i don’t get you
by margot terc
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?
I AM VERY CONFUSED
yeah i wanted to think that something could happen. i wanted to think that we would vibe, that maybe something would grow. but i was wrong and you’re doing your thing, and i’m doing mine. but yeah no i dont think we feel each other like that. you’re cool, and i’m cool but we don’t have much to talk about. our physical chemistry is great and all, but i need more than that. and i wish you would care more, but i know it’s either there, or it isn’t. we can’t force these things. i have to be cool with you feeling how you feel. i cant push anyone. and i dont want to. fuck, i dont even know if i would actually like you if i really knew you. i get carried away sometimes. sorry, not meaning to project onto you. imma try to take it it for what it is. we feel each other n its fun, and that’s pretty much it. anyway, im feeling a little jaded right now. but i gotta chill the fuck out bc its not like there aren’t other big things to focus on right now. and i know that it feels that its been so long. but there isn’t a deadline on this thing anyway. even if the longing makes me want to scream sometimes. imma let it ride. cause what the fuck. so yeah idk i gotta keep doing what im doing and trust that it will take me where i gotta go. i truly do not have an answer on this one. very much figuring it out.
IT IS WHAT IT IS
YOU DO YOU AND I DO ME
feelings are shit sometimes.