Cold Winter Night By Judson G. DeRouen
no stars and it’s a cold winter night absence of sunshine black midnight silence except for the clock ticking and tocking the birth of seconds i’m staying up tonight to indulge in a bit of pain meds and clove cigarettes waiting for the man Dr. Robert arrives and delivers he gets high on his own supply snorts a xanbar then leaves finally alone with my Lortabs i take four then wait for that good ole feeling after they kick in gentle showers of warmth kiss and hug me like being safe and sound in your mother’s womb like cuddling with your lover in a warm bed like that first time inside a girl * * * i love cold winter nights like this