8 DAYS VOL. 1
MARCH
8
BY
KATERYNA
2016
DAYS
KOTIKHINA
IN THE PLANE GOING TO LVIV, UKRAINE
SATURDAY 19th of March
10:00 AM
Everyday I am surprised. Surprised by peoples behaviour. I encountered so many weird events and so much happened to me this year but every time it just gets weirder. I am disappointed in people in general. Recently I noticed how ignorant and false they are. Even people who were once close to me are now somewhere far in mental sense. I always try to be kind and genius to everyone I met and people are just using it. The nicer you are the more shit you get. These days I am just trying to be nice to people who really deserve it. I am tired of waisting my time and energy on something I don’t need in my life.
I dreamt. My friends brother dies and no one cares about it exCEPt me. I hold him and cry. And there is SEA around, waves, clouds. Stormy weather. Everything is grey and dark. IN LVIV, UKRAINE
SUNDAY 20th of March
12:00 AM
MONDAY 21th of March
04:00 PM
Today was the first time when I got drunk with my mum during the day while my dad was sober. The thing is not about drinking. Its about how my parents see me. Now I clearly feel that they feel equal with me. They talk to me like to an adult, they crack jokes and so on. And now I can be true to them and I don’t have to pretend.
ON THE WAY TO UZHHOROD
-WHAT HAPPENED? -NOTHING.
HOLDING MY PHONE
TUESDAY 22th of March
08:00 PM
MAKE IN THE KITCHEN
WEDNESDAY 23rd of March
11:00 PM
PARANOID. THOUGHTS ME CRAZY.
I am near the river in the mountains. Everything here makes me feel how NATURE IS IMPORTANT for human. I feel like I am somewhere I belong. The air.
FOREST
THURSDAY 24th of March
01:00 PM
GRANDMOTHERS HOUSE
FRIDAY 25th of March
05:00 PM TODAY I HEARD A LOT.
My mom was crying today when I was leaving. First time I saw her like that. She told me that she realises that I am growing up. Especially after all the thing that happened during this two years. And now we are closer with her than ever. But there is no time to spend together. I am leaving.
GOING TO AIRPORT
SATURDAY 26th of March
07:00 AM
DON’T THINK ABOUT ME DON’T THINK ABOUT ME