প্যারাডক্সিক্যাল সাজিদ

Page 1

1

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

2017-2018 mv‡ji iKgvwi WUKg †e÷-†mwjs eB

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR` Avwid AvRv`

1

2

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR` Avwid AvRv`

cÖKvkbvq MvwW©qvb cvewj‡KkÝ 34, b_©eæª K nj †ivW, gv`ivmv gv‡K©U (2q Zjv), evsjvevRvi, XvKvÑ 1100  01710-197558, 01998-584958 guardianpubs@gmail.com www.guardianpubs.com

AbjvBb cwi‡ekK www.rokomari.com

cÖ_g cÖKvk wØZxq ms¯‹iY Z…Zxq ms¯‹iY PZz_© ms¯‹iY cÂg ms¯‹iY

: 9 †deªæqvwi, 2017 : 22 †deªæqvwi, 2017 : 25 GwcÖj, 2017 : 1 †deªæqvwi, 2018 : 10 †deªæqvwi, 2019

MÖš¯ ’ ^Z¡ : †jLK cÖ”Q` : KvRx hyevBi gvngy` nvW©Kfvi g~j¨ : 300.00 †ccvie¨vK g~j¨ : 260.00 ISBN- 978-984-92959-0-7 Paradoxical Sajid by Arif Azad, Published by Guardian Publications, Price Tk. 300 (HC)/Tk. 260 (PB) Only.

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

 cÖKvk‡Ki K_v mf¨Zvi ïiæ †_‡KB mZ¨ I wg_¨vi avivevwnK jovB| gvbeZvi mgvav‡b Bmjvg eiveiB Rv‡nwjqv‡Zi aviK-evnK‡`i AccÖPvi I we‡Øl †gvKvwejv K‡i Avm‡Q| AvaywbK mf¨Zvi GB mg‡q `uvwo‡qI †mB aviv Ae¨vnZ Av‡Q| †mvk¨vj wgwWqvi µgea©gvb cwimi‡K e¨envi K‡i Bmjvg we‡Ølx gnj my‡KŠk‡j ZiæY cÖR‡b¥i wPšÍvi iv‡R¨ m‡›`‡ni exR †evcb Ki‡Q| m‡›`n †_‡K mskq, mskq †_‡K Awek^vm| Gfv‡e GK Awek^vmx cÖR‡b¥i †MuvovcËb n‡”Q wK-†ev‡W©| wKQz AhvwPZ eywj wk‡L, cÖ‡kœi Wvwj wb‡q Zviv Qwo‡q co‡Q wek^vmx‡`i myk„•Lj wPšÍvi `ywbqvq| wKQz wKQz ZiæY-hyev w`KåvšÍI n‡”Q| i³ÿiY n‡”Q gymwjg wgjøv‡Z| Awek^vmx‡`i AvcvZ PgKcÖ` cÖkœ I P¨v‡j‡Äi †gvKvwejvq wngwkg Ae¯’v| Rv‡nwjqv‡Zi P¨v‡jÄ †hLv‡b, †mLv‡bB wek^vmx cÖv‡Yi †hŠw³K jovB| GgbB GK wek^vmx ZiæY Avwid AvRv`| AbjvBb `ywbqvq Awek^vmx‡`i DwÌZ cÖ‡kœi mvejxj DËi w`‡q ARmª gvby‡li wcÖqfvRb n‡q‡Qb| GKRb ZiæY GZ PgrKvi I †hŠw³K fvlvq Bmjvg we‡ivax‡`i Reve w`‡Z cv‡ib, fve‡ZB Avkvev`x gb Rvbvb †`qÑ AvMvgxi w`b ïay m¤¢vebvi| Ôc¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`Õ eBwU‡Z Mí I mvwnZ¨im w`‡q Awek^vmx‡`i bvbvb cÖ‡kœi Reve †`Iqv n‡q‡Q| Abyfe K‡iwQ, Avwid AvRv‡`i K_v¸‡jv AbjvBb `ywbqvi cvkvcvwk evsjv mvwn‡Z¨i ev¯Íe `ywbqvqI _vKv DwPZ| bvw¯ÍK¨ev` I Bmjvg we‡Ølx‡`i AccÖPv‡ii Rev‡e A‡b‡KB wjL‡Qb, ej‡Qb| GB eBwU †mme Rev‡ei wfwˇK AviI gReyZ Ki‡e| Avgvi wek^vm eBwU ZiæY cÖR‡b¥i g‡bvRM‡Z GK Zzgyj Av‡jvob Zzj‡e| Avkv Kwi eBwU c‡o Awek^vmxivI wb‡gv©nfv‡e Bmjvg wb‡q wPšÍv Ki‡eb| ÔMvwW©qvb cvewj‡KkbÕ GB AmvaviY eBwU cÖKvk Ki‡Z †c‡i AZ¨šÍ Avbw›`Z| †mvk¨vj wgwWqvq †jLv¸‡jv‡K cvÐzwjwc AvKv‡i cvVK‡`i nv‡Z Zz‡j †`Iqvi KvRUv A‡bK e‡ov P¨v‡j‡Äi| eBwU‡K h_vm¤¢e my›`i I wbuLyZ Ki‡Z AvšÍwiKZv I cwikÖ‡gi †Kv‡bv ÎæwU wQj bv| m¤§vwbZ cvVKe„›` Avgv‡`i †hvM¨Zv I mxgve×Zv we‡ePbvq wb‡q ÎæwU-wePz¨wZ ÿgvmy›`i `„wó‡Z †`L‡eb e‡j wek^vm KiwQ|

3

4

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

†jL‡Ki ¯^KxqZv Ges fvlvi ˆewPÎ we‡ePbvq cÖ‡qvR‡b Bs‡iwR kãI e¨envi Kiv n‡q‡Q| evbv‡bi †ÿ‡Î m‡ev©”P bRi †`Iqv m‡Ë¡I wKQz ÎæwU †_‡K †h‡Z cv‡i| †h‡Kv‡bv ms‡kvabx‡K Avgiv m¦vMZ Rvbve| cieZ©x ms¯‹i‡Y eBwU‡K AviI my›`i I ÎæwUgy³ Kivi †Póv Kie- BbkvAvjøvn| m¤§vwbZ †jLKmn mswkøó mKj‡K ab¨ev` I K…ZÁZv Rvbvw”Q| eBwU Avgv‡`i wek^v‡mi cÖvPxi‡K AviI gReyZ KiæK| Qwo‡q co–K wek^v‡mi K_v cÖwZ R‡b, cÖwZ cªv‡Y| b~i †gvnv¤§v` Avey Zv‡ni 9 †deªæqvwi, 2017 evsjvevRvi, XvKv|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

5

 †jL‡Ki K_v mgq cvj‡U‡Q| cvj‡U‡Q hyM Avi gvby‡li Pvwn`v| mv‡_ mv‡_ gvby‡li g‡a¨ Rvbvi AvKv•ÿvUvI †e‡o‡Q A‡bK| cwi‡ek, mgvR, ivRbxwZ, ag© mewKQz wb‡q Avgiv GLb m`v Zrci| hy‡Mi mv‡_ Zvj wgwj‡q GwM‡q PjwQ mevB| GB Pjvi c‡_ bvbvb gvby‡li, bvbvb g‡Zi mv‡_ cwiwPZ nw”Q cÖwZwbqZ| GB gZ, cvjUv g‡Zi wePvi-we‡kølY, Ø›Ø-cÖwZØw›ØZvq KviI wek¦vm cvj‡U hv‡”Q, KviI ev my`„p n‡”Q Av‡Mi †P‡q| GgbB mg‡qi euv‡K, B›Uvi‡bU Avi cÖhyw³i Kj¨v‡Y Avgiv bZzb A‡bK wKQzB RvbwQ, hv nq‡Zv Av‡M RvbZvg bv| GB RvbvUv Avgv‡`i KvD‡K AvZ¥wek¦vmx Ki‡Q, KvD‡K Ki‡Q mskqev`x| cÖwZwbqZ g‡bi g‡a¨ Rb¥ wb‡”Q bvbvb cÖkœ| gv_vi g‡a¨ NyicvK Lvq, wKjwej K‡i Gme cÖkœ| ÔGUv wK mwZ¨B GiKg? GUv Ggb †Kb? GUv Avm‡j Kx n‡Z cv‡i?Õ GB RvZxq bvbvb iKg cÖkœev‡Y Avgiv cªvqB RR©wiZ nB| Zzjbvg~jK ag©ZË¡ wb‡q cov‡kvbv Ki‡Z wM‡q Avwg wb‡RI Gm‡ei gy‡LvgywL nB| Gm‡ei DËi LyuR‡Z wb‡R‡K Wzwe‡q ivwL| Ávbiv‡R¨ c`vc©Y Kwi Rvbvi, †kLvi Avkvq| GKmgq fvejvg, GB cÖkœ¸‡jv †Zv Avgvi GKvi bq, Avgvi g‡Zv A‡b‡Ki| Avwg hZUzKz †R‡bwQ Avi ey‡SwQ Zv Ab¨‡`i Rvwb‡q †`Iqv Avgvi KZ©e¨| GB KZ©e¨ cvjb Ki‡Z wM‡q GKmgq Kjg nv‡Z †b‡g cwo| Avwg m¤ú~Y© Rvwb bv| A‡bK wKQzB Avgvi ARvbv| Z‡e, †hUzKz Avwg †R‡bwQ Zv Ab¨‡`i Rvbv‡Z Avwg mvg‡b wb‡q Gjvg ÔmvwR`Õ-†K| mvwR` Zvi mva¨g‡Zv cÖkœ¸‡jvi DËi w`‡Z †Póv K‡i| mvwR` Rv‡b Zvi A‡bK mxgve×Zv Av‡Q| ZeyI †m Zvi mvg‡_©¨i meUzKz w`‡q e‡j hvq| Gfv‡eB mvwR` GwM‡q hvq| †jLv¸‡jv KL‡bv gjvUe× n‡e Zv Avwg fvwewb| GB †jLv gjvUe× nIqvi †cQ‡b hvi Aby‡cÖiYv, fv‡jvevmv Avi mn‡hvwMZv Acwimxg, †mB kÖ‡×q bvwmi fvB‡K AšÍ‡ii AšÍ¯Íj †_‡K K…ZÁZv Rvbv‡Z PvB| bexb GKRb †jL‡Ki eB cÖKvk K‡i ÔMvwW©qvb cvewj‡KkbÕ Avgv‡K K…ZÁZvi e܇b Ave× K‡i‡Qb| †jLv‡jwLi g~j Aby‡cÖiYv m¤§vwbZ cvVKe„›`‡K we‡kl ab¨ev` I K…ZÁZv Rvbvw”Q| GB cÖqvmUzKz hv‡`i Rb¨, eBwU hw` Zv‡`i mvgvb¨ DcKv‡iI Av‡m, Z‡eB Avgvi-Avgv‡`i kÖg mv_©K n‡e| Avwid AvRv` PÆMÖvg

6

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

cvVK cÖwZwµqv ÔmvwR` wmwiRÕ Avgvi LyeB wcÖq GKUv wmwiR| †Kb? KviY, hLb evsjv‡`‡k Pviw`‡K gy³eyw×i PP©v, weÁvb I weeZ©bev‡`i bvg K‡i Avj-KziAvb, Bmjvg ag© I gynv¤§v` (mv.)†K D‡Ïk¨cÖ‡Yvw`Z I KziæwPc~Y© fvlvq AvµgY Kiv n‡”Q, wVK ZLbB Avwid AvRv‡`i ÔmvwR` wmwiRÕ Zv‡`i †gvÿg Reve wn‡m‡e nvwRi n‡jv| mvwR‡`i fvlv mgmvgwqK, cÖvÄj I g‡bvgy»Ki| Zvi Dc¯’vcb jwRK¨vj, Z_¨c~Y© I weÁvbwfwËK| Avey mvC` Ievq`yjvø n Kwe †jLK Avwid AvRv` Ges Zvi m„ó mvwR` Pwi‡Îi m‡½ mvgvwRK †hvMv‡hvM gva¨‡g Avgvi cwiPq| ïiæ †_‡KB G PwiÎwU Avgv‡K gy» Ki‡Z _v‡K| mvwR‡`i ga¨ w`‡q †jLK gvbweK I gvbwmK Ø›Ø `~i K‡i mªóvi GKK I m‡e©v”P mËvi mZ¨vqb, cÖPwjZ gZ‡f` I a¨vbaviYvi me©vaywbK wb®úwËKi‡Yi KvR Ki‡jI GwU‡K †Kej Ôag©xqÕ ZKgv w`‡q Dcmsnv‡i †cuŠQv‡bv hv‡e bv| cÖwZUv wel‡qi AeZviYv, Dc¯’vcbv I hyw³ZK© GZUvB mvejxj I myLcvV¨ †h mvwn‡Z¨i wePv‡iI Zvi DrKl©Zv wb‡q msk‡qi AeKvk †bB| mvwR`‡K hw` †Kv‡bv Mí-Dcb¨v‡mi †K›`ªxq Pwi‡Î ewm‡q †jLK KvíwbK NUbvi ci¤úiv mvRv‡Zb, ZeyI Zv mgv`„Z n‡Zv e‡jB Avgvi wek¦vm| GgbKx mvwR‡`i Avkcv‡ki Pwiθ‡jvi Av‡e`bI Kg bq| Zv‡`i w`‡q g~j AvenUv ˆZwi Kivi ci mvwR`‡K mvg‡b G‡b‡Qb| mvwR` Pwi‡Îi AvkÖ‡q †jLK †hb wb‡R‡K cÖKvk K‡i‡Qb evievi| Ôc¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`Õ msKxY©Zv, g~L©Zv I Am‡Z¨i XvKbv †Lvjvi hyZmB Pvwe| †mv‡nj bI‡ivR wewkó MíKvi ˆK‡kvi †_‡KB mªóv, Rxe‡bi D‡Ïk¨ BZ¨vw` wel‡q Avgvi g‡b bvbv cÖkœ AvmZ| cÖkœ¸‡jvi DËi Lyu‡R †c‡Z wewfbœ ai‡bi eB NvUZvg Ges wPšÍv KiZvg| co‡Z wM‡q †Kv‡bv cÖ‡kœi DËi †c‡j memgq g‡b n‡Zv G welq¸‡jv‡K hw` cÖvYešÍ K‡i M‡íi AvKv‡i Dc¯’vcb Kiv hvq, Zvn‡j Avgvi g‡Zv hviv wewfbœ cÖ‡kœi DËi AbymÜvb Ki‡Qb, Zv‡`i Rb¨ mnR n‡Zv| Avwid AvRv` †hb Avgvi g‡bi †mB AvKv•ÿv‡KB ev¯Í‡e iƒc w`‡q‡Qb| Avwi‡di †jLbx AZ¨šÍ ÿziavi Ges Dc¯’vcb‰kjx PgrKvi| Avjøvn Zvi Kjg‡K Awek¦vmx‡`i AccÖPvi Ac‡Yv`‡b AviI †ewk kw³kvjx K‡i Zzjyb| Ave`yjvø n mvC` Lvb GgweweGm, XvKv †gwW‡Kj K‡jR

7

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

m~wPcÎ GKRb Awek¦vmxi wek¦vm ZvKw`i ebvg ¯^vaxb B”Qv : mªóv wK GLv‡b weZwK©Z mªóv †Kb g›` Kv‡Ri `vq †bb bv k~b¨¯’vb †_‡K mªóvi `~iZ¡ Zv‡`i AšÍ‡i Avjøvn †gvni †g‡i †`b : mwZ¨B wK ZvB gykwiK‡`i †hLv‡bB cvI nZ¨v K‡iv... AZtci mªóv‡K †K m„wó Kij GKwU mv¤cÖ`vwqK AvqvZ Ges... KziAvb wK m~‡h©i cvwbi wb‡P Wz‡e hvIqvi K_v e‡j gymjgvb‡`i Kzievwb C` Ges GKRb gvZzeŸ‡ii AhvwPZ gvZeŸwi Avj-KziAvb wK gvbeiwPZ wi‡jwUwfwUi Mí A Letter to David: Jessus Wasn't Myth & He Existed

KziAvb, AvKvk, Qv` Ges GKRb e¨w³i wg_¨vPvi Avwqkv (iv.) I gynv¤§v` -Gi we‡q Ges Kw_Z bvw¯ÍK‡`i KvbvNylv KziAvb wK gynv¤§v` -Gi wb‡Ri K_v mªóv hw` `qvjyB n‡eb, Zvn‡j Rvnvbœvg †Kb KziAvb g‡Z c„w_ex wK mgZj bv †MvjvKvi GKwU wWGbGÕi Revbew›` KziAv‡b weÁvb : KvKZvjxq bvwK ev¯ÍeZv mªóv wK Ggb wKQz evbv‡Z cvi‡e, †hUv mªóv wb‡RB Zzj‡Z cvi‡e bv †fwéevwRi mvZKvnb

11 18 26 32 40 46 52 59 64 71 79 87 94 103 109 117 123 128 136 146 153 161

8

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

GKRb Awek¦vmxi wek¦vm Avwg iæ‡g Xz‡KB †`wL mvwR` KgwcDUv‡ii mvg‡b Duey n‡q e‡m Av‡Q| LUvLU Kx †hb UvBc Ki‡Q| Avwg RM †_‡K cvwb Xvj‡Z jvMjvg| cÖPÐ iKg Z…òvZ©| Z…òvq eyK †d‡U hvIqvi †RvMvo| mvwR` KgwcDUvi †_‡K `„wó mwi‡q Avgvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejj- ÔwK †i, wKQz nBj?Õ Avwg nZvk Mjvq ejjvg- Ôbvn|Õ ÔZvi gv‡b †Zv‡K GK eQi Wªc w`‡ZB n‡e?Õ mvwR` wR‡Ám Kij| Avwg ejjvg, ÔKx Avi Kiv| Avjøvn hv K‡ib fv‡jvi Rb¨B K‡ib|Õ mvwR` ejj- Ô†Zv‡`i GB GK †`vl, eySwj? †`LwQm cyIi A¨v‡U‡Û‡Ýi Rb¨ GK eQi Wªc LvIqv‡”Q, Zvi g‡a¨I ejwQm, Avjøvn hv K‡ib fv‡jvi Rb¨B K‡ib| fvB, GBLv‡b †Kvb fv‡jvUv ZzB cvBwj,ejZ?Õ mvwR` m¤ú‡K© wKQz e‡j †bIqv `iKvi| Avwg Avi mvwR` iæg‡gU| †m XvKv wek¦we`¨vj‡q gvB‡µvev‡qvjwR‡Z c‡o| cÖ_g Rxe‡b Lye avwg©K wQj| bvgvR-Kvjvg KiZ| wek¦we`¨vj‡q G‡m Kxfv‡e Kxfv‡e †hb GM‡bvw÷K n‡q c‡o| Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í mªóvi Ici †_‡K wek¦vm nvwi‡q GLb cy‡ivcywi bvw¯ÍK n‡q †M‡Q| ag©‡K GLb †m AveR©bv Ávb K‡i| Zvi g‡Z, c„w_ex‡Z ag© G‡b‡Q gvbyl| Avi ÔCk¦iÕ aviYvUvB GB iKg ¯^v_©v‡š^lx †Kv‡bv gn‡ji gw¯Í®‹cÖm~Z| mvwR‡`i mv‡_ GB gyn~‡Z© Z‡K© Rov‡bvi †Kv‡bv B‡”Q Avgvi †bB| wKš‘ Zv‡K GK`g BM‡bvi K‡iI hvIqv hvq bv| Avwg ejjvg- ÔAvgvi mv‡_ †Zv Gi †_‡KI Lvivc wKQz n‡Z cviZ, wVK bv?Õ ÔAv‡i, Lvivc nIqvi Avi wKQz evwK Av‡Q wK?Õ Ônq‡Zv|Õ Ô†hgb?Õ ÔGiKgI †Zv n‡Z cviZ, ai, Avwg mviv eQi GK`gB cov‡kvbv Kijvg bv| cix¶vq †dBj gvijvg| GLb †dBj Ki‡j Avgvi GK eQi Wªc †hZ| nq‡Zv †dB‡ji AcgvbUv Avwg wb‡Z cviZvg bv| AvZ¥nZ¨v K‡i emZvg|Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

9

mvwR` nv nv nv nv K‡i nvmv ïiæ Kij| ejj- ÔKx we`Ny‡U wek¦vm wb‡q Pwjm †i fvB|Õ GB e‡j †m Avevi nvmv ïiæ Kij| we`ªæcvZ¥K nvwm| iv‡Z mvwR‡`i mv‡_ Avgvi AviI GK`dv ZK© n‡jv| †m ejj- ÔAv”Qv, †Zviv †h mªóvq wek¦vm Kwim, Kx‡mi wfwˇZ?Õ Avwg ejjvg- Ôwek¦vm `y-ai‡bi| GKUv n‡jv, cÖgv‡Yi wfwˇZ wek¦vm| A‡bKUv kZ©v‡iv‡c wek¦vm ejv hvq| Ab¨wU n‡jv, cÖgvY QvovB wek¦vm|Õ mvwR` nvmj| †m ejj- ÔwØZxq K¨vUvMwi‡K †mvRv evsjvq AÜ wek¦vm e‡j †i Aveyj, eySwj?Õ Avwg Zvi K_vq Kvb w`jvg bv| e‡j †h‡Z jvMjvgÔcÖgv‡Yi wfwˇZ †h wek¦vm, †mUv g~jZ wek¦v‡mi g‡a¨ c‡o bv| co‡jI, LyeB U¨v‡¤úvivwi| GB wek¦vm GZB `ye©j †h, GUv nVvr nVvr cvjUvq|Õ mvwR` Gevi b‡oP‡o emj| †m ejj- ÔKxiKg?Õ Avwg ejjvg- ÔGB †hgb ai, m~h© Avi c„w_ex‡K wb‡q gvby‡li GKwU Avw`g †KŠZ‚nj Av‡Q| Avgiv Avw`Kvj †_‡KB G‡`i wb‡q Rvb‡Z †P‡qwQ, wVK bv?Õ Ôû, wVK|Õ ÔAvgv‡`i †KŠZ~nj †gUv‡Z weÁvb AvcÖvY †Póv K‡i hv‡”Q, wVK?Õ Ôn¨vu|Õ ÔAvgiv GKvÆv wQjvg| Avgiv wbfz©jfv‡e Rvb‡Z PvBZvg †h, m~h© Avi c„w_exi inm¨Uv Avm‡j Kx| †mB myev‡a, c„w_exi weÁvbxiv bvbvb mg‡q bvbvb ZË¡ Avgv‡`i mvg‡b G‡b‡Qb| c„w_ex Avi m~h© wb‡q cÖ_g aviYv w`‡qwQ‡jb wMÖK †R¨vwZwe©Ávwb U‡jwg| U‡jwg wK e‡jwQj, †mUv wbðq ZzB Rvwbm?Õ mvwR` ejj- Ônu¨v| †m e‡jwQj m~h© c„w_exi Pviw`‡K †Nv‡i|Õ ÔGK`g ZvB| wKš‘ weÁvb wK AvRI U‡jwgi w_Iwi‡Z e‡m Av‡Q? †bB| wKš‘ wK Rvwbm, GB U‡jwgi w_IwiUv weÁvb gn‡j wU‡K wQj cy‡iv 250 eQi| fve‡Z cvwim? 250 eQi c„w_exi gvbyl, hv‡`i g‡a¨ Avevi e‡ov e‡ov weÁvbx, Wv³vi, BwÄwbqvi wQj, ZvivI wek¦vm KiZ †h, m~h© c„w_exi Pvicv‡k †Nv‡i| GB 250 eQ‡i Zv‡`i g‡a¨ hviv hviv gviv †M‡Q, Zviv GB wek¦vm wb‡qB gviv †M‡Q †h, m~h© c„w_exi Pviw`‡K †Nv‡i|Õ

10

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

mvwR` wmMv‡iU aivj| wmMv‡i‡Ui †auvqv Qvo‡Z Qvo‡Z ejj- ÔZv‡Z Kx? ZLb †Zv Avi †Uwj‡¯‹vc wQj bv, ZvB fzj gZev` w`‡q‡Q Avi Kx| c‡i wb‡Kvjvm †KvcviwbKvm G‡m Zvi w_Iwi‡K fzj cÖgvY Kij bv?Õ Ônu¨v| wKš‘ †KvcviwbKvmI GKUv g¯Íe‡ov fzj K‡i †M‡Qb|Õ mvwR` cÖkœ Ki‡jv- ÔKxiKg?Õ ÔA™¢yZ! GUv †Zv †Zvi Rvbvi K_v| hw`I †KvcviwbKvm U‡jwgi w_Iwii wecixZ w_Iwi w`‡q cÖgvY K‡i †`wL‡qwQ‡jb †h, m~h© c„w_exi Pvicv‡k bq; eis c„w_exB m~‡h©i Pvicv‡k Ny‡i| wKš‘ wZwb GK RvqMvq fzj K‡ib Ges †mB fzjUvI weÁvb RM‡Z exi`‡c© wU‡K wQj †MvUv cÂvk eQi|Õ Ô†Kvb fzj?Õ ÔDwb e‡jwQ‡jb, c„w_exB m~h©‡K †K›`ª K‡i †Nv‡i, wKš‘ m~h© Ny‡i bv| m~h© w¯’i| wKš‘ AvR‡Ki weÁvb e‡j- bvn, m~h© w¯’i bq| m~h©I wb‡Ri K¶c‡_ Aweivg Nyi‡Q|Õ mvwR` ejj- Ô†mUv wVK e‡jwQm| wKš‘ weÁv‡bi GUvB wbqg †h, cÖwZwbqZ cwiewZ©Z n‡e| GLv‡b †kl ev dvBbvj e‡j wKQz †bB|Õ ÔGK`g ZvB| AvwgI Rvwb, weÁv‡b †kl ev dvBbvj e‡j wKQz †bB| GKUv ˆeÁvwbK w_Iwi 2 †m‡KÛI wU‡K bv, Avevi Av‡iKUv 200 eQiI wU‡K hvq| ZvB cÖgvY ev `wjj w`‡q hv wek¦vm Kiv nq, Zv‡K Avgiv wek¦vm ewj bv| GUv‡K Avgiv e‡ov‡Rvi Pzw³ ej‡Z cvwi| Pzw³Uv GiKg- Ô†Zvgvq ZZ¶Y wek¦vm Kie, hZ¶Y †Zvgvi †P‡q A‡_bwUK wKQz Avgv‡`i mvg‡b bv Avm‡Q|Õ mvwR` Avevi b‡oP‡o emj| Gevi †m wKQzUv GKgZ n‡q‡Q e‡j g‡b n‡”Q| Avwg ejjvg- Ôag© ev m„wóKZ©vi aviYv/Aw¯ÍZ¡ wVK Gi wecixZ| ZzB `¨vL, wek¦vm Avi Awek¦v‡mi ga¨Kvi GB M~p cv_©K¨ Av‡Q e‡jB Avgv‡`i ag©MÖ‡š’i ïiæ‡ZB wek¦v‡mi K_v ejv Av‡Q| cweÎ KziAvbyj Kvwi‡gi m~iv evKvivi `yB b¤^i Avqv‡Z ejv Av‡Q- ÒGUv Zv‡`i Rb¨ hviv wek¦vm K‡i|Ó hw` weÁv‡b †kl ev dvBbvj wKQz _vKZ, Zvn‡j nq‡Zv ag©MÖ‡š’i ïiæ‡Z wek¦v‡mi e`‡j weÁv‡bi K_vB ejv n‡Zv| nq‡Zv ejv n‡Zv- ÒGUv Zv‡`i Rb¨B hviv weÁvbgb¯‹|Ó wKš‘ †h weÁvb wb‡RB m`v cwieZ©bkxj, †h weÁv‡bi wb‡Ri Ici wb‡RiB wek¦vm †bB, Zv‡K Kxfv‡e Ab¨iv wek¦vm Ki‡e?Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

11

mvwR` ejj- ÔwKš‘ hv‡K †`wL bv, hvi c‡¶ †Kv‡bv cÖgvY †bB, Zv‡K Kx K‡i Avgiv wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvwi?Õ Ôm„wóKZ©v‡K wK Zvn‡j weÁvb w`‡q RvR Ki‡Z n‡e? weÁv‡bi mxgve×Zv †bB? bvwK _vK‡Z †bB?Õ Avwg ejjvg| ÔweÁv‡bi Avevi mxgve×Zv Kx? nu¨v, AvR‡K weÁvb nq‡Zv wKQz GKUv Avgv‡`i Rvbv‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Zvi gv‡b wKš‘ GB bv †h, Bb wdDPv‡i weÁvb †mUv KL‡bvB cvi‡e bv|Õ Avwg nv nv nv K‡i nvmv aijvg| mvwR` Avgvi w`‡K euvKv †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q ejj, ÔnvmwQm †Kb Gfv‡e?Õ Ô†Zvi K_v ï‡b|Õ ÔAvwg nvmvi K_v e‡jwQ?Õ ÔAek¨B|Õ mvwR`‡K Lye D‡ËwRZ †`Lv‡”Q GB gyn~‡Z©| Avwg Avevi ejjvg, ÔweÁv‡bi †h wbw`©ó GKUv MwÐ Av‡Q, mxgve×Zv Av‡Q, †mUv ZzB Rvwbm bvÑ GUvB Avðh© jvM‡Q|Õ ÔGUv wK †Zvi K_v?Õ Ôbv †Zv| Avgvi K_v bv| weÁv‡bi K_v|Õ Ô†Kvb weÁvb?Õ mvwR‡`i cÖkœ| Ô†Kvqv›Uvg †gKvwb·|Õ Gevi †m GKUz _vgj| ejj, ÔLy‡j ej e¨vUv|Õ Avwg GKUz Mjv LuvKvwi w`jvg| ejjvg, ÔRvdi BKevj m¨v‡ii †idv‡iÝ w`‡q ewj?Õ Rvdi BKevj m¨v‡ii fxlY f³ Avgiv `yRb| mvwR` ejj, Ôgv‡b?Õ Avwg ejjvg, Ô†kvb, weÁv‡bi †h GKUv wbw`©ó mxgve×Zv Av‡Q, GKUv wbw`©ó MwÐi evB‡i †h weÁvb hvq bv ev †h‡Z cv‡i bv- †mUv AvaywbK weÁvb Ges weÁvbxivI ¯^xKvi K‡ib| kª‡×q Rvdi BKevj m¨v‡ii eB Ô†Kvqv›Uvg †gKvwb· c‡owQm?Õ Ôbvn|Õ Avgvi e¨v‡M m¨v‡ii eBUv wQj| Avwg e¨vM Ly‡j eBwU †ei Kijvg| eBwUi `k b¤^i c„óv †_‡K wKQz †jLv mvwR`‡K c‡o †kvbvjvg| eB‡Z hv †jLv wQjÑ

12

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

ÒKv‡RB hviv weÁvb PP©v K‡i Zviv a‡iB wb‡q‡Q Avgiv hLb weÁvb w`‡q cy‡iv cÖK…wZUv‡K ey‡S †dje| ZLb Avgiv memgq mewKQz mwVKfv‡e e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z cvie| hw` KL‡bv †`wL †Kv‡bv GKUv wKQz e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z cviwQ bv, ZLb eyS‡Z n‡e Gi wcQ‡bi weÁvbUv ZL‡bv Rvbv nqwb| hLb Rvbv n‡e ZLb †mUv PgrKvifv‡e e¨vL¨v Ki‡Z cvie| GK K_vq weÁv‡bi e¨vL¨v ev fwel¨`&evYx memg‡qB wbLyuZ Ges mywbwðZ|Ó †Kvqv›Uvg †gKvwb· weÁv‡bi GB aviYvUv‡K cy‡ivcywi cvj‡U w`‡q‡Q| weÁvbxiv mwe¯§‡q Avwe®‹vi K‡i‡Qb †h, cÖK…wZ Avm‡j KL‡bvB mewKQz Rvb‡Z †`‡e bv| †m Zvi †fZ‡ii wKQz wKQz wRwbm gvby‡li KvQ †_‡K jywK‡q iv‡L| gvbyl KL‡bvB †mUv Rvb‡Z cvi‡e bv| me‡P‡q PgKcÖ` e¨vcvi n‡”Q, GUv wKš‘ weÁv‡bi A¶gZv ev Am¤ú~Y©Zv bq| GUvB n‡”Q weÁvb| weÁvbxiv GKUv ch©v‡q wM‡q KL‡bvB Avi †Rvi Mjvq ej‡eb bv Òn‡eÓ Zviv gv_v †b‡o ej‡eb, Òn‡Z cv‡iÓ| †`L, weÁvb †h cÖK…wZi me inm¨ D`&NvUb Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv, Zv weÁvb gn‡j GLb ¯^xKvh©| Zvn‡j †h weÁvb mªóvi ˆZwi cÖK…wZi me inm¨ †f` Ki‡Z A¶g, Zv‡K evULviv evwb‡q †mB cÖK…wZi mªóv‡K Rvw÷dvB KivUv wK wbQK †Q‡jgvbywl bq?Õ mvwR` wKQz ejj bv| Avwg Avevi ejjvg, ÔweÁvb †h mewKQzi cÖgvY w`‡Z cv‡i bv, Zvi wekvj GKUv wj÷I K‡i †djv hv‡e PvB‡j|Õ mvwR` ivwM ivwM Mjvq ejj- ÔdvBRjv‡gv Kwim Avgvi mv‡_?Õ Avwg nvm‡Z jvMjvg| ejjvg- ÔAv”Qv †kvb, ejwQ| †Zvi †cÖwgKvi bvg wgZz bv?Õ ÔGBLv‡b †cÖwgKvi e¨vcvi Avm‡Q †Kb?Õ ÔAv‡i ej bv Av‡M|Õ Ônu¨v|Õ ÔwKQz g‡b Kwim bv| K_vi K_v ejwQ| ai, Avwg wgZz‡K al©Y Kijvg| i³v³ Ae¯’vq wgZz Zvi †e‡W c‡o Av‡Q| AviI ai, ZzB †Kv‡bvfv‡e e¨vcviUv †R‡b †MwQm|Õ Ôû|Õ ÔGLb weÁvb w`‡q e¨vL¨v Ki †`wL, wgZz‡K al©Y Kivq †Kb Avgvi kvw¯Í nIqv `iKvi?Õ mvwR` ejj- ÔwµwUK¨vj †Kv‡qðb| GUv‡K weÁvb w`‡q Kxfv‡e e¨vL¨v Kie?Õ Ônv nv nv| Av‡MB e‡jwQ| Ggb A‡bK e¨vcvi Av‡Q, hvi DËi weÁv‡b †bB|Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

13

mvwR` ejj, ÔGUv wK µvBg mvB‡Ýi Ask bv?Õ ÔµvBg mvBÝ †h K_v, cwjwUK¨vj mvBÝI GKB K_v| `y‡Uvi mv‡_B ÔmvBÝÕ kã Av‡Q| wKš‘ w`b‡k‡l `y‡Uvi †Kv‡bvUvB Av`‡Z mvBÝ bv| nv nv nv|Õ ÔwKš‘ Gi mv‡_ mªóvq wek¦v‡mi m¤úK© Kx?Õ Ôm¤úK© Av‡Q| mªóvq wek¦vmUvI Ggb GKUv welq, †hUv Avgiv gv‡b gvby‡liv, Avgv‡`i Bw›`ªqMÖvn¨ cÖgvYvw` w`‡q cÖgvY Ki‡Z cvie bv| mªóv †Kv‡bv †Uwj‡®‹v‡c aiv c‡ob bv| Dbv‡K AYyex¶Yhš¿ w`‡qI Lyu‡R †ei Kiv hvq bv| Dbv‡K Rv÷ wek¦vm K‡i wb‡Z nq|Õ mvwR` Gevi 260 wWwMÖ G‡½‡j †eu‡K emj| †m ejj- Ôayi! Kx me Av‡evjZv‡evj †evSvwj| hv †`wL bv, Zv‡K wek¦vm K‡i †be?Õ Avwg ejjvg- Ônu¨v| c„w_ex‡Z Awek¦vmx e‡j †KDB †bB| mevB wek¦vmx| mevB Ggb wKQz bv wKQz‡Z wVK wek¦vm K‡i, hv Zviv Av‡`Š †`‡Lwb ev †`Lvi †Kv‡bv my‡hvMI †bB| wKš‘ GUv wb‡q Zviv cÖkœ †Zv‡j bv| Zviv wbwe©‡Nœ I wbwð‡šÍ Zv‡Z wek¦vm K‡i hvq| ZzBI wVK †miKg|Õ mvwR` ejj- ÔAvwg? cvMj n‡qwQm? Avwg bv †`‡L †Kv‡bv wKQz‡ZB wek¦vm Kwi bv, fwel¨‡Z KL‡bv KieI bv|Õ ÔZzB GLbI bv †`‡L A‡bK wKQzB wek^vm Kwim Ges GUv wb‡q †Zvi g‡a¨ †Kv‡bvw`b †Kv‡bv cÖkœI Rv‡Mwb, AvR‡K GB Av‡jvPbv bv Ki‡j nq‡Zv RvMZI bv|Õ †m Avgvi w`‡K †KŠZ‚njx ZvwK‡q iBj| ejjvg- ÔRvb‡Z Pvm?Õ Ôû|Õ ÔAvevi ejwQ, wKQz g‡b Kwim bv| hyw³i LvwZ‡i ejwQ|Õ ÔwVK Av‡Q, ej|Õ ÔAv”Qv, †Zvi evev-gvÕi wgj‡bB †h †Zvi Rb¥ n‡q‡Q, †mUv ZzB KL‡bv †`‡LwQwj? ev, GB gyn~‡Z© †Kv‡bv Gwf‡WÝ Av‡Q †Zvi Kv‡Q? n‡Z cv‡i †Zvi gv †Zvi evev Qvov Ab¨ KviI mv‡_ ˆ`wnK m¤úK© K‡i‡Q †Zvi R‡b¥i Av‡M| n‡Z cv‡i, ZzB AB e¨w³iB ˆRe wµqvi dj| ZzB GUv †`wLmwb| wKš‘ †Kv‡bvw`bI wK †Zvi gvÕ‡K GUv wb‡q cÖkœ K‡iwQwj? wbðqB Kwimwb| †mB †Qv‡Uv‡ejv †_‡K hv‡K evev wn‡m‡e †`‡L AvmwQm, GLIb Zv‡KB evev e‡j WvKwQm| hv‡K fvB wn‡m‡e †R‡b AvmwQm, Zv‡KB fvB e‡j WvwKm| †evb‡K †evb ewjm|

14

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

ZzB bv †`‡LB Gm‡e wek¦vm Kwim bv? †Kv‡bvw`b Rvb‡Z †P‡qwQm GLb hv‡K evev WvKwQm, ZzB Avm‡jB Zvi JimRvZ wK bv? Rvb‡Z Pvmwb| wek¦vm K‡i †MwQm| GLbI KiwQm| fwel¨‡ZI Kiwe| mªóvi Aw¯Í‡Z¡ wek¦vmUvI wVK GgbB †i †`v¯Í| GUv‡K cÖkœ Kiv hvq bv| m‡›`n Kiv hvq bv| GUv‡K ü`‡qi Mfx‡i aviY Ki‡Z nq| GUvi bvgB wek¦vm|Õ mvwR` D‡V evB‡i P‡j †Mj| fvejvg, †m Avgvi K_vq Kó †c‡q‡Q nq‡Zv| c‡ii w`b †fv‡i Avwg hLb dR‡ii bvgv‡Ri Rb¨ ARy Ki‡Z hv, †`Ljvg Avgvi cv‡k mvwR` G‡m `vuwo‡q‡Q| Avwg Zvi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvjvg| †m Avgvi Pvnwbi cÖkœUv eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q| †m ejj- ÔbvgvR co‡Z D‡VwQ|Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

15

ZvKw`i ebvg ¯^vaxb B”Qv : mªóv wK GLv‡b weZwK©Z mvwR‡`i e¨v‡M Bqv †gvUv GKUv Wv‡qwi _v‡K memgq| Wv‡qwiUv cÖv‰MwZnvwmK Avg‡ji †Kv‡bv wb`k©‡bi g‡Zv| RvqMvq RvqMvq †Quov| †Quov RvqMvi †Kv‡bvUv‡Z my‡Zv w`‡q †mjvB Kiv, †Kv‡bv RvqMvq AuvVv w`‡q cÖ‡jc jvMv‡bv, †Kv‡bv RvqMvq †Uc jvMv‡bv| GB Wv‡qwi‡Z †m Zvi Rxe‡bi bvbv D‡jøL‡hvM¨ NUbv¸‡jv wj‡L iv‡L| e‡j ivwL, mvwR‡`i e¨w³MZ Wv‡qwi‡Z Avgvi G‡·m AbygwZcÖvß| GB Wv‡qwii gvSvgvwS †Kv‡bv GK RvqMvq mvwR` Avgvi mv‡_ cÖ_g mv¶v‡Zi NUbvwUI wj‡L †i‡L‡Q| Zvi mv‡_ Avgvi cÖ_g †`Lv nq wUGmwm‡Z| †m Avgvi m¤ú‡K© wj‡L‡QÑ Ôf¨vejv UvB‡ci GK †Q‡ji mv‡_ mv¶vr n‡jv AvR| †`L‡jB g‡b n‡e RM‡Zi KwVb wel‡qi †Kv‡bv wKQzB †m †ev‡S bv| K_v ejvi c‡i eySjvg, GB †Q‡j AZ¨šÍ eyw×gvb, wKš‘ †`L‡Z nvev‡Mvev| †Q‡jUvi bvgÑ Avwid| 5B gvP©, 2009|Õ GB Wv‡qwi‡Z bvbvb weL¨vZ e¨w³‡`i K_vI †jLv Av‡Q| GKevi KvbvWvi U‡i‡›Uv‡Z mvwR` Zvi evevi mv‡_ GKwU Awdwmqvj Uz‡i wM‡qwQj| †mLv‡b A‡bK †mwj‡eªwUi mv‡_ wej †MUmI Avgwš¿Z wQ‡jb| wej †MUm †mLv‡b `k wgwb‡Ui Rb¨ e³…Zv †i‡LwQ‡jb| †mB NUbvwUI Wv‡qwi‡Z †jLv Av‡Q| wm‡jU kvnRvjvj BDwbfvwm©wU Ae mvBÝ A¨vÛ †UK‡bvjwRi KgwcDUvi mvBÝ wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui cÖ‡dmi W. Rvdi BKev‡ji mv‡_ mvwR‡`i GKevi eB †gjvq †`Lv n‡q hvq| †mev‡ii eB‡gjvq Rvdi m¨v‡ii eB GKUzLvwb weÁvb-Gi wØZxq wKw¯Í AviI GKUzLvwb weÁvb cÖKvwkZ nq| eB wK‡b †ei nIqvi c‡_ Rvdi m¨v‡ii mv‡_ †`Lv n‡q hvq mvwR‡`i| A‡UvMÖvd wb‡q m¨v‡ii Kv‡Q †n‡m Rvb‡Z PvBj m¨vi, GKUzLvwb weÁvb cvBjvg| Gici cvBjvg AviI GKUzLvwb weÁvb| GUvi c‡i, ÔAviI AviI GKUzLvwb weÁvbÕ K‡e cvw”Q?Õ †mw`b bvwK Rvdi m¨vi wgwó †n‡m e‡jwQ‡jbÑ Ôcv‡e, cv‡e|Õ wb‡Ri mv‡_ N‡U hvIqv GiKg A‡bK NUbvB VuvB †c‡q‡Q mvwR‡`i Wv‡qwiUv‡Z| Wv‡qwii Av‡`¨vcvšÍ Avgvi cov wQj| wKš‘ †mwg÷vi dvBbvj mvg‡b P‡j Avmvq MZ †ek wKQzw`b Zvi Wv‡qwiUv Avi cov nqwb|

16

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

†mw`b _vW© †mwg÷v‡ii †kl cix¶vwU w`‡q iæ‡g Gjvg| G‡m †`wL mvwR` N‡i †bB| †Uwe‡ji Ic‡i Zvi Wv‡qwiUv †Lvjv Ae¯’vq c‡o Av‡Q| Ng©v³ kixi| KvVdvUv †iv‡`i g‡a¨ K¨v¤úvm †_‡K †nu‡U evmvq wd‡iwQ| GB gyn~‡Z©© e‡m Wv‡qwiUv DjUve, †m kw³ ev B‡”Q †Kv‡bvUvB †bB| wKš‘ Wv‡qwiUv eÜ Ki‡Z wM‡q GKwU wk‡ivbv‡g Avgvi †PvL AvU‡K †Mj| Avwg mvwR‡`i †Uwe‡jB e‡m cwo| †jLvwUi wk‡ivbvg wQjÑ ÔfvM¨ ebvg ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³, mªóv wK GLv‡b weZwK©Z?Õ †ek †jvfbxq wk‡ivbvg| kvixwiK K¬vwšÍ fz‡jB Avwg NUbvwUi cÖ_g †_‡K cov ïiæ Kijvg| NUbvwU mvwR‡`i Wv‡qwi‡Z †hfv‡e †jLv, wVK †mfv‡eB Zz‡j aiwQÑ K‡qK w`b Av‡M K¬v‡mi _vW© wcwiq‡W gwdRyi ingvb m¨vi G‡m Avgv‡K `uvo Kiv‡jb| ej‡jbÑ ÔZzwg wK fvM¨, AvBwgb ZvKw`‡i wek¦vm K‡iv?Õ Avwg AvPgKv AevK njvg| Avm‡j GB Avjvc¸‡jv n‡jv ag©xq Avjvc| gvB‡µvev‡qvjwRi GKRb wk¶K hLb K¬v‡m G‡m Gme wR‡Ám K‡ib, ZLb LvwbKUv weeªZ‡eva KivB ¯^vfvweK| m¨vi Avgvi Dˇii Avkvq gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q Av‡Qb| Avwg ejjvgÑ ÔwR, m¨vi| A¨vR A¨v gymwjg, Avwg ZvKw`‡i wek¦vm Kwi| GwU Avgvi Cgv‡bi g~j mvZwU wel‡qi g‡a¨ GKwU|Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔZzwg wK wek¦vm K‡iv †h, gvbyl Rxe‡b hv hv Ki‡e mewKQzB R‡b¥i A‡bK eQi Av‡M Zvi ZvKw`‡i wj‡L †`Iqv n‡q‡Q?Õ ÔwR m¨viÕ, Avwg DËi w`jvg| Ôejv nq, mªóvi B”Qv Qvov Mv‡Qi GKwU ÿz`ª cvZvI b‡o bv, ZvB bv?Õ ÔwR¦, m¨vi|Õ Ôa‡iv, AvR mKv‡j Avwg GKRb †jvK‡K Lyb Kijvg| Zvn‡j wK Avgvi ZvKw`‡i c~e© wba©vwiZ wQj bv?Õ ÔwR, wQj|Õ ÔAvgvi ZvKw`i hLb †jLv nw”Qj, ZLb wK Avwg RxweZ wQjvg?Õ Ôbv m¨vi, RxweZ wQ‡jb bv|Õ ÔAvgvi ZvKw`i †K wj‡L‡Q? Kvi wb‡`©‡k †jLv n‡q‡Q?Õ Ômªóvi|Õ ÔZvn‡j, †mvRv Ges mij jwRK GUvB e‡j, AvR mKv‡j †h LybwU Avwg K‡iwQ, †mwU g~jZ Avwg Kwiwb| Avwg GLv‡b GKwU †iveU gvÎ|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

17

Avgvi †fZ‡i GKwU †cÖvMÖvg †mU K‡i w`‡q‡Qb mªóv| †mB †cÖvMÖv‡g †jLv wQj †h, AvR mKv‡j Avwg GKRb †jvK‡K Lyb Kie| myZivs Avwg wVK ZvB-B K‡iwQ, hv Avgvi Rb¨ mªóv c~‡e© wVK K‡i †i‡L‡Qb| G‡Z Avgvi †Kv‡bv nvZ †bB| Wz BD A¨vwMÖ, mvwR`?Õ ÔwKQzUv m¨vi|Õ Avwg DËi w`jvg| gwdRyi m¨vi Gevi nvm‡jb| †n‡m ej‡jbÑ ÔAvwg RvbZvg Zzwg wKQzUvB GKgZ n‡e, cy‡ivUv bq| GLb Zzwg Avgv‡K wbðqB hyw³ †`wL‡q ej‡e m¨vi, mªóv Avgv‡`i GKwU ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³ w`‡q‡Qb| Avgiv GUv w`‡q fv‡jvÑ g›` wePvi K‡i Pwj, ivBU?Õ ÔwR, m¨vi|Õ ÔwKš‘ mvwR`, GUv LyeB †jBg jwRK| Wz BD †bv? a‡iv, Avwg †Zvgvi nv‡Z evRv‡ii GKwU ZvwjKv w`jvg| ZvwjKvq hv hv wKb‡Z n‡e, Zvi mewKQz †jLv Av‡Q| GLb Zzwg evRvi K‡i wdi‡j| Zzwg wVK Zv-B Zv-B wKb‡j hv Avwg ZvwjKvq wj‡L w`‡qwQ Ges Zzwg GUv Ki‡Z eva¨|Õ GZUzKz e‡j m¨vi Avgvi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z PvB‡jbÑ ÔeyS‡Z cviQ?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ ÔwR m¨vi|Õ Ô†fwi ¸W! a‡iv, Zzwg evRvi K‡i Avmvi ci, GKRb wR‡Ám Kij, ÒmvwR` Kx Kx evRvi K‡iQ?Ó ZLb Avwg DËi w`jvg, ÒIi hv hv †L‡Z gb †P‡q‡Q, Zv-B wK‡b‡Q|Ó e‡jv †Zv, Avwg mZ¨ e‡jwQ wK bv?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ Ôbvn, Avcwb wg_¨v e‡j‡Qb|Õ m¨vi wPrKvi K‡i e‡j DV‡jbÑ ÔG·v±wj, BD n¨vf MU `¨ c‡q›U gvB wWqvi| Avwg wg_¨v e‡jwQ| Avwg ZvwjKv‡ZB e‡j w`‡qwQ †Zvgv‡K Kx Kx wKb‡Z n‡e| Zzwg wVK Zv-B wK‡bQ, hv Avwg wKb‡Z e‡jwQ| hv wK‡bQ me Avgvi cQ‡›`i wRwbm| GLb Avwg hw` ewj- ÒIi hv hv †L‡Z gb †P‡q‡Q, †m ZvB ZvB wK‡b‡Q|Ó Zvn‡j GUv GKUv Wvnv wg_¨v K_v n‡e, ZvB bv?Õ ÔwR, m¨vi|Õ ÔwVK mªóvI Gfv‡e wg_¨v e‡j‡Qb| `yB b¤^wi K‡i‡Qb| wZwb A‡bK Av‡M Avgv‡`i ZvKw`i wj‡L Zv Avgv‡`i Mjvq Szwj‡q w`‡q‡Qb| GLb Avgiv †mUvB Kwi, hv mªóv †mLv‡b wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| A¨vÛ A¨vU `¨v GÛ Ad `¨ †W, GB Kv‡Ri Rb¨ †KD Rvbœv‡Z hv‡”Q, †KD Rvnvbœv‡g| wKš‘ †Kb? GLv‡b gvby‡li †Zv †Kv‡bv nvZ †bB| g¨vbyqvjUv mªóvi ˆZwi| Avgiv †Zv Rv÷ cvidg©vi| w¯ŒÞ ivBUvi †Zv mªóv| mªóv Gi Rb¨ Avgv‡`i KvD‡K RvbœvZ, KvD‡K Rvnvbœvg w`‡Z cv‡ib bv| hyw³ ZvB e‡j, wVK?Õ Avwg Pzc K‡i iBjvg| cy‡iv K¬v‡m wcbcZb bxieZv weivR Ki‡Q ZLb|

18

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

m¨vi ej‡jbÑ Ôn¨vf BD A¨vwb †cÖvcvi jwRK Ab `¨vU wUªwcK¨vj †Kv‡qðb, wWqvi?Õ Avwg wKQz¶Y Pzc K‡i _vKjvg| m¨vi gyPwK nvm‡jb| m¤¢eZ fve‡Qb, Dwb Avgv‡K Gevi mwZ¨ mwZ¨B Kz‡cvKvZ K‡i w`‡jb| weRqxi nvwm| Avgv‡K hviv †P‡b Zviv mevB Rv‡b, Avwg KL‡bv KviI cÖ‡kœi DËi w`‡Z mgq wbB bv| AvR‡K †h‡nZz Zvi e¨wZµg NUj, eÜziv Avgvi w`‡K W¨ve W¨ve †PvL K‡i ZvKvj| Zv‡`i Pvnwb †`‡L g‡b nw”Qj, GB mvwR`‡K Zviv †P‡bB bv| †Kv‡bvw`b †`‡Lwb| K¬v‡m Avgvi weiæ× g‡Zi hviv Av‡Q, Zv‡`i †Pnviv ZLb gyn~‡Z©©B D¾¡j eY© aviY Kij| Zviv nq‡Zv g‡b g‡b fve‡Z jvMjÑ †gvjøvwRi †`Šo IB gmwR` ch©šÍB|Õ Avwg gyL Zz‡j m¨v‡ii w`‡K ZvKvjvg| gyPwK nvwmUv m¨v‡ii gy‡L ZLbI weivRgvb| Avwg ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, GB K¬v‡m Kvi m¤ú‡K© Avcbvi Kx AwfgZ?Õ m¨vi f¨vevP¨vKv †L‡jb| m¨vi wR‡Ám K‡i‡Qb Kx Avi Avwg ejwQ Kx| m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔeySjvg bv|Õ Ôgv‡b, Avgv‡`i K¬v‡mi Kvi †gav KxiKg, †m wel‡q Avcbvi aviYv †Kgb?Õ Ôfv‡jv aviYv| Qv·`i m¤ú‡K© GKRb wk¶‡KiB †Zv me‡P‡q fv‡jv Ávb _v‡K|Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, Avcwb ejyb †Zv, GB K¬v‡mi Kviv Kviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e Avi Kviv Kviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e?Õ m¨vi wKQzUv wew¯§Z n‡jb| ej‡jbÑ ÔAvwg †Zvgv‡K Ab¨ wel‡q cÖkœ K‡iwQ| Zzwg AvDU Ad Kb‡U·‡U wM‡q cvjUv cÖkœ KiQ, mvwR`|Õ Ôbv m¨vi, Avwg Kb‡U·‡UB AvwQ| Avcwb DËi w`b|Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔGB K¬vm †_‡K ivqnvb, ggZvR, dvinvbv, mRxe, Iqv‡im, BdwZ, mygb, Rv‡e` I Zzwg dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e| Avi evwKiv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e|Õ m¨vi hv‡`i bvg e‡j‡Qb, Zviv mevB K¬v‡mi weªwjqv›U ÷z‡W›U| myZivs m¨v‡ii Abygvb Lye GKUv fzj bv| Avwg ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, Avcwb GUv wj‡L w`‡Z cv‡ib?Õ Ô†nvqvB bU,Õ m¨vi ej‡jb|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

19

GB e‡j wZwb LPLP K‡i GKUv KvM‡Ri GKcv‡k hviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e Zv‡`i bvg, Ab¨cv‡k hviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e, Zv‡`i bvg wj‡L Avgvi nv‡Z w`‡jb| Avwg ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, a‡i wbjvg †h, Avcbvi fwel¨`&evYx m¤ú~Y© mZ¨ n‡q‡Q| gv‡b, Avcwb dv÷© K¬vm cv‡eb e‡j hv‡`i bvg wj‡L‡Qb, Zviv mevB dv÷© K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, Avi hviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e wj‡L‡Qb, Zv‡`i mevB †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q|Õ Ôûg, †Zv?Õ ÔGLb m¨vi ejyb †Zv wcøR, hviv dv÷© K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, †Kej Avcwb GB KvM‡R Zv‡`i bvg wj‡L‡Qb e‡jB wK Zviv dv÷© K¬vm †c‡q‡Q?Õ Ôbv †Zv|Õ Ôhviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, †Kej Avcwb GB KvM‡R wj‡L‡Qb e‡jB wK Zviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q?Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔGK`g bv|Õ ÔZvn‡j g~j e¨vcviwU Kx m¨vi?Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ Ôg~j e¨vcvi n‡jv, Avwg †Zvgv‡`i wk¶K| Avwg Lye fv‡jv K‡iB Rvwb, cov‡kvbvq †Zvgv‡`i †K †Kgb| Avwg Lye fv‡jv K‡iB Rvwb, Kvi †gav †Kgb| myZivs Avwg †PvL eÜ K‡iB e‡j w`‡Z cvwi †K †Kgb †iRvë Ki‡e|Õ Avwg nvmjvg| ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, hviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q, Zviv hw` Avcbv‡K †`vl †`q? hw` e‡j, Avcwb Ô†m‡KÛ K¬vmÕ K¨vUvMwi‡Z Zv‡`i bvg wj‡L‡Qb e‡jB Zviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm †c‡q‡Q?Õ m¨vi Kcv‡ji fuvR j¤^v K‡i ej‡jbÑ ÔBU DW we †UvUvwj is! Avwg †Kb Gi Rb¨ `vqx ne? GUv †Zv m¤ú~Y© Zv‡`i `vq| Avwg ïay Zv‡`i †gav, †hvM¨Zv m¤ú‡K© aviYv ivwL e‡jB AwMÖg e‡j w`‡Z †c‡iwQ †h, †K †Kgb †iRvë Ki‡e|Õ Avwg Gevi †Rv‡i †Rv‡i nvm‡Z jvMjvg| cy‡iv K¬vm Avgvi w`‡K nv K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| Avwg _vgjvg| ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, ZvKw`i Z_v fvM¨UvI wVK GiKg| Avcwb †hgb Avgv‡`i †gav, †hvM¨Zv, ¶gZv m¤ú‡K© fv‡jv aviYv iv‡Lb, mªóvI †Zgwb Zvi m„wó m¤ú‡K© Rv‡bb| Avcbvi aviYv gv‡S gv‡S fzj n‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ mªóvi Rvbv‡Z †Kv‡bv fzj †bB| mªóv n‡jb Avwjgyj Mv‡qe| wZwb f‚Z-eZ©gvb-fwel¨r me Rv‡bb| me|

20

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

ÔAvcwb Avgv‡`i m¤ú‡K© c~e©vbygvb K‡i wj‡L w`‡q‡Qb †h, Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ Kviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e, Avi Kviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e| Gi gv‡b wKš‘ GB bq †h, Avcwb e‡j‡Qb e‡j Avgiv †KD dv÷© K¬vm cvw”Q, †KD †m‡KÛ K¬vm cvw”Q| Avgiv †h hv †iRvë KiwQ, †mUv Zvi †gav, †hvM¨Zv I cwikÖ‡gi Avwë‡gU dj| Ô†Zv mªóv †h‡nZz Zuvi m„wói e¨vcv‡i me Rv‡bb, Kv‡RB wZwb †m Abyhvqx Avgv‡`i ZvKw`i wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| Zv‡Z †jLv Av‡Q `ywbqvq Avgiv †K Kx Kie| Gi gv‡bI wKš‘ GB bq †h, wZwb wj‡L w`‡q‡Qb e‡jB Avgiv KvR¸‡jv KiwQ| eis Gi gv‡b n‡jv wZwb Rv‡bb †h, Avgiv `ywbqvq GB GB KvR¸‡jv Kie| ZvB wZwb Zv AwMÖg wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb ZvKw`i wn‡m‡e| ÔAvgv‡`i g‡a¨ †KD dv÷© K¬vm Avi †KD †m‡KÛ K¬vm cvIqvi Rb¨ †hgb †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Avcwb `vqx bb; wVK †mfv‡e gvby‡li g‡a¨ †KD fv‡jv KvR K‡i Rvbœv‡Z, Avi †KD Lvivc KvR K‡i Rvnvbœv‡g hvIqvi Rb¨I mªóv `vqx bb| mªóv Rv‡bb †h, Avcwb AvR mKv‡j GKRb‡K Lyb Ki‡eb| ZvB wZwb †mUv Av‡MB Avcbvi ZvKw`‡i wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| GUvi gv‡b GB bq †h mªóv wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb e‡jB Avcwb LybwU K‡i‡Qb| Gi gv‡b n‡jvÑ mªóv Rv‡bb †h, Avcwb AvR LybwU Ki‡eb| ZvB †mUv AwMÖg wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb Avcbvi ZvKw`i wn‡m‡e| m¨vi, e¨vcviUv wK GLb cwi®‹vi?Õ m¨v‡ii †Pnviv wKQzUv d¨vKv‡m g‡b n‡jv| wZwb ej‡jbÑ Ôûg|Õ Gici m¨vi wKQz¶Y Pzc _vK‡jb| Zvici ej‡jbÑ ÔAvwg ï‡bwQjvg Zzwg Kw`b Av‡MI bvw¯ÍK wQ‡j| Zzwg Avevi Avw¯ÍK n‡j K‡e?Õ Avwg nv nv nv K‡i nvmjvg| ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, GB cÖkUœ v wKš‘ AvDU Ad Kb‡U·U|Õ GUv ï‡b cy‡iv K¬vm nvwm‡Z †d‡U coj| m¨vi Gevi K¬v‡mi GKv‡WwgK †jKPvi ïiæ Ki‡jb| K¬v‡mi GK`g †klw`‡K m¨vi Avevi Avgv‡K `uvo Kiv‡jb| ej‡jbÑ ÔeySjvg, mªóv Av‡M †_‡K Rv‡bb e‡jB wj‡L †i‡L‡Qb| wZwb †h‡nZz Av‡M †_‡KB Rv‡bb, †K fv‡jv KvR Ki‡e Avi †K Lvivc KvR Ki‡e, Zvn‡j cix¶v †bIqvi Kx `iKvi? hviv Rvbœv‡Z hvIqvi Zv‡`i Rvbœv‡Z, Avi hviv Rvnvbœv‡g hvIqvi Zv‡`i Rvnvbœv‡g cvwV‡q w`‡jB †Zv n‡Zv, ZvB bv?Õ Avwg Avevi nvmjvg| Avgvi nv‡Z m¨v‡ii wj‡L †`Iqv KvMRwU ZLbI aiv wQj| Avwg †mUv m¨vi‡K †`wL‡q ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, GB KvM‡R Kviv Kviv dv÷© K¬vm cv‡e, Avi Kviv Kviv †m‡KÛ K¬vm cv‡e, Zv‡`i bvg †jLv Av‡Q| Zvn‡j GB KvMRwUi wfwˇZB †iRvë w`‡q w`b| evowZ K‡i cix¶v wb‡”Qb †Kb?Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

21

m¨vi ej‡jbÑ Ôcix¶v bv wb‡j †KD nq‡Zv GB e‡j Awf‡hvM Ki‡Z cv‡i †h, m¨vi Avgv‡K B”Qv K‡iB †m‡KÛ K¬vm w`‡q‡Q| cix¶v w`‡j Avwg nq‡Zv wVKB dv÷© K¬vm †cZvg|Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ ÔGK`g ZvB, m¨vi| mªóvI GRb¨ cix¶v wb‡”Qb, hv‡Z †KD ej‡Z bv cv‡i; `ywbqvq cix¶vi e¨e¯’v _vK‡j Avwg Aek¨B AvR‡K Rvbœv‡Z _vKZvg| mªóv B”Qv K‡iB Avgv‡K Rvnvbœv‡g cvwV‡q‡Qb|Õ K¬v‡mi mevB nvZZvwj w`‡Z ïiæ Kij| m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔmvwR`, AvB n¨vf A¨v jv÷ †Kv‡qðb|Õ Ô†Wwd‡bUwj, m¨vi|Õ, Avwg ejjvg| ÔAv”Qv, †h gvbyl cy‡iv Rxe‡b Lvivc KvR †ewk K‡i, †m AšÍZ wKQz bv wKQz fv‡jv KvR †Zv K‡i, ZvB bv?Õ ÔwR m¨vi|Õ ÔZvn‡j, GB fv‡jv KvR¸‡jvi Rb¨ n‡jI †Zv Zvi Rvbœv‡Z hvIqv `iKvi, ZvB bv?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ Ôm¨vi, cvwb Kxfv‡e ˆZwi nq?Õ m¨vi Avevi AevK n‡jb| nq‡Zv ej‡Z hvw”Q‡jb †h, GB cÖkœUvI AvDU Ad Kb‡U·U| wKš‘ Kx †f‡e †hb Pzc‡m †M‡jb| ej‡jbÑ Ô`yB fvM nvB‡Wªv‡Rb Avi GK fvM Aw·‡R‡bi mswgkª‡Y|Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ ÔAvcwb GK fvM nvB‡Wªv‡Rb Avi GK fvM Aw·‡Rb w`‡q cvwb ˆZwi Ki‡Z cvi‡eb?Õ ÔKL‡bvB bv|Õ ÔwVK †mfv‡e, GK fvM fv‡jv KvR Avi GK fvM g›` Kv‡R RvbœvZ cvIqv hvq bv| RvbœvZ †c‡Z n‡j nq wZb fvMB fv‡jv KvR n‡Z n‡e, bZzev `yB fvM fv‡jv KvR, GK fvM g›` KvR n‡Z n‡e| A_©vr, fv‡jv Kv‡Ri cvjøv fvix nIqv Avek¨K|Õ †mw`b m¨vi Avi †Kv‡bv cÖkœ Avgv‡K K‡ibwb| Wv‡qwi‡Z mvwR‡`i †jLv GK wbtk¦v‡m cy‡ivUv c‡o †djjvg| †Kv_vI GKUzI _vwgwb| cov †k‡l †hB gvÎ Wv‡qwiUv eÜ Ki‡Z hve, Agwb †`Ljvg, †cQb †_‡K mvwR` G‡m Avgvi Kvb g‡j a‡i‡Q| ejjÑ ÔZzB †Zv mvsNvwZK †j‡f‡ji †Pvi| Pzwi K‡i Avgvi Wv‡qwi cowQm|Õ Avwg †n‡m ejjvgÑ Ônv nv nv| fz‡j †MwQm †h, GB Wv‡qwi covi G‡·m ZzB wb‡RB Avgv‡K w`‡qwQwj!Õ

22

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

mvwR` wRnŸvq Kvgo w`‡q ejjÑ Ô†mUv Avgvi Dcw¯’wZ‡Z wKš‘!Õ Avwg cÖm½ Nywi‡q w`‡Z ejjvg, Ôm¨vi‡K †Zv †mw`b fv‡jv Rã K‡iwQm †i †`v¯Í!Õ K_vUv †m Kv‡b wbj e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv| wb‡Ri m¤ú‡K© †Kv‡bv Kgwcø ‡g›UB †m Avg‡j †bq bv| MvgQvq gyL gyQ‡Z gyQ‡Z Lv‡Ui Ici ï‡q coj| Avwg Zvi Kuv‡a nvZ ivLjvg| ejjvgÑ ÔmvwR`...Õ ÔûÕ ÔGKUv K_v eje?Õ Ôej|Õ ÔRvwbm, GKmgq hye‡Kiv wngy n‡Z PvBZ| njy` cvÄvwe Mv‡q w`‡q, giæf‚wg‡Z MZ© Lyu‡o †R¨vrmœv †`Lvi ¯^cœ †`LZ| †`wLm, Ggb GKw`b Avm‡e, †hw`b hye‡Kiv mvwR` n‡Z PvB‡e| wVK †Zvi g‡Zv|Õ K_v¸‡jv e‡jB Avwg mvwR‡`i w`‡K ZvKvjvg| †`Ljvg, ZZ¶‡Y †m Nywg‡q c‡o‡Q| A‡Nvi Nyg...| GK cªkvšÍ gy‡Li w`K †_‡K Avwg †PvL †div‡Z cviwQ bv|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

23

mªóv †Kb g›` Kv‡Ri `vq †bb bv gwdRyi ingvb m¨v‡ii K¬vm| m¨vi nvjKv-cvZjv Mo‡bi| evZvm G‡jB †hb X‡j co‡eb| LyeB Lvivc Ae¯’v kix‡ii| f`ª‡jv‡Ki †Pnvivi †P‡q †PvL `y‡Uv A¯^vfvweK iKg eo| †`L‡jB g‡b nq †hb e‡ov e‡ov mvB‡Ri `y‡Uv RjcvB †KD †Lv`vB K‡i ewm‡q w`‡q‡Q| Z‡e f`ª‡jvK LyeB fv‡jv gvbyl| Ibvi mgm¨v GKUvBÑ K¬v‡m Dwb hZUv bv ev‡qvjwR covb, Zvi †P‡q †ewk `k©b PP©v K‡ib| ag© †Kv_v †_‡K G‡jv, wVK K‡e †_‡K gvbyl avwg©K nIqv ïiæ Kij, ag© Av`‡Z Kx, Avi Kx bq GmeB Zvi AvMÖn I Av‡jvPbvi †K›`ªwe›`y| AvR‡K Ibvi PZz_© K¬vm| cov‡eb Analytical Techniques & Bio-Informatics| PZz_© †mwg÷v‡i GUv cov‡bv nq| m¨vi G‡m cÖ_‡g ej‡jb-ÔGood Morning, Guys.Õ mevB mg¯^‡i ejjÑ ÔGood Morning, Sir.Õ Gici m¨vi wR‡Ám Ki‡jbÑ ÔmevB †Kgb AvQ?Õ m¨v‡ii AviI GKwU fv‡jv w`K n‡jvÑ Dwb K¬v‡m G‡j Gfv‡eB mevi Kzkjvw` wR‡Ám K‡ib| mvaviYZ nvqvi †j‡f‡j †hUv me wk¶K K‡ib bv| Zviv †ive‡Ui g‡Zv K¬v‡m Av‡mb, h‡š¿i g‡Zv K‡i †jKPvi cwo‡q †ewi‡q hvb| †mw`K †_‡K gwdRyi ingvb bv‡gi GB f`ª‡jvK A‡bKUv Ab¨iKg| AveviI mevB mg¯^‡i DËi w`‡jv| wKš‘‘ †Mvjgvj euvaj GK RvqMvq| wk¶v_©x‡`i g‡a¨ K‡qKRb DËi w`‡q‡Q Gfv‡eÑ ÔAvjnvg`ywjjøvn, fv‡jv|Õ m¨vi Kcv‡ji fuvR GKUz `xN© K‡i ej‡jbÑ ÔAvjnvg`ywjjøvn, fv‡jv e‡jQ †K †K?Õ A™¢yZ cÖkœ| mevB _ZgZ †Lj| GKUz Av‡MB e‡jwQ, m¨vi GKUz Ab¨iKg| cÖvBgvwi †j‡f‡ji wUPvi‡`i g‡Zv K¬v‡m G‡m weKU wPrKvi K‡i ÔGood MorningÕ e‡jb, mevB †Kgb Av‡Q Rvb‡Z Pvb| GLb ÔAvjnvg`ywjjøvnÕ ejvi Rb¨ wK cÖvBgvwi †j‡f‡ji wk¶K‡`i g‡Zv †eZ w`‡q †cUv‡eb bvwK?

24

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

mvwR‡`i ZLb Zvi cÖvBgvwi ¯‹z‡ji wk¶K eveyj P›`ª `v‡mi K_v g‡b c‡o †Mj| GB †jvKUv K¬v‡m †KD `y‡Uvi †ewk nuvwP w`‡jB †eZ w`‡q Av”Qv g‡Zv †cUv‡Zb| Ibvi K_v n‡jvÑ ÔnuvwPi m‡e©v”P cwigvY n‡e `y‡Uv| `y‡Uvi †ewk nuvwP †`Iqv gv‡b B‡”Q K‡iB †eqv`we Kiv|Õ hv †nvK, eveyj P‡›`ªi cvV †Zv K‡eB Pz‡K‡Q, Gevi gwdR m¨v‡ii nv‡ZB bv MYwcUzwb LvIqv jv‡M| K¬v‡mi me©‡gvU mvZRb `uvovj| Giv mevB ÔAvjnvg`ywjjøvn fv‡jvÕ e‡j‡Q| Giv n‡”QÑ ivwKe, Av`bvb, Rybv‡q`, mvwKe, gwiqg, wiZv I mvwR`| m¨vi mevi †PnvivUv GKUz fv‡jv g‡Zv ciL K‡i wb‡jb| Gici wdK K‡i †n‡m w`‡q ej‡jbÑ Ôe‡mv|Õ mevB emj| AvR‡K Avi g‡b nq GKv‡WwgK cov‡kvbv n‡e bv| `k©‡bi ZvwË¡K Avjvc n‡e| wVK ZvB n‡jv| gwdRyi ingvb m¨vi Av`bvb‡K `uvo Kiv‡jb| ej‡jbÑ ÔZzwgI e‡jwQ‡j †mUv, bv?Õ ÔwR m¨vi|Õ Av`bvb DËi w`j| m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔAvjnvg`ywjjøvni A_© wK Rv‡bv?Õ Av`bvb g‡b nq GKUz fq cv‡”Q| †m †XuvK wMj‡Z wMj‡Z ejjÑ ÔwR m¨vi, Avjnvg`ywjjøvn& A_© n‡jv : mKj cÖksmv †Kej Avjøvn Zvqvjvi|Õ m¨viI ej‡jbÑ ÔmKj cÖksmv †Kej Avjøvn Zvqvjvi|Õ m¨vi GB evK¨wU `yevi D”PviY Ki‡jb| Gici Av`bv‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ej‡jbÑ Ôe‡mv|Õ Av`bvb emj| Gevi m¨vi wiZv‡K `uvo Kiv‡jb| m¨vi wiZvi Kv‡Q wR‡Ám Ki‡jbÑ ÔAv”Qv, c„w_ex‡Z Pzwi-WvKvwZ Av‡Q?Õ wiZv ejjÑ ÔAv‡Q|Õ ÔLyb-Lvivwe, ivnvRvwb, al©Y?Õ ÔwR,Av‡Q|Õ ÔK_v w`‡q K_v bv ivLv, gvbyl‡K VKv‡bv, †jvf-jvjmv Gme?Õ ÔwR, Av‡Q|Õ ÔG¸‡jv wK cÖksmv‡hvM¨?Õ Ôbv|Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

25

ÔZvn‡j gvbyl GKwU fv‡jv KvR Kivi ci Zvi me cÖksmv hw` Avjøvni nq, gvbyl hLb PzwiWvKvwZ K‡i, †jvK VKvq, Lyb-Lvivwe K‡i, al©Y K‡i, ZLb me g‡›`i †µwWU Avjøvn‡K †`Iqv nq bv †Kb ? Dwb cÖksmvi fvM cv‡eb, wKš‘‘ `yb©v‡gi fvM †b‡eb bvÑ Zv †Kgb GK‡c‡k n‡q †Mj bv?Õ wiZv gv_v wbPz K‡i Pzc K‡i Av‡Q| m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔGLv‡bB a‡g©i †fwéevwR| Ck¦i ïay fv‡jvUv †ev‡Sb, wKš‘‘ g›` †_‡K wb‡R‡K ¸wU‡q wb‡q‡Qb| Av`‡Z, Ck¦i e‡j †KD †bB| hw` _vKZ, Zvn‡j wZwb GiKg GK‡PvLv n‡Zb bv| ev›`vi fv‡jv Kv‡Ri †µwWUUv wb‡R wb‡q †b‡eb, wKš‘‘ g›` Kv‡Ri †ejvq ej‡ebÑ Dû, IBUv †_‡K Avwg cweÎ| IBUv †Zvgvi fvM|Õ m¨v‡ii K_v ï‡b K¬v‡m †h KRb bvw¯ÍK Av‡Q, Zviv nvZZvwj †`Iqv ïiæ Kij| mvwR‡`i cv‡k †h bvw¯ÍKUv e‡m‡Q, †m †Zv e‡jB emjÑ ÔgwdR m¨vi n‡jb Avgv‡`i evsjvi †cø‡Uv|Õ m¨vi ag© Avi mªóvi AmvoZv wb‡q e‡jB hv‡”Qb| Gevi mvwR` `uvovj| m¨v‡ii K_vi gv‡S †m ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, m„wóKZ©v GK‡PvLv bb| wZwb gvby‡li fv‡jv Kv‡Ri †µwWU †bb bv| wZwb ZZUzKzB †bb, hZUzKz wZwb cv‡eb| Ck¦i Av‡Qb|Õ m¨vi mvwR‡`i w`‡K GKUz fv‡jvfv‡e ZvKv‡jb| ej‡jbÑ ÔwkIiÕ? ÔwR|Õ ÔZvn‡j gvby‡li g›` Kv‡Ri Rb¨ †K `vqx?Õ ÔgvbylB `vqx|Õ mvwR` ejj| Ôfv‡jv Kv‡Ri Rb¨?Õ ÔZv-I gvbyl|Õ m¨vi Gevi wPrKvi K‡i ej‡jbÑ ÔG·v±wj, GUvB ej‡Z Pvw”Q| fv‡jv-g›` Gme gvby‡liB KvR| myZivs Gi me †µwWUB gvby‡li| GLv‡b mªóvi †Kv‡bv nvZ †bB| wZwb GLvb †_‡K bv cÖksmv †c‡Z cv‡ib, bv wZi¯‹vi| †mvRv K_vq, mªóv ej‡Z †KDB †bB|Õ K¬v‡m wcbcZb bxieZv| mvwR` ejjÑ Ôgvby‡li fv‡jv Kv‡Ri Rb¨ mªóv Aek¨B cÖksmv cv‡eb| KviY, gvbyl‡K mªóv fv‡jv KvR Kivi Rb¨ `y‡Uv nvZ w`‡q‡Qb, fv‡jv wRwbm †`Lvi Rb¨ `y‡Uv †PvL w`‡q‡Qb, wPšÍv Kivi Rb¨ gw¯Í®‹ w`‡q‡Qb, `y‡Uv cv w`‡q‡Qb| Gme wKQzB mªóvi `vb| ZvB fv‡jv Kv‡Ri Rb¨ wZwb Aek¨B cÖksmv cv‡eb|Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔG¸‡jv w`‡q †Zv gvbyl Lvivc KvRI K‡i, ZLb?Õ ÔGi `vq mªóvi bq|Õ

26

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

Ônv nv nv| Zzwg Lye gRvi gvbyl †`LwQ| GKBmv‡_ wKQzUv †evKvI e‡U! nv nv nv|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, mªóv gvbyl‡K GKwU ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³ w`‡q‡Qb| GUv w`‡q †m wb‡RB wb‡Ri KvR wVK K‡i †bq| †m wK fv‡jv Ki‡e, bvwK g›` Ki‡e|Õ m¨vi wZi¯‹v‡ii my‡i ej‡jbÑ Ôag©xq wKZvevw`i K_v ev` `vI| Kvg Uz `¨ c‡q›U A¨vÛ we jwRK¨vj|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, Avwg wK D`vniY w`‡q †evSv‡Z cvwi welqUv?Õ ÔAek¨B|Õ m¨vi ej‡jb| mvwR` ej‡Z ïiæ KijÑ Ôaiæb, Lye Mfxi mvM‡i GKwU RvnvR Wz‡e †Mj| aiæb, †mUv evg©yWv Uªvqv½vj| †Kv‡bv WzeywiB †mLv‡b Wze w`‡q Rvnv‡Ri gvbyl¸‡jv‡K D×vi Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv| evgy©Wv Uªvqv½v‡j †Zv bqB| GB gyn~‡Z©© aiæb †mLv‡b Avcbvi Avwef©ve NUj| Avcwb mevB‡K ej‡jbÑ ÒAvwg Ggb GKwU hš¿ evwb‡q w`‡Z cvwi, †hUv Mv‡q jvwM‡q †h‡Kv‡bv gvbyl Lye mn‡RB Wz‡e hvIqv Rvnv‡Ri gvbyl¸‡jv‡K D×vi Ki‡Z cvi‡e| Wzeywii †Kv‡bv iKg ¶wZ n‡e bv|ÓÕ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ Ôûg, †Zv?Õ Ôaiæb, Avcwb hš¿wU Zr¶Yvr evbv‡jb Ges GKRb Wzeywi †mB hš¿ Mv‡q jvwM‡q Wz‡e hvIqv gvbyl¸‡jv‡K D×vi Ki‡Z mvM‡i †b‡g coj|Õ K¬v‡m ZLb GK`g wcbcZb bxieZv| mevB gy» †kªvZv| KviI †Pv‡Li cjKB †hb co‡Q bv| mvwR` e‡j †h‡Z jvMjÑ Ôaiæb, WzeywiUv Wze w`‡q Wz‡e hvIqv Rvnv‡R P‡j †Mj| †mLv‡b wM‡q †m †`Lj, gvbyl¸‡jv nuvmdvmu Ki‡Q| †m G‡K G‡K mevB‡K GKwU K‡i Aw·‡Rb wmwjÛvi w`‡q w`‡jv| Zv‡`i‡K GKRb GKRb K‡i D×vi Ki‡Z jvMj|Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ Ôûg|Õ mvwR` ej‡QÑ Ôaiæb, me hvÎx‡K D×vi Kiv †kl| evwK Av‡Q gvÎ GKRb| Wzeywi hLb †kl †jvKUv‡K D×vi Ki‡Z †Mj, ZLb †`Lj, GB †jvKUv‡K †m Av‡M †_‡KB †P‡b|Õ GZUzKz e‡j mvwR` m¨v‡ii Kv‡Q cÖkœ KijÑ Ôm¨vi, GiKg wK n‡Z cv‡i bv?Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔAek¨B n‡Z cv‡i| †jvKUv Wzeywii AvZ¥xq ev cwiwPZ n‡q †h‡ZB cv‡i| A¯^vfvweK wKQz bq|Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

27

mvwR` ejjÑ ÔwR| Wzeywi †jvKUv‡K wPb‡Z cvij| †m †`Lj, GUv n‡”Q Zvi Pig kÎæ| GB †jv‡Ki mv‡_ Zvi `xN©w`‡bi we‡iva Pj‡Q| GiKg n‡Z cv‡i bv, m¨vi?Õ Ônu¨v, n‡Z cv‡i|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôaiæb, Wzeywii g‡a¨ e¨w³MZ wnsmv‡eva †R‡M DVj| †m kÎæZvekZ wVK Kij †h, GB †jvKUv‡K †m euvPv‡e bv| KviY †jvKUv Zvi `xN©w`‡bi kÎæ| †m GB Pig my‡hv‡M cÖwZ‡kvacivqY n‡q DVj| aiæb, Wzeywi IB †jvKUv‡K Aw·‡R‡bi wmwjÛvi †Zv w`‡jvB bv, Dj‡Uv D‡V Avmvi mgq †jvKUvi †c‡U GKUv †Rv‡i jvw_ w`‡q G‡jv|Õ K¬v‡m ZLbI wcbcZb bxieZv| mevB mvwR‡`i w`‡K GK`„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| m¨vi ej‡jbÑ Ô†Zv, Zv‡Z Kx cÖgvY nq, mvwR`?Õ mvwR` m¨v‡ii w`‡K wdij| wd‡i ejjÑ ÔLet me finish my beloved sirÕ| ÔOkey, you are permitted. Carry on.Õ m¨vi ej‡jb| mvwR` Gevi cÖkœ KijÑ Ôm¨vi, ejyb †Zv GB †h GZ¸‡jv Wz‡e hvIqv gvbyl¸‡jv‡K Wzeywi D×vi K‡i Avbj, Gi Rb¨ Avcwb wb‡R wK †Kv‡bv †µwWU cv‡eb?Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔAek¨B Avwg †µwWU cve| KviY, Avwg hw` IB we‡kl hš¿wU bv evwb‡q w`Zvg, Zvn‡j †Zv GB †jvK¸‡jvi †KDB euvPZ bv|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ ÔGK`g wVK m¨vi| Avcwb Aek¨B Gi Rb¨ †µwWU cv‡eb| wKš‘ cieZ©x e¨vcvi n‡”Q, Wzeywi mevB‡K D×vi Ki‡jI, GKRb †jvK‡K †m kÎæZvekZ D×vi bv K‡i g„Zz¨K‚‡c †d‡j †i‡L G‡m‡Q| Avmvi mgq Zvi †c‡U GKwU †Rv‡i jvw_I w`‡q G‡m‡Q| wVK?Õ Ôûg|Õ ÔGLb m¨vi, Wzeywii Ggb Ab¨v‡qi Rb¨ wK Avcwb `vqx n‡eb? Wzeywii GB Ab¨v‡qi fvMUv wK mgvbfv‡e AvcwbI fvM K‡i †b‡eb?Õ m¨vi ej‡jbÑ ÔAek¨B bv| Ii †`v‡li fvM Avwg †Kb †be? Avwg †Zv Zv‡K GiKg Ab¨vq KvR Ki‡Z ewjwb| †mUv †m wb‡R K‡i‡Q| myZivs Gi cy‡iv `vqfvi Zv‡KB enb Ki‡Z n‡e|Õ

28

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

mvwR` Gevi nvmj| †n‡m †m ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, wVK GKBfv‡e Avjøvn Zvqvjv gvbyl‡K m„wó K‡i‡Qb| Avcwb †hiKg Wzeywi‡K GKUv we‡kl hš¿ evwb‡q w`‡q‡Qb, †miKg m„wóKZ©vI gvbyl‡K AbyMÖn K‡i nvZ, cv, †PvL, bvK, Kvb, gyL, gw¯Í®‹Ñ Gme w`‡q w`‡q‡Qb| mv‡_ w`‡q‡Qb GKwU ¯^vaxb B”Qvkw³| GLb Gme e¨envi K‡i †m hw` †Kv‡bv fv‡jv KvR K‡i, Z‡e Zvi †µwWU mªóvI cv‡eb| wVK †h iKg we‡kl hš¿wU evwb‡q Avcwb †µwWU cv‡”Qb| Avevi †m gvbyl hw` G¸‡jv e¨envi K‡i †Kv‡bv Lvivc KvR K‡i, Mwn©Z KvR K‡i, Zvn‡j Gi `vqfvi mªóv †b‡eb bv| †h iKg Wzeywii H Ab¨v‡qi `vq Avcbvi Ici eZ©vq bv| Avwg wK †evSv‡Z †c‡iwQ, m¨vi?Õ K¬v‡m GZ¶Y a‡i wcbcZb bxieZv weivR KiwQj| Gevi K¬v‡mi Avw¯Í‡Kiv wg‡j GKmv‡_ †Rv‡i †Rv‡i nvZZvwj †`Iqv ïiæ Kij| m¨v‡ii Rev‡ei Avkvq mvwR` m¨v‡ii w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| m¨vi ej‡jbÑ Ôûg| AvB MU `¨v c‡q›U|Õ GB e‡j m¨vi †mw`‡bi g‡Zv K¬vm †kl K‡i P‡j hvb|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

29

k~b¨¯’vb †_‡K mªóvi `~iZ¡ Lye mKvj‡ejv| mvwR‡`i Kv‡Q GKwU †gBj G‡m‡Q| †gBjwU cvwV‡q‡Q Zvi bvw¯ÍK eÜz wecøe ai| wecøe`v‡K AvwgI wPwb| m`vnvm¨ GB †jvKUvi mv‡_ gv‡S gv‡SB wUGmwm‡Z †`Lv n‡Zv| †`Lv n‡jB Dwb GKwU nvwm w`‡q wR‡Ám Ki‡ZbÑ ÔZzB wK GLbI iv‡Zi †ejv f‚Z †`wLm?Õ wecøe`v g‡b nq nvwmwU cÖ¯‘Z K‡iB ivLZ| †`Lv nIqv gvÎB †Wwjfvwi w`‡Zb| wecøe`v‡K wPbZvg mvwR‡`i gva¨‡g| mvwR` Avi wecøe`v GKB wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui| wecøe`v mvwR‡`i †P‡q `yB e¨vP wmwbqi| wek¦we`¨vjq Rxe‡bi cÖ_g w`‡K mvwR` †h bvw¯ÍK n‡q wM‡qwQj, Zvi †cQ‡bi KvwiMi wecøe`v| wecøe`v Zv‡K wewfbœ bvw¯ÍK, A¨vM‡bvw÷K‡`i eB cwo‡q bvw¯ÍK evwb‡q †d‡jwQj| mg‡qi e¨eav‡b mvwR` GLb Avi bvw¯ÍK †bB| B‡Zvg‡a¨ wek^v‡mi †`Iqv‡j cÖ_g Pz‡gvwU w`‡q †d‡j‡Q| Avwg K¬vm †k‡l iæ‡g Xz‡K †`Ljvg mvwR` eive‡ii g‡ZvB KgwcDUv‡ii mvg‡b e‡m Av‡Q| Kx †hb wjL‡Q| Avgv‡K †`LvgvÎB ejjÑ Ô†Zvi `vIqvZ Av‡Q|Õ Ô†Kv_vq?Õ Avwg wR‡Ám Kijvg| mvwR` ejjÑ Ôwecøe`v †`Lv Ki‡Z e‡j‡Qb|Õ Avgvi mv‡_ Ibvi †Kv‡bv †jb‡`b †bB| Avgv‡K Gfv‡e †`Lv Ki‡Z ejvi †nZz wK eySjvg bv| mvwR` ejjÑ ÔNve‡o †Mwj bvwK? †Zv‡K GKv bv, mv‡_ Avgv‡KI|Õ GB e‡j mvwR` wecøe`vi †gBjwU I‡cb K‡i †`Lvj| †gBjwU ûeû GiKgÑ ÔmvwR`, Avwg †Zvgv‡K GKRb cÖMwZkxj, D`vigbm¤úbœ, gy³gbv fveZvg| cov‡kvbv K‡i Zzwg Kw_Z ag©xq †Muvovwg Avi AÜ wek¦vm †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡mwQ‡j| wKš‘ Zzwg †h Avevi †mB AÜ wek¦v‡mi RM‡Z wd‡i hv‡eÑ †mUv KíbvI Kwiwb| AvR we‡K‡j evmvq G‡mv| †Zvgvi mv‡_ Avjvc Av‡Q|Õ Avgiv LvIqv-`vIqv K‡i, †hvn‡ii bvgvR c‡o wecøe`vi mv‡_ †`Lv Kivi Rb¨ †ei njvg| wecøe`v Av‡M _vK‡Zb ebvbx, GLb _v‡Kb KuvUve‡b| R¨vg KvwU‡q Avgiv hLb wecøe`vi evmvq †cuŠQjvg, ZLb Avm‡ii Iqv³ n‡q †M‡Q| wecøe`vi mv‡_ n¨vÛ‡mK K‡i Avgiv emjvg bv|

30

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

mvwR` ejjÑ Ô`v`v, Avjvc GKUz c‡i n‡e| Av‡M Avm‡ii bvgvRUv c‡o Avwm|Õ wecøe`v bv Ki‡jb bv| Avgiv †ewi‡q †Mjvg| cvk¦e© Z©x gmwR‡` Avm‡ii bvgvR c‡o e¨vK Kijvg| wecøe`v B‡Zvg‡a¨B Kwd ˆZwi K‡i †i‡L‡Qb| LyeB DbœZgv‡bi Kwd| Kwdi MÜUv cy‡iv Nigq Qwo‡q coj gyn~‡Z©©B| mvwR` Kwd nv‡Z wb‡Z wb‡Z Avgv‡K D‡Ïk¨ K‡i ejjÑ ÔRvwbm, wecøe`vi GB Kwd wek¦weL¨vZ| f‚ga¨mvMixq A‡ji Kwd| wecøe`v KvbvWv †_‡K AW©vi Kwi‡q Av‡bb|Õ Kwdi Kv‡c PzgyK w`‡q g‡b n‡jv Avm‡jB mwZ¨| GZ fv‡jv Kwd n‡Z cv‡iÑ fvevB hvq bv| mvwR` Gevi wecøe`vi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejjÑ ÔAvjvc ïiæ †nvK|Õ wecøe`vi gy‡L m`vnvm¨ fveUv AvR‡K †bB| Ibvi cig wk‡l¨i GiKg AatcZ‡b m¤¢eZ gb wKQzUv welYœ| ej‡jbÑ Ô†Zvgvi wm×v‡šÍi cÖwZ Avgvi h‡_ó kª×v Av‡Q| Z‡e †Zvgv‡K GKwU wel‡q ejvi Rb¨B Avm‡Z e‡jwQ| nq‡Zv Zzwg e¨vcviwU †R‡b _vK‡e, ZeyI|Õ mvwR` Kwdi Kv‡c PzgyK w`‡q ejjÑ ÔRvbv welqUvI Avcbvi gyL †_‡K ïb‡j g‡b nq bZzb RvbwQ| Avwg Avcbv‡K KZUv cQ›` Kwi, Zv †Zv Avcwb Rv‡bbB|Õ wecøe`v †Kv‡bv f‚wgKvq †M‡jb bv| mivmwi ej‡jbÑ ÔIB †h, †Zvgvi m„wóKZ©v, Ibvi e¨vcv‡i ej‡Z PvB| Zzwg weÁv‡bi QvÎ, Zzwg nq‡Zv G e¨vcv‡i Rv‡bv| m¤cÖwZ weÁvb cÖgvY K‡i‡Q, GB gnvwek¦ m„wó‡Z m„wóKZ©vi †Kv‡bv f‚wgKv †bB| gnvwek¦ m„wó n‡q‡Q k~b¨ †_‡KB| Av‡M †Zvgiv, gv‡b wek¦vmxiv ej‡Z, GKUv mvgvb¨ myuPI hLb †Kv‡bv KvwiMi Qvov Ggwb Ggwb ˆZwi n‡Z cv‡i bv, Zvn‡j GB †MvUv gnvwek¦ Kxfv‡e ˆZwi n‡e AvcbvAvcwb? wKš‘ weÁvb GLb ej‡Q, GB gnvwek¦ k~b¨ †_‡K Avcbv-AvcwbB ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| KviI mvnvh¨ QvovB|Õ GB K_v¸‡jv wecøe`v GK bvMv‡o e‡j †M‡jb| g‡b n‡q‡Q wZwb †Kv‡bv wbtk¦vmB †bbwb GZ¶Y| mvwR` ejjÑ ÔA™¢yZ †Zv| Zvn‡j †Zv Avgv‡K Avevi bvw¯ÍK n‡q †h‡Z n‡e †`LwQ| nv nv nv nv|Õ mvwR` PgrKvi GKUv nvwm w`‡jv| wecøe`v †mw`‡K g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q‡Qb e‡j g‡b n‡jv bv| Dwb †gvUvgywU GKUv †jKPvi ïiæ K‡i‡Qb| Avwg Avi mvwR` Lye g‡bv‡hvMx Qv‡Îi g‡Zv Ibvi ˆeÁvwbK K_vevZ©v ïbwQjvg| wZwb hv †evSv‡jb, Zvi mvims‡¶c wVK GiKg|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

31

Ôc`v_©weÁv‡b bZzb w`M‡šÍi D‡b¥vPb K‡i‡Q †Kvqv›Uvg †gKvwb·| GB †Kvqv›Uvg †gKvwb‡· GKwU w_Iwi Av‡Q, †mwU n‡Z Ô†Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb|Õ GB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi g~j K_v n‡jv, Ôgnvwe‡k¦ cig k~b¨¯’vb e‡j Av`‡Z wKQz †bB| gv‡b, Avgiv †hUv‡K ÔNothingÕ e‡j GZw`b †R‡b G‡mwQ, weÁvb ej‡Q, Av`‡Z ÔNothingÕ ej‡Z wKQzB †bB| cÖK…wZ k~b¨¯’vb cQ›` K‡i bv| ZvB hLbB †Kv‡bv k~b¨¯’vb (Nothing) ˆZwi nq, †mLv‡b GK †m‡K‡Ûi wewjqb fv‡Mi GK fvM mg‡qi g‡a¨ KYv Ges cÖwZKYv (Matter & AntiMatter) ˆZwi n‡”Q Ges GKwUi mv‡_ Ab¨wUi Nl©‡Y aŸsm n‡q hv‡”Q| †Zvgiv wK Rv‡bv, †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi aviYv †Kv_v †_‡K G‡m‡Q?Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ Ôbv|Õ wecøe`v Avevi ej‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jbÑ ÔGB aviYv G‡m‡Q nvB‡Rbev‡M©i weL¨vZ ÔAwbðqZv bxwZÕ †_‡K| nvB‡Rbev‡M©i †mB weL¨vZ m~ÎUv †Zvgiv Rv‡bv wbðq?Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ônu¨v| nvB‡RbevM© e‡j‡Qb, ÒAvgiv KLbI GKwU KYvi Ae¯’vb Ges Gi fi‡e‡Mi mwVK cwigvY GKmv‡_ GKz‡iUwj Rvb‡Z cvie bv| hw` Ae¯’vb mwVKfv‡e Rvb‡Z cvwi, Zvn‡j Gi fi‡e‡Mi g‡a¨ Mj` _vK‡e| Avevi hw` fi‡eM mwVKfv‡e Rvb‡Z cvwi, Zvn‡j Gi Ae¯’v‡bi g‡a¨ Mj` _vK‡e| `y‡Uv GKBmv‡_ mwVKfv‡e Rvbv KL‡bvB m¤¢e bv| GUv †h m¤¢e bv GUv weÁv‡bi AmvoZv bq, Avm‡j GUv n‡jv KYvi ag© ev ˆewkó¨|ÓÕ wecøe`v ej‡jbÑ ÔG·v±wj| GK`g ZvB| nvB‡Rbev‡M©i GB bxwZ‡K kw³ Avi mg‡qi †¶‡Î e¨envi Kiv hvq| nvB‡Rbev‡M©i GB bxwZ hw` mwZ¨ nq, Zvn‡j gnvwe‡k¦ Ôk~b¨¯’vbÕ e‡j wKQz _vK‡Z cv‡i bv| hw` _v‡K, Zvn‡j Zvi Ae¯’vb I fi‡eM `y‡UvB k~b¨ P‡j Av‡m, hv nvB‡Rbev‡M©i bxwZweiæ×|Õ GUzKz e‡j wecøe`v GKUz _vgj| cU †_‡K Kwd Xvj‡Z Xvj‡Z ej‡jbÑ ÔeyS‡ZQ †Zvgiv?Õ mvwR` eyS‡Q wKbv Rvwb bv, Z‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q e¨vcviwU `y‡e©va¨ g‡b n‡jI, wecøe`vi Dc¯’vcb fw½gv †mUv‡K A‡bKUvB cÖvÄj K‡i Zzj‡Q| fv‡jv jvM‡Q| wecøe`v Kwd‡Z PzgyK w`‡jb| Gici Avevi ej‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jbÑ ÔZvn‡j †Zvgiv †h e‡jv, weM e¨vs-Gi Av‡M †Zv wKQzB wQj bv| bv mgq, bv kw³, bv Ab¨ wKQz| Zvn‡j weM e¨vs-Gi we‡ùviYwU n‡jv Kxfv‡e? Gi Rb¨ wbðq †Kv‡bv kw³ `iKvi? †Kv‡bv evwn¨K ej `iKvi, ZvB bv? GUv e‡j †Zvgiv mªóvi aviYv‡K Rv‡qR Ki‡Z| †Zvgiv ej‡Z, GB evwn¨K ejUv G‡m‡Q mªóvi KvQ †_‡K| wKš‘ †`L, weÁvb ej‡Q, GLv‡b mªóvi †Kv‡bv nvZ †bB| weM e¨vs nIqvi Rb¨ †h kw³ `iKvi wQj, †mUv G‡m‡Q GB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb †_‡K| myZivs, gnvwek¦ ˆZwi‡Z mªóvi Aw¯ÍZ¡‡K weÁvb mivmwi ÒbvÓ e‡j w`‡q‡Q| Avi †Zvgiv GLbI mªóv mªóv K‡i †Kv_vq †h c‡o AvQ, Zv Avwg eyS‡Z cvwi bv|Õ

32

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

GZUzKz e‡j wecøe`vi †PvLgyL Sjgwj‡q DVj| g‡b n‡”Q, Dwb †h D‡Ï‡k¨ Avgv‡`i †W‡K‡Qb, Zv mdj n‡q †M‡Q| Avgiv nq‡Zv Dbvi weÁvbgq GB ÁvbMf© †jKPvi ï‡b Gÿzwb bvw¯ÍKZvi Ici Cgvb wb‡q Avme| hv‡nvK, B‡Zvg‡a¨ mvwR` `yKvc Kwd wM‡j †d‡j‡Q| bZzb GK Kvc Xvj‡Z Xvj‡Z †m ejjÑ ÔGB e¨vcv‡i w÷‡db nwKs‡qi eB Av‡Q| bvgÑ The Grand Design| GUv Avwg c‡owQ|Õ mvwR‡`i K_v ï‡b wecøe`v‡K Lye Lywk g‡b n‡jv| wZwb ej‡jbÑ Ôevn, Zzwg Zvn‡j cov‡kvbv ÷c K‡ivwb? †ek †ek! cov‡kvbv Ki‡e| †ewk †ewk co‡e| hZ co‡e, ZZ `„wófw½i cÖmviZv evo‡e|Õ mvwR` nvmj| †n‡m †m ejjÑ ÔwKš‘ `v`v, GB e¨vcv‡i Avgvi KbwdDkb Av‡Q|Õ Ô†Kvb e¨vcv‡i?Õ wecøe`vi cÖkœ| Ôw÷‡db nwKs Avi wjIbvW© †¤øvw`‡bvi eB Õ-Gi e¨vcv‡i|Õ wecøe`v GKUz _ZgZ †L‡jv g‡b n‡jv| m¤¢eZ g‡b g‡b ej‡QbÑ GB †Q‡j †`LwQ †Lv`vi Ici †Lv`vwMwi Ki‡Q| wZwb ej‡jbÑ ÔwK¬qvi K‡iv|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ ÔAvwg `yB w`K †_‡KB GUvi e¨vL¨v Kie| weÁvb I ag©| hw` AbygwZ †`b|Õ ÔAek¨B|Õ wecøe`v ej‡jb| Avwg gy» †kªvZv| ¸iæ Avi cÖv³b wk‡l¨i ZK© R‡g D‡V‡Q| mvwR` ejjÑ ÔcÖ_g K_v n‡”Q, w÷‡db nwKs‡qi GB w_IwiUv GLbI Ôw_IwiÕ, †mUv Ôd¨v±Õ bq| GB e¨vcv‡i cÖ_g K_v e‡jb weÁvbx j‡iÝ µvDm| wZwb GUv wb‡q GKwU wekvj mvB‡Ri eB wj‡LwQ‡jb| eBUvi bvg wQjÑ A Universe From Nothing. A‡bK c‡i, GLb w÷‡db nwKsm GUv wb‡q Ibvi The Grand Design-G K_v e‡j‡Qb| Ibvi GB eBUv cÖKvk nIqvi ci wmGbG‡bi GK mvsevw`K nwKs‡K wR‡Ám K‡iwQ‡jbÑ ÔAvcwb wK Ck¦‡i wek¦vm K‡ib?Õ nwKs e‡jwQ‡jbÑ ÔCk¦i _vK‡jI _vK‡Z cv‡i, Z‡e gnvwek¦ ˆZwi‡Z Zvi cÖ‡qvRb †bB|Õ wecøe`v ejjÑ Ô†mUvB| Dwb †evSv‡jb †h, Ck¦i g~jZ avwg©K‡`i GKwU AKvh©Ki wek¦vm|Õ ÔnwKs Kx eywS‡q‡Qb Rvwb bv, wKš‘ nwKs‡qi IB eBwU Am¤ú~Y©| wKQz weZK© Av‡Q|Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

33

wecøe`v Kwdi Kvc ivL‡Z ivL‡Z ej‡jbÑ ÔweZK© gv‡b?Õ Ô`uvovb, ejwQ| weZK© gv‡b, Dwb wKQz welq eB‡Z cwi®‹vi K‡ibwb| †h‡nZz GUv weÁvb gn‡j cÖgvwYZ mZ¨ bq, ZvB GUv A‡bK weZwK©Z n‡q‡Q| Dbvi eB‡Z †h weZK©¸‡jv Av‡Q, †m¸‡jv avivevwnKfv‡e ejwQ| weZK© bv¤^vi : 01 ÔnwKs e‡j‡Qb, k~b¨ †_‡KB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi gva¨‡g e¯‘KYv ˆZwi n‡q‡Q Ges †mUv gnvKl© e‡ji gva¨‡g wbDUªvjvBR n‡q‡Q| GLv‡b cÖkœ n‡jvÑ k~b¨ ej‡Z nwKs wK GK`g Nothing (†Kv‡bv wKQzB †bB) eywS‡q‡Qb, bvwK Quantum Vacuum (e¯‘i Abycw¯’wZ) eywS‡q‡Qb, †mUv cwi®‹vi K‡ibwb| nwKs e‡j‡Qb, k~b¨¯’v‡b e¯‘KYvi gv‡S †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb n‡Z n‡j †mLv‡b gnvKl© ej cÖ‡qvRb| wKš‘ IB k~b¨¯’v‡b (hLb mgq Avi ¯’vb ˆZwi nqwb) wVK †Kv_v †_‡K Ges Kxfv‡e gnvKl© ej G‡jv, Zvi †Kv‡bv e¨vL¨v nwKs †`bwb| weZK© bv¤^vi : 02 ÔnwKs Zvi eB‡Z e‡j‡Qb, gnvwek¦ ˆZwi n‡q‡Q GK`g k~b¨ †_‡K, †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi gva¨‡g| ZLb mgq (Time)-Gi AvPiY AvR‡Ki mg‡qi g‡Zv wQj bv| ZLb mg‡qi AvPiY wQj ¯’vb (Space)-Gi g‡Zv| KviY, GB d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb nIqvi Rb¨ cÖv_wgKfv‡e mg‡qi `iKvi wQj bv, ¯’v‡bi `iKvi wQj| wKš‘‘ nwKs Zvi eB‡Z GB K_v e‡jbwb †h, †h mgq (Time) gnvwe‡k¦i GK`g ïiæ‡Z ¯’vb-Gi g‡Zv AvPiY K‡i‡Q, †mBmgq c‡i wVK K‡e Avi KLb †_‡K Avevi Time-Gi g‡Zv AvPiY ïiæ Kij Ges †Kb?Õ Avwg wecøe`vi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvjvg| Zvi †Pnvivi Drdzjø fveUv P‡j †M‡Q| mvwR` e‡j hv‡”QÑ weZK© bv¤^vi : 03 Ôc`v_©we`¨vi †h m~Î †g‡b †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb n‡q gnvwek¦ ˆZwi n‡jv, ZLb k~b¨ve¯’vq c`v_©we`¨vi GB m~θ‡jv ejer _v‡K Kx K‡i? GUvi e¨vL¨v nwKs †`bwb| weZK© bv¤^vi : 04 ÔAvcwb e‡j‡Qb, cÖK…wZ k~b¨¯’vb cQ›` K‡i bv| ZvB k~b¨¯’vb c~iY Ki‡Z Avcbv-AvcwbB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb n‡q gnvwek¦ ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| Avgvi cÖkœ n‡jvÑ †hLv‡b Avcwb k~b¨¯’vb wb‡q K_v ej‡Qb, hLb mgq wQj bv, ¯’vb wQj bv, ZLb Avcwb cÖK…wZ †Kv_vq †c‡jb?Õ

34

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

mvwR` nwKs‡qi eB‡qi cuvP bv¤^vi weZ‡K©i K_v ej‡Z hvw”Qj| Zv‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q wecøe`v ej‡jbÑ ÔI‡K, I‡K eySjvg| Avwg ejwQ bv †h, GB wRwbmUv G‡Kev‡i mwZ¨| GUv wb‡q ZK©-weZK© n‡e| Av‡jvPbv-mgv‡jvPbv n‡e| AviI cix¶v-wbix¶v n‡e| Zvici wWmvBW n‡e †h, GUv wVK bv fzj|Õ mvwR‡`i Kv‡Q wecøe`vi GiKg †gŠb civRq Avgv‡K Lye Z…wß w`‡jv| g‡b g‡b ejjvgÑ B‡qm mvwR`, BD K¨vb| mvwR` ejjÑ Ônu¨v, †m cix¶v Pj‡Z _vKzK| hw` †Kv‡bvw`b GB w_Iwi mwZ¨I n‡q hvq, Zvn‡jI Avgv‡K WvK w`‡qb bv `v`v| KviY, Avwg Avj-KziAvb w`‡qB GUv cÖgvY K‡i w`‡Z cvie|Õ mvwR‡`i GB K_v ï‡b Avgvi †nuPwK D‡V †Mj| Kx e‡j? GZ¶Y †hUv‡K Mj`c~Y© e‡j‡Q, †mUv‡K Avevi KziAvb w`‡q cÖgvY Ki‡e ej‡Q? Kxfv‡e m¤¢e? wecøe`v eySj bv| wZwb wR‡Ám Ki‡jbÑ ÔKxiKg?Õ mvwR` nvmj| ejjÑ Ôk~b¨ †_‡KB gnvwek¦ m„wói K_v Avj-KziAv‡b ejv Av‡Q `v`v|Õ Avwg AviI AevK n‡Z _vKjvg| Kx e‡j GB †Q‡j? †m ejjÑ ÔAvwg ejwQ bv †h Avj KziAvb †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi K_vB e‡j‡Q| KziAvb hvi KvQ †_‡K G‡m‡Q, wZwb Zuvi m„wó RM‡Zi m„wói e¨vL¨v w`‡q‡Qb| GLb †mUv weM e¨vs G‡jI cvjUv‡e bv, †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkvb w_Iwi G‡jI cvjUv‡e bv, GKB _vK‡e|Õ wecøe`v ejjÑ ÔKziAv‡b Kx Av‡Q ej‡j †hb?Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm~iv evKvivi 117 b¤^i Avqv‡Z ejv n‡q‡QÑ Ôwhwb gnvKvk I c„w_ex‡K Abw¯ÍZ¡ n‡Z Aw¯Í‡Z¡ Av‡bb (GLv‡b g~j kã Ôevw`qy¨/Originator †mLvb †_‡KB Aw¯ÍZ¡Abw¯Í‡Z¡i aviYv) Ges hLb wZwb wKQz Kievi Rb¨ wm×všÍ MÖnY K‡ib, ZLb ïay e‡jb ÒnIÓ, Avi Zv n‡q hvq|Õ ÔCreator of the heavens and the earth from nothingness, He has only to say when He wills a thing, Be, and it is.Õ Ô†`Lyb, Avwg AveviI ejwQ : Avwg GUv ejwQ bv †h, Avjøvn ZvÔAvjv GLv‡b †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi K_vB e‡j‡Qb| wZwb Zvi m„wói K_v e‡j‡Qb| wZwb ÔAbw¯ÍZÕ¡ ( Nothing) †_‡K ÔAw¯ÍZ¡Õ (Something) G‡b‡Qb| Ggb bv †h, Avjøvn Zvqvjv Zuvi nvZ w`‡q cÖ_‡g gnvwe‡k¦i Qv` evbv‡jb| Zvici Zv‡Z m~h©, Puv`, M¨vjvw· G¸‡jv GKUv GKUv K‡i ewm‡q w`‡q‡Qb| wZwb †Kej wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Qb|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

35

ÔnwKsI GKB K_v e‡j‡Qb| wKš‘ Zviv ej‡Q GUv Ggwb Ggwb n‡q †M‡Q; k~b¨ †_‡KB| Avjøvn Zvqvjv ej‡Qb, bv, Ggwb nqwb| Avwg hLb wb‡`©k K‡iwQ ÒnIÓ (Kzb), ZLb Zv n‡q †Mj| ÔnwKs e¨vL¨v w`‡Z cvi‡Q bvÑ GB †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi Rb¨ gnvKl© ej †Kv_v †_‡K G‡jv; ÒmgqÓ †Kb, Kxfv‡e Ò¯’vbÓ n‡jv, c‡i Avevi †mUv ÒmgqÓ n‡jv| wKš‘ Avgv‡`i mªóv e¨vL¨v w`‡q‡Qb| wZwb e‡j‡Qb Ôn‡ZÕ, Avi Zv n‡q †Mj| Ôaiæb, GKRb g¨vwRwkqvb g¨vwRK †`Lv‡”Q| g¨vwRwkqvb e‡m Av‡Q †÷‡Ri GK †Kvbvq| wKš‘ †m Zvi †Pv‡Li Bkvivq g¨vwRK †`Lv‡”Q| `k©K †`L‡Q, Lvwj †Uwe‡ji Ic‡i nVvr GKUv KeyZi ˆZwi n‡q †Mj Ges †mUv D‡oI †Mj| `k©K Kx ej‡e GUv †Kvqv›Uvg d¬¨vKPz‡qkv‡bi gva¨‡g n‡q †M‡Q? bv, ej‡e bv| Gi †cQ‡b g¨vwRwkqv‡bi KvimvwR Av‡Q| †m †÷‡Ri GK †Kvbv †_‡K †PvL w`‡q Bkviv K‡i‡Q e‡jB GUv n‡q‡Q| Ôm„wói GB m~Pbvi e¨vcviUvI Ggb| wZwb ïay e‡j‡Qb, ÒnIÓ, Avi gnvwek¦ Avcbv-AvcwbB n‡q †Mj| Avcbv‡`i †mB k~b¨¯’vb †_‡K mªóvi `~iZ¡ †Kej IB ÒnIÓ ch©šÍB| gvMwi‡ei AvRvb co‡Z ïiæ K‡i‡Q| wecøe`v‡K A‡bKUvB nZvk n‡Z †`Ljvg| Avgiv ejjvgÑ ÔAvR Zvn‡j DwV?Õ Dwb GKUv wbtk¦vm †Q‡o ej‡jbÑ ÔG‡mv|Õ Avgiv †ewi‡q cojvg| Avwg AevK n‡q mvwR‡`i w`‡K ZvwK‡q AvwQ| †K ej‡e GB †Q‡jUv MZ Qq gvm Av‡MI bvw¯ÍK wQj| wb‡Ri ¸iæ‡KB KxiKg Kz‡cvKvZ K‡i w`‡q G‡jv! KziAv‡bi m~iv evKvivi 117 b¤^i AvqvZwU KZ kZevi c‡owQ, wKš‘‘ Gfv‡e †Kv‡bvw`b fvwewb| AvR‡K GUv mvwR` hLb wecøe`v‡K eywS‡qwQj, g‡b nw”Qj AvR‡KB bZzb ïbwQ GB Avqv‡Zi K_v| Me© n‡Z jvMj Avgvi|

36

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

Zv‡`i AšÍ‡i Avjøvn †gvni †g‡i †`b : mwZ¨B wK ZvB wek¦we`¨vj‡qi †K›`ªxq jvB‡eªwi‡Z e‡m eB cowQjvg| mvwR` cowQj A¨vš’wb gvmKv‡ibnv‡mi The Legacy Of Blood eBwU| evsjv‡`‡ki ¯^vaxbZv hy‡×i Ici we‡`wk mvsevw`‡Ki †jLv eB| mvwR‡`i A‡bK w`‡bi B‡”Q, evsjv‡`‡ki gyw³hy‡×i Ici †m GKUv WKz‡g›Uvwi ˆZwi Ki‡e| ZvB gyw³hy× wb‡q hZ eB Av‡Q, me LyuwU‡q LyuwU‡q co‡Q †m| Avwg Aek¨ mvwR`‡K m½ †`Iqvi Rb¨B i‡q †MwQ| Gme eB-UB covi e¨vcv‡i Avgvi h‡_ó Abxnv Av‡Q| _vW© wcwiq‡W mvwR` †dvb K‡i ejj K¬vm †k‡l †hb Ii mv‡_ †`Lv Kwi| †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡mB AvU‡K †MwQ| †mvRv wb‡q G‡jv jvB‡eªwi‡Z| †gvUv †gvUv eB¸‡jv wb‡q †m e‡m c‡o‡Q| Lye g‡bv‡hvM w`‡q co‡Q Avi ¸iæZ¡c~Y© jvBb¸‡jv Wv‡qwi‡Z Uz‡K wb‡”Q| Avwg Avi Kx Kie? mvwR`‡K gy‡Li Ici ÔZzB e‡m _vKÕ e‡j P‡jI Avmv hv‡e bv| Zvn‡jB n‡q‡Q| Avwg Ny‡i Ny‡i †mj‡d mvwR‡q ivLv eB¸‡jv †`LwQ| ûgvq~b Avn‡g‡`i GKwU eB nv‡Z wbjvg| eBwUi bvgÑ w`wNi R‡j Kvi Qvqv †Mv| ûgvq~b Avn‡g` bv‡gi GB f`ª‡jvK evsjv‡`‡k †ek RbwcÖq †jLK| hw`I Ibvi †Zgb eB Avwg cwowb, wKš‘ mvwR‡`i gy‡L Ibvi †ek cÖksmv ïwb| Ibvi †ekwKQz KvjRqx PwiÎ Av‡Q| GKevi bvwK Ibvi bvU‡Ki GKwU cU cvjUv‡bvi Rb¨ gvbyl wgwQj wb‡qI †ewi‡qwQj| eveŸv! Kx mvsNvwZK! w`wNi R‡j Kvi Qvqv †Mv bv‡gi eBwU DjUv‡Z jvMjvg| DjUv‡Z DjUv‡Z GKwU RvqMvq Avgvi †PvL AvU‡K †Mj| weeZ©bev‡`i RbK Pvj©m WviDB‡bi e¨vcv‡i wKQz GKUv †jLv| co‡Z ïiæ KijvgÑ Avnmvb‡K †c‡q kIKZ mv‡ne Avbw›`Z| wZwb bZzb GKUv eB co‡Qb| eB‡q weeZ©bev‡`i RbK WviDBb mv‡ne‡K aivkvqx Kiv n‡q‡Q| Zuvi c~e©cyiæl evbiÑ GUv wZwb †g‡b wb‡ZB cvi‡Zb bv| GLb mgm¨vi mgvavb n‡q‡Q| wZwb Avnmv‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K G‡m ej‡jbÑ ÔZzwg WviDBbev‡` wek¦vm K‡iv?Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

37

Avnmvb ejjÑ ÔwR PvPv, Kwi|Õ Ô†Zvgvi wek¦vm Zzwg GLb †h‡Kv‡bv GKUv fv‡jv Wv÷web †`‡L †d‡j Avm‡Z cv‡iv|Õ Avnmvb ejjÑ ÔwR, Av”Qv|Õ Ôcy‡iv welqUv bv ï‡bB wR Av”Qv ej‡e bv| Av‡M cy‡iv welqUv †kv‡bv|Õ Avnmvb nZvk fw½‡Z cy‡iv welqUv †kvbvi Rb¨ cÖ¯‘Z n‡jv| mn‡R GB weiw³Ki gvbylUvi KvQ †_‡K Qvov cvIqv hv‡e e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv| kIKZ mv‡ne ej‡jbÑ Ô†Zvgv‡`i WviDB‡bi w_Iwi e‡j cvwL G‡m‡Q mixm„c †_‡K| ÔZzwg GLb GKUv mvc I gq~i cvkvcvwk iv‡Lv| wPšÍv K‡iv †h, gq~‡ii c~e©cyiæl mvc, †h mvc GLb gq~‡ii wcÖq Lv`¨| e‡jv, †Zvgvi wKQz ejvi Av‡Q?Õ ÔGB gyn~‡Z©© wKQz ejvi †bB PvPv|Õ Ôg‡b g‡b `‡ki Ic‡i 950Uv k~b¨ emvI| GB wekvj cÖvq Amxg msL¨v w`‡q 1 †K fvM K‡iv| wK cv‡e Rv‡bv? k~b¨| GUv n‡jv A¨vU‡g A¨vU‡g av°vavw° K‡i DNA AYy ˆZwii m¤¢vebv| wgjvi bv‡g †Kv‡bv weÁvbxi bvg ï‡bQ? QvMjUvBc mvBbwU÷|Õ Ôbv PvPv, ïwbwb|Õ ÔIB QvMjUv 1950 m‡b GKUv G·‡cwi‡g›U K‡i Ab¨ QvMj mvBw›U÷‡`i g‡a¨ nBPB †d‡j w`‡qwQj| QvMjUv K‡i‡Q Kx, j¨ve‡iUwi‡Z Avw` c„w_exi AvenvIqv ˆZwi K‡i Nb Nb B‡jKwUªK Kv‡i›U cvm K‡i‡Q| wKQz †cÖvwUb AYy ˆZwi K‡i e‡j‡QÑ Gfv‡eB c„w_ex‡Z cÖv‡Yi ïiæ| cÖvY m„wó‡Z m„wóKZ©vi †Kv‡bv cÖ‡qvRb †bB| GLb †mB QvMj wgjvi‡K wb‡q ˆeÁvwbK gn‡j nvmvnvwm P‡j| Life g¨vMvwR‡b Kx †jLv n‡qwQj c‡o †kvbvB|Õ ÔPvPv, Av‡iK w`b ïwb? RwUj wKQz †kvbvi Rb¨ Avwg G gyn~‡Z©© gvbwmKfv‡e ˆZwi bB|Õ ÔRwUj wKQz ejwQ bv| Rjer Zijs| gb w`‡q †kv‡bv|Õ kIKZ mv‡ne co‡Z ïiæ Ki‡jb| Avnmvb nZvk †Pv‡L Rvbvjv w`‡q ZvwK‡q iBj... GZUzKz c‡o Avwg †ek Avb›` †cjvg| †jLK ûgvq~b Avn‡g` GLv‡b e¨vUv WviDBb‡K GKnvZ w`‡jb| kIKZ mv‡n‡ei g‡Zv AvwgI †Kv‡bvfv‡eB gvb‡Z cvwi bv †h, Avgv‡`i c~e©ciy æl evbi| fve‡ZB †Nbœv jv‡M! eBwU wb‡q Avwg mvwR‡`i Kv‡Q †Mjvg| wM‡q †`wL †m e¨vMcÎ †MvQv‡bv ïiæ K‡i‡Q| †m ejjÑ ÔPj, evmvq hve|Õ

38

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

Avwg Zv‡K nv‡Zi eBwU †`wL‡q ejjvgÑ ÔGB eBUv c‡owQm? gRvi GKwU Kvwnwb Av‡Q| n‡q‡Q Kx Rvwbm...?Õ Avgvi gyL †_‡K K_v †K‡o wb‡q mvwR` ejjÑ ÔkIKZ mv‡ne bv‡gi GK f`ª‡jvK Avnmvb bv‡gi GKwU †Q‡ji mvg‡b WviDB‡bi †Mvôx D×vi K‡i‡Q, ZvB †Zv?Õ Avwg AevK njvg| ejjvgÑ Ônu¨v| wKš‘ Avwg GB e¨vcv‡i eje Kx K‡i eySwj?Õ mvwR` e¨vM Kuv‡a wb‡Z wb‡Z ejjÑ ÔGUv Qvov GB eB‡Z Avi †Zgb we‡kl wKQz †bB, †hUv †`Lv‡Z ZzB Gfv‡e Avgvi Kv‡Q Qz‡U Avmwe| ZvB Abygvb Kijvg|Õ Avwg Avi wKQzB ejjvg bv| eBwU †mj‡d †i‡L w`‡qB nuvUv aijvg| wmuwoi KvQvKvwQ Avm‡ZB nVvr wecøe`vi mv‡_ †`Lv| Ibvi mv‡_ †klev‡ii g‡Zv †`Lv n‡qwQj Ibvi evmvq| †mevi mvwR` Avi wecøe`vi g‡a¨ †Kvqv›Uvg wdwR· wb‡q hv weZK© n‡qwQj, †mUv †`Lvi g‡Zv wQj| weZ‡K© wecøe`v mvwR‡`i Kv‡Q †Mv-nviv †n‡iwQj| †mUv fve‡ZB GLbI Avgvi ˆckvwPK Avb›` nq| Avgv‡`i †`‡LB wecøe`v †n‡m w`‡jb| wKQz¶Y K_vevZ©v ej‡jb| Gi g‡a¨ nVvr K‡i e„wó P‡j G‡jv| ga¨vKv‡k m~wh©¨ gvgv ZLbI envj Zweq‡Z R¡jR¡j Ki‡Q, Avevi Iw`‡K e„wói wekvj wekvj †duvUv| MÖvg¨ †jvKR‡bi Kv‡Q GB e„wói GKwU gRvi e¨vL¨v Av‡Q| Zviv e‡j, †kqv‡ji we‡q n‡j GiKg e„wó nq| †iv‡`i g‡a¨B e„wó| †kqvj cÖRvwZi g‡a¨ we‡qi cÖPjb Av‡Q wKbv †K Rv‡b| wecøe`vmn Avgiv K¨vbwU‡b XzKjvg| e„wó Kg‡j †ei n‡Z n‡e| mvwR` wZbKvc Pv AW©vi Kij| Gici wecøe`vi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ejjÑ Ô`v`v, Pv †L‡Z Amywe‡a †bB †Zv?Õ Ôbv bv, BUÕm I‡K|Õ wecøe`v Dˇi ejj| Gici Avevi wecøe`v ejjÑ ÔmvwR`, †Zvgvi mv‡_ GKwU e¨vcv‡i Avjvc Kivi wQj|Õ ZZ¶‡Y Pv P‡j G‡m‡Q| e„wói g‡a¨ Mig-Mig †auvqv DVv Pv‡qi Kv‡c PzgyK †`Iqvi †d¬fviUvB Ab¨iKg| mvwR` Zvi Kv‡c PzgyK w`‡Z w`‡Z ejjÑ Ônu¨v `v`v, ejyb| †Kvb UwcK?Õ wecøe`v ejjÑ ÔIB †h, †Zvgiv †h eBUv‡K mªóvi evYx e‡jv, †mUv wb‡q| KziAvb|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ômgm¨v †bB| ejyb Kx ej‡eb?Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

39

wecøe`v ej‡jbÑ ÔKziAv‡b GKUv m~iv Av‡Q| m~ivUvi bvg evKiv|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm~ivwUi bvg evKiv bq, evKviv| evKviv A_©Ñ Mvfx| Bs‡iwR‡Z The Cow.Õ ÔIB Avi Kx| IB m~ivi 6-7 b¤^i jvBb¸‡jv Zzwg wK c‡oQ?Õ Ôcy‡iv KziAvbB Avgiv gv‡m K‡qKevi K‡i cwo| GUv gvK©m wKsev †cø‡Uvi iPbv bq †h, GKevi cov n‡q †M‡jB †mj‡d AvRxe‡bi Rb¨ mvwR‡q ivLe|Õ wecøe`v ej‡jbÑ GB jvBb¸‡jv‡Z ejv n‡”Q: ÔVerily, those who disbelieve, it is the same to them whether you warn them or do not warn them, they will not believe. Allah has set a seal on their hearts & on their hearings and on their eyes there is a covering. Theirs will be a great torment.Õ

Gici wecøe`v †mUvi evsjv A_© K‡i ej‡jbÑ Ôwbðq hviv A¯^xKvi K‡i, Zv‡`i Avcwb mveavb Kiæb Avi bv Kiæb, Zviv ¯^xKvi Ki‡e bv| Avjøvn Zvqvjv Zv‡`i ü`‡q Ges Zv‡`i KY© Kzn‡i †gvni †g‡i w`‡q‡Qb; Zv‡`i `„wói Ici AveiY †U‡b w`‡q‡Qb| Zv‡`i Rb¨ Av‡Q fqven kvw¯Í|Õ GBUzKz e‡j wecøe`v _vg‡jb| mvwR` ejjÑ ÔWhat's wrong with these verses?Õ wecøe`v ej‡jbÑ Ô†`L, GLv‡b ej‡Q Kvwdi‡`i ü`‡q Avi Kv‡b †Zvgv‡`i Avjøvn †gvni, AvB wgb wmj †g‡i †`q| wmj gviv gv‡b Zvjve× K‡i †`Iqv, ZvB bv?Õ Ôû|Õ ÔGLb Kvwdi‡`i ü`‡q Avi Kv‡b hw` wmj gviv _v‡K, Zviv †Zv m‡Z¨i evYx, AvB wgb †Zvgiv †hUv‡K a‡g©i evYx e‡jv Avi Kx, †mUv eyS‡Z cvi‡e bv| Dcjwä Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv| Avjøvn †h‡nZz Zv‡`i ü`‡q Avi Kv‡b wmj †g‡i w`‡”Q, ZvB Zviv a‡g©i evYx¸‡jv eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv| ZvB Zviv Kvwdi †_‡K hv‡”Q| bvw¯ÍK n‡”Q| Zv‡`i Kx †`vl e‡jv? AvjøvB †Zv Pvb bv Zviv Avw¯ÍK †nvK| PvB‡j wZwb wbðq ü`‡q Avi Kv‡b wmj †g‡i w`‡Zb bv| Avevi †k‡l G‡m ej‡Q, Zv‡`i Rb¨ AvRve A‡c¶v Ki‡Q| GUv †Kgb K_v? GKw`‡K wmj †g‡i w`‡q mZ¨ †evSvi †_‡K `~‡i ivL‡Qb, Avevi IB w`‡K AvRveI cÖ¯‘Z K‡i ivL‡Qb| e¨vcviUv wK wVK? e‡jv?Õ wecøe`vi K_v¸‡jv Avgvi Kv‡Q Lye †hŠw³K g‡b n‡jv| Avm‡jB †Zv| GB AvqvZ¸‡jv wb‡q †Zv Gfv‡e †Kv‡bvw`b fvwewb| Avjøvn Zvqvjv GKw`‡K e‡j‡Qb, Kvwdi‡`i AšÍ‡i †gvni †g‡i †`b, Avevi Zv‡`i Rb¨ kvw¯Íi e¨e¯’vI K‡i †i‡L‡Qb| e¨vcviUv Kx?

40

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

mvwR` gyPwK nvmj| Pv‡qi Kv‡c †kl PzgyKUzKz w`‡q ejjÑ Ô`v`v, Bmjv‡gi BwZnvm co‡j Avcwb GK‡kªwYi wgi Rvdi‡`i K_v Rvb‡Z cvi‡eb| Giv KiZ wK Rv‡bb? ivm~j mvjøvjøvû AvjvBwn Iqv mvjøvg-Gi Kv‡Q AvmZ| nv‡Zi gywVi g‡a¨ cv_i wb‡q ejZÑ gynv¤§v`, Avgvi nv‡Z Kx Av‡Q ej‡Z cvi‡j Avwg Gÿzwb Bmjvg Keyj Kie| †`wL Zzwg †Kgb bwe? Ôivm~j mvjøvjøvû AvjvBwn Iqv mvjøvg nvm‡Zb| †n‡m ej‡ZbÑ †Zvgvi nv‡Zi wRwbmB ejyK †m¸‡jv Kx| ÔZLb cv_i¸‡jv K_v ej‡Z ïiæ KiZ| GUv †`‡L †mB †jvK¸‡jv Lye AevK n‡Zv| AevK n‡q ejZÑ G †Zv mv¶vr Rv`yKi| GB e‡j cvjvZ| A_P Zviv e‡jwQj nv‡Z wK Av‡Q ej‡Z cvi‡j Bmjvg Keyj Ki‡e| wKš‘ ivm~j mvjøvjøvû AvjvBwn Iqv mvjøvg Zv‡`i cix¶vq cvk K‡i †M‡j Zviv Zv‡K Rv`yKi, †R¨vwZlx BZ¨vw` e‡j P‡j †hZ| gybvwdwK KiZ| Gme Avqv‡Z g~jZ GB †kªwYi Kvwdi‡`i K_vB ejv n‡q‡Q| hv‡`i mvg‡b mZ¨ D`&NvwUZ nIqvi ciI Zviv Zv A¯^xKvi K‡i|Õ wecøe`v ej‡jbÑ ÔwKš‘ AšÍ‡i †gvni †g‡i w`‡q Zv‡`i mZ¨ Rvbv †_‡K ewÂZ K‡i, Avevi Zv‡`i kvw¯Í †`IqvUv wK wVK?Õ Ô†gvni Avjøvn Zvqvjv B‡”Q K‡i †g‡i †`b bv| GUv wm‡÷‡gwUK¨vwj n‡q hvq|Õ wecøe`v nvmv ïiæ Ki‡jb| ej‡jbÑ ÔVery Interesting! wm‡÷‡gwUK¨vwj wmj c‡o hvq? nv nv nv|Õ mvwR‡`i GB K_vUv Avgvi Kv‡QI wkïmyjf g‡b n‡jv| wm‡÷‡gwUK¨vwj wmj c‡o hvq? Avjøvn Zvqvjv gv‡ib bv| GUv †Kgb K_v? Avqv‡Z †Zv ¯úóB Av‡QÑ ÔAvjøvn Zv‡`i ü`‡q †gvni †g‡i †`b|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ô`v`v, aiæb, Avwg ejjvg, hviv Lv‡e bv e‡j wm×všÍ wb‡qB †d‡j‡Q, Avcwb Zv‡`i †L‡Z ejyb Avi bv ejyb, Zviv †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Lv‡e bv| Avjøvn Zvqvjv Zv‡`i †`n ïwK‡q †`b| Zv‡`i kix‡ii †ivM cÖwZ‡iva ¶gZv Kwg‡q †`b| Zv‡`i Rb¨ i‡q‡Q KwVb AmyL| Ô†Lqvj KiæbÑ GLv‡b Zviv Amy¯’ n‡”Q, Zv‡`i kix‡ii †ivM cÖwZ‡iva ¶gZv K‡g hv‡”Q, Zviv KwVb Amy‡L co‡Z hv‡”QÑ †Kb Gme n‡”Q? Avjøvn Zvqvjv wK B”Qv K‡iB Zv‡`i mv‡_ G¸‡jv Ki‡Qb? bvn| G¸‡jv Zv‡`i Kg©dj| Zv‡`i hZB †Rvi Kiv †nvK, Zviv hLb †Kv‡bvfv‡eB Lv‡e bv e‡j wm×všÍ wb‡qB †d‡j‡Q, ZLb wm‡÷‡gwUK¨vwj bv LvIqvi d‡j Zv‡`i kixi ïwK‡q hv‡e, kix‡ii †ivM cÖwZ‡iva ¶gZv K‡g hv‡e| Zviv KwVb †iv‡M co‡e| Gme wKQzi Rb¨ ZvivB `vqx| wKš‘ wm‡÷gUv Avjøvn ZvqvjvB Pvjv‡”Qb| Avjøvn Zvqvjv GKwU wm‡÷g †iwW K‡i w`‡q‡Qb| Avcwb bv †L‡j Avcbvi kixi Avjøvn Zvqvjv ïwK‡q †`‡eb|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

41

Avcbvi kix‡ii †ivM cÖwZ‡iva ¶gZv Kwg‡q †`‡eb| w`b †k‡l, Avcbvi GKwU KwVb †ivM n‡e| GUv GKUv wm‡÷g| GB wm‡÷‡g Avcwb ZLbB co‡eb, hLb Avcwb wbR †_‡K Lv‡eb bv e‡j wm×všÍ wb‡q †dj‡eb| ÔwVK †mfv‡eB, hviv wm×všÍ wb‡q †d‡j‡Q †h, Zv‡`i mvg‡b hZ cÖgvY, hZ `wjjB AvmyK, Zviv mZ¨‡K †g‡b †b‡e bv, A¯^xKvi Ki‡eB Ki‡e, Zv‡`i AšÍ‡i Avi Kv‡b wm‡÷‡gwUK¨vwj GKwU wmj c‡o hv‡”Q| bv LvIqvi d‡j Avcwb †hfv‡e ïwK‡q hvb, Avcbvi kix‡ii †ivM cÖwZ‡iva ¶gZv K‡g hvq, Avcbvi KwVb AmyL nq| wVK †mfv‡e, wek¦vm Ki‡eb bv e‡j wm×všÍ hLb wb‡qB †d‡j‡Qb, ZLb Avcbvi AšÍ‡i, Kv‡b wmj c‡o hv‡”Q, Avi w`b †k‡l, Avcbvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q KwVb AmyL, AvB wgb AvRve| Gi Rb¨ Avjøvn Zvqvjv‡K †eøBg Kiv n‡e †Kb?Õ mvwR` GKbvMv‡o e‡j †Mj K_v¸‡jv| wecøe`vi gyL LvwbKUv d¨vKv‡k n‡q †Mj| wZwb m¤¢eZ ey‡S †M‡Qb e¨vcviUv| Avwg ejjvgÑ ÔeveŸv! Kx w`‡q Kx eywS‡q w`wjÕ‡i fvB! Avwg n‡j †Zv n-h-e-i-j K‡i †djZvg|Õ mvwR` gyPwK nvmj| e„wó A‡bK¶Y Av‡MB †_‡g †M‡Q| Avgiv wecøe`vi KvQ †_‡K we`vq wb‡q †ewi‡q Gjvg|

42

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

gykwiK‡`i †hLv‡bB cvI nZ¨v K‡iv... AZtci bxjvÄb`v g‡b-cÖv‡Y GKRb LuvwU evsjv‡`wk| evsjv‡`‡ki ¯^vaxbZv gyw³ msMÖvg‡K wZwb †Kv‡bv wKQzi mv‡_ K‡¤cÖvgvBR Ki‡Z ivwR bb| mvwR‡`i mv‡_ bxjvÄb`vi LyeB fv‡jv m¤úK©| bxjvÄb`v‡K Avgiv fv‡jv‡e‡m wbjy`v e‡jB WvwK| Dwb GKvav‡i Kwe, ivRbxwZwe` I mvsevw`K| AvR‡K mvwR‡`i mv‡_ wbjy`vi GKwU we‡kl Avjvc n‡e| K‡qKw`b Av‡M wbjy`v eø‡M AvjKziAv‡bi GKwU AvqvZ‡K Ômš¿vmev`x AvqvZÕ e‡j KUv¶ K‡i †cv÷ K‡i‡Qb| †m e¨vcv‡i myivnv Ki‡Z wbR †_‡KB wbjy`vi evmvq hvw”Q Avgiv| Avgiv we‡Kj PviUvq wbjy`vi evmvi D‡Ï‡k¨ iIbv w`jvg| Ibvi evmvq Gi Av‡M KL‡bv Avwmwb| Ibvi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡Zv †cÖmK¬ve Avi wewfbœ †cÖvMÖv‡g| Z‡e Dwb †h bxj‡¶‡Z _v‡Kb, †mUv Rvwb| bxj‡¶‡Z G‡m mvwR` wbjy`v‡K †dvb w`‡jv| Icvk †_‡K my›`i GKwU wis‡Uvb †e‡R DVj| wis‡Uv‡b †mU Kiv wQj e½eÜz †kL gywReyi ingv‡bi 7B gv‡P©i †mB weL¨vZ fvlY| mvwR` †dv‡bi jvDW w¯úKvi Ab K‡i w`‡jv| Avgiv Avevi ïbjvg, e½eÜzi †mB wPi‡Pbv fvlY| e½eÜz ej‡QbÑ ÔAvgiv Zv‡`i fv‡Z gvie, Avgiv Zv‡`i cvwb‡Z gvie| Gev‡ii msMÖvg Avgv‡`i gyw³i msMÖvg, Gev‡ii msMÖvg, Avgv‡`i ¯^vaxbZvi msMÖvg|Õ cici `yevi wis nIqvi ci Z…Zxqev‡i wbjy`v †dvb wiwmf Ki‡jb| mvwR`‡K wbjy`v fv‡jvfv‡e evmvi wVKvbv eywS‡q w`‡jb| Avgiv wVKVvK †cuŠ‡Q †Mjvg| evB‡i †_‡K Kwjs‡ej evR‡ZB ey‡ovi g‡Zv GK f`ª‡jvK `iRv Ly‡j w`‡jv| Avgiv †fZ‡i †Mjvg| e‡j wbB, Avgiv †h D‡Ï‡k¨ GLv‡b G‡mwQ, †mUv wbjy`v‡K Rvbv‡bv nqwb| wbjy`vi GKwU ¸‡Yi K_v ejv nqwb| KweZv †jLv Ges mvsevw`KZvi cvkvcvwk wbjy`v Lye fv‡jv QweI Auv‡Kb| Avgiv N‡i cÖ‡ek Kiv gvÎB ey‡ov †jvKwU Avgv‡`i †mvRv wbjy`vi iæ‡g wb‡q †Mj| g‡b nq, Ibvi Ici GB wb‡`©kB wQj|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

43

Avgiv wbjy`vi iæ‡g G‡m †`wL Dwb Qwe AuvK‡Qb| gyw³hy‡×i Qwe| AvuKv cÖvq †kl n‡q †M‡Q| RjcvB i‡Oi †cvkv‡Ki GKRb wgwjUvwi| wgwjUvwii evg nv‡Z GKwU ivB‡dj| GKRb Aa©bMœ gwnjv| gwnjvi Pzj †Lvjv| gwnjv †eu‡P †bB| wgwjUvwiUv gwnjv‡K †U‡b wb‡q hv‡”Q| g‡b nq fvMv‡o wb‡¶c Ki‡eÑ GiKg wKQz| cv‡kB GKwU Wv÷web UvBc wKQz| Pvi‡U KvK e‡m Av‡Q †mUvi Ici| Rqby‡ji Ô`ywf©¶Õ QweUvi g‡ZvB| Avgv‡`i w`‡K bv wd‡iB wbjy`v ej‡jbÑ ÔKx †i, GZ NUv K‡i †`Lv Ki‡Z G‡mwQm †h?Õ mvwR` ejjÑ ÔI gv, †Zvgvi mv‡_ †`Lv nq bv KZw`b, †`L‡Z gb PvBj e‡j P‡j Gjvg| wW÷ve© K‡iwQ eywS?Õ ÔAv‡i bv bv, Zv ewjwb|Õ GUzKz e‡j wbjy`v Nvo Nywi‡q Avgv‡`i w`‡K ZvKvj| Avgv‡K †`‡L wbjy`v e‡j DVjÑ ÔAvwid bv?Õ ÔûÕ, mvwR` ejj| ÔI‡i evev! AvR †`wL Avgvi evmvq Puv‡`i nvU| Zzwg †Zv R‡¤úk KweZv wjL fvB Avwid| wewPÎvq †Zvgvi KweZv Avwg cÖvqB cwo|Õ wbjy`vi gy‡L GiKg K_v ï‡b Avwg j¾vq g‡i hvw”Qjvg| mvwR` ejjÑ ÔRv‡bv `v`v, Zv‡K KZ K‡i ewj, eB‡gjvi Rb¨ KweZvi GKUv cvÐzwjwc †iwW Ki| wKš‘ †m e‡j, Ii bvwK fq K‡i| †`L †Zv `v`v|Õ wbjy`v ejjÑ Ônu¨v nu¨v, cvÛzwjwc †iwW K‡iv| GKevi eB †ei n‡q †M‡j †`L‡e fq me †`Š‡o cvjv‡e| †Zvgvi †jLvi nvZ `viæY| Avwg cwo †Zv| †ek fv‡jv wjL|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ô`v`v, IUv wK gyw³hy× welqK Qwe? †hUv AuvKQ?Õ ÔûÕ, wbjy`vi DËi| ÔAv”Qv `v`v, gyw³hy× wb‡q Avgvi we‡kl cov‡kvbv †bB| Zzwg †Zv Avevi GB jvB‡bi| AvR †Zvgvi KvQ †_‡K gyw³hy‡×i Mí ïbe|Õ wbjy`v gyPwK nvm‡jb| Zzwji †kl AuvPoLvbv w`‡q Lv‡Ui Ici D‡V em‡jb| Avgiv `yRb ZZ¶‡Y `y‡Uv †Pqv‡i e‡m c‡owQ| ey‡ov f`ª‡jvK †Uª‡Z Kwd wb‡q G‡m‡Qb| wbjy`v Kwd‡Z PzgyK w`‡Z w`‡Z gyw³hy‡×i Mí ejv ïiæ Ki‡jbÑ

44

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

Ô1971 mvj| cwðg cvwK¯Ív‡bi nv‡Z Pigfv‡e wbh©vwZZ I wb‡®úwlZ nw”Qj evOvwjiv| hLbB Zviv wb‡R‡`i AwaKvi Av`v‡qi Rb¨ †mv”Pvi n‡q‡Q, ZLbB cvwK¯Ívwbiv evOvwj‡`i Ici Pvwj‡q‡Q AZ¨vPvi, wbh©vZb|Õ wbjy`vi KÉ fvix n‡q G‡jv| gyw³hy‡×i Avjvc DV‡jB Dwb GiKg Av‡eMcÖeY n‡q hvb| wZwb e‡j hv‡”QbÑ ÔGB AZ¨vPvi I wbh©vZ‡bi gvÎv GZB fqven n‡q DVj †h, evOvwjiv †kl ch©šÍ wb‡R‡`i Ges wb‡R‡`i gvZ…f‚wg‡K i¶v Ki‡Z A¯¿ nv‡Z Zz‡j wb‡Z eva¨ n‡jv| ÔZLb Pj‡Q DjUvj gvP© gvm| nvRvi eQ‡ii †kªô evOvwj, evsjv I evOvwj RvwZi KY©avi, BwZnv‡mi eicyÎ, RvwZi RbK e½eÜz †kL gywReyi ingvb †im‡Kvm© gq`v‡b mk¯¿ hy‡×i WvK w`‡jb|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ô`v`v, †Zvgvi †dv‡bi wis‡Uvb Avevi GKevi ïwb †Zv wcøR| Avgiv Zv‡`i fv‡Z gvie, ÒAvgiv Zv‡`i cvwb‡Z gvieÓ| evev‡i! Kx mvsNvwZK K_v|Õ wbjy`v Kcv‡ji fuvR `xN© K‡i ej‡jbÑ ÔmvsNvwZK ejwQm †Kb? eis ej, GwUB n‡jv evOvwji gnvKve¨| †mw`b GiKg K‡i evOvwj‡`i AbycÖvwYZ bv Ki‡j Avgiv wK ¯^vaxbZvi ¯^v` †cZvg?Õ ÔZvB e‡j †g‡i †djvi K_v? GUv †Zv AvBb nv‡Z Zz‡j †bIqvi g‡Zv e¨vcvi|Õ mvwR` ejj| wbjy`v ejjÑ Ô†hLv‡b wb‡R‡`i Aw¯ÍZ¡B wejyß nIqvi c‡_, †mLv‡b ZzB AvBb evbvw”Qm? hy‡×i gq`v‡b †Kv‡bv AvBb P‡j bv|Õ ÔZvici?Õ Ôe½eÜzi †mB HwZnvwmK fvl‡Y DØy× n‡q evOvwjiv Suvwc‡q coj hy‡×|Õ Avwg ejjvgÑ ÔZviv AZ¨vPvix cvwK¯Ívwb‡`i gvij Ges gij, ZvB bv?Õ Ônu¨v|Õ Ôhy‡×i c‡i ÒAvgiv Zv‡`i fv‡Z gvie, cvwb‡Z gvieÓ A_ev Òhvi hv wKQz Av‡Q, Zv-B wb‡q hy‡× Suvwc‡q c‡ovÓ GiKg K_vi Rb¨ e½eÜz‡K wK †Rj LvU‡Z n‡q‡Q? wKsev †KD Zv‡K mš¿v‡mi DmKvwb`vZv ev Ly‡bi g```vZv wn‡m‡e †eøBg K‡i‡Q?Õ mvwR` wR‡Ám Kij| Ô†Zvi gv_vq wK †Mvei bvwK †i mvwR`? GUv †Kv‡bv K_v ejwj? GUvi Rb¨ ¯^vaxbZvi gnvbvqK e½eÜz‡K †eøBg Ki‡e †Kb? hy‡×i gq`v‡b GUv wQj GKRb KgvÛv‡ii KgvÛ| GUv Aciva bq; eis GUvi Rb¨ wZwb BwZnv‡m Agi n‡q Av‡Qb| wbh©vwZZ evOvwj‡`i gyw³i w`kvwi, gnvb †bZv e½eÜz| Gfv‡e `xN© bq gvm i³¶qx hy‡×i ci Avgiv †cjvg GKwU ¯^vaxb f‚LÐ| GKwU ¯^vaxb cZvKv|Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

45

ÔAvwgI GKgZ| e½eÜz GK`g wVK KvRwUB K‡i‡Qb| Av”Qv `v`v, wVK GKB KvR A_v©r wbh©vwZZ, wb‡®úwlZ, `wjZ gvby‡li AwaKvi Av`v‡qi Rb¨ c„w_exi Ab¨ †Kv_vI hw` Ab¨ †Kv‡bv †bZv GiKg K_v e‡j, Zvn‡j Zzwg wK g‡b Ki‡e? Ab¨ †Kv‡bv †bZv hw` e‡jÑ ÔkÎæ‡`i †hLv‡bB cvI, nZ¨v K‡iv| Avi GB Kgv‡Û DØy× n‡q hw` wbh©vwZZ gvbyl¸‡jv hy‡× Suvwc‡q c‡o, Zzwg †mUv‡K †Kvb †Pv‡L †`L‡e?Õ ÔAek¨B Avwg IB †bZvi c‡¶ _vKe Ges Zvi GB K_vi, GB Kv‡Ri cÖksmv Kie|Õ wbjy`v ej‡jb| Ô†hgb?Õ Ô†hgb Avwg †P ¸‡qfvivi msMÖvg‡K ¯^vMZ RvbvB, Avwg †hv‡md ÷¨vwjb, gvI †m Zzs‡qi msMÖvg‡K ¯^vMZ RvbvB| Giv mevB wbh©vwZZ‡`i AwaKv‡ii Rb¨ j‡o‡Qb|Õ Gevi mvwR` ejjÑ Ô`v`v, Avcwb Avie‡`i BwZnvm Rv‡bb?Õ ÔKxiKg?Õ Ô†Pv‡Ïv‡kv eQi Av‡Mi K_v| Avi‡ei cÖPwjZ ag©wek¦v‡mi wecix‡Z GKwU bZzb ag©wek¦vm †mLv‡b gv_v Zz‡j `uvovq|Õ Ôû|Õ ÔwKQz gvbyl †¯^”Qvq, †Kv‡bv iKg †RviRei`w¯Í QvovB GB ag©wUi cÖwZ AbyivMx n‡q c‡o| Zviv `‡j `‡j GB ag©wek¦vm †g‡b wb‡Z ïiæ K‡i| wKš‘ mgvRcwZ‡`i GUv mn¨ nqwb| hviv hviv GB ag©wU‡K †g‡b wbw”Qj, Zv‡`i DciB †b‡g AvmwQj AK_¨ wbh©vZb| ey‡Ki Ici cv_i Zz‡j †`Iqv, D‡Ui †cQ‡b iwk w`‡q †eu‡a giæf‚wg‡Z †Nviv‡bv, M`©vb wb‡q †bIqvi g‡Zv NUbvmn AviI KZ Kx| GKch©v‡q GB a‡g©i cÖPviK Ges Zvi m½x-mv_x‡`i †`kQvov Kiv n‡jv| Ggb †Kv‡bv wbh©vZb †bB, hv Zv‡`i Ici †b‡g Av‡mwb| ¯^‡`knviv, ¯^Rbnviv n‡q Zviv ZLb weaŸ¯Í| 71-G Avgv‡`i kÎæ †hgb wQj cvwK¯Ívb, 1400 eQi Av‡Mi †m mgqUvq gymwjg‡`i kÎæ wQj gykwiKiv| Zvn‡j GB AZ¨vPvi, wbh©vZ‡bi weiæ‡× `uvwo‡q, Zv‡`i †bZv hw` †NvlYv †`q; †Zvgiv gykwiK‡`i †hLv‡bB cvI, nZ¨v K‡iv, Zvn‡j `v`v G‡Z wK †Kv‡bv Aciva, †Kv‡bv mš¿vmev` cÖKvk cvq?Õ wbjy`v Pzc K‡i Av‡Q| mvwR` e‡j †h‡Z jvMjÑ Ôe½eÜzi, ÒAvgiv Zv‡`i fv‡Z gvie, cvwb‡Z gvieÓ hw` evOvwji gnvKve¨ nq, GUv hw` mš¿vmev‡` DmKvwb bv nq, Zvn‡j Av‡iKwU hy‡×i †NvlYv¯^iƒc ejvÑ Ò†Zvgiv gykwiK‡`i †hLv‡bB cvI nZ¨v K‡ivÓ GB K_vUv †Kb mš¿vmev`x K_v n‡e? GwU †Kb Rw½ev‡`i DmKvwb n‡e?

46

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

ÔnZ¨vi wb‡`©k †`Iqvi c‡ii Avqv‡ZB ejv Av‡QÑ ÒgykwiK‡`i †KD hw` †Zvgv‡`i Kv‡Q Avkªq cÖv_©bv K‡i, Zv‡`i wbivc` ¯’v‡b Avkªq `vI|Ó ÔAvcwb †P ¸‡qfviv, †hv‡md ÷¨vwjb, gvI †m Zzs‡qi K_v ej‡jb, Zv‡`i †KD wK e‡j‡QÑ Ô†KD G‡m Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q Avkªq PvB‡j, Avgiv Zv‡`i wbivc` RvqMvq Avkªq †`‡ev|Õ e‡jwQj? e‡jwb| c„w_exi †Kv‡bv KgvÛviB kÎæ‡`i GiKg wbivc` Avkªq †`Iqvi K_v e‡jwb; eis wb‡`©k †`qÑ Ò†`Lv gvÎB ¸wj Ki|ÓÕ wbjy`v ejjÑ Ôû|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ô`v`v, KziAv‡b AviI Av‡Q, Ò†h webv Aciv‡a †Kv‡bv wb‡`©vl e¨w³‡K Lyb Kij, †m †hb cy‡iv gvbeRvwZ‡KB Lyb Kij|Ó GiKg GKwU K_v, c„w_exi †Kv‡bv gvbyl, †Kv‡bv †bZv, †Kv‡bv MÖ‡š’ wK Av‡Q? †bB| Ô71-G Rvwjg cvwK¯Ívwb‡`i gvivi †NvlYv w`‡q e½eÜz Avgv‡`i Kv‡Q gnvbvqK, Zvn‡j 1400 eQi Av‡M GiKg †NvlYv Av‡iKRb w`‡q _vK‡j wZwb †Kb LjbvqK n‡eb? Acivax n‡eb? GKB K_v, GKB wb‡`©‡ki Rb¨ Avcwb GKRb‡K gnvgvbe g‡b K‡ib, Ab¨Rb‡K g‡b K‡ib mš¿vmx, †Kb `v`v? †mªd wK ag© we‡ivwaZvi Rb¨?Õ ÔGKR‡bi GiKg †NvlYv‡K †dv‡bi wis‡Uvb K‡i †i‡L‡Qb, Ab¨R‡bi GiKg †NvlYv‡K mš¿vmev`x K_vevZ©v, Rw½ev`x K_vevZ©v e‡j KUv¶ K‡i †jLv wj‡Lb, †Kb? GUv wK †dqvi, `v`v?Õ Ôûg| Avm‡j Avwg Ggb K‡i ewjwb|Õ wbjy`v wKQzUv GKgZ| mvwR` ejjÑ Ô`v`v, A‡bK bvw¯ÍK‡K KziAv‡bi GKwU AvqvZ‡K Ab¨ Avqv‡Zi mv‡_ K›UªvwW±wi ej‡Z †`‡LwQ| A_P Zviv †Kv‡bvw`bI m~iv ZvIevq Ò†Zvgiv gykwiK‡`i †hLv‡bB cvI nZ¨v K‡ivÓ GUv‡K m~iv gv‡q`vi Ò†h wbivciva †Kv‡bv e¨w³‡K nZ¨v Kij, †m †hb cy‡iv gvbeRvwZ‡KB nZ¨v KijÓ GUvi mv‡_ K›UªvwW±wi ej‡Z †`wL bv| ÔA_P †mfv‡e fve‡j, GB `yB Avqv‡Z `y-iKg K_v ejv n‡”Q| GKevi †g‡i †dj‡Z ej‡Q, Av‡iKevi ej‡Q, gvi‡j cy‡iv gvbeRvwZ‡K nZ¨v Kivi g‡Zv Pig cvc n‡e| wKš‘ ZeyI bvw¯ÍKiv GB `y‡Uv‡K GK cvjøvq G‡b K_v e‡j bv| †Kb e‡j bv? KviY, ZvivI Rv‡b `y‡Uv AvqvZ bvwR‡ji †cÖ¶vcU m¤ú~Y© wfbœ| GB `y‡Uv‡K GK K‡i ej‡Z †M‡jB bvw¯ÍKiv aiv co‡e, ZvB e‡j bv|Õ wbjy`v me ïb‡jb| ï‡b ej‡jbÑ ÔGi Rb¨B eywS gyw³hy‡×i Mí ïb‡Z G‡mwQwj?Õ Ôbv `v`v, ïay Wvej ÷¨vÛevwRUv Dcjwä Kiv‡Z G‡mwQ| nv nv nv|Õ †mªd fv‡jv m¤úK© e‡jB wbjy`v †mw`b ivM K‡ibwb nq‡Zv|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

47

mªóv‡K †K m„wó Kij j¨v¤ú‡cv‡÷i A¯úó Av‡jvq GKRb eq¯‹ †jv‡Ki Qvqvg~wZ© Avgv‡`i `„wó‡MvPi n‡jv| Mv‡q †gvUv GKwU kvj Rov‡bv| †cŠ‡li kxZ| †jvKUv nvjKv Kuvc‡QI| Avgiv Lyjbv †_‡K wdiwQjvg| Avwg Avi mvwR`| †÷kb gv÷v‡ii iæ‡gi cv‡ki GKwU †ew‡Z †jvKUv AuvUmuvU n‡q e‡m Av‡Q| †÷k‡b GiKg KZ †jvKB †Zv e‡m _v‡K| ZvB †mw`‡K Avgvi we‡kl †Kv‡bv †KŠZ‚nj wQj bv| wKš‘ mvwR`‡K †`Ljvg †mw`‡K GwM‡q †Mj| †jvKUvi Kv‡Q wM‡qB mvwR` acvm K‡i e‡m coj| Avwg `~i †_‡K †Lqvj Kijvg, †jvKUvi mv‡_ mvwR` †n‡m †n‡m K_vI ej‡Q| Avðh©! Lyjbvi †÷kb| GLv‡b mvwR‡`i cwiwPZ †jvK †Kv_v †_‡K G‡jv? Zv Qvov †jvKwU‡K †`‡L we‡kl †KD e‡jI g‡b n‡”Q bv| g‡b n‡”Q †Kv‡bv ev`vg we‡µZv| ev`vg wewµ †k‡l cÖwZw`b IB RvqMvq e‡mB nq‡Zv ivZ KvwU‡q †`q| Avgv‡`i iv‡Zi †Uªb| GLb ev‡R ivZ `yBUv| GB mg‡q mvwR‡`i mv‡_ KviI †`Lv Kivi K_v _vK‡j Zv †Zv Avwg RvbZvgB| A™¢yZ! Avwg Av‡iKUz GwM‡q †Mjvg| GKUz AMÖmi n‡ZB †`Ljvg, f`ª‡jv‡Ki nv‡Z GKwU eBI Av‡Q| `~i †_‡K Avwg eyS‡Z cvwiwb| mvwR` Avgv‡K Bkviv w`‡q WvKj| †Mjvg| †jvKUvi †PnvivUv †ek †Pbv‡Pbv jvM‡Q, wKš‘ mwVK g‡b Ki‡Z cviwQ bv| mvwR` ejjÑ ÔGBLv‡b em| Bwb n‡”Qb ûgvqyb m¨vi|Õ ûgvqyb m¨vi? GB bv‡gi †Kv‡bv m¨vi‡K †Zv Avwg wPwb bv| mvwR`‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡Z hve †h †Kvb ûgvqyb m¨vi, Agwb mvwR` Avevi ejjÑ Ôûgvqyb iæev‡qZ AvRv`‡K wPwbm bv? Bwb Avi Kx|Õ Gici †m †jvKUvi w`‡K wd‡i ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, G n‡jv Avgvi eÜz, Avwid|Õ †jvKUv Avgvi w`‡K ZvKvj bv| mvwR‡`i w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| †Vuv‡U g„`y nvwm| Avgvi ZL‡bv †Nvi KvU‡QB bv| Kx n‡”Q Gme? AvwgI acvm K‡i mvwR‡`i cv‡k e‡m †Mjvg| mvwR` Avi ûgvqyb iæev‡qZ AvRv` bv‡gi †jvKUvi g‡a¨ Avjvc n‡”Q| Ggbfv‡e K_v ej‡Q, †hb Zviv ci¯úi ci¯úi‡K A‡bK Av‡M †_‡KB †P‡b|

48

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

†jvKUv mvwR`‡K ej‡QÑ Ô†Zv‡K KZ K‡i e‡jwQ, Avgvi †jLv Avgvi Awek¦vm eBUv fv‡jvg‡Zv co‡Z| c‡owQwj?Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ônu¨v m¨vi| c‡owQ †Zv|Õ ÔZvn‡j Avevi Avw¯ÍK n‡q †Mwj †Kb? wbðq †Kv‡bv Z¨uv`‡oi duv‡` c‡owQm? †K †m? bvg ej? †cQ‡b †h Av‡QÑ Kx Rvwb bvg?Õ ÔAvwidÕ| Ônu¨v, GB Z¨uv`‡oi duv‡` c‡owQm eywS? `uvov, Zv‡K Avwg gRv †`Lvw”Q|Õ GB e‡j †jvKUv emv †_‡K DV‡Z †Mj| mvwR` †Rv‡i e‡j DVjÑ Ôbv bv m¨vi| I wK”Qz Rv‡b bv|Õ ÔZvn‡j?Õ ÔAvm‡j m¨vi, ej‡Z ms‡KvP †eva Ki‡jI mZ¨ GUvB †h, bvw¯ÍKZvi Ici Avcwb †hme jwRK †`wL‡q‡Qb, †m¸‡jv GZUvB `ye©j †h, bvw¯ÍKZvi Ici Avwg †ewk w`b Cgvb ivL‡Z cvwiwb|Õ GUzKz e‡j mvwR` gv_v wbPz K‡i †djj| †jvKUvi †PnvivUv gyn~‡Z©©B iæ¶ fve aviY Kij| ejjÑ ÔZvi gv‡b ej‡Z PvBwQm, ZzB GLb Avgvi †P‡qI e‡ov cwÐZ n‡q †MwQm? Avgvi †P‡qI †ewk c‡o †d‡jwQm? †ewk ey‡S †d‡jwQm?Õ mvwR` ZLbI gv_v wbPz K‡i Av‡Q| †jvKUv ejjÑ ÔhvK‡M! GKUv wmMv‡iU Lve| g¨vP †bB| †Zvi Kv‡Q Av‡Q?Õ ÔwR m¨vi|Õ GB e‡j mvwR` e¨vM Ly‡j GKwU g¨vP †ei K‡i †jvKUvi nv‡Z w`‡jv| mvwR` wmMv‡iU Lvq bv| Z‡e cÖ‡qvRbxq wRwbm¸‡jv Zvi e¨v‡M _v‡K memgq| †jvKUv wmMv‡iU aivj| K‡qKUv †Rv‡i †Rv‡i Uvb w`‡q dzum K‡i GKgyL †auvqv Qvoj| †auvqv¸‡jv gyn~‡Z©©B KzÐzwj AvKv‡i †÷kb gv÷v‡ii N‡ii †iwjs †e‡q D‡V †h‡Z jvMj| Avwg †mw`‡K ZvwK‡q AvwQ| †jvKUvi Kvwk D‡V †Mj| Kvk‡Z Kvk‡Z †jvKUv emv †_‡K D‡V coj| GB gyn~‡Z©© Ibvi wmMv‡iU LvIqvi Avi B‡”Q †bB m¤¢eZ| †jvKUv wmMv‡i‡Ui UzK‡iv wb‡P †d‡j cv w`‡q GKwU Nlv w`‡jv| Agwb wmMv‡i‡Ui R¡jšÍ UzK‡ivwU †_uZ‡j †Mj| mvwR‡`i w`‡K wd‡i †jvKUv ejjÑ ÔZvn‡j GLb wek¦vm Kwim †h mªóv e‡j †KD Av‡Q?Õ mvwR` nu¨v-m~PK gv_v bvoj|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

49

Ômªóv GB wek¦‡jvK, wek¦eªþvÐ m„wó K‡i‡Qb e‡j wek¦vm Kwim †Zv?Õ AveviI mvwR` nu¨v-m~PK gv_v bvoj| Gevi †jvKUv GKUv A™¢yZ iKg nvwm w`‡jv| GB nvwm GZUvB we`Ny‡U wQj †h, Zv‡Z Avgvi Mv QgQg K‡i DVj| †jvKwU ejjÑ ÔZvn‡j ej †`wL, mªóv‡K †K m„wó Kij?Õ GB cÖkœwU K‡i †jvKwU Avevi †mB we`Ny‡U nvwmUv nvmj| mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, evB †Wwdwbkb, mªóvi †Kv‡bv m„wóKZ©v _vK‡Z cv‡i bv| hw` ewj ÒKÓ m„wóKZ©v‡K m„wó K‡i‡Q, Zr¶Yvr Avevi cÖkœ DV‡e, Zvn‡j ÒKÓ-Gi m„wóKZ©v †K? ZLb hw` ewj ÒKÓ-Gi m„wóKZ©v ÒLÓ, Zvn‡j Avevi cÖkœ DV‡e ÒLÓ-Gi m„wóKZ©v †K? Gfv‡e Pj‡ZB _vK‡e| †Kv‡bv mgvav‡b hvIqv hv‡e bv|Õ †jvKwU ejjÑ Ômgvavb Av‡Q|Õ ÔKx †mUv?Õ Ô†g‡b †bIqv †h, mªóv †bB, e¨m!Õ, GUzKz e‡j †jvKwU Avevi nvwm w`‡jv| nv nv nv nv| mvwR` AvcwË Rvbvj| ejjÑ ÔAvcwb fzj, m¨vi|Õ †jvKwU †PvL Kcv‡j Zz‡j ejjÑ ÔwK? Avwg, Avwg fzj?Õ ÔwR m¨vi|Õ ÔZvn‡j ej †`wL, mªóv‡K †K m„wó Kij? DËi †`| †`wL KZ e‡ov Áv‡bi RvnvR n‡qwQm ZzB|Õ Avwg eyS‡Z cvijvg, GB †jvK mvwR`‡K hyw³i M¨uvovK‡j †djvi †Póv Ki‡Q| mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, MZ kZvãx‡ZI weÁvbxiv fve‡Zb, GB gnvwek¦ AbšÍKvj a‡i Av‡Q| gv‡b GUvi †Kv‡bv ïiæ †bB| Zviv AviI fveZ, GUvi †Kv‡bv †klI †bB| ZvB Zviv ejZ †h‡nZz GUvi ïiæ-†kl wKQzB †bB, myZivs, GUvi Rb¨ GKUv m„wóKZ©viI `iKvi †bB| wKš‘ _v‡g©vWvBbvwg‡·i Zvc I MwZi m~θ‡jv Avwe®‹vi nIqvi ci GB aviYv cy‡ivcywi f¨vwbk †Zv nqB, mv‡_ c`v_©weÁv‡bI N‡U hvq GKUv wecøe| _v‡g©vWvBbvwg‡·i Zvc I MwZi wØZxq m~Î ej‡QÑ GB gnvwek¦ µgvMZ I wbiew”Qbœ DjUvc Aw¯ÍZ¡ †_‡K ch©vqµ‡g DjUvcnxb Aw¯Í‡Z¡i w`‡K †a‡q hv‡”Q| wKš‘ GB m~·K Dj‡Uv †_‡K cÖ‡qvM KL‡bvB m¤¢e bq| A_©vr Kg DjUvc Aw¯ÍZ¡ †_‡K GUv‡K †ewk DjUvc Aw¯Í‡Z¡i w`‡K wb‡q hvIqv Av‡`Š m¤¢e bq| GB aviYv †_‡K cÖgvY nq, gnvwek¦ wPišÍb bq| GUv AbšÍKvj a‡i Gfv‡e †bB|

50

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

GUvi GKUv wbw`©ó ïiæ Av‡Q| _v‡g©vWvBbvwg‡·i m~Î AviI e‡j, Gfv‡e Pj‡Z Pj‡Z GKmgq gnvwe‡k¦i mKj kw³ wbt‡kl n‡q hv‡e| Avi gnvwek¦ aŸsm n‡e|Õ †jvKwU ejjÑ ÔDd! Avm‡Qb ˆeÁvwbK j¤úy| mnR K‡i ej e¨vUv|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, GKUv Mig Kwdi Kvc †Uwe‡j ivLv n‡j, †mUv mg‡qi mv‡_ Av‡¯Í Av‡¯Í Zvc nviv‡Z nviv‡Z VvÛv n‡ZB _vK‡e| wKš‘ †mUv †Uwe‡j ivLvi ci †h cwigvY Mig wQj, mg‡qi mv‡_ mv‡_ †mUv AviI †ewk Mig n‡q DV‡eÑ GUv Am¤¢e| GUv †Kej VvÛvB n‡Z _vK‡e| GKUv ch©v‡q wM‡q †`Lv hv‡e, Kwdi KvcUv mg¯Í Zvc nvwi‡q G‡Kev‡i VvÛv n‡q †M‡Q| GUvB n‡”Q _v‡g©vWvBbvwg‡·i m~Î|Õ Ôûg, †Zv?Õ ÔGi †_‡K cÖgvY nq, gnvwe‡k¦i GKUv ïiæ Av‡Q| gnvwe‡k¦i †h GKUv ïiæ Av‡QÑ ZviI cÖgvY weÁvbxiv †c‡q‡Q| gnvwek¦ m„wóZ‡Ë¡i Ici G hver hZ¸‡jv w_Iwi weÁvbx gn‡j G‡m‡Q, Z¤§‡a¨ me‡P‡q MÖnY‡hvM¨ I cÖgv‡Yi w`K †_‡K me‡P‡q kw³kvjx w_Iwi n‡jvÑ weMe¨vs w_Iwi| weMe¨vs w_Iwi ej‡QÑ Ôgnvwe‡k¦i Rb¥ n‡q‡Q GKwU we‡ùvi‡Yi d‡j| Zvn‡j m¨vi, GUv GLb wbwðZ †h, gnvwe‡k¦i GKwU ïiæ Av‡Q|Õ †jvKUv nu¨vÑ m~PK gv_v bvoj| mvwR` Avevi ej‡Z ïiæ KijÑ Ôm¨vi, Avgiv mnR mgxKiY c×wZ‡Z †`Le mªóv‡K m„wói cÖ‡qvRb Av‡Q wK bv, gv‡b mªóvi m„wóKZ©v _vK‡Z cv‡i wK bv| ÔmKj m„wói GKUv wbw`©ó ïiæ Av‡Q Ges †kl Av‡Q; awi, GUv mgxKiY 1| gnvwek¦ GKwU m„wó; GUv mgxKiY 2| GLb mgxKiY 1 Avi 2 †_‡K cvBÑ mKj m„wói ïiæ Ges †kl Av‡Q| gnvwek¦ GKwU m„wó, ZvB GUviI GKUv ïiæ Ges †kl Av‡Q| ÔZvn‡j Avgiv †`Ljvg; ÔIc‡ii `y‡Uv kZ© ci¯úi wg‡j †Mj Ges Zv‡Z _v‡g©vWvBbvwg‡·i Zvc I MwZi m~‡Îi †Kv‡bv e¨vNvZ N‡Uwb|Õ ÔûÕ ÔAvgvi Z…Zxq mgxKiY n‡”Q : Ômªóv mewKQz m„wó K‡i‡Qb|Õ Zvn‡j †Lqvj Kiæb, Avgvi cÖ_g k‡Z©i mv‡_ wKš‘ Z…Zxq kZ© g¨vP n‡”Q bv|

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

51

ÔAvgvi cÖ_g kZ© wQj : mKj m„wói ïiæ Avi †kl Av‡Q| wKš‘ Z…Zxq k‡Z© K_v ejwQ mªóv wb‡q| wZwb m„wó bb, wZwb mªóv| ZvB GLv‡b cÖ_g kZ© Lv‡U bv| mv‡_, Zvc I MwZi m~ÎwUI GLv‡b Avi LvU‡Q bv| Zvi gv‡b, mªóvi ïiæI †bB, †klI †bB| A_©vr, Zv‡K bZzb K‡i m„wóiI cÖ‡qvRb †bB| Zvi gv‡b mªóvi Av‡iKRb mªóv _vKviI cÖ‡qvRb †bB| wZwb Abvw`, AbšÍ|Õ GZUzKz e‡j mvwR` _vgj| ûgvqyb AvRv` bv‡gi †jvKwU Kcv‡ji fuvR `xN© K‡i ej‡jbÑ ÔKx fsPs †evSvwj G¸‡jv? Kx me mgxKiY-UgxKiY? Gme Kx? †mvRv-mvÞv ej| Avgv‡K A¼ †kLvw”Qm? Laws of Causality m¤ú‡K© aviYv Av‡Q? Laws of Causality g‡Z, mewKQzi †cQ‡b GKUv Cause ev KviY _v‡K| †mB m~Îg‡Z, mªóvi †cQ‡bI GKUv KviY _vK‡Z n‡e|Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, D‡ËwRZ n‡eb bv wcøR| Avwg Avcbv‡K A¼ †kLv‡Z hve †Kvb mvn‡m? Avwg ïay Avgvi g‡Zv e¨vcviwU e¨vL¨v K‡iwQ|Õ ÔKPz K‡iwQm ZzB| Laws Of Causality w`‡q e¨vL¨v Ki|Õ †jvKUv D”P¯^‡i ejj| Ôm¨vi, Laws Of Causality ejer nq ZLbB, hLb †_‡K Time, Space Ges Matter Rb¥jvf K‡i, wVK bv? KviY, AvBb÷vB‡bi w_Iwi Ad wi‡jwUwfwUI ¯^xKvi K‡i †hÑ Time wRwbmUv wb‡RB Space Avi Matter-Gi mv‡_ Kv‡b‡±W| Cause-Gi aviYv ZLbB Avm‡e, hLb Time, Space, Matter GB e¨vcvi¸‡jv ˆZwi n‡e| Zvn‡j whwbB GB Time, Space, Matter-Gi mªóv, Zv‡K Kx K‡i Avgiv Time-Space-Matter-Gi evULviv‡Z ewm‡q Laws Of Causality w`‡q wePvi Kie, m¨vi? GUv †Zv jwRK weiæ×, weÁvbweiæ×|Õ †jvKUv Pzc K‡i Av‡Q| wKQz nq‡Zv ej‡Z hvw”Qj| Gi g‡a¨B Avevi mvwR` ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, Avcwb Laws Of Causality-Gi †h msÁv w`‡q‡Qb, †mUv fzj|Õ †jvKUv Avevi †i‡M †Mj| †i‡M AwMœkg©v n‡q ejjÑ ÔGB †QuvKov! Avwg fzj e‡jwQ gv‡b Kx? ZzB wK ej‡Z Pvm Avwg weÁvb eywS bv?Õ mvwR` ejjÑ Ôbv bv m¨vi, GK`g Zv ewjwb| Avgvi fzj n‡q‡Q| Avm‡j, ejv DwPr wQj †h, Laws Of Causality-Gi msÁv ej‡Z wM‡q Avcwb †QvÆ GKUv wRwbm wgm K‡i‡Qb|Õ †jvKUvi †Pnviv Gevi GKUz ¯^vfvweK n‡jv| ejjÑ ÔKx wgm K‡iwQ?Õ ÔAvcwb e‡j‡Qb, Laws Of Causality g‡Z, mewKQziB GKwU Cause _v‡K| Avm‡j GUv m¨vi †miKg bq| Laws Of Causality n‡”Q; Everything which has a beginning has a cause A_©vr, Ggb mewKQz, †h¸‡jvi GKUv wbw`©ó ïiæ Av‡Q, †Kej Zv‡`iB Cause _v‡K| mªóvi †Kv‡bv ïiæ †bB, ZvB mªóv‡K Laws Of Causality w`‡q gvcvUv hyw³ Ges weÁvbweiæ×|Õ

52

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

†jvKUvi gyL wKQzUv M¤¢xi n‡q †Mj| ejjÑ ÔZzB wK †f‡ewQm, GiKg fvix fvix wKQz kã e¨envi K‡i K_v ej‡jB Avwg †Zvi hyw³ †g‡b †be? Am¤¢e|Õ mvwR` Gevi gyPwK nvmj| †n‡m ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, Avcbvi nv‡Z GKwU eB †`LwQ| IUv Kx eB?Õ ÔGUv Avgvi †jLv eB : Avgvi Awek¦vm|Õ Ôm¨vi, IUv Avgv‡K †`‡eb GKUz?Õ ÔGB †b, ai|Õ mvwR` eBUv nv‡Z wb‡q DjUvj| DjUv‡Z DjUv‡Z ejjÑ Ôm¨vi, GB eB‡qi †Kvb jvB‡b Avcwb Av‡Qb?Õ †jvKUv åæ KzuP‡K ejjÑ Ôgv‡b?Õ ÔejwQ, GB eB‡qi †Kvb Aa¨v‡qi, †Kvb c„ôvq, †Kvb jvB‡b Avcwb Av‡Qb?Õ ÔZzB A™¢yZ K_v ejwQm| Avwg eB‡q _vKe †Kb?Õ Ô†Kb _vK‡eb bv? Avcwb Gi mªóv bv?Õ Ônu¨v|Õ ÔGB eBUv Kvwj Avi KvMR w`‡q ˆZwi| AvcwbI Kx Kvwj Avi KvMR w`‡q ˆZwi m¨vi?Õ ÔLyeB ÷zwcwWwU UvBc cÖkœ| Avwg GB eB‡qi mªóv| GB eB ˆZwii msÁv w`‡q wK Avgv‡K e¨vL¨v Kiv hv‡e?Õ mvwR` Avevi †n‡m w`‡jv| ejjÑ Ôbv m¨vi| GB eB ˆZwii †h msÁv, †m msÁv w`‡q †gv‡UI Avcbv‡K e¨vL¨v Kiv hv‡e bv| wVK †mfv‡e, GB gnvwek¦ whwb m„wó K‡i‡Qb, Zuv‡KI Zuvi m„wói Time-Space-Matter-Cause Gme w`‡q e¨vL¨v Kiv hv‡e bv| ÔAvcwb Kvwj, Kjg ev KvM‡Ri ˆZwi bb, Zvi E‡aŸ©| wKš‘ Avcwb Time-SpaceMatter-Cause-Gi E‡aŸ© bb| Avcbv‡K G¸‡jv w`‡q e¨vL¨v KivB hvq| wKš‘ m„wóKZ©v n‡”Qb Ggb GKRb, whwb wb‡RB Time-Space-Matter-Cause-Gi m„wóKZ©v| ZvB Zuv‡K Time-Space-Matter-Cause w`‡q cwigvc Kiv hv‡e bv| A_©vr wZwb Gm‡ei E‡aŸ©| Zvi †Kv‡bv Time-Space-Matter-Cause †bB| Zvi †Kv‡bv ïiæ-†kl †bB| A_©vr Zuvi †Kv‡bv m„wóKZ©v †bB|Õ †jvKUv D‡V `uvovj| `uvov‡Z `uvov‡Z ejjÑ Ôfv‡jv †eªBbIqvkW! fv‡jv †eªBbIqvkW! Avgiv wK GB ZiæY cÖRb¥ †P‡qwQjvg? nvq! Avgiv wK GB ZiæY cÖRb¥ †P‡qwQjvg?Õ

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

53

GUv ej‡Z ej‡Z †jvKUv nuvUv aij| †`L‡Z †`L‡ZB Dwb †÷k‡b gvby‡li wf‡oi g‡a¨ nvwi‡q †M‡jb| wVK †mB gyn~‡Z©©B Avgvi Nyg †f‡O †Mj| Nyg fvOvi ci Avwg wKQz¶Y wSg †g‡i wQjvg| Nwo‡Z mgq †`LjvgÑ ivZ †`oUv ev‡R| mvwR‡`i weQvbvi w`‡K ZvKvjvg| †`Ljvg, †m weQvbvq ï‡q ï‡q eB co‡Q| Avwg D‡V Zvi Kv‡Q †Mjvg| wM‡q †`Ljvg †m †h eBUv co‡Q, †mUvi bvg; Avgvi Awek¦vm| eB‡qi †jLKÑ ûgvqyb AvRv`| mvwR` eB †_‡K gyL Zz‡j Avgvi w`‡K ZvKvj| Zvi †Vuv‡Ui †Kvbvq GKwU A™¢yZ nvwm| Avwg weivU GKUv kK †Ljvg| bvn! GUv n‡Z cv‡i bv| ¯^‡cœi Ici KviI nvZ †bB; Avwg weoweo K‡i ej‡Z jvMjvg|

54

c¨vivWw·K¨vj mvwR`

Turn static files into dynamic content formats.

Create a flipbook
Issuu converts static files into: digital portfolios, online yearbooks, online catalogs, digital photo albums and more. Sign up and create your flipbook.