I Could Fly In My Dreams jiezhengdigital.com /fly/ Jie ZHENG Posted by Jie ZHENG on November 26, 2016 in SFM and me | 0 comments
I learned to fly in my dreams for years. Is it funny? It is true. Several years ago when I started trying to fly in my dream, I could not do it, I fell. Now, I could fly in my dreams to go many places, many of which I had no idea where they were. Why they were in my dreams?
It was an amazing feeling that I could fly in my dreams.
Last night in my dream, I saw my ex-husband to go to the court on the same day of our hearing. I was a bit shocked. I had to run away. I had to fly. That was why I flew again in my dreams. I flew by the ocean, NYC. Sometimes I could fell when I flew for a while. I did not fell last night.
So glad it was just a dream that I do not have to see my ex-husband now. I wish him the best. While I am going forward.
Is it easy for me after I divorced last year? In many ways, yes. I used to live hopelessly. I worked alone for the family. I did not have friends, because none of them had ever the similar situation, I felt shamed to be around any friends, or even my own brother. No one could understand how I could suffer or handle being treated like that. Long story short, righg now, I do not have to be cautious when I wake up in the morning, if my qualifier drinks or will drink, when he could actually work hard for the family. In some ways, it is not easy, mainly because I live alone. Many times when I wake up in the morning, I wish I wake up with a sweet loving other half beside me.
I spent quite a long while to encourage myself, believe in myself, understand myself. I have to tell myself words like below quote:
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I never wanted to divorce. I chose that, because I believed that was not what I deserved. I deserve a much better loving relationship.
I know that many people divorce every year in the world.If you are one of them, how are you now? What do you do to recover? Do you still believe in yourself? Do you take good care of yourself? Do you still trust that someone out there will be just right for you?
I am taking care of myself every day. I am learning online marketing and at the same time, I am learning to love myself. Some day, some one will be attracted by my energy.
Click Above picture, which will take you to where I learn my marketing course. I could use it for my present job or future possibility. How cool is that some day you know you can market anything you want? I want to be a better myself. I must move forward!! Some day, I am going to fly not just in my dreams, but also in my personal dreams and ideal life!
Hope you are taking good care of yourself today. Keep learning! 2/3
Jie ZHENG May 16, 2016 at Columbia, SC (first edition) Nov. 26, 2016 (rv.1)
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