This zine tells my journey through a mid-life crisis at 20yo, told by pages of my sketchbooks and snippets from my diary. It was a very weird moment of self-discovery and going back into art, I had stayed 2 years only drawing fashion related things and a lot of technical stuff, so I spent a lot of time on my sketchbook trying to figure out both how to make my hand work again and what the hell I was doing with my life after quitting my first job and getting a break from college.