kehilat kedem hakhnasat hatorah

‫הוצאת ספר תורה‬ ‫בשיר ארון‬ ‫לכבד פה ולשון‬ ‫אשר העיז פניו כלפי מרום‬ ‫ואמר מחני אם אינך מעביר חרון‬ ‫וכן יהא בכל גרון‬ ...‫ויהי בנסוע הארון‬ ‫צמח יורה‬

rabbi carl perkins & temple aliyah in needham, massachusetts for their generous donation of the sefer torah. drs harry fox, tirzah meacham, & tzemah yoreh for their help in procuring the sefer torah. philip elman for all his help.

May it be your will, God of our ancestors, That just as this Sefer Torah has been given in generous spirit and acquired in fellowship, So too may all of Torah, of heavenly nature, remain not in the heavens, and not across the sea, But may Torah come to Zion and emerge from Zion.

May we merit together to see all seventy faces of Torah, Turning it over and turning it over, our plaything, For all is contained in Torah.

May we merit to build together a sanctuary, That the divine presence may dwell in our midst.

And in our seeking after Torah, may we find ourselves face to face.

May all sustainers of Torah, those who are standing with us here today, And those who are not here with us, Find happiness and be blessed to live in love of Torah and awe of the divine.

May it be your will that on the merits of Torah And on the merits of those wise and generous hearts Who are woven together to constitute this community, Turn us towards you and we shall return; Renew our days as Kedem.

Emma Kippley-Ogman

We might speak of three stages the Bible invokes in relation to a Sefer Torah. In the first stage, a Sefer Torah is a ritual object used to bear witness to the reality of God’s presence among the Children of Israel. In the second stage, it is a series of words that one recites and thereby learns to revere the Lord. Thus the King is commanded to read in the Torah all his life to learn to fear the Lord his God. In the third stage it is a text that people of wisdom are called upon to seek, “lidrosh”–to seek out its depth, like Ezra who aligned his heart to seek God’s Torah, “lidrosh et torat Hashem.”

The acquisition of a Sefer Torah by a community of learners like Kedem, then, is a reminder that all the depth-seeking-learning we do is always done in the presence of God, as an act of seeking out the divine presence in the Torah.

R. Shmuel (Richie) Lewis, excerpted from remarks

Last Thursday night I was waiting at a bus stop in Givat Shaul, practicing the leyning that I had xeroxed onto a few folded sheets of paper. Moses was late in coming down the mountain, and the bus was late in coming to our part of Jerusalem, so I went ahead with the golden calf. Although I was chanting very quietly, almost inaudibly, I nevertheless managed to arouse the attention of the two Haredi young men who were waiting with me on the street corner. “Listen to her,” one of them said to the other in Hebrew. “I have heard there are girls who do that! Weird, weird. Can you believe it?” I lowered my voice even more, conscious that once again I had become a Curiosity (not to mention a girl!).

I am aware, though, that it is not just among Haredi men that I am regarded as “weird” for my dedication to reading Torah.

Anyone who has ever lived with me (including my Catholic college roommate, who knew how to leyn herself after four years of sharing a suite) has inevitably asked me, at some point or another, “Why do you do that? Why spend so much time going over the same thing again and again? What’s the point?”

And yet for me, I cannot imagine a life without reading Torah.

If not for leyning, as I see it, what would be the point? Reading Torah, for one thing, is a way of structuring my life so that I am always attuned to the rhythm of the Torah reading cycle, in the same way that davening keeps us attuned to the cycle of light and darkness. V’higita bo yomam valayla, Joshua charges the people (Joshua 1:8) – you should recite Torah day and night.

When I practice a little bit of Torah reading each day, I ensure that the words of Torah are always running through my mind. As a result, I find myself quoting verses that suddenly become relevant in other

contexts, making jokes that invoke the parshah, and even occasionally choosing what I will eat on Shabbat based on which foods are mentioned in the coming week’s reading. This, for me, is the true way of following Rav Ami’s interpretation of Proverbs 22:18, which states that words of Torah should be “in your belly, that they be set together on your lips.” Explains Rav Ami, “When do you preserve words of Torah in your belly? Whey they are set together constantly on your lips” (Eruvin 54a).

I do believe that it is by leyning that Torah is best remembered. Only when you learn Torah along with the cantillations do you ensure that you never accidentally omit a word or change around vowels or stresses when reading. No one who has leyned the first aliyah of Terumah would ever say “v’aSU li mikdash” (or at least I should hope not). By setting Torah to music, Torah develops a rhythm and a life-force of its own, infused with human breath.

The words come to life off the page, as if the letters of the scroll have suddenly arisen from their fixed places and begun to dance, gaily waving their crowns. This is how I feel sometimes when I am leyning an aliyah that I have truly mastered. (Note: This happens very rarely; I am no grandmaster, though I am related to a few of them!) I feel like I am not leyning the Torah, but that the Torah is leyning me, carrying me aloft on its eagle wings. I think of this as a “leyner’s high,” similar to a “runner’s high.” After a few verses of leyning an aliyah well, I begin to feel like I am flying, carried forwards by the words that are singing out from me in full-throated ease. (Aye, Keats. It was the nightingale, and not the eagle!)

Leyning Torah is also a hobby that fits quite well into my life. I learn not from a tikkun but from xeroxes. These xeroxes are mostly courtesy of Random House, where my like-mindedly frum colleague and I used to share a Tikkun Simanim, stored on the shelf between our cubicles. Each

week we’d go together to the xerox machine and photocopy our respective aliyot. There was no genizah, so I saved all of those pages. I went on to bring them with me to Israel, where a very organized friend encouraged me to sort them into color-coded vinyl sleeves by parshah, arranged in two great looseleaf binders. Each week I pick out the pages for that particular parsha and carry them with me wherever I go. Since I tend to live like a turtle, carrying much of my life in the heavy L.L. Bean backpack that I have owned since high school, I’m grateful not to have to shoulder the extra weight. In addition, I’ve discovered that xeroxed leyning is the perfect reading material to bring to a party, where entering with a book may be taboo. But who would notice a couple of folded sheets of paper in my back pocket?

And who would notice if I slip off to the corner for a few minutes to practice, reveling in whatever it is I am leyning?

Of course, there are aliyot that I enjoy more than others.

I have my favorites, and generally they are other people’s favorites as well, which results in a fair amount of alpha-male style competition. The most desirable aliyot are generally the narratives with the most intense dramas: the temptation in the garden, the binding of Isaac, the rape of Dina, the seduction of Judah, the revelation of Joseph, the night of the Exodus, the splitting of the sea, the golden calf. Would that I could leyn them all!

Around this time of year, when we are deep into the wilderness of Mishkan building instructions, the competition dies down.

And yet I have to confess that I, for one, love leyning the vast tracts of Mishkan material, and try to take on as much as possible! Leyning an aliyah from Vayakhel-Pekudei, as I see it, is a bit like reciting the Avodah service on Yom Kippur – the recitation becomes a reenactment. In her mind-boggling article “The Yom Kippur Avoda within the Female Enclosure,”

Bonna Devora Haberman argues that this part of the high holiday liturgy, the prayer leader becomes symbolically identified with the high priest in the Holy of Holies: The prayer leader does not lay her hands on a bull, a ram, or goats; she does not sprinkle blood; she does not enter the Holy of Holies. Indeed, she does not displace her two parallel touching stocking feet even when fully prostrating herself on the ground as part of the Avoda. She is absorbed in a standing prayer as the

representative of the community. Recounting the acts with the intentionality of prayer substitutes for performing them. The Avoda is a symbolic representation of the service performed first in the desert Tabernacle, then in the holy Temple in Jerusalem through a gesticulated, cantillated community prayer experience.

Just as the prayer leader on Yom Kippur symbolically reenacts the rituals performed by the high priest in the Temple, so too does the Torah reader of the Mishkan parshiyot symbolically reenact the building of the this structure.

This is why the leyning of the Mishkan, more so than any other section in the Torah, must be absolutely flawless. After all, the Mishkan is described in the most specific of dimensional detail, dictated from God on high: “And on the front side, to the east, fifty cubits: fifteen cubits of hangings on the one flank, with their three posts and their three sockets, and fifteen cubits of hangings on the other flank--on each side of the gate of the enclosure--with their three posts and their three sockets” (Exodus 38: 13-15). To recite these verses is to construct in words the Mishkan that the Israelites built in the desert, much as Coleridge’s speaker sought to recreate in measured language the pleasure dome of Kubla Khan: With music loud and long, I would build that dome in air, That sunny dome! those caves of ice!

And all who heard should see them there, And all should cry, Beware! Beware!

Beware – because words construct verbal edifices. Torah is the blueprint God used in creating the world, as we learn in Bereishit Rabbah, and so the way we read Torah determines the way we construct the world. If we mispronounce even one syllable of Vayakhel-Pekudei, if we read, say, forty cubits

instead of fifty, then the entire edifice could come tumbling down. (Or at least so I tell myself, as I practice this week’s leyning.) And furthermore: If Rabbi Akiva could find meaning to every “et” in the Torah, must we not be sure to pronounce each one properly? Think of how many derashot hang on every word (if not every letter; if not every tip of the yud) in the Torah. We who leyn are playing with fire, much like Rabbi Eliezer and Rabbi Yehoshua in the house of Elishah’s father -- for were not the words of Torah given in fire on Sinai? (Tosafot on B. Hagigah 15a).

Reading Torah, I am arguing, is a weighty responsibility; but it is also a great source of pleasure. Each time I leyn, I discover new puzzles in the text: I muse on why a particular syllable is stressed, or why a concept seems to repeat itself. These questions inform my writing and thinking all week, and carry me into Shabbat. Most weeks, the very last thing I do before Shabbat is swim. Generally I am down to the wire, and I only have about twenty minutes in the pool. But just before I dive in, I go over my leyning once more, so that I will be immersed in words of Torah as I cut through the water.

One Friday afternoon a few months ago, I found myself dreaming of a pool that would enable me to practice my leyning while swimming. In such a pool, I envisioned, there would be seven lanes (leyns?), one corresponding to each aliyah. A series of overhead projectors would flash the words of each aliyah onto the bottom pool surface of each lane, so that the swimmer could follow along as she made her way face-down through the water. Now there’s an invention to rival the pleasure domes of Kubla Khan and the hanging curtains of the Mishkan!

Ilana Kurshan

six million years i meander these paths passing that tree birds sing sun sets wolves howl sun rises leaves fall buds sprout rivers run clouds float grasses wave bees bustle winds rustle i waste today i stop short while long desire welling inside yearning from egg to seed tingles through toward my fingers today i am different that tree is different A hand . . . having decided to make known how it knows, rests on the fruit, smoothly, -- and by its skill in holding something, without taking it, in fingering/feeling it, in understanding its whole skin, makes acquaintance with it: it’s an apple, touches it, so precisely, feels it living.* i lust forth to know fruit flesh adam creator ______ *Helene Cixous, “Regarding the Apple of the Text,” in Etudes litteraires (December 1979), 411.

Dr. Bonna Devora Haberman

daniel chorny in honor of rabbi ammos, aviva, joel, michael, & nima chorny

with the sefer torah welcome sara meirowitz

eliana tair roberts golding in honor of my wonderful family: michele, jeremy, yona, maya, & rene

on being an egalitarian minyan in jerusalem aaron brody why i leyn ilana kurshan the sefer torah in the life of a community r. shmuel (richie) lewis

marcie kamerow in honor of will friedman & sophie rapoport in memory of harriet kamerow benj kamm & emma kippley-ogman daniel levenson in honor of samuel horowitz, irving & rita harvey, arthur & lillian levenson

bereishit dr. bonna devora haberman shemot joline price vayikra jason rubenstein bamidbar ariela housman

rabbi rim meirowitz sara meirowitz in memory of ruben samuels in honor of betty winter samuels lee moore in honor of meyer moore aron neesman in honor of gabriel martinez mates

jenny rosenblatt in honor of linda & michael rosenblatt & family

andrea & jesse olitzky

joshua schwartz in honor of cantor chaim picker in memory of irving wohl

sophie rapoport in honor of ida rapoport benjamin ricciardi in honor of all the summer kedem people

esther smigel in honor of murray smigel

devarim gella solomon

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lisa stella in honor of deb houben

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