection, and left the room.

Squish Vincent looked down towards his feet, he felt something wet. The rug was stained with a crimson liquid. Blood. Reluctantly he looked further up towards the source of the blood. He walked around the desk to find his father lying, bloodied to no end, dead with knives in his chest. Vincent did not move to shake his father for he knew it was too late. He stood clasping his hands tightly and silently cried for his father. For some reason, the mask was in his hand still. He looked down to see that his own clothes were bloodied. Confused, he patted down himself to check if he had been injured. Not a scratch, so where did the blood come from?

Why smile when you’re not happy!

Huhuhuhu!

Why smile when you’re not happy.

Vincent grasped his doll and the mask after contemplating if he should do as his father wished and stop his obsession.

“But mother loved masks….” The last whisper from Vincent as he fell asleep still holding tightly to his doll.

Clang! ……Creak…

The loud noise had woken Vincent from his deep slumber.

He tried to find his footing, in his dark room to investigate the disturbance.

“Papa….” He spoke in a soft voice out into the hallway.

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CONVERSING WITH MYSELF: AN INTRO TO DIALECTICS

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BY JEREMIAH AVILES | PHILOSOPHY COLUMNIST

he funny thing about everything is that it resembles itself.

Let’s take a moment and laugh at that, even though it’s about the unfunniest thing said by anyone, everwait a second, especially because it’s so unfunny.

As babies transforming into toddlers, we’re basically a small unit of perceiving: a processor that is only able to see, hear, touch, taste, and smell. A baby itself is unable to sustain this activity, its life completely dependent upon its mother-figure.

The mother-figures’ life, in turn, dependent upon myriad social and material factors which enable the activity of child-rearing.

The passage of baby into toddler is marked by physical growth, the ability to stand upright and an increased capacity for communication, amongst other things.

This increased autonomy allows the toddler to pursue its own interests, which, from above, seem pretty arbitrary and ridiculous.

I mean, what’s the meaning of crawling around down there, pulling at cables and sticking dust bunnies in your mouth?

What is that? The toddler, if it knows, cannot say.

In a nutshell, this is the dilemma that what we conventionally designate “Philosophy” has as its object of study. To be more precise, Metaphysics is the label we give today to the particular study that tries to deal with the nature of reality. “To deal with the nature of reality”, by the way, means to try to understand just what is.

The funny thing about Metaphysics, though, is that it’s useless.

Take another moment, laugh away.

I don’t need to understand reality to exist, right? Here I am, typing away at this keyboard. In an hour maybe I’ll get up and make myself something to eat. My existence is guaranteed, and in no way hindered or helped by even thinking a single thought about reality.

Or is it?

Death is the inherent contradiction of existence. We exist, but only because we will die. The cycle of nature is pretty clear (think The Lion King).

But who wants to think about death? I also don’t need to understand death to be alive.

You do need to understand death in order to live, however.

(If you cannot say, can you really know?)

I’ve arrived at an interesting point in my blabber: “You do need to understand death in order to live.”

Fast forward. We’re now sitting here, reading this paper (I hope). Can you tell me what the meaning of this is?

(The meaning of life. I bet you weren’t expecting this when you picked up the magazine this morning.)

Just what is this? What am I even talking about? Am I asking myself? Who’s talking right now?

This thesis implies that there is a difference between ‘being alive’ (or existing) and ‘living’ (interpreting that existence).

Have you ever thought about how you use one thought to construct another?

How your understanding of one thing enables you to apprehend other things?

Being alive is the de facto state of existing: we are human, we’ve eaten and drank at some point in the span of the last few days, physically enabling us to waste a few neurons writing/reading this article right now. It is, in an arbitrary moment, finding ourselves existing.

As you can see, inquiring into the nature of just what is can be pretty confusing.

Firstly, there’s the issue of where to start.

Or what to start with. Or who’s starting.

Because, can you really say this idea is yours?

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Living has more to do with the recognition of that moment of cognition. “Oh, I’m alive. How did I get here?”

“Why am I here?”

(Living is a plurilogue- think dialogue, except plural.)

(Plurilectics. I like that.)

Where do you turn to when you ask yourself these questions?

“Mommy, why do trees grow up?”

“Daddy, why do you go to work?” “Why?” “Why?” “Why?” Thus, there is a crucial social element to establishing an idea. In the beginning you have your parental figures to turn to with your queries. Then you have your friends, right? Then maybe you read a book or two, or go to church, or both. You watch TV. As you grow, this dialogue becomes more internalized. All those voices that in the beginning were in the forms of your parents and your friends, now exist as your own thoughts inside you.

You now choose what to watch on TV, what movie to go see, what book to read, what to talk about, what to do, or who you do it with.

(Idea. Sounds a lot like identity. Maybe they’re related?)

How would you answer the question, “Who are you?”

“Depends. Who’s asking?”

OK, fine. How would you answer the question “Who am I?” What would you start with? Who would you start with?

If you want my humble opinion, my friend, I would start with death. The recognition of your own finiteness. The recognition of the finiteness of all people, ever, everywhere, no matter what.

It’s OK if you don’t feel like laughing anymore. This is the funniest part though: Death is life’s biggest contradiction. It only makes sense to start with the death inherent in your own life if you’re ever to understand the meaning of everything you are.

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Ontology

This article was conceived as the beginning of a dialogue with the reader- you!

Please send us your thoughts, feelings and any reaction at all to ecc.observer.news@ gmail.com.

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