අති උත්තම ආචාර්ය මන් භූරිදතත (ඉංගී‍්‍රසි භාෂාවෙන් සිංහලට)

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N+ßo;; uyd f;rekaf.a

fuu mqia;lh O¾uodkh msKsihs' fkdñf,a fnod yeÍug muKs'



w;s W;a;u wdpd¾h

uka N+ßo;; uyd f;rekaf.a wdOHd;añl pß;dmodkh

wdpd¾h uyd nQjd [dK iïmfkkd ysñhka úisks' ;dhs NdIdfjka bx.S%ishg mßj¾;kh

NsCLq äla iS,r;k ysñhka úiska

bx.S%is NdIdfjka isxy,g mßj¾;kh

wdpdhH_ NsCLqkS l=iqud úisks'

jÜmd ndka gdâ ys

jk jdiS ysñ'


fuu mqia;lh fkdñ,fha fnod yeÍug muKs O¾uodkh msKsihs' Copyright © 2005 by Venerale Acarya Maha Boowa Nyanasampanno All commercial rights reserved This book is a free gift of Dhamma and may not be offered for sale; for as the Venerable Acarya Maha Boowa Nyanasampanno has said, ''Dhamma has a value beyond all wealth and should not be sold like goods in a market place" Commercial reproduction of this book, in whole or in part or in any form, or by any mechanical or electronic means, is prohibited. Permission to reproduce in whole or in part, by any means, for free distribution as a gift of Dhamma, however, is hereby granted, and no further permission need be obtained. Inquiries may be addressed to: Forest Dhamma Books Bann Taad forest Monastery Banin Taad, Ampher Meung Udorn Thai 41000 Thailand. email: fdbooks@gmail.com www.forest dhammabooks.com

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mgqk

mßj¾;lf.a ye¢kaùu l;_Djrhd ye¢kaùu

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1' uQ,sl wjêh

wkdjelsh ix{dj wdpdhH_ id´ lkagiSf,d ißld .,a.=ydj w¾y;a Y%djlhkajykafia,d

2-4 4-10 10-15 15-26 26-32

2' uOHu wjêh

OQ;dx. mqyqKqj wj;dr ms<sn| NsCIqjlf.a NS;sh .ïno isß;a iy weoys,s ÿIalr;d iy wirKùu l%udkql+, b.ekaùu fjkialï we;af;a is;=ú,sj, <s| iEÍfï isoaêh ish¨ mõj,ska ñÿk W;=ï ukqIHfhla

41-47 48-56 56-64 64-71 71-78 78-81 81-90 90-99

3' yojf;a úuqla;sh

wdOHd;añl iyldßh b;d W;=ï w.h lsÍu

114-120 121-126

4' Ñhdx udhs ys jev isá ld,h

u,a,j fmdr Y+rhd fjia j,d.;a fldá m%n, úÊcd f,dl= whshd jQ we;a rcd msÍ b;sÍ .sh fh!jkh l¾ufha .=ma; úmdl id .skafkka fmf<k fma%;fhda W.% úfõpkd;aul kd.hd ry;=kaf.a mßks¾jdKh Od¾ñl hqoaO Nghd

139-143 144-156 156-161 162-166 167-173 173-179 179-187 188-195 195-199 199-212


5' widudkH m%Yak" nqoaêu;a ms<s;=re

mßmQ¾K wd;au úYajdih by; wd;au

215-222 222-232

6' wjidk ld,h

W!rka iu. iyjdih r¿ mreI yslauùï l%u O¾uh ;=,ska frda. Ñls;aidj fldá b;d fyd| .=rejre fj;s Wkajykafiaf.a wjidk frda.h wdodykh

242-256 252-262 262-270 270-280 280-293 294-299

7' odhdoh The Legacy

Od;= mßj¾;kh wksl=;a m%d;sydhH_ wdpd¾hH_ fpdí f.a ks¾NS; ls%hd wjidkh

306-312 312-323 323-331 331-340

Wm.%ka:h 1

341-343

Wm.%ka:h 2

344-348

About the translations

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w;smQckSh wdpdhH_ uka N+ßo;; f;reka


wdpdhH_ ukaf.a wdodykfhka miq fYaI jQ weg len,s l,a hdfï§ m<s`.= leg jeks úksúo fmfkk kd kd j¾Kj;a mdrNdil ^mdr j¾Kl& Od;=j,g mßj¾;kh úh'


mßj;¾lhdf.a ye¢kaùu kùk ;dhs nqÿ oyfï w;s fY%aIaG mqoa.,hd f,i mQcKSh wdpdhH_ uka N+ßo;; ysñ m%isoaO ù we;' Wka jykafiaf.a Ôú; ld,fha§ oi w; me;sÍ .sh .=K iuqodh jQfha m%Odk jYfhka Wka jykafia ;=< mej;s widudkH ffOhH_h" ;mi iy ;u wkq.dñlhska fj; ±lajQ m%n, úkh .rel Ndjh fõ' mßksùfuka ±ka j¾I 50la muK blau ù we;;a fn!oaO ck;djf.a f.!rjKSh ms<s.ekSfï úYsIag;ajhla we;' tkï nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf. a wdhH_ m¾fhaIKh ;=<ska Ôú; mßkduh jQ wmQ¾j isoaêh uqkajykafiaf.a Ôú; mßkdufha o ±l .; yels njh' wdpdhH_ uka NslaIqkajykafiaf.a Ôú; pß;h ,sh ù fkd;snqK kuq;a Wkajykafiaf.a <`.ska weiqre l< Y%djlhka jykafia,df.a tu pß;h ms<sn| pu;aldr isoaëka w,,d Wkajykafiaf.a mßksùfuka wjqreÿ 20lg miq fuu .%ka:h iïmdokh l<y' fuu .%ka:fha iqúfYaI ckms%h;djh ksid ;dhs fn!oaOhka ;=< nqÿrcdKka jykafia foiQ O¾ufha i;H;djh yd ks¾jdKdjfndaOh lsÍfï yelshdj wo Èk;a we;s nj ;yjqre ù we;' wjq' 2500lg m%:u oi oyia ixLHd; ry;=kajykafia,d isá nj;a zzu.. M,ZZ ,nd .ekSfï Nd.Hh wog;a j,x.= nj;a ;dhs fn!oaOfhda ms<. s ks;'s wdpdhH_ uka f.a ksjka wjfndaOh ms<sn| l:d mqj; fuu .%ka:fha wvx.= ù we;' th b;sydi m%jD;a;shla fyda úh,S .sh woDYHudk i;Hhla fkdfõ' th wm w;g m;a Ôjudk odhdohls' i;H f;dr;=rls' §ma;su;a wdf,dalhls' W;=ï ks¾jdK wjfndaOh msKsi hfula fjr jvd kï Tyqg th ,nd .; yels nj Tmamq ù we;' nqÿ iõfjda Öjr OdÍ wdrdñl Ôú; .; lrk nqoaO Oïu ix> ixfla;hla muKla fkdj iuyr nqÿ iõfjda nqÿ oyu wjfndaO l< iÔú W;=uka nj fuu mqia;lfhka ukdj meyeÈ,s fõ' wdOHd;añl iqjh ,nd .ekSfï w;s W;=ï fÉ;kdj idlaId;a lr .ekSug kï wod< ms<sfj;a wkq.ukh l< hq;=h' nqÿrcdKka jykafia foiQ uOHu m%;smodj wkq.ukh l< hq;=h' w;a;Å,u:dkqfhda.h fyj;a YÍrhg ±ä ÿla §u nqÿ rcdKka jykafia m%;sfCIam l< kuq;a iqúfYaI ;jqia Ôú;hg wod< OQ;dx. msÍu ksid iïud jdhdu imsfrk nj j|d< fial' uOHu m%;smodj hkq iem myiq ,eîug ÿla u`. yeÍula fkdj" th ukfia yg .kakd flf<ia fyd|dldr u¾okh lrñka ish¨ ndOl uev mj;ajñka ;u b,lalh lrd f.k hk id¾:l m%;smodjls' wdOHd;añl

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ÈhqKqj ±ä W;aidyhlska wkka; ndOl ysßyer uOHfha isÿ l< hq;=h' ulaksido h;a ;u wOHd;añl n,fõ." mqreÿ ;=<ska flf<iqka Woa.;ù ;udgu wNsfhda.hla jk neúks' tneúka wdOHd;añl igk f.k hk Nghd ;=< udkisl yd YdÍßl Yla;sh ;sìh hq;=h' ue,slu" ;Kaydj" udkh" W~`.=lu wdÈh n,j;a ndOl fj;s' fujeks ishqï flf<ia u¾okh lsÍug OQ;dx. /lSu b;d wjYH nj nqÿrcdKka jykafia foiQ fial' tu ;jqiaoï ;=<ska NsCIqjlf.a ffoksl Ôú;h b;du ir," ksy;udkS" wd;au ixhuhlska f,i b;d ;SCIK f,i ksÍCIKh l< hq;= nj meyeÈ,s fõ' OQ;dx. /lSfï§ fï wjYH;djh imsf¾' tneúka OQ;dx. rlsk NsCIqj nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a úfYaI f.!rjhg md;%úh' fufia fn!oaO NsCIqjla .sysf.h yer oud isjqre msßlr orñka ms~q is`.d hñka wdrKHjdih ms%h lrhs' fn!oaO NsCIqjlf.a kshu iajrEmh OQ;dx. NsCIqj ;=<ska ms<sìUq fõ' fujeks ÿIalr Ôjk rgdjla wkq.ukh lrñka Ndjkdfhda.Sj jdih lrk NsCIqj zzOQ;dx. l¾uia:dkZZ rlskf a klehs ye¢kafõ' fuu m%;m s ;a;h s ;=<k s a f,daN" oafõY" fudayh ksid yg .kakd ishï q flf<ia mjd Wÿrd ±ñh yelsfõ' tfyhska iir meje;au is£ hhs' l¾uia:dk hkq Ndjkd ÈhqKq lsÍuhs' OQ;dx. hkq tu Ndjkdjg wjYH ÿIalr m%;sm;a;s fõ' fï fol tlsfklg Wmldrl O¾uhkah' úkh kS;s /lSu ksrdhdifhkau isÿjk neúka fn!oaO NsCIqjlf.a m%;sm;a;s /lSfï m%n, wä;d,ula f,i OQ;dx. ls%hd;aul fõ' wdpdhH_ ukaf.a WmfoaYk fï ;dmi Ôú;h ;=< .eí ù we;' meúÈ Ôú;h wdrïNfha isg wjidkh olajd Wkajykafia wkq.ukh l< rECI m%;sm;a;s ;u f.da, nd,hskag muKla fkdj uq¿ ñksia ixy;shgu lÈu wdo¾Yhls' ;dhs,ka;h ;=< OQ;dx. l¾uia:dk m%;smodj kej; f,dalhdg ye¢kajQ uyd mqreIfhla f,i Wkajykafia ms<f s .k we;' Wkajykafia wkq. ukh l< fï OQ;dx. mQrKh wo olajd ;dhs,ka;fha úfYaI f.!rjhlg md;%fjñka mj;S' Wkajykafia ;=< w.% .Kfha .=rejrfhl=f.a iyc yelshdjla ;snqKs' Wkajykafiaf.a WmfoaYkh ,enQ fndfyda NsCIqkajykafia,d W;a;Í;r ukqIH O¾u mQ¾K lrñka ;ukq;a f,dalh ms<s.;a wdpd¾H_hjreka f,i fkdfhla rgj, olakg ,efí' th ;=<ska OQ;dx. l¾uia:dk mqyqKqj f,dalfha m%p,s; fjñka mj;S' Wkajykafiaf.a w;s W;=ï m%;smodj Ôú;h

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wjidk ld,fha fndfyda whf.a ms<s.ekSug m;a úh' th Wkajykafiaf.a msßksùfuka miq ;j ;j;a úldYkh ù wo uq¿ ;dhs,ka;hu Wkajykafia zzcd;sl jia;=jlaZZ f,i ms<s.ks;s' úisfjks Y; j¾Ifha Ôj;a jQ wdhœ ix> r;akhla f,i f,dj mqrd ms<s.ks;s' iir ÿla fl<jr lsÍfï woyiska Wkajykafia ffkIal%uH .=Kh msrEy' md .ukska .ñka .ug yqol,dj hñka l÷ uqÿka le,E wd§ ksy~ mßirh fidhñka Njkd ukisldrh mQ¾K l<y' uq¿ Ôú;hu t<suyfka wõ jeis iS; WIaK" ueis uÿre mßirfha f.ù .sfhah' ta ksid mßirfha iqkaor;ajh fndfyda w.h l<y' l÷ fy,a jk fm;a .x.d .sß .=yd Wkajykafiaf.a ms%h;u mßirhkah' fldá" j,ia wd§ f,dl= l=vd jk i;=kaf.ka mßirh .yK úh' ñksia ckdjdi wE;ska msysáfhah' Wkajykafia msKavmd;fhka Ôj;a jQ neúka b;d ÿmam;a .eñhkaf.a Nla;s wdorhg md;% úh' b;d ÿIalr Èú fmfj;la jqjo wdrKHjdiS NsCIqjlg tu mßirh iqjodhl ksfjia úh' mdie, úh' w;a±lSï ,nk mqyqKq uOHia:dkh úh' nqÿ oyu kshu wdldrhgu ms<m s Èk úg th ;u wdrlaIdj úh' ;dhs,ka;fha fkdÈhqKq .ïno le,E mßirh 20 fjks Y; j¾Ifha jqjo b;d merKs YsIagdpdrhls' th nqoaO ld,Sk wjqreÿ 2500lg m%:u ;snQ ñksia Ôú;h ms<sìUq lrkakls' wdpdhH_ uka f.a fuu Ôjk .ukg miqìu jQ iïm%odhsl mßirh .ek ±k .ekSu iqÿiqh' 19-20 fjks ishjfia§ ;dhs,ka;fha m%dka; m%foaY w.kqjfr mej;s wdKavq n,hg hg;a fkdùh' Bg fya;=j úYd, >k le,Ej,ska .yk jQ ksid;a ;dr mdrj,a fkdue;s neúka .ukd.uk ÿIalr;d ksid;ah' 80]la muK ;dhs,ka;h fujeks j,aìys jQ ñksia jdihla fkdjQ úYd, >k jkdka;rhkah' b;d iq¿ jYfhka Ôj;a jQ wd§ ñksid fuka fuys m%dka;hkays .ïjdiSkajk i;ajhska >d;kh lrñka úiQ jeoaokaf.a iajrEmh úh' b;d iq¿ f.dúm,j,a ;snqKs' wêl ìh f.k fok w,s fldá wd§kaf.ka ìh meñfKk neúka Tjqyq l=vd ckdjdi j,g iSud jQy' tl .ul isg wks;a lsÜgqu .ug hdug uy jkdka;rh ;=< wä mdrj,a Tiafia uq¿ ojila .uka l< hq;= úh' fuu wvúfha úiq ñksid iajNdj O¾uhg wkqj ;u .;s mej;=ï mj;ajd .ekSfï iïm%odhlg yev .eiS isáhy' wukqIH jdihg jvd fhda.Hùu ksid w,s fldá j,ia wd§ Nhdkl i;a;ajhska muKla fkdj Nhdkl hCI N+; wd§kaf.ka o .yK úhs' úYd, fnka.d, fldákaf.a iii


ksc N+ñh úh' tys jdih l< ñksiqkag muKla fkdj jkjdiS NsCIQkag o fuu mßirh tlfia ìh t,jkakla úh' tfia fyhska fuu Nhdkl jkdka;rfha yqol,d .uka lsÍu hkq uy;a wdYaphH_hls' fujeks mßirhl wdpdhH_ uka iy OQ;dx. NsCIQyq ießirEy' Wkajykafia,dg ;snQ tlu wdhqOh ;u Ndjkd n,h muKs' fujeks jkdka;r l÷ fy,a tu NsCIQkag ;u wOHd;auhg ls|d nei flf<iaj, ;;a;ajh jgyd .ekSug lÈu mqyqKq uOHia:dkhla úh' ;udf.a ke.S tk flf,ia iu`. W.% igkl fh§ug isÿúh' wdpdhH_ uka nqÿrcdKkajykafiaf.a O¾uhg wkqj W.% ;mia rlsñka Ôj;a jQ wdldr" weiQ ÿgqjka uú; lrñka Wkajykafiaf.a wdhH_ i`. .=K úoyd olajhs' wdhH_ ix>hdf.a w;S; m%jD;a;s wm merKs O¾u .%ka:hkaf. ka lshjd uú; fjuq' ta yd iudk wdpdhH_ ukaf.a Ôú; l:dj uq, isg w. olajd pu;aldrh' nqÿ oyug wkqj ;u flf<ia ÿre lsÍug .;a m%h;akh ñksidg l< yels nj Tmamq lsÍuls' tfia fyhska 2500 wjqreÿ merKs fï nqÿ oyu ;=<ska ñksid.a ish¿ ÿla kid ksjka wjfndao lsÍug wo;a yels nj ms<s.; hq;=h' tneúka fï Ôú; l:dj ,shkafka wdpdhH_ ukaf.a Ôú; l:dj muKla fkdj ksjka ud¾.h fidhñka hk mskaj;=kag úYd, wdNdIhla we;s lsÍug .;a ls%hd ud¾.hla f,ih' tneúka ish¨ wvx.= lreKq iïmQ¾K f;dr;=re fkdjk nj ms<s.; hq;=h' fuu mqia;lh ;dhs NdIdfjka ,shQ f,aLlhdf.a wruqK ksjerÈ m%jD;a;s iemhSug jvd ;ud w;aÿgq i;Hhka m%ldY lsÍuh' fuys wvx.= lreKq iuHla ixl,amkdjg md;% fõjdhs fuu ms<sfj;a ud¾. h wdo¾Yhla fõjd æ wdpd¾hH_ ukaf.a b.ekaùï l%u iqúfYaI nj fuu .%k: a fhka meyeÈ,s fõ' Wkajkafiag wukqIHhka iu`. iïnkaO ù woyia yqjudre lsÍug olaI;djhla ;snqKs' ksrka;rfhku foújre n%dyauKhka muKla fkdj kd." hlaI" fma%; wd§ fkdfhla wukqIHhka iu`. o wmdh ;sßi;=ka iu`. o l:d ny l< nj mfka' Wkajykafiag Ènn plLqj iy Ènn fida;h we;s nj bka meyeÈ,sh' úoHd ;dCIKfha ms<s.;a isoaOdka; j,g jvd ÈhqKq ukilska ,eìh yels ±kqu b;d fjkia fõ' fkdfhla ;rd;srfï foújre we;s nj;a ta wh b;d ishï q ;SCIK bJøshka mßyrKh lrk nj;a fuu l:d mqj;a wkqidrfhka fmfka' ñksidf.a m%lD;s bJøshkag úIh fkdjQ wmg fkdfmfkk f,dal iv


wkka; wm%udK we;s nj is;sh yelsh' tajd fN!;sl uÜgfuka ksrdjrKh fkdfõ' fufia w;sJøsh Yla;Ska ksid iïuq;s i;Hh wNsnjd mrud¾: i;H wjfndaO lsÍu myiq fõ' fujeks wêudkqIsl Yla;Ska Wmfhda.S fldg wdpdhH_ uka nqÿ oyu foaYkd lsÍug uy;a wdhdihla .;a fial' wukqIHhkaf.ka .yK jQ tu mßirh ;=< Wkajykafiaf.a O¾uh Y%jKh l< ud¾.h mqyqKq l< NsCIQkajykafia,dg iy ñksiqkag jvd wukqIHfhda jQy' wdpdhH_ uka fujeks wdYap¾Hu;a isoaëka ye¢kajQfha zzyojf;a .=ma; n,hZZ hkqfjks' wms Ôj;ajk mßirh wmg ksielj wjfndaO jkakdla fuka wmg fkdfmfkk kuq;a" tu f,dal jdiSkag wmg fukau Tjqkaf.a mßirh i;Hhls' ;dhs NdIdfjka zzyoj;ZZ zzukiZZ tlu woyila we;s mo jqjo zzyoj;ZZ hkq ukig jvd ixlS¾K fõokd - i[a[d - ixLdr ;=<ska ye`. Sï we;s lrjk ;;a;ajhls' yoj; hkq ish¨ Ôúkaf.a Wiiau bJøsh fõ' tneúka O¾uh wjfndaO lsÍug we;sjk yojf;a wr.,h Wkajykafia fmkajd fohs' uki fyj;a Ñ;a;h hk jpkh Wkajykafia fhdokafka zz±kSuZZ f.k fok bJøsh f,ih' fujeks jpkj,g bx.S%is jpk fiùu ÿIalr neúka md,s jpkh fhdod we;' l¾;D - wdpdhH_ uyd nQjd [dK iumfkkd j¾;udk ;dhs fn!oaOhka w;r .re wdpdhH_ uyd nQjd [dKi-

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umfkkd ys単hka fYa%IaG ia:dkhla orhs' Wkajykafiaf.a foaYkd jkaf.a



ffY,Sh iy woaú;Sh mqyqKqj ksid iEu ;rd;srfïu mqoa.,hkaf.a f.!rj iïNdjkdjg m;a ù we;' Wkajykafiaf.a .;s mej;=ï yd ksy;udkSNdjh ksid wdpdhH_ ukaf.a Ôú; m%jD;a;sh" f,dalhdg y÷kajd§ug b;du iqÿiq ysñ kuls' Wkajykafia wpdhH_ ukaf.a fY%aIaG;u YsIHfhls' OQ;dx. /lSu ms<sn| idïm%odhsl ±kqu yd úkh .rel Ndjh úYsIagh' ÿ¾,N .Kfha ;miajrfhls' Wkajykafiaf.a iyc olaI;djh ksid wdpdhH_ ukaf.a ;;a;ajh .ekSug b;du iqÿiq úh' W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha Wføka ;dys .fï 1913§ Wm; ,;a wdpdhH_ uyd nQjd uyK Wmiïm%odj ,enQfõ 1934 §h' uq,a wjqreÿ 7 fn!oaO ksldh .%ka: bf.k md<s NdIdj yodrd Wmdêhla ,oy' bkamiq zzuydZZ hk f.!rj kduh ,enqKs' Wkajykafia fndfyda ld,hla wdpdhH_ uka fidhñka OQ;dx. NsCIqjla jYfhka ixpdrh lf<ah' wjidkfha§ 1942 § wdpdhH_ uka uqK.eiqks' bkamiq Wkajykafiaf.a YsIHfhl= ù O¾u lreKq yodrñka 1949fha§ wdpdhH_ ukaf.a wmj;aùu olajd <`.ska isáfhah' wdpdhH_ ukaf.a wmj;aùfuka miq b;d ±ä f,i OQ;dx. l¾uia:dk mrmqr ia:djr lsÍug uy;afia jer ±rEy' tfyhska wpdhH_ ukaf.a ms<f s j;a ud¾.h wl=rgu ms<smÈk ,§' ;jo th wkd.; mrïmrdjg y÷kajd§ug .;a m%h;akfha m%;sM,h jQfha fï Ôjk m%jD;a;sh ,sùuh' 1960 jk úg jkdka;r fndfyda fihska lmd ñksia ckdjdi njg m;aùu ksid jkjdiS OQ;dx. NsCIqkag ;u YsCIKh ta wdldrfhka f.k hEug fkdyels úh' >k jkdka;rfha ixpdrh lsÍug fkdfhla ndOl meñKsfhah' tneúka wdpdhH_ uyd nQjd iaÓr mÈxÑhg iqÿiq le,E mßir j, OQ;dx. NsCIQkag wdrKH fikiqka bÈ lf<ah' tys ,laIKh jQfha W.% ;jqia Ôú;h yd úkh .rel nj;a Ndjkd n,h;ah' fndfyda jkjdiS NsCIQka fuu wdrdKj, Ndjkd l<y' jÜ md ndka gdâ kï jQ wdrKH fiakdikh ksrdhdifhkau ìys lf<a tys meñKs fhda.Ska úiskauh' Wfoka ;dys kï m%foaYfha msysá fuu fiakdikh ngysr fhda.Skag mjd iqÿiq úh' Bg fya;=j Wiia wdpdhH_jrfhl=f.a u`. fmkaùu ,nk fyhsks' tys jdih l< kd kd cd;sl NsCIQka jykafia,d fuu ms<sfj;a ud¾.h wkq.ukh lr ;u ;ukaf.a rgj, jHdma; l<y' wo uq¿ f,dalfhau fuu jk.; fiakdik ìys ù we;' wo olajd;a fndfyda fokdf.a f.!rj iïudk ,nñka wdpdhH_ ukaf.a ms<sfj;a ud¾.h wkq.ukh lrñka wdpdhH_ uyd nQjd úYd, fiajhla NsCIQkag iy .sys fhda.Skag bgq lr;a' fuu ms<sfj;a ud¾.fha uqLH foaYkdj viii


m%{dj ÈhqKq lsÍuhs' th b;du m%dfhda.sl myiq ms<sfj;a ud¾.hls' Ndjkd ÈhqKqj ,nd .ekSfï fuu ud¾.h fndfyda whg Wmldr ù we;'

f,aLl ix{dmkh wdpdhH_ uka N+ßo;; f;rekaf.a <`. weiqr ,;a ta ta jljdkqfõ isá

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meúÈ wdpdhH_jre yd YsIHhka .Kkdjlf.a m¾fhaIKd;aul ks.uk wkqj ilia l< fuu mqia;lh Wkajykafiaf.a w;s W;=ï YsCIKh yd m%;smodj meyeÈ,s lsÍuls' fï Ôjk m%jD;a;sh f.dkq lsÍug" uu ta wdpdhH_jre fidhd f.dia Wkajykafia ms<sn| ±rE wdl,am u;lfhka úia;r l< l:d mqj;a má.; lf<ñ' tfy;a fuu lreKq ms<sn| uu iEySlg m;a fkdfjñ' ulaksidoh;a tu wdpdhH_jrekag wdphH_ uka f.a fndfyda f;dr;=re ,nd .ekSug ÿIalr úh' Wkajykafia fndfydaúg yqol,dj .ñka .ug ixpdrfha fhÿk neúks' tfy;a ta ish¨ mqj;a Wlyd .ekSg kï úYd, ld,hla yd Y%uhla .; úh yelsh' túg fuu mqj;a fndfydaúg wu;l jkafkah' túg fï m%h;akh jqjo ksIaM, fõ' fï Ôú; l:dj uu f.dkq lf<a hï ;rulska fyda wdpdhH_ uka ms<sn| ±kqu ksid fndfyda mdGlhskag fi; ie,fik neúks' wdpdhH_ ukaf.a ±kqu yd wjfndaOh o ffoksl p¾hd ms<n s |jo hïli s s m%udKhl úia;rhla fuu .%k: a h ;=<k s a Tn fj; msßkeóug uu W;aidy orñ' wE; w;S;fha fn!oaO NsCIQkajykafia,df.a yd ry;kajykafia,df.a w;s W;=ï Ôjk p¾hd fï ;=<ska Tng meyeÈ<s fõ' O¾uh ksis wdldr wkq. ukh lsÍu l=ula±hs Tng bka jegfya' uf.a úia;r mqj;a hï úêhlska Wkajykafiag wjuka fõ kï" ta ms<sn| j.lSu orK w;r iudj whÈñ' tfy;a fï lreKq i;H m%jD;a;s fõ' ta Wkajykafiaf.a jpkfhka wid±k .;a neúks' fuu mqia;lh .ek ud iEySulg m;a fkdjQjo uqøK lsÍug tl`. jQfha mdGlhdg jákd w;a±lSï ,nd§ugh'

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ful, f,dalfha my< jQ w;s W;a;u úmiaikd Ndjkd .=rejreka

w;=frka w;s fY%aIaG .Kfha .=rejrfhla f,i ;u YsIHhskaf.a m%Yxidjg ,la jQ wdpdhH_ uka N+ß o;; f;reka jykafiaf.a weiqrg meñKs wh ;=< O¾uh ms<sn| lsisu .eg¿ fyda iel fkdùh' ;dhs,ka;fha muKla fkdj ,d´ia rfÜ yd fkdfhla m%foaYj, wm%udK .sys meúÈ YsIHfhda isáhy' Wkajykafiaf.a Ôjk m%jD;a;sh ienúkau pu;aldrh' uq,a hq.fha isg fn!oaO NsCIqjla f,i W.% ;mia rlsñka wjidk fudfyd; olajd lf<a tlu m%d;syd¾hhls' th mqÿu t,jhs' uyd ueKsla rdYshla tla/ia lsÍug jvd fujeks wLKav .=K iuqodhla tla/ia lsÍu kQ;k hq.fha l< fkdyels fohls' t¿jdf.a j¾Ifha 1870 ckjdß 20 fjks n%yiam;skaod fn!oaO mjq,l fuu ì<s÷ Wm; ,oy' Wfndaka rp;dks m%dka;fha fLdkaðhï nka lïfndx .fï Wm; ,enqfõ jeäuy,a orejd f,ih' mdrïmßl kduh ltkaltõ mshdf.a ku Lïÿjx' ujf.a ku cka' mõf,a orejka wg fofkls' Wkajykafiaf.a mßks¾jdKfha§ Ôj;aj isáfha fofofkla muKs' Wkajykafia l=vd isrerlska hq;=j b;du WfoHda.S ukd jegfyk kqjK we;s wfhl= jQy' meyem;a iqÿ mdg isrerls' jhi wjq' 15 § idufKar m%jDcHdfjka .fï mkaif,a iiqka .; jQ Wkajykafia O¾uh yeoEÍug" jkffmd;a lsÍug" w;s olaI úh' .=rejreka iy wjfYaI weiqre lrkakkaf.a úfYaI f.!rjhg md;% úh' lsisfjl= Wkajykafiag fpdaokd fkdl<y' t;rï wysxil úh' wjqreÿ follg miq mshdf.a wirK Ndjh ksid isjr q e yer hdug isÿúh' tfy;a ;u ldhH_Ndrh bgqlr kej; meúÈùug uy;a Wkkaÿjla we;súh' th Wkajykafia ;=< jQ wp, Y%oaOdj úh' jhi wjq' 22§ kej; meúÈ ùug n,j;a leue;a;la úh' foudmshkaf.ka iuqf.k kej; meúÈ úh' ta wh t;=udf.a woyi hïlsis Èkl meú§u neúka úreoaO fkdjQy' tneúka meúÈùug wjYH msßlr imhd ÿkay' 1893§ Wfndka rpP:kS kï m%dfoaYSh k.rfha msysá jÜ,shma úydrfha§ kej; iiqka.; jQh' Wkajykafiaf.a Wmiïmodfõ§ WmdOHdh jQfha .re wdßlú ysñhkah'


w;s W;a;u wdpdhH_ uka N+ßo;;

wdpdhH_ jQha m%d lD is:d ysñhkah' wkqYdikdpd¾h jQfha m%d lD m%cqla WfndkaLqka ysñhkah' Wkajykafiaf.a meúÈ ku N+ß o;; úh' Wmiïmodfjka miq wdpd¾Hh id´ ysñhkaf.a jÜ ,shma kï úmiaikd Ndjkd uOHia: dkfha mÈxÑ jQy'

wkdjelsh wdpd¾Hh uka úmiaikd uOHia:dkfha jdih lrñka ksrka;rfhkau zznqfoOdZZ hk jpkh l¾uia:dkh f,i cm lf<ah' nqoO a dkqii a ;sh w;sYhska ms%h l< neúks' tfy;a ;u isf;a iudêh we;s fkdùh' fuu l¾uia:dkh ms<sn| iel my< jqjo È.gu ? oj,a fuu zznqfoOdZZ jpkh cm lf<ah' wka;sfï§ hïlsis iudêhlg m;aúh' tla rd;s%hl fuu isyskh ÿgqfõh' Wkajykafia ;u .fuka msg ù úYd, le,Ejlg meñKs fial' tys >k jkdka;rhl we;s .y fld< j,ska .ejiS ;snqKs' ud¾. i<l=Kla ke;' b;d ù¾Hhfhka fuu ÿIalr m%foaYh miqlr wks;a fl<jrg meñKsfhah' tys úYd, l=Uqrls' fmfkk f;la udkfha fjk lsisjla fkdùh' fuu l=Uqr yryd fndfyda ÿr .uka l<úg úYd, zzcd;sZZ kï .i m;s; ù ;snqKs' zzcd;sZZ hkq zzWmam;a;shZZ i|yd Ndú;d jk m¾hdh mohls' fndfyda ld,hlg fmr fï .i lmd we;' fldgila fmdf<dfõ .s,S ;snqKs' .i Èrdm;a ù we;' Wkajykafia fï zzcd;sZZ .i Èf.a weúoafoah' ukiska l,amkd lrk úg fuu .i kej; frdamKh fkdjk nj jegyqKs' th ;u Ôú;h fuks' ;ud kej; kQmÈk nj;a mYaÑu Nú; nj;a jegyqK's ;u m%;sm;a;sh È.gu f.k .sh úg iir ÿl ;rKh l< yelsh' w. uq, ke;s úYd, l=Uqr ixidrh ixfla;j;a jqKs' fï ms<sn| ixl,amkd lrk úg úYd, iqÿ wYajfhla mek mek wjq;a zzcd;sZZ ±j l| <`. isáfhah' Wkajykafiag fï wYajhd msg ke.Sug is;a úh' ksrdhdifhka wiqmsg ke.S uy;a fõ.fhka .uka .;s' fldfya hkafkao" ulaksid hkafka±hs ye`.Sula ke;' b;d fõ.fhka fï wiq .uka lrhs' l=Uqr yryd hk ÿr m%udKh wiSñ;h' fufia hk úg ;s%msgl fmd;a ;ekam;a l< ,laIK leìkÜ w,audßhla Èiaúh' th ߧ leghñka o¾YkSh f,i idod ;snqKs' wYajhd lsis mels,Sula fkdue;sj fuu leìkgh bÈßfha kej;S isà' wiq msáka nei wdpd¾Hh uka leìkgh újD; fldg fmd;a .kag iQodkï úh' tu CIKfha§ wiq w;=reoyka úh' fï isákafka l=Uqf¾ tyd fl<jf¾ nj ye`.=Ks' wE; 2


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CIs;scfha >k jkdka;r Èiaú' leìkgh újD; lsÍug mgka .;a kuq;a th fkdyels úh' tfõf,a kskafoka msìÿKs' fï isyk s h Wkajykafiaf.a wkd.; jHdhdufhka ksjka u. imqrd .; yels nj zzksñ;a;ZZls' tneúka fkdkj;ajdu zznqfoOdZZ uka;%h cm lf<ah' ;u ffoksl jev lghq;= lf<a fufia Ndjkd lrñkah' ;u Wmiïmodfõ§ mqyqKq jQ OQ;dx. /lSu È.gu flßKs' isjqre uid .;af;a ;eka ;ekaj, úiS l< frÈ len,s lmd uQÜgq lsÍfuks' odhlhskaf.a Öjr m%;sfCIam lf<ah' msKv a md;fhka Ôj;a úh' ksrdydrj isák Èkhkays msKv a md;fhkao je<l=Ks' ;u md;%fhka muKla je<÷fõh' Èklg tla jrla je<÷fõh' wdrKH fiakdikhl" >k jkdka;rhl jdih lf<ah' ksod .ekSu" Ndjkd lsÍu" fï l÷ fy,a - jk i;=ka >yK le,Efõ úh' iuyrúg .ia je, ;=re,;d hg ie;mqKs' ke;fyd;a .,a .=ydjl fyda .sß .=ydjl ie;mqKs' ;sÖjrh muKla mßyrKh lf<ah' fomg isjqr" ;ksmg isjqr" w|kh wd§ jYfhks' kdk lvla Ndú;d lf<ah' OQ;dx. 13ka b;sß OQ;dx. myiq fõ,dj,§ imqrK ,§' kuq;a by; i|yka OQ;dx. 7 fkdlvjd /lSu ksid th ;ukaf. Ôjk p¾hd rgdj úh' fujeks mqyqKqùula wo ld,fha olakg ,eîu w;s ÿ¾,Nh' ;udf.a Ôú;fha w¾:h Wkajykafiag meyeÈ<sh' lsiú s g fkdmels,j ;u ms<sfj;a ksis wdldrfha b;d Wkkaÿfjka bgq l<y' tlu wruqK jQfha iir ÿl ;rKh lsÍuh' tkï ;u isf;a my<jk flf<ia ;rKh lsÍuh' Wkajykafiaf.a isf;a ;Kaydj" udk" ÈÜÀ ke.S isàug wjia:dj ke;s wkaoñka b;du ksy;udks úh' flf,ia ke.S tk iEu wjia:dju i;s ium c[[fhka uev meje;aúh' fufia ;u iudê is; ÈhqKq jQ úg zzksñ;a;ZZ jQ isyskh .ek ú;¾l úpdr lf<ah' uyK Wmiïmod ùu hkq f,!lsl .syshkaf.a uÜgfuka ;u Ñ;a;h uqojdf.k f,dafld;a;r .;shg m;aùuh' isf;a m%lD;s iajNdjh lsis ms<sfj,la ke;s >k jkdka;rfha .iaje,a" jk i;=kaf.ka .ejiS.;a Nhdkl mßirh fuks' isf;a ìh iel ÿl ksrka;rfhka yg .kafka tu ksidh' fï isf;a uÜgu wr ;eks;,d ysia njla fuka ikaiqka l< hq;=h' túg tu is; ;=< ÿl" nh wd§ flf,ia we;s fkdfõ' rdclSh iqÿ wYajhd hkq ms<sfj;a msÍuls' tu wYajhd msg ke.S Nhdkl ixidr ldka;rh ;rKh l< hq;=h' ;s%msgl O¾uh leìkgh ;=< ie`. ù we;' th újD; lsÍg ;rï wOHd;añl .=K j.djla fkd;snqKs' o¾Yk 3


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ud;%h muKla ,eîug fya;= úh' fuu O¾uh ;=<g ls|d nei wjfndaO lsÍug p;=máiïNsod kqjK ;sìh hq;h = ' hfula ;=< fuu {dKh we;akï ta W;=ud ;=ka f,dalhgu fY%aIaG jQfjls' O¾uh y|drd th wkqkag b.ekaùug Yla;sh ,nhs' foú ñksiqkaf.a woaú;Sh .=rejrfhls' uyd id.rh jeks O¾uh .,d ta' wyi fuka O¾uh ksrdjrKh fõ' Wkajykafia O¾u mqia;lhkaf.a jákdlu u;= msáka ÿgy' ljod kuq;a p;=máiïNsod [dK ,nd .ekSu l< hq;= fõ'ZZ Wkajykafia b;d ksy;udkS neúka zzuu W.kajk O¾uh ud¾.h fmkaùula muKZZ hehs ks;r mejiSh' kuq;a ta foaYkdjg ijka ÿka whg Wkajykafiaf.a ;SlaIK nqoaêh jegfya' ta b;d wdYap¾Hhu;ah' wkqYdiys m%d;sydhH_hls' wo f,dalfha tjeks foaYkd weiSug W.ygh' tfy;a wo f,dalhg th b;du;a WÑ; fõ'

ix{dj wdpd¾Hh uka tla wjia:djl jÜ ,shma Ndjkd uOHia:dkfha iudê Ndjkd lrñka isák úg is; n,j;a tald.%;djlg m;ajK q 's túg o¾Ykhla we;súh' tkï uD; YÍrhls' th bÈó ´cia .,ñka kj fodßka ´cd je.sfrñka Èiaúh' .scq ,sysKsfhda" iqkLfhda fuu l=Kq jQ uia weo lñka yeu ;eku úiqrejñka isáhy' wjidkfha§ th uia len,s f.dvla úh' fuu o¾Ykh ÿgq úg Wkajykafia fkdis;+ wkaoug wmsh % " wm%ikak ù ms<l s , = a iajNdjh ksid .; is; i,s; úh' t;eka mgka wdpd¾Hh uka fuu ix{dj ;u Ndjkd wruqK lr .;af;ah' weúÈk" ys¢k" Ndjkd lrk yeu bßhõfõ§u Èkm;d jev lrk úgo" fuu wruqK Èiaúh' fufia Ndjkd lrñka l,la hk úg fuu wruqK fjkia ù ljdldr úksúo fmfkk ;eáhla fuka bÈßfha t,an ;snqKs' fuh foi ;SlaIKj n,d isák úg th w;=reoyka ù fjk fjk wruqKq we;s úh' fuh iEyska fjkia fjñka wm%udK wruqKq Èiaúh' WodyrK jYfhka ljdldr ;eáh fjkqjg ±ka b;d Wia l÷ .eghls' wdpd¾Hh uka tys weúÈñka isà >k im;a;= odf.k ;shqKq lvqjla wf;a f,, foñka we;' túg úYd, ;dmamhls' tys úYd, fodrgqjls' Wkajykafia th újD; lr we;=< ne¨fõh' tys NsCIqkajykafia,d lSm fofkla Ndjkd lr;s' fuu ;dmamh wi, uyd l÷ nEjuls' tys ;snQ .,a.=ydj ;=< ;dmifhla jdih lrhs' tys bÈßmg f;dá,a,la jeks jdykhla lUhlska t,af,ñka ;snqKs'

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Wkajykafia tu jdykhg ke.S fial' iefklska tu lUh we§ f.dia l÷ uqÿkg ke.=Ks' l÷ uqÿfka Ök kdúl hd;%djls' tys ;=< y;/ia fïihls' t,af,k ,ka;Erefuka tk §ma;su;a wdf,dalfhka uq¿ l÷ uqÿk m%Ndiajr úh' Wkajykafia wdydr je<÷fõh' fï wd§ wfkalúO o¾Yk Èiafjñka ;snqKs' tys ksudjla ke;' tu o¾Yk ish,a, wm%udK neúka u;l ke;s nj Wkajykafia mejiQ fial' ;=ka udihla fufia Wkajykafia Ndjkd lrñk isá fial' iudê jQ ú.i bka ñ§ úksúo fmfkk ljdldr ;eáh foi n,ñka úu¾Ykh lf<ah' túg fkdfhla wdldr o¾Yk Èiaúh' kuq;a fuh kshu ud¾.h fkdjk nj Wkajykafiag jegyqKs' fujeks o¾Yk ±lSu ksid Wkajykaiaf.a mßirh ìhlre úh' wjg mßirfha Yío" rEm ms<sn| ;shqKq f,i leue;a; wlue;a; we;súh' udkisl wiyklg m;aúh' ukfia ia:djr Ndjhla fyda iu;=,s; Ndjhla ke;' fuu ;shqKq ixfõ§;djh ksid th jerÈ iudêhla f,i jegyqKs' ;u Ndjkd ukisldrh ksid ;ukag iduh" m%S;sh" miiÈ ke;af;a wehs @ Ndjkd fkdlrk wfhl=f.a úisÍ .sh ukila fuka is; fkdikaiqka úh Bg fya;=j l=ulao @ ndysr rEm foi ne,Su ;u wNHka;rh ne,Su fuka fkdfõ' fuh Ndjkdõ uQ,sl wä;d,u foord hduls' n,dfmdfrd;a;= jQ iqjh" i;=g fkd,enqfKa ta ksido @ fufia wjfndaO lr.;a t;=ud ndysr foig wruqKq fkdlr ;u isrer ;=<g nei wruqK lf<ah' bkamiq ;u Ndjkdj ldhdkq miaikdj úh' m%n, i;s iudêfhka fufia ;u isrer ysfia isg mdodka;h olajd o me;af;ka me;a;go we;=<; msgo" iEu wx.hlau ksÍlaIKh lf<ah' uq,§ ilauka lrñka fuu iïud ixl,amkdfjys fhÿKs' ilauka lsÍu fjfyi jQ úg ys¢ñka fufkys lf<ah' ;u is; mqreÿ iu: iudêhg hdfuka je<elaùh' uy;a ù¾Hhfhka is; iudêfhka uqojd isrer foi ne,Sh' Ñ;a;h fõ.j;aj isref¾ tla tla fldgila ksÍlaIKh lf<ah' rd;s% kskao hk ;=re;a fuu ldhdkqmiaikdfjka isá fial' fufia lSm Èkla miq jQ úg Ndjkd mhH_xlfhka isg fuu ldhdkqmiaikdj ;=<ska is; iudê.; lsÍug jEhï lf<ah' fuu iudêh flfia±hs l=;=y,hla úh' ldhdkqmiaikdj fkdlvjd lsÍu ksid is; ±ä fjfyig m;a ù ;snqKs' kuq;a b;du blauKska fkdis;+ wkaoug is; iudê .; úh' fuh kï ksjerÈ ud¾.h nj jyd jegyqKs' fuu iudêh ksid is; lfhka 5


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fjka ù .sfhah' folg me¨kdla fuks' n,j;a iïud i;sh mej;=Ks' is; wkalsis wruqKq lrd fkd.sfhah' fufia ldhdkqmiaikdj uQ,sl l¾uia: dkh úh' ñkamiq ldhdkqmiaikdfjka is; iudê.; lsÍug yelsúh' ;=ka udihla ljdldr ;eáh foi wruqKq lr bka we;s jQ udhdldÍ wruqKq n,ñka ld,h wmf;a .sh nj f;areKs' fuu ukisldrh ;=<ska ;u is; m%lD;su;a úh' wjg mßirh ksid wiykhg m;a fkdùh' fï m%jD;a;sh b;du jeo.;a jkafka .=rejrfhla ke;=j fujeks Ndjkd lsÍfï m%;sM, wys;lr njla f;areï .ekSugh' úáka úg .=re weiqr wef;d;a ;u ud¾. h ksjerÈ lr.; yelsh' wdpd¾Hh uka f.a fï w;a±lSu ldg;a fyd| kso¾Ykhls' .=re wdY%hla fkdue;sj Ndjkd lsÍu ksid m%;sM, mudùu muKla fkdj wys;lr ùugo bv we;' uq,a ld,fha§ wdpd¾Hh uka f.a ixpdrl Ôú;h fndfyda whg f;areï .; fkdyels úh' ta lïuÜGdk ¥;dx. mQrKh .ek fkdo;a neúks' fuu ms<sfj;a wuq;= fohla f,i fndfyda wh is;+y' nqÿ iiqfkao fujeks NsCIQka ke;ehs o iuyre is;+y' fj,a hdfha wE; fl<jr fï OQ;dx. rlsk NsCIqjla ÿgq muKska ñksiaiq úYauhg m;a jQy' Nhska ;%ia; ù ksfjia lrd ÿj .shy' le,Efõ§ ÿgqfjd;a .ia .==ïNhkays ie`. jqky' tneúka OQ;dx. NsCIqjlg fuu kqyqre mßirfha lsisfjla uqK fkd.eiqKs' ud¾.h wid ±k .ekSug fyda fkdyels úh' .fï .Ekq lu l=vd orejka iu`. <`. md; l÷ uqÿka j, m<d fk,Sug" m<;=re tl;= lsÍug ks;r h;s' iuyre j;=r we,j, ud¿ nd;s' OQ;dx. NsCIqka lSm kula wE; ÿgqfjd;a zzOïu yduqÿrefjda tkfjdaZZ lshñka lE .id" w; ;snq nvq ndysrdÈh t;ku ìu oud" orejka iu`. ÿj;s' ;u l+v wdÈh leã ì£ h;s' le,fha ie`. ù isá;s' f.j,aj,g ÿj;s' l=vd orejka ujf.a ú,dmh wid lE .i;s' w`vñka ÿj;s' jeäysáhka iu`. Èùug fkdyelsh Nhska lE .i;s' uõ le,Efõ ie`. ù we;' orefjda ta fï w; lE .iñka ÿj;s' orejd f.k hdug fyda fkdt;s' kslrefka fï isÿjk foa ksid iskd my< úh' fï ;Fjh ;rul ne?reï ksid OQ;dx. NsCIQka jykafia,d tu m<d; yer oud .shy' <uhs <`.g hdu fyda l:d lsÍu ksid ta whf.a wia:dk ìh jeäfõ' udkisl frda.hla fuka fï .Ekq iy orejka Wkajykafia,d fkdfmkS hk ;=re;a lE .eiQy' miqj uq¿ .fï Woúh tla/ia ù l;sld l<y'

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fï isoaêhg fya;= we;' NsCIQka jykafia,d Ndjkd fhda.Sj .uka lrK neúka l:d lsÍula fyda iskdiSul ke;' Wkajykafia,d f.a isjqre ;o ÿUqre meyeh fõ' fldia md~q j,ska mdg lr we;' fï o¾Ykh ;rula ìh Wmojkakls' ;jo" l+vdrula jeks úYd, l+vhla lf¾ t,a,df.k we;' wks;a Wrysfia md;% isjqre or;s' ms<sfj,ska tlu fma,shg weúÈ;' th ÿgqjka uú; lrjk o¾Ykhls' .ug wdikak le,Ejl Wkajykafia,d ,e`.=ï .ks;s' .fï ñksiaiq iu`. ys;j;a ùu yd odk udk ,eîug wjYH neúks' .ïjdiSyq Wkajykafia,df.ka nK weiSug i;=gq jQy' ld,hla .;jk úg ta wh Y%oO a d Nla;sfhka Wmia:dk l<y' l,ska mej;s ìh iel my úh' fufia hï fndfyda wh OQ;dx. NsCIqkag wdor f.!rj meje;aùug fm<UqKs' .ug yqre mqreÿ jQ úg Wkajykafia,d fjk;a m%foaYhlg ixpdrKh lr;s' ksy~ mßirhka fidhñka hdu Wkajykafia,df.a m%;sm;a;sls' wdpd¾Hh uka fufia jia ld,h bjr jQ úg pdßldfõ .shy' le,Efõ l÷ uqÿka w;ßka md .ukska fjk;a m%foaYlg f.dia fjk ;ekl ,e`.=ï .ks;a' odk udk ,eîug wi, .ïudkhla we;' ;dhs,ka;fha W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha fufia ixpdrKh l<y' kfLdka *dfkdï" ifldka kdfLdka" Wføka kdys" fkdx Lhs" f,db" f,dïila w§ m<d;aj, ks;r .uka l<y' fïfldx .`. winv ,d´ia rg wdikak :d fLla" úhkaáhdfk" ¨wx m%nx wd§ m%foaY >k jkdka;rfhka .ejiS ;snqKs' l÷ isLr w;ßka Wkajykafia yqol,dj .uka lf<ah' fld;ekl isáh;a" fudkhï fõ,dfõ jqj;a wdpd¾hh ukaf.a m%d: ul wjOdkh tluh' tkï wk,ij ;u Ndjkd ms<f s j;a msÍuhs' Wkajykafiaf.a Ôú;fha b;du jeo.;a wruqK fuhhs' iajNdjfhkau wdrdu mkai,a bÈlsÍug Wkajykafia fkdleue;s úh' wdOHd;añl .=K ÈhqKq lsÍug W;aidy lf<ah' iudch fyda wka NsCIQka iu`. in|;djhlg ms%h ke;' yqol,d Ôú;hu ms%h l<y' tfia isák úg ;snqfKa tlu ld¾hhls' tkï ÿl blauùuhs' n,j;a wjxlNdjh yd W;aidyh Wkajykafiaf.a pß; ,CIKhls' ;ukq;a rjgd wkqkq;a /jàfï .;shla ke;' Wkajykafia ±lajQ ù¾hh is;Sug mjd fkdyelsh' bjiSfï iSudjla ke;' ;u is;" jpkh" ls%hd ms<sn| wjOdkh úiauh cklh' fuu .;s mej;=ï ksid iudê" m[a[d jeã .sfhah' lsisu miq neiSula ke;' ldhdkqmiaikdj y÷kd.;a Èkfha isg th lsisúgl w;a fkdyf<ah' kej;

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kej;;a ;u lh foi iQCIu wkaoñka m[a[dfjka úÉfþokh l<y' YÍrfha yeu fldgilau Wkajykafiaf.a wjOdkhg fhduq úh' wjidkfha§ uq¿ isreru i;r uyd N+;hkag fnod ±lSug yelsúh' msKavmd;fha hk úgo" ñÿ, w;=.dk úgo" mälalu fidaok úgo" isjr q e uik" m~q fmdjk úgo wdydr .kakd úgo" ke;akï kslug ll=,a Èla lsÍfï§ o wd§ l=ÿ uy;a yeu ld¾hhl§u i;s" m[a[dfjka tu ld¾hh bgq lf<ah' fkdksod isák yeu fudfyd;u ;u wjOdkh ;snqKs' kskaog hk úg§ muKla tu Ndjkdj ,sys,a úh' tfy;a msìÿk ú.i ke.S isg kej; i;sh meje;aùh' kskf a oka msìÿk úg ;ju;a ksÈu; we;akï ilauka Ndjkdfõ fhÈK' ys|.k Ndjkd lrk úg ksÈ lsrd jeàu je,elaùug fyñka weúÈk úg ksÈu; jqfjd;a blaauKska weúoafoah' ksÈu; fyd|gu ke;súg muKla ys¢ñka t<sfjk ;=re Ndjkd l<y' t<s ù ál fõ,djlska ms~q msKsi hdug iQodkï jqKs' ;=ka isjqr fyd|dldr ye| fmdrjd md;%h lf¾ t,ajd <`.u msysá .ïudkhg jeäfhah' b;du ikaiqka Ndjhlska uq¿ msKavmd; pdßldju i;sfhka flreKs' th ilauka Ndjkdjla úh' wäfhka wähg i;sh meje;aùh' ndysr wruqKq ksid isf;a úms,sirNdjhla fkdùh' wdrduhg meñKs miq tu msKav md; wdydrh muKla je<£h' fjk;a wh ÿka wdydr fkdms<s.;s' fndfyda ld,hlg miq jhia.; jQ úg mukla odhlhska f.keú;a ms<. s kajk wdydr je<÷fõh' wdydr je<£fï§ l=i .skak ksid wdydrj,g ;Kaydj we;s úh yelsh' tneúka m%;HfõCId lrhs' l=i.skak ksid wNHka;r wmd .sks fuka ÿl yg .kS' tneúka ri ;DIaKdj yg .kS' fï wjia:dfõ§ wdydrfha ms<sl=,a Ndjh fufkys lf<ah' i;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka ieÿkq wdydr ndysr f,dalfhka ,eî we;' th fu;a;d" lreKd fmr±ßj yeu lgla mdid úlSu" .s,Su wdydr bjr jk ;dla wdj¾cKd lrhs' túg ;DIaKdj yg .ekSug fkdyelsh' bkamiq md;%g fidaod" msiod br t<sfha ál fõ,djla fõ,d frÈ ljfha nyd kshu ;ek ;ekam;a lrhs' bkamiq Ndjkd lrkafka i;s" m[a[dfjka ;u isf;a yg.;a flf<ia uev,Sugh' iuqÉfþo m%{dfjka flf<ia uq,ska is| ouhs' tfy;a fuh f,fyis fohla fkdfõ' wms uy;a ù¾Hhfhka flf<ia úkdY lr mq¿iaid ±óug jer ±uQ kuq;a flf<ia wm ms<siaiSug mgka .kshs' túg flf<ia ÿre lsÍug .;a Wmdh ud¾.h w;a yßkakg fõ' ta

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flf<ia u¾okh lsÍug .;a ls%hd ud¾.h ÿIalr hehs is;k neúks' túg flf<ia wm isf;a rc lrhs' flf<ia j,g ji`. ù ta wjYH;djh imqrd,hs' wjdikdjlg fuka f,dalfha iq¿ m%udKhla muKla fu flf<iaj, ls%hdldß;ajh y÷kd .ks;a' tneúka ;=ka f,dalfha ish¨ fokdu mdfya flf<ia j,g ji`. fj;s' fï flf<ia uq,ska Wmqgd ±ófï m%;smodj y÷kd .kafka iïud iïnqÿ flfkla muKs' fï O¾uh fidhd.;a miq nqÿrcdKka jykafia f,dal i;a;ajhdg wkqlïmdfjka ;u Y%djlhskag b.ekajQ fial' tu Y%djl msßi fuu O¾uh wkq.ukh fldg flf<ia ÿre l<y' fï W;=ï ud¾.fha wjidkh ksjkhs' fï W;=ï Y%djl ix>hd flf<ia j,ska ioygu fjkaúh' tu wd¾Hh ix>hdg f,dalhd fï olajd Nla;s wdorfhka kuialdr lr;s' wdpd¾Hh uka tjeks flf<ia ÿre lsÍfï ud¾.h wkq.ukh lf<ah' Wkajykafiaf.a Y%oaOd nqoaêh jpkhg iSud jQ fohla fkdfõ' yS,a odkfhka miq ;u ilauka u¿jg f.dia Ndjkdfõ fhfoa' bkamiq ys§fuka Ndjkd lrhs' miqj iq¿ úfõlhla .kS' bkamiq kej;;a flf<ia m%ydKh msKsi" wkka; ÿla fok fuu fl<ia hgm;a l< hq;=h hk woyiska ;u YdÍßl Yla;sh fhdoñka Ndjkd lrhs' tneúka flf<ia j,g ke.S taug wjldY ke;' iudê Ndjkdfõ fhfoñka úáka úg úmiaikd lrhs' fufia fkdkj;ajdu iu: úmiaikdfõ fhÿfkdah' iu: fyda úmiaikdj wvq jeä fkdùh' tneúka ;u is; b;du ikaiqka úh' tkuq;a Ndjkd ÈhqKqj wvq wjia:djka o úh' Bg fya;=j Wmfoia ,nd .ekSug lsisfjla ke;s ùuhs' Èk .Kkla hïlsis m%Yakhla úi|d. ekSug uykais .;ay' ;udf.a jHdhduh jerÈ jqjfyd;a Bg l< hq;= m%;sl¾uh l=ulao @ tjeks wjia:d ±l w;ayeßh hq;=h' fyd| .=re weiqr b;du;a jákafka fujeks wjia:dfõ§h' ke;fyd;a ld,h Y%uh wmf;a hhs' Wkajykafiag .=re weiqrla fkd,enqk neúka miq neiSï we;súh'

wdpd¾hh id´ lk;iSf,d uq,a ld,fha§ úáka úg Wkajykafia wdpd¾hh lk;iSf,d iu`. .uka lf<ah' fyd| wdpd¾hhjrfhla Wkajykafiag wkq.%yh ±lajQy' hï .eg¿jl§ Wmfoia b,aÆ úg wdpd¾Hh id´ fufia lSfõh' zzuf.a Ndjkd w;a±lSï Tn jykafiaf.a w;a±lSï j,g jvd fjkiah' Tn;=udf.a is;

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wêfõ.Sh" ks¾NS;h' ks;ru wkka;hg hhs' tla úgl uy;a ù¾Hhfhka wyi Wig hhs' wks;a fudfydf;a§ fmdf<djg m;s; fõ' uqyqÿ m;a,g ls|d nei B<`. fudfydf;a wyfia .uka lrhs' Tnf.a is; foi n,d isáh yelafla ldgo @ Tn jykafiau ta m%Yak j,g úi÷ï fiúh uekú'ZZ fufia Wka jykafiag Wmfoia ,enqfka ke;' tneúka ;ksju úi÷ï fiùh' iuyrúg udrdka;sl igklg je§ m%Yakh ksrdlrKh l<y' ;u .=rejrhd .ek i|yka lf<a zzb;du Ydka; ±uqKq bkaøsh we;s flfkls'ZZ ieuf.a m%idoh" Y%oaOdj Wkajykafiag ,enqKs' iudê Ndjkdfõ fhfok úg YÍrh fmdf<dfjka by<g hhs' ;ud wyfia mdfjk nj olskakg weia weßh úg kej; fmdf<dj u; m;s; fõ' túg ;u ;Ügu ìu je§ Èk lSmhla ßÿKs' we;af;kau wä 3la muK fmdf<dfjka Wv isà' i;s iudêh we;s úg my; jegqfKa ke;' fï isoaêh Wkajykafiag fndfyda oE ±k .ekSug bjy,a úh' mÍlaIK meje;aùh' hï fmdä frÈ lene,a,la jyf,a fmd,a w;=j, /f|õfõh' miqj iudê.; jQ úg by<g weo hk nj ye`.=Ks' túg ;u is; tl`. lrf.k iudêfhkau jyf,a ;snQ foh ;u w; È.= lr w;g .;af;ah' ;ju;a iudêfhka ;ud isá ;ekg m;aúh' fufia ;udg wyiska hd yels nj iaMqg úh' Ndjkd lrk yeu úgu th isÿfkdfõ' wdpd¾Hh id´ uq¿ Ôú; ld,hu fujeks Ndjkd w;a±lSï j,ska is; ikaiqka lr .;ay' Wkajykafiaf.a w;a±lSï iy pß;h wdpd¾Hh ukag jvd yd;amisku a fjkia úh' Wkajykafiag Nhdkl foa lsÍug o leue;a;la ke;' tneúka fkdfhla úêfha woaN+; foa lsÍug fkdyels úh' wdpd¾Hh id´ fndfyda ld,hlg fmr mfia nqÿ nj m%d¾:kd l< nj wdpd¾Hh ukag lSfõh' fï ksid fndfyda ld,hla iir ieß ieÍug isÿfõ' tneúka fï w;aneõys ksjka m%;HCI lsÍug leue;a;ka fkd;snqKs' miqj fuu wêIaGdkh w;ay<y' yels blauKska ksjka wjfndaO lsÍug jEhï l<y' fufia Ndjkd lr fkdfnda ld,hlskau Wkajykafia me;+ ud¾. M, ,enqfõh' tfy;a O¾uh lshd §fï yelshdj ke;' th Wkajykafiaf.a uq,a m%d¾:kdj ksid úh yelsh' mfia nqÿjre ;uka iuHla iïfndaêh idlaId;a lrK kuq;a wka whg O¾uh foaYkd fkdlr;s' ;jo Wkajykafiaf.a uq,a wêIaGdkh t;rï ia:djr fkdjQfyhska bka fjkia ùug yelsúh' fndfyda ld,hlg fmr wdpd¾hh uka tjeks m%d¾:kdjla l<y' ta nj 10


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Wkajykafia Ndjkd lrK wjia:dfõ§ ±k .;af;ah' tkï iïud iïnqÿ ùugh' tneúka fï w;aneõys§ ud¾.M, ,nd .ekSug ue,súh' OQ;dx. l¾uia:dk Ndjkdfõ fhÿk úg fuu m%d¾:kdj w;ay,y' nqoaO;ajh ,eîug l,am .Kkla iir ieß ießh hq;h = ' bm§u" ÈÍu" jHdêh" urKhg fndfyda ld,hla ;siafia m;afõ' bula fldkla k;sj ÿla úkao hq;=h' tneúka t m%d¾:kdj w;ay< fudfydf;a isg b;d blauKska Ndjkdj id¾:l úh' Wkajykafia t;rï ±ä wêIaGdkhlska mdrñ;d imqrd ke;s neúka bka neyerùug yelsúh' fndfydaúg Wkajykafia,d foku W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha pdßldfõ fhÿky' fofokdf.a pß; ,CIK fnfyúka fjkia jqjo b;d iqyo ñ;%Fjhla ;snK q 's wdpd¾hh id´ jeämqr l:d fkdlrhs' .syh s ka wdY%h lsÍug" O¾u lshd§ug ue,súh' l,d;=rhlska .syshkag nK lSfõ b;du iq¿ fõ,djls' Wkajykafiaf.a foaYkd fufia ±laúh yelsh' zzTn wl=i,a w;ayer l=i,a ÈhqKq lrkak' ñksi;a njla ,eîfï Nd.Hh Tng we;' th wmf;a oukak tmd' ñksi;a nj b;d ÿ¾,N fohls' tneúka ;sßika .; i;=ka fuka yeisÍï fkdjà' tfia jqjfyd;a Tn ;sßika .Khg wh;a fõ' ;sßikdg;a jvd ÿ#CÅ; fõ' wmd.; jQ úg ;sßikqkaf.a ÿlg jvd jeä ÿla ú¢hs' tneúka jerÈ lsÍfuka fjka fjkak'ZZ fumuKla foaYkd lr ;uka jykafiaf.a l=áhg .sfhah' msßi .ek lsisu ye`.Sula ke;' Wkajykafia l:d lrkafka jpk iaj,amhls' uq¿ ojilgu jdlH lSmhls' tfy;a meh .Kka Ndjkdfõ fhfoa' Wkajykafiag f;acdkaú; .;shla we;' Wkajykafiag iefudaf.u wdorh" f.!rjh ,enqKs' tu ;ekam;a ,CIK foayh ±lSfuka wdiajdohla ,efí' wdpd¾hh uka fuka fndfyda YsIHfhda isáhy' fuu wdpd¾hhjre fofok b;du;a iqyo ñ;%hka nj ljqre;a oks;s' uq,a ld,fha§ tlgu úiQy' uOHu hq.fha§ fjka jqks' tfy;a wE;a jQfha ke;' úYd, YsIH mrïmrdjla isá ksid fjka fjkakg ú' YsIHhka wd úg uq,skau wikafka wdpd¾hh ;=udf.a iqj ÿla ms<sn|jh' fuu YsIHhka ;=<ska fofokd w;r lsÜgq iïnkaO we;s l<y' l:d lrk úg fï fofokd jykafia,d w;sYhska wks;a wdpd¾hhjrhdf.a .=K l:kh lr;s' lsisúgl úfõpk fkdlf<ah' wdpd¾Hh ukaf.a Ndjkdj l<ska i|yka l<dla fuka b;du iQCIu úh' is; fudfyd;lska YÍrfhka bj;a ù wE; wyfia ixpdrKh lrhs' 11


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ke;fyd;a fmdf<dfjys ls|d nei fkdfhla foa wruqKq lrhs' fkdfhla úYauh ckl o¾Yk ols;a' uq,a ld,fha§ ÿgq bÈó .sh u< l| iy úksúo fmfkk ljh wdÈh miq ld,fha§ fkdfmkqK;a iudêh;a iu`. is; msgg .uka lrhs' iuyrúg YÍrhla wyfia mdfjkjd ±fka' meh .Kka ÈjH f,dalj, ÈjH ukaÈr olshs' iuyrúg fmdf<dj ;=<g ls|d nei wmdfha ÿla ú¢k ;sßi;=ka olshs' ;u l¾u M, wkqj Nhdkl ÿla ú¢k i;a;ajhka ±l uy;a lreKdj my< fõ' fïjd foi n,ñka isák úg ld,h .;jk j.la fkd±fka' ta uq,a ld,fha§ fuu o¾Yk ienE ke;akï isf;a uefjk uk#l,ams; rEm±hs fkdokS' miq ld,hl§ tajdfha we;a; iajNdjh wjfndaO jqKs' iudêh m%{dfjka fudfyd;lg f;dr jQ ú.h is; iekska mek hhs' Èkla Wkajykafia fufia mejiSh' YÍrfha wjhj foi úmiaikdfjka n,d isák úg th kej;S is; YÍrfha hálh midre lr fmdf<dfõ ls|d neiafiah' túg is; kej;;a lh fj; fhduq l< jydu ysia uqÿkska m,df.k wyfia Tn fudn yeisfrkafkah' kej; YÍrhg we;=,aùug Wkkaÿjla ke;' wudrefjka is; wdmiq YÍrhg f.k ldhdkqmiaikdfõ fh§ug isÿfõ' uq,a ld,fha§ is; b;d blauKska iudê.; úh' l÷ uqÿklska jefgkakdla fuks' ke;fyd;a ,s|lg jefgkakdla fuks' i;sfhka iudêh kj;ajd .ekSug fkdyelsúh' wudrefjka Wmpdr iudêfhys msysáfhah' fndfyda o¾Yk olsk neúka fjfyig m;ajqKs' ldhdkqmiaikdfõ isg lh úmiaikd lsÍug fkdyelsúh' i;s m[a[dfjka tu n,j;a iudêh k;r l< fkdyels úh' uq,a ld,fha§ fï ;;a;ajh .ek lsishï wjfndaOhla fkd;snqK neúka Ndjkdj jerÈ w;lg hk nj is;=Ks' fuh ;udf.a w;a±lSula ksid lsisfjl=g lSug fkdyels úh' b;d wmyiqfjka i;s" m[a[d jvd fï ;o iudêh fu,a, lsÍug fkdfhla Wml%u fh§h' wka;sfï§ ;udf. a is; ;ud leu;s wruqKl msysgqjd .ekSug yelsúh' túg iudê" i;s" m[a[d tlfia n,j;a jqKs' is; ueðla m<s`.= fnda,hla fuks' ;ud leu;s mßÈ kd kd wruqKq yeisr úh' wdpd¾hh uka ks¾Nh n,j;a pß;hls' b;du kqjKe;sh' Wkajykafiaf.a ±ä m%;sm;a;s lsisfjl=g wkq.ukh l< fkdyelsh' th is;Sug mjd

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W.ygh' uf.a u;lfha yeáhg fuia i|yka lrñ' zzWkajykafia w;s W;a;u mqreIfhls' Wkajykafiaf.a is; b;d blaukah' Wkajykafia ;u is; md,kh lf<a uy;a ù¾Hhlsks' oDV yslaóu Wkajykafiag wdfõKsl úh' b;d ;o f,i o b;d uDÿ f,io yslau úh' md,kfhka f;dr jQ ú.i is; fõ.fhka .uka lsÍu ksid uy;a .eg¿ we;súh' ;u is; md,kh lsÍug n,j;a fjfyia ±Íh' Wmfoia ,nd .ekSug lsif s jla ke;' wdpd¾Hh uka iuyr úg uy;a lïmdjg ,laúh' ;uka T¿j .,a m¾j;hl .y .;a;dla fuka is;=Ks' miqld,fha§ .=rejrfhla ke;sj Ndjkd lsßu kqiÿ q iq nj ;u YsIHhkag ;rfha lshd isáfhah' tfiau Tjqkf a .a ish¿ .eg¨ ksrdlrKh l<y' ;uka ú¢ ÿl YsIHhkag fkdÿKs' uyK Wmiïmod ù ál Èklskau wdpd¾Hh uka kfLdka *fkdï m%foaYfha OQ;dx. l¾uia:dk Ndjkdfõ fhÿKs' ófldx .`. yryd f.dia ,d´ia ys gdfLla l÷ lrfha jdih l<y' fuu >k jkdka;rh úYd, Nhdkl fldákaf.ka .yKh' .f`.a wks;a bjqf¾ ;dhs fldá t;rï Nhdkl ke;' ks;ru mdfya .fï ñksiqka w,a,df.k NCIKh l<y' t;rï Nhxldr jqj;a tys ksjeis úhÜkdufhka weú;a mÈxÑ jQ ñksiaiq fldákag ìh fkdfj;s' fldá ks;r ñksiqka urd lEj;a Tjyq .ek Nh fkdjQy' kej; kej;;a tu jkdka;rfha yeisfr;s' tjeks isoaëka iajdNdúl hehs ms<s. ks;s' tfy;a ;dhs ,dòia cd;slhska uy;a fia Nhxlr fõ' úhÜkdï cd;slhska ;=< ;snQ wks;a mqÿu M,jk mqreoaols' tkï" úYd, fldáfhla tlúg le,E frdolska mek ;u i.hd urd ouk úg Tyq fírd ±óug m%h;akhla fkdord Tyq t;ku yer oud ÿj" mek h;s' iuyr úg .ïjeis lSm fofkla le,fha kso;s' tlajru fldáfhla mek bka tla ñksfil= w,a,df.k h;s' wksl=;a wh msì§ mek ÿj;s' bkamiq lef,a fjk ;ekl ksod .ks;s' fujeks foa .ek lsis lkiai,a,la ke;sj fmdä <uhs fuka yeisfr;s' fï uyd uD. i;d mek tla ñksfil= weof.k .sh kuq;a ;ukag tfia fj;ehs fkdis;d isá;s' fldákag Nh ke;s iuyr úhÜkdï cd;sl ñksiqka ud ±l ;sfí' wfma rgg meñK uyd >k jkdka;rfha jdii:dk idodf.k Tõyq Ôj;a fj;s' fldá iy jk i;=kaf.ka fï m%foaYh .yKh' uy lef,a ueo ±j lemSug h;a' ? fnda jQ úg tysu kso;a' .fuka fndfyda wE;h' lsisu ìhla Tjqka ;=< ke;' ;ksju jqj;a lef,a fkdìhj ksod .ks;a' ;ksj .uka hdug uyd rd;s%fha jqjo Nh ke;' tfy fufy le,Efõ weúÈ;s' zzTjqkaf.

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a rfÜ fldá ñkS uia lk kuq;a ;dhs rfÜ fldá ñkS uia fkdl;s' Tjqka ñksidg Nh fj;s'ZZ hkq Tjqkaf.a u;hhs' ;udf.a rfÜ tfia fkdj" rd;S% .; lsÍug le,Efõ tu m%foaYh wdjrKh l< hq;=hs' tu ia:dkh W!re uv j,la jeksh' ke;fyd;a wdmiq .g hdug fkdyels nj lsh;s' fldá rd;s% ld,fha .ugo mks;s' lsisfjla ? fnda jQ úg f.hska t<shg fkdh;a' l¿jr le,E frdolska tlúg fldáhd mek ñksiqka veyef.k h;s' úhÜkdï cd;slfhda fufia ks¾Nh fj;s' zz;dhs ñksiqka uyd ìh .=,af,da hehs Tõyq kskaod lr;s' ;dhs ñksiqka ;ksju lef,a ixpdrh fkdlr;s'ZZ hs Tõyq iroï lr;a' fï wd§ lreKq ksid wdpd¾hh uka úhÜkdï cd;slhska fldákag Nh ke;ehs mjihs' wdpd¾h uka úhÜkdï lef,a jdih lrk úg tys isá fldá lsisúgl Wkajykafiag ;¾ckhla fkdùh' ? ld,fha Tjqka f.drjk Yíoh uq¿ le,h fodaxldr lrhs' Tjqka .uka lrk wä mdrj,a olakg we;' tajd le,Efõ idudkH Yío f,i is;d ìh iel fkdlrhs' Wkajykafiaf. a tlu ìh jQfha ;uka jykafiag fï w;aneõys ixidr ÿl blaujkakg fkdyels fõo @ hkakhs' fï w;aneõys ksjka YdlaId;a l< hq;=h hkak tlu wêIaGdkh úh' fïfldx .`. yryd hk úg ;uka jykafia ìh jQfha ±hs wik úg zzke;ZZ hk ms<s;=r ,enqKs' fujeks wNsfhda.j,g ug uqyqK mdkakg jqKs kï .fï ñksiqkag udj /lSug isÿjkafkah' ud lef,a ilauka lrk úg fldákaf.a f.drjk kdoh weiS Nhska ;%ia; ù weú§ug fkdyels jqKs' fldáhd ±ka ±ka ud bÈßhg taú hk NS;sh we;súh' fldá b;du oreKq jk i;=ka nj l=vd ld,fha isg foudmshkaf.ka wid we;' fï ìh uf.a isf;a iaÓrj mÈxÑ ù we;' tneúka fldákag ìh fkdù isáh fkdyelsh' ;ju;a fï ìh blaujd ke;' wdpd¾hh uka uq,a ld,fha§ W;=re ;dhs,ka;fha fkdfhla m%foaYhkays ixpdrKh l<y' miq ld,fha§ ;uka n,j;a iudêhg m;a jq ksid ndysr wruqKq j,ska is; pxp, fkdùh' túg ol=K n,d .uka lf<ah' OQ;dx. rlsñka l%ufhka nexfldla k.rhg meñKqks' tys jÜ me;=ïjka wdrdufha jia úiqfõh' fï ld,fha§ jÜ fndfrduysjÜ wdrdufhys jev úiQ p´ Lka Wmd,s .=KQmudpd¾Hh NsCIQka jykafia ks;r weiqre lrñka m%{dj ÈhqKq lrk wkaou úpdf<ah' jia wjidkfha wdpd¾hh uka md .ukska f.dia f,dmanQß m%foaYfha *dka.ï l÷ uqÿfkys msysá *hslajx .,a .=ydfõ ,e`.=ï .;s' fuu w;sYhska 14


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fhda.H jQ mßirfha§ Ndjkd n,h ;j;a ÈhqKq úh' bkamiq isxfgd .=ydfjys jdih l<y' fï ld,fha§ is; n,j;a úh' mßirfha lsisu fohlska lïmd fkdùh' tneúka uy;a fia ks¾Nh úh' fï jk úg Wkajykafiaf. a iudêh .,la fuka ia:djr úh' fï iudêfha mejf;ñka fkdkj;ajdu Oïudkqmiaikdfõ fhfoñka m%{dj jeäh yels l%u iy úê wOHhkh l<y' ál ld,hlg miq kej;;a nexfldla kqjr jÜfndfrduys jÜys úiQ p´ Lqka Wmd,s f;reka iu`. idlÉPd l<y' ;u iel ÿre lrñka iEySulg m;ajqKs' ud¾.h ms<sn| ±ka meyeÈ,sh' Wkajykafiaf.ka iuqf.k kfLdka fkdfhla m%foaYfha fld hhs l÷ uqÿfka msysá idßld .,a .=ydjg meñKshy'

idßld .,a.=ydj wdpd¾h uka idßld .,a .=ydfjys wjqreÿ 3la Ndjkd lrñka isáhy' uq¿ ld,h ;=<u woaN+; isoaëkaf.ka hqla; jQ neúka fuu ld,h Wkajykafiaf.a Ôú;fha wu;l fkdjk ld,hls' uf.a u;lfha yeáhg uq,skau .sfha .,a .=ydjg wdikak nka .¨ ta .ïudkhgh' fuu m,d; fkdokakd neúka .eñhka iu`. .,a .=ydj fidhd .shy' .eñfhda wk;=re we`.jQy' fuu .,a .=ydj fkdfhla woaN+; ydialï j,ska hqla;h' b;du msßisÿ is,a ke;s we;a;kag tys jdih l< fkdyelsh' fkdfhla NsCIQka jykafia,d tys jdihg f.dia ;o n, f,i frda.d;=r úh' iuyre ffjoH Wmfoia ,nd .ekSug fmr urKhg m;ajK q 's uyd úYd, YÍr we;s wukqIHfhda tys isá;s' Tjqkag woaN+; n, we;' ier mreI .;s we;' tys fhdaO wukqIHfhda .,a .=ydj wdrlaId lr;a' fkdis;+ úêhg tys wuq;= foa isÿfõ' fuu wukqIHfhda NsCIQka jykafia,dg wNsfhda. lr;s' hlal= t,jkag yels±hs úui;s' fkdfhla úêfha Nh" NS;sh ksid frda.d;=r ù urKhg m;afj;s' .eñfhda tys fkdhk f,i wdpd¾h ukag wdhdpkh l<y' fuu fldamd úIag jk ÿIag l¿ wukqIHhd .ek úia;r weiQ úg .eñfhda fufia lSy' hfula fuu .=ydjg wd uq,a rd;s%fhau Nhxldr isyskla olS' uyd úYd, hCIfhla ;ud bÈßfha isà' Tyq urK ;¾ck lrhs' zzfuu .=ydj ug whs;sh' lsisfjl=g isàug fuys bv ke;' fufyka t<shg weo oud urkjd" b;du;a is,aj;a" lreKd" ffu;S% we;s .=Kj;a wfhl=g muKla bkag bv ,efí' tjekakka wdrlaId lrkq we;' krl jerÈ lrk wh úkdY lrkjdZZ wd§ jYfhks' fndfyda NsCIQyq fï w;a±lSu ksid ìh m;a ù .=ydj yer h;s' idud-

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kHfhka Èkla fyda folla ,e`.=ï .ks;a' Nhska fjõ,ñka bka nei h;s' kej; lsis Èkl wdfõ ke;' iuyre fuu .=ydjg kex.d muKs' nyskakg ,enqfKa ke;' .eñfhda fufia wdpd¾Hh uka je<elajQy' iuyr NsCIQkag nkskag ,enqfKa ke;af;a wehs±hs weiQ úg óg ál ld,hlg fmr b;du;a is,aj;a NsCIQka jykafia,d 4 kula tys u<y' Wkajykafia,d o hï fohlg Nh ke;s nj lSjdy' wukqIHhka u¾okh lsÍug ;ud <`. n,.;= hka;%" uka;% we;s nj lSy' fufia fkdfhla f,i lS kuq;a wdpd¾h uka tys hdug ;SrKh lr l÷ uqÿk hkag mdr úpdf<ah' .eñfhda wlue;af;ka jqjo mdr fmkajd ÿkay' wdpd¾h ukag fuu .,a .=ydj olskakg l=;=y,hla ;snqKs' fï .eñfhda lshkafka we;a;lao @ i;s" m[a[d" ù¾Hh jeãug fï Nhdkl wruqKq Wmldr fõ' i;Hh fiúh hq;=h' hï ÿIalr;djhla fjf;d;a .ug meñfKk nj lSy' ál ojila hk ;=re Wkajykafiag lsisu wuq;a;la fkd±Kqks' wjg mßirh ksy~h' i;=ka o~hï lsÍfï§ we;sjk Yío muKs' bkamiq nfâ ßÿula yg .;s' th idudkH fohla f,i is;=j;a blauKska jeäúh' lsisu wdydrhla Èrjkag neßúh' f,a iu`. ish¨ wdydr u< my lf<ah' Wkajykafia fufia isáfhd;a .eñhka lS mßÈ 5fjks NsCIQka jykafia fuka urKhg m;afõ' .syshka Wkajykafia ±lSug wd úg fuu wdndOhg hï le,E fld< uq,a fldgd ;ïnd mdkh lrkag wjYH nj lS úg tu fnfy;a øjH ,nd" tajd mdkh l<y' lsisu fnfy;lg fuu frda.h iqj fkdùh' ojiska oji YÍrh b;du ÿ¾j, úh' ukio ÿ¾j, úh' Wkajykafia fï ms<sn| is;kakg jqKs' fu;rï fnfy;a îj;a fuu wdndOh iqj fkdfõ' fnfy;a ksid frda.h jeä fjkjdo@ fnfy;a kj;d Wkajykafia O¾u Yla;f s hka f,fâ iqj lsÍug ;SrKh l<y' Ôj;a jqfKd;a fyd|hs uereK;a lula keye fufia is;d ish¨ fnfy;a kj;d Ndjkdfõ fhÿKs' uu u.a.M, ksjk lrd hk ud¾.h Èlsñ' fï YdÍßl ÿl bjiñ' fujeks fõokdjla Wiq,kakg neß wehs @ fufia ÿ¾j, ù uu mrdð; fjñ' urKfha§ fldfy;au Nhdkl ÿl bjikafka flfiao@ fï wd§ jYfhka is;d fnfy;a keje;aúh' ish¨ ldhsl udkisl f,v frda. j,g tlu ms<shu fï uf.a

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O¾u;djhhs' fufia urKdkqiai;sh Ndjkd lf<ah' ;u is;" lh" úmiaikd l<y' wêl i;s" m[a[d" úßh Wmoúh' ;u YÍrfha we;s Nhdkl ;;a;ajh wu;l ú' urK ìh o my úh' ÿla fõokdj fufkys l<y' kdu rEm fjka lr úmiaikd l<y' YÍrfha fldgia fjka lrñka tys iajNdjh fufkys l<y' fõokd" m[a[d fufkys l<y' ixLdr Wmojk nj;a u;lfhka i[a[d tk nj;a fufkys lrñka iji hdufha isg rd;S% uOHu hduh hk ;=re;a Ndjkd l<y' isf;a lfha we;s iïnkaOh fmKqks' fufia úmiaikd lrk úg is; iudê.; úh' ish¿ fõokd w;=reoyka úh' b;d iq¿ fõ,djla is; ksy~ úh' bkamiq Wmpdr iudêhg m;ajqKs' ;u wdf,dalu;a is; YÍrfhka msg ù .sfhah' ta fudfydf;a§ úYd, YÍrhlska hq;= l¿ ñksfila ÿgy' wä 30la muK Wie;s fï ñksidf.a wf;a hlv uq.=rls' wä 12la muK È. ñksfil=f.a ll=,la muK uy;h' fï ±jeka; ñksid Wkajykafia <`.g weú;a fï fudfydf;au ;,d fmdf<djg iu;,d lrK nj lSy' ±kau msgfjkag wK lf<ah' Ôú;hg wdid we;akï hj' Tyqf.a l:dj foÿreï lEfõh' Tyqf.a uq.=r lr Wvh' bka tl myrlska ±jeka; we;a rdcfhla fmdf<djg iu;d l< yelsh' wdpd¾h uka Tyq iu`. l:d lf<ah' lsiu s je/oaola fkdl< flfkl=g tjeks idyisl o~qjï muqKqjkafka ula ksid±hs weiSh' tu lkao Tyqg wh;afõ' thg wrlaf.ka isák ksid lsisfjl=g Tyqf.a n,h ke;sl< fkdyel' fu;ekg tk ish¨ fokd úkdY lrK nj lSh' wdpd¾h uka Tyq g neK jeÿKs ' zzuu fuys wdfõ ldf.a j ;a whs;sjdislï Wÿrd .ekSug fkdfõ' uu wdfõ Ndjkd lsÍug uf.a isf;a my< jk flf<ia j, whs;sh ke;s lsÍug is,aj;a NsCIqjlg ysxid" mSvd lsÍu n,j; jrola' uu nqoaO Y%djlfhlañ' Wkajykafiaf.a lreKd" ffu;%S .=Kh uq¿ úYajfha me;sÍ mj;S' Tnf.a Th udkdêl n,h Bg jvd Wiiao @ O¾u" l¾u kS;sh uq¿ úYajhu wdKavq uÜgq lrhs' fï nj Tn okafkyso @ zzke; iajdóksZZ" Tyq ms<s;=re ÿks' wm iïud iïnqÿrcdKka jykaiag Yla;sh n,h ;sfhkjd' ysf;a mek k.sk Th jeks udkdêl n,h fmkajñka mqridrï lshk n,h úkdY lrkag' Wkajykafiaf.a isf;a wkqkag ysxid" mSvd lrk" urKhg m;a lrk jerÈ is;a m,jd yer we;' WU is;kjdo kqU uyd olaIfhla lshd @ Tfí ysf;a we;sjk Th Nhdkl flf<ia ke;s lsÍug l=ula l< hq;=±hs Tn 17


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okafkyso @ zz;du ke; iajdóksZZ hehs ms<s.;s' ux Tn is;a we;s Nhdkl wl=i,a ksid Tn b;d lDDr flfkls' Tfí n,h fl;rï ;snqK;a Tn isf;a we;s flf<ia hgm;a lsÍug n,hla ke;' Tfí ueðla n,fhka ñksiqka Nh lr urd ±óu ksid Tn Bg jvd Nhdkl .skafkka ±fjkafkah' uyd wl=i, l¾u lr wmd.; jkafkah' th uÈjdg ud jeks wysxil O¾uhg wkqj Ôj;ajk wfhl= urkag ;e;a lrhs' Tfí .=K O¾u fudkjdo yeisÍu fu;rï Nhdkl idyisl fkdfõo @ Tn ;rï krl lDDr wh ke;s ;rïh' uu W.% ;mia rlsk is,ajf;lañ' uu O¾uh ms<smÈkafka uf.a fi; msKsi;a wka whf.a fi; msKsi;ah' ta kuq;a Tn ud urd fmdf<djg iu;,d lsÍug ;e;a lrhs' Tn wmdhg weof.dia Nhdkl ÿla úmdl ú¢k nj fkdokafkao @ Tfí uyd n, Yla;sfhka l¾u úmdl je<elaúh yelso @ Tfí n,h fï O¾u l¾uhg jvd jeäkï udj ±ka urd oukq uekú' uu urKhg ìh fkdfjñ' wo fkdu<;a hï Èkl uefrkafkah' f,dalfha ish¨ fokdu uefr;s' Tn fld;rï n, mq¿jkaldrfhla jqj;a Tno uefrkafkah' fï wreu mqÿu mqoa.,hd fï ish,a, wid isáfhah' fl,ska isáf.k .,a ms<suhla fuks' uyd uq.=r lr Wv we;' ukqIHfhla kï ,eÊcdfjka Nfhka ;%i; a ù isá;shs lshk yelsh' yqiu a fy,kafka j;a ke;' Tyq wukqIHfhla ksid yqiau .kafka ke;' tfy;a Tyq ,eÊcd Nhska ñßlS isák nj wdpd¾h ukag fmfka' uy;a wdhdihlska Tyqf.a ÿl i`.jdf.k isà' wdpd¾h uka l:dj wjika l<y' ta CIKKfhysu fï ±jeka; mqoa.,hd ;u lf¾ ;snQ úYd, uq.=r ìu fy¿fõh' ta iu`.u fï uyd l¿ mqoa.,hd idudkH Wmdil uy;auhl=f.a yevhg mßj¾;kh úh' hg;a my;a ,S,djlska isg.;s' bkamiq yo m;af,kau f.!rjfhka wdpd¾Hh uka <`.g meñKsfhah' bkamiq uy;a miq;eú,a,lska iudj b,a,d isáfhah' Tyqf.a l:dfõ idrdxYh fuhhs' zzuu úiauhg yd NS;shg m;a jqfka Tn jykafia uq,skau ÿgqúgh' Tn jykafiaf.a uq¿ YÍrh ;=<ska mqÿudldr §ma;su;a wdf,dalhla úysÿKs' Tn jykaia udj wNsnjd uf.a n,h ke;s lr;ahehs is;=Ks' ug lsisjla lr lshd .kag fkdyelsúh' uu Tn jykafia urKhg ;e;a lf<a yojf;a we;s ;rylska fkdfõ' uf.a udkhg myr jeÿKq neúks' fndfyda ld,hla isg fï uq¿ lkao wvúh ug wh;ahehs uu is;=fjñ' wukqIHfhda ug Nh NSrka; 18


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fj;s' krl .;s we;s ÿiaiS, ñksiaiq o ug ìh fj;s' uf.a ;o udkh yd wd;au oDIaáh ksid Tn jykafia hg;a lrkag is;=fjñ' tfy;a uf.a isf;a Nhla iella ;snqKs' Tn jykafia ug jvd n,mq¿jkaldrfhla hehs ±kqKs' uu wkqkag i<lkafka my;a f,ih' Tjqka Nh lsÍu" th uf.a mqreoaohs' ug Tn jykaia iudjqj uekú' ñkamiq uu ÿIag .;s w;a yßñ ug ;j ÿla ú§ug fkdyel' óg jvd ÿla ú£ug isÿfõ±hs Nh fjñ'ZZ wdpd¾h uka ms<s;=re ÿks' zzTng uy;a n, Yla;shla we;' Tfí YÍrh >k iajNdjhla fkdfõ' Tng ñksiqkag fuka YdÍßl ÿla fõokd ke;' nv.sks fõokd ke;' /lshd lr ñ, uqo,a Wmhkakg ke;' Tng we;s ÿl l=ulao @ Tnf.a ÈjH wd;auh;a ÿlla kï ÿla ke;af;a fld;eko@ zzu;=msáka n,k úg ñksiqkag jeks ÿla foajd ;u M, ke;' ñksiqkag jvd wfma YÍrfhka wms iem ú¢uq' tfy;a YÍrfhka ÿla ;rula ,efí' Wiia ySk wd;au j, ;rd ;srï wkqj ÿla iem ,efí'ZZ fuu idlÉPdj b;du ixlS¾K ksid tys iajNdjh ug f;areï .; fkdyel' tneúka fï jpk j,ska Tng hïlsis woyila §ug W;aidy lrñ' th id¾:l fkdùu .ek iudjqj uekú' fuu idlÉPdj wjidkfha§ fï wreu mqÿu mqo. a ,hd O¾uhg f.!rj lr f;rejka irK .sfhah' zzTn jykafia irK hñZZ lSfõh' zzTn jykafia uf.a Y%oO a djg idCIs fõjdZZ fufia lshd Wkajykafia wdrlaIdlrK nj lshd .,a .=ydfõ jev jik f,i wdrdOkd lf<ah' Wkajykafiag wdrlaIdj i,id úYd, l=i,hla w;am;a lr .ekSug Tyq leu;s úh' we;af;kau Tyq tys jik jDCI foaj;djkaf.a wêm;shdh' N=ïud foajd hkqfjka ye¢kafjk fï foaj fldÜGdih N+ñhg wdikakj jdih lr;s' úYd, .ia uqÿkaj, úudk idod mjq,a msáka jdih lr;s' Tõyq fjia j,df.k uyd hCIfhla fuka ñksiqka Nh l<y' uq¿ kfLdka kfhdla l÷ lrh Tjqkaf.a wvúh fõ' wdpd¾h uka fufia iudêhg iuje§ fï foúhka iu`. w¿hu 4 olajd idlÉPd l<y' bkamiq iudêfhka ke.S iajdNdúl ;;a;j a hg m;ajK q 's Wkajykafiaf.a nfâ frda.h w;=reoyka ù ;snqKs' ;udf.a n,j;a frda.h iqj ùug Ndjkd n,fhka yels nj úiau cklh' Wkajykafiag th úYd, w;a±lSula úh' YÍrh jvd;a Yla;su;a úh' uq¿ rd;s%h iudê.; jq kuq;a fjfyila ke;' tneúka t<sfjk ;=re Ndjkd lf<ah' O¾ufha ydia l ï Wka j yka f ia g m% ; HCI úh' uyd Nhdkl

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wukqIHfhl=f.a is; fjkia lr Y%oaOd Nla;s iumkakj f;rejka irK f.dia Wkajykafiag wjk; úh' Tyqf.a udkdêl n,h ì| jegqK's Wkajykafiaf.a is; meh .Kka n,j;a ;Dma;su;a i;=glg m;aúh' Wkajykafiaf.a Ndjkd ÈhqKj q .ek ±ka i;=gg m;ajK q 's lsiu s ielhla ±ka ke;' fkdfhla o¾Yk ±laflah' bka is; b;du;a msßisÿ m%NdYajr úh' fndfyda flf<ia ÿreúh' tu m%{dj ;=<ska Wkajykafiaf.a uq¿ pß;h j¾Okh úh' B<`. udi .Kkdjla Wkajykafiaf.a Ndjkdj b;d id¾:l úh' bka lshkag neß ;rï ishqï wdiajdo ,oy' YdÍßl udkisl ksfrda.s nj ,oy' iuyrúg ueÈhï rd;s%fha N+udgq foújre úYd, msßia jYfhka wjq;a Wkajykafia iu`. l:d lr;s' tu wêm;s foúhd' uq¿ foaj iud.ï j,g Wkajykafia .=K kqjK .ek m%ldY lr we;' fufia wuq;a;ka ke;s úg Wkajykafia Ndjkd lr;s' tla ikaOHdjl Wkajykafiaf.a Ndjkd wdikh yer .,a .=ydj bÈßmsg t<suyfk jev issáhy' O¾uh fufkys lrñka nqÿrcdKka jykafia fu;rï ydialï we;s O¾uhla wjfndaO lf<a hehs o ñksia j¾.hdg fuu odhdoh ÿka fialhehs o fuh kshu úêhg wkq.ukh lsÍu b;du ÿIalr jqjo ;uka jykafia hïlsis m%udKhlg id¾:l jQfha hehso tneúka fl;rï jdikdjka; hhso jYfhka wdj¾ckd l<y' ;ju;a wjidk ud¾. M, fkd,enqK;a fï ud¾.fha .uka lsÍfuka ,enQ i;=g wdiajdoh lsh fkdyels ;rïh' wjidk w¾y;ajh ,nd .ekSu yels nj jegyqKs' urKhg m;a kqjqfkd;a th ,efíuh' túg ish¨ ÿla blauj;s' fï fudfydf;a§ j÷frda /,la lEu fidhñka Wkajykafia bÈßfhys isáhy' j÷re kdhlhd Wkajykafia ±l úms,sir ù .ia w;ßka ÿj mksñka j÷re /, je<elajQy' zzf.dfla" f.dflaZZ Yíoh Tjqkaf.a j÷re NdIdfjka lshk msKsúv úh' Tjqkaf.a Yío wdpd¾h ukag f;af¾' tlsfkld l:d lrñka ;u ìh m%ldY l<y' zzta l=ulao @" fudllao okafka keye' Nhdkl fohlao @ZZ zzfldfykao fldfkaoZZ zzfï fu;ek fï fu;kZZ wd§ jYfhka wdpd¾h uka ms<sn| wi;s' j÷re kdhlhd ;u /< /lSug fjfyfia' wdpd¾h uka Tjqkaf.a iel ìh ±k ffu;S% lrñka fufia is;=fõh' zzuu fuys wdfõ Ndjkd lsÍug' O¾uhg wkqj ms<sfj;a msÍug' lsisfjl=g uf.ka ydkshla ke;' ud flfrys Nh fkdjõ æ Tfí wdydr leu;s mßÈ fidhd .kak' yeuodu fuys weú;a lEu fiõj;a lï ke;'ZZ tflfkysu j÷re kdhlhd mKsúvh /<g ÿks' th n,disàug uy;a

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idudkH ñksid fmdä <uhska fuks' fmdä <uhskag jeäysáhka.a md,kh wjYH fõ' fndfyda wh fmkqfuka jhia.; jqjo" ;Fjh" udkh" uu;ajh jeä ù .sho yß yeá is;Sug fkdyelsh' ;udg;a wkqkag;a ys;lr úêhg yeisÍug fkdoks;s' ta wh fN!;sl jYfhka mßk; jqjo i;s m[a[dfjka mßk; fkdfõ' fuu O¾u lreKq ;udf.a isf;a mqyqKq lsÍug o ue,sfj;s' tneúka hk hk ;ek m%Yak Woa.; fõ' fï wjdikdjka; ;;a;ajh .ek fufkys lrk úg wdpd¾Hh uka uy;afia ixfõ. hg m;ajqKs' idßld .=ydjg ke.sh hq;= l÷ mduq, úmiaikd Ndjkd uOHia:dkhla ;snqKs' tys jhia.; NsCIqkajykafia kula jdih lf<ah' Wkajykafia .sys Ôú;fha§ Nd¾Hhdjka orejka iu`. isg jhia.; ù uyK jQfjls' Èkla wdpd¾h uka fuu NsCIQka jykafia is;=ú,s .ek ;u Ndjkd Èín plaLqfjka n,k úg Wkajykafiaf.a is; úisÍ f.dia ;u mjq, ìß| iy orejka .ek is;=ú,s my< lrk nj fmKqks' tÈk rd;s%fha§ wdpd¾h uka fuu NsCIqjf.a is;sú,s foi neÆ úg ta;a tu is;=ú,suh' t<sfjk mdkaoro tu NsCIqjf. a is;=ú,s ;u orejka" ìß| .ekuh' b;d läirfhka ;u ¥ orejka yd uqkqUqre" ñksìßhka .ek is;hs' .sys Ôú;h .ek l,amkd lrhs' iir wkka; Ôú; ,eîug fya;=fõ' tÈk Wfoa msKv a md;fhka miq wdpd¾h uka fï NsCIqjf.a l=áhg f.dv ù fufia lSfõh' zzfldfyduo iem ÿla @ Tn kej;;a w¿;a f.hla idod ìß|;a iu`. újdy ù bkago l,amkdj' ? t<sjk ;=re;a ta .ek is;ñka isáhd fkdfõo @ ±ka ish,a, ie<iqï lr bjro @ uu yßo @ZZ tu NsCIqj uy;afia ,eÊcdj m;a ù ;u ryi o;a neúka u| iskdjla my< lr zzwdpd¾h uka" Tn jykafia úiañ;hs uf.a is; uq¿ rd;s%h mqrd ÿgqfjyso @ Tn jykafia ug jvd ta ish,a, okS' tneúka uf.ka weiSfuka jevla ke;' Tn jykafia ksod .;af;au ke;' ±kq;a ,eÊcdjla ke;sj ta is;sú,s is;hs' i;s" m[a[dj ;=<ska fï is;sú,s kj;ajkag neßo @ tu is;sú,s wkqj Tn ls%hdlrkakgo hkafka @ fufia lshkúg ta jhia.; NsCIqj iqÿue,s ù l,dka;ùug fuka uy;a ,eÊcdjg m;a ù isáhy' msiafila fuka fudkjdo f;d,a u;=f,ah' fï ±l wdpd¾h uka ;u È.g idlÉPd lsÍu wk;=reodhl hehs is;d fjk;a foa .ek l:dlr ;uka jykafiaf.a l=áhg jeähy' 22


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;=ka Èklg miq .sys odhlfhla wdpd¾Hh ukaf.a l=áhg meñKs úg jhia.; NsCIqj .ek weiqfõh' Bfha Wfoa Wkajykafia fkdlshdu hkag ,Eia;s jqkd' wehs fu;rï blauKska hkafka hehs weiQúg uu fufya bkafka flfiao @ Bfha Wfoa wdpd¾h uka ug fkdfhla úêfhka l:d l<d' uu ta fjf,a l,dka; ù .shd' ;j lSjd kï uu ueÍ jefgkjd' b;ska ug fuys bkag neye' wou hkjd' wdpd¾Hh uka Tn jykafiag nekako @ keye állaj;a nekafka keye' kuq;a uf.ka weiQ m%Yak nekqulg jvd ßÿKd' Wkajykafia weiQ m%Yak fudkjd±hs weiQúg th kï wykak tmd' uu uefrk ;rï ,eÊcdfjñ' hï flfkla ±k .;af;d;a ug fmdf<dfõ mia lkakg fõú' uu tlla lshkakï' hï hï wh fyd| krl foa folu ys;kjd' ;udf.a is;sú,s kj;ajkag mq¿jka ldgo @ wdpd¾h uka uf.a is;sú,s ish,a, okakjd' ug fuys jikag neye' Bg jeäh fyd|hs fldfya yß .syska uefrk tl' ug fuys isáfhd;a ú,s ,eÊcfõ bkag fjkjd' Bfha ? uu ksod.;af;a keye' fï .ek is;ñka ysáhd' Tn jykafiaf.ka wdpd¾h ukag lsis je/oaola ù keye' Wkajykafiaf.a;a je/oaola keye' ;uka jerÈ kï Wkajykafiaf.ka Wmfoia ,nd Bg iqÿiaila l< hq;=hs' th wdpd¾h ukag lrK f.!rjhla' tjeks is;a we;s jQúg l=ula l< hq;=±hs wikak' túg i;s m[a[dj Tng my< fõú' fufya od, hkjdg jvd th fyd|hs' fkdfõo @ ug i;sh meje;aùug jvd wdpd¾Hh uka .ek ìhla ;sfí' uu Wkajykafia <`. isàu mQia meáfhla uy wef;la <`. isákjd fuks' uf.a is;sú,s Wkajykafia okS hehs is;Su mjd ug ugy;a lïmkhls' uu fuys isáfhd;a uefrkjd hehs lSy' Wmdil f;u fï jhia.; NsCIqj flfrys wkqlïmd lf<ah' Tyqf. a uqyqK iqÿue,s ù we;' we;af;kau ìhm;a ù we;' Tn jykafia fldfya hkjd±hs weiQúg okafka keyehs lSh' fkduerefKd;a kej; wms yuqfjuqhs lSh' uu fmdä msßñ <ufhla miq mi heõfjñ' tfy;a Wkajykafia hk ;ek lSfõ ke;' ta uy¿ NsCIqj .ek uu lK.dgqfjñ' fuh fï ;rï ;ud fj; t,a, jQ wNsfhda.hla f,i ie,l=fõ uka±hs uu ÿlafjñ' wdpd¾h uka fndfyda fihs k a lïmd úh' Wka j yka f ia fyd| fÉ;kdfjka lS foh fu;rï ne?reï ;;a;j a hlg m;a ù we;' Wkajykafia ldreKslj fuh lshd we;' we;a;gu Wkajykafia iqÿue,s jQ ksid fujeks 23


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fohla fõhehs wkqudk l<y' tÈkg miq Wkajykafia ;u is; wkqka flf¾ fhduq lf<a ke;' fujeks fohla Woa.; fõ hehs Nh úh' Wkajykafiaf. a mrÑ;a; úcdkkh i;Hhls' zzuu l:d lf<a tu jhia.; NsCIqj iu`. hy¿ ñ;%fhla fuks' hy¿fjda iuyr úg úys¿ lr;s' iuyr úg jeo.;a foa lsh;s' fu;rï ne?reï ;;a;ajhla we;sfõ hehs o ;u wimqj yeroud hdug isÿfõ hehs o Wkajykafia fkdis;+y' fuh wdpd¾hh ukag jeo.;a mdvula úh' Wkajykafia yuqùug tk fkdfhla mqoa.,hka .ek yeisßh hq;= wkaou l:d l< hq;= wkaou .ek m%fõiï úh hq;=h' bkamiq lsisfjl=f.a is;=ú,s .ek wk;=re we`.ùula fkdlf<ah' th jl%dldrfhka zzfufia is;k wh w;eZZhs lsh;s' fl<skau fkdlsh;s' ñksiqkaf.a is;a fmdä <uhs jeá jeá weúÈkakdla fuks' Tjqkag ;du weúÈkag yqre ke;' jeäysáfhda wjOdkfhka /l n,;s' tfy;a jeämqr wdrlaId fkdlr;s' ñksidf.a is;;a tfiauh' Tjqkaf.a m%;HCIfhka is; .ek úuiqï l< hq;=h' iuyr úg yß úêhg is;;a' iuyrúg jerÈ úêhg is;;a' iuyrúg fyd|hs' iuyrúg krlhs' fuh iajdNdúlhs' yeu fudfydf;au yß úêhg is;sh hq;=hehs n,dfmdfrd;a;= úh hq;= ke;' idßld f,fka isá ld,h wdpd¾Hh ukag úYd, M,odhs úh' fkdfhla i;H lreKq jegyqfKah' ;u wNHka;r is;=ú,s iy tajdg wruqKq jQ ndysr f,dalh .ek m¾fhaIK lsÍug yelsúh' ;u ld¾Hhka flfrys fl;rï WfoHda.s jqjo lsjfyd;a ld,h wu;l úh' Èk" udi" wjqreÿ .;jk j.la u;l ke;' Ndjkd ÈhqKqj ksid is; ks;r m%fndaOfhks' ks;r m%{dj úmiaikd kqjK my< úh' th j;=r .,kakdla fuka fkdkej;S my< jqKs' fyd| ld,.=Kh we;s ijia hdufha Wkajykafia le,Ej ueÈka .uka lf<ah' .ia" fld<ka" l÷ ,iaik mßirh Ñ;a;dol¾IKSh úh' Ndjkd ukisldrh ;snqKs' ijia hdufha l¿jr ù hk úg .=ydjg jeäfhah' .=ydj wjg m%foaYh jk i;=kaf.ka .yK úh' tys .ia je,a m<;=re fndfydah' fkdfhla j÷re j¾. we;' ,eka.=wd" .snka" yïndjd wd§ le,E m<;=re lk i;=ka fndfyda we;' Wkaf.a jev .ek ñi wdp¾Hh uka .ek lsisu ye`.Sula ke;' Tjqyq tfya fufya mksñka fi,a,ï lr;s' Tjqka iu`. uy;a ñ;% iïnkaOhla ;snqKs' Tjqyq ;udf.a iudkfhdah' Wmam;a;sh" ÈÍu" f,vùu" urKh" idOdrKh' i;=ka jqj;a Tjqka ;=< hïlsis l=i,;djl .=Khla we;' ñksidf.a fyda i;=kaf.a /ia lr we;s l=i,a wl=i,a fjkia fõ' i;a;aj f,dalhg bmÿk;a fndfyda i;=kag iuyr ñksiqkag jvd mska we;' ;u mdmhlska ,nd .;a Wmam;a;sh ksid ;djld,sl ÿla we;'

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ñksidg;a tfiauhs' hï msklska ñksi;a nj ,enqj;a fndfyda wl=i, úmdl ld,hkays ÿla mSvd ú¢;s' tu l¾u úmdlh f.ù .shúg kej;;a fyd| ld,hla we;sfõ' fuf,i l¾u úmdl ta ta mßirh ;=<ska f.k foa' fï ksid lsisfjl=f.a wjdikdj .ek wjuka l< hq;= ke;' ;u ;ud úiska lrK fyd| fyda krl l¾u úmdl ;ud miqmi odhdohla fuka .uka lrhs' oj,a hdufha§ wdpd¾h uka ;u .,af,k bÈß msg w;= .d msßisÿ lrhs' iji Ndjkdfõ fhfoa' udrefjka udrejg ys¢ñka ilaukska l,a hjhs' iudêh n,j;a ksid isf;a ks;r mS%;s" iqL" miaiêh we;' ldhdkqmiaikdfjka ;u YÍrh b;d iQCIau f,i úÉfþokh lr ne¨fõh' ta yeu fohlu we;s ;s%,lIKh wjfndaO úh' fufia Èfkka Èk Wkajykafiaf. a Y%oOdj ÈhqKq úh'

Y%djl ry;ka jykafia,d idßld .,a .=ydfj jdih lrk ld,fha wdpd¾hh ukag ;u iudê ksñ;a; fya;=fjka Y%djl ry;ka jykafia,d iu`. wdY%h lsÍug yelsúh' ta yeu ry;kajykafiau O¾uh foaYkd l<y' wd¾h Y%djlhkaf.a m%;m s ;a;s .ek fndfyda úg foaYkd l<y' tys idrdxYh fufiah' ilauka Ndjkdj b;d ikaiqka ,S,djlska ixhuhlska isÿ l< hq;=h' ;udf.a ld¾hh ms<sn| i;sh fhduq lrkak' Tn YÍrh foi fyda ialkaOhka foi n,kjd kï" ke;akï hï O¾uhla foi n,kjd kï ;udf. a i;sh ta ms<sn| ;Èka ld je§ ;sìh hq;=hs' ;udf.a wjOdkh fjk lsis wruqKla lrd fkdhjkak' tfia fjk wruqKq lrd hkafka Tng ia:djr wOHd;añl Yla;shla ke;s neúks' tfyhska ;u wOHd;aufha irK - msysg ke;' Tnf.a ish¨u ffoksl lghq;= j,§ i;sh mj;ajkak' tu jev ;ud kskafoka lrk foa fuka ta fï w; yeß yeÍ i;sfhka f;drj lrkak tmd' kskafoaÈ Tnf.a isysk fl;rï úÑ;% úêhg ta fï w; bnd.df;a hkjdo @ Wfoa msKavmd;h" wdydr je<£u" YÍr lD;Hh wd§ Èkm;d lrK foa .ek iïm%odhdkql+,j yeisfrkak' th nqÿ isß; fõ' ;ud O¾u úkh ms<sn| mqyqKqjla fkd,;a flfkla fuka lsis úfgl yeisfrkak tmd' ks;ru ;ud kshu Y%uKfhla f,i yeisfrkak' Ydka; odka; f,i bßhõ mj;ajkak' nqoaO Y%djlfhl=f.a ,laIK ;sìh hq;=hs' tys f;areu ks;ru i;s m[a[dfjka bßhõ meje;aùuhs' túg yojf;a .eUqf¾ ie`.ù we;s

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flf<ia ÿrel< yelsh' ;ud .kakd wdydrh fyd|dldr m%;HdfõlaId lrkak' ri we;s wdydr ksid is; úI fõ' m%;HdfõCId fkdlr wdydr .kakd úg YÍrh mqIaáu;a jqjo is; ÿ¾j, fõ' i;sfhka f;drj .kakd wdydr ksid is; ÿ¾j, jQ úg Tn úkdYhg m;afõ' Y%uKfhla ;u iem myiqj i|yd wkqkaf.a iem myiqjg ydks fjk f,i ,Êcd ke;s wl=i,a fkdl< hq;=hs bka ;ukag muKla fkdj bka wkqkag;a ydks isÿfõ' nqoaO mq;%hkaf.a ms<s.ekSu wkqj ish¨u flf<ia b;d Nhdklh' ysf;a flf<ia ÿre lsÍug uy;a ù¾Hh jeäh hq;=hs' yeu flf<ilau .sks yq,la fuka ;u .uka ud¾.h ojhs' ;u úkh ;u is;ska we;s lr .kakd nqoaO mq;%hkaf.a úkh" ;u wd;au ixhufhka isÿfõ' fuh yeu úgu ;sìh hq;=hs' weúÈk" isák" ys¢k" ksok" lk" u<my lrk' l: d lrK" iudch weiqre lrK yeu úgu ixjr úh hq;=hs' jerÈ foa úkh úfrdaê ls%hd ish,a,lau flf,ia ksid isÿfõ' bka iir Wm; yd urKhg m;afõ' ixidr meje;au blauùug leu;s mqoa.,hd tjeks jroj,ska fjka úh hq;=hs' tu yeisÍu ksid ;ud úYd, m%md;hlg jefÜ' f,dalfha we;s b;du ms<sl=,a mqoa.,fhl= fõ' tkï ld,lKaks" wms%h ksjil bkag i;=gq ke;' wms%h we÷ï w¢kag leu;s ke;' tajd foi n,kag;a wms%hhs' idudkHfhka ñksiaiq wms%h" wm%ikak foa neyer lr;s' wms%h ukila we;s" wms%h mqoa.,fhla fld;rï wm%ikako @ fï f,dalfha wkka; wms%h mqoa.,hd ta ld,lKaKs nqoaO mq;%fhla f,i uyK ù isákakd Y%uKhdh' Tyqf. a ms<sl=,a nj fyd| krl ish¨ fokdf.au yoj; tlfia isÿre lrhs" foú nUqkaf.a yoj; tlfia isÿre lrhs' tneúka hfula kshudldr Y%uKfhla ùug W;aidy .; hq;=hs' i;sfhka yeu úgu isáh hq;=hs' ;u úkh ;uka úiskau we;s lr .; hq;=h' f,dalfha ñksid w.h lrK fndfyda foa w;=frka b;du w.kd foh ñksia is; fõ' i;Hfhkau is; ;rï jákd fï f,dalfha ;j;a fohla ke;' tneúka is; wdrlaId lrkak' isf;a iajNdjh ±k .ekSu hkq O¾uh wjfndaO lsÍuhs' is; ±k .ekSug O¾uh ±k.; hq;=hs' is; ±k.;a;dhska miq O¾uh ±k .;a;d fõ' isf;a i;H iajNdjh ±k .;a;d hkq ksjka wjfndaO lsÍuhs' is; hkq ñ, l< fkdyels ;ud ;=< we;s jia;=jls' th kdia;s lrkjd hkq n,j;a wmrdOhls' is; krla lr.;a wh b;d ÿ#Å; f,i Wm; ,n;a ish oyia jrla tfia Wm§' wm ysf;a jákdlu f;areï .;a miq ta .ek fkdie,ls,su;a úh hq;= fkdfõ' ulaksido ta krla jQ is; ksid miqj n,j;a miq;eú,a,g m;ajk neúKs' ta miq;eú,af,ka lsislf,l fíÍula ke;' is; krla lr .ekSu lsisfia;a fkdlrkak'

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ñysmsg Ôj;ajk ish¨ i;a;ajhska w;=frka ñksid jvdu nqoaêu;ah' tneúka fudayfhka uq,dfjka isáh hq;= ke;' iuyre fï fudayh" wúoHdj ksid ;u Ôú; úkdY lr .ks;s' lsisu i;=gla fkdú£' kshu Y%uKhdf. a f,!lsl" f,daflda;a;r .=K j.dj ñksidg wdo¾Yhls' Wkajykafiaf.a ld¾hh msßisÿh' ksjerÈh' ksfodiah' Wkajykafia l=i,;djfhka" WfmalI a dfjka ish¨ jev lghq;= bIag lr;s' tneúka Tn kshu Y%uKhdf.a .;s.=K uy;a ù¾Hfhka mqrkak' túg th Tnf.a mqreoao fõ' túg fld;ek§ jqj;a Tnf.a m%;sm;a;sh .re .dïNSr fõ' hï Y%uKfhla ;u iS,h /l n,d .kafka kï" iudêh" i;sh" m[a[dj" ùßh /l n,d .kafka kï Tyq taldka;fhkau w;s W;a;u Y%uKfhls' uu fï lshd fokafka ñksfil=f.a ù¾Hh" fkdmiqng nj" wdOHd;auh iu`. hqo jeÿk finf<l= jeks flfkl=f.a O¾uh fõ' Wkajykafia Èkqfjls" uyd mqreIfhls' ÿl iïmQ¾Kfhkau blauúh' ish¨ ixfhdack lvd ±óh' mru iqjh ,oy' nqoaO;ajh w;am;a l<y' f,dalfhdf.a Ydia;Djrhdh' ;=ka f,dalfha .=rejrhdh' fï O¾ufha ydialï Tn okafka kï Tngo ish¨ laf,aYhka ch .; yelsh' ud fï O¾uh Tn fj; msßkeuqfõ fï ms<sn| Wmßu wjOdkh fhdod ù hk woyiska' tfia ms<sfj;a rlsk úg Tn isf;a we;sjk mqÿudldr iajNdjh Tng m%;HCI fõ' thu uy;a Nd.Hhls' Y%djl ry;kajykafia fï O¾uh foaYkd lr fkdfmkS .shy' wdpd¾h uka th b;d ksy;udkS Ndjfhka ms<s.;ay' tys iEu wjjdohlau ms<sn| l,amkd l<y' úúfþokh l<y' fï wdldrfhka kej; kej;;a Y%djl ry;ka jykafia,d O¾uh foaYkd l<y' ms<sfj;a ud¾.h b;du meyeÈ,s úh' tu O¾uhg ijka ÿkaúg ;u Ndjkd lsÍfï Wkkaÿj jeäúh' túg O¾uh jvd meyeÈ,s úh' fujeks Y%djl ry;ka jykafia,df.a O¾uh Y%jKh lrK úg ;uka nqÿrcdKka jykafia wNshi isg wikakdla fukahehs wdpd¾h uka mejiSh' kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafia yuq ù O¾uh Y%jKh lsÍu Wkajykafiaf.a u;lfha ke;' ta nK wik úg uq¿ f,dalhu wu;l jqKs' ;u YÍrh fkdoekS .sfhah' n,j;a iudêhg m;aúh' is; muKla §ma;u s ;aj nenf,a' fuu iudÈfhka ñÿk úg muKla ;ud fl;rï mSvdldÍ nrla f.k hkafka±hs f;areKs' tkï ;u YÍrh we;s nj ±kSuh' fï YÍrh wks;a i;r ialkaOhka tiùug flakaø ia:dkh fõ' ta yeu tllau ÿla f.dvls' idßld .,a .=ydfõ .; l< ld,fha§ fufia fndfyda ry;=ka

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jykafia,df.a O¾uh Y%jKh lsÍug yelsúh' tfyhska idßld .,a.=ydj Wkajykafiaf.a woaú;Sh jdiia:dkh úh' tys§ wkd.dó M,hg m;aúh' fn!oaO .%ka: wkqj wkd.dó M,fha§ ixfhdack 5la leã hkafkah' tkï ilaldh ÈÜá" úÑlsÉPd" iS,ín; mrdudi" ldurd." má> hfula fï ;;a;ajh ,nhso Tyq kej; ñksiaf,dj kQm§' mGú" wdfmd" f;fcd" jdfhd hk i;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka iEfok YÍr we;s Njhkays kQm§' urKhg fmr ry;a fkdjqfkd;a mxp Y%oaOdjdi n%yau f,dalj, Wm§' tkï wúy: w;mam" iqoiai" iqoiais" wlksGd wdÈhhs' ;ukaf.a iu: Ndjkd wkqj fï N+ñfha Wm§' ;uka jykafia wkd.dó M,hg m;a jQ nj Wkajykafia <`.u YsIHhskag muKla ±kqï § we;' tfy;a uu fufia mqia;lhg we;=<;a lf<ñ' fuys hï fodaIhla wef;d;a tys jrolre uu fjñ' tla rd;s%hl Wkajykafia fndfyda fõ,d Ndjkd lr wjidkfha§ widudkH lreKdjla wksl=;a NsCIQka jykafia,d flfrys we;súh' ta jk úg mqÿudldr kqjK my< úh' is; ;on, iudê M,hg m;ajqKs' uq,a ld,fha§ iudêh fjk;a ud¾.hl .sh neúka bka jQ ydksh u;la ù weia l÷<ska f;;a ù .sfhah' tkuq;a ta .;a jHdhduh ksIaM, jQfha ke;' wo wÈl;r úmiaikd {dK my< úh' nqÿ .=K fkdfhla wdldrfhka Èiaúh' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a uyd lreKd .=Kh ksid ;uka jykafiaf.a wjfndaO l< O¾uh wkqkag jod<y' fndfyda fokd ks¾jdk.dó úh' ;udf.a l¾u úmdl iy wka whf.a l¾u úmdl .ek wjfndaOhla we;súh' i;a;ajhd l¾u fya;=fjka Wm§' l¾uh ;udf.a tlu whs;sh fõ' fï nqoaO O¾ufha uqLH b.ekaùuhs' fufia kqjK my< jqjo ;u ish¨ ÿla keiSug fï ud¾.fha hd hq;=h' ;uka jykafiaf.a uq¿ Yla;sh fï ld¾hhg fhoúh hq;=h' ;uka jykafiaf.a widOH nfâ frda.h ±ka ksIagdjg iqj ù we;' ±ka ud¾. h b;d meyeÈ,sh' is; ia:djrh' l,ska ;ud l¿jf¾ w;m; .d .sfhah' ;uka W;=ï w¾y;ajhg wkd.;fha ,nk nj ksielh' i;s" m[a[d taldldrj jeã we;' ta ms<sn| fjfyi ùula ke;' ksrdhdifhka mj;S' ?" oj,a fofla fkdkj;ajdu i;s m[a[d ls%hd;aul fõ' .Kka lsÍug neß ;rï o¾Yk ÿgy' m%{dj my< úh' fï O¾ufha wjfndaOh jeäùu;a iu`. NsCIQka jykafia,d .ek uyd lreKdjla my< úh' idßld .=ydj w;ayer hdug th fya;= úh' tneúka fkdleue;af;ka jqjo fï Nd.H iïmkak idßld .=ydfjka msg;a úh' ;uka jykafia uq,§ weiqre l< OQ;dx. NsCIQka jykafia,d fiùug W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYh

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n,d .shy' idßld .=ydfjka msg ù hdug fo;=ka Èklg fmr rd;s%fha rela foaj;dfjda iuQyhla O¾uh Y%jKh msKsi wdyd' tys m%Odkshd wms uq,ska i|yka l< wreu mqÿu" ìh .ekajQ rela foúhdh' O¾uh wjidkfha§ ;ukajykafia idßld .=ydj ál Èklska yer hk nj ±kaùh' ta ish¨ fokd uy;a fia lïmd ù ;j l,a bkag lkak,õ l<y' ;uka jykafia fï .=ydjg jeäfha hï lsis ld¾Hhla msKsih' ±ka w;ayer hkafka;a hï fya;= we;sjh' Wkajykafia bnd.df;a tfy fufy ixpdrh fkdlrk nj mejiqfõh' th je<elaùu kqiqÿiq nj Tjqkag wk;=re we`.ùula l<y' tfy;a wjYH jQ úgl kej; meñKSug fmdfrdkaÿ ÿks' fï foaj iuQyhd ;ukaf.a wjxl wdor Nla;sh fkdfhla f,i mqo l<y' idßld .=ydfjka msg;a jk Èkhg fmr Èk rd;S% 10 g muK Wkajykafiaf.a ñ;% cfjd Lqx Wmd,s f;reka u;la úh' Wkajykafia jÜ fndfrduksjÜ ys fjfi;s' tfjf,a Wkajykafia is;sú,s l=ula±hs mÍlaId lsÍug mrÑ;a; úcdkk iDoaêh mEy' túg zzwúoHdj iy máÉp iuqmamdohZZ fufkys lrñka isáhy' wdpd¾h uka ta Èkh iy fõ,dj iksgqyka fldg ;eîh' miqj ál ld,hlska nexfldlays§ Wkajykafia yuqúh' Wkajykafia is;ñka isá foh .ek weiQ úg th ienE hehs lshd uy;a fia i;=gq ù iskdiqfKah' bkamiq fkdfhla úÈfhka m%Yxid l<y' zzTn ienúkau oCIfhls' uu o fndfyda whf.a m%Yxid ,nk wdpd¾Hhjrfhlañ' tfy;a Tn ;rï ÈhqKq ù ke;' ta .ek uu ,eÊcdjg m;afjñ' Tn we;af;kau wdpd¾hjrfhls' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a w;s W;=ï Y%djl ix> .Khg wh;a fõ' wmg neß jqK;a ljqre kuq;a nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a kshu m%;smodj /lsh hq;=h' wo ld,fha tjeks Y%djlhska ke;ehs tjeks foa l< fkdyelshs ue,s fj;s' mrdð; fj;s' Tn jykafia O¾ufha wld,sl .=Kh olajkafkah' ke;fyd;a i;H O¾uh w;=reoka fjhs' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fïjeks iDê m%d;syd¾Hh .ek i|yka lr we;' th Tn jykafia m%;HCI lr ug Tmamq l<y' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a O¾uh fï wdldrfhka ms<smeÈh hq;=h'ZZ wd§ jYfhks' wdpd¾h c´ Lqka Wmd,s ;uka jykafiag fndfyda f.!rj olajk nj wdpd¾h uka lSy' iuyr úg úi|kakg neß m%Yak ms<sn| lshd tj;s' fufia fï wdpd¾hjre iqyo ,S,dfjka isáhy' ;ukag W;=re kef.kysr n,d hdug iqÿiq ld,fha§ Wkajykafia nexfldla k.rfhka msg;a úh'

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w;s W;a;u wdpdhH_ uka N+ßo;;

idßld .=ydfõ jdih lsÍug fmr Wkajykafia hdno nqreuhg f.dia W;=re ;dhs m%foaYfha Ñhdx uhs m,d;hg meñK miqj ál ld,hla ,d´ia ys kej;S Ndjkd lrñka ¨jx m%nxys isg" miqj ,sThs m%foaYfha nka fLdla .fï jia úiQy' B<`. ji Bg kqÿßka msysá *d mq .=ydfõh' B<`. ji *d ìx .,a .=ydfõh' fï ish¨u m<d;a j,a i;=kaf.ka .yKh' .ïudk wE;ska msysáfhah' uq¿ ojila .uka lr,;a .ula olskakg ke;' mdr jerÿfKd;a th rd;S% ld,h ksod .kag jkafka fldá j,iaiq bkakd lef,ah' tla wjia:djl wdpd¾h uka fïflx .`. yryd f.dia ,d´ia m%foaYfha l÷lrfha uy >k jkdka;rfha ,e`.ï = .;af;ah' úYd, fnka.d,a fldáfhla ks;ru tu l=áh wdikakg meñKsfhah' yeuodu rd;s%hg wjq;a Wkajykafia ilauka Ndjkdj lrñka Tìfkdn hk foi n,d isà' Tyq lsishï ydkshla lrkag ;¾ckhla ke;;a úáka úg f.drjhs' ta fï w; weúÈhs' j,a i;=kag mqreÿ neúka Wkajykafia Tyq .ek ;elSula ke;' fï ld,fha Wkajykafia iu`. wdpd¾h is;d úiqfõh' Wkajykafia wdpd¾h ukag jvd iq¿ ld,hlska Wmiïmodfjka jeäuy,a fj;s' wdpd¾h is;d Ndjkdfjka w.% fjhs' fujeks >k jkdka;r ms%h l<y' l÷ iys; fï ,dTia m%foaYfha jdih lrhs' l,d;=rlska fïfldx .`. yryd ;dhs,ka;hg .sh;a blauKska kej; ;u l=áhg meñfKa' fï ld,fha wdpd¾h uka iy wdpd¾h is;d kqÿßka jdih l<y' fjku .ïj,ska msKavmd; lr;a' tla /hla wdpd¾h is;d ilauka Ndjkdfõ isák úg úYd, fnx.d,a fldáfhla Èiaúh' .ia w;ßka W! ßx.d wjq;a ilauka ud¾.fha wi, wä 6la muK wE;ska isà' bámkaoï folla ilauka ud¾. fha fofldfka o,ajd we;' tneúka fyd¢ka Wkajykafiaj fmfka' ilauk ud¾.h foi n,df.k ksYap,j ys¢hs' Wkajykafia ilauka lrk yeá n,d isà' wdpd¾h is;dg hï if;la bkakd nj ±kqKs' Wkajykafia úms,sir ù yeÍ neÆ úg fldáhd Wkajykafia foi n,d isákq ÿgqfõh' fl;rï fõ,d n,d isáfha±hs fkdokS' Wkajykafia lsis ìhla iella ke;sj fï úYd, uD.hd foi neÆy' Tyq f.j,a j, wrefudaiug ;nd we;s mqrjmq fldáfhla fuks' Wkajykafia lSm úgla fldáhd miq lrñka ilauka l<y' lsisu ìhla pls;hla ke;' tfy;a W! fndfyda fõ,d fufia ys¢hs' Tyqg wkqlïmdfjka wdpd¾h is;d ;u is;sú,s Tyq fj; hejQy' zzwehs fldfya yß f.dia wdydr fidhkafka ke;af;a @ wehs fï ud foi n,d bkafkaZZ CIKhlska fldáhd lka îßfjk uyd Yíohlska f.frõfõh' th le,h ;=< ksxkdo ÿks' fï f.rùu Tyqg hkag neye lSula hehs wdpd¾Hh is;dg

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uQ,sl wjêh

jegfya' bkamiq Wkajykafia fjk;a úÈhlg is;=y' zzuu tfia is;=fõ kqU .ek wkqlïmdfjka fu;rï fj,d isák úg nv.sks we;s WUg lgl=;a" nvl=;a we;' tajd msrúh hq;=h' wka ish¨ i;=ka fuka' kuq;a kqUg nv.sks ke;akï ud foi n,ñka isáhg lula keye' talg lï ke;' fldáhd Wkajykafiaf.a fjkia jQ is;sú,s .ek lsis m%;sls%hdjla ke;' Tyq ta whqßkau ilauka u¿j wi, ys¢ñka n,d isà' Wkajykafia ;u Ndjkdj lrñka W! .ek fkd;ld ilauka l<y' fufia hï ld,hla ilauka lr Wkajykafia kqÿßka we;s WKnïnq j,ska iEÿ ueiaig f.dia úfõl .;ay' iQ;% iþCOdhkd fldg ys¢ñka Ndjkd l<y' fï ish¨ ld,h ;=< fldáhd ta isá ;eku isá' Wkajykafia kskaog jeà w¿hu 3g muK wjÈ ù neÆ úg fldáhd fmakakg ke;' Tyq fldfya .shd±hs fkdokS' Wkajykafia ilaufkys fhÿkdy' fï isoaêh jQfha tlu j;djls' fldáhd kej; fmakag wdfõ ke;' fï isoaêh wdpd¾h is;dg m%fya,sldjla úh' tneúka ish¨ úia;r wdpd¾h uka iu`. mejiqfõh' ;jo Wkajykafia Nh fkdjqjdg wef`.a uú,a fl,ska isáfhah' ysia ln, .,a ù ;snf q Ka hehs mdfmdÉPdrKh l<y' T¿fõ ;o lema tlla oud ;snqKdla fuks' tfy;a blauKska ta .;sh my úh' bkamiq m%lD;s wkaoug ilauka l<y' Wkajykafiaf.a isf;a ie`. ù ishqï flf,ia we;s ksid fï ;;a;ajh Wodúh' th Wkajykafiagj;a fkd±fka' fldáhd ta m<d;g kej;;a wdfõ ke;' tfy;a <`. my; f.drjk Yíoh weiqKs' Wkajykafia ta lsisjlska fkdmels, ;u Ndjkdj mqreÿ whqßka lrñka tysu jdih l< fial'

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w;s W;a;u wdpdhH_ uka N+ßo;;

uOHu hq.h uq,a ld,fha§ wdpd¾h uka OQ;dx. NsCIqjla jYfhka ieß ierefõ W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha kfLdka *fkdï .fïh' bkamiq ifldka kfLdka iy Wfodka ;dys m%foaYhka miq lrñka nqreuhg msúiSh' tys hï ld,hla .; lr W;=f¾ Ñhdx - udhs m%foaYh yryd ;dhs,ka;hg meñKshy' tys ál l,la jdih lr ,d´ia rgg f.dia ;u ;dmi Èúh .; l<y' tys ¨wx m%nx .fuys iy miqj úfhkaáhdfk .ïj, ießird f,db m%foaYhg meñKshy' fï W;=re kef.kysr m<d;a Tiafia l%ufhka nexfldla k.rhg meñKsfhah' tys jÜ me;=ïjka wdrdufha jia úiQy' bkamiq ißld .,a .=ydfõ ,e`.=ï .;s' tys jir .Kkdjla úiQy' bkamiq W;=re kef.kysr m<d;g wdmiq meñKsfhah' fufia fndfyda ld,hla yqol,dj ießierefõh' l,d;=rlska ;j NsCIqjla iu`. .sfhah' tfy;a th iaj,am ld,hlg iSudúh' tneúka NsCIQka jykafia,df.a weiqrla fkdùh' yqol,d .uka lsÍu jvd myiq úh' ;ksju ;u rECI m%;sm;a;s wkq.ukh l<y' ld,hlg miq Ndjkd ÈhqKqj;a iu`. yojf;a ke.=Kq ohdj" wkqlïmdj ksid NsCIQka jykafia,dg Wmfoia §ug Wkkaÿ úh' tu lreKd" ffu;S%h fmr±ß ù idßld .,af,k yer W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYhg .uka .;ay' uq,a ld,fha§ ixpdrKh lrK úg fuu m%foaYfha isá hï NsCIQka jykafia,d Wkajykafiaf.ka OQ;dx. l¾uia:dk ,oy' tu m%foaYfha fndfyda wdrKHjdiS NsCIQyq isáhy' fï wh fidhd f.dia Wkajykafiaf.a O¾u ud¾. m%;smodj b.ekaùug uy;a ffO¾Hhla .;ay' ta wkqj fndfyda .sys meúÈ msßi Wkajykafiaf.ka Wmfoia ,oy' fndfyda .sys msßi uyK

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ù ms<sfj;a mqrkakg jQy' iuyr W.;a wdpd¾Hhje mjd ;u udkh ÿr,d Wkajykafiaf.a Wmfoia ,oy' ta whf.a Ndjkd jeã .sh neúka jvd;a id¾:l f,i wka whg b.ekajQy'

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fï uq,a wjêfha YsIHhska w;frka wdpd¾h iqjka NsCIqj ;dfnd m%foaYfha jÜ wrKHljÜ kï wrfï m%Odk NsCIqj úh' wdpd¾h isx Lka;hdLfud" kfLdka rpisud m%foaYfha jÜ md i,jka wrfï m%Odk NsCIqj úh' wdpd¾h uyd msx m[a[Mf,d" kfLdka rpisudys jÜ ioOrï wrfï m%Odkshd úh' fï m%isoaO wdpd¾hjre uq,a ld,fha§ Wfndka rp;dks m%foaYfha úiQy' tu NsCIQyq wdpd¾h ukaf.a OQ;dx. m%;smod wkHhkag b.ekajQy' wdpd¾Hh isx iy wdpd¾h uyd isx ifydaorhkah' uyK ùug m%:u Wkajykafia,d ;s%msgl O¾uh .eUqßka yeoErEy' Wkajykafia,d b;du nyqY%e; wdpd¾hjre jYfhka isg wdpd¾h ukaf.a YsIHhka jQy' Wkajykafia,d úiska fndfyda fokdg O¾uh foaYkd lrñka ud¾.fha yeisrjQy' Wkajykafia,d ±kg Ôj;=ka w;r ke;' B<`. mrïmrdfõ YsIHhka jQfha wdpd¾h f;Ü f:irxis' Wkajykafia ±kg fkdka Lhs m%foaYfha YS% Ñhdxuhs rfÜ jÜ yska ula fmx wdrKHfha jdih lr;s' Wkajykafia wdpd¾h ukaf.a jeäysá YsIHfhls' Wkajykafia uq¿ rfgysu wo b;du;a lS¾;su;a Ndjkd fhda.S NsCIqjls' b;du iqjp ksy;udkS ry;a .=Kfhka fyì olaI foaYlfhls' tu wdpd¾hjrekaf.a .;s ,laIK yeisÍï rgdj fjkia fõ' iuyr wdpd¾hjre b;du iqúkS; YsCIdldó uyf;rjrekah' Wkajykafia,df.a weiqr ,enQ wka who tfiauh' tfy;a iuyr wdpd¾hjrekaf.a ndysr wdl,m Wkajykafia,dg wdfõKsl jQ ksid wka whg tu pß;h wkqlrKh l< fkdyelsh' fkdfhla úg tu pß; ,laIK wjfndaO lsÍug ÿIalrh' iuyreka WrK fjk wjia:d o we;' wdpd¾h fjÜ b;du iqúkS; .;s mej;=ï we;s neúka ish¨ fokdu wdor ie,ls,s olaj;s' fn!oaO NsCIQjls' .e,fmk .;s .=Kfhka hq;=fõ' uf.a úYajdihg wkqj Wkajykafia wdpd¾h ukaf.a fY%aIaG;u YsIHhd fõ' uu fndfyda l,a Wkajykafia weiqfrys isáfhñ' wdpd¾h *Eka wcdfrd jÜ Wfodï fidïf*dka ys jdih lrhs' Wkajykafia b;d Wiia wdpd¾hjrfhls' fu;a;d Ndjkdfjka w.%fj;s' fndfyda whg Woõ Wmldr lr;s' Wkajykafia uq¿ rfÜ iïudkhg m;a ù isá;s' B<`. Wiia wdpd¾hjrhd jkafka wdpd¾h L´ wkd,fhda NsCIqjhs'


uOHu hq.h

Wkajykafia Wfodka :dks m%foaYfha fkd nqwd ,ï *q rfÜ jÜ gï laf,dx f*ka wdrKHfha jdih lr;s' fma%CIl Tn fuu w;s W;=ï wdpd¾hjrhd .ek wid we;' Wkajykafiaf.a wjfndaOh yd ms<sfj;a b;du Wiia fõ' wE; le,Eno m%foaYfha OQ;dx. l¾uia:dk jrfhls' wjq' 82 jhfia miqjk kuq;a ;ju;a tu W.% m%;sm;a;sj, fhfoa' Wkajykafiag mila lsÍug ;j lsisjla ke;' tfy;a fï W.% m%;sm;a;sfha fhfokafka ula ksid±hs fndfyda wh úpdr;s' hful=f.a ish¨ flf<ia ÿre jQ úg lsisu fudayhla" ue,slula ke;' flf<ia iys; mqoa.,hd tjeks wl¾uKH iajNdjfhka isáhs' tjeks wh M, ,nd .ekSu f;la ù¾Hh fkdlr;s' zzTjeks foa ÿIalrheZZhs l,skau m%;sfCIam lrK neúKs' Tjqka ,nd .;a fohla ke;' yoj; lkiai,af,ka miqfjhs' b;d ù¾Hhfhka tl;= l< l=i,a l¾u ke;' tneúka ta fï w; whdf,a yeisr;s' ;u ysia ukfia we;af;a wkqkaf.a fodia mfrdia muKs' fufia fyhska ue,slu hkq ;udf.a ish¨ ÈhqKqj jkid,k yoj; ;o lrK wl=i,hls' fï ue,slu wd¾h mqoa.,hka ;=< ke;' Wkajykafia,df.a W;aidyfhka fk,d.;a M, wiSñ;h' tjeks whf.a yoj; O¾ufhka msÍ we;' f,dal mQð; ùug leue;a;la ke;;a f,dal mQð; ùu iajNdjhls' Wkajykafia,d f,dalhdg lÈu wdo¾Yhls' by; i|yka l< fuu ish¨u wdpd¾hjreka ;=< wiSñ; .=K iuqodhla yojf;a ;ekam;a ù we;' th wk¾> ueKsla fuka nn<hs' tjeks wdpd¾hjre uqK .eiSug ;rï jdikdjka; wh mqÿudldr O¾u wjfndaOhla ;=<ska wiSñ; ;Dma;shlg m;afj;s' tu i;=g iodl,a mj;S' wdpd¾h ukaf.a f.da, YsIHhska mrïmrd jYfhka we;' iuyre b;d olaI .=rejrefj;s' Ndjkd n,fhka Yla;u s ;a jQ Wkajykafiaf.a b.ekaùfï olaI;djh b;d mqÿu M,jkakls' .=K" kqjK" is,aj;alï j,ska wkQk jQ Wkajykafia ud¾.M, ,nd .ekSfï ms<f s j;a l¾uia:dk Wmfoia ÿkay' ráka rgg hñka fndfyda fofkl=g O¾uh fnod ÿkay' .sys meúÈ fndfyda fokd ;uka ,enQ f,dafld;a;r iem ksid Y%oaOd Nla;sfhka Wkajykafiag Wmydr olaj;s' Wkajykafiaf.a jpk m%;HCI {dkfhka jod< neúka fmd; m;ska Wlyd .;af;a fkdfõ' wkqudk {dkfhka fkdfõ tneúka ;udf.a yojf;a msì§ we;s ksjk wkqkag;a m%;HCI lsÍug yelsúh' Wkajykafia idßld .,a .=ydj w;ayeßfha yels ;rï wk.s oyu f,dalhdg §ugh'

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OQ;dx. ms<sfj;a ;jqia Ôú;h Tm uÜgï jkafka OQ;dx. msÍfuka nj wdpd¾h uka ksielj ms<s.kshs' tneúka uq¿ Ôú; ld,h ;=< W.% ;mia /laflah' tmuKla fkdj ;u Y%djlhskag tu ms<sfj;a msÍug Wmfoia ÿks' msKsvmd; odkh msKsi Èkm;d f.ka f.g jeäfial' hï Èkl fkdjeäfha tÈk ksrdydrj isàugh' Wkajykafia msKsvmd; p¾hdj /lSug YsIHhskag mqyqKq l< fial' .uka lrk wähla mdid i;sh meje;aùug" ;u is;" lh" jpkh ixjr lsßu wjYH úh' NsCIqj ms~q is`. d hk úg hï wruqKq ksid wei" lK" kdih" Èj" YÍrh" is; ixjr úh hq;=h' wyïfnka jqjo yuq jQ wruqKq .ek kej; is;Sfuka je<lsh hq;=h' i;sfhka ;u bßhõ" jpk ls%hd is;sú,s ms<sn| ksrka;rfhka wjOdkh we;' th ;udf.a mdßY=oaêh msKsi flfrk hq;=luls' ms~q is`.d hdug fmr i;sh meje;aùu .ek wêIaGdk .; hq;=fõ'

;u md;%hg nyd Æ wdydr muKla je<£u hï NsCIqjla ;udg iEfyk m%udKhg msKavmd;h l< hq;=h' th o wmmspP;dfjks' tjeúka myiqfjka ;Dma;su;a fõ' ;ud jeämqr wdydr wdrdufha§ je<£u ksid fuu wmmspP;d .=Kfhka msßfya' tjeks mqreÿ ksid ;udf.a ;Kayd" wdid mek k.S' tfyhska tu flf<ia Yla;su;a ù ;udf.a Ndjkd wruqKq wìNjd isà' ;udg ,enqKq wdydrfhka i;=gqùu ksid jeämqr ri .=K fiùfuka jk fjfyi ke;' tjeks ri ;DIaKdfjka fmf<kafka fma%; ksldhsl iFjfhdah' tfia ùug fya;=j ;udf.a wêl ;DIaKdj ksid l< mdm l¾uj, úmdl fõ' Tjqkag ;u lg nv msÍug iEfyk wdydr fkd,efí' tneúka ÿj mek weúoñka ksrka;rfhka wdydr fidh;s' tfyhska NsCIqj ;u ms<f s j;a j,g jvd wdydrhg wjOdkh fkdÈh hq;=h' ;u msKavmd; odkhg wu;rj fjk;a wdydr m%;sfCIam lsÍu ksid isÿjkafka wdydr ms<sn| ;DIaKdj is§ hduhs' bka wdydr wfmalaIdj iy fkd,eîu ksid we;súh yels lkiai,a, ÿrefõ'

Èklg tla fõ,la muKla wdydr .ekSu fï OQ;dx.h ksid Ndjkd lsÍug jeä ld,hla b;sß fõ' ojfia lSm

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úgla wdydr .ekSu ms<sn| is;sú,s we;s fkdfõ' fï wfmalaIdj wef;d;a Ndjkdjg jvd wdydr ms<sn| is;a my<fõ' túg zzÿlaLZZ CIh lsÍug fkdyelsh' tla fõ,la je<÷j;a wdydr m%udKh iSñ; úh hq;=h' muKg jvd wvqfjka je<¢h hq;=h' túg Ndjkd lsÍug myiqh' jeämqr wdydr .ekSu ksid ksÈu; we;s ù YdÍßl udkisl ue,s njla yg .kS' fufia wdydr wvqfjka .ekSu ksid ;u YÍrh ms<n s | i;Hh jgyd .ekSug bjy,a fõ' wdydr .ek ;Kaydj ÿrefõ' fï O¾u;dj f,dalfha mj;sk O¾u;djh fuks' iudc ¥IKh lrk mqoa.,hska we;s úg ñksidg ;u Okh" whs;sh" Ôú;h w;a md fyda wjhj ke;s ù hd yelsh' tneúka iudchg wys;lr mqoa.,hka ÿgq ;ek tu whg o~qjï muqKqjd fu,a, lrKq ,efí' tfukau O¾uhg mgyeks isß;a lmd yer fu,a, lrKq ,efí' iudchg wys;lr jk i;=ka j,a i;=ka hï wdldrfhka ;=rka lrkq we;' ier mreI i;=ka j,a W!rd" khs" fmdf<dx" j,a w,s" fldá wdÈho frda. fnda lrK úIîc wdÈh o ñksid úkdY lrhs' iudchg wys;lr yeisÍï we;s mqoa.,hska hï l%uhlska iudcfka neyer lrhs' fkdfhla fnfy;a j,ska frda. u¾okh lrhs' OQ;dx. NsCIqj ;=< wdydr reÑh fyda wka hï hï jerÈ mqÿre ksid ;u .uka ud¾.h wjysr fõ' tneúka Wkajykafia b;du iqÿiq f,i Ôj;a ùug mqreÿ úh hq;=h' th n,d isák whg o ;udg o úYd, wdYs¾jdohls' Èklg tla fõ,la je<£u b;du WÑ; OQ;dx.hls' bka uki blauKska iudê.; fõ' WoaOÉph fyj;a úisÍ .sh is;a tl`. fõ'

;u md;%fhka muKla wdydr je<£u tkï ;j hïlsis WmlrK mdúÉÑ fkdlsÍu' fuu OQ;dx.h b;d myiqjkafka jkjdiS NsCIqj ks;r pdßldfõ fhfok úgh' ;u md;%h muKla /f.k hhs' wkjYH nvq NdKav lsij s la ke;' tajd m%fõiï lsÍula ke;' ;jo th ;u ukfia we;s wkjYH is;sú,s neyer lsÍula jeksh' lsisu nrla ke;sj .uka lr;s' wdydr ish,a, l,jï ù tlu md;%fha we;s neúka ;u wdydr l=ula±hs úuis,su;a úh hq;=h' túg i;s m[a[dfõ msysghs' wdydr ms<sn| h:d ;;a;ajh olS' wdpd¾h uka fuu OQ;dx.h uq¿ Ôú; ld,fhau wkq.ukh l<y' th ;=<ska úfYaI úoiqka kqjK my< úh' Èkm;d wdydrh foi kqjKeiska n,hs' tys ms<sl=, wdÈh fufkys lrhs' fuu ;jqia oï Wkajykafia fkdlvjd /lafldah' 41


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;u md;%fha we;s wdydr ñY% ù tys meyeh" ,CIK fjkia ù tlu wdldrfhla .kS' wdydr j<|k úg ta fya;=fjka wdidj ;=kS lrhs' wdydrh .kafka ;u YÍrh hemSug iEfyk m%udKfhks' fyg Èk jk f;la th m%udKj;a fõ' tys iqj| fyda ÿ.| ksid ;u ksi fkdfjkia fõ' tys ri.=K fkd;lhs' fufia fhdaksfida ukisldrfhka wdydr j<|k úg lskï wdydrhla jqjo ;Dma;su;a lrhs' is; uOHia: fõokdjkg m;afõ' ÿla fõokd" iem fõokd ÿrefõ' fuu mqyqKqj ksid ffoksl Ôú;fha ´kEu wruqKla ksid lïmd fkdù isàug yelsfõ' tlu md;%fhka je<£u ksid wdydr ms<sn| we;s fkdukd reÑh myfõ'

bj; oud ;snQ frÈ len<sj,ska Öjr uid .ekSu wdpd¾h uka uq¿ Ôú; ld,hlau fufia frÈ len<sj,ska idod .;a Öjr ±refõh' fuys woyi jQfha ,CIK we÷ï we£fï leue;a; ÿre lsÍuh' fï ksid bj; ±uQ frÈ len<s fiùug iqidk N+ñ wdÈhg hdug isÿúh' iuyr úg uD; foayh t;+ frÈ ta kE±hskaf.ka ,enqKs' fuu frÈ fidaod tl;= lr len<sj,g lmd uid ;ksmg isjqr" fomg isjqr" w|kh" kdk lvh wdÈh uid .ks;s' iuyr úg msKavmd;fha jäk úg ìu oud bj; ±uQ frÈ len,s tl;= lr .;s' tajd ldf.a±hs ye`.Sula ke;' iuyr úg tajd breKq isjqre j,g wKav ±óug mdúÉÑ lf<ah' Wkajykafiaf. a m%;sm;a;s wjfndaO lr.;a iuyr odhlfhda frÈ len<s fidfydfka fyda u`. fomi ou;s' tneúka uq,ska i|yka l< mßÈ mrK ùis l< frÈ len<s Ndú;h fjkia jqKs' ta flfia jqj;a wjidk fudfyd; olajd fufia frÈ len,s uid idod.;a isjqre ±rEy' Wkajykafiaf.a ±ä wdl,amh jQfha NsCIqjla ;u Ôú;h ilia lr.; hq;af;a bj; ouk frÈ lvud¿ fuka ksy;udkSjh' ;u iïNdjkSNdjh ksid Woaoduh jqjfyd;a th NsCIqjlf.a ienE .=Khg mgyeksh' ienE .=Kh msyg s kafka zzuu;ajhZZ bj; oud wiañ udkh ÿre lsÍfuks' ;u udkh i`.jdf.k isák úg ;udg;a wkqkag;a iduh i;=g ke;' fujeks lvud¿ frÈ len<sj,ska YÍrh jid .kafka ;u udkh ÿre lsÍugh' ;ud mqreÿ mqyqKq lrk .=K" kqjK ksid udkhg m;a jQ úg th ydkslrh' ;u .=K kqjK w;ßka Nhdkl lvq" lsßÉÑ mek ke.sh yelsh' tneúka ;ud ùislr ±uQ lvud,a,la fuka i<ld th ;udf.a mqreoaola njg m;a l< hq;=h' túg th ;u pß;h njg m;afõ' hful=f.a kskaod" 42


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m%Yxidfjka fkdfi,afõ' wkqkaf.a úfõpkfhka fkdfi,afõ' tjeks ia:djr Ndjhla ksid iEu fudfydf;au i;=áka l,ahjhs' wdpd¾Hh ukaf.a iaÓr ms<s.ekSu jQfha tjeks frÈ len<s j,ska ueiQ isjqr ;u udkh ÿrelrK njls' ;u is; ;=< .eUqf¾ ie`.ù isák wiñ udkh ÿre lsÍug th bjy,a fõ'

jkjdiS Ôú;h jkfha yqol,d Ôú;fha jeo.;alu wjfndaOlr .;a Wkajykafia OQ;dx. /lSug uq,k s u a Wkkaÿ úh' jkfha Ôj;ajk úg ks;ru fidaÈisfhka isáh hq;=h' th ksrka;rfhka i;s iudê mQrKhg bjy,a fõ' yoj;a mqÿu ksoyila we;' lsisu f,dalhg wh;a j.lSula ke;' ks;ru ukisldrh jkafka zzÿlZZ blauùuh' ;u isf;a ksoyi iy wjg mßirfha Nh ksid fjk wruqKq lrd is; fkdhhs' ldu" fldam yg .ekSug mßirhla ke;' ;ud leue;af;kau fuu mßirh f;dardf.k we;' ;u flf<ia fujeks mßirfhka ke.S fkdtk neúka ;ud Èfkka Èku ÈhqKqfjk njla tu NsCIQka jykafia,dg ±fka' ,dN" w,dN wd§ wIag f,dal O¾u ke;' B¾IHhd" udkdÈh yg .ekSug mßirhla ke;' tneúka Ndjkd lsÍug b;d iqÿiq mßirhls' tu le,E mßirhg mqreÿ jQ úg úIl=re i;=ka j,a i;=ka flfrys;a wysxil i;=ka flfrys;a ukd lreKdjla yg.kS' fï ish¨u i;a;j a hkaf.a ÿl y÷kd .ksh's Wmam;a;h s " f,v frda." Èrdm;aùu" urKh" i¾j idOdrK nj fyd|dldr ;u w;a±lSfuka jegfya' ukqIHhd fï i;=kaf.ka fjkia jkafka l=i,a wl=i,a f;dard .; yels neúKs' fufia fyd| krl fkdo;a ñksid ;sßika i;=ka fuks' wms Tjqkag ;sßika i;=ka hehs kduh fhÿj;a ñksia j¾.hd;a hïlsis i;aj j¾.hls' ñksid i;=kag wj{d l<;a i;=ka flfia ñksidg wjd{d lr;a±hs wms fkdoksuq' Tjqka wmg zzNhdkl hCIhkaZZ hehs kï fhdod weoao @ t;rï idyisl wkaoñka i;=ka >d;kh lr;s' uia msKsi" úfkdaoh msKsi i;=ka Ôú;CIhg m;a lr;s' Tjqkaf.a jk mßirh úkdY lr;s' wms Tjqkag i<lkafka b;du lDDr f,ih' ñksiaiq ;u ;uka w;ro wek fldg .ks;s' urd .ks;s' i;=ka o ur;s' i;a;= ks;ru ñksidg ìh fj;a' iel ìh my< lr;a' ;udf.a is;sú,s ms<sn| fyd|dldr wjfndaOhla we;s jkafka jkjdiS Ôú;fhka nj wdpd¾h ukaf.a ks.ukhhs' ndysr f,dalfha we;s ienE ;;a;j a h olskf a ka jk.; iajdNdúl

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mßirfha§h' ÿla ke;s lsÍug Ndjkd lsÍug ù¾Hh jeãug fuu mßirh fndfyda Wmldr fõ' wdpd¾h uka ilauka Ndjkd lrK úg j,a W!frda rxpq msáka t;s' tfy;a lsisu ìh iel ke;sj Wkaf.a wdydr fidhñka ta fï w; h;a' Wkajykafia iy wks;a ìysiqKq ñksiqka w;r we;s fjki Tjqka oks;s hehs Wkajykafia Èkla m%ldY l<y' tneúka ìhm;a ù ÿjkafka ke;' uu ±ka fuu l:dfjka álla kj;ajd uf.a w;a±lSï ms<sn| lshñ' j,a W!frda Wkajykafiag ìh ke;af;a Wkajykafia ;ksj yeisfrk neúka hehs iuyr úg Tng is;sh yelsh' tfy;a th tfia fkdfõ' uf.a wdrduh jQ jÜ md Ldka gdâ ys uq,a ld,fha fndfyda NsCIQka jykafia,d jev úiQy' j,a W!frda .d,la fuu wrug meñK jdih l<y' Wkajykafia,df.a l=á wi,g meñfK;s' ilauka lrK úg ta fï w; h;s' Tjqkaf.a kdifhka Yío k.d f.drj;s' tl tldg ix{d lr;s' NsCIQka jykafia,d j,a W!rka n,kag tkak hehs Yío k.d lSj;a Tjqka lsis nhla iella ke;sj ks±,af,a h;s' miqj NsCIQka jykafia,dg yS,E úh' tfy;a wo tu i;=ka ke;' wdpd¾h uka lshk mßÈ ñksiqka keu;s Nhdkl hCIhska Tjqka urd uia NCIKh lr we;' wdpd¾h ukaf.a w;a±lSï wkqj iEu j¾.fhau i;=ka jk fikiqkg meñK ks±,af,a yeisreKy' Tjqkg a th ks¾Nh ia:dkhls' NsCIQka jykafia,d isák fikiqfka fndfyda i;a;= isá;s' k.rno fikiqka j, n,af,da isá;s' Tjqka ish .Kka isáh;a Wkajykafia,df.ka lsisu ;¾ckhla ke;' fï WodyrKh O¾ufha we;s wúysxidj" iduh úoyd olajhs' O¾uh f,dalfha lsisfjl=g ydkslr fkdfõ' tfy;a ÿIag yssxidjdohg fkd.e,fma' jkfha jdih lsÍu ;u O¾u;djh ÈhqKq lsÍug b;du;a iqÿiq nj wdpd¾h ukaf.a ms<s.ekSuhs' th ÿl blauhdfï m%;sm;a;shg bjy,a fõ' tfyhska nqÿrcdKka jykafia NsCIQkag jod<y' zzhkak" le,Ej," .ia uq,a j, ksy~ mßirhlgZZ - wdpd¾h ukaf.a uq¿ Ôú;hu wdr[a[jdiS úh' le,Efõ yqol,dj isák úg ;ud fl;rï wdrlaId úrys; o hkak ±fka' tl fudfyd;la i;s iïmc[a[fhka f;drj isáh fkdyel' ks;ru ;ud .ek" mßirh .ek ±ä wjOdkhla we;' fïksid O¾uh wjfndaO fõ' rela uq,aj, jdih lsÍu' hkq OQ;dx.hls' th jkjdiS ùu fuks' tla Èkla .ia uq,l Ndjkd lrk úg ;u is; f,dalfhka blau ù .sfha hehs wdpd¾h uka mejiSh' fï ms<sn|j miqj idlÉPd fõ' .ia fijfkys jdih 44


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lsÍu ksid ;udf.a Ôú;h ms<n s | ienE ;;a;j a h jegfya' ;u isf;a we;sjk flf<ia h:d ;;a;ajfhka fmfka' i;r i;smÜGdkh jefâ' rEm" fõokd" Ñ;a;" O¾u hk O¾uhkao" ÿlaL" iuqoh" ksfrdaO" ud¾. hk p;=rd¾Hh i;Hho ukdj m%;HCI fõ' fï O¾uhka isf;a mj;sk úg isf;a we;s flf<ia j,g ji`. fkdfõ' is; wdrlaId fõ' jkfha we;s ksy~" Nhdkl mßirh ksid is; ta fï w; úisÍ fkdhhs' tfyhska i;r i;smÜGdkfha iy p;=rd¾Hh i;Hfha is; t,an .kS' fufia jQ úg flf<ia hgm;a fõ' hful=g fï O¾uh wjfndaO lsÍug wjYH kï ;udg iqÿiq l¾uia:dkhla f.k ù¾Hh jeãug iqÿiq mßirhla ,nd .; hq;=hs' nqoaO ld,fha isg relauq,a j, jdih lsÍu b;du iqÿiq mßirhls' iqidkfha úisu - fuu Oq;dx.h /lSu ksid .sys meúÈ ldg;a ;uka fkduefrk mqoa.,fhla fuka ;u jev lghq;= meyer yeÍug fyda w;miq lsÍug fkdyelsfõ' i;Hh kï wms yeu fudfydf;au uefrñka isák njhs' óg by; isá who l%ufhka ueß ueÍ f.dia wjidkfha YÍrfha ish¨u ffY, kej; kQmÈk f,i m%lD;s urKhg f.dÿre úh' ta wh ueÍ kej; wka ;ekl bm§ kej; uef¾' tlu iqidkhl ta wh kej; N+ñodkh fkdfj;a' tfia jqjfyd;a iqidkh bv uÈh' fuf,dj lsisfjl=g fuu urKfhka ksoyia úh fkdyelsh' wms iqidkhg f.dia fuu mdvu bf.k .; hq;af;uq' fuys wmf. a wkka; uq;=ka ñ;af;da N+u odkh l<y' wm iudkj ta wh;a Wm;" ÈÍu" f,v frda." urKhg meñK we;' wm ks;r is;sh hq;af;a kej; kej;;a wm Wm;" ÈÍu" f,v frda." urKhg meñfKk njh' NsCIQka jykafia,d fuu ixidßl meje;afuka blaujd hk neúka iqidkh fuu iajNdjh fufkys lsÍug b;d jeo.;a mßirhls' wm fkdfhla i;a;aj udxY NCIKh lrk úg wmf.a YÍrh i;ajhskaf.a iqidkh fõ' i;a;aj udxY Whk uq¿;ekaf.h iqidk N+ñhls' kuq;a wms th tfia olskafka ke;' tfia .;a i;a;aj YÍr wm YÍrhg ÔrKh ù h;s' Èrd h;s' th .Kkska .Kka lsÍug fkdyelsh' fufia i;H foi .eUqfrka olsk úg iajNdj O¾ufha oreKq fYdaldl+, Ndjh olskq we;' fufia ndys iqidkh fyda ;u YÍrfha wNHka;r iqidkh foi ks;r n,k úg ;udf.a fh!jk uoh ÿrefõ' Ôj;a ùu ksid Ok" OdkH ksid fkdfhla foa ksid we;sjk udkh ÿrefõ' fuu i;Hh olsk úg zzuuZZ uf.a hk wiú udkh wvqfõ' ;ukaf.a w.=K ÿ¾j,lï olsñka thska bj;afõ' wkqkaf.a w.=K ÿ¾j,lï .ek l,lsfrkafka ke;' wkqkag wmydi fk-

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dlrhs' fï ms<sn| Ndjkd ukisldrh ksid Ôú;h urKh .ek fyd| wjfndaOhla ,efí' túg wkqka úúfÉk fkdlrhs' wkqkaf.a jro olsk .;sh ñksid ;=< we;s udkisl frda.hls' tu frda. ldrl úI îc u¾okh lrkjdg jvd j.d lr;s' iqidkh hkq ish¨ fokdu hk ;ekhs' uq¿ f,dalfha ish¨ fokd yuqfjk ;ekls' urKh blauùu hkq iq¿ mgq fohla fkdfõ' nqoaOdÈ ry;ka jykafia,d muKla urKh blaujQy' fuu uyd ls%hdj isÿ lsÍug Wkajykafia,d úYd,;u úYaj úoHd,fha bf.k .;ay' úIh ks¾foaYh jQfha Wm;" ÈÍu" f,v frda. yd urKhhs' fuu mdvï ud,dj id¾:l bf.kSfuka miq urKh blauùh' udrhdf.a u<mqvqjg yiqfkdùh' tfy;a fndfyda wh udrhd ;u wìhi isáh§;a urKh .ek fkd;ld wu;l lr;s' urKh .ek ìh ke;s lsÍug iqidkh lÈu ;ekls' fï f,dalfha we;s b;du Nhdkl foh urKhhs' fï urK Nhska ;e;s fkd.kafka nqoaOd§ ry;ka jykafia,dhs' fï uyd úl%uh Wkajykafia,d f,dj ish¨ fokd uú; lrñka mEy' ;ukau th lrñka wkqkag;a urKh blaujk ieá;a fkdìhj isák ieá;a fmkajd ÿkay' tu ls%hdj,sh ish¨ fokdgu wkq.ukh l< yelsh' tfy;a wka;su yqiau fy<k f;la fkdisg l,skau tu úYaj úoHd,hg msúi tu mdGud,dj yeoEßh hq;=hs' is,a /lSu" l=i, lsÍu" Ndjkd lsÍu wd§ oE we;=<;a fuu mdGud,dj wjidk fudfydf;a§ l< fkdyel' wdpd¾h uka iqidk N+ñhg hdug wu;l fkdl<y' ;ud foi ne,Sug fï mßirh b;d jeo.;a fõ' Wkajykafia fufia ndysr iqidkh iy wNHka;r iqidkh ks;r ne,Sug .shy' tu wOHhkh mQ¾K l<y' tfy;a tla NsCIqjla iqidkfha§ wukqIH wj;dr ±l n,j;a f,i ìh m;a úh' fuu o¾Ykfhka idudkHfhka NsCIQka jykafi,d ìh m;a fkdfj;s'

wj;dr ms<sn| NsCIqjlf.a NS;sh tla NsCIqjla jkfha ieß irñka ;udg úiSug iqÿiq N+ñhla fidhd .;s' th iqidk N+ñhg hdno nj Wkajykafia fkd±k isáhy' fuu l: d mqj; wdpd¾h ukaf.ka wid ±k .;suq' ;udg kqyqre m%foaYhla neúka .fï ñksik q f a .ka wid fuys kej;=k's tÈk rd;s%h lsis ìhla ke;sj miqjK q 's miq Èk .fï ñksiaiq u< isrerla Tijdf.k hkq ÿgqfõh' Wkajykafiaf.a

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l=áh wi, tu ud;D YÍrh wdodyk fldg .shy' Wkajykafiag ? uq¿ q ,af,a ofjñka ;snqK u< isrer Èiaúh' uD; foayh oelSfukq;a pls;hlg m;a jQ ksid ? .; lsÍug ìh úh' ±ka hdug ;ekla ke;' u< isrer oefjk foi n,d isáfhah' bka uyd ìhla yg .;s' ? fjk úg yqiau .kagj;a fkdyelsh' NsCIqjla wj;dr j,ska ìh .ekSu hkq wkqlïmd l< hq;= fohls' fuu mqj;a .ek ,shkafka fma%CIl Tng fujeks wjia:djlg uqyqK fok úg we;sjk udkisl úlD;sh ±k bka mdvula bf.kSu msKsih' yqol,dj isá Wkajykafiag fï ìh ksid Ndjkd l< fkdyel' weia mshd.;a ú.i wj;dr .Kkdjla ;uka foi tkq fmfka' ±ka Wkajykafia jglr f.k fï msßi isà' Wkajykafia Nhska ;%ia; jQy' Wkajykafia uyK ù fumuK l,la fujeks foa ±l ke;' fï kï udhdldÍ isf;a iajNdjhlao@ uf.a ukiska ujd.;a rEmo @ OQ;dx. rlsk NsCIqj urK Nhska fyda wj;dr j,ska ;e;s .kafka ke;' tneúka fufia is;kakg úh' zzks¾Nh OQ;dx. NsCIqj ish¨ fokdu w.h lr;s' tfy;a uu ±ka wj;dr ksid ìhg m;afjñ' uu iïmQ¾K Nhska jegqKq wiud¾:Hfhls' uu uyK jQfha fyd,auka wj;dr j,g Nhska isàugo @ uu Oq;dx. NsCIqkag kskaodjls' wm ks¾Nh hehs ñksiaiq rjgkafkao @ ñksiqka is;kafka wm flf<ia udrhka ch .kakd ùr mqreIhka lshdh' ìh ÿrel, wh f,ih' fuhg bv fokafka wehs @ fufia ;ukag wjjdo lrñka ;ukaf.a ÿ¾j,lu olsñka ìh blaùug wêIaGdk fldg thg uqyqK §ug is;=fõh' uD; foayh ±fjñka we;' tys hd hq;= hehs Wkajykafia is;=y' isjqre ye| fmdrjd ta foig .uka .;s' wä lSmhlg miq ll=,a .,a .eiqKs' t;ku isáfhah' fi,ùugj;a neßh' yojf;a .eiau wêlh' odäh .,d hhs' fï wjia:dfõ§ lrkag fohla ke;' uq¿ ù¾Hh fhdod tl ll=,la Tijd bÈßfhys ;eîh' wks;a ll=,;a Tijd b;d isys nqoaêh we;sj wäh ;nd ;u YÍrh tfoig .uka lrùh' urK ìfhka uq¿ .; fõj,d hhs' th kj;ajd .; fkdyel' tfy;a bÈßhg .uka lf<ah'

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b;du ÿlfia" ±fjk ud;D foayh <`.g meñKqks' kuq;a bka lsisu iekiqula ke;' l,dka; .;shla we;' Nhska T,audo ù lr lshd.kag lsisjla ke;=j tu ±fjk ud;D foayh foi ne¨fõh' ysia ln, ±ù iqÿ meyehla ù ;snqks' th ±l ;j;a l,dka; úh' fumuK ìh we;;a t;ek jdä ù Ndjkd lrkag mgka .;s' u< ñKsh Wkajykafiaf.a wruqK úh' Nhska ;%ia; jQ is;ska fufia lSfõh' zzuu uefrkak hkjd' fï u< ñksh jf.a uefrkjd' Nh fjkag fohla keye' uu uefrkjd' ljod yß uefrkjd' Nh ù jevla keye'ZZ fufia Nhxldr jQ is; uev mj;ajd .ekSug fuu Ndjkdj fufkys l<y' u< hl=ka wj;dr isysm;a fõ' ta fudfydf;a§u hï Yíohla miq miska weiqKs' hfula tk wä Yíohls' Yíoh kej;=Ks' kej; mgka .;s' fyñysg tk Yíohls' l=reudkï lr miq miska wjq;a tljru ;uka fj; mks;s' NS;sh yd uk# l,ams;h' fl;rïo hkq lsh fkdyelsh' fõ.fhka Wv mek ÿj hkag fõ' lE .id ú,dm lshd zzwj;dr hlal=ZZ $$$ tfy;a l:d lrkag neßúh' ÿjkag neßúh' ;u is; foi n,ñka ksYap,j isáhy' uy;a iakdhq lïmkhlska Yíoh wid isáhy' wä Yíoh <`. <`. wefia' hdr fol ;=klg ÿßka kej;=K's ÿjk is; n,j;a fõ' túg fjk;a Yíohla weiqKs' ymd ymd lk Yíohls' zzl+ria" l+riaZZ úlk Yíohls' ta jk úg uki úlD;s úh' fudkjo fï lkafka @ B<`.g uf.a T¨j ym ymd ldú' uyd Nhdkl fr!ø hld mek ud ld oudú' uu bjrhs' fufia is;ñka" isàug fldfy;au fkdyels úh' weia wer n,kag is;=Ks' Nhdkl fohla kï ÿjkag ´fka' fï hld lklï bkafka fudlgo@ urKfhka fífrñ' uf.a Ndjkdj lr .ekSug fmr Ôú;h fírd .; hq;=hs' fï hldg uf.a Ôú;h ms§fuka w;s jefâ l=ulao @ fufia is;d weia wer msgqmi Yíoh foi ne¨fõh' fõ.fhka mek .ekSug ±ka iQodkïh' wkaOldrfha n,d isáfhah' tys .fï iqkLfhls' ñksiaiq ld ;enQ wdydr lk nj ÿgqfõh' hlal=kag ÿka msfoaks fj;s' nv .skafka isá iqkLhd wdydr fidhñka weú;a fuh lkag jqKs' ;uka tys ys£u .ek lsis j.la ke;' W! lEu lk Yíoh weiqKs' fï Yíoh iqkLhdf.a nj ±kqk iefklska tu NsCIqkajykafia iskdiqk's iqkLhd foi n,ñka fufia lSfõh' iqkLhd fï lsij s la fkd±k wdydr nq§' zzyd æ WUo fï ud ìh .ekajQ uyd hld @ WU ud Wu;= flf<ys' uu Ôú;hg jeo.;a mdvula bf.k .;sñ'ZZ fï wdÈh lshñka ;ud fl;rï ìh iq,af,lao @ fudavfhlao hkak .ek uy;a mqÿuhlg m;ajqKs' uu uy;a

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W;aidyhla orñka hqo jÈk finf<la fuks' uf.a ìh ÿre lrkag is;=fjñ' tfy;a ud ìfhka uQ¾Pd ùug m;a jQfha fï iqkLhd wdydr nqÈk Yíofhks' msiaiq OQ;dx. NsCIqjla mK tmd lshñka Èùug fjr±rEy ud ta wjidk fudfyd;" ;;amrh bjid i;s" m[a[dfjka fï Nh l=ula±hs y÷kd .;sñ' ke;akï ud ÿjñka msiaiq jefgkag ;snqKs' yenEgu ud fu;rï fnd<|o @ ;j bÈßhg fï Öjrh ±Íug iqÿiafilao@ fï lymdg Öjrh ks¾Nh ùfï ixfla;hhs' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a Y%djlfhla jQ uf.a ks¾NS; Ndjh wiSñ; úh hq;= fkdfõo @ fu;rï ÿn, is;la we;s ud ms~q is`.d je<§u iqÿiqo @ wysxil odhlfhda Y%oaOdfjka yd .re nqyqukska fok fï odkh ud je<¢h hq;=o @ fu;rï ú,s ,eÊcd ke;s úêfha ìh iq,af,la jQ uu flfia fï jrÈka ñfoïo @ we;af;kau nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a fjk lsisu Y%djlfhla fï ;rï ìh iq¿ fkdfõ' ud jeks ÿ¾j, ksySk mqoa.,fhla ksid uq¿ ix> idikh wfYdaNk ù we;' fï jeks ;j;a wh we;akï ix> Ydikh úkdY jkafkah' wj;dr .ek ud ;=< we;s ìh ÿre lrkafka flfiao @ uf.a ,eÊcdfõ ksula ke;' tlaflda wj;dr .ek we;s ìh fï fudfydf;a ke;s lrkq æ ke;akï uefrkqæ ñka u;= uf.a yoj; md.d ±óug wj;dr j,g bv ke;' ;ukag fu;rï ,eÊcd lr .kakd NsCIqjla fï f,dalfha isàu hq;= ke;' ;u O¾uhg" wd.ug ud uy;a ,eÊcdjls' fufia ;ukag ±ä f,i fodaIdfrdamKh lrñka .re .dïNSr f,i Ndr jqKs' fmdfrdkaÿ jqKs' zzuu fï wj;dr j,g we;s Nh ÿre lr .kakd ;=re fï wdrKHfha jdih lrñ' uereK;a lula keye' fï ìh ke;s lr .kag fkdyels kï fï ,eÊcdj úÈñka isàfuka lï ke;' wka who uf.a krl wdo¾Yh wkq.ukh lr;s' tjekafkdao lsis jevla ke;s ksluqka fj;s' tjekafkda Ydikhg nrls' wka;sfï§ Wkajykafia fï iqidk N+ñfha ? oj,a fofla jdih lrñka ;u ìh ke;s lr .ekSug ;SrKh l<y' ;ud bÈßfha we;s u< ñKsh foi ;SCIKj n,ñka ;udf.a YÍrh;a tn÷ nj jgyd .;ay' i;r uyd N+;hkaf.ka ieÿï ,;a isrerls' ú[a[dKh w;s ;dla l,a fï isrer fkdueÍ" l=Kq fkdù mj;S' th my jQ úg if;l= fyda fõjd ñksfil= fyda fõjd l=Kqfj;s' leã ì£ fjka ù h;s' u<l=Kla njg m;afj;s' ;ud iqkLfhla ksid fu;rï ìhlg m;a jQ nj ksielh' th is;d .ekSug j;a ÿIalrh' ñka u;= wj;dr .ek fkdis;ñ' fyd,auka j,ska ìh fkdfjñ' ;udf.a is; ;ud /jgQ nj meyeÈ,sh' fujeks uq,djla ksid ú¢ ÿl wm%udKh' .ï iqkLfhla wdydr nqÈk úg fu;rï ìhla we;sjkafka

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flfiao @ Ôú;h;a urKh;a w;r igkla jQfha fkdfõo @ Wkajykafia fufia is;+y' zzix{dj ieuod ls%hd;aul jQ kuq;a fï wjêfha § ix{dj uy;a le<öulg úkdYhlg ud m;a lf<ah' O¾uhg wkqj ix{dj hkq m%n, uq,djls' udhdjls' tfy;a fï;dla th jegyqfKa ke;' ±ka uf.a urKfha ÿ¾.kaOh ug u ±fka' fï ldrKh f;areï hhso @ ud fyd,auka j,g ;snQ Nh o ix{dfõ /já,a,ls' ñka u;=jg ix{dj ud rjgkafka ke;' uu fï iqidkfha isáñka ix{dj keu;s úÊcdldrhd urd fuysu j<,ñ' ñka u;=jg fyd,auka ix{dj ug ÿla fkdfoa' tf;la fuys /£ isáñ' ±ka uf.a jdrh meñK we;' ix{dj keue;s udhdldÍ /já,sldrhd urd mq¿iaid ±óug ug yelsfõ' fuys mej;s l=Kq jQ ñKsh mq¿iaid oukakd fia th mq¿iaiñ' ix{dfõ há l+Ügq udhdj uu ch .ksñ' uf.a Ôú;fha ±ka we;s tlu wruqK thhs' fï NsCIqj ix{dj iu`. igka j§' wj;drfhla we;ehs ix{dj ,enQ ú.i ta ÈYdjg f.dia mÍlaId lrhs' rd;s% ld,fha fkdksod fï udhdldrhd miq mi t,ùh' wka;f s ï§ ix{dj ÿ¾j, ù ;uka hg;a lsÍug fkdyels úh' ijia hdufha§ fï wj;dr ix{dj ;ukag jo ÿKs' th .fï n,af,l=f.a fõYfhka wdfõh fï ndysr ix{dj fufia u¾okh lr wNHka;r ix{dj wruqKq lf<ah' tkï Nh" iel" ÿl wd§ flf<iah' rd;s% mqrd fuu ix{djka w÷kd f.k fufkys l<y' hïlsis ìhla iella" ÿlla wd ú.i tu ix{dj y÷kd f.k m<d yß;s' wjidkfha§ Wkajykafia b;du;a ks¾NS; NsCIqjla njg mßj¾;kh jQy' th úYañ; fohls' fuu isoaêh Wkajykafiaf.a uq¿ O¾u ud¾.h ÈhqKq lsÍug úYd, f,i n,mEfõh' fyd,auka j,g ;snQ ìh O¾u mdvuls' th ksjka msKsiu úh' ud fï l:dj we;=<;a lf<a mdGl Tn hï jákd m%{djla ,nd .ks;s hk woyisks' wpd¾Hh ukaf.a Ôú; m%jD;a;sh o Tng fndfyda Wmldr fõ hehs uu is;ñ' fuu l:dfõ i|yka jQ mßÈ OQ;dx. NsCIqjlf.a tla p¾hdjla kï fufia iqidkfha úiSuhs' ;s%Öjrfhka isàu ;j;a OQ;dx.hls' tkï ;=ka isjqr mßyrKh lsÍuhs' wdpd¾Hh uka fï wx.h uyK Wmiïmodfõ isg jhia.; ù urKh olajd ms<smeoafoah' ta ld,fha§ OQ;dx. NsCIQka tlu ia:dkhl fkdisáhy' jia ld,fha muKla ;=ka uila tla ;ekl isà' wks;a ld,j,§ l÷" fy,a" le,E" jkfrdo miq lrñka pdßldfõ jä;s' md .ukska jä;s' ;u nvq 50


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ndysrdÈh ;uka f.k hd hq;=h' wka whf.ka wOdr fkd,n;s' tneúka wju m%udKfha nvq f.k h;s' b;d wjYH foa muKls' ld,hla .; jk úg Bg yqre mqreÿ ù b;d ir, Èúhla .; lsÍu ;u pß;h njg m;afõ' hï fohla ,enqfKd;a th wkjYH kï blauKska th ;j NsCIqjlg fohs' nyq NdKav mßyrKhla ke;' OQ ; dx. Ns C Iq j lf.a w,xldrh fuu w,a f ma É P Ôú; rgdjhs ' Wkajykafia wmj;a jk úg wIag mßIaldr muKla b;sß fõ' th Wkajykafiaf.a úYsIg a Ôú;fha ,CIKhls' Ôú; ld,fha§ È<s÷ iajNdjfhka úYsIg a fõ' urKfha§ lsisu whs;sjdislula ke;sj hhs' foúhka iy ñksiqka fuu Oq;dx. NsCIqjf.a W;=ï .=Khkag mQcd Wmydr lr;s' f.!rj lr;s' ;=ka isjqfrka hemSu hkq ;jqia Èúhls' th Wkajykfia ixfla;j;a jk ks, ,dxPkh fõ' by; i|yka ish¨u Oq;dx. wdpd¾h uka b;d olaI f,i wdrlaId lf<ah' Wkajykafia fl;rï olaI jQfhao hkq" tjeks lsisfjla wo f,dalfha úoHudk fkdfj;shs iss;sh yelsh' ;u wkq.dñlhskag o fufia w;s ÿIalr le,Ej, jdih lsÍug mqreÿ lf<ah' úfYaIfhka yqol,dj ìh bmoùug bjy,a jk mßirhl Ôj;a jqKs' WodyrK uyd l÷ uqÿkaj," .ia hg" .,a .=ydj," iqidkfha" l÷ nEjqï wdÈh jdiia:dk úh' Èkm;d ms~q is`.d jeãu jeo.;a O¾u;djhls' ms~q is`.d ñi fjk wka lsis wdydr .ekSfuka je<lS isáhy' fï m%;sm;a;sh .fï ñksiaiq f;areï .;a úg ish¨u wdydr md;%hg fno;s' w;sf¾l wdydr wimqjg f.k hdula ke;' Wkajykafia tu wdydr tlg l,jï lr wkqNj lsÍug Wmfoia ÿks' ;u md;%h yer wka Ndckhlska wdydr je<£ula ke;' ;jo Ôú;dka;h olajd ojig tlu wdydr fõ,la .ekSug ;u wkq.dñlhka yd Wkajykafia mqreÿ l<y' fuh Ôú;dka;h olajd /lal Oq;dx. fõ' l%u l%ufhka ;u ixpdrK fCIa;%h mq¿,a úh' wdpd¾h uka W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha fnfyúka .uka l<y' iEu ;ekl§u wkq.dñlfhda tla frdla fj;s' NsCIQka jykafia,d wêl ixLHdjla Wkajykafia jev isák ;ekg meñK Wmfoia ,nñka Ndjkd fhda.S jQy' ;djld,sl l=áj, ix>hd 60-70 kula fjfi;s' ;j fndfyda wh wjg m%foaYfha ,e`.=ï .;s' wdpd¾Hh uka ;u YsIHh NsCIQka tlsfkldg wE;ska jdih lsßug Wkkaÿ lf<ah' tfy;a wjYH jQ úg Wkajykafia lrd taug ÿr fkdfõ' ks;ru Ndjkd Wmfoia msKsi Wkajykafia,d meñfK;s' fï ixúOdkh ish,a,kagu iekiqï odhl úh' fndfyda NsCIQka tlu ia: dkfha úiSu Ndjkdjg m<sfrdaOhls'

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fia wfkdakH wdorh" f.!rjh ;yjqre fkdl<fyd;a tys ÿ¾úmdl ;uka flf¾ meñfKa' .s y s wkq . dñlhs k a yd Ns C IQ k a jyka f ia , d úYd, ixLHdjlg Wkajykafia foaYkd mj;ajk úg fjk;a ld, iSud we;' .sys whg 4-5 olajdo NsCIQkag 7 isg rd;S% ld,fhao foaYkd lr;s' NsCIQka jykafia,dg iy idufKarhkag yd hï Ndjkd ÈhqKqjla we;s whg Wkajykafia úfYaI ie<ls,s l<y' mqoa.,slj Wmfoia ÿKs' tlsfkldf.a pß; fnfyúka fjkia neúka Ndjkd w;a±lSï fjkia fõ' iuyre ;u is; ms<sn| wi;s' iuyre foújre wd§ fkdfhla ix{d ms<sn| wi;a' Ñ;a;c rEm" ksñ;s Ndjkd fhda.Ska ols;s' ñksiqka" i;=ka ;u bÈßfha ueÍ isákjd wd§ fkdfhla o¾Yk .ek l:d lr;s' ;u YÍrh mjd ueÍ l=Kq ù" úkdY ùu ols;s' fï ksñ;s iajdNdúlo @ ke;fyd;a tys úfYaI w¾: we;a±hs uq,§ y÷kd .; fkdyelsh' fïjd .ek uq,djg m;aùug yelsfõ' tneúka Ndjkd l¾uia:dk wdpd¾hjrhdf.a Wmfoia wjYH fõ' fï w;a±lSï úia;r lsßu yd tys w¾: ksrEmKh lrñka Wmfoia §u b;du is;a m%fndaOlrk fohls' NsCIQka jykafia,d fuu ld,h fndfyda w.kd nj oks;s' Y%oaOdj" nqoaêh" ù¾hh jeãug wjYH Wmfoia ,nk neúks' yoj; iudêfhka zzkdNs.;ZZ fõ' fï w;a±lSï wid isák wksl=;a whg fuh úYd, WfoHda.hls' w;a±lSï we;s wh i;=gg m;afõ' is; fufia iudê.; jQ úg iuyre foaj f,dal j,g h;s' t<sjk ;=re foaj f,dal j, ÈjH ud,s.d olsñka ixpdrh lr;s' fndfyda fõ,d .; jQ miq tu is; ;u YÍr .; fõ' túg idudkH is;la fõ' iuyre wmdh f,dalj, ixpdrh lr;a' l¾u úmdl .ek fnfyúka ixfõ.hg m;afõ' iuyre foaj f,dalj, yd wmdhj, ießirñka l¾u úmdl isoaêh ksÍlaIKh lr;s' iuyre OHdk iudm;a;sj,g meñfKa' iuyre kdu rEm fjkalr úo¾Ykd lr;s' YÍrfha fldgia úYaf,aIKh lr i;r uyd N+;hkag fjka lr;s' iuyrekag iudêh fkd,eî fmdä orejka jeá jeà weúÈkakdla fuka ÿla ù w~;s' iuyre lsisu Ndjkd ÈhqKqjla fkdlr;s' fyd| foa fkdokakd yekao fuks' fndfyda fokd fjfyik fuu mßirfha fujeks foa isÿùu iajdNdúlh' i;s" m[a[d ÈhqKq lrk wh tu foaYkd wkqj ÈhqKq fj;s' fï fmd; ,shk uu o fuu mqyqKqfõ§ oCI fkdjQ nj ms<s.ksñ' th we;af;kau wm ldg;a ÿIalr ld¾Hhla úh' wdpd¾h uka fofjks j;djg;a W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha wjqreÿ .Kkdjla jev úiQy' tlu ;ekl jia ;=ka udihla jev fjfi;s' bkamiq

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wka ;eklg hdu isß;hs' ksoyfia l÷ uqÿka >k jkdka;rj, l=re,af,l= fuka ixpdrh lr;s' zzi;a; Nfrdj fâ;sZZ ;u msydgq nr muKla Tijd f.k hk l=re,af,la fuks' l=r,a,d leu;s ;ekl ,`.shs' leu;s ;ekl mshdir lrhs' Wkajykafiao .ila" c,dihla" j.=re ìula'''' wd§ ;ek ßis fia Ôj;a ù miqj yer h;s' tu .ia c,di .ek lsisu ;elSula ke;' fufia O¾ufha yeisfrk NsCIqjg uq¿ jkdka;rhu ;u ksfjils' yqol,d Ôú;h hkq idudkH iudc Ôú;hla .; lrK whg wiSre fohls' ;u f.j,a fodrj,a kE ys; ñ;=rka w;a yeÍu uq,ska ÿIalr jqjo O¾uh ;u yoj; Yla;su;aj .%yKh l< úg fuh yd;amiska fjkia fõ' Tjqyq >k jkdka;r ms%h lr;s' iudch" lï iem wms%h lr;a' Tyq yeu fud;lu yqol,dj ;ud hk tk bßhõfõ is; ne| ;nhs' lsiu s fohlska is; úCIsm; a fkdfõ' O¾uh isf;a ;ekam;a jQ úg ,o fohska i;=gq fõ' ;Dma;shg m;afõ' ;u yoj; O¾ufhka mS%;shg m;a jQ úg mqÿu ;Dma;shla ±fka' isf;a flf<ia my ù ue,slu" ìh" iel wd§ lsisu wjq,la ke;' is; ;ekam;ah' ksYap,h" iduh" i;=g rc flf¾' fuh kï wld,sl .=Khhs' th ld,h" wjldYh blaujd hhs' iïuq;s i;Hh blaujd hhs' uq,dj iïmQ¾Kfhkau myfõ' wdpd¾h uka zziq.;ZZ fyj;a fyd| .ukla hkafkls' ;ukaf.a yeu ld¾hhlau i;=gls' i;r bßhõfjysu iekiSu hk" tk" ys¢k" ksok yeu fudfyd;lu iekiSuls' ;u Y%djlhska fuu ud¾.hg fhduq l< kuq;a fujeks Wiia ;;a;ajhlg m;aùug fkdyelsh' tfy;a fndfyda wh úYd, jYfhka O¾ufha yeisfrk nj ksielh' wpd¾h uka msKavmd;h msKsi hk úg NsCIQka jykafia,d iu`. n¨" lmqgq wd§ ;sßika i;=ka o h;s' th Ndjkd wruqKls' NsCIQka jykafia,dg O¾u lreKq ta u.ska myod fo;s' l¾u úmdl .ek mdvuls' i;=kag mjd ;u l¾u úmdl máika fohs' hïlsis if;la fhduqlr ta ms<sn| ú.%y flfr;s' zz;sßikqka my;a fldg ie<lsh hq;= ke;' Tjqyq ;u wl=i, úmdl f.j;s' ñksid o ;u wl=i, úmdl f.j;s' ukqIHh" ;sßika wd§ iefjdu l=i,a - wl=i,a úmdl f.j;s' ta whg úáka úg iem fõokd ÿla fõokd ú£ug isÿfõ' l=l=,a" n¨" yrla i;=ka ;u úmdl f.jk wdldrh lshd fo;s' Tjqkaf.a ÿl .ek lreKdj Wmoj;s' ta iu`.u l¾u úmdl j, úúO iajNdjh fmkaj;s' fï wd;aufha wms ukqIHhka jqjo wkka; wd;au j, ;sßikqka f,i Ôj;a jqfkuq' fï l¾u kHdh b;d .=ma; fõ' th iEu i;a;ajhdf.kau úoHdudk jqjo f;areï .ekSu W.ygh' fuh f;reï .; fkdyels kï wmg ksjkla ke;' fï wd§ jYfhka u. f;dfܧ uqK .efyk ñksiqka ;sßikqka .ek l¾u úmdl i;s" m[a[dfjka .fõIKh lrhs'

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th wid isá iuyr NsCIQkag ;SCIK m%{dj my, fjhs' iuyr NsCIQkag tys jeo.;alu fkdjegfya' ta i;=ka miqlr .uka l< neúka tu ldrKh wjfndaO fkdfõ' W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha jdih lrK úg wdpd¾h uka uOHu rd;s%fha NsCIQka jykafia,dg O¾uh foaYkd lrK úg N+udgq" wdldY foújre wE;ska isg O¾uh Y%jKh lr;s' ta wh meñK we;s nj ±kqk úg Wkajykafia foaYkdj ú.i kj;ajd iudê.; fõ' túg mqoa.,slj foúhka iu`. l:d lrhs' NsCIQka jykafia,dg we;s wiSñ; f.!rjh ksid foújre ióm fkdfj;a' foújre NsCIQka jykafia,df.a l=á m%foaYh miqlr .uka fkdlr;a' fï foújre úYd, ixLHdjla Wkajykafia ±lSug wjq;a m%:ufhka ;=kajgla m%oCIsKdlr b;du f.!rjfhka ms<sfj,g ikaiqkaj jdäfj;s' tu foaj iuQyfha kdhlfhla isáhs' Tyq bÈßhg wjq;a ;uka wh;a jkafka wij,a foaj fldÜGdihgh' Tjqka wij,a O¾uh .ek úui;sZZ wd§ jYfhka ksfõokh lrhs' wdpd¾h uka túg Tjqkaf.a wdrdOkdj ms<sf.k i;=g m%ldYh lr ;u iudê is; tu O¾uh .ek fhduq lrhs' bkamiq ta ms<sn| foaYkd lr;s' wjidkfha§ ;=ka jrla idOq kdo mj;aj;s' fuu kdoh úYajfha b;d by< fodaxldr fohs' Èj" lK we;s ish¨ fokdg fuu kdoh wefia' tfy;a ñksif.a lkaj,g fkdwefia' fydoafoa ri fkdokakd yekao fuks' wka;sfï§ kej;;a fï foõ le< ;=ka jgla ol=Kska m%oCIsKd lr mq¿ka frdola fuka wyfia fkdfmkS h;s' fï whf.a w;s m%ikak yeisÍu wdpd¾h uka yd NsCIqkagj;a wkqlrKh l< fkdyelsh' th t;rï ruKSh ikaik q a ú,dihls' ukqIHhdf.a f.dfrdai"q yeä ±ä .;sh foújrkaf.a ishï q YdÍßl ls%hd iu`. ikaikaokh l< fkdyelsh' foúhkaf.a uk mskjk iqkaor w,xldrhla we;' Tjqkaf.a YdÍrl p,k b;du ,CIKh' ñksiqka fuka wdpd¾hjrhd yuqùug wjq;a l,n, fkdlr;s' ksYY a ío fj;s' yeisÍu b;d f.!rjdkaú;h' ñksiaiq Yío k.d l;d lr;s' foújre O¾uh wikafka b;d ;ekam;a iudê.; is;lska fuks' ikaiqka ksYap, bßhõ mj;ajd .ksñka idjodkj wid isá;s' wdpd¾h uka foúhka jäk fõ,dj oks;s' uOHu rd;sf % ha meñfKk nj ijia hdufha oks;'s túg NsCIQka jykafia,df. a foaYk kj;d ouhs' fõ,dj meñKs úg ilauka Ndjkdj kj;d iudêhg m;afj;s' bkamiq bka ke.sg Wmpdr iudêhg m;afj;s' isf;a fõ.h uqojd yer foúhka meñK weoa±hs n,;s' meñK ke;akï kej; is; iudê.; lrhs' foúhkaf.a meñKSu rd;S% 2 - 3 - 4 g kï l,skau flá kskaola ie;mS bkamiq is; iudê.; lrhs'

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W;=re kef.kysr m%foaYfha t;rï ÈjH fiakdj,a meñKsfha ke;' iuyr úg wjq;a O¾u foaYkdj,g ijka fo;s' foúhkaf.a meñKSu wdpd¾h ukag úfyaI wjia:djla úh' foúhkag ÿka fmdfrdkaÿ ta wdldfhkau bIag lr;s' fõ,dj fkdjrojd n,d isá;s' ;u ÿka fmdfrdkaÿ - ld,h fjkia lsÍu ms<sn| foúhkaf.a wm%idoh we;' foúhka iu`. l:d lrkafka wfma iïuq;s l;dj fuka fkdj th isÿjkafka iudê is;ska - is;ska is; y÷kd .ekSuls' fï l:dj b;d fyd¢ka ta whg f;aÍ hhs' fï isf;a we;sjk l:d iajrEmh b;d ksjerÈh' ir,h' jyd jegfykafkah' kej; kej; wjOdrKh l< hq;= ke;' fujeks úêhg is;k s a l:d lsÍug fkdyels neúka ñksid ;u isf;a wOHdYh jpk j,ska msg lr;s' túg fndfyda fia jeÈ isÿfõ' isf;a mj;sk kshu i;Hh iajrEmh jpkfhka lsh fkdyelsh' ñksidg ;u is;e`.s iudê is;ska m%ldY l< fkdyels neúka uyd .=ma; ryila ù we;' wdpd¾h uka yg fuh b;d myiq fohls' Wkajykafiag jyd jegfyk kqjK we;' wmg tfia fkdue;s neúka wdpd¾Hhjre yuq ù idlÉPd lsÍug isÿfõ' wkqkaf.ka wid ±k .kakd foa wu;l fõ' kshu úêhg f;areï .; fkdyelsh' wmf.a mqreÿ tfia fkdj wmg weíneys ù we;' tneúka tajd wu;l fkdfõ' w;ayer.; fkdfya' i;s" iudê" m[a[d fkdue;s neúka wfma fndfyda ld¾Hhka ksis wdldr isÿ fkdfõ' ks;r w;miq ùï" jer§ï we;' tfy;a wdpd¾h ukaf.a ish¨ lghq;= ksis wdldr lsisu wvqula ke;sj isÿfõ' isf;a iudê .=Kh ksid ksYap,h' ks;r i;=g" iduh rc lrhs' hk tk yeu ;eku wkqkaf.a wdor f.!rjhg m;afõ' Wkajykafia meñKs nj weiQ ieklska fndfyda ckhd /ia ù ish¨ lghq;= iïmdokh lr;a' nka: qï .ug meñKs úg jQ isoaêh lÈu kso¾Ykhls' tu .ug meñKSug m%:u uq¿ .ugu jiQßh frda.h je<£ ;snqKs' .fï ñksiaiq foaj mqcd yd fkdfhla wukqIHhskag mQcd l<y' wdpd¾Hh ukaf.a meñKSfuka miq nqoaO" Oïu" ix> hk f;rejkg mqo mQcd meje;a jQy' .d:d idcCOdhkd" msß;a msxlï Wfoa yji meje;a jQy' ;u isf;a mj;sk flf,ia hgm;a lrñka Yla;sh WmojQy' ál Èklska úYd, mßj¾;khla isÿúh' ñksik q a frda.d;=rj Èkm;d uerK kuq;a Wkajykafiaf.a meñKSfuka miq lsisfjla fkdu<y' jix.; frda.fhka fm¿k wh iqjm;a jQy' frda.h me;sÍu k;r úh' .fï ñksiqkag th woyd .ekSug fkdyelsh' th mqÿu wdYap¾Hhls' fï ksid ish¨ fokdu Wkajykafiag Y%oaOdfjka f.!rj l<y' 62


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wo jk ;=re fuu .fï ñksiqkaf.ka mej; tk mdrïmrdj Wkajykafiag je÷ï ms÷ï lr;s' .fï mkaif,a kdhl ysñ m%Odk ish¨ fokdu wdpd¾Hh uka woy;s' ±;a uqÿfka ;nd kuialdr lr;s' fujeks wdYap¾Hhu;a isÿùï fndfydah' Wkajykafia Èklg ;=ka jrla .fï ñksiqkag fu;a jvd wdYs¾jdo lr;s' Wfoa msì÷k ú.i oj,a iy kskaog hk úg fuh lr;s' iuyr whg ks;r fofõf,a fu;a is; m;=rej;s' Wkajykafia ;u is; ffu;S% iudêhg m;alr uq¿ f,dalhg th .,d hk fuka m;=rej;s' wdf,dalhla bka ke.S hhs' th wkka;h' iSudjla ke;' ysre odylg jvd §ma;su;ah' yojf;a msßisÿ Ndjhg jvd §ma;shla uq¿ f,dalfha lsisjla ke;' fujeks ffu;S% .=Kfhys wdkqNdjhla we;' fï w;s msßisÿ Ñ;a; Yla;sh ;uka wdrlaId lrhs wkqkag wdYs¾jdo fohs' ñksidf.a jkaokSh" mQckSh wdor f.!rjhg m;a fõ' i;a;= mjd i;=áka ìh iel ke;sj Ôj;a fj;s' Wkajykafiaf.a ffu;S% is; fkdfjkiaj ish¨ i;a;ajhka flf¾ jeis j¾Idjla fuka m;s; úh'

ÿIalr;d iy wirK ùu Wfndka rp;dys m%foaYfha isg Wkajykafia ifldka kfLka m%foaYhg .uka l<y' Wkajykafia,d iu`. úYd, meúÈ YsIH ixLHdjla .uka l<y' .fï ñksiaiq Wkajykafia,d meñKSu uy Woaf>daKhlska ms<s.;ay' ish¨ fokdu múka je<lS l=i,a lsÍug mgka .;ay' fkdfhla wukqIH mqo mQcd w;ayer nqoaO" Oïu" ix> hk r;ak;%h weoyQy' fï m%foaYh >k jkdka;rhls' rECI" .ia je,a j,ska .ykh' jk i;=kaf.a ksc N+ñhls' rd;S% ld,fha ,CI ixLHd; i;=kaf.a Yío fodaxldrh fohs' ta Yío j,g yqre jQ úg Tjqka iu`. ñ;%;;ajhla we;s flf¾' Ndjkd lsÍug fuu i;=kaf.a iajdNdúl Yío m<sfrdOhla fkdfõ' tu Yío hïlsis woyila ke;s neúks' tfy;a ukqIHh Yíoj, woyi f;areï hk neúka m<sfrdOhls' iskyiSu" l:d lsÍu" isxÿ" lE .eiSï wdÈh Ndjkdjg ndOd flf¾' úfYaIfhkau NsCIQka jykafia,dg ia;S%kaf.a Yío m<sfrdOls' iudêh n,j;a fkdfõ kï Ndjkdj lv fõ' fuh ia;S%kag lrk úfõpkhla fkdfõ' ta ksid Ndjkdj wid¾:l jk nj;a i;s" m[a[d ÿ¾j, jk nj;a fuhska wjOdrKh flf¾' jkdka;r j, jdih lsÍug tla fya;=jla fuh fõ' wdpd¾h uka msßksjka mdk ;=re fujeks >k jkdka;r j, jdih lsÍug ms%h l<y' Wkajykafiaf.a w;s oCI O¾udjfndaOh ta ksid ie<iqks' th wm iu`. Wkajykafia fnod f.k N=la;s ú¢;s' 63


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ÿre ù" is; mdßY=oaO fõ' idudkHfhka is; flf<ia j,ska .yKh' tneúka isf;a fï iajNdjh jgyd.; fkdyel' tjeks zzis;ZZ hkq zzflf<iahZZ' zzflf<iaZZ hkq zzis;ZZ h' fï wdldrfhka fndfyda l,a .; l< úg O¾ufhka fyda isf;ka lsisu iekiSula fkd,efí' kej; kej; bmsoñka ishjdrhla .; jQj;a ls,sgq we÷ï bj; ,d kej;;a ls,sá we÷ï we£ula jeks fohla isÿfõ' wms iodl,au ls,sá f,ig isáuq' hfula ls,sá we÷ï bj;a lr msßisÿ we÷ï w¢k úg fï ;;a;ajh fjkia fõ' fufia ;u isf;a we;s flf<ia ;=rka lsÍug iEu fokdu j.lsj hq;=h' ;u isf;a iduh i;=g mj;skf a ka ta ;udu is; msßisÿ lsÍfuks' wka whg wmf.a is; mssßisÿ l< fkdyelsh' th msßisÿ we÷ï we§ula jeksh' nqoaOd§ uyry;ka jykafia,d fufia w;s msßisÿ is;a mßyrKh l<y' tjeks laf,aY yoj; wms irK huq wo olajd;a jerÈ lrK wh mjd nqoaO" Oïu" ix> irK h;s' wdpd¾h uka fufia fkdfhla úÈfha ms<f s j;a mqrñka ;u YsIHhka O¾u ud¾.fha f.k .shy' ta wkq.dñlfhda miqj fY%aIag .=rejre njg m;ajQy' ta wh;a fï ud¾.h mqyqKq lrñka ;u wkq.dñlhka ta ud¾.fha fufyh jQy' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fmkajd ÿka ud¾.h wo;a ta wdldrfhkau ksrjq,j a we;' wdpd¾h uka tu ud¾.fha .uka .;ay' th wd;au mß;Hd.hla úh' Wkajykafia iy Y%djl msßi b;d È<s÷" ÿmam;a Ôú; .; l<y' Ôj;a ùug wjYH wju foa fyda fkd;snqKs' wo f,dalfha mj;sk iqfLdamfNda.S Ôjk p¾hd foi n,k úg Wkajykafia,df.a Ôú; úiauh cklh' fï whg tys tla Èkhlaj;a .; l< fkdyelsh' kuq;a NsCIqka jykafia,d isrf. hs isrlrejka fuka O¾uh fjkqfjka Ôú; lem l<y' ish¨u ÿIalr;d i;=áka bjiQy' idudkH ckhd fuu Ôú; uyd ysxid jO mSvd iys; hehs is;=j;a NsCIQka jykafia,d uy;a ffO¾hfhka fï ud¾.fha f.dia O¾uh wjfndaO l<y' wd;au oukh" wd;au mß;Hd.h" wd;au Yla;sh ;=<skao uu udf.a wdl,am hgm;a l<y' iuyr úg Èk .Kka ksrdydrj isg Ndjkd l<y' n,j;a l=i.sks bjid fkdlvjd Ndjkd l<y' l=i.sks bjiñka i;sh meje;a jQy' iuyre thg leu;s úh' ulaksido fyd| wdydr je<ª úg YÍrh Yla;su;a ù jev lsÍug yels jqjo uki ÿ¾j, fõ' Ndjkdj msßfya' wdydr m%udKh wvq lsÍu fyda ksrdydrj isàu ;=<ska is; Yla;su;a ù Ndjkd jefâ' ;udg reÑ ms<sfj; wkq.ukh lrñka Ndjkd l< hq;=h' hï NsCIqjla Èk .Kkla ksrdydrj isg Ndjkdj ÈhqKq lr;a kï th Tyqg iqÿiq ms<sfj;h' ÿla

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l< hq;=hs' hï Èkl wms urKhg m;ajk nj wms oksuq' wms urKhg m;a jkafka flf<ia j,ska mrdch ùo @ l¾u úmdl j,ska mrdchùo @ ke;fyd;a wms urKhg m;a jkafka flf<ia ch.%yKh lro @ l¾u úmdl ch.%yKh lro @ l=vd orejka jqjo ch.%yKhg leu;s fj;s mrdchg fkdleue;s fõ' mrdch jQ wh fndfyda ÿlg m;afj;s' ;u ÿlska ñ§ula ke;' ;u ÿl blaujd ureK;a lula ke;ehs mji;s' fufia flf,ia keue;s i;=rkag ji`. fõ' mrdch iu`. id¾:l m%;sM, n,dfmdfrd;a;= úh fkdyel' ch.%yKh ,nd urKh m;a ù w;af;a nqÿka ry;=ka jeks fY%aIaG mqoa.,hkah' wms o Wkajykafia,d wkqlrKh l< hq;=hs' Wkajykafia,df. a Y%oaOdj" ù¾Hh" bjiSu" i;s" m[a[d" wms mQ¾Kh l< hq;=hs' Wkkaÿjla ke;sj i;sfhka f;drj fuu n, ,nd .; fkdyelsh' nqÿ oyu w;s W;a;u nqÿjrekaf.a foaYkdjls' th wkqukh l< úg wmg m%{dj my< fõ' wms fudayfhka uq,d jQ úg lsis jákdlula ke;' fudayh w.h lrkafka ljfrlao @ fudayfhka uq,d ù ÿla ;rKh l< yelso @ OQ;dx. NsCIqj ks;ru m%{dfjka isá;s' wdpd¾h uka fujeks foaYkd ks;r ;u YsIHhkag lr;s' ;u w;a±lSfuka fï ish¨ úia;r myod fo;s' fujeks foaYk wid OQ;dx. NsCIQka flf<ia ch.%yKh fldg fï w;anõys§ w;s W;=ï w¾y;ajh YdlaId;a lr;s'

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Ydikh ms<sn| lsisjla fkdoks;a' l=i,a l¾u .ek lsisjla fkdoks;a' ÿIag ñksiaiq okafka mõ lsßu muKs' ta wh ñksiqka jYfhka ie<lsh yelafla yqiau .kakd neúks' yqiau kej;=Kq ú.i ;u n,j;a l¾u úmdl j,ska je<,S hhs' foújre fuh b;d fyd¢ka oks;a' fkd±kSug fya;=jla we;ao @ th ryila fkdfõ' ñksfila u< miq NsCIqka jykafia,d wjq;a .d:d iÊCOdhkd lr;s' ta ÿIag ñksid th wi;ao @ Tyq urKhg m;ajQ fudfydf;a isg wl=i, úmdl Tyq fj,d .ks;s' tneúka Tyqf.a Ñ;a;hg fï .d:d weiSug yelso @ Ôj;aj isák úg jqjo Tyq ;=< fï O¾uh .ek lsis ye`.Sula ke;' Ôj;a jk whg muKla O¾uhg ijka Èh yels jkafka leue;a;la wef;d;a muKs' tfy;a lsisfjla O¾uh weiSug Wkkaÿjla ke;' th Tn fkdokafkao @ NsCIqka jykafia,d .d:d iÊCOdhkd lrK úg Tjqka wid isá;ao @ ta whg lsis Wkkaÿjla ke;s neúka ta whf.a yojf;a nqoaO zzYdikhZZ fyj;a zzmKsúvhZZ ;ekam;a ù ke;' Tjqka b;d leu;af;ka mskjk foa ;sßika i;=ka mjd m%;sfCIam lr;s' ÿiaiS, ñksiaiq fujeks wYsCIs; foa lsÍug ms%h ukdm fõ' Tjqka fl;rï tjeks foa l<;a iEySulg m;a fkdfõ' urKdikak ld,fha§ jqj;a tjeks wYsCIs; foa m%d¾: kd lr;s' foúhka jQ wms ñksiqka .ek Tjqka okakjdg jvd oksuq' tfy;a Tjqka wm .ek lsisjla fkdoks;s' Tn jykafia iqúfYaI flfkls' Tn jykafia foúhka" ñksiqka" ;sßikqka wd§ fndfyda i;a;aj fldÜGdi .ek oks;s' ta ksid iEu foú flfklau Tn jykafiag kuialdr mQcd mj;aj;s' fï foúhd l:dj wjika l< miq wdpd¾h uka hï hï fkdf;afrk foa ms<sn| m%ldY l<y' zzfoúhkag Èjeia we;' Èj" lK we;' tneúka fndfyda wE; foa ols;s' wi;s' foújre ñksiqkaf.a fyd| krl oks;s' Tng fkdyelso fï ñksiqkag fyd| krl f;dard fokag @ wmg jvd fyd¢ka Tng fuh l< yels fkdfõo @ zzfoúhka jQ wms fndfyda ñksiqka olsuq' tfy;a Tn jykafia jeks W;a;u mqreIfhla ±l ke;' Tn jykafia foúhkag yd ñksiqkag tl yd iudk ffu;S%" lreKdj m;=rej;s' f,dal i;a;ajhka .ek Tn jykafia oks;s' f.dfrdaiq YÍr yd b;d ishï YÍr we;s wkka; i;a;aj fldÜGdi Tn oks;s' foúhka jeks wkka; i;a;aj f,dal we;s nj Tn lshd fo;s' tfy;a mrïmrdfjka mrïmrdjg lsisfjla fï wukqIHhka ±l ke;' tneúka foúhka .ek lsis ie<ls,a,la ke;' jeäu jqfkd;a l,d;=rlska hï woaN+; wdf,dal fyda wdl¾IK ix{djla ±kqK;a th fkdy÷k;s'

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zzfma%;hkaZZ hhs lsh;a' Tjqka wms lshk fyd| krl f;areï .kafka flfiao@ foújre ksrka;rfhka ñksiqka .ek wjOdrKh lr;a' tfy;a ukqIHfhda foúhka .ek lsisjla ±k .ekSug leue;a;la ke;' wm ñksiqkag W.kajkafka flfiao @ we;af;kau fuh b;d wjdikdjka; ;;a;ajhls' wms Tjqkaf.a l¾u wkqj iem ÿla ú¢;shs lshd iekfiuq' foújrekag mjd ksrka;rfhka l¾u úmdl M, foa' tfia fkdjkafka kï wms ksjka olsuq' túg fï wmyiq;djhla ke;'ZZ zzTn lshk úêhg ;u l¾u CIh jQ úg ksjka ols;s' foújre ksjka ms<sn| oks;ao @ wka i;a;aj fldÜGdih fuka foújrkag ÿla fodïkia weoao @ zzwehs wm fkdokafka @ ish¨u nqÿjre foaYkd lrkafka fï ÿla CIh lsÍu .ek' fï ÿla ú¢ñka iir ießirkag fkdlsh;s' kuq;a ldufNda.S ñksiaiq ;u úfkdaod;aul iem ikaf;daIh ú£ug ñi ksjka ±lSug leue;a;la ke;' ta ksid lsisfjla ksjka ±lSug W;aidy fkdlr;s' ksjk .ek ish¨u foújre b;d Wkkaÿ fj;s' ish¨u nqÿjre ksjk .ek foaYkd lr;s' kuq;a foújrekag úYd, l¾u fmdÈhla f.jkakg isÿ ù we;' fï foõ iem ú| wjika ùug fndfyda l,a .; fõ' tneúka ksjk b;d ÿrh' ksjka ÿgq miq muKla ish¿ .eg¨ ksrdlrKh fõ' túg mqkremam;a;sh yd ixidr pl%h ksudfõ' Wmam;a;s urK wfydais fõ' hï l¾u úmdl we;s f;la iem ÿla ú£u kshu fõ' fudk wd;aufha isáh;a l¾u úmdl ú¢;s'ZZ zzfoújre iu`. iïnkaO jk fndfyda NsCIQka weoao @ZZ zzál fofkla isá;s' ta ish¨ fokd jkdka;rj, yd l÷ uqÿka wdYs%;j jdih lr;s'ZZ zzfï Yla;sh we;s .sys wh isá;ao @ZZ zzál fofkla" b;d ál fofkls'ZZ ta wh O¾uhg wkqj nK Ndjkd lr ;u is;a fndfyda msßisÿ lr we;' túg muKla foújre ±lal yelsh' foúhkaf.a YÍr wks;a foújrekag >k f,i ±kqk kuq;a ñksiqkag b;d ishqï f,i ±fka' tneúka is;a l=i,;djfhka b;du;a meyeÈ,s jQ úg muKla ñksiqkag foúhka fmfka' zzO¾u mqia;lj, i|yka ù ;sfnk f,i foúhkag ñksiqkaf. a ÿ¾.kaOh bjish fkdyels ksid lsÜgqjg fkdt;s'ZZ tjeks ÿ¾.kaOhla we;akï Tn ud <`.g tkafka ukao @ZZ 90


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zzb;d Wiia YS, iq.JOhla we;s ñksid wmg ÿ¾.kaO fkdfõ' ta whf. a iS, iq.JOh ksid wms ta whg je÷ï ms÷ï lruq' Tn jykafia iómhg meñK O¾u Y%jKh lsÍu tneúka wmg ms%h cklh' ÿ¾.kaOh yukafka ÿYaYS," ÿrdpdr" ÿ¾.=K we;s whf.kah' fujeks foa ;=ka f,dalfhys ish¨ foa wms%h l< kqu;a ta wh fï jerÈ lr;a' wms tjekakka yuqùug fkdhuq' ta wh b;d ÿIagh' .|h' ta ÿ¾.kaoh oi Èidfõ me;sr we;' foújre ñksiqkag wleue;s ke;' fï fya;=j ksid wleue;s fj;s'ZZ fï wd§ fkdfhla l:d m%jD;a;s wdpd¾h uka lshk úg NsCIQka jykafia,d úiañ;j ijka fo;s' zzuu udf.aZZhk uu;ajh ;djld,slj ÿrefj;s' ld,h" fjfyi wu;l fõ' ljod kuq;a fufia foúhka iu`. l:d lsÍug wjYH Yla;sh ksmojd .ekSug W;aidy or;s' wdpd¾h uka ish wd;au j, úia;r lshk úg o NsCIQka jykafia,d úiaañ;j lïmkhg m;afj;s' ;udf.a by; cd;s .ek ±k .ekSug leu;s ù ;ud Ndjkd wruqK neyer lr;s' ;ud fï f,i Ndjkd fkdlrk úg ;ukau ;rjgq lrñka ys; yslauj;s' zzwfyda ÿla ke;s lsÍu fjkqjg ud lrkafka fudllao@ w;S; fijke,s miqmi ÿjñ'ZZ fufia kej; m%lD;s isysh ,nd .ks;a' tneúka fndfyda NsCIQyq fï wd§ iDÎ m%d;syd¾Hh neyer rl;a' wdpd¾h uka lshk fujeks woaN+; l:d mqÿu t<jk iq¿h' fma%; f,dal" hCI f,dal .ek l:d lrK úg ñksia f,dalfha fuka ta f,dalj,;a uer jer wh nkaOk .; flfrk nj lsh;s' jerÈ lrK wh fidhd Tjqka ysrlr ;n;s' fkdfhla úêfha jerÈ lrK wh fjk fjku ne| ;n;s' ish¨u ysr f.j,a msÍ jrolrejka isá;s' fï jrolrejka w;r ia;S% mqreI fomCIhu we;' b;du;a oreKq who fj;s' Tjqkaf.a weia foi n,k úg Tjqka lreKd" ffu;s%fhka fu,a, l< fkdyels nj fmfka' wms ukqIHh j¾.hd k.rfha jdih lrkakdla fuka wukqIHfhdao jdih lr;s' wukqIH jdi úYd, k.r we;' tys kdhlfhda ta wh md,kh lr;s' b;d iq¿ m%udKhla fyd| wukqIHhka isá;s' Tjqka wksl=;a wukqIHhkaf.a f.!rjhg m;afõ' fï ish¨ fokd ;u md,lhskag fnfyúka Nh fj;s' fuh uQksÉPdjg fkdj we;af;kau ìh fj;s' l=i, úmdl wl=i, úmdl j,g jvd n,j;a nj wdpd¾h uka úYajdi lf<ah' wukqIHh f,dalj, fï nj b;d meyeÈ,sj fmfka' hï wl=i, fya;=jla ksid fndfyda msx we;s who wukqIH f,dalfha WmÈ;a' kuq;a ;udf.a l=i,;djh ksid tys md,lhka njg m;afj;s' tjeks tl md,lfhl=g úYd, ixLHdjla wukqIHhska md,kh lsÍug wh;a fõ' fï wukqIHfhda cd;s l=, jYfhka fkdfnfoa'

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flf<ia W,a,x>kh l<hq;=h' iudch weiqre lrñka j.lSï Ndr .ekSu ksid Ndjkd ukisldrh lv fõ' ;udg ßis fia yqol,dj isáh fkdyelsh' fï jeks iudch weiqre lsÍfï§ fndfyda i;s" m[a[d ;sìh hq;=h' Ndjkdj ÈhqKq fkdfõ' Ndjkdj ÿIalr fõ' lvd lmam,a fõ' b;du fm!rdKsl jkdka;rh ñksia jdihlska f;drúh' ;uka jykafiaf.a fYaI jQ flf<ia Wÿrd ±óug fuh iqÿiq mßirhls' yojf;a /£ we;s wdid - leue;a; - Pkaoh uq,ska Wmqgd ±ñh hq;=h' ;u ys; /jfgk wiñ udkh ÿre l< hq;=h' wkqka iu`. wiqr ksid ta .uk hd fkdyelsh' j;=r msreK mdrej .sf,kakdla fuks' ;udf.a úuql; a h s fiùfï§ wkqkag wkqlïmd lsÍfuka je<lsh hq;=h' wkqkaf.a ÿl ±lSfuka je<lsh hq;=h' zz±ka ug we;af;a uf.a .ek fiùuh' ug wkqlïmd lsÍuh' túg kshu nqoaO mq;%fhla fuka ù¾Hh jeäh yelsfõ' uu fuys wdfõ ixidr id.rh ;rKh lsÍugh' ish¨ ÿla keiSugh' nqÿrcdKka jykafia mdr fmkajd we;' O¾uh foaYkd lr we;' ;udf.a ld¾Hh mfil ;nd wkqka fjfyiSug wjjdo ÿkafkao @ O¾uh hï m%udKhla wjfndaO jQ wms fjk;a foa lsÍug fm<fUuq' uq,a ld,fha§ nqÿ rcdKka jykafia iq¿ Y%djl msßilska Ydikh wdrïN l<y' bkamiq ry;ka jykafia,d ;=<ska tu mKsúvh f,dj m;, úh' tfy;a ug tu w;s W;a;u ;;aa;ajh ke;' uf.a ÈhqKqj m%Odk úh hq;=hs' uu ÈhqKq jq úg tys jdish bfíu wkqkag ,efí' ld,h ñvx.= fkdlrñ' ±ka ug úYd, igkla l< hq;=j we;' zzflf<ia iy u.a. w;r igkls' isf;a úuql;shg fuu hqo Nghska fofokdgu uu fuf;la ys;j;a lï ±lajqfhñ' tfy;a ñka u;= zzu.a.ZZ uf.a tlu hqo Nghd úh hq;=hs' uf.a ú¾Hh wvq jqjfyd;a zzflf<iaZZ Èkkjd we;' fï zzfofokdZZ w;r fjki fyd\dldr ±k.; hq;=hs' flf<ia Èkqfjd;a uu wkka; iir hd hq;=hs' uf.a is; u md,kh l< hq;=hs' ±ka Nhdkl f,i hqo jeÈh hq;=hs' fï hqoaOh lrñka uereK;a lula keye' flf,ia j,g mrdch jqjfkd;a flf<ia iuÉ,hg ug iskd fikjd we;' tlu ud¾.hhs we;af;a' fï wd§ jYfhka Wkajykafia ;ud iu`. l:d lf<ah' ? oj,a ;siafia hqo ìfï ix.%dufha jeÈh hq;=hs' isáñka" ys¢ñka" weúÈñka ksÈ je;sfrñka

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kskao hk ;=re;a ndysr f,dalfhka tk ish¨ fõokd iy ;u YÍrfhka tk fõokd iy is;sú,s ish,a,u wjodkfhka mÍlaId lr;s' i;s m[a[d Oïu pl%h fuka lrlefõ' YÍrh .ek ;elSula ke;' miq ld,hl§ ;uka jykafia .;a ù¾Hh .ek l:d lrk úg Wkajykafiaf.a YsIHfhda .,a .eiS isáhy' wdpd¾h uka ksjkg fodr újD; lr we;' we;=< ì|la fmfka' Wkajykafia fkdmiqng ù¾Hfhka i;s m[a[d jevQy' ;u is; óg fndfyda ld,hlg fmr wkd.dó ;;a;ajhlg meñKqk j. Wkajykafia ;u YsIHhskag lSy' tfy;a O¾uh b.ekaùfï ksr; jQ fyhska bka bÈßhg hd fkdyels úh' Ñhx udhs ys§ fï rECI m%;sm;a;sfhys fh§ tu wruqK id¾:l úh' ldhsl jYfhka Wkajykafia ksfrda.S neúka tu W;aidyh iM, úh' b;d blauKska id¾:l úh' Wkajykafiaf.a wNHka;r wr.,h ovhï n,af,la ;u f.dÿr yeu me;af;kau rlskakdla fuks' jeä l,la hkag m%:u f.dÿr lE,s j,g brd ouhs' tfuka uyd i;s" uyd m[a[d ;=<ska flf<ia iqkq úiqKq úh' uyd i;s" uyd m[a[d tl fudfyd;laj;a miq neiSula ke;' ;uka wdhdifhka rlskakg;a iuyr úg wjYH fkdfõ' th bfíu msysghs' ish¨ wruqKq i;s m[a[dfjka olshs' tajdfha i;H iajNdjh ÿgq muKska w;ayÍ' tneúka w;ayßkakg hehs wuq;= w;§ula wjYH fkdfõ' tfia wjYH jQfha uq,a wjia:dfõ§h' i;s m[a[d mqreoaola jYfhka msysgd we;s úg wruqK mÍlaId lsÍu" úpdÍu" m%fõiï ùu wkjYHh fya;=M, tlg ix>gkh ù we;' ù¾Hh" l=i,;djh tysu msysgd we;' ish,a, tlg isoaO ù we;' ksod .kakd iq¿ ld,h yereK úg ish¨u ffoksl lghq;= uyd i;s" uyd m[a[dfjka isÿfõ' th W,am;lska fkdkj;ajdu j;=r ldkaÿ jkakdla fuks' iEu is;lau i;s m[a[djg ,lafõ' i;r kdu ialkaO fuys§ wruqKq lrhs' rEm ialkaO l,skau neyer lrK ,§' th m%Yakhla fkdfõ' th wkd.dó ùfï§ w;ayereKs' ldhdkqmiaikdj wjYH jQfha tf;la muKs' lfha ish¨u fldgia úpdrd tys wksÉp" ÿlaL" wkd;au iajNdjh i;s m[a[dfjka neyer úh' th iodld,slju neyer úh' wry;a ud¾.hg meñKs úg kdu ialkaO mukla úmiaikd lrhs' iq¿ fõ,djla kdu ialkaO úpdrk úg tlska tl w;=reoyka fõ' wkd;au iajNdjh b,lal fõ' fï ish¨u wmQ¾j ixisoaêh zzuu uf.aZZ hk whs;sjdislï j,ska f;drh' ia;S%" mqreI Ndjhla ke;' kduialkaOh ;=<

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mqoa.,sl Ndjhla ke;' th m[a[dfjka w;a±lSuls' fndfyda wh fï ms<sn| ±kqu fmd; m;lska fyda wkqudkfhka ,n;a' th m%udKj;a fkdfõ' wjfndaO iy wkqudkh wyi fmdf<dj fuka fjkia fõ' fmd; m;ska fyda lg mdvñka ±kqu we;s wh ;u woyia fndfyda {dkjka; hehs is;;s' we;af;kau tu fudayhls' tneúka ;u udkh ÈÜáh .%yKh lr wkqkaf.ka Wmfoia fkd,nhs' fï udkdêl Ndjh W.;a;=ka iy idlÉPd lsÍfï§ fmfka' m%{dfjka fuu ie`. ù we;s flf<ia ±lal hq;=h' biau;= l< hq;=h' túg tu ;Kayd" ÈÜÀ j,ska ieÿï ,;a w;a;sjdru foord ì£ hhs' fuh Ndjkduh m%{djls' W.;=ka ;u ±kqu" oDIaáh" udkh ksid ;¾l ú;¾l lr;a' ;udf.a u;h iaMqg lr;a' jpk j,g iSud fõ' wka;sfï§ YsIag .;s mej;=ï mjd wfydais fõ' mrdð; fõ hehs wjodkula we;sj idlÉPd lrk neúks' Ndjkdfõ§ fuu flf<ia y÷kd .ks;s' i;s m[a[dfjka b,lal jQ úg flf<ia ke.S isàug fkdyelshs' O¾ufha we;s m%n, wdhqOh i;s - m[a[d fõ' flf<ia j,ska i;s m[a[d mrdch l< fkdyelsh' i;s m[a[d bÈßfha flf,ia ks¾NS; fkdfõ' nqÿrcdKka jykafia nqoaO;ajh ,enqfõ i;s m[a[d ;=<sks' Y%djl ix>hd w¾y;ajh ,enqfõ i;s m[a[d ;=<sks' i;s m[a[d ;=<ska úmiaikd {dk my< fõ' bf.kSu" wkqudkh" ye`.Su" l,amkdj" u;h wdÈh ;=<ska ;u flf<ia uq,skqmqgd .ekSug fkdyelsh' uq,a ld,fha§ fuu woyia u;lfhka f.k u`. i<l=Kq jYfhka bjy,a fõ' th i[a[d ialkaOhhs' fujeks wdl,am j,ska m%fõiï úh hq;=hs' tajd i;Hh f,i wdrEV fõ' nqoaOd § ry;ka jykafia,d flf<ia ÿre lf,a W.;alï fyda u;h fyda wkqudkh ;=<ska fkdfõ' Wkajykafia,d f,dalhg i;H m%ldY lf<a m%{dj ;=<sks' m%{dj fjkqjg Ndjkdfhda.Skag ;u nqoaêh fyda wkqudkh wdÈh jxpd" m%fhda. jYfhka wjq;a uq,d flf¾' flf<ia lsisjla ÿre lr ke;sj fï m%fhda. j,g wiqúh yelsh' ±kqï iïNdrh b;du úYsIag jqjo ;udf.a úuqla;sh ke;' ld,duhkag nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd lf<a fufia ;ud /jàug fhduqúh yels ksidh' tneúka wkqudkh úYajdih lrkag tmd' w;S;fha isg mej; tk f;dr;=re úYajdi lrkag tmd' .=rejre lS muKska úYajdi lrkag tmd' th ;udg meyeÈ,s jkafka ;udf.au i;s" iudê" m[a[d fjks' fuh taldka;fhkau ksh; ksiel iy;slhhs' nqoaOdÈ ry;ka jykafia,dg ;jfll=f.ka ;udf.a ry;a Ndjh .ek wid ±k .kakg jQfha ke;' ikaÈÜÀl .=Kh weia bÈßmsg olakg ,efí' th nqÿ oyu ta wdldrfhka

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wyi muKs' tys ;snQ tlu .i hg Wkajykafia Ndjkd l<y' oj,a ld,fha fï .fia fijk ;snqKs' tu .fia ku fkdoksñ' ta .ek ug iud jqj uekj' Wkajykafia f.a woaú;Sh wdl¾IKSh úia;rhg weyqï lka §u yer tjeks mßir .ek weiSug fkdyels úh' tu l÷ .egfha ku" m<d;" k.rh .ek fkdoksñ' uu ud .ek lïmd jqksñ' uf.a ñksia Ôú;h fï wdldrfhka kdia;s lrïo tjeks wjfndaOhla fï w;aneõys ,eîug mdró iïmQ¾Ko @ wd§ jYfhka" hï Èkl Wkajykafiaf.a Ôjk pß;h fufia ,shkag fõ ±hs woyila fkd;snqKs' tneúka lsis m%Yakhla kEiqfjñ' tÈk ikaOHdfõ wdpd¾h uka máÉp iuqmamdoh fufkys lrñka ilauka Ndjkd l<y' th Wkajykafiaf.a iïmQ¾K wjOdkh jqKs' tu n,j;a m%{dj fya;= fldgf.k rd;S% 9g muK ys¢ñka Ndjkd lrk úg iudê .; úh' wúoHd hkafkys w¾:h meyeÈ,sh' tla tla mdofha w¾: ú.%y lf<ah' fodf,dia wdldr máÉp iuqmm a doh wkqf,dau m%;f s ,dau jYfhka fufkys l<y' fya;= idOl tlsfklg idfmalaI ù we;' fufia fufkys lrK úg Wmam;a;sh" urKh" flf<ia uQ,sl wúoHdfjka yg .kakd wdldrh meyeÈ,s úh' tys ys¢ñka Ndjkdfõ fhÿk úg ;SrKd;aul b;du jeo.;a fudfyd; Wodúh' tkï ±,s msyshla fuka uqjy;a jQ uyd i;s" uyd m[a[d úiska wúoHdj kï i;=rd mrdch lsÍuhs' wúoHdj olaI f,i wiñ udkh wdrlaId lrhs' myrj,a j<laj;s' ;u úreoaOjdÈhd úms,sir lr;s' wkka; iir mgka wúoHdjg wNsfhda.hla fkd,enqKs' tfyhska wúoHdj wêrdcHh lf<ah' Wmam;a;s urK kï Tyqf.a rdcOdksh mrdch l< fkdyelsh' fuh ish¨ m%dKSka wNsNjd we;s uyd n,h fõ' kuq;a w¿hu 3 jk úg wdpd¾Hh uka wjidk jrg hqo jeÿKs' tys M,h jQfha wêrdcHhdf.a isxydikh iqKq úiqKq ùuh' rc rdcHfhka myúh' Wmam;a;s" urK rdcOdksh úkdY úh' rc fndfyda fia ÿ¾j, úh' kej; ke.S taug Yla;sh ke;' ta fudfydf;a wúoHdj ksreoaO úh' fï fudfydf;a uq¿ úYajh p,kh ùula jeks lïmdjla we;súh' ta iu`.u CIKhlska foaj iuQyhd /ia jQy' fuu fYa%IaG;u ch.%ykh ms<sn| ;u n,j;a i;=g m%ldY lrñka tlkska kdo l,y' th úYajh mqrd /õ ms<s/õ ÿKs' ;:d.;hka jykafiaf.a ;j;a Y%djlfhla f,dalfha Wm; ,nd we;' i;=g ksï ysï ke;' Tjqyq mS%;s f>daId meje;ajQy' ukqIH f,dalfha wh tu fudfyd; .ek fkdoks;a ;u ffoksl ldu f,dalfha 105


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lï iem ú¢ñka isák neúka ñksia f,dj fujeks wdYap¾Hhla isÿ jQ nj fkdoks;s' fï uyd wdYap¾Hhu;a O¾uh ñksfil=f.a is; ;=< yg.;a njg Tõyq fkdoks;s' fuu wmq¾j isoaêfhka miq isf;a b;=re jQfha zzúY=oaê O¾uhhsZZ b;du msßisÿ" i;H" iajdNdúl is;ls' tu is; uq¿ i¾jdx.h ;=< b;sÍ me;sÍ mj;S' tu m%;HCI w;a±lSu ksid jpkd;sl%dka; ishqï fõokdjla úiauhla iy mqÿu iekiSula we;' f,dalhd flfrys fuf;la mej; ;snQ lreKdj wu;l úh' ta iu`.u wka whg O¾uh lshd §fï Wkkaÿj ke;súh' fï mru fY%aIaG oyu hful=g b;du .eUqreh' flfkl=g myod Èh fkdyelsh' tneúka fuu oyu flfia foaYkd lrkafkao @ fï iïuq;s f,dalfha ys¢ñka tu w;s msßisÿ;djh úkaokh l< yelsfõ' fufia fndfyda fõ,d fufkys lrk úg nqÿrcdkka jykafia wiSñ; lreKd .=Kh ÿgy' Wkajykafia fujeks wisßu;a O¾uh wjfndaO fldg wka whg;a lshd §ug Wkkaÿ úh' fï nqÿ oyu ;=< wnu,a f¾Kqjlaj;a fndrejla ke;' wdpd¾h uka uq¿ rd;S% ld,h nqÿ .=K fufkys lrñka .; l<y' wdpd¾h uka iajNdjfhkau b;d lreKdjka;hs' ñksidf.a wdOHd;añl .=K j.dj ÈhqKq lsÍug wkqlïmd ;snqKs' kuq;a Wkajykafiaf.a ±ka mj;sk is; ;SCIKh n,j;ah' wdf,dalu;ah' fï O¾u;djh lsis flfkl=g meyeÈ,s l< fkdyelsh' fl;rï úia;r l<;a flf<ia iys; mqoa.,hskag fuh úIh fkdfõ' fï úia;rh lSfjd;a Wkajykafia Wu;= jQfjlehs is;;a' m%lD;s ñksidg fuys w.hla ke;' fuu O¾uh wjfndaO l< yels wh b;d úr,h' ;ukaf.a b;sß ld,h yqolo,d ùug isÿfõ' uq¿ Ôú; ld,hla .;a ish¨u fjr ù¾Hh ksid ;u is;e`.s bIag úh' th m%udKj;a fõ' O¾uh b.ekaùug .kakd ù¾Hh ksIaM, úh yelsh' ;uka jykafiaf.a wiSñ; lreKdj ksid kskaod wmydi ú£ug isÿfõ' ñksid t;rï wkqkag .erySug leu;s fõ' fujeks woyia Wkajykafiaf.a is; ;=< mek ke.=Ks' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a wdo¾Yh .ek is;k úg ;uka jykafia;a idudkH ukqIHfhla j .; l< wjÈh u;la jqKs' wka whf.ka fjkila ke;' tfy;a O¾uh wjfndaO úh' fuu m%;smodj wkq.ukh l< yels ;j;a ukqIHfhda we;' th wj;lafiare lsÍu iqÿiq ke;' nqÿrcdKka jykafia ud¾.M, ksjk tla mqoa.,fhl=g iSud lr ke;' th f,dalfha buy;a ñksia ixy;shg ÿka odhdohls' j¾;udk wkd.; 106


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mrïmrdjg o idOdrKh' nqÿ oyu wkq.ukh lr ksjka m%;HCI l< mqo. a ,hkaf.a ixLHdfõ iSudjla ke;' tfyhska ;uka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh úfYaI fohla fkdfõ' th uq,ska meyeÈ,s jQfha ke;' fufia is;k úg O¾uh foaYkd lsÍug leue;a;la we;s úh' ;uka jykafia fmkajd fok ud¾.fha .uka lsÍug yels whg oyï foik nj is;=Ks' O¾uh W.kajk .=rejrhd yg j.lSuls we;' tkï wjYH Nla;sh f.!rjh ke;s whg O¾uh fkdlshd yeÍuh' O¾uh wid isák iuyr wh l:d lr;s' Yío lr;s' tjekafkda O¾uhg wf.!rj lr;s' O¾uh hkq idudkH fohla hehs is;;s' f,dalfha we,S .e,S isák wh O¾uhg keUqre fkdfõ' túg O¾uh foaYkd l< fkdyelsh' tfia lrk úg .=rejrhd je/oaola lrk w;r wid isákakd ksIaM, fõ' wdpd¾h uka fï O¾uh wjfndaO lsÍug fndfyda fjfyi ±rEy' rECI le,Ej," l÷ isLr j, ;u Ôú;h mrÿjg ;nd Wkajykafia jer ±rEy' fujeks ùr Wodr .;s .=K mqreÿ mqyqKq lrñka b;d ÿlfia wjfndaO lr.;a O¾uh kslrefka j;=f¾ md lr yeßh fkdyelsh' NsCIqj hï ls%hdjla lsÍug l,ska b;d iqmßCIdldÍj ;u m%h;akfha M,h .ek is;hs' O¾uh foaYkd lrK úg th l< hq;af;a b;du iqmÍCIdldÍjh' th jerÈ wdldrhg f,dalhd yg ÿka úg bka krl M, úmdl ,efí' O¾uh W.kajkafka wid isák whf.a ÿla mSvd ke;s lsÍugh' ffjoHjrfhla fnfy;a kshu lrkakdla fuks' tfy;a hfula ÿla ksjd .ekSug Wmldrhla ms<s.ekSug fkdleu;s kï NsCIqjla tjeks whg O¾uh foaYkd lrkafka wehs @ ;uka jykafiaf.a i;H O¾uh yoj; ;=< we;' tneúka jkfha jdih lsÍu i;=g t<jkakls' f.da,hka fiùfï wjYH;djhla ke;' th wjYH jkafka bjish fkdyels ;rï b.ekaùug leue;a; we;s neúks' bka ;udf.a i;=g ke;sfõ' O¾uh ms<sn| wêl jYfhka Y%oaOdj ke;s flfkla ;ud .=rejrfhla hehs lSj;a th kdu ud;%hla muKs' wdpd¾h uka le,Efõ Ôj;a ùug b;du;a iqÿiq f,i YdÍßl udkisl ilia ùula we;s nj lSy' ;u O¾uh ;=<ska isf;a we;s i;=g wiSñ;h' O¾uh hkq iudêhls' O¾uh we;s is; ks;ru ;Dma;su;ah' iudys;h" ksrjq,ah' tys iduh rc lrhs' l÷ uqÿka" >k jkdka;r Wkajykafia leu;s mßirhkah' tys O¾uh is; wrla f.k jdih lrhs' wka whg b.ekaùu hq;=lula jYfhka ne£ula úkd Wkajykafiag lsisfia;a wkjYHh' O¾ufha 107


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yeisÍu hkq Wkajykafiaf.a mru hq;=luls' iem iïm;a ú¢ñka ksoyfia isàug leue;a;la ke;' wms O¾ufha isák úg" O¾uh wjfndaO jQ úg" O¾uhg wkqj iaÓr meje;aula we;s úg f,dal jHjydrh .ek l,n, fkdfõ' úCIsma; fkdfõ' ÿla f.k fok mialï iqj miqmi fkdhhs' i;=g ikaf;daIh we;af;a O¾uh wkqj Ôj;a jk whf.a yoj; ;=<h' th wka whf.a yojf;a úoHudk fkdfõ' O¾uh b.ekaùu .ek wdpd¾h uka b;d mÍCIdldÍ fjhs' O¾uh .;dkq.;slj W.kajkafka ke;' O¾ufha tjeks .;dkq.;sl;ajh ke;' O¾uh ´kEjg tmdjg mqyqKq l< fkdyelsh' b;du;a iqÿiq wdl,am u; f.dv k.d we;' W;a;Í;r .=K iïm%odhla nqÿ oyfï we;' wjfndaOh kslug ,efnkafka ke;' th hï .=Kd;aul fYa%Kshlska l%ufhka jeã hk iajNdjhls' ;kslr i;Hh u; f.dv ke.S we;' wdpd¾h uka ms<f s j;a mqrK NsCIQkag ks;r ÿka wjjdoh kï O¾uh fndre wdrEVhla fkdjk njhs' tneúka fndrej O¾uhg yd;amiska úreoaOh' fndre /já,s ke;' O¾uh b;du nrm;, nqre,la ke;s kshu ms<sme§uls' th ,sys,a l< fkdyelsh' isf;a yslaóu" úkh md,kh hkq O¾uh fõ' ksy;udkS uu;ajfhka f;dr ;u is;" lh" jpkh bnd.df;a fkdhk whg muKla ;ksj isáh yelsh' iaffjÍ Ndjhla we;' O¾uh W.kajk úg Wkajykafia ;udf.a is; ;=< mj;sk O¾uh .ek l:d lf<ah' wjfndaOh hkq úYañ; iajNdjhls' fkdys;+ wkaoñka O¾uh wjfndaO fõ' th fufia fõ hehs l<ska ks.ukh l< fkdyelsh' ;ud ueÍ h,s bmÿkdhehs isf;a' tljru w¿;a Ôú;hl bmfoa' th fudfyd;l úm¾Hdihls' mßkduhls' ;ud fuf;la fkdo;a fohla tljr úoHudk fõ' th iodl,a ;snqK;a ñka fmr fkdÈgq w;a±lSuls' tljru tk ±kqu wmQ¾j o¾Ykhls' fuu w;s mdßY=oaO w;a±lSu fl;rï fjkila jQjdo hkak f;areï .ekSug ld,hla hhs' tneúka f,dal jHjydrhg úreoaO jk fuu w;a±lSu mqyqÿka ñksidg f;areï lrkafka flfiao @ uq,a ld,fha isgu wdpd¾h ukaf.a pß;h fõ.j;ah' lsh % dYS,h S ' wjidk wjfndaOfha§ fuu pß;h Woa§mkh úh' th fl;rï ú;a;dl¾IKSh ±hs lsh; fyd;a th wu;l l< fkdyelsh' miq ld,hl§ ;u Y%djlhskaf. a m%fndaOh msKsi fï ms<sn| l:d l<y' kej; kQmÈk f,i u.M, ,enQ fudfydf;a§ ;=ka wdldr mßN%uKhla isÿúh' fuh kj;u zzújÜgZZ Ñ;a;h

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jgd N%uKh úh' ish¨ iïuq;sh" idfmaCI;djh ì| jegqKs' fuh m<uqfjks N%uKh o isÿúh' fofjks N%uKh isÿ jQ úg zzúuqla;shZZ my< úh' tys woyi meyeÈ,s úh' mru úuqla;sh ,enqKs' ;=kajk N%uKh wjika ùu;a iu`. zzwkd,fhdaZZ fyj;a iïmQ¾K ;kylLh fyj;a ;Kaydj CIh úh' tys b;sßhla ke;' fï jk úg Ñ;a;h O¾uh w;r fjkila ke;' zztl Ñ;a; - tlOïuZZ isf;a m%lD;s;ajh O¾u;djhhs' iïuq;sfha we;s foìä oaú;aj zzuu - TnZZ idfmalaI;djh tys ke;' fï jkdys zzúuqla;s O¾uhZZ fõ' th ir,h' msßisÿh' mrud¾:h fõ' ;kslr O¾uh ñi fjk;a lsis wdrEVhla idfmalaI;djhla" iïuq;shla iu`. iïñY%Kh ù ke;' fuh wjfndaO jkafka tla jrla muKs' tys ;j mßmQ¾K lsÍula ke;' fï jkdys zzúuqla;s O¾uhZZ fõ' th ir,h' msßisÿh' mrud¾:h fõ' nqÿrcdKka jykafia iy wksl=;a ry;ka jykafia,d w¾y;ajh ,enqfõ tla jdrhla muKs' O¾uh yd Ñ;a;h tlu iajNdjhls' ta ms<sn| ;jÿrg l< hq;a;la ke;' Ôú;h f.k hk ialJOfhda - ialJOfhda fj;s' ta ms<sn| ;Kayd Wmodk ke;s neúka tajd ksid ixLdr kQm§' ta yer fjk lsis fjkila ke;' Ñ;a;h iy ialkaO fjka fjka jYfhka mj;S tajdg wdfõKsl jQ .;s ,CIK mj;S' tajd .%yKh lsßula fyda uq,djg m;aùula fyda ke;' tneúka tlsfkldg iïnkaO ke;' tlla ksid wkslg n,mEula ke;' b;du;a iduldój ialkaOhka yd Ñ;a;hka iajdNdúl f,i urKh olajd fufia mj;S' YÍrh urKhg m;a jQ úg fï w;s mßY=oaO is; zzhï §fmd p ksínqf;dZZ hï fia myfka f;,a bjr jQ úg ±,a, ksùh;a o tfiau wdhqIh f.ùfï§ is; keue;s ±,a, ksù hhs' bkamiq fï is; kej; ialkaOhka mßyrKh fkdlr;s' iïuq;s f,dalfha lsisjla fï is;g wod< fkdfõ' wdpd¾h ukaf.a fujeks ixl,amkd we;s jQfha tu ;=ka wdldr mßN%uKhka isÿ jQ úgh' ta fudfydf;a§ iïuq;sh ialkaOhka iy úuqla;s is; iajdëk ù iodld,shgu fjkaúh' wdpd¾h uka fuu wjfndaOh ,nd úiauhg m;a ù t<sjk ;=reu ;uka fl;rï fudayhlska fuf;la l,a .; l,do hkak m%;HfõCId l<y' bula fldkla ke;s iir ;ud weo.k .sh wdldrh b;du ixfõ. cklh' rElvhla fuka we§ .sfhah' ;uka jykafia b;du meyeÈ,s ls%ig a ,a m<s`.=jla jeks ñysß rie;s c,dihlg meñk we;' túg l÷¿ lvd ie¨Ks' ish,a, b;d meyeÈ,sh' wfyda æ fï jkdys nqÿrcdKka jykafia jod< plLqx WomdÈ''' w¾y;a Y%djl Y%dúldjka ,en .;a wjfndaOh fujeks m%ikak úiañ;

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wjfndaOhls' wjqreÿ 2500 m%:u fuu wjfndaOh ,nd Wkajykafia,d f,dalhd yg lshd mEy' fndfyda ÿla uykais ù ;uka jykafia fï wjfndaOh ,oy' Wkajykafia wfkal jdrhla fmdf<dfõ È.dfjñka nqoaO" Oïu" ix> hk r;ak;%hg je| jegqky' hfula fï o¾Ykh ÿgqjd kï fï NsCIqj uy;a ÿllska l÷¿ i, i,d fmdf<dfõ je;sfr;shs is;kq we; æ f,dal md,l foúhkag je| jefg;shs Tõyq is;kjd we;' oi Èidjg kuialdr lrñka Wu;=fjka fuka Wkajykfia je| jegqky' Wkajykafiaf.a tu yeisÍu b;du;a wiajdNdúl úh' nqoaO" Oïu" ix> hkq l=ula±hs fï fudfydf;a§ f;areï .sfhah' zzfhd Oïux miai;s fid ux miai;sZZ th ienE úh' zzhfula O¾uh olSo fya nqÿka olSZZ tneúka Tyq Ôjudk nqÿrcdKka jykafia bÈßfha isá;s' wdpd¾h uka ;=< we;s jQ lD;{;djh fï wdldrfhka nqoaO" Oïu" ix> r;akhg ±lajQy' fï wisßu;a rd;s%h mqrd foú foaj;djqka jykafia,d fkdfhla foaj f,dal" n%yau f,dal j,skao" N+ïuÜG" rECI" wdldiÜG fkdfhla ;,j, foújrekao Wkajykafia bÈßfha fmkS isáñka ;u i;=g m%ldY l<y' tu kskakdoh úYajfha fodaxldr ÿks' O¾uh foaYkd lsÍug Tjqka wdrdOkd l<y' tfy;a Wkajykafia th m%;sfCIam l<y' ulaksido @ ;ju;a ;uka jykafiaf.a m%S;sh iqjh ú¢ñka isák neúka ;u uki fjk;a wruqKlg fhduq lrkakg fkdyels ùuh' fjk;a fj,djl O¾uh foaYkd lrK njg m%;s{d ÿka úg foaj iuQyhd w;=reoyka úh' zzúY=oaê foúhkaZZ tu Èk ÿgq nj m%ldY lr foúfhda w;sYh i;=gq jQy' tkï ry;ka jykafia kula ÿgq njhs' myka jQ úg Wkajykafia tu wiqfkka ke.S isáhy' tfy;a O¾uh wjfndaO lsÍfï úiauh Wkajykafiaf.a .; is; mskd hhs' ;=ka jrla isÿ jQ N%uKh b;d ishqï f,i ú.%y l<y' Wkajykafia msg§ isá jDCI rdchdo isysm;a úh' .fï odhl msßi Wkajykafiag n;ska nq,;ska ix.%y l< nj isysm;a úh' túg yS,a odkh i|yd .ug hdug ue,súh' ;uka jykafia w;sYh mS%;sh N=la;s ú¢;s' tfy;a .fï wysxil ckhdg úYd, mskla w;am;a jk nj is;+ úg ms~q is`.d hdug is;aúh' tÈk Wkajykafiaf.a weia wer Tjqka foi neÆy' fjkod ìu n,df.k jä;s' ;uka jykafiaf.a md;%hg wdydr fnok Tjqka foio" .fï tla frdla ù f.j,a wjg isá ñksik q o a " l=Kq f.dfâ fi,a,ï lrk ore ±ßhka o ±l" Tjqka flfrys wiSñ; lreKdjla my< úh' uq¿ .uu wdf,dalu;a ù we;' ñksiaiq i;=áka ikaf;daIfhka isky

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uqyqkska Wkajykafia foi n,;s' Wkajykafiaf.a l÷ uqÿfka msysá l=áhg wdmiq meñKs úg yoj; mS%;sfhka bms, .shy' ;ju;a wdydr fkd.;a kuq;a l=i .skakla ke;' ys;g j;a .;gj;a lsisu la,dka; njla ke;' tfy;a wdhdifhka wdydr je<ªy' wdydrj, lsisu rihla fkd±fka' O¾u rih muKla uq¿ i¾jdx.fha úys§ we;' fuh kï zziín rix Oïu rix ðkd;sZZ fkdfõo @ miqÈk rd;S% kej;;a foaj iuQyhd O¾u Y%jkh msKi s jeähy' wyfia yeu ÈYdfjkau wdliÜG" N+uÜG foújre lKavdhï jYfhka meñfK;s' yeu fokdu Bfha rd;S% isÿ jQ O¾u Yla;sh .ek m%Yxid l<y' thska úYajh taldf,dal jQ nj mejiQy' tu lïmkh uq¿ úYajh ;=< foord .sh nj ie,l<y' ta iu`. wdf,dalh we;sjh' Tõyq fufia mejiQy' zzTn jykafiaf.a is;ska O¾uh .,d hk wdYap¾h wms ÿgqfjuq' wm Èjeia ;=<ska tys wdf,dalh úys§ hk ieá;a úiañ;h' bre ishhla fyda oyila jqjo tjeks wdf,dalhla úys§ug iu;a ke;' fujeks uyd wdYap¾Hhla ±l .ekSug fkdyels wh weoa±hs wmg is;d.; fkdyelsh' i;=ka iy ñksiqka fu;rï wkaO nd, wh nj úYajdi lsÍug fkdyelsh' Bfha rd;s%fha isÿ jQ fï n,j;a isoaêh ksid foújre mqÿufhka mqÿuhg m;a úh' ta ukyr o¾Ykh ±l is;a úCIsma; úh' ta foújre uyd Yíofhka idOqldr meje;a jQy' th t;rï mqÿudldrh' foaj f,dal lïmkh úh' Tn jykafia uyd n, we;s flfkls' uyd mqreIfhls' W;a;u mqreIfhls' f;acdkaú; Yla;shls' fkdfhla f,dal j, isák i;a;ajhskag irKls' Tn jykafiaf.a fijke,af,a miqmi .uka lr fndfyda wh wdYs¾jdo ,n;s' ñksiqkag foúhkag" n%yauhskag wyfia" fmdf<dfõ c,fha jdih lrk ish¨ i;=kag wdYs¾jdohls' úfYaIfhkau wm jeks foújrekag uy;a ,dNhls' wmg Tn jykafia ±lSu uy;a Nd.Hhls' Tn jykafiaf.a O¾uh weiSu úYd, mqKH uysuhls' wms b;du;a lD;{ fjuq' wmg O¾uh f;areï lr § oyï ud¾.fha msysgqùu ksid wms l%ufhka wmf.a Ôú; wf,dalu;a lr .ksuq'ZZ fujeks wfkalúO m%Yxid lr foújre w;=reoyka jQy' túg Wkajykafia fndfyda fõ,d ;uka jykafia fkdfhla wdldrfhka ú¢ ÿla fufkys l<y' O¾uh wjfndaO lr .ekSug .;a ù¾Hh" wiSñ;h' Wkajykafia fl;rï Ôú;h mrÿjg ;nd ù¾Hh jevQ jdo hkq zzO¾uh urKdikak m%h;akhlaZZ nj m%;HCI l<y' tjeks urKhg uqyqK §ug 111


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l,a pdßldfõ fhÿkdy' iEu jd¾Isl jiaidk ld,hkays fjk;a fjk;a ;ekaj, úiQy' jia úiQ m%foaY jQfha nka fpdï gtx" nx fmdx" nx laf,dhs" nx mq *rhd" uhs f;dx ;sc" jÜ fcä ¨wx" W;a;rÈ;a wd§ m<d;ah' jia wjidkfha Ñhx udhs m%foaYfha wjg fndfyda ;ekaj, ießierEy' wjqreÿ 12la muK ld,h ;=< úiQ ;eka ta wdldrfhka ms<sfj,g i|yka l< fkdyel' fuu mqia;lfha i|yka jkafka wm l:djg wod< .uka .;a m%foaY muKs' jÜ cä ¨wx wdrdufha isák ld,h yer wka ish¨ l,ays Wkajykafia yqol,dj ießierEy' uyd Nhdkl l÷ uqÿka" le,Ejkays fnfyúka md .ukska weúoafoah' fï .uka ud¾.fha hk úg iqúfYaI O¾u wjfndaO úh' tfyhskau Wkajykafiaf.a Ôjk m%jD;a;sh b;d pu;aldr fõ' wka Oq;dx. NsCIqka fufia yqol,dj ießierE kuq;a thska yd;amiska fjkia jQ .ukla Wkajykafia .shy' idudkHfhka jkfha yqol,d ieß ieÍu b;d ÿIalr" ìh Wmojk" ÿlaÅ; ;;a;ajhls' mßirh rCIs;h' lEu" ksod .ekSu wiajdNdúlh' Nhska ;%ia; ù oji .;fõ' kuq;a wdpd¾Hh uka yg fï ish,a, iajdNdúlh' th i;=gls' ksy~;djhls' úuqla;shls' ksoyils' ;u flf<ia ÿre lsÍug wjYH mßirhls' uq,a ld,fha fufia ieß ierE kuq;a miqj fndfyda wkq.dñlhka tl;= jQy' wdpd¾h fÜÜ" wdpd¾Hh idka' wdpd¾h L´ Wkajykafia iu`. úáka úg úiQfjdah' hï ld,hla mqyqKq jQ miq ;ksj úiSug jk fm;a" ñksia wdjdi ke;s m%foaY tlsfkl b;d wE;ska msysá .ï m%foYd§ ;ekaj,g hejQy' l÷ nEjqul fyda l÷ uqÿkl úiQy' .ï b;d l=vdh' uq¿ .fïu f.j,a 4 fyda 5la muKs' iuyr .ïj, f.j,a 9 - 10 we;' msKavmd; ,eîug wju jYfhka m%udKj;a fõ' fuu jljdkqfõ tl;= jQ l¾uia:dk NsCIQka jykafia,d b;d .re .dïNSrh' fkdmiqng ù¾Hh we;af;dah' ks¾Nh úh' Ôú; mrÿjg ;nd O¾uh fidhd .shy' tneúka fldá wd§ jk i;=ka .yk m%foaYj,g .shy' tys§ iem myiqljla ke;' ks;ru wjÈfhks' ks;ru isys nqoê a fhks' lïiem fiùula ke;s neúka is; ikaiqkah' blauKska iudêfhys msysghs' ñksia wdjdi fkdue;s fuu >k le,Ej, yqol,dj úiSug wdpd¾h uka fnfyúka ms%h l<y' ñksiqka ke;s jqjo foõ" nUqka" kd. wd§ wukqIHhska iu`. Wkajykafia ks;r wdY%h lr;s' tys lsis wuq;a;la ke;' úfoaY NdId okakd wh úfoaYslhka iu`. tla ù weiqre lrkakdla fuks' Wkajykfia fï wh iu`. l:d nia lsÍug oCI ksid" Wkajykafiaf.a fï l÷ uqÿka j, jdih foúh nUqkag b;d jevodhS úh'

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uf.a isys uq,dúh' ? t<sjk ;=re;a kskaola ke;' ;ju;a fuu úldr is; flfrys ud ;Èka ne£ we;' fudkjd lrkag±hs fkdoksñ' Tn jykaig yels kï ug Wmldr lrkak'ZZ zz;ju;a tfiauo @ fjkia jqfka keoao @ZZ zzke;ZZ NsCIqjf.a lgy~ b;d ne.Em;ah' zztfia kï uu lshkakï" Tng Th is; u¾okh l< fkdyels kï fuys /£ fkdisákak' ;j ;j;a W;aikk fõú' fufyka msg ù f.dia iqÿiq mßirhla fidhd .kak' wdpd¾h uka iu`. Tng l:d l< fkdyels kï uu lshkakï' Wkajykafia Tng jydu wjir foaú' Wkajykafia Tfí ;;a;ajh fyd|dldr f;areï wrf. k we;' Tng ,eÊcd fõ hehs is;d ;ju lsisjla fkdlSfõh' NsCIqj Bg leu;s úh' ijia hdufha ;u hy¿ NsCIqj wdpd¾h ukag ±kqï § wjir ,nd .;s' tfy;a Wkajykafia nrm;, m%ldYhla l<y' zzl¾udkqrEmj yg.;a wdl¾IKhla je<elaúh kdyel' yuqùu ksid th blauKska ls%hd;aul ùug fya;= we;s neúks'ZZ ta ms<sn| lSfõ tmuKls' wid isá NsCIqj mjd tys w¾:h jgyd fkd.;ay' ish,af,dau fuu isoaêh ms<sn| ksy~ jQy' tu NsCIqj wdpd¾h uka iu`. lsisjla fkdlSfõh' hy¿ NsCIqj lsisjla fkdlSfõh' wdpd¾h uka ±k isáhd muKs' lsisfjla újD;j fï ms<sn| l:d fkdl<y' miqÈk wdpd¾h ukaf.ka iuq.ekSug .sh úg lsisjla fkdlshd wjir ÿKs' túg tu NsCIqj wE; m<d;lg f.dia ;u Ndjkdj wdrïN l<y' tys hï l¾u fodaIhla fkdù kï tys Wkajykafiag ;u Ndjkdj lsÍug ndOdjla ke;' tfy;a wfyda l¾uhdf.a úmdlj, yeá æ wdpd¾h uka l< we`.ùu wkqju isÿúh' tu ;reK ia;s%h wyïfnka tu .ugu weú;a we;' kej;;a tu NsCIqjg wE yuqúh' fuh b;d wiajdNdúlh' l÷lrfha f.da;s%l ia;s%h fufia wE; .ulg hkafka ke;s neúks' wdpd¾h uka iy wksl=;a OQ;dx. NsCIQka hï ld,hla tys .;lr fjk;a wvúhlg ixpdrh l<y' túg wikakg ,enqfKa tu NsCIqj ;u is; u¾okh lr .ekSug fkdyels ù isjqre yer tu ,CIK ñhqish¾ f.%da;sl ia;s%h irK mdjd f.k tysu mÈxÑ jQ nj;ah' fuh kï l¾uh ksid isÿ jQjla nj ksielh' ke;akï fuh isÿjkafka flfiao @ tu NsCIqjf.a hy¿ NsCIqj fï mqj; wm iu`. lSfõ fufiah'

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ks;s' ;u ;uka ,nd .;a wêudkqIsl .=K .ek Woaodu fkdfj;s' YsIHhkaf.a wjYH;djhka wkqj Wkajykafia Wmfoia fo;s' hful=f. a ÈhqKqj ÿgqúg ffO¾Hhu;a lr;s' Ndjkdj jerÈ kï th kshu ud¾. hg fhduq lsÍug Wmfoia fo;s' fkdfhla .eg¿" m%Yak we;s whg ,efnk wjjdo ;=<ska ish¨ m%Yak ksrdlrKh fõ' uu okakd ;rñka Wkajykafiaf.a YsIHhka lsis úfgl ÿ¾uqL jQfha ke;' ks;ru ,efnkafka oCI" úfYaI{ úi£uls' Ndjkd ms<sn| Wkajykafia ksmqk;ajhla orhs' lsisfjl=g tjeks ;SrKd;aul úi÷ula Èh fkdyel' Ndjuh ye`.Sï m<lrk .S ksnkaOkhla fuka wid isákakdf.a is; l=,au;a lrhs' jYS lrhs' tjeks jHla; l:d ffY,shla wo f,dalfha wikakg ke;' YS,dksYxi foaYkdj ukyrh' iudê m[a[d ms<sn| foaYkd iqúfYaIh' wid isákakkaf.a ;Dma;su;a Ndjh ksid we;sjk ixis£u Èk .Kkdjla mj;S' ;uka jykafiaf.a wjfndaOh msKsi ù¾Hh jvk úg Wkajykafia yqol,dj l÷ uqÿka" >k jkdka;rj, jdih lrhs' ;u wdOHd;aufha flf<ia ch .ekSug W.% igykl fhfo;s' ks;ru i;s m[a[dfjka isá;s' ksok ld,h yer wka yeu fjf,au m%;HfõCId lr;s' Oïu úph ifundcCOx. h jvñka ;u is;sú,s úpdr;s' ;u flf<ia iu`. we;a;a l:djls' fonils' flf<ia j,g m%;s m%ydr t,a, lr;s' ÿl ke;s lsÍfï tlu fÉ;kdj W;afm%arlhla úh' iïud ixl,amkd úh' tajd ysia m%,dm fkdfj;s' flf<ia yg .kafka fkdfhla /já,s iys;jh' ;udf.a Woõ Wmldrlhka f,i;a" ;udf.a ÈÜá" udk wkqyi f,i;a iajdNdúl f,i;a fmkS isá;s' flf<iaj, .uka ud¾.h miqmi hñka Wkajykafia .%yKh lr;s' fufia flf<ia yg .ekSug bv ke;' jyd y÷kd .ksñka uev mj;aj;s' ch.%yKh f;la igk f.k hhs' i;s" m[a[d" Y%oO a d" ùßh" Wmßu jYfhka jeã we;' yeu ch.%yKfhkau fuu l=i,;d j¾Okh úh' wka;sfï§ wNHka;r f,dalh foord .sfhah' ud¾. m%{dfjka wúoHdj kï rcq úkdY úh' fï wdldrfhka wjidk ch.%yKh w;am;a úh' ilauka Ndjkdfõ iy m¾hxl Ndjkdfõ ksula ke;' ? oj,a ;siafia i;s m[a[dfjka Ndjkdfõ fhfo;s' bka wk;=rej ;u zzhqfoOdmlrKZZ j,g wjYH;djhla fkdue;' i;s" m[a[d idudkH Ôú;h f.k hdug muKla mj;S' iuyr úg O¾ufha .eUqr ±lSug Wmfhda.S lrhs' wjYH fkdjq úg ke;s ù hhs' l,ska i;s" m[a[d yeu fudfydf;a§u flf<ia hgm;a lsÍug wjYH úh' ±ka ta ish,a, ksrdhdij ls%hdldÍ fõ' ue, ù" uelS hhs' wkjYH neúks' Wkajykafiaf.a Ôú;h ir,h" myiqh" wjHdch" ,dul" myiqfjka /jáh

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.sfhah' uereK yd iudkj ye~Qy' ;uka jykafiaf.a wruqK meyeÈ<s lrñka Tjqka wiajeiQ kuq;a bka M,la jQfha ke;' ;u ye`.Sï fy<s lsÍu jerÈ nj O¾uhg wkqj fmkajd ÿks' u`. wjqrd isáhy' ;rula ikaiqka jQ úg Wkajykafia msg;a ùug iQodkï úh' túg mqÿu t<jk fohla isÿjqKs' uq¿ .fï ñksiaiq .Ekq ore ±ßfhda Wkajykafia miqmi ÿj wdy' jglrf.k tflla Wkajykafiaf.a msßlr Wÿrd .;s' tflla md;%h .;s' tflla l+vh" j;=r fla;,h wd§ jYfhks' wks;a wh isjf q ¾ t,a,S we|f.k isáhy' w;sko a weoaoy' ll=f<ka o w,a,d .;s' y~ñka je,fmñka l=vd orejka fuka yeisreKy' hkag fokafka ke;ehs lSy' lSm úgla wdpd¾h uka bjiSfuka lreKq meyeÈ,s l<y' túg Tõyq u|la ikaiqka jQy' Wkajykafia hkag kslauqK úg kej;;a ta wdldrfhkau ÿj weú;a w,a,d .;ay' fufia meh .Kkla .; úh' uq¿ le,hu Yíoh fodaxldr ÿks' udkisl wdndê;hka fukao flda, ikakshla fukao Tjqkaf.a je<mSu n,d isákakg uy;a ÿlls' fjia j,d.;a fldá .ek u;lhlaj;a ke;' we;af;a yo m;af,ka mek k.sk wdor Nla;shls' w;s W;a;u mqreIfhl=g lrK mQcd Wmydrhls' uy ñksiaiq y~d je<mqky' l%ufhka y~ jeã f.dia uyd Yíohlska ish,a, tlúg lE .id zzhkag tmdZZ hhs lSy' zzwfma mmqj me<S uef¾ùZZ zzbjikag neyeZZ wka;sfï§ tfykï blauKska .syska tkag hehs lSy' fufia wdpd¾h uka kej;;a lreKq meyeÈ,s lr ÿkay' fndfyda iel ìh we;sj isá wh ±ka wdor Nla;sfhka y~d je,fm;s' Wkajykafia uy;a úm¾Hhdihla isÿ lr we;' th nqoaO Y%djlhka.a iqjp .=Kh fõ' idóÑ .=Kh fõ' nqoaO Y%djlfhda m<s.ekSï fkdlr;s' wkqkag fkd .ry;s' hfula ;uka flfrys wm%ikak;djh wef;d;a Tyqg lreKdj" ffu;s%h Wmoj;s' wkqkaf.a jerÈ" fkdukd yeisÍï ksid WrK fkdfj;ss' tlg tl lsÍula ke;' ;u yojf;a we;s lreKd" ffu;s% .=Kh ksid wkqkaf.a flf<ia .sks ksù Y%oaOdj yg .kS' wd¾h ix> r;akh ñksidf.a irK fj;s' fujeks Wiia Ñka;khla fuf,dj fldfyaj;a ke;' miq ld,hl§ wdpd¾h uka fuu l:d mqj; wm iu`. lS úg tu l÷lfha f.%da;sl ñksiqka .ek wkqlïmd we;súh' uyd le,Efõ isÿ jQ fuu isoaëka wm ukfiys o¾Ykh jQfha iskudjla fuks' .eñhkaf.a Y%oaOdj ksid ;u Ôú; mß;Hd. lsÍug ieriqK's fuu uydkqNdj we;s mqo. a ,hd flfrys wiSñ; Nla;shla we;' ta whg Wjukd jQfha Wkajykafiaf.a lreKd" ffu;S%

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fijfkys Ôj;a ùugh' túg Tjqkf a .a Ôú;h i;=g ikaf;daIfhka ;Dma;u s ;a fõ' tneúka w;ska fyda ll=f<ka fyda w,a,d kj;ajd .kag is;y + ' Wkajykafia <`. lsisjla ke;' we;af;a ;K fld<j,ska fijk l< l=vd me,am;ls' th Wkajykafiag wiSñ; ;Dma;h s la f.k ÿks' is;kag mjd fkdyels ;;a;j a hla Wod úh' wks;H;djfha ,CIK wkqj iqÿiq ld,h t<Uqk úg Wkajykafia kslau .sfhah' Wkajykfia ;=< Tjqka flfrys wiSñ; ohdjla ;snqKs' Wkajykafia fjia j<d.;a fldáfhla fkdj" f,dalhdf.a msx fl;ls' ;j fndfyda wh Wkajykafiaf.a wdNdIh ,nd .ekSug we;' tneúka msg ù .shy' nqÿ oyu hkq wñ," w.kd ueKlls' th ,nd .ekSug wm fndfyda msx lr we;' fl;rï Wiia fujeks flfkl=g jqjo zzfjia j,d.;a fldáZZ hk woaN+; fpdaokd ,eìh yelsh' fn!oaO ixl,am .ek .=K kqjK ke;s wh fujeks w.kd ueKslla jqjo flf<i;s' fujeks wjdikdjka; wh f,dalfha isá;s' tneúka ta whg ms<sirKla úh hq;=h' ke;fyd;a nqÿ oyu Tjqka úiska úkdY lr ou;s' túg ñkid miq;eú,a,g m;afõ' wdpd¾h uka iq.; .=Kh wkq.ukh l<y' Wkajykafia >k le<Ej, jdih lrñka l÷lrfha f.%da;s%lhkag fiajh l<y' rd;S% ld,fha fndfyda foú nUqka" wukqIH" fma%;" kd." .re~d§ msßia j,g lreKdfjka O¾uh myod ÿks' ks;ru lreKdfjka f,daldF:_ fiajfha fhÿky' ñksiqkag" NsCIQkag" idufKar idufKaÍ fufykska jykafia,dg lsis wjfYaIhla fkdue;sj msysg jQy' oi È.ska msßi meñK Wkajykafiaf.ka O¾uh bf.k .;ay' tu O¾u foaYkd b;d ir<h' .eUqreh' myiqfjka wjfndaO jk whqre mqÿu t<jhs' Ñhdx udhs ys jk.; jQ ld,fha§ l÷lrfha f.%da;s%lhka fnfyúka i;=gg m;ajqky' ijia hdufha ? ueÈhï ? jk ;=re;a wukqIH fldgia j,g foúhkag O¾uh foaYkd lr;s' fndfyda m%Yakj,g ms<s;=re fo;s' foúhkag b.ekaùu wmyiq jkafka tjeks wêudkqIsl Yla;Ska fkdue;s whg tfia l, fkdyels neúks' Wkajykafia yer wka lsisfjl=g tu ld¾Hh isÿ l< fkdyels úh' ukqIHhkag oï foiSug wksl=;a NsCIQkag mejßh yelsh' hï ;rulska fyda ta wid isá wh O¾uhg keUqre fj;s' wdpd¾Hh uka foúhka iu`. fï idlÉPd ms<sn| fjfiiska Wkkaÿ úh' tneúka Wkajykafiaf.a Ôjk pß;h jáka úg foúhka" wukqIHhka iu`. isÿ jQ wmQ¾j m%d;sydhH_ ±lafõ' uE;l§ uu ;dhs,ka;fha iqm%isoaO úmiaikd l¾uia:dk wdpd¾h

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jrfhla yuq ùug .sfhñ' Wkajykafia b;du iqyo bjis,sjka; flfkls' ta fj,dfõ ;u YsIHhkag O¾u lreKq úia;r lrñka isáhy' uu o ta yd tlaùñ' wms O¾ufha m%dfhda.sl mqyqKqj ms<sn| idlÉPd lf<uq' miqj Wkajykafia o wdpd¾hka jQ wdpd¾h uka ms<sn| l:d lf<uq' Wkajykafia wdpd¾h uka iu`. Ñhdx udhs ys le,Efõ fndfyda l,a úiQy' <`.u k.rhg hdug Èk 2 1$2 muK .;fõ' Wkajykafia tÈk ud iu`. mejiQ úiañ; l;d mqj;a wmuKh' bka iuyrla fuu fmd;g wvx.= lsÍug iqÿiqhehs is;ñ' ud by; i|yka l< mßÈ iuyr mqj;a Wkajykafiag wjuka lsÍula úh yels neúka kqiqÿiq fõ hhs is;ñ' fuu wdpd¾hjrhd mejiq mßÈ wdpd¾h uka b;du msßisÿ ukila we;s flfkls' ;jo wêudkqIsl n,hka ksid ;u YsIHhka ks;ru i;s m[a[dfjka oji .; lrk nj o Wkajykafia oks;s' uu Wkajykafiag tu f;dr;=re lshk f,i wejá,s lf<ñ' th mYaÑu ckhdf.a Y%oO a d nqoê a h msKsi bjy,a jk neúks' zzuf.a ish¨ is;sú,s wdpd¾h uka oks;s' uu fjk l=ula lshïo @ ? oj,a ;siafia ud /yeKska ne| ;snqKdla fuks' tjeks wjOdrKhlska uu uf.a is; md,kh lf<ñ' ud yels ;rï ù¾Hfhka uf.a is; yslu a jQ kuq;"a fudfyd;l mudfjka hï wksis is;=ú,a,la ys;+úg" ish¨ fokdf.a bÈßmsg Wkajykafia th fy<sorõ lr;s' uf. Ndjkd ukisldrh ta ld,fha§ b;du fyd¢ka mej;=ks' l,d;=rlska jerÈ is;sú,a,la yg .;s' fï ys; fkdkj;ajdu ? oj,a ;siafia is;sú,s my< lrK nj wm is;sh hq;=hs' fï yeu is;=ú,a,lau i;sfhka ±kSug yelafla ldgo @ uf.a is;sú,s ug jvd ;SCIKj Wkajykafia oks;s' iuyr úg ug wu;l jQ is;sú,s Wkajykaiaf.a u;lfha we;' túg uu mqÿuhg m;afjñ'ZZ zzTng wdpd¾h uka lis úfgl neK weoa±ZZhs uu weiSñ' l,d;=rlska neK we;' tfy;a ks;ru uf.a is;=ú,s ols;s' bkamiq tu is;=ú,s ;=<ska ug O¾uh myod fohs' fndfyda úg wka NsCIQka jykafia,d wid isà' túg ud ,eÊcdjg m;afjñ' jdikdjlg fuka wka NsCIQka jykafia,d bÈßfhys uf.a ku fkdlsh;s' tu is;sú,s úfõpkh lr;s' zzTng wdpd¾h uka nekafka ulaksido @ZZ zzmq:qcákZZ hk jpkfha f;areu Tn okakjdo @ tys f;areu uy .,a lkaola fuka >k uq,djls' lsisu md,khla ke;' fï is;=ú,s yßo @ jerÈo" we;a;o fndreo lsisjla ;ud fkdokS' túg Wkajykafia nkshs' zzTn tu nekSug ìh jQjdo @ZZ 150


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uka;%h fokak' th Ndjkd lrkak lshkak' fuh b;d n,j;a' fyd,auka wj;dr fï nqoaO" Oïu" ix> flfrys uyd Nhla we;' tlu fyd,aukla j;a bkafka keye' Nh ù ÿj;s' Wkajykafia mejiQ mßÈ miqod tu f.%da;sl ñksiaiq wjq;a fyd,auka m,jd yßk uka;%h b,aÆy' wdpd¾h uka fuu uka;%h lshd ÿks' th Ndjkd lrK wkaou o lSy' ;uka ks;ru ys;ska nqfoOd" Ofuud" ixf>d fufkys l< hq;=hs' nqfoOd nqfoOd''' lSj;a lula keye' fuh wid Tjqka fï b;d jákd uka;% iQ;h % la hehs ks;r Ndjkd l<y' we;af;kau th Ndjkd lugykla úh' jeä l,a .; ùug fmr Tjqyq iudê .; jQy' Tjqka blauKska ÿj weú;a fï ms<sn| ±kajQy' wdpd¾h uka tu iQ;%h fyd¢ka Ndjkd lrK ksid ta m<df;a tlu fyd,aukla j;a ke;ehs m%ldY l<y' fï O¾ufha wdkqNdjfhka Tjqka ;=< fyd,aukaj,g ;snQ ìh my úh' we;af;kau fyd,auka ÿreúh' Ndjkd fkdlrK wh flfrys mjd wukqIHhka ìhm;a jqks' iajdNdúlj b;d wjxl neúka o .=Kj;a neúkao f.%da;s%l ñksiqkag O¾uh b.ekaùu myiq úh' wdpd¾h uka lshd fok mßÈ ta wh meh .Kka Ndjkd l<y' tneúka b;d fyd| m%;sM, ,oy' Tjqkaf.a yoj; wf,dalu;a úh' mrÑ;a; úcdkkh my< úh' wimqfõ isák NsCIQkaf. a mjd is;a oks;s' ;udf.a w;a±lSï .ek Tjqyq úia;r l<y' NsCIQka jykafia,d mqÿu jQy' ;uka jykafia,df.a is;a olss;shs ìhm;a jQy' fuh ienEjla±hs m%Yak l<y' f.%da;s%lfhda i;Hh m%ldY l<y' kej; kej;;a yria m%Yak wiñka úia;r weiQy' yeuúgu tlu W;a;r fo;s' Tjqkaf.a iajdNdúl wjxl iajrfhka lsh;s' NsCIQka jykafia,d ;ukaf.a fudayh ÿre lsÍug fufia m%Yak weiQy' wka;sfï§ fï wh lshkafka ienEjlauh' Tjqka wfma is;a oks;shs ;j ;j;a ìh m;a jQy' fï f.%da;s%lfhda wdpd¾h is;a okakd nj mejiQy' zzuf.a is;a flfiao@ wj;dr fyd,auka j,g Nho @ZZ zzTn jykafiaf.a is;a fï f,!lsl is;a fkdfõ' ñksia isrerl ksjkls' Tn jykafiaf.a is;a w;s W;a;uhs' lsis fohlg Nh ke;' bkamiq Tjqka ;=< fyd,auka j,g ;snQ Nh my ù .sfhah' Ndjkd ÈhqKq wh wka whg;a ;ukaf.a jegySu .ek lSy' ish¨ fokd ;=<u wdpd¾h uka .ek Y%oaOdj we;' ieuodu WoEik .fï uOHia: dkhg /ia ù oka ms<s.kaj;s' ish¨u NsCIQka jykafia,df.a md;%j, wdydr 153


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fkdfõ' tla tla whf.a u;su;dka;r u; i;Hh fkdmj;S' i;Hh hkq fkdfi,a úh yels iajdNdúl ia:djrhls' wdpd¾h uka jeäu ld,hla .; lf<a Ñhdx udhs m%foaYfhah' th b;d ÿIalr ÿr neyer l÷ lrhls' th Ndjkdjg iqÿiq mßirhls' ;jo l÷lrfha f.%da;s%l ñksiqka w;r fndfyda ÈhqKq ukia we;s mqoa.,fhda ìys úh' ta wh flfrys Wkajykafiaf.a wkqlïmdj we;súh' ta whg Wmfoia §u wjYH úh' ke;fyd;a ;u l=i,;d ke;s ù kej;;a mqreÿ mßÈ jk.; f.%da;s%lfhda fj;s' ;jo" fndfyda foújre iu`. iïnkaO;d fuys§ we;sjqKs' uilg fo;=ka úgla foaj yd kd. lKavdhï Wkajykafia ±lSug meñK m%Yak wi;s' O¾uh wi;s' lKavdhï m%Odkshd uq,ska wjq;a foaj .Khdf.a úia;r yd ixLHdj" oekqï fohs' WodyrK" wo oi oyila" iShla oyila foaj .Khd meñK we;' kd. .Khd mkaishhls' oyils'''' wd§ jYfhks' Wkajykafia ilauka Ndjkd lrk úg§ ijia hdufha o wjq;a fkdfhla ksldhsl ldhsl foaj lKavdhï tk nj yd fõ,dj" u;la lr;s' iuyr úg ys¢ñka iudê.; jQ úgo meñK hï hï foa ksfõokh lr;s' túg Wkajykafia uqK .eiSug Èkhla fõ,djla mjr;s' fjk;a fjk;a ksldhslhska tlg yuq fkdfj;s' ta ta wh fjka fjkaj meñfK;s' ta whf.a udkisl uÜgu wkqj O¾uh foaYkd lrKq ,efí' iuyre úfYaI ud;Dld úIh lreKq úpdr;s' fï lreKq Wkajykafiaf.a úuiSug fnfyúka fya;= úh' ñksia" kd." .re~ wd§ ksldhka ish,a,gu jvd foaj ksldhsl ixLHdj jeäúh' foúhkaf.a is;a y÷kd .kSfï Yla;sh we;af;a iaj,am fofkl=gh' mrÑ;a; úcdkkh iys; jQ wêudkqIsl n,hls' foúhka ks;ru lshk fohla kï ñksid foúhka isák nj;a foúhka .ek lsisjla fkdokakd nj;ah' l¾udkql+,j foaj ksldhj, bmfo;s' ñksidf.a bJøshkag f.dapr fkdjk ksid fkdwoy;s' tfy;a ñksid fukau foúhkag is;=ï me;=ï we;' wdpd¾h uka jeks wêudkqIsl n, we;a;ka isákafka l,d;=rlsks' Wkajykafia ñksid fukau foúhka" i;=ka iy fjk;a fndfyda ðúyq isá;s' ta wh isák nj i;Hhla f,i fndfyda fokd fkdoks;'a wdpd¾h uka iu`. foújre b;du;a iqyoj weiqre lr;a' Wkajykafiag mqcd i;aldr lr;a' O¾uh Y%jKh lr;a' ;u is;a ;=< O¾uh r|jd .eksug leu;s fj;a' túg ta whf.a i;=g" mS%;sh j¾Okh fõ' foaj wd;auh jvd iqjodhl fõ' fï ksid w;sJøsh .=K kqjK we;s wh foúhkag ms%h fj;s' msx lsÍfï leue;a; we;'

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wka Ôùka fuka foújre ;u Ôú;h ilia lr .ekSug ks;r wdpd¾h uka yuqfj;s' O¾uh wi;s' ta wh .ek ñksiqka lsisjla fkdoks;a' fï w;sJøsh yelshdj ñksidg ,nd .; yelsh' foúhka iu`. woyia yqjudrej idudkH fohls' th ñksiqka iu`. lrK l:d ny yd iudkh' wdpd¾h uka foúhka iu`. l:d lf<a idudkH fohla f,isk's Wkajykafia fldfya isáh;a foúhka iu`. l:d ny lr;s' le,Eno wE; l÷lrh foúhkag ms%h fõ' ñksid .ejfik m%foaYj,g foúhka meñfKkafka ke;' tjeks m%foaYj, iudc j.lSï ke;s ksid jeä ld,hla foúhka weiqre lr;a' blõ .ïudkfha l÷ uqÿkaj, Ôj;a jk ñhqish¾ f.%da;slhka iu`. wdpd¾h uka isák ld,fha wmQ¾j isoaêhla isÿjqks' c¾uksfha isg foaj fldÜGdihla tys meñK zzch.%yKhZZ hkq l=ula±hs weiQy' Wkajykafia foúhkaf.a is;a ±k iqÿiq O¾uhla foaYkd l<y' tkï zzwxlldfOk ðfk fldOxZZ tkï ffu;s%fhka ;ryj keiSuhs' zzhful=g ch.%yKh wjYH kï fï O¾u;djh wkq.ukh l< hq;=hs' fuh ks;r fofõf,a ;u is;" jpk" ls%hd ;=<ska mqreÿ l< hq;=fõ' ys;d n,kak" iu.sh iudodkh hkq fufia iudj §uhs' ;ryj ch.ekSug ffu;S% lreKdj we;súh hq;=hs' f,dalfha fuu ch.%yK Í;sh ke;s l, wi;=g" l,n," lror jeäfõ' uq¿ f,dalhu tlsfkld weK fldgd .ks;s' ;ry ffjrfhka wfma mi ñ;=rka ch.; fkdyelsh' tajd wl=i,a neúka ;ukq;a wkqkq;a kefia' ;ry jeä ;rug f,dalh .sks cd,djla fõ' i;a;ajhd jekfia' fuu f,dalfha úoHudk jk iajdNdúl fohla jk ;ryj fndfyda ÿla fodïkia we;s lrhs' wfkHdkH in|;djh ffu;s%h we;súg f,dalfha iunr;djhla wdrlaId fõ' iSudka;sl oafõYh jD;a;dldrj lrlefõ' ;ukq;a wkqkq;a fï pl%hg yiqfõ' wmuK m%{d uysuhlska nqÿrcdKka jykafia ;ryfõ wd§kj foaYkd lr we;' ffu;S% lreKdj tlsfkld iqyoj <`.d lrKq we;' ish¨ fokd ÿla ú£ug fkdleu;s fõ' ffu;s%h ;=<k s a wdorh" wdrlaIdj ;yjqrefõ' ffu;s%h we;s ;dla l,a i;=g ikaf;daIh we;' th ke;s úg fl;rï fN!;sl iem iïm;a we;;a isf;a i;=g ikaf;daIh ke;' ;ry ffjÍ mqoa.,fhda tjeks whu <`.d lr .ks;a' hk hk ;ek ffjrldrfhda we;' fï O¾u;djh jgyd .;a miq ffjr lsÍu ;sßika ïf,aÉP yeisÍula nj wjfndaO fõ' tneúka ffjrh uev meje;aùug uykais .; hq;=h's Tng 156


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leu;shs fufia m%Yak lrkag' is;kag" tfy;a fujeks fnd<| foa .ek fkdis;d O¾uh ms<sn| m%Yak lrkak túg Tn ish¨ ÿla ;rKh lrdú' kuq;a Tn jykafia idudkH ñksiaiq jf.a ld,h kdia;s lrkjd lsis jeo.;a fohla .ek fkdfõ fï m%ldY lrkafka' Tn t<sjk ;=re;a fï i;d .eko is;kafka @ O¾uh .ek lsis ;elSula keyeZZ bkamiq wdpd¾Hh uyd f:dx ila we;d .ek weiqfõ ke;' kej; weiqfjd;a óg;a jvd ;rjgq lrhs hk ìfhks' fufia fkdukd wkaoug m%ldY lrk úg wdpd¾h uka ;rjgq lr;s' iuyre bkamiq isyú s l,a fj;s' fufia wkjirfhka ndOd lrk tla NsCIQjla Wkajykafia iu`. jdih lf<ah' wdpd¾h uka hula lS úg Wkajykafiaf. a u;h lshdmdhs' wdpd¾h uka lSm úgla tfia fkdlsÍug wjjdo l<y' ;u zzis; .ek fidaÈisfhka isákq uekú' l:d lsÍu keje;ajqj uekúZZ fufia l:d lrkafka ÿ¾j, lula ksidh' tfy;a fï NsCIqj tu wjjdoh fkdms<s.;ay' wdpd¾h ukaf.a tla mqreoaola we;' tkï i;=ka" ñksiqka u.§ yuq jQ úg Wkajykafia miqmi f.k hduh' ta ksid NsCIQka jykafia,d ms~q is`. d hk úg jvd isys kqjKska h;s' tla Èkla Wia y`äka Wkajykafia l;d l<y' tla l=vd jiq meáfhla Wf.a uj jgd ÿjñka fi,a,ï lrhs' NsCIQka jykafia,d jäk nj Tyq ÿgqfõ ke;' b;du lsÜgq jQ úg ±l ú.i uõ <`.g ÿj .sfhah' Nhska ie`. ù Wkajykafia,d foi ne¨fõh' t<fok o NsCIQka jykafia,d ÿgy' kuq;a lsis ìhla iella fkdùh' kuq;a megjd ujg ;=re,a ù ìhm;a ù isà' wdpd¾h uka fï uj iy meáhd .ek l: d lf<ah' zzuj fkdìhj isà' tfy;a meáhd ìh ù y~ k.d ÿj;s' ñksiaiq fufiauhs' ;ud wdjrKh lr .ekSug ljqre fyda fidh;s' uõ <`. kï wE fj; ÿj;s' mshd <`.g ÿj;s' mjqf,a wh fyda kEoEhska <`.g h;s' l,d;=rlska ;ukau m%Yak úi|d .ks;a' wms l=vd l< wkqkaf.a Woõ n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjuq' jeäysá wh fjk wkaofï Wmldr fidh;s' uy¨ jQ úg fjk;a úêfha Wmldr fidh;s' ál fofkla ;udf.au Yla;sfhka iajdëk fj;s' wkqkaf. ka Wmldr fidhkafka ÿ¾j, ne.Em;a wh' iajdëk fkdjQ wh' NsCIQka jykafia,d jQ wm;a tfiauhs' uyK jQ miq bf.kSï lghq;= lsÍug ue,sfj;s' Ndjkd ms<sfj;a mqrkag ÿialr neúka ue,sfj;s' mgka .;a foh ksudjlg f.ks hkafka ke;' lïue,slï wjqrd isá;a' ;udg 161


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ukqIH wdjdifhka f;dr jQ nka kï u´ iy fvdla Ldka m%foaYhg foújre jä;s' fkdfhla ;rd;srfï foújre tys jä;s' fï wh wdpd¾h ukag iy fuu md¿ m%foaYhg fnfyúka ms%h lr;s' b;d m%fõifuka ilauka u¿j whsfkka t;s' th w;s mQckSh fõ' flf<ish hq;= ;ekla fkdfõ' .fï ñksiaiq je,s w;=rd th msßisÿ lr we;' kd. foaj fldÜGdio tfiauhs' iuyr úg tys kdhlhd ;=kajrla ilauka u¿j m%oCIsKd lrhs' iuyr úg foaj kd.fhda Wkajykafiag hïlsis W;aijhlg wdrdOkd lr;s' ñksiqka fuks' je,s u¿j bysÍ we;akï ok kud w;aj,ska je,s msi ou;s' fï whf. a yeisÍu mqÿudldr ixhuls' ñksid fï O¾uh wdrlaId lrkafka kï fï foúhka kd.hska fuka Nla;s we;s lr hq;=hehs wdpd¾h uka mjihs' ñksidg fï wukqIHhskaf. a yeisÍu ±lal fkdyelsh' th wjdikdjls' ñksidg foúhkaf.ka ,nd .; yels foa wmuKh' ñksid ;u ñksia Èúh mjd kslrefKa whdf,a .; lr;s' tfyhska i;=g ;Dma;sh fkd,efò' we;af;kau Ydikh hkq is,a .=Kh" YS,dpdrh jvk wdldrhls' fï W;=ï m%;sm;a;s nqÿ iiqfka olajd we;' th wkq.ukh fkdlsÍu wmrdOhls yoj; hkq f,dalfha we;s b;du jákd jia;=j nj wdpd¾h uka ks;r lshhs' yoj; wYsIag" wiNH jQ úg wjg mßirh ¥IKh fõ' l=Kq jQ fohla ksid wjg m%foaYh wmsßisÿ jkakdla fuks' fujeks ¥Is; ukia ksid O¾uh jqjo flf<fia O¾uh w;s mßY=oaO jqjo tjeks ¥Is; uki ksid wmsßisÿ fõ' iqÿ msßisÿ jia;%hla uv .dkakdla fuks' ÿiaYS, mqoa.,fhla O¾uh foaYkd lrk úg tys lsis m%;sM,hla ke;' wYsCIs; oro~q kSp ñksiai O¾uh fl;rï W;=ï jqjo" woykafka ta kSp fkdirema wkaough' ta whg O¾ufha lsis M,la ke;' fn!oaOhka jYfhka f,dalhdg m%o¾Ykh lr;s' ;uka ta O¾uh wkq.ukh fkdlr;s' Ydik hkafkys f;areu fufiah' Ydikh hkq wmsuhs' wfma ls%hd mámdáh fyd| fyda krl kï" wfma i;=g" ÿla hï ;rulao th Ydikhg n,mdhs' tla tla flkdf.a yeisÍu Ydikh fõ' Ydikh hkq mßndysr fohla f,i is;Su úYd, jrols' tneúka ;udf.a yeisÍuo jerÈ fõ' jerÈ foa fl;rï jqjo jevla ke;' hula jevodhl jkafka th yß kï muKs' hful=f.a .=Kh" i;Hh u; Ydikh /foa' b;d ixCIsma;j lSfjd;a wfma yoj; jerÈ kï wms lrK ish,a,u jerÈ fõ' Wod' zzjro wef;d;aZZ .Kka ñkqï jerfoa' we÷ï fkd.e,fma' jdyk ;onoh úIu fõ' újdy jQ wh tu kS;s leãu ksid uy;a jHjikhg m;afõ' ;uka .;a fmdfrdkaÿ lv

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lsij s la ÿIag fÉ;kdjlska fkdlshñ' fuys meñKs uq,a ojfia isgu uu ish¨ lghq;= ksiswdldr isÿ lf<ñ' fuh Tnf.a jdiia:dkh nj uu oksñ' uf.a úiSu Tng lrorhla nj uu oksñ' Tn wkqka úfõpkh lr ;Dma;shla ,nk flfkla jqj;a Tnf.a ls%hdj wkqka fy,d olsk udkisl ls%hdjls' Tnf.a ta ls%hdj,sh ksid uu wiykhg m;a fkdfjñ' ug lK.dgq bka Tng Nhdkl ÿla úmdl ,efnk neúks' ud fuys wdfõ mõ l¾u lsÍug fkdfõ' uu lrk lshk ish¿ foa wjxl msß s isÿ is;lska lrñ' uf.a fÉ;kdj msßisÿ neúka bka wksIag úmdl fkd,efí' kqjKe;af;da fN!;sl foa iy wdOHd;añl foa .ek fjki wjfndaO l< úg .=Kj;a .;s mej;=ï w.h l<y' iduh" i;=g i|yd lrk l=i, l¾u msx jev w.h l<y' wkdÈu;a ld,hl isg kqjKe;af;da .=K .rel Ndjh .ek l:d l<y' ñksidg .=Kj;a ùug Wmfoia ÿkay' Tn wehs fï úêhg .=Kj;alu mfil od ;u ys;=uf;a fujeks wl=i,a j, we,S .e,S isàu fyd| hehs is;kafka @ iS,d§ .=Khka my;a lrñka Tn oji f.jk úg Tfí wl=i, l¾u .ek is;Sug j;a wjldY ke;' Tng ú¢kakg fjk ÿla ug ú£ug isÿ fkdjk kuq;a ug Tn .ek Nh Wm§' fufia ysxidldÍ foa .ek is;Su ±kaj;a kj;d,kq' Tfí wOu" ÿIag" fÉ;kd ksid Tfí ish¨ .=Kj;alï wfydais ù hhs' tys úmdl fl;rï Nhdkl±hs is;Sug j;a fkdyelsh' f,dalfha fjk lsis fohlg jvd ug th Nh f.k foa' uq¿ f,dalhu uy¨ ùug ìh fj;s' f,v frda." urKhg ìh fj;s' tfy;a ta lsisjla fï l¾u úmdl ;rï ud ìhm;a fkdlrhs' flf<ia nyq, mqoa.,fhda .=Kj;alï meyer yer ish¨ wd.ïj, W.kajk Nhdkl ÿla úmdl f.k fok foa lr;s' wms NsCIQka jYfhka isjqre ord .kakd úg fï O¾u úkh wkq.ukh lsÍug wfma iïmQ¾K pß;h fndfyda ù¾Hh jvd fjkia lruq' flf<ia hgm;a lsÍu b;du;a wudre nj ud ±kf.k isáh;a" uu NsCIqjla ù uy;a ÿla .eyeg ú¢ñka fyda flf<ia hgm;a lsÍug ;SrKh .;sñ' ms<sfj;a msÍfï ÿIalr;djh kï ks;ru flf<ia mek k.sk úg tajd hgm;a lsÍuhs' tfy;a wmg wjYH kï l¾u bl=;a lsÍug ta l¾u idok flf<ia blauùug wm tjeks ÿIalr m%;sm;a;shla wkq.ukh l< hq;=h' iïud iïnqÿ rcdKka jykafia foiQ O¾uhg yd;amiska úreoaO jkafka flf<ia' uu >k jkdka;rhg meñK .,a .=ydjl ,`.sñka iudcfhka fldka l< ;eke;af;la fuka ms<sfj;a mqrkafka mdmhkag iy tys úmdlhkag

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Nh neúks' ud fuys wdfõ lsisfjl=g ysxid msvd lsÍug fkdfõ' lsisu mK we;s if;l= yg uu ks.%y fkdlrñ' wmydi fkdlrñ' wf.!rj fkdlrñ' ta ish¨ i;=kaf.a Ôú; l¾u kHdhkag hg;afõ' tneúka" ish,af,dau iudk;ajfhka olsñ' uu /ia lrk l=i, l¾u ish¨ f,dal i;a;ajhdg iudoka lrñ' ta wh i;=áka ikaf;daIfhka fjfi;ajd' uu ukqIHfhlañ' NsCIqjla fjñ wd§ jYfhka uf.a Wiialu .ek lsisúgl fkdis;ñ' wms ish¨ fokdu bm§u" uy¿ùu" f,vùu" urKh ksid iudk fjuq' Tn;a fï l¾u kHdhg hg;a jkafkls' tneúka Tn ksy;udkSj ;u ls%hdjkaf.a úmdl .ek is;d n,kq uekú wkqka kskaod wmydi uqLfhka úfõpkh lsÍu l=Y, l¾u fkdjk neúka ÿla úmdl f.k foa' fï wl=i, ;ud flf¾ wl=rla kEr n,mdhs' Tn" Tn flfrys mqÿuhg m;a ù fï Nhdkl mqreoao w;ayer .kq' th lrk ;=re Tng fyd| flfkla úh fkdyel' túg fyd| u;= Njhla ,eìug yelsfõ' túg Tfí ÿIag" ffjr is; álska ál fuf<dla fõ' wkd.;fha§ fujeks wl=i, úmdl j,ska fj,S isàug isÿjkafka ke;' úYajfha Ôj;ajk ish¨ i;a;ajfhda ñksia" ;sßika" foaj" n%yau" hCI wd§ka i;=g m%d¾:kd lr;s' ÿl m%;f s CIam lr;s' O¾uh ms<n s | m%;f s CIamhla ke;' tfy;a O¾uh ls%hd;aul lsÍug fkdyels fj;s' O¾uh hkq úYajfha mj;sk b;du jeo.;a iajdNdúl Í;shls' idr O¾uhls' idrhls' hï hï wh O¾uhg wkqj Ôj;a ù uy;a i;=glg ,dNhlg m;afj;s úfYaIfhka ukqIHfhda ke;fyd;a ñksia wd;auh" O¾uh ms<sme§ug b;d iqÿiq mßirhls' Tn jqjo yß jerÈ fjka lr ±l .ekSfï yelshdj we;af;ls' Tng bka ;udg iqjf.k foa f;dard .; yelsh' kuq;a Tn lrkafka Bg mgyeks jQ fohls' uu mqÿuhg m;ajkafka Tn tjeks jerÈ foa lrñka .; lrk Ôú;h .ekhs' kqjKe;a;ka j¾ckh lrk foa Tn fyd| hehs ms<s.kS' W;=ï f,i i<lk foa Tn .ryhs' Tn ola ú¢hs' Tng ÿl f;af¾ tfy;a Tn lrkafka ÿla fok foaj,ah' kqjKe;af;da wmg fmkajd § we;s mßÈ wkqkaf.a jerÈ ne,Sug .kakd jHdhduh ;ukag ÿla muqKqjkakls' thu Tn ú,s,eÊcd ke;sj ks;ru lrhs' Tng fuh jeo.;a fkdjQjla Tnf.a is;ú s ,s uu ks;ru oksñ' tfy;a uu ;ry fkdfjñ' WrK fkdjfñ' ks;ru uu iudj foñ' uu Tn .ek wkqlïmd lrñ' tneúka i;Hh fkdj,yd lshñ' Tnf.a is;=ú,s ksid uu úmdl ú¢kafka ke;' tjeks foa uu fkdis;+

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neúks' uu ú¢kafka i;=g" iqjh" iekiqu" ffu;S%" lreKd .=Kh ksid' th uf.a yojf;a fndfyda l,a rc lr we;' ÈjH kd.hd lsisjla fkdlshd fï ish¨ foa wid isáfhah' O¾u lrKq Tyq f;areï .;a úg hïlsis fjfyila Tyqf.a yojf;a we;sjK q 's zzfï NsCIqj fyd| kqjKlaldr foa lsh;s' tfy;a ±kauu ug th ms<smeÈh fkdyelsh' B<`. wd;aufha§ th ms<smeÈh yelsh' fï NsCIqj ud ìhm;a lrhs' Tyq fkdo; hq;= foa okshs' Tyq uf.a Ñka;kh okS' uf.a mqoa.,sl is;=ï" me;=ï Tyq okafka flfiao @ uu bkafka ie`.jqKq f,dalhlh' tfy;a Tyq ud olS' miq.sh wjqreÿj, fndfyda NsCIQyq fï .,a .=ydfõ jdih l<y' tfy;a lsif s jla ud fkdoks;'s uf.a is;ú s ,s fldfy;au fkdoks;'a uu Tjqka nf,kau t<jd ±uqfjñ' ^wdpd¾h uka miqj wm iu`. lS mßÈ fï kd.hd úI OQuhla hjd ta NsCIQkg a bjish fkdyels ±ä wmyiq;djhlg m;a lr t<jd ±uqfõh'& Tyq ksod .kakd úgo uf.a ys; y÷khs' miqj ud is;+ ldrKh ta wdldrfhkau lshhs' wehs uu fï ;rï uf.au u;fha t,an isáfkafka @ Tyq lshk mßÈ ug mqreÿ lrkag neß wehs @ uu Nhdkl wl=i,a lrkafkls' Wkajykafia lS foh i;Hhls' ud fu;rï Nhdkl jerÈ lrefjla nj ±k ±k;a" Tyq uy;a lreKdfjka lsisu ydkshla ug fkdlrk nj mjihs' ud .; lrk fuu Ôú;h uyd ld<lKaKs Ôú;hls' ug yß jerÈ f;afrk nj Tyq lSjd we;a;hs' tfy;a uf.a wjdikdjka; udkh ksid ó<`. Njh;a ld<lKaKsfõuh' È.ska È.gu tfia úh yelsh' ál úrduhlg miq wdpd¾h uka ;uka foaYkd l< O¾uh f;areKd±hs kd.hdf.ka weiSh' zzTn b;d lreKdfjka úia;r l< ish¨u O¾uh ug f;areKd" tfy;a wjdikdjlg fuka ud fndfyda wl=i,a l< flfkls' ±ka ú¢k wmd ÿl ú| wjidk l< hq;=h' fï Oïu ud¾.fha hd yels±hs hk m%Yakh ug úi|d .ekSug fkdyelsh' uf.a is;=ú,s ls%hd lrkafka my;a foa lsÍugh' O¾uhg keUqreùug ug fkdisf;a' Tn my;a foa lshd lshkafka l=ulgo @ uu f,dl= mS%;shla úkaokh lrkjd' Tfí jerÈ lsh lshd kskaod lrk úg' Tn ug l< wmrdOhla keye' kuq;a ta úÈhg ;uhs uf.a is; ls%hd lrkafka' uf.a ys;g fï foa jerÈhs lshd tys úmdl .ek Tmamq lrkag neye' fï ksid uf.a jerÈ yod .kag neye' wdpd¾h uka Wkkaÿ lf<ah'

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Tn ;SCIK nqoaêhlska mÍlaId l< úg ta jerÈ jev ksid ;uka ÿla ú¢k nj jegfyaú' ta nj ms<s.;a úg jerÈ foa Tfí isf;ka ;=rka fjkjd we;' kuq;a Tn fï krl foa fyd| lshd is;=fjd;a Tn tajd /l .ekSug" mj;ajd .ekSug fjr orhs' th lr .ekSug oyila foa is;ñka ls%hd;aul lrhs' th ;ukag fumuK ÿla úmdl fok nj fkdokS' th iemhla" i;=gla hehs lu;sfõ' Tn blauKska fï mqreoao w;a fkdyeßh fyd;a th kj;ajd .kag fkdyels ;;a;ajhlg jefÜ' fuh ug l< fkdyelsh' ug Wmfoia Èh yelsh' Tn Tnu w;ayeßh hq;=h' th Tn i;= j.lSuls' yels;rï ù¾Hh fhdod bka ñ§ug W;aidy .kak' túg l%ufhka Tnf.a krl .;s wvq ù fyd| .;s jeä ÈhqKq ù hhs' wka;sfï§ Tfí isf;a we;af;a msßisÿ" wjxl" YS,dpdr l=i,a is;a muKls' iïud iïnqÿrcdKka jykafia O¾uhg wkqj ish¨ ÿla kikakg yelsfõ' ´kEu kqjK we;s i;a;ajfhl=g fuh l< yelsh' ta O¾uh úiska Tn ks;ru wdrlaId lrK neúka is; iekfia' isf;a Nh" iel" pls; ke;' ;ry is;sú,s ke;' lsisu fohla zzfyd|hsZZ lshd j¾Kkd fkdlrhs' zzkrlhsZZ lshd wjuka fkdlrhs' túg wdidj yd ;ryj ÿre ù hhs' fï foa Y kh wjidkfha § ta kd.hd wdpd¾h uka f .a wjjdoh ms<sme§ug W;aidy .kakd njg m%;s{d ÿks' bkamiq fo;=ka Èkla Wkajykafia fï kd.hdf.a is;ú s ,s úpdrñka isáhy' hïlsis ÈhqKj q la olakg ,enqK's ;udf.a ÿ¾.=K hgm;a lsÍug Tyq ù¾Hh ±refõh' tfy;a ta ù¾Hh jeãu kd.hdg uy;a fjfyila úh' tneúka hï fya;=jla olajd tu .,a .=ydj Wkajykafia yer .sfhah' fuh kd.hdg i;=gg ldrKhla úh' kd.hd iu`. ;snQ iïnkaOh bka yudr úh' fï isoê a h w<,d fndfyda úg Wkajykafia ñksik q g a wjjdo wkqYdikd l<y' ukqIH .;s.=K ms<sn| úpdÍula bka isÿúh' Tnf.a ±kqu msKsi fï isoaêh fmd;g wvx.= lf<ñ' fyd| fyda krl is;=ú,s bfí isÿ fkdfõ' th yg .kafka ;ukaf.a ksrka;rfhka we;sjk mqreÿ wkqjh' th pß;fha ,laIKh fõ' wms ÿIag is;sú,s j,ska hqla; kï iEu wjia:dfõ§u tu ÿIag is;sú,s ke.S isàu isÿfõ' th mqreoaols' wms ldreKsl l=i,a is;ú s ,s j,ska hql; a kï iEu wjia: dfõ§u tjeks wysxil is;sú,s ksrdhdifhka my< fõ' fuho mqreoaols' fï ksid .=Kj;a foudmfhda ;u ¥ orejkag b;d l=vd ld,fha mgka fyd| foa j,g mqreÿ lr;a' fuh jeä jhia .; jQ úg l< fkdyelsh' fuh ±kqj;a lñka iqÿiq mßirh" iqÿiq mqoa., wdY%h ;=<ska j.d j¾Okh l< hq;=h'

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wdpd¾h uka Ñhx vd´ .,a .=ydfõ jdih lrK ld,fha§ Ndjkd ksñ;s fndfyda fihska o¾Ykh úh' iuyr ksñ;s mqÿu t<jk iq¿h' bka álla uu fys i|yka lrñ' uOHu rd;s%fhka miq Èkm;du by< foõf,dúka iy my< foõf,dúka foújre Wkajykafia fj; meñfKa' úYd, ixLHdjla iuyr úg meñfK;s' l,ska fõ,djla kshu lr .ks;s' ry;ka jykafia,d meñK O¾u idlÉPd flfr;s' Wkajykafia,d ksremêfYaI mßks¾jdKhg m;ajk whqre úia;r l<y' ñka iuyr ry;ka jykafia,d tu Ñhdx vd´ .,a .=ydfõ§ msßksjka mEy' wka iuyre fkdfhla m%foaYhkays msßksjka mEy' tu úia;rh fmr fkdweiQ úrE wêl Y%oaOd nqoaêh t<jkakls' wdpd¾h uka f .a fuu úia ; rh wid uu uú;hg m;a j q f kñ' lkiai,a,g m;ajqfkñ' ugo weia" lka" kdid§ bJøsh we;;a tjeks ;;a;ajhlg m;aùug fkdyelsùu wjdikdjls' wdpd¾h uka ms<sn| we;s Y%oaOdj wiSñ;h' iuyr úg uu l÷¿ j.=rjñka w~ñ' iuyrúg iskdfiñ' wka NsCIqka jykafia,d uu isysúl,a ù we;ehs is;k neúka wdhdifhka l÷¿ fkdfy<ñ' we;af;kau uf.a wNHka;rfha hïlsis isys úl,a Ndjhla mej;=Ks' ry;=ka jykafia,d iu`. wdpd¾h uka meje;a jQ idlÉPdjla ;rï .re .dïNSr fohla fï f,dalfha ke;ehs isf;a' uu uy;a Nla;s wdorfhka tu mqj;a fuys i|yka lsÍug W;aidy .;sñ' tfy;a tys wre; yd rih Tn fj; f.k taug ;rï W.;alula ud ;=< fkdue;s neúka iudjqj uekú' fuys olajkafka tu idlÉPdjkaf.a wxY= ud;%hla muKs' zzish¿u ry;ka jykafia,df.a w;s úfYaI Ñka;khla we;' th woaN; + mqÿudldr ,CIKhls' tjeks wdfõKsl jQ is;ú = ,s mrïmrdjla lsih s ï ñksfil=g fyda foúfhl=g fkdue;' nqoaO O¾uhg wkqj fuu ry;a Ndjh ,nd .kafka b;du;a ÿIalr m%;sma;;s ;=<sks' hïlsis pl%j¾;s rfcl=f.a rdcOdksfha mek k.sk úYd, r;arka m;,hla fuka th pu;aldr cklh' b;du ÿ¾,N ;;a;ajhls' ry;ka jykafia,df.a Ôjk rgdj idudkH ñksfil=f.a Ôjk rgdjg jvd yd;amiskau fjkia fõ' th ;kslr O¾uhls' Wkajykafiaf.a YÍrh wka ñksfil=f.a YÍrh fuka i;r uy N+;hkaf. ka ieÿï ,;a jqjo tu YÍrh mj;ajk yoj; b;du;a mú;% neúka uq¿ isrero tu mú;%Ndjh fiajkh lrhs' Tn jykafiao tjeks iajNdjhls' kej; kQmÈk f,i ish¨ flf<ia j,ska ñÿk neúks' tneúka wry;a kï fõ' kej; kQmÈk neúka Tn f,dalhdf.a msx fl;ls' f,dalhdg msx ,nd .; yels jk neúka ish¨ 191


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mqo mQcdj,g iqÿiq fõ' wo wms Tn ±lSug meñKsfha Tnf.a w;s úYsIag .=K iuqodhg Wmydr ±laùugh' fndfyda wh w¾y;ajh i|yd ù¾h .;a kuq;a ndOl bÈßfha fkdkj;ajd f.k hd .ekSug fkdyels fj;s' ñksia f,dalfha ish¨ fokd wkqkaf.ka Wmldr fidh;s' fouõmshka wd§ kEhskaf. a iïnkaO;djh w.h lr;s' lsisfjla yqol,dj ;u Ôú;h iajdëk f,i .; lsÍug fkdleu;s fõ' tneúka ish¨u ñksiaiq wruqKla ke;sj ta fï w; bnd.df;a h;a' tjeks Ôùkaf.a ixLHdj wkka;h' tneúka ry;=ka jykafia uq¿ úYajhg úYd, Yla;shls' Tn jykafiaf.a w;s mdßY=oaO Ndjh ñksiqka foúhka nUqka yg ,enqK úYd, wdYs¾jdohls' Tn jykafia yoj;ska úYaj NdIdjla l:d lr;s' th wkalsis NdIdjla wNsnjd woyia ±laùug yelshdjls' nqÿjre iy isõms<sisôhd uy ry;=ka jykafia,d fï úYaj Yla;sh ;=<ska wka wh iu`. iïnkaëlrKh lr;s' Woõ Wmldr lr;s' wukqIHhka iu`. l:d ny lrkafka fï úYaj Yla;sh ;=<sks' fï úêhg lshk foa jyd jegfyk w;r ukqIH NdIdj ;=<ska lshk foa jegfykafka iSud iys;jh'ZZ fï ry;ka jykafia ;u foaYkh wjia lr ;uka jykafia msßksjka mE wkaou úia;r l<y' ta iEu ry;ka jykafia kulau ;ud msßksjka mE bßhõj mj;ajd fmkakqï l<y' iuyre noaO m,a,xlfhka iudê .; ù msßksjka mEy' iuyre isxy fihHdfjka ol=Kq we,fhka ihkh lr msßksjka mE wkaou fmkakqï l<y' iuyre ilauka u¿fõ§ isáñka ksYap,j msßksjka mEy' iuyre weúÈñka ilaufka§ msßksjka mEy' ys¢k iy ihkh lrK bßhõ nyq, jYfhka fmkakqï l<y' ilaufka fyda isgf.k msßkajka mdkafka l<d;=rlsks' Wkajykafia,d msßksùu b;du ishqï f,i fmkajk ,§' wjidk fudfyd; f;la jQ isoaêh ±lajQy' ys¢ñka msßksjka mdk úg mq¿ka frdola fuka uq¿ isrer wm%dKsl ù my;a úh' isxy fihHdfjka msßksjka mdk fudfyd; f;areï .ekSug ÿIalrh' wdYajdi" m%dYajdi kej;Su muKla ±k .; yelsfõ' kskaog jegqkdla fuka uq¿ YÍrh ksYap,h' wdYajdi" m%dYajdi l%ufhka ishqï ù ke;s ù hhs' ysg.k msßksjka mdk úg b;du iDcqj isg jï w; Wv ol=K w; ;nd ysi ;rula bÈßhg kud weia mshdf.k úYd, Ndjkd ukisldrhl fuka fudfyd;la ;sî fyñysg ìu jegqky' m<uqj ys¢k bßhõjg jeà miqj mq¿ka frdola fuka fmdf<djg my;a úh' ilauka lrñka msßksjka mdk úg yh y;ajrla tyd fuyd ilaufka weúo fyñysg fmdf<dj u; m;s; ù ksYap, úh'

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fuu úia;r fmkajk úg tu ry;ka jykafia,d tla tla kula wdpd¾h uka iómhg meñK wä 6la muK ÿßka isg b;d meyeÈ,sj ta ksrEmdêfYaI ksjka ,nk fudfyd; fmkakqï l<y' tu o¾Yk Wkajykafiaf.a isf;a fkdueflk o¾Ykhls' Wkajykafia fuu úia;r lrk úg uf.a weia l÷<ska msÍ .sfhah' uu Ns;a;sh foi n,d isáfhñ' wuq;= fõokdjlska .; is; lïmd úh' ta fõ,dfõ§ hïlsis fohla iso jqKs kï fï mqi; a lhlg ta isoaêh we;=<;a lsÍug isÿfõ' fï ry;ka jykafia,df.a mßks¾jdKh b;d ,laIK iïNdjkSh f,i isÿjqKs' idudkH ñksid urKhg uqyqK fokafka óg yd;amiska fjkia wdldrhlgh' ta W;a;u jykafia,d iïuq;s f,dalfhka i|ygu iuq .ks;s' kej; Wmam;a;shla ke;' ÿla mSvd wiyk wIag f,dal O¾uh blaujd .shy' fuh uyd ixfõokSh wdYap¾hls' th wid isá ish¨ fokdu fufia úiañ; jQ nj uu oksñ' ;=ka kula Ñhdx v´ .,a .=ydfõ§ ry;a ù msßksjka mEy' bka fokula isxy fihHdfjka ie;fmk bßhõfjks' tla kula kula ilauka lrñks' ;ud msßksjka mE wkaou fmkaùug fmr tu ry;ka jykafia ;uka msßksjka mdk wkaou .ek l,ska is;d u;d ;snqK nj ie,l<y' wdpd¾h ukaf.a jegySug wkqj fndfyda ry;ka jykafia,d miq.sh Y;lfha ;dhs,ka;fha fufia msßksjka mEy' uu okakd ;rñka ;=ka kula Ñhx v´ .,a .=ydfõ§ tla kula fjdx *rd pdka l÷ uqÿfka§ tla kula f,dma nQßj,§ tla kula kfLdka kfhdla m%foaYfha Lõ hhs ys£" tla kula fldLd Èia;s%lalfha Od;=¨jx úydrfha§ fj;s' óg jvd fndfyda ry;=ka jykafia,d msßksù we;s kuq;a ug kï .ï jYfhka u;l we;af;a fumuK fõ' ksjkhkq nqÿ mfia nqÿ ry;=ka jykafia,d muKla m%;HCIlrK O¾u;djhls' ta iefjdu ;u ika;dkfha ish¨ flf,ia kej; kQmÈkd f,i ÿrelr we;' wka mqoa.,fhda ;u is;a ;=< flf<ia we;s neúka ksjka wjfndaO lr ke;' fï wh ueÍ f.dia kej; WmÈ;s' miamõ wd§ wl=i,a lrK wh wmd .; ù wkka; ÿla ú¢;s' foõ" nUqka ùug b;d ÿIalr ksid iq¿ m%udKhla tys WmÈ;s' tfy;a ;sßika wd§ wmdh f,dalj, i;a;ajfhda fndfyda fj;s' ukqIH ;sßika foaj wd;au j, wdidj" ;Kaydj rc flf¾' tneúka kej; kej; Wm§' fuys ksudjla ke;' ksjk fï whg wod< fkdfõ' Ôj;aj isáh§ nqoaOd§ W;=fuda flf<ia ixis|jd we;' tneúka urK fudfydf;a§ kej; iir bm§ug wdidj ke;' ;u YÍrh ms<sn| jqjo ;Kaydj ke;' l=Kq ù hk YÍrhla muKls' fï úYajfha lsisu fohla .ek

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foúhkag iïmQ¾K wjOdkh fhduqúh' fï ish,a, wjika jQ úg ÿïßh .uk wdrïN úh' Wkajykafia uy;a ixfõ.hg m;a jQfha ta foõ le< .ekh' ta wh t;rï wdor Nla;shla msßkeuQ úÈh úiañ;h' ñksiqka yd iudk wdor f.!rjh mqo l<y' ÿïßh .uka lrk úg miqmi wyiska jä;s' wka;sfï§ Wkajykafia l:d lr ta foaj iuQyhdg ;u úudk j,g hk f,i ±kqï ÿKs' Tjqka kej;=fka uy;a wdkafoda,khlsks' kej; Wkajykafiaf.a meñKSu wfmalaId lrñks' kuq;a ta whf.a is;=ï me;=ï tfia isÿ fkdùh' wdpd¾h uka ta m%foaYhg fkdmeñKsfhah' Wkajykafia isá Wfødka ;dks yd ifLdka kfLdka m%foaYhg ta foújre meñKs nj ±k Wkajykafia wm iu`. fkdlSfõh'

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wjg jkdka;r mßirfhah' fï ld,fha§ .sys mejÈ msßia Wkajykafiaf.ka l¾u ia:dk ,nd f.k Ndjkd l<y' óg fmr tys isá msßia Wkajykafiaf.a meñKSu n,dfmdfrd;a;= jQy' kej; jdrhla Wkajykafia ±l .ekSug i;=gq jQy' ta jk úg jhi wjqreÿ 70la muK úh' ;ju .uka lsÍug Yla;sh we;' ks;ru ke.S isá ù¾Hh we;s neúka ls%hdYS,S úh' jk fikiqkaj, ilauka Ndjkdfjka l,a.; l<y'

by; wd;au Wfødaka ;dks m<df;a jdih lrk ld,fha .fï ñksiaiq wdpd¾h uka yuqù m%Yak weiQy' jfrl w;S; cd;sj, mqreÿ l< .=K O¾u fï wd;aufha§ ;udf.a pß;hg n,mdk wkaou úpd,y' w;S;fha wUq ieñ jYfhka isá whf.a tu leue;a; wkqj kej; wd;auj, tfia wUqieñ ùug m;afõo @ fujeks m%Yak .ek ñksiaiq ks;r iel my< lr;shs wdpd¾Hh uka mejiSh' uq,a m%Yakhg fufia ms<s;=re ÿks' w;S; l¾u ;u fÉ;kdj wkqj isÿ ù we;' ta fÉ;kdfõ n,j;a Yla;sh wkqj fufia ;u pß;hg n,mdhs' fofjks m%Yakh .ek fufia mejiSh' ;uka.a j¾;udk Ôú;fha§ we;sjk kE in|lï fmr wd;aufha isg tkakla nj ;SrKh lsÍu wmyiq fohls' fndfyda úg ia;S% mqreIhka újdy fjkafka wkaO wd,fhks' nv.sks ldrhd hï wdydrhla ÿgq ú.i th blauKska Wmdodkh lrhs' ;ukaf.a wjYH;djh wkqj th N=la;s ú¢hs' w;S;fha we;s iïnkaOhla ksid újdy jQfha hehs fiùu ÿIalr jkafka tneúks' flf<ia we;sùu ksid tys wd§kj" w;S; mqreÿ wdÈhg wkqj is;Sug wjldY ke;' rd. .skak we;s ú.i Bg m%;sl¾u fidhhs' tneúka w;S; mqreÿ wkqj isÿ fkdfõ' ndysr yev rej wd§ lreKq wkqj ia;S% mqreI iïnkaOh we;s flf¾' flf<ia j, iajNdjh kï ;u wdorh fkd,enqfKd;a m<s.ekSu ksid fndfyda wmrdO lsÍuhs' ;udf.a jro ÿgqj;a th fkdms<s.ks;s' urKh jqjo lï ke;' fï flf<ia .skak rd.h hehs y÷kajkq ,efí' th ;u yojf;a mek ke.S isá úg md,kh lsÍu ÿIalr fõ' hful=g idOdrK f,i" j.lSula we;sj Ôj;a ùug wjYH kï flf<ia .skafkka uqim;a fkdúh hq;=hs' md,khla ke;sj flf<ia yg .ekSu ksid th n,j;a wl=i, Yla;shla njg m;afõ' w;S;fha isoaëka .ek is;Sug jvd ;udf.a flf<ia md,kh lsÍu jvd iqÿiq fõ' túg ;ud

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wkaO N+; Ndjfhka uy;a md;d,j,g fkdjefÜ' Ndjkd n,hla we;s whg muKla ;u w;S; Ôú;h u;la l< yelsh' fudk fya;=jla ksid jqj;a ldudidj uev .ekSug wd;au md,kh wjYH fõ' Nhdkl flf<ia msgdr .,ñka .x j;=rla fuka md,kfhka f;dr jQ úg f;daka ,kqj lvd .;a wYajhd fuka fu,a, lsßu fkdyelsh' m%Yakh ( hï iajdñ Nd¾Hhd fofofkla fï wd;aufha§ iqyoj Ôj;a ù u;= wd;aufha§;a uqk .efiajd hk m%d¾:kdj bIag lr .ekSug l< hq;af;a l=ulao @ ;ukaf.a wêIaGdkh muKla iEfyao @ wdpd¾h uka ( is;u S " wêIaGdkh muKla fkdiEfya' Bg wjYH lghq;= l< hq;=h' hfula fmdfydi;a ùug n,j;a leue;a;la we;' tfy;a lïue,s lñka uqo,a Wmhd .ekSug fjfyi fkdfõ' Tyq fmdfydi;a fkdfõ' ta leue;a; bgq lr .ekSug olaI;djh ;sìh hq;h = 's tfiau tjeks wêIaGdkhla we;s iajdñ Nd¾Hhd fofokd ks;r iu.shka isáh hq;=hs' fofokdu tlu wruqK leu;s úh hq;=hs' Nla;sh" úYajdih" weoys,a, tlu úh hq;=hs' wfkHdakH wjxl wdorh ;sìh hq;=hs' ;udf.a jdish" ,dNh" i;=g msKsi wfkldf.ka jev .ekSu fkdl< hq;h = 's túg úYajdih Nx. fõ' w;Dma;u s ;a Ôú;hla we;sfõ' is,aj;a úh hq;=hs' fyd| yeisÍu ;=<ska iyldßh fyda iylrejd ñka u;= wd;auNjfha§;a uqK .eiSug leu;s úh hq;=hs' tfy;a tlaflkla muKla fufia yeisreK;a wks;a ;eke;a;d Bg úreoaO yeisÍu w;súg tkï ;ukag leu;s mßÈ Ôj;a fõ kï túg fl;rï kej; yuqùug wêIaGdk l<;a th iM, fkdfõ' ta ;ukaf.a jerÈ ls%hdj, úmdl ksid ;u me;=u id¾:l fkdfõ' Tnf.a me;=u l=ulao @ Tn wka yeu fohlgu jvd ;u Nd¾Hhdj kej;;a ,efíjd hk leue;a; we;af;yso @ m%Yakh ( uu fjk lsisjla m%d¾:kd fkdlrñ' tlu me;=u uf.a ìß| kej; wd;aufha§;a yuqfõjd hkakhs' ñ, uqo,a" ;;a;ajh" rc iem" foõ iem" ksjka iem jqjo uf.a Nd¾Hhdj ke;akï jevla ke;' hful=f.a úYd,;u n,dfmdfrd;a;=j fuh úh hq;=hs' ta i;=g we;súg muKla wks;a f,!lsl iem w¾:j;a fõ' fuh uf.a o¾Ykhhs' tneúka fï m%Yakh weiqfjñ' tfy;a uu ,eÊcd Nh jqfkñ Tn jykafia ug ksko a d flfr;a±hs iel we;s úh' fï f,dalfha ienE ;;a;ajh fuh jqj;a fndfyda wh ta .ek l:d fkdlr;a' wdpd¾h uka iskdiqks' zztfia kï Tn hk hk ;ek Nd¾Hhdj legqj hd hq;=hs @ZZ

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m%Yakh ( fuh ms<s.ekSug uu ,eÊcd fjñ' uf.a Nd¾Hhdjg we;s leue;a; ksid uu uyK fkdfjñ' wE ;ks fõú' /l n,df.k wjjdo §ug lsif s jla ke;sfõhehs ug isf;a' uf.a orefjda ks;r ñ, uqo,a wd§ foa b,a,ñka wEg jO ysxid lr;a' ud ke;s l< ta whf.a wdor" lreKdj fkd,efíhehs isf;a' uu fï .ek n,j;a f,i lïmd fjñ' ug fkdf;afrk ;j fohla we;' O¾u mqia;lj, i|yka mßÈ foaj f,dalj, isák foújrekaf.a ia;S%" mqreI fNaoh we;' ñksia f,dalfha fuks' foújre b;du;a i;=áka fkdfhla úêfha wdiajdo ,nñka mS%;sfj;a' th Ôj;a ùug iqÿiq mßirhls' tfy;a n%yau f,dalj, tjeks ia;S%" mqreI fNaohla ke;' tys Ôj;aùu t;rï i;=gq t<jkakla fkdfõ' tys lsisfjla úys¿" úfkdao fkdlr;s' tys ;kslula fkd±fkao @ ksjk Bg;a jvd ksy~" ksYap, ;ekls' lsisu iïnkaOhla ke;' ;ud taldka;fhkau iajdëk fõ' lsisfjl=f.a Woõ Wmldr ke;' lsisfjla wjYH fkdfõ b;ska tys§ ;udf.a wNsudkh olajkafka ldgo @ tjeks w;s W;a;u ;;a;ajhlg m;ajqk úg ish,a,kaf.a ie<ls,s iïudk ,eìh hq;=h' fï f,dalfha hfula Wiia" Okj;a" W.;a wd§ fi!Nd.Hj;a ÈhqKqjlg m;a jQ úg wkHhkaf.a je÷ï" ms÷ï wdor f.!rj ,n;s' tfy;a ksjfka we;af;a ±ä ksy~;djhls' lsisfjl=f.a wdor ie,ls,s ke;' ug ysf;k úêhg tjeks ;ekl i;=gla úfkdaohla ke;' ug iudjkak fujeks fudav msiaiq m%Yak weiSu .ek' tfy;a uf.a ysf;a fï ielh ÿre lrk ;=re uu ksrka;rfhka ÿlafjñ' wdpd¾h uka ( foaj f,dal" n%yau f,dal" ksjk Tn jeks fudav" iel iys; mqoa.,hkag hkag yels ;eka fkdfõ' tjeks ;ekaj,g hkafka ;udf. a wdOHd;añl Yla;sh we;s wh' ;ukaf.a .=K kqjK jeä jk úg foõ f,dj" nU f,dj yd ksjk hkafka f;areu wjfndaO fõ' Tn jeks whg isysfkkaj;a tys hd fkdyel' Tng hd yels jqj;a Nd¾Hdj Ôj;a jk ;=re tys hd fkdyel' wE u< miq ta ÿl bjid.kag fkdyelsj l,a .; lrkq úkd foaj f,dal .ek is;Sug j;a fkdyel' Tn is;k wkaoug foaj f,dal n%yau f,dal jqj;a Tnf.a NdhH_dj ;rï jgfka ke;' tjeks ;ekaj, Tn n,d .kakg NdhH_djla ke;' Tn tys hkag fkdleue;s jkafka Tnf.a ish¨ iem iïm;a ,nd fok NdhH_dj ke;s ksidh' wdpd¾h uka iy tu m%Yakh weiQ mqoa,hd uy;a fia iskdiqks' fï f,dalfha ú¢k iem jqjo ;u ;ukaf.a leue;a; wkqj fjkia fõ' wfma YÍrfha we;s bkaøsh tlu YÍrhl we;;a fjkia wruqKq .ks;s' wei rEm ols;s' lK Yío wi;s' kdih .| iqj| muKla .ks;s' Èjg ri muKla

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±fka' YÍrh leu;s jkafka fyd| iam¾Y j,g' ta ta bkaøshkaf.a yelshdj wkqj fjk fjk wruqKq ,nd .ks;s' tl bkaøshlg fï ish¨ wruqKq .kag neye' ri we;s wdydr .ekSu tl úfkdaohls' újdy iem ;j;a úfkdaohls' fï f,dalfha úfkdao wdiajdo j,ska f;dr ke;' ta Ôj;a jk whg w;HdjYH neúks' tajd fidh fidhd f.dia ,nd .ks;s' fujeks i;=g ikaf;daIh ñksia f,dj we;' foaj f,dalj, fjk;a wdiajdo we;' n%yau f,dlaj, Bg fjkia wdiajdo we;' ksjfka we;s wdiajdoh flf<ia ±ú,s ksùfuks' ta i;=g flf<ia iys; mqoa.,hkaf.a i;=gg jvd yd;amiska fjkia fõ' Tng wjYH jkafka Nd¾Hhdjf.ka ,efnk wdiajdoh muKla kï Tn weiaj,ska fkdfhla foa n,kafka wehs @ lkska Yío wikafka wehs @ lkafka fudlgo @ ksokafka fudlgo @ msx lrkafka l=ulgo @ oka fokafka l=ulgo @ is,a rlskafka l=ulgo @ Ndjkd lrkafka l=ulgo @ Tng lrkag ;sfhkaka tla fohls' Nd¾Hhdj iu`. jdih lrñka ta ish¨ iem ,eîu fkdfõo @ túg wks;a iem fidh fidhd lror ùula ke;' we;af;kau Tng tfia l< yelso @ m%Yakh ( wfmdhs tfia lrkag neye iajdóks' fldfyduo ud tfyu lrkafka @ ta wer;a wms fld;rï rKavq lrkjdo @ uu flfia ish¨ iem Nd¾Hdhf.ka muKla ,nïo @ túg uf.a Ôú;h uy wjq,la fõ' fï ñksid b;d wjxl ks¾Nh mqoa.,fhls' Tyq is,a wdrlaId lr;shs' wdpd¾h uka mejiqfõh' Tyq wdpd¾h uka yg fndfyda f.!rj wdor olajhs' ks;r ks;r wjq;a wdpd¾h ukaf.aka m%Yak wihs' idudkH wh fujeks m%Yak wdpd¾h ukaf.ka wikafka ke;' Tyq ;u ìß|g yd orejkag fndfyda wdorh we;' wdpd¾h uka flfrys we;s wdorh" Nla;sh ksid ks;r wdrduhg ths' túg wuq;a;ka iu`. wdpd¾h uka l:d lrkafka kï Tyq wdrdufha wks;a NsCIQkg a Woõ Wmldr lrkafka ;udf.a f.or whg i<lk úÈhgh' wdpd¾h uka Tyqf.a ´kEu m%Yakhlg ms<s;=re imhhs' hï hï whf.a pß; ,CIK y÷kd .ekSug wdpd¾h uka w;s oCI fõ' ta ta whg fjkia wdldrfhka i<lhs' idudkH l:dfõ§ fyda foaYkfha§ ;u fm%aCIhkag .e,fmk l:d lsh;a' uu ,sõ fï l:d mqj;a j,ska ta nj Tng Tmamq fjkjd we;' wdpd¾H jka fkdka ksfjÜ ys jdih lrK ld,fha§ fndfyda NsCIqka Wkajykafiaf.ka Wmfoia ,nd .ekSug meñKshy' jiaidk ld,h Wkajykafia iu`. .; l<y' wo fuka fkdj ta ld,fha fuu úydrh b;du ksial,xl m%foaYhls' lsisfjla tys wdfõ ke;' hïlsis Ndjkd fhda.Ska

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muKla ÿr l;r f.jd meñKshy' tfy;a ±ka úYd, jYfhka fik`. /iafj;s' Ndjkd fhda.S NsCIqkag fuh m<sfrdaOhls' ta ld,fha NsCIQka jykafia,d yqol,dj leu;s mßÈ ms<sfj;a msrEy' tneúka fndfyda NsCIQka wêudkqIsl .=K O¾u jvd .;ay' bka ;udg muKla fkdj wjg ckhdg yd mßirhg fi;la úh' ijia hdufha§ wdpd¾h uka NsCIQkag oï fi;s' wdrïN lrkafka YS,h ms<sn| l:djlsks' bkamiq iudê" m[a[d úia;r lr;s' l%udKql+,j fï foaYkh .eUqre ù w¾y;ajh olajd úia;r fõ' th O¾ufha wjidk b,lalh fõ' bkamiq wx. iïmQ¾K foaYkhla m%;smodj .ek úia;r fõ' ta wjia:dj,§ NsCIqjlf.a wdl,am" yeisÍu" ffoksl jev ms<sfj," Ndjkd l¾uia:dk .ek i|yka fõ' ksrka;rfhkau úkh YsCId /lSu yd i;s iumc[a[h flfrys ;Èka ne£ isáh hq;= nj wjOdrKh flf¾' hï NsCIqjla úkh yd yeisÍu ms<sn|jo" ;ud mqyqKq fjk YsCId ms<n s |jo f.!rjh we;akï Tyq NsCIqjla f,i ie<lsh hq;=h' Lqoodkq Lqool YsCId lv lrK NsCIqj th jeo.;a YsCId f,i .Kka fkd.kS' tjeks w;miq ùu ÿiaiS, njls' wka;sfï§ Bg jvd f,dl= YsCId jqjo lv lr;s' úkh kS;s rlskf a ka ;ukaf.a yeisßu wLKavj mj;ajd .ekSugh' ke;fyd;a úáka úg Tyqf.a yeisÍfï fodaI we;' fujeks wjia:djkag uqyqK §ug m;a jQ úg wka iqfmaY, YsCIdldó iqny % u a pdÍka bÈßfha uy;a ,eÊcdjls' tneúka ta iq¿ jro fyda w;ayeÍu ksid ;u .=rejr iy jdih lrK wka NsCIQkaf.a f.!rjh ysñfõ' ;ukag lsis iella Nhla ke;sj Ôj;a úh yelsfõ' Tfí yojf;a msßisÿ Ndjh fid;dmkak u.a. M, isg wry;a; u.a.M, olajd l%ufhka jeã hd hq;=fõ' tfia ùug iudê" m[a[d fkdlvjd jeã .sh hq;=fõ' ù¾Hh n,j;a úh hq;=h' fï bJøsh O¾u jeã hk úg ;u isf;a mj;sk flf<ia l=Kq leã ì§ iqKq úiqKq ù hhs' NsCIqjlf.a l:dj" yeisÍu b;du ksrjoH úh hq;=h' is; w;s msßisÿ ù we;af;a iudê" m[a[d" úuqla;s" úuqla;s {dKoiaikh ;=<sks' lsis úgl ;u isf;a l=iS;" w÷re" ÿlauqiq Ndjhla ke;' msg;ska f;acdkaú; Ndjhla fmfka' lsif s jla u`. yßk" ;u isf;a ;ekam;a lr .;a B¾IHd ffjr wdÈhla ke;' ie`.úhq;a;la ke;' lKiai,a,la ke;' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf. a wNHka;r isf;a yd ndysr yeisÍfï taldldr msßisÿ Ndjhla we;' tu nqÿ.=K ;ud ;=< jvd .ekSug NsCIqj ù¾Hh jeäh hq;=h' nqÿjre wkq. ukh lrK wd¾h ix>hdf.a fï .=K olakg ,efí' ish¨ mõ ÿre lsÍu;a" l=i,a lsÍu;a b;du iqÿiq fõ' wjxl Ndjh ;u is; ;=< we;s úg O¾uhg

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ish¨ jev ksy~j i;s iumc[a[fhka isÿ lr;s' hfula fuu m%foaYhg meñKs úg lsis NsCIqjla olakg ke;' lsisfjla l:d i,a,dmfhka fkdisà' ish¨u NsCIQka ;u l=áj, Ndjkdfjka l,a f.j;s' Wfoa jrefõ msKavmd;h msKsi kej; yuqfj;s' Ndjkdfjkau msKavmd; flfr;s' lsis flfkla iu`. l:d ny lsÍula ke;' tu NsCIQka jykafia,dg olsk wh Y%%oaOd Nla;sfhka kuialdr lr;s' wdydr j<¢k úg m%;HfõCId lr;a' ;u md;%h ;=< we;s wdydrj, wks;H ÿlaL;djh fufkys lrñka ri ;DIaKdj hgm;a lr;s' Wv ìu ne,Sula fyda l:d lsÍula ke;' wdydr uqLhg .ekSu" úlSu" .s,u S " b;d isys kqjKska" ksy~j lr;s' miqj Yd,dj w;= .d msrisÿ lr ;u md;%h fidaod frÈ lene,a,lska msi wõfõ fõ,d ;ekam;a lr;s' fï ish,a, i;sfhka ksy~j isÿ lrK Ndjkd ukisldrhls' bkamiq ;u l=áhg f.dia kej;;a Ndjkdfõ fhfo;a' iu: Ndjkdfjka tl`. jQ is; úmiaikdjg k.ñka mámÉp iuqmamkak O¾u" kdu rEmhkaf.a iajNdjh .ek .eUqßka Ndjkd lrñka m%{dj j¾Okh flf¾' w¾y;ajh flfrys is; fhduq lrñka flf<ia hgm;a lr;s' i;sh meje;aùu b;du wjYH fõ' ffoksl jev lsÍfï§ isys kqjKska l=i,a is;ska ish¨ jev lr;s' i;sh ke;súg ù¾Hh ke;sfõ' túg ilauka lsÍu" jdä ù Ndjkd lsÍu lsis jevla ke;s ysia fohls' i;sh ke;s úg iïud jdhduh ke;' fï ksid wdpd¾h uka i;sfhka ish¨ YÍr p,kh" YÍr ls%hdldß;ajh isÿ lsÍug ks;r Wmfoia fo;s' we;af;kau i;sfhka f;dr lsisï Ndjkdjla fyda l=i,a is;la ke;' i;sh n,j;a jQ úg is; ksrdhdifhka iudê.; fõ' i;s iumc[a[h yd m%{dj úmiaikd Ndjkdj ÈhqKq lrhs' hï NsCIqjla fufia Ndjkd ukisldrfhka neyer jQ úg wdpd¾h uka iu`. jdih lsÍug fkdyels fj;s' Èk y;lg jrla ish¨u NsCIQka le|jd Ndjkd Wmfoia fokq ,efí' túg wdpd¾h uka Tjqkaf.a iel" ìh" m%Yak j,g úi÷ï fo;s' Wkajykafia b;d lreKdfjka hï hï whf.a m%Yak ksrdlrKh lr;s' O¾uh ;ud ;=< we;s nj;a u.a.M, ksíndk ;udg ,nd .; yels nj;a tu NsCIQka jykafia,df.a wêIaGdkh fõ' wdpd¾h ukaf.a foaYk ;=<ska ;ukaf.a mdrñ;d .=K mQrKh" isÿ lr .ekSug wjYH Yla;sh ,efí' Ndjkdfõ fhfok úg ? oj,a .ek ;elSula ke;' oji" ld,h .ek ±kSula ke;' y| t<sh ke;s úg bámkaoï ,ka;Ereï j,ska ilauka u¿j wdf,dalu;a lr;s' i| we;s ld,fha i| t<sfha ilauka lr;s' Ndjkdjg fhduq jQ úg ksod .ekSug b;d iaj,am jYfhka isÿfõ'

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wdpd¾h ukaf.a iQ;% iÊCOdhkdj b;d ñysßh' Èkm;d ? fnda jk ;=re Wkajykafia iQ;% iÊCOdhkd lr;s' Oïupll mj;a;k iQ;%h" uyd iuh iQ;%h" jeks iQ;% Èkm;d iÊCOdhkd flfr;s iuyrúg wmf.a ±kqu i|yd md<s iQ;% mßj¾;kh flf¾' th md<s jHdlrK wkqj fkdj w¾: h úoyd olajñks' tys w¾:h idrj;ah' b;d meyeÈ,sh' wid isák whg nqÿ rcdKka jykafiaf.a ta mKsúvh b;d uekúka m%ldY fõ' fm!rdKsl fmd; mf;a i|yka jQ fuu iQ;% idrh mqÿudldr úêhg wmg .e,fma' tu mßj¾;kh lsishï md<s uydpd¾hjrfhl=g l< fkdyelsh' tfy;a Wkajykafia lsis Èkl md<s NdIdj yodrd ke;' md<s jdlH WÉPdrKh;a iu`.u tys mßj¾;kh ieklska lsh;s' iQ;% mßj¾;kh zzoifjks fY%aKshZZ iu¾:h' wd§ jYfhka lSug zzkj jk fY%aKshZZ hkq wudrefjka md<s jpkj, w¾: iemhSuls' wdpd¾h uka b;d blaukg yd ks¾Nhj tu w¾: m%ldY lr;s' Bg fya;=j Wkajykafiaf.a Ndjkd w;a±lSï ;=<ska w¾:h jgydf.k we;s neúks' md<s.d:d ksrka;rfhka u;lfha we;' tys w¾:h idudkH jHdlrKdkql=, fkdfõ' zzjd;d reCLd k mnnf;dZZ hkak w¾: l:kfha§ zzl=Kdgqfjka .ia fmrf<a tfy;a mßj¾; fkdief,aZZ fufia O¾u foaYkd lrK úg md<s jdlH pu;aldr wkaoñka fhdod .ks;a' uu l<ska i|yka l< 9fjks 10fjks fY%aKsfha md<s NdIdj t;rï jeo.;a fohla f,i fkdi<lkq uekú' th OQ;dx. NsCIQka jykafia,d Ndú;d lrk NdId ú,dihls' bka lsisfjl=g wjuka lsÍula ke;' wm fndfyda l,a jk.; ù isá neúka iuyrúg j÷re .;s we;' j÷frda fl;rï yS,Elr iqr;,a l<;a le,E .;sh w;a fkdyß;a' ud wdpd¾h ukaf.a mßj¾;k ms<sn| ,Sfõ md<s wdpd¾hjrekag iroula f,i fkdfõ' ug iudjqj uekj' iuyr mdGlfhda ud iSudj blaujd we;ehs fodia ke.sh yels neúks' h:d ld,fha§ wdpd¾h uka nka kd fudka m%foaYfha ksla ó nka fLdla m%foaYfha ie;mqula muK wE;g f.dia jia úiQy' wimqj .fuka ie;mqï Nd.hla muK wE;h' tfy;a ±ä ksy~;djhla we;' ta ld,fha NsCIQka 10-12 kula muK tys jdih l<y' fuys jdih lrk ld,fha§ uu m%: u jrg wdpd¾h uka yuqjqfkñ' Wkajykafiaf.a lreKd .=Kh ksid ud YsIHfhla f,i Ndr .;ay' tfy;a uf.ka lsis m%fhdackhla ke;' ÈrÉp ,S fldghla fuks' ud fuys Ôj;a jQfha fydoafoa ri fkdokakd yekao fuks'

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w;s W;a;u wdpdhH_ uka N+ßo;;

wo jqjo uu ta .ek ,eÊcd fjñ' ud jeks jevlg ke;s mqoa.,fhla fï uyd .=K id.rhla iu`. Ôj;a jqfkñ' ta flfia fj;;a ñka u;= ud fï m%jD;a;sh ,shkafka uf.a mqoa.,sl w;a±lSï ;=<sks' óg fmr ,shjqk úia;rh b;d wdhdifhka tl;= lr .;a wka wdpd¾h jrekaf.a w;a±lSï neúka fndfyda úg uu ÿ¾uqL jqfkñ' fuu l:d mqj; ilia lsßug wjqreÿ .Kkdjla ;=< fkdfhla m%foaYhkays úiQ wdpd¾hjre yuq ù idlÉPd meje;a jQfhñ' ta whf.a u;lfhka lshfjk l:d mqj;a má.; lf<ñ' ta ish¨u lreKq f.dkq lsÍu b;d ÿIalr úh' tajd wkqms<sfj<ska jd¾;d lsÍu" th lshjd jgyd .; yels mßÈ mdGlhdf.a wjOdrKh msKsi hï ridiajdohla ;=<ska t<s±laùu wjYH úh' tys wka;¾.; O¾ulreKq ta wdldrfhka bÈßm;a lsÍu .ek uu fkdfhla úg wjfndaOfhka hqla;j i|yka lf<ñ' ñka u;= uf.a w;a±lSï ;=<ska wdpd¾h ukaf.a wjidk ld, mßÉfþoh ,shñ' fuu úia;rh Tn fuf;la lsh jQ úia;rh ;rï rij;a fkdúh yelsh' tfy;a l;_Djrhd jYfhka ud jvd;a Nla;s mQ¾jl w;a±lSï m< lrkafka is;g tl`.jh' jiaidk ld,h wdpd¾h uka nka fLdla ys jk fikiqfka ;j NsCIQka iaj,am fofkla iu`. úiQy' tu ;=ka udih ish¨u NsCIQka b;d ksfrda.sj Ndjkd ld¾Hfhys fhÿkdy' i;shlg jrla O¾u foaYkd lr;s' th meh 2-4la muK ld,hla meje;afõ' wid isák wh iudê is;lska u wjOdrKh lr;s' ue,slula fyda ksÈu;la ke;' ish¨ fokdu wjÈfhka n,j;a Y%oaOdfjka wid isá;s' wdpd¾h uka foaYkd lrkafka iudê is;lska neúka tys kej;Sula fyda wkjYH jpk ud;%hla ke;' fya;= m%;H l¾u úmdl" máÉpiuqmamkak O¾u wid isá whf.a is;a úksúo .sfhah' ish¨ fokdu mq, mq,d n,d isákafka fï O¾u lreKq wjfndaO lr W;=ï w¾y;ajh idlaYd;a lsÍugh' tu foaYkd b;d ir,h" .eUqreh" i;Hfhka i;Hh .,md we;' lsisfjl=f.a isf;a ielhla ke;' tlu tl ielhla we;' fï O¾u jgyd .ekSug wjYH i;s iudÈ ÈhqKq l< yelso @ hkakhs' Wkajykafiaf.a foaYkh wid isá wmg isysm;a jQfha iïud iïnqÿ rcdKka jykafia isõ msßig O¾u foaYkd lrk ú,dihlah' nqÿrcdKka jykafiaf.a foaYkh taldka;fhkau .eUqre jQ O¾u lreKq w¾y;ajh msKi s fhduq lr;s' wid isákafkda u.a.M, ksjk Ydlaid;a lr;s' tneúka nqÿ jok weiQ wixLHhla i;a;ajfhda ksjka ÿgy' nqÿ oyu u.a.M, msKsi foaYkd lrkafka wiSñ; ohdj wkqlïmdfjka hq;= i¾j{;d {dkfhks' th msßisÿh' ir,h' wid isákakkag jyd jegfya'

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wdpd¾h uka foaYkd lrkafka tu fudfydf;a is;g wd lreKq neúka th .,d hk m%jdyhls' wdhdifhka bf.k .;a W.f;l=f.a mdKaä;ajhla fkdfõ' Wkajykafia lreKq bÈßm;a lrkafka wid isákakkaf.a is;a úmÍ; lsÍug fyda iel" ;¾l" ú;¾l we;s lsÍug fkdfõ' th fl<skau ;u w;a±lSï ;=<ska ksrjq,aj lrK m%ldYhls' wid isákakkaf.a fkdfhl=;a iel" m%,dm" u;su;dka;r ieklska wfydais ù hhs' ;j ;j;a isf;a wdl+," jHdl+, lreKq b;sß ù ke;' ;udf.a jerÈ" flf<ia ;udgu wjfndaO ù ksis ms<shï fh§ug Wkkaÿ fõ' i;s iudê ÈhqKq fõ' rd;S% ld,fha wdpd¾h uka meh .Kkdjla ishqï iajrhlska iQ;% iÊCOdhkd lr;a' tla Èkla uf.a o`.ldr is; Wkajykafia iÊCOdhkh lrK iQ;% weiSug l=áh wi<g f.dia wid isáfhñ' tfy;a lsisjla fkdwefia' túg wE;g .sfhñ' kej; iÊCOdckh wefia' tfy;a ryis.;j <xù weiSug .shúg fkdwefia' óg fya;=j l=ulao @ iQ;%h l=ula±hs ug wid .ekSug fkdyels úh' uuìh m;a jqfkñ' ryis.;j wid isàu ksid úÿ,s ierhla fuka fyk y~la wefia ùo @ wkjYH foa lsÍu .ek fodia wikakg fõ±hs is;=fjñ' miqÈk uu Wkajykafia iómhg fkd.sfhñ' uf.a isf;a pls;hla we;' uu uqyqK foi fkdne¿fjñ' Wkajykafia ud foi ne,aula fy¿fõh' thu ug mdvula úh' kej; lsisúgl iQ;% iÊCOdhkd weisug fkd.sfhñ' Wkajykafia uf.a ls%hd mámdáh oks;s' thg ksis o~qjï ,efnk nj ±k .;sñ' Bg fndfyda ld,hlg miq ug f;areï .sfha fl;rï iQCIu wjOdkhlska Wkajykafia wjg mßirh ksÍlaIKh lrK wkaou .ekh' ta .ek uu ±ka is;k úg Wkajykafia ud jeks fudavfhla l< fkdukd yeisÍu ±k isáhy' tfy;a ta ms<sn| l:d fkdlr fï fudav NsCIqjf.a ls%hd .ek úmrï lr neÆy' ;jÿrg ud tjeks ls%hdjkays fhÿkd kï ug iEfyk neKqula wikakg ;snqKs' l=áh <`.g .sh úg iÊCOdhkdj kEiqfka wehs @ Wkajykafia fyd|dldr uf.a ls%hdj ±l we;'

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fuys meñfKk NsCIQka W!rka fuka yeisÍug mqyqKq lrkafka ke;' Tn jeks wh ksid fï ia:dkh W!re fldgqjla njg m;afõ'ZZ Wkajykafiaf. a jpk ier mreIh ud ìfhka ;e;sf.k msìÿfkñ' ;ju;a isysk f,dfõ isáñka ta fï w; ne¨fjñ' fodr <`.g f.dia ysi t<shg oud wdpd¾h uka isá;a±hs ne¨fjñ' fldfydug;a uu Wkajykafiag ìh we;af;lañ' ta jqjo n,j;a wêIaGdkhlska /£ isáfhñ' Bg fya;=j th ug fyd| ksid úh hq;=hs' Wkajykafia ud jeks W!rka mqyqKq lsÍug w;s olaI nj ug jegyS ;snqKs' uu jgmsgdj neÆ kuq;a Wkajykafia fkdfmfka' bkamiq ud isyskhla ÿgq nj ±k ;rul iekiSulg m;aúh' miqÈk ud wdpd¾h uka yuq ù fï ish¨ mqj; fkdj,yd lSfjñ' Wkajykafia oCI f,i isyskh f;areï l<y' th ug wiajeis,a,la úh' tfy;a uf.a ue,slu ke;s lr .ekSug tjeks wdor nr jpk kqiqÿiqhehs is;=fjñ' zzTn kjlfhla f,i <`.§ fuys meñK we;' Tn ù¾Hh jvñka wêIaGdk lrf.k isák flfkls' ta ysf;a iajNdjh levm;la fuka Tn isyskhlska ±l we;' ta neKqu Tng W!frla fuka fuys l,a f.jkakg tmd hehs O¾uh úiska Tng l< wk;=re y`.ùuls' NsCIqj" O¾uh hkak w;s W;a;u ñksi;anj blaujd .sh f,daflda;a;r .;s mej;=ïh' fndfyda fokd lrkafka ;ukag leu;s leu;s foaj,ah' ñksi;a Ndjh fyda l¾u úmdlh hkq l=ula±hs Tjqyq fkdoks;s' merKs lshukla we;' zz;uka ;ukaj;a fkdokSZZ bka w¾:j;a jkafka ñksid ;sßika i;=kag jvd Wiia nj fkdoks;s' iuyre ;sßika i;=ka fuka Ôj;a fj;s' ta l¾u úmdl fkdokakd neúks' ñksia isrerla we;;a tys wNHka;rh ;sßika .;smej;=ïh' ;uka tjeks ¥Is; mqoa.,fhla nj fkdokS' lsis md,khlska f;drj leu;s leu;s foa lr;s' i;s" m[a[d jvk úg O¾uh ;=<ska ;uka ljfrlao hkak ±l.; yelsh' Tnf.a isyskh fyd| wk;=re we`.ùuls' bka mdvula bf.k .kak' ñka u;= Tn ue,slï j,g f.dÿre ùug bv fkd§ isyskh u;la lr .kak' fuejks isysk b;d n,j;a f,i wmg kshu ud¾.h fmkajd fohs' yefudagu fujeks isyk fkdfmfka' fï isyskh ;=<ska Tn i;s" m[a[d jvhs' túg blauKska is; iudê.; fõ' fï isyskh O¾uh lshd fohs' Tn blauKska u.M, ,nd .kshs' wksl=;a NsCIQkag jvd blauKska Tn ksjka olS±hs lshkag neß wehs @ we;eï úg fndfyda l,a Ndjkd l<;a ksjka ,nd .ekSug fkdyels fõ' Tnf.a isyskh b;d fyd|hs' th krl isyskhla fkdfõ'ZZ Tn wkjYH f,i .=rejrhdg ìh fkdjkak' ta fya;=fjka Tn ks;ru lkiai,af,ka isáhs' ;u f.da,hska ksis u. .uka lrùug .=rejrhdg 232


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msKavmd; flfr;s' w;ßka m;r l=vd .ïudk w;' tys me,am;a 10-30 la muK úisÍ we;' fuu nx kx *sõ .ïudkh msysáfha y;r jáka l÷ .eg j,ska wdjrKh jQ ksïkhlh' yels;rï le,E fmfoi t<slr .ïuq j.d l<y' bka msg; we;af;a >k jkdka;rhhs' fï ;eka j, we;s jdiia:dk OQ;dx. NsCIQkag wjYH ksy~ mßirhls' jia ld,h ;=< o .S%Iau iD;=fõo fndfyda OQ;dx. rlsk NsCIQyq fï jkdka;rfha Ndjkd l<y' úh,s foaY .=Ksl ld,fha .ukd.ukh myiq neúka fndfyda ÿr l;r isg NsCIQyq wdpd¾h uka yuqùug meñKshy' md .ukska tk .sys msßio fndfyda jQy' fudag¾ jdyk myiqlï fyda ud¾. ke;' ish¨ fokdu ie;mqï .Kkdjla md .ukska h;s' l,d;=rlska lr;a; mdrla Èf.a f.dka lr;a; j, ke.S jhil ia;S%yq .uk .;ay' ye;emau 12la muK ud¾.h lr;a; mdrls' l÷ w;ßka iE§ we;s ud¾.h" j, f.d~e,s ksid w;s ÿIalrh' l÷ jfÜ hk lr;a; mdr ie;mqï 15la muK fõ' úvd ixis÷jd .ekSug w;r u. .ï ke;' wdydr fyda kej;S rd;s%h .; lsu s g kjd;eka ke;' m%dfoaYh S mdr Èf.a tlu jdykhla Èkm;d hhs' th fkd,enqfKd;a uq¿ oji mqrd B<`. jdykh tk ;=re n,d isáh hq;=h' OQ;dx NsCIQyq fuu jdyk j, fkdh;a' md .ukska hEu Bg jvd myiq fõ' fï jdyk ñksikaf.ka msÍ we;' ilauka Ndjkdfjka fufia ÿ¾. ud¾. Èf.a .uka lsÍu tu NsCIQkaf.a tla;rd m%;sm;a;shls' wij,a l÷lrhg hdug ;SrKh lr.;a miq wämdr Èf.a yqol,dj .uka .ks;a' B<`. ukqIH jdih we;af;a fl;ï ÿr±hs fkdoks;s' l¿jr jeàug fmr tjeks .ïudkhlg hdug yelsfõ±hs fkdoks;s' ijia jk ;=re .uka lr hïlsis iqÿiq N+ñhl rd;s%h .; lr miqod WoEik kej; .uk wdrïN lr;s' .ïudkhlg .sh miq msKavmd;h ,efí' .fï ñksiqkaf.ka ,enqK wdydrh tl;= lr md;%fha nydf.k kej; .uk wdrïN lr;s' ta wh ms<. s kajk ´kEu wdydrhlska hefma' wdydr b;d ÿmam;a whf.ka ,efnk neúka ri .=Kfhka f;dr jqjo" th i;=áka ms<s.ks;s' oji .; lsÍug hefmk wdydr m%udKhla ,nd .ks;s' bkamiq ikaiqka .ukska kej; ;u ud¾.h Èf.a .uka .ks;s' ;uka wruqKq l< ia:dkhg meñKs miq iqÿiq mßirhla fidhd .ks;s' ;ukaf.a mqoa.,sl iem myiqj msKsi tu ia:dkh ilia lr .ks;s' msßisÿ c, myiqlï we;s ;ekla ,nd .ekSu b;du wjYH fõ'

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;djld,sl l+vdrula bÈlr bkamiq n,j;a mßY%ufhka Ndjkdj wdrïN lr;s' ? oj,a fofla úáka úg ilaufka fyda jdä ù fyda Ndjkdfõ fhfoa' i;s" m[a[dfjka iïud ixl,amkdfjka hïlsis O¾uhla fufkys lr;s' túg is; tl`. ù iudê ù ksy~ fõ' is;ú s ,s ke;s neúka is; ikaik q a fõ' bkamiq iudêfhka ke.s isg is;g wd hï wruqKla úmiaikd lr;s' ndysr f,dalfhka tk wruqKq ks;ru ;u bJøshkag ixfõÈ fõ' tfukau ;u isf;a we;s isú,s .ek o YÍrfha w;s bJøsh tu wruqKq j,ska p,kh ùu foi o n,d isá;s' tys úmßkdu O¾uh y÷kd .kS' iEu fohlau we;s ù ke;s ù hhs' fjkia fjñka mj;S' is; wdl¾IKh jQ hï wruqKla wf;d;a th ;SCIK mß[a[dfjka m%ydKh lrhs' m[a[dfjka ish¨ kdu rEm O¾u úu¾IKh lrhs' ta ta iajNdjh y÷kd .kS' i;Hh jQ mrud¾: iajNdjh wjfndaO jQ úg wruqKq flfrys we,Sï" .eàï' ÿrefõ' flf<ia uq,ska Wmqgd ±óug m[a[dj Wmfhda.S lrhs' bkamiq wruqKq w;ayÍ' fï wdldrfhka flf<ia uq,skau Wmqgd ouhs' is; ;=<ska ksrka;rfhkau ndysr wruqKq ia:qg ùu foi n,d isák úg tys we;s ;s,CIKh fyj;a wks;Hh" ÿlaL" wkd;au iajNdjh y÷kd .kS' fuu úo¾Ykdj ms<sn| hï ielhla wef;d;a OQ;dx. NsCIQyq wdpd¾h uka fj; meñK ;u .eg¿j ksrdlrkh lr .ks;s' bkamiq kej;;a ;u yqol,d mßirhg meñK Ndjkd lr;s' fndfyda OQ;dx. NsCIQyq wdpd¾h ukaf.ka Ndjkd Wmfoia ,nd .ks;'s Wkajykafiaf.a wimqfjys fï NsCIQka kj;d .ekSug bv lv fkdue;s neúka Wmfoia ,ndf.k fjk;a yqol,d fikiqka wjg le,E m%foaYfha idodf.k Ndjkdj wrU;s' iuyr úg fofofkla h;s' mhska weúÈk ÿr m%udKhl fï fikiqk we;s neúka ks;r wdpd¾h uka yuqùug yelsfõ' iuyre ie;mqï 4-8 olajd ÿr m%udKhla f;dard .ks;s' iuyre ie;mqï 1215 muK ÿr fjfi;s' tjeks ÿr isg meñfKk NsCIQyq rd;S% ld,h wdpd¾h ukaf.a wimqfõ k;r fj;s' tl, mej;s wä mdr fyda lr;a; mdr ±ka olakg yels mdrj,a fuka fkdfõ' tajd ldkq yEÍ jeis c,fhka leã .sh j, f.dvj,a fõ' wE; w;S;fha isg tys mqrdK uq;=ka ñ;af;da .uka .;a mdrj,a fõ' .fï ñksiaiq fïjd fidhd .ks;s' fndfyd l,d;=rlska lsisfjla fï mdf¾ .uka .ks;a' tneúka .ia .=ïnhkaf.ka jeiS f.dia mdr fidhd .ekSu ÿIalrh' hfula fu wvúfha wämdr cd,h fkdokafka kï mdr jer§ Nhdkl úm;g m;afõ' w;= fn§ we;s wämdr jk i;=ka .ukd .ukh lr iE§ wef;d;a .ïudkhla fidhd .ekSug fkdyelsj w;rux fõ' wdydr" j¾Idj" rd;s%h" jk

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Ndú;d lr ;u wjYH Ñ;a; iudêh we;s lr .kS o ta w;r jákd mdvï bf.k .kS' ta ksid OQ;dx. NsCIQyq fuejks rECI m%;sm;a;s wkq.ukh lr;s' wdpd¾hh uka jqjo fujeks m%;sm;a;sfhys fh§ ;u wkq.dñlhskag th mqreÿ l<y' ;uka oCI f,i ;u is; yslaujd .kakd l%uh meyeÈ,s l<y' fufia Yla;su;a jQ is; fnd<| foa ksid fkdief,a' w;S;fha fujeks rECI m%;sm;a;s wkq.ukh lr we;' tfy;a fï l%u uE;l§ w;ayßk ,§' kuq;a tajd wo jk ;=re;a OQ;dx. NsCIQka wkq.ukh lr;s' YÍrhg ±ä ÿla §u fuys wNsm%dh jqjo fÉ;kdj b;d msßisÿ neúka O¾u ud¾.fha is; yiqrejhs' fujeks mqyqKqjla id¾:l ùug kï is;g n,y;aldrfhka ;¾ck j¾ck lsÍug wjYH fõ' wms ú¢ ÿla .ek i<ld n,k úg bka we;sjk úmdl yd ixikaokh l< fkdyelsh' bka b;d M,odhs úmdl ,efí' YS,h" bjiSu ,o fohska i;=gq ùu" úkh wd§ m%n, wä;d,ula u; iudêh f.dv kef.a' fuu .;s .=K ñksid b;d w.h lrkjd' tu .;s.=K /l .ekSu" tfukau ÿIalr neúka iEu fudfydf;au i;s m[a[dfjka l,a f.j;s' jevlg ke;s ÿ¾j¾K" ¥Is; foa fufia wdrlaId lsÍug wjYH fkdfõ' mqoa.,hdf.a jákdlu r|d mj;skafka yDo YdCIshg wkqj hq;=lï lrñka ;u pß; j¾Okh isÿ lsÍfuks' Bg fndfyda fjfyi úh hq;=h' fï jákd .=K O¾u imsÍu ksid wms ±kq;a wkd.;fha;a i;=g ,nuq' OQ;dx. NsCIQka wms w.h lrkafka Wkajykafia,df.a wm%;sy; ffO¾Hh ;=<ska ;u ms<sfj;a rlsk neúks' ta ;=<ska isf;a O¾uh m%;sIaGdmkh flf¾' O¾uh fyd|dldr rlsk ;dla l,a nqoaO Ydikh mj;S' Ydikfha m%;súmdl ,efnkafka ta wkqj yeisfrk whg muKs' túg úYsIag m%;sM, ,efí' fuh fudfyd;ska fudfyd; ú¢h yels úmdl fõ' nqÿrcdKka jykafia fï i;HdjfndaOh ,nd f,dalhdg tu mKsúvh ÿka fial' fï i;H .fõIKh lrkafkda nqÿ oyu ms<smÈ;s' tfy;a ´kEjg tmdjg" fudav woCI Ndjfhka nqÿ oyu ms<smÈk úg Ydikfha n,h ySk fõ' tjeks wh wfn!oaOhkaf. a mjd .erySug m;afõ' ienE i;Hh fï p;=rd¾h i;Hhhs' tu uq¿ úYajhu tlfy<d ms<s.; hq;= i;Hhls' nqÿ flfkl=f.a w;smdßY=oaO uyd n,j;a is;lska foaYkd l< i;Hhka neúks' hfula ;=< fï i;Hh ms<sn| Wkkaÿjla ke;akï fyda wjfndaOhla ke;akï Tyq f,dalhd bÈßfha ksula ke;s jdo fNao" flf<ia odyhg" yiqjkafka m%dK wem lrefjl= f,isks' fuu hgg ls|d nei we;s flf<ia uq,a cd,dj Ydikh úiska uq,ska is| oud we;s njg idCIs jYfhka nqÿjreka jykafia,d iy ry;ka jykafia,d fmkS isá;s' ud ;djld,sl ud;Dldfjka msg mksk neúka ug iudjqj uekj' 247


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bka Tmamq jkafka ud ;ju;a kS;s .rel ke;s njls' Bg fya;=j WoaOÉp ksid úisß .sh iyc .;s mej;=ï fõ' r¿ mreI OQ;dx. mqyqKq ùï .ek l:d lsÍu uf.a pß; iajNdjhla ù we;' ta mqyqKqj t;rï weg" uia f,a j,g úksúo f.dia we;' wjxl fï m%;sm;a;s /lSfuka taldka; m%;sM, ,efí' isf;a we;s ovínr" keyeÈÉp" wdvïnr" .;sh álska ál ÿrefõ' YdÍßl Yla;sh we;súg fuu .;s ;j ;j;a Yla;su;a ù mek k.S' lEu wvq lsÍu" ksrdydr ùu" ksÈ jeÍu" ilauk" ys¢ñka fndfyda fõ,d Ndjkd lsÍu ksid is; fu,a, ù O¾u ud¾.fha hdug tl`. fõ' wka l%u fha.H jkafka fldákag Nh" fyd,auka j,g Nh .ek ;u is;;a iu`. igka je£ ta ìh mrdch lsÍugh' Nh fï wdldrfhka wvq ù ke;s ù hhs' túg isf;a n, mrdl%uh ;ukagu wjfndaO fõ' ;ukag lr lshd .kag neß úg wuq;= Yla;shla isf;a yg .kS' Wod( YÍrfha bjikag neß fõokdjla yg.;a úg th wNsnjd hdug is; ù¾Hh .kS' is; hïlsis ;SrKd;aul wNsfhda. hlg uqyqK ÿka úg ;u i;s" m[a[d ;shqKq fõ' udrdka;sl igklg t<Uqk úg l< fkdyels fohla ke;' fï jkdys isf;a iajNdjhhs' fueks lsis wNsfhda.hlg uqyqK fkd§ isák úg isf;a iïmQ¾K Yla;sh mek ke.Sug wjia:djla ke;' i;s" m[a[d j¾Okh lsÍug b;du iqÿiq jkafka ;ukag we;s hï m%Yakhla úi£ug fhdod .kakd wd;au mß;Hd.hhs' th bIag lr .ekSug ;ukag iqÿiq w;ayod ne,Sï j,ska tlla f;dard .; hq;=hs' th ls%hd;aul jk úg ;u is; ksy~ fõ' fï yeu l%uhlskau úiauh ckl M, úmdl ,efí' fyd,auka j,g Nh mqo. a ,hd ñkS lk;a;l rd;s%h .; l< úg ta ìh ;=rka fõ' fldákag we;s ìh ÿre lsÍug rd;s%h ld,h fldákaf.ka .yk jQ mßirhl úiSug is;g n, l< hq;=h' wdydrj,g we;s lEorlu ke;s lsÍug wdydr .ekSu wvq lsÍug fyda ksrdydrj isàug n, l< hq;=h' wms iefjdu fyd| wdydr reÑ lruq' fyd| wdydr lEfuka wms i;=gg m;afõhehs úYajdi lruq' m%Yakh jkafka ;Kaydfõ w;Dma;slr Ndjhhs' fl;rï ,enqK;a ;j ;j;a n,dfmdfrd;a;=fõ' fl;rï wmyiq jqj;a ;u w;Dma;slr ;Kaydj iEySulg m;a lsÍug jEhï lrk nj fkdf;af¾' O¾ufha yeisfrk wh ;u w;Dma;slr wdYdj l=ula±hs wjfndaO lr th hg;a lsÍug ;on, ;SrKj,g t<ôh hq;=fõ' OQ;dx. NsCIQka fuh wjfndaO lr .;a úg ;udu ;ukag úkh mkjd .ks;s' ;u l¾lI meje;au ;=<ska ta wdidj hgm;a lr;s' hï wdydrhla .ek jeämqr leue;a;la wef;d;a ;udg o~qjula jYfhka ta wdydrh j¾ckh lrhs' ta fjkqjg ;uka fkdleu;s wdydr j<¢hs' Tyqg wdydr jeämqr .kag is;=k úg wdydr 248


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m%udKh wvq lrhs' fl;rï fyd| wdydr j¾. ;snK q ;a ish,a, m%;f s CIam lr n;a muKla j<|;s' Yla;sh f.k fok wdydr ksid YdÍßl ls%hdldß;ajh ukfia ls%hdldß;ajh hgm;a lrhs' túg Ndjkd lsÍug fkdyels fõ' túg ;ud ù¾Hh jeãfï m%;sM,h ySk fõ' fï .eg¿j Woa.; jQ úg ±ä uqrKavq Ndjhlska ta ;Kaydj j¾Okh ùug bv fkdfoa' oCI .=rejrfhl=f.a wdNdIh ,;a NsCIqj ;udf.a w.=K ÿ¾j,lï fufia hgm;a lrhs' ;udf. a mqreÿ wdidjka lmd yÍ' fufia wdydr ms<sn| iqmßlaIdldÍj m%;HfõCId lrK OQ;dx. NsCIqj ;u ;Kaydjg myr .ykakdla fukau kskao .eko iqmßCIdldÍ fjhs' kskaog hkafka wij,a fõ,djg msìfok nj is;df.kh' leu;s fj,djg kskaog f.dia leu;s fj,djg msì§ug mqreoaola ke;' O¾uhg úreoaO hula lsÍfuka j<lshs' úkh kS;s /lSug jvd ;u isf;a mj;sk O¾u;djh .ek jvd;a wjOdrKh flf¾' ;u isf;a O¾uh ks;ru mj;S' th miqneiSula ke;' fufia ;u is; wdrlaId lsÍu b;du wiSre lreKls' we;af;kau tjeks ÿIalr wka fohla úYajfha ke;' f,dal iïu;hg hg;a ù isák úg flf<ia j¾Okh ùug bv we;' hïlsis m%udo fodaIhla ksid flf<ia W;aikak fõ' túg th md,kh lsÍug fkdyelsh' fudfyd;lska th is; ;=<g ßx.d .;a miq j¾Okh ùfï fõ.h ks¾Kh l< fkdyelsh' bka ;udg úm;la jk nj ksielju ms<s.; hq;=h' weismsh .ik ld,hla ;=< ,CI ixLHd; flf<ia j¾Okh fõ' th md,kh lsÍug fkdyels neúka wms wirK fjuq' ,sx.sl wdiajdo fujeks md,kh lsÍug fkdyelsj ke.S tkakd jQ flf<ia jk w;r thska ñ§ug o fkdyels fõ' ,sx.sl wdiajdohg we;s wdYdj úkdYldÍ" jroldß .;shlska is;g n,mdhs' fu;rï ,eÊcd Nh iqka ù hk wka lsis flf<ia fkdue;s ;rïh' f,dalfha ish¨ fokdu leu;s neúka fï flf<ia Yla;su;a ù" uy;a fia úkdYldÍ ùu muKla fkdj iS,dpdr .;s ì| ouhs' O¾uh rlsk wh .ek muKla fuu flf<ia ;rul ìhla olajhs' fjk lsis fohlg jvd Nh we;sjkafka nqÿjre iy ry;=ka bÈßfhah' fï wd¾hh mqoa.,fhda iïmQ¾Kfhkau tu flf<ia r`.mdk fi,a,ïmsáh úkdY lr we;s neúka Wkajykafia,df.a is;g msúiSug fkdyelsh' is; w,a,d .ekSug l=reudkula ke;' tfy;a wka ish¨ fokdu tu n,hg hg;a lr uy;a ÿla lror jHjikhkag md;% lr;s' OQ;dx. NsCIQka fuu flf<ia j,ska we;sjk mSvdldÍ iajNdjh y÷kd .ks;a' tneúka flf<ia is| ì| ±óug fu;rï ±ä" r¿ m%;sm;a;s wkq.

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ukh lr;s' NsCIqka jykafia,d ysi uqvq lr Öjr ord.;a wh jqjo flf<ia j,ska ksoyia ùula ke;' ly Öjrh hkq udr n,h ì| ouk ch.%dyS ixfla;hls' kuq;a flf<ia j,ska is; uev.;a l,ays isjqre yer hdugo" flf<ia iu`. igk w;ayeÍugo tu NsCIqjf.a jhi fyda fcHIag;ajh fkdi<ld wkaO N+; f,i fudayfhka ksjk jid,Sugo fm<fò' fï flf<iaj, iajNdjhhs' fï nj jgyd .;a OQ;dx. NsCIqj n,y;aldrfhkau flf<ia ÿre lsÍug fkdfhla l%u iy úê Wmfhda.S lr .ks;'a fkdfhla ÿla lïlfgd¨ igfkys fhfo;a' tfia fkdlrK úg flf<ia chf.k NsCIqjg yd Öjrhg kskaod wmydi muqKqjd iskdfi;a' Bg;a jvd úkdYldÍ jkafka zzix>r;akhgZZ lrK ks.%yhhs' fujeks ÿIalr m%;sm;a;s ;=<ska ;u Öjrh yd O¾uh wdrlaId fõ' ixidßl ÿla blaujd hdug O¾uh ms<sn| Y%oaOd nqoaêh we;s lrf.k lsishï Èkhl ;ud ch.%dyS jk nj is;d OQ;dx. NsCIqj ;u wêIaGdk wkqj is; Yla;su;a lr .ks;a' nqÿ oyñka muKla fuu ud¾.h fiúh hq;=h' th tlu ud¾.h fõ' th úfYaI ±kqula yd Wkkaÿjla we;s whg muKla iSudfõ' th fjk lsis myiq l%uhlska l< yels fohla o fkdfõ' fjk;a ud¾. wef;d;a tajd ndOl wjysr j,ska .yk neúka tys ch.%yKhla fkdue;' tu ud¾.fha hfula .uka .;a úg ksielfhkau uy;a mSvdjg m;aù ;ud ;=< we;s Y%oaOdj ySk ù ud¾.h ms<sn| iel we;s ù fuh fkdl< yels fohla hehs w;ayÍ' tneúka fjk;a ud¾. ;=<ska iïmQ¾K úuqla;sh fkd,efí' fujeks W;=ï wdpd¾hjrfhla ùug l<ska wdpd¾h uka m%;m s ;a;s fohla jeãfï§ iqidk N+ñh wod< ke;s wkjYH fohla f,i is;+y' ;uka wjidk yqiau fy¿ miq fld;ekl wdodykh l<;a lï ke;' O¾uh fjkqfjka fld;ek§ u<;a lï ke;' miqj ;u wkq.dñlhkag lreKq bÈßm;a lrK úg ;ukaf.a is; ÈhqKq ;shqKq lr.;a njla w;sJøshkaf.a ls%hdldß;ajh ;=<ska wêudkqIsl lreKq wjfndaO l< nj;a meyeÈ,s úh' ta ;=<ska woyia m%ldY lrk úg ish,a,kaf.a is;a W;af;ackh ù ls%hd;aul lsÍug Wkkaÿ lrjhs' flf<ia j, w;s udhdldÍ /jàu Wkajykafiaf.a uqjy;a m%{dfjka wruqKq lr ;u YsIHhkag myod ÿkaúg tu flf<ia uq,ska Wmqgd ±óug yelsfõ' fï wdldrfhka tu YsIH msßi ;u flf<ia ch.%yKh lrñka ÿla blauj;s' iir bm§u yd urKh blauj;s' iir ;rKh lr;s' iir hkq tla Wm;la ;j;a Wm;lg mßj¾;kh ùuls' tfy;a yo ;=< mj;sk ÿl tlfia mj;S' fl;rï jdrhla bmÿk;a yojf;a ÿl ke;sùula ke;' w¿;a Ôú;h hkq kej;;a ÿla f.k fok WmlrKhls' bka kej; kej;;a úkdYhg m;aùuls' lsishï Njhl bm§ug n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkdúh hq;=hs'

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th ysrlrefjla tla isr f.hl isg ;j;a isrf.hlg udre ùuls' Tyq ;ju;a isr Ndrfha isáhs' tys we;s ksoyila ke;' kqjKe;af;da fuu Wmam;a;s urK fol ksid ixidrfha Nhdkl nj oks;'s yojf;a is;=ú,s tla .sksf.k ±fjk f.hlska msg ù ;j;a .sksf.k ±fjk f.hlg msúiSuls' fld;ekl bmÿk;a fï ;;a;ajh fufia uehs' fï wd§ foaYk wdpd¾h uka ks;sm;d ;u OQ;dx. NsCIQkag foñka yslauj;s' iuyrúg fï lshjk Tn fujeks foaYkd j,g leu;s fjkdj we;' Wfmdi: Èkhkays kqÿßka isák NsCIQka jykafia,d 40-50 la muK meñKs úg ta whg O¾udkqYdikd flfr;s' wdpd¾h uka lrk fï foaYk tys fkajdislj jev isák NsCIQkag lrK foaYk j,g jvd fnfyúka fjkia fõ' tys idrh b;d jeo.;a jqjo OQ;dx. NsCIQkag fok foaYkd is; úksúo f.dia flf<ia iqkq úiqKq fj;s' is; l=i,;djfhka iudê .; ù ;ud bkafka fldfya±hs okafka ke;' tu m%;HCIh fl;rï iqjodhl ±hs jpkfhka lsh fkdyelsh' Èk .Kkdjla hk ;=re isf;a flf<ia fkdk.S' th Wkajykafia wNsfhda.hg uqyqK §uls' tfy;a ál Èklg miq kej;;a flf<ia kue;s kd.hd fmkh mqmamd is; ji`. lrhs' ta jk úg B<`. foaYkhg ijka §ug we;' kej;;a flf<ia hgm;a ù NsCIQka jykafia,d lSm Èkl iykhg m;afõ' ish¨u OQ;dx. NsCIQyq O¾ufha yeisÍug uy;a fjfyi or;a' iir ÿla ;rKh lsÍu tlu wruqKhs' flf<ia Wÿrd ±óu ;ks ;ksju l< hq;=hs' tneúka .=re WmfoaYkh b;d jeo.;a fõ' ;udg úi¢h fkdyels udkisl YdÍßl .eg¿jla meñKs úg hqyqiq¿j ;u wdpd¾hjrhd yuq ù ish¨ ;;= m%ldY lr;a' oCI wdpd¾hjrhd tu .eg¿jg fya;= idOl fidhd § bka u;=jk m%Yak" iel" nh" ÿl" ksjdrKh lrhs' iuyrúg Wkajykafiaf.a foaYkh ;=<ska bfíu m%Yakhg ms<s;=re ,efí' bkamiq ;u Ndjkd ndOl u`. yeÍ hhs' fufia Ndjkd lrk fhda.S NsCIQkag ;u ;SCIK nqoaêfhka ;udf. a ÈhqKqj ms<sn|jo wka whf.a ÈhqKqj yd wdpd¾jrhdf.a ÈhqKqj ms<sn| jegfya' fï ksid wfkHdakH úYajdih" in|;djh ;yjqre fõ' hï NsCIqjla ;udf.a Ndjkd w;a±lSï .ek m%ldY lrk úg Tyqf.a .uka ud¾. fha ie;mqï lKq miqlr we;s ;;= jegfya' bka Wkajykafiaf.a Ndjkd ÈhqKqj ks¾Kh l< yelsh' .=rejrhdg ;u Ndjkd w;a±lSï lshk úgo wik m%Yak ;=<skao" Tyqf.a ÈhqKqfõ uÜgu fy<s fõ' .=rejrhdf.a CIKsl ms<s;=re úi÷ï ;=<ska ta .=rejrhdf.a ÈhqKqfõ uÜgu fy<sfõ' .=rejrhd

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;=< tu w;a±lSï we;súg bka bÈßhg hdug Wmfoia fohs' hï .eg¿jl we;s fya;= idOl b;d oCI wkaoñka fmkajd ÿka úg YsIHhd th ms<s.kS' iuyr úg fhda.Ska jerÈ ks.ukj,g nei .ks;a' ;ud ish¨ flf<iqka kid W;=ï ksjka wjfndaOh ,nd we;ehs is;;s' th jerÈ kï .=rejhd Bg fya;= idOl fmkajd fohs' túg ;udg jerÿk ldrKh jegyS bka ñ§ kej; Ndjkdj wrUhs' Oq;dx. NsCIQyq ;u ;ukaf.a Ndjkd w;a±lSï idlÉPd lrK úg ;uka meñKs isák ;;a;ajh .ek iel ÿre lr .ks;s' th ;udg m%;HCI jQ wjfndaOhls' .=rejrhd isg kjlhd olajd fufia ;udf.a Ndjkd ÈhqKqj .ek iel ÿre lr .ks;s' fuh ;u iyc nqoaêfhka f;areï lr .kafka flfia±hs uu fkdoksñ' tu oCI;djh uu Tn fj; mjrñ' th úfYaI olaI;djhla neúka iqúfYaI l=i,;djhkaf.ka ,eìh hq;=h' wdpd¾h uka iu`. ksrka;rfhka idlÉPd lsÍu fya;=fjka OQ;dx. NsCIQka jykafia iu`. lsÜgq in|;djhla we;s lr .ks;s' Wkajykafia flfrys ;snQ wiSñ; f.!rjh yd úYajdih ksid ;u Ôú;h Wkajykafiag msßkeuQy' fuu wp, Y%oaOdj ksid Wkajykafiaf.a jpkh ysia uqÿkska ms<s.;ay' Bg fya;=j Wkajykafia ks;ru i;Hfhka i;Hh .,md l:d lsÍuhs' mqoa.,sl u;h fyda ks.ukh fyda wkqudkh fkdolaj;s' fï ,shk uuo ;rul mqoa.,sl u;Odß flfkla fjñ' wka whf.a úksYaphg fkdkefuñ' fï ksid wdpd¾h uka iu`. jqjo jdo lrñ' ;¾l lrñ' uu Wkajykafiaf.a újdomkak lrorldÍ tla;rd YsIHfhla fjñ' iuyrúg uf.a jdoh W.% ù ud Wkajykafiaf.a f.da,fhla nj;a Wkajykafiaf.a wkqYdikd ,eìh hq;= flfkla nj;a wu;l fõ' ud Wkajykafiaf. a .=rejrhfla fkdjk nj wu;l fõ' uf.a u;fha t,afnñka udk ia: ïNfhka ks¾Nh fjñ' fï yeuúgu ud neg ldf.k mrdchg m;afjñ' tys jeo.lau jQfha i;Hh .eí ù we;af;a uf.a u;h ;=<o ke;akï .=rejrhdf.a m%{dj ;=<±hs uu fyd|dldr wOHhkh lsÍuhs' ud jdo lrK úg th f>daId ;r`.hla fõ' uu Yío k.d jdohg t<fUñ' ish¨u i;Hh we;af;a Wkajykafiaf.a me;af;a' uf.a uq,dj wyi Wig ke. we;' yeu úgu mrdð; igkls' uu isysika jQ úg fndfyda fõ,d fndfyda .eUqßka l,amkd lrñ' Wkajykafia lS foa taldka; i;Hh nj ug jegyS f.!rj kuialdrfhka th ms<. s ksñ' ta iu`.u uf.a jerÈ oDIaáh ì| jefÜ' iuyr úg Wkajykafiaf.a nqoaêu;a ;¾l yd tys hqla;s iy.; nj ug fkdf;af¾' tneúka ;ju;a ;¾l w;a fkdyßñka fjk;a wjia:djla fhdodf.k újdoh

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kej; lrf.k hñ' tfy;a Wkajykafiaf.a nqoaêu;a úpdÍu ;=<ska uu neg ld f.k miq nisñ' uf.a u;fha fkdfhla .eg¿ we;' túg uu ksy~j i;=gg m;afjñ' iskdfiñ' O¾ufha ydialu yd n,h ud l=,au;a lrhs' wdpd¾h uka uf.a ;¾lh" ks.ukh" u;h iïmQ¾Kfhkau jerÈ nj ±k ±k;a ug neK jÈkafka ke;' th fjkia lrkag hehs fkdlshdu isky uqiq uqyqKska fï wKqjk fudavhd .ek wkqlïmd lr;ao @ fï udrdfõCIhlska lE .ik mqoa.,hdf.a wd;au úYajdih .ek úiañ;fhka n,d isá;ao @ th ug ;ju;a ielhls uu fndfydu fyd| flfkla fkdjk nj uu ms<. s ;sñ' ;ju;a fcHIag wdpd¾hjre iu`. ks¾,Êðj jdohg t<fUñ' tfy;a tys ,dNh iq¿ mgq fkdfõ' fndfyda wiajdNdúl mdvï uu bf.k .;sñ' fï l%uh uu ;ju;a wkq.ukh lrñka jákd wOHhkhla lrñ' fï fcHIag NsCIQka jykafia,d ;=< uf.a n,y;aldr lñka u;= lrk m%Yk a .ek lsih s ï l<lsÍula olakg ke;' fndfyda úg Wkajykafia,d úys¿jlg fuka iskdfi;s' l<d;=rlska jhia.; jQ uqrKavq NsCIqjla hïlis úfrdaOhla m< lrhs' idudkHfhka fuu wdpd¾hjre iu`. lsif s jla jdohg fkdmeñfK;s' tneúka wksl=;a NsCIQka jykafia,d fï jdo újdo .ek úiauhg m;afj;s' iel ìh we;s lr .ks;s' Ñhdx uhs ys .; l< ld,h ;=<§ wdpd¾h uka uy;a jQ u.a.M, m%;s,dNhg m;ajqKs' Wmam;a;s urKfhka ieÿï ,;a >k jkdka;rhla jQ iir ;rKh l<y' bkamiq ld,h .; lf<a hï úYsIag fya;=jla ksid úh yelsh' kfLdka rÉPisudys È.= l,la jdih l<y' fndfyda .sys meúÈ msßi ld,hla isg uy;a jQ Y%oaOd Nla;sfhka O¾uh wkqj Ôj;a fj;s' Ndjkd ÈhqKq wh úYd, msßila isáhy' miqj bka iuyfrla Wkajykafia legqj Wfødka ;dys iy ifldka kfLdka fj; .shy' Wkajykafiaf.a wmj;a ùu fuys§ isÿjqKs' kfLdka rÉPisudys .sys meúÈ msßi Ndjkd ÈhqKq l<y' ta iuyr NsCIQka ±ka m%isoaO wdpd¾hjre ù we;' Wkajykafia,d ;=< O¾uh iaÓrj m%;I s G a dmkh ù we;' wo jk ;=re;a .sys meúÈ msßig Ndjkd Wmfoia fo;s' .sys fhda.S msßi ta wkqj hñka odk mdrñ;dj imqr;s' iS, mdrñ;d wd§ fkdfhla .=K O¾u j¾Okh lr .ks;s' Wkajykafia Wfødaka ;dksj, B<`. jia ld,h .; l<y' tu wdrdudêm;s c´ Lqka Oïufc§ NsCIqj úYd, NsCIq iuQyhlf.a kdhl;ajh bisÆy' Wkajykafiaf.a fkdu| iydh wdpd¾h uka yg ,enqKs' .ïjdiSka f.ka odk udk mqo mQcd ,nñka ta msßia O¾uhg yd Ndjkdjg fhduq jQy' Oïufc§ NsCIqj Wkajykafiaf.a f.da, kuls' wiSñ; lreKd" ffu;s%hlska

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wdpd¾h uka fï ish¨ lghq;=j, ksr; jQy' miqj wdpd¾h uka ifldka kfLdka .ug jeähy' tys§ jhia .; jQ iqÿ Öjr ±rE tla;rd Wmdisldjla uqK .eiqKs' t;=ñhg l=vd Wmdisld rduhla ;snK q 's t;=ñhg wkq.%yhla jYfhka wdpd¾h uka fndfyda l,la tys /£ isáhy' t;=ñh Ndjkd ÈhqKq lr we;' O¾uh yo ;=< wp, Y%oaOdfjka msysáfhah' ksrka;rfhkau t;=ñhg Wkajykafiaf.a wjjdo wkqYdikh ,enqKs' t;=ñh jeks Ndjkd jeã .sh wfhla olskafka l,d;=rlska hehs wdpd¾h uka mejiQy' fuu .u msysáfha l÷ j,ska jg jQ ksïkhlh' tys ld,h mßirh Oq;dx. NsCIQkag b;d iqÿiq mßirhla úh' fï .fï ;j iqÿ jia;%fhka ieriqk .sys Wmdisldjla isáhdh' wE jhi wjqreÿ 80g wdikak úh' t;=ñh o Ndjkd ÈhqKqjla ,en isáhdh' uy;a wdhdifhka t;=ñh ;u ksjfia isg wdpd¾h uka yuqùug wjq;a Ndjkd Wmfoia ,enqjdh' fo;=ka jrla u`. kej;S .suka yer y;s ouñka wE meñfKhs' wms iefjdu t;=ñhg uy;a wkqlïmdjla ±lajQfhuq' zzTng fu;rï jhia.; ù b;d wudrefjka fuys meñfKkafka wehs @ZZ túg t;=ñh ks¾Nhj ms<s;=re fohs' wdpd¾h uka bkamiq Ndjkdj .ek úuid O¾u lreKq myod fo;s' t;=ñhg mrÑ;a; úcdkk {dkh ;snqKs' ta ;=<ska hful=f.a is;sú,s y÷kd .kshs' wdpd¾h uka .ek t;=ñh l:d lrk úg ish¨ fokdu myka ixfõ.hg m;ajqKs' wdpd¾Hh uka iskdfi;s' wE ks¾Nhj m%ldY lrhs' zzTn jykafia iir ;rKh lr we;' uu fndfyda l,la Tn jykafiaf.a is; ÿgqfjñ' tys widudkH msßisÿ njla we;' fu;rï mrf;rg .sh Tn jykafia ;j ;j;a Ndjkdfõ fhfokafka wehs @ZZ zzuu urKh f;la Ndjkd lrñ' nqoaO Y%djlfhda ;u wêIaGdkh w;a fkdyß;a'ZZ zzTn jykafiag ;j wjfndaO lghq;= O¾u ke;súg l=ugo Ndjkd lrkafka @ Tnf.a isf;ka wdf,dal úysfoa' uq¿ f,dalh mqrd fuu wdf,dalh úys§ hhs' Tng fndfyda foa olakd kqjK we;' tfy;a uf.a is; t;rï m%n, ke;' tneúka uu fuys meñK Wmfoia ,nd .;sñ' Tn jykafia ;rï is; ÈhqKq lsÍug ug Wmldr lrkak'ZZ fuu l;d i,a,dmh wid isá ish¨ fokdu t;=ñhf.a Ndjkd ÈhqKqj

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.ek i;=gqfj;s' hïlsis .eg¿jla wef;d;a ;u yerñáfha jdrefjka wjq;a ta .eg¿j ksrdlrKh lr .kS' wdpd¾h uka t;=ñhg uy;a wdor f.!rjfhka i<l;s' ;reK NsCIQka jykafia,d fï idlÉPdjg lka§ug ie`. ù isá;s' t;rï ms%hckl idlÉPdjla úh' Bg fya;=j tu m%Yak k.kafka ;u Ndjkd w;a±lSï ;=<k s 's fndfyda úg p;=rd¾hh i;Hh .eko" ÈjH n%yau f,dal .eko m%Yak lr;s' wdpd¾h uka tu w;a±lSï iqÿiq±hs n,d th ÈhqKq lsÍug Wmfoia fohs' ke;fyd;a ud¾.h kqiÿ q iqhehs m%;f s CIam lrhs' bkamiq kshu l%uh myod fo;a' t;=ñhg ;snQ yelshdj .ek wka NsCIQka jykafia,d i;=gq jQ w;r ìhm;a jQy' mris;a okakd kqjK ;=<ska ;ukaf.a wNHka;r flf<ia oks;s' is;=ï me;=ï oks;s' ryia oks;s' fuh iEfyk wNsfhda.hla úh' tfy;a t;=ñh ks;ru lSfõ l=vd idufKar NsCIqj mgka jeäysá NsCIQka jykafia,df.a YÍrfhka §ma;su;a wdf,dal lsrK úysfok njls' rd;S% wyfia ;re nenf,kakdla fuks' th b;d ÿ¾,N o¾Ykhls' lsisu l=vd idufKar NsCIqjlf.a jqjo w÷r" fYdalS lsrK ke;' ta is;aj, msßisÿ Ndjh ksid fï §ma;sh úys§ hhs' Wkajykafia,dg fok odk udkdÈfhka uy;a M, úmdl ,efí' ta NsCIQka ks;ru ud¾.M, ,eîu i|yd ù¾hh jv;s' tla úfgl t;=ñh n%yau f,dalhg f.dia ;uka ÿgq mßirh úia;r l<dh' zztys fndfyda meúÈ wh isá;s' tfy;a .syshka lsisfjla ke;'ZZ óg fya;=j l=ula±hs m%Yak l,dh' zzn%yau f,dalj, isákafka Ndjkd ÈhqKq wkd.dó M,hg m;a n%yau rdcjreh' wkd.dó M,hg m;a NsCIQjla wmj;a jQ úg n%yau;, j, Wm§' .syshka w;r tfia u.M, ,dNSka isákafka b;d ál fofkls' Tng t;rï wjYH kï wehs Tn ta .ek m%Yak fkdlf<a @ tfia wid ±k .kafka ke;sj ±ka uf.ka wihs'ZZ t;=ñh iskdiqkdh' zzug wu;l jqkd ta .ek wikag" ug ta l=;=y,h we;s jqfka miq ld,hl' tneúka Tn jykafiaf.ka wikakg is;=Kd' ug u;la jqfkd;a B<`. j;dfõ .sh úg wid ±k .kafkñ'ZZ wdpd¾h ukaf.a ms<s;=re ks;r wruqKq folla bgq lr;s' tkï i;Hh úoyd mEu iy jerÈ iel ks.uk wdÈh úi§u' miqj Wkajykafia ndysr foa .fõIKh lsÍu kj;d ;u is; lh ms<sn| .fõIK lsÍug Wmfoia ÿks' ndysr foa .ek is; fhduq lsÍfuka ;ukaf.a jákd ld,h wmf;a hhs' u.a. M, i|yd m%{dj ÈhqKq l< hq;=h' tkï is; - lh ms<sn| wks;H ÿlaL wkd;au

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fiùuhs' tu Wmfoia mßÈ t;=ñh Ndjkd l<dh' wdpd¾h uka fndfyda úg t;=ñhf.a id¾:l Ndjh .ek NsCIQkag lsh;a NsCIQkag mjd t;rï .eUqre wjfndaOhla fkd;snqKs' t;=ñhf.a ÈhqKqj msKsi wdpd¾h uka nka fkdx *sï ys fndfyda ld,hla jev isáhy' fï m%foaYh wjg m<d;aj, NsCIQkag .ukd .ukh myiq úh' md .ukska hdug yels úh' tys ksixi, mßirh Ndjkdjg b;d fhda.H úh' l÷" .,a .=yd" ;eks;,d" ksïk j,ska hq;a ruKSh m%foaYhls' wdpd¾h uka fuys wjqreÿ 5la muK ld,hla jev isáhy' jhi wjqreÿ 75la muK neúka fkdfhla frda.dndO ;snqKs' uq¿ ojiu wdrKHfha jev úiQy' fjkod fuka ixpdrh fkdl<y' fndfyda YsIHfhda weú;a Wmfoia ,nd .ks;s' fï mßirh .ï wdYs%; neúka foúhkaf.a meñKSu l,d;=rlsks' úfYaI mQcd Èkhkays foúhka /ia jQy' tneúka ;u YsIH NsCIQkag yd .sys Wmdil Wmdisldjkag Wkajykafiaf.a Wmfoia fkdu|j ,enqKs'

O¾uh ;=<ska frda. Ñls;aidj nka fkdx *õ wdY%uh msysáfha >k jkdka;rhla ;=<h' uef,aßhd frda.h tys me;sÍ .sfhah' wdpd¾h uka wd.ka;=l NsCIQkag j¾Id ld,fha tys jdih fkdlr blauKska msg ù hkag lsh;s' úh,s ld,fha úiSu wk;=re fkdfõ' uef,aßhd frda.h je<÷k NsCIQkag m%;sldrhla ke;' fnfy;a j¾. ke;' ta ld,fha tu fnfy;a fidhd f.k ke;' tneúka frda. Ñls;aidjg we;af;a O¾uh muKs' tkï YdÍßl ÿla fõokd ish,a, i;s iudêfhka .fõIKH lsÍuh' fï yer ÿla ke;s lr .ekSug l%uhla ke;' i;s iudê ÈhqKq jQ úg frda.h blauKska u¾okh fõ' fufia frda. u¾okh lsÍug i;s iudê ;=<ska yelsùu b;d úYd, ch.%yKhls' th ia:djr mokuls' ish¨ iem fõokd" ÿla fõokd úo¾Ykdjg ,lafõ' urKhg uqyqK §ug ìh fkdfõ' tjeks lgql fõokd ta i;s iudêfhka hgm;a lsÍug yelshdj we;s neúks' ÿlaL i;Hh wjfndaO fõ' tys iajNdjh f;areï .; yelsh' ta ms<sn| ìh iel my fõ' wks;H" ÿlaL" wkd;au" máÉp iuqmamkak lreKq ;u nqoaêhg f.dapr fõ' ´kEu ÿlla bjid ±Íug yelsfõ' ;u i;s m[a[d ;=<ska ÿl olshs' ÿlg fya;=j olS' tneúka ;u ÿlg Ndckh ù ÿla ú¢kafka ke;' ÿl foi i;s m[a[dfjka n,d wjfndaO lrk neúks' ÿl hk i;=rd iu`. igka j§' YÍrh frda.hg ji`. jqjo is; ksfrda.s fõ' i;s m[a[d hqO Nghka fuka 256


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nqÿrcdKka jykafia foiQ O¾uh hfula wjfndaO l< úg tys úYaj ms<s.ekSu .ek iel ke;' tys Yla;sh y÷kk neúka i;=re n,ldh bÈßfha miq fkdnishs' urKh olajd igka lrhs' ;u YÍrhg tu ÿla fõokd bis,sh fkdyels kï urKhg m;afjhs tfy;a is; w;a fkdyÍ' is; wdrlaId lrK i;s m[a[d w;a fkdyßhs' mrdch Tyqf.a ukdmh fkdfõ' wka;sfï§ ù¾Hh w;a fkdyßk fï fin,df.a is; b;du ia:djr jQ ksremøs; jQ ks¾jdK wNh N+ñh iam¾I flf¾' wp, Y%oaOdfjka yslafuk tu i;H;djh weiqre lrkakd thskau wdrlaId fõ' zzOfuud Nfj rlL;s OuupdÍZZ hï f,ilska O¾uh fo.sähdfjka" wúksYaÑ;j mqreÿ lrkakd ,nk M,h i;Hh wj,x.= lrk neúka ijdlLd; O¾uh weiqre fkdlrhs' fuh fya;= M, kHdh fõ' f,dalh fmfrdkaÿ fok ish¨u iem iïm;a m%;f s CIam lrñka OQ;dx. NsCIqj Ydikh fmdfrdkaÿ fok wNHka;r iem m%d¾:kd lrhs' WodyrKhla jYfhka iudê isf;ka ,efnk iekiqu iy ;u is; úksúo .sh flf<ia m%{dfjka Wÿrd ±óu ksid we;sjk i;=g" fudfydf;ka fudfyd; úkaokh lrñka ksrka;rfhka ;Dma;su;a i;=glska Tyq l,a hjhs' fï m%;HCI i;=g OQ;dx. NsCIqj wfmalaId lrhs' fuh lsÍfï§ ;uka bisÆ m%Yak yd .eg¿ úif|a' f,daflda;a;r .=Kh ,nd .ekSug wo fyda fyg fyda uilska fyda wjqreoaolska fyda yels jkafka tu fudfyd;la fudfyd;la mdid mqreÿ lrK wm%;sy; ffO¾Hh ;=<sks' wdpd¾h uka ;u YsIHhka mqyqKq lf<a hqo jÈk fin¿ka fuka ;ukaf.a YdÍßl" udkisl frda. we;;a ke;;a igka l< hq;=h hkqfjks' ;uka igka lrkafka ;udu fírd .ekSugh' f,v frda. mSvd we;s jQ úg wNsfhda.hls' wNsfhda. bÈßfha miq neiSug bv fkdfohs' frda.S NsCIqjla ;u ÿn,;djh .ek lkiai,a,g m;a jqjfyd;a wdpd¾h uka ksielju ;rjgq lrK nj okS' wdpd¾h uka wksl=;a NsCIQka .s,dfkdamia:dk lsÍfuka j<laj;s' Bg fya;=j Tyqg iajdëkj ÿl ord .ekSug mqyqKq lsÍugh' idudkH frda.Ska tfia wkqlïmdj wdorh n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqj;a OQ;dx. NsCIqj l< hq;af;a ;udf.a ÿl úNd. lsÍuh' mÍlaIKh" .fõIKH lsÍuh' frda.S NsCIqj Wjegka n,dfmdfrd;a;= ùu krl wdo¾Yhls' mrdch ùuls' tjeks foa wksl=;a whg fndafjk frda.hla fuka me;sÍug bv we;' tjeks ;;a;ajhla Woa.; jQ úg isÿ jkafka l=ulao @ uefrkag mK wÈk i;=ka fuka NsCIQka jykafia,d fl¢ß .dñka ta fï w; fmrf<ñka w~ñka je<fmñka isákjdo @ Tn Ndjkd lrk NsCIQka jykafia,d i;=ka

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fudk iQ;%fhao foaYkd lf<a ueisú,s lsh lshd fl¢ß.dkag @ iQ;% msglh yodrd we;s flfkla bkakjd kï fufia fl¢ß ..d wf|dakd lSfï l=i,h ms<sn| jodrd we;s ;ek lreKdlr ug th fmkajd fokak' túg NsCIQkag ud fufia ÿla ú¢ñka ;udf.a ÿl wruqKq lr mÍlaIK mj;ajkakg lsh lshd jO lrkafka keye' Tng mq¿jks ´kE ;rï ÿla wf|dakd lsh lshd p;=rd¾h i;Hh wjfndaO lsÍug' túg wmg olskakg yels uyd yhsfhka wf|dakd lsh lshd ksjka wjfndaO lr.;a wh' ta whg yelsfõú' nqÿrcdKka jykafiag wNsfhda. lrkakg fï O¾uh ±ka wjqreÿ 2500la blau f.dia wj,x.= ù we;ehs lSug' zzfï ld,hg Tìk O¾uhla ta wh foaYkd lrdú'ZZ th wjfndaO lsÍug fjfyi ùula ke;' wmyiqfjka .fõIKh lrkakg wjYH ke;' u.a.M, ,nd .ekSug .dhkd lsÍuh' fuu jljdkqjg th iqÿiq jkafka" fndfyda wh fidhkafka wl=Y, Yla;s ;=<ska l=Y, úmdl ,eîug neúks' wo uq¿ f,dalhu fujeks úkdYldÍ u;hka ksid m%md;hg weo jeà we;' jeä ld,hla hkag m%:u uq¿ mDÓú .%yhd tjeks ksjka wjfndaO lr.;a idka;=jrhkaf.ka msÍ hkjd we;' uu kï merKs u;hu m%ldY lrñ' uu nqÿrcdKka jykafia foaYkd l< O¾uh woyñ' flá mdrj,a tys i|yka lr ke;' ulaksido h;a tjeks flá mdrg wähla ;enQ ú.i uu uqkska w;g ìu jeà kskaod wmlS¾;shg m;aù ueß hk neúks' th uf.a yoj; mqmqrd hk ÿlls'ZZ ;ukaf.a ÿn,.;s fmkajk hï frda.dndOhlska fmf<k NsCIqjlg fujeks foaYkdjla weiSug kshñ;hs' tjeksu fodaIdfrdamKhla ,eîug yels fohla kï ;u lgql m%;sm;a;s ñ§ug úYd, wNsfhda.hlg uqyqK Èh hq;= fudfyd;ls' wm Ôú; ld,fha§ iajdëk ;u m%Yakj,g uqyqK §ug mqreÿ ù we;akï th myiqjla fõ' tfy;a uq,dfjka" Wu;=fjka is; úisÍ .sh úg is; uqojd .ekSug fkdyelsj brKug uqyqK foa' wirK fõ' nq ÿ rcdKka jyka f ia fufia foa Y kd lr we;' zzfldkq y dfid lsudkfJø'''ZZ uq¿ f,dalhu rd. oafõY fuday .sks weú,S Èjd ? ±fjñka mj;soa§ Tn iskd iS i;=gq jkafka flfiao @ ñka fíÍug iqÿiq irKla fidhd .kak' w;miq lrñka l,a f.jkafka wehs @ urK fudfyd; olajd w;miq lrkak tmd' ke;akï ÿla úmdl bula fldkla ke;sj M, foa'ZZ nqÿrcdKka jykafia ñksidg ÿka wjjdoh zzwmamudfok iïmdfo:ZZ" tkï zzm%udo fkdù msysgla fidhd .kak'ZZ tfy;a nqÿ jok ñksidg wo weiqk úg ,eÊcdjg m;ajkafka ;u uq¿ ld,hu m%udofhka bJøsh mskùug .;

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fmkaùu fkdue;sj wms w;r ux jqfkuq' Ôj;aj bkak ld,fha§ tjeks .=rejrfhla hgf;a mqyK q q ù Yla;h s la f.dv k.d fkd.;af;d;a Wkajykafiaf. a wNdjfhka miq wm Ôj;a jQj;a u<jqka jeksh' uu o fï ;;a;ajhg uqyqK §ug iQodkï ke;s nj f;areKs' uyd iq<s iq<`.la uf.a yoj; iqKq úiqKq lrñka yudhhs' tla w;lska ud ;ksúh' wks;a w;ska ±ka ldf.a irK ,nd .ksï±hs iel ìh we;' ud ysia mqoa.,fhla fuka w,a,d .kag w;a;la ke;sj wjodkï ;;a;ajhlg m;a úh' ;j ìhla we;' fu;rï jákd O¾u ms<sfj;a ud¾. wfydais ù hhso @ hka;ï weúÈkag mq¿jka jQ úg mshd wNdjhg m;a ù we;' fudk wjdikdjlao @ uu úkdY ùñ' flf<ia iy O¾u w;r ìysiqKq igkls' wdpd¾h ukaf.ka fuf;la Wmfoia ,Èñ' fï hqoaOh Èkd .kafka flfiao@ ñka miq ud ldf.ka wiïo @ fujeks w;s ìhlre m%md;hlg óg fmr ud jeà ke;' Ôj;a jkfka flfiao @ fufia uf.a is; úisÍ .sfhah' tu w;a±lSu ;=<k s a uu udkisl Yla;h s l%ufhka ,nd .;sñ' yslauqfkñ' th o~qjula úh' wka NsCIQka o fufia wirK ùu ±lSug ÿlajf q kñ' ;udu Yla;u s ;a wä;d,ula idod ke.S isákag wjYH;djh jegyqKs' wkqkaf.a wdNdIh ,eîfï Nhdkl ;;a;ajh wkqkag jgyd ÿks' br nei hk ;=re fkdisg ;udg iqÿiq ksjykla idod.; hq;=h' wka NsCIQka jykafia,do ud fuka ysia" wm%dKsl ;;a;ajhl isà ±hs ìh jqfkñ' tneúka ks;r wk;=re we`.ùï lrñka ù¾hh jvk f,i wjjdo lf<ñ' ;u YÍrfha Yla;sh yd ;u isf;a WfoHda.h ;=<ska wjYH foa isÿ l< hq;=h' u.a.M, ksíndk wo wou ,nd .; hq;=h' fu;rï O¾u n, Yla;shla bÈßfha woCIj È<s÷j bkafka wehs @

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fhah' wdpd¾h uka msßksjka mE ia:dkhg jia;% mQcdjla lf<ah' tys úiQ kdhl ysñfhda t;=udg wdpd¾h ukaf.a YÍr Od;=jla ÿks' Tyq th /f.k ;u ksjdi lrd meñK tys wjqreÿ 4lg fmr ;ekam;a l< Od;+ka iu`. ;ekam;a lsÍug lr~qj újD; lf<ah' Tyq mqÿuhg m;aúh' tu weg len,s b;du úksúo fmfkk m<s`.= jeks Od;= rdYshlg mßj¾;kh ù ;snqKs' Tyq úiauhg m;aù blaukg f.dia ioaêf*daka fydag,fha ;ekam;a l< wksla Od;+ka mÍlaId lf<ah' tu Od;+ka o tjeksu m<s`.= leg jeks Od;+ka ù we;' bka b;d iaj,amhla l=vq ù f.dia ;snqKs' l,ahdfï§ tajdo tu m<s`.= fuka úksúo fmfkk l=vq njg m;aúh' wka;sfï§ fï ish¨u Od;+ka jykafia,d .Kka lr neÆ úg 344la ;snqKs' fï tla isoaêhls' fuu isoaêh ms<sn| mqj; oi w; me;sÍ .sfhah' fndfyda fokd Od;+ b,a,kag úh' Lqka jk NsCIqj ta ish¨ fokdgu Od;= fnod ÿks' fojdrhla ug o Od;+ka ,enqKs' uq,a j;dfõ myla o miqj folla o ,enqKs' fuh ,nd .ekSug miq ud i;=j b;d jákd Od;+ka we;s nj uu m%isoaO lf<ñ' ud fl;rï i;=gq jQ kuq;a wka;sfï§ hï ia;S%yq wjq;a fï ish¨ Od;+ka b,a,d .;ay' tfy;a uu ÿlauqiq fkdjQfhñ' ñka miq ta ms<sn| m%isoaO lsÍula ke;s neúks' uq,skau Od;= b,a,d isáfha ldka;djkah' ta wh n,kakg hehs Od;+ka w;g f.k ryiskau ;u miqïìhg oud i`.jd .;ay' th kej; b,a,kafka flfiao @ wka;sfï§ ug lsisu Od;+ka jykafia kula wh;a fkdùh' Lqka jka NsCIQj fndfyduhla § wjidkh kej; ug b,a,kakg fkdyels úh' Lka jka NsCIqj ika;lj ;snQ NIudjfYaI Od;+ njg mßj¾;kh jQ miq fndfyda ;ekaj,ska tjeks isoaëka jd¾;d úh' wo olajd fï Od;+ka jykafia,dg f.!rjdorfhka fndfyda fokd mqo mQcd mj;aj;s' th ryis.;j lrkafka hï hï wh fï w;s W;=ï Od;+ka jykafia,d ueKsla fuka jgkd neúka b,a,k neúks' wdpd¾h uka iu`. b;du;a lsÜgq Wkajykafiag wiSñ; f.!rj olajk whg muKla fuu Od;+ka jykafia,d ,nd .ekSug yelsúh' ug isÿ jQ fohska fï nj jegyqKs' fuu Od;+ka jykafia,d iD`ä m%d;syd¾Hh mdk nj fndfyda fokd lsh;s' tla wfhla i;=j Od;= fokula ;snqKs' Tyq je÷ï ms÷ï lr ;j tla kula jä;ajd' zz;s%úO r;akh ixfla;j;a lsßug ;=ka kula ug ,efíjdZZ wd§ jYfhka b,a,d isáhy' Tyqg ;j Od;=jla ,enqK's kuq;a Od;= ;=ku tlg noaO úh' ;j flfkla Od;= folla we;sj ;j Od;+ka jykafia,d ,eîug wdhdpkd lf<ah' túg tu Od;= fol tlg noaO úh' fï nj ug ±kqka ÿka

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úg fï ish,a, wdpd¾h ukaf.a YdÍßl Od;+ka neúka tys wiSñ; Yla;shla we;s nj myod ÿksñ' ta isÿ jQ foh wdYap¾hh fohla fõ' Wkajykafiaf.a flia fujeks mqÿu wdldrhg Od;= njg mßj¾;kh ù we;' wo Wkajykafiaf.a Od;= fidhd .ekSug fkdyelsh' ulaksido h;a tu Od;+ka jykafia,d whs;s wh fkdfhla mqo i;aldr mj;ajñka th ;u mrïmrdjg wh;a fohla f,i wdrlaId lr;s' ;uka <`. we;af;a b;d iaj,amhla neúka lsisfjla th Èug fkdleu;s fõ' wdpd¾h uka iu`. wdY%h l< wh ;uka ,enQ mqÿu w;a±lSï .ek mji;s' ;udf.a ;ryj bjikag neßúg wdpd¾h uka u;la lsÍu ksid ;ryj myfõ' ;udf.a ÿla fodïkia fufia wdpd¾h uka u;la lsÍfuka my lr .ks;s' .skafkka r;a jQ ;u is;g iS;, j;=r j;a lrkakdla fuks' túg ,efnk iykh fl;rï o h;a ta fj,dfõu je| jeà jkaokd udk lr;s' fujeks wkka; isoaëka wmg jd¾;d fkdlr we;s nj lsh hq;=h' NsCIQka jykafia,d ;u is;g weú¨k flf<ia fï wdldrfhka wdpd¾h uka isysm;a lsÍu ksid neyer lr .ks;s' Wkajykafiaf.a Ôú; ld,fha§ iSudjla ke;s ;rï mqoa.,hka ksjerÈ ud¾.fha hdug mqyqKq lr we;' bka wjqreÿ 40 la muK NsCIQka mqyqKq lsÍfï ksr; úh' bka b;du oCI NsCIq mrmqrla ìysúh' Wkajykafia,d ±ka wdpd¾hjre fj;s' Wkajykafia .;a oDV wêIaGdk Yla;sh yd ù¾hh ksid fuu O¾uh wka fndfyda whg b.ekaùug yelsúh' is; ;=< l=i,;djhla k.d .ekSu b;d jeo.;a yd wiSre fohls' th isf;a ksrka;rfhkau mj;ajd .ekSu ÿIalr fõ' ;u yojf;a wjxl Ndjh u; fuh r|d mj;S' yoj; l=i,a wl=i,a folgu u`. fmkajhs' is;d u;d ;SrK .ekSu ;u yojf;a ld¾hhls' ;ud isf;a we;s l=i,a wl=i,a ta fudfydf;a§ y÷kd .ekSu ksid wl=i,a neyer lsÍug l=i,a j¾Okh lsÍug;a yelsfõ' tjeks wh ;u Ôú;h i;=áka ikaf;daIfhka l=i,;djfhka .; lrhs' wms wdpd¾h ukaf.a Ñka;kfha we;s l=i,;dj" oCI;djh" Wkajykafiaf.a ±kqu" {dKh wd§ úYsIag .=K .ek oksuq' tneúka wp, Y%oaOdj we;' Ôj;aj bkak wjÈfha§ tu wkqYdikd ;=<ska ksrka;rfhkau Wkajykafiaf.a yelshdj ±k .;suq' ±ka Wkajykafiaf. a mßks¾jdKfhka miq tjeks wjjdo wkqYdikd fkd,efn;;a ta ,nd .;a ±kqï iïNdrh kuialdr mQ¾jl lD;{;djfhka isysm;a lruq' ñksia is; ÈhqKq lsÍfï oCI;djh wdpd¾h uka ;=< ;snqKs' ñksia 295


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f,dalfha we;s w;s W;a;u .=K O¾u j¾Okh jk f,i Wkajykafia Wmfoia ÿks' fufia O¾ufhka wdf,dalu;a jQ is; lsis lf,l jrfoys fkdnef|a' mru mú;%;djhg m;a jQ wry;a; Ñ;a;h lsis lf<l jerÈ lsßug fkdyels fõ' tneúka ta ish¨u is;sú,s jpk ls%hd ish,a,kagu iqj odhl fõ' hï f,dalhl fN!;sl ÈhqKj q fujeks wOHd;añl ÈhqKj q iu`. iunrj we;af;a kï th id¾:l f,dalhla nj lsj hq;=h' tjeks f,dalhl ish,af,dau i;=áka iy;Dma; fj;s' kuq;a fN!;sl ÈhqKqj wOHd;añl mßydksh iu`. hk úg ñksidf.a is; ksrka;rfhka .skafkka ±fõ' f,dalfha hqo flda,dy," wkqka fm,Su" ;¾ck" j¾ck" ÿla fodïkia wyi Wig ke. hhs' tjeks zzixjDoêhZZ wmdh f,dalfha olakg ,efí' tl fudfyd;la O¾ñIaG is;=ï me;=ï j,ska úrys; is;la foi neÆ úg fmkS hkafka is; ;=< jykh jka ÿ¾.kaO wiQÑ f.dvls' flf<ia je.sÍuls' wdmh hkq l=ula±hs Tng ±k .ekSug wjYH kï fN!;sl ÈhqKqj iu`. we;s wOHd;añl mßydksh foi n,kak' isf;a ls%hdldß;ajh foi ne,Su" w;miq jQ úg ñksidf. a yeisÍu" wYS,dpdr" ÿrdpdr" wOu" jrfoys fmdf<dUjk" yssxidldÍ ;;a;ajhls' fldákau lsh;fyd;a tys i;=g w;=reoyka ù hhs' fyd| hehs w.h lsÍug lsisjla ke;' fï nj jgyd .;a .=K kqjK we;s wh ish¨ fN!;sl j¾Okhg jvd wOHd;añl j¾Okh w.h l<y' ta ish,a,g is; m%Odk jk neúks' is; ÈhqKq jQ úg hful=f.a yeisÍu ta wkqj msßisÿ fõ' tjeks whf.a u`. fmkaùu wkqj uq¿ f,dalh iduh i;=áka msÍ hhs' ta wh ;ukq;a wOHd;añl ÈhqKqj ,nd iudch o O¾uhg wkqj idOdrK wkaoñka md,kh lr;a' hfula fl;rï f,!lsl jYfhka ÈhqKq jqj;a br" i|" ;drld .fõIKh l<;a Tyqf.a wOHd;añl j¾Okh ke;s kï Tyq úYajdi lghq;= fkdfõ' ta ish¨u ch.%yK jeo.;a fkdfõ' Tyq u fkdÈhqKq ukiska ksl=;a lrk jpk iy l%shd úI iys; neúka iudch ¥IKh lrhs' fï zzoCIZZ ;eke;a;d ;sßika i;=ka fuka tlsfkld jekiSug fhduqfõ' ta oCIlï ;udf.a wjYH;djhka msßuid .ekSug udk n,hs' .=K kqjK ÈhqKq mqoa.,hdg ämaf,daud ke;;a ;u yeisÍuu Wiia pß; iy;slhla fõ' iy;sl wkqj wms is; Wÿïujd .; hq;= fkdjkafka ta neúks' we;af;kau tu iy;sl ;u jxpksl jxl pß;hg wdjrKhla úh yelsh' ;ud fl;rï ie`.ù isáh;a wkqka fj; muqKqjk jo ysxid ie`.úh fkdyelsh' Tyqf. a ls%hdldrlï ieuúgu t<sorõ fõ' fujeks wjdikdjka; ;;a;ajhla Wodjkafka wdOHd;añl .=K ySk jQ úgh' fï f,dalhg i;=g iekiqu ,nd fokafka b;d ¥Is; is;a j,ska 296


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ie<iqï l< fN!;sl ÈhqKqj ksid hehs wms ms<s.kafka flfiao @ Tjqkaf. a wruqKq flf<ia j,ska msreKq wd;aud¾:ldó woyia fõ' fujeks whf. a ksmoùï ;=<ska iduh" wNsjDoaêh <`.dfõ hehs lshkafka tjeksu ¥Is; pß; we;s mqoa.,hka nj lsj hq;=h' wdOHd;añl ÈhqKqj yd fN!;sl ÈhqKqj w;r mr;rh úYd,h' ? oj,a fuka úreoaOh' fujeks fya;+ka ksid wm nqÿrcdkka jykafia iudê n,h ;=<k s a iDoaê m%d;syd¾Hh mEu ;ykï l<y' tu NsCIQkag Èjeia Èj lK" ÈjH [dK wd§ n, Yla;s ;=<ska wyfia .uka lsÍu fmdf<dfõ ls|d neiSu" c,h u; weú§u wd§ fkdfhla m%d;syd¾h mEug Yla;sh ;snqKs' fujeks foa nqÿrcdKka jykafia w.h lr ke;' w.h lr we;af;a m%{dj j¾Okh lsÍug iS," iudê Wmfhda.S lr .ekSuh' fufia is,aj;a m%{dj we;s whf.ka f,dalhdg uy;a fiajhla" wdYs¾jdohla ie,fia' ,o muKska i;=gq ùu yer wkjYH Yla;Ska j¾Okh lsÍula nqÿ oyfï ke;' tu Yla;Ska jerÈ f,i fhdod .; yels neúks' isf;a i;=g" ;Dma;sh wef;d;a f,v frda." jHjik" uy¿ùu" urKh wdÈhg uqyqK mEug myiqfõ' wdpd¾h uka iy wdpd¾h i´f.a NIaudjfYaI Od;= njg mßj¾;kh ùu .ek fndfyda wh m%Yak lr we;' wdpd¾h uka.a weg Od;=ùu .ek wid wjfYaI whf.a weg tfia Od;= fkdjkafka wehs ±hs fndfyda wh weiQy' ta ish¨u weg lgq tlu mGú Od;= fj;s' ry;=ka jykafia,df.a muKla Od;= njg yefrkafka flfiao @ fuys we;s fjki l=ulao @ b;d fláfhka uf.a woyi fufiah' isf;a fjkihs' is; hkq ieug idOdrK jQ kuq;a tys n,h iy .=Kh tlsfkldf.a fjkia fõ' ry;ka jykafiaf.a is; wd¾h is;ls' tkï b;du msßisÿ fõ' idudkH ñksidf. a is; flf<ia j,ska ¥IKh ù we;' fï isf;a n,h YÍrh md,kh lrhs' wry;a; Ñ;a;fha msßisÿ Ndjh ksid YÍrfha ls%hdldß;ajh msßisÿ fõ' fï fya;=j ksid tu weg mßj¾;kh ùug yelsfõ' idudkH ñksidf.a is; ksid we;sjk YdÍßl ls%hdldß;ajh wmsßisÿ fõ' tu ±ù fYaI jQ weg lgqj, fuu fjki úoHdudk fõ' wd¾h Ñ;a;h ksid we;s jQ Od;= msßisÿ neúka fufia mßj¾;kh fõ' ish¨u ry;ka jykafia,df.a NIaudjfYaI fufia fjkia fõ±hs uu fkdoksñ' iuyr ry;=ka jykafia,d w¾y;ajfhka miq jeä l,a Ôj;a fkdfõ' iuyre fndfyda l,a Ôj;a fõ' tjeks YdÍßl Od;= fufia mßj¾;kh fõ hehs is;sh yelsh' tu isf;a msßisÿ;djhla we;' ry;ka jykafiaf.a is; b;d ishqï iudêhlska hqla; fõ' ta l=i, iudêh ksid YÍrfha frda.

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ìc wvq úh yelsh' YÍrh msßisÿ;djhla we;' fï ksid weg Od;= njg mßj¾;kh jk nj ks.ukh l< yelsh' iuyr ry;kajykafia,d zzokaOdNs[[ZZ jYfhka y÷kajkq ,efí' Wkajykafia fndfyda ld,hla ;=< fiñka fiñka flf<ia ÿre lr;s' wkd. dó jYfhka fndfyda ld,hla Ôj;a fõ' wry;a u.a. iy wry;aM, w;r fndfyda ld,hla bÈßhg yd miqmig hñka úpdr;s' fï wdldrfhka is; muKla fkdj isrero msßisÿ fõ' mßks¾jdKfhka miq fujeks ry;=kaf.a NIaudjfYaI Od;= njg m;afõhehs wkqudk flf¾' zzÅmmNs[[ZZ ry;ka jykafia blauKska ry;aNdjh ,n;s' ta iu`. msßksjka mdkd l,ays fndfyda ld,hla is; yd lh msßisÿ ùug ke;' idudkH flfkl=f.a NIaudjfYaI fufia Od;= njg mßj¾;khla .ek wid ke;' wdpd¾h ukaf.a NIaudjfYaI fufia Od;= njg mßj¾;kh jQjd muKla fkdj fkdfhla wdYap¾h foa isÿjqKs' iuyre Od;=ka jykafia,d fokulg je÷ï ms÷ï lrK úg ;j;a kula tys jeähy' túg ;=ka kuls' tfiau wfkla whf.a Od;+ka jykafia,d fokuf.ka tla kula w;=reoyka úh' tla rcfha ks,Odßfhla wdpd¾h ukag fndfyda mqo i;aldr lrñka isg wdodyk W;aijg b;d Wkkaÿfjka jev lf<ah' miqj tys NsCIqjla t;=udg wdpd¾h ukaf.a Od;+ka jykafia,d fokula ÿks' Tyq th ;nd .ekSug iqÿiq lr~qjla ke;s neúka l=vd ysia l=mamshl oud uQäh ;olr ;u I¾Ü idlal=fõ ;ekam;a lr th iqrlaIs;j fnd;a;ï oud .ug .sfhah' iji ;u mjqf,a Woúhg fmkaùug ish¿ fokd le|jd b;du;a i;=áka ;ud <`. ñ< l< fkdyels w.kd jia;=jla we;ehs fnda;,a l=mamsh újD; lr neÆ úg Tyq mqÿuhg m;ajqks' tys Od;= 3la muKs' Tyqf.a i;=g ksï ysï ke;' fuh wdYap¾hls' wdpd¾h uka ry;ka jykafia kuls lshñka je| jegqKs' mjqf,a Woúh tu Od;= fokula ,enqKq nj;a ±ka th ;=kla nj;a .ek iel my< l<y' Tyq tu ielh m%;sfCIam lrñka ;udg ,enqfKa Od;+ka jykafia,d zzfokulaZZ lshñka Ndjkdjla fuka oji mqrd lshñka isá nj mejiqfõh' fyg Wfoa uq¿ mjq, iu`. mkai,g f.dia fï ms<sn| wikakg ieriqKs' mjqf,a Woúh fyg fjk ;=re fkdisg wou hkag ;SrKh l<y' tys f.dia tu NsCIqjf.ka weiSh' zzTn jykafia wo Wfoa ug Od;+ka jykafia,d lS kula ÿkafkyso @ZZ zzuu Tng fokula ÿksñ" wehs wikafka @ tlla w;=reoka ù,do @ zzke; w;=reoyka ù ke;' ;j;a tlla jeäfhka ;sfí'ZZ ±ka ug Od;+ka jykafia,d 3 kula we;' wm fuys wdfõ wfma mjqf,a Woúhf.a iel ÿrelsÍug' zz±ka Tn ud lS foa

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úYajdi±hsZZ weiqfõh' Tyqf.a ìß| iskd iS zzuu ys;=jd Tng jerÈ we; lshdZZ ke;akï úys¿ l<d lshd' ±ka ug lsis ielhla ke;'ZZ túg tu NsCIqka jykafia zzuu wo Wfoa Tnf.a ieñhdg Od;+ka jykafia,d fokula ÿkakd' Tyq wmg fndfyda Woõ Wmldr lrkjd' ug fï Od;+ka ,enqfKa kfLdka rpPisudys Lqka jka f.ka' tu Od;+ka jykafia,d ±ka ,nd .ekSug ÿIalrhs' wdpd¾h ukaf.a NIaudjfYaI muKhs uu ±l we;af;a fï wdldrfhka' Od;= njg mßj¾;kh ùula wfma merKs fmd; mf;a fujeks isoë a ka .ek i|yka kuq;a lsif s jla th ±l ke;' fuu Od;+ka jykafia,d b;d iqrlaIs;j ;nd je÷ï ms÷ï lrkak' fïjd w;=reoyka jqjfyd;a Tng uy;a ÿllg m;aùug isÿfõ' uu fkdlSjd lshkag tmd' wdpd¾h ukaf.a Od;= fkdfhla m%d;syd¾Hh mdkjd' Tng fkdis;+ iem iïm;a <`.d fõú' fyd¢ka Wfoa yjd mqo mQcd mj;ajkak' zzwdpd¾h uka ms<sn| ug f,dalhdg lshkag neye' ta wh úYajdi fklrk ksid ug msiaiq hehs is;hs' f,dalfha ñksiaiq hï hï whf.a w.=K ÿ¾j,lï úYajdi lrkjd'

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u;lfha ÿj_,lu ksid uq,ska i|yka úh hq;= foa miqj i|yka lrñ' miqj i|yka l< hq;= foa uq,ska ,shñ' ±ka fuu l:d mqjf;a wjidk fþoh jQjo ;ju;a fkdfhla lreKq u;lfha we;s neúka i|yka lrñ' ta ksid fuys wjidkh fkdfmfka' Tn fuh lshjk úg fuh Ydia;S%h ix.%yhla fkdjk nj jegfya' tla Èkhla nka fkdx *sõ wdrdufha jev isák l, Wkajykafia w¿hu iudêfhka msì§ ;u l=áfhka t<shg wjq;a tys isá NslaIQkag ;u l=áh hg we;s ¥ú,s f.dfâ úYd, kd.hl=f.a .uka mdr ;sfí±hs n,kag lSy' fmr Èk rd;s%fha úYd, kd.fhla meñK Wkajykafiaf.ka Ou_h Y%jKh lf<ah' Tyq kslau hdug m%:u ;ud meñKs nj ±k .ekSug hï i,l=Kla lrkakg wjir b,aùh' NslaIQka jykafia,d l=áh hg n,d úYd, kd.fhl=f.a .uka ud._h ±lsh yels nj lSy' th le,Ejg we§ f.dia we;' tfy;a th tys meñKqk ud._hla ke;' l=áh hg msßis÷j w;=.d ;snqKs' fjk hïlsis i,l=kla myiqfjka ±lsh yelsh kuq;a tys ;snqfka fï i,l=K muKs' fjk i,l=Kq fiúh hq;= ke;ehs Wkajykafia ±kqï ÿks' Ou_ foaYkdfjka miq tu kd.hd tu l=áh ;=<ska hgg we§ .sh ud._h thhs' fuu i,l=K m<uqj NslaIQka jykafia,d ±l Wkajykafiag ±kqï §u ksid fuu m%jD;a;sh t<sorõ jQfha kï th mqÿuhla fkdfõ' wdpd¾h uka tu m%jD;a;sh l,skau ±kqï §u fuys mqÿuh úh' Wkajykafia fï kd.hd ÿgqfõ iudê is;lsks' tfy;a tys i;H;djh wka NslaIQkag jgyd§ug fkdyels neúka fufia úfYaI i<l=Kla ;nk f,i b,a,d we;' miqj iqÿiq wjia:djla ,enqk úg NslaIQkajykafia,d tu kd.hd meñKsfha kd. fõYfhka fyda fjkhï fõYhlska±hs m%Yak l<y' kd.hka tkafia fudk fõYfhka±hs lSug fkdyelsh' ta wh O¾uh weiSug meñfKk úg ukqIH fõYhlska Wiia iudc uÜgul we÷ñka ieriS meñfK;s' kd. rdcfhla meñfKkafka rfcl=f.a ú,difhka rdclSh msßi msßjrdf.kh' uyd f;acdkaú; ,S,djlsk's tneúka uf.a jpk Bg iqÿiq mßÈ rfcla iuÕ l:dlrk ú,difhka l:d lrñ' wjfYaI msßi ks,Odßka f,i ieriS iSrefjka isá;s' ta whf.a yeisÍu b;du wdpdrYS,S f.!rjdkaú;h' ñksiqkag jvd b;d ,laIK yslaóula we;' Ou_h wid isák úg tlu bßhõfjka .,ams<su fuka isá;s' isf;a lfha úisrhdula ke;' m%Yk a wik úg kdhlhd muKla wks;a msßi fjkqfjka wihs' hful=g m%YaKhla wef;d;a th kdhlhdg l<ska ±kqï fo;s' ish¨u m%Yakj,g

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ms<s;=re ,enqk úg ish¨ fokdu tljr ke.sg msgù h;s' fuho wdpd¾h ukaf.a úfYaI Yla;shls' tys kshu iajNdjh wmg ±k .ekSug fkdyels jqj;a hï woyila ,efí' tla Èkla tla NslaIqjla wdpd¾h uka tla;rd is.rÜ ÿï j._h mdkh lrk nj ±k tla .sysfhl=g uqo,la § tu is.rÜ j._h f.k taug lSfõh' .sys mskaj;d th ñ,§ /f.k wd úg tu NslaIqj th ms<s.ekaùh' tfõf,a Ou_ foaYkdjla lrK neúka lsisjla fkdlshd Ndr.;ay' tfy;a miqod tu NslaIqj meñKs úg tu is.rÜ wdmiq /f.k hdug ksfhda. ÿkay' tu is.rÜ Ndú;d fkdlrkafka iduQysl ñ, uqo,a ksid hehs mejiSh' tu NslaIqj ta uqo, ;ud ika;l nj;a tu .sys mskaj;d ñ,§ .;a nj;a mejiSh' th Wkajykafiag ÿka mQcdjls' kuq;a th fndfyda whg wh;ahehs m%;slafIam l<y' ta .ek ;j ÿrg úuiSug Nhska tu is.rÜ wdmiq /f.k .sfhah' miqj ta .sys Nj;d le|jd tu isoaêh úia;r l<y' túg tu mqoa.,hd NslaIQka jykafia,d lSm kula Tyqg uqo,a ÿka nj;a hï hï foa ñ,§ .;a nj;a" bka b;sß jQ uqo,ska o is.rÜ ñ,§ .;a nj;a mejiSh' tu NslaIQka jykafia,df.a kï wid ±k ta ms<sn| úuiSug Wka jykafia .sfhah' ta ish¨u fokd b;d i;=áka tu uqo, is.rÜ i|yd úhoï lsÍug leu;s nj tlfy,du lshd isáhy' bkamiq tu NslaIqj wdpd¾h uka yuqfõ tu is.rÜ kej; ;ekam;a lr ta uqo, wksl=;a NslaIQkaf.ka ,nd.;a nj fkd±kSu .ek iudj whÈk nj;a" wdpd¾h uka lS mßÈ tu .sys mskaj;d wksl=;a NslaIQkaf.a b;sß uqo,a .;a nj;a ta ish¨u NslaIQka ta ms<sn| i;=áka odhl jk nj;a mejiSh' túg wdpd¾h uka lsisjla fkdlshd th Ndr.;ay' ta ms<sn| lsis fohla bkamiq mejiqfõ ke;' miqj NslaIQka jykafia,d w;r l:d ny we;súh' zzuu fl;rï W;aidy ±rej;a wdpd¾h ukaf.a ;SrKh jerÈ hehs lSug wjidkfha§ uu u jerÈ nj ms<s.;sñ' Wkajykafia fï uqo, fndfyda whf.ka tl;= jQ nj ±k.;af;a flfiao@ Wkajykafiag is.rÜ ñ,§ .ekSu .ek lsisfjla lshd ke;ZZ fï w;r tla NslaIqjla ke.S isg isxy kdohla ÿks' zzWkajykafia wms jeks wfhla kï fï ms<sn| lsisjla fkdokS' Wkajykafia tfia fkdj wmg jvd w;súYsIaG m%{djla we;s flfkls' ta ksid wms fuys /£ isáuq' wfma ±kqu iy Wkajykafiaf.a ±kqu wyi fmdf<dj fuka fjkia fõ' Wkajykafia iEu w;skau ksjerÈhs' ta ksid uf.a Ôú;h fufia mqo lrñ' fuu mqyqKqj uu Nla;s m%Kdufhka ksy;udkSj

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is;=ú,s Wkajykafia oks;ao@ th okafka kï uu ms<s.ksñ' ug ±ka mj;sk is; okS kï uu Wkajykafiag kuialdr lrñ' th muKla ug we;' tÈk iji uqK .eiqK Wkajykafia uf.a foi weis msh fkd.id n,d isá;s' Wkajykafia ud foi yeÍ ±ka ±ka nek jÈ;s' tfy;a Wkajykafia iajNdúl úêhg wksl; = a NslI a k Q j a ykafia,dg foaYkh mj;aj;s' Wkajykafia .ek iel my< lrñka Wkajykafia mÍlaId lsÍu .ek is;ñka uu úCIsm; a jqfkñ' jeäld,hla hkag m%:u Wkajykafiaf.a lgy~ lihlska myr .ikakdla fuka ud wjg jeÿKs' uu hka;ï fíÍ isá kuq;a wjidkfha§ li myr je§ uf.a is; foord .sfhah' uf.a uqyqK r;= ù YÍrh fjõ,kag úh' fjõ,Su keje;aúh fkdyel' Wkajykafiaf.a lgy~ fõ.j;a fõ' uq¿ foaYkh ugu t,a, úh' wjidkfha§ uf.a ovínr is; fu,a, úh' zzud tfia is;=fõ Tnjykafiag ienúkau wkqkaf.a is;a ±k.ekSug yels±hs úuiSugh' Tnjykafiag wjuka lsÍug fkdfõ' Tnjykafia fYa%IaG .=rejrfhla nj uu ±ka oksñ' uf.a Ôú;dka;h olajd Tnjykafiaf.a YsIHfhla fjñ' ug wkqlïmd fldg W.kajk fialajdæ fï isoaêh ksid ud .ek l<slÍug m;a fkdfõjdæZZ fufia uf.a uq¿ yoj;skau uu wjk; ùñ' túg Wkajykafiaf.a lgy~ uDÿ úh' wjidkfha§ tla;rd kHdu Ou_hla foaYkd l<y' zzyß jerÈ folu we;af;a Tn ;=<h' wehs ta foi Tn fkdn,kafka' wkqkaf.a yß jerÈ n,kafka l=ulgo@ tfia n,d Tng fyd| hym;a olaI flfkla úh yelso@ fjk flfkla olaI fyd| flfkla nj ±k.;a kuq;a Tn fyd| olaIfhla fkdfõ kï w;s jevh l=ulao@ wks;a wh .ek úuiSug Tn b;du .=Kj;a olaIfhla úh hq;=hs' túg ksrdhdifhkau wkqka .ek ±k.; yels' wkqka .ek mÍlaIK lsÍug Wjukd ke;' .=Kj;a olaI Woúh tfia mÍlaIK fkdlr;s' Ou_h ;=<ska ;udf.a l=Y,;djh ÈhqKqjQ úg mÍlaIK fkdue;sj wkqkaf.a is;a bfíu oks;s' foaYkdjidkfha§ uu la,dka; iajNdjhlg m;ajqfkñ' odäh .,d isjqre f;; nß; ù we;' tod wjk; jQ isoaêh uq¿ Ôú;hgu n,md we;' kej; lsisÈkl Wkajykafia úfõpkh fkdlf<ñ' tod ÿka mßNjh fuka uf.a m%;sm;a;sj,g;a Wkajykafia mßNj l<d kï uu óg m%:u iir ÿl blaujñ' tfy;a bkamiq lsisúfgl ug tjeks o~qjula fkd,enqksæ th wNd.Hhlsæ miqj NslaIQkajykafia,d fï ms<sn| l:d ny l<y' fuh uf.au 315


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,ka;Ereu we;' th f.ù ksù f.dia fndfyda fõ,dh' bkamiq Wkajykafia bámkaoï ,ka;Ereu m;a;=lr wjg m%foaYh n,d fldá weoa±hs neÆy' fldá fldfya±hs fkd±fka' tÈk rd;s%fha iudêfhka ke.S isá úg Nh lsisjla fkd±fka' yojf;a ks¾NS; Ndjh fl;rï n,j;ao h;a fldá ishhla meñKsh;a is; úCIsma; fkdfõ' ;u m%;HCI [dKfhka isf;a n,h jegfya' úYd, fldá fofofkl=f.a .%yKfhka ñ§u uy;a mqÿuhls' ta úYauh jpkj,ska lsh fkdyelsh' t;eku isgf.k yqfol,dfõ l¿jf¾ ;u is; ;=< neÆ úg ±ka we;af;a fldáka flfrys n,j;a lreKdjls' Tjqka ;u ñ;=rka fj;s' Ou_h f;areïlr ÿka wdpd¾hjre fj;s' Tjqka mdvu W.kajd w;=reoka úh' Tjqka flfrys Nh fjkqjg ±ka we;af;a Tjqka ±lSug leue;a;ls' wdpd¾h fpdí fï fldá w;súYd, nj lSfõh' f¾ia wYajfhla fuka úYd,h' tfy;a YÍrfha È. wYajhl=g jvd jeäh' ysi wÕ,a 16 muK m<,a fõ' uq¿ Ôúf;a§ fujeks úYd, fldá ±l ke;' is; iudê .; ù bka ke.S isá úg b;du iemodhl msS%;shla ±fka' ;uka leu;s ;ekl hdug ìhla ke;' ;u is; Ou_fhka i;a;Dma; jQ úg úYajfha we;s w;súYd,;u Yla;sh is; nj jegfya' lsisjlska ;udg ydkshla ke;ehs ±fka' fuu W;=ï Ou_h is; ;=< we;sj .uk wdrïN l<y' i;s m[a[dfjka ldhdkqmiaikdfjka weúÈhs' fldá hd¿fjda fofokd ks;ru u;la fõ' Tjqka ÿgfyd;a <Õg f.dia wdorfhka msg w;.Eug isf;a' tfy;a fldá th fkdbjik nj oks;s' uq¿ rd;s%h mqrd wdpdhH_ fpdí i;=áka iekiSfuka i;sfhka .uka lr t<sjk úg ;ju;a jkdka;rfhah' mdkaor 9 g muK l=vd .ïudkhlg meñKsfhah' ;u nvq ndysrdÈh mfil ;nd isjr q e ye| fmdrjd ms~q msKsi .ug jeäfhah' .ïuq md;%h ±l tlsfkldg y~ .d odkh fok f,i ixúOdkh úh' iuyre Wkajykafia iuÕ kej; le,Ejg meñK nvq ;ekam;a l< nj wid fldfya isg meñKsfha±hs weiQy' fï msßi rd;s%fha jkdka;rh ;=<ska meñKSu .ek úiañ; jQy' fkdfhla m%Yak úpd,y' ? t<sjk ;=re;a ksrdydrj md .ukska jeä nj;a W;=re m%foaYhg hk nj;a mejiSh' fldákaf.ka fíÍ rd;s%h miqlr .ekSu Tjqkag uy;a m%fya,sldjls' ish¨ mqj;a wdpd¾h fpdí lS kuq;a .eñfhda úYajdi fkdl<y' Wkajykafia Ndjkd n, uysufhka iDê m%d;sydhH_hla mE nj Tjqkag f;areï .sh miq th idudkH flfkl=g fkdl< yels fohla njg ms<s.;ay' yojf;a .uka ud._h fõjd jkdka;rfha .uka ud._h fõjd tys we;s

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ìhlre nj yd È. wmg mSvd f.k fohs' mdr fkd±kSu úYd, miqnEuls' ±kqu we;s flfkl=f.a u. fmkaùu wjYH fõ' wms fï .uka wjidkfha fCIau N+ñhla i;=áka ikaf;daIfhka n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjuq' tfia kï .uka ud._h yd ±kqu ;sìh hq;=hs' wms fkdfhla úg ys;= ukdfma hï hï foa l<;a th ienE .uka ud._h hehs is;sh hq;= ke;' we;af;kau wfma mqreÿ .;s mej;=ï jerÈ ud._fha wm fufyhj;a' wdpd¾h fpdí fujeks jk i;=ka iuÕ .; l< ld,fha w;a±lSï wmuKh' tla úgl nqreufha uy jkdka;rfha .,a .=ydjl jdih lf<ah' úYd, fldá tyd fuyd h;s' kuq;a lsisjl=f.ka ydkshla ke;' tneúka ta ms<sn| ìhla ke;' kuq;a tla Èkla iji 5 g muK Ndjkdfjka keÕS isáúg .=ydfõ fodrgqj foi úYd, bß we;s fldáfhla tkjd ÿgqy' W! b;du úYd,h' nhxldrh' tfy;a wdpd¾h fpdí fkdie,S isáfha fjkod fuka Tjqkaf.ka lsis ydkshla fkdjQ ksid úh yelsh' Wkajykafia Tyq foi neÆ ú.i Tyqo n,d isáhs' idudkHfhka Yío k.d f.drjd hkafkah' kuq;a fï i;d f.or we;s lrk iqr;,a n,af,la fuka n,d isáhs' bkamiq idudkH f,i Tìfkdn n,d tlajru wdpd¾h fpdí bÈßfha .,a;,dfõ wä 18la muK wE;g mekafkah' bkamiq jdäù Wf.a ll=,a f,jlhs' Wkajykafia .ek lsis j.la ke;' Wkajykafia tys isák nj oks;s' iqr;,a n,af,la f.a bÈßmsg isák fuka Tyq ks±,af,a isà' ál fõ,dklska ll=,a È. yer ydkais úh' úáka úg YÍrh f,j lhs' f.or meñKs iqr;,a n,af,la fuks' Wkakjykafiaf.a ilauka u¿j tys úh' tkuq;a ilauka lsÍug Wkkaÿ jQfha ke;' W! b;du lsÜgq ksid ;rul ìhla ±kqks' fufia jkpdÍ fldáfhla ks±,af,a isák yeá Wkajykafia óg fmr ±l ke;' tneúka .=ydfõ ;=, nïnq me,,s u; jdäù Ndjkdfõ fhÿfkah' fndfyda fõ,djlg jrla merks ñ;%fhla fuka Wkajykafia foi n,hs' Tyq hk njla fmakag ke;' ? fnda ù we;s neúka wdpd¾h fpdí bámkaou o,ajd uÿre ±, ;=<g we;=,a úh' bámkaou uq¿ .,a.=ydj t<sh lf<ah' fldáhd ;ju;a ta wdldrfhka isà' fjfyi jQ neúka ueÈhï rd;s%fha Wkajykafia ksod.kag úh' w¿hu ;=kg muK ke.sg bámkaou o,ajd neÆ úg fldáhd ;ju;a t;kuh' uqyqK lg fidaod Ndjkd lsÍug jdäù t<sh jefgk ;=re Ndjkd l<y' uÿre ±, bj;alr neÆ úg fldáhd ;ju;a isà' w;a ll=,a È.yer iem myiqfjka je;sÍ we;' úYd, n,af,la ;u iajdñhdf.a f.a bÈßmsg ksokakdla fuks' msKavmd; hdug ld,h meñK we;' fldáhd bÈßfhka hd hq;=h' fldáhd l=ula lrhso fkd±fka' isjr q e w¢k úg fldáhd ta foi b;d

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lreKdjka;j weia yer n,hs' Wkajykafiag fjk lrlshd.; yels fohla ke;' wä lSmhla wi,ska fldáhd ,.S' bkamiq isjqre ye| fmdrjd .,af,k bÈß fodrgqj <Õg meñK fldáhdg l:d lf<ah' zz±ka msKamd;fha hdug fj,dj yß' fjk i;=ka fuka uf.a l=i.skak we;' hula ld nv mqrjd.; hq;=hs' Tng lrorhla fkdfõ kï uu wdydr msKsi msgù hñ' lreKdlr ug hdug bv fokak' Tng fuys isákag wjYH kï lula keye isákak' ke;fyd;a lEu fidhd hdug wjYH kï tfia hkak' fldáhd t;k je;sÍ isg lka fol fl<ska lr jpk Yíoh wid isáfhah' wdpd¾h fpdí bkamiq Tyq bÈßfhka .uka lrhs' fldáhd ldreKsl ne,aulska ta foi n,d isáhs' zz´kE ;ekl hkak' ud .ek Nhfjkak tmd' ud fuys wdfõ Tn m%fõYï lrkakeZZhs lshkakdla fuks' wdpd¾h fpdí <Õ my; .ïudkhg f.dia ms~q isÕd .;ay' fldáhd isák j. lsisfjl=g fkdlSfõh' .ïuq Tyq ur;sZhs hk ìfhks' wdmiq .,af,kg meñK neÆ úg fldáhd ke;' ñkau;= lsisÈfkl fldáhd olakg fkd,enqKs' wdpd¾h fpdí yg ielhla we;' tu fldáhd idudkH jk i;ajfhla fkdfõ' fjia j,d.;a foú flfkla úh yelsh' ta ksid t;rï yS,E iqr;f,la fuka yeisreKs' Wkajykafia fldáhd kej; ±lSug leu;s jQ kuq;a lsisÈkl wdfõ ke;' fldákaf.a f.drjk kdoh ieuodu weiqK kuq;a tys ;u hd¿jd weoa±hs ±k.; fkdyelsh' tu jkdka;rh fldákaf.ka .ykh' idudkH flfkl=g tys jdih l< fkdyelsh' tu fldá ;=< ;snQ .;sh b;d ms%hckl neúka Nh fjkqjg wdorh we;s úh' fï w;a±lSu ;=<ska úfYaI Ou_;d Wkajykafiag wjfndaO jQ nj wdpd¾h fpdí mejiqfõh' wdpd¾h fpdí j¾I 5la nqreufha .; lr nqreu NdIdj ;u uõni ;rï myiqfjka yeisrùug bf.k .;af;ah' tfy;a ;dhs,ka;hg wdmiq meñKSug isÿjqfka fofjks f,dal uyd hqoaOfha§ bx.S%iSka yd cmkqka w;r we;s jQ hqo flda,dy, ksidh' bx.S%is fid,aodÿfjda nqrefï jdih lrk ;dhs cd;slhska w;awvx.=jg .;ay' ;dhs cd;slfhda cmdkhg T;a;= imhkakka hehs iel l<y' tneúka ia;S% mqreI" NslaIQka fndfyda fokd urKhg m;al<y' wdpd¾h fpdíf.a .fï odhl msßi Wkajykafiag uy;afia wdor f.!rj ±lajQy' bx.S%is fin¨kaf.ka wdrlaId lsÍug Wkajykafia >k jkdka;rhg f.dia ieÕjQy' tfy;a Wkajykafia Èkla .eñhkag Ou_

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foaYkdlrk úg fin¨ka jglr.;ay' .eñfhda Èõreï foñka Wkajykafiaf.a .=K j¾Kkd l<y' Wkajykafia fndfyda ld,hla nqreufha jdih l< nj;a rdc mßmd,k jefvys fkdfhfok nj;a lshd wNshdpkd l<y' wka;sfï§ .eñfhda Wkajykafia úYd, le,E m%foaYhlg kej;;a f.k .shy' bx.S%is Ngfhda Wkajykafia fidhñka le,Ej fojk;a lr;s' Èfkka Èku ;;a;ajh W.% úh' .ïuq Wkajykafia ;dhs,ka;hg msg;a lsÍug tlÕ jQy' tfy;a le,Eno mdr b;du;a Nhdklh' l÷ m,a,ï yd jki;=kaf.a ìh we;' tfy;a bx.Si % s fin¿kaf.ka fíÍ hdug fjk uÕla ke;' .eñfhda Wkajykafiag uÕ i,l=Kq lshd § mdr jeiS ;snqK;a wka lsis u.l fkdhk f,i wjjdo ÿks' fuh tlu wämdr úh' w;S; mrïmrd .kkla wdÈ uq;=ka ñ;a;ka .sh mdrls' Wkajykafia Èk 4la ? oj,a fkdkj;ajd .uka l<y' ksod.;af;a fyda wdydr je<÷fõ ke;' uyd jkdka;rfha yqol,dj .uka lr;s'yeu ;eku fldákaf.a yd w,swe;=ka f.a u. i,l=Kq we;' Wkajykafia w;sYhska la,dka; úh' nqreufhka m,dhdug fkdyels fõ hehs is;+y' hïlsis jerÈ mdrlg jegqfkd;a ux uq,djkq ksh;h' 4 fjks Èk Wofha ;dhs udhsug hdug ;j ÿr we;' is;kag neß;rï uy;a mqÿudldr fohla isÿjqKs' Tn fï l:dj iïmQ¾Kfhka lshjk ;=re lreKdlr úfõpkh fkdlrk f,i b,a,ñ' Wkajykafiaf.a .; is; w;sYhska ÿn, úh' úáka úg flá ld,hla úvd yßñka Èk 3la ksrdydrj weúo we;' b;d wdhdifhka ;u ÿn, YÍrh bÈßhg fufyhjk úg fun÷ is;la my< úh' zzfu;rï ÿr m%udKhla uf.a Ôú; mrÿjg ;nd hñ' ±ka ±ka y;s jeà we;' fumuK l,la tlu ñksia wdjdihla fyda ñksfila fkd±laflñ' ±ka uu ksrdydrj ueÍ hk ;ekg m;aù we;' fu;rï ÿla uq¿ Ôú;fha§ lsisúgl úkafoa ke;' uu hqoaOfhka fíÍ ±ka ksrdydrj ñh hïo@ nqÿrcdKka jykafia jodrd we;s mßÈ wE; foõ nU;, j, Èjeia we;s foõ nUqka we;akï Èj lk we;akï fï urKhg <Õdjk NslaIqj fkdfmfkao@ uf.a ÿla .ekú,s fkdwefiao@ foújre nqoaO ld,fha isg NslaIQka jykafia,d fok msx wkqfudaoka ù we;akï uf.a fï ÿlg msysg fkdjkafka fl;rï wkqlïmd úrys;jo@ Wkajykafia,df.a Èjeia Èj lK ÈjH [dKh we;s nj Tmamq lsÍug ug Wmldr lrKq uekZZ fuu is;sú,s we;sjQ ú.i uy;a mqÿu iys; fohla isÿjqKs' th woyd.; fkdyelsh' Wkajykafia ;ju;a uy;a wdhdifhka wäfhka wäh

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;sh;s' túg b;d úkS;j we| me<| .;a msßñfhla ÿgqfõh' tu l÷lrfha uf,aÉPhka fuka fkdj" mdr whsfka jdäù isáhs' ysi u; nkafoaisfha wdydr"m<;=re mqrjd we;' fuh úYajdi lrkafka flfiao@ ±lal ú.u wdpd¾h fpdí f.a uú,a fl<ska úh' weÕ ysßjegqKs' nv.skak yd úvdj wu;l úh' wä 25 muK wE;ska lreKdjka; mqreIfhla jdäù odkh ms<s. ekaùug iQodkñka isà' <Õd jQ úg Tyq l:d lf<ah' zzwjir iajdóks" fuys u|la kej;S isg wdydr f.k úvdj ixis|jd .kak' YÍr Yla;sh ,enqk úg .uka lrkak mq¿jka fõú' wou fï uyd le,Ej ;rKh l< yelshsZZ wdpd¾h fpdí kej;=ks' w; ;snQ nvq ìu ;enQy' md;%h t<shg f.k tu wdydr ms<s.;ay' uy;a mqÿuhls' tu wdydrj,ska ksl=;a jk iqj¢ka uq¿ m<d;u iqj|j;a úh' wdydr m%udKh jeä;a ke;' uÈ;a ke;' th Èj .E muKska ri kyr mskd .sfhah' tys ri fln÷ ±hs lsj fkdyelsh' fuh wdidudkH w;sYfhdala;shla hehs is;=k;a Wkajykafia bkaøshkag ±kqk mskùu lsisfia;a lshkakg fkdyels neúka w;sYfhdala;shla fkdfõ' wdydr ál ;u md;%fha nyd tu mskaj;a mqreIhd isák úg wdpdhH_ fpdí Tyqf.a f.j,a fldfya±hs úuiSh' zzuu Èk 3la fï le,E mdf¾ .uka .;sñ' lsisu ñksia wdjdihla fyda ukqIHfhla uqK .eiqfka ke;' tu mqoa.,hd hï lsis ix{djla by<g w; È.=lr tys fjfikafkñhs lSh' Tn fï wdydr ms<f s h, lf<a flfiao@ fuu wdydr ms<. s ekSug NslI a j q la tk nj ±k isáfha flfiao@ Tyq u|la iskdiS lsis W;a;rhla fkdÿks' Wkajykafia msx wkqfudaokd fldg wjidkfha§ tu mqo. a ,hd ;ukaf.a jdiia:dk b;d ÿr neúka hd hq;= nj lSh' Tyqf.a bßhõ b;d m%ikakh' mqÿu Ydka; Ndjhla we;' l:dlf,a b;d iaj,am jYfhks' uqyqfKa ldka;shla úysfoa' ueo jhfia flfkla fuks' Wi;a ke;s fldg;a ke;s YÍrhls' mqÿu yeÈhdjla we;' Tyq hkag wjir f.k kslauqKs' wdpd¾h fpdí ;ju;a úiañ;j fï wreu mqÿu mqoa.,hd foi n,d isáfhah' Tyq wä 25la muK wE;g f.dia .ilg uqjd úh' wdpd¾h fpdí .i miqlr Tyq tkf;la n,d isáhy' kuq;a Tyq fmfkkag we;' wd .sh w;la ke;' túg ta .i <Õg f.dia i;r È. ne¨fõh' lsisfjla ke;' fuh Bg;a jvd úiauhls' ;ju;a mqÿufhka fï m%fya,sldj .ek is;ñka wdmiq wjq;a wdydr j<okakg úh' tu ri ñksia f,dj ke;' wdydrj, mqÿu iqj|la iy rihla we;' ;u YÍrhg wjYH ish¨ .=Khka we;' fujeks wdydrhla ljodj;a j<|d ke;' tu wdydrj, rih uq¿ YÍrh mqrd úys§ .sfhah' iEu frdau l+mhlgu ±fka' fu;rï

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l,a ksrdydrj ;snQ la,dka;h myúh' wka;sfï§ fuu wdydrh fu;rï rij;ajQfha ;udf.a l=i.skak ksid±hs ielhla we;s úh' tfia ke;akï fï we;af;kau Èj fndcqka úh hq;=h' wdydrh uq¿ukskau je<ªy' th kshu f,i m%udKj;a úh' ;j ì|la fyda jeämqr wdydr we;akï je<¢h fkdyelsh' wdydr je<£fuka miq wdidudkH YÍr Yla;shlska .uk wdrïN l<y' ta u| fj,djlg m%:u isá urKdikak la,dka; ÿj_, mqoa.,hd fkdfõ' .uk hkjd ñi is; we;af;a tld.%;djfhka wreu mqÿu mqreIhd .ekh' fufia úvdj fkdf;af¾' ;uka yß mdf¾ ±hs úuis,s ke;' ijia jk úg tu mqreIhd lS mßÈ Wkajykafia fï uyd le,Ej ;rKh lf<ah' Wkajykafia ;dhs,ka; iSudjg meñKsfha uq¿ oji mqrd ;snQ wiSñ; i;=áks' lfha iy isf;a ;snk q ±ä ÿl myù we;' ;u .u rg fmfoi jQ ;dhs,ka;hg md ;enQ ú.i ;ukajykafia ;j ld,hla Ôj;ajk nj ±kqKs' tu mqo. a ,hd foú flfkla ñi ukqIHfhla fkdjk nj wdpd¾h fpdí mejiSh' is;d n,kak' tu mqoa.,hd yuqùug miq ;dhs udhsug tk;=re lsis ukqIHfhla uqK .eiqfka ke;' uq¿ isoaêhu uy;a m%fya<sldjls' idudkHfhka l=vd .ïudkhla fyda olakg ,efí' tfy;a uq¿ .uk ;=< lsisu .ïudkhla ke;' nqrefï isg ;dhs,ka; iSudjg ;snQ fuu merKs ud._h ;kslr >k jkdka;rhls' bx.S%is fin¿ka muKla fkdj lsis ñksfila fyda wdydrhla ke;' th fl;rï ÿ._ ud¾.hla ±hs is;h s fkdyelsh' udrdka;l s .ukla jqjo fufia ch.%yK ,S,dfjka .urg n,d meñKsfhah' ;uka tjeks Nhdkl jkh ;rKh lf<a foúhkaf.a Wmldrfhka hehs wdpd¾h fpdí mejiSh' j,a w,s" fldá" j,ia" khs" fmdf<dx wd§ Nhdkl i;=kf a .ka .yK jQ kuq;a tlu if;la j;a Wkajykafia ±lafla ke;' weig fmkqfka wysxil i;=ka muKs' fï .uk lsif s jl=g hd fkdyelsh' ksielju fldáhdg fyda j,a w,shdg wiqfõ' fuh Ou_fha ydialu iy foúhkaf.a ydialuls' nqrefï .ïjeisfhda Wkajykafia Ôj;afj;shs fkdis;+y' tfy;a hqo Nghkaf.ka fíÍug fjk l%uhla ke;' hqo Nghkaf.ka fíÍug jvd fuh myiqfõhehs Tjqka uka;%Kh l<y' fï l:d mqj; uu ijka ÿka wdldrfhkau jd;_d lf<ñ' lreKdlr Tn fï ms<sn| úuikak' fujeks is;kag neß iqrx.kd l:dj i;H m%jD;a;shls' wdpdhH_ fpdíf.a OQ;dx. mQrKh b;du ±ä m%;sm;a;s u; f.k .sh neúka fujeks wreu mqÿu l;kaor fndfyda fj;s' Wkajykafia

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uy le,Efõ jdih lrk neúka lsif s jl=g Wkajykafia yuqùug fkdyelsh' iudcfha wdY%fhka wE;a ù we;'

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we;s wkaou fkdoksuq' we;af;kau wúoHdj y,dy, úYhla fuka uq¿ is; ;=< ls|d nei we;' wmg th fkdfmkqk;a th ieÕù we;' fï wjia: dfõ§ n,j;a i;s m[a[d" úßh fhdod tu úI bj;a l< hq;=h' wjidk jYfhka fï wúoHdjo is;ska ;=rka fõ' isf;a ;snQ fï idOl tlska tl bj;a jQ úg is; ish¨ flf,ia j,ska ñ§ msßis÷ fõ' fï wjidk jYfhka wúoHdj bj;a l< úg th kej; yg.ekSula ke;' is;g we;af;a i;H jQ ñ§uls' úuqla;shls' YÍrh frda.d;=r jQ úg th YÍrh nj f;areï .kS' tneúka frda. ,laIK j,ska fm,Sula ke;' idudkH mqoa.,hdf.a YdÍßl frda. ksid udkisl fm<Sula we;s fõ' tfy;a is; iïmQ¾Kfhkau ksoyia jQ úuqla;sh we;s úg ta n,j;a YdÍßl ÿla ksid isf;a ÿlla ke;' isf;a i;=g ks;ru ika;Dma;j mj;S' YÍrh iy fõokdj is; weiqre l< kuq;a isf;a fldgila fkdfõ' tneúka is; fõokdj foi ndysr wruqKla f,iska n,hs' tfyhska fõokdjg is; hg;a fkdfõ' fufia is; iuÕ YÍrh yd fõokdfõ tl;=ùula ke;s fõ' fuh jkdys isf;a woaú;Sh úuqla;shhs' is; ksoyia fõ' b;du;a msßis÷ §ma;su;a Ndjhla we;s fï is; ish¨u foa iam¾Y lrhs' ish¿u f,!lsl foa wks;H ÿlaL wkd;au iajNdjhg hg;a jQ kuq;a fï is; tajdhska lïmd fkdfõ' fuu ;s,laIKhg ish¨ foa wh;a neúka wruqKq is;g n,mdhs' tu wruqKq nUrhla fuka is; l<Ud ouhs' tkuq;a is; ta yd iu. hñka úkdY fkdfõ' fï wu; .=Kh ksid is; taldldrj mj;S' úkdY l< fkdyels neúka wks;H ÿlaL wkd;aufhka fjkia fkdfõ' tfiau ish¨ úYaj Ou_;d wod< fï is;g fkdfõ' idudkHfhka wmf.a is; iïuq;s i;Hfhka wruqKq f.k ta yd iïnkaO ù hg;a ù ta m%lD;s w;smsßisÿ;djh jid isà' ta nj wm fkdokakd neúka Bg jiÕ fõ' flf<ia j,g jiÕ jQ is; Wmam;a;s urKhg m;a fõ' tfy;a wmf. a fudayh fï flf<ia ksid we;sjk neúka wmg fï i;Hh fkdf;af¾' Wmam;a;s urK flf<ia ksid isÿjkakls' wmf.a tlu .eg¿j" m%d: ñl iajNdjh kï is;g iajdëk ù isáh fkdyels njhs' ta ksid jHdc wruqKq we;a; yeáhg ms<s.kS' tneúka isf;a m%lD;s iajNdjh hgm;a ù we;' ta fjkqjg is; jiÕ l< flf<ia" udhdldrfhla fuka lmá f,i rjgd .kS' tfia fyhska ks;ru Nh iel ÿlg md;% fõ' is; Ôj;aùug yd ueÍug ìh fõ' fmdä fõokd fyda f,dl= fõokd ksid n,j;a f,i

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weia lka kdid § bkaøshkaf.ka wruqKq fkd.kS' ta fjkqjg tu isf;a oDIHudk wdf,dalh wruqKq fõ' th fudaykh lsÍula jekak' t;rï Yla;su;aj wruqK w,a,d.kakd neúks' iudê fkdjQjo fuh isoaO fõ' YÍrhg wod, fkdjQ fuu b;du;a iQlaIu jQ ±kqu isf;a mj;S' is; b;d n,j;ah' ±kqu t;rï n,j;ah' fjk lsis wruqKla fyda m%;sìïnhla tys ke;' fuu ±kSu ysf;au iajNdjhls' fï isf;a tla ,CIKhls' fjk;a ,CIKhla we;sjkafka fï is; iudê.; jQ úgh' tys is;sú,s fyda uk#l,ams; lsisjla ke;' ish¨u YdÍßl udkisl ls%hdj,sh ksYap,h' yqol,d úfõlhls' tys we;af;a isf;a zz±kSïZZ ud;%H muKs' fuh b;du ;shqKq ;SlaIK ±kSuls' uq¿ úYajh jid iSà' wdf,dal Odrdjla we; fyda ÿr hd yels iSudjla we;' tfy;a fï is; tfia iSud fkdfõ' úÿ,s n,anhl tys we;s zzwattZZ m%udKhg iSud jQ wdf,dalhla úysÿjhs' tfy;a fï isf;a ls%hdldß;ajh Bg jvd yd;amiska fjkia fõ' we;af;kau fï is; ld,h fyda wjldY jeks ix{dj,ska ksoyiah' wE; ÿr <Õ fuks' fï isf;a tjeks iajNdjhla we;' uq¿ úYajh mqrd me;sÍ we;s' zz±kqïZZ iajNdjhls' fï ±kSu yer úYajh ;=< lsisjla ke;' isf;a flf<ia wdjrKh ke;s neúka f,dalh iqyo;ajhlska ±fka' fï w;smdßY=oaO Ñ;a;h jpk j,ska úia;r l< fkdyelsh' f,dalfha we;s iïuq;s i;Hh jpkfhka úia;r l< yels kuq;a iïuq;sh úksúo olsk mrud¾: i;Hh fï iïuq;s jpkhg iSud l< fkdyelsh' wehs wms iïuq;s is;la iy mdrud¾: is;la jYfhka ú.%y lrkafka@ fï is;a follao@ ke;' tlu Ñ;a; iajNdjhls' tfy;a is; flf<ia yd wdid j,ska md,kh jk úg tys fjkia ,laIKhls' m%{dj kue;s fYdaOlfhka msßis÷ jQ úg" tu is; flf<ia mSvdfjka pxp, ù wks;H;djhg m;a fkdfõ' fya;= m%;Hj,g wh;a jQ wks;H ÿlaL wkd;au ,laIK tys úoHudk fkdfõ' flf<ia hkq wks;H ÿlaL wkd;au iajNdjhla neúka iïuq;s i;Hhg wh;a fõ' fï iïuq;s iajNdjh is; wrla .;a neúka tys iïuq;s ,CIKh ;snQ kuq;a fï flf<ia ÿre lsÍfï§ úoHudk jk is; tu iïuq;sh mßyrKh fkdlrhs' fuh jkdys mru úuqla;shhs' mru mú;%;djhhs' ish¨ ixidßl ne£ïj,ska ksoyia fõ' isf;a m%lD;s zz±kSuZZ tys we;s tlu iajNdjhhs'

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YÍrfha fld;ekl zz±kSuZZ úoHdudk fõ±hs lsj fkdyelsh' iudê.; jQ is; ;=<ska uq,§ yDo jia;=j weiqre lrK njla yefÕa' úYd, wdf,dal Yla;shla fuu m%foaYfhka úysfok nj ±fka' Ndjkdfhda.S mskaj;=ka fï nj oks;s' th fud<fha úoHdudk fõhehs fkdlsh;s' tfy;a Ñ;a; mdßY=oaêhg m;ajQ úg fï flakaøia:dkh w;=reoyka fõ' YÍrfha Wv hg isri fyda lsishï ;ekl is; we;ehs lsh fkdyelsh' tu mrud¾: i;Hh wm w;smdßY=oaO jYfhka iïuq;sfhka lsj hq;=h' is; ±ka fï ialkaO weiqrelr mj;sk kuq;a ñY%ùula ke;' fï iajNdjh fjka fjka nj wjfndaO fõ' idOq idOq idOq' About the Translator in to English Born Richard E Byrd, Jr. at Winchester in 1948 Bhikkhu Silaratano was ordained as a Buddhist Monk at Bangkok, Thailand in 1977, Having already undergone several years of Buddhist training in India and Sri Lanka, since his ardination, he has been resident in Thailand, practising under the tatelage of Acarya Maha Boowa.

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