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Kristina Volchkova oracle

Sofiya Stoyanova reporter

Matthew Davis reporter

Amanuel Tewodros reviewer

Corinna Lam reporter b

Yasmin Mahdy reporter

annings review

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Natasha Minto reporter

Pamela Vera reporter

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Issue 102 February 2010

Exposure is free and open to anyone aged 13 to 19 living in or around Haringey. If you want to get into journalism, design or film-making, get involved.

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Haringey is one of the most diverse boroughs in London. It’s a place full of individuals of different accents, races and ethnicities that live together in relative harmony – you probably won’t find another place mixed with so much diversity and individual flavour anywhere on the planet. And it’s a part of what makes Haringey a great place to live. And we, as young people of Haringey, like to be a part of that diversity. We like to wear clothes that set us apart from the crowd. We speak in a way that is different from other sections of our society. And we include ourselves in all kinds of different subcultures. Individuality is something to be embraced; it makes the world a more interesting place. Sponsors:

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reviews

AVATAR It’s my opinion that most expensive films these days tend to be rather underwhelming and a waste of two good hours of your life, think Terminator Salvation. I thought Avatar would be the same when it jumped onto the box-office scene with catch lines claiming it ‘to be a revolution in film production and special effects alike.’ Appropriately enough it is one of the first feature films to be available in 3D – you might get fooled into thinking you’re rebelling against the humans along with the film’s protagonist, Corporal James Sully. The 3D effect is a shambles; however the graphics are mesmerising, the sound is amazing and the plotline is astonishing. Ultimately this movie has been a bit of a culture shock – by my rule its not supposed to be good, its supposed to flop like Terminator Salvation, Waterworld and A.I, but it just doesn’t. It’s cosmic.

Amanuel Tewodros

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SHERLOCK HOLMES The fantastic Sherlock Holmes is back on the screen with his brilliant mind and witty sense of humour. This film features him struggling to discover how people are rising from the dead, why women are killing themselves in frightening rituals, and why people are dying in mysterious ways. Will Sherlock Holmes be able to solve this complicated riddle and save the token love interest? The new Sherlock Holmes film has a mixture of science, adventure, love, technological wizardry, and most importantly, mystery. The theme of black magic is a great challenge to test Sherlock Holmes’ detective powers – it even tested my brain. I found Sherlock Holmes exciting and very funny.

Emily Claire Cannings

NEW MOON New Moon, the compelling sequel to Twilight combines romance and suspense with a supernatural twist. The planet’s dreamiest vampire Edward Cullen – Robert Pattinson – rises from the grave once more to set teenage pulses racing in the Twilight Saga’s second installment. New Moon is a film that any girl aged 12 to 20 will go crazy about. Edward leaves vulnerable Bella Swan – Kirsten Stewart – in an effort to protect her from vampires. However Bella can’t forget Edward, and sees his image every time she puts herself in jeopardy. Bella begins to take greater risks because of her desire to be reunited with Edward. New Moon offers more of the passion, action and anticipation that made Twilight a worldwide phenomenon. The powerful tale of forbidden love will leave audience at the edge of their seats.

Mimi Osman

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Sofiya Stoyanova has had enough of talking tough The plane was taking off. The tears were flowing down my face. I looked through the window out at Bulgaria passing away; I was trying to memorise every minute detail that my eyes could see, because I knew I wouldn’t be back for another year. It wasn’t long after the plane was in the air that I pictured my friends’ faces and I cried. Coming back to my country would never be the same. My parents and I moved to live in London about a year ago. They wanted to give me a good education, so I could get a good job. The schooling in Bulgaria for teenagers is just as good, but universities here are more famous and prestigious.

know where I had come from and why my family had moved here. But after that, most of the people just stuck with the friends they had before. They weren’t interested in me anymore. They would help me if I asked, but if I tried to make conversation I would often get a weird look. It was as if they didn’t understand what I had said. I could also see from their faces that they weren’t interested. When I couldn’t make friends because of the language problems I felt bad, and it affected my confidence. I didn’t want to sit and cry, I wanted to be able to communicate, and I wanted to learn. Every day after school I would write new English words, and repeat each one ten

If I tried to make conversation I would often get a weird look in return I am happy that I can benefit from a good education, and London is a great city. I realise how great an opportunity this is for me – one that many people dream of. However, it’s hard to appreciate a city like this if you don’t have someone to share it with, right? My parents are here, but my friends are far away. I miss them. My friends and I would always be together. They knew how to cheer me up when I was down. I felt great just hanging around with them even when we argued (which we did a lot, we loved annoying each other.) It didn’t matter how much we bickered because I knew that nothing could damage the friendship we all shared. We do spend hours talking on the phone or through the internet, but it is not like being near them. When I first came to England I thought that I would talk to English people every day, and that they would help me to learn English faster and easier than if I was in Bulgaria. At first, the people from school were very polite because I was the ‘new girl’. They were just curious to

times to ensure I knew them. My writing improved a lot, but I still had a strong accent, and people found it difficult to understand what I was saying. The only way to improve my speaking was to talk with English people to get used to their accent, and try and tame my own. I started hanging out with a girl who came to England three years ago. She too was still learning English. Through talking to her my pronunciation improved quite a lot. But English isn’t an easy language and I still have to practice words every day. If you have just arrived in London then you must work very hard to improve your ability to communicate. Keep yourself busy all the time to take your mind off your friends, family, and country you left behind: the more you think about it, the worse you feel; and before you realise, you are in tears again. Try to think positive and remember the opportunities you have from being in England, try to use them as much as you can!

For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p27

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Corinna Lamb stands out from the crowd I remember my first day at sixth form. I felt like I was wondering into a sea of darkness and I was a lone rainbow. At least I thought I was a rainbow, everyone thought I was a freak; the whole school seemed to stop and stare right at me. But these were just teenagers right? It should have meant nothing... I could feel their eyes burning into me, their Cheshire cat smiles widening as they whispered to one another. No one wanted to be associated with me because

to live with the consequences. In my experience schools do little to assist young people that feel isolated. I was just told to ‘try to fit in’ and ‘do the things the others like to do.’ This doesn’t support the individual; it makes them feel like they are the problem, which doesn’t exactly help self esteem. However this sort of mindset is present throughout

of my colourful and eccentric clothes. Most teenagers don’t want to be different. There is a stigma to standing out from the crowd. This problem has always been there, but I feel little has been done to tackle the negative attitudes towards ‘misfits’ like me. The media reinforces this divide by gushing over the lives of celebrity women that fit into the typical female stereotype: skinny and clad in designer gear. But what if you don’t fit in? Simple. You have

to understand why it’s tricky for some teenagers to blend in. Sometimes, like mine, they suggest that being like everyone else will bring you happiness. But for me this discourages creativity, which might make things worse because a person is being forced to suppress who they are. Throughout modern history people have fought against tyranny to be allowed to be themselves without being victimised because of it; look at the Civil

It’s about feeling comfortable and happy society, not just schools. within yourself Parents seem to find it difficult

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Rights Movement. Dr Martin Luther King’s ‘I have a dream...’ speech wasn’t about everybody acting the same, it was about respecting people that are different. Some of the most important people throughout history have been different from society. Take Albert Einstein. His alternative application to mathematics and science meant he broke away from his contemporaries. His work and image remains iconic because he thought like an individual. Perhaps we should take heed of how the music industry deals with individuals. Performers are encouraged to act differently in order to separate themselves from other entertainers. The singer, Lady Gaga, encourages individuality through her look and music and she is successful. However, her choice of dressing controversial doesn’t always help those who want to be unique. It makes them seem attention grabbing instead of simply harbouring a desire to express their im-

aginative side. I dealt with the exclusion I suffered by encouraging people that to view life with an alternative attitude could be interesting. As people got to know me, they began to understand why I looked the way I do, and eventually respected my choice of clothing and attitude. Some even told me that they wished they had the bravery to express themselves without being afraid of what others thought. There is nothing wrong with staying in the crowd if you are happy with whom you are. It’s about feeling comfortable and happy within yourself. If you do, why should you change for anyone? Fitting in can have benefits. You have friends that have similar interests, which makes getting along easier. There isn’t the loneliness that being different sometimes brings, and when you’re growing up you need others to talk to. But true friends will talk to you anyway. Ultimately it is always best to be who you know you are, even if others try to change you.

For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p27

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Natasha Minto says don’t suffer in silence I was five when the bullying began. It was my first day of school, and I was excited. But when my teacher took me to class I knew I wasn’t going to be happy there. As I entered my classroom everything went silent; everyone was staring at me. Throughout my time at primary school I never made any friends. I found it impossible to get people to listen to me. I wasn’t accepted, and as time passed I realised it was because I was white – most of the children were from other ethnicities. During break times I was regularly surrounded by large groups of kids who would shout racist comments like ‘white trash!’ I was frequently pushed around until I fell over, then they would point at me and laugh. I would be told to ‘go away’ when I tried to talk to them. Clearly they didn’t want to know me so I would go, often sitting alone, waiting for each day to

Natasha

I continually asked for help from teachers, but wasn’t given any. I developed some psychological problems: I began to look at myself in a negative way. I believed secondary school would be a fresh start for me. I was wrong. This time the bullying was mostly verbal, which hurt me even more than physical acts. ‘Ugly’, ‘freak’ and ‘weirdo’ were some of the cruel words constantly thrown at me. Unfortunately, I started to believe they were true. I felt myself shrinking. Things calmed down when I finished secondary school. Being bullied meant I isolated myself much of the time. I refused to talk to anyone, including my friends, truly believing nobody ever wanted to listen, that nobody cared. I felt so terrified and alone. I lost any confidence I had and developed this idea that I was useless. I felt suicidal for a while, but getting good GCSE grades, and taking advantage of positive opportunities, like Exposure to

I believed secondary school would be a fresh start for me. I was wrong end. I informed teachers of the bullying I received, but they didn’t seem to care. Certainly nothing happened to improve my situation. It wasn’t long before I was taken out of that school and started at another one. I thought things would be different there; I didn’t experience any bullying for the first few weeks and had already made some friends. Then I got to know someone who would make my time there miserable. She bullied other children as well, but picked on me in particular, I think she thought I was vunerable because I was quiet. The bullying was more severe than at my previous school, and got steadily worse as time passed. She used to push, kick, punch me, and stamp on my feet every day. We frequently got into fights and I once had some of my hair ripped out. I repeatedly arrived home with new cuts and bruises.

develop new skills, along with my belief in God, saved me from harm. I have found ways of regaining my confidence, and positive people have encouraged me to follow my dream of becoming successful in the media industry. If you are being bullied, try not to let their words or actions hurt you. Bullies say malicious things for many reasons, often because they were once bullied too, or because they are jealous of what you have or the way you are. Remember that you don’t have to sit in silence. There are many anti-bullying websites you can visit, including Kidscape.org.uk, which offers advice and support. Don’t feel you are alone. There are people willing to support you to beat the bullies. Visit www.bullying.org.uk for advice and guidance.

For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p27

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By Mimi Osman Illustrations by Duane Uba

I am new at school and have met new people, however, I am feeling very alone. I miss my real friends, those I made in my old school. I spend a lot of time in my bedroom on the internet talking to them, but it means I don’t go out much. I’m becoming increasing isolated and despondent. It can be very difficult making the change to a new area. It will take a little time to settle in. It seems you are already making new friends, and these may become as ‘real’ as the old ones. Arrange to go out with the new friends once or twice to develop those friendships. See if there’s any links between the two groups. This is a perfectly normal adjustment and you’re not alone in this. If there’s a counsellor in your school you could also try talking to them about it.

My parents think its easy getting straight A’s. I’m trying to do my best but I feeling pressured. I can’t turn my mind off from it and this gets in the way of me having fun with my friends. I want to enjoy my time in school while it lasts without the constant pressure from my family. You need to have an honest conversation with your parents about this. It sounds like you’re doing very well, but school is not much fun. There needs to be a balance between the two. Check how much pressure you put on yourself to achieve as well. It can be useful to discuss your feelings with a counsellor, and look at how you manage your time and emotions. But you do need to talk to your parents about if their expectations for you are realistic or likely to cause you more harm than good.

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Duane

The Haringey Young People’s Counselling Service provides the answers to the problems featured in Agony. You can call them on 020 8493 1019 or ﬁll out a booking form at www.youthspace.haringey.gov.uk/health

I never go to lessons; I always end up bunking because my class-mates always make fun of me. They blame me for everything, swear and even use me as a punching bag. It’s reached the point where I can’t face going to school. What can I do? Bullying is unacceptable. Speak to someone you trust – a teacher, parent or brother/sister. Your school will have an anti bullying policy and clear ways that you can report this anonymously. If there is a counsellor in your school talk to them. Or you can call the Haringey Young People’s Counselling Service on 020 8493 1019 or book our service online to discuss how you’re feeling. You might benefit from looking at your levels of confidence and self esteem as bullying can affect this too.

I don’t like the people my sister hangs around with. I know they carry knives because everyone says so. They are up to no good, and I feel as if I have to protect her but she’s pushing me away. I don’t know how to approach the situation, and what organisations that I can go to for help. If these rumours are true you are right to be concerned about your sister. Carrying a knife is not only dangerous but a criminal offence, punishable by a prison sentence. Tell your sister the facts about what can happen to her and her friends. Also try approaching her in a friendly way. She might be more likely to listen to you if she realises that you’re only concerned for her. You can phone the police anonymously. They can give you advice without you disclosing information. Please also see these websites: www.knifecrimes.org/ www.met.police.uk/youngpeople/ guns

Everyone’s got problems – see the Directory on page 27 for a list of support services.

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What harm can it do?

*8% of all teenagers will suffer from depression. 90% of those that receive help recover. If you feel like there is something you want to talk about, the Haringey Young Peopleâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;s Counselling Service is here to help. Use the new online booking form to get a call back from a counsellor within ten days. Visit www.youthspace.haringey.gov.uk for details or to ďŹ ll out a form. Or call 020 8493 1019 to speak to someone friendly. *Statistics from netdoctor.co.uk

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Matthew Davis walks away from the crowd I got into rock music when I was 12. I was flicking through the music channels and found Kerrang! Paradise City by Guns ‘n’ Roses was playing: Take me down to Paradise City / Where the grass is green and the girls are pretty. Those two lines are from the chorus and they hooked me, then the guitar solo came in, and it blew me away. Come on, it’s Slash, one of the greatest guitarists who ever lived. Paradise City made me feel excited and full of life. It was like a shockwave hit me at 200 miles an hour. When I hear rock music it helps me burn off energy. You can have the volume up full blast and rock out all over the bedroom, which helps relieve stress. My love of rock led me to take interest in the Emo scene when I was about 13. All

they want to die. I have felt like that and I have self-harmed. I’m not going into detail about why, but I’m receiving counselling. The music I listen to helps me to keep focused. It helps me understand that there are others who have gone through similar problems to me. It also keeps me off the streets as I’d much rather be in my room listening to some Panic At The Disco than out causing trouble. Emo fashion is slightly different from what people might consider ‘normal’.

The bruises I got from the other kids and the cuts I gave myself were too hard to hide my friends were into the rock/Emo scene also. I wanted to be like them because I thought that the way they dressed was really cool and I wanted to dye my hair black. Emo’s have a stigma attached to them. There is a stereotypical view that they listen to rock, are depressed, and self-harm. Some of that is true though. Some Emo’s do self-harm because their life is so messed up and they feel like

There are different types of hairstyles, but mostly it’s long and black, sometimes with random colours. Styles vary from girls and boys, but you can recognise an Emo by their hair from a mile away. Most Emos wear dark or black clothes and often paint their nails and wear make up. Although some of them wear normal types of clothing like tracksuits and plain T-shirts. Being Emo isn’t just about what you

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wear; it’s about sticking together in a group, especially when in trouble. In school I used to get picked on because I used to wear make up and nail polish. People thought that I was weird because I looked that way. My Emo friends and I had to defend ourselves on many occasions. We would get people coming up to us and punching us just because we looked different to them. Then in year 10, aged 14, I walked away from the Emo scene, and I changed the way I looked. I left it all behind because the bruises I got from the other kids and the cuts I gave myself were too hard to hide. While being Emo offered protection because I was a part of a larger group, it also brought problems. You should be comfortable in yourself, and ignore what other people say, but that’s hard when you’re getting hurt because of it. The Emo scene does seem to have lots of people who self harm also. Either it attracts that type of young person, or it changes people into someone who hurt themselves. Either way, getting out of Emo way of life helped me, I still like the music though! For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p27

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CHICKEN FEED

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Fast food falls fowl of Yasmin Mahdy It’s five minutes before lunch. You’ve packed up your schoolbooks. You’re at the chicken shop within minutes: chicken burger and chips, four wings and chips, or a leg and chips. It’s hard to believe you can get any of these meals for as little as a pound. It tastes nice as well, so what’s there to complain about? It’s what lots of school kids eat after all. But if you realised where that meat came from you might hesitate before taking a bite. From time to time I have spent my lunch money on fast food. However, in one science class, after watching a TV programme about the lives of batteryfarmed chickens, that all changed. When the film finished the whole class was shocked into silence. I made a vow to stop buying cheap chicken from fast food restaurants and supermarkets.

are disposed of ‘by the cheapest, most convenient means available: thrown into refuse bags by the thousands, male chicks suffocated or are crushed under the weight of others.’ ‘It’s difficult to clean the cages so many chickens walk around in their own faeces for most of their life. These conditions result in chickens developing diseases, their bones become brittle and their legs can break under the weight of their own body.’ Obviously this cruel lifestyle causes severe stress in the chickens, and them pecking each other to death isn’t uncommon. To prevent this, the beaks of battery-farmed chickens are clipped off. All that misery just to end up as a burger beside some chips. The government first sanctioned battery farming just after World War Two. A new Agriculture Act granted subsidies to farmers to encourage greater output, in order to reduce Britain’s reliance on

As the chickens grow they are crushed against the bars with no space to lie down The chickens we eat should be happily walking around a farmyard, nestling into warm huts at night, with plenty of healthy food. Basically they should have a natural life until they are killed, humanely, for their meat. The life of a battery farm chicken is very different. From when a battery hen is born to when it dies it will never be exposed to daylight, rather simulated lights that turn on and off to mimic ‘daylight’. According to animal welfare charity, Viva!, ‘a chick is about 18 weeks old when it gets placed in a cage the size of a microwave, usually with five others. Here it will spend its life until it reaches 18 months when it is removed and slaughtered for meat.’ As the chickens grow they are crushed against the bars with no space to lie down or stretch their wings. According to Farm Sanctuary, a charity that helps rescue chickens treated cruelly, it’s common in ‘egg only’ battery farms for male chicks to be killed immediately. They obviously can’t produce eggs so

imported meat and to help stop the rationing of food. Since then little has been done to improve conditions for chickens as there is still massive demand for cheap meat and eggs despite people having the choice of better quality food. And what danger is there when eating cheap meat? Salmonella, e-coli and influenza are much more likely to be spread to chickens raised in a battery farm. These diseases can be passed on to humans through consumption of the meat, and all three can be fatal. I’m not saying you should become a vegetarian, I’m saying you should be aware of what you are putting in your body. If you don’t care about the chickens, then care about yourself. If you read ‘it’s finger-licken’ good!’ on the side of the shop, it’s probably not.

For advice on this or any other issue see the list of local services in the directory on p27

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Horoscope By Kristina Volchkova

Aquarius

Jan. 20 - Feb. 18

The fiexams rst week of February might be love a strain on you don’t let With results now over with, seems to bework-wise, on the horizon. Be unfi nished work hang over you. Money won’t be a worry though so treat happy, the stars say you will meet someone very special. yourself.

Pisces

Feb. 19 - Mar. 20

Valentines Day is here so you’ve got plenty of opportunities for romance, and maybe someone you weren’t too keen on is actually a very good match.

Aries

Mar. 21 - Apr. 20

All new things have big potential over the next couple of months. Steer away from alluring suggestions to do with your money though, February isn’t the best month for big spending for you.

Taurus

Apr. 21 - May. 22

Look out for a romantic opportunity around the 23rd February, because you’ve entered a new positive phase. If you’re single, it is a perfect time for searching out a match.

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Images by Janos Papp, Llewellyn Harrigan, Orlando McKenzie, Camila Lopes and Tony Randall

Gemini

May. 23 - Jun. 23

Don’t panic if you hear bad news, it will feel like nothing is in your way. After so much hard work falling onto your shoulders in January, you deserve a break before spring arrives.

Cancer

Jun. 24 - Jul.23

There has never been a better time for job-hunting: your energy levels are sky high and luck is on your side. Talking to your friends before heated arguments take over.

Leo

Jul. 24 - Aug. 23 Leo’s, although usually you radiate warmth, you need some time out to gather your strength before you can carry on. Don’t worry though, this ‘winter blues’ phase is almost over; good things are in store.

Virgo

Aug. 24 - Sep.22

Being the one who is usually relaxed and on the ball, recent events are proving difficult to deal with, but don’t worry, next month will take care of everything.

Libra

Sep. 23 - Oct. 23

Scorpio

Oct. 24 - Nov. 22

This is the best time for any Libra to make plans for the future, as you are under the influence of mars, and whatever you decide to do will work out for you perfectly.

Helping others achieve their best isn’t always what you’re interested in, but this month it’s time to put someone before yourself. Not that you’ll have to do this for long, but you’ll feel the rewards!

Sagittarius

Nov. 23 - Dec. 21

Capricorn

Dec. 22 - Jan. 19

Don’t let a burst of frustration spark an argument at home because it’s likely to filter out into your friendships. Protect yourself with an energy sphere, like your love life?

If you’ve had work hanging over your head from last year, this is the time to get it done. A good atmosphere in the working environment puts you in a good mood. Also it’s a good time to enjoy your social life.

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Is Pamela Vera away with the fairies? Are horoscopes real or fake? Is there such thing as psychics, spiritual beings, and soul mates? I think there is, and I believe in fairies too, I do! Because for me, if fairies exists – something that is not meant to – if only on a paranormal level, then it gives me hope for the world. One day we can have peace throughout the planet. People in Third World countries no longer have to starve to death. I believe that the impossible can

‘firm belief without logical proof.’ With faith I can believe that the dreams and goals I have for myself are going to happen, even if people tell me that they won’t. With faith I believe in something bigger and better than what currently exists, that things can always get better from the way they are. Ten years ago people would have laughed at the idea of America having a black president (some people even laughed a year before it happened!), but faith got him there. The slogan ‘Yes We Can’ was based on faith, in believing in unlikely change for good.

be made possible. It’s called ‘faith’, and it isn’t only religious people who have it. According to the dictionary, ‘faith’ means ‘complete trust or confidence’ or

eat in the same restaurant as each other. Martin Luther King had faith when he ‘had a dream.’ And with it he inspired people to believe in the impossible,

No one alive can prove that heaven exists. No one has died, gone to heaven, then come back to And in parts of America during the tell us about it 1960s white and black people couldn’t

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fight for the impossible, and achieve the impossible. Faith is often about believing in something that isn’t physical (like fairies!) I get people asking ‘how can I believe in magic and fairies when I haven’t actually seen them?’ Well how can Christians believe in God, or heaven or hell? It’s the same principal. No one alive can prove that heaven exists. No one has died, gone to heaven, then come back to tell us about it. How can Muslims believe in Allah, have they seen him? No. But their faith allows them to believe, enables them to communicate with God, and to live their life accordingly (however this is sometimes unfortunately misplaced in radical fundamentalism.) For lots of people everyday life can be difficult, and believing in religion or something similar can help them get through the day. Isn’t it comforting in some way to know that there are bigger forces at work than just you and me? That our destiny isn’t completely our own

making? That something somewhere is looking out for us. That’s not to say that you can’t take control of your own life. If you don’t revise for your exams you are going to fail them, unfortunately faith alone won’t get you good grades. Everyone wants something to believe in, so that they don’t feel alone. Many people believe in God (in some form), others in true love, and some in things like witches and werewolves (and fairies!) I think a lot of faith also comes from believing that there is an afterlife, that when you die, there is something to go on to rather than just, well, nothing. There HAS to be something. You don’t have to believe in the same things as other people, but you should respect their ideas. Ultimately though, even if it turns out that there is no God, or fairies for that matter, having faith can and will bring positive changes to your own life and those around you. Ask Barack Obama.

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DANCE DANCE DANCE TO THE RADIO... Ever wanted to ‘light up Broadway’, or be a TV soap star? Britain’s Got Talent will be on again soon; perhaps you need to hone those skills to impress the judges... Maybe you just like to sing and dance. The North London Performing Arts Centre in Muswell Hill offers performance opportunities for children and young people of all levels. They have all kinds of courses available, and professionals with loads of experience on hand to pass on skills. In the past the Centre has had groups perform at some of London’s most prestigious venues including Sadler’s Wells Theatre and Buckingham Palace, as well as the Old Vic, Alexandra Palace and the BBC Hippodrome. Some students are even given the opportunity to perform professionally and have appeared in West End productions of Les Miserables and Chitty Chitty Bang Bang. Lots of their students have appeared on TV shows such as Eastenders, The Bill and Murphy’s Law, as well as numerous adverts and films. So if it sounds like something you want to get involved in, ring 020 8444 4544, email nlpac@aol.com or visit www.nlpac.co.uk for further information.

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BBC BLAST WORK EXPERIENCE Looking to get ahead in the creative industries and want to get experience working with BBC teams? They have a lots of work experience opportunities specifically for young people. CREATIVE TRAINEESHIPS Blast Creative Traineeship placements with BBC Blast, BBC Radio 1, 1Xtra, BBC Introducing, Asian Network, Switch, CBBC, BBC Three and Your Game! Between April and November this year, the Blast Creative Traineeship scheme offers over 20 eight-week placements across a range of BBC departments, giving you the opportunity to work alongside BBC events, online and production teams. Applications for 2010 placements are now open for 18 + year olds. YOUTH PANEL Blast is on the hunt for 10 vocal young people aged 13-19 to join their nationwide Youth Panel. They’re looking for people who are creative, motivated, full of fresh ideas and crucially, not afraid to speak up and represent the voices of other young people from their region of the UK. You will attend a number of face-to-face meetings as well as interact via e-mail to help shape their competitions, website and projects. This can be a fantastic stepping-stone to other opportunities and is an excellent chance to meet industry professionals within the BBC. WORK EXPERIENCE Interested in event management? Over 100 people will get the opportunity to work on the Blast 2010 Tour – make sure you’re one of them! You’ll get the opportunity to work on all aspects of a live event, including marketing and promotion, production schedules, event planning, workshop delivery and stage-managing a showcase. Work Experience placements last 1-3 weeks and are open for 18 + year olds. Applications open in the Summer. Visit bbc.co.uk/blast/newsletter to be the first to hear when..

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REALITY’S HERO Rihanna Hudson Rihanna

I am a hero, I’ve got superpowers too, But I bet you can’t guess, What it is I do.

I don’t fly or travel in time, And I can’t hear your thoughts, I can’t even turn blue. What I am is true. I can listen and talk, And help people out, Pick them up when they’re down, Have I done that for you? Everybody needs a hero,

That’s what they say, But what about the hero...

...Will someone save him one day?

If you would like to see your poem published, please send it to editor@exposure.org.uk or post it to the address on page 2

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For lesbian bisexual and questioning women aged 25 & under. www.girldiva.org.uk

Markﬁeld Project Inclusive services for disabled and non-disabled young people Markfield Road, Tottenham 020 8800 4134

Hearthstone For people experiencing domestic violence 020 8888 5362

In-Volve For young people with drug or alcohol issues 020 8493 8525 Cosmic For the families of people with drug or alcohol issues 0800 38905257 www.in-volve.org.uk

VOLUNTEERING

www.shharingey.gov.uk Tel: 020 8442 6536 4YP Plus Contraception and Sexual Health Clinic Women Only Clinic – for under 20s A confidential walk in service Thursdays 3:30pm-6:30pm Lordship Lane Primary Care Health Centre, 239 Lordship Lane, London N17 6AA 020 8365 5910 4YP Clinic, St Ann’s Hospital St Ann’s Road, Tottenham N15 3TH 020 8442 6810 4YP nurse mobile : 07943817289 or 07984037172 Teenage Pregnancy and Parenthood Team Jan: 07817 164 4733 Margaret: 07971 309 513 Teenage Fathers Worker Terry: 07980 316 761 Young Mums To Be Course in Tottenham for teenage mums and dads 1 Ashley Road, Tottenham Hale 020 8275 4230 Outzone Confidential information and support for lesbian, gay and bisexual young people www.outzone.org First Move For people lesbian, gay, bixual,

Girl Diva

Duke of Edinburgh’s Award Programme of personal development 020 8826 9393 BTCV V involved Team National volunteering programme www.btcv.org.uk

EMPLOYMENT & TRAINING

Young people’s sexual health services including dedicated clinic, drop-in sessions and the 4YP bus

020 7700 1323 www.facebook.com/firstmove

DRUGS & ALCOHOL DISABILITIES

4YP Haringey

trans or think they might be.

MENTAL HEALTH DOMESTIC VIOLENCE

Muswell Hill Area Youth Project Muswell Hill Centre, Muswell Hill, N10 3QJ 020 8883 5855 Bruce Grove Area Youth Project 10 Bruce Grove, Tottenham 020 3224 1089 Wood Green Area Youth Project White Hart Lane Community Sports Centre 020 8489 8942 Broadwater Youth Club Structured sport-based programme Broadwater Community Centre, Tottenham 07870 15 7612

HOUSING

SEXUAL HEALTH &RELATIONSHIPS

YOUTH CLUBS