DIARY
GIRL'S YOUNG A
A
Girl's
Young
Prefaced
with
Letter
a
Translated
THOMAS
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PREFACE
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best
preface
girl belonging
wherein
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soul
of
the
of
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objects. of
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of
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interest "It
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is
All
you."
students
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it
once
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mate; inti-
We
itself
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of
the
becomes
gradually these
be
on
under
suffers
all
tery mys-
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possession
to
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towards
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things serious, supreme
psychologists.
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In
EDITOR.
FIRST
AGE
ELEVEN
YEAR
TO
TWELVE
FIRST
July
Hella
12, 19 .
We
both
we
would
diary too, but
are
little
lot of
diary.
until
after
away,
we
what
been
have
we
The
it
examination, 1 mistake
said
that
is
didn't
it.
in
h
sisters have for
or a
we
July of
her
going lessons
the
for
We
and
But
tell
14th. Hella to
a
and
class-room.
we
are
be
would
But
has
with
rose-
we
were
nice
very
have
to
That
ihn
believed
was
very
really
school. could
that
white
in
mistress
slip.
a
enough
made
a
to
friend,
everything.
mistress I
I
The
made
everyone
another
middle
began
h.
it's still nicer
one
The
only
It
know
entrance
an
dictation
without
dressed
cousins.
going
shall
we
in
well
both
were
cousin. can
know
I
least
at
I had
matter,
ribbons,
coloured
ihn
both
had
we
easy,
writing
"
quite true,
an
very
writing
holidays.
yesterday
was
a
Lizzi's.
are
Then the
in
such
begin
to we
ought
write and
hers
since
now.
doing
before
day
only
but
says
Hella)
will
not
were
we
holidays,
in
herself
She
and
they
and
Helene
"Dora."
a
I call
it.
calling
to
me
than
beginning
are
her
says
more
Really
the
taken
means
She
No
13th.
has
school
keeps
at
"Rita;"
me
calling
(she
Dora
I look
if
calls
Dora on
go
nonsense.
July
she
children a
diary.
a
high
the
to
day.
every
furious
gets and
I
keep
to
not
she
but
writing
are
went
we
diary
vulgar.
so
"Thea,"
when
a
"Hella,"
Grete
that
that
write
I
and
.
.
agreed
Helene
YEAR
sorry
Then
have we're li
had
that every
a
awfully
Because
kind.
talk
we
day with
pleased
are
not
before her because
in
A
12 other
of the
school.
sister says
of
two
students"
She
told
said
15th.
each
of
Hella
often
beast
nice
to her
class and
To-morrow
we
I'm
Her
Lizzi.
July in the no
It's
Dora
her
to
such
are
things.
I'm
of the
Father
not
front
too ! ! )
because
verandas
of flies.
going veranda.
"Don't He's she'll
are
are
swarms
common
her, what the
child
a
than
we
are.
is in
She
now.
first.
to-day
away
with
Tyrol.
in
her
to
and
mother
hard is
to
in
front
horrid
of
little
I do
hate
I won't
have
quite right. fourteen
in
She
house
the
flies;everything
it.
such driven
being
Besides,
(Children puts
October.
property,"
in
straight
flies and
with
put up
house
veranda
back
the
has
one
big
a
day
every
and
new
so
living the
write
to
quarrel,children!" be
in
way
been
Kaltenbach
aunt
very
manoeuvres.
bagged
with
said:
her
We
is
gave
little ones"
one
went
writing. At
own
is black
airs
and at
she
generally
never
she
horrid
so
It's true
"the
in the
awfully
write.
to
off for
out
had
holidays. Everything
forest.
there
is
not
funny as
Hella
uncle
father
19th.
time
the
her
to
us
as
are
frightfullyexcited.
Hungary
I shall.
don't know
littler
going
are
away.
To-day
it is very
same
we
came
country.
sister is
much
just the
fourth
the
"You
a
we
chocolate-creams.
Certainly
we're
when
nice!
Your
indeed
not
sister,is
so
rage.
a
"Our
from
me:
be.
such
true).
always speaks of children," as if she
Besides
in
middle
the
to
my
mistress
always
can
herself,and
to
the
to
only
one
pride" (that's what
she
"the
the
of
girls are
with
least ten
me."
which or
is
says
she
to
instead
the
when
important
more
Lizzi, Hella's at
us
DIARY
Hella, but it is
write
to
us
is
why
and
me
Dora, she
as
a
is
bursting
are
July
One
school
high
That
"They
GIRL'S
girls.
the
to
goes
YOUNG
said
on
such "The
Father.
FIRST Father's
it
always
over
Dora. to
such
Hella
21st.
her!
perhaps
would
I
rather
Father
he'll let
me
it
she
shall
to
go
said:
I
anything
off
come
word.
like,but
for
go
22nd.
Hella
to write
when and
she'll let
written
blew
pages
tear
the
arbour.
that
they
me
go.
I must
We
But
nothing
away One
should
we?
pretty friend
wanted
to
go
if into
savagely, saying
belonged
the front
veranda
Yesterday
one
the
in
the
and
tell
can
couldn't. arbour
do
a
wTe
were
all
not one
Hella have
anything up. friend everything. tear
wTant? she
as
She's on
to
another
Yesterday when Dora glared at
you
her, just
does
to
not
veranda
promised
not
cleaned
I had
that
loose pages.
one
have
we
to be
front
on
then
day Yester-
time.
no
had
room
all for herself.
afternoon
a
.
has
write
What to
positivelymust promise and we
Before
and
out.
.
One
it's better because
throw
arbour
.
to write
away.
anything
Why
"yes"
say
I.
day.
the
I
keep
must
one
single word
a
thinks
in
was
that
It's awful.
I wanted
D.
my
wTon't
do really lets me Still,if I practise
Mother.
wrote
every
23 rd.
July
for
day,
every
swore
We'll
walk.
a
July write
I
means
say
can't say
Father
not
that
Mother
one
August
paying long
and
they
do
think
I
I like
and
but
in
her.
see,"
Father
not
here
come
and
I should
what
her.
piano regularly perhaps
my
written
not
4 pages,
me,
stay with
Yes;
their
kept
will
"We'll
When
go.
to
know
stay with
to
if it does
haven't
A
I don't
really means
that
written
Perhaps
go
visits.
to
has
jolly letter.
a
without
so
She's
to-day.
of
favourite
a
yet.
July
see
makes
lord
Dora
"ets
never
often Hella
writing to
I'm
me
or
Mother
13
He
just.
so
but
me,
YEAR
the
As
wanted too
if to
I me
the
bag
sickening.
Kolber-Kogel.
YOUNG
A
14 It
Father
lovely.
was
pelted
another
one
I threw
such
out
feel it there.
As
and
she
I
I
said
true.
was
writes
about
in her
diary.
it hit her
she
by
said
should
Mother
to
bust.
couldn't
You
It doesn't
and
to
know
Erika
and
what
out
of sorts
was
like
we
jolly.
was
Pig!
me
and
padded
loud
understood
day
every
It
her
on
I said out
she went
matter, for I know
awfully jolly
pine-cones.
yelland
a
DIARY
was
with
at Dora
one
She let
GIRL'S
that
what
what
writes
she
and
she
stayed
at
home.
July 24th.
To-day is Sunday.
Father
says:
That's
quite
times.
You
The
those
white
our
gay,
have
I
when
knew
know
with me;
July She
is
Every But
not
We
on
Dora.
made
cherries.
So
does
not
like
to
it
great
because
this afternoon
wear
pink
my
dressed
be
why
see
Let
sisters.
are
a
but
purpose,
I don't
wearing
are
I have
fallen
we
She
is
pleased. on
other
children
and
out
as
that
at
everyone
people think
we
wish
either; I
I
why.
Oswald
to
same
cousins.
are
I
go
not
wives
theatre.
to-day, and some
the
exactly the
their
walking I must better,for I don't care
we
All
holidays,but
the
mine,
upon
Sundays. Sundays every day.
have
and
in
dresses
I sat down
should
the
love
wearing Tyrolese dresses,just like
seen
cherrystainupon
dress.
in
true
peasants
all very
are
children
I do
He
coming
in
is older
than
Hella
writes
him. so
do
staying
I at
afternoon it has
forgot to bring read
all
week, and Dora, that
but
she
I
I
can
finds
awfully
am
always get it dull
out with-
I.
25th.
to-day
a
day.
to
wrote
Achensee. we
bathe
Fraulein I should and
then
been
raining
my
paint-box
Mother
says,
all
Priickl
like to go
day.
and
if you
I'm
for Such not
gobble
to-day. see
her. walk.
a a
bore.
allowed all your
books
you'llhave
now
up
I can't
but
quite true, Afternoon.
with
frightfulrow her
with
if her
As
left her
letter to
all I read
She
could
who
I've been
says
because
lying
she's
on
handsome
as
''he"
as
for
was
she
probably Krail Rudi, everlastingly playing tennis and
is
handsome
for
As
anything.
in at that she
whom
with
carries
well,
"
fiddling untidy.
so
came
It's
moment.
a
Yesterday she the table, and Greek god. a
me.
about
had
I've
more.
interest
That's
swing.
some
It's all
He's
know
I don't
write
Erika
was:
and
go
Dora.
things. things
left to read.
nothing
even
I must
15
YEAR
FIRST
like
on
there's
counting ac-
no
for tastes.
July
26th.
It's
it
Of
rainy days. dolls,but even
on
with
them
cut
out
me
Hullo, the What cheek, as Besides,
I
When
she
that
I made
Oh,
I'm
she'll go
a
so
know
and
she to call and
me on
to
with
but I
Mother.
child. her
it.
really did Let
She's
got
right hand
her. a
her
dolls.
with
dolls.
longer.
any
vigorously
so
that
Dr.
Klein
is
why
I have
always
says
no
I
close.
Of
is
so
hope she'll
course
right
What
has
scratch
how, any-
can
see.
everyone
appetite for
Fruit
said:
and
There's such lot of fruit a July 27th. eat raspberriesand gooseberries all day and says
and
for
fine red
where
so.
room
hand,
too
came
you
it
the
dolls
her
on
doing
tacking
was
I sewed
me
enjoy
played
never
great scratch
why
sneak
had
beside
sorry,
I
sewing things
is
one
I do
into
came
really play
down
sat
while
play dolls'
make
can
and
things
is
if she
don't
111
Dora
child
said
I'm
old to
too
something
some
Then
together.
much
something
I've finished
when
Mother
learns
I
I'm
course
though
clothes still. One
it,and
said:
Mother
portmanteau.
brought my dolls' You'll be glad to have
good thing
a
Mother
dinner.
wholesome.
I
here.
But But
16
A should
why
always
YOUNG it be
much
is
one
her
make
such
Priickl me
has
When
written
I want
to, the
to
The
schulerin."
Of
said
else,and
to
in the
that
children
who
gooseberries is
address
had
Dora
course
reward what
mine
not
Fraulein
Hella.
Grete
We
know
to
sacrifice to
temper
a
they
to eat
all this
me.
and
like
gets
one
says:
it's the
splendid,"Fraulein
was
anyone
should
written
I've
mother
children
I think
make.
it until
gets in such
her
our
I
allowed
not
am
Mother's.
to
for
the sacrifices.
and
then
ingratitude. they
about
often
Hella
anything awfully
likes
scolded
and
once?
all at
one
Hella
sacrifices
sacrifices make
of it.
mother,
with
us
when
always
perfectlysick with
unwholesome
that
says
DIARY
GIRL'S
her
on
letter
Lainer, Lyzealknow
better
higher
than
classes
from
upwards (because she is in the fourth) "Anyhow, in the they write "Lyzeistin." She said: holidays, before a girl has attended the first class Father she's not a Lyzealschulerin at all." Then chipped in, saying that we (I didn't begin it) really
the
fourth
eternal
stop this
must
it.
stand
not
quite right,but
He's
do any good, for Dora Priickl wrote that Fraulein
will go
won't
had
written. write
to
The
I shall
write
as
Warths
whole
day
have
day.
We
of
round
games
47, and more
I gave
than
a
her
on
said
he
just the
same.
I
delightedthat
time
she
wants
me
Scott, I've always time again this evening after
arrived, and
Erna
had
all
I have
Great to
was
what
to
I
with
she
really could
keep her waiting. simply could not write
not
29th.
July
as
again.
so
supper,
soon
her
to
for her.
As
he
wrangling;
a
and
and
had
Liesel,although
to Dora.
taller than
we
Robert are,
I
the
spend
to
it rained
They know ripping time. we played for sweets.
five of them
head
I
yesterday.
is mean
a
I
lot won
already than
had
write
I must
Now
the Warths
the
for
but
to
pick
some
and
some
had
in
of Robert.
don't
that
Father
And
true.
fit
you're as Last
wax.
was
take
and
August
is
tea
sit beside
one
quite did
I
Father
to
which
we
instead
Erna
is
frightfullyinteresting,but
I
it
Mother
says
is
always
that
is not
Dora
means.
of
course
talk such
"Don't
stuff,
always
says
fiddle."
puts her in such a really anemic, so the doctor
Lizzi
was
That
always having palpitationand had to I think that's where drink Burgundy. Hella
told her
I should
have
not
country
doesn't
put
doesn't
like
there.
seeing the way
a
But them
but
cousin one once.
I do.
I
have Of
of the not
and
course
she
Sernigs and
Yesterday
to
she
Anyhow I
too, but
that
was
why
anything
written
get
year
understand know
does
she about
certainly that does
know
she met
know
or
Every
her.
friend
doesn't
she
good. does
told
I can't
out.
day
friend
only
really my
and
because
me
spent the whole
I had is
with
cross
another
has
Robert;
except what
for he is
that
written
she
me
nothing
is rather
Still,she
W's.
the
the
1st.
and
I wrote
was
for
got the idea.
Dora
him
a
year
said, she iron
as
afternoon
anemic, but
is
she
for
she
what
know
quite
saying
sounds
that
anemic;
them
dull.
is rather
Erna
pick
pick them
of
to
me,
to
Besides,
one.
most
At
I had
Flischberg
for
had
who rather
for
gave
Mother.
to
of them
picks them said) then one
picked
myself and
best
berries. straw-
else
Robert
them
lot of wild
Dora
one
some
a
I would
Really
when
have
glad
in
of
(that'swhat
love
with
all the
great annoyance
myself,
in
such
are
to-day. We've Tiefengraben with
about
were
picked
for herself.
them
We
there
where Robert
to
word
a
splendid time.
a
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
18
a
not
with
him
person know the
him once
from him
Warths
FIRST all
day.
caught
said,that But
right,but has
she I
there's
Dora
They
has
wait
sent
the
and
with
a
would a
him
awful
an
to
bore,
and
sent
love
sent
a
to
all.
because
Come
along
drink
on
to
rather
me
Dora
when
give us and
the
a
very
and
he
always smoking old
never
had
to
chap,
strength of funny; and
no
I have
present. Oswald few
Ones
and
your one a
laughed Gretel. have
I expect
at
took
him
to
He
said
a
the it
certainly make tourist
new
get-
Grandpapa
them.
They have Oswald grumbled
them.
to the
Oswald said
inn
to
and
to
drink
good report, has only Twos
at
is him:
have
good report.
in Greek
so.
grow
Father
wants
no
afternoon
and
bring
we'll go
home
to
his
and
cigarettesand
he
begun
will
seen
sweets
but
that
our
this
he
At
came
friends.
but
rest.
ones.
full; I
Grandmama
I've
lot of cakes
end
no
breeches.
leather
I
about
Father
some
If
Aunt
the
After
lot,but
good impression especially in
up
which
Father
he's
evening
kiss.
little one,
a
I
like that.
large
box
arrived
quite But
I ate
great box
now;
He's
the
one.
mean
a
a
bad.
as
When
empty
a
great swell the
all
ones.
still has
introduce
be
big
Oswald
In
to
is
and
big
nothing
Dora
moustache. hotel
caught. perfect
sweets
quite
a
still has
2nd.
He's
be
I shouldn't
the
take
the
There's
whether
5.
myself
about
Liesel
have
the
out
evening
August
Erna
Erna
nearly
to
only
must
Besides, Mother idea
with
Robert
And
just
and
and
wanted
said:
Dora
and
good
always picked in
told
Erna
Robert
so
he
I said
not
for
first Robert
else
will know
us.
were
let
and
kiss.
a
said:
one
some
everyone
in
lay
him
King
spoilseveryone's pleasure.
Erna
hope
and
got savage
nuisance, she
for the
give
to
19
count, for I had
doesn't
Robert
do
I had
and
me
Place
played
We
YEAR
It
a
seems
anything most
and
nothing but
they Threes Satis-
A
20
factory,but
DIARY
GIRL'S
I have
Father
to
and
YOUNG
but
nothing
in Latin
and
Ones.
Father
He
said
thing some-
laughed heartily
said
I don't something I could not understand. think it was have been Magyar or Latin, but it may knows English. Father nearly all languages, even Czech, but thank goodness he doesn't talk them unless he
to
wants
when
Dora
Mother
and
were
When
too.
3rd.
I
now
Robert
that
for
he
said, that's
big
much
children"
he
that
real
is
Father,
gentlemen
I should
his wife
beard
a
without a
will
a
Father
really
me
I
one
other. an-
lisps. Anyhow I who always says and
me
said:
of Hella
is
Dora
just as
But
He
about
what
too, that he
says,
day and
every
put everything straightto him. and
I know
I
I won't
can't
imagine a
marry
him
out with-
man
beard.
5th.
When
Liesel The
suits
high
so
stand
but will shave
to
beard.
August day.
Dora
smoke.
have
me
quite right there. Robert smoke, that it is so vulgar,
never
beard
and
regular noodle.
a
like to know? a
grow
to
few
made
never
he
He's
going
never
never
But
he
day days.
quite alone
talking of
Then
Erna.
horrid,
other
a
swings
that he
than
is
she
when
as
goose
says
will
He
can
true
better
of Robert.
even a
not
for
are
is
true, boys
not
like Oswald
and
We
Oswald
the
bathing
of tales.
said:
is
pretends to speak
bathe
to
company.
Besides, it is "the
chill
a
positivelyyell. To-day
angry,
station
the
at
Czech
Robert
allowed
all sorts
me
I
me
time
funny.
got
not
am
keeps
tells
I
that
ashamed.
so
it's screamingly
August
he
Like
us.
I
so
says
Czech
so
tease
and bridal
phrase
from
we
We
go
set
off
Erna
pair
and in
Oswald.
to
tennis
the
ground
yesterday, Robert Rene, Dora
spee.
She
I think
it
had means
and
called
I and
after
picked in
every
a
up
us:
the
hundred
FIRST She
years.
Mother
shan't. she
wait
can
mustn't
Now who
uncle
they
call
think
of
such
district
a
hideous
a
mother
I think
What
I would
let anyone
much
here,for she
come
her
man.
her
I would
can't
judge
lovely;but not
mean.
a
parents forced force not
sooner
Judge T.,
into the
at
marry
I
is
his wife
into such
me
her
Whenever
and
her
going
whatever
or
of District
nose
is
stay with
to
judge there judge in Hungary.
district
likes,we
like
is district
who
a
her
we
August 6th. Hella Klausenburg with
other
if she
years
anything and said stupid things. A good job too; we always talk of her as Inspee,
such
say
21
hundred
a
scolded
in spee, in spee. but no knows one
to
YEAR
so
marriage. marriage,
a
all,besides
she's
awfully unhappy. 7th.
August about
the
Father
tennis in
was
tennis
play
anything
was
a
her.
and
she
had
such
court
and
rage
stand
not
in front
of
more
than
me:
This
eat
anything !
We
at
know
see
because
supper
she
her headaches.
all about
why
make
swollen
and
red
it.
mayn't
we
upset her
row
flirted
she
now
quite
were
eyes
reallycan't
I
that
could
he
fearful
a
already encouraging people to
headache!
But
such
Father
and
towering
Her
couldn't a
told
What more. any that Father said
little chit of 14 is
love to
been
has
Oswald
Dora.
at
so
There
I shouldn't
go
and
play tennis. August student's believe
Oswald
8th. fault
that when
at
all but
that
only
Dora's.
of that time
I think
it
says
wasn't I
on
can
the
quite
the Southern
Still,they won't let me play tennis any to ask though I begged and begged Mother
Railway. more,
Father Father
days should
to let was
with
me.
She
very angry the Warths
like to know
said
and any
when
good for I mustn't spend whole Whole more. days! I
it would
I
was
a
do
whole
no
day there.
YOUNG
GIRL'S
there
naturally
A
22 When
I went
least.
at
What
affairs?
It's
always like the
August once
have
9th.
Thank
I
been
has
I should
walks.
What
her. it.
do
for
As
hand.
of
Oswald,
is
Mother,
I
but
of
That's
of
stand
least
at
12th.
is
Father
and for
with
lets her
says
he
to
I told Erna
and
always
like to know
Liesel to
why.
nice to his sisters.
his best
Father
that
Father
only
is For
about their
a
a
three I
same
Plank the
rest
favourite. for
Oswald and
cad
fancy.
the
as
day
every
a
days
reallyhad
I
spend can't
greenhorn. I to.
haven't When
it,they said that brothers sisters.
Besides, Robert They said,Yes
behaviour
her
Rosa
much
as
Warths.
except when
rude
as
far
always get
we
write
the
spoken
Oswald
that's
says
all their
treat
as
it is to be
what
favourite
a
always
declares
times
three
with
he
making Father
but
I can't
time
my
Robert,
on
the matter
enough
times
vulgar phrases.
he's
what's
Dora
me;
What
were
She
grapes.
of
why
me
her to ask !
that's the real test.
family,that's of
let
going
her
true
other
presents, and
August most
the
favourites,but
no
and
always gets of the
Father
instead
Dora.
of
not
favourite
Christmas
sort
tennis
she
concerned, although
At
play
bathe,
out
understand
can
alike.
a
can
lately,won't
like to know
parents have
makes
I
and
can
make
thing any-
always spoilsDora; Dora Oswald is not favourite,especiallywhen
on
children
she
done
has
will induce
fox
are
grown-ups
until
begged
nothing
love
Dora's
it too.
for
the invalid
I can't
is Mother's
that
and
when
home
stays at
But
goodness,
that
playing
with
dinner
to
stay
person
pay
old story of the
the
That's
to
begged
declares
Dora
one
to
do
absurd.
When
that.
I had
I got to
really too
others
more;
go.
have
DIARY
with
I
said, I
is
generally very
before you, you.
should
because
Yesterday
we
FIRST
laughed boys
like
make
their
cigaretteends
was
society called
T.
he
has
and Be
One the
to
and
touches
burn a
and
the
heart he
with
had
known
on
shall to
he
frightfullyand to
play
which
he
tremendous.
he to
oath
about upon
nearly give
him him
would
induce
me
that, for me
to
on a
it and kiss
kneel
a
is
down.
In
kiss.
a
never
to take
me
and
that
I had
end
I didn't but
Still,I
lot
it's too
do
nothing,
a
ways al-
was
I would
the
be
must
because
I wouldn't
knees.
my
and
tricks
to
others
I
masters
best
he wanted
societyand to
the
Rohon;
that
swear
knees, but
hand
my
giving
the
to
me
if
tell.
bathing
there
a
tattooed
to
of the
said
on
chosen
had
are
the
He tell
I had
my
forced
and
couldn't
have
abuse
the
to
orders.
Then
tell anyone the
his
out
they
has
that
says
allowed
thinks
is elected
arm
and
Die,
or
he
name
when
who
the
treachery will
would
society they
one
cigar
a
on
Robert
not
great distinction
a
carry more
the
them
on
is
Rohon
this
In
me.
look
to
Silent
he
was
of
will
he
smokes
go
three
or
that
end
to
eldest,who remember, tattoos
what
he
has
two
:
says
the
girl.
a
him
he
swear
ciety's so-
naked
it and
him
act
is Be
sooner
said
tell Oswald
tell
of
I asked but
him,
can't
that
me
"Gretchen."
then
I
rubs
lighted
And
name
to
the
member
new
Then
Every
says:
Taum,
the
and
a
Silent
lie down
everyone
the
which
word
and
gives
has
Then
that.
specialname
him
he
with
him
like
you
and
anyone.
somewhere
or
biggest who
a
the
have
betray
make
his chest
the
story about
may
all in Latin.
cane
a
betray
never
but
and
eldest
one
all his clothes
spitson
Us,
with
cuts
when
strip off
of
fun
screamingly funny. They Au. M., that is in Latin Be they
one
what
us
That
secrets, and
every
told
masters.
No
to
23
he
in initial letters.
Die
or
when
anything of
YEAR
was
mind
nothing in
an
A
24
awful
fright,for
and
took
to
he
when
we
your
name
laws I
All
two
let you
can
on
tried
for he
what
I
me
told
me
have
it's
against
you
have
that
now
force
I can't
said:
because
but
to
garden
society he
the
me
names
know
and
about
alone
tattooed have
throat
that
quite
were
to
the
in the
alone
quite
were
by
knees.
my
we
me
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
sworn
in
think
and
really am
our
secret.
sleep all night
I couldn't of
the
society and be
would
has
a
horrible
tattooed
15th.
he
that all
could
it, and
whether
one
only
presses said
to
find
is the
do
I shouldn't name
there
that
me
do
they
that
trust
proper im-
very
in their
society.
he
Robert.
such
Father can't
When
he
he
said:
says
quiteblack, although his
be
for
if I he
me
that his eyes
eyes
are
But
he him
is to bind
grow
reallygrey
did
He
betray
pain
I
always
see.
silent.
would The
in
If
one.
lettinganyone
warning to me to really,for I never
When
in
ask, sees
knows
society or
a
was
I
without
He
I wish
Oswald
whether
is in
But
out.
another, it's
one
nothing improper.
I knew
happened. me.
told
where
to
whether
left wrist
my
whatever you
and
betray
that
needn't
there's
as
I wish
I should
the
I
if we're
what.
proper
of
Robert's
happened
never
what.
happen
right as long
about
all
before
But
have
it
But
her.
said, the strippingnaked awful; but he said, Oh, that's nothing,
me
must
I knew
a
societies
that
didn't say to
seems
is in
societies
the
Robert
Yesterday
things,but But
I'd
such
are
Dora
on
is left out.
whether
schoolboy
some
whether
in
Perhaps
sure
there
me.
on
August are
for
say
dreaming
on
strip naked
to
high-schoolgirlsthat part like to
kept
tattooed
have
schoolfellows.
one's
and
name
to
I
whether
society, wondering in the high school
societies a
for
and
dark,
they
26
A
laugh frightfully,but lots
of
hand.
my and
angry
by
wTent
with
As
going
How
for
always along R.
tickle you
to
absurd, I won't and
and
bag
a
won
fountain
a
which
of sweets
That
spoon.
makes
look
29th.
August
I have have
I must
to
find
was
them. those
on
hadn't
give
raining
garden alone. for
day
find it.
I
was
the
up
of
still less
I must
have write
It would am
be
much
so
cream
quite
cake.
anxious
a
knife, fork
and
and
mirror
a
good job
A
thing has pened. hapfrom diary. my or
else
to
was
there
whole
it,or
ill luck.
diary
my
If
that
lost it the
And
Father. I can't
even
day
before
if anyone
had
I'm Mother
so
my
unhappy too
and
go
above terday, yes-
or
the
were
to
anything yesterday
we
if
thing. Fancy even
dreadful
I
day
every
the Louisenhohe
on
the
on
If anyone
upset that I couldn't And
doves 2 turtle-
exactly what
born
dinner, although
at
chocolate
and
I didn't
before.
know
fearfully to-day
so
won
garden,
write
to
"
do that.
to
with
34
to
was
get hold
to
were
not
I
like
into the all
pages.
scream.
vase
awful
an
the
I don't
Hella
Mother
in
And
to
two
positivelyfiendish.
promised
I should
it's
It's
gether. keep toout, Gretel,
lot.
a
30
been
wigging
a
you
I want,
such
lost pages
got
frightfully. Inspee
him
dear, such
left them
Louisenhohe.
R.
had
we
perfect fright.
a
herself
O
until
a
just what
pen,
too, for she fancies
Look
and
annoyed
one
said:
won
I
all to
us
it,it takes
in the raffle I
the way,
By
and
up
then
me
wants
day
some
have
if
as
It saved
she
went
we
that
Just then Inspee directlythey had
behind
all the time.
that
still
were
but first,
away.
close
there
gave
girls and
other
followed
he
it at
hand
my
two
Mother,
I'm
So
I liked
dragged
passed us we walking like from
I stifled it for
people going by.
tickled
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
eat
thing any-
favourite for Father
they both
YEAR
FIRST asked
what
crying
before
hotel
to-day
because
Mother
My
only hope
for
Hella
and
I
no
all
that
so
no
will
one
one
gone
nearly
dinner for
away before
room
in 2
Father
given the show away. recognisemy writing, for
diary,
our
that
so
didn't
I
"Have
to
Mother
was
worried
about,
said:
I
said
will be
for
there and
I don't
like this way to
you
they're really not for
school that
you
Look
all
spend
not
you'llnot
right,Mother,
a
be
I will
anyone.
little
about time
and you
R. are
girl any
eternallywith break
said: band?" hus-
begged
I
had
so
was
happened.
and
burst
lost
out
something,
Mother
thought Tuesday,
on
that,
diary.
my
a
terrible
loss,
Oh
yes, I
said,
things written in it about here, Gretel, said Mother,
your sort
day
afternoon.
what
such
not
talk
that
now
you; are
our
this
came
than
to
of
you
I
which
one
interest
society.
garden.
fright.
worse
all sorts
future
have
well, that's
no
your
longer
any
all
Inspee
asked
must
much
Oh
of
the
garden
dumps
anything
awful
the letter,
are
his
I
an
No,
and
with
and
it in
keep
said:
Mother
nice
whether
me
gave
Hella's
was
like
and
the
Louisenhiitte
to
go
awfully
Mother
this
and
R.
us
I couldn't
crying.
so
let
in the
when
cross
in
It's not
Mother
Then
get
even
hunt
can
utterlyin
quarrelling
30th.
August
that I
been
been
you
may
so
I have
early.
very
me
have
had
upright writing
use
will be fine to-morrow
it
had
I
recognise our writing upright writing doesn't use up secondly because much as ordinary writing. I do hope it paper
first of
so
is that
We
in the
cry
for that would
and
and
Resi
and
me
everyone.
I couldn't
But
days.
with
matter
out
burst the
the
was
27
it off
R. ; I with
really don't Warths;
the
is not
a
going
to
fit the
longer.
panion com-
high
Promise
the Warths.
gradually
"
so
All that
will notice.
nobody me
both
on
is such
I found
2 pages
all
and
run
Someone
all
one
his boot
So
your
the
big prize
eyes
foot
with
and
Father
house.
mine
and
learn.
with
when and
I went
need
a
didn't and
thank
told
of them
no
already
I'm
is
and
me
one
and
asked
I had use
not
and
have
reallyhad
I
to.
own
my
Luckily
we're
everyone Live
over.
a
afternoon, the
by
me
him.
Besides,
I asked
I had
it is
had
I don't I couldn't
say
heard
that
was
people have longer. About
like
the
up
really horrid
of the
I
Father
picked and
wrist "You
witch.
really thought
week
the W's
with
This
seized
But
Most
only
away
Seems
in
me
much
so
where
What
to.
me
said:
right,you're a
tickling.
to talk we
give
passed 2 gentlemen
it.
won
happen again.
tea, he
father
am
why
you
hotel, and
a
there
to
I say,
goodness it's all
let that
castigationbusiness. I
in
I
pressed Mother's
great hurry:
but
spilland
a
Have
to
he's offended.
castigationmeant
but
not
I think
Your
I said
have
I
of
heel
anything.
delight?
anything
a
writing
the
said:
rude of castigation." How know what castigationmeant.
he
word. one
R.
said:
in
the
into
read
her
like
Really
31st.
rolled
Father
remind
I won't
and
hours
and
conspiracy against
now
thing. every-
it with
on
with
house
own
and
August and
a
know
footpath quite torn.
lottery?and
I said
our
laughed
the to
the rain
had
one
supper
laughed
And
in
not
in
there's
me
no
at
nothing
of the shelter
In front
been
had
shining
are
!
trodden
2 pages
partly burned. so happy. And
say
Still 3
in the
was
have
and
needn't
dear.
goodness pulped by
page
must
to
me
kissed
still there.
are
Thank
Evening.
for she a
and
laughing
out
promised
diary
the pages
perhaps
burst
and
the
Mother
to
She
cheeks
about
Inspee
to
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
28
to
gone that
fibbing to Father, that R.
wanted
to
give
me
tells
Dora
meant.
lot
a
didn't
I
castigation when
a
29
YEAR
FIRST
I do
lies than
more
it
what
know
and
I
catching her in a lie for her lies are so I'm never obvious. caught. It only happened once Father there. Oberst when Frau von Stary was always
love
noticed
that
little rogue,
You
time, for he said:
you
tarradiddler! 3rd.
September shall
I
Such
speak
never
right in calling him of the swing I might have
we
it all
happened.
tickle
me
think
it
was
actually dared for
what
with
him
from
his
being
boys
in the
one
of
but
Satisfactory in
fifth
yet, but
settled
last secret
my
last
R.
once
few or
asked
Warths
and
R.,
off. Of
impossible to fault
aloud.
with
course
and
seems
he
my
in
not
the
we've
shall
I
be
anything
Anyhow,
devil.
be
to
never
he's
fourth.
was
first and
never
hope
I
Hella.
going home been awfully
to-morrow.
are
have
but
so
Fine
babies.
15
the
We
what
company
yet. It
Cheeky
days
twice
Father
broken
from
paid out,
himself
in
will
he
14
reports, and
it,it
6th.
September The
only
about
tell anyone
keeps
his
accounts.
our
one
school,
I
Then
well
such
to
kick.
a
all I'm
with
he's not
when
idlest
the
After
him
of
mouth.
his
or
monkeys,
about
humbug
all
nose
how
out
such
him
expect when
young
make
I can't
I gave
say:
one
can
such
talk
to
really fallen out leg 4 days before
my
is
frightful cheek
was
his
on
If I had
home.
It
quite
Oswald
broken
have
did, and
he
as
cad.
a
happened.
has
thing
again.
R.
to
from
start
to
horrid
a
I
always
that
our
I had
I
saw
way.
and
me
great friendship had to
fib,for
truth.
tell the
other
the
between
wrong
was
everything
looked
I
dull.
did,
(That's quite true,
I my
he
said
R.
that
that
been
absolutely
it was
writing, my did
the
found
reading
once)
and
Father
said:
I'll
speak a word birthday, although
is to have
a
the colour
suits
to
wear
yesterday. I'm
so
R.
have
14th.
we
at
him.
dustcloak
Hella
day
splendid
and
she
says
was
very
him
2
"baby"
happen 17th.
but
to meet
him,
Inspee
has
think
I
didn't
the
only
tried
it
know
to
doesn't
could
she such
Hella
about
But
September we
have
But
on
they
Hella
School
21st.
agreed
School] and not School. September 22nd, 19 to
peached
fetch on
us
and
me
to
we
.
went
whether
yet?
Yesterday invited, and of and
had
we
had I
been.
We about.
care
By
to-morrow.
[Lyzeum
=
the
High
frightfullycurious.
School
"
came
begins I'm
really
only making lady. grown-up
they only one
call it Liz
to
or
five
bragged frightfully
said
is the
least
Father
account
my
cloak
the
at
on
rather
he's a
14
not
of them
most
where
like
girls were
invited
was
girls.
I believe
of
that
silk
the
looks
lady
grown-up
she's
lot
the country 9
way,
when
to
just glare
we
whether
really look
a
talk.
a
as
of her.
She
grand
were
fun
making
afternoon
a
her
treat
ought
really got
but
already.
I don't
shan't
hood
times
I
"young monkey."
tartan
so,
say
do
I
tickling and
the
for the
one
said
for
one
more;
and
and
before
all I told her
After
angry
has
course
thin
too
the
beautifully. She
How
think
I don't
back
fitted
fun.
yet, Dora
come
came
that she's back.
silly. Still,I
is
you
take. great mis-
a
she's much
anyhow
glad
September
he
when
again.
it's not
looks
should
wants
him
to
She
given
If
makes
silk dustcloak.
her, and
She
for the
one
it up
dustcloak.
a
about
blue
navy
September too.
Father
to-morrow.
never
her
For
DIARY
Well, well,you'll make
goodbye
say
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
30
began to-day.
Hella
along together. Inspee
Mother, saying
we
ran
on
in front
FIRST of
her.
are
34
We of
don't
Doktor,
2
drawing
mistress
German
and
3rd
what
till
books
go
and
The
and
I usen't
only
asked
even
to
Most
to leave
the
teaches
said
to
with
such
sister.
learning
the
told them
and ones
that
says
girls went
out,
lesson
during
time.
They
know
2
school
elementary
lessons.
to
are
Then
what.
Dr.
French
dressed,
if
of
nice
and
and
a
I don't
pencil case; it shan't
if
have
Madame
lace.
it's
she
Arnau,
Hella
has
quite soft, we
make
a
row
to
are
we
when
head
a
must
elder
as
mistress we're
say,
much
don't
Besides
I'm
not
Mallburg
Dr.
shall
gold stopping.
know
fill her
I
Frau
When
and
every
and
We
pretty.
angry
I can't
But
myself.
could
worth
from
history.
short.
for
black
for
she
was
are
Vischer
and
but
for her
we
likes.
degree.
no
but
don't
you
something
Fr'aulein
geography
M.
what
one
has
Father
sillygoose,
who
the mistress
last year,
ugly.
so
learn
master
dimples
that
the
short
always
room
her
Show
can
awfully
school. In
stuff.
fond
for
two
of
don't
had
You
Inspee:
every
Frau
she
her, she's
One
really
is
that
says
stand
care
the
proper we
teaches
long
the
games, at
a
us
To-day we had and history, she
geography
Inspee
and
but
23rd.
September
not
any
Doktor
Mother
to.
think
I
intervals,one
out
go
Frau
a
home.
came
we
we
habit.
To-day we hadn't begin to-morrow,
are
together on speech, then she not to buy are
a
is for
need
bad
a
Frau
put
3
one
I don't
now
it's
have
long
out.
She
get, but
We
teachers
The
made
she
to
Monday.
short. to
Then
There
governess.
professor, and
well.
as
as
Our
one
writing.
bench.
us
class.
mistresses,
31
her
want
in the
us
YEAR
write
always
laughs
she
has
She
is
have
singing too. is beautifully
she
at the
new
lovely have
it falls down
pen
and
it soft
so
during
32
lesson time. I don't
Catholics, and
be
then
themselves
wiser
Hella
to
came
I by the Fs. play the piano
then
all
myself. She have
had
has
time
to
she
least
"Fraulein
Dora"
musical
as
Fraulein
as
was
reading
and
she
heard
not, but
I
She
she
model.
We
had
her a
To-day
time-table,but it won't the
from
Frau
Gymnasium,
but
teaches
in
have
viva
may but
a
write we
class.
8
must
Doktor since
school.
our
or
10 not
I've written
me
up
all
not
so
o'clock
12
or
had
she
said
hardly speak.
gave
work
until
there
is
at
sentences
look mine
at
what
we
Our
home we
sors' profes-
professors they
one are
going
have
already. But
we
to
We come,
written
I've not
a
she
here
Holidays. before
can
in
teaching
only
To-morrow
the
when
be
might
the
us
exactly
composition:
voce
10
they
know
Gymnasium
Our
come.
more.
evening Inspee
could
she
she
cold, liar.
25th.
September
and
charges
She
it.
over
write
But
are
until
1st,
I would
holding
the
In
my
school
to
me
that.
she
at
October
mistress.
be
howled
invited
dull, they
so
on
do
always Dora.
afternoon
been
told
I think
great fat book
a
simply
says
a
the
it's
she
music
wouldn't
think
chicks
In
pupils to
and
spare
the
Perhaps B.,
Hella's
mother
enough piano begin when the
will
Frau
to
shops would
Inspee had
fixed up.
tells all her
rather
At
lessons
waited
Hella's
hens.
I have
day.
write
I must
religion for
the book
there, for
go
until
on
come.
when
and
crowns,
Hella
wrong.
the
house
been
has
were
than
don't
not
thought
we
music
My
no
We
happens
our
went
away.
did
Pastor
said, that's what
time-table
lessons
came
we
September 24th. to-day but open
1.70
or
crowns
arithmetic,then
then
for the Herr
lessons.
7
exactly. To-day
12, first German, for me,
it cost
I think
know
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
in
said
YOUNG
A
34
Resi
birthday. Yesterday can't
Oswald
He
noticed
that
it may
have
when
I
been
You
said:
said:
Ah,
brother
"You
wouldn't
young
ears."
but
mine
not
but
she
Such
airs, and
gives
that
so
her
speak. Whenever of speaking to
babies
how
Not
meant.
For
if
and
yet
it in
one
time. she
she
short
a
wears
ears,
older
years
lady.
grown-up
a
:
for such her
great spoonful of she
it and
this, I
make
has
answer.
all about
I know
thank
doesn't
do
said
she
for
tell
to
a
can't
point She
wax.
for me,
But
a
that
so
And
has
sneaks
her
see
come.
marries
one
a
of
is stuffed with
I her
longer
no
airs
the
she
mouth
9th.
October
says
herself
get in such
does
she
because
Dora
Please
quite three
not
ried mar-
And
suitable
that, it's suitable
then
the
But
yours.
as
It's not
though she's
skirt
jam
well
as
Fancy
I am,
girlsand I said:
and
understand.
than
the
attend
said, you
pitifulscoundrel.
you
I understand
now
is my
he
leave
and
he
what
something
was
he
then
shouting
was
there
with
If I could
I heard
and
(then and
all red
Father
Dora
do.
I
than
word.
a
it isn't
course
are
eyes
done.
both
Or
more
says
scamp
alone
women
me,
he's
books
of
any
nobody
understand)
school
to your
thing, some-
perhaps society. Inspee
his
Mother's
and
young
couldn't
we
know
doesn't
yesterdayand
him
to
up
country.
it is but
what
crying. At dinner only find out what at
been
has
in
something
is furious
Father
He
in the
was
knows
she
for
S.
to
horrid.
something
me
what, perhaps something in the always stays there such a long time, I
pretends she true,
told
I knew
I wish closet.
back
go
DIARY
GIRL'S
one
to.
What
I wish know
you, to do a
I
really
Robert
simply won't
it ; it hurts
good thing
I knew
That's
!!!
now
is what
that
has
it
marry.
frightfully I know
that
exactly how,
exactly herself.
But
Hella
perhaps
FIRST her
cousin
It lasts
her. then
it for
her
wanted
off to
her
And
last
about
but
corrupt generation, don't
girl, to
other
any she
gave
her
it!
That
is
time.
long tell
box
a
Poor
And
deceitful
that
it for ages
and
has
time
that
why
fool, you
little
lesson
it.
10th.
in
I'm
to
without And
go.
that we
had
had
has
not
for I
say
said that
do.
to
that
this
business says
that
when
I
of
wrote
course
that
that.
the
to
gymnastic ask
first and I
am
her
to know.
I did
late better was
said is
her
difficult that
really
we
nothing
about
it at
going
G.
to
Herr
only
now
it
Inspee wouldn't
to
it but
really can't has
dare
not
Luckily
all about
Inspee
my
stay with so
everything.
me
I ...
from
was
had
Oswald
really told
Hella
stand under-
I don't
simply
in time.
I knew
about
upstairsat Hella's
sum
I
all
You
her
so
our
But
to-morrow
thought
I
was
I
got it finished
sum
a
home, S's.
Hella
would
we
it I
meaning
another.
one
great funk, I missed
gymnastic lesson yesterday. and
can
said:
curious
a
a
Robert
I go
how
help
she
now
But
to
to
such
for
known
baby
a
awful,
could
me
betray
swing
When
goodness
to
me.
I shall talk
My
October
get
knows.
to-morrow
about
the
at
wont
Hella
Perhaps
told
never
said.
repeat it
if she
has
ran
instance," and
thing, but
Inspee
cat
had are
to
for
write
won't
we
Lizzi
Hella
As
thing, poor it and
and
dare
ear.
didn't
she
why
all about
me
the
on
She
children
Lainer,
Grete
country.
sister,really she
what
you
has
Hella
me.
all true
was
and
comes
like to tell
the
her
"These
said;
mother
in
tell her
to
baby
didn't
summer
if it
mother
she
tell
it will
It's horrible.
it to Lizzi
ask
to
her
die. time
about
till the
months
long
to talk
only
everything
women a
told
girl
wanted
a
nine
lot of
a
known A
knows
who
35
YEAR
It's
a
write
horrible it.
already, bathe,
had
did
She it not
36
A
must
one
blood
Hella.
says
That's
I couldn't
that In
the
know of
remember
quite
they're not I knew
they
everything
and
she
who
October
16th.
her
birthday on
me
most
it,for,
as
Father
Besides, wants
not
have
to
share
to
nasty
to
it's not
to
going
to
go
October had
a
Oswald.
to
G.
to
17th.
expected.
the
It All
was
the
it's
birthday
on
else. a
that me.
about
only
the
real
and
Dora's
Dora
should What about
cocky
so
chance.
mere
a
it.
Everyone
their And
own
it's
day, always
thing like that. Besides, birthday because of the is still furious
office for about
see
is
really likes
Father
from
about
Father;
as
she
says,
about
be
to
saying
she's
that
day
someone
up
with
came
always spying
me
same
he
own
it with
stay away
had
their
be stuck
about
row
the
think
for
angry,
is Father's
always
don't
I
together.
anything.
all is that
of
annoys
back, having
bother
that
you
were
Berta
thinks
it.
waited
very
needn't
it annoys
year
.
Berta
in class
she's
Do
home
was
note
To-morrow
birthday. Every have
to know
ought
.
says
wrote
time.
went
I
a
Inspee suspects something, and sneering, perhaps she person
Hella
Tuesday
her
sent
.
note:
Catholics
that
well
all bl
all about
a
long
the
On
had
knows
wrote
a
and
of
Hella
.
when
chums.
for Hella
us,
.
it for
religion lesson
Streams
more.
is?
class
after
or
class she
.
it.
Inspee always switched quite undressed, so that me looking! It begins
years
our
un
I've known
her
20
happens
everything gets
Catch
lesson
being
about
was
in
arithmetic
course
their I
Franke
what
for
she
Whatever
it.
country
for
on
goes
Berta
then
Ugh!
see.
and
14
at
But
why in the light before
off the
DIARY
GIRL'S
bathe; really she had always be anxious
to
want
YOUNG
2
days
and
had
because
he
Oswald
much Bruckners
going there. jollierto-day than came,
so
of
course
I
FIRST there has
much
not
was
that's Colonel him
that
The
what
Hella's
from
a
That's
Oswald
himself
gave
have
so
had
sprained your
you
and
said:
blabbed
the
October
really married
a
complained committee
for
if
myself
Of
me.
it would
summer
I
course
have
you
one
master
had
come
don't
care
or
came
all about
really read. it,but only
love
Then
Vienna. of hers
affair
shot
I have that
and
she
himself it
newspapers
that
reallyit was
because
told
my
that
that
us
because was
of her.
out.
I
told
of her. of
summer
They an
is 14
Mother to
wants
trouble Franke
Berta
he
the
hardly
love
has
have
in
with he
feel
Robert
Oswald
this
She
school
But
why
because
to the
now.
brother is
woman
about
out
not
meant
I should
how
awful.
been
something
married
a
it all
what
out
Father
a
can't
gone
slamming
been
word, except that he has talks sometimes. He always pretends that read, but it's absurd, for with such a says
awful
an
find
what
for I think
everything
Groller.
believed
away
have
think
how
him,
the
said:
only
must
the head
that's
from
got in
went
Perhaps
to
expelled
there.
can't
we
of him
sorry
It
woman.
and
awfully and
did.
rot
flappers,I've
could
we
order.
promptly we
he
he
wasn't If
But
girl.
a
about
felt
Mother
Then
and
be
G.
send
awful
Edgar
to
Dora
wretched
you
19th.
Oswald with
O
in
can
expelled,and
it all now,
door, for
and
ankle.
him
was
happened
to
is to
easily as
as
that
boy
keeps you
just
away
a
That
for
said, what
for
that
said:
been
Ah,
and
is
he
that
only
quite well now probably going
thing
military academy
Gymnasium.
wax
best
father
Oswald
know
he
Oswald
evening
37
about
military academy,
a
the
and
said:
B.
to
In
true)
not
said
ankle, (I
his
sprained
YEAR
had
an
is back a
said
happy un-
in
cousin in the
actress, but
already.
38
A
October with
YOUNG We
20th.
Franke.
Berta
spend She
she
experience,but she intimate enough. not
are
she
Perhaps to
wants
2
is afraid
Of
years.
by then, but has mind
which
all
this, that is
the
says the
doesn't
one
She
told
she
did
know
exactly.
If I don't she
"All
right,I and
husband
she
won't
But
myself."
about
said
herself
know
her
I mustn't
believe
admirers
that
at
when
that
it any
She
wife.
gets it, I
thought
she got very
tell you
I can't
one
until
one
said, for Then
one
when more
how
too
us
what
said:
She
up
three
have
reallybelieve
and
school
yet made
it and
has
I didn't
cross
in
That's
class.
third
says
but
not
She
away.
finished
not
Franke one
eyes
gets another.
one
Hella
Berta
then
baby
has
says.
cram.
21st.
under
a
she
story about
the
certainlya
is dark
left the
have
she
by
her
have
won't
choose.
to
October
gets
will
she
admirers, but
three
once
she
course
yet because
latest.
at
now
ous tremend-
a
us
and
give
is 16
she
when
marry
had
has
By
time
our
can't tell
shall
we
of
most
says
lot of we
DIARY
GIRL'S
more.
any
believe
what
it must
said
happen every night, for if not they don't have a baby; if they miss a single night they don't have a gether. baby. That's why they have their beds so close toAnd People call them marriage beds!!! it hurts so hardly bear it. frightfullythat one can has
But
one
it.
I
But
I didn't
think
should
I
but
very
she
is
me
was
for
to
like dare
awfully
invite her here October
Mother
23rd.
cried such
husband
to
ask fun
We
see
nice next
for
he
her.
of a
was
wife
can
make
afraid
she
Men
lot of Berta
girl,perhaps
do her.
would
have
it too,
Franke
now,
Mother
will
let
Sunday.
Father a
I
his
make
can
how
know
to
making
seldom.
an
a
lot.
took
When
Oswald Oswald
away was
to-day.
leaving
FIRST I
whispered But
you.
he
he
looking
was
27 th.-
39 what's
the
understand
not
Perhaps
who
October
I know
did
Silly duffer. Father
him:
to
YEAR
said
only with
on
that
of
scowl. have
to
seems
said:
he
because
fearful
a
Everything
for
me
with
matter
gone
Yesterday I got unsatisfactoryin history,and wrong. in arithmetic to-day I couldn't get a single sum right. frightfullyworried
I'm
lesson.
It will
find October at
was
to
she's
Yes,
she had
When
girls said: she
can
Madame
said:
"You'll
Fraulein
V.
shouldn't Mother
about
Lainer, do she
meant
but
you
first you
her
see
in the
you and
didn't do
and When
me.
said
wrong
had
"I
me." and
the other
Mother
way
so
that
she
Then
factory." Unsatis-
day Yester-
so
there that
should
was
Mother tell
not
to-day she said: knew directlywhat in
came
I
bow
"That's then
and
history lesson.
other
did
Madame
frightful bother
a
the
she
and
off that
with
tram
that.
hear
to
awfully well.
the rules ?
know
see
l
patted me
Unsatisfactory but
had
wipe
soon
I looked
glad
want
girls said
head
anything
sums
To-day
Vischer
I didn't
other
The
things
whether
me
the matter? she
her
I got into the
when
all the
ent pres-
French
in
asked
she
I'm
what's
do
Fraulein
with
nice
and
arithmetic
30th.
awfully
subjects.
said:
really
October
tainly cer-
said
I cried like
Why,
In
will
was
good enough
other
and
gone
asked:
Arnau
she
mistress
everything.
at
the
head
then
No,
or
good
the
was
and
Yes
me
gives
herself
goes
and
I
in the
shoulder
the
on
Third
either
say
said
good
as
if Mother
gymnastic
it.
lesson
She the
in
right
To-day
French
me.
be
about
out
that
missing
for if she
28th.
our
about
I
all
to-morrow,
money
to
be
about
try to
to a
you
in
fine
thing
excuse
the
tram to
do,
yourself by
YOUNG
A
40
lie.
tellinga
Sit
girlslooked
at
said
to me:
Don't
and
will have
must
the
didn't
my
darling
does
say
more.
M., her
name
her
awful
an
all the
anything
E.
keep
not
that's
And
She's
because
shame
into you of.
She
for in the
man Ger-
girlslooked
again.
at me
perfect angel,
a
but
Elisabeth;
because
name-day
Franke
composition was
voce
is
all the
Berta knife
M.,
viva
for
complain
to
Doktor
subject for
Manners.
She
something Frau
to
interval
11
she's got her
worry, find
felt awful
I the
In
spoken
lesson
Good
down!"
me.
always
DIARY
GIRL'S
she's
Protestant;
a
November
she
is
19th
ing com-
soon.
October about
out
the
there
herself.
got
One.
a
in
the
arithmetic? Oh
I
Franke
a
her;
I don't
she's
rather
said
she
think
know
had
you're
what
she's
quite
When
to
Berta
Then
horrid
was
of
trusted; I think
be
lesson
the
because
laughed
it
at
said:
I
so
day.
laughing,
you
good
so
do
to
I
and
too
with
matter
the other
out
sneak.
a
for
day,
headache
burst
nearly
the
was
other
didn't
such
I had
what
nice
awfully
was
to-day
arithmetic
is
come
Mother
though
mental
Steiner
L.
Why, sums
your
lesson
in
And
lucky. Nothing's
so
gymnastic
Fraulein
said:
she
I've been
31st.
she
over
was
"headache"
means
something quite different. November tablecloth
1st.
for Father's
Inspee bagged work
at
and
the
I'm
making
an
the
right
best
on
and
painting part
of all.
I'm
leather
at
But to
easier then
For
book
course
to one
Mother
cover,
broidered em-
painted design;
a
school
going
and
hand.
one's
nice too. not
that's
the
at
Of
present.
because
with
work
to
the left side
embroidered
lesson,she's awfully M.
side
to take
silk
began
we
Christmas
caboodle
with do
the
I had
whole
has
can
To-day
in
Fr'aulein
I like Frau invite
Berta
I
H.'s
Doktor Franke
YOUNG
A
42
Mother
in and
came
of
sort
things
straight off could
of you.
mean
of
complain and must
do
In
You
say.
November
6th.
should
not
said
needs
must
best
like anything
children, I
what friend
calls
It
the
All
whenever is
Mother
and
I
are
right,now that's what
very
stand-offish.
but
has
she
8th.
November
at not
the
table
got
as
There
is
which
time,
working
much
to
such
was
was
such
be
married
from
went
soon
She
her
and is
so
forehead
to
whether
lovely and so
everyday We
went
shall
very
hard
It's very do
as
go
often.
have.
we
lovely young
a
lady
beautifully,inside I skated
8.
the
I wonder
lovely scent.
a
everything. hair
she
When
not
cloth.
skating to-day, and she skates so outside and edge and figures of her.
Jews.
!
one
Hella
have
we
was
And
sillyfool.
a
all about
about
us
she
laughed
do.
wre
sillyfool.
a
she
knows
than
told
am
I am,
7th.
Mali,
silly
a
that
so
only talk of together, but we things, school and lessons, nothing else. skating to-day for the first time and we
behind
now,
I'm
walk
work
and
of Hella
much
before
more
Mali
that
please,I
November We
who
go
me
thing this, that Hella a nudge
great deal
a
if you
one's
How
frightfully
lot, you
so
ran
you
was
it matter, Mali
does
that
that I know
fine
talking
on
What
:
after
Now,
see
I gave
go
it,probably only
A
When
now.
and
to
not
are
was
he scolded fine
a
I
understand?
you
fool
You're
said:
she
and
Father
to
me
evening
the
It
the
me
Mali:
to
It
talking.
were
told
about.
said
us?
of
satisfaction
has
talk
and
tales
we
Mali
Hella
kitchen
tell such
in wrhen
fine lot of
A
and
the
DIARY
children.
you
to
you
chipped
said:
of one's
out
gets
one
GIRL'S
she
cloak
room
if she
is
knows
she
prettily.I
there
going
to
all about back
pushes wish
along
I
were
the as
FIRST
pretty wish
she
as
I could
I must
YEAR
is.
But
I
find
out
her
dark
am
and and
name
where
skating again to-morrow; evening.
November skate.
I'm
9th.
I'm
afraid
she
November waited
10th.
She
hours, but
two
November
was
came
She
has
didn't
to
come
I
either.
to-day
come
good.
no
She
lessons
my
ill.
didn't
it
11th.
be
may
I
lives.
she
do
upset; she
so
is fair.
she
go
in the
to-day,
Oh
last!
at
pretty she is.
how
November
12th.
standing That
is she!
Shall
we
So
skate
She
was.
but
couldn't back
came
and
think
took
and
time.
November
13th.
and
said
she
When?
it were
Inspee
declares
.
already. her
is
name
that
be true
it can't
sure
Only
.
to-morrow
that
to
morrow? To-
back.
I wish
I'm
I,
to
.
Klastoschek.
Anastasia
say
quickly:
called
she
Perhaps, perhaps,perhaps, oh
said
My heart something,
arms.
bowed,
I said
said:
and
When say. gentleman stood there
a
she
I heard
if I may,
to
was
directly:
up
sensible
the entrance
to
next
came
I wanted
anything
off his hat
Till
me:
of
I
me.
I knew
together crossing
beating furiously,and
was
and
me
to
suddenly
together? Please,
off
went
we
it
spoken
gate and
behind
laughing
one
and
the entrance
near
some
we
43
might be called Eugenie or Seraphine or Laura, but Anastasia, impossible. Why names? there such horrid are Fancy if she is really has
she
called is
such
that.
supposed
a
name,
she
Klastoschek, too, to
from
come
26, absurd, she's not
and course
so
much
as
Dora
18.
that she doesn't that's rank
except herself.
think
a
Czech and
Moravia 18
says
her
at
most.
to
I'm
she lives in
she
and
name,
be sure
26
she's
Phorusgasse,
particularly pretty.
jealousy; Dora
thinks
ready; al-
no
one
Of
pretty
YOUNG
A
44
November her
old
why
is.
her
I told
She
Then
of the cloak
it
hear
don't
anyone
say
November
had
who
sent
book
the
about
number
to
when
really impossible
with
her.
not
and
uncomfortable
so
I don't
he
comes
does
when
things she
went
a
cries.
man
Oswald box
up
Father
on
he the
to
cries.
When
there think
He
said
ear.
certainly he
After
all,why
is rather
Dora
is she
shouldn't
cry
21st.
It must
has
for
In the
had
sides, Be-
to.
hadn't
I get box
funny
he
but
on
with
sick
row
given
when about him
I think
said
for he's not
he
a
look
Father he
was
all that
was
cried, though
yet. I cry myself when November
home
comes
Mother
and
107
cried, I
Still I shouldn't
being ill,
like
even
But
diptheria two years ago I did for her, she nearly died, her temperature
never
had;
up
Whatever
Father
that
is
nuisance.
a
I rather
for me;
knows home
at
says:
it's such
matter
had
could
everything I crying.
always
everyone's so nice, when and sits by my bed and
and
nice
everything
being ill;indeed
mind
for then
she
get ill,for
don't
do
you
is ill
comes
doctor
the
whether
sure
Mother
When
exactly.
a
write
to
every
I'm
I
like
me
is ill in bed and the doctor day. Mother what's the day, but I don't really know
every
I like
in the wood.
It's
20th.
wanted
why, but
it sounds
number
me
until
lovely number,
a
really know
that
squirreljumping
36,
know
first but
at
me
into
look
locker:
I
tell
and
she
didn't
only for myself that I the looked, for I knew
she
much.
so
and
woman
not
know
to
was
room
the
box,
at the pay
woman
Klastoschek
would
wouldn't
that it
know.
to
She
I wanted
enquire.
to
the
but
Phorusgasse;
she
DIARY
is Anastasia
really
lives in the
asked
I asked
14th.
name
how
GIRL'S
he
a
he
didn't.
really grown
frightfullyannoyed. the
ear.
religionlesson
to-dav
Lisel
FIRST Schrotter we've
call
to
got
Herr
is the
who
and
Bible what
That's Schrotter
him
they
girl
Herr
Professor
that
not
Hella
both
the
does she's
burst
said
;
giggled frightfullyand the Herr You're Lisel: a good girl, don't others.
Lisel
But
have
asked,
child
is
word
stupid
a
really;only November the of
course
why people marry, of
people
all
but
I
realised
that
it's not
Father's
I had
never
really necessary
about
a
Of
course
no
thing any-
bed
bed
is
now
left
I
let
on,
Lots That's I tell
what
really can't shan't forget.
to-day
suddenly
I
close
are
you but
all as
to
But
it before.
things
are
I could
I
about we
that's
says
really quite
for
day,
Other
that.
true
but
more
thought
I didn't
for
from
away
children.
quite
Mother's
Mother, what
for?
With
I said
horrid, but
Well so
not
mean
She
only
lot
they've just
said
to
the
would
the
of it.
it's
Still I suppose
dear,
about
I
it.
have
It is too
sittingon
was
Mother's.
me
said
bother
Franke
marry
Berta, told
religion
Professor
coming
because
then
it all down.
When
only
so
certainly the girls
of
it doesn't
was
Berta
and
she
should
was
really known.
I
people
marry
Then
you. write
that
said
right
When with
to that
knows.
one
began talking
we
believe
hadn't
anyhow,
22nd.
religion lesson
not
if
don't
the
positively howled. if I
even
If you come
Some
the The
in
we
The
and
I
me
laughing.
out
meant.
asked.
Testament.
Protestant
a
:
shall
sit next
with
Bible.
and
We
Old
not
child
the
went
matter.
still in
lesson,because have
till she
on
him
to
anything yet
got quite red and
yet it does
glad
in
is the
she
went
with
Mary
know
not
her
she
what
of
favourite, no,
Professor, as
him
say
does
girlsegged
later, we're
Catechist's
Herr
asked
other
know
Herr
45
favourite,well
Professor's
the
YEAR
quite big. they
looking said:
were.
round I
was
46
round
only looking where
the
when
wall's
sleep on
snuggle
thinking
that if your
is you
could
in bed.
That
said
in
not
would
I like
I'm
so
to
be
ing noth-
much
better
I like to
glad Mother so frightfully
when
away
cause be-
do
I said
Mother.
has
was
better
not
bed, because
a
against the back. anything. One to give oneself
notice
bed
read
to
see
either.
than
sofa
a
up
careful
DIARY
all wrong she didn't
and
more
didn't
lying
are
the
to
and
washstand
you
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
knows
one
everything. November
25th.
story; it is called whose
betrothed
shot
then
they
when
all the what
books
get only
we
not
are
air.
the
I hate her
Thank
Fairy,
for
school
I'm will
they
Inspee:
known call
If you
want
Rita; and
me
Gretl, that's what girl.
Gretl.
me
She
said:
me
The to
they call care
a
years and
fresh
day.
I do
believe
won't
her, for
that
call
they
that; so
most
common.
Rita,
me
only
when
in the
for
that's
we
Doktor
that
every
other
school
and
out
calls
knew
Frau
declares
call you I
mains re-
I knew
never
name
It's
anyhow I don't
the
be
to
always Rita.
10
high
do,
to
but
Anna,
as
the
don't
I
has
Rosa
school
mistress
is my
that
he
librarybooks,
these
skating
go
Hella
goodness
after
for
Inspee
her
back
In
work
short, but
call
the
ought
name.
But
girl
a
simply splendid
month,
to
manage
real
Stasi
and
we
because
love
Hella. a
work
Gold
likely they
call
and
her
him.
lovely
a
is about
elementary
the
plenty of
at
her
I do
had
book
I can't
love
at
they
have
we
says
It's
first.
at
one
comes
marry.
give me
to
till he
on
reading
and
leave
to
spying
were
we
Heart
had
was
him
frightfullysad but
True
has
to
true
and
A
who
man
a
just been
I have
at
Thea
I
tuppence what
said
you
a
to
must
call
let you
little girl or
that
home
day
at
so
me
peasant you
call
FIRST
of
Court
27th.
be
Dora
end
till the
but
President
in
would
Hella
have
can't
big
I do?
should
St. be
ever
I'm
from
St.
The
presents.
and
silly.
on
a
teacher
would
Krampus December
Krampus, will
give
us
doesn't
doesn't
like, and
rude.
We
each
of
give
me
us
more
to
money
children. everyone a
extra.
now,
13
and proper
I think
waste
teacher sweets
empty
an
really right and
for
crown
one
Doktor
a
give
to
is to subscribe
the
not
Frau
is
giving
are
was
desk.
want
pity
Inspee
year she
Mother
suitable
why
present for
proper
a
be
really too
see
the
her
on
of, one
only
1st.
a
it
to
It's
thing,
give
to
not
chocolates
are
of
diary.
my
are
Last
get
disturbs
she
when
sort
leave
to
be
is
Krampus
Father
one
that.
she
disturbs
who
don't
I
we
that
It's not
really fond
is
one
1
we
a
that
where
right.
Nicholas
girls want
great Krampus
that's
for
All
yet.
dates
and
sweets
big
12
not
but
Nicholas, too
Mother
writing
says
to
move
really ought
Mother
things.
got something and
"There
can
directly,
not
like
I'm
he
room
more
while
is Mother.
Now
absurd,
Much
says:
alter
keep
to
How
Appeal
so
to
own
sisters;she's jolly well
elder
we
said
her
disturbed.
always
any
and
probably
Inspee
always watching
me,
shall
May.
I suppose
her,
made
Court,
Supreme
We
would
be
not
of the
in she
hoped
been
awfully glad
years.
house
larger she
few
a
is
has
yesterday evening.
came
news
become
a
shall
Father
He
Judge.
The
a
47
time. November
a
she
right, then,
All
me.
YEAR
at
of the
crown,
I
Perhaps least
staff
hope he'll
another
who serves i.e. a little Demon, Ruprechtsknecht, Krampus children. off naughty is a bogey St. Nicholas, and to man carry is given as An filled with a sweets, present image of this Demon, Christmas the which feast of the St. Nicholas inaugurates on 1
season.
=
"
Translators'
Note.
YOUNG
A
48
that would
crown,
be
big Krampuses those
ones
to
give
one
Professor
December for
the
finest.
with
written
the
Frau German
the Fourth
awful
mercy, man.
And
then
of
sort
the
next
she
in
something,
it's
and
shut
such
staff. said
to
4th.
The that
taken Frau
a
muddle
money Markus
had
her
in
where
if for
cry am
a
mate source
the
large books
some
Inspee called
was
from for
hunting it is."
And
just looking
for
quickly.
come
tiresome
so
the
taken Of
you
was
girlsare
didn't
and
I
door
about
only kept. Doktor
are
an
read:
is the
when
Mother
day
nothing,
The
for
what
the
me
would
got
girls
the
can
that
we've
tell you
can
she
find
bookcase,
I
tor Dok-
Frau
shown
that which
other
in
girl that I place: "To my
I believe
the
month
of
you
the in
the
only
can
Oh,
December made
show
and
has
bath,
these
Fourth
Last
some
There
show
Tales
her, for
the
poets. and
in the
can
in
is
see
you
Fairy
for
festival
another
our
thing
underneath
Hella
"Dora,
room:
said:
these
soon
you
bookcase?
in the
her
I
there
rummaging
one
is the
M.
and
and
Schiller
Schiller.
of
that
German
in
likeness
editions
first
exactly suited
a
catch
But
get
to
buy Krampuses
Doktor
then
Schiller.
I would
life."
and
Besides
for
in God's of
had
by
I could
small
afraid
doesn't
to
Frau
splendid speech
a
poem
only
went
we
reading
recitations.
gave
not
backs,
are
they
made
We're
give
to
best, and
if he
it the
open
teaches
they
of.
for
one
That's
Doktor
fond
Schiller,Goethe,
the sweets.
are
To-day
you
little books on
like
But
J.
The
When
so
going
are
offended.
2nd.
staff.
We
we
ones
not
are
he'll be
DIARY
splendid.
the
to
we
to
perhaps
GIRL'S
and for
Krampuses out
some
course
father
and
right but
Markus went
have
Markus
the
Keller said
complained to
the
head
50
A
YOUNG
December
17th.
for
in satisfactory, else very
I had
if
can't get
one
In
can
but
enough,
The
a
2.
get
a
has
one
1 for
a
can't any
we
conceited
and
in the She
1 in
believe
it
a
December she a
of
found
a
yet, but
Afterwards
Father then
he
laughed
She
had
of
bad
one.
she
the crack
for was
of
all dark
reading when
matter? you
what
able
she
and
and
there
didn't
I switched
on
I can't stand know
quite
at
well
feel
is I
saw
I
humbug it's 9
really
not
and
wings
said.
At
egg.
about and
came
opened
ing noth-
stayed
I
to
up
so
the
our
said:
it
door
you're
pretended to
o-clock.
but
lightthrough
the
so
first
Mother,
once
Ah
she
cause be-
quite creepy.
fuss
I
lightand
such
who's
to faint about.
a
I asked:
the
be
to
Father
was
so
When
and
the
another
when
answer
not
egg,
was
her
lie down
when
a
our
fainted
Dora
out
What
but
she's
cousin
chicken
a
to eat
long time. reading, that
had
class, frantically
so
in her
made
said:
door;
then
awfully pretty. report she had, but I
make
a
in the
true
is
at supper
it had
and
he
course
then
her
and
a
could
see
to go
of
she's
with
quite frightened and
downstairs
up,
sort
one
be
never
was
!
up
says
little chicken
she said
she'll
And
was
Franke
To-day
Still,I reallycan't
room
her, she's
head, just a sketch
the
had
That's
is the best in
to school
very
18th.
chicken
I
angry;
very
bear
us
what
say
was
diligence. Inspee in English. But
walks
was
yesterday
history
diligence.
seventh; she's nearly 14,
didn't
thing any-
satisfactoryin anything
Berta
Berta
trusted.
In
Father
only l's, except a 2 Verbenowitsch frightfulswot. but
before
day
reports:
write
to
History good, in everything of that stupid diligence because
only
everyone
managed
Natural
good.
Vischer says
week.
Christmas
our
DIARY
I haven't
whole
a
had
we
GIRL'S
What's
I said: That's
still
wake the Shut all.
FIRST On
our
to
to school
way
belonging to what
19th.
wished
is:
for
velvet
mine
A
got for
Inspee
no
I want
too
happened
to
other.
or
lost
and
I
the look
by
I
You
they? to
can
reallyought children.
squint to
I
not
thank
with
only
wenn
with
short
was
nothing
in
n
her
lost
Yes,
:
that
people
who
diaries. In
wax.
on
the
I had
instead I
was
the
said:
of
"you've suppose?"
I
but
those
can't
are
shown
suitable for
made.
I took
There
a
was
and
dass
that
there
n
jollyglad page.
that
spellyet
closet
double
then
school
are
I've not
It's not
the
somehow
one
exactly
not
of
one
moment,
a
stars
your
a
left
notes
Inspee,
keep
openwork frightfulthing
Inspee
said
ss's,that's all. about
a
some
I
or
for
mistakes one
Dora
nearly forgotten
A
day.
was
Besides
what
see
it
in
book
Mother's
wants
School
said
was
for Father
giving
I'd
home
came
of it and
to
that
she'll get
think
I'm
Hella
expensive.
too
but
books.
other
what
Mother.
sagas,
says
tablecloth
The
Dora
you?
Hm-m-m,
notes.
them
the
When
and
skates
one
Father
I don't
diary lying about
notice
I've
anything else,a lock-up box
three
this, haven't
saw
But
But
diary.
my
I didn't
like the
find that rather
than
me
of my
pages
What
ribbons, openwork
being trimmed,
is
more
stockings
know
to
same
quite ready yet. case. Oh, and
keep
to
girl
a
furs, boa, muff,
hair
you,
corset.
and
little manicure
which
the
it's unhealthy.
is not
wThat
white
with
would
a
is finished cover
of
set
possiblea gold pin
Child
because
one
if
wants
met
we
Christmas.
birthday present.
a
Christ
our
awhile
frightfullyexcited
thank
stockings,and
after
word
a
speaK
fur, acme always working loose,German
are
Greek;
not
didn't
we
get for
to
trimmed
cap
because
I'm
going
I'm
51
class.
her
December
to-day
Luckily
another.
one
YEAR
She'd
under-
52
YOUNG
A
lined was
the
the
short
have
to
book
a
writh
underline fast that
so
if she
As made
of
if I say
nothing
than
waxy Mother
I'd rather
going
22nd. us
again.
I didn't
only
four
or
five when
You
dear
little black
kiss.
a
says
that
what
the officers
Father But
suits
says
still with I do
always is
be
23rd.
I
I wonder decorate
done Aunt
going
too;
to
quite
and
much,
Hella is
Piquant in
dark
a
Krems, like
me.
better
or
eyes
up
was
gave
but
cousin
brown
I
Vienna.
me
she's
I grow
Evening.
I shall
!
I should my
but Dora I
get?
beauty?
Now
this
year?
like to know
side.
please
"Of
don't
doesn't
about
Oh
stuff eat
never
But
not.
she'll
yourselves
anything
I
go
Hullo,
:
She's
why
course
morrow. to-
I must
Inspee said
tree.
decorate
help
"If
either," said
what
to
took
Dora
sweets."
from
piquant.
of her
is
frightfullyexcited
am
the Christmas
it before
decorate
the
I shall !
hope
is Gretl
said
with
Shall
it
She's
all,for
at
black
it's
fair,fair
more
I lost in
away
beauty, and
a
violet eyes.
December
and
went
say
; but
to-day.
her
the
that
me,
she
I'd rather
like
it
about
till Mother
beetle she
I didn't
about
much
came
remember she
thing
you.
time
a
whole
always gets
5 pages
Dora
for
again.
to school
say
thank
not
well
me
those
Aunt
stay with
to
to
were
remember
might
December
I
she
write
and
anything
the way
on
at all then
If
ever.
country and
least
at
I often
The
I can't say
of it
any
slip now
a
could
one
read
red.
mistake.
a
But
Mother,
in
make
to
made
furious.
could
one
if she
best would
The
it,which
to
mistakes
it's easy
never
me
because no,
one's
no
red, just as
cheek!
lock
a
alway keep locked, then and
DIARY
ss's with
schoolmistress,infernal
a
be
and
n
GIRL'S
help with
shan't
promptly.
Yesterday
was
our
last
day
at
school.
FIRST The
holidays
shall
glorious.
I
Of
I had
course
from
are
Czech
names
Nothing
are
but
Wilczek,
a
still
staff,Verbenowitsch wanted
is fondest
to
when
to leave
him
that
"I
we
for
if you
do
remember
what
must
you
doorstep." Edith
and
I'm
pus.
As
so
December
to
does go
came
course,
know
not
skating home
my
think
he's
said can
he
on
hard
left the
look
one's at
me
Kram-
Hurrah,
to
Eve
afternoon
is horrid.
be
I'm
allowed
thing
at.
is to
not
write.
says
he's
awfully pale and
he
any
staff,
eyes open.
yesterday. Everyone
everyone how
best
who
And
!!!
Eve
what
the
so
keep
You
of the
looked
she
saying,
am
day.
homes
us
staff.
trouble.
anything
knows
Christmas
24th.
splendid; I when
tired I can't
is Christmas
to the
this
she
be
rude
told
to the
I
ways al-
When
to go.
what
say
he
been
St. Nicholas'
leave
said
she
Bergler, so
to-morrow
One
Child
him
to
Doktor
only
on
anything
the Christ
must
nor
will
Nobody
always
have
Frau
in mind
happened
send
not
be.
to
had
cause be-
Doktor
give presents
to
us
there
not
Frau
to
and
respects to the
it would
near
called
count
a
our
the monitors
bear
girls,to
you,
But
so
of
none
were
respects paid
drawing
was
were
beg
and
Schafgotsch.
anyone
is said
or
Count
a
Rigl, Igel, we
has
ri'."
out
Christmas
of us,
he
"Aw
says:
I went
Gold
prettier ugly. All
knows
marry
morrow. to-
a
so
is
paid
we
the
had
it is
if he
Professor
to
go
for
Nikel,
to
even
and
she
day.
have
send
name
me
Yesterday
shan't
Father
worse
Wilczek
millionaire.
she
I wish
induce
or
and
I should
ugly.
so
a
wrould
Schafgotsch
go
Klastoschek;
It's
January 2nd. skating every
to
to-day
card.
Anastasia
name.
to
whether
Christmas
a
able time
no
53
the 23rd
be
I wonder
Fairy
YEAR
had
such
well
when
a
fine he
he
Oswald
looking snorted
colour; of has
such
a
GIRL'S
YOUNG
DIARY
54
A
heartache.
I wish
I could
tell him
feels,but
he's too
proud
what
he
from
me.
wished
He
has
Christmas,
but
I don't
the
school
of it
middle
long
boys
shot
the
Not
because
was
master
with
boy
old.
This
he
can't
stand
If
only
so.
!
summer
I
made
Robert him
he
and the
furious.
"I
say
If
know
feel for
can
of the
corner were
"Great
Scott,Frieda's
so
I did
frozen
not
said from
up
disgusting of Christmas
Eve
I wish of
those
not
the
a
I knew 2
who
officers?
ghost
of
an
save
I
you calls
just
was
in
love
round
came
and
chum
her
of them
none
the
and
world
home.
with
I can't stand
for
bouquet
only
Inspee
so
in
to Robert
the
when
sides, Be-
glared
he
happened
could
way
quite
was
beast.
ugly
which
Elli
Warths, Elli
the
2 us.
saw
full-fledged now," said Oswald,
and
has
his
in town
was
you're unhappy
word
all.
I know
now
gone
word to
Of idea.
it.
But
A
and
What
it
been
really
was
line to take. The
whole
commissionaire
Father
I wonder
course
He
has
mouth
two.
pot.
vulgarity
home.
what
or
for Dora sent
of
all the way
That's
a
that sort
"Gretl's
to Mother:
him
moment
with
you,"
envy."
a
came
an
one
that
another
say
and
Just
was
what
followingthem,
littletart."
a
noticed
that
Bognergasse
officers
"she's
the
awfully condescending
was
him
to
I
I
said
knew
he
one
they said
said, because
all the troubles girls from the "Love," said Oswald on
going
in Galicia
morg.
at
arms. fire-
any
revenge;
met
we
Oswald
that
boys
getting on badly with about a girl,although
was
shopping;
nice-looking but
that
have
.
.
me
of
for
one
to
for
revolver
army
he'll get
out
was
Robert. .
an
Gymnasium
a
master
a
years
Oswald
and
at
at
accept sympathy
to
allowed
not
ago
the
36
was
think
are
really it
work, but
for
I understand
that
Inspee
is
if it says
surprisesme
fuming. was
she
one
has
is that
FIRST Oswald
has
I say, like
what
lark!
a
think
In
pleasessomeone. got hold
and
Dora
seen
it.
It
One
for
whom
The
heading
Dora's
is:
splendid
from
not
does
of your
him;
I
him
don't
and
Father
it
herself
with
think
I
to
even
me
of
it; but
sent
I think
humbug.
beautiful!
away;
who
had
signed:
was
Season."
know
Perathoner,
young
think
and envy
Magic
not
be all
on
Christmas
made
give
to
was:
down
quickly before
"The
she
that may
course
it
have
you
said
myself, but apparently she bouquet there was a poem,
the of
didn't
awfully pretty,
was
declares
she
looks
he
was
jaw
your I
of Dora's
much
All
Father
hold
conduct."
beastly
55
away.
But
anything, "You
own
her
given
not
YEAR
it reallycomes
whom
she's
always
skating. December write. both
28th.
I got
of
us
I do
arranged it; he
new
written,but
at
least.
the
1st, 19 For
!!
but
I would
us,
and
one
gave
then and
the
black take
write
the
Warths
was
R.
to
asked
He
goose me
for I
me. was
as
R. what
me
said
had
in.
"
too.
come
of Then so
through in
it but
few
a
been
there
were
word
Heddy
19
day.
every
had
we
same
a
will
manage
write
just the
say
to
"
to read
.
afternoon
not
M.
not
I must
"
all the
to
.
I wanted
I could
the
I
me
could
to
to her.
reallymust
Rydberg's
Wernhoff
have
I
year
January
Dora
19
year
Doktor
To-day
31st.
all I have
school
Frau
I shall sit next
hope
Aunt
subscribed
has
the
delighted for
so
December
the
wanted.
time
no
glass in mother-of-pearlin a plush going to all the school performances,
performances during am
absolutely
opera
are
Father's
I
had
everything I
an
We
case.
I've
sentences
invited
Edle
and
to von
Lisel
usual
with
They
left before
was
wrong
Any
me:
he
one
said that
stupid that
tween becan
any
I would
56
A
believe he
took
let him
is
a
waiting
common
thing
and
this
but
it
was
really been
who's
got her
can
I
am
so
him
earache
I Still,
to
don't
I've
month, our
is
call
so
In Natural I got lesson
does
did not
bow
when does
not
had
postman
We
a
begun
Mother
that
It's all
right
/go?
How
shouldn't so
complain
to
imagines
skating.
chill
ing go skat-
mayn't
easily?
In most
I
stand reallycan't undersimply absurd, only it's too
It's
I have
been
I'm
in
perfectfury.
a
written
not
working
hard.
so
been
I've
for
whole
a
To-day
working
got
we
fully fright-
so
not
I
in
and
once
lein V.
ing, pass-
anything.
12th.
1, and
a
was
only got a 2 in Diligence. Frau made As a splendid speech and said: But that's not always true. you shall reap. History I did not know my lesson twice but
M.
sow,
kept directly
way
common
and
it absurd.
hard, again
you
I met
out
if he's
other
has
last year but why
reports. Although
Doktor
beginning.
gentleman
but justiceitself,
say
February
ary Janu-
on
bad
grumpy
angry.
ears
this time.
miserable
so
the
Inspee
sillyold
things Father
I went
for the
keep her at home; / help it when she gets
to
when
fine young
a
meets
one a
I looked
because
of her
for
meant,
first.
12 th.
more
any
he
that's
always
good
no
the
January
she
morning
the street
across
again
person
the door.
at
what
if the first person
old postman
our
think
anything. Anyhow I would But Hella year's day for me.
spoil new
1st is first
I can't
DIARY
in about
me
quiteright for
The
GIRL'S
anything.
never
not
YOUNG
I got like
to her
Mother
reallyput
Father
History
say:
I
not
know
because
in the tram.
asked
about
back
After
of that time That me,
into her
all she's
is
why
she
only
when in
said:
work." a
my Frau-
Satisfactory. Anyhow
me
her
did
only
I
ary, Janu"She
I
heard over-
kid, but
to-
YOUNG
A
58
GIRL'S
DIARY
crepe-de-chine ribbons, lovely.
And
mouth.
the
I believe about
going get
winter
new
Hella
with
March
shall
8th.
I shall
Franke;
she's
utterly false.
headache
because Hella
to
wrote
and
that moment
at
whom
To
were
she
Because
Hella
and
laughed Doktor
just do
"Verhaltnis."
sums?
your
first class shouldn't
know
I shall have
Frau
lesson
Doktor
the
proverb
the
brow
for
for
me,
was
March
10th.
things out
with
1The
German
means
Germany
us
word
a
sort; I
; but
love
and
all
Hella
Verhaltnis
as
The
intimacy
or
such
write
are
an
the our
through
the
things.
the
used
in the
word
is
in
on
word, clear safeguards, to write
it
lesson.
I told her
"
You
essay
wanted
Franke
liaison.
did
In the German
true
and
Frau
Why
get Hella
must
Berta
To-day
to
us
these
eye,
crying
ratio, proportion. for
told
had
I
girlsin
about
mothers.
the heart
of that
I
anything
to
room
St. said:
Fraulein
to your
free the
and
laugh at?
to
yourselves,young
M.
Pure
:
something
or
speak
to
and
word
there
all.
son the les-
into the teachers'
of the was
was
at
After
means.
Franke
of
to
word
that
ashamed
ought
It
it occurred
that
note
said:
Lainer.
To
M.
What
said:
be
use
said:
the
A
Just
and
"Verhaltnis."
down
us
Doktor
the
at
not
you
St. called
told Frau
the
She
lesson:
across
She
Verhaltnis
what
me
Fraulein and
read
frightful
the lesson.
thought about
not
till I had
It wasn't
looked
at the word
laughed
Berta
quite different.
nodding?
you
I had
true.
not
the mistress
alike.
to
a
arithmetic
something
means
word
such
through
in the
me
we
trimmed
dressed
be
I've
all
fur
a
another
say
I cried
x
Verhaltnis
never
when
alike.
dressed
never
are
is always
who
man
have
and
eyes
autumn,
always
not
must
Lizzi
and
Next
her.
clothes, I
We
red-brown.
will marry
she
her
to we
arithmetic
would lesson use
common
Translators'
talk
Note.
in
FIRST
speak
not
what all
of
sort
We
of
again
wished
she
often
thinks be
to
often
dreams been
has
it's better
about
22nd.
I
Father
what
I wrote
was
in and
said
brunn.
Come
:
That
diaries which So
them.
her
begged
One
said:
but I won't about
a
have I told
the Tivoli her had her
and
mother, with but
she
So
do
I.
she'd to
the
in the
said
a
about
believed
time,
it any
Father
scribbling
ten you've writit in the
when
she
were
not
her
father
I did
not
only
that
to
she
that;
have
must
told Even
for
do
would
after but
last autumn,
she would trust
like
wouldn't.
she
we
for
And
thing
a
now
came
go to Schon-
to tell anyone.
about
more
last time
than
that Mother
I
lot of
it of Mother
since
evening
Still,
thing, any-
all about
her
diary.
one
write
The
day.
Father
her, her
when
to
such
nothing
rather
one
afternoon.
was
Hella
And
night
lose when
said
believed
she
happened ears
when
and
And
she
known
only
thing.
thing
manage
care
promise not doesn't promise
tell anyone.
never
of
good
have
deceitfulness
all we've
that
at
take
to
it, although
Franke's
could
go
and
and
more
told
Mother
I couldn't
holidays. I
only
you
and
it.
other
you
was
away
herself
along children,we'll
will do
It
it
says
Saturday afternoon, and
on
denied
She
in the
I don't the
She
anything.
things
seldom
said
remember
anything me again
told
lessons.
lessons
our
has
sort
them
so
because
second
since
that
to
humbugs.
know
know
all about
first of all
and
such
giving
about
to us.
didn't
such
know
to
March
of
about
talking
be
we
learning her
ought
said
didn't
we
59
told her
it. Hella
always afraid
she's she
Really
all about
us
had
shouldn't
her.
told
We
again.
things she
already.
mean
she
her
to
YEAR
I
such
having tea at altogethertrust
father.
But
if that
would
have
boxed
want
gave
to
Mother
show
thing, any-
quite a
YOUNG
60
A
little kiss.
And
GIRL'S
DIARY
Then anything happened? and I cried like anything and And
me.
Mother
about
Father
At
wouldn't. about
little one, that all
not
was
right that been
have
not
and
sweet
But
whatever
and
I don't
but
I shan't
about
the old
be
another
I should
besides
Mother
and
mother
anything
her other
girlhad
he
whose
three
is
said, like
her
her much
have
more
thinks 2
we're
is doctor
Ada
bad.
longer
in the
summer
Last
days
Mother
year
with
us
suitable
company
I don't
know
a
has
that
It's
And
quite way
it's not
I suppose
Hainfeld
for
friend
there
to live there
in the
winter
because
her
as
for you
than them
she
anyone very
and
eyes
were
but
Dora
Dora,
intellectual
"Her
cleverer
to
has she
old
as
cheek:
herself
going
there,so
reallynearly
boys, but
when
still in the
diary;
my
tells her
because
ear
everything.
about
me
delighted.
round.
stayed
tell her
Hurrah
so
year
no
to
himself.
one
husband
all the
Dora
and
just a
thing, any-
everything
child
to tease
am
to lose
not
the
on
writing;
on
right,I'm
27th.
Easter; I
time
box
go
everything.
is
kept
March
that a
she
says
Hella
more.
blab
not
need
anything again
any
careful
it's
o'clock.
till 10
told her all about
of Father
never
Ada
her
to Mother
run
nice
since
gave
true, Hella I
She
Father.
mother
bed
diary
should
I
was
awfully
was
tell her
be
meant
still Father
stupid; I ought just to
time
and
to
"But,
quite true,
Mother
go
happens care
Don't
says:
I didn't
you
said:
That's
And
me
anything
All you
told; but
either.
and
nice
know."
wasn't
told
and
told
you
you;
remember
didn't
it in
betrayed
promised
you
everything.
to
Dora
You've
Yes,
has
keep
not
:
remembered
she
soon
I tell Father
Dora
said
diary though
first Mother
it,but
could
I
"I?"
said:
the
the matter, dear?
said,what's
she
level than
makes
for me."
else. well
for
They they
FIRST
only
are
and
8
once,
for
baby
died.
been
child
it,and
then
such
And
bear
I can't
hear
to
it is
for
dead,
mean
lost in
been
people
really
they had found it the forest,because And
since
lost when
say
difficult to know
so
lost her
had
Hainfeld.
at
have Mother
had she
old
year
and
who
whether
2
It must
Father
Anna
asylum
an
her
I believed
great forest
a
when
when
of poor
I asked
once
in
was
quite well.
ago
yet. I thought it had there's
head
it
2 years
always talking within 3 days.
were
lost
I remember than
more
off her
went
61
friend
Mother's
9.
she
YEAR
they
which
they
will
begin
really mean. On
the 8th
and
shall go
we
April
6th.
for
Easter
April the the
on
11th, on know
I don't I don't
diary.
my
of
holidays
Maundy
what to
want
do
to
take
Thursday. writing
about
it with
and
me
remembering everything and writing it down I know I should
says Frau
Doktor
after
I
back
They
she do.
does So
Rather
grand.
April darling but said
to Ada:
if you tall Even
as
don't
been
not
think
so
be dare
got
two
boys
I shall
her mother.
give
me
my
Their
the doctor's.
are
He
you
much
anything
nothing four
so
times.
of
it
so
frightfully
most
as
smack
the
on
speech a
is rather
a
Ernstl
awfully vulgar. a
is
Ada
yesterday.
pistoldirectly.
drinks
I've
say.
here
We
give
there
She's
stupid I
the
there's
she
what
Islands.
says
it.
it can't
12th.
That's
Brioni
the
to
Hella
sea.
about
Anyway
people
going
the
wonderful
Hainfeld.
from
are
seen
never
wards after-
do that. Hella quite well I should never in outline,that's what only jot it down M. always says, and write it out properly
come
does.
as
a
Ada
is
as
countrified.
frightfullot
of
beer,
7 quarts I believe.
April
14th.
Father
came
to-day.
He's
awfully
62 fond
are
tremendous
15th.
April did
We
not
We
that the smell feel bad.
going
to
to
stay with
us.
have
sunk
Islands.
She
is
I shall
is
confirmed
one
did
of
all
in
We
is all
are
bog
But
the
the
on
doctor
when
so
like.
stump
go
mother
a
laugh
tree
a
a
we
Luckily I should
or
would
14
tremendous
Her
We
are
and
Dora, to
going
don't
and
one's
like that
moon honey-
I should
summer.
going
not
says
suit me,
not
like to be
watch,
Hella
fuss because
Mother
it. Still I should a
like
is
mother
and
have
I don't
spend
must
one
the Brioni
splendidat
go to the south.
not
soon.
to
it was
That
13
Father
has
afternoon
They
awful.
marriage till the
only
yet.
with
Dora
Ada's
frightfullysunburned.
in winter
priestmakes
because
make
to-day.
stockings were
says
never
off my
Ada
home
was
hold
in the south.
just put
afraid
This
confirmed.
we
and
Hella
marries
one
lovely.
was
right in.
April 18th. that,so
then
to catch
boots would
I got stuck It
shoes
my
able
was
and
out
what
saw
if
be
of the Ramsau.
pulled me
yesterday morning.
Whitsuntide
her
but
snowdrops,
for Mother
went
At
forest;
it's lovely there.
Ramsau,
bring
to
It
Father
to-morrow.
I
was
to
home
bank
rot!
16th.
April
coming
and
What
going
are
of incense
few
4
at
got up
in the
were
a
It did
quite red.
into the church
go
we
only
lot of hellebores
another.
one
morning
violets yet,
no
DIARY
kissed
They
In the
laugh.
me
but there
we
GIRL'S
of the doctor.
make
a
YOUNG
A
one
want
the
she's
bring to
be to
not
firmed con-
her
be
to
confirmed
be bothered
confirmed, can
parish
ask
for then
for
thing some-
else at Christmas.
April
21st.
Our
The
school
just now. always
very
lessons
are
something frightful
inspectoris coming A. says: disagreeable. Mme
soon.
The
It's in-
FIRST
spection is
for the
horrid
for
the
blamed
at
the
makes
such that
says
degrees I have
staff not
bad
and
not
yet written
at
Easter.
Although
he
was
allowed
about
the
By
Aunt
in the
Persia, I don't quite know
he
can
into the
9th.
May all
in
natural
in
for
it that
that, reading
Thank
got
because
holidays for
the
for
away
three
Turkey
or
likes
If Oswald
to-day, first
goodness German;
in
of
I I
I
wasn't in
was
of
contents
goodness
It's Mother's time
the
got through
is
She
brass.
Frau
R.
v.
bunch
a
was
of
was
here.
of Hella's mother. from who
Frau was
15th.
said
will go shall be
and
pleased
She's
a
I should
her
bed
with
is made
Yesterday
it.
of Mother's
like to have
we
table,the
stand
the
friend
her, so
music
and
lessons
R., she gives lessons since her husband major died though she is quitewell off. That
inspection; in Nikel
for
lamp
for
v.
a
May
anything
grapes so
We've
birthday to-day.
work
to
electric
wonderful
a
switch
means
good,
years.
table
the
all
at
inspectorcame then
home
right.
May 14th. had simply no
of
and
in
and
Bells.
Wandering
in two
2
that
me
the East
to
Dora
report
Pola,
at
going
history, thank
time,
staff
come
not
where.
too
school
The
of
all
Navy
not
were
for
steamship "Ozean"
or
go
did
Alma's
home this year Richard comes After the last time. that he's years
one's
reminds
Oswald
his reports to
the
it afterwards.
that
get
we
because
make
way,
why
to go
all because
secondly
inspection can
worse.
pupils. Still,it's
first of
pupils too time
63
for the
frightfulrow
a a
YEAR
the
to the
coming
on
all
the
interval
Herr all
right for
staff.
have
must
But
been
to-day
about
true
Professor
the
Igel-
Religionsprofessor: Well, he through the week and then we this
year.
really the
We,
of
course
staff can't
help
that it if
A
YOUNG
are
no
64 the
pupils
all the the
fault
of
some
from
Hainfeld
too
and
a
in
I
of
the
Ada
fine
they
She
Sunday May
not
to
have
told saw
a
her mother be
had to
very
her bitch
about
angry.
belonged
to
it.
their
a
Mother who
women
that
I
white On
and
was
one
was
dress
too.
Saturday
we
because
Sunday
on
in the afternoon
gave
her
a
to Ada
gold
was
chain
a
for
noises.
I told
a
good
a
few
her
It made
it ; she
her
door
things.
not
pups,
thought
Still,she
already, but she
In
could
H.
and
everything. but
she
last
going
was
great sensation
a
but little,
having
deal
because
herself
next
wait
to
afternoon
they
I'm
immensely, except that Because frightful headache.
knows
a
had
Kahlenberg;
I gave
again.
herself
town
Ada
baby.
a
the
and
girl drowned
a
mother once
she
31st.
a
and
watch
enjoyed
used
thought
about
out
came
home
The
wore
morning
Dora
everything.
winter
I
The
and
she is not
because
doctor
only
come;
to Schonbrunn
home.
locket.
on
all
for
boys
two
Whitsunday
mother.
favours
put
went
lovely one
not
Haslinger
We
before
did
that better than
went
feel
always
countrified.
anyhow.
her
in the
we
I
the
looks
Friday
and
rather
morning
ferent dif-
better,
are
Doctor
and
she
Dora
candidates
liked
Ada
a
the
Ada
in town
were
when
too
always quite
Frau
Ada
confirmed
day.
and
was
with
pretty, but
sellingwhite
were
staff is
glad
Whitsunday the evening they all went
going to be hours, though
and
be
On
the
is very
very
The
Whitsuntide
At
confirmation.
3
I shall
it's
says
anxiety.
the
not
Oswald
the
quite ill with May 29th.
Ada
Though
staff.
over.
DIARY
inspector is there, some and Mme. A. says: stricter,
are
came
good.
the
inspectionis when
GIRL'S
didn't
her Ada tell
that her mother not
might help it,the dog
neighbour
and
she
hap-
YOUNG
A
66
can't
staff
whenever in
was
said:
a
"Now
over
this
done
with
extremely
Sch.
to leave
mother
the
to
come
Hella
did
that, she
she
rather
would
long
a
Sch.
went
as
begged permission I'm
her
sure
it to-morrow. not
Sch. stand
couldn't drown
all.
after
come
not!
course
says
won't
was
felt bad.
about
Of
there
she
she
copybook
apalled and
she
speak
said:
either.
like
all
Sch.'s mother
24th.
Verbenowitsch come
(then
with
because
room
her
up
10 o'clock
At
copybooks
German
copybook yourself; I
your
were
sheet.
a
hand
to
do
to
We
will
June
collectingthe
give up
you.
as
have
to-dav.
frightful row
a
was
wanted
anything
white
the
then
affair,and
unsavoury
There was
Please
pause)
and
eye
it."
when
have
another's
one
she
giggled all through
We
more.
Frl. now;
M. Only Frau Doktor frightfulrage. please get through with your laughing
Verbenowitsch
said:
is it to
use
caught
we
23rd.
June and
it any
possibly use
lessons
what
But
vanity bag.
the
DIARY
GIRL'S
did
not
anything I
herself.
don't
for drowning oneself. other reasons know, one wants tell Father that he could speak about I should so Still, Franke said: it at school. Yes, that's all very well, because
dare
would
not
Sch.'s
father
been
27th.
Hella
an
Hella
To-day
Really
suddenly
in the street and
Doktor
for
you.
"What's
possible
bothering you
She the to
said
find
out
and :
Then
And who
went
Please
home
goes
excuse
took
Frau
Hella the
to
up
in the street,we
got quite red. matter?"
always
me
home
I walked
and
she
left
Doktor
to
it
one
say
for
M.
Doktor
Frau but
is
done
had
one
Besides, anything at home. invalid, he's quite paralysed,has two years and can't speak.
to
bedridden
June
it; but if
didn't do
you
me
must
Doktor
said:
with alone Frau Frau
speak said:
"Isn't
vanity bag?
it If
YEAR
FIRST it wasn't
Sch.
make
quite ill,and
her
her
among
and
Frau
had
the
us
the
way
67
other
if it was
can't stand
we
longer." Hella
any
M.
Doktor
made
having
reallysplendid
was
tell her
us
will
her
girls treat
everything that
happened, including about Verbenowitsch copybooks; and we saw quite clearlyshe had
the
in her eyes
and
I
I will
promise
kissed
hand
her
Hella
said:
managed
28th.
Doktor
looking
times
and
said
But
it.
So
Frau hand.
not
And
furiously.
I could
have
never
that.
again, but Frau Hella and I kept
there
was
anything. cleared
Doktor
said:
ing Bruckner, do stop clear-
it will to
said: chance.
a
before
house
make
her
me
throat
She's
twinkled
eyes
taken
as
give the in
matter
down
and
up
she
speak
to
the
9 we'll walk
till she
throat
sore
your
forgotten. I wanted Wait a bit,we must
hasn't
Hella
only
her
three
Hella
she
of her
both
We
and
To-morrow
in front
beat
angel."
Sch.
say
her."
for
can
tears
Children,
child!
poor
heart
an
it seemed
Doktor
I
thing like
her
at
Sch., but
to
my
are
throat;
:
worse
and
To-day
Frau
your
what
a
did
M.
"The
do
"You
to say
June
on
she said:
and
out.
comes
a holiday and Unluckily yesterday was But first lesson began at 11. to-day Frau Doktor's don't talk with Sch. only we she has already had a
June
30th.
and
when
know
and
interval
the
certainly
where; she
did
send
not
it
Sch.
for
in
not
was
during
lessons.
July She a
To-day
1st.
is such
and
painful matter, insists that
Sch. did
it
her
soul
advise
or
us
not
she
these
and what
Hella to
walked
to
with
school
Children, she said, this
dear.
a
we
it is difficult to find did
days
not are
asked:
do, speak
do
it,and
burning her
is such
way
out.
whether
she
a
themselves
"Please, Frau to
or
her.
not?"
into Doktor Then
YOUNG
A
68
she
said:
Children
won't
come
back
good
work
if you
her.
You
her
GIRL'S I think
to
were
never
friendlyword help her. You may class; your example her
till
there
could
we
loud:
How
But
Sch.
that
the
I should
July we
talk
5th.
to
6th.
get
and
Franke
stupid and pleased.
Of
9th.
We
History, but
1
in
is not
find
out
get
never
Dora
us
has
2
a
has
a
in
that
us
can't
this
horrid
It's
long
so a
name
and
Doktor
M.
tory 2 in Hiselse.
Igel-
Father
or
quite Hella
and
ones
3
is
Father
4.
blow
can
it,
lace collar. this summer, until
not
till then
alone.
pity Hella's
morning
and
cranky and
he's
to Hainfeld
get away
Hella
Professor
one.
a
far.
row To-mor-
had
piece,we
given
Dora
everything
got only
crown
going
are
Father
days anyhow.
a
only
awfully pleased; but
Father
Frau
I
who
and
go too
I and
see
quite
But
to-day.
anything shan't
we
can
of
Mother
early
like
it.
glad
been
not
Lizzi, I think, has
and
leave
at
he's
out
that Hella
3 months.
course
jolly,I'm
what
reports.
he could
given each
left
our
books
has
won't
not
heard
must
school
was
were
have
Mother.
you
the writh
we
says
thinks
does
right but
in
said
I have
for
and
Hella
must
Father
over,
So
because
but
he Still,
Anyone
three twos.
because
school.
nearly
has
its
at
Natural
Nigl's good
July
She
because
says:
he says
are!
cried
We
for
more
you
Sch.
Sch.
Verbenowitsch any
hand
give
to
walked
We
good.
a
to
harm
no
you
school, and
nearly
to
her, but
high standing
a
do
doing
bearable
days
do
her
that's all
are
July
will
this affair.
Yes
:
is
have
kiss
not
term
about
crazy
said
sweet
will
two
the
not
was
with
affair she
will be
you
intimate
2
reached
we
year;
last
or
this
after
these
make
a
that
next
us
DIARY
for
Parsch
Hella
too
It is gone near
doesn't
20th
the
and
Mother
only
a
few
already, she Salzburg; like
saying
FIRST
it; I
can't
nasty
name.
think
I have
quarrel with
a
Oswald
nearly
tall
as
shorter,but voice
his
He
could
conceited.
so
fearfully smart,
about
head
quarter
a
And
before.
And
he
not
a
day
every
tall.
it if it were;
see
she's
side, it suits him is growing already
one
on
such
tremendously
was
his moustache
says
one
hair
Nearly
He's
only
Father's
quite deep, it
is
parted
Father
as
then
dull.
yesterday.
place
a
house.
a
because
Dora
home
came
give
rented
shockingly
It's
69
can
anyone have
They
12th.
July
how
YEAR
but
has well.
very
isn't;
it
don't
five hairs
his
make
a
moustache.
after
day
been
have
Ada
Hs.
the
Our
house
and
I
to
be
happens
There
she
one
Oswald he
that
gets
here.
that
shall
get
calls three
pimples.
every
girl he
is
a
cold
green
about
Don't
quite well,
Rosa
to
is:
she
and
he
her
yet: Thank lessons
"I
got in
you
worry,
He
a
of
frightful wax
he's
still a
so
is still
an
long
or
find
to
pale can't
with She
embryo and way
and
thing any-
but
from
is, a
Father from
has
say
nothing
I know
he
two
of Dora:
You
goodness what
has
fault
looks
T.
Rosa
she
says
me:
"She
holidays
whole
knows.
some
always
says
somewhere.
him
because
across.
and
death
"Country Simplicity."
she
has
Tilofsky.
to
the
spend
Complex" Oswald
him
invite
to
much
how
day together. Dora's here,
of
bores
from
away
schoolfellow
friend him
comes
unripe embryo." natural history frog.
a
frog, for
hands,
a
whole
the
spend
for Ada
name
only knew a "Pimple
If he
go
It would
not.
3 doors
only
Hainfeld
will induce
His
is
with
on
says
Nothing
to
if she had.
nicer
24th.
July
Mother
would
she
at last the
going
wanted
Father
earlier,but
us
we're
goodness
to-morrow.
with
away
Thank
19th.
July
an
the little said:
being
a
he
man
or
their
lady
and
then with I
goodness
for
Hungary and
she
be
be
to
will
be
am
second
stay learn
12
then,
so
glad.
to
word
her
uncle,
ride
there.
when
2
Hella
he
has
Ada
and thank
soon,
years
more
wrote
to
she
August
and
frightfully,
coming
only
In
sisters
him
is
birthday
time. with
a
his
to
annoyed says
My
I
14;
the
never
us.
shall
polite
This
he
DIARY
more
friends."
are
shall
GIRL'S
would
since
Rosa
I
YOUNG
A
70
is
a
and day to-
me
going
great
estate
to
SECOND
AGE
TWELVE
YEAR
TO
THIRTEEN
74
YOUNG
A
fortnight to
a
Oswald
of
has makes
bad
a
throw
They several
chum and
been
chums
he's
the
High
said:
closer
of you
girlsgo
turns
I shall want
Frieda
School.
We
both
be
the
as
on
the
for
duty
as
12th.
August another
wanted a
to
always
went
piece of
a
laughed scornfully but
the
men
friendships
the first admirer
as
before
but
me
married.
she
Naturally
day.
That's
she
must
simply
went
yesterday and
away
he left because
with
to
go
As
volunteer
her
him if
to
the
it,but
carry
he wanted and
help
his servants.
were
we
station
we
Dora
Ada
gave
her
times, luckily she understood directly. SomeDora only sometimes, when gets in a wax
is rather
Oswald
they
and
but she
him
justbefore
luggage.
to
nudge
she's
Oswald
scene
us
his
carry
since
friend.
a
of
have
in the elementary
gave
same
wait
one
I
this
happens Hella and till we're married, for we
probably get engaged before
gets
Whatever
will
had
Rozny
soon
as
another
married
me
Max
and
us
likes.
he
Ertl
pass,
years
cheek. one
he
right, the friendships of
in smoke
up
stick to
to
all
he's
matter.
wherever
Hella
He
friendship.
which
tell
not
when
in the second
were
and
What
up.
go
boy
that
doesn't
and
only got to know chum already.
That's
become
can
A
thing
does
that
teeth
our
he
we
about
he
course
Dora
and
mind
and
a
since
school
our
in
2
every
too; he
of
But
the
for certain
though
would
what
anywhere.
go
know
we
even
Satisfactories
year
to
For
it.
to
only
chum;
see
injusticeof
It's the
report,
his
like to
I wanted
or
about
anything
His
I should
furious.
me
DIARY
stay with
to
course.
fine time.
a
had
Znaim
if Dora
happen
GIRL'S
has rows.
second-best.
like gone
Hella. away
That's For
She
because because
really he
thinks
it's better
otherwise she
always
is cleverer
there comes
than
she
that are
off
is.
SECOND And
when
he
something
wants
her
to
in Latin
that's the real
I must
say
I would I
she
he
says
can't understand.
she's
why
learning Latin. myself so about a thing
bother
bother.
To-day I posted watchchain; I made
she'll get it
hope
really angry
which
really wouldn't
silver- wire
I
her
reason
not
75
15th.
August a
make
to
I think
like that.
YEAR
safely, one
the
parcel to Hella, it in
can
four be
never
days. in
sure
Hungary. 17th.
August
lanterns
Japanese have
received
and
me
and
because
mother
a
theatre
often.
her
The
garlands.
honours
houses.
father
we
at work
were
knows is
people
illuminating
are
While She
with
frightfullybusy
so
fir
few things.
a
me,
are
birthday
decorating their told
We
than
more
doctor.
a
He
who and Ada
Hella
tells her
a lot of things good deal and Ada overhears she comes though they generally stop talking when in. Ada would like awfully to be an I never actress. thought of such a thing though I've been to the
August
22nd.
awfully pleased with the chain; she is wearing it. She is really learning to ride at her cousin's. It's a pity he's called Lajos. But Ludwig is not any better. He seems to be awfully nice
and
August She she
has
but
it's
25th.
Ada
is
often
in
St. Polten
to
be
unfettered. to
us.
She
a
been
dull
are
That
Vienna. says
hole.
conditions.
She In
pity he's 22 frightfullykeen theatre
in love. and
so
is
why
I wish she
is
is
That that
she
she
would
she
could
pining she
can't
St. Polten
she
says
in
can
St. Polten
she
why
live
in
much
and to
live with for
H.
these
wants
free
so
and
come
stand
and
all the ladies
like
away
the theatre.
on
whom
with
actor
an
already.
a
the
to
with
actress
an
is
smart,
is in love
come
Hella
it's
cramping
spent all her
76
YOUNG
A
money
flowers
upon
she
had
for
school.
home,
It would
That's I could
parents know like to go
the
musty
and
looks
like
her
One
one
lives
copybooks for
a
30th. of
born
actress
and
it's
months.
been
and
Dora
or
to
grows
she
really talent;
She
too.
can
the
always asking Geibel's
shame
she
can't
sewing.
or
poem,
she
splendid;
was
We
says: world
is
a
on
go
But
she
will
get
us
so
give
5th.
Mother
more
go
take
could
Ada's
for
the
a
a
said
of Dramatic
good
what
for it
Theatre
day and
come
the
stay stage.
not
afford
of itself and Art says
I
quite out
was
parents simply could
school
easily get
other
trained
talent,the thing comes to
ourselves
to let her
she
anything.
free will.
own
be
been
have do
may
forest
Mother
to-day, but
question. only
she
would
Oswald
the
In
a
There
of its
us
to ask
that
If she has
can
But
fine
night long fortstay till September 4th ! !
girls must
won't
September promised Ada
having
me.
frightfulhulabaloo.
could
only
stage; I expect she
Oswald's
31st.
If it had
need
learns
one
like that
recited
French
the
on
; he's still there
of the
Ada
certainly has
horrid
a
to teach
going
August
I asked
one's
I should
few
so
home
at
has.
says
at
like that. little
too
be
to
one
girlsare
the
things
somehow.
way
with
not
that
recite.
stage; she is
Ada
she
To-day Ada Tiberius, it
Death
she's
talks
school
at
and
poems
she and
master
The
says
When
actress
an
to let her
August
it.
has
home
and
in Mother
always
when
from
fusty.
long
master
the
lucky
easilytake
just what
German
recite
a
copybooks
she's
said
always
good for one, for then world; at home, she says, one
know
her
lot of
and
away
She
it is very
says
the
a
not
anyhow,
money
him.
where
work.
not
DIARY
for
such
buy
to
for
GIRL'S
so
that Ada.
she she So
I don't I'm
it should
why
see
awfully
Oh
and
been
have
told
would
she
when
me
I
that
absurd
!
she
to
am
Dora
that
so
I
says
silly,for Dr. girls,says many
impossiblethat
thought
I
only
was
old
10
in
then life
was
broken!
kissed
Father God's
sake
him
be
he
says
Oswald both
on
good chap
a
has to matriculate
But
that
he's occurs
help than right; but to
me
afterwards, you
just
knows
so
So
age.
that have
Dora's
fortune
was
much
trouble
and
line
her
that
of
a
anyone
lot of
this
this
and
cheeks
who
morning, For
said:
last year
ought
ought
to have
that
says
swoting
I
cheek
has
unfortunately what
early
left
school.
at
difficult. this year, it's frightfully
get through all right. He more
12
!
14th.
September
and
told Ada
she
than
could
have
to
was
a
How
that's
But
"
must
24!
woman
9.
she
that
younger
my
gypsy
even
or
many
now;
am
At
than
older
the
few years she happiness. And
that
He
I look
that
happiness
I
doctor
a
Ada
course
18.
is
Of
after
as
24.
even
who
H.,
as
it's
Of
at
or
Dora's.
Great
:
that I look much 20
meant
and
told
again
marry
days, garden
hands
career
me
old
as
can.
perfectly. But
great wealth.
great passion and mean
she
short
of it with
three
our
and
Ada's
fits in
That
am
at
it, but
I
as
into the
looked
great but
a
frightfulmess
a
awaits
have
struggles.
difficult made
believe
going
we're
for
came
and
excited.
so
quickly
as
women
gate and
don't
we
course
because
gypsies here
fortunes, mine
our
all been
write
of the
back
the
have
diary
my
some
yesterday one
through
frightfullyexpensive.
so
we
I must
to-morrow.
There
be
for Ada.
sorry
September 10th. I've got to pack up home
77
YEAR
SECOND
and
at
to
the
enough
cheek
is often I know
grinding.
it
moment
do.
said this
I or
can
never
often
think
that.
Hella
78 is
YOUNG
A
GIRL'S
reallywonderful; half
only
of what
If
Gym.
That's
in the
here
coming have
begged
kind
Hella
Hella
is
and
I
both
are
20th.
September
Only
still takes
degree
the
at
have
a
name
yet.
Frau
new
does
one
not
Dora a
often
natural three
of
been
married
that
quite
with
have
cles! spectahow
understand
spectacles. Hella sick
Vischer
when
spectacles.We have a history professor. I'm awfully glad her
through
mistresses
our
her
have
doctors
degrees and
doctor's
have
or
one
annoyed a
most
pincenez
a
really 2 professors,for we In the Third too. they Religionsprofessor we
but
But
time.
can't with
feel
her
Dora
her!!!
Besides, spectacles
all the she
because
degree.
professors.
only Dora
one
has
in
splitwith
one
husband;
put up
can
her
has
her
woman
a
it makes
says
glares at
too
marry
I them
wear
says
can
man
awful.
history we know
divorce.
a
doctor's
her
don't
marry
be
to
get
soon
are
woman
a
like
M.
we
make
to
should
anyone
will
likelyhe
woman
School Doktor
In
year.
but
enough
It's
wouldn't
she
says
school
of the
one
Frau
took
Steiner
Doktor,
to-day.
two.
or
goodness
the
Vischer
The
that
laughing
for
of
holidays ! ! !
the
in
end
back
of.
word
a
Frl.
class.
our
say
always.
fond
Thank
began again to-day.
can
one
lovely cake,
a
so
:
says
morning, because she's I'm awfully glad. I
the
buy
to
fessors pro-
is not
Oswald
coming
afternoon.
Mother
the he
why no
not
answer.
to
says
right way hold
writing in
I'm
why
he
Mother.
says
doesn't
16th.
September
smart
a
understand
in the
only puts it anything. But that one
make
says
I can't
every
too, though she's
always Oswald
is true, then
expelledfrom
Franke
and
particularlyclever,can If
DIARY
are
doctors
and
that that the
fully fright-
of their mistresses 2
new
has three
SECOND 25th.
September Hella
and
All
Wilke
Professor
with
the
girls are
natural
the behind
I walked
79
YEAR
love
in
madly
history professor.
him
all the
to-day
way
his
tall that so splendid looking man, he stands the lamp when head nearly touches quickly, and a splendid fair beard like fire when S. G., shines on call him sun we it; a Sun God!
home.
is
He
a
knows
what
September
29th.
of Frl.
St.'s
one
no
it
who
and
means
the but
talking
are
we
up
about.
and
left
three
October I
animals I
We
all
always
the
Nat.
the
same
It
the
Hella
9th.
splendid!
Thursday him.
sittingwith
passed
by
my
This
cousin
a
is how
and
us:
cousin
when
lesson
gymnastic
to
in of
keep
to
bound
have
shade
and
paper
us
We
we
of
tie. his neck-
as
to
come
how
Oh
So
there Of
in you
we
the two
in natural
was
course
it out.
We,
Cafe
Sick
the
coffee
passed by there the gymnastic we
gymnastic are
gymnastic
our
found
are
And
said
wants
always going past always has his afternoon
I,
he
we
is
He
because
the
to
the
am.
and
on
tissue
Fridays we have to get things ready.
and 8
same
was
and
ribbons
hair
He
He
pictures and jolly. Hella
Nature.
on
exactly the
Yi past
October
master,
desk.
History
and
always put
we
observations
Tuesdays I
happy
How
coloured
the
on
the
after
the term.
lesson
colour
at
look
same
in lilac paper,
school
I
neither
Natural
in
turn
my
to
through
Hist,
On
girls have
but
come,
cause be-
suppose
other
frightfully hard
are
wear
notebooks, ours
was
worked
splendid.
Two
have
one's
left,I
them.
1st.
to-day
has
vanity bag.
new
like
Hella
nor
Schmolka
to
lesson
Herr
history?
and
"Pestered"
before master
them
bowed
tormented
there.
as
Baar
pestered we
said,
o
YOUNG
A
80
it's the most
no,
"Is that so?" Of
course
DIARY
delightfullesson
in the whole
said
he, "I won't forgetto begged and prayed him
we
saying
away,
GIRL'S
it would
be
awful.
week.
let him not
But
know."
give
to
do
we
us
he
hope
will. October
dead.
20th.
We
going
Frau
are
so
Doktor
Steiner's
for
sorry
her.
Some
of
the
funeral, I mayn't go, Mother suitable,and Hella is not allowed to
not
to
wonder has
if He
will
I'm
go?
he
sure
is
us
are
it is
says
either,I reallyhe
go
will,for
to.
October
pale. soon
23rd.
her
Frau
Franke
fetches
in L.
her
Doktor
she
says
that both
now
often
her
will
the
Hella
Lyz,
thinks
dead.
are
I
he
mean
awful
an
myself,
he's too
short
and
too
a
little taller than
Frl.
St.
I think
very
should half
be
nearly
head
a
29th.
We
that
we're
do
to
winter, but skating. where. find
They
wish
I
from
what
such
when
great caution
during
the
Ada
31st.
school. writes lie
that
heavy
She But
she on
has
lesson. like
ing always laugh-
by.
go
to
in
St.
P.,
there
to
throw
off
is
She
me.
is not
Poor
go
might
we
I should
the actor
soul.
this
we
gymnastic
written
is back
yearns her
we
of
skates, and
He
together in the Cafe. they talk about, they are
awfully unhappy.
which
time
whether
that with
at least
tickets
season
each
pay
when lot,especially
a
October
She
to
only
frightful lot
a
taking
of
husband
a
Mother.
such
for
much
He's
and
often
are
know
fat.
Father
not
his cousin
think
wife, or
knew
thinks
I don't
his
have
we
waits
taller than our
going
are
Hella
out
head
taller,like
October work
a
fiance
lot of him
of him
officer.
an
married
Her
because
he's
frightfully
certainly get
parents
from
Street.
St. looks
course,
to
mother
in
a
more.
any her
darling.
tinuation con-
chains No
one
YOUNG
A
82
daughter
is not
with
so
we
all of
there
impossible
in
the
more
even
his
all work.
we
be
teaches
at
science
boys
than
the
Gold
are.
December
her
think
could
in
madly
were
Of
has
she
M.
very
nice.
and
I do
has
two
sillyjokes here
she
and
8th.
last
fallen
with
contempt
and
gave
matter? heart
Oh, must
does
not
But
she
had
not
matter
of be
the
disclosed.
at your
her
age, for
to
grandmother,
been
v.
at
under
the
What's
the
of
the
Gretl, it
deep."
cut
Tr.
von
Frau
the
looked
mind
Frau
to
on
secrets
things don't
"Why,
you
say:
Never
Father
have
wanted
had
tender
rightly paid out: with roared laughter and was
Malburg
kick
a
this
and
merely
I
so
year;
students
two
cheek these
course
I
and
school each
her all
were
Doktor
If the
about that
she
she
keep
Malburg
now."
grace
like
And
table.
and
would
the
Frau
not
I'm
But
ice.
quite
heavenly.
about
Doktor
Wilke.
begun
have
could
her
from
is
its
enthusiasm
fresh
a
Frau
was
her
to
Trobisch's
the
talking
has
it's Professor
year has
it
year
Dora
When
were
"Gretl
said:
do
laughs
wish
do
I
to-day they
taste
my
Hella.
said
nose,"
she
when
herself.
to
noticed
ing, speaks she is really charmgold stoppings. Frau Doktor
her
love
"You
never
you
d'you
how
never
eyes.
my
now
she
says
she
When
too
December
and
her
true, but
not
different. Still,I said was
to
typical Bohemian
a
that's
course
with
love
think
really don't
I
happened
had
what
saw
Hella
I did last year.
lovelyas
so
that
awfully pretty, but
is
I
Skating to-day
5th.
She
Fairy.
I
how
would
are
look
if to
heart
he
he turned
Then
as
That
course.
where
well
clever.
by
knows
girls; and
many as
and
DIARY
notebook
his
reallyhe
That
school
of
pages
But
notes.
keen
; she's very
the
over
GIRL'S
Tr.
looking
at
and said: your
SECOND white she
in the
hair was
in the
ill-mannered she'd
evening
has
she
give
to
ill-mannered
an
December Hella
operated on at once. just telephoned that But
the
been
doctors late.
too
shakes
she
to
I did
an
was
table
It's all the
it in.
I
and like
tell her
not
the
on
that
and
morrow to-
to me,
same
noon 2 o'clock this after-
At
to the Low
said
that
sanatorium
She
hours
2
knees
My
blushed that
me
Appendicitis. the operationhas
I write.
as
that
laugh,
pig.
taken
was
I did
said
she
It's awful.
9th.
83
how
out
pig. That's why composition book
left her
for I'm
glass?" Oh,
frightfullyput
so
fire,and
YEAR
has
has
successful.
been
later it would and
sleptoff
not
was
mother
Her
trembling
are
and
have hand
my
the anisthetic
yet. December her
see
can
Lizzi.
and
10th.
Hella
is
except
her
father
St. Nicholas
On
such
ate
a
sick.
that.
from
going rigor said
mother,
had
we
that
On
Monday
the
and
the
first
that
she
must
thing
selves our-
were
we
said
had
for
once
a
doctor
the
morning
did
she
last she
hospital at
to
go
even
made
when
before
the
in
not
citis got appendi-
lesson, she night
one
no
jollytime
a
she
evening,
gym
The
such almost
we
impossiblethat
all well.
feel at
not
and
its
after
home
Day
lot of sweets
But
frightfullyweak;
an
operation. December
11th.
excited
awfully
nice
On want
to
about
December care
about
roses
and
December
me
I
Hella,
and
going
am
and
so
12th.
from
14th.
do
so
She
anything; violets
girls at school
the
Frau
put off mathematics
and
Sunday see
All
to
I want
is still very
I got her me,
This
see
she
afternoon
St.
Dr. till next
Hella. to
weak
and
doesn't
to take
was
does
her.
like them I
was
day. Tues-
She
see
mother
did
fully fright-
are
so
with
some
much. Hella
A
84 from
in
some
more
he
until
two
came
sees
other
YOUNG
Prof.
me
such
and
I told
W.
of the staff
When
anyone
them.
is
said: not
We
and it
in
even
both
15th.
I
So
look
Hella, to
I burst
out
I must
go
M. let
won't
they
to
so
the
Doktor
mother
bed
do
quite
and
she
another,
one
crying again because
away
Hella.
excitingfor
December
her
strangers
said
when
I
after her.
I said
Then
mothers
our
too
was
death.
and
brought her directlythat when
her
but
be
never
can
lot.
a
lying in
different,like strangers.
pale
so
especiallyFrau
visit her
to
is
asks
always
girls want
DIARY
She
cried
flowers
members
The
to 4. ]//\.
a
both
we
GIRL'S
I
Hella
with
was
again to-day.
passed me a little note asking me to get from her locker the parcel with the blotting-book for her father and bring it to her for her mother and the key basket She
ready yet for Christmas. Hella's better to-day. I've got to December 16th. Thank ness goodpaint the blotting-bookfor her father.
because
I
the
things
not
are
She'll be
can.
able
finish
to
key basket
the
herself,that's nothing. December
18th. for it won't
unhappy will
for
the
once
brought
her
awfully
fond
December
of
sleepall night. the
house
doctors
said
would
have
he
let
Directly Thank that felt
have
if she'd was
operation. I
anxious
so
went
I
she's better.
been an
in error
so
terribly
so
school
goodness it
she's
another
after
had
I had
that
on
I'm
now
been
sure
so
because
almonds
I had
well,
didn't
to
for
she
suddenly
she'll have
again
perhaps
she
But
19th.
has
why
them.
of
if Hella
been
out
she
frightfully
not
has
she
burnt
some
frightenedthat Hella
For
more.
But
Christmas.
make
can't
all
are
real Christmas
a
yesterday
since
doctors
fever
not
be
stay in hospitalover
to
see
Bruckners
The
a
to
could One
private in
diet,
SECOND but
since
So
it
she from
was
in
was
hospital that
burnt
the
of
marzipan. Hella they were large ones lie
heavy
the
on
while
I
about
it because
the I
She
sweets.
shan't make
if it
were
But
it
her
her
Of
about
had
fault much
as
that's all nonsense,
I'd
nuts
anything likes
now,
flowers, and
it would
besides
her
brought
she
they
different
be
Flowers."
of
"Vengeance
and
for
pain already say
as
but
course
the
because
a
that
sticks
two
marzipan,
wouldn't
anything
ill.
true
she
beg
the
the
She
her
was
and
was
excluded.
be
hellers each
20
at
can
bring
can't
thinks
stomach.
it
could
almonds
still there,but
was
85
YEAR
I don't
bring
any
strong-scentedflowers. December Hella
20th. can
Now
tree.
Father
I know
there's
Father no
December Hella
will
not
Father
about
marzipan?
Thank I do I
hate
always
I don't
lovely, a
round
made
of
away.
For
when
Why
did
to
Father
said
said:
tell fibs to
soon.
me saw
that
All
right That
marzipan. we
in the
were
Hella
that
say
Since
quickly:
didn't notice
he'll
like
she
for
she's sweets.
anything.
Father.
to
with
time
she
perfect loathing
a
Turkish
bolster.
I
Father
feel that
then
anything
So
having
hurt, but
me:
fetch
to
came
going
one.
short
very
so
has
goodness
anyhow is
she
a
business
asked
he's
buy
to
Oh
I want.
as
To-morrow
Father
both
Christmas
for the
much
as
only
was
little
a
street
ill
I have
!
day Tues-
or
give her, a long chair, not enough money self my-
to
give me
I
important
long as it is nearly gave us
in time
Wahringerstrasse
was
as
been
for
to-day because
had
we
what
21st.
first she
At
glad, to-morrow
so
like Father
one
to the
me
am
home,
come
will let me,
but
take
I
First
of
But all
through it,and secondly The couch tellingfibs to him. see
pattern with wanted
long
to pay
tassels
for it
on
the
altogether,
86
YOUNG
A
but
I said I
paid five early it will be so
December She
has
weak
in
22nd.
already
is
Wards
both
we
knows
about
I do
when
someone
is
she
if
as
one
really did
hope they
father The
two
She
and
was
that she
Christmas
December
going
shall
have
26th.
could
and
Hella's.
Hella carried
sofa.
Her
you such
after
I'm
as
the
at
the
I shan't
write
down
nice
cried. to have
takes
care
It
and
was
of
the laid
and
before
a
I
here
things
I know
how. any-
couch,
her
her
the
touching.
one,
to their
all the
got through of
the
lovely
besides
room
on
7.
day
was
awfully pleased with into the
gratulate con-
Because
usual and
time, and
to
present giving at
It
no
hand.
going
ours.
word.
mother
everyone
have
to
her
at 5 o'clock
away
to
Her
great pot of
a
a
her
awfully
then
ours
write
I've was
father
came
Yesterday
not
got, because
I
yet.
shop.
councillor
To-morrow
rest.
are
simply
denies
tired that
mother
out
down
sent
see
sent
held
came
to
after-
to-day.
I
privy
wife
first and
tree
o'clock,we
at
his
could
home
mezzanin
old
And
it at the
went
the
the
so
the Br's
when
in
tenants
to
went
been
not
upstairs while
story and
lilac.
Hella
Hella
her
her
second
forgetabout
23rd.
carried
has
says
going
was
frightfully. Her
cry
couch, but it
won't
she
for
so
walks.
she
going home,
feels
always
the
December
and
on
quite right. The first time I nearly burst out crying on the stairs.
her I
She's
to-morrow. going home but she is still little,
a
up to lean
To-morrow
37.
She's
die.
I
is
been
hospitalone
a
so
Hella
awfully glad
Father
present, and
Bruckners.
the
to
be my
not
and
sent
DIARY
it would
crowns
that she has
She
5
then
No,
:
GIRL'S
bad
when
on
It's
tainly cer-
illness, no
one
the first a
place. I don't grudge it to Hella. darling. Yesterday I was there all day,
dinner, when
she had
to go
to
sleep,she
said
:
read
to
want
that
agreed
we
time
half
a
Of her
lot of
a
We
she
of there.
much
laughed
yesterday.
long
time
since
things
in Hella's
at
said to
it.
at
the
trying all
When look
and
over
their
with
dolls !
it of hers to make
and
to-day
spies; please put that
I shan't
stupid that
see one
I
bring
Hella
all
all the
Dora
gave
cheeks
quite red
Wasn't
it
if
had
we
fun she
of
us
said:
all those them
should
such
any
with
is
things
away
more."
always
be
excitement We
in
never
playing
a
was
frightful safe
from
box
so
really is
too
in the It
ful spite-
a
business
was
"One
Dora
occupation:
been, what Hella
were
we
and
impertinent. ?
she
and
and
their favourite
are
dolls
things that belong
in at
a
looked
model
bed
her
on
is
rummaging things; they never
Mother
Ah,
it hurt
frightful
a
dolls'
the
little Paris
came
read
cousins.
two
was
Then
said:
Even
when
things.
they
play.
up
where
the
them
of
look, Lizzi, their
rage
bottom
and
to
happened. It playing with
it
across
out
her
put in such
but
came
it here
sorts
to
gave
sort
arranged
I
came.
that I
Give
:
of
and
is how
both
we
I had
things that stop reading.
were
This
I took
them.
long
written.
some
over
We
box
quite
were
has
a
diary, especiallythe made She was Hungary.
I had
and
rage
and
after
her
cadets
two
29th.
December
in
was
madly
so
of
out
By
wound
Hella's
all we're
yet; after
instead
sleepbut
things
when
holidays
our
than more always quite short,never she writes is always important. what
couldn't
she
course
read
is
but
page,
it
done
never
It's true
another
one
one
she writes
What
let
it!
another, and besides remember exactly what one
of
can't
one
forget
one
if you
there
diary
my
never
would
we
we've
shy
little
I shall
it.
diaries, but a
you'll find
right, and
the
on
lowest
writing-table,the
of my
drawer
the
Open
87
YEAR
SECOND
reproached
about
88
YOUNG
A
dolls
if it
as
doesn't
one
things when one
is
does
not
for the
in
was
such
I
sly!!! fit and
saw
for
girlof
a
But
what's
sandwich,
I'm
sure
said:
Then
too.
ask
I
took
I
with
the
second
hear
it.
But
tree
on
That's
For
the
quite
marzipan I
after
And
vegetablesis
gone
need
it,I don't
to
sandwich, Oswald
the
temper, and
then
witch, cool
and
And
the tree.
on
of
for
sandwich
to
second
little
you
I
of the
I took
a
but
yesterday
basket
As
"We
wrath
your
with
it down
wash
Grandfather
Father
sent
Father
a
a
bottle
liqueur. December
I've
no
little
30th.
interest
thanks
and
Friday
thing
in the
like that.
again; he
is not
all, choke
it
any
having at
I shall
down,
longer.
We're
never
of it. for
gone
I
8 to arrange
write And
he he
must
all
thing every-
can
say
with
I had
simply
silly
Tuesday
every
then
year.
That's
minxes.
Yz past
everything and worthy
to the
forward
and
to the school
dust
ending
fine
a
school
get for
we
and
is
This
fools,love-sick
the
it
said:
supper
two
Yes,
piece
After
were
in such
come,
sip of liqueur. of
big
said.
was
Come,
said:
there
the
she
that.
15.
become
permission.
your
this
time,"
one
not
leaf,
Day.
was
Lizzi
at
with
new
a
steadilytill she got quite red.
at her
time
I did
that
rage
I asked:
a
that
things
those
done
over
things off the Christmas it myself, that is nothing.
proper
looked
says
more
pretty and
are
we've
all
of
all the
gets dolls,
Year's
most
all,
still
or
best
all the
eat
a
they
is New
she
Dora's;
how
first
one
whether
me
annoys
delight in
to
girl and
after to-morrow
of
8
or
Still,to-day good day to turn
A
what
used
is 7
not.
or
ever.
cheek
of
little
a
later
until
one
understand
day
But
when
quite
nicely dressed
After
something disgraceful.
was
made;
are
for
DIARY
really understand
one
dolls
GIRL'S
to
a
big
a
h
swallow
not
excite
90
A
not
I:
"
have
to
seem
YOUNG
There
O-o-h?
well
that
I know
DIARY
judge
to
other
quite
may
the least idea of
been;
are
He
GIRL'S
from
your
for
reasons
O-o-h!
say
that.
For
the way
manner.
he
in which
He:
has
he
not
speaks
us.
January her
To-day
first drive.
back
She's
school
by
before
that
to
tell her she
asked:
Oh
yes,
she
said:
of
6th.
Does I
not
the
I
about
me
often
as
happen
shan't
will
Yesterday
tell her
more?
any
before. of
out
when
come
I must
shock.
a
for
out
go
month.
it goes,
way
will
Anyhow
so
to
and
now
of the
S. C. ask
not
What
better
she'll get
or
able
was
middle
fibbed, but
mind.
truth.
much
the
That's
Hella
she
And
sight learns
until
"
she's
out
the
quite
strong.
January She
10th.
talking
was
first I said
such
the
to arrange
I'm
course
I did
things
madly
him
too
Sunday
had
pains
and
let's bother
with
she
Hella
she
she
is still
since
Before
she I
so
has was
is
pale. been a
me.
about !)
not
I:
At
What
are
allowed
you
Of
Allowed? to
want
more.
any
it; for I
him. have
been
madly
in love
with
much
so
going
it like
Are
S. G.
I feel about
was
at the
said:
"
be
must
was
ourselves
moments
must
she
diarrea over
already.
Hella
she
don't
in love
feelings (not love!
such
I
bad
evening
she's got
our
more?
any
rather
or
believed
mother
for?
how
January 12th.
tell
to
then
face
a
tell Hella
really was
On
And
allowed, but
not
with
had
enthusiasticallyabout
so
nothing.
making
you
I've
have
to
same
upset that
her
relapse.
She
a
Thank
said
to-day:
it any
still.
him
time.
She
in love
more.
We
ness goodDon't wasted
unworthy object. At when magnificent,especiallynow on
Besides ill she
an
in the
has
little taller and
holidays and now tremendously. grown
now
she
is
a
quarter
SECOND head
taller
because
I
it makes
look
is not
mother
to
is
91
is
frightfullyannoyed
Dora
me.
nearly
am
me
Hella her
thaii
YEAR
tall
as
older
than
come
to
going
she is.
as
12
goodness
^2.
school
take
to
Thank
January 15th, for Tyrol for 2 or 3
on
her
to
weeks. 18th.
January Only now
do
It's
realise,since
I
feeling as
if she
has
her
the
taken
horridly dull
had
her
fallen
ill
with
Fritzi know
not
she
I sit
it last year. For
knows
talk about
swell
and
and
and
I
Paul
of them race
ought
5
he's
of
going father
Her
have
to
himself.
Oswald knew Good
often
and
bench.
a
would
leads
everything.
she
on
She
already. it so
not
to trouble.
He's
rather
is what
God,
is to
a
of
want
to
Father I'm
not
meant
and
what
it
He
the
on
I
corps.
general Paul,
mean
the
when on
my
for
is to choose
become
their
into
once
doing
prizes,one skating in a
flying
he,
will
he
perhaps going
the
being
it.
allow
be
Fritzi
with
military academy, but his
the
course
and
awfully clever,he
army,
major
not
them
is
than
2
won
of
Paul
the
a
I skated
and
one
girls.
gone
But
boys
And
into
the ice carnival
was
to go.
select
more
grandfather would Most
back
comes
to sit alone
time
the
Paul. other
even
staff.
deal
allowed
were
with
That's
I did
Yesterday
most
with
says
awfully nice,though
is
is called Paul.
January 29th. Dora
in
time
it's horrid
told her
has
back
of my
it at first because
brother
mother
most
spend
Till Hella
good
a
Her
ill,that
I
She's
always
am
coming
has
away.
been
away,
Hiibner.
together.
Fritzi
Her
went
I
again. are
beginning of February. Since Hella January 24th.
really since
Hella
illness.
they
Meran,
to
with
officer.
an
father
Navy.
is. I
But
wish
I
he said to Mother: own
account.
I'm
3rd.
February that
in the But
I
and
she
which
4th.
didn't
be
Father
something, in
endure
the
these
Father's
going house
a
Fritzi
9th.
February back she
tongs.
at the
station.
They
February 10th. to-day. I nearly is not
very
well
Fritzi
me.
back
we
to
than
fond
of
is too, but
on
February because
Hella
wrote
see an
the
She's
me.
is
coming a
silver
a
Hella
meet
8.20.
is
Hella
coming Mother
because
going
Hella
first
day
said
been
to
take
to-morrow
awfully
frightfullylong
a
to
the
together. She
alone
It's
one
and
come
too.
with
Father's
She's
be
3 weeks.
But
But
giving her
am
her
meet
can't.
she
brother must
not
to-day.
last letter she
the
are
her
am
could
I
going
are
that
birthday. Luckily
sweets
I
can't
Iglau.
Hella
coming by glad so
are
I
wanted
afternoon, but and
and
Mother
sugar
I
mother
her
her so
told
grandfather
in
goodness
Schmid's
Viktor
of
huge bag
and
everything again
eat
can
have
know
we
it
But
us.
Fritzi's
it.
anything
asked.
another
just before
to-morrow,
that, for about
not
shouldn't
dressed
Thank
tell
had
I
and
simply
of
was
would
house.
a
Brunn
in
is very
buy
to
house.
a
Mother
would
evening that secrets. Why
great prize
out
if it
know;
Mother
or
I
only.
Father
us,
be.
buy
to
I asked
Yesterday
she
said
Oswald
I wrote
can
the
win
to
wants
get something
to
what it
what
perhaps going
belong
concerned
must
has
is
I would
not
February But
either
lotteryor
it would
girlswon't
two
reading
wondering
am
Father
Dora
just been
I've
Father.
think
The
of it.
out
about
DIARY
of Oswald.
it because
only doing get much
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
92
nice
is
Hella so
away
time
girl
when
in
too more
you
another. I
15th.
and
I
simply
spend
all
can't our
write free time
my
diary
together.
SECOND
Yesterday
Of
reports.
our
93 Hella
course
got
have
one.
since
although that
Hella
S. G.
Hella
the
is 13
I have
detest
I
back
comes
after
Year
New
subject.
sometime
relieve
to
Natural
school
to
we
going
are
the
only
lovely; and
was a
different
You
can
the labours
to
ing of look-
really suits
other
people
he says:
degree in which her
losing
that
in
but he's
me,
as
good
holidays
the
quiterightall
same.
Doktor
M.
so
20th. were
stroked
second
cheeks
her
the Natural
and
door
glad
I'm
half-yearbegan yesterday. all awfully nice to Hella, and Frau The
affectionately. Now
was
give
Hella
said:
see
as
face
and
your
friend's
he
said
at her
she
It
seems
:
ill humour.
reallytoo kind,
but
"
we
day To-
thing.
We
knocked
in Prof.
W.
said:
take
fright.
"Quite well,
I looked
And
another
round
arm
lesson.
Bruckner;
you all
us
for the chief
went
we
put her
and
History
when
to
don't
are
and
Dora
brown
in
the
without say
to
but
says;
quite right when
girl'sbeauty by to
it.
hospital,she lovely,only in quite
just as
sunburned
annoy
They
the
the
really everything
pale
so
it
stand
But
is
really used
February
her
a
being
He
simply
she is
and
sun,
can't
I
Oswald
measure
looks.
the
her.
now
way.
bears
she
southern
warm
sun-burned. they are she was Hella; when
suits
ask
things. Hella is still too weak to do already and Father says she is going
her, though when
When
to
wonderfully pretty. Going to be, Father she's lovely already. She's been burned as
berry by
work
any
History.
from
us
done
not
be
a
has
Except in Geography and History I in Natural nothing but Ones, even History,
not
in
got
we
YEAR
thank
put to
on me
Hella: don't
a
you
you?
are
Herr
you,
Ah,
that
care
How
at
Prof."
frightfullyserious that you've caught "Herr
want
Prof.,
to trouble
you
you.
YOUNG
A
94
things have
What then
It sounded
speak. at
and
us
will
take
it over."
he
noticed.
had
She
her
hear
to
feel
this in
said
did
simply
or
know
don't
But
quite father
February 27th. Unsatisfactory.I
In was
Klaiber
answer
wish
not
the last
was
he
really
show
that
whether
shut
we
as
it
sorry;
posts, for I don't
she is used
We
for
awfully
And
distinguished. He looked right, two of the other pupils
"All
nothing
?
most
said:
noticed
class-room
to the
work."
the way
soldierlyway,
DIARY
resign our
to
for the
strong enough a
to take
we
beg leave
we
GIRL'S
to
door
the
felt
I
time, the
so
last
very
time.
said: But
could
not
an
not
have
"That
all not
they
if he
that
however
gives me
a
forgetsuch
it too
obvious.
takes
our
are
She
side,for she and
doing
the maidservant
Bennari
that
we
bring for it.
it
anyhow;
are
there
he
am
going
But
with
the
she
right.
things The
says:
now.
father
Hella's
"
made
now
in the
in the
all the year round, that's a fine Easter does not come 8th. March I
had
we
were
off
the
about
her
told
well
professor
no
says
for that
them
April 16th.
Franke
Anyhow
really true.
sees
he'll
examination;
an
said, indeed, that not
said:
and
me
learn, I shall be
I
and
Hella .
.
console
to
better suited
much
like her
could
I
so
that would
course
.
Satisfactory.She a defeat. For we That's
Verbenowitsch
of
since
now
hard
about, and
all
was
properlylater."
you
sillylittlefools.
or
it
matter, it wasn't
to examine
thinks
but
mattered;
does
have
what
know
not
did
Franke
not
not
Unsatisfactory. Before
got
They
History to-day I got being questioned,but when anything I laughed, and he
Very well, Lainer, you correct her mistake. ferent since I had been thinking of something quite difI did
can
Natural
we
did
porter
never
see
thing this
year
Bruckners
to
until
Cilli,
SECOND outside
the
Hella
end
All
of March
March
Hella
12 th.
begin
to
of
is not
to-day,
gentleman
a
a
beginning
or
said:
and very
well.
and
when
How he
who
tell
that
on
a
lie."
how
Then
about?
least."
blush
not
March
much
so
the
When
bell
the translation
brought
me
her.
This
First
she
she
is
not
March
but
19th.
now
One
been
a
a
one
other an-
one
silent.
just been
doing
pardon I
course
that
forgave then much
was
little child
temper.
and
quarrelled.
ever
I think
in
to
sweets, but
some
to
Not
very
my
we've
gives sweets
or
of
lie
But
when
flowers
child.
terriblyupset. her,
first time
bring me violets,and
itself a
begged
to
upon
for
I had
and
came
reallythe
wanted
hurt
and
me
tell everything
talk
not
a
in love
especiallywas
lovely violets,so
graceful.
it has are
Hella
I
5
at
rang
some
decided
more
usual;
as
did
we
tell
too.
tongue
my
that.
him?
I shan't
put
never
tellingyou
is not
Anyhow
Yesterday
not
with
one
hold
can
love
in
she
mean
would I
you
we've
don't
am
Dr.
"And
course,
got you
me,
was
Then
"I
when
like that.
14th.
"Of
I'm
at
"That "
"What
looking
are
operation."
you
Hella
looked
never
said:
But
"
either; I
now
I
with
off his hat
you
said:
said:
think
took
first time?"
said:
you
He
my
the
red
she
Do
in the very does
for air and
knew
If you
at
before," but
him
gentleman Helenchen,
met
dressed
fair moustache.
she
gone
now
innocent
an
met
had
the
at
April.
a
you?
are
assisted
Fekete, me
the
Fraulein
Ah,
there
out
come
fashionably
very
furiously,and
a
straightforward. We
gold-rimmed eyeglasses and blushed
vineyard with a change. I am awfully
needs
flowers
the
95
have
they
there
town
country house.
glad.
YEAR
Frieda None that
she
Belay of
us
is dead.
were
is dead
very we
We
are
intimate
all remember
all with that
96
YOUNG
A
she
was
schoolfellow.
a
rheumatic Hella
who
mother
cried
like
; her
father
with
roses
you
she
Belay
Lampl
buried
only
of a
lot
because But
I
that
her to
her. on
with
and
Hella
go.
she
us
a
youth
wreath
snatched
it, I
until
Hella
don't
think
so
says
is about
we
it would better
that
I had
for
first of
and
secondly
of
her ask
to
that
she
take
her
all I do I should
but
kept
Melanie
Let
up
with
after
her
ness. ill-
congestion of the lung. because she's always spying
her
never
say
us
crazy.
come.
But
so
going
was
Melanie
said:
I at
was
So of course utterly false. she's frightfullysorry, too
not
of
had
she
drive
was
sort
mother
straight out, set
it
awfully sad. such thing! a
that to
mother
help
could
I cried
so
Her
heard
asked
didn't
winter
is
heard
minded re-
was
last Dec.
died
about
it is
Hella.
Hella's
have
dies
she
I can't bear
and
might
In
her mother
fancied
She
says
pang.
she
now
was
She
a
hysterics,for
Hella.
never
she
such
and
not
Franke
coffin.
her
she
when
I did
frightfullyupset.
anyone
us, it will the
in her
fellows. School-
Your
but
still
of white
has
"
dead,
ago
with
was
is, she
hinting In
on
Easter
That
come
sent
gave
was
Cilli with
to
at
We
fit of
a
Her
come.
grandmother
was
month
a
I
cousin's,and Cilli
had
when
24th.
go
to
lowing fol-
funeral,
her
her
saw
thinking
was
thing. But can't
I
wasn't
March
she
it all and
when
too
her
and
of your
forget it,it
never
the church was
too.
after
and
yesterday will
allowed
failure
pleasure in anything to-day.
no
Frieda
there
anything
of heart
all attended
not
in the flower
I have
died
We
was
cried
DIARY
lovely inscription: Death
a
away
see
She
fever.
except
more
GIRL'S
like
a
She oh
going
like to go
word
away
I'm away
I can't but
about
when thing; any-
quite agrees annoyed so with
in the
Hella
holidays
A
98 but
Dora
could.
his cloak the
at
train
And
door. boa
whole
a
when
month
she
told
never
happens such
least
at
men
will
but
know.
Dora
Of
shivered
to
endure.
/ she
said
sillyand
such
a
said:
of
burst and
girl; and
that what
laughing
out
is what
has
from
talking it
Mother Then
I
That
was
waistband,
know
end
she
then
can
that's the
there I
just
walked
said:
break out
you've up
and
was
thought
everything."
"After
Then stead in-
for
If it's
little.
she
says
love,one
off of
the
the
never
down
all,what
you
And
to much."
amount
fall in
way
that
a
"I
I said: really knew "Oh, she Then except just that."
right when
can
best
say
me
is
One
one
We
told
she
to marry.
can
doesn't
not
said
she
time
very
does
one
course,"
over
ill and
was
that?"
the
one
I
it
and
Hella
that
all about
what
all about
Hella
says,
you.
that
but
already.
heard
tellingher
yes, I knew
one
had
says
Perhaps
were
"Of
the
really look,
why
about
and
sillyagain, really frightfullystupid;
was
but
that Mali
with
Hella
how
it
why
not
we
was
that?
knew
row
And
time
really know
five children.
"But
from
you
and
you
that
had
did
when
then,
has
get children
I
sleep for
know
every
to
she
that
Dora
once.
the
then
not
not
like to ask.
not
said:
that
me
she
thought
and
could
I don't
course
And to
because
the
I did
had
remember
nearly
to
once
she
except Erika
her
to
of
to, and
I did
anyone
"abnormal."
are
that means,
I
sleep but
not
thing happened
same
simply
to-day
out
and
want
afterwards.
could
She
wras.
She
did
they got
not
opened
he
man
in the door
did
!
again
the
when
got stuck she
looking
was
just what
And
though
DIARY
Dora
as
!
house
round
saw
I
GIRL'S
and
Dora's
turn
YOUNG
Dora
really as
it is better
must
fall in
engagement.
difficultyfor
had
a
in
man
in front
love, Well,
then
in love of the
not
no
with
school
SECOND for
such
and
only got
home
I told
She
do. means
it
use course
told
time
long
a
Hella
does
as
as
an
expression will
one
about
me
drunken
a
arrested.
She
says
anything
like
that.
drunk
drunk.
explained that 11
that
is the
That Adam
and
that
always all,but
at
March lesson what
30th.
said
of
I know
but of
it. and
Hella
One
does
Only
common
say.
she
1st.
quite
of
Perhaps
course
April is
Because
may
To-day
different not
say
were
really knows
Hella
She
gets children. can
Hella
says:
sin which
is the
that
Before
always
I had
lieved be-
something quite different.
it all the
seen
I don't
had
morning
would
one
been
know
into Father. Father
it does
in the
head
my
But
all
Generally
history more
once
I
really can't that
really sorry
I'm not
look
not
same.
but
why,
upset.
so
did
seeing that; really I
have
was
if he
as
yesterday I've
came
it.
and
was
to-day it all Dora
believe
Dora
I must
and
.
quite understand after ill. Yesterday it was
Since
to be
.
.
this
look
one
I
committed.
seem
K.
forgetseeing
finishingto-day.
original sin
Hella
then
that
man
that
now
one
I'm
that.
the
Of
horrible.
gentleman.
that
original sin,
"
never
didn't
and
me
so
Eve
the But
and
can
fine
a
make
must
like
shall
we
Nagy
streets
done
that
it all to
night
at
for
him
he
in
man
really
now
And
who
one
hadn't
it is from
that
too
But
way
the
"abnormal"
us.
Perhaps
But
if he
taken
have
that
the
seen
something
man
the
too
too.
And
for
understand
walking through
was
we'd
this is concerned.
far
On
rang.
thing
late
nearly
very
either what
know
not
bell
awful
the
99
were
we
the
as
as
no
was
I
that
just
in
YEAR
I
the
happen trust
can
way
Hella,
be mistaken. told
Dora from
now
me
what
Pferiod],
but
P
Or
people say
"
.
a
lot
she
She
more.
used
to
be.
Mfenstruation]. one
can
say
one's
A
100 like
that.
YOUNG
Dora
last,and
it is
know.
are
That
all the
talk
We
better.
it
said:
Erika
I don't
know;
"Oh,
need
then
seeing
and
can
my
eyes
happen upon April 6th. used
it
second
going
thought
it
She
who she still
It
tell
not a
child
this winter
class to
to
seems
in the
second would
out
far.
very not
ears,
But
little."
a
she
how; some-
one's
ways al-
I've
all
stupid as
so
can't
one
just
class,where
suddenly
all
But
why
went
we
she
was
is often her
with
I
was
Third it to
afraid
knife.
did
about
did
alone, a
that
people
right,but what
believe she
attack
to
because
says
because
one
always
since
unjust
really believed
not
I
ling I like travel-
because
She
hates
Dora
why
thought.
cross
I
paying visits now. the Richters, but see
going second
one
was
for I could
me,
and
is often
one
Schonbrunn;
annoy
likes
That's I
to
spiteme
what
then. when
eyes
Metropolitan.
the truth?
me
it all out
I know
the
never
meant
never
Frieda,
or
one,
about
Now
on
only
second.
now.
know
to
got
finds
some
going
it dull.
was
by
she
her
one
I'm
care
to like
class
happened.
told
I don't
I found
one
and
things
oneself.
by
always
how
things
open
why she's frightfully
I
told
don't take
be
must
her
one's
use
reason
hearing
One
to-day
only
one
kept that.
I asked
and
"
do, that is not quite straightforward
isn't
all, whether
one
and
than
she
But
that's
such
teachers M
that's
lot about
a more
When
same.
about
We
awfully bad, and always know,
men
have
have
we
other
not
ways al-
men
School
High
does
before
August
all the
often
certainly knows but
since
"
at the
why
Dora it's
interesting. April 4th. more
M
professorsand
sometimes
Dora
is
Now
anemic.
had
DIARY
horriblydisagreeable,because
men
women.
then
has
That
three
only
GIRL'S
that
body some-
But
SECOND I understand
now
in
winter
the
and
the Outer
and
truth
there
spring of
speak
to
the
on
of
still less.
Father
really often
are
could
she
course
And
no
sengers pas-
Metropolitan,especiallyon
Circle. 7th.
April
Mother
said
that
to-day
the Richters
at
especially I, had been frightfullydull stupid. Why had we kept on exchanging glances? had If she been had most only unmannerly.
yesterday and We known
then
we
when
such
Herr
his brother
who
schneeberg
and
heat
said:
Oh,
he's got
helped
us
and
I
And
Mother
was
able
was
all to
do
control
have
really mean would must
it.
not
learn
that
if I
only
people
to do
to
cake
plate.
my
glutton and So
had
did
not
Mother
nothing her
watch
control
then
at
learn
I must
use
something quite different have
Frau
well, but why should
all very If
upper
lot of
home.
too
says
the
over
cake
little
a
Luckily
little
a
at
the
for
Dora
That's
bother?
to
me,
like
cake
any
in
burst.
forward
I ate
had to
well
at Hoch-
is
tremendous
a
myself better,that
learn.
soon
that
never
with
lean
to
unjust
very
to
more
said
if I
just as
once
winter
tile loose
a
about
spoke
brother
my
storey, I reallythought I should R.
and
home
came
And
for years.
spent the whole
had
I think
abnormal,
abnormal
Richter
Richter
Frau
certainlyquite abnormal;
is
to-day
had
not
of when
thinking
were
weather
have
we
we,
what
said, the
to
101
quite well, for
tell Mother
not
YEAR
words
I'll one
that
other
ple peo-
Still,I
themselves.
it somehow.
April 8th. We were terriblyalarmed to-day; quite early, at j4 past 8, they telephoned from the school had that Dora suddenly been taken ill in the Latin lesson drove
because
and down
must
be
fetched
directly in
anyhow
my
a
lessons
in
taxi
a
and
began
carriage. I at 9
went
and
Mother
with we
her
found
Dora
the
on
and
her
by
YOUNG
A
102
who
is
dress
the
time
I wanted
I went
cold
a
fainted
she
so
home
I'd better I heard
just go
Frau
Dr.
has
with
got into the
men
so
to learn
be
must
much.
If
all about
and
that
my
P.
say:
and
And
it
should
I suppose
through being
medicine
look
as
fine
a
one
but
men,
the
Frau
"That's
Really
she
anemia.
lessons.
to
using
to
for
That's
Mother
studies
one
head
her
has
one
everything.
at
It
reallyhorrid. is
Dora
in bed
kept
that she's anemic.
is
of
way
loosened
really have
her, but
sitting Preisky,
lesson.
must
with
had her
in the Latin
head
Doktor
on
compress
healthy girl,a jollylittle fellow." of boys and only use that word she
the
friend, Frau doctor, and they
to drive
out
office with
the
this year,
P. said
Dr.
DIARY
head's
put
suddenly
third
in
medical
a
and
had
sofa
GIRL'S
going
To-morrow
take
to
to-day and
her
to
see
the
or a
Doctor
our
day
says
too
after Mother
Dora specialist.
says
it's
can't hear Suddenly one lovely feeling to faint. what people are saying and one feels quite weak and does know then one I wonder not anything more. a
if I shall
ever
talked
a
lot
In
afternoon
the
she
thinks
Now
day.
It's
life,as
because
true
everyone one
must
after all everyone
true, but one's
that
after
wedding
all
day
ask
one
is.
that that
interested
in
bed,
Mother's
it is the
feel
wedding Dora
says
lovely day
most
it
the poets. is,especially frightfullyembarrassed
knows.
That's .
Dora
ing interest-
distinguished.
reallymeans.
says
need
an
distinguished
so
and
in.
Dora, and
after
all look
we
We
are
time
same
is Father
what
in one's
thinks
the
To-day
really be
to
came
quite true,
I know
we
awfully pretty
at
it can't
She
everything
Hella
and
9th.
April
Very likelywhen
about
she looks
invalid
looking.
faint ?
not
says
.
.
tell anyone she
will
quite which
never
tell
SECOND her
children
be
which
her
103 is.
wedding day
great pity if parents always did
a
And
there
family
every
the
10th.
can't
in the train.
faint
her
nothing against much
nicer
since
I
Our
to
with
silk
a
light
I'm
skirts
hats
straw
later
we
shall
diary
so
that I
and
alone.
have
are
with
is.
jollierit
but
her,
It's
to
daisies or
for
roses.
go.
green
gold-brown,
and
it's time
long
a
pretty, dark
so
cherries write
can
the less.
awfully glad
so
lining striped green
brown
for
sorry
Father
Salzburg.
spring coats
the
are,
in
for then
going with Father to for they think she might glad really,though I've
I'm
and
and
that
I'm
rather
with
go
in
was
there
come,
I'm
it would
But
anniversary
one
To-morrow
Dora
Salzburg.
be
would
anniversaries
more
April
my
YEAR
and
the
spring
I'm
taking
everything which
interests
me.
April 12th. I
says
ground
but a
I
sleptall
my
teeth
I did
the way
frightfullyand
know
not
in the train. was
about
anything
Father less: rest-
very
it.
had
We
by ourselves,except just at first when with gentleman there. Hella did not come
compartment
there
was
a
because
us,
her
visit them.
coming
to
like
much
so
aunt, who
being
Really with
we
Theatre.
It is wonderful.
April But
13th.
Father
I don't much
To-day we lovely and a
there
are are
the view
up view
it
many
very
always the
I should
be
splendid.
14th.
I
nearly got
me
does
Rock
are
there.
weather
The When
I
feel sad. not
the
Little Witch!
people
like to be
lost
at
:
me
other
magnificent.
It would
April
calls
Gaisberg.
always makes people one
nice.
and
I
This
quite alone.
Hellbrunn
like it when
went
so
in
were
quite glad, for
I'm
Father
afternoon
married, is
just been
has
know
see
was so
tensive ex-
Because who
haps per-
ling. always travel-
to-day.
Father
was
104
A
letter
writing a the
salt
asked
me
walked
how
show
to
what
I
past the
know
and
he had
known
He
barrister
a
already.
and
As
he
in
the
at
wras
going "I
congratulate
the
Kapuzinerberg. at the next
one
and
Father
too:
says
it
But
don't
why
he
grow
up
too
out
a
in
you
old
a
came
beard tone under-
an
chap of
out
with
on
the all
him
at
splendid military who
Yagers
kept
ours
that
I heard
afternoon
was
me
him.
grey
said
really,but
officers in the
"I say,
came
has
new
quickly!"
way;
summer
everyone
be
you'llsoon
a
says.
lady!
young
I can't
ting sit-
were
looking our
on
My particularlyhandsome. skirt is awfully becoming
was
coat
There
to
with
something quite
whispered
table
he he
away
spent all the
young
it
not
came
see
same.
; two
he
we
I did
to
the
band
and
had
said
awfully glad
she'll be
We
I
he
but
but
I
So
daughter; He ordinary!" your
because
university.
Salzburg
was
old
Hotel"
talking
see
anywhere, gentleman
and
So
to
go
happened,
an
back.
were
Father
Father:
to
we
me
from
way
times
3
Post
way
Father
me
is
"Zur
my
it
Then
place
as
in with
long
a
let
looking for;
was
in the
he how
know.
same
to find me
know
myself not
DIARY
and
don't
I did
staying
were
Mother
I
I found
place
a
GIRL'S
to
works;
suddenly in
YOUNG
make
out
said
that; I should like to be quite grown up; but it will be a long time yet. horrid. April 14th. It's been raining all day. How One can't go anywhere. All the morning were we and several churches. walking about the town saw Then
at the
were
we
eclairs
and
pastrycook's,where
2 tartlets.
So
I had
late I ate 4 choco-
appetitefor
no
dinner.
April Gratzl
We
15th.
sent
went,
Just
up
the
they
live
I
as
hotel in
writing yesterday
was
clerk
the
to
ask
us
to
Hellbrunnerstrasse.
Dr.
dinner. He
106
YOUNG
A 18th.
April have
we
and
still be
Hella
there
to the
wanted
Latin
her
her;
into the out
lesson
"I
and
Mother
well.
and
Perhaps
tall fair
man
noticed
talk
deceitfulness
April 24th. to-day. I do
6th
and
hate
so
deed? does
Protestant
I'm
to
When
in
see
that
writing
evening:
me
perfectly tell if I
that the
see
in the
too, besides
he
is
ing. morn-
fully fright-
certain
I'm
to Hella
to talk
of
the
I don't
And
came
tell Father
to school
us
she
instead
could
I
I
was
trust
things
a
furious
very
don't
she does
about
she
and
me
But
that.
frightfully. Otherwise
me
with
another.
one
to confession
and
communion
confession; though it's
girlshave
priesthas
ever
never
told me,
asked
even
happened girls
about
me
the
they've asked is : In thought, Still,I do hate going to confession,
Dora.
; all
It's much
they have no always terrified
for
not
great
her
quickly
studying
wants
many
No
Fifth.
or
she
went
what
me
of
as
annoys
We
commandment
word,
much
that
and
does
too
was
I'm
Rita,
could
him
quite intimate
now
book
be at least 30.
as
this
in the
She
plenty
must
not
to
still
follows
were
are
will
Dora
took
But
honestly:
always and
it
in secret.
her
fancies
if it
we
he
she
yesterday she
she
has
not
shut
I'm
are
liked!
would
before
word."
your
bald
that.
do
day
that
Hella
He
too.
studying altogether,but
up
to
she
There
because
learning Latin
the
room
trust
Mother
whether
Mother specialist
give
to
saying openly and
know
together since
now
The
she's
words
Oswald
to
one
course
to
begun school again.
to school
absolutelyrefuses with
sent
I don't
We've
for her.
strain
picture postcards
we
;
Of
to-day.
to-morrow.
generally walk
go
of
for Easter.
April 22nd. I
lot
DIARY
home
going
are
a
and
home
came
We
sent
Dora
GIRL'S
nicer
for
confession. that
the host
Hella And
at
as
a
munion com-
might drop
SECOND of my
out
mouth. be
would
one
heretic
and
without
out
go
Father
26th.
April
host
very
not
to
of
out
because
young, says
that
She
it.
and
luckily
then
the
prelate. He
expect a
as
confession
She
must
of
mouth.
it
said
not
be
girlwho
a
There
he
quite true, always afraid
I'm
when
priestis
the
Father
excommunicated is
uncles
guardian
for
this,
distinguished
a
will
That
too.
was
it will
happen.
never
a
fault,
her
not
was
was
It's
can
her
is her
reallyis
better
that
girl won't one
I
to
come
let her.
her
It's much
me.
to
there
shook priest'shand so. old, and that is why
happen
awful.
breakfast.
about
frightfulrow the
would
In the Third
the
dropped
allowed
her
be
excommunicated
not
was
107
would
That
immediately
Dora
com.,
YEAR
help
her out.
27th.
April the
To-day
interval.
really did
we
not
into
go
because
then
looked
She
Seems Then for
not
the
tall
your
for
a
Of
a
are
thinker."
time
she
you
is a
said
but
crossed
But
meant
the other
with
an
hateful.
that
I
said:
yourself?
I've
reason
no
that
hard
looked
I wish
astonished
has
the
she
doubt
No
way.
congratulate you
and
talkingabout, he
love,
in
was
I
"I
Hella
am
and
way
goodness,
said:
I
Sunday, but I Dora says people
that
mornings.
and
frightfully
nun.
empty
she
she
says
every
I.
fancy
what
the
fortune.
good
nearly
thank
in love in
long
be
to
seems
a
course
man
bald," then What
world
"No,
crossed
was
her
said:
that."
she
they've been
you've
me
she
going
she
and
for
girl in
this
frightfullysentimental
so
to
know
nice
purpose
when
the
to
convent, not
a
generally do that
on
church
to
go
awfully
she's
perhaps
pious too, would
is
it
do
not
and
pious
She
got
we
he
air:
was
at on
not
"Bald?
lofty brow
of
108
YOUNG
A
27th.
To-day
I have
day
GIRL'S
Mademoiselle
forgotten to
for
Since
Mother
is not
we've
engaged
the Mad.
time
I must
don't
like the
idea
simply no time. Mondays, Wednesdays,
what
Oswald
the
at
end
of
all she
for
going
Finis
speaks
and
with
out
that when
I have
I
have
end very
not
days got
music That's and
year
fair
lashes
brows, eye-
and
understand
Englishwoman
an
yet, they
one
days, Mon-
pretty, has
fast that I can't 3
week,
a
my
of the
black
with
other
It does
much,
Jubilation!
at the
so
have
we
walk
coming 3 times Fridays, and on
Saturdays
eyes
the
sunshine.
is
and
so
grey
the
every
in
funny to me to get a salary up girls,that's only an
seem
grown
regular tomboys, such as we be different. Rathaus Park, it would
for the French want
to
should
or
conversation!
If
would
it matter?
want
to talk
either French
The
Richters
talk one
English what
all
are
With
last year
why
Mad.
and
On
amusement.
not
says
Still,she's
expensive.
so
can't
term.
but
is to come,
and
says
she
says.
in
always
curly hair, huge but
walk
out
I precautionary measure." too all,it's much dull; besides
at
I can't go;
to go
a
I have
lesson,so
has
Father
"as
Thursdays,
well
very
too
go
Dora
sit and
to
for the first time.
came
that
say
hours
two
DIARY
they
And
saw
As did
besides
English,
or
it's so
stupid. April 28th.
the eldest he
is very
Modling;
Dora do a
too, the lieutenant
came
awfully handsome
is
Walter in
son
some
pity
and
books
to read.
play is
conqueror) is
on
as
well
coming
too
furlough
as
Dora and
for 6
of
to
;
Dora;
Forestry
going to bring
Then
together,she piano and
I can't
love
is
and
Lemberg
from
hot
the lieutenant
to-morrow
music
Walter
made
to-day,
nice too, he is at the School
of Tolstoi's
one
here
were
he
they
will
violin; it's
tide yet. At WhitsunViktor
(that means
months, because
he's
is said
he
because
ill,or
like that when
look
have
"You
get this gay
is
good.
no
with
I've
no
hour
fro with
and
to
not
to-day: head; he
Dora
to
of your
out
Father
But
uniform
there
objection to
you
sight of
at
holding you girls. music together for an running
said
spark
young
But
does
one
Dora.
He
price.
it at any
won't
ill;for
really ill. R. is always coming here, he
frightfullysmitten
be
must
be
to
is
one
Lieutenant
4th.
May
109
YEAR
SECOND
a
and
books
no
doing
perpetual
this
; but
two
or
is
is all humbug."
notes
'
with
Dora,
Of
I go
course
he
sake
alone
on
Street,so that
in
Hella
all meet
we
shall notice
one
and
Street.
in and
to
really ill,
is
he
waits
and
with
no
for
supposed
frightfullyearly
gets up
Heitzing
from
over
comes
morning,
is
that
us,
is
He
day.
every
every
Dora's
for
but
late
bed
lie in
school
to
with
walks
R.
Lieutenant
6th.
May
anything
at
school.
of
speak
us
called
hall he
that
Yes,
I
him
invited
and
talking about him to Dora I always lovely roses V.) brought her some as In the all to go there next Sunday.
(when
Viktor
she
am
me
used
visits
these
jackanapes refuse. with
for
and
am
Dora
to
We
; up
till now
not
for
one
from
see
can
she has
he
for
always
poeticalfiction.
mere
I don't
said: Richters
as
there, but our
wear
blouses
Love."
quite different
ennobles
shall
does
is
too
says
is still
our
always shall be;
Hella
the
of
Angel
be.
to
Father
the white Dora
I
that to be
15th.
May
Guardian
it and
oneself that love
thought
"the
is what
reallydeserves what
birthday and
is Mother's
To-morrow
13th.
May
with
like
to
care
long
Mother
about
much
as
that
can't
young
very
well
coats
and
skirts
the little green
silk
leaves,
green
wear
all white
except in
YOUNG
A
110
And
summer.
clover
because
leaves, that
looking
are
Mother
with
forward
ill
being
other
May Mother
is
painted
her
an
jolly
a
of
spray
Father
her,
gave
cheerful, and
she
wiped
she
is able
her
to
go
her
dressing
gown
go
out.
Dora
husband
let her
daughters marry. ought to be quite sure ill.
They
like Father. as
to
other
make
Dora
I know
to me
about
have
is afraid
who
Dora
with that
so
an
Hella
as
Dora
any
it will
the
doesn't
nice
no
says
come
has
one
her
to to
see
right
to
she does.
right to do
operation,it must and
well, but
some
has
by
never
Dora
operation. Nothing
an
of
the ladies
Father,
person
undergo
because
to
is not
to
up ill
why
Aunt
well
just as
would
is
as
bad.
look
all very that
thought
made
and
why
all, Aunt
it to
only
she
to
or
after
the
says
having induce
relations
scenes
Mother's
is
her
dressed
been
That's
Certainly Father
But
Mother.
that
say
drank
dangerous
looks
she's
that
well
doesn't
him
think,
is not
she
so
had
hate
we
not
when
would
she
I
always
he
when
she
if she
that
says
I
cover
I
Mother
and
out
in
as
because
money
day
eyes
Still,it's
looking.
Mother's
book
a
when
awfully smart,
become
It's
Japanese cherries,
Mother's
one
hope
ill interferes
usual
as
her
gave
I think
her
I do
birthday present of clematis, which
a
spray
Dora
a
very
not
that;
We
to-day.
being
birthday and name envelope. But since
at dinner
all
are
meaning.
her
not
were
blouses
yesterday was
ill; for
chic.
what
her
we
when
so
with
with
on
health
their
is in bed
she
but
not
was
box
a
know
were
the
on
tremendously.
before
day
often
so
embroidered
hands
of
right,for
anyhow,
it
awfully
because
it
to
The
but
birthday;
don't
leaves
people'spleasure it's simply frightful.
16th.
looks
the
DIARY
is because
will be all
horrid
we
GIRL'S
that.
to Mother's
would be
ever
horrible,
appendicitis. But
SECOND Dora used
to
that
that
Mother
expect
for Mother
was
there
from
said
I
so
was
That's
he
really meant.
the three
He
Viktor
is
going be
must
Vienna.
to
drawback
he
says,
has
time Then
as
Mad.
is not
was
quite
for she
harder
at my
hours
practise2
in
months
six
than
awfully charming, and In
man's
a
can
you
yesterday Miss
Dora
to
noyed frightfullyan-
worked
more
brother.
illness,but
than
ever,
is
that
eyes
in my
see
real
a
charming
hair, flaxen.
able
what
splendidly,and
was
I shall
said:
false
be
having
Dora
time; anybody
and
I
I know
but
flute
that
stay
wears
if she
difficult to tell
was
as
often can
you
sister.
before
first
the
illness is not
girl more
it
great pity is that she's got such
"The
that
in your
Day
to
whatever,
Moreover,
army
health
a
awfully nice, and
was
on
thinks
frightfulanemia,"
was
to
go
winter Next possibly find time. found club, so a private dramatic
going
I said:
a
for not
can
Walter
makes
plays
to-morrow
if I
day,
he
trio,so
a
myself
From
music.
says
to
are
frightfulcram,
a
played
with
the
Dora
sister that
like my
apart.
see
and
I
operation.
an
together at Whitsuntide
away
Modling,
us
no
without
night
every
likely to Franzensbad. It was 18th. lovely at the Richters; Walter
May
when
pray
be
must
most
resort,
he
all go
shan't
five children
I shall
thing."
get well
may
we
this year,
every
of
sort
111
had
who's
"Anyone
says:
YEAR
been.
She I
have
she
says
simply
of
his love.
into the
marry.
that,
But
a
secret
noticed
she'd
civil
He
Lundy
her
for is
I
engaged, but it.
V.
Dora
asked
care,
she
to
leave
the
means
then
he
will
said, there's plenty of
engagement
given
She
me.
didn't
service,and
Dora
for
came
believe
don't
awfully pretty. When jealous, she said she
sure
go
can
Maggie
herself
is much away,
nicer.
and
she
blushed
like
be
engaged
of
course
before
because
and saw
a
I went
Later
I got
home
first.
After
I said
She
di
the
"
ar
"
got
(I kept her
white
as
as
for
she
be
looked
class I had
But
written
about
V.
because
it
written
and what
she
No,
only
"A
a
had
written it
where page
little about
tell anyone.
but
about
out.
Mad;
but
For
if I'd
left
"
that You
had
all
as
I had
to
About
tell me wanted
way.) an
have drown
ing. frightfullyexcit-
she
read
not
and
come
V.
you
much read
or
at
it?"
because
open
all about to
together
looked
not
had
it there,
close
"Did
Mad.
"
that," I said,
chiefly at what small
it
are
to
"
"
the
"
it,I should
was
happened
torn
hooks
then
look
to be
you
at
the
over
and
der
have
could
very
several pages,
was
there's
was
I
When
all me,
is; "
found
Mad.
satchel
anything
said:
bad
as
about
said
and
diary.
it up.
pen
tenter
would
Mad.
Oh, it can't
In
sheet
a
herself.
Dora's
to
"
un
to
Fifth
in the
say
it
"
on
else had
angel. If any one been expelled and what
Here
I
school;
put my
not
hap
class
"
knew.
lesson
in the
picked
I did
y?
the
happened
like and
I
you
being
my
began rummaging
"
fifth
"
bench."
"
I could
"Do
tell
the third bench.
saying anything
without
"
won't
only
had
I
looks
that
lesson
she
quite quietly:
in
all
lying under
o'clock
1
dinner
for your
ing
the
in
at
place, but
third
book
quickly as
as
up
If he
religionlesson
our
bound
green
it.
over
"
have
we
Scott, I thought,
Great
my
secondly something awful left her diary lying about
She
you?
she
of
must
practiseto-day, but
to
first of
time,
mustn't
but
of their Love?"
no
naturally
married,
reallyought
I
and
Dora.
You
:
secretlyengaged, What's the good
19th.
have
said
are
you
Angel
anyhow,
and
DIARY
is
it.
"Guardian
May simply
GIRL'S
anything
she
about
me
I
YOUNG
A
112
about
Mad?
it; I shan't
betray
you,
you
114
YOUNG
A
that, for ask
might
pull
he
understand
it
the
get the
to
tooth
a
ask
might
you
out
GIRL'S
for
DIARY
most
sake.
inwardness
of thought
and
nonsense.
But
it sounds
down,
and
when
lest she
her
sure
is in the a
of it.
it would a
should
flying corps. Then
be
22nd.
all about
knew
I did
me.
It looks
fine a
get
able
to
it
day
some
always frightfully did
If she
baby.
lieutenant
The
he's
true
written
I've
is
a
can
like utter
for it
use
hopes
He
going
invent
to
lot of money
a
Mad.
marry
But she
and
something happened
Dora
asked
these
things, whether
want
not
quite casually: "Oh, the
encyclopedia."
"You
quite
are
find is
do
you
me
tell
not
and
which
baby
Hella
and
knows
really an has says
can
got
me
these
on
more,
any
is is
lutely it is abso-
matters
books."
First
but
a
after
of all she
time
told
she
names
of certain
about
the
awful
word.
In of
meaning
quite true,
talking.
list of all such
one
Dora
is
woman
a
must
thinks
words,
but
fact
that be
parts,
microscopic
fruitful. almost
sort, and
there
are
not
how
That
every
word
what
Dora
fearfullycareful
it would
a
what
the husband, and from really comes And the wife. I had thought, from whether
second
a
find
encyclopedia, and
the In
good.
said:
and can't
you
in
that
all about
scent;
wrong
told
I said
so
laughed
Dora
I
was
had
away,
read
and fertilisation,
about
one
one
it
how
Hella
Hella
good deal, especiallythe
a
as
give
good depending
no
would
to
things in
no
to-day
me
But
the
on
tenth of all those
a
the
to
baby already. May
one
still lack
that he will make
if
awful
she
kill her.
will be
he
says
Mad.
would
aeroplane,and
new
out
father
I
find
talking to Walter.
anxious
skies,or
feeling.
I shall
perhaps
I'm
she's
since
of the Dora
that
quite well;
tilings;he
out
moon
his
idiotic
is
when
be best to make such
a
frightful
YEAR
SECOND lot of them one
that is to be
do
can
to
that
she
And
that
Mad.
said
did
did
frightfullycareful use
any
the
same
word
the
great deal her
is
to
made
he
reallytell how
not
excited
because with
aerodome the
at
Of
he
is
motoring
in
our
the school
car.
all the
asking
I can't
tell her I
she
can
says,
That
wrote
it would the way, been
some
have
that
because could
we
awfully
I
are
going
her
niece
Streinz
are
is
because
Viktor other been
I saved this week
had
postcard
a
and
out
course
with
time
and
motor
Of
inspector has
Oswald
week
we
Lieutenant
over
By
of
meanings.
Dora
on.
we'll
course
it is the
in what
he
Richter
Frau
it's just
Perhaps
two
Monday
next
great pity, for
been
got
convenient.
is not but
he
so
I shan't
that
frightfullyannoyed
was
conservatoire.
fly too.
but
exam,
sillyjokes
such
be
friend.
a
Mother
shall
dream
quite forgot. Last
I
and
day
as
ordinary
says
Mad.
with
matriculation
written
every
a
duty
it had
she
whether
careful
word
any
and
Very likelyshe does it anyhow. I know a
and
more
that
what
Mad.
now,
Dora
to be
use
23rd.
May
Hella
intercourse.
so
never
about
thing
day
I
know
could
other
every
now,
Lundy.
than
hint
really my
his
afterwards
don't
we
betraying
a
not
as
first
more
of
because
We
the
anything;
meanings.
fright,Miss
know
so
noticed
I say
two
and
English
that awful
give
with
in French.
in
same
what
gets
well-mannered
It's
word
soon
gifts of love," so
so
until
Dora
to
was
one
any
utmost
he
that
show
occur
V.
want
really awfully stupid that should have such a meaning.
said.
not
"the
; but
Dora
to
don't
I
But
her.
not
not
V.:
to
really means
told
he
happened
only thing
The
careful
awfully
Still it
it.
used
could.
never
one
115
to
who
is
going
to
way rail-
the
will be
there,
officers.
lovely the class
and
the
It's
if he'd
to-day,
examined
116
A class
our
I M.
first in
the
was
had
only
told
was
very
M.
said:
YOUNG
she's
got
Lainer, I
pardon." She
why?
said:
the
Hella
those
red
came,
and
the
about
managed is
to say
annoyed
so
and
so
I took
words
it
times.
How
we're
allowed
to
let
us
go he
And
at
because was
dinner
But
I
you've
Afterwards M.
is not used
we
of
you man Ger-
what
to
when do
we "
"
.
learn
can
one
in
spite about
always talking to
learn
not
know
felt that
offers to
as
say
M., but it bit
a
an
I got
I could
Doktor
was
such
for that
says
Frau
only one
no
that
now
pride because
puffed
myself
up
how
Doktor
Frau
answer
a
tion, ques-
on.
it, I could could
go
to
Viktor
going
asked:
everything
reallydon't
I
when
your
well
Hella
of
it all.
hundred not
know
be
from
Confound
25th.
May
still
M.
secondly
it,and
ask
in your
all that
very
first of all I
so, for
not
was
very
you
must
but
I think
can't
cock
turkey
a
"Do
this year
year;
of
when
Doktor
nice:
Hella
me
might
we
Doktor
we
interest
think
insp.
When
memory.
and
it's quite easy
then
Frau
good opinion." know, Frau Doktor
know
You
Frau
as
as
my
things, one
it all in
M.
that
And
angel
last
quite right,but
is
them.
did
The
upon
really
to
so
I
so
!!
year!
I
much
you
when
wrong
lesson
this
you
I say
last year
read
of
as
said:
far
that
"It seemed
yourself in
reinstated
so
feel
Doktor
always depend
awfully
was
quite puzzled
was
lessons
Hella
I
Frau
afterwards can
and
German,
of Fable.
Origin
she
in
all that
trustworthy
a
taking quite
not
were
the
home
walking
know,
I
about
us
then
knew
who
one
DIARY
and
History
complimentary and its quite true one
Lainer; were
GIRL'S
to
I
be
so
slap myself stupid! Now
the aerodome. is in
Linz
stay there
to-day I made
a
Father
another
slip and
only lieved be-
Father
and
a
fortnight.
said:
"It
is
SECOND
a
pity there's
Else with
us."
tried
to
room
for five in
coming
Lieutenant
no
not
were
kicked
Dora
the
Frau
Richter
not
I tell you
Of
course
it
as
but
as
beast, but ought
never
bad
to
Besides him
and
us
not
are me
treats
So
told
had
S.
to
whom
her. I like
for
tween be-
difference Of
Dora.
me
What
have
I
course
what she
ated infurisaid
she
in this
tion: connec-
rude
thing
a
like to know
a
think
I
really
friend
anything
in of
to
who
I'm quite sure Anyhow again about anything of
or
say
her,
that
I should
But
goodness never
said
you
It's
and
was
gave
if I envied
no
now,
Swine."
talk to her
never
would
that that
Hella. kind
the
me.
May night; tried
26th. Dora
Neither cried
td stifle
all the
time
what
thought
luck
of
of
I cried
I could of
me.
something,
helped me.
could
us
I frightfully,
it,and
thinking unkindly I
terms
I forsooth?
Thank
sort.
of
an
makes
fruit,
or
child
for
as
say
she
on.
as
exactly like
she
before
am
most.
I shall
She
I
he
anything
word
every
wrell
as
me
than
"Pearls say.
me
not
purpose,
a
so
purpose,
on
speaking
on
only
are
did
more?"
any did
on
no,
any,
room
that
and
excuses
pudding our
I
No,
your
Dora
in
and
angry
having
any
did
too, for
more
grudged
for
much
make
trusted, and it
so
coming?
back
You
I did
say
was
not
come
table
the fellow
eat
reallyyou
it's bad
very
not
have
to
the
Dora.
to
were
hot, saying:
little
we
we
to
was
did
she
soon
me
too
see
this last
anything and
weren't
could
Richter
I shall I'm
If Fraulein
car.
flying man
directly.
you
our
Father
children,nothing doing. to
117
under
me
it out, but
brazen
"Hullo, is
said.
YEAR
Viktor
to
That
does
heard
chance
was
walk
I
she
thinking
be awful. or
all
wink
prevent Viktor
would
not
a
though
her
too, for I
do
and
sleep
ought
to school
from Then to say
with
us
longer,
any
seen
she
I did
comes
bad
that
dare
do
to not
that
and
me
I must
ill.
was
All
He
lessons
through
least know
what
was
I
behaved. and
he
then
round
drew
me
and
me
asked
to
me
had
such
has
to
with
I shall
tears.
my
so
his
bear,
but
him
him:
unkindly
because
Dora Street.
all about consoled
he
in the
doorway
a
I
kind
I dont
to
he
he soled con-
Dora
way
nearly cried,
and
put his
about
tell Dora
was
it and
the
handkerchief
own
he
me;
from
upset that
awfully
lot to bear.
a
I told
o'clock
1
was
answered
of
at
different
into
friend
a
think
corner
And
much
going
was
maid
to
so
was
upset that I don't
so
and
never
be
I
so
1 o'clock
at
I told
was
quite early
him.
not
was
at the
quite
Dora
Dora
the
called
did.
kind
That's
me.
he
was
we
awfully
so
when
him
I
right, and
all
there
home. school
to
she
wait
must
it at
was
see
have
meet
So
o'clock.
go
that
Fifth
to
comes
telephoned saying
I
up,
he
the
public telephone call office,
a
telephone,and then whatever happened
the
he
at
Hella.
him
ringing
him
DIARY
girls of
1
at
away
could
she
with
alone
of
not
the
times, but
telephoned to
for
GIRL'S
because
several
us
when I
YOUNG
A
118
arm
wiped
away
that.
Then
Dora
because
she
what
she
really know
it's really
for his sake, because still,
I put a note doing it for that, after dinner of love to her desk, saying: V. sends oceans and hopes you will be all right again by Monday.
worth upon you
the
At
put the
me
When
she
it and was a
in
note
lent to
times
time
same
and
his
best
thanks
Heidepeter'sGabriel,
to read
and
put it down
read
it she
flushed
said:
"Have
you
when?"
for
Then
I told
very
up, seen
her
book.
the
I
she had
which
significantly.
swallowed him?
all about
a
Where it and
few was
she
said: "You and really are frightfullytouched good girl,only frightfullyundependable." What
SECOND do
for
dependable, in that
"I'm I'm
a
In
that
May
29th.
On
going
take
mud
change
will
won't
Unmarried
to visit
go
in the
and have
to
have
is
they
have
a
"of
florins
girl whose all to be
examined
servant.
a
certain
In my
things, and have
then
It's very for
maths,
should
not
I read
the
tiresome,for
and
the
because
perhaps
one
another
about
hear
such
grand
and
to
see
visit
keep
never
can
noticed
that
if
these
I had have
I shan't
think and
page
idea
what
soon
the other
I
such
of turn
been
I've
over
ing. read-
school
insp.
and
was
always
I
myself; especially
fool of
inspectors talk
concert
music
often
I
is clever
who
The
a
the
for the line is very
most
subjects is coming, and
other
like to make
30th.
class
Dora's
can't
But
whole
a
remotest
not
May
at
studying
I'm
not
they
says,
.
2 children
or
When
faint.
and
1
they
in Graben
month
"
a
she
these
Dora
every
fr
be
that
police surgeon,
yesterdayI
I must
line,so
than
more
bath
have
that
kind"
they are healthy, and if not they "ladies," and that's why the Preusses a
and
interesting.
In
is
say
both
so
with
crowns.
father
not
sick chicken.
a
and
There, 10
or
course
says
very
certain
a
of
they
like
little books
whom
Mother
Father
something
women
10
because
head
said,
I
I did
thoughts,
her
me
but
12th,
or
new
Karntnerstrasse.
pay
there
things
out
handkerchief.
the
Besides,
told
men
with
Frazensbad,
to
it up, it and
10th
June
baths.
Dora
To-day
can
business
un-
try to forget. Have
about
give Dora about hanging
go
Yes
blurt
not
made
we
more
any
about
to
said:
yet? "No," with anyone's book
the end
talk
not
are
must
I will
read
to
word
Dora
She
Heidepeter's Gabriel
angry." did
we
mind,
going
not
simply
one
never
way;
finished
you
119
undependable?
mean,
you
YEAR
who
us
to
with
stupid.
glorious. have
over
When
I
keep myself
YOUNG
A
120 well
in hand
of course,
for I fear
but
if it's
things, even Brahms'
to
got patience that
anyone
music,
not
fool
it
learn
different
got in
a
what and
wax
learn
something.
look, but
say
but
"Yes,
"What
puts all wrong." in the
encyclopedia for; we in
of the bookcase Dora
to
came
look
up
Dora In
the
it a
helped
again." to letter,
said:
out
And
then
him
of
of
of
age
course
and
"
me
a
I went
wanted
elephants year."
last
!
I
and
was
fore. it be-
noticed
"You
said:
and
me,
to
encyclopedia
caution; first that this
once
blunder!
new
but
I shan't
spent all the time
she
a
pedia encyclo-
the
in the
to-day hole
a
can
you
gave
"Gretel
learn
and
Viktor
can
ferreting shall have to keep the key goodness place." Thank
the
never
you
quite
been
you
splendidly; I've
act
you
Dora
have
evening she rowed
stupidity about I've
about
one
understand
lot that
quite different Rigl told her
can
will
little goose,
and
is
at
Father
which
meant,
it's
Prof.
what
saved.
help
my
but
safer
a
something
mammoths, from
awful
an
know
duffer, you
can't
she
a
books
Then
from
good."
what
there's
made
I
books,
of
little
who
no
know
everything,
about
use
not
tell
I don't
in books."
books
are
I can't
them; everything
Anyone
I didn't
makes
listening to
says.
"You
play
never
Yesterday
the
sad
can
I
am
talking
they
it is
I
Dora
of
said:
says
of
I have
I tell her
Mad.
out
there
stars
always
right,but
when
"What's
anything
your
on:
all
cry
about
thank
book
to
I said:
from
stupid,
think
Dora
piece.
Hella, though
course
and
supper, can't
small
myself; at least so happened, we were
of
how
want
even
except of
only
can
practise long enough.
to
I
I
I could
myself.
them
play
It's very
cry.
Dances, too, but that never only get annoyed because
I
cry.
times
just a
Hungarian
want
me
I should
such
at
DIARY
GIRL'S
Hella
and
do
writing
I have
just
122
A
YOUNG
it occurred
to
me
tobacco
shop
shop. No May 31st. for
Hella
to, for
to
talk
he
and
going
to
cheap
day
buy
to
I, Resi
should
why
time, she
be
knows
is not
there
won't
want
has
how
do
to
for
Mad.
it with
seen
Dora
they
Franzensbad
I
look saw
there
would
Resi
and before
her."
of
Rider
I'm
Flowers
every
always be to the Brs.,
can
such
for
a
long
if Mother
even
Father
arrange.
come
here
a
From
something say
what
"It's all Then
we
that
it
I
did
not,
We've
just sittingand and Grey Horse
was
the
of
tone
want
I went but
her
can
say
Resi's
was
to
you
voice At
too.
Dora
to
Fr'aulein
said:
the
take
to
paper
I
into
anyone.
it's true.
but
right,you
off
Dora
moment,
was
went
of
sure
and
so
up
takes
one
fond
writing
some
came
not
said:
I
Resi
was
So
as
experience to-day!
her;
eyes.
The
something!
at
hair
my
go
us
can
I'm
when
please
Dora,
to
me
everything
it to
own
our
arranging
was
really quite
the Market
to
with
it,and
hinted
Storm's
reading
have
anything.
really believed
although
he
put differentflowers
had such an June 1st. We've then It's awful; it's quite true is madly stitch when one every never
he
Mother.
go
everything else
and
going
not
happens.
stupid for been
are
would
stroked
that
so
I'm
was
even
I shall
day,
It would
fresh.
he
Dora
would
Father
I shall
little posy,
a
and
whom
and
stay with
What
whatever so
now,
the table every
and
go
Father.
else,not
home
at
stay
very
this
one
left it in
have
Mother
evenings?
no
to
me
times, and
I said
when
I must
the
anything.
stay with
the
into
I went
awfully nice, but
meal
at
that
and
when
be to
in
to
can
are
month
I want
touched
on
the
DIARY
say
wanted
They
all alone
to
once
noticed
one
It would
away.
do
at
buy stamps
to
the
GIRL'S
I
first
ous gener-
everything room
and
SECOND behind
from A
the
married
young
YEAR
curtain
123 the
into
peeped
mezzanin.
couple live there! ! ! At least Resi they are not reallymarried, but simply
says
people say
live
together!! ! !
And
what
we
saw
awful.
was
She
lying in bed without any of the clothes on, and he was kneeling by the bedside quite n too, and he kissed her all over, everywhere!! ! her feel quite sick. it made said afterwards Dora absolutely naked
was
"
he
And
then
too
awful,
I shall
it. that
so
Resi
big
her.
she's
much
too
I don't
her
a
going like would
to
reason
then
be one
Herr
fat
had
then
But or
No,
I'm
worst,
sure
We
suddenly
she
really don't is
not
no
marry,
stitch,and
think
not
was
Or
the
and
small
last
get
anything
There
so
if
anyone
Of
course
the
January
something
it's best did
to
either.
landlord.
50, but little girl, so
another
the
our
just
least
at
really too awful. came
is
who
tall.
Richter
is
happened.
for it is for
Mademoiselle
so
she
was
like that.
tremble
tainly cer-
was
believed it
tainly cer-
tears
but
her
Still I
so.
is
hurried
not
he's
nearly
frightened,one simply need need never strip off every
Herr
Richter
landlord have
as
she
he
Dora
Resi
too.
because
tear
imagined
not
trembled
is very
lieutenant
and
because
cried
nearly
he
her.
certainlyhad
Dora
should
dear, poor as
I had
I
says
that
should
sit down
to
Resi
crushed
have
trembled
and
stifle her
he
why
have
she
why
and
know
lieved be-
help laughing
not
And
way
have
never
sheet
a
her, and
for
big
faint.
never
as
would
small.
so
had
that, and
see
he
glass of water, to
that's the
I could
white
as
it, it's
write
So
forgetit.
yet I could
might
terrified she
can't
terriblyfrightened.
was
and
he
oh
went
reallyafraid
was
so
Dora
I
no,
"
never
horror, and
with
is
up
it,it's simply frightful.
of
I
stood
not
look Dora
to
any
must
marry, more
began
to
124
YOUNG
A
be
GIRL'S
actuallysick, so
to
our
If she
room.
have
would
he
; that
Vienna
it does
not
look
up
eyed
for?"
to
had
said
it
was
in
a
few
pay.
Then
much
either.
black
that
true
think
to
it,and black
rings
We
were
going
to
hope
I shall
be able
June 3rd.
Father
Its
writing
so
we'd
speechless,all won't too
told
horrid.
But
and
She
is
be
time,
and
took
what
I
saw
does
So
I said.
give
not
it must
be
always
has
one
help
can
have
like it.
excursion
to-morrow
but
probably it I'm fearfully
and
I must
to
to bed.
go
I do
Hella
and
berg; Kahlen-
to
me
ourselves
the us
on
about
doctor
shall
she
at
the
front
had
was
simply
never
heard
taking off everything. She it's too disagreeable,indeed said
This
too:
girlsin
perpetual
the
years
of
what
we
had
seen.
that
she
was
not
there.
want
to
see
I don't
never
She
Friday. since
more
jollyglad, I
Dora,"
how
already
frightfullyannoyed
can
hollow-
so
one
men
learning is poisonous for young development. If he only knew Hella
don't
sleep,but
to
seen
The
"
"You
eyes."
an
11
either,for
marry
worked over-
tremendously. After Father in the was reading the paper to pick flowers, and I told Hella all
dinner, when hotel, we went
Mad.
much
you
ill when
much;
enjoyed
what
are
Hermannskogel,
from
what
make
off.
doctor
awfully interestingto
the eyes
tired
about
the
It's
come
the
me:
doctor, "that
things.
won't
for very
to
What
under
and
was
said
round
says:
Kahlenberg
we
he
the
such
Hella
to, everything
sent
Dora
gets to look
about
able
frightened about
so
rings
one
been
Mother
back
hardly get
good thing she was going away days. No girl ought to study,
a
"I'm
could
not
that
"Fiddlededee," said anyone
she
out.
come
directlyand from
that
DIARY
forget door
it all my was
it
second
a
life
nothing
to
long; this.
SECOND
Hella
Then
just think I
went
and
called
and
been
125
jokes
two
to
If he'd
he
But
did
not
yesterday, although he
said
has
grown
him
I can't him
insult
well
very as even
he
would
like
to.
his
sister.
just said
that.
She
said
naked
and
that
ways
!!
that
way,
the
me
that
know
what!
had
that's
she
I'm
it all
sees
as
carry
right that
to
one
) about
do
did
afraid
.
about going to dream it,and about it already. She says that eyes
and
sister
!!
because
I'm
her
she will
it
not
in
those
just
like
stripquite other
some
just implied that it was the say anything about
not
I suppose
infernal
no
told her
people
Mad.
only she did
Jews
He's
it's different
perhaps
not
his
am
fetch
only the Jews
that other
we're
says
I
to; the
It's horrible
me:
Resi
But
crushing; but of
to
(you
that
before, and
two
Since I shan't
is married.
one
She
us
spend
piece of
that,but
to endure
when
future.
to
that
do
has
Dora
in
with
liked him
means a
home
Yz past
till
dull
especiallyas regards Hella.
simply ignore
has
have
is
what
excursion
too
two
up
cheek
for
it much
"flappers;"that enough for him and
with
day
would
up,"
been
arrive
the
on
Father
find
would
he
come
shut
known
only
talking about ! ! ! Oswald Friday evening; he did not
10.
say,
were
were
since
"I
quarrelling pute be having a dis-
we
seem
grand style."
do
"Oh,
thought
"You
said:
and
Viktor."
Father
out:
in the we
making
on
if it had
screamed,
YEAR
if it
of the
night
every
Dora
cruelty
dreamed
has
whenever
that
she
closes
actually before
were
her.
June 4th. the other day and
his
another
wife
We
understand
when
he
and
at all."
I
was
said:
thought
now
what
speaking "But
Father
about
Dr.
they don't
at the time
he
meant
Diller
suit
only
one
meant
A
126
YOUNG
it looks
that
absurd
so
about
with
minor
thing; the
who
main
Hella
in by arm point of view, home
going
are
But
tiny
so
is
it
amuses
go
only
a
ferent dif-
all
couples
now
about
them
from
at
thinking
and
that's
something quite
look
I
to
woman
a
But
man.
arm,
that
DIARY
point
and
go
that
for
big strong
a
!!!!
GIRL'S
much
so
us
as
we
from
hardly keep
laughing. laughing matter, especiallyfor the
really it's no
can
we
woman.
June her
to
was
This
5th.
no
much
home, that is
at
one
home, but
at
said
I had
has
He
home.
her
given
are
and
Viktor,
met
we
cried
while
I went
a
lot; they for
is
very Dora
afternoon
Herrengasse. He beginning of July, before
in the
there
certainly
they
Dora
church
with
But
was
and
Kohlmarkt
America
the
In
course.
into the Minorite
went
R.
things to get,
of
Dora
Richter's.
because
not
was
took
Frau
Father.
lot of
a
by arrangement in
she
with
offended
and
call at the
farewell
a
pay
Mother
morning
walk
a
going
Dora
to
comes
exquisite notepaper
some
speciallyfor her his portrait. locket with and to him to write a on, him her photo, she is going to send To-morrow through me, I shall be awfully glad to take it. Dora nicer to me has been much lately. and left early this mornDora ing. June 6th. Mother his
with
stamped
Mother
long cried I
at
a
has
regimental arms,
never
I cried
time, so
too, but I know alone
are
It
much
as
in
4.
the
dinner
I talked
I think
worst
so
was
It made
To-day
lot and
a
house,
several
from
away
whose
on
At
now.
little housewife."
quiet
gone
for
me
he
before
did she.
so
Father
account.
said
to
me:
for
Dora
and
"My
fully lovely. But it's fright2 people don't talk so
feel
quite uncomfortable.
things over
of all is that
us
one
saw
with
Resi.
the whole
What of his
it
behind,
127
YEAR
SECOND
reallydisgusting.
was
said
Dora
other
the
Resi positivelyinfamous. the blind said they might at least have pulled down that nobody could see in, that's what respectable so do. But respectablepeople simply people would themselves would not strip,or at least they'd cover Resi told me Then respectablywith the bedclothes. she
day
more
some
it,and
Resi
said:
was
the bank does
clerk and know
not
what
She
home.
at
about She
not-wife.
about
it
thought
she
excuse
is not
a
up
that
he
"Ah,
is
why
she herself
said
parents know
makes
for
with
little while
a
is
he
Jew.
a
has that
ago
I
because
they shall
wife
the
living
not
laughing
insists that
stripthough ordinarilyonly But
if her
Jewess, though
absolutelycurled
is
wife, that
his
both
strip." only Jews to
to-day she laughed as if I were talking utter nonsense. Really she does not know exactlyherself,and she cloaks it with laughterbecause she's annoyed, first because she does not know, and then because she reallybegan to talk also I'm sure about the matter. One thing that puzzles me is that do
I
it that way,
never
and
it. I should
about
dream
whether
like to know
of it,though she really dreamed perhaps Dora never pretended she did. As for Hella saying she dreamed of it the day before yesterday,I'm sure that was pure
invention, for a
good thing
would seen
have what
she
she
burst we
saw
not
was
out
there
not
was
at
for
if she
laughing.
she
would
all.
But
have
She
says been
had I
fancy
found
it's she
if she'd
there
was
nothing to laugh at. It's frightfullydull after dinner and June 7th. in the evening before bed time, especially because this year,
since
the
affair
and
I have
always had
it.
I wish
Hella
would
at
the
plenty to come
front
door,
talk about.
and
stay with
Dora
I miss us
for
weeks.
the
4
had
work
But do
to
if I'd like to
the
she
of
a
with
she
would
would
she
he
besides
him;
is
Resi
to
wants
tongue
was
And
then
she
told
me
to
her;
advances
Father
do
to my
was
a
Poor
little
but
look
here,
your
little
when
you;
he
said:
now;
you
he
for
servant
a
come
wag,
that
certain
she's
have
for
fit company
no
went
anything to married, and anyhow
lonely for
it's very
told
she
couple where
says
not
Yesterday
privy councillor.
talked
we
they always
made
married
have
never
witch,
as
choly, melan-
then
married
young
together;
course
and
bed,
my
something happened there. about old gentleman who an but
feel
and
feelingso
was
left because
She
bath
I
couple opposite, and
once.
the
into
Father
to.
want
quite alone
when
make
to
came
things about
was
not
I'm
to-day, so
married
awful
me
does
Yesterday,
Resi about
she
DIARY
cry.
9th.
June
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
128
I
And
room.
was
awfully stupid, I began to cry like anything and think said: "Father, please don't be angry, I'll never Father more." talk of such things any and never did
such
with
bothers
ask
you,
good family
me
his knee
on
crying
was
worry, me
a
room
K
must
must
like
not
kiss, and
and
stay with
to
stayed awake 11.
not
be too
not
child
a
afterwards
then you on
and
A
servants.
with
I'm
big
so
petted me
so
as
nervous
I'll
with
come
till you purpose
go as
girl
servants.
he
took
because
Give
Dora. you
I
don't
right, little Mouse,
all
get
the
familiar
then, though
"It's
nice
I
course
till
you
so.
but
Mother, And
me."
Promise
but
I meant,
him, for he was so kind and gentle, "No, no, Gretel, don't corrupt your youth there's anything that when and matters,
said:
and
first what
at
struck
have
it must
of
know
not
to
your
sleep." Of long as I could, to
130
YOUNG
A
she
is
But
perhaps
we
satisfied,I
is
does
need
of the
wood
the
Father
came
nearly
1 1 o'clock
have
fetch
to
I could
When
we
Hella
at
for
time
any
more
talk
high spirits,including
he
had
did not
meet
us
Frau the he
our
Doktor
time,
M.
None
they
the
all
taking
their
am
excited.
about that
he
about
classes
with all that
account
there,
were
in the
to
her
with
her
is
came
is in love
he
on
still
was
day;
professors
other
Father.
we
when
went
probably
was
of
all
were
believe
sorry
Wilke,
ourselves
We
was
staff
The
afternoon
It
us.
with
Professor
too, for he
it
I
was
splashed generally,so that
fool
the
way.
and
came.
for
until
come
on
bothered
not
it
with
morning
school.
in
since
night
same
were
we
the
back.
come
and
me,
out:
satellites!"
two
the
the
called
we'd
and
we
whom
M.
your
in the
played
nearly late
Doktor
stayed
getting up and
Religionsprofessor
because
have
not
were
another
one
it.
When
Herr
lost
Hella
awfully nice, but
because
about
that
of Frau
everybody laughed
was
get excited
to
know
not
awfully fond Doktor, you
"Frau And
don't
DIARY
.
out
came
who
she
GIRL'S
different
Gymnasiums. 14th.
June school
to-day
I
so
at 9 and
suddenly
We
going
were
heard
we
a
to
ous tremend-
heard it, rattling with a sword; that is Hella I do, for she always notices that sort of thing before and
she
hurry,
said:
looked
and
and
us"
he
Fraulein
he said:
you'll excuse always kind name.
of
"Hullo, that's
calls a
me
man
Hella
Oberleutenant,
Rita, can
Rita, and he
said
is that
was
what
should
directly: "Don't
don't
let
me
me
a
be
frightful
in
know
a
nice my
mention your
way
hind be-
and
moment;
Hella?
Fraulein
it shows
a
saluting us
give
you
you,
he
in
"
there's Viktor
say, he
really was, won't
me
"I
round;
o
an
He refined
friend's
it,Herr if it's
SECOND
YEAR
anything important," and of
side
the
"What
He
he
Then
post office, poste enclose
to
since
it
splendid way and
Mother
"little."
If one's
schemer.
From
it away,
but
good family be
so,
In
the
for
with
the
June with often
I
that
to
drive
in the
us.
will
write.
day
that
She
of
York. of the
took
it
as
Prater, or
am
forgot
asked He
to
it to
the used
so
in the
Viktor
said
he
in
if he
had
kind, that had
It may
intentionally.
post myself. to
being
Hella
know
my was
have
comes
what
diary
alone We
course.
evening to
course
to
the
Dora
to
one
of
matter
go
to draw
letters,just
short
a
write
it
a
already got
a
Hella
street
try
the be
well
instinct.
two
and
and
grand lady and girlsof says we
do
not
the
wrote
I take
a
said:
and
not
to
not
was
very
a
Dora
left out
the
thing by
parks, and of excited frightfully
I I
I did
of the
one
I
says
wrist.
Mother
I've that
in
of
like
enclosure, and 16th.
can't
him
to
sort
I
him
schemer,
have
side
certainly did
one
with
New
do
Father
supper
She
it out
afternoon
ordinary
other
it at the
dropped
even
Mother
first-class little
little, one
so
told
that
so
awfully pleased
hand.
held
while
Still,he might is
me
But
Dora.
to
time,
same
letter
a
the
kiss my
him
the
and
hand.
my
implored
letters,I
my
an
it from
fetch
he
mine
not
of that; but I knew write difficulty ; I would
the
his
point.
all
was
genius
a
kissed
of
Then
reads
as
at
Viktor
noticing.
saw
Dora
get hold
You're
of
out
can't
your
main
Dora, but
she
in
said:
and
lady
the
to
from
him
simple
so
her
young
restante.
naturally
not
was
after
other
the
to
over
back
came
letter from
a
Mother
could
looked
already had 2 letters because to his letter,
answer
the
went
lovely, well-mannered
is."
has
He
street.
a
friend
she
131
Dora
the
other
really going
no
idea
of
only
been
a
doing false
to
thing any-
alarm
YOUNG
A
132
part of the Old
the
on
father.
his
little
very old
and
vulgar, him.
stand
don't
I
think
that
perhaps
does
least 4
awful
an
what's
know
the
and
we
she
has
18th.
June Steiner
says
be able
to
has
she
for at least
come
There
I'm
furious.
Not
but
only:
"Many
really too bad; he is quite this in a hurry. Hella it like
at
that
Yesterday
course.
school
from in the
again. or
but
it
20th.
wanted
things, but
on,
likelyI
Most
Father
really was
June she
went
days.
3
would
Father
to
not
When
but
a
bad
not
let
shall
have
wanted
me
to
hinted
it's not never
stayed
I
throat I I
stay for
of
away
Early
School.
go.
send
get for-
matter
a
as
sore
to
It's
Father
morning
and
a
got better worse
was
at home
the
for
doctor,
necessary. Resi
was
doing
begin talking once
I said
it
High
this
only But
that
takes
to the
such
I had
morning
she
the first time
was
to-day.
I shan't
!
side.
safe
simply
I went
since
headache, so the day as 2
She
won't
trouble."
that
says
perfectlywell
letters.
our
and
Dora
your
different!
the
on
knows
true, for she reads
be
to
Doktor
Frau
sisterlyaffection,
my
for
thanks
awful.
be
letter from
about
word
hope
week.
a
a
was
a
I do
tonsillitis
bad
classes
her
took
yet.
all
were
in the interval.
very
don't
we
We
head
The
isn't back
She
19th.
June
her.
with
matter
got appendicitis,that would
not
fairly
he's
ill,but
is
M.
left to ourselves
were
officers
Father.
at school.
frightfuly dull
can't
any
then
a
that,it would father really is at
her
Doktor
Frau
17th.
June
but
him,
read
mustn't
than
older
5 years
or
like
not
father,but
wax;
of
Father
why
is
calls
he
what nice
it's very
much, except Hella's already. I say, Hella
put her in
That's
Man.
fact Father
In
DIARY
GIRL'S
I did
not
more
our
room
about
particularlycare
to-day various to
hear
SECOND about
such
matters, and
tell Mother
to
had
said
and
to
do
to
June
too
it
and
fetch
1
is still
am
to
she
took
"Please
he
said
well
do I
this
we
again,
it's
new
after
all
for
sisters
to *
He
June 22nd. came
up
to
be
received
us
a
back
don't
"I your
1
us
lovely rose.
said:
Flat
it's
else says
everyone
and
of
a
or
even
It would her
ask
to
and
said:
her, but
with
for
Hella
I shall
and
concert
look
rather
nice
I've taken
alike.
"cow-pats;"
calls them
exceedingly becoming. "Can
he we
school
frightfullyrisky
dressed
grace?"
Then think
home; had
It does
said:
into
ill,that
to
go
in
you
still
And
he
handed
need
make
ears.
a
any
I did
"
each
gave
me
Really
hair-plait covering the
sinner
repentant
a
he
when
awfully charming
was
energeticfriend."
rolls
to
Father
wearing "snails,"
for
lecture.
a
be
to-morrow
hand
annoyed
dress.
white
my
gone
frightfullycheeky,
was
going
are
a
telephone,
something.
my
rather
was
had
was
I had
was
Resi the
at
of
out
there
having
you
I
been
Hella
certainly deserved
wear
but
awfully
were
I waited
for
noticed
receiver
To-morrow
to
she
be
ill I must
or
had
away.
don't
see
disagreeable if
me
the
must
course,
have
very
friend."
my
couple;
luckily Father
o'clock;
Father
might
give
not
Of
But
If
been
1
at
or
ill.
she
she
trembling;
I answered
so
"I
to-day."
to-morrow.
have
something
early
at
Resi,
still
are
frightful row;
a
Viktor!
was
morning vain
been
to
what
she would
place and
never
me
about
Yi past 6, when Hell a and I Luckily telephone bell rang.
talk, the out
implored married
young
knees
My
21st.
At
out.
she
anything
the
lose her
133
that.
have
might
then
Father
about
us
said she would sorry
YEAR
of
letter and secret not
want
Translators'
fore beto
Note.
forward to
YOUNG
A
134
without
so
his
is not
because
there.
was
There
the
other
did
you
Hella
retorted:
when
you
cousin,
the
be
is
day,
and
"Don't
She
then
a
old
who
one
and
gentle like
we
The
school
always
hand
all the
that
better
him
insp.
I
girls can
than
languages. Verbenowitsch because he praised her. Good enough, but that does Anyhow he did not call on absent
are
all would
at
if
speak
we
is
He
kind
so
everything;
who
one
we
for
comes
awfully puffed up Lord, I've been praised
was
often
been
when
answer
the
suppose?"
yesterday, the
came
for Maths.
comes
asked:
of Mars?
son
we
June 23rd.
gether to-
us
she
can tell;but dangerous, you never she can't take offence. little,
be too
only
saw
day
only speak to Franke positivelyobliged. Not to speak to her Since
deserve
expressions cousin." "Oh, a
her
kisses
times
3
or
common
Rita's
of
Hella
doesn't
next
such
use
he
why
2
handsome
that
up
because
2
Dora
the
cheek
anything
say
than
more
how
Dora's
to
vulgar girl.
a
speaking
that's
for
and
know
not
want
But
bother.
pick
are
not
roses,
can't
it,really. Franke Where
I did
of
I shan't
so
more,
did
I
offending him,
fault,and
1
to-day,
DIARY
letters but
more
any
say
GIRL'S
make
not
conceited.
me
I'd
yesterday because
me
Frau M. Doktor came days to-day. She looks awfully pale and wretched, know why; it's such a pity that she does not
back
4
.
walk
home
her, except last
with
all that fuss about to
us
won't
all very politelywhen of the with walk any is
about
on
horribly pushing
at
St.'s bead we
when
there
bag.
She
salute
her,
pupils, though and
is
let
us
was
bows
but
she
witsch Verbeno-
always hanging
the chance.
June 26th. now
Fraulein
year
I don't
It's
Communion
really stupid lest the host
how should
anxious
drop
I out
am
of
SECOND mouth.
my
Hella
I
know
anxious
in
I
after
had
Third before.
was
than
one
last
Com.
made
Hella
before.
long
so
Then
asked:
I
Mother?
have
to
have
able
to
avoid
Mother
and
has
he
now
right, or said:
must
to
so
much
that; better
it does
to say
what
said:
be
But
so
not
"We
it's
should
she
baths
take
she
shall be
we
that
thing
miserable
so
best to console
my
mud
long
a
"Will
hope looked
hidden
for
terrible
a
Father
I did
surelythe
with
really wrong
"Well, dear, it's a
ill."
this that
why
is
really been going on out." suddenly broken
that.
But
in the
Aunt
I asked Dora?"
what
put that
"But
you
Father
do,
Aunt
autumn
keep house.
will make
them?"
him
her
And
do
idea like
or
I should
into
all
Father
your
lot
but
I
in Dora, especially
have did the
that you
"Not
said:
better,don't you?"
"You
little goose,
married
Aunt
liked
awfully
not
it,
of
I
So
to
don't
bit
a
head?"
much
here
come
it true
said:
said: have
I should
more,
Father, "Is
Mother
laughed and
would
Dora
Father
Mother." a
do
me
We "Well, darling,we'll hope for the best." on talking for a long time, saying that Mother take all possiblecare of herself,and that perhaps
went
I
more
even
to.
operation?"
an
said
said:
like
has
should
when
sorry
that
is
Father
trouble, which and
I'm
Father,
And
time
ought
and
I
I'd better turn
says
pure
which
me
induce
it,but
really ill. Father told me If only was awfully nice and said: well. is spared to us. She is far from
Mother
your
so
But
Mother
He
it.
about
it
as
27 th.
June
feels
one
was
for
reason
sick.
nearly
very
was
some
Protestant,but nothing would for
135
except that the accident
the
that I
be
must
of any,
girl Lutter
anxious
so
there
says
don't
was
YEAR
dare.
evenings.
I
of
Dora to
ask
course
and
not
Father
really do
miss
A
136 2nd.
July
I
because
he
in
was
had
the
subject
Then
the
Herr
earlier than
But
since
the
had
chat
a
was
Rodaun!
Only
He
us.
and
I
Franke
each
Last
said:
then
where
us
she
she's
Vienna,
to
Of
to learn
what
still more
only
say,
in:
the steam
friendshipis.
true
Hella
angry,
said
The
Herr
Rodaun
is
and
will
That's
the
week.
said:
fine
good.
that
God
years.
When
whose
Mother
I cried
health
chief
died
and
spare
Herr
the
thing,
last
Prof,
Mother
parents said
winter, burst
thought of my Franke thought I I
air
was
getting in
now
she
nice
once
and
there a
is
is
lot of
isn't it children?
all your
Rel.
I
at least
The
lovely place. certainlydo your
her
is
awfully
was
to
resort;
her
see
on,
was
Mother
,
put
now
I
"
never
speak
While
a
will
too, for
Weinberger
Rel. Prof,
all
But
Rita's
:
had
was
the cousin!
about
where some-
it,Hain
won't
we
went
if she
that
Franzensbad, the world-famous ill,and Prof. Sch. has to go and
hope
I
I said
on
was
as
course
because
angry
very
where
made
and
stopped
that business
since
very
drive
a
we
girlschimed
other
only
Prof,
Rel.
too, I think, you
year
of Hainfeld.
heard
a
of
course
was
quite close
but
that's
why
reports.
frightfullyannoyed, for we generally Tyrol or Styria; I said so directly,and then
to
and
it,he
too, of
the H.
But
asked
the
up
there
of the
several
Rodaun;
to
tram.
go
write
to
when and going to spend the summer, I going to Rodaun, Weinberger said:
were
to
usual
his
take
to
one
the
anything
took Religionsprofessor
Jewish girls were
with
come
in
know
not no
was
religionlesson.
no
not
communion
did
there
come
was
and
school
at
rage
traitor,did
matron
so
had
there
the
confession the
DIARY
tremendous
a
W.,
and
Gymnasium, class.
GIRL'S
Professor
to-day.
about
YOUNG
was
many
that, Lampel,
out
talk
for
I
crying, and with
Father.
crying because
A
138
ones
other
every
Mother the
lots of
station
hand
I'm
he
for he
she
is
house for
can't
one
looks
quite
to
come
for
it would
be
It's
"trouble," and she
autumn
Sixth
the end
of
and
that
well
she
and
her
I
was
that's
not
from
way
she when
word
back.
she about
first to
bored
sometimes
can
she
is
going
Viktor.
To-morrow
we
But are
and
she
and
that
her then
is dull out with-
Dora;
evening,
Franzensbad I'm
lady. see
the
to
Life
in
the
forma
pro
in the
that
what's
she's
happened
alone.
goes or
for
sure
long
a
lady yet.
grown-up
out
the
books
without
grown-up
anyone
In
Gastein
than
a
the
before
only
Hungary.
I can't think
goes
is
lesson
it out
ears.
about
it.
month
worse
as
for
11th.
July When
her
the
over
yesterday,
in
gives
Dora
a
any
uncle
simply
being
take
going
much
true
that
can't
one
special exam, a
says
Dora
quite different;
to
a
away
away
are
their
treated
people
a
Lizzi
bedtime.
at
went
Hella,
without
went
not
Hella
for
the
Tyrol,
to
anything
have
to
she
must
stay with
to
have
that
nicer.
absurd,
I'm
taken
go
much
say
now.
see
not
alluded
not
Father
term.
Mother
me
will
because
country.
has
she
to
end
can
differently,parted yet
but
splendid;
had
we
might just as
chance
no
one
Father
with
one
her
had
the
an
look
she
I have
On
to
everything just as
she reallylooks month, still, hair
them
coming home,
alter in 1 does
take
about
If
stranger.
buy
to
alone
Mother;
we
able
being
Dora
again.
deny
a
either
is
will
and
about
quite well in Rodaun,
me
that
Mother
especiallyglad
like
be
table.
her
Mother
to
Mother;
10th.
I shall
I did
talked
I shall
on
awfully glad
to
July
and
them
hand
DIARY
Now
day.
put
always
does
GIRL'S
roses,
or
the other
on
YOUNG
where, he
and
must
going
She
to
she
know
to Dora.
tell
doesn't hasn't that
Rodaun,
by
said she
is
train
YEAR
SECOND of
course,
to-morrow, for
by
the
13th, Oswald
has
He
says
in
witsch
least
at
are
expect This
sucking
good reports,
Mother
her. makes
Mass
usual.
as
and
is
through,
Finis
until the
course
we
with
and
horror
me
when
so
they
of
The
more.
is
written
phrase: not
worry he
when
exam.,
He
he
wired
has
that did
matriculation
the
that
us.
a
won't
be
dinner
is
home the
on
looked
But
they
really a
for it is horrid
a
swing put not
to
have
newly lives up a
couple!!
married
newly
she
married
young
it makes
hard have
for
swing
me
have
Dora
and
baby already,
a
the
must
at
married on
shake
me
Resi
combined.
landlord, who
having
a
phrase
laughter
told not
mezzanin
the
it too, for
she are
it
and
of that she
favourite
his
time.
is to say
hear
I
thought
unlucky day,
rate
any
all the
in
lives,that
Whenever
really like
them
Because
wired
the
over
for
first story;
woman
her; they
stand
awfully pleased too. It's lovely here; house to have not really got a whole Hella pretended at school, but a flat on
ourselves,as the
them.
is
Father
15th.
us,
did
17th,
professors
certainlynot is always Verb,
of
an
the
but
can't
Oswald.
has
is he
sillyjokes
made
of
he
as
for
sit upon
goodness Oswald
Thank
that
is
class
every
the
and
none
13th
Jubilation. At
with
Mother
I
anyhow
13th.
July
exam,
yesterday instead of the 9 o'clock wald, never thought of praying for OsI think he'll get through all right.
Mass
High
to
but
about
anxious
her
went
the
says
voce
like Verbeno-
swotters,
staff,they
the
to
the
Gymnasium, For though
in the
so
in
swotters,
of the others
more
School.
up
her
give
of
High
the
at
because
be
may
the viva that
after
day
they spoil the pitch
says
much
so
several
or
he
ours,
others, for,
1
The
tram.
steam
matriculation.
his
there
the
not
139
couple same
in the
any
floor
as
garden,
in the country.
140
YOUNG
A 16th.
July about
me
DIARY
last Dora
has
she
spoke
said
something
very
coldly;
she
something up; really ought to
she
me;
At
Viktor, but
be
must
GIRL'S
might just seeing all that
I have
not
that
have something must happ something quite different,there but
up, with
Gastein, I
me.
here
she
wants
had
but
I don't
But
know
home
came
jokingly
only
a
I
54
to
said:
give
and
why
My
it back
again
Oswald
was
this year;
she
tell me,
and
for
no
you
like
she
advise
to
her,
are
"
order.
Oswald and
when
I
when
he
Oswald
Then
have
comes
and
a
paper
back
from
Father
often
Oswald, shall
and
thought,
opened
wondered
as
the have
also for
call ourselves
Anna
simply speechless and
and I
your was
little
a
I
Aha,
it
girls,
two
you
title of
Aunt
that
saw
especiallyOswald
all!
we
called
in with
came
he
his sister.
Mother
supper,
said
thinks
not
were
matriculation."
Henceforward
Lainsheim
to
nobility like grandfather dropped it,but I
we
Lainers.
girls.
to
Father
does
"You
have
wrote
pretty he
so
annoyed
and
you
I want
great form
if she
"Dear
of the
said:
is
go
Then
great prize after
paper
to
rather
he often
as
because
treat
H.
glad
very
is in
her
time
to 8.
delighted
Ada
term
in proper
she
with
was
and office,
I wanted
von
that
was
is
thing some-
it is about.
write it all out
it
in his hand
the
what
Dora
to
of
be
yesterday, he
Just before us in, and was
I shall
fall in love
would
end
word
be
that, for what
coming to frightfullot to
a
that
only thing wanting
Something splendid, we
I must
no,
the
June 27th;
must
Hella
not
such
18th.
July
the
were
advice.
my
that
understand
Before we
what.
writes
quite
can
whether
said
wonder
she
is her.
ask
the
I do
tell
done.
I've
no
"
there
well
as
since that last letter of
time
means
is
him
seen
to
the
you
the
dren chilother
got two
Lanier uncles." first to
SECOND
pull myself together and first of
But
Oswald
all he
went
said:
long time, and then he shall always hold the kissed all
the
through
I
champagne. noble.
and
staff! write
Rita
it first
about
it
should
be
sheet
it does
what
we
I'm
wife
of
best
ordered
this
splendid
say, and
the
before,but have
I must
I did not
beautifully. noble,
now
time
there's about
called 20th.
and
and
to
it and
new
any
for
the
quite
was
has
too
to
your
that
I
covered Father
name.
different
from
true, for if it were
revive
to
Oswald
in it than in
it
gone it's natural
that is not
bothered
more
said
Dora
Resi
scolded
Father
nobility has
sort, but
ing lov-
your
I told
but
morning,
put it
I
so
Lainsheim.
it easier
the
it.
are
the
of
bottle
a
; it's so
girlswill
they
behaviour
had
Mother
writing her really make us
it will make
July
then
provided
it
von
seems
not
not
landlord
Father, I
you,
our
of paper
were
sure
on
the
frightfullyglad
says
says
We
dinner
at
Nothing
would
frightfully
a
trust, and
had
managed
thing
head.
he
in were
Lainer
that
whole
Thank
all about
just:
unnecessary;
a
for
name."
the
signature,simply writing Always
friend
me
throat
name
of what
I've
write
all in the
about
to
frightfullyhappy
am
tell Hella
19th.
to
credit
great hug.
franticallydelighted. To-morrow
and
want
"Do
Father
Think
I'm
July
a
evening, although and
chicken
roast
Father
said:
We
another.
one
give
clearing his
on
141
YEAR
that.
afternoon
the title.
He
to
on,
but
told
the
and
his
get
Resi he
congratulate us. Oswald
says
he
won't
stay here, it's
going for a walking tour through the Alps, to Grossglockner, and then to the Karawanwill talk of Father He the "Old ken. Man," and as I do think it is so vulgar. Dora says it is absolutely much
too
dull,he
-flippant.
is
A
142
YOUNG
24th.
July
Hella's
that at first she or
answer
struck
was
already heard
of it from
that
25th.
July
Oswald for
crowns
his
soon
as
"In and
brains
more
What
Gymnasium
matriculation
it too
I shall
show
the chief
thing
Then
girlshave
"But
we
have
to
make
evening
Frau
Dora
said
him,
Dora
said
to
a
way
here's
directly came
another
after
the
been
it had
but the word
handed
such
[durchgefalien],and an
to
idiotic such
joke.
yourself
to
have
afraid
and Father
and
study
we
that
said:
when
wanted In
not.
is
his
we us
the
frantically By
exam.
with
Jubilation"
arrived
Mother .
first,for
was
it reallymeant
nothing
frightfully failed
telegram had
I would
always
the
stupidity;
earlier,with
that the other
horseplay.
Steiner
matriculate
can
Oswald's
[Durch]
Dora
the
lot of Satisf actories
a
of
hours
was
you
quietly: Maybe
Oswald
ought
"Through"
Doktor
would
"Finis
in 4
one
passed
Mother
we
me:
wire:
upset by it for she
only
!"
sample
which
another
M.
said
only just scraped through
has
than
splendid idea
but
arrogant, though he has had and
that
head
sister
got cheek,
with
triculation. ma-
tion get through the matricula-
to
it up
of the
"For
Doktor
examination
an
pass
him
I shall matriculate
and
I had not
been
gave
because
always
need
you
Father
one's
your
have
you
is cheek.
to
that
you
anyhow
too;
extra.
often
not.
said:
in
lished pub-
both noble,
are
was
case
cheek, Frau
an
as
that
had
been
have
to-day.
Oswald
girlshave."
passed
I
walking tour,
I can"
rather
wants
when
left
I said: as
we
I
I'd gone
her mother
for it had
For
noble
wras
But
gratulates con-
to write
thought
Now
nice.
she
on
goes
and
her father
awfully
that she
annoyed 300
is
then
her in.
in the Official Gazette. and
to-day;
came
dumb
take
trying to
was
DIARY
heartily,and
most
me
crazy
GIRL'S
never
says
been
scend conde-
Oswald
SECOND will
all his wild
sow
he
that
to-day
was
YEAR
143
oats
at the
university,but
not
going
to
he said
university,but
the
study mining, and then perhaps law. It's sickeningly dull here, I simply July 29th. and swing what don't know to do; I really can't read
would
the
whole
she
used
she
not
dull as as day long, and Dora has become to be; that is,even duller,for not only does quarrel, but she won't talk,that is she won't
about
talk
the
about he's
in such
her
about
him
and
wished
her
I
it will
hope Thank
to
of
cure
get away
can
to-day
a
are
but
sweets
and
a
she
only going
for breakfast in
stay
a
the
are
in
a
that
tea.
of Americans
and
family
from
in Australia.
are
called
them
ought
is
a
not
in its other
and
Max
bitch. to
dachshund
Moritz, though
That
write, for
meaning.
"
is it
me
course
letter to
they
frantically 1
crown.
has
to eat
it's
awfully
then
and
English
two
But
grooms;
masses
the
it is
simply
sent
But
bottle of beer
one
that
of
!!!
Gastein.
because
and
hotel, several
Sydney day playing with
has
Hella
want so
1
at
tremendously long
for afternoon
and
shan't
we
letters,etc.
month
small
so
birthday, that are going we
back
coming
getting on
roll 5 kreuzer
the rolls
smart
to
is
hope
^2 past.
or
for
how
me
2
at
is
I
I
wet,
pretty sick, and
To-morrow
change.
a
to
sees
all
her
is my
to-morrow
box
expensive,a And
infatuation.
lock-up
filled with tell
her
she
always carrying
made her
crazy
mezzanin;
what
she's
It made
Father
umbrellas.
our
he
perfectly
in the
see
it.
Parapluie Berg,
the
we
joy
bit of
a
pig;
yesterday
goodness
be
will
I can't
little
a
is
couple
young
old, and
months
10
please
of the
baby
She
things.
certain
even
there a
3
are
consul's
spend most of puppies. They
I
of
course
one
which really a word something, at means
of one
least
THIRD
July
Yesterday
31st.
thirteenth.
Mother
dial
which
I
that
is
of
Father
Dora.
cherries,
the
It
could
Mother
August sends
me
the is
with
the
then
and
She she
be her
been
has has and
endure
such said
willing
parents'
she
to
P.
train
had her
real
for But
consent. 147
to
went
if
been
only
there.
She
thinks
it is
she
chief
that of
the
see
he
heard
dramatic the of
thing.
she her
wants
family,
actor
her
of for
recite
talent; he
stage, but course
the
to-day.
the
to
my
Berlin
stifling atmosphere
admiration,
an
for
jolly
environment
St.
and
from
Ada
writes
basket
a
me
had
comes
She
the to
for
we
for
silver
currants
awfully
returns,
cramping
can't
simply
something would
happy
of
from
letter
a
August,
from
home. whom
of
got
sent
if Hella
or
frightfully unhappy.
escape
she
I
many
1st
too
gone
from
with
neckties
been
have
would
case,
balls
tennis
afternoon
the
In
have
leather
a
only
three
sent
but
could
blue-grey
are
in
was
book,
boy
basket
a
nights;
she
when
Grandmother
and
course
Boy's Diary,
with
cards,
Dora
1st.
Bad
and
strawberries
have
A
no
Sirk,
a
blouses.
winter
Par.-Berg.
to
racquet
ones,
Aunt
birthday.
She
new
and
red
strawberries;
on
because
Grandfather
Of
winter
long
Hella
stupid
one,
luminous
a
delightfully funny
Correspondence
edge.
for
lent
a
a
fine
awfully
of
such
that,
the
Father,
nurses
it's
all
from
with
clock
night-table.
my
the
birthday,
my
a
during
use
the
says
written an
of
it's
hospital;
me
for
collars;
one
was
gave
wanted
chiefly
embroidered which
YEAR
they
only will
A
148
in fact she
can't
last
her
am
with
them,
with
us
two
about
everything,
and
for
to
possible to
arrange
for
in the autumn
to
a
year;
the
At
training there. with
the
in
I said
beginning; only
Hella
able
it
But
said:
able
I find
to
it
dull, and
reallylike Ada
you
her
makes You
a
seemed he
then bother
her
turn
little
pet has
jolly as day." had
So
his had
not
that
I
thought
made
Still,I've
Ada,
or
is
in
away
than
Bad am
of
the
Boy's Diary writing
to
Ada
wanted
no
it; it's really Franzensbad, only
fun
is I can't
to
to
come.
me
does,
to
and
it all
read
directly,just her
our
like
I should
Dora
way
Mother
herself; would
Mother,
directly;it's
little brat
it and
for
And
it would
and
tour, and
anything yes,
to
me
age
Dora.
year.
think
like
would
walking
"Oh
that
Would
said:
here?
the
will
Certainlyher
Ada
if
Marina.
even
here?
you
a
"
he
with
came
I'll write
the
really
supper
have
to
Dora
having
about
carry
don't
I
her
frightfullydull
so
Do
if Gretel
bit;
now,
awfully,
come
Mother:
to
like it Gretel?"
you
it
a
is
Oswald
to
Berta,
said, "Not
do.
make
it's not
at
so
be
that
says
to
companion for you get on better together last
to
you,
might
in Vienna
us
better
said
tell
likelythat Ada Father, too, is awfully sorry
come.
so
it
tact
Marina
country, in Carinthia, and be
stay
would
letter she
my
least
at
and
she
world!
to
I found
here, or
were
Mother
Then
be
I shall
what
stay
G., the actor, is coming she could begin her
and
the
to
come
live with
of her
discretion
my
could
so
day long, longer. /
come
perhaps
and
the end
to
me
then
Herr
happiest creature
know
her
Theatre
Raimund
it rests
if she
weeks,
3
or
like
would
all
life any
a
her
made
raving
or
dismal
so
She
this has
that
still better
or
DIARY
crying
stand
hope.
for
Mother
writes
feels like
she
nervous
GIRL'S
She
it.
give
never
YOUNG
as
if /
I shall
be
so
THIRD
YEAR
frightfullyhappy
if it all
becomes
really Mother
always talking of,
is
something towards and
actress
in the world
August 2nd. Ada
to
when
she
Don't
put
that's not
such
constitution
never
Father
us
and
know.
us
real
a
can
make
I
Oswald
time
weeks
To-day said
at
him
any
more.
a
bade
I
found she
why before
first
just bade him
is
she
quarrel,and
no,
Dora
as
noble
for
enough
soon
saying:
on
a
had
Father with
two
years
done
laws
the
or
times some-
ago,
would
he
night, perhaps
Besides, I really can't should
They he
have
made
such
might just Father did
have
a
well
as
wanted
to
too; Dora's
his throat to
seems
I've
I turned
she
or
been
keeps
I suppose
cleared
one
ago,
in Fr.
anything
!!
As
noticed
face
far
I
as
what
sort
making.
was
August 3rd. different,that some
But
no
great
a
say
it
unless
surprise.And
out
face
Mother
it last winter.
about
the way
a
all
re-ennobled.
and
of
not
connection
have
let
give
in
writing
secret
have
Mother
sittingup why
see
done
happiest creature
about
something
or
been
have
ennobled,
out
quite fair,for
splendid service
the
have
thing which anything particular to deserve.
done
not
whom
airs,especiallyabout
such
on
find
here.
comes
have
But
will
she
generations;
Wolter
unhappiest. been
having
our
the
letter I did
my
if Ada
to
re-ennobled, since the family has
says
we
of the
In
about
Ada
making
instead
off and
I shall
then
Vienna
helping
towards
comes
actress, like
great
a
149
out
is
again just
last winter.
has
found
the
conversation
Oh,
was:
And whose him
when
fault
real
a
I don't I asked: was
farewell."
farewell; but
he's not
she
as
you
said: do
you
reallygoing
4
Mother!
correspond
it?" she "What
was
Viktor, and "Have
so
the
During
friend in to
is
Dora
why
now
to
all with
had
"Oh, mean,
Amer-
150
YOUNG
A
ica, is
he?"
had
we
And
I must
Mother,
DIARY
she
said:
that
I
though
have
one
mother?
or
15
if she
and
friendship is must
not
take mother
and
just the
other
even
more
all the
and
son.
to
that
a
Rita, now
those soon
that
orders
talk
to
me
friendship? Mother
that it
has
you
she
said
forbidden
learns
the out
me
to
by the mud
that
baths."
your She
I
of life?
memory did
call
you
recognise
of life
and
screamingly funny me
do
but
seriousness
call the seriousness
I
forbidden
to talk to you
laughing
All
gently: "No,
very me,
of.
has
things;
what's
talk about
talk
to
must
friends
between
Mother
course
Then
I burst
It seemed
affected
like
certain
not
one
enough." what
would
any
ship friend-
as
reallycan't
one
thoughtless of
was
things;
that
a
between
forbiddings, and
about
reallyforgotten how all?
and
"Of
:
For
at
you
impossible
not
You
break Dora
pressions, ex-
of
sort
Friendship
father
night was
13
was
Dora:
to
may
you.
just as
no
she
what
evening:
is
important is things that one
said last you
with
storm
daughter be
Besides, I'm
And says
it's
what,
know
you
a
mother,
used
Mother the
between can
her
to
for when
now.
now,
shawl
what
quite different phrases very likelydid
they mean
out
and
your
there
have
it when
go
moment,
Do
own
things
some
about
know,
the modern
what
mean
are
her:
does
16, people may
or
then
ask
one's
the least idea
happened, reallymeans?
quite sure
not
with
friendship
true
a
possibly
has
something
Mother."
I'm
reallycan't have true There friendship means. impossible for a girl to speak not
him
from
dear
our
Dora
I could
parted
Rita,
awfully, awfully fond of imagine having her as a friend.
reallycan't
can
of
dear
"My
up ; I
matter
well-justifiedwish
say
How
then
better clear this the
upon
GIRL'S
not
about
quite
said:
"Is
Have
you
found
we
has answer
it
been
that.
THIRD I do
much
as
Ada
hope
will
For
come.
she needs
as
151
YEAR / need
her
just
now
me.
Glory be to God, Ada's coming, but August 4th. not directlybecause they begin their family washing the
on
with
her
I'm
sorry
I must
7 th.
is
to
just as
me
The
in
Thank I
little
goodness Ada are going to meet
is
than
Only
more
head
a
I must
now?
And
Ada
happy
so
her
mother
anywhere
but
treat
have
said: at
Father
people to-day. Frau Haslinger,
the sap
but
ago
and my
so
Frau were
said
long Dr.
H.
of life
that
she
used
to; I
you."
And
her
Her
the
sun
risingin
was
Can
mother
us
said: once,
forgotten." And
took
Ada
breath:
and
out
tremendous
a
spent the whole
everything under
lady
Oberlandes-
you
Ada
have
we
heaved
life is like now?
here, and
helped
suffocating,and under
I
up.
young
stay with
to
come
said:
shot
Herr as
Ada
two.
grown-up
just
me
dull.
Father
Father
have
some
at 6.
or
I am;
you
talks
Yes, unfortunately she is happy home; "that is the way with young
}'
it's
word
a
Please,
said:
to
for
a
to
horribly
so
station
as
you
she
sold
at the
how
lonely.
to-morrow.
taller than
treat
gerichtsrat;please am
time
longshanks,
you
suppose
her
been
it is
coming
door
eternallywith
she's
have so
feel
but
nun,
and
nun,
a
the
frightfully long.
so
a
and
Dora
leave
can
are
dachshunds
two
8th.
Ada
gentle as
as
that
says
that she won't
so
and
Hullo
she
Mother that
Neulengbach
August
will
days
and
over spared to come glad, the only thing sleep in the dressing-
so
she
open
The
mild
as
Mother.
then
am
But
dining-room
Dora
is
I
is that
Dora.
not
August
and
8th.
about
be
can
one
stay together and
into the
one
no
till the
and
room
and
5th
me
you is
sigh by
the
imagine
if
as arm
what
staying the night
evening lamenting
(that'swhat
Ada
about
told
me
152
A
justbefore
YOUNG
went
we
attention
to what
burning
with
talk
to
Frau
She
still has
She
spend
then
time
in
She
book
with
end. At
She
stand under-
explained Kott, novels
other
the
thing,
same
artist until
true
a
sacrifice
Elisabeth
lot of
a
Herr
not
she
in
longer,
any
but
all say
they become
cannot
that
would
novel
too, and
life,and
him
the
course. so
first I did
Bartsch's
has
for
course
Vienna,
by anything,
read
school
for the stage under
goal.
meant
woman
a
in
She
plans.
needlecraft
in love to an
her
Mother
the
study
is not
French
one
without
longer her
to
to
say
continuation
a
all this
weans
has
artistic
else
or
she
she
she
experienced a great love. There may be something it. For one certainly a great love does make
different;I now!
She
!
to
she
could
You
are
has
learning lacks
before
wanted
often
making don't very
go
not
go a
to
Latin
the way
she's
relapsed
again,
to make
speak that
the
little time
the
theatre.
mistake, the
her
about
up her
to
And
who
she she that
so
Dora
people
even
theatre
autumn
for
plans
Only to-day whatever happened
in
Vienna to
to
was
insight!
true
Dora to
come
she
Viktor, and
does
Dora
mentioned
Vienna
is Ada
lost time! because
with
when
clearlyin Dora;
that
saw
in love
madly
one
the
reach
what
has
take
time
no
lot to
a
give up
either
can
to
that
positively
is
had
live any
won't
at
she
anything
such
year
do
only a
about
much
pay
I'm
Ada
I've
days
die than
to
that he is
the
not
going to morning, directlyafter
a
wants
says
me.
what
to
had
and
examination
G.
3
I have
rather
to
must
spare
to
For
can't
art, she would
her
I did
doing, for
was
To-morrow
and
another.
she
; but
curiosity as
12th.
write, Ada
But
H.
DIARY
!
August
state
bed)
to
about.
me
breakfast
and
GIRL'S
said: live in
often; for first of all
spare,
and
secondly
one
154
YOUNG
A
GIRL'S
DIARY
frightfully expensive in Gastein. likelythey will go to stay with their else to
or
I have
day
wanted and
read
it
write
can
to
sleep,probably
but
she
The
Maid
and
said:
began
sleep."
We
key
taken
and
then
that
woke
lost her into
did the
and
she
had
better
and
should
breakfast
she
bed.
in
walk
like
be
I
always
I?
Did
"Yes,"
I
"Did
really,"said she, "that
let
I
me
go
head;
if I
rate."
This
but and
on
it's
the stage; I'm
do,
you
will
Joan
know
the
begged
for
the
W.
said
we
it, for
bit of
it,after
a
with
me
feel
perfectlytrue
a
what
often
can't
when
stay I
am
anything?" Arc's speech."
say
of
they
I shall real
little creepy Dora
I
me,
recite
awful
an
you
has
won't
off my
go
at
reason
sleep-walking is certainlyvery
it makes
going
noticed
is because
certain
of
Dora
I
she
and
night, I simply
recited
said, "you
awake
I gave
vexed
and
then
instead
Not
the
sofa
And
not
suppose
do
that;
Mother's
room.
had
and
the passage,
looking
own
at
says
locked
room
been
we
don't
about
Mother
walking
she'd
"I
fright last night; and
our
upset Ada.
said:
it,
dining-
into the
was
already
that
in
from
speech
horrible.
was
to her
pretend we
she went
against
was
said back
went
otherwise
she
walk
noticed
directlyinto
into
came
but
own;
Then
It
have Arc's
door
up
up.
bits
recognised it at once really is walking in her
for it opens
her
best
the
Dora
stir,and
not
knocked
way
get up
and
got it,
really did
of
she
time.
never
Joan
dining-room
away,
pardon
our
recite
to
Orleans,
she
her
should
we
name
both
are
same
Ada
night
"I say, Rita, Ada
but
room,
at the
Hungary,
because
have
which
most
Hella's
For
we
another
Last
in
Boy's Diary Now
them
her
of
Bad
that
uncle
Tyrol.
again.
one
20th.
August
A
read
can
we
in
her
sent
to
that
so
Fieberbrunn
After
any
ing, interest-
towards
Ada,
always
said:
THIRD One would I've
knows
never
be
awful
what
Ada
if she
I do
reallylooking
really to
that she
hope
155
is
were
just remembered
asylum.
YEAR
her
mother
won't
go
off her
go
head.
once
in
while
she
night
before
was
mad
It
at.
an
is
staying here. August last.
She
Dora
says
is
glad
said:
I
as
I'm
a
whole
am
for
he
he
had
told
that
for then
not
lives in H. it did a
not
with
man
him.
cure a
venereal
give herselfto said
that
cured.
a
man
too), then
That
made
she
and
she
could
never
have
now,
home
the
quite
There
is
better a
only a
gets the understand
done
I asked
him
that for
was
frightfully
so
than
real
for
cure
girlshould
disease that
who
this; but
(Mad.
it !
other,
colonel
young
to
the
for
one
else
or
away,
retired
sufferingfrom
wanted
not
gets continually
eaten
disease,that she
of
I did
then
in Vienna
upon
says
matter
a
that
it is
help ;
she
army;
really amiss
was
either
is
cause disease, be-
but
meant,
is much
really love A., but only
and
feel uneasy
to show
body
Ada
will
and
of Ada
venereal
that what
operated
was
Lizzi
autumn
disease,as
want
operation can
an
has
again on something terrible to-day:
venereal
last kind
the
palpitation.
am
going
gets continually larger because
swollen;
I
me
officer in
an
smaller
and
of
education
as
actor, has
me
it beforehand
the
her
she's
me
part of the
that
In
finish
exactlywhat
Ada
and
us,
she thoroughly histerical,
makes
is the
warned
attack
an
her, she
first I did
understand
smaller
known
Fond
once
At
that
not
year.
all officers have
her and
had
to
told
She
was
course.
had
mother."
really glad
Tuesday. Alexander, that
her
the
she
is
England
to
stay there and
"Ada
it too
that
if she
it from
going
sorry
so
heard
probably have
inherited is
Mother
that
she wrould Father
21st.
and she
train
him, and
often he
did
is not
her;
for
she
did
156
A
not
know
she
had
YOUNG
how
she
been
said:
got
"But
baby
a
who
disease
asks
it of the
that
way,"
and
question, for
artist."
true
stage said
when
but
me;
the Wiener
it may
a
and
that
quite different
the
Opera
Ada
about
girl from
and
this,and the
had
she
a
venereal
baby
come be-
can
cousin
a
provinces,but
only in there; but
is
be true
in
and
I told
Oh, well, I'm I have
on
Hella
to
sort
Burg Theatre People's Theatre.
said:
not
But
cousin
might
does
by him.
has
same
I
if you
in the
in the
even
do
has
man
child
the
when
"That
thought, Franke's
we
Theatre,
be
of
generally the
you
said:
if
even
girl. And
Franke, who
something
is
would
she
him
to
Besides, it
it is
a
and
that
propose
impossible to have a who has all,only a woman
after
the
DIARY
just imagine, what
into the
come
could
willingto.
concerned
man
GIRL'S
known
only
for
a
ages
that every actress has a child. 23rd. Ada really is a born us
a
from
passage
!"
and
Then
sobbed
it.
rue
after
career
my
of
long
as
The
hour
shalt
stand
Then
Ada
bed
That
draws beside
will
all
the
happen
old
as
are
gypsy
of Freili-
Griin's,or whosever
canst, love on,
the
the
grave
recited the whole
long
as
hour
predicted,
lovely poem
draws and
poem,
as
it is "Love thou
and
mayst.
when
on,
make
kept on thinking of it and could to To-day I ventured August 24th. I
parents
blood; but they
what
recite that
can
thou
wept
"A last year: great but short line of difficult struggles; and my
Anastasius as
"My
and
remember
and
away
me
many
mother
grath's or
said: flesh
own
you
life is broken!"
and
flung the book
their
Do
foretold
woman
she
frightfullyand
sinning against will
a
Dora
even
nominal
artist,to-day she read derfully, splendid novel, but oh, how wonsaid: "Ada, you are reallyphe-
moan."
thy
when not
ask
thou
I went go
to
Ada
to
sleep. about
sleep-walking,and
the when time
and
when
the
she
did
last year,
would
be
not to
seem
me
it
clever
very
it.
she
coming
Lizzi.
and
mother
She
Gastein.
tell
to
with
never
really knows
on
is
Berlin
she
I met
want
it
because
er
.
tell
reason
her
with
Hella
that
one
ways al-
she
not
I
get
do
a
hope she
before
more
once
it
made
too
talk.
in
time
talk
could
a
to Fieberbrunn
went
of her
from
mother's
.
.
,
a
first she
me,
but
at
then
as
Gastein, and
he
she
was
was
last she
they used to go to that cheeky Robert
baby
was
important thing
in
were
talk,and and
.
the
what
At
tram.
steam
because a
loose,
screw
a
to-day; she
over
came
at the me
has
father
the stage.
on
still such .
she
says
Warths
Lisel
er
go
to-day, her
home
flatteringto
not
was
friend .
one some-
looking at,
they
went
her
together,they had in
week
Hella
to
knows
Is your
over
old friend
to
The
got it out. Hella
likelyto
That
says
We
one.
come
He
wants
and
not
is
together for
her.
28th.
did
she
Ada
August alone
is
still there.
was
what
an
26th. fetch
to
because
not
staying there.
August came
Ada
she
Last
because
Tyrol
in
It does
private
and
to
Hungary.
to
goes
able
she
splendid
a
Ada,
alone
her
to-day with
a
have
right through
will be
Hella
had
to
that
gets
single minute
she
something important.
never
looks
that
here
Hella
inconvenient
rather
the stage.
was
wanted
me
frighten
to
morning.
Hella
25th.
August
me,
all the
crying
was
first time, it was
day after to-morrow home, and for that
her
that
at
first told
idea, or
The
fetch
to
always
was
had
on
go
reallyso,
was
in order
mother to
it
The
purpose
on
her
gain anything by is
is full.
allowed
a
that
sleep it
moon
mother, when
her
said
she
in her
walked
she
157
YEAR
THIRD
that
pretended he
since gym. said time
could
:
YOUNG
A
158 remember
not
where
if it had
as
been of
thing wanted
of
intimate): well
all
took
use
we
have
time
we
were
still
young
more.
I
that
his
the
I
and
heard
of such
;
now
that is if like
shall
we we
ever
one
some
still B., for
we we
August
31st.
has
gone
Hella
Dora,
letters Vienna.
are
at
speak
The to
Hungary,
are
It's reallytoo
absurd,
so
I
my I
is
Hella
thinks
in my
choice
When
dull
hardly
never
"
;
we
don't
or
better
say
Bob.
this
year,
ever
anything interesting.
nothing but
any
business
simply Bob, disagreeableto and
use
Bob perfectly, anything but Bub
at all.
holidays
least about full of
it
to
to him
shall call him
really find
curtly:
seemly
speak
was
is stillnothing but
call him of him
she
him
it's
your
say
time
thing, what
suits him
never
at that
that made
I dare
:
at that
that Bob
That
quite
I
thing
am
says
all
.
not
a
Cross.
include
that
she would
I know
be
answered
phrase
as
still nothing but
Another
Hella
it
and trifles,
to
but
got
we
and
may
us,
meant
silly
the Red
developed or not ! quite particularenough I
not
was
to
such
of
thing any-
really prefer
I
morning,
That
one
me
I remember
the way
now,
of
before
Grete,
this
not
said
never
(it was
said
dent impu-
thought Bob
I
is that he said
sort
lady," never
that
name.
companions. She Bub [young cub].
Bub
to
made
she
like you
more
it of his whether
a
always
it,on
course
write
not
a
of
that
quiteundeveloped.
"That's to
because
"all, every Of
is
had
discussed
frightfully angry
friend
I
sharply:
up
never
children."
me
that
happened
him
even
said
full name."
my
he said
true,
won't
this; he
Fraulein
"Indeed,
exactly where Hella
most
he
then
of that time
the
part of the body; I
if it had
as
spoke
But
Bob,
and
should
he
ago.
years
was
DIARY
; and
was
kind, but only
vulgar,
that you
10
certain
a
of the and
it
call him
to
think
GIRL'S
promises
talk Ada's
about
promised any-
I would
thing, I merely
said
it when
I had
chance.
Mother
said:
a
There
159
YEAR
THIRD
speak
already, but question of anything
I have be
can
about
Mother
to
done
no
so
of the kind.
September father to
Hella.
stay with
is
But
she
had
her
did
am
Christmas
of
And
after
her
in
Cracow,
father
wish, then, when take
with
me
him
greatest wish Bruckner him
called
Father's
at
The
Vienna
do
hope
and
first
''Perhapswe
days."
That's know
will have all but and
skirt
twenty I'm
are
one
and
pages
going
to
he
Colonel
So
showed be
3 I must
I
dirty. the
going
Liesing;
I
got
a
which
in
was
pink
for my write
I expect, because
she
I'm
going
blouse.
after to
I'm
holidays
my
coat
going to take be enough; for
diary, that will whatever happens, in the
she
because
me,
wear
few
Mother
reallycoming. blouses
I
letter
togetheragain in a about that; I suppose
white
my
rid hor-
a
nicer,and
at
morning,
the
at
that's
is much
change
to
was
really the
was
right train.
this
said
all she
send
to
to
chief
shall be
yet whether
to
at
I have
thing
wrote:
did not
her
to-day and
Railway
I shall get into the
Hella
from
wrote
Railway better still. I am awfully excited; I'm
2nd.
alone
Vienna,
in her life ! office
up
manoeuvres,
Unfortunately
Western
saved
she
at
; this
To-morrow
I like the Southern
September
to
"
had
terminus.
Railway
to
M
"
she
grant her
to
back
is
likes.
she
particular,and
here
he
her
Christmas
so
been
like
ever
letter.
railway.
had
where
K
to
in
anyhow,
came
she had
Hella's
State
he
in
"
anything
anything
she
would
if he
saying that
for
wishes
this wish.
M
"
ill last
was
ask
think
not
K
Hungary, awfully delighted. Hella
so
can
Hella's
! To-morrow
to
me
she
She
said:
father
I
When
angel.
an
to take
going
is
Hurrah
Hullo,
1 st.
in
I'm
the sure
ings morn-
Hella
160 will
GIRL'S
before
get up
never
like
always
would
But
whatever be
must
Sundays
on
bed
lie in
to
happens
awful
Erno
her
are
close beside that would
for
her
shows
But
next.
he
be
will
going
to the
about
with
going
to
America
be
to
time
S.
travel
is
has
guards Of
course
he
has little
their
in
his
All could
the
the
do
always
girl.
said
But
and
year Jeno is
slightlimp,
a
the
army;
here, he
is to
he
is
go
to
2
hours
with
had 6.
It
each
their
since
me
or
father
drive
to
our was
Farkas, K
other
Father, except
"Sie."
says or
whatever
He
"
.
joke to
quite
was
carriage
a
M
"
in
supper a
I
always hired
respect.
daughter, for
his
Father
Forgacs to
We
to
Ada
show
to
that
the
and was
F., though
see
serve
a
the
and
him
was
is
he
when
saluted to
I
splendid to
so
more
have
learned.
never
It's
still
"Du"
to
all 4 of them
I have
enough
Hella's
only Y? past tumbling over same
and
learn,
to
autumn
into
journey!
thought
everyone
us
I like
Next
has
Erno
stationmasters
not
awfully jolly. was
the
officer,and
an
called, and
it took
but
exam.
this
cycles and
left the train at
it is
waist:
her
still a great deal
to-day, for
to write
on
with
colonel.
rode
everywhere fondest of Lajos
engineer, not
lovely on
was
always
day.
some
I have gone
civil
a
them
and
me
lieutenant,and
a
man.
glorious here.
so
Hella
Erno
strange
a
it
case.
military academy, nothing bad, but he can't go
We
father
ride, for
to
round
arm
nearly flunked
was
Lajos
a
she
Jeno, Lajos,
of
one
in my it is
Oh
everything;
me
of Erno
his
quite do
not
for
Hella,
with
learn
off before
cousins, and
September 6th. Jeno best, he goes
It
in Vienna
late,but her
I won't
tumble
to
different
was
for
9 ;
DIARY
let her.
won't
It
YOUNG
A
it
ers all the wait-
him.
It's
just
stationmasters
Hella's
speak
says
that
would
cross
when
I got
do
awful because
not
Hella
is
was
But
thrashing.
her go.
She
awfully
afraid
and
room,
but there
he
of
is
no
has
his
be in
ought reallyto class
9th.
keeps
attendant, because in
asylum
There
was
let
she is
but
He
same.
he
then
only humbugging,
male
high
his
nurse
no
asylum
an
Hungary. frightful rumpus
a
he
great uncle, the
the
and
came
getting out
of bed.
made
Hella
say
morsels
to
Hella's
dinner
laugh
so,
fathers
really think
did our
dinner
we
did
swine, we
not
and
dare
would
innocent of
look
us
; at
we one
of
just
was
and
came
horribly
swore
innocent
those
old
front
Hella's
overheard
we
"They
for that
I
father
the uncle
Olga:
Aunt
in
himself
washing and
was
and
row
Before
Hungarian.
planted
Then
tremendous
a
father
At
couch.
quite off
he's
in, and
came
all the
He
when
What
uncle
was
a
the window
We
found
invalid
an
the
on
people here call they spell it, and it "kutya mog" or however mad dog, well, the great uncle spied in on us. is on the ground walk with a stick,our room can morning;
floor,and
in
on
that
once,
him
him.
September
He
there
her
says
he
manage
means
out
went
we
really paralysed but only pretends to be. terriblyafraid of him, because long ago, when to give her only 9 or 10 years old, he wanted
head,
him
lying him
master.
boys talking, and
the
about
me
the
always gets wearing breeches.
that about
heard
great uncle
told
this
we
be
That
She
Hella.
yesterday;
father
breeches.
must
man
says
says
start
; Hella's
the
wears
the
so"
her father
an
Hella's
can
for me;
much
too
veranda
a
sister-in-law
never
not
she
he is difficult to understand
his
"But
She
me
uncle
does
DIARY
charming; he is reallyawfully nice. he anything, and when hardly ever says
thinks
father
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
162
be
dainty
children." children!
innocent
another
!!
! ! ! or
should
we
do
I say,
:
me
to
seems
me
do
"What
have
must
you
the
have
we
I said:
when
And
day?"
that
know
you
said
Hella
Afterwards
exploded.
have
163
YEAR
THIRD
to
name
same
it
mean,
you
dotty this morning,"
gone
laughed like anything and said: "Don't you see, it did Oh December 27th, Holy Innocents' Day!" date knew that She tickle me. although she's a she
and cat
in
another,
one
can't
So
at
he said:
good-fellowship,we hurry say
before
up,
No
he had
to
"Du"
use
still,
that
kiss
must
given
admiring not
was
a
Jeno and the
real
another
one
After
kiss.
moon,
pledge
of
that;
for
I could
before
and
comes,
me
a
"Sie?"
the
when
afterwards
window
anyone
drop
to
to
said
father
Hella's
minds
your
standing at the You Margot,
were
ful of that deceit-
frightfullyceremonious
glasses,and
clinked
we
up
begun
yesterday
seem
make
you
speak
to
I have
supper
"You
Erno:
to
I
boys and
three
used
we
Innocent."
"The
as
The
letters
our
day, birth-
is Marina's
27th
December
because
Protestant
all it
all
was
Jeno, but it would not have done with right as it was Lajos, for it would have been horrid because of Hella, Ilonka they call her here. as or that they saw has just told me Hella us kissing Ilonka, they another, and Lajos said: "Look one awfully so are are settingus a good example." We happy Lajos Jeno
here. have
It's such
got
is to enter
the least But
to
and
a
pity that
leave
for
Lajos is
the
on
the
16th
Jeno and
Academy,
where
in his third year:
Erno,
ber. interestingof the three,is staying till Octoof life,beautiful that is always the way
We remain. things pass and the dull ones go out boating every day, yesterday and to-day by moonlight. The
boys
are
always
make
the
boat
terrified that
rock it will
so
frightfullythat
upset.
And
then
we
they
A
164 "You
say:
YOUNG
have
freedom
your
GIRL'S
your
fate
you
will be
and
DIARY
in your safe
as
hands; buy
own
in Abraham's
as
bosom."
September what
he
12th.
happened threatens
The
the
other
with
us
great uncle
day;
his
still it's rather
things, stories only thing the
he
and
I don't
18th.
quite like
do
has
he
sees
of
But
us are
we
anything
to us,
all sorts
read.
here.
since
us
though
thinks
one
sagas
Of
can't
One
creepy.
whenever
stick, and
really afraid, because
not
hates
That
we
of
is the
leaving
are
Lajos and Jeno will often the Bruckners; I'm to come see awfully glad. I don't know that they could why, I always fancied only speak Magyar; but that is not so at all,though when they always speak it at home they are alone. on
Hella
told
flowers had
the table
been
This
that I have been
with
because
has been
first time
the
her bed
by
by Lajos;
sent
that time
secret.
for
to-day
me
on
at
me
course
made
she
he
wished
her
rather
angry,
franker
in
Sunday
one
and
me
much
that
did
with
hospital to tell
wish
not
to
her
all the
keep for
I
it
a
see
she has
than
me.
The September 16th. boys left to-day, and we stayed up till midnight last night. We had been to N K I don't know how to spellthese Hungarian "
"
,
and
names, was
lovely. But it is
as
since
rained for the scenes
ones
not
Then
I
behind; But
Hella
up
well.
the
for the
into
I went tidied
as
till
It ^2 past 11. sadder to-day, especially It's the
and
others
going
are
people left
behind
quiet.
the
Jeno's and
yet and
first time
was
it's
horrid, especially
Partings are
came.
left
all the
seems
hatefully dull
and been
it
get back
not
raining
anyhow. is
Hella
did
we
In
Lajos' in
a
to
new
thing every-
afternoon
room,
it had
frightfulmess.
suddenly began sobbing violently,and
YEAR
THIRD she
flung
herself
That
is how
Mad.
loves
intimate
loves
she
him!
love, and
friendship with
always been firstopened
in love
she
when
together and talking love Lajos for evermore.
is
to
but
Next
and
Now
has were
eyes
about
going
me
another.
one
way
she
says
that her
and
Jeno
saw
is the
simply incapable
Hella
Lajos,
pillow.
talk of her true
can
Mother.
with
the
that
sure
Dora
she
then
kissed
and
I'm
lieutenant,but
the
of such
Lajos' bed
on
165
she
will
they will probably
year
get engaged, she can't be engaged till she is 14 for her parents would he is
going
allow
not
They all tremendously smart.
September
Father, Mother, on Thursday. Dora stayed with us and
Rodaun
from
since
Ada
Dora
is afraid to know
seem
I
was
in Of
no
takes
to come
to travel
very
she
and had
Father
told
back
that would them
so.
is
have
been
Father and
So
a
Hella
afraid
to
[veredelt].Ernd
sleep
does
not
while
slept
pretext; Dora
a
I should
been
no
pretty
conceited
as
a
have
afraid with
of affairs.
I
anything at my frightful wax. a
right when made
to come
one
state
like
been
a
If
sleep alone.
if I had
got in is
her
in fact she is rather
laughed Dora
funny;
sleep alone. sleepsimply
in their
too, I suppose
there had
too
Father
to
only
was
simply
just as stupid and
she fell in love.
enobles
that
back
! And
and
back
came
in
afraid
was
and post-haste,
alone, and
Dora
walked
are
been
reallyis
walking
to
afraid
and
Mother,
courageous,
was
been
"combinations," She
she
have
we
reallymeans
sleptwith
one
been
never
coward,
me,
the word
that
and
infected. She
been
sleepingalone,but
from
had
has
because
room,
course
has
what
she
away
our
she
sake
she likes the Hussars
Saturday
and
Vienna,
her
frightfullyhard,
live
Since
2 1st.
It is for
because
into the Hussars
best.
in
it.
she
was
before
she says:
Love
joke
about
rotten
YOUNG
A
166
he
when
that
You've
heard
made
Love
makes
fools
of
he's
not
that's because
September Doktor and
said
the
in any
to let her
that
head
and
perfectly simply can't
I
she
catch
another
speaks
her; but is very
she
never
might
we
have
we
understand
can
does
too, and
Doktor
a
us
; if she
is
be careful
must
we
Physics
and
is
she
have
we
new
fast
so
looks
she
We
small.
little
"Nutting" because she has such a tiny Otherwise such lovelylight-brown eyes.
staff is the
last year, and there are have left,but only ones
worst
in
April
not
at
the
splendid figure.
a
that.
admit
must
enemy
has
and
new
did
we
last year
is Franke's
This
the
few
a
as
same
girls and some know intimately. Lyz., she will be 16 Her
course
goodness
French
In
Dunker,
says
books
our
Thank
us.
again.
frightfullyclever, although call her
say:
anyone.
pimples, a thing
Hella
Maths
of
none
to
meant
you
with
of
Doktor
with
one;
mistress,she
class
Frau
handle
In
them.
in love
to both
our
hideous, covered stand
tongue,
said:
He
once.
people [vereselt].Of
same
of
mistress
new
the
it
School
22nd.
she's the head a
say
began again to-day. Frau is perfectlyfascinating, she looks splendid
M.
she
Hella
slipof
a
DIARY
GIRL'S
is
Dora
having
English lessons from the matron, and she is awfully pleased about it,for she is one of her favourites and it will help her too in her matriculation. Yesterday and the day before September 25th. Mother at
J/2
in my
at
ill that
so
past 10 But
now.
seem
was
on
diary;
at
Thank
night.
such I feel
days as
doctor
the
I
if I
Mother
goodness
simply
can't
oughtn't to.
everlasting,for nobody mealtimes.
to be
had
was
sent
is better
she write
And
for
a
the
word
days
much, and it'sawful again to-day,lying on
talks up
the sofa.
September
29th.
I've had
such
an
awful
toothache
THIRD the
since
for
ache
an
know
the
secondly
dentist
I have I a
frightfullot
nice, if
really very
says, but
she
what
Fifth, Nobody not
where
endearing
an
possiblybe given a
real name,
class
we
home
coming
us.
He
with
3 other
We
us
both
drawing
lavia
friends:
Nutling) her
Fraulein and
seized
is
horsehair
as
Scholl the
not
drawing best
life,and,
delighted.
he
and
neither
I
only
can
be
did
met
not
did
not
because
nise recogwere
we
shade
hats, which
autumn
see
know.
Hella
nor
were
walking
was
he
because
was
she
of was
turned note.
The
had
little
written
pate with that
sort
from
round "Who
at
is
without
or
it
to
across
that
F.?",
very
she
note
(that
Scandatants." inhabishe
what
was
throwing
a
Jewess, F.
newly imported
the
in
frightfulrow
a
to-day. Borovsky
her
and
In the
uniform
new
There
Something written
so
could
that
much.
lesson
with
it
big
our
11th.
the
means
am
could
that
one
we to-day when Imperial Festival, we
the
thinks
very
of
one
a
still
from
officers whom
; Hella
October
to
and
frightfullyangry
faces
nickname,
Angel,
too, I
full-dress
in
wearing
our
M.
Street,but unfortunately
was
were
Doktor
Goodness, from
in M.
Viktor
Waterfall.
only
draw
to
studies
4th.
October
is
in the
that
call her
The
one.
better
they
quite unmeaning.
going
are
Frau
is
Nutling
rate
a
say
such
have
we
The
at such
too,
her
to
it's
all,animal
of
talks
she
cayed. de-
I can't
only understand
could
one
given
ever
and
school.
at
teaches
she
has
even
be
learn
ought
I
really is
tooth
day
Of
not, and
or
time, this year
same
to
other
every
go
the
At
it.
enjoy
to
hurts
the
that
says
only
M.'s.
all,surely
tooth
own
my
it's
says
Doktor
Frau
first of
for
absurd;
whether
Dora
yesterday.
gold fillinglike
a
that's
course
to
before
day
167
YEAR
had
Fellner, moment
asked,
but
A
168
no
in her
the note
And
Then
Fuchs."
Then it would
down, be
expelled. and
prayed, Scholl
she
She
Frl.
Scholl
us
all should
be
least if all that is
know
whether if
it and
October
the
I
13th.
heard
anything
Hella
thinks
she
and
so
not were
to
the person
know
called
October
stay after all,
frightfully
was
Good
True
did
I
that
glad
was
sky give Borov-
she
husband;
cruel
a
that
is true; and
I
expect
frightfullycurious
are
think
heard
has
the
she
seemed
do
I that
anything
Nutling
just she
had
told
is that neither
but
show
not
her; anyhow
likelyto we
have
can
usual;
as
would
is not
Why
concerned.
anything
cause be-
will do.
if Frl. Scholl anything even it was horridly vulgar; one on
Good
about
have
We
Frau
to
Its horrible
us
up
probably true, then,
Jew. to
and
is laid
note
to
M.
Nutling
I don't for
able
It's
told
what
so
will
Fraulein
bad.
and
she
in it.
truth
some
the
business, for
Resi
it all
write
head
the
so
going
help Doktor
it,but
was
a
would
I can't
fine lecture
is
fiance
own
she
for
is F.?"
wrrite Frau
gave
rating.
a
her
the letter to the head.
Doktor
a
in the
Fellner
her
above
Frau
the lesson
"Who
mean
give
to
put
course
Continuation;
gave
up
and
about
not
simply splendid.
mixed
there
did
of
she
Borovsky anything and begged
like
going
because
Manners,
that
long;
both good M.; that was Borovsky will perhaps be
angry.
not
said
12th.
bad
and
cried
and
asked
that
forgot to began.
too
and
more:
I suppose
row
She
chill,so
a
Doktor
take
is
once
"She
the
she
says
October with
said:
her
to
up
furious
o'clock,when
1
asked
Fellner,thinking
her
At
went
she
DIARY
made
pocket.
Borovsky out,
to
That
Borovsky
over,
the note.
at
GIRL'S
answered.
one
was
YOUNG
think
Borovsky
nor
pass she
it
does
Fellner
up. 14th.
To-day
the
needlewoman
brought
170
A home
come
you do
YOUNG for
is to make
annoyed he
the
that
And
the
first
about
travel
can
talking
on
goes
thing For
getting away."
Oswald
yet he
DIARY
holidays
for
plans
too
likes.
GIRL'S
you is
she
wherever
about
being
about "subjected to intolerable supervision"! ! What us? He can stay out until 10 at night and never to afternoon comes tea, and in fact does just what he
likes.
If I go
to
little late,there's
so
poor
Dora
her,
I shall
had
it all now,
know;
but
on
she
day
any
affair
for
like
of
that
And A
October
about
dark
And
it!
lesson red
I wrote
I
the what
"Buried, be
simply
buried that's
love,and
true
a
other
The
it." a
anxious frantically All
to-day.
and to
not
was
I had
16th.
arithmetic
"It
:
it
of
her
buried
have
I
can't
had
(not Rita), don't
I said:
love
true
said
together.
matter;
"the
me
remind
I
so
if she
as
now
Grete
when
them
of
for
denies
she
called
I often
you,
waiting
course some
lectures
the
was
have
not
alone
are
beg
ever."
at
behaves
"I do
more
that,"she
flushed
She
we
all there is to say
the
would
that, so
when
mean?
you
Of
just ever
am
for
Viktor
present
he
and As
row.
when
was
about
said:
speak do
I
Angel."
purpose
Hella
forget them.
never
forgottenall
fine
a
to endure
otherwise
Guardian
with
supper
thought
her
on
my
to
of
a
black-line
Hella
sudden
myself:
in
time
Aha,
that's Has
paper:
begun??? for we had agreed that she would tell me it will cershe will be 14 in February and tainly directly, Doktor Frau F. said: Lainer, begin soon. that you pushed over she came what to Br. ? and was it
to the
up does
that
desk
not
girls who
knew
terrible
the black-line
took
it
Has
mean:
really did a
and
know
what
about
fright.
But
begun???" I meant,
it too Hella
but
paper.
"What
Perhaps several
she
of the
in laughed, and I was was simply splendid.
me,
frost had
begun yet." in
time
your
said
interval
Hella
stupid
sometimes.
a
like
thing
she
will let
has
not
be
What
to
it
have
"Endt,"
say
did
When
We
begun yet.
better
earth
As
directly.
know
me
lesson?"
on
for?
that
of
a
after all
her, but She
friend.
I
am
word
[endlich].That
says
that I
happened
really rather
Of
I must
never
course
it
cheeky to
one's
again
happened
then, this is
Now
always thinking:
it will
that
now
portmanteau
that
fix in class.
a
it
of fact
matter
forgive anything
can
one
course
last
It's
absolutelyinsists
put her in such because
interval.
lucid
write
to
begins, of a
of
sort
a
developed [entwickelt]and at will reallybe splendid and Hella it in
thank
But
I want
agreed
of
upon
spend
you
things all right. Only in the that really I am inconceivably
made
that
goodness
the
whether
that's the way
"And
mathematics
the
asked
Rita
Doktor,
Frau
"Excuse
171
YEAR
THIRD
the
day. November Mother
was
in
was
a
ill,or if
one
is not
to
keep
just
superstitious. Aunt
house
see
a
be
true
for
always
that
an
away.
As
soon
Father
is
the
Mother's
illness Oh
16th.
operation;
comes
it's
I'm
so
of
going skating, might get
Mother
diseases
even
last week
came
not
are
that
are
in specialist
We
even
it down
Dora
afraid
long enough
November have
for Mother.
we
I won't
write
not
must
as
going women;
from
she to
worse
is able
to
her
to
take so
it must
that.
horrible,Mother miserable
I
seriously
was
No,
simply
one
when
get up
Mother
all.
it at
keep
not
that
even
are
did
we
birthday
Dora's
and
fright that
terrible
it;
we
ill that
so
think
for
Father's
On
8th.
that
has I
to
can't
write. November wants
us
19th. to
go
Mother
skating
to
is take
so
good and dear; she our thoughts off the
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
172
operation. But Dora says too that it would be brutal is going to have an Mother to go skating when tion operasaid in a few to us yesterday days. Father evening: "Pull yourselvestogether children, set your I
But
Mother."
things harder can't help it,I cry
for
make
don't
and
teeth
poor
your
I look
whenever
at Mother.
Mother
went
would
to
Dora
at school
and
November Mother
over, so
only been.
We
I wish
I could
But
she
all
as
the
whispered, and
always
we
go
to
only
were
first time
saw
we
cried,although
Mother
fortunately Un-
her quite well again. operation had made there when was yesterday,Aunt Alma
the
and
were, at
once
go
away.
Father
Of
understand come? Marina a
that
seeing
so
we
people
many
exciting for Mother, and we that Aunt he reallymeant course
must
too
was
had
Marina
and
said
or
better
would
go
not.
away,
Why
but on
earth
did
hardly ever meet since the trouble and that jackanapes Erwin; only when Oswald
says
it's not
Alma
did
Aunt
We
family party;
see
to-day
away
if Mother
with
or
does
herself
gave
Mother
see
Father
with
is either
to
alone, but
go
horribly
how
day
go every
flowers,she behaves On mother. Thursday, we
day;
Hella.
suspect that Dora
I
trol con-
all
cries
I realise
can
now
did
so
not
goodness, it's all safely again in a fortnight. I'm
the
Mother,
is
home
quite alone,
Mother
her
will be
together, that
Dora.
Aunt
about
Thank
hospital;
all
go
28th.
I have
anxious at the
a
and
happy
lot and
I cried
that
says
I could
Dora
could?
who
we
afternoon, but
the
myself. Well,
and
school
the
in the morning. carriage came had Father arranged all that because
since
home
at
to
go
until
leave
not
dismal
so
had
we
away;
she
believed
It is
23rd.
November
a
not
Aunt
about there
family
THIRD
gathering but some
November with
and
lesson.
Frau
Mother
said
does
go
alone.
said
she
Dora
won't
after
dinner
it
as
it,but to
Mother
mean?
you
come
able
see
to
in
children
almost
Luckily
Aunt
you
can
did
we
December Mother
label
a on
which
very
be
said:
What
the
to
speak
to
For
flower
trouble?
It
of
being the
Did
surprises are girls,who
young to
in
alone.
said:
"Oh
go
and
child
do
now,
and
both the
hospitalall right." On
one
St.
pot, and
Father
too
seeing lessons
our
said:
quite a
thing any-
passant
en
of
me.
things
our
she
allowed
Gretl
patience.
I shall
in at that moment
5th.
big
such
had
see
Dora
to say
the chance
any
to
to soothe
"One
Then
still,are
alone
not
I took
so
and
I said
Dora
quite curtly:
without
thinks
go
when
it.
about
that
puttingon time
with
able
want
Mother
out,
Sister Klara
had
not
were
alone."
came
well,nobody
way
And
that
find
to do
be
goodness
did
always
anything to
no
invalid,
an
nothing
Mother
is the second
Mother
much
very
of
see
off,and
porter let you me
in
had
we
will
one
the
Mother
mother
sweet, and
so
and
I said
did not
was
we
to-day."
told
absolutelyproves
when
go
"This
were:
no
bad
before
ill,so
hear
crying and got home, I
out
I
has
perfectangel
a
about
That
Mother
was
What
awfully pleased
was
first,after I
At
sort, and Dunker
once.
I burst
Then
the
home
Hella's
alone
awfully
an
to tell lies to as
be
to
go
was
not
Doktor
she
for
ought
of
so
alone
me
Dunker
pious fraud
Frau
I had
really had.
was
a
managed
might
one
Fourth,
the
I
I
I said
if I
Doktor
anything
because
school
Really
this
calls
To-day
asked
lesson;
that
was
but
At
Mother.
French
nearly always
offence.
30th.
headache
173
family dispersalbecause
a
takes
one
YEAR
another. Nicholas tied
day
to the
we
stick
written; "Being
took was
a
ill is
YOUNG
174
A
punishable
as
"
of
a
Mothers'
The
December
6th.
evening when
we
"Gretl
said:
when
I
of it."
Dora
then
to
wanted
"You
little
But
such
"Yes,
but
I don't
Father
to
secret
a
said:
like
tell you
what
does not
know
and
petted
I got away
was
saying:
me,
I
hope
you
quick as I could, fibbing. If it my
I should
sure
that
as
of
because
He
alone.
Mother
thing, little witch,
I'm
Dora
for
not
were
But
much
so
she
Did
said:
and
you,
it.
see
ashamed
so
And
and
hand
make
not
crying
kissed
will be."
I felt
for
to
and
dear
a
in
pretended headache, but only
much
kind
home
come
want
you
from
secret
day?"
my
so
are
always
out
the other
anything about
awfully
I burst
all about
know
happened I
need
it
keep
not
that
me
the
by
me
You
alone?
And
I need
tell
you
going
forgotten something.
he took
back
came
Mother
see
have
is
to-day. In the dining-room Father
awful
was
sense
Mother
she
says
able to
leaving the
were
you
didn't
"Why
It
the
Act."
doctor
will be
she
in
Housewives'
and
that
nicely,and few days.
DIARY
impermissible offence
an
amused. frightfully
was on
the
7
GIRL'S
tell any
never
lies. December to
Mother
see
into
the
friend,I
Cafe
where
went
on
that Dora that out wishes
with
he
alone
not
was
before after
her.
all,so
"monogram
and
had to
an
I had
live for
Father
had
to
appointment
only
ever.
there,for
I
with
a
in
came
wish, that she
awfully glad
was
I could
go
Christmas
my
one
I wanted
he
and
Still,she made I said
Dora
about
me
I went
and
Mother
see
and
Aunt
and
since
asked
I told her
get well and
angel. He
an
And
Mother
wishes; but
is
morning,
afternoon.
afterwards.
should
the
in
in the
went
Father
6th.
never me
have tell her
got my
handerkerchiefs
coronet," visitingcards with
von,
a
satchel like that which
classes
have,
not
have
to
said:
the novel
who
earth
on
suppose?
From
would
suit you
but
not
December did
we
that
it
that
Mother
what
to be
to-day.
is
had
decorated
can
sit
For
Father is
own
but he For
Dora,
Then
Dora
is
always
time
I did
length
at
a
sketch
beautifullyand I
getting a
am
with
case
taken
up
with
December
had
for
that
example
although
he
has
no
a
what
we
have
decided of
and
a
head
on
because
get for Aunt
to
upon
lace.
I
am
she
a
lace
giving draws
for Dora artist, Oswald a cigarette an
it,for
he
is
frightfully
the turf.
Owing
to
Mother's
to write
anything
about
been
great deal
to
Prof.
that
reading.
bag
pencil case;
perhaps become vanity bag and for
time
there
for
so
for
quite ashamed ; good while yet."
us
know
fond
is
brief
new
will
16th.
she
not
racing and
simply no
although
book
horse's
a
a
"It will do
says:
had
cushion
a
footstool
a
when
it makes
fichu; for she is awfully Hella
her
making
that
shabby
annoyed
singing. We
of
embroidering
so
when
omen
was
I
bought
three
or
flowers.
quite comfortably
and
Dora
glad
so
two
good
a
15th.
have
was
sang
with
we
long
a
is
That
am
up,
stupid.
I
house
and
she
was
because
thought
that
give
to
again to-day; coming, but only
again, I
song.
not
the whole
December
Mother
a
for
home
she
And
said:
Mother
she
time
and
Ada, I tastes, it really
I had
came
quite well
greetedwith
because
his
Mother
am
head;
find the book
not
know
was
and
is
one
I should
So
I
of book
the sort
of your
all.
But
horrified
was
not
I know
at
11th.
not
songs,
Mother
higher
the
Kott.
put that into your
what
certain
I'm
girlsin
Elizabeth
for
novel,
the
of the
most
darling child, that's
My
you;
and
175
YEAR
THIRD
a
W.
is very
illness I've the
school,
write
about,
friendly again,
longer gives us lessons,and
that most
A
176 of the such
YOUNG
she
of
does,
will
good, likes.
for
the
and
DIARY
Jewish girls. example Franke, who
she
lets
Weinberger
I
Berbenowitsch
longer
St.
is
the
The
Maths
lesson.
to be
1-3, and
be
a
as
it
day In the then
decimal
she
as
to
Nutling
fraction
;
so
some
of them
and
simply
lesson
in
noticed
screamed
the
thing
same
Jews,
were
it,but
she
places,and
then
so
much.
Frau
to
Frau
But
really all
and
I
M.
at
I can't
20th.
December It's
for
long time, but
Gymnasium;
in
Saturday,
every
always
think
St's
Doktor
girlsgiggled at
the
if she
not
as
had
of
periodic meaning
of the real she
should
complain behaviour.
unseemly
our
Oswald
says
that
need
splendid
not
go
moustache
has
boarding and
they
at the
to
home
allowed schools have
am
so
now.
Hella
it at the comes
shaved.
He
everything manly
glad
Gymnasium.
he's
moustache
a
barber
be
to
one
giggling.
to grow
the
Hella
to-day;
really had
Gymnasium I
idiotic
that
came
not
was
simply suppressed.
and
would
she used
time
always spoke
endure
quite true that he
fine.
is
1-3
the
once.
the
talking about
on
Frau
just
F. said
about
in
girlshad not giggled,for ex. simply exchanged glances and understood
another
a
not
Doktor
Doktor
the
she
does
one
Doktor
got perfectlysavage
In
on
afterwards
is
she
happened
what
every
she
of
went
but
me,
Frau
there
wrent
us.
First, some
and
to
work
because
sum
a
she
girlsgiggled,but luckily
and
at
school
with
and
of the
period, some
and
anything
out
asked
we
decimals recurring [periodic] the word
in Maths
quite unpleasant
was
answer
the
any
for
was
true
never
matter
frightfullyput
favourite
other
not
makes
quite
is
do
both
she
It's
Praiseworthy
a
always get Excellent it really does so prep.;
and
because
Nutling
the
probably get
Physics;
no
bear
girlscan't favourites
that
GIRL'S
I
am
not
a
man
Anyhow
he
did
recognise
not
has
a
simply disgusted and is awfully gentle with her
especiallythe
They
that
say
; She
her
pretty
is horrid.
eyes
when
like that
look
women
many
certainlynot
is
under
pumness
her husband
But
horrified.
were
and
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
178
they
wearing a maternity dress, and that Hella show away! gives the whole says that some in an look they are women awfully pretty when I do hope I look hideous. i but that some c are
She
pr.
"
was
"
,
shall be is
of the first
one
of Frau
i
Really
perfect beauty.
a
c
"
Soon
"
after
room,
for
her
Sunday with
course
she
I must
is
really made her
and
she
or
Hella
be
would
she
wanted
to
only for that other perfectlywell, and she does to
29th. new
her
to
Hella
three
years
It
does
annoy
I understand to make
need
to-day,she
to dinner
came
that idiotic: way
and
more, so
me
simply said the
of
because
us
reason.
not
that
said
any
me.
or
hate
she
then
dress, a light strawberry colour, In the evening Oswald admirably.
father
to
quite upset. So of thank goodness that
come
but
to
her
to ask
me
a
coming
are
begged
such
nearly ill.
us
husband
an
it much
it for
of
both
a
to up much
too
stood
about
coming here and from feelingill. And
think
not
excuses
a
it
us,
her
Oswald, that
I went
have
talking
on
Brs., and
the
with
save
went
Emmy
dinner
will
pretty in
and
not
is
she
really been
it had
could
she
that
and
said
she
and
longer. And we long time, that dine
said
is
Hella
I like
looked
she
one
No, it
.
.
her
On
.
pretty; when
always
no
tea
.
what
has
yet Father
last summer,
ever one
and
Baldner
von
if I
if it makes
reallyhorrible,even
think
kind,
I
of
me
Hella
this
continual
that I
going to people always was
will
wearing
and
it suited "two
said:
ripping."
look will.
Hella's
charming,, and
was
become
talk
was
out
charming. into
the
not
I do future.
YEAR
THIRD Oswald
However,
afternoon, when
In the
I wanted
him, she
flushed
October
when
course
he
says
unless
he
after
does
see
her
it is
have
what
them
appliesto December
only a
drawing-room
an
appearance,
He
is
head
call,but
I don't
December Year's
New
his
31st.
I
Eve,
but
to-day, but
called
We
Mother. that
the
same
well-
and
mouth
is
home.
at
he has
in
put in
not
was
she
tall and
stayed
I
did
mother,
Not
hour.
an
she
sure
simply
he
proverb really
Dora
reallyhave I
has
of mind.
the small
think
much
it
But
Christmas.
quarter of
I'm
than
shorter
that
that
The
purpose.
is very
visits
the
realise
Viktor, though
and
Of
I understand
at
like.
a
like extraordinarily
a
card
Richter
lovely straightnose, half
can't
Frau
on
he
She
sight out
though
lips; but
jot about
of
about
said
was
day, Sun-
a
Jeno quite casually. And
a
for
since
the theatre.
to
of his love.
me
on
once,
a
care
are
morning
the
cut
going
but
Lajos,
to
them
see
once,
Out
:
talking about
were
really monstrous
men
30th.
in the
word
to
alone.
sent
young
I
utterlyfalse,for
was
not
only
me
really might that's
he
were
he
perfectly. But asked
and
the greatness
shows
great deal of attention.
the conversation
they
can
Hella
been
only
had
he
a
said
and
up
Hella
turn
to
just
that
paid
179
quite small, them
owe
a
shall go.
we
this is
time, since
no
write.
must
and
Dora
skating this morning, and we met Viktor on frightfullypale, saluted, and spoke ice; he went
I went the to
us;
said
and he a
wished
Dora that
she
skating
came
know Dora
to
go
to
pass
with
a
us
him.
but
on,
him
allow
must
with
confectioner's
right not
to
since
to
she
She
confectioner's.
her
detained
he
have
would
a
talk, so
not
go
to
certainlyquite
was
Of
course
I don't
they talked about, but in the afternoon said good-bye and Viktor never cried frightfully, what
YOUNG
A
180 to
it's
me;
either
I'm
impossible
I must
else Dora
GIRL'S
been
have
did
not
love
with
for
until it is
too
to Mother
either.
late.
think
and
she
that
latter.
passionately her
to
come
said
has
she
all the afternoon
melancholy music, had
is
he
won't
forgotten,so at the time, or
likely the
most
for
him,
I don't But
away
to;
she
have
can
far
him
But
her.
he
too
want
franticallysorry
in
that
DIARY
shows
senses
word
a
ing play-
was
how
much
she
to
write
felt it. 2nd.
January because the
had
we
Listes
the
there,Lotte
we
played
those is the
round have
nice
boys.
In
that
Father
said he
calling; I
say
and
Mother
evening
really must I
much
care
not
Rudl was
put
a
quite
Still,since
was
and
Fritz
a
the
is not
one.
prizes,it
for
been, the
can't
tolerable
only
knows
she
Annie
part,
is such
Tr.
believe
matters;
games
might
it
as
don't
I
for the most
Julie
Trobisches;
and
stupid creature, first thing about
time
no
dull
callers,pretty
and
all
had
I
Yesterday
so
stop
myself
dull
as
quite
are
tired to
for
out
all this
that
sort
always will talk about visits,especiallysince Dora dull books. People always talk about such frightfully
of
they have began again to-day, with books
I'm
Though I do
say
in the
like
a
morning
our
passed us
on
our
January 5th. evening yesterday, for her
and to
have
that!
!!
another She
met
tried
lesson
German
School
thank
ness. good-
in general,I superstitious
two to
Besides, first thing
chimneysweeps, and
arrange
must
it in
any
way
out with-
they
left. That ought to bring good luck. Most important, Hella since yesterday !
She
did
not
come
to
school
bad, frightfully going really began to think she was of attack of appendicitis. Instead
the
mother
a
good beginning. we
having
not
else to say.
nothing
whenever
looks
day
so
before
ill and
she felt
interesting,I spent
the
THIRD whole she
did
But
when
me,
she
such
not
with
tell
what
to
I should "All
said:
had
me
go
above
faces, and "Very well,"
and
then the
she
same
tableau!
than
worse
!
the
matter.
if she
did
not
must
all you
was
she
things, though
her
mother
knew
Hella
them
directlywhat to
her
time
kissed
child
any
How
absurd,
30th
I shall be
shall
have
months
but
she
admit
she
has
little
is,but Ada. and
and
I
puffed
did
not
before her
cent the inno-
her not
all,and
at
not
are
you
a
the grown-ups.
July
all,on
before
month
child
for
I
than
more
laughed frightfully, it; she won't quite clearly. The about
up it
of
knew
acted
After
put
Because
mother, she
among
a
a
on
the
father
that
airs when school too.
to tell him.
If
Hella
is
But
her
only
one
!!
7th.
of everything. interval she
be
I noticed
who
promised
her!
January
I shan't
in
other! !
her
nothing
at least one
Hella
know
happened was awfully shy, trust
so
be
on
Then
said, now
belong
too, and
14
knew
be
us
may
She
was.
still a child!
am
really a
only girl I
can
/
and
you
more.
is
if she
her
it too,
that
mother
so
it
Earlier
let
to
chief
the
already.
enlighten.
day
as
now
more,
six
of
mother,
mother
her
the word
caught
her
told
"Don't Friday the doctor had said: hurry to think about a relapse,there And causes." then he whispered but
shivered
franticallyhigh fever and time, all Friday, and yesterday then
tell
that she
me
had
And
but
being cut in appendicitisoperation,
if she
after the
look
not
look,
she told
tell
make
not
must
won't
then
first
at
was
you
said, "I
I
and
her;
away
right, but
idiotic
two, much
181
evening
everything about it." So felt franticallybad, as
me
at
want
I said
me."
at
and
afternoon
YEAR
Hella I
said:
kept
came on
"I have
to school
looking told you
at
to-day her, and
already
in
spite
in the
that
you
YOUNG
A
182
stare
must
not
the
second
One
not
make
to
stand
going
very
well, in
her;
then
hers
Hella
that
she
to
me
she
would
turning of
one
laughing, is
even
us
to
called
have
and
to
Doktor
Frau
directly,but
pleases
Dunker
from
and
she
said
said:
promptly
she
had
said
at
12.
All
all know
what
said
Hella
in French would
she
that
"
lesson.
of the
her;
feet with
answered
awfully
was
at
away
Dunker
she
I
my
home
go
it.
stupider." Of order, that is,she
another, for they
one
stay till the end
rather
look
not
reading, but Hella unwell, and that what
at
means,
that
"
hooked
about
you
on
go
better leave
had
she
this is
and
things."
must
I sat
way
felt very
was,
unwell
lesson
to
such
One
that.
promptly
to
about
for that
girlslooked
the
speak
to
out
round,
told
had
nearly burst
Dunker
course
idiotic way,
joke
a
suddenly
look
"Do
in that
the third
that I
so
me
I've
time
must
not
at
DIARY
GIRL'S
It
simply
was
splendid ! 12th.
January
to the
to-day The
parting
everyone
We
of The
matinee from
the
in tears.
was
because
Dora
only
Commandment.
Fourth
grandmother I managed
was
People's Theatre
the
to
went
places
two
she the came
Hella, probably for the same attention not was paying much had interval Lajos, who main and said how d'you do up He
mother.
wanted
performance.
of all. been
too, I
The
January
so
after
and
I have
not
to
of
for in
play
in the
stalls,
Hella
and
her
them
after
the
horrid
a
it. the
are
up
and
me,
admit
never
next
Brs.
to the
been
ing cry-
Anyway
the
to
it is
mumps,
from
reason.
with
is swelled
one
Sunday
invited
home
go
it I should
in which
am
has
Jeno
if I had
illness and illnesses
to
from
keep
to
did
so
lovely; almost
was
Lajos
and
of
Those nastiest have
Jeno
they
course
sort
asked
me
glad. 18th.
written
for
a
whole
week,
THIRD have
we
such
French
in
Dunker
says
that's
YEAR
frantic
a
which
we
so! !
obvious.
lot
of
are
She
For
183
backward,
very
can't
stand
great deal better,if only because Prof.
And
because for
he
but
she
the
one
has
one
in
difficult
Excellent
makes
always
oneself;
is very
from learns
because
she
she
always
knows
another
reads
the
course
laughing
I said her how
when it
she I
she tossed does you is it
not were
do
to
of
at once,
that
and
want
asked
her head suit
me."
"Your to
I
and
"What
awfully fond
really lovely." That's was awfully tactless of
of true
her
Mad., tell
great
I
do and
me
a
caught away?"
of company
sort
enough,
and
run
you
when
on,
in
When
earth
to
sequences; con-
coming
were
gone
"That on
at
explain,
to
seems
did
said:
was
getting on,
her."
"Why
her:
Franke
Mademoiselle, and and I was asking
sister
detain
Of
event?
her
had
Dora
asks:
and
us
that
met
we
look
dare
this
and
the
something
only laughing
Dora
her
and
never
examining
was
When
said:
so
I
was
noticed
I don't
up
and
(much emphasised) was
Mademoiselle
Dora
an
lectures.
war
means
imagined she
his
the
impossible for gentleman ! ! ! !
d'you
suddenly hurry,
is
he
skating to-day
how
that
gets
ever
bases
of
causes
Hella
Prof,
to a especially January 20th.
from
causes
beforehand, naturally
consequences
him and
home
the
out
consequences
so
when
Herr
at
awfully difficult,
one
J.
it all up
all the
the
were
Prof.
Herr
quite different,and What
No
a
pimples.
no
but intelligently'!,
to learn
Really
consequences.
one
is
find
one
History.
which
on
had
Arnau
him, except Verbenowitsch sometimes, of a book, not our class book, but out
And
at
class
Jordan's History
Arnau,
Mad.
she
least
at
Madame
part I liked
my
especiallyin
work,
you
mean,
besides she
she
said; but
of all that
"
know
you
backs
what.
a
Father
and
Viktor
word.
But first of
Mad.
although
she
to find
Mad.
day
week
and
perhaps
a
spite of
in
won't
be
the
this
of
she
for
would
but
me,
has
I have
twice
I
January
26th.
Aunt
asked
fresh
that
whole
Anyhow, this in W. Street,
again to-day, that
I
will
for Mademoiselle
it
not;
anything about was
stupid
very
Dora
because
not
pointedly about don't
knew
only
I
decided
told Hella
rather
I
she
now
probably has neighborhood.
ill
about
say
me
story,
although Jeno
Brs.
wait
clear
a
science, con-
when
enjoy anything
tucker
in
Mother," and on
my "I
And
then
and
said:
account?" can't Mother "Such
her
Then
Mother
an
angel. Yesterday
the way,
"By
Dora:
lace
is
Mother
to-morrow?"
Brs.
said:
the
another
she
have
I
will
is ill.
Mother
not
for
probably
because
but
a
to
be
is very
not
would
spoken
her.
in
operation. to
If
to
Then
meanness;
her, and
it.
care
her,
Mother
that I won't
there,and Monday.
on
take
her
It
too
say
the
tell
warn
somewhere
Sunday
on
go
hear
wish
meet
24th.
January
over
I would
I may
lesson
private
angry
not
I shall
7
at
did
then.
you
not
up.
about
happy."
so
did
to
shut
enough
we
to
I got
anything
Grete,
then
offered
never
pretends that
know
one
wanted
all she
"Oh
happy
awfully
was
do
"Dear
softly: views," and
I
said:
makes
very
your
where
that
secrecy
parents'
Then
not
were
her
happiness.
to
did you
behind
intimacy
an
Mother
change
DIARY
temper and
either,and
said
for
Such
fearful
just the
she
GIRL'S
possibly lead
cannot
in such
is
YOUNG
A
184
said:
asked: Then
Dora, has Grete put frock, ready for the
blue I
"But
so
moments
"I'm
why
I rushed
enjoy anything was
up
when
awfully sweet, make
she
one
going
not
not, surely to
her
you
are
and
she
and ill."
wept
forget all pains
186
YOUNG
A
Monday,
on
"Au
for
revoir,ma
perhaps
GIRL'S
she
2nd. it
and
day
I heard
known
will We
Aunt
how
And
done
why
Dora
she
is
noticed
have who
if there Hella
4th.
is
the
often
says
I
the
had
we
her
for
parents."
the
the
water."
of
sort
It
illegitimate
know
that she And
thing.
a
sudden.
to
notice
I should I've
sort
other
are
poor
nothing been
that
her
an
all of
had
yet in
certainly
keen
a
But
eye
for
the first person to notice Father had Hofer's, when even was
Well,
has, saying all the
understands
main
help
those nise recog-
"If
is,that they
there
at Prof.
addressed
to
going
can
engaged
those
indignant
so
quite true,
will find
be able
and
it.
February least Hella
one
disgraceunder disgrace means of it
know?
no
thing for
"Yes,
must
is
it,for
seen
one
idea
Dora:
terrible
a
the worst
it in the maid
she
be
We
that
have
never
their
that.
That
not
wonderful
a
Aunt
to
say
said:
hide
Mademoiselle; it.
der won-
but
means,
something of Mademoiselle, for
should
Dora
who
can
have
ous nerv-
We
think
quite clear,for
that is
certain
had
to
Mother
children; it will
has
awfully
be terrible.
write,so
happened
that, wre
child.
be
pale;
so
a
writing.
have
seems
she must
about
I've
Hella
must
people
pretty and
so
positiveinspiration.We are about anonymously to Mademoiselle
my
And
is
distinctly:
very
tell her.
thinks
write
the
said
would
knows
she
simply can't February
means,
She
That
whether
to
"
reallyill,and
about
Hella
certainly
cherie !
she is
DIARY
find
F.
you."
thing is that February 7th.
written
nave
there
details
it to
out
we
are
such
in the
M.
means,
and
she
her, and
at
that
encyclopedia.
signed Unfortunately we
whether
to
We
it "Someone shall
never
but the got the letter,
she should. What
a
frightfullot
of
anxiety
a
letter
give
can
servant
came
Fraulein
up
!
In
to
me
blushed
I
allowed
be
I will if it
she
when
that it
reallywas
not
she
and
she
there; she
But
to
an
him,
will
for
induce
to
and Hella office, says too that is a piece of impudence.
to
got
me
her
in
into
bonnet,
servant
had
thrown
down
but
pushed
corner,
and
some
that
true
I
I
office
it out as
for
drop
one
that.
theatre
a
tion sugges-
has
a
bee
the
piece
the
entrance.
there
with
my
other
time
I
thing!
a
occasions
two
way
of the any
on
means
a
such
because
peel at
orange
I did
of
to-day
that
a
says.
heard
never
complained
quite
always
not
was
at
Ada
really think
I
Father
for to the
sent
was
as
10th.
February I
school.
at
in St. P.
said
such
G.
Herr
just write her an she might have
row
a
Raimund
she
make
word,
my
she
enquire
I shall
what
tellingher ordinary letter,
New
only
was
certain to
the
him
that
he
go
me
from
whether
me
her
absolutely
I'm
end.
Nothing
that
it
only
the
at
Theatre
told
she
member re-
hand
to
but
live without
can't
holidays
with
in love
enquire
People's she
says
the
in
the
at
or
please
in
"Frau
gentleman
a
to
me
but
pupils,
At stupid of her! for having broken
too
begs
the
to
not
am
Berger, I am a gentleman, but from a I saw directly gave it to me
from
reproached me
now
Theatre is
really is
mistress; I
I said: from
lady," and It
head
it is not
young
Ada!
I
an
Then
you
letter for
a
exception. But again I shall have
make
in to the office."
a
letters
any
happens
certain
from
is
are
thought, it must Frau blushing made "Really man: young
my
the
to
deliver
to
case
Year
but
Please
"There
school
the
to-day
said:
furiously, for
Berger think it must I ought to give it
quite
and
Mademoiselle,
from
your
the interval
of the Third.
Lainer
you." be
one
187
YEAR
THIRD
I had It's
yesterday,
foot know
school
into the
nothing
A
188
YOUNG
GIRL'S
about
it.
Frau
Berger thought
for
that
But
But
since
I would
wiping head
shoes
our
It
was:
peel but
into
I
the
what
well, we
need
time
next
Berger
have
decided
of
one
just let got
and
she
If
to
drop
got
it
up." class mess
more
particular.
too
paper
and
given
Mother
each
; but
she will it!
stand
and
is still
teaching
too, for
2
us
Excellents, only franticallyhard,
studies with
lower
the
hours
By
Frau
the
Maths,
in
next
have
way,
M.
Doktor
classes shall
we
way
Indeed
crowns.
but
again
that
awfully pleased
are
of
she
year, her
for
Franke and
has
Physics,
though she's hardly any good. The Nutling seems give extraordinarily good reports, for twice in Maths, and With
schoolwork
yet
in
her
Doktor
M.
now
Frau
report, and
Hella
it
was
has
had
an
report
she
has
has
one
just
the
If
reports to-day. I have
our
longer each week. actually got Praiseworthy
3
make
the
Satisfactories,only Praiseworthy
learning Latin
go
"Oh
our
really can't
one
can
it,but
girls in
it,
on
said: of
the the
Bruckner
pieceof
a
practicallynothing
is
I shall
be
shan't
We
Praiseworthies she
and
to
tread
head
won't
we
cheek,
12th.
have
has
three
Such
Father
they
Dora
while
happens
any
Excellent.
could
we
were
I kicked
affair
all
such
we
said
I
a
frightfully
when
twice, and
state
a
for
a
and
the
for
money
in
once, one
furious, and
that
it lie.
February not
make
money
drop something, please pick
is
us
it
some
What
Then
we need, still,
we
any
do
say."
not
you
Frau
than
I
been
no
blowing.
kreuzer
20
door.
only
is
absurd,
Wednesday
where not
her
how
on
happened
corner
give
she's
the
at
certainlydid
confirm
it
wind
give
then
temper, I noticed
the
way
that, I wouldn't
letter.
bad
which
see
letter;just fancy,
letter like a
I
DIARY
same
the
Unsatisfactory,
reallyto last
to
Praiseworthy. deserve year
with
one's Fr.
YEAR
THIRD Dr.
The
St.
Not
that deceitful are
14th
of all is with
worst
of
single one
a
189
has
us
got
is very
fond
especiallyTrude, the elder,that is she is How than Kitty, for they are twins!! to the Lyz this year, and They only came them skating every day, I don't because tickets this year but only take day season go, because
can
Hella
with
a
14th.
February half-term
gives
whole
and
in the
boys,
the
afternoon
Hella
meets
have
we
no
tickets when
giving
am
and
room,
wish
an
3 of Hella's
word,
a
room,
Hella
about Hella's
had
been
in the
proposing a
human
his
toast
being
is
lot
and
At
a
Lajos
she
ladies,
had
Lizzi's for
flowers
us.
that
Lajos
dinner
Hella
to me:
"At
being."
For
said
said
did
we
at tea.
different
two never
But
of
another
evening
become
and
dining-room, been arranged
a
too,
brought
the
and
to Hella
really does
one
dinner
other
too.
headache.
a
dinner
and
and
was
many
to
girl cousins
friends
such
sent us
to
that
It
Hella
came
aunts
had
room
gave
proposed a toast was splendid,and
for
them,
and
they nearly
their
had
for the grown-ups bother
several
and
for
frightfullystupid
is
have
we
stayed
I
invited
been
that
yesterday.
Ehrenfelds
2
whom
of
one
speaks
years
had
Jeno
of sweets, and
box
in
older
awful!!!
to-morrow
all about
write
to
Lajos and
and
14
them,
of
I
good thing
a
holiday to-day
time
me
It's
I went to simply phenomenal! quite early, and happy returns
not
the
powerful reflector,
very
the
really lights up
it
and
necklace.
amber
a
Hella's
days
2
illness.
of Mother's
electric torch
an
that
the
the Brs.
To-morrow
Hella
Ehrenfelds, because
so
except
of giving a great birthday party because birthday. Lajos and Jeno are coming
two
we
Jordan.
Excellent
an
Verbenowitsch.
cat
Prof.
Herr
that
completely changed,
every
and
Hella
7
that is
thinks months
I
change
goodness, in 6)4
Thank
perfectlytrue.
shall
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
190
whole
my
being
There
too.
something different about her, all had to blow to extinguish the candles and when we in the her birthday cake, all except the life-light on middle, as a sign that the other years have passed, really did
be
to
seem
afraid that in really got quite pale, for she was blow would one some joke or through awkwardness all right. out her life-light.Thank goodness it was for such I don't much things myself, for I'm care Of always afraid that something might happen. she
only a superstition,but it had been would have horribly unpleasant if anyone Hella blown out the life-light.Openly! ! Lajos gave ! a of sweets, and box secretly! enormous an square I know
course
ring
silver to
with
she
begged
me
and
Mother.
that
is
home
why
where
we
no
one
"Had
sang:
sad
and
in
the
played
for
us;
danced
the
czardas
one
such
are
will
ever
"
the
of her
parents, had given
I
that
of Father
either because
nuisance, and
a
go
living at
on
After tea does, and wears. stayed on my lonely Hearth"
they
because
songs,
evening
known
to say
her
continuallybeing questioned about
I but
other
never
man
has, and
and
I've
things
young is
her do
not
These
one
everything
to allow
would
her, but that
gold
a
she can't because
But
wedding ring. it
pendant. replaced by
wanted
He
heart
a
this until it is
wear
so
it's
that
danced
we
and
such
then with a
the
are
Hella's
while
Elwira,
the
Lajos, it
was
birthday party
prettiest, Father
tall cousin, wonderful.
as
yesterday's.
have thing anyonly possiblein winter; you can never like it on my birthday, July 30th, for the people all together at that time. of are is fondest never one Really no one ought to have a birthday in the holiday the end of Sepbetween months, but always sometime It's
THIRD tember can't
Hella's
child
a
is
girlsand
curls
agree) hanging She
roses.
he
shot
she is in
course
has
is
and
Anneliese.
Her
mother
stay with
bank
manager
of
a
it suits her
she's
so
show
her
Hella
small
probably
have
Anneliese
has
He
is
is
a
can
has
think
Hella, "but
that
Anneliese one
"I
must
was
I
so
and
Hella
not
with
a
not
her,
glad.
Of
because
the
apparatus. to
seems
did
really needs
do some
"Yes," friends
on
anything one
me
tions." affec-
your
bit true, but
neglectold
her,
on
eye
place in
awfully loveable?
her
with
me
an
"It
says:
certainly shan't
kind; but Anneliese
am
a
they
thinks
is in love
my
to
to Vienna
come
Dora
help her
quite taken
be sent
to
always keep
trifle jealous and
I said
account."
we
near
everything,and
that Anneliese
not
stand
her
by
professor and
a
Hauptstrasse.
; but
Zerkwitz.
von
frightfully upset
so
why
to-day
home
is called Anneliese
uncle.
won't
is
head
the
I walked
charming too, the whole school with she is going to gym. us; she
and
her
with
in
Doktor
Frau
accent.
and
Of why. wonderfully.
know
I don't
and
that she'll
Wiedner
She
her.
like milk
German
been
her
All
schoolfellow.
new
complexion
and
Hella
; that is
sanatorium
course
wish
too.
She
has
death
in
a
mourning
19th.
with
live
are
I do
grown-up;
delightedwith
are
himself,
of her
February
to
a
simply infatuated
awfully fond
father's
You
Hella,
to
be
strong North
a
Fuchs
have
daughter
is the
Hamburg; She
down
lovely mouth,
a
eyes,
a
14, I simply
were
only 10, but awfully pretty. (Hella says foxy red, but I don't to her shoulders, large brown
might
has brown
She
We
all the staff she
small
so
I
said
mother
16th.
February the
wish
do
longer, but
any
191
!!!
too
were
I
June.
wait.
not
I
and
YEAR
of
who
she said that the
will
192
YOUNG
A
show
her
GIRL'S
her
everything
the
head
in
and
mistress
front
of
explain everything." said
helping hand." February 20th.
It's such
Anneliese
Mother
here,
last week. and
for
But
since
I
she
Frau
and
and
me
is
DIARY
to
a
M.
that
been
in
to
placed
"Give
us:
pity
has
going
Doktor
sides, Be-
her
ask
I can't bed
Hella's
a
for
the
Sunday,
on
I am going too of course frightfully much rather have her here; glad. Naturally I would but unfortunately it's impossible because of Mother. Dora
am
thinks
that
operation, but is
there
why
if the
believe
dinner
until
black
with
tears
that
be if
another an
tion opera-
understand Mother
with
wrong Dora
would
such
I can't
successful.
disease.
is afraid
has
that but
horrible;
one
She
3. silk
in
cancer
I
one
is
vase, a
a
all
box
and
double
note
her two Then
a
we
book, had
of
vase,
Hella and some
really is
mother
her
from
father
and
aunt.
mother.
and
in
round
the
prizes, a pocket sweets, a toy elephant, a things
a
as
well.
pencil holder, won
a
lot of
I a
in
nervous
uncle
immensely
her
kissed
mother
comb
best
the
other
cousins
of her
frock
embroidered
suffering
living with
herself
enjoyed
her
For
cries because
have
4, for they don't
Hella's
is
Bruckners!
at the
white
a
because
mirror, a
wore
eyes.
winning
games,
until
ribbons.
her
often
Still,she
heavenly
was
come
Anneliese
she
with
It
not
sanatorium
and
anything
has, because
23rd.
did
with
and
it, for
What
have
to
recover.
Anneliese
But
have
believe
be
was
she
will
once.
cancer,
February
did
should
has
don't
a
done
operation
Mother
can't
I don't be
only
can
Mother
won
negro
a
wiper, pen-
lot of sweets,
things too, and
so
Jenny. music
and
Anneliese
sang
the
dread
so
the It's
away.
and
cancer
operation, and horrible, but
don't
March
the
Mother I
am
Mother
longer, let
any
so
hospital and
passages.
went
to
her
violets
and
still
still lots
"I
said: me
don't
back
go in
to
school, do
to
but
I
could
simply
March
is
Mother
24th.
ill and frightfully doctors
attend
not
still has
a
of
to
her
operated properly she would after the second operation. I
what
Mother
both
cried.
now,
she would
been
has
not
to
Mother
has
told
something "Besides, such
hate soon
as
for
a
zia
and
hints, it's Mother
next
she
26th. week.
said:
For need
not
quite made
was
change,
March
did
better
and
to
she
and
Dora
thinks
would
Dora
only that
say
I envy
that
going
at
her
willinglyrenounce
to
me,
I do
all.
As
Abbazia
to
going
was
said:
case."
with
will go are
know
to
perhaps it
nothing is
pain
believe
can't
in any
say
they
good terms had promised
Dora
likely Dora
most
Mother
"I
up
to
get up
can
I
if
on
are
secret, but
a
marrying.
Mother
mind
for my
Dora
about
it.
about
speak
Mother
for
about, for they
said she
but
the
sure
like
Dora I
I'm
looks
still have
should
and
Dora
tell me,
not
She
case;
not
talking to
Although
lessons.
my
had
went,
we
course
asleep now. lot of pain.
really understand
can't
from
stay away
"No, children, go
So
please me."
it to
the
she's
that
now
to
said:
Mother
after
days
different
took
allowed
not
was
We
and
day
she
liked
the
children."
first few
have
in
stay here
to
hospital every
I should
to-day, but
school
have
morrow. again tois so quiet
speak
want
my
flowers,for
other
again.
going
people
dares
hardly
eat
home
of
coming home glad! Everything
anything during the operation. But it's quite to
Mother's
more
is
one
Mother
see
DIARY
die of it.
22nd. Oh
in
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
194
her.
to Abbaz-
the
journey, the
jour-
And
should
not
one
suits
but
now,
it looks
I took
the
coming
home
Mother
is
to have
gone
the
they But
I
inclined, and
that
I should
she
said
of the
like you
I wanted
quite
again." Darling, I'm
up;
I should
after that
you
had
not
afraid like to won't
Mother
me
little
a
enjoyment all the stop myself, and I
never
so
I won't
should you cried too
stay until you need
I should
have
to
she
"Gretel,
said:
Bruckners,
is that
I shall
When
But
"No, Mother, then
all
have
me.
see
I don't
quickly out
ran
for you
much
I want
And
I
near
pleased
I shall
she
the
glad
said:
All
not
dinner
I could
and
well
so
all,for
Easter."
at
cry, and
with
not
then
account.
again,but
after
be
here
house
a
is better
"So
was
Maria-Zell,
to take
after
Mother
might
to go
have
crying
out
any
said:
And
to
she
for
seen,
to ; I should
winter."
on
that
so
pleasure,you burst
think
I
so
is
I
him.
Mitterberg
or
going
not
It's
holidays and
father to
her
Mitterbach am
reallywant
if you
and
was
Oswald
bad.
seeing
to
Of
ribbon
written.
Easter
not; for she said:
that
have
must
the
all.
feeling,so
red
diary
so
darlings together
room
the
ribbon;
at
was
probably going
are
in
feel
three
forward
for Mother
black
I
is very
for
Hella
with
Maria-Zell.
said
for Mother
looking
how
black
a
suit you
not
hair,
in my
one,
that
up
get my
never
summer
my
does
to-morrow
for this year for
give
and
one
I
brown
tell Mother
brown
ribbon
generally wear
I
able miser-
awfully
so
red
yesterday a
not
out. quiteworn April 12th. gloomy at home
I'm
a
best.
me
since
I could
matriculate, I certainly
to
wear
"Oh, Gretel, do gloomy and so
said:
course
can't
get well.
would
Mother
pleasure."
simply
red
though
for
go
that I
I have
when
this year
only
if
seaside
the
and
ney
195
YEAR
THIRD
be are
much."
go
get and
quite well all grown Then
YOUNG
A
196 Dora
in
came
crying
she
hadn't
really
and
said but
illness
anything
to
another
a
says
us
been is
dead
her
all
we
go
and
bed
to
three
die?
people
longer
no
and
have
father
a
Mother
but
I
Dora
all the
but
call
not
I should
Berta
made
be
19th. me
liked
so
one
called
to
die? she
her
did
after
not
her,
should
nor
a
late
hall
locked
in
alone, door
the laid
was
out,
They did dead; was
creepy.
Good
more.
I had
did
after
stay with
but
the
wish
mother
night
home;
only
when
people, who
and
once
to
long time,
The
had
ready alone
And
after Mother
If
had
room,
But
Mother
see
stay
way
a
it.
into
go
awfully until
speaks will
her
old
come
at
to
where
was
24th
her; but
it in Oswald's
May
the
should
after
should
us
on
have
God, why
it
same
me
to
Father
me.
drawing-room,
the
Sunday Hardly
the
night. Why
die.
me
dare
not
into
about to
never
wanted
with
Father.
if she
as
only quite
preferred to stay
went
with
for such
all
to care
anyone
I did
promised
in another go
her
ing. feel-
was
and
something.
her
least
Hella
evening
into
about at
to
tell her
ought
died
them, the
Or
I
do
yet since Mother
feel
and
years,
that not
Dora
weeks we
talk about
I dream
then
lot
likelyAunt way
three
we
I must
April 24th,
on
He
me
awfully unhappy. mealtimes, only Father
one
or
told
what
a
was
me.
so
Most
something
for
always stay
died
at
in
Mother
sent
see
cried
always suddenly wanting
ask
so
would
It's not
good. buried, but
was
we
are
for
had
let her
or
both
word
that
saw
evening she hopeless,but that
we
lovingly.
so
here
We
she
the
Mother
after Easter.
to
was
that
16th.
anyone
in
then
DIARY
Father
upset her
And
May
when
that
Mother's
one
GIRL'S
been
that
called
either
of
wish
Father
case.
When
Mother
frightfullyangry
was
with
buried, Dora,
at
one
thing
least
not
THIRD but
really angry church
and
always
gone
with
out
Mother.
Father
went
Dora.
A
went
with
few
said
it
She
said
that
that
that
would
alone.
when
Aunt
I
sat
took
to
allow
died
here
sat
place. 1 9th. For
At
and
when
look
at
understand
dinner
to-day
joint
and
and
more
say
that
saw
to
crying
too.
Aunt
burial
should Dora
and
me,
And
she
this; and
dinner
and when
left vacant.
side, and sitting Father
never
ordered
and dinner
in
can
I
Father
and
breast
any
stood Aunt Aunt
cake
up
of
promised
first
wanted
day
we
to
veal,
came
us
For had
of Dora's
her
was
I could
burst
again.
to
myself
and
Dora
because
had
happened
contain
not
thing. any-
funeral,
quite red
was
of veal
breast Ulm
had
we
," then
hardly anything at dinner. To-day is the May 26th. matriculation.
in
day
Dora
an
eat
Mother's
eat
Father
have
could
one
I could
and
after
no
of poor
"I can't
more,
any
round
we
is
and
how
brought
was
said:
Mother's
on
not
he
Dora
been
veal, and
of
day
the
on
the
Dora
breast
sobbing frightfully. Then for
at
me,
But
me
fourth
has
Dora
I can't
had
we
thing
same
any
table
elder.
with
autumn,
the
on
it,and
thing.
annoys
the
Aunt
is the
gone
proper
in the
funeral
about
she
in
was
with
opposite Mother, her place was
week
a
her
/
always
the
go
have
that
of
Oswald
about
the
thing
bed
to
to
to
has
at
because
been
her
had
For
Mother
But
spoke
ought
sat
Dora
into
gone
Father.
poor
I
I
have
it!
May the
and
side
Mother
Mother's
Aunt.
later
same
Aunt
for
with
came
and
now
and
while
Another Dora
she
Father
And
have
supper,
After
with
Oswald
the
on
of church
quite natural
was
went
should
her,
days
197
she
with
gone
hospital,Dora
she
hurt, that
come
have
YEAR
out
that
tea, eaten
ten writ-
withdraw
198
A
because said
she
YOUNG looks
it would
would
she
she
distraction
a
finish
is to go
DIARY
ill,but
so
be
like to
year
GIRL'S
to
with
for
the
ought really to is nearly 17, but since
from
the examination
but staff
were
don't
did
awfully
so
least
at
she
the
themselves
for
they only see us Doktor Steiner,from this
year,
that
she
was
had
she
as
if
go
awfully
indeed
No
doubt
but
for
In
the
bad head
that
will be
hear
*
as
a
what
Oh,
could yes,
done,
we
and
Mother
has
back
She
we
did above
Doktor
done
lot of all
we
to
then
had
were
it is not
to Franzens-
until
I cry
cries
do
my
wish
herself, I
anything.
say
Mother's
death
Father!
ought
secrets
not,
horrible.
that
prevent it? we
we
immensely,
Gretel, I
upon
things
said
been
gone
often
the
to
amusements.
more
never
go
M.
I would
displeasure against
have a
but
"Oh
looks
Dora
God's
I
plainly
saw
not
myself
And
soon.
lessons
Father
have to
Frau
Anneliese
go;
simply
it's awful."
So
and
to any
fancy
death,
any
I
did
I often
The
week.
a
We
it would
wrought, over-
professors
enjoyed themselves
me
so
private concerns,
is !
quite well, but
sign of
The
to
would
withdraw.
Frau
go
it is
want
she is
and
says:
4th.
June
Dora
eyes,
until Dora
or
her
that
don't have
I should
others
evenings
aches
too
hours
2
Hella
never
and
you'd stop, can
that
the Dora
and
not
20th, though
liked.
we
I shall
really true,
does
our
we
always
May
on
anxious
and
whom
in her
tears
spring festival could
she
were.
or
nasium. Gym-
mourning
awfully sympathetic;
was
angel
an
1
Next
after Mother's
about
for
she
dancing class,
a
to
us
teachers
that
for the
because
to
she
School.
is in
want
sweet
women
bother
not
to
she
quite impossible and of course The head thought go anyhow. withdraw
and
school
go
for
not
her
High
preparatory
a
She
for she
would
She not
from
to
But
said, have
Mother.
That
is
that
now
and to
the go
some
has
God
why she
is
a
one
there
punished
dark
God
it makes
of
who
me
because
room,
is
I
eying
horrible, and
It's
us.
always speaking
finger of
into
199
YEAR
THIRD
the
terriblyafraid
so
and
is
feel there
always
me
God
of
eye
wants
seize
to
me.
Father
8th.
June
is in when
yesterday evening, door
and
there I
what
and
Dora
only against
for
frightfully angry death, and her
of
for. had
Aunt take
to
kind
to
fancies, and
bromide. and
us
will
I
said:
be,
for
thinks
hope
have
whether
not
would
be
wanted
offence
an
to
understand,
June
12th.
think
any
affair
of
through girl from
no
to
talk
It is
that
about
very
Second
mother
such
came
me
to-dav
her
that
in
Just
own.
in to
our
a
I it
that
She
said:
"No,
more.
You
is still alive."
things, there
I'm
sort!
any
I
Hella
I did
awful; just when
fault of my the
about
I
dren, chil-
us.
memory.
but
proach re-
Yes,
more,
any
more,
your
good
I told
Mother's
my
because
more
that
asked
things
something
say
Hella, I simply won't can't
such
to
good."
and
But
both
reason
over
she
we
awfully
been
be
an
sent
was
watches
....?? about
talk
to
poorly,
very
perhaps
would
eye
will
had
to be
and
always
always
you
Mother's
I look
had
with
me
nearly
room
was
Mother's
upset
To-day Father "Girls, you've no
yourselves, you and
to
Dora
our
but
Father
since
the doctor
that
sleep in
to
came
then
not
was
ure; displeas-
against him,
first time
she
palpitationso
God's
was
And
the
asked
Father
about
me.
he told Dora
ill-conditioned
attack
when
it
tell him
not
Dora;
tentionally out, quite unin-
coming
I told him
with
drawing-room
the
opened
yell, and
a
gave
I did
only
I
Father
was
the matter
was
frightfulrage
a
not comes
want an
frightful mess after
9
to-day
Mathematic
a
les-
200
A and
son
YOUNG
said:
GIRL'S
"The
Lainer, Bruckner, All
the
When
we
room
was
the
head
was
"Do
shut
sitting,and
she
spend
much
head.
talk
Yes,
said
about
besides
will examine
chief
should
I would
what
is
not
say
!
married to
talk
"Such
have she
"About
corrupt
was
more
told
me
thing; anyand and
anyhow
think
you
about?"
broke
said
head,
the
concerned
at us."
on
questions.
saw
Zerkwitz?"
she
said
and
minds."
did
not
her
anything,"
"We
really know, said
simply splendid.
"As
or
Hella
have
"What
would
words
about
Anneliese's did
knew
as
being
little brats, and
goodness, such things," said
she
few
as
that Hella
Then
Hella
in
ters mat-
After
that
face.
my
said:
these
about
getting babies,
such
tears, and
my
afterwards
to
then
"Gracious
about
told
you
again,
was
word
a
kept
any
about
but first,
"
Anneliese
me,"
Bruckner
said
had
She
talking
possible:
that
daughter;
did
talk to her
down
directlyshe
up
at
"This
tell her
it
"What
"Excuse
have
answer
in.
been
you
again really knew to
I choked
never
not
was
her
the
"Very seldom," said I; "Yes, the mother died Lainer, the girl whose
Anneliese
called
was
with
and
girls;so
asked
complains to
you
lady lorgnon. a
too?"
offender
unless
did
the
recently." Then "We
she
Then
foreboding.
wanted
us
mother.
in the matter
a
never
a
Zerkwitz?"
didn't."
what
in Anneliese's
I
Inside
through
me
I had
she
she
only pretended
"I
and
thought and
with
begged
she
knew,
time
mother,
"Hella
we
at
improper things
very
but
looked
head's
wait.
to
in.
me
why.
of the
us
see
directly.
know
not
door
told
called
and
I,
is Zerkwitz's
is it so?"
she
and
N.
to
office
did
we
the office,
Fraulein
wishes
in the
but
us,
the
out
came
you
lady
and
mistress
Franke
at
into
came
head
and
girlslooked
DIARY
not we
mother.
believe should
just
as
that never
I
had;
regards Alfred,
we
YOUNG
A
202
"all in
this
the
mother
warned
said:
infatuated
Direktorin, Hella
don't
not
for
she
No
quite
I
about
it."
about
the
That
and
done
trust
anyone,"
a
sneak.
Franke.
15 th.
June
a
knock
the Herr about
the
Niobe
sums
But
and
she's
in
Insp.
For
mourning
sum
was
an
; in Maths
the
Herr
I
and
Insp.
I went
did;
was never
perfectlyright. would
such
be
was
as
Hella
head
with
up
her
finger to
white
and
French that
besides I
am
there in with
came
as
he had a
Thank I
can
come
(at
sheet
I looked
says
I
to-day.
thought
children).
one,
saw
story
that
lesson,when
the I
moment
for her easy
old
should
inspector came and
door
and
girls say
anything
"Betray nothing!" in the Maths
a
hear
put her
she
besides mother's
what
yet
it
your
the
Anneliese
know
down use
and
ice, a thing
Hella,
school
the
that matter,
least
the
at
it all
up
"You
at the blackboard
was
dug
ago.
course
The
of
won't
the
writing
are
Hella, and she just as clever,"
ages
came
of
lips,meaning
idiot
believed
she
As
we
like are
father
on
don't
We
Frau
forget.
tell what
can
because
stupid
have
could
never
she
Rita's
never
easilyoverawed,
your
says
I often
it to
write
"You
nervous
with
over
that;
friend
a
so
students
two
Zerk-
Please,
shall
I
never
clever.
get
time.
her," but
about
must
we
had
only hope
death.
was
to tell her. trust
write
one
ever
you
still
I
for
the
Besides,
Zerkwitz.
to
thinks
and
"but
are
you
at
earlier,
frightfullyupset."
me
one
brave
says,
be
want
word,
be. so
skating
anything
say
Hella
together.
is
even
then.
simply splendid,
was
does
may
and
"Don't
with
father, for he would
word
still
were
pretty well
was
Rita, and
quite
She
spring,
the
we
DIARY
continuallypestering us
was
was
in
happened
winter, for
Rita's witz
GIRL'S
like
goodness, always
do
the best in the class.
I had
tears
in my
eyes
YEAR
THIRD said
and
the
head;
recently lost
her
mother."
and
Insp. praised me, begin
howl.
to
like
stroked
sweet, and
I do
hope
will
word
for
I do of
a
say
that
hope
he
course
it all
comes
that
would
reproach
happened long before that Hella's happened was Emmy,
her
married
baby.
And
then
child"
(that'swhat
was
she
is
know
still thinks
as
a
continue
girl can
I shall
soon
have
such
black
Frau
von
say,
any
learns
in
was
at that
Little
such
matters.
it if
all about 14!
As
these harm. such
a
one
matter
things Hella's
things
too
very
story, thinks
always
I
I overheard
Hella
brats;" but
loudly to
wards it. After-
drown
laughter
fits of
things;
learned
surely
stork
eyes.
my
all
after
Hella
done.
"Little
hemmed
for
with
us
under
"little brats" such
have
thing. every-
must
one
in the
believe
to
rings
Zerkwitz
Hella
nearly
14
at
first
child"
"developed* too, because
be
that the head
learn
and
! ! to
is said!
that
about
cat)
"innocent
the
see
her
quite likely,for
is
to
great deal already; it's impossiblethat
Anneliese
says
That
it all
"innocent
the
deceitful
that
really
away
having told
we
call the
we
nearly fourteen;
a
age
that
was
because
way
went
was
it,for
But
The
mother
niece, who it
humbug.
a
death.
that.
it all
And
of
dreadfully
me
M.
Meeting.
anything
after Mother's
soon
Hella
Staff
hear
won't
needs
Doktor
Frau
and
the
Herr
right L., sit awfully so
is
She
she
at
me
Father
so
hair.
my
the
idiot I must
"It's all
said:
said:
head
the Then
stupid
a
head
The
and
down,"
then
to
something
has
"She
203
the
over
sion expres-
mother
always
says
brats
like you
have
cern con-
Good
Lord,
her
is
when
not
know
when
fact
both
Hella
does of
no
early, and
mother
early one
always
it has says
one
to
one
is
not
done
that if
gets to look
I
and
old;
one
but
of
that's
course
want
16th.
June about
to
called
me
Z., into
been
had must
the
over
be
fine
Mother
a
children
are
shall have
a
A
that you
me
She
matters.
that
that because
fearful
I have
Father;
ing. Meet-
really
is
single rowing
a
got ill. It's quite
I
that would
Father
had
not
that
Staff
the
although
row;
now;
from of
when what
thinks
Dora
I
said
knows
never
together.
Reprimand
death
that
since
Mother
makes
would Really one people gentle, but why? thought people would get disagreeable,because
have
first
head
The
told
mother
written
sweet
is?
and
gone
place!" Well Besides, it all happened
thing !
hate
had
we
in Mother's
you
of
another
awfully
improper
talking
I should mean
of
not
really talking
you
name
to-day
still alive.
was
after
were
her
office
talking
watch
would
"What
whatever
or
mothers
they'rejust ashamed.
I suppose
said:
do
why
Yesterday evening
Dora
bed,
to
DIARY
But
nonsense.
know?
to
us
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
204
they've been tombstone should
like to go
for
does
one
The
We
not
anything she'll
contempt,
I
do
hate
people
Where
knows
cram,
out, don't
then
I
deceit
fulness.
at a
But
That's for
the
others.
does
not
to
come
play
deceitful,for one When a girltells
least
say
silent
And
anything.
than
not
that
should
we
wtth
her
to
come
since
been
not
punish
more
are
them.
can
tell such
yesterday. name
We
does
who
have
to
born
another
her.
she
has
to
I
least,
at
once
the
child"
the it.
see
afraid, although
feel that
goodness
thank
to
to
cemetery
before
she
least she's
think
affair. say
the
to
"innocent
longer, at
any
gym.
alone
all went
we
like to weep
not
18th.
June
and
put up
was
week
Last
distressed.
much
so
true
her:
tennis. never an
right out-
Oh,
clear
not frightful whacker; I was has safeguard against no one
why
I don't
"innocent
like cats.
child," we
We call
have her
the
"red
cat."
I
is the excited.
We
to
come
and
so
her
mother
took
just
At
before
ought only it does
to
about
rushing of
the
car,
all noticed
it.
out
got
they day said
too,
so
and
Aunt
black
Dora
I do
America,
there ! ! we
sat
Hella sat
me,
or
she
white
I
and
Hella's
went
hat
had
frocks made
up
and
us
they
(that
together the boat
In
awfully nice;
my
coral When the
She
dress!" necklace
goodness Schlossberg
it
near
all
and
Danube, a
was
which
were
we
they thought
thank the
the
on
a
fell into
because But
Father
left,and we "Girls, you're squashing
said:
frock
was
one
in America.
outing.
was
simply splendidly.
We
and
school
to
she
you're crushing
overboard.
hat.
for this
liberty. Boys
the
M.,
right and
girls screamed
fallen the
a
her
Hainburg the
that
at least
about
Doktor
the
on
close
wearing suited
Frau
next
of
girls go
and
But
was
so
land
the
think
embroidered
like that
mourning
wear
students)
is young
that
I
as
I don't
awfully good and had looked frightfullysmart,
it
people
love
white
we
down
mourning,
our
thing every-
when
us
but
said
but
sea,
was
sashes; that
say
at
one
ment, right mo-
I tumbled
Dora
our
the
at
stared
stupid;
was
wore
just
taxi.
put off
we
so
all
Aunt
better
had
we
it
is
at
knows
who
by
7
to
believe
sailing ship
that
in the
up
(I
anchor
taxi.
a
taxi, and
in the
Marina
They
was
in
Y\
at
away came
a
not
navy),
the
arrived.
we
went
of
matter, I'm
not
came
that
so
7.
Hella
always driving
ship weighed say
am
overslept herself, luckily I had waited
Y/\ to 8 Hella
the
Yz past
at
morrow to-
she
and
and
wait,
not
car.
But
like to be
I
lovely.
was
taxi;
a
I should
electric
at the quay
me.
after
Day
Carnuntum.
to
outing
fetch
would
Dora
knows.
outing
The
21st.
she
to be
have
June
for her.
think
school
205
YEAR
THIRD
child was
and
had
only had
a
A
206
lovely view, Frau
YOUNG
that
Doktor
Wilke the
The
perhaps
in
horrid.
Hella
because be
thinks
better
for
her
other, because regard the
to
M.
said:
Hella
to
chum
I
"We
say:
and
four
Then
pieces of
weeks
have the
to
went
in
up
Roman
V.
It
a
of
laughter.
smart,
began head dance.
head
staff of
one
Then
at
It
tea.
joined in, the the girls. We
suddenly
there
to
and
of
one
play
dance
begged The
them
head
her did
sat
music. to not
down
at
Another
allow want
the
many
and
Then
we
Fifth
had
came
the
"young
structive in-
Deutsch-
to
were
we
dug
most
was
came
to at
the
dinner
troop of officers of the flying corps, and
as
mistress
went
we
great fun
was
comedy by
up
whole
afternoon
all the
and
games
the
veal
"How
Before
The
camp.
fortunately Un-
things they had
the
see
not
had
We
said:
explained everything.
In
Altenburg.
he
by
was
I'm
would
cake, and
fasting?" to
museum
the
Fraulein
been
you
"her."
chocolate
Religionsprof. went
because
to dinner.
went
sit next
not
I
talk
that," when she
that;
we
to
point?"
"Just
like
Frau
And
tell you
said:
her
to
it."
did
we
can't
and
talk
else do
let anyone
Herr
the
"Still,with
chum
your
is the chief
What
can
allow
you
interruptedme
cutlets
than
goose," said Hella.
"Do
like that?
just going her
little
point,you
you
W.
Jew.
a
it would
things that hang upon marriage, it's "That's just the every man," said I.
with
Doktor
be
to
be
all the
to
same
chief
is said
her,
question
rate
Professor
marry
all
would
the
any
her
marry
that
quite out of
professor;at
to
he
is
dear,
Professor
with
probably
Oh
that
of the German
about
will
holidays.
lovely;
so
went
he
anything except
at
was
he
girls say
the
look
she
and
us,
DIARY
not
because
with
time.
did
is,/
M.
was
GIRL'S
had
got
all in fits
along
a
frightfully
piano up
to the
ladies"
but first,
and
to
all the
THIRD
girls of Herr
the
Fifth
Rel.
them
have
were
allowed
with and
I
the
and
friends
she
to dance
my
said:
is
with
home
said
Of
thing one
would
we
anyhow got
Herr
He
would
all
so
is
Prof.
had
danced able
not
Wilke
the
and
me
a
a
Then
mean.
There she too. one
out
is
might
each
be
of the
then
Frau
Doktor
blushed
ously; furi-
will marry,
better. left
of the
the
officers
staff,the ladies
awfully funny looks
said:
"No
I
she
was
had
taken
her
Rel.
Prof,
said
Sixth."
quite for to
one
her:
if
quite old, as her
thank
I
happened.
lieutenant offered
in the
were
lieutenant
a
"our"
staff,I'm
and
They
and
roses,
who
because
Jewish professor.
we
of
the Sixth
she
laughing, and Herr
Before
member
24, and
the
not
great deal
something
girlin
a
And
lieutenant the
to
rose
she
friend,
forgotten, a
saluted
man
a
nately Unfortu-
long
She
his
on
best
almost
another.
probably
please
I had
with
it is not
us.
very
moustache one
hand
of
dance
way
prompt
so
one's
both
the
on
true, but with
a
really wanted
been
not
to
and
Oh,
had
with
lieutenant
same
placed my
with
awfully smart! brought in a huge bunch gave
evening
that's
captain with a black M., for they know he
in
I had
please,"
dance
the
lieutenant
the
separate the you
Then the
Hella
splendid
a
to
him.
quarrel about
hot.
so
I venture
but first,
he
came
To
and
danced
then, when
off with
course
were
so
not
And
"If
that her
either
us
let
they really
so
little dance?"
please" and
you
we
a
the
Direktorin,
of
rest
"May
Hella
shoulder.
and
Frau
on.
glorious.
with
"If
looked
or
sailed
lieutenant danced
The
to, and
her
pleasure,"and
dance.
for
I, and
said
"Oh,
innocent to
begged
standing right in front,up
were
lieutenant two
Sixth
said:
another
one
and
Prof,
207
YEAR
you,
a
rose
not
am
Everyone burst
abashed of
the
because
staff.
the And
"Tschapperl,
you
208
A YOUNG
might just
as
been
20
if I
torin:
"Do
what
see
rogue,
forsooth!
shut
fallen
my
down, and
And
I
don't
all
Dora
said
you
are
does
not
the
early.
only
eyes ! !
That
dreadful! I don't
Of
at.
I
she
did
it's
a
love
Father
aeroplane,
In
the
came
So
is the
world has
Leutnant I
he
suppose
that
he
has
very
likelyhe
not
till
we
said
so.
thing done the
any
ent; quite differhe
said:
"So
not
been
sleep on If I
only
like
him
with
up
in
got quite giddy. the
Herr
said:
round
able
him.
officer,
an
I would
But
both
spinning
lost his
of
if I had
with
up
still
knows
dresses;
conquest ; you're beginning
religionlesson yesterday, when in he laughed like anything and
Lainer, Herr
up,
up,
saw
dance.
not
sort
was
witch, they'retoo expensive." the lieutenant,I would have go
an
hardly
Mother
little to
have
laughed.
white
wear
of thing, as
good taking
no
did
not, for after all
yesterday evening made
does I
have
that
don't
eyes,
probably
would
did
we
forget her.
has
little
course
I should
whom
sort
I
before
day
if
child, for
a
matter."
But
eyes,
everyone
even
Direk-
Frau
Making besides, what
being laughed
mourning,
der won-
Lainer;
young
outing, and cuttingly: "Of course
little witch
my
to the
the
through
something less,and
like
very
in
are
then
the
outing. Dora dancing with the
said
if I had
eyes;
I
making."
make
to
daughter.
was
that
make
not
anyhow
I
she's
told
after the
days
at
she
have
must
Hella
course
Prof,
look
really
again.
when
Rel.
eyes
I did
mean
we
just
four
But there
colonel's him
that
the Herr
Of
a
see
yesterday
lieutenant
She
ever
writing this
me
not
was
it."
I think
least.
at
DIARY
taken
refuse.
she
shall
we
am
told
that
have
to
officers
lieutenant
it
well
quite right
was
GIRL'S
to
Prof,
"Hullo,
you?
sleep
The since."
Still,I'm my knew
quite sure account, though what
his
name
A
210
a
long
YOUNG
at
nose
GIRL'S
behind
me
Father's
ignored it;little pig,and is
supposed
we
have
an
ensign
to have
never
can't
and
she
has
shake
not
September; 27 th.
June in
Her
coming
don't
leave
what
Oswald
she
in
me
is
always
going
not as
the
to say
At
she
that
not
all
Frau one
the
Doktor
could
that
a
of
[idiot], turned I
trust
late "Trans-
then
sentence
it
that; has
ought
to-day to
you'll of
sense
meaning able
was
speechless
the
Dunker
One. you
the
was
what
course
and
absent
ever
the
think
remained
see
been
has
Anneliese
I can't
have
the
I
Inspektor said:
been
"At
"Trottel"
end,
true
course
not
the
not
be
pupils.
of the words
deserve was
inspectorscome
but
me,
to
not
might
no
really did of
is
the
Then
Herr
least
had
Afterwards
thing
day, to-
it must
say
her, but
But one
at
or
,
I
right
know
If Hella
saying
it after
meaning."
of me.
class
So
could
not
it to
length the
meaning,
have.
was
Dunker
of Being first,
at all.
nothing
for if I don't no
she
"every pupil
says,
I would
sentence
its
grasp
long
our
Doktor
the
not
simply
whispered
owl.
an
and
I
meant.
and
that
says
often
and
I said
round
too
his
lurch."
teachers
upon,
so
not
her
are
to
came
Frau
his hands."
professorin
and
as
about
"
Insp.
time.
the
inspection,"Oswald
"trotteur"
does
although disgustinglythin.
Herr
this
inspectthe
called
Japan
ginning visits,and at the bethe lesson she said: "Girls, the Inspector to-day; pull yourselves together; please
of
to
clothes
of b
excited by always frightfully
is
in
But
,
The
French
trace
a
Bub.
as
Mourning provincial look
a
simply
Kamillo
years.
it off.
got
I
cousin!
just as impudent him, for he has been
at all ; there's
she
17 last
yet he's my
for the last two
and
back, but
been
seen
suit Marina
DIARY
to
because
whisper
it to
reproached me, and
anyone,
"And
the
laughed
that
stupidest
when
you
YEAR
THIRD
did
know
not
could
tell her
not
difficult for
would
Unseen
Staff
know
to
be awful.
It does
her
father
Of
been
had
thought
has
about
just
I'm
Meeting is to-day. I shall
mark not
in
gone
have
much
so
to
away
next
day
have
"to
bother, to-morrow
in
June
30th.
what
Goethe
We
were
afternoon
because
of
Bruckners
went
will
convalescent
a
them.
is
Park
to
supper,
way,
I
have
but
written
not
child"
"innocent
there
at the
I shall
yesterday and
and we
this
matriculation. visit
to
so
went
could
On
go
the
the
By
on.
anything yet
outing.
not
Turkenschanz
to
nothing
was
The
aunt, who
an
I
of
sort
home
Dora's
evening
and
holiday
a
about.
home,
the
In
at
be
I shall know
wrote
Breitenstein
to
with
about
boat
the
she
gan be-
to push fussing round Hella and me and wanted the conversation,indirectlyof course! But she is extraordinarily clever in not succeed; Hella
into did such
; she
matters
Really
I'm
"Haven't
when
once
Hella's
looking found
had
you
cooked
simply
seemed
little sorry
a
close friends
any
be
is back
Sunday. So for another 2Yi days linger in suspense," but a different
from
is in
Hella,
to
is
suspense
That
manceuvres
So
more.
on
mand, Repri-
a
report.
my
matter
reports any
Oh
to-morrow.
to
really
is
Hungary or in Bosnia, and by the time he the holidays will have begun and no one bothering
I
course
translation
whether
conduct
a
first
my
bad
or
for
The
hooks
like that."
us.
28th.
June tenter
that
it "Trottel."
translate too
word
simple
a
211
hat
through
her, for
she
ourselves; but Hella
enough
of it
more
with
the
yet? same
fell into the water
Do
we
said:
want
you
sauce?" and
her.
hasn't
beyond
after it in fits of
Anneliese
for
to look
were
to
And still
laughter,all of a sudden standing behind us offeringHella
we a
212
A
fine lace the
YOUNG
shawl
which
"Wouldn't
you
have
back
don't
trouble
But
I
told
her
"Darling Rita,
you
inborn."
rather
think
to
seems
with
her
hat?"
a
quite used
can't
looks
"Please
learn
officer's
she
for
me,
than
I
up grown-
rejoined: that; it's
she
always
daughter
is
goodness, everything
has
an
queen!
a
thing like
a
annoyed
that
and
about
going
to
just like
much,
as
for
readily gets earache. shawl, so that you won't
without
she
moments
She
brought
the way she said it,like a her. She is really shorter
it from
at such
lady.
Vienna
to
yourself, I'm
learn
but
am,
so
this
use
DIARY
had
she
like to
bare-headed." I must
she
because
evening to go
GIRL'S
thing
a
apart.
July
off without to a
the
narrow on
I said:
And
would
do
After
well
we
talk about
back
meet
so
was
the Father
were
can't
train all
suddenly
help
in future
that sort
mention
at
us
of
M.
had
been
not
trying I heard
a
thoughts
about
one's as
was
to
a
sort
Mark."
which
the
to
the
child's"
know
Conduct
grown-ups
thoughts,and Here's
of the
mother.
her.
When
whom
another When
thing
parents
came
too, and
Thank we
got
ness goodout
great scrimmage, because ourselves
Hella's
voice:
to
our
got
we
there
was
shall
we
to
persons
outing:
station; Father
not
that
Doktor,
with."
of thing.
"innocent
there
."
along, you little baggage, child,and for the other
by rail,most
the
did
Bad
a
"Get
dispense
to
Vienna
into
to
the
full
careful
forgot to
voices
from
me
part simply
all,one
more
certain
hand.
one
be
I
her
head
your
Doktor
quite certain,Frau
saved
I kissed
with
If
"I'm
have
for the
Frau
behalf, I really don't know
your
alone
you
scandal.
passed spoke
corridor,saying: "Lainer, you've had
escape.
raised Then
public
a
in
me
Thank
1st.
of we
parents, and
"No, Madam,
your
THIRD child
is not
in
sharply, and Frau
what
answer
there
Zerkwitz
von
you,
our
company."
was
Hella
who
had
it; I always
the
It
event.
gentleman in alone there, and too
was
make because
one
finished
time
when
Hella
It
Jewess! impudent
Hella
So
of
one
to
follow
not
made
"No, you've to
was
said:
He
all it's not
him:
to
the
if she
him.
at
speaking
not
are
you
after
secondly it does is a Jewess. one
it that
by saying
up
mistake,
do
good repartees
impudent
of
The able
asked
an
repartee, and
"Hullo,
have
that
snapped
of
been
same
a
can
of
theatre
she
front
her:
never
think
Jewess, or absurd, for first as
clever
a
the
in
round
little Anneliese?"
just the
was
old
Impudent
just asked
I should
to hit upon
1 turned
standing
of my
splendid;
was
213
bad
become
has
YEAR
a own
your
sort."
We
break
matriculation Then
we
Hella
a
I can't
a
I
it
with to
a
the
In
out.
what's
myself: Hullo,
me
why
to
I had
if I'd had
when
had
I
got
reason
nearly
Fraulein way
home
slowly
(for
so
N.
!
In
I of
N.
with
was course
And
the
then
directly,and
very one
not
me
want
to
"Oh
boredom,
and
start."
On
a
silent, and must
asked
I said:
so
asleep from in it gave
suddenly
Physics lesson,
I did
me.
it
in
thought
Hella
interval in the
ing think-
came
I
up
.,
of the
not
was
all stood
we
fiery red
fallen came
As
that?
sweets
some
the real
tell her no,
Aha!
me:
middle
I
.
.
.
particular,Fraulein
signed.
to be
paper
occurred
the
in
anything
this
and
Tyrol,
I have
Physics lesson,during revision,when of
11th.
the
last year.
there
plain
Dora's
awfully pleased.
am
goodness, to-day
write
of
until
in
hotel,so
splendid time My
here
to Fieberbrunn
stay in
2nd.
because
but
6th;
staying
are
going
are
had
July no,
we
shall
we
year
the
on
up
not
I
walked walk
so
fast
214
YOUNG
A
)
when .
.
to-day, that
up
fallen
you at
.
last!"
me
went
by
she
And
Hella
which had
tell her to
It is
So
them
really very to
must
tell Aunt
take
of the
students
me
too."
one
the cheek
on
one
We they hurried away. to-day ! ! Hella wanted
:
it; but
really
thing any-
believed
that
I wouldn't
unpleasant,and
this
evening
because
frightfulcare because
I want
of
San
a
tell.
I shall But
Dora. T
"
to
me
hadn't
really I
she
street
two
you
long equals
we're
now
"Give
is it
is it at
moment
give
Have
it, or
"Or
middle
said:
I'll
"Yes,
then
that
at
everything about tell,and yet she
have
I said
in the
of them
one
for
Then
Just
said:
use
knowing
my
"Ah,
there
will burn." no
here, what's
frightfullysolemn?
without
said:
and
and
"Look
.
kiss.
a
DIARY
said:
so
.?" .
And
gave
Hella
are
love
.
more,"
once
that
you
in
long last
GIRL'S
I
It will
"
.
be
frightfullyawkward. first of all because
case,
before
it
without
began
that
so
I
for
a
San
T
"
for Father
their
their
July
came
I shall
on over
about
it.
buy
rate
any
they
be
whether about
know
must
can't
one
it would
know
Dora
at
does
know
anything
light before me:
"What
I on
undressed, earth
again directly." "No and
wanted
all.
after
to switch
are
you
it
on
I
For
and
I won't."
then up
to,
Then
herself;"Oh
please wait until I've got into bed." didn't you that it," said Dora, "why say do
ashamed.
I wonder
they
; I suppose
at
off the
it
know
pens, hap-
whatever
And
80.
her
was
be able to
never
it
daughters.
snapped
switch she
know
3rd.
switched Dora
to
wives, but
about
it
feel still more
if I live to be
even
reallydo
men
all about
because
tell Dora
me
Hella's
,
myself
awful
in
frightfulcramps knew
secondly
make "
such
mother
certainly shan't
for that would
for
her
different
was
she had
being told, and
mother.
As
It
"O-o-h, so
is
before?
always hidden
I've
haven't a
long time,
she told
and
told
for
before
6th.
July get
to
M.,
Doktor
said:
she
trouble
for
the
to
class
you
"Is
it the
meant
school
round
Doktor,
"Frau
be
captain
for
she
then
going
am
I said:
and
And
quite true."
and
wanted
kiss
to
then
and
moment,
something? right,ask away!"
I ask you "All
She
Carnuntum?"
in
met
I
a
may
angry!"
we
because
it's
always
staff will
but
her
spoke
one
it is
pang,
much stand, under-
not
of the
a
end
the
too
year,
such
me
Frau
to
at
that
went
we
did
we
to
year
when
give
member
"Yes, Lainer,
mustn't
But
only
the
It gave
No
said:
Hella
first
from
girls thronged
hand.
her
It
let on!
and
won't
At
same
leaving
is it true?"
all the
January
good-bye
said
you
she
the
be married."
"Oh,
that
thought
am
in
was
light.
off the
awfully sweet,
was
successor."
we
better
was
that
never
unhappy,
so
am
hope
same
"I
said:
I
whether
uncertain
keep
she
my
it
that
I
switched
we
Oh,
"I
to
sioned commis-
had
because
too
reports to-day and
our
quite
.
.
midnight
was
for
said
how?
But .
talked
Mother
she
knew
had
Hella
we
another,
Mother
awkward.
least
you
that Mother
me
tell it to
girl to
one
then
it, but
all about
her
and
everything when
her to tell me had
And
you,
from
things
my
yet."
got any
215
YEAR
THIRD
was
quite puzzled for a minute, and then she laughed like anything and said, "No, Bruckner, it is not he, for wife he has Gilly, who is not so already." And a fond of her frightfully Doktor, please tell us "There's
no
secret
whom
about
it,I
leave
the
Hella not
leave
School.
High Frau
has
such
Doktor
going
am
That
It's
going
are
you
professor in Heidelberg."
I are, said: "Frau
and
Hella
as
is
simply
lovely ideas. alone, and
to
ruined
a
marry
she
why The
marry."
to
my
has
to
days. holi-
girlswould
they all wanted
to
A
216 walk
home
YOUNG
with
GIRL'S
her.
Then
she
that's impossible,for girls, to
see
my
idea.
parents.
And
others
said:
The far
the
you
as
said
they might. hurried
we
took to
as
the
in
But
rushed
in at that
she
And
too.
two, though
and
course
to
; I
us
Hutteldorf. we
both
shall I
waved
our
When
we
long
pay
her
for
be
able ing wait-
were
all the
when
Then
She
purse
left it in the
and
and
she
Then Never
us!
heavenly both
tickets Hella
looked
and
so
once
it; she
find
not
Luckily I in
a
I still
able to
was
way
/
sharp-wittedone ; I said we had travelled third had only passed out through the second, so we had to pay so much; and no one knew anything about the
there's we
no
really did
would
in that
harm go
spoil the
back memory
to
got
back!
could
for
and
sight we
she
ticket office.
July pocket money fare, and then
nice
waved
and
our
for
so
we
that
still in
her
give up
was
kissed
ond sec-
seat
a
get out."
must
was
to
travels
alas,
moment
train
class
second
photograph
she
came
daughter, mayn't
Then,
girls,you
to
and
always
her
one.
the
them
together on
sat
give us
blessed
as
wanted
all my the excess
had
M.
handkerchiefs
everywhere have
Doktor
crying, and
out
forget that As
must
us
"Now,
burst
ride!
to
send
to
officer's
frightfullyhot.
her
and
we
had
an
all three
was
begged
promised
Frau
along,"
entrance.
we
she
length
should
and
the
with
come
at
there
as
splendid
got into the train which
Of
we
it
we
we
came
far
as
moment.
third, and
that
when
tickets,for Hella, being travel
her
metropolitan before time, and
her
to her
up
had
said, "Come
so
darling
Purkersdorf
to
may
of
plenty
with
Hella
"Please
Hella
the
platform
girls came
"My
going
am
then
tickets to Hutteldorf
on
we
I
said:
metropolitan?" and
off to
get back
DIARY
was
and not
cheating. Of course third, although Hella said sort
for
it,
of
her.
That
sort
of
it
thing
YOUNG
A
218
Mother
shall
bother; all
to
the
DIARY
frightfullyanxious:
was
"I
GIRL'S
whole
show
soon
wants
one
them
that
at the
matric
And
secret!"
all he
then
said
"Pooh," there's is
wald, Osneed
no
cheek, that's
telegraphedwas
still very [through] and poor Mother was anxious, and thought that it might mean durchgef'alien it reallymeant [failed].But of course durchgekomthe second men [passed],for meanwhile telegram had And father had pagne come. brought two bottles of cham-
"durch"
Rodaun,
to
There
be
won't
matriculation it does
make
2*/2 months
ago
oh
July
9th.
she
the
cemetery Hella
I
with
People always ought There dare
to
late. it
always
street
I
came
to take
And
Dora.
next
so
But
the
and
time
to
in
a
there
home
is alone.
one
told
simply no by good luck I had only
was
me
to the
tram
Potzleinsdorf
Hella
home
a
quite deserted sort of thing is
Then
reached
afternoon
not
cemetery I took
get back a
did
Potzleinsdorf,and
the way. she
alone.
be
I should
That
long
get there
got in in
ask
turning
I did I
a
I
when
myself
along, and
came
just as
along,
for
and
I could
lady the
found
cemetery.
me.
the
the Turkenschanze.
of whom
old
from
to the
I the
I took
so
but
further
away
and
turning near
much
so
awkward,
very
an
seems
was
mother, and
cemetery
to
way
I
Dora
and
afraid
was
to
went
the
place
long frightfully
a
when
wrong
in the
one
having
was
Aunt
walked to
go
that .
Dora
Aunt,
then
to
stay long, for I
It's
And
one
no
was
with
;
now
her
and
Hella
more
any
I think
when
I told
and
to Potzleinsdorf
tram
us
Dora's
Distinction),I
with
going
was
with
while
morning,
quite alone.
going shopping
is not
return.
after
still alive,and
was
(she passed
exam
sort
miserable
so
This
her
told
Mother
me
the
of
anything
because
Oswald's
to celebrate
ready
car
line. came
long before
nearly
gave
me
THIRD
YEAR But
quite unintentionally. talking about the matriculation away,
it
Now
over.
that Dora
she will have
to tell me
a
things; she promised she
is
tor
Dunker
has
it's
awfully
mean
from
a
on
good.
I have eyes
about
It
of
and
her;
and
when
can
work
was
so
I shall
work
any
have
it up
to
learn
as
has
with
Frau
it's
and
likes
one
down
a
Doktor
!!
M.
It is
Salzburg again
for
2
before
can't go to K
Berchtesgaden
to
days M
goes
to
dozen
of
bag
of sweets
is
wretched
an
for the
back
Dora we
Hungary. for
she
will
can
September.
we
one
She
is
with
journey
Hella.
is
going to
me
another
lucky !
I
going to stay day got my name
I
the
with
Hella. I do
journey:
leather
black
pokerwork,
from
is to
are
handkerchiefs
outfit for
place without
a
am
went
take
see
they are things for
mourning
border, and
Aunt
this year,
"
travelling satchel a
I
she
where
way
that
so
presents to-day because
Yi
the
on
perhaps
in F. till the middle
black
never,
are
Hella "
never,
going to F. to-morrow; frightfullydull to-day, for Hella
and
Salzburg
against one,
angel!
stay for 6 weeks, and
black
teacher
hard
different
We
yesterday
away
and
one's
as
cast
never
10th.
glad.
a
do
never
are
the sweet
July
a
frightful
looking at her photo so long that my are positivelyburning; but I had to write up when had been one to-day: even stupid once
never
to
of the
just been
twice,she
so
lation the matricu-
holidays for? Frau Dokreally given me only a Satisfactory,
me,
one
one,
or
certain
for three years more ! Nothing will induce bother for she has myself about French now,
down
no
about
more
I
smooth
to
her matriculation
Before
and
all
were
her to
on
would.
they able
was
finished
now,
holidays. What
in the
I
tired because
so
over
since
great deal
she
always
was
grind, but that
me
has
219
a
narrow
and
a
The
hope
belt,
we
huge world shall
220
A
marry
the
on
"The
the
other
GIRL'S
day,
same
ardent
most
when
up
YOUNG
for Mother
of the two
one
is
marries."
it will
be
like
will tell her
Dora
told
me
that
is not
so
all about
to say:
always
she has
married.
Doktor
she
M.'s
knows
about
I suppose
not
it before
broken because
not
Frau
at
whether wedding! and I wonder everything;very likely not, but if mother
used
I suppose
because
annoyed
what
always
girl friendshipsare
one
I wonder
DIARY
her
she is married.
had said yesterday that Mother once "A to her: girl always gets all sorts of false ideas into her head; the realityis quite different." But in
our
case,
quite precisely,even take
to
it!
"
he
is
off every
Oswald
going
to
12th.
July
all
oh, how a
is
I
diary;
am
it
It's
for
and
we're
at least every
visitors,at is
I must
talk
half a
the
house there are courses
every
the
have
you
forget
never
20th, for and
climb
to
other
it
we
hanging thoroughly. The
had
first
tains moun-
all;
them
the
At
one one
night. place was
We
at dinner.
in the
journey
I stood in
hall, and rather
was
so
could
we
in the corridor
Salzburg
putting
about
are
counted up
ing stay-
are
there
frightfulheadache
a
through
night.
day.
boarding house;
frightfulfire;no no
I shall
thing every-
days.
going
least that's what
Dora all
that
mountains
visitors' list
study
dull, for not
a
fact
few
a
lovely here;
in the Edelweiss
There
to the
enjoying myself! I simply can't keep will have For I must to be a weekary.
write to Hella
40
really know
we
stitch;oh dear, coming to F. on
Munich
round,
for
it out,
there so
was
I suppose
knew
anything about it. The boarding is beautifully furnished, carpets everywhere; one
are
several
groups
awfully pleased at
dinner
table.
and
Father
of
with
statuary in the hall.
everything.
two
at
says
we
supper. must
There
We 4
are
Flowers
on
and
see
wait
YEAR
THIRD whether a
is
and
tall and
so
skirts
black
lace
your
heart,
not
shall
wear
we
in
things
the
quite near of Alpine roses. her
and I
to
the
in
house,
of
to
It
be
would
suited
our
ages.
to
very
cold, only
said
we
should But
only
baths
or
bathe
60"
the
from
Perhaps
ours.
One
plan
Dora
in
has
the
to
come
evenings
we
be
shall
Here's
has
our
the
its furniture of
is
much
three is of
looks
lovely, but better,only
persons; a
tiresome
very
there ancient
furniture; the lady
who
We
it is is
have
the look
at the
second them.
to
of
talk to
important shares
thing;
Father's
to the
the
a
only
order.
keeps
ade, promen-
garden.
should
I
quite
Dora
on
into
Klein
is
like
Aunt
looking
only
room
view
room
for
small
sort
lovelyveranda
a
while
another
go
seem
to know
get
things,but it is impossiblebecause room.
other
often.
all sorts
about
the
Dr.
I wanted
nothing.
to
water
any
of the two
like
always
at most.
won't
luckily it; un-
Edelweiss
pick
acquaintances yet, but I blouses girlswearing Bosnian
made
of
of
here
when
apparently that
photo
mountaineering is
that
says
The
Mother's
to
a
on
great nosegay
a
one
lovely
54"
about
or
the
white
To-day,
I should
Wildeck
the
not
Father's
and
the
in front
mine.
bring
Father
course
and
coats
have
we
picked brought
we
has
But
room
coats
Still,for
frightfullyhot.
oneself.
our
white
dress."
black, but
for
table
have
put the flowers
forgot
mountains.
not
also
have
material
cotton
your
Dora
has
top
warm.
black
we
it gets
case
cliff
with
thin
We
blouses, and light grey tweed dresses Father is reallyquite right: "Mourning
For
present,
looking.
white
well.
is in
of
blouses, and
skirts and as
becomes
aristocratic
made
enough. Father has him splendidly for
often
suit which
tweed
new
he
them
they change
221
have
Of
liked
great deal too one
bed
I do hate the
and that
boarding
YOUNG
A
222 house
calls it
have
seen
Empire! When
employed
in the
there; but
he
is
quite off
tried he
her
And
about
secret
think
of
and
There's
Aunt
that she
awful
enough
to
many
Franz
has
and
because
tied?
After
any Aunt
harm.
that
she
Dora
only told
is
in
didn't
go
long
an
your
Aunt
her
whims
raging
a
Dora
and
likely it To
raving on
is
mind
my
fancies, and mad.
Dora
living for another
a
asylum
her after Mother's
locked.
is
and
such
know
run.
Uncle
of
frightfullysorry to
the
things,
who
Most
gone
may
in
but literally, Aunt what really
whims
is tied
all,he is
the
this matter.
never
she
out
much.
more
Richard
for
that
mean
find
so
with
has
Dora
didn't
with
to
Mother's
bedroom
Dora:
a
come
about
in
out
of her
mad
anyone
that Uncle years,
to
carefully to
connected
Alma
yet Uncle
he
about
this secrecy,
any
such
I
when
think
quite
had
make
they
husband
a
one
I don't never
talk
to
door
said
once
annoy
something
20
do
he
respect
terribly afraid
so
have
to
course
watch
I must
says
has
raving
asylum
another
11
But
in
was
drive
to
Of
fancies.
Aunt
harm!
of
the
in
Dora
sense
Dora
Father
maniac.
does
no
always kept the be
It must
is
and
one place that always makes secondly one always finds
last
At
to
wanted
ever
one
and
spinal disease
sent
Richard?
was
patient
a
was
was
earth
on
Uncle
it,no
illness.
why
he
attacks
Aunt
Dora.
Richard
has
Dora,
for
Uncle
has
walk
a
Aunt
often he
Aunt
how,
children.
He
frightfullot of
a
understand
and
before
about
whether
or
style.
for
out
ever
can
Empire
were
whether
patient.
his head
I
great deal
a
before
a
throttle
to
did
first
is
real
and
asylum
Once
madness.
me
she
suppose
in
Dora
yesterday she told I never reallyknew
DIARY
I don't
!
furnished
room
a
15th.
July
GIRL'S
about
for
monster.
and
can't
Aunt
Why do
her
all this before,
death.
Dora
thinks
THIRD it is better not love
with !
a
to marry
that
then
marriage
a
and
affairs
having in
met
such
the
a
under such ago, had married puzzlesme, for if that is what men I don't
marry,
with
marriage
a
somewhere. for the
July Hella
would
I
a
got
time
days
she
when
Frau
holidays
conditions.
it
when
be satisfied
can
be
must
two
But
chieflywant
it is different
I
should
never
Hella
believed
advances.
But
written
to
had
mistake
a
the
among
have
Jews,
thought
that
Anneliese
obviously she me: My own
from
in anger. me After all,she did been
fine
a
What do row
me
for
stay at home
to
was
would
make
afraid.
So
dear
only friend of my life ; wherever everybody likes me, and only
have
cause be-
that
been right in that matter. to have prove letter 8 pages long from Anneliese to-day.
That
has
made
I
Jews.
were
No,
21st.
But
purpose.
man
any There
contract.
Perhaps
Mayers
how
see
tract! con-
generally; and
summer
years
they
excluded. was
in
madly
marriage
a
contract
money
its
be
is
one
only by
that would
case
always imagined of a dowry never thought of Mayer, whom we
223
all,unless
at
And
man.
In
YEAR
Rita!
you
have
did I do you
some
harm; not
are
the
girlsand away
?
for there been
she
now
turned
harm
if it had
fresh
You
I go, all the
five
for
might Frau
Doktor
form ! She writes she M., that angel in human is so lonely and so unhappy; she is with her mother at the Gratsch Meran Hydropathic near or Bozen, I her. For forgetwhich, I must look it up if I answer I gave
my
word
forgive the
of honour
"innocent is
to Hella
child."
But
that I would
after
all,to
never
write
and is far from ordinary politeness, and still less a friendship. meaning a reconciliation, She says that there are absolutelyno girlsin Gratsch, ladies and old gentlemen, the youngest only grown-up an
answer
is 32!
mere
brr, I know
I should
find
it
deplorablydull
A
224
So
myself.
I
exceedingly the
to
truly.
the
often
to
of
often
She
names
her
them
ought
to be
have
know
of
loved
you
always M.
her
like her
used
excellent
She
at all.
she
affected,or
so
coming
until
walk
8th.
at 4 o'clock
this
I have
into
her
to Hella
the
days
about
answer.
costume.
she
after dinner
wood.
without
ago,
Of
waiting,
the
tiresome
by royal; the
as
Dora
is not
the
thing she
go
does
to
our
neliese Anto
not
as
anything
how a
every
Anneliese
royal time not
say
only
bare
a
I did
course
just 3 not
usual. very
they proper
are
she
is
with
the
frightfully stuck
up.
taken
much
thing
in the country, course
of
so
written
wrote
signature so
much
thinks
is
to
with
all I wrote
having
says
is not
write
all go
we
After
Their
Brennfelden. to
she
it's not
chains
mind
my
Hella
including
and
up
know
sides
July 27th.
afternoon, to
13 ;
they
arranged
I don't
means
as
have
it because
she
says
that
only
not
what
Weiners;
the other
I have
Innichen; but
to her
We
made
tenterhooks.
on
and
yet, but
August
three
reserve.
girlsto-day, their
is 15
surname
day before dinner, for
keep
the two
great
goods business in Mariahilferstr. is quite grey already,their father
July 26th. hammocks
said, with
Nelly, one
their
hair
a
and
Olga
leather
a
I
as
I got to know
mother's
She
not
harden
not
Doktor
speak
to
be
Listen
Anneliese
Frau
not
days, and,
are
write
fine,and
and
do
always
really did
she
23rd.
don't
in
has
I shall
with:
up
girl and
compositions;
later she
few
a
July
will
finishes
who
one
her, but
to
lose the power of expression from sheer affectation. I shall not write to her immediately, but only
after
for
write
reallyvery
praise
told
would
is
DIARY
unhappy
an
against best
stlye,but
I
reserved.
That
wrote
GIRL'S
really will
prayer
heart
your
YOUNG
to
wear
above
right,but
gold
all with
lets brace-
peasant
still I like the
LAST
AGE
FOURTEEN
HALF-YEAR
TO
FOURTEEN
AND
A
HALF
30th.
July
agreeable
to
But
most.
I
did,
then
it
must
then
Dora
the
Father dinner cream
Storm's
watch.
come
forgotten. also Aunt
and
gave Dora
cake, and
dark
Grandmother Oswald.
from
his
I suppose me
had every
sent
box
a
ordered one
said 229
:
time
same
fruit
band wrist-
school
but
possibly
can't
later.
come
At
sweets.
favourite
Hullo,
we
again.
usual,
as
will
black
until
that
so
Aunt
long
delicious my
the
necklace
leather
to
present
would
from
He
of
Gretel,
Besides
wear
going
am
like
going
that
and
but
shall ; I
cry,
grey
I shan't I
except
was
Immensee,
a
But
Vienna and
has
Dora
from
am now
can
pearl
stockings
openwork
I
I
I
the
at
she
child,"
birthday,
is
and
at
presents
black
lovely
a
years
"child,"
grown-upness!
of
for
kind;
"Don't !
quite
said
Dora,
When
sweetly:
perfectly,
and
the
birthday
14th!
3
15;
16,
different.
quite
your
or
darling
always.
me
black
Grandfather
"My
so
Theodor
in
say:
and
on
cry
of
word
the
be
Hella
as
even
detest
all my
of
said
me
my
back
have
best
gave
gloves, for
to
always
suits
nothing
I do
is
16
to
2
only
not
one,
something
Father
like
not
least
at
like
! !
14th!
my
or
look
to
anything
no
beginning
cool;
are
that
used
not
fine
which
silk
notice
can't
Father
16
was
feeling different,
to
ring
cry,
I
young,
one
is
this
should
I
is
long
it for
wear
ring,
but
meant
Mother's
a
me,
child.
a
Mother
be
you;
delighted
me
you
thank
as
when
to
No
really
merely call
goodness that
how
all
after
Thank
thought
said:
I
HALF-YEAR
Olga
birthday; but
LAST
why
chocolate have
we
230
YOUNG
A
got
Sunday
a
that
out
it
knew
and
nearly
and
given
another
of
me
Nelly
the
I
is
it
came
girls,
of wild
flowers
afternoon
we
the
2
I heard .
.
.
some
could
We
more.
there
was
o'clock.
4
to
voice
a
,
whom
to
said
we
I wish
May
:
say
that
old to
you
very
much,
it's
to pass
on,
he
I
he
as
"I
said
I must She
laugh. view
of
I
write sent
I
about
me
a
it to
lovely
Berchtesgaden of my
first time
because know
where of his
his real
awfully
"Balder"
I
did
little
He
an
old
wise other-
her
with
a
favourite
my
what
as
go
make
complains write
I noticed
sits;that's is with
is
suspect the
I must
supper
to
sorry
jewel box
last letter."
"I
really must not
with
of
Surely
14.
bolted, for
lovely golden hair, and name.
kind
said:
and
In her letter she
At
dent, stu-
really had
Hella, it will
packed
of the "shortness
letter to-morrow.
he
hope
there
all everyone
me,
a
you
last three
for I
hurriedly, and
brandy.
long
the
glad
after
excuse
sweets, filled with
a
both
am
Please
seems.
! ! truth.
for
began speaking again, and only a joke about your being not, said I, but
am
room,"
my
wanted
to-day?"
16
are
say
noticing
that's
suppose you
been
I, and
But
go.
not
frightful enjoyed
a
But
I have
"Thank
you,"
all
are
happy birthday,Fraulein ? I turned round, and behind stood the enormously tall fair-haired me days.
and
lovely there.
write
from
happy morning,
many in the
so
guests
immensely. And I had another adventure: leaving the dining-room in order to go to
was
.
This
expedition, because
ourselves
then
me
done
nosegay
flowers.
cut
thunderstorm
As
had
huge
a
going to Flagg; it Evening: I must have
And
wish
to
came
everyone
Olga
had
weekday?
a
my.
it
returns.
on
DIARY
birthday, and the Weiner of the other already, told most
was
who
and
dish
GIRL'S
her
for the
I call him
because
I don't
gentleman
and
lady and
old
an
but
his, much
neck,
the
and
in
a
out, and
old
haired
Can
(I
have
Father
has
Mother's
Father
does
the word led
word
father
won't
student
a
holidays.
in
perfectlyhappy
way,
it's horrid
in a
mean
for the
the
is in
for
a
their mother.
one
knew;
all she
young
jump
then
and
her
gentleman
pesteredhim
an
is
so.
He
more
once
i "
c
"
.
frightfulrage, and Nelly said to perfect scandal;" they find it so with
And
is Hulda
name
And
all
must
me
a
about
I
and
their mother
their mother
But
Sch.
home for the only comes very melancholy, and yet they except the daughter. By the Weiners; Olga is 13 and Nelly
Prague,
look
I
!"
his father
It all sounds
actually15, and
us
and
marry,
because
lin.) Ber-
in
then?"
we
told
already,her
let her
left home
has
32
for
quite so grumpy."
so;
with
she
another, and
daughter is
the
is
to
think
should
my
and
years, but
von
is not
it's all up
or
go
15
or
frightfullygrumpy
so
"I
answered:
she at
he
"Is
like
"Ah, Fraulein, I expect
Grandfather
expect Fraulein's I said:
12
live in Vienna
not
white-
Grandfather,
Oberbergrat Sch.,
Herr
mean
awfully
my
dead
that
who
me
so
see
answered:
Luise
Then
is
never
been
Father's
tell
you
straight
ask
to
it
about
I went
want
not
is, he
gentleman
Grandfather.
you
I did
way,
I said:
so
But
she
I found
in Briinn.
the housemaid.
from
cunning
very
and reallyhis sister,
is
school
the middle
Ar-
von
of the Board
member
retired
a
lady
young
at
all this out
is
father
The
teacher
a
is
she
for
Scharrer
family is called
The
31st.
of Mines. is
sister
old.
too
July
his
possibly be
is like
hair
whose
lady
younger
a
can't
she
23 1
HALF-YEAR
LAST
I can't say
myself; but they say long time; "the happy
it has event!
me
They
are
to-day: awkward
! will take
"It's
going
I'd noticed
really been
both
thing any-
obvious
place in
said
October," and I
YOUNG
A
232
can't
when
It
Olga.
I took
simply
GIRL'S
Frau
to
understand
people are
I'm
able, disagree-
from
W.
such
how old.
so
be very
reallymust
dislike
a
DIARY
thing
a
awfully
girls. Something of the same happened in the case of the Schs., for
have told
35, she older,appalling.
years
her
father
if either
of
let her
won't
let her marry.
not
I'm
to
must
has
his sister
is 14
she
cause be-
would
rather
or
would
refuse
never
I have
marry.
for the
for her
sorry
marry,
Father
sure
wanted
us
awfully
I'm
pen hap-
Luise
the young
but
32
not
can
sort
gentleman is 21 and had made a mistake; so
that
me
first.
sorry
Weiner
two
the
all
written
this to
Hella; I miss her dreadfully, for after all the Weiner tell girlsare only strangers, and I could never secrets to Dora, though we are quiteon good terms my Oswald
now.
August He A
is
and
telegram
goes
when
to-morrow.
he likes Oswald
middle
of
glorious tramp.
say
much,
but
I
fancy
long
now
after
away
it's the
same
like that is has
been
dead
here
came
and
and
he likes.
where
to-day,saying he was August: Konigsee, follows.
he's very
home.
Last
Father
annoyed.
much
Mother's
poor
death, year
he
reallynot three
before
we
the
One
pleasure after
thing when
months.
had
The
got
to
wald Oswas
matriculation, quite alone,
this year.
only
of it.
fine time
a
Letter
after Especially just now, might just as well come so
has
man
from
till the
Watzmann, did not
young
arrived
coming
not
A
1st.
comes
coming
and other an-
one's Mother
day
after
know
we
anyone,
quite early, at ]/2past 8, and went alone It is on the slope of the mountain to the cemetery. and of the tombstones some are frightfullyold, in can't decipher the inscriptions; there cases one many I went
was
bank
out
one
of
1798
thinking
in Roman
about
poor
figures. Mother
and
I sat all the
on
a
little
unhappi-
234 for
A
here every they have come I'm absolutely tired out, write.
must to
he
knows
the
for the that
This
came
to
the
mood, one."
"Could
all
"In died
on
place,why
better say There's no
it to
you
sister when that you
I wish
places,but not
do
my
Hero
the
no
how
for
us,
every
year
and
chieflyto Dora, I said On
not
word,
a
home
the way
say, Fraulein Your eyes seem
"It
Grete, to
tradict con-
all
my any with
first
place, she is not April 24th, but my Aunt, and do
we're
have
I knew
I
for
reason
with here
went
we
"I
you
that
say
sister!"
my
and
depends on hate forcing myself on change places at table
not
you
the second
your
said:
"Don't I can't
that.
in company;
to
whatever
I could
manage
me,
you
my in
had
be
jealous! help talking to but
occasion
I
something
came
been
talked
I said:
above
who
have
reserved?
so
mother?"
Mother,
there's
the others.
and
idea."
and
your
He
behind
me
always
you
but
frightfully. So
me
well
up
for the last 9 years.
year
the Weiners
Weiners, who
annoyed
DIARY
SiegfriedSch.
last 3 years.
but walked
are
afternoon
Kreindl's, and
up
he
GIRL'S
YOUNG
I
can
to be
that
assure
jealous."
change
of
I
always sit next Father; anyhow I would it directly;next week at soonest. Farewell, of Siegfried,sleepsweetly and dream .
August 3rd,
gold, so
world
your
letter." as
she
sorry
shines
was
alter the
me
a
me answer
able
to
forgive
a
know
that, for so
wrote
to
with
I don't
all
not
one
are
you
The
Anneliese
we
light since
new
that my
all I said
had
sins of
my
letter
was
lonely in Gratsch,
past, so
You
me:
better
heart
bury
youth?
I received was
that I and
of
that it.
so was
giving forvery
we
could
She
sends
birthday greeting (lastwinter we told another when our birthdayswere), and she sends waited to a great pressed forget-me-not. She until it had been pressed. I don't know quite belated
LAST
what
I had
better
me
very
him
the
whole
him
why
an
write
Hella
to
it will and
answer,
Anneliese
gets the
be
quite
three
letter,so
Father
won't
why.
Generally speaking
that
raining in torrents, let
quite different
disgustingof
sit in the hall
us
from
other
him.
read
I shall
to
tell
be
awful. I must
before
days
days
5
days
it is very alone
I
before
more
be
Father's
at
dull, for
; I can't
think
awfully
kind,
fathers,but
this
lie down
the
on
for I've not
Immensee,
tell
have
will
so
well
answer.
two
or
doubt
no
would I
1
It is
and
that
before
then
least.
dinner
I should
quarrelled, and
to-day, for
get
can
do.
story, for then
we
better
write
235
Big Siegfried could good advice, but I can't very
give
I had
HALF-YEAR
is
really
sofa
after
had
chance
a
before.
August 6th. Marina
in
and
Neustadt
they
the
to carry
Uncle
have
had
she
give
one
hat well
said
like
her
brown
dressed
of
than
to be 80
she would
goodness, on and
Aunt
always
have
never
the way
above
all
we
I think
least
kilted as
even
high that walked, and a
and
so
how
not
awfully nice
how
at least
if Mother
looked
did
bish rub-
enough
was
I think
was
of
handbag
a
up
she
was,
I had
accumulated
the station
from
the
presentable
appearance
Mother but
Dora
the
When
Alma,
is
at
handbaggage,
and
dress
course
Vienna,
packages, at
stockings
Mother
younger
one,
the
Alma's
scarecrow's.
a
; Ferdinand
in
it contained
tweed
fits her
frightfultemper, growling
10
or
Aunt
fits,a
one
saw
a
to-day;
that
he's the most
about 8
that
always looked;
any
Ferdinand
heavy travellingrug
a
of 10 years. to
in
was
arrived
skirt
course artillery
journey and
must
which
and
tribe
and
coat
military academy;
of the lot.
about
Erwin the
going through
whole
the
dust-grey
a
abominably,
Well,
20
years
had
lived
Thank
like that. we
meet
did
she
not
him.
meet
For
YOUN
A
236
in
once
a
all
they
way
We
house.
G
had
GIRL'S
opportunityto change my Alma the place next Father Marina blouse
looked
suits her so
cheeks. does
her
But
very
with
that
is her
hair with
I offered
Aunt
myself
beside
seated
is
looked Alma not
suit at
across
said: a
air does
take
children
innocent
any
keep
then
and
glued
to
plates as
and
they
a
and
others?"
the
stand
Father, choose
went
she's
"it may
one's
have
He
and
Aunt
and
good,
when
prim,
so
I had
to kiss
with
they
had
that
Ferdinand
him
their eyes eaten
never
I
forbid
I don't
not
as
so
rum
winked
at
nothing. They soon they all took a second,
at Father's
and
said: will
and
such be
any
door
you,
pity,but one's
different
and
gave
if you
dear,
him
a
Marina
with I
simply
"Oh you
to
jewel please,be a
the peace
"Oh
went
we
really are
humbug!"
a a
When
"You
keep
I said:
parents and
chosen
better.
time,
talking.
on
daughter,
her,
if
"Well,
jewel of
well.
very
darling Father,
helps,and
I knocked
Father."
a
the
she noticed
course
kiss
in
pink
me
change
a
all
were
It is true
their first
promised
of
deal
lot of
a
myself
on
their
rooms
plexion, lovely com-
a
suited
whole
for
away
put away
our
such
They
of
her white
blossoming out, I hope there's already." "Oh no," said Father,
there.
then
touch
a
pleasures." My
but
has
way, Any-
is
her
pudding before. Marina,
she
great
the
tight hand
a
dinner, for
at
they
a
me
case
"country the
me
"Grete
in the
man
said
everyone
"snails"
just
!
only beauty. The way she hideous, parted and brushed quite pigtails. I've given them up long
two
though
ago,
not
and
quite nice well, and
white,
But
smooth,
of
place,for
I seized
lovely Marina, exactly opposite
the
the
boarding
at our
put together,and
the
to
dinner
to
came
tables
two
DIARY
can't
well," said
know
relations."
parents, for
one
"I we
can't would could
air are
is my
she
Dora
too, and
Oswald
anyone
ent, quite differsister;and I
is my
friend, and
Dora
Aunt
than
is
I like Hella
the way
; for
in the world
another
one
better
Father
like
really do
I
heartily.
"You
girl,saying: kissed
we
the
into
right up
me
little
a
treasure," and
little
a
like
still been
if I had
as
lifted
Father
Then
you."
like
Mother
another
and
Father
another
found
have
not
237
HALF-YEAR
LAST
I
if
him
see
ever
again. August 8th. a
I
Oh,
am
own
write
we
else
one a
no
and
I sent
nothing W.
a
M.
even
said: you
will find out
in time.
of his
won't
character I
simply
there
home;
And
at Hulda
just look the
stand said away.
Old
such
Man
since you
she will do.
what
allow
I can't agree
But
9th.
Oh
Hella
writes
the
well,
fell in love with no
one
can
mean,"
do you
everyone
got up
to go
persecutedman.
dear, it's horrible about
left
all fathers ;
chance, for
poor
pressed. sup-
besides
marred
moment
with
and
Man
anyone
that
yet,
to be
; whenever
her
"Not
anyone
schools
say not
I
tyrants.
are
Old
hay-
in the
himself
my
wishes,
best
However,
technical
perhaps,
To-morrow
what
with
cipher,with
with
tutelage." "Tutelage, what
I, but just at
August
broke
other
are
in Briinn.
her
own
I
course
rejoined:
He
It's
affectionate,
our
exception
isn't!"
Father
"My
Of
most
lovely.
was
without
fathers
all
that
said
he
no
H.
to-day
us
When
means
it.
so,
with
lying
M."
cipher which
I do wonder
W.
your
what
field,and
done
Have
than:
Siegfried was
Hero
true
that
and was directly, postcard to Hella, in
more
Not
one
a
understand
can
one
so
use
to Anneliese
wrote
a
understand,
can
good thing
but
always
postcards we
got
it but "Follow
Hella, with nothing on bent, with best wishes, your
postcard from
your
I
To-day
furious!
so
if it's all
being infected;
an
really erup-
tion
all
in the
world.
of
2
could
here, for
what
I'll
is the
that tear
write
not
never
you
She
with
write on
of
red
has
whom
And
red
hair.
Now
I've
tell you. tear
you
letter
my
up
that Marina
now
I know
if it takes
here, even when
say
angry,
with
whom
please; but Father
got yesterday's
you
please
you
all the
always
Beware
says:
the "innocent
But
think
can
what
child" like.
you
important
more
first that you
promise me directlyyou have must
and
consequences
I insist that you
it
make
must
you
got something much
But
get
can
one
But
the letter
head.
hair!
foxy
all
no
writes:
you
own
your
that
.
Consort
me.
to
be
pages
thing
and directly, in our cipher,
tell
Darling Rita, what did you postcard. If you were up
letter
her
up
horrible
most
8 whole
can
I'll copy
do;
days.
3
or
I must
DIARY
absolutely destroy it,so a fragment of it. Above
1 must hold
GIRL'S
body,
the
over
she
since
is
YOUNG
A
238
read
to
will
it. Otherwise
please send it back to me wwread. married Just fancy. Here in B. there is a young and her cousin, a girl woman livingwith her mother is studying medicine; they are Poles and I have who for the Poles. always had an enthusiastic admiration The
she
for
Of
wife
young
got
a
you
the
on
really it is something quite different imagined. over
her
her
hair
will
the medical there
it,she
to
her.
nurse
heard
rooms.
anything
As
husband,
wedding night.
of that she
from
what
we
frightfuleruption body and her face, and most likely all fall out ; is it not frightful ? Her cousin, student, who is apparently very poor, is
Because
all
her
being infected is. But
what
remember
from
divorce him
infected by
was
course
has
Our
of it from you
of that
know,
got
servant
a
Rosa
the housemaid can't
one
kind, and
so
told where
me
they have
talk to Lizzi
I did not
learn
about
any
about more;
LAST but
other
the
postcards,I wearing
a
day,
when
I went
thick
very
veil,so
sittingon front of their house, and I They bowed, and way back. In
I had
bad
because
to .
.
people talking on
some
window
the veranda
"
first I
shadows
saw
I
outside. student
in
smiled
in
for
!!
Then
I
all round
recognised the soft
voice
of
"Yes,
J.:
has been
terrible
a
they of
one
my At
down
sat
Polish
the
the wife
to
say
cousin's
unfortunate
my
heard
the house.
then
; that is because
people and
girlslike merchandise, without asking them, without their having the least idea what they are close and I got up sat down at once behind the curtain so that I could hear
window
The what
has
one
husband
My
to
overheard
this
if
thought
was,
for she
spoke
both
are as
than
more
since
she
more
do,
said
was
than
me a
And went
to
on
say. But
Of
have
my
first
talk with
her;
course a
enlightenment and although we enlightened,still, already very much so
that
that
learn
can
girlsought
a
little if
word
which
once,
know
must
we
blindlyinto marriage, tell
There
I could
student, she
we
horrible
about
us
medical
a
run
of
thing. every-
Thursday.
on
to tell you.
only
the
is married.
one
she
what
conversation
all I have
that's not
when
in
to
of that sort but
one
understand
not
"Yes, it's
said:
wife
through
go
is not
I could
then I
mayor's
of perience ex-
sell
for."
in
feeling
wTas
just outside
veranda
her
I
suddenly
.
I heard
garden
passing, on the a friendlyway.
down,
runs
was
ing. noth-
see
in the
bowed
the
wife
could
one
bench
a
picture
some
young
passing, and
directly,and
the mayor
The
lie
of .
buy
to
that
were
the afternoon
very
239
the three ladies.
met
They
HALF-YEAR
I
not
great deal her.
from to
be
And
allowed
to
ably probthought she would went cautiously to work.
I
the
she and
segsual
a
and
I
mayor's
don't
know
wife
used
what
it
240
A and
means,
Rita.
YOUNG
I'm
She
GIRL'S
sure
DIARY
don't
you
know
either,darling
said
something about segsual intimacies ; of course when intimacies, one people talk about knows it has a meaning, but what earth does segsual on mean?
It must
intimacy. Well, was
something,
mean
let
party, and
a
get
me
the
Alpine Songs lying picked it up and turned
word
went
must
sing something.
went
out
I'm
round
for
looking We've
book
belongs
such
Karwinska
sing, provided
to
For
laughter, but and
can
I
too
loud
got what
thought
to
belonged
back
to
but
saying:
lying
about
everyone
whom
that
knew
that
I the
singing
I shall be
will
K.
the
let on,
I left it
:
body some-
and
it
came
me,
voice.
I wanted.
We
You
myself:
on
delighted
accompany
for my
I
Great
troduced, in-
were
will
soon
in a acquaintance. On Sunday for once I got up quite early,at Yi past 6, for Fraulein K. only go out walking early in the morning since she
improve way
Fraulein
I had
and
not
person
I said
So
gentlemen play
you
then
the
and
came,
piano,
sing. Now accompanied
to
had
evenings before.
there
general shout, and
that
got
Saturday
to whom
book,
a
agreed
with
the pages,
over
and
was
has
the
on
first I did
music
my
There
said:
At
it is used
student
the person
moment,
for
somewhere.
Fraulein
that
a
On
on.
medical
left my
since
the
She sits near day with her cousin. the Luisenquelle,so I went there with book, and a I jumped up, said good-morning, she came soon as as I'm afraid I've taken and went on: possession of
spends
your on
I
the
whole
bench.
"Not
Sundays?" answered, and
in my was
"What
with
me.
is
"Oh
no,
it you
noticed
not
She
study said, "Do you this is only light reading,"
haste
I made
I had
hurry
all," she
at
sat are
down
to
sit
what
it
beside
reading
the
on
that
was. me
you
book,
luck
But
and
for
said:
hide
so
YOUNG
A
242
have
winter to
I
expect
to the
child," I don't to person half you
P.S.
it up,
the
I have
able
to
do
I don't bow
the
"innocent
unworthy I send
are,
you
and
way,
preferringan
faithful
ever
friend, letter;tear
this
days writing
4
used
we
in any
though
Next
do ! ! !
you
copied the letter,I reallycan't to
me
dreadful
for
lot
luckily
than
to
you
kisses,your
that I have
very
regard
a
segsual.
house.
influence
all
right, and
word
in your
you
been
wants
after
it easier
find
Faithless
million
a
Hella
why
with
!!!
me
whatever
Now
to
want
I shan't be angry
H.
is all
sillyidiot any more. darling Rita, with
But
be
shall
we
get to the bookcase
to
so
there
things except
most
DIARY
encyclopedia,and
learn
can
we
know
we
to the
to trust
what
of
GIRL'S
But
in it. for
tear
Hella,
it up.
there to
There's
is
help
see
nothing
thing I shan't in looking up should always
one
her
encyclopedia. I think I in and stand feel that Mother would suddenly come behind us. No, I simply can't do it. August 13th. Through that stupid copying I have been preventedwriting about my own affairs,although the they are far more important. Last Wednesday Societyfor the Preservation of Natural Beauties had in breaks. to Inner-Lahn arranged a great excursion things in
the
did not
Dora
to
with
see
And
we
days
that she
and
us,
that two
at
but first,
give us pleasure,he
if it would to go
to go
want
she
been
Very
sorry,
would
that
taken, and
that
that
no
ft great mistake.
more
room.
For
very
much
like
be
would
like to go;
by
thought
have
before
would
that
only too delighted more. enjoying something once cided the excursion Dora finallyde-
Mother
were
said
Father
time we
I knew all the
should But
why
places been
have
luckily she
the secretary said:
at once;
had
With
would
told: made
pleas-
HALF-YEAR
LAST how
use;
7 ;
places shall
many
I reserve?
and
namely, Father, Dora,
243 and
I, Aunt
said:
we
so
tunately), (unfor-
Alma
and the (very unfortunately), will need boys (no less unfortunately). "That extra conveyance," replied the secretary, and thought we should make a family party. But it Marina
not
Next
Dora
twice
before, and
so:
once
or
sat
of attention.
amount
gentleman
a
he
Besides
whom her
paid
an we was
I had
seen
tremendous
a
that there
two
2
were
strange
gentlemen, Frau
Bang and her 2 daughters and her who is not quite all there; opposite was Hero son, Siegfried,a young lady who is I believe going on the Weiner withstand (notgirls and their Mother stage, the two ! ! ! ) then I, and afterwards Marina, ,
Aunt
Father,
don't know in the
Alma,
who
made
morning
schoolmaster
has
as
matriculated
this year.
review, and
the
a
and
nip
so
hate
the way
that
every
such
faces
drink
red
did
in which
when
very
and
noses
blue
not
and
cold
lips are
white
when
we
skating last
on
account,
our
that
Aunt
Alma
now,
the
sight of
gets
on
with
her
or
and
with
ladies, make is
I
why
about
windy,
blue,
Aunt
could her
great
a
never
drive
the of
most
had
us
lips; I kept on biting my lips to looks when one simply hideous
one's
were
has
themselves
much
care
them
for
they held
drinking, that
are
keep
red,
fore be-
who
son
girls and
rate
any
I did
was
know
not
the
ladies; I did not, for I liqueur burns one's throat so
a
they
liqueur.
school, for
a
of all
At 6
of the
some
at
and
fortified
gentlemen
one,
out, for it
First
the I did
guide.
daughters
two
break-loads.
outside
our
I
boys opposite.
two
the other
up
all met
we
acted
he
that
the
and
is
go.
that in
I noticed
winter. Dora
Father
stayed
Marina
enough
to
quite well, which
wears
give is
one
more
Dora
only
went at
home
so
"snails" fits.
Dora
than
I
can
YOUNG
A
244
for
say that
the
many,
ago she soft brown
years
pretty; she has such colour
same
blue he
should
tremble
that
only
I
him is
the red
hurried
and
but
his
but
3^
all away,
The
for
boys
two
the
that
first,so Father
I
began
to let us
the schoolmaster's
along
came
fun
that
elders
and
wralked
could
we
had
hardly
the
could
to
much. were
jolly.
so
fell into
brook
down, and which
she
some
had
I had a
on.
us
have the
of
we
dull
few miles fellows
had
such the
Marina
slid
was
believed
that
schoolmaster's
pulled her
one
all
so
much.
I
frantically hungry.
stopping,for
we
had
all sat down
at
begged
laughing, and
for
never
One
called,and
because
out
she
time what really don't know enjoying ourselves Inner-Lahn, for we were had been ordered Dinner ready for us, and
laughing got
be
could
daughters
drive
Marina,
clergyman's
gone
Then
us.
walk
continually to
quite unrestrained, I she
with
to
boys,
other
was
that
we
miles
10
bright young
three
He
brought
awfully
had
we
calls
schoolmaster
a
was
sorry
after and
son
it
It
be
to
But
go.
with
whatever
wife.
schoolmaster's
tall
fair.
had
we
quite
walked
I
so
Father
party with
a
is
2, the 2 Weiners, and
girls,we
five
made
is angry,
He
the
had
we
glorious
Unter-Toifen
then
hour;
an
is
his father.
reallynot
In
very
hair
her
he
when
that's
ting sit-
been
has
shoulder.
thin.
so
Alma Aunt led the way. wife from Hildesheim, or with
he
breakfast,eating the food
us
we
and
in his wrath.
to
up
about
us;
walk.
come
tapeworm;
for
stopped
eyes,
talking about
him
been
awfully nice,
have
brother's;but
was
before
broad
very
with
he
is
must
get quite black
when
was
her
as
which
eyes,
She
I notice
had
Hulda,
aspiring actress.
many
did
out
got
we
Siegfried'ssister,Fniulein
and
as
when
myself. Only
next
the
DIARY
GIRL'S
of was we so we
laughed without justas we had come
We
in, although Aunt she
But
Hero
well
without
mixed
fortune; but later,when we things
Well,
know
in the
buying
were
3
Dora
better ; in those
on
for
the way
back.
Father
had
given
started,and I left,and money we
had
about curled
had
me,
and
hands
over
my
Spirit." And
when
down
sat
and
anyone, he
that
wanted
never
to
beside
I sprang
from
to
hang
put his
my
couples.
when
arm
feet and
some
this
up
this for I
around round
came
instantly,and
said:
"You
have
called
Dora
were
you
foist
had
myself
anyone's neck."
would
thing any-
"Contrariwise
me."
my
up
Mountain
morning that
never
I had
laughed like
he and
lay
we
put his
"The
hands
his
me
one
someone
said:
Dora),
probably, he
most
in
Then
enjoying yourself so much not even a glance to spare
(I've got
about
recognised
Siegfried!
After
things
only
we
August
my
the
and
"
before
crowns
bought
I sat
three
or
hellers.
nap
eyes I
"Hero and
a
like Mother.
40
walked
or
5
us
lot of
and
for
up
of
a
character
at least 7 crowns,
spent
I've got
now
in the forest
myself
each
thing any-
raffle in Unter-Toifen
a
have
still had
dinner
behind
said:
I must
buy
could
into two
packed
for
I think
her
she is very
all
purchases were rucksacks, and were kept
a
about
on
I like
say
ways
our
lets
never
I must
sort.
she
were
himself,
And
that
know
perfect happened
spent
hotel, it
so
very
we
for
mementoes.
crowns,
But
too.
Since
pay
had
we
not
was
to
to
aspiring
I don't
"
then ! had
the
to
on
to him
on
myself
amuse
frozen
day
next
that
that
better and
I could
not
first.
at
to
us
especiallypleased
everyone
Marina
gave
of
up
want
was
frozen
said
Father
some
had
at least I did
or
sittingall
Dora
I
not
him, for he had she
actress, or
and
did
Siegfried that
show
which,
Alma
outvoted.
was
245
HALF-YEAR
LAST
on
Then
(and probably, kissed me), but
waist
or
rather
Thea,
YOUNG
A
246 for
before
call
one
the
gentlemen
we
another
anything
but
that
says
GIRL'S
that
is
(but
for Dora
Thea
to
up,
and
who
is
of
with
it
course
her
doctor
a
Innsbruck,
and
I
asked,
and
awfully silly,and
of
the
and
"I say,
was
Then
he raised
call!"
and
when
Rita.
Father
longer suitable alright for me! ), but
belonging
Marina
never
we
no
Dora
the
came
pincenez, Court
of the young
men,
going
we
hand
my
the District
to
one
are
But
with
gentleman
of law
that
pretend
keep to our arrangement. his lips and said: "Don't
we
DIARY
have
to
tea?"
"Just fancy, she is hungry again already," they all looked Dora said, and laughed like anything. And She
frightfully happy. which the If
she
she
evening
possiblehe
Dora
had
told is
to his
At
ear.
But
few
; it is
each
In
a
be alone.
If I
a
Hero head
to at
view
view
quite a
or
such
was
much
fine view
Father
take
up to the
up
The
there's
in
given it her. Siegfried,for
came
a
is with
when
tonhole but-
only comes
party
enjoy
seems
beautiful
had
earlier.
can
lovely place and
For
crowd
a
something
the cemetery
more
must
one
usually makes
;
feel
one
ought not to have been laughing just before, or laugh directlyafterwards.
much
alone
were
good
person
sad, and frightfully so
I
say
no
P.
her
the last
alone, that
am
additional
away.
and
am
edelweiss
an
wearing before;
Dr.
got there
I must I
been
taller than
I
had
better when persons
that
me
3 o'clock
belvedere, we
lovely.
not
even
is taller than
wearing
was
one
in Inner-Lahn
melancholy,
for
it is
I'm so
I should
sure
come be-
gloriouslybeautiful
there. At
back, for
started o'clock,after tea, we schoolmaster thought the descent would than
4
two
three. of them
hours For had
we sore
and were
a
half, but
all very
we
not
needed
tired,and
Aunt feet,especially
a
Alma
take
the
more
than
more
great many !
We
had
LAST
before, that
said
she had Marina who
ben
but
what a
in
certain
It
three we
all the
sang
Dachstein,
and
of them
about
that's
course
sible imposBut
had.
have
thought at Driving
home.
break
Two
of them.
Alma
Aunt
had
utterlyidiotic
for
yet what
still to
which
was
her
girl had
a
had
we
to
a
to be
a
but
bought,
the
At was
did
we
one
; it was
not
know
house
from
serenade.
And
every a
third
was
great raffle of the
Father
some
in the
men
and
come,
people
then
Siegfried!! frightfulheadache
there
was
And
Hero
happen.
come
there
evening
of
three
or
the
yodelled till the
and
songs
tipsyand
rather
were
lovely,and
together.
sang
Alpine
some
sang
nur
knew; especially"Hoch haust," and "Forelle,"
ist,"were
breaks
hills echoed.
would
entoes mem-
let
not
us
to that.
go
14th.
August know
what
next
have
out
afternoon and
word have
said with a
is
It earth
on
Besides, I
me
talks to her
sat
we
songs
Schatz
different
in two
a
out
with
the way
we
der Aar
wo
mein
"Wo
next
really find
quite differently. our break, instead of the Weiners, there were from students Munich, they were awfully nice,
In
vom
in Leo-
she behaves
would
one
lovely on
was
one
Furt-
not
experience we
the
than
Herr
a
not
last,of
Unter-Toifen
from
and
since
is nicer
with
how
sees
for the
Marina
anyhow she first sight.
one
but
Aunt;
Marina, though
Oswald,
does
she is like when
things; as
with
back
like until
what
or
man,
One
Germany.
girlis
a
like
for
of
care
extremely
studying mining
is
much
too
to take
us
herself
enjoyed
ner,
be
it would with
to come
247
HALF-YEAR
not
Aunt to
to
do,
came
Now
word
with
writing my the
row
just as
we
we
you.
all know In
Aunt
diary. The
yet. were
Ernst, please let
Father:
you.
am
about
written Alma
I
so
don't
I
desperately dull.
going
me
have
Alma's
plain language
let
it
YOUNG
A
248
means
I'm
:
know
you
mind
my
chieflyfor
in
whom
I
his
round
is
when
know
you
That
to
what
impudent
on
stage did
night
not
I
half
was
student
wash.) His fine talking to,
when
began girl who's after
God
over.
Father
Alma, what I know
has
I
girls?"
people
glad
was
said:
SiegfriedSch.
break,
I
chause
where
(Of course Aunt.)
them
saw
that's
not
the
and
I have
passion as Alma,
I
educational
never
reallymust methods,
interfere in your
And
it
whom
such
him
any
affairs."
you more
not
my
dear
I
fourth
toute
merae
driving."
was
because
was
tone
to was
of
your own in such
in before.
"My
to interfere with
than
Father
kind."
the
was
he
a
to
me
in the
that Father
seen
beg
girl's
to us, and
turned
true, but I said it
language and Directlyshe said
young
girls? As far as break, isn't that
girl drove
with
"Such
Father!"
our
that Father
getting in.
he drove
my
in
weren't
and
could
the
course
in at last : "But
word
a
cleaner
positivelykill
all this to do with
these two
of
the
knows
the
gave
doing anything of
able to get
was
It would
side.
Marina
my
but
arm
/ who
home
father
a
ever
you
put my
that
come
people
know
to
birthday) and
my
of
(did
that it was
I suppose
body (No-
at home
young
in the wood
suppose
stay
sort
like
till the
of
think
to
had
I should
takes her
mother
my
Dora
made
children, and
children.
motherless
Aunt
I Still,
the
after
the
they have had blackguard a
dear
of
lot of
a
They were they were! certainly no (Naturally,for where they got home.
where
a
sake
the
it!
began : Ernst,
of them.
always running
acquaintance
excursion
She
big parties with
come
of your
waist,and
training for
so
for
anything like after him; I
ran
the
go
her to ; and
Gretel
hear
to
can
account.) Do our company?
her
were
good
the sake
asked on
no
DIARY
scene.
a
like these
never
strangers, for up
to make
going
I
GIRL'S
I
ever
said
attempt this
quite
YOUNG
A
250 share? but
"Oh
"
had
I
yes, I had
fancy
no
meet."
GIRL'S
bought for
what Why, the They were
sudden?
DIARY 7
the has
taken
people
"Precisely for and
passed
simply to
have
must
right,and
he
as
against
often
at
is
Mother,
for she
I would
rather
choke
had
that
we
I
Marina, scolded that
I
me can
one
whom
never
say
a
used
much
to
word
get
on
deceitful,and is
August the
Thank
can
go
should I
never
dislike it's It's
an
reallyused
that
but
he
there, so
was
stranger, to
a
I would
know,
be
to
she
that
at most so,
though
was
she
now.
19th.
It is
ignored out
about
blame,
to still,
Hella;
to
even
is
heard
of such
absolute
only
coming
this
with
know
to S. from
it's the
made
Let
them.
walking
like to
filthylydull
so
S. has
goodness.
I have
Father;
against anyone in our family; though said so badly with Dora, I never
Oswald
enough.
about
Alma
to
I'm
injustice. For
Alma
only justgot
a
say
not
about
Aunt
Aunt
not
course
in the least to
while
filthy,but
word
with
parents
although
the greatest
trouble
I had
one's
even
he
reallyquite
I could
; of
not
forget it. But
against her
seldom
down
even
never
abuse
them
cursion! ex-
for, for
is
anyone,
But
reallynot
so,
some
I
with
is dead.
was
to
a
reason," said I,
Father to
of
the
at
as
what
always doing.
parents
my
that him
all nice
frightfully angry
when
I gave
understood.
it is not
strangers
word
I think
on.
all
you
it,
should
I
company
same
for
worth
crowns
where a
evening,
half
they
thing!
the
I'm
last.
at
advances, but
Dora
I
the
In
who
really
night,
she took
says
a
he
contrary sure
night.
went.
has
lie! the
strong
stick to his actress
the first because
simply not true, on trancingly cool hands,
that's
one
several
him him
here ; I can't bear
I
hands.
clammy! he must
has
such
know
en-
that
LAST better
than
HALF-YEAR
Dora.
that whenever
But
I've
anyone
251
known
naturally enough. I got it
answer
letter from
charming
a
Dora
the
By
time
long
a
attention
me
pays
for
is
day Sun-
on
way,
Anneliese.
sympathetic, un-
I must
to-day. 22nd.
August
Oswald
is
nice.
awfully
He
did
that
time
.
forget my
not
he
birthday,but
stoney, in student's
was
hadn't
any
and
money,
suitable,but that soon
as
what
get back
we
I should all go
we
all.
had
we
is rather
table
about
24th.
brother
he
suppose
"Gretl, you
developing."
bite
me,"
and
stand
Marina, he's
I think
talk about
yet.
me
but
for of
as
a
he
had
we
they
course
We
had
Aunt
do
only
But
for
Nelly
twice
lent
that
to
our
her, and
one's
but
And
I
has
How
find
hardly
you to
anyone
awfully
was
He
Dora
can't
stupid;
too
simply
always
can
I
does,
to-day:
me
brother.
my
own
if he
to
I," but
he finds
man
He
Still,I don't
August 27th.
came,
is
to Dora.
and
"Nor
he
that
way
now,
bite you. don't want
"I
right,really.
P.,
Dr.
few
a
best
I could
said:
I
and
had
lot of one; Oswald said
he said:
delighted,though
we
a
smart
are
came
really absurd
such
so
book
know
walk.
a
knows.
are
really the
she
as
stay until
to
excursion.
so
thing any-
omission
the Weiners
big
a
It is
think
can
is
find
making
are
he
that
I don't
going
we
with
Oswald,
for
arrange
August I
with
to-day, once to
once
taken
not
is
That
the
on
could
But
and
much
little tiff
a
means
repair the
Oswald
not
at
that
Vienna.
ourselves.
am
he
will
Vienna,
to
by I
he
that
says
slang
then
to
like.
back
excursions after
he
can't
stand under-
something
said
10
words
to to
care.
went a
up
Matscherkogel
lovely view.
begged Alma
the
their
and
The
father
Marina
to
did
terday, yes-
two
boys
let
them;
not
come.
252
YOUNG
A
Oswald
calls Aunt
when
Father
sister. my
brother
and
that this
the
by
about
S. in front
engaged
against his
farewell
a
in
which
of me,
the
to
does
What
very
talking he
saying that
engaged
will.
me on
go
more,
famille."
made
will
I said
days en
have
purpose,
to be
going
father's
on
few
a
only
is Father's
excursion
they
but
too, but
come
hurt, but they
way
is
or
to
staying only
was
angry
all she
after
wanted
was
rather
were
DIARY
Angular Pincushion,
there, for
Weiners
that
They
Alma
isn't
The
GIRL'S
girl
actress
it matter
is
me?
to
They keep on exchanging glances when they say that, is really rather especially Olga, who stupid. I am sad
so
how
I could
have
excursion. I often
I'm
wear
August
That
is what
they
I believe
enjoy the
Hella's
great trunks
two
"Thank
Oswald
room.
believe
Oswald section
to
August
hands
are
has
He
family
goodbye yesterday morning by
has
shall
we
more." before
to say
to-day
I
saw
just outside the old gentleman
passage thinks
no
that
clammy,
really gone
gone.
after
the 9 o'clock not
Father
to
once
And
morrow. to-
Oswald
longed be-
Sudmark.
31st.
whole
leaving
Lord,
used
I told him
frightfullywhen to the
the
he's
belongs
better.
accounting for tastes. ever spoken to S., though he is a too, but of a different section; and that the Sudmark, S. abused
Nationalist
German
mood
of home
in the
big
Mother, and
are
the
country.
charming; well, there's I don't
Schs.
the
on
gentleman said
standing
Scharrer's
Herr
of dear
comforts
the
much
so
grandmother
from
understand
can't
It suits my the
old
yesterday:
back
came
simply
frock.
black
least the
be able to
soon
I
enjoyed myself
30th.
before
day
that
always thinking
my
At the
times
at
now
They
supper,
and
to-day, that is, came
they
train to Innsbruck. I
to
bid
us
left
this
And
his
paid particular attention
the
to
and
He a
it is pure
point;
imagination another
greeted one
Oswald
and
Dora's
on
with
part.
! That's
Hail
it between
I shall introduce
splendid salutation,and
Hella
253
HALF-YEAR
LAST
me.
cause The Weiners left to-day too, beSeptember 2nd. people are really beginning to stare at their mother
too
she told
me
and
much. she hated
people should September 4th.
that
S. has
lein
A.,
like
anything.
the
"It's
"Excuse
who
know
any
Frau
a
gave
at
when
he
never
married.
Aunt
Dora
was
rather Hella were
the
day
dull sang not
to come,
L.
said:
hold
Then
"Young
really be unworthy so
pleased that
it
staying in
are
she had
turned
to
naturally take fathers themselves,
It
to-morrow.
the
She
once
men
goodness
here, certainly I about
he
views."
Thank
after
is
Scharrer his mother's
cling to
furious.
was
other
8th.
even
better."
Lunda,
was
part, until they
they
parents
an
and
September home
his
and
to
to Frau
so
Frau
another's then
said
impressive word, S. used speaking of his sister and why
tutelage is such
and
is
and
one
him
L., for she is always franticallyinquisitive. And
his mind
piece of
glaring
one
I
full-grown German."
a
of Ffau-
Lunda
him
apron-string;such tutelagewould of
is indignant,
defends
Frau
must
thing!!
a
because
allowed
not
such
Oswald
But
me,
schoolboy
a
back
afternoon
does
me
mother,
Everyone
course.
come
to have
not
said:
of
simply scandalous,
girl'smother
longer
no
of
girl.
This
certainlyought Oswald
heard
never
only
has
actress
Dora:
if the
I
her
with
to
lag behind a littleso they belonged together.
know
not
to travel
goodbye
would
back, alone
come
for he
Aunt
having
possibleshe
whenever
said
Olga
When
place
can't
the Edelweiss
been
really has
join
last year;
going
are
we
the
in
of
paean
course
boarding
house
they but
YOUNG
A
254 in the of
Hotel
just
the
DIARY
Kaiser
von
Oesterreich.
where
one
is
difference
has
GIRL'S
occurred
to
staying. By The
me.
Hella
wrote
has
the week
me
been
there
on
have
before
is
it
way,
who
been
divorced,
last; for
visit,he
a
the
lot
a
wife
young
eruption after infectioncan't
as
It makes
her
band husat the
actor
an
had
Theatre
that So it would Royal in Munich. seem reallyare all injected; and Hella always says only officers! She takes rather an exaggerated
actors
it is view.
September since
the
14th.
11th,
first person
fetch
some
but
when
which
cocoa
been
Vienna
in
had
out
to
about.
write
I went
Resi
back
absolutely unable
plenty to
was
I met
been
have
I have
there
write, though the
We
11th
the
on
For to
tenant Lieu-
forgotten,was
he Conqueror! ! Of course recognisedme immediately,and was awfully friendly, and walked He asked casually with me a little way.
Viktor,
R.
after
Dora, but it
with
her
should and
year
with
on
And
know
that
would
so
I did
more.
any
is obvious
more.
any
not
the
it
be
not
studies, for it is
her
is not
was
so
funny that he
going
tell him
not
he
had
Dora
love
that
in
this
matriculated the
to
School
High intends
that
she
not
absolutelysettled
to
go
yet.
am
September so glad;
"don't
16th.
Hella
too
yesterday; I but she said,
greeted her with: Hail! be silly," besides,it's unsuitable for
2 months'
though
of the ladies with
the
then
she
would
won't
an
Austrian
quarrel about is very told me
it
smart a
mendous tre-
married that young woman; in B. said that her cousin was in
about
more
love
Still,we
separation,and Servus so distinguished. She
not
lot some
home
I
officer's daughter ! ! ! after
came
husband.
That
get infected
would
too; but
be Hella
awful, for says
she
did
at
of
two
sign
any
fortnight he
the
closely during
musical
the
Lizzi
of it.
is
her
London,
and
with B.
she
In
her.
stayed
the
offer of
whole
summer
Those
I don't should
have
19^
is
she
that
is
and
Lizzi's
cards.
I
not
for
to
that, I
me
all, Lizzi
surprised great
a
in
died
says
me.
July.
it does
not
St.
Doktor
mathematics we
so
send
has
class
and used
to
do
though flush
you
when
ashamed
be
should
and
began And
gone.
without as
betrothal
out
annoyance,
"Why
School
Fourth,
classroom
arrived
cards
up
one anyI
think
you
merely extremely surprised." But red as that from surprise.
19th.
she
the
now
whom
to
have
father
"Really, why
am
get
September
the
write
betrothal
to
reason
no
engaged!"
does
is
they
going
been
Lizzi
out.
her:
I asked
when
ashamed,
one
to
came
of
can't
They
be
surely there's
am
in love
why
after
have
glorious to got quite red with
Dora
said
is
he
told
and
G.'s
18th.
in
attache
is
not
have
would
put
It must
to-day.
so,
could
myself;
much
in
back
madly
that
only
special circumstances,
not
last.
at
not
is
an
instead
B.
she
one
no
could
are
leave, and
on
see
bit.
a
September
she
is
could
engaged
is very
matter
He
party, for Baron
betrothal Hella
there.
the
it to
kept
now,
is
in
said
she
why
see
He
marriage;
were
Hella
which
they
sang
not
engagement
G.
was
an
Hungary. about
he
August
make
to
him
met
Hella
that
is Baron
fiance
but
the
anything about it, for announced now being officially Vienna;
she
very
He
did
but
engaged,
write
there.
was
evenings,
watched
she
anything, though
notice
not
255
HALF-YEAR
LAST
her.
what is
that
was
Luckily
physics once Nutling
nately, unfortuThird
the
detestable,to
mistress, and
call
to-day;
more;
and
she
is to teach
Frau the
Frau
have
we
sit in
Doktor
Fifth
used
us
F., to
YOUNG
A
256
has
call Waterfall the
to
German
time
being
says
we
That in
ask the
Frau
Doktor
is
School
in
Frau
seat, for had
we
she
sittingin
are
must
for
gone,
High
we
M.
French
I
am
S. to
make
has
Dunker,
whose
English
the
that,for
first of all I like her very
I shall Dora
head
in her
be
her
was
Latin,
for
Doktor
M.
has
teacher, for was
because
learning Religion
new
a
Frau
that
retired,since he
has
60
for
So
from
move we
we
had
sat
it very
I
are."
when
do,
can
From soon
as
place
said:
she
after
I
were
side; the front
of
two us
M.,
while
the
was
Doktor
"This
arrangement
moved
to
twins, the is Lohr
and
had
5th
had
new
more
where
you
seats
her was
according Hella
the window
on
got
see
lesson,
all, and
us
At
"I'll
taken
of your
bench
Ehrenfelds a
said:
happy
sit
like
window,
mathematic
better
very
there."
was
she
rearranged the
the
sittingwhere
Steiner
Frau
only provisional. You she to height." Then and
a
the
on
go
reallynot
are
12
to
to
ask
should
we
towards
Doktor
Frau
11 as
painful
if you
said
We
bench
third
refused, but
first she what
the
found
for
and
is it?"
week; well, what
in
"What,
was
to
venture
we
may
the
In
St.,who
Doktor
said:
she
it.
managed
Frau
to
Doktor,
something?"
first
said
"Frau
charge:
have
We
long interval,Hella
to
secondly
not
now
me
have
K.
Doktor
start
I'm
we
Professor
Herr
already. September 21st.
in
and
Oh,
gone.
master,
a
and
the
course
interest
not
when
inattentive.
have
much,
from
Of
favourite.
it would
am
books
good
other an-
improved, and in very pleased with
not
I
mistress.
Hella
years
us
we
the
have
us
it's still Frau
say
complexion
let
three
the
might
to
For
place, but
In German
sorry
appointed
Lemberg. old
of
memory
been
has
our
Doktor
splendididea.
a
DIARY
GIRL'S
our
girl called
places; in Friederike
time
She
and
it over,
at
she
would
don't
And
Father
need
not
be
Dora
and
"I
felt
said: oath
think
you
to
with
But
bring
to
marry
again
so
would
Dora.
for
said: told know
that And
Aunt. Father
that
again. entrust
I
if Father
reallywanted
any
for at least
Luckily
And
have
not
even
am
a
a
secrets
%
of
to-morrow
again."
he
"Don't
more:
once
pulled
himself
Dora."
I said:
And
said:
he
And
it; and
with
put up
said
Aunt
Dora
"Oh,
blamed
child !!
home
leave to
hour, is
a
if he
has
we
just must
by
having were
to
marry
impossible to been quarrelling
have
already Y? past of holiday, because
so
told
it is
whom
Now
for
me
as
and
up
perfectidiot,for surely I is not particularlycharmed
she
an
to
marry
then
she would am
away
gone
For
Dora?"
then
And
certainly have
Father
Father
it would
I should
But
that I
me
promise
for me,
/ should
no,
And
anything
you
have
so
your
the house."
would
that Dora as
"
"No,
girlslike
grown
any
asked
have
stepmother into
a
Aunt
give
to
Dora
crying.
out
not
never
certainlyshan't
her
break
burst
frightfullyupset.
even
never
she
been
"Not
lot,and
and
home, and
I
a
would
would
and
glad,
such
you
she
going
so
that
did
"You
was
sure
from
worry,
I
kissed
I told Father
then
not
"No, girls,I
of the kind. do
I'm
Father
ugly.
so
witch,
you."
were
perfectly hideous?
we
Mother,
not
was
R.,
we
said:
little
to your
when
and
anxious,
said:
R.
v.
Frau
lovingly
so
Father
married
she's
laughed
Mother,"
to
never
only Frau
I talked
and
evening
the
In
If
Dora
if Father
that
stepmother on
a
is
to school.
home.
I said:
Father,
inflict
said
leave
supper,
was
here
justbegun going
he has
same
guardian to her three to-day with Willi, because
Father
was
exactly the
almost
died
for
Mother,
as
children.
she
husband
whose
Riedl,
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
258
it is
11. the
LAST
HALF-YEAR
But
Emperor's birthday. certain
that
I could
never
October
get 9th.
In
year.
then
It's
is very him
for
he
and
his
children
divorce
be
is
from
Hella the
is
live
and
that's with
would
do
not
that
professor,who
knows
be
12
must
and
at
that's
one's
he
at
20
would
; but
to.
not
W.
in
I'm
older
least
at
the
he
one's
to marry
former
Besides,
as
fond
way
year,
pupil.
a
than
might
the
the Training
former
a
in
going
not
fourth
faults.
years
be
I'm
price,marry
any
all one's or
wants
Prof.
married
got to
but
in her
has
the luck
if he
me.
is now, year
of
asylum
He
professors. In
least know
at
everything done what
of
for
and
Fritsch
an
has
again
perfectlyhorrible,one
father; would
she
least
he
by him,
more
any
is in
since
enough
make
to
straightoff
his mother.
think
this
terriblyafraid
wife
marry
College,where Marina of the professorslast
one
His
always
I
R.
v.
Professor
girls are
with
can
it
can't.
wife, and
he
For
to fall in love
I
the
allowed
write
to
strict.
his
for
Frau
marry
not
are
perfectly fascinated
least.
Second,
we
simply
but
so
Protestant
a
I
handsome,
to
know
to
a
have
we
it in.
glad
so
stepmother. horribly difficult in German
composition
hand
am
going
not
with
on
rough notes,
any
a
is
Father
I
259
the
well of
former
extraordinary thing to do! October 15th. I'm frightfullyanxious
girl; marry
her,
likes
he
and
have
to
professor,
an
have
may
a
relapse; she
her to have
induce
that
; she
would tell
be her
says she I did my
awful! mother
that
she
nothing
would
operation,especiallynow
second
a
that
says
that Hella
would best
has
rather to
such
die.
That
persuade her to pain; but she
won't. October be
made
19th. a
In
general
November,
and
will
be
Hella's stationed
father in
will
Cracow.
A
260
Thank
until
Cracow
to
good
she
made
is very in
daughter
leaves
Father
always
retired
officer.
October
hardly last
lying
Hella
had
Power
of
and
the
now
look
awake
me
much
so
of
that
understand
well
father
lest her
although
she
dies,oh,
it's
it
eyes
my
be
I must and
I
to
horrible
so
not
times
in
studying awful
an
literature
nuisance
of
of
them out
was
finished
is
so
We
everything;
And
thinks Oh
has
Elise,
when
that
The
together.
anxious
Frau
crying, and
one
is
he
always
horrid
for she
wonderful!
him.
is
beautiful
when
we've
reading. And
father
succession.
quite red from working too hard;
a
Christmas
whom
on
go
she
so
that
had
already.
and
over
the title The
simply
that
marry
is retired.
mother
deceives
that
field-
a
put in the bookcase,
It's
her
general's
one
mother
who
husband
a
the
several
read
was
it.
were
are
are
should has
three
over
so
it
could
we
whom
can
in
fuss
day her
her
and
he
At
night; Signe
Gretchen, the girl,to I
only
is
mother
when
When
all
there
lessons.
at it and
reading
are
will
a
excited
other
where
to see
be
any
much
The
!!
her
and
but
Hella's
table,and
passionately fond cried
our
gave
Woman!
we
keeps
learn
hurried
a
watched
it,she
so
novels.
on
that
the
are
one
Geierstamm's was
tc
some
year
will
Third, Nobody makes
We
She
Easter
there
It's true
in
says:
time
any
and
that
class.
22nd.
Lyz.
the
with
delighted. The frantically quite well again. Everyone
her
daughter
marshal's
stay here
to
is
proud
our
DIARY
going
Christmas
at
has
news
school
It
is
holidays. She
summer
at
she
goodness
grandmother go
GIRL'S
YOUNG
she read
we
other
day
Aunt
said
that Hella
dear, such
sons les-
books
read. October
think
24th.
of the
novel
When The
I
look
Power
at
Father
of Woman;
I
of
always course
LAST
leaving Signe to
get hold
easy
to
do
be
there's
but
us;
We
be
it must
the
Book,
Then
The
so
want
read
to
attract
not
Comedy
she
would
there
title does
called
splendid; we
it's not
it out, for
certainly don't
noved
a
but
finding
friends.
she'll be
hopes
book,
mother
her
to
Brother's
Little
The
Hella
other
some
row.
261
account.
her
books
awful
an
of
without
lends
often
of
out
able
HALF-YEAR
riage, Mar-
of
get that whatever
must
happens. October their
on
live
26th.
flat,and
of
for she
mother
and
going will
she
C,
to
stay, be
is to
in Mid-Lent.
October
Hella's
31st.
and
for
she
is
Vienna
to
ready, al-
engaged
mas, Christ-
at
does
he
Cracow;
or
them.
with
to go
want
she
to-day;
Baron, her fiance, is coming
the
either
left
parents
for she did so frightfully, was quite unconcerned,
Lizzi
keep
to
come
Lizzi
too.
taking cooking lessons, since
is
married
cried
will
! ! is
General!
Herr
Hella's
course
going
are
grandmother
Hella's the
there; only
and
Bruckners
The
not
care
which. November
in the
furious the
girlsdid
at
all in
he
well- that
punctuation of
trouble
whether upon The
fond
one
whether two
10 times
F.'s.
And
Doktor
Frau
and
at
gave
has
a
one
Doktor
rather
or
puts
a
M.,
took
of
a
towards that
commas,
nothing
the we,
whose
M.,
times better matter
tremendous
does
of lot
Besides,
examples. not
of
perfectly
very
in
comma
say
100
this
on
good style or
Ehrenfelds, who
of Frau
Doktor
were
two
or
learned
had
Frau
lots
One
understood
M.
us
class
our
places for
we
We
years.
were
Professor
than
that
aiming
was
lessons
German
hinted
previous
to-day.
the proper
know
Fritsch
Prof.
and
lesson
German
not
girlsin
of the
Some
4th.
not
depend
right place. end were awfully the
who
were
Frau
YOUNG
A
262 M.'s
Doktor without
GIRL'S
favourites,ought
singlecomma,
a
November
least two
at
If that had
Doktor
Frau have
gone
nice, but
not
comes
we
like
Doktor
Hainfeld
been
such
back
the
Father
have
Nearly
writing,but in
row
a
the
had
the
lesson, and
but
that
has
given
the
matter
conduct
Frau
to
certainly
should
has
awfully
M.
Besides,
As
we
Hella
comes
the
as
soon
go
snow
tobogganing parties at whole
a
no
the whole
away
before
the
and
show.
put in
Now
time.
commas,
silly fool going to bring
meeting. But give 6 girlsout of
staff
impossibleto
would
we
the
is
He
had
We
together before
them to
have
put in
out.
anything
where
I, the 2 Kuhnelt,
Brauner
them
got
would
Nothing idiot
We
!
and
Bergler,
through
There's
to-day!
Hella
noticed
passed
has
lesson!
scratched
go
had
month
write
which
decide
to
had
we
after 25
a
all, bad
mark.
December
she
when
year,
St. is
that
Prof,
meant
we
it's simply
in winter.
even
Doktor
German
not
then
if the
that
say
the
had
out
first and
agreed
must
she
I must
compositions in
found
commas
classes
the
year,
likes.
to
shot
a
it too.
Sunday,
Ehrenfelds, Brauner, Edith had not put a single comma. been
it like
a
when
every
if she
3rd.
December my
That's
Lilienfeld.
or
without
Frau
going
are
him.
month,
this
But Frau
Lizzi
us, and
all
there, I
enjoy it.
with
somewhere with
time.
every
composition
in the last school still
was
a
do
do
to
year
decided
M.
can't
left,we
trusted
outings every
been
show
I will
and
This
6th.
write
to
just to
splendid idea, and Hella if only the others can be have
DIARY
German
us
M.
head
to-day.
lesson
expected Doktor
The
4th.
to
had
make
mistress Afterwards
all the
instilled into
to
came
she
said
knowledge us
inspect that
which
for 3 years,
the
LAST
foundation
firm
higher
classes.
the
to
; and
we
gave
us
word
in
Fritsch
upon
Frau that
had
the
Sixth
had
dared
M.
in
say
Surely
M.,
could acted
we
as
the
Maths
The
write
were
not
doing
very
estly: mod-
said
the
the
plain words The
head
of course,
it,and
member
no
in such
a
before
of
us
had
did. shall
but
shall
begin
8th. not
the
them
make
new
It is 3 a
word
has
that
and
when
the
saw
we
the
should with
all
desk
morrow to-
lesson; but we
to
that?
we
his
on
we
used
before
course
German
colour
changed
We all
place
against this,for
were
head
of
way,
emphasis
amends
again,
the
But
know The
suggested
over
morning
you
we
of
is to-morrow,
best to make
should
December
meeting,
our
that
answered
taught that."
meeting
and
she we
staff
compositions
commas,
rest
been
ampled unex-
casting a slur
of
"Don't
2 Ehrenfelds
The
meeting.
lesson:
have
must
you
told to do
were
an
speak against another
ever
head
please allow me to she explained that
you
did.
we
The
it was
fail to understand
not
lower
annoyed
it.
Hella
in
not
trouble,
the
rather
chance
a
in
marks
the especially
Then
missed
never
it ! ! ! ! !
does
about
to do
the
summoned
were
were
Then
in
referred
Prof Fritsch! simply misunderstood perfectlywell how often the Nutling
know
then
knew
courage,
defence?"
our
we
staff could
what
6 sinners
certainly be mistaken, that
must
that
our
she
punctuation
scolding,saying that impudence, and that we
Doktor
why
the
of
Direktorin, will
Prof.
the
lesson
school
and
Doktor
"Frau
we
English
terrible
a
credit to Frau
was
development
we
Fourth
pieceof
so
at
263
further
use
whole
Fifth
in the
that
but
the
The
classes;the
a
In
astonished
was
say
our
afterwards
to the office.
and
of
restricted
more
English
HALF-YEAR
all
plainly
Hella
corrections
said and
copybooks. days been
now
said
since
the
yet about
staff our
YOUNG
264
A
affair,and
in the
the
out
gave
without
would
have
Hella
said:
the third
said be
not
to
parents
all
be
can
but
"I'm
nothing
sure
in
us
interval
the
office the
the
business
will
Brauner
has
But
going
is in
heard
have
be said to
to
our
since
school, it
Dora,
is
goodness,
impossible that
only
was
thank
at
first that
she
quite right when
was
happen
to
we
us, for
we
there were
said: in
are
right"
December
came
Dora
trembled.
to
gone
across
lauben.
A
15th.
I had
and we
who
courage,
happened already. side,I have already dropped
And
will
officer's
an
have
would
It
Hella
is
I.
did, even
all the classes
them
the safe
the
not
else
Bergler'ssister
Edith
nothing
fuss.
much
alarmed, the
on
longer at
no
not
and
hints at home.
few
is
Second
through
be
I'm
the school."
something
Besides,to
Rita,
us,
do
over
I suppose
or
she
though in hope that this
meet
"I
us:
and
it.
dear
they
sister in the
the Fifth
what
is
he
everyone
say
to
work
I think
particular. us all,for
saved
Prof.
yesterday the piece of home
nothing; if / have The girls stare at
spread
about
in
afraid
"My
whenever
head
has
been
have?
should
a
subject for
for
daughter
a
lesson
Hella
to.
DIARY
German
saying anything
afraid
and
GIRL'S
He
him
meeting
do
with
Christmas
our
just as
we
had
!!
Dora
shopping, both
and
into Tuch-
turned
got fiery red, and does look
Viktor!
their
fine,with his black
voices
moustache
his
flashingeyes! And the green facings on his suit him tunic splendidly. He cleared his throat his embarrassment, and with walked quickly to cover far as the Upper Market-place;he has another as us six months furlough because of throat trouble; so and
Dora
can
be
in her mind
quite easy
When
that
in
he
case
said
.
kissed
our
hands,
mine
as
well
as
Dora's,
she
fancied
goodbye and
he
smiled
YOUNG
A
266
has
so
Frau
other
day
of
Doktor
is
is
By Franke;
art, and
DIARY
the she
that the
says
the
with
Prof.
School.
High F.
and
She
she
whole
that the
Schools at the a
High
is very
School
how
free
they all
turned be
she
but
prettilytoo,
rather
able to invite
to
us
be
never
at
able
word
before
sore
throat
she
is born
that
I would
mother
will be left
that to
without
to
has
one
be
very
everyone will
she
year!!!
stage before
a
see even
speaks
in
debut
lot
a
able to get
a
can't
will
without I
proper
the
ago
influenza.
how
Mother,
simply
it would a
And
make
She
don't me
Christmas
on
the dare
cry.
if
says
Christmas
second
Vienna, but
to
come
quite alone.
that it can't be
years
and
influenza
Cracow.
is the
this wretched
now
bad
to
go
this
luck;
The
awfully unlucky.
got such
spoiled,two
Mother.
if I did
she
ill
get on, Christmas for
She
never
is
she
yesterday
been
has
Hella
21st.
operation,and her
that such
pretty and
on
Art.
out.
December
day
her
see
girl
a
Dramatic
astonished
be
to stand
strangers, I know
of
us.
High
Servants,
loudly, so that She hopes that
too
She
school; it's not
a
have.
to
our
all the
annoyed
called
is very
used
to look
round
I should
She
are.
affair
upon
of Civil of
is
would
least; we
figure than
more
still be
should
done
of it from
School she
of the
course.
in
heard
Daughters
happy there,but
in the
school
for the
sister is at the
institution
an
at least she
Vienna,
girlwhose
She
a
of
of
talk
common
us
the
school
of the
congratulated
is
matter
not
have
to
heard
had
a
tone
glad
so
strength of character,especiallyHella says
to
now
goes
did
1 o'clock
at
way,
utterlydifferent,she is
with
and
newcomer
a
M.
met
we
dramatic
place
who
Hammer,
know
GIRL'S
appendicitis She hopes her
so
earth
father
shall
we
first Christmas to
think
Dora
without
of
says Mother.
it, too
I
LAST wonder
what
portrait. I
see
time with
her. her
He
Hella
is
knows
her
with
to
to
Hella
she
is in love
she
notices
doctor
Mother's
sees
with
she
don't
see
love
with
we
tenant lieu-
of
secret
real
for
love, and
months
aimed
was
him!
the she
But
him.
That at
young
when
is not
That
whiles.
fore be-
magnificent no
if
or
the
the
September
love
me,
her,
the year
with
another
Goodness
Siegfried.
tall
What's
example,
I made
one
between
others
it.
that
said:
tell
always deny
with
and
me,
he
now
tremendously But
in
franticallyin
believe
people
Hero
I
flying corps,
wras
So
she
it when
? for
Theben
and
invariably denies
And
hospital.
the
fact that I
flirt with
is
took
annoys
certainly in
from
in
when
then.
when
he
in the motor,
don't
I
hand
with
what
anyone.
friends
was
in the
did not
madly in love is a general, for
him
she
every
is
lieutenant
the
meet
we
Emperor's
with
anything
back
came
father
kiss the
is that
of it between last
he
He they meet. fearfully aristocratic.
me
! it's
at
really
absurd.
too
December
M.,
22nd.
at least she
written
to
she sent
she
wished
this; it
herself
a me
was
Dora
because
I
a
Dora
her
that of
has Theyer now, Christmas good wishes,
me,
New
heavenly. said
I
she
and
at the
says
time
same
Year, she took the lead frightfullyannoyed was had
it
done
writing again;
always
Doktor
Professor
sent
happy
delighted,Frau
so
line to thank
the trouble
true.
am
is Frau I had
me.
and
not
he
whom
when
looks
sense
dragoons
her
part of the way
salutes
in
that
went
of
count, and
a
introduced
and
when
say
do
who
father
was
will
lieutenant
a
and
day
Father
267
hope the frame will be ready to-morrow. is especiallyunhappy because she is not able Lajos. Besides, she is madly in love at the same
Hella to
HALF-YEAR
things
I'm
like
only sure
that
to
save
that's
simply
to
But
me.
annoy
it about
carry
that
Frau
sweetly
should
is
had
better
about
find this Christmas
the
only thing
that
will
Father
I
when
he
than
more
for
I
open,
for
asked
politely:
in
a
She
ness:
your
word."
silk
visitors
Dora
I
that
I
went came
into
the
in and
not
feels
one's
in
the
am
Dr.
am
so
was
a
^ past
11.
There
me,
out,
tore
then
I
she
that
the door
simply
was
who
I knew
home?
Pruckmliller
from
surprised, but glad
plain that he practicallysure
What
drawing-room asked
do
opened the drawinggreat proof of deceitful-
least
the
was
to
had
expected.
are
ought
one
fetch
at
anyone
was
came
it
and
come,
But
one
coming to-day, for she was wearing with the insertions,such as apron
when So
Is
Dora
not
So
portrait.
gentleman standing
a
Pruckmiiller, I
Dr.
to
it
now
was
"Ah,
was
to
come
was
Meanwhile
door, and
room
there
moment,
Fieberbr.
way
at about
morning
Hella
kerblunxed, him
The
of is the
to-day.
all
most
if
as
frightfullot
a
right again, so I rushed prepared to greet Hella, and
be
must
her
write
this
be
it must
thought
still
I must
the front door
ring at
days
feel Eve.
loss
a
such
on
I have
but
Christmas,
after such
She
ever.
23rd.
December
the
sees
I
course
us
Christmas
is to be
reallyin the first years to keep Christmas, for sadness
of
none
wrote
usual.
than
really enjoy thinking
stare
She of
that
happy
can
can
else.
saying
We
after to-morrow
day
I
anyone
less
certainlyright there.
graph photo-
quite well stepmother,that is, not
than
Mother,
her
card, naturally,for
a
her.
a
as
and
I go,
only sent
M.
Doktor
quite well, but so
Hella
sent
letter,I
divine
her
sweet,
wherever
me
all Hella
was
fancy
her
with
She
too.
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
268
him
a
have
you
kept promised
had she
to supper
he
knew
her
best black
we
only Then
this
wear
she
humbug
too.
said:
is!
Aunt
evening.
Then a
he
word
that
went
Not
Dora
shall know
Dora
there
But
it was, in
Dr.
white
a
her
in
know
I
she
talked 1st he
Dora
have
known
her
for
with
But
kicked
she so
ago,
how
in Goisern
Inspe,
because
The
Dora, to
So
him
the
under
death.
when
make
said in
she
It
a
hint
we
of
spe!
two
or
used
a
And
she
the
was
not
too
country,
laugh
to
in spe,
three
years
call Dora
Warth now
letter
really is
to
Robert
must
quite
brother-in-law
my
it was,
had
pair
as
laugh,
me
I think she
table
the
Once
time, less
whole
chattering about
was
March
on
Vienna.
postmark.
openly
I purposely
I remember
now
so
matter.
so
Innsbruck
I
bridal
not
astonished,so
postman
after Mother's
it does
did
me
with
when me
But
not
she
believed
handed
frightfully. And
oh
me:
in the least
the
might
insertions,and
to
transferred
it!
I
I had
time
remained
he said that
Then
be
to
the
6 months
bad!
Oswald.
hardly
appeared
had
that
well, that time
I
Dora
the
allow
whatever
and
For
he
deceitfulness.
or
so
with
all the
October
corresponding than
Oh
all about in
that
last minute
dress
dinner
up.
bow,
wearing.
not
was
black
a
mine.
going
was
more
well
to
7,
for
off;
this
at
I
brother-
my
likelyto
At
turned
with
talked
he
world.
the
she understood.
is not
At
come.
her black
wearing
noticed
after Mother's
soon
fire,for
enraged
so
was
I
supper
so
Innsbruck.
till the
wear
At
be
to
to
blouse
would was
in
me
said
not
even
if he becomes be a long way
Pruckmuller
what
to
Father
was
more
room
not
as
and
away
is
as
may
Innsbruck, word,
a
red
as
that
to marry
said
had
had
to treat him
But
lives in
he
time
person
expect
got
how
in-law.
the if he
as a
can
anyone
death."
All
269
actuallyleaving did he say: "Well, "Oh you?" are well," said I, "I'm
was
Fraulein, how as
away.
such
was
until he
much
HALF-YEAR
it seemed
to me,
there
LAST
she
and is in
the I
position. When
same
he went
lest Father
trembling
was
DIARY
GIRL'S
YOUNG
A
270
in the evening
away
invite
should
to the
him
Father goodness when row," asked: "What are doing with yourself to-moryou I am "To-morrow he answered: spending the day with my sister's family, she is married to a captain to Thank Wieden out goodness that came way."
nothing, for
the
to
long
Heaven There
are
so
unhappy;
in
does
had
first made
but
there
kindly
if
one
how
Day,
call it
can
he
when
that
tell Hella
to am
the
loud, and arms
so
has Eve
Christmas
around
him.
our
and His
to
one
to let
like
that;
thing
and
On
Boxing
Vienna.
very
picture,life Dora
rooms.
went
eyes
up
I shall
mother. grand-
her
stayed in was
choly. melan-
size in sobbed
to Father
were
be
going
evening here,
glad she
I cried too
a
to her
come
frames, for
green
not
at all.
all three got Mother's
We
put my
I want
25th.
December
out
spend
by
Eve
Christmas
sister everything?
expect
I'm
at
much
be
it not
tell your
care,
not
deceitfulness.
same
anyone
can
is to
London,
Would to
Hella
It is true, she
in
the
be disturbed
all,I
After
beautiful
a
day Love.
of
what
I remember
reasonable
Eve
Christmas
my
Riddle
The
so
other
the
engagement.
well, I don't
Oh
ally.
an
one
people sad, as one can that is all elder sisters, all girls,
it mean?
Otherwise
make
make
just
was
and
they
acquaintance
does
earth
on
more
his
somewhere.
go
feuilleton
respect.
Lizzi's
about
me
What
this
in
told
home;
not
believing in
up
must
chapter:
a
Anyhow,
alike
seem
soul
newspaper
a
Dora.
by
see
the
riddles, and
many
this riddle
But
I gave
course
but
ago;
title of
the
saw
Of
soul.
reallyhappens
what
I knew
I wish
knew
if she
And
Mother.
without
first Christmas
visitors,
for
at all in the mood
not
are
we
especiallythe
I
thank
tree, but
Christmas
and
quite wet;
LAST for he adored cry, but Dr.
P.
he
Mother.
Oswald
Only
not
We
strangers.
both
blouses,then
album
500
postcards,and
for
I had
anthology which Dances, because
were
is
with
monogram,
my
hair
complete, and course
had
we
knew
And
we
Mother
got
the window.
thought
it
That
was
it made
it possiblefor
frame.
After
to send
Herr
own
don't
we
did
not
know
know
want
to
whether
one
but
so;
one
and
to send
won't
then
one
reallyknows
has it
when
money more
Year,
we
it very for it,but
elegant
going
are
with
cigars,bought them
for
Christmas,
cigars, and
is not
of
out
Milanowitz
much
about
that
; but
course.
close up;
one
betrayed and
be
says
of
Herr
because
tell anyone
betrays anything one
to do
a
of the best
anything
told it is unintentional one
get
painter,and
a
considered
for New
I wanted
money,
but
some
likeness
looking
were
take any
to
us
Christmas, M.
to
Dora
not
photograph
colour
idea, and
my
original.
most
is
in
"
if Mother
as
that he would
awkward
who
frame
lovely rococo
a
it looks
it is open
well
very
the last
quite a small
had
life-
getting us
was
from
we
portrait; of
Mother's
Milanowitz,
Herr
painted by who
last
before
of the winter
our
and
portraitsof Mother,
music
trifles. Father
other
that he
known
not
last
hers
me
writing paper with everything
some
and
ribbons
an
Hungarian
surelymy
en-tout-cas
new
awfully delighted with
was
size
then
me
gave
difficult for me;
of hers ;
judge; a
lend
too
were
business
better
a
also
not
guipure splendid
a
Brahms'
for.
they
me
gave
she
would
said
any
mistress
Aunt
asked
Dora
she
because
if that
actually
not
got lovely white
lace
as
did
so biting his lips. I was glad that there,for it is horribly disagreeableto
blouses,not
year
271
kept on
was
cry before
HALF-YEAR
never
can
you
we
will be
true, for when
always secretlyintended was
all the time.
a
slipof
the tongue;
I can't
write
down
YOUNG
A
272 all the extra
things
At 7 o'clock
just when
DIARY
Dora
got, only
that
Father
with
two
lightingthe candles brought some lovelyroses
of violets
nosegay
with
card, but
a
All
she
said
of
she
would
he
Hella
purse
with
purse
that would such
surely it's going
bag,
and
far when
Merry Oh, her
gave
she I
a
knew
never
Hella
as
;
but
awfully smart;
she
a
wanted
for the army
officers look
too
I
militarylook.
a
that.
that.
say
it,for
on
enthusiasm
an
think
certainly I
to
P.
Christmas
everyone
dare
not
eagle
have
read
really written:
bead
a
double
the
with
anyone
did
me
gave
had
Dr.
from
course
sends
beneath
and
let anyone
not
P.
Dr.
was:
greetings;I believe Christmas," but Dora and
interwoven
of mistletoe
sprays
of them:
one
was
the tree, a commissionaire
on
a
GIRL'S
feels that other
men
practicallydon't exist. The others have to learn a lot, for example doctors,lawyers, mining engineers, not to speak of students at the College of Agriculture, for perhaps these last "hardly count" (that'sthe phrase have to learn Hella is always using) ; but all of them a
great deal the
general
hope
course
one
it's
us
she will get who
no
for
an
we
officer to be
voluntarilyrenounces going to marry Dr. 27th. till 9, and
Well, I on
says
it ;
he
to
that
we
of
both
able
belonged
the
to
for otherwise
off to marry,
It's true
should
all
officers
of the
argued about it. Still, officer for her husband, of
enough
too, but I don't believe
fancy
they
Father
means.
talk
to
will
never
often an
is well
go;
private
but I for
have
We
staff!
I do
no
if
general staff; as
Hella
do;
officers
always begins
that, and
admit of
than
more
the
always are
us
marry
not
have us.
have
Bruckners
that
says
so
rich,
to say
enough Anyhow, is
if she possibility,
of
money Dora
really
P.
went
Christmas
to Hella's
Day
she
yesterday and was
here.
I
stayed see
that
274
YOUNG
A
quite ill,for lieber
of
GIRL'S Hella
course
and
Augustin,"
then
what my
Dora
would
fits of
we
should
Ewald
like to have
Leo, and
Siegfried? and
But or
up,
I
like best
Dami
use
she
seriouslythat Egon,
Alexander,
or
moment
her
said:
"What's
You
mother
for
mother
Hella
things."
we our
her are
the
what
have."
to
mother
went
barely but
how
only discussing
At
absurd.
tea
evening
wedding
at
it
that
to tea, and
she
alone
are
to talk
names
ought
able of unsuit-
Mother, like
should
have
to
would
no,
we
2
Hella's
mother
"Oh
gether to-
j4 past
what
said:
Georg?
and
that's
how
seen
when
just it,that
the to
Baron
Berlin.
almost
was
home; say
is to be in
whether
transferred
"That's
on.
there, that is,they all the
You
at
you
ing (I'm not 15 yet) you should have nothSuch things, things in your heads!"
15
such
other
what,
called
at
her
quite
man
come
begin
she
Just
you
afraid
was
she
fiances
If
4, and
at
so
knows
God
were
tea
us
or
name
said
a
Georg.
(I had
minutes
she
Alexander
girls.
minutes), you
calls 2
think
least
about
dreadful
have
the Brs.
marry
:
is
that
Peter
pet
a
only
in to call
came
couple of
a
for then
at
or
all that
such
are
and
would
called
and
Sosti;
or
said
she would
said what
then
Chrysostomus ;
or
She
like
and
really angry,
husband
a
I said: you
her mouth
on
were names
and
Wouldn't
me
have
to
what
husbands,
hand
will make
be
Gustel, or Augi,
or
said:
Hella
dumme wondered
we
discussed
our
forgotten."
would
Thamian
for
du
Gusterl,oh dear, we we
put my
you
remain
must
would
Then
laughter.
or
"Shut
beloved
my
of Der
thought
Gusti
"O
sing:
to
circus]and
in
call him.
darling Augi,
in
began I
August [clown'snickname
DIARY
Du
for to
It must
dull
it
as
Herr
one
another
now,
soon
it is settled
as
Baron
was
the
February, is to
as
as
stay in London be
funny
to
or
say
was
for
to
be
"Du"
to
a
strange
Hella
man.
sweets, when
Lizzi
and a
is
a
and
already
room ever
have
ears
till
they
rights over has
done
into your
Aunt
Dora
And
room
to say
in the
hall,but
it's Yi
I
11
is another
not
it,I
manage 31st.
shall
spend
to
the
the
mother
and she
evening, and to
and
Hella
father
go
Brs., so
we
went
such
now;
question.
alone
to the
I went
to
returned
with
I
and
I
I have
doesn't
to bed
told her
morning
cried
Hella go
went to
went
Aunt
saw
been
to
me,
and
how
know whether
If I
I'm happy un-
I shall
possibly
can
to-morrow.
cemetery the
writing
lot,for
a
to-day. yesterday was going
cemetery Cracow
grandmother she
alone
and
on
goodnight to Oswald put up with everything.
already,for have
I must
am.
sleep or
Her
past
keep
not
is
then
say
going to
not
a
very
that
had
And
begin it," said I,
I didn't
don't
if she
as
me.
to him
two
you
"Please
would
you
goodnight
long time, and Even unhappy.
such
from
saying goodnight;
without
now
different
didn't
Dora, for I'm
and
first."
the
no
in Fieber-
so
backs
always
you
their
have
you
told you
the
of
by boxing
blue, but
do wish
"I
"I
quarreling."
in order
to
need
you
children,if
quarrels,"said Dora,
something quite said:
"What
"Your
and
from
so
been
Dora
luckily out
Father
me
Father's
was
green
draw
away
Father
I know
"Oh,
he
:
kept
stay
want
not
said
Father sisters,
your
brunn." up,
are
I did
Oswald
be
can
any,
Father
better
you'd
I said:
I said:
so
other
got home,
I think
time
ear,"
the
on
I
people people
Other
I know
When
brings
theatre, he
to the
herself.
it,
to
he
When
her
that, and
And
killjoyhere. box
for
Brs., and
the
sleep at
be
box
do
another
Well,
said:
taking
accept it.
wouldn't
who
a
got used
soon
enough.
is
he
always gives Hella would certainlynot
she
says well
that she likes Paul
and
275
HALF-YEAR
LAST
I said
I
was
to Potzleinsdorf.
going Hella
A
276 for
went
YOUNG
walk
a
darling Mother's me
January 1, Year's was
Eve
and
the
grave.
I
19
Aunt
!
"
he
so
begins
means
good luck; carts
should
one
2nd.
had
We
real
a
I noticed I felt Doktor
if my
her
hand
her
parents and
did
not
to
come
me
or
us
so
know to
standing outside. face
as
And
her. out
if my
her
Hella
arms came
directly;I
When came
because
did
girlsin would
cart, that
New
the way
in
Vienna,
day
Year's
luck!
good
means
luck.
bring good In the big
val interdenly sud-
hall,and
Theyer, directlyand held
She
it.
has
is with she
whether had She
To-morrow
day
the
not
is
so
saw
was
out
to visit
come
since
her; would
she able
be
written
either
lovely and
the bell rang in I
of
stop beating. Frau
us
saw
leaving
Professor
Frau
So I put my
so
to en-
for class and
that she
handkerchief
still
was
up
to
my
bleeding, and rushed out to slipped and nearly fell,she held Hardly had I reached her, when
were
nose
to
of
she it.
about
Dunker
Doktor
to-day!
certain
trancingly loveable. Frau
luck
she
school
Hella
to
cart
husband
her
the
it
kissed
we
for
if still,
some
evening
scandal
the on
is
dust
a
a
dust
say
them,
among
it is
even
heart
I should
to
one
it.
to
me
He
the
on
I met
through
little knot
as
M.,
standing
The
New
keep
not
he gave
forward
But
piece of
a
here
says
see
at 2 in the afternoon.
January
and
goodness. all
did
greeting.
coming
on
go
soles con-
quite alone and it morning Dr. P. brought
roses
Father
; Hella
to
were
I look
thank
I went
she can't understand.
even
we
Year's
is
school
that
but
This
New
a
while
unhappy
so
course
some
I can't say
the dirt
am
can,
Of
Dora
as
4th,
the 3rd.
and
she
as
DIARY
cemetery
yesterday, but
lovely violets on
the
melancholy.
very
Dora
round
much
as
GIRL'S
I
me.
out
and
said:
said
you
were
"Of
course
awfully bad,
I understood so
I must
go
LAST and
look
like
after
of
"No,
encourage
"Rather," in she
so
and
both
we
would
we
see
to
were
kissed
both
at 4 !
Oh
if Father
as
allow but
don't
All
able to find as
crazy
3rd.
January to fetch on
are?"
you
at
it must
what
do
be we
splendid idea, that for
E.
T.,
a
I
book
the
marker
rather
done
patience
I've finished.
an
of
one
new
in
have
having
am
paperknife no
had
we
imitation
for
But
one
a
said;
would
not
won't
be
Is Hella
as
be
one
traced
on
edelweiss
of
work,
to
a
and
tarsia
can't very
well
kept girls had
We make
a
a
ento mem-
evening
piece of yellow her monogram is
mosaic.
I often
ing com-
ness, Good-
man.
painting I
of that sort too, but so
we
other
until the
Hella
course.
a
wise? other-
is
to-day
now!
leave
whole
she
you
all the
man
not
something such
or
with
we
right Gretel,
can
just time
her, since she does
of the 5th. silk for
about
care
Then
nearly a
In school
another, and something to do
one
ing staya
hours, it's awful, Hella 3.
idea.
To-morrow
"All
how
course,
Yi past
at
me
looking
thought
Still 2
!
Schwindgasse.
to
to
you,"
first
not
hotel, Schwindgasse,
and
was:
said:
was
alone
happy
head
your
Of
she
grandmother
said
Then
to-morrow?"
said
allow
parents
way
But
better
Yz past.
or so
were
Father
your
4
at
Hella's
quite off
go
little
I must
a
me
come
night more
your
even
or
that!
and
is
parents, in
there
whole
"If
not
at her
come
dear, a
see
She
must
us
here
and
exclaimed. we
wicked
here, and
But
come
her hands
to wait.
day
teacher
in mischief.
hotel,but
a
us
to
such
are
laughed
immediately." was frightfullysweet. stay with her, but she
your
like
Professor
back
you
let
to
you you
"You
but
not
I've been
no,
Would
did
277
the Frau
said: send
her
begged
we
and
must
she
course
Then
you."
anything
actresses; I
HALF-YEAR
a
would I have
spoil it before spoil a pieceof
A
278
YOUNG
embroidery. back
from
work
all
But
the
way
I shan't
shop
night
Evening.
and
It front
at
last it
to
us!
her
talked
only
that
drew
me
wanted
have
not
for
,
put both all
of
things, I
glistensso talked Tell
her
about what
me
of
half
we
who
have
told her
little,and
her
another
you."
how
it all
said:
times
happens
in
Du
as
simply
we
used
she
don't
know
Hella but
neck,
then
she
the
and
her ;
heart
I'm
to.
what,
ing! beat-
that
says
have
never
I
that's
sure
She
dared.
wedding
ring
"Oh," we said, "that half the class,but only 6 for
about.
came
It
laughed
did a
Then
do
not
staff,and
Fritsch's
"My
the absent
what
given
me
remarks
was
worse
darling girls,that are
a
great piece of
impertinent, for they related
said:
life,that
"Prof.
you."
She
reallywas
said:
of the she
from
marks.
"Well, girls,you
more
member Then
but
special veneration
a
particularservice. impertinence." But I 10
us,
sweet
so
deliberatelyrefrained
it wasn't
any
were
was
I felt her
crazy.
the class
frightfulcram,
us
until
hour,
an
divine
putting any punctuation a
down
we ring finger. Of course the school, and then she suddenly said: really happened about those compositions,
on
when
is
than
imagination,for I should such fascinatinghands,
has
write
to
and
up
crying, and
out
get it
I can't write that about
and
round
arms
my
said
to
had
shop
able
She
she
almost
went
I'm
Yz
to
have
I shan't
to walk
so
no,
to herself
and
So
silk
ever it,which-
idiot at the and
Sie
suddenly burst
me
confound
least
at
say
it,and
to her b
she drew
and
past 4.
to
of all sorts I
to-morrow.
bookmarker
house
the
I shall
so
day
it,the
5 minutes
was
She
would We
of
goodness
3,
morning early. heavenly ! We had
was
in
get the tracing on
the whole
the
DIARY
l/2 past
like to take
you
to-morrow
now:
until
Thank
forgotten about until
GIRL'S
a
bad
to to
often
reputa-
LAST
tion, whether in every
like that
since
row,
justly or
profession."
not
was
the
High Schools "Yes, the Then
HALF-YEAR
there
The
Direktorin
the
door
and
faithful
Frau
and
So
said
when
class
kissed
she
in
North
German.
To
already. I
am
so
January and
a
calls
continued
we
Thank
be
can
all said
through
go
could
hear
said:
quite
and
room,
well, be and
then
off with is
name
I
Karl, expect
her
and
only
go
goodness to-day
tobogganing
chill! ! !
I got the bookmarker
it all
and
day
of
a
treasure!
happy.
6th.
can't
laughed
she
Lise,
most
Lieschen, since he T/" past 1 1 go to bed, it's to-morrow. Sleep well,
calls
I must
us:
us,
my
and
pity his her
to
said
would
next
gloriousecstatic golden
sweet
God,
be
he
be
"Oh
again:
and
Prof,
we
at
Prof.,
Herr
yes, it
and
after
introduced
away,
in the
It's
he
alone
are
went
her
came
prosaic,and they
a
my
whole he
the
Herr
sweets.
knock
a
pupils and
can't
moment,"
a
he
the
and
this:
was
she
"Oh
Then
of
matter
Then
quickly:
Karl, goodbye." so
said:
agrees,
treasure?"
my
"That
the
Hella
the
best-loved
said:
for
as
all the
M.
glorious,was
Then
I said
me
plainlythat
is
of my
her."
"Excuse
it's
in
ladies."
Doktor,
fire for
you,
before.
you
adherents."
pupils."
Doktor
time, there her husband,
some
came
young
great deal
in
magnificent sweets,
some
more
are
"Two
saying:
she
in
"How
"Goodday,
of
us
eaten
ever
there
and
said:
frightful
a
known
Frau
mistress
is
gave
thing, even
been
been
that
to
reallya splendidwoman.'1 something glorious,or really2 glorious
I have
second had
we
Then
really connoisseurs
are
have
become
had
things: 1). She
we
said that the head
would
of Vienna.
came
better than
Hella
matter
Frau
is liable
unjustly; one
there
or
279
up
because on
till midnight, and
the
is
a
Dora
holiday, has
4th, worked
yesterday I got
a
at
up
YOUNG
A
280 l/z past
at
o'clock
2
at
5, went
Though
Shall
"No, thank it
when
I
I show
know
what
dear,
but I
must
must
and
the
her
only thing
Friday, and
Of
more.
once
Hella
I
fetch 2
in.
She
small
is
is grey,
she
Frau
offered
us
as
is
Doktor still
vases
which
"To
Frau but
console you
did
them
Hella
gave
I shall me
9
eat
me
9 of them
only
every
days. Joy and
so
in frightfully
in
joke
world
one
of
love
course:
is foundered
is not
we
said
"It
I am, seems
; I must
to
brought
in
her
hair
the
least she
goodbye
both
were
we
to
take
any
for us, saying
From
anyone
from
her
it
large sweets, and only 8 for herself.
took
they will
that
so
and
on
tuberoses,
and
want
combined!
sorrow as
since
17
day,
see
flowers
her mother
she
were
and
memory,
delighted,and
was
not
great
I may
some
ironical,but
might have sounded simply lovely. There
The
this
sorrow."
in your
forget,
never
nearly all up
else it was
no,
ous glori-
that's
Richter,
When
we
much
violets and
She
nearly crying already but she wrapped more,
Oh
hardly write,
took her
sweets, but
more
Theyer,
account!"
my
life is that
roses.
M.
on
to write.
in
charming;
said:
said:
live upon
we
as
maid.
the
Frau
never,
valley with
Christmas
her
to
Hella
can
must
week
a
course
directlyto
:
that
I want
went
like
that
simply
I lilies of the
but
is still so
me
I shall
is that
thing
take
to
in?
do
not
I'm
if it should
them
house.
quite upset anyhow, you dear child,you will make
my
crying so write,for there
them
for this she
put down, things that I
to even
But
:
give
to disturb
are
you
she said
yourself ill;you Oh
her
reproached
gave
want
the
to
to
you
don't
better not;
was
liked
and
morning,
mementoes
our
have
we
you,
i
the whole
didn't,but only
said:
and
took
should
we
DIAk
working
on
we
ourselves,we She
GIRL'S
!
Hella
is
last not
yesterdayshe said, me
pull you
that
out,
your or
whole
you'llbe
YOUNG
A
282
GIRL'S
utterly kerblunxed luck, but
and
always
you
Doktor
"Great
Frau
But
reading
Doktor
Lainer
always
The see
it over,
whole
school
Frau
because
I
as
last time! about
to
a
crying,though came
I
that I have
see
Then
Hella
Then
the
She
is my
But
you
looked
"I say, do
said:
of Frau
admirers
daughter, really can't
And the
through
go
then
streets
and
shadow, matter.
friend."
best
you
the
were
the
Doktor
know.
you
ing cry-
we
the
for
us
were
up
that
out
at
ful fright-
out
came
was
lost
just
said, For
saw
what
have
"We
and
ardent
two
I had
our
we
burst
we
he
asked
gentleman
time
long
When
gentleman
when
and
us
door
left
standing quite in
were
said:
old
old
an
father.
door
the
in, and
we
to
up
be the
then
go
about
and
opened
Just
knows
I've
especiallyabout her leaving,just outside the house
he
courted
her, the glorious one!
lot out,
was
Scott, what M.'s favourites,
M."
January 17th. being invited to been
said:
were
especiallyLainer.
DIARY
dously tremen-
a
happen to Mallburg? he
said:
bathed
in
and upstairs again with me daughter wrill console you." So we reallydid go my perfectlyunique. Her upstairsagain, and she was father opened the door and called out: Lieserl,your admirers simply can't part from you, and I found them she
Come
like that.
tears
being washed !!
said:
"Girls, you is
to say: not.
when
And
for ever, Girls, I
it to
"Give
she wish
January
kissed
18th.
each
all the Hella
of
into the
us
us
I should of
twice
me
and
room
have
liked
I could
course
goodbye, perhaps
happiness invited
dressing-
in this old rag,
at me
final
our
Then
river of tears.
But
then."
made
we
you
me
look
away."
throw
a
rose-coloured
a
not
must
only fit to
in
sea
she led
exquisite. And
gown! which
to
wearing
out
came
out
over
in the there
and
said:
world!
to-day, to
LAST and
Lajos
meet
does
I don't
except her,my
one
that,in to
me
Of
to
for
anyone,
could
I'm
going
am
walk
has
before
day
24th.
return!
This
her!
At
why
are
with
you
answered
that
a
in
few
as
something February
a
day
It would
had the
to
face
words
has
2nd
1st and
school
on
Mariazell.
Father
are
Anninger,
where
was
the
not
sole
will
does
we
vaguely said: But
also
the
torn
Monday,
might
make
strike
is allowed sore
I
please can
that
to the was
know
Hella
and
I
dinner
not
and
Sunday
Saturday
due
seen
So
much.
so
which
if you
How
from
Father
to me,
glorious,if only Hella grandmother imagines that Christmas
I have
I told
pleased you sleeve
me
"Hullo, Gretel,
need
written
my
to
had
others
the
when
had
wrote
a
be
before
I
her
to
long time." possible: "After
For
And
up
said:
for
as
days free, and
off from
excursion
for her
what
She
letter I have
Father
sunny
Th.
have
2
shall
and
I wrote
happy to-day?
so
it.
Prof.
have
So
house; perhaps
happy.
so
why."
is that
you
her
mother.
is the second
such
"Oh,
you.
am
looking
about
Frau
of
her
to-day
I will tell you
anything
like
thin.
getting
Schwindgasse
in front
I
dinner you
I'm
just
chill this time.
real
in
or
be
never
yesterday.
January by
church
father
her
meet
I
going tobogganing to-day
chill,a
down
But
would
that
true
not
are a
the
to
and
up
shall the
Dora
stand can't under-
me.
Father
quite
we
world
it
understands that
It's
Hella
not
was
dotty. Father wanted to of my change the current about I hardly say a word her
one
that
glad
because I
no
That
Jeno
in the whole
Even
thinks
course
else.
so
only !
believed
have
anyone
and
Hella's
thoughts.
least.
very
for
going,
not
for anyone
care
fact she
to
go
283
I'm
in the
me
real love.
a
But
Jeno.
interest
not
HALF-YEAR
get an
you?"
to come,
throat
tobogganing off her
she on
shoe!
A
284
if
As
a
could
we
have
YOUNG
when
is
one
we
horrid
you'll
shall
I
am
zell.
We've
of
January
were
will
It's to
the
to
so
made it
may
forgets
any
her
really the
splendid!
I'll
be
glorious
but
too
bad,
others
here;
I'm
Oh
frantically
Frau
too,
you
Maria-
at
in I
do
and
more.
any
excursion !
if
come,
about
tobogganing such
Hella
really
talking of
name
be
right,
fond
her." her
never
she
one
But
continually
about
will
skiing. "All
very
forward
Hurrah,
little
be
mention
looking
and
it
come;
a
I'm
crazy
luck
good
age.
said:
to
not
never
before. 31st
she
Th.
simply
I
pig;
promise
Professor
are
try
by
already,
63
may
shall
DIARY
Still, is
that
Hella
Perhaps a
she
it;
Evening.
is
that.
help
forgotten
lot
GIRL'S
winter
wish excited.
the
NOTE
EDITOR'S
joyful expectations of tobogganing
Rita's
hills,remained
snow-clad
the
into
thrust
was
lives of
their
father, suddenly
home
in
ambulance,
an
unfulfilled. the
and
died
with
in
rude
sisters.
two
down
struck
The
a
glistening
among
hand
of
fate
On
January 29th paralysis,was brought
few
hours
without
ing recover-
consciousness. Torn
from
the
separated from to struggle for town
"
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"
shelteringand
her
intimate
most
peace
affectionate
of
soul
friend, the
in the
"
285
atmosphere of
home,
orphan
young
isolation
of
a
had
provincial