When I'm sanding or air brushing or re-stringing, I think of how I dreamed as a little girl and how I am now. I think about those I love and what a wonderful future there is. I'm calm and serene. The TV may be blaring out bad stuff. The phone will ring with more. But all is just fine here, thank you. It must be the Zen of doll repair. The art comes just as easily because it is what I love to do.