The
Awesome Magazine
The Struggle
For 2 years I struggled with depression and questioned if my life was worth living the loss of my mother combined with being broke, failing to break through. As an Artist and constant relationship struggles with a girl drove me literally insane. Multiple times I plotted suicide but never had the guts to do it. I sat on a bridge with a loaded gun in my head with a letter written to my grandmother apologizing for what my death was going to cause. I cried on that bridge for hours. No one walked acrossed it. No one was there to stop me except myself, and I realize my work on this earth wasn't done. I have way too many people that depend on me and way too...
Many people that love me. Since that day I have lived the happiest times of my life and couldn’t be more thankful that the voice inside my head told me not to do it. Time will be heal all your wounds and suicide is never the answer. I truly believe that happiness is a choice. Everyday you wake up and you make make the decision to be happy. Regardless of what struggles and issues you might be going through. Know that someone has it way worse than you but still has a smile on their face. If you’re reading this thank you so much. You’re the huge reason why I'm still here. And you continue to inspire me. And keep me smiling. Never give up! By: Ernesto Canales Mendez (;
SNEAKERS
Maney people like sneakers cuz thery’e so comfortable like me personally i like kinds of all different sneaks i been liking shoes when i was a lil kid shoes or now these days or expensive all my life i want shoes like a lots of sneakers what made get into the shoe game is when i saw basketball players wearing them. people went crazy about sneakers and singers. from there i started buying shoes and collecting shoes. this is poem about sneakers
Feelings are a present way to show themselves in life and how there life has been to them.You can hate the people you are telling to them if you don’t show the same thing back. Problems are the thing you have to deal with because they have another way to dealing with everything. People can have a big problem so they ban themselves from everything that has happend to them.
My brother brother kevin has a learning disability He is learning to write and talk everyday He has a sister that takes care of him everyday Who makes sure my brother is well taken care of and makes sure my brother doesn’t have any seizures or die?
I am talking about me growing up with pain ... Well when I was growing up i was with a lot of pain i just wanted to die. Well first I started cutting myself and telling my parents I wanted to die and then I started doing drugs and I started doing all those stupid stuff cuz I been with a lot of pain but then i was like it wasn't worth doing all those stupid stuff...
Rap Most rappers rap about sex and drugs but others rap about their life and rap about others talents and gifts but they don’t get the fact that they were making their song felt not in a bad way, but in a good way.
Poem Fidel . the New york city of 1955. if I go over place There growing so very bigger the town of better than of other town citty. Liberty of statue That empire of staute so we need to walking of street line. Ocean Atlanic At its core Manhatten a densely populated borough that,s among The world’s mayor commercail. Financal and cultural Centers. Its iconic sites.Broadway theather is staged in neonlit Times Sqare.