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Lightworker June 2010

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The Fulfilment Issue

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Fulfilment:
Satisfaction
or
happiness
as
a
result
of
fully
developing
one’s
abilities
or
character. It’s
an
interesting
notion,
fulfilment,
and
one
that
we
explore
at
 length
in
this
month’s
Lightworker
features,
columns
and
regulars. The
last
few
decades
saw
an
emergence
of
the
trend
for
needing
external
 material
goods
and
status
symbols
in
order
to
bring
a
sense
of
completeness
 to
one’s
life.
Of
course,
this
was
impossible,
since
fulfilment
is
an
inside
job.
 Therefore,
balance
is
returning
to
our
world
with
more
and
more
people
 taking
the
initial
steps
of
looking
within
for
the
inner
peace,
contentment
 and
joy
that
constitutes
true
and
lasting
fulfilment. When
do
I
feel
fulfilled? When
I
press
the
publish
button
for
Lightworker
each
month.
When
I
am
 sitting
laughing
with
loved
ones
and
take
a
moment
to
look
around
and
 feel
the
nourishing
warmth
within
the
room.
When
I
am
mid‐flow
channel‐ ling
‐
either
verbally
or
on
paper
‐
creative,
articulate
and
concise
insights
 into
human
nature
and
our
world
as
a
whole.
When
I
regain
a
soft
focus
and
 open
my
eyes
after
an
undefined
time
meditating
with
a
wholly
expansive
 heart
chakra. The
list
goes
on. Once
upon
a
time
I
would
put
‘buying
a
new
pair
of
shoes
on
pay
day’
and
 ‘upgrading
to
business
class
on
flights
to
the
Maldives’
at
the
head
of
the
 list,
but
times
change,
and
we
change.
Where
I
once
would’ve
scoffed
at
 someone
who
said
I
would
feel
happier
‐
on
a
deeper,
real,
soul
level
‐
by
 looking
 within
 rather
 than
 (with)out,
 I
 now
 realise
 I
 am,
 and
 that
 brings
 more
tears
of
gratitude
and
joy
to
my
eyes
than
any
pair
of
beautiful
Choo’s
 ever
could. Love
and
light

Rachel
Willis Editor Rachel@LightworkerMag.com

may 2010

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Contents:Features

Know

page 9 The
Personal
Evolution
Trilogy

page 25 Glow
with
Health
&
Wellbeing

page 39 Once
Upon
a
Time...

page 11
 Drawing
Blanks:
How
To

 Recognise
What
Doesn’t
 Fulfil
You

page 27
 Lightworker
in
Training

page 41 Words
of
Wisdom

page 29 Lightworker
Challenge

page 42
 Lightworker
Loves...

page 32 The
Businessman

page 43 Paulo
Coelho

page 33 Studying
at
the
University
of
 Life

page 45 Reader
Book
Review

page 12 Seeking
Fulfilment page 14 Let
Your
Ego
Help
You
Find
 Love
the
Second
or
Third

 Time
Around

page 15 page 35 Under
the
Spotlight
‐
Barefoot
 The
Authenticity
Diary Doctor page 19 Are
You
Having
Amazing
Sex?

Regulars

page 47 The
List page 48 Featured
Lightworkers: Sergey
Brin
&
Larry
Page

page 20 Look
To
The
Rainbow:
Colour
 Empowerment
for

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Contributors

Paul Vaughan Wilby Jacqui Crane

Jason Chan

Paul
 plans
 on
 living
 to
 150
 years
 old,
 was
born
in
the
Chinese
year
of
the
ti‐ ger
and
therefore
should
be
capable
of
 guarding
against
three
disasters
of
life
‐
 fire,
thieves
and
ghosts
‐
and
is
officially
 a
cat
bore
because
new
‘kitten‐itis’
has
 not
yet
worn
off.

Jason
 is
 a
 life‐long
 Taoist,
 inspired
 to
 assist
 all
 who
 are
 called
 to
 follow
 an
 authentic
spiritual
path
back
to
eternal
 truth,
 and
 recent
 winner
 of
 Kindred
 Spirit’s
 ‘Most
 Inspirational
 Person
 of
 the
Year’
Award.

Jacqui
 studied
 Papyrology,
 which
 is
 what
Margaret
Mountford
left
The
Ap‐ prentice
 for,
 still
 wears
 several
 items
 of
 clothing
 that
 are
 older
 than
 she
 is
 ‐
inherited
from
her
mother
–
and
plays
 the
piano,
usually
Gershwin
or
Chopin,
 at
the
moment.

Competition winner! Congratulations
to
Jackie
 Walker
who
wins
herself
the
 fab
bespoke
MOO
business
 cards. june 2010

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Focus the Light Our
new
‘Focus
the
Light’
groups
met
for
the
first
time
around
the
globe
last
month.
The
idea
of
these
groups
is
 to
encourage
people
to
talk;
to
raise
individual
awareness;
to
learn
from
each
other;
to
create
change
via
many
 individual
energy
shifts
that
contribute
to
the
global
energy
shift
of
the
planet.
The
groups
talked
about
the
idea
 of
‘Hope’.
Here
are
the
highlights
from
those
discussions. “Hope
matters.
In
fact,
it
can
be
argued
that
the
most
profound
expressions
of
the
human
spirit
derive
from
hope.
 The
greatest
works
of
art
and
the
best
books
as
well
as
the
most
enduring
wonders
of
the
ancient
world,
as
well
as
 the
Olympics,
Baseball,
and
Soccer
‐
all
of
these
human
achievements
share
a
common
denominator‐
they
bring
 more
hope
into
the
world.”
 Dr.
Anthony
Scioli,
clinical
psychologist
has
been
studying
hope
for
over
10
years
 www.gainhope.com What
does
Hope
mean
to
you? Is
hope
a
‘wishy‐washy’
excuse
for
procrastination
and
inaction?
Must
hope
be
an
achievable
goal,
rather
than
 something
that
one
simply
wishes
for? Hope
is
an
emotional
word,
not
a
call
to
action,
but
it
can
be
a
driving
force
toward
a
goal.
However,
hope
tran‐ scends
notions
about
which
things
in
life
are
achievable
or
not,
as
often
this
notion
is
governed
by
self‐limiting
 beliefs.
Therefore,
hope
provides
a
step‐up
from
where
you
are
now
to
where
you
want
to
be. The
context
in
which
the
word
‘hope’
is
used
can
change
it
from
a
wish
or
desire
to
the
provision
of
hope
being
 GIVEN
to
us
in
an
undesirable
situation.
Can
you
GIVE
hope
to
someone?
Yes!
We
realised
that
hope
is
indeed
a
 gift
that
can
be
given
and
received. Hope
is
a
light
through
the
dark.
When
life
takes
us
on
a
seemingly
dark
road
and
tests
us
to
the
limit,
hope
is
 what
gets
you
through
those
times.
This
positive
thought
then
attracts
more
of
the
same
to
it
and
provides
a
 ladder
out
of
the
dark
towards
the
light. Hope
is
self‐fulfilling,
an
emotion
necessary
in
order
to
drive
forward
positive
change.
Hope
is
more
than
a
wish
 or
a
desire;
in
its
essence,
hope
is
a
driving
force.
To
HAVE
hope
or
to
be
GIVEN
hope
is
when
it
really
comes
into
 its
own.
Hope
has
the
ability
to
take
the
fear
out
of
living,
as
without
hope
life
would
be
flat
and
fearful. From
our
Lightworker
Magazine
Facebook
page: “Hope
means
feeling
the
calm
beneath
the
chaos...
knowing
all
is
good,
all
is
perfect,
despite
what
my
limited
sight
 and
mental
programming
tells
me.”
Lisa “Without
hope
there
is
no
going
forward.
When
a
client
comes
to
me
so
downtrodden,
so
grief
stricken
and
so
with‐ out
any
visible
way
out
of
their
troubles,
I
can
give
them
one
thing
that
will
surely
open
a
door.
It
may
be
a
small
 peephole
of
a
door,
but
as
long
as
they
believe
there
is
hope
all
can
be
healed
and
changed
for
the
better,
for
without
 hope,
who
really
wants
to
go
on??
Hope
moves
hearts,
which
move
minds
to
think
better,
respond
healthier
and
 make
better
choices
“

Shawn
 What
do
you
hope
for? We
hope
for
everyone
we
know
and
love
to
be
happy.
It
is
also
of
paramount
importance
to
ensure
our
own
 individual
development
and
happiness
so
that
we
become
positive
transformers
of
energy
for
those
around
us. We
hope
for
connectedness
‐
our
lack
of
community
in
this
modern
society
is
leading
to
a
loss
of
hope
through
 isolation,
lack
of
self‐worth
and
low
self‐esteem;
a
lack
of
connectedness
stemming
from
the
illusion
of
separ‐ ateness.
Depression
may
be
a
physical
manifestation
of
this
energetic
untruth
and
imbalance.
So,
hope
can
also
 be
associated
with
bringing
people
back
together
as
we
increasingly
connect
with
each
other
and
Mother
Earth
 in
the
same
way
that
our
tribal
communities
used
to. We
hope
that
the
personal
and
planetary
transitions
will
be
as
smooth
as
possible.
We
can
help
those
who
are
 struggling
with
a
lack
of
understanding
of
the
new
energies
in
a
compassionate,
non‐judgmental
way.


We
hope
for
more
integrity
in
the
world,
and
integrity
on
a
personal
level.
Personal
truth
is
vital
to
shift
the
levels
 of
integrity
on
the
planet. We
hope
to
continue
the
good
work
we’ve
done
here
today. How
can
we
make
Hope
work
for
us? Be
positive
and
hopeful!
Always
see
the
light
in
any
situation
and
share
that
with
those
who
struggle
to
see
it. Barack
Obama
being
elected
as
the
first
black
U.S.
President
filled
us
with
hope
and
proves
that
positive
change
 does
happen.
In
turn,
this
gives
us
hope
for
drastic
changes
in
society,
though
they
may
take
time
to
manifest.
 The
new
UK
Coalition
Government
also
brought
hope
to
some
of
us.
Hope
is
the
sense
of
universal
possibility,
a
 real
sense
that
change
for
the
better
can
happen. Give
hope
to
others
with
compassion
and
truth
‐
never
lightly
or
falsely.
Shine
your
light
so
that
the
darkness
in
 another’s
world
will
fade. Reactions
from
participants
of
‘Focus
the
Light’: “We
realised
that
giving
energy
for
positive
change
by
talking
about
it
in
an
enthusiastic,
energetic
manner
increases
 the
energy
of
hope
between
us
all
and
therefore
increases
likelihood
of
actions
‐
no
matter
how
small
‐
toward
a
 positive
change.” “I
can
really
feel
a
difference
in
my
own
energy,
I
feel
great!
Really
positive
and
hopeful.” “The
discussion
really
helped
me
clarify
my
own
feelings
about
hope.
I
now
realise
we’d
be
nowhere
without
it.”

Next
month’s
topic:
Joy Sylvie

Roy

|

Toronto,
Canada

|

sylvieroy@ymail.com Shane
Stuart
McKay


|

Knysna,
South
Africa

|

shanemckay@live.com
 Mel
Diamond

|

Suffolk,
UK

|

mel@indigohealing.co.uk Andrew
Morrissey

|

Koh
Chang,
Thailand

|

andrew@iam‐andrew.com Hannah
Fellows

|

Falkirk,
UK

|

hannahperks@hotmail.com Simon
Welch
|
London,
UK
|
Simon.Welch@camden.gov.uk

Hope Knows no fear. Hope dares to blossom Even inside the abysmal abyss. Hope secretly feeds And strengthens Promise. Sri Chinmoy


features


The Personal Evolution Trilogy Part I - Fulfilment Of Your Highest Desires Paul
Vaughan
Wilby

Drawing Blanks: How To Recognise What Doesn’t Fulfil You Jacqui
Crane

Seeking Fulfilment Jason
Chan

Let Your Ego Help You Find Love the Second or Third Time Around Barbara
Kennedy

Under the Spotlight Barefoot
Doctor

Are You Having Amazing Sex? Georgia
Foster

Look to the Rainbow: Colour Empowerment For Lightworkers Eleyne
Austen
Sharp


Paul Vaughan Wilby BSc (Hons), SI, FDN

The Personal Evolution Trilogy Part I - Fulfilment Of Your Highest Desires Fulfilment
 is
 defined
 as
 the
 feeling
 of
 sat‐ isfaction
 at
 having
 achieved
 one’s
 desires.
 Hmmmm...
Well
you
could
go
in
several
di‐ rections
with
that
one.
 In
 western
 culture,
 we
 are
 encouraged
 to
 believe
that
desire
is
the
driver
of
all
society.
 Wanting
things
is
what
reputedly
drives
the
 engine
 of
 commercialism
 and
 capitalism.
 The
problems
arise
when
we
find
out
that
most
of
our
desires
 are
of
the
head
and
not
the
heart.

Underneath all emotional behaviour, you can find drivers

Most
of
those
desires
are
implanted
by
 rather
 crude
 Freudian
 advertising
 and
 are
 not
 genuine.
 Rather,
 they
 are
 the
 manipulation
of
feelings
from
our
sub‐ conscious
relating
to
our
past
in
order
 to
 persuade
 us
 that
 buying
 a
 product
 will
 make
 us
 feel
 complete.
 Most
 of
 these
 desires
 represent
 wants,
 and
 wants
 represent
 lack.
Therefore,
 a
 life
 spent
desiring
is
actually
a
life
focused
 on
lack.

behaviour,
 you
 can
 find
 driv‐ ers.
 These
 drivers
 are
 con‐ cerned
 with
 wanting;
 control,
 approval,
 security,
 separation
 and
 unity.
These
are
simple
wants
we
learn
 Challenging
lack as
 children.
 As
 we
 grow
 we
 put
 more
 and
more
layers
of
complexity
around
 One
way
to
remove
the
feeling
of
lack
 these
 drivers
 and
 write
 our
 narratives
 is
by
delving
into
the
subconscious
and
 of
who
we
are
and
how
we
live. your
 emotional
 past
 to
 remove
 the
 root.
 Underneath
 all
 emotional

 The
reason
we
go
to
such
great
lengths
 is
fear
of
some
kind.
Fear
of
something
 BIOG we
 imagine
 will
 happen
 if
 our
 want
 is
 Paul knows you can CHANGE; your pos- not
fulfilled.
So,
we
hang
onto
our
nar‐ ture, your mental/emotional patterns, rative,
expending
great
energy
in
doing
 your body shape, your ailments - your so.
 Imagine
 a
 fist
 clenched
 around
 a
 life. His experience ov Hons), a Struc- pound
coin,
and
we
believe
it
is
among
 tural Integration (Rolfing®) Practitioner the
 last
 pound
 coins
 remaining.
 If
 we
 and practises Functional Diagnostic Nulet
go
of
it
we
will
be
without,
and
we
 trition®, Metabolic Typing™, endocrine (hormone) balancing, emotional release, cannot
 let
 someone
 take
 it.
We
 focus
 and applied biophysics (or scientific en- our
 energy
 and
 intention
 on
 keeping

 our
 fist
 clenched…
Somehow,
 our
 sub
 ergy work). page nine Lightworkermag.com

conscious
 believes
 that
 by
 relinquish‐ ing
control
over
the
pound
we
will
not
 survive. Release This,
of
course,
is
not
the
case.
By
ac‐ knowledging
 our
 fight
 for
 control
 and
 security
 and
 then
 by
 simply
 letting
 go
 of
 wanting
 it,
 we
 release
 the
 stuck
 pattern.
 The
 fist
 clenched,
 and
 then
 released,
is
both
a
great
metaphor
and
 also
a
great
tool
to
facilitate
releasing
 on
 stuck
 patterns.
 You
 simply
 clench
 your
 fist
 around
 the
 imaginary
 fear,
 physically
 holding
 the
 emotion
 tight,
 then
 visualise
 and
 enact
 the
 hand
 re‐ leasing. With
 a
 little
 practice,
 one
 can
 start
 to
 feel
 where
 the
 stuck
 emotional
 pat‐ tern
resides
in
the
body,
and
release
it
 directly.
If
this
seems
a
little
intangible
 or
fluffy,
consider
that
you
are
creating
 physiological
 change
 in
 the
 body
 at
 a
 level
 that
 reaches
 all
 the
 way
 to
 your
 genes.
 For
 further
 reading,
 look
 into
 neuropeptides
‐
the
molecules
of
emo‐ tion. june 2010


Fulfilment of the desires of your Higher Self is, ultimately, much more satisfying and nourishing

So,
we
can
release
our
hold
on
desires
 by
simply
letting
go
of
the
subconscious
 habit
of
feeling
lack
or
want.
It
is
noted
 that
by
releasing
the
emotional
pattern
 we
create
physical
change
in
the
body.
 You
can,
of
course,
work
the
other
way
 around:
 change
 the
 physical
 patterns
 in
the
body
to
affect
the
emotional.
You
 can
 do
 this
 by
 removing
 toxicity
 from
 the
body,
by
changing
the
environment
 you
live
in
or

‐
as
I
do
with
my
clients
 ‐
by
changing
your
relationship
to
your
 environment.

your
Higher
Self,
the
Universe,
or
what‐ ever
you
prefer,
remember
that
the
link
 is
already
there
and
all
you
have
to
do
is
 clean
it
up
for
it
to
work
better.

Fulfilment
of
the
desires
of
your
Higher
 Self
is,
ultimately,
much
more
satisfying
 and
nourishing.
The
catch
is
that
no
one
 else
can
tell
you
what
your
Higher
Self
 is
 after.
Only
 you
 can
 reveal
 that.
And
 as
 the
 definition
 of
 fulfilment
 states,
 “the
 state
 or
 quality
 of
 being
 fulfilled
 is
 about
 completion
 and
 realisation;”
 then,
 perhaps,
 you’ll
 realise
 you
 were
 complete
all
along.

More
recently,
biophysicists
have
dem‐ onstrated
 that
 the
 human
 body
 acts
 like
a
broadcast
antenna.
The
sum
total
 of
 everything
 going
 on
 in
 your
 body
 and
 mind,
 past
 and
 present,
 makes
 up
 the
 signal
 broadcast.
The
 Universe
 responds
 to
 this
 signal
 by
 drawing
 Get
cleaning! into
 your
 immediate
 environment
 the
 chance
for
you
to
experience
whatever
 Bodywork you
are
broadcasting.
The
parallel
is
ap‐ parent.
Clean
up
the
broadcast
and
the
 Structural
 integration
 (Rolfing)
 looks
 Universe
will
reward
you
with
a
change
 at
the
whole
body
and
its
posture
as
an
 in
experience. insight
into
your
relationship
with
your
 environment.
 Pain
 or
 injury
 indicates
 This
has
been
my
experience
and
that
 a
 breakdown
 of
 that
 relationship
 and
 of
many
of
my
clients.
I
find
great
suc‐ a
 call
 to
 change.
 In
 changing
 these
 cess
 in
 cleaning
 up
 the
 subconscious,
 habits,
 my
 clients
 and
 I
 find
 regular
 our
 body/posture,
 and
 any
 toxicity
 we
 correlations
to
emotional
relationships
 can
eliminate.
This
effectively
rids
you
 and
events
of
the
past.
These
again
cor‐ of
 false
 desires
 wants
 and
 lacks.
Once
 CONTACT relate
to
the
drivers
and
are
capable
of
 you
 tidy
 up
 a
 bit,
 you
 often
 find
 that
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change
also. what
you
are
looking
for
is
right
under
 paul@i-evolve.co.uk Someone
 wise
 once
 said
 that
 when
 your
nose
all
along.
 www.i-evolve.co.uk searching
for
connection
to
the
Divine,
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never
 makes
 the
 imaginary
 world
 any
 closer.

Jacqui Crane

Drawing Blanks: How To Recognise What Doesn’t Fulfil You Do
 we
 really
 get
 the
 most
 out
 of
 our
 short
 lives?
Or
are
we
starving
ourselves
by
spend‐ ing
our
time
on
junk
that
leaves
us
hungry
for
 real
value?

Live
in
the
moment...

This
 doesn’t
 mean
 you
 shouldn’t
 have
 dreams.
Dreams
are
great.
Just
change
 it
from
“if
only”
to
“sometime
soon…”
 ...
and
not
just
because
you
should! That
 insidious
 word
 should.
 I
 should
 find
 a
 boyfriend;
 I
 should
 be
 working
 full
time;
I
should
go
out
whenever
I’m
 invited;
I
should
be
able
to
snap
out
of
 depression.
If
you
live
within
the
bound‐ aries
of
should,
you
never
know
if
you
 are
following
your
own
path
or
that
of
 society,
not
to
mention
the
exhaustive
 pursuit
of
trying.

Stop
 coveting
 your
 neighbour’s
 It
is
important
to
take
responsibility
for
 your
 actions.
 Ask
 yourself
 what
 your
 stuff... motives
 are
 when
 you
 commence
 a
 Envy
is
a
thief.
It
stops
you
from
paying
 course
you
action.
Should
will
answer,
 attention
 to
 your
 own
 life,
 and
 makes
 “everyone
does
that”
or
“my
father
told
 you
 concentrate
 on
 someone
 else’s.
 me
it’s
best
to
do
it”
or
“if
I
do
anything
 Once
you
work
out
what
they
have
and
 else,
my
friends
will
laugh
at
me”.
But
 you
don’t,
you
get
hung
up
on
the
inad‐ answer
 the
 question
 honestly:
 then
 equacy
of
your
own
life.
The
glass
will
 either
 you’ll
 choose
 the
 path
 for
 your
 own
good
reasons,
or
you’ll
go
another
 seem
half
empty.
Or
less.
 way.

Lewis
Carroll’s
White
Queen
said,
“The
 rule
 is,
 jam
 tomorrow
 and
 jam
 yester‐ day
 ‐
 but
 never
 jam
 today.”
There
 are
 some
things
you
do
because
of
the
past
 or
the
future;
but
you
must
be
careful
 that
 they
 don’t
 take
 over
 your
 now.
 I
 often
 find
 myself
 doing
 things
 just
 because
 I
 did
 them
 yesterday.
 Karen,
 a
wise
friend,
told
me
recently
“Habits
 steal
your
time.”
And
it’s
true.
I
spend
 Once
I
start
focusing
on
where
my
life
 So
what
am
I
going
to
do
about
it? too
long
just
doing
the
same
as
yester‐ is
 lacking
 compared
 to
 other
 people,
 it
 is
 all
 I
 can
 see.
 I’m
 not
 fluent
 in
 an‐ day.
 other
language;
I’ve
never
travelled
the
 I
 am
 going
 to
 stop
 spending
 my
 time
 Tomorrow
is
equally
limiting.
I
often
do
 world;
I
don’t
have
straight
hair
or
long
 in
my
imagination,
or
in
the
past,
or
in
 things
to
make
my
life
easier
tomorrow.
 legs.
 The
 negatives
 far
 outweigh
 the
 working
 towards
 future
 goals
 I
 don’t
 I
even
say
“Thank
you,
past‐Jacqui”
as
I
 positives,
of
course,
because
there
are
 really
believe
in.
I
will
stop
daydream‐ pick
up
my
ready‐packed
suitcase.
But,
 many
 more
 things
 that
 I’m
 not
 than
 I
 ing
and
start
doing.
I
will
do
something
 new
tomorrow,
and
break
a
habit,
just
 occasionally
I
find
myself
doing
some‐ am.
 for
 fun.
 I
 will
 banish
 envy
 by
 affirm‐ thing
only
because
of
the
supposed
fu‐ ture
benefits,
and
often
the
end
doesn’t
 But,
 I
 am
 the
 centre
 of
 my
 own
 little
 ing
 the
 positive
 things
 I
 believe
 about
 justify
the
means.
If
I
find
that
the
path
 world,
 so
 I
 choose
 to
 think
 about
 my‐ myself.
I’m
going
to
bear
in
mind
that
 is
not
interesting
or
motivating
for
me,
 self
in
positive
terms
and
stop
worrying
 other
 people
 feel
 the
 same
 way
 and
 I
 will
 avoid
 imposing
 any
 shoulds
 onto
 about
all
the
things
I
can’t
change.
 then
I’m
probably
on
the
wrong
path.
 them.
 Step
into
the
real
world... But
 enough
 about
 me.
 What
 are
 you
 BIOG Jacqui is an accountant for some of the When
you
are
wishing
that
there
were
 going
to
do
about
it? time. She lives in St Albans with two cats something
different
in
your
life,
you
are
 RESOURCES and a piano. Her perspective on life has not
at
peace
with
yourself
or
fulfilled.
I
 been formed by a bout of depression can
 easily
 lose
 myself
 in
 imagination.
 Trying something new? Maybe you and an interesting recovery process, I
find
myself
imagining
how
the
world
 should do 101 things in 1001 days! which has given her a lot of insight into would
be
if
something
had
worked
out
 www.dayzeroproject.com Struggling with envy? Then want less! her mind and how she thinks. She occadifferently;
and
I’ve
used
the
words
“if
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far
more
often
than
necessary.
It
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june 2010


my
 soul’s
 purpose
 unfolding
 miracu‐ lously.

Jason Chan

Seeking Fulfilment Do
you
know
how
to
turn
illness
into
health?
 Can
 you
 transform
 depression
 into
 joy,
 or
 scarcity
 into
 abundance?
Can
 you
 dissolve
 your
 anger
 and
 resentment
 into
 love
 and
 compassion?
 Do
 you
 realise
 that
 you
 can
 conquer
all
your
fears
in
order
to
dwell
con‐ stantly
in
inner
peace?
If
not,
you
do
not
yet
know
the
incredible
 creative
power
of
your
own
mind.
 When
I
was
a
young
man,
I
too
had
no
 idea
about
the
amazing
power
that
lay
 dormant
within
me.
Like
so
many
young
 people,
 I
 left
 home,
 and
 even
 crossed
 the
oceans
to
make
my
fortune.
I
came
 all
the
way
to
the
UK
from
Hong
Kong
 to
 search
 for
 personal
 happiness
 and
 fulfilment.
I
worked
very
hard
in
order
 to
earn
a
good
income,
and
also
tried
to
 find
the
perfect
relationship
that
would
 bring
me
lasting
love.
 to
myself,
“Is
this
all
there
is
to
life?”
My
 soul
was
actually
crying
out
in
pain
and
 The
quest searching
for
a
deeper
meaning
to
my
 existence.
 Out
 of
 this
 inner
 despera‐ But
being
very
impatient
for
my
life
and
 tion,
I
knelt
down
and
prayed
“Is
there
 emotional
state
to
improve,
I
soon
be‐ any
god
out
there
who
can
help
me?” gan
to
notice
that
buying
myself
a
new
 toy
‐
like
an
expensive
watch
‐
or
even
 I
 then
 spent
 several
 years
 desperately
 going
out
with
an
exceptionally
attrac‐ seeking
 answers.
 I
 read
 many,
 many
 tive
woman,
never
seemed
to
bring
me
 spiritual
texts.
I
began
a
regular
medi‐ the
 lasting
 happiness
 and
 fulfilment
 tation
practice,
and
even
received
one
 that
I
longed
for.
 or
 two
 incredible
 spiritual
 revelations.
 I
 was
 beginning
 to
 awaken,
 and
 this
 I
began
to
observe
a
worrying
pattern
in
 spiritual
awakening
then
led
me
down
 my
search
for
fulfilment.
Each
and
ev‐ a
 miraculous
 and
 joyful
 ‐
 albeit
 some‐ ery
time
one
of
my
burning
desires
was
 times
very
challenging
‐
spiritual
path. met
I
would
feel
temporarily
euphoric,
 but
 this
 feeling
 would
 quickly
 fade,
 The
answer and
 then
 my
 emotional
 moodiness
 and
underlying
sense
of
dissatisfaction
 After
 many
 years
 of
 diligent
 spiritual
 with
 life
 would
 return.
 I
 also
 began
 to
 practice,
I
finally
realised
that
in
order
to
 observe
that
just
underneath
my
deter‐ answer
my
soul’s
calling
in
this
lifetime,
 mination
 to
 seek
 happiness,
 my
 mind
 I
had
to
become
a
spiritual
teacher
and
 was
 always
 filled
 with
 a
 lot
 of
 anxiety
 healer.
I
then
found
myself
travelling
all
 and
a
deep
sense
of
loneliness. around
the
world
to
meet
new
spiritual
 friends
and
to
gather
very
sincere
spiri‐ By
my
late
20s,
I
was
beginning
to
think
 tual
 seekers
 as
 my
 students.
This
 was

I
 was
 now
 following
 a
 completely
 dif‐ ferent
calling
to
normal
worldly
activi‐ ties.
I
no
longer
gave
much
thought
to
 making
 money,
 staying
 healthy,
 or
 even
having
fulfilling
personal
relation‐ ships,
 but
 neither
 had
 I
 completely
 given
up
any
of
these
perfectly
reason‐ able
worldly
goals.
I
simply
kept
giving
 absolute
priority,
every
day
of
my
life,
 to
 my
 soul’s
 yearning
 to
 follow
 the
 highest
path
that
it
is
possible
to
follow
 whilst
living
on
this
planet,
and
let
the
 rest
of
my
life
take
care
of
itself. I
 now
 know,
 without
 a
 shadow
 of
 a

My soul was actually crying out in pain and searching for a deeper meaning to my existence

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doubt,
that
true
fulfilment
comes
when
 we
are
brave
enough
to
follow
this
path
 of
the
heart…
But
in
order
to
reach
this
 path,
 there
 are
 a
 number
 of
 practises
 that
we
all
need
to
adopt,
in
one
form
 or
 another,
 in
 order
 to
 realise
 our
 in‐ credible
true
potential. The
practises First
 of
 all,
 we
 need
 to
 find
 some
 way
 to
raise
our
vibrations
so
that
our
con‐ sciousness
 can
 rise
 above
 the
 purely
 physical.
When
our
energetic
vibrations
 are
low,
our
consciousness
is
inevitably
 trapped
 in
 our
 lower
 energy
 centres
 that
 are
 associated
 with
 baser
 human
 instincts,
 such
 as
 the
 survival
 instinct
 and
the
sexual
drive.
 When
our
vibrations
are
low,
not
only
is
 our
 consciousness
 very
 much
 trapped
 in
 the
 purely
 physical
 dimension
 of
 life,
but
also
our
minds
tend
to
be
filled
 with
 toxic
 emotions
 such
 as
 shame,
 depression,
 anxiety,
 jealousy
 etc.
 But
 if
 we
 can
 find
 some
 way
 to
 raise
 our
 page twelve


As
a
Tai
Chi
master,
I
know
that
practis‐ ing
Tai
Chi
 and
Chi
 Kung
 can
 raise
 our
 vibrations
 and
 therefore
 really
 assist
 us
 to
 lead
 radiant,
 fulfilled
 lives.
 But
 unfortunately,
on
their
own,
these
ho‐ listic
practices
are
unlikely
to
lead
us
all
 the
way
home
to
the
miraculous
truth
 at
the
very
heart
of
our
being.
If
we
re‐ ally
 want
 to
 transcend
 all
 human
 fear
 and
suffering,
we
have
to
stop
seeking
 answers
 in
 the
 world
 around
 us,
 and
 start
to
look
within.
This
means
that
we
 need
to
spend
at
least
some
part
of
our
 day
 sitting
 still
 and
 connecting
 to
 the
 infinite
power
of
the
light.
 Inner
peace Many
 people
 in
 our
 hyperactive
 world
 may
think
that
sitting
still
doing
nothing
 for
say
an
hour
every
day
is
a
complete
 waste
of
time.
But
I
know
that
it
is
the
 most
precious
use
of
our
time
that
has
 ever
 been
 invented!
Through
 my
 daily
 meditation
practice,
I
have
discovered
 an
 incredible
 inner
 world
 filled
 with
 amazing
light,
love
and
joy.
Connecting
 to
the
‘light
within’
has
transformed
my
 life,
and
I
now
lead
one
of
the
most
ful‐ filled
lives
that
it
is
possible
for
a
human
 being
to
live.
 At
 first,
 when
 you
 sit
 still
 and
 try
 to
 calm
 your
 mind,
 you
 may
 notice
 that
 your
mind
is
very
agitated
and
will
not
 shut
 up.
 Please
 do
 not
 give
 up
 your
 inner
 search
 at
 this
 point.
 I
 guarantee
 that
 if
 you
 diligently
 keep
 searching
 within
 for
 all
 the
 lasting
 joy
 and
 hap‐ piness
 that
 you
 have
 been
 hopelessly
 searching
for
in
the
external
world,
one
 day
 the
 spiritual
 light
 will
 simply
 pour
 into
 your
 quiet,
 open
 mind.
 You
 can
 then
 utilise
 this
 light
 to
 assist
 you
 to
 heal
all
of
your
past
pain
and
hurt,
and
 to
 illuminate
 and
 then
 release
 all
 the
 deep‐seated
 negative
 patterns
 within
 your
own
mind. page thirteen

Once
 you
 have
 healed
 most,
 if
 not
 all,
 of
 your
 inner
 fear
 and
 darkness,
 the
 miraculous
 power
 of
 the
 light
 will
 transform
 all
 aspects
 of
 your
 life.
You
 will
 then
 become
 one
 of
 the
 most
 blessed
 and
 fulfilled
 human
 beings
 on
 this
planet.
Ultimately,
as
your
spiritual
 practice
 matures,
 your
 radiant,
 loving
 and
compassionate
presence
will
even
 transform
the
lives
of
everyone
whom
 you
 meet,
 and
 your
 whole
 life
 will
 become
a
blessing
for
our
beautiful,
if
 troubled,
planet.

 However,
there
is
still
one
further
level
 of
 fulfilment
 to
 reach,
 and
 that
 is
 to
 become
 one
 with
 Life
 Itself.
 Now,
 all
 seeking
is
done,
all
desires
are
fulfilled,
 all
fears
are
totally
gone,
and
only
love
 remains.

Through my daily meditation practice, I have discovered an incredible inner world filled with amazing light, love and joy

energetic
vibrations
on
a
daily
basis,
we
 can
 definitely
 begin
 to
 rise
 above
 this
 rather
dark
level
of
consciousness,
and
 tune
 into
 higher
 levels
 of
 conscious‐ ness
that
are
associated
with
true
love,
 peace
and
joy.

Jason
Chan
 is
 a
Tai
Chi
 Master,
 an
 inspiring
 spiritual
 teacher,
 and
 a
 power‐ ful
energy
healer.
He
is
the
author
of
The
Radiant
Warrior
(Hay
House
2009).
 Jason
trained
in
martial
arts
in
Hong
Kong
where
he
was
born
and
brought
up.
 Jason
has
created
his
own
Tai
Chi
form
known
as
Infinite
Tai
Chi
and
his
own
 series
of
Chi
 Kung
 and
Yoga
 moves
known
 as
Infinite
Chi
Kung
and
Infinite
 Chi
Yoga.
He
also
practices
a
new
form
of
energy
healing
known
as
Ling
Chi
 Healing.
Jason
is
the
founder
of
The
Light
Foundation,
which
is
dedicated
to
 promoting
World
 Peace
 and
 Harmony
 through
 assisting
 individuals
 to
 find
 deep
inner
peace
and
strength.
 Through
his
own
deep
understanding
of
energy
work
and
spiritual
meditation,
 Jason
has
passed
on
the
benefits
of
vitality,
natural
health,
inner
strength
and
 spiritual
awakening
to
all
those
who
have
trained
with
him.
His
ultimate
goal
 and
deep
inner
motivation
is
to
inspire
and
assist
genuine
spiritual
seekers
 along
the
eternal
pathway
back
to
Oneness
with
Life
Itself
–The
Tao
 Jason
 currently
 runs
 teacher
 training
 courses
 and
 personal
 development
 courses
in
the
UK
and
Ireland
and
retreats
in
the
UK,
Europe
and
Thailand.
 For
further
information
about
Jason
Chan
and
his
current
activities,
DVDs
and
 books
please
visit
his
website:
www.lightfoundation.com,
or
ring

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 Foundation
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Barbara Kennedy

Let Your Ego Help You Find Love the Second or Third Time Around When
 people
 re‐enter
 the
 dating
 scene,
 they
sometimes
have
a
difficult
time
letting
 go
 of
 their
 past
 experiences,
 their
 sorrows,
 doubts,
 unrequited
 loves,
 losses,
 fears,
 ad‐ dictions,
and
insecurities.
They
are
afraid
to
 love
somebody
again,
and
they
are
afraid
of
 being
loved
back.
Where
did
all
these
emo‐ tional
obstacles
come
from?
Possibly
from
an
imbalanced
ego.
 I
encourage
you
to
take
a
look
at
your
ego
and
to
think
about
a
 tune‐up.
 Your
ego
is
your
 “I.”
It
is
 your
singular
 point
of
view.
Be
prepared
to
embrace
 this
ego
and
encourage
it
to
expand
in
a
 healthy
way.
When
you
do
this,
you
will
 become
 more
 self‐aware,
 more
 confi‐ dent,
and
more
accepting.
Not
only
will
 this
 help
 you
 get
 ready
 to
 date
 again
 after
 a
 divorce,
 but
 others
 respond
 favourably
 to
 people
 who
 genuinely
 know
and
like
themselves
—
in
spite
of
 themselves,
as
they
say. Here
 are
 some
 “ego
 tips”
 to
 help
 get
 you
started. There
is
nothing
wrong
with
having
an
 ego.
Having
an
ego
is
like
having
an
at‐ titude.
We
all
have
one.
An
issue
arises
 when
it’s
an
overly
inflated
ego,
which
 is
like
having
a
bad
attitude.
What
does
 your
 “I”
 say
 about
 you?
 Is
 it
 balanced
 and
healthy?
Or
does
it
feel
overly
self‐

BIOG Barbara Kennedy, MPH, MSW, is a wellknown relationship coach, prominent speaker, and public health educator with a private relationship coaching practice in Scottsdale, Arizona. Her new book is Baby Boomer Men: Looking for Love.

june 2010

When
 the
 ego
 is
 egomaniacal,
 so
 are
 you.
If
your
ego
is
healthy,
your
expec‐ tations
are
healthy
and
expressed
in
a
 healthy
way.
If
your
ego
is
not
healthy,
 your
 demands
 are
 ridiculous
 and
 your
 needs
 impossible
 to
 satisfy.
 If
 you
 are
 always
trying
to
control
everything,
or
 believe
you
are
always
right,
then
your
 ego
may
need
to
be
dialed
down. Trust
 is
 directly
 linked
 to
 ego.
 If
 you
 insist
on
placing
greater
value
on
your
 own
opinions
rather
than
those
of
oth‐ ers,
trusting
will
be
difficult.
The
more
 you
 practice
 humility,
 the
 healthier
 your
 ego
 will
 become.
 When
 you
 do
 this,
 trusting
 becomes
 easier,
 opening
 the
door
to
love.

Practice
 ego
 boundaries.
 Without
 a
 psychic
 boundary,
 you
 are
 easily
 ab‐ sorbed
into
other
people’s
definition
of
 you.
Understanding
your
ego
strength
 helps
 you
 become
 aware
 of
 your
 own
 feelings
and
more
available
to
those
of
 important
 and
 self‐righteous
 on
 the
 others.
By
gently
revealing
these
feel‐ one
 hand,
 and
 miserable
 and
 deflated
 ings,
 you
 not
 only
 define
 yourself,
but
 on
the
other?
 you
may
discover
that
there
is
little
or
 nothing
to
fear
in
doing
so.
Quiet
des‐ Ego
functions
as
your
inner
CEO.
Ego
is
 peration
is
no
longer
an
option. regarded
as
your
psychological
execu‐ tive.
Ego
can
be
a
warrior
standing
fast
 Conflict
 can
 put
 ego
 into
 perspec‐ at
 the
 entryway
 to
 your
 body,
 mind,
 tive.
Strange
as
it
 sounds,
 conflict
 can
 and
 heart,
 helping
 you
 make
 sound
 be
 the
 key
 to
 unlocking
 the
 doors
 of
 decisions.
But
when
it’s
battered
(as
it
 deeper
intimacy.
An
honest,
deep,
and
 sometimes
is
after
a
rough
breakup),
it
 committed
 relationship
 will
 continu‐ can
 be
 a
 sly
 and
 destructive
 trickster.
 ally
 confront
 you
 with
 all
 the
 parts
 of
 What
kinds
of
choices
are
you
making
 yourself
that
are
not
totally
loving.
The
 in
 your
 life
 right
 now?
 If
 they
 are
 ex‐ conflict
 this
 creates
 in
 a
 relationship
 treme
 (overindulging,
 selfish,
 or
 super
 can
 be
 painful
 and
 uncomfortable
 as
 hyped‐up
on
the
one
hand,
and
isolat‐ it
 stretches
 you
 beyond
 the
 boundar‐ ing
 and
 punishing
 on
 the
 other),
 your
 ies
 of
 your
 ego.
Stepping
 around
 your
 inner
CEO
may
need
an
adjustment. ego
and
confronting
those
uncomfort‐ able
feelings
tends
to
bring
you
closer
 Ego
 also
 functions
 as
 your
CFO
 (Chief
 in
 your
 relationships,
 more
 available,
 Financial
Officer).
 It
 judges
 gain
 to
 be
 open,
and
trusting.
 good
 and
 loss
 to
 be
 bad.
 However,
 nature
makes
no
distinctions.
Life
is
full
 of
 gain
 and
 loss.
 Practice
 seeing
 both
 sides
 of
 situations,
 without
 judging.
 Learning
 to
 accept
 give
 and
 take,
 ebb
 and
 flow
 will
 help
 prepare
 you
 for
 the
 CONTACT ups
and
downs
of
future
love
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Barefoot Doctor

Under the Spotlight Q – What season would you say your life is in at this time? Spring,
I
guess.
There
are
days
when
I’m
quite
focused
on
dying;
the
whole
pro‐ cess
of
dying
and
mortality;
coming
to
terms
with
that
and
enjoying
the
sensation
 that
at
some
point
there’s
this
huge
transition
into
goodness
knows
what.
Most
 of
the
time,
because
of
the
martial
arts
and
meditation
practices
that
I
do,
I
feel
 more
and
more
energised,
stronger
and
in
command
of
my
body
and
mind
as
the
 days
and
years
go
by.
And
I’m
certainly
having
more
fun!
There’s
something
about
 knowing
that
around
the
age
of
55,
if
you
haven’t
come
to
terms
with
the
fact
that
 you’re
going
to
die
at
some
point
then
I
think
you’re
totally
deluded!
It
makes
you
 ensure
that
you
don’t
waste
time
being
miserable,
feeling
sorry
for
yourself
or
not
 taking
necessary
risks,
so
my
life
gets
more
and
more
wild
in
one
sense
and
there‐ fore
more
challenging.
I’m
stretching
myself
to
learn
new
skills,
even
the
subtle
 social
skills
that
come
with
being
at
the
forefront
of
the
entertainment
world
and
 all
that
goes
with
that.
I
go
into
it
like
a
kid
would
and
that
keeps
me
young.

Q – So what’s the most recent challenge that you’ve set yourself?

Barefoot
 Doctor
 is
 a
 man
 who
 knows
 plenty
 about
 fulfilment.
 
 He
 is
famous
for
soulfully
evolving
and
 lovingly
 presenting
 the
 supremely
 powerful
 ancient
 Taoist
 personal
 development
and
reality‐manifesta‐ tion
 process
 in
 a
 simple,
 heartfelt
 and
 practical
 form
 for
 all
 who
 are
 keen
to
escape
the
cultural
mayhem
 of
everyday
life.

Life
seemed
to
set
it
up
for
me!
Over
the
last
month
I
moved
into
my
house
in
 Ibiza,
out
of
my
house
in
London
that
held
30
years
of
superfluous
stuff,
in
the
 midst
of
doing
a
retreat
in
Italy,
running
3
huge
websites
and
getting
grounded
by
 the
volcanic
ash.
My
plans
were
changing
every
few
seconds.
That
was
the
most
 wonderful
stretch
I’ve
had
in
years
because
it
stopped
me
investing
energy
into
 plans
and
instead
I
accepted
what
was
and
came
into
the
here
and
now.
Trusting
 that
everything
would
work
out,
even
when
it
didn’t
look
like
it
possibly
could.

Q – You speak of mortality, have you had any near-death experiences?

As
 a
 world
 renowned
 author,
 col‐ umnist,
 broadcaster
 and
 music
 producer,
 he
 helps
 millions
 change
 their
 lives
 for
 the
 better
 through
 a
 plethora
 of
 books,
 CDs,
 DVDs,
 TV
 appearances,
radio
shows,
columns,
 personal
 appearances,
 ‘medicinal’
 music
and
live
events.

Yes,
a
few,
and
I
realised
that
death
is
nothing
to
be
afraid
of;
it’s
actually
quite
 beautiful,
a
beautiful
release.

One
was
in
a
plane
the
first
time
I
came
to
Ibiza
 ‐
there
were
hurricane
winds
and
we
were
corkscrewing
down
through
gusts
of
 wind.
Everyone
was
clutching
each
other
and
praying
out
loud.
You
could
smell
 the
sweat
and
fear.
But
I
just
let
go
and
relaxed
into
it,
and,
as
fate
would
have
 it,
we
did
not
die!
I’d
like
to
think
I’m
getting
more
comfortable
with
the
idea
of
 death,
because
the
more
comfortable
you
are
with
the
idea
of
slipping
away
into
 another
reality
–
whatever
that
is
–
the
more
comfortable
you
are
with
being
in
 this
life.
There’s
not
such
a
need
to
clutch
and
control
everything,
you
just
roll
and
 relax
a
bit
more.
Being
comfortable
in
your
own
skin,
that
to
me
is
success
and
 true
fulfilment.

Lightworker
 Editor,
 Rachel
 Willis,
 put
 him
 under
 the
 spotlight
 about
 this
important
subject.

Q – Tell us about your path to where you are today

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I
always
knew
I
wanted
wisdom
and
greater
understanding,
from
a
very
young
 age.
As
for
the
daily
practices,
a
friend
of
mine
was
doing
yoga
and
his
body
looked
 amazing.
I
thought,
“I
want
to
look
like
that!”
so
then
I
got
into
yoga,
meeting
an
 incredible
yoga
teacher
who
changed
my
life
in
a
very
deep
way.
I
went
to
Hong
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I always knew I wanted wisdom and greater understanding, from a very young age

Kong
 for
 a
 while
 to
 study
Taoist
 magic,
 learnt
Tai
Chi
 with
 a
Chinese
 Master
 in
 London
for
a
few
years
and
then
went
to
America
to
live
with
the
Native
Ameri‐ cans
for
whom
I’ve
always
felt
a
romantic
draw.
I
made
very
close
friends
with
a
 beautiful
Shaman
who
took
me
under
his
wing
and
bit‐by‐bit
he
introduced
me
to
 all
the
ways.
This
was
before
spiritual
practices
became
a
commercial
entity
so
it
 wasn’t
like
you
could
go
there
and
take
a
course,
a
quirky
Englishman
hadn’t
done
 that
before
–
it
was
all
really
quite
insane!
While
I
was
there
I
also
met
up
with
 some
amazing
martial
artists
and
completed
my
education
in
the
3
Taoist
martial
 arts
–
Tai
Chi,
Hsing
I
and
Ba
Gua
–
and
those
I
still
do
to
this
day,
it’s
what
keeps
 me
so
fit
and
vibrant.

Q – What led you to writing? I
was
teaching
the
Chinese
style
of
baby
massage
upon
my
return
to
the
UK
from
 America,
and
was
asked
to
write
a
little
booklet
for
the
Mums
and
Dads
to
help
 them
learn
the
massage.
This
was
the
first,
very
painful
excursion
into
the
world
 of
writing
in
text
‐
it
was
incredibly
clumsy
and
it
traumatised
me,
I
never
wanted
 to
write
again!
But
I’ve
primarily
always
been
a
musician
‐
writing
songs
in
bands
 for
many
years
‐
and
the
book
writing
really
came
from
that
because
the
songs
 were
about
grabbing
bits
of
inner
dialogue
and
shoving
them
into
some
kind
of
 lyric.
This
is
the
approach
I
now
use
for
my
books
–
I
hear
the
internal
dialogue
as
 though
 I’m
 explaining
 something
 to
 someone
 in
 my
 head,
 and
 I
 just
 write
 that
 down.
My
first
published
work
came
about
when
a
music
magazine
asked
me
to
 write
a
column
about
philosophy,
so
I
wrote
it
as
the
Barefoot
Doctor
‐
which
was
 the
name
of
my
band
at
the
time
–
and
it
got
so
popular
that
I
thought,
“I
could
fill
 books
and
books
with
this
stuff
because
people
love
it”,
and
that’s
how
it
began.

Q – Do you still play music? Yes,
 that’s
 why
 I’m
 in
 Ibiza,
 but
 it’s
 no
 longer
 bands,
 it’s
 beats
 and
 electronics
 with
my
voice
–
a
hypnosis
on
the
dance
floor.
I
have
two
projects
over
here,
one
 is
called
Green
Rabbit,
which
is
mature
and
sophisticated,
and
the
other
one
is
 called
Dub
Spirit
which
is
more
raw
and
underground.

Q – You strike me as very entrepreneurial, how do you collaborate with others? Everything
I
do
is
collaboration
–
online
video
martial
arts
training
with
partners.
I
 feel
like
I’m
learning
in
that
area
all
the
time.

Q – What message would you give to people who want to follow a similar path? The
most
important
thing
you
can
do
is
get
into
a
daily
discipline.
It’s
difficult
at
 first,
but
you’ll
regret
it
if
you
don’t
because
at
some
point
your
life
will
start
to
 feel
stiff
and
stuck.
Discipline
yourself
to
get
into
a
practice
that
combines
mind,
 body
and
spirit
–
even
if
it
feels
strange,
it
doesn’t
matter.
Just
do
a
bit
every
single
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day;
even
10
minutes
where
you
touch
base
with
yourself
will
set
you
up
for
the
 rest
of
the
day,
and
indeed
for
the
rest
of
your
life,
if
you
keep
doing
it.
Plus,
it
puts
 things
in
perspective
–
when
you
have
a
discipline
at
the
centre
of
your
experience
 you
become
more
internally
powerful
and
all
the
‘stuff’
of
the
world
takes
on
less
 significance
and
becomes
a
lot
easier
to
handle.

Q – What’s your take on 2012 and the ascension process?

When you have a discipline at the centre of your experience you become more internally powerful

For
 sure,
 the
 exponential
 acceleration
 that’s
 happening
 already
 is
 a
 spread
 of
 super
consciousness
above
the
mundane;
a
waking
up
of
more
and
more
people,
 more
and
more
quickly.
We
don’t
know
what
that’s
about,
but
it
feels
like
the
Di‐ vine
presence
wanting
to
experience
itself
in
ever
more
people,
and
something
 will
happen
as
a
result
of
that
–
a
shift
‐
it’s
already
happening
and
doesn’t
seem
 unlikely
that
by
2012
it
will
have
reached
its
critical
mass
point.
I
do
have
faith
 in
my
calculations
because
of
my
close
relationship
with
the
indigenous
cultures
 –
but
what
the
shift
will
be,
I
really
don’t
know,
I
just
hope
it’s
positive!

Q – If a film was made of your life, who would you like to play the lead role?
 I
always
thought
Bruce
Willis
would
play
me
perfectly.
He’s
more
cool
than
me
so
 he’d
be
great!

Q – What is your proudest moment? It
could’ve
been
the
gig
I
did
on
Saturday
night,
there
was
a
moment
there
where
 I
could
tell
it
had
worked
beautifully
and
I
felt
very
proud.
The
club
was
full
and
I
 really
stretched
my
vocals
by
pushing
the
limits
in
every
way
–
what
I
was
saying,
 the
sounds,
the
chances
I
was
taking
and
the
connection
with
the
crowd.
Some‐ times
it
works
and
sometimes
it
doesn’t,
but
this
time
it
really
seemed
to
work
 and
everyone
loved
it.
It
was
a
great
feeling
of
accomplishment.

Q – Do you channel when you write or play music? In
a
way,
sometimes
it’s
a
conversation
with
my
super
self
and
the
good
stuff
I
 remember,
other
times
I
see
a
picture
and
start
talking
to
the
picture
as
a
narra‐ tive.
On
stage
it’s
very
much
about
reacting
to
the
audience
–
for
instance,
I’ll
see
 someone
dancing
shyly
but
I
see
the
beauty
within
their
soul,
and
they
wont
know
 I’m
talking
to
them
but
I’ll
say
“Yes,
you’re
beautiful,
tell
yourself
you’re
beautiful”.

 It
can
come
like
that
and
lead
into
a
refrain
about
beauty.
It’s
a
wonderful
healing
 process.

Q – I take it you have spirit guides? Yes.
During
my
acupuncture
practice,
for
example,
once
my
intellect
has
stepped
 aside
 I
 go
 empty
 and
 there’s
 a
 presence
 that
 shows
 me
 what
 to
 do
 and
 why.
 I
 don’t
know
what
that
is,
but
it’s
definitely
not
my
usual
self.
It’s
the
same
with
the
 martial
arts
practice,
when
I’m
really
in
the
flow
it’s
as
if
there’s
a
Master
inside
my
 body
–
an
ancient
being
whose
dropped
in
so
he
or
she
can
enjoy
the
sensation
 from
within
my
body.

Q – Has that always been the case, or did they develop? They
developed
when
I
took
up
the
disciplines.
Prior
to
that
though,
there
was
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always
someone
telling
me
to
“go
this
way,
go
that
way,
that
path’s
ok,
that’s
not
 out
of
bounds,
it’s
safe
even
though
no
one
else
has
been
down
there”.
I
some‐ times
wonder
if
it
was
my
future
self
going
back
to
inform
my
present
self.
There’s
 definitely
presences
around
me.

Q – Who was your greatest inspiration? My
Father
was
so
full
of
life
and
encouragement
for
people,
so
he
was
the
main
 person
who
inspired
me.
A
very
talented
musician,
great
sense
of
humour,
very
 wise,
philosophical
and
pragmatic.
He
wasn’t
just
that,
he
could
be
hard
some‐ times.
I
was
rebelling
constantly
because
he
was
very
strict,
and
going
off
to
live
 with
the
Native
Americans
was
insane
as
far
as
he
was
concerned.
And
then
one
 day,
when
I
was
about
42
years
old,
he
just
looked
at
me
and
said,
“You’re
great,
 you
are.
I’m
really
proud
of
you.”

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is
the
diversity
of
things
to
be
found
at
the
annual
London
Mind
Body
Spirit
festival
at
the
Royal
Horticultural
 Halls
that
the
day
flies
by.
It
started
with
interactive
Mantra
chanting
with
Tim
Wheater
on
the
Free
Stage,
a
particularly
 soothing
activity
after
you’ve
had
issues
with
London
transport
‐
it
chilled
me
out
and
calmed
me
down
very
nicely!
This
 was
followed
by
a
fabulous
contrasting
set
from
The
Ganda
Boys
(www.gandaboys.com).
They’re
two
gorgeous
boys
 from
Uganda
(one
performing
in
full
tribal
dress)
performing
along
with
musician,
producer
and
composer
Craig
Pruess.
 I
challenge
anyone
to
watch
these
boys
play
their
catchy
tunes
live
and
not
come
away
feeling
utterly
uplifted
and
full
 of
sunshine!
They
exude
infectious
positivity.
“We
are
One”,
they
sing.
Yes,
we
are. A
wander
around
the
exhibitors
market
demonstrates
the
eclectic
mix
of
things
to
be
found
under
the
banner
of
‘Mind
 Body
Spirit’.
All
 human
 life
is
 here,
as
 well
as
 those
 who
 believe
in
life
beyond
 the
 human
sphere.
We
 spent
time
 in
 interesting
conversation
with
the
Aetherius
Society
gaining
an
insight
into
their
views
on
humanity,
the
Universe,
the
 Cosmic
Masters
and
what
they
believe
they
have
to
teach
humanity.
Jump
from
them
to
the
Jesus
Experience
and
you
 really
do
have
it
all
under
one
roof.
There
are
lots
of
different
types
of
healing
and
massage
to
try
‐
I
opted
for
a
Zen
 Shiatsu
backrub,
which
was
absolutely
divine
and
much
needed
for
my
tired
back
and
shoulders.
The
event
also
includes
 workshops
from
internationally
renowned
speakers
such
as
Diana
Cooper,
John
C.
Parkin
and
Jill
Purce
(to
name
but
a
 few),
some
of
whom
also
make
an
appearance
on
the
Free
Stage
for
those
who
can’t
make
it
to
a
workshop
or
afford
to
 pay
an
extra
charge.
There
are
free
meditation
sessions,
too. The
only
real
challenge
I
find
at
this
type
of
event
is
remaining
grounded
with
all
the
different
healing
energies
floating
 around
in
the
room,
and
in
the
past
my
wallet
has
taken
a
severe
bashing
because
of
this
ungroundedness
coupled
with
 the
lure
of
many
very
shiny
products
available
at
the
different
stands.
This
really
tests
my
levels
of
personal
responsibil‐ ity!
I
manage
to
stay
grounded
by
partaking
of
the
free
drinking
water
provided
by
the
organisers
and
delicious
veggie
 snacks
from
the
Hare
Krishna
&
Govinda
stand.
I
was
also
pleased
to
see
that
a
tasty‐sounding
veggie
menu
(and
a
fish
 option)
was
provided
in
the
cafe.
I’ve
been
to
events
before
where
the
cafe
menu
has
conflicted
with
what
I
consider
to
 be
the
ethics
of
the
day,
so
this
was
a
nice
and
relevant
touch. All
in
all,
it
was
a
very
pleasant
day
meeting
interesting
people
and
experiencing
new
things.
Thumbs
up
to
the
organis‐ ers
of
Mind
Body
Spirit,
see
you
next
year! By Mel Diamond

june 2010

Lightworkermag.com

page eighteen


Georgia Foster

Are You Having Amazing Sex? The
 things
 a
 girl
 has
 to
 do...our
 Editor
 asks
 me
 if
 I’d
 like
 some
 hypnotherapy
 to
 improve
 my
sex
life
and
I
say
yes,
Yes,
YES
please!
Not
 that
there’s
been
much
wrong
with
my
sex
life
 lately.
I
mean,
I’m
an
Indigo
and
a
Scorpio;
hav‐ ing
amazing
sex
should
be
a
‘given’,
especially
 as
my
darling
partner
is
also
an
Indigo.
From
the
list
of
Indigo
 characteristics
compiled
by
Wendy
Chapman: “Sexually
are
very
expressive
and
inven‐ tive
OR
may
reject
sexuality
in
boredom
 or
 with
 intention
 of
 achieving
 higher
 spiritual
 connection.
 May
 explore
 alter‐ native
types
of
sexuality.”

physically
 do,
 but
 our
 own
 ability
 to
 allow
our
own
endorphins
to
 flow
 and
 to
be
fully
present
in
the
experience.
It
 begins
in
the
mind.

that
I
had
no
idea
were
there,
but
they
 were
 now
 dissolving.
 I
 subsequently
 realised
 how
 lucky
 I
 am
 now
 and
 feel
 even
 more
 connected
 to
 my
 partner,
 both
physically
and
spiritually.
I
gener‐ ally
 feel
 more
 positive,
 as
 if
 more
 of
 the
real
me
is
shining
through.
And
as
 for
my
practical
homework...
well,
this
 stuff
 works
 a
 treat!!
 Happy
 happy,
 joy
 joy. What
does
sex
have
to
do
with
being
a
 Lightworker
though?
It
might
seem
like
 a
 frivolous
 extracurricular
 activity
 of
 little
 importance
 in
 the
 grand
 scheme
 of
 things
 occurring
 on
 our
 Earthly
 planet.
To
the
contrary,
I
believe
it’s
of
 vital
 importance.
 Sex
 within
 a
 loving,
 committed
 relationship
 perpetuates
 the
 love
 vibration,
 as
 sharing
 yourself
 intimately
 with
 the
 person
 you
 love
 creates
a
phenomenal
energy.
It’s
a
key
 to
 earthing
 higher
 energies
 and
 can
 be
 a
 spiritual
 experience
 that
 involves
 deep
trust
and
connection;
it
takes
you
 out
 of
 the
 everyday
 mundane
 reality
 and
into
a
more
Cosmic
one
where
we
 understand
 that
 we’re
 all
 conscious
 and
 divine
 beings.
 And
 this
 in
 turn
 raises
your
own
vibration.
Loving
sex
is
 so
 important
 and
 more
 people
 should
 be
talking
about
this.
I
applaud
the
fact
 that
Georgia
is.

The
 great
 thing
 about
 this
 is
 that
 for
 our
hypnotherapy
session,
all
I
have
to
 do
is
lie
back
*ahem*,
relax
and
allow
 myself
to
drift
away
while
Georgia
talks
 directly
to
my
subconscious
mind.
The
 sessions
 are
 specific
 to
 you;
 whatever
 the
 issue
 is
 that
 is
 holding
 you
 back
 it
 will
 be
 dealt
with.
Afterwards
 I
 have
 a
 personalised
 recording
 to
 take
 away
 with
 me,
 and
 my
 ‘homework’
 is
 to
 lis‐ ten
to
it
everyday
(or
as
much
as
pos‐ And
 so
 I
 pay
 a
 visit
 to
Georgia
 Foster,
 sible)
and
see
what
effect
it
has
on
my
 If
 you’re
 in
 a
 relationship
 and
 would
 clinical
 hypnotherapist,
 speaker
 and
 subsequent
 sexual
 experiences.
 It’s
 a
 like
to
improve
your
sex
life,
this
comes
 author.
Georgia
(along
with
her
Moth‐ tough
life. highly
 recommended.
 As
 well
 as
 the
 er,
 Beverley
Anne
 Foster)
 is
 co‐author
 book,
you
can
take
part
in
a
teleconfer‐ of
 ‘The
 4
 Secrets
 of
Amazing
 Sex’.
As
 What’s
 great
 about
 the
 recording
 is
 ence
 with
 Georgia
 and
 Beverley
Anne
 well
as
the
book,
Georgia
offers
hypno‐ that
 it’s
 like
 a
 long
 and
 deep
 affirma‐ Foster
beginning
on
23rd
June. therapy
sessions
to
deal
with
the
issue
 tion.
 Although
 there’s
 no
 physical
 ef‐ by Mel Diamond of
 sexual
 low
 self
 esteem
 and
 other
 fort
 involved,
 the
 work
 is
 being
 done
 blocks
in
the
mind
that
hinder
us.
The
 behind
 the
 scenes
 to
 re‐programme
 premise
 is
 that
 we
 all
 hold
 the
 key
 to
 your
 mindset
 to
 a
 more
 positive
 and
 our
 own
 fulfilment,
 the
 answers
 don’t
 self‐supporting
 state.
 It
 also
 provides
 lie
with
another
person
and
what
they
 me
 with
 the
 chance
 for
 some
 medita‐ tive
 and
 relaxing
 time‐out
 from
 the
 BIOG norm. I
don’t
mind
telling
you
we
fall
into
the
 former
 category.
 However
 once
 my
 ego
has
had
its
say
I
ponder
the
ques‐ tion
 a
 little
 more
 deeply.
 Could
 it
 be
 better?
I
must
add
for
the
record
to
my
 darling
one,
you
float
my
boat
and
are
 a
complete
stud.
But
a
girl’s
got
a
job
to
 do
and
let’s
face
it,
it
can
never
be
too
 good,
right?

Georgia is an author, speaker and therapist who specialises in over eating, over drinking and self esteem issues. She has online programmes and two private practices in the City of London and West London, where she treats anything from smoking, anxiety disorders and phobias to insomnia and pain control.

page nineteen

After
 our
 session,
 I’m
 definitely
 notic‐ ing
subtle
differences.
I
get
to
thinking
 about
 how
 unfulfilling
 my
 sex
 life
 has
 been
in
the
past,
and
I’ve
energetically
 compromised
 myself
 more
 than
 once.
 CONTACT This
 had
 created
 some
 mental
 blocks
 www.georgiafoster.com Lightworkermag.com

june 2010


Eleyne Austen Sharp

Look to the Rainbow: Colour Empowerment For Lightworkers Jenny,
a
skilled
nurse
and
lightworker,
is
on
the
 phone.

We
have
been
friends
for
many
years
 and
she
is
one
of
the
most
nurturing,
most
lov‐ ing
people
on
the
planet.

Unfortunately,
Jenny
 is
 sick
 again.
 
And
 it’s
 not
 just
 the
 “I‐have‐a‐ common‐cold”
 kind
 of
 sick,
 but
 something
 major.

It’s
cancer—for
the
third
time.
 “What
colours
should
I
take?”
she
asks
 me.
 
And
 so
 I
 tell
 her
 and
 we
 talk
 and
 she
says
she
feels
better
now
and
thank
 you.

But
I
know
it
won’t
be
long
before
 Jenny
 calls
 again
 because
 it’s
 her
 pat‐ tern.

And
when
she
does
she
will
have
 accrued
 yet
 another
 new
 type
 of
 ail‐ ment
because
that’s
her
pattern,
too.
 
 Even
lightworkers
get
the
blues
Louise
 Hay,
 the
 well‐known
 lightworker
 and
 self‐help
 publishing
 pioneer,
 says
 that
 for
 every
 physical
 ailment,
 there
 is
 an
 underlying
 emotional
 reason
 for
 the
 dis‐ease.
 
 For
 example,
 you
 may
 have
 all
the
symptoms
of
a
cold
but
it
may
be
 your
original
thought
patterns
of
being
 overwhelmed
and
confused
which
cre‐ ated
your
original
medical
condition.
 
 In
Jenny’s
case,
her
cancer
stems
from
 1)
fear
of
not
making
enough
money
to
 pay
 her
 bills
 and
 ,
 2)
 anger
 towards

BIOG Eleyne Austen Sharp has been a professional writer and editor since 1980. She is a certified colour therapist, spiritual aromatherapist, jewelry designer and the founder/director of Aura House colour therapy training and wellness, which sponsors National Colour Therapy Month and produces Colour Healing Radio. Eleyne conducts private colour consultations, accredited colour therapy workshops and creates a variety of colour therapy products and meditation CDs.

june 2010

her
 ex‐husband.
 
 She
 works
 and
 wor‐ ries
herself
so
much
that
her
body
has
 determined
that
the
only
way
it
can
get
 Jenny
 to
 slow
 down
 and
 take
 care
 of
 herself
is
to
give
her
a
life‐threatening
 disease
to
concentrate
on.
 
 Marie
 is
 an
 energy
 healer
 who
 came
 out
 of
 the
 spiritual
 closet
 a
 few
 years
 ago.

She
writes
a
column
about
spiritu‐ ality
 in
 a
 major
 online
 publication
 and
 has
 been
 interviewed
 on
 many
 radio
 shows.

While
Marie
is
happily
following
 her
path
(which
includes
an
aggressive
 business
marketing
campaign),
she
has
 come
 under
 attack
 by
 other
 so‐called
 lightworkers,
 who
 doubt
 her
 pure
 in‐ tentions.

Now
Marie
spends
enormous
 amounts
 of
 energy
 stressing
 and
 has
 developed
 insomnia
 and
 overeating
 problems,
 which
 she
 combats
 with
 over‐the‐counter
drugs
instead
of
rely‐ ing
on
her
own
healing
abilities.
 
 Got
a
headache?

Take
an
aspirin.

Can’t
 sleep?

Swallow
a
sleeping
pill.

Cough‐ ing
all
night?

Drink
this
syrup.

 
 We
 have
 evolved
 (or
 should
 I
 say
 de‐ volved)
into
an
over‐medicated
society
 that
believes
most
issues
are
cured
by
 visiting
 the
 bathroom
 medicine
 cabi‐ net.
 
According
 to
 the
 Department
 of
 Health
 and
 Human
 Services,
 annual
 drug
 expenditures
 in
 the
 USA
 are
 in
 the
 trillions
 of
 dollars
 with
 nearly
 one
 Lightworkermag.com

half
of
all
Americans
taking
at
least
one
 prescription
drug.


 
 Change
 your
 colours
 and
 you
 change
 your
world
Colour
therapy
is
a
powerful
 tool
and
a
safer,
cheaper
alternative
to
 those
over‐the‐counter
wonder
“cures”,
 an
ancient
energy
healing
method
that
 has
been
used
for
thousands
of
years.

 In
the
21st
century,
colour
healing
is
as
 simple
as
draping
a
coloured
scarf
over
 the
 afflicted
 area
 or
 visualizing
 and
 breathing
 the
 preferred
 hue.
 
 Indeed,
 lightworkers
 have
 a
 myriad
 of
 colour
 aid
at
their
disposal,
from
chromother‐ apy
 baths
 and
 coloured
 tuning
 forks
 to
 coloured
lightbulbs
and
 dual
 colour
 therapy
 systems
 like
 Aura‐Soma
 and
 Colour
Mirrors.
 
 In
 her
 Colour
 Book:
 Use
 the
 healing
 powers
 of
 colour
 to
 transform
 your
 life,
 author
 Lori
 Reid
 confirms
 that
 colour
“acts
on
our
bodies,
minds,
and
 emotions,
 triggering
 deep
 and
 subtle
 responses
on
a
subconscious
level.”
 
 Think
 about
 how
 colours
 make
 you
 feel.

When
you
see
the
colour
red,
do
 you
automatically
feel
warm?

Cheery?

 Angry?

Do
you
feel
energized
or
calm
 when
you
wear
a
blue
shirt?

Say
you’re
 feeling
 less
 than
 chipper—do
 you
 don
 your
 dullest
 grays
 to
 proclaim
 to
 the
 world,
“I’m
sick,
don’t
bother
me”?

Or
 do
you
reach
for
a
colour
tonic
in,
say,
 page twenty


something
in
a
bright,
sunny
yellow?

Colour
me
happy

Colour
is
empowerment

CONTACT www.colourtherapyschool.com www.eleyne.com www.colourhealingradio.com Blog: eleyneaustensharp.blogspot.com Email: rainbowwriter@aurahouse.com Twitter: @RainbowWriter Facebook: eleyneaustensharp

page twenty one

Did
 you
 know
 that
 you
 have
 actually
 been
 practicing
 some
 form
 of
 colour
 So
many
lightworkers
are
busy
chasing
 therapy
your
entire
life?

 rainbows
 that
 they
 completely
 over‐ look
the
fact
that
they
never
lost
them
 You
 choose
 the
 colours
 you
 wear,
 the
 at
 all.
 
 The
 next
 time
 you
 are
 doing
 colours
 you
 eat,
 your
 furnishings
 and
 your
daily
chakra
clearing,
visualize
the
 wall
colours.

And
whether
you’re
con‐ colours
 of
 the
 rainbow
 and
 add
 these
 scious
 of
 it
 or
 not,
 all
 of
 these
 colour
 Colour
 Empowerment
 affirmations
 to
 choices
 are
 meant
 to
 make
 you
 feel
 your
routine:
 better.


 
 
 Red
(root
chakra,
located
at
the
base
of

 So
how
can
colour
help
Jenny
and
Ma‐ the
spine)
is
used
for
energy,
grounding
 rie?
 
 Instead
 of
 working
 and
 worrying
 and
passion.
 more,
Jenny
could
benefit
by
a
heaping
 “I
am
always
in
control
of
every
difficult
 dose
of
the
colour
red
(for
grounding),
 situation.”
 yellow
(for
self‐esteem)
and
green
(for
 
 forgiveness).
 
 Marie’s
 fear
 of
 rejection
 Orange
 (sacral
 chakra,
 located
 two
 originates
with
a
lack
of
self‐confidence,
 inches
 below
 the
 naval)
 promotes
 joy
 which
 is
 related
 to
 her
 solar
 plexus
 and
sexuality.



 chakra,
her
power
center.

To
increase
 “I
am
always
feeling
good
about
myself
 her
 self‐esteem,
 I
 might
 recommend
 and
others.”
 the
colour
yellow,
as
well
as
its
comple‐ 
 mentary
colour,
violet,
which
can
help
 Yellow
 (solar
 plexus
 chakra,
 located
 shield
her
from
negative
entities.
 below
 the
 breastbone)
 helps
 counter‐ 
 act
 depression
 and
 stimulates
 mental
 I
look
forward
to
the
day
when
prescrip‐ activity.

 tion
drugs
are
just
a
memory.

Wouldn’t
 “I
am
always
confident
that
I
can
achieve
 it
 be
 wonderful
 if
 all
 future
 physicians
 anything
I
want
at
any
time.”


 were
 colour‐enlightened
 individuals,
 
 whose
 sage
 advice
 included
 “Take
 a
 Green
 (heart
 chakra,
 located
 at
 the
 colour
and
call
me
in
the
morning!”
 center
 of
 the
 chest)
 represents
 com‐ passion,
healing
and
balance.

 Colour
remedies “I
am
always
healthy
and
forgiving.”




 
 Based
 upon
 Louise
 Hay’s
 “every
 Blue
 (throat
 chakra,
 located
 at
 the
 thought
 creates
 your
 future”
 philoso‐ throat)
deals
with
communication
and
 phy,
 here
 are
 my
 colour
 remedies
 for
 artistic
expression.


 the
lightworker’s
most
common
afflic‐ “I
am
always
sincere
and
respected.”


 tions:
 
 Indigo
 (brow
 chakra,
 located
 at
 the
 Third
 Eye
 area,
 between
 the
 brows)
 activates
intuition.








 “I
 am
 always
 using
 my
 imagination
 to
 create
positive
change.”



 
 Violet
 (crown
 chakra,
 located
 at
 the
 crown
of
the
head)
represents
spiritual‐ ity
and
inspiration.



 “I
am
always
positive
that
things
happen
 for
a
reason
and
will
turn
out
fine.”
 
 Lightworkermag.com

june 2010


Physical Condition

Emotional Reason

Remedy

Back
problem
(lower)

lack
of
financial
support

Brain
tumor

refusing
to
change
old
patterns

Cancer

resentment

Cold

mental
confusion

Depression

repressed
anger

1.
Breathe
in
Red.
 2.
Meditate
with
Red
gemstones
like
 garnet
and
ruby.
 3.
Eat
Red
food
like
apples,
beets,
 cherries,
radishes,
raspberries
and
 strawberries.
 4.
Inhale
Red‐related
essential
oils
 like
cinnamon
and
rose.
 1.
Breathe
in
Violet.
 2.
Meditate
with
Violet
gemstones
 like
amethyst
and
fluorite.
 3.
Eat
Violet
food
like
eggplant.
 4.

Inhale
Violet‐related
essential
oils
 
like
frankincense
and
lavender.
 1.
Breathe
in
Indigo.
 2.
Meditate
with
Indigo
gemstones
 like
azurite
and
lapis
lazuli.
 3.
Eat
Indigo
food
like
blue
grapes.
 4.
Inhale
Indigo‐related
essential
oils
 like
clary
sage
and
rosemary.
 1.
Breathe
in
Yellow.
 2.
Meditate
with
Yellow
gemstones
 like
citrine,
tigereye
and
topaz.
 3.
Eat
Yellow
food
like
bananas,
corn,
 grapefruit,
lemons,
pears,
pineapples
 and
squash.
 4.
Inhale
Yellow‐related
essential
oils
 like
grapefruit,
lemon,
lemon
balm
and
 lemongrass.
 See
Cold

Headaches

self‐criticism,
fear

See
Cancer

Heart
problem

lack
of
joy

Insomnia

fear,
guilt

Laryngitis

fear
of
speaking

1
Breathe
in
Orange. 2.
Meditate
with
Orange
gemstones
 like
emerald,
jade
and
malachite. 3.
Eat
lots
of
orange
foods
like
apricots,
 carrots,
oranges,
peaches
and
sweet
 potatoes. 4.
Inhale
Orange‐related
essential
oils
 like
sweet
orange
and
tangerine. See
Cancer.
 
 1.
Breathe
in
Blue.
 2.
Meditate
with
Blue
gemstones
like
 aquamarine,
sapphire
and
turquoise.
 3.
Eat
Blue
food
like
blueberries.

Overweight

fear,
need
for
protection

See
Cancer

Sprain

anger,
resentment

1.
Breathe
in
Green. 2.
Meditate
with
Green
gemstones
like
 emerald,
jade
and
malachite. 3.
Eat
Green
food
like
broccoli,
cucum‐ bers,
green
beans
and
spinach 4.
Inhale
Green‐related
essential
oils
 like
eucalyptus
and
pine.

june 2010

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Summer
Solstice
by
Tony
Pinfold www.tonypinfold.com


health Glow
with
Health
and
Wellbeing

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Training

relationships Lightworker
Challenge

business The
Businessman

adventure Studying
at
the
University
of
Life

living The
Authenticity
Diary


know:health Glow with Health and Wellbeing

Fitness Fulfilment Stu
Gatherum
is
a
passionate
and
focused
Strength
and
Conditioning
specialist

 who
is
committed
to
delivering
outstanding
results
in
fitness,
nutrition

 and
total
health
and
wellness. To
 me,
 fulfilment
 means
 a
 variety
 of
 different
 things
 but
 I’m
 going
 to
 tackle
this
subject,
as
the
fitness
guy,
 in
terms
of
a
holistic
approach
to
your
 health
and
wellbeing.

the
stresses
you
placed
on
it.
How
much?
Totally
dependent
 on
whether
you
truly
gave
your
all,
how
rapid
your
individual
 recovery
is,
and
your
recovery
strategy,
including
diet.

Talking
 about
 diet,
 “You
 should
 treat
 yourself”.
 Very
 true,
 but
 what
 constitutes
 a
 ‘treat’?
A
 full
 English
 for
 breakfast,
 In
order
to
have
a
great
body,
lots
of
 McDonalds
for
lunch
and
a
take‐away
for
dinner?
Me
thinks
 energy,
clearer
skin,
clearer
thoughts
 not. and
deeper
sleep
‐
as
well
as
the
other
 tangible
 benefits
 that
 go
 hand‐in‐hand
 with
 a
 healthy
 life‐ As
you
can
see,
you
could
easily
get
bogged
down
in
advice
 style
‐
you
need
to
take
a
well‐rounded
approach.
 from
all
corners. You
will
undoubtedly
base
your
exercise
habits
on
a
variety
 My
best
pieces
of
advice
when
searching
for
fulfilment
are
 of
 sources,
 and
 I
 encourage
 that.
 I
 am
 certainly
 not
 naive
 as
follows: enough
to
think
you
will
read
my
articles
and
place
all
of
your
 faith
in
only
them
(I’d
love
to
think
I
have
this
kind
of
clout
–
I
 1.
Take
part
in
exercise
you
enjoy am
regularly
informed
otherwise!).
Some
of
my
clients
have
 Quite
simply,
if
you
don’t
enjoy
it
you
won’t
continue
with
it
 and
you
won’t
see
results
from
it.
There
are
plenty
of
fantas‐ tic,
creative
ways
you
can
challenge
your
body.

Recovery from exercise is when your body adapts to the stresses you placed on it

2.
Take
adequate
rest

Adequate
varies,
depending
on
a
lot
of
physical,
mental
and
 emotional
factors.
 It
is
important
for
you
to
establish
your
 schedule
and
modify
it
as
necessary,
based
on
your
body’s
 been
 with
 me
 up
 to
 three
 years
 and
 they
 still
 come
 to
 me
 innate
intuition.
If
you
feel
like
going
for
a
run
but
the
calen‐ for
clarification
about
a
magazine
article
they
read,
a
book
 dar
says
it’s
a
‘rest
day’.....GO!! a
 neighbour
 recommended,
 or
 the
 latest
 diet
 Cheryl
 Cole
 has
 undertaken.
 I
 found
 a
 formula
 that
 works
 for
 me,
 and
 3.
Enjoy
a
treat.
I
mean...
ENJOY
IT! through
trial
and
error
you
will
find
your
formula
too. Eating
your
favourite
pudding
everyday
takes
the
shine
off
 There
can
be
a
lot
of
catch‐22’s
in
achieving
all
or
any
of
the
 it.
It
gets
robbed
of
its
novelty.
Plan
when
you
are
going
to
 above
benefits. enjoy
 your
 treats,
 have
 them,
 savour
 them,
 and
 look
 for‐ ward
 to
 the
 next
 time.
Alternatively,
 set
 yourself
 a
 reward
 “You
need
to
work
hard
in
the
gym
with
regularity”,
says
one.
 scheme
e.g.
“If
I
go
to
the
gym
twice,
play
tennis
once
and
 This
is
true;
however,
we
have
all
woken
up
the
day
after
ex‐ eat
healthily
all
week
I
can
take
myself
out
to
my
favourite
 ercise
with
a
seeming
inability
to
put
one
foot
in
front
of
the
 restaurant.” other!
This
does
not
bode
well
for
frequency. 4.
 Remember
what
treats
are “You
need
to
rest
and
recover”.
Again,
a
great
and
very
valid
 point.
Recovery
from
exercise
is
when
your
body
adapts
to
 Treats
 don’t
 have
 to
 always
 come
 in
 the
 form
 of
 dietary

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Without challenging yourself through each exercise you don’t appreciate the feeling you get when you finish

Most
 importantly
 –
 enjoy
 establishing
 your
 balance.
There
 are
loads
of
multimillionaires
in
the
world
who
haven’t
smiled
 ten
times
in
the
last
ten
years.
The
journey
to
our
happiest
 place
is
worth
all
the
steps
along
the
way.
 To
put
this
in
terms
of
fitness;
you
have
to
complete
a
work‐ out
before
you
have
completed
your
workout!
Without
chal‐ lenging
yourself
through
each
exercise
you
don’t
appreciate
 the
feeling
you
get
when
you
finish.
Believe
me,
it’s
worth
it!
 The
journey
to
life
balance,
inner
equilibrium
and
fulfilment
 is
worth
it
too!

extracurriculars.
Sloping
off
to
Starbucks
for
an
hour
on
your
 own,
 a
 cup
 of
 coffee
 and
 a
 mindless
 read
 of
 a
 gossip
 mag
 might
feel
better
than
devouring
a
piece
of
chocolate
cake.
 To
 me,
 the
 quest
 for
 fulfilment
 is
 about
 finding
 a
 balance
 that
suits
you.
I
mean
this
from
the
stance
of
the
fitness
guy,
 and
from
regular
Stu.
All
work
and
no
play
will
sap
the
en‐ ergy
from
you
(just
last
month
I
told
you
how
to
gain
more
 energy,
don’t
ruin
it
this
soon!).

june 2010

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with
Stu www.stugatherum.com Twitter:
@stugatherum +44
7816
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know:education Lightworker in Training

Fulfilment Hetta
Rogers’
background
is
in
Art
History
and
Literature.
She
spent
the
past
7
years

 training
and
working
as
a
lawyer
before
quitting
her
job
to
find
greater
fulfilment,

 and
now
her
days
are
filled
with
riding
horses
and
trying
not
to
get
thrown
off... Another
year
older

–
or
think
I
still
want
–
fell
into
place,
it
would
not
guarantee
 that
my
life
would
suddenly
be
complete
or
feel
right.


After
 The
 day
 on
 which
 I
 began
 to
 write
 all,
though
it
may
sound
clichéd,
fulfilment
is
not
a
destina‐ this
month’s
column
was
a
Saturday.

 tion;
it
is
a
journey.


And
I
am
slowly
learning
that
this
journey
 It
also
happened
to
be
the
day
before
 is
far
more
rewarding
than
the
destination
it
leads
to.

 my
birthday,
about
which
I
was
feel‐ ing
 a
 mixture
 of
 dread
 and
 anxiety
 (and
 only
 the
 tiniest
 dash
 of
 excite‐ ment).

Where my principle mistake lies... is in my fear that I might forever seek fulfilment and never find it

This
 prompted
 me
 to
 try
 to
 remember
 when
 I
 stopped
 re‐ ally
looking
forward
to
birthdays
–
well,
my
own
at
least.

I
 imagine
it
was
when
I
started
to
progress
through
my
early
 twenties
at
an
alarming
rate
and
to
creep
ever
closer
to
the
 big
3‐0
(though,
thankfully,
not
this
year).

It
isn’t
a
question
 of
vanity.

Yes,
I
grin
happily
if
I
am
asked
for
ID
in
a
supermar‐ ket
or
pub,
but
I
know
that
the
physical
changes
that
come
 Take
friendships
as
a
key
example.

Surely
it
is
the
process
of
 with
age
are
–
if
I
take
care
of
myself
–
a
little
way
off
yet.




 meeting
new
people,
building
and
maintaining
friendships,
 finding
things
in
common
and
sharing
parts
of
your
life
with
 The
wrong
mindset other
 people
 whose
 company
 you
 enjoy
 –
 all
 of
 which
 are
 part
of
a
‘journey’
–
that
is
the
part
that
we
find
fulfilling,
and
 My
 problem
 has
 always
 been
 this:
 I
 set
 myself
 invisible
 not
the
mere
fact
that
we
have
friends? ‘markers’
that
I
hope
to
achieve
in
the
coming
year.

I
think
of
 them
as
‘birthday’
rather
than
New
Year’s
resolutions.

Some
 The
same
can
be
said
for
a
lot
of
things
that
bring
us
happi‐ of
them
are
realistic
(“by
this
time
next
year,
I
want
to
have
 ness
and
give
us
a
sense
of
satisfaction
–
the
reward
is
in
the
 travelled
somewhere
completely
new”)
and,
with
a
bit
of
ef‐ doing,
 not
 in
 the
 having
 done.
 
 It
 is
 during
 that
 process
 or
 fort
and
determination,
I
can
achieve
them.

Some,
however,
 journey
that
we
grow,
learn
and
develop.

 are
far
more
complicated,
profound
or
simply
wildly
unach‐ ievable,
 such
 as
 wanting
 to
 find
 the
 perfect
 job
 or
 having
 Be
adaptable every
 single
 aspect
 of
 life
 (work,
 money,
 relationships
 and
 so
on)
sewn
up.


 I
have
woken
up
to
the
fact
that
we
cannot
expect
fulfilment
 all
 the
 time;
 real
 life
 gets
 in
 the
 way
 too
 frequently.
 
After
 Where
 my
 principal
 mistake
 lies
 –
 and
 I
 am
 certain
 that
 I
 all,
we
can
often
feel
different
emotions
and
sensations
of
 am
not
alone
in
this
–
is
in
my
fear
that
I
might
forever
seek
 contentment,
 happiness,
 fulfilment
 and
 even
 tension
 and
 fulfilment
and
never
find
it.

It
has
taken
me
a
long
time
to
 anxiety,
 all
 at
 the
 same
 time
 (to
 some
 degree
 or
 other),
 realise
that
not
only
has
my
approach
been
entirely
wrong,
 about
different
aspects
of
our
lives.


 but
I
have
also
been
seeking
something
that
does
not
exist
in
 the
perfect
form
I
imagine
it
should.


 Furthermore,
by
our
very
nature,
we
as
people
are
fluid
and
 adaptable
creatures
–
the
things
that
help
to
fulfil
us
in
our
 A
better
way
of
thinking youth
 will
 inevitably
 evolve
 and
 change
 throughout
 our
 lifetime.


We
have
different
priorities
and
motivations
as
we
 In
other
words,
I
know
that
even
if
everything
I
ever
wanted
 get
older;
different
likes
and
dislikes.

This
is
why
fulfilment
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can
never
be
a
destination
–
because
we
(and
the
things
that
 fulfil
us)
are
constantly
changing.

 Fulfilment
–
for
each
of
us
–
is
subjective.

We
cannot
buy
it,
 nor
can
we
get
it
from
others.

It
must
come
from
within
by
 understanding
who
we
are
and
what
we
want
to
be.


Moreo‐ ver,
a
desire
to
seek
fulfilment
(to
want
to
find
things
that
 nourish
and
fulfil
us)
is
a
positive
thing.

It
is
what
teaches
 us
life’s
lessons,
brings
us
new
friends,
and
encourages
us
to
 improve
ourselves.


We
should
not
be
afraid
of
it;
we
must
 embrace
it.

june 2010

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know:relationships Lightworker Challenge

The 3 Types of Happiness Rachel
Willis
is
a
conduit
for
the
Ascended
Masters
and
guided
to
help
others
fine‐tune
their
 life
path
by
fully
stepping
into
their
power
and
shining
their
light.
She
challenges
anything
that
 is
out
of
alignment
with
your
highest
good
and
shares
messages
from
The
Masters
about
your
 Earthly
purpose.
She
is
also
an
inspirational
writer
and
Editor
of
Lightworker
Magazine.
 Happiness. This
 buzzword
 seems
 to
 be
 every‐ where
 we
 turn,
 littering
 magazines,
 books
 and
 conversations
 with
 sup‐ posed
 formulae
 for
 achieving
 happi‐ ness,
as
if
it
were
a
noun
rather
than
 a
verb. Subsequently,
 it
 has
 become
 synonymous
 with
 expecta‐ tions,
 success
 vs.
 failure
 and
 fearful
 striving.
 Whether
 we
 are
 trying
 to
 lose
 that
 extra
 7
 pounds
 on
 the
 promise
 that
 this
weight
loss
will
make
us
happy,
online
dating
to
find
the
 partner
that
will
make
us
happy,
or
focusing
all
our
efforts
on
 earning
the
amount
of
money
that
we
believe
will
make
us
 happy,
the
motivation
is
the
same.

moments
when
they
occur,
we
can
enjoy
them
for
what
they
 are
 –
 fleeting,
 wonderful
 and
 a
 brief
 glimpse
 into
 our
 fully
 present
aliveness.

The important point to note about pleasure is that it is transient. We cannot hold onto this feeling for anything longer than a few moments.

Taking
this
approach
can
cause
us
to
waste
our
whole
lives
 chasing
rainbows,
always
considering
ourselves
unhappy
if
 2.
Satisfaction we
 haven’t
 achieved
 whatever
 target
 we
 set
 for
 ourselves
 and
in
the
process
not
appreciating
the
moments
of
happi‐ This
 is
 the
 slow‐burner
 of
 the
 happiness
 world
 that
 comes
 ness
that
are
within
our
reach. from
completing
a
demanding
10km
run,
putting
your
feet
 up
after
finishing
the
long‐dreaded
attic
clear
out,
or
hand‐ Therefore,
 it
 can
 be
 useful
 to
 understand
 that
 there
 are
 3
 ing
the
client
the
project
you
and
your
colleagues
have
tire‐ fundamental
types
of
happiness. lessly
slaved
over
for
the
last
few
months. 1.
Pleasure

It
is
a
quieter,
subtler
sense
of
happiness
that
often
occurs
 after
 completing
 a
 challenging
 task
 and
 is
 coupled
 with
 a
 This
 is
 the
 immediate
 rush
 of
 happiness
 that
 comes
 from
 sense
of
pride
and
relief.
 an
 unexpected
 windfall,
 the
 blowing
 of
 the
 final
 whistle
 in
 a
 triumphant
 Cup
 Final
 or
 spontaneous,
 carefree
 laughter
 For
this
reason,
we
can
sometimes
allow
satisfaction
to
pass
 shared
with
a
loved
one
on
a
beautiful
summer’s
day. quickly,
barely
recognising
its
appearance,
but
why
not
feast
 on
this
happiness
for
a
little
longer,
we
deserve
it! The
important
point
to
note
about
pleasure
is
that
it
is
tran‐ sient.
We
cannot
hold
onto
this
feeling
for
anything
longer
 3.
Contentment than
a
few
moments. This
is
the
long‐term,
sturdy
feeling
that
is
not
rocked
by
an
 Once
we
appreciate
this,
we
can
remind
ourselves
that
we
 occasional
unhappy
disturbance
in
your
life.
 are
 not
 being
 cheated
 out
 of
 happiness
 when
 the
 feeling
 passes,
 and
 instead
 of
 robbing
 ourselves
 of
 these
 precious
 So
 often
 people
 think
 that
 if
 they
 arrange
 their
 external
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Only by feeling content and peaceful in ourselves can we feel contentment with our lives

It
 makes
sense.
If
we
feel
content
 inside
then
 we
don’t
re‐ quire
what
is
happening
around
us
to
make
us
happy.
There‐ fore
 we
 put
 less
 emphasis
 and
 pressure
 on
 those
 external
 circumstances.
And
when
we
come
from
a
place
of
wanting
 rather
than
needing
something,
we
can
enjoy
it
for
what
it
is,
 whatever
that
may
be.
We
become
selective
in
what
we
do,
 whom
we
see
and
where
we
go.
And
guess
what,
this
makes
 us
more
content;
it’s
a
win‐win
situation!

So,
 next
 time
 you
 find
 yourself
 feeling
 unhappy
 and
 dis‐ world
 according
 to
 their
 perceived
 criteria
 for
 happiness
 satisfied
with
life,
keep
in
mind
that
“man
is
only
unhappy
 –
the
requisite
relationship,
career,
body
etc
‐
they
will
feel
 because
he
does
not
realise
he
is
happy”. content.
 This
mentality
is
totally
understandable
when
we
see
that
is
 the
entire
basis
for
the
marketing
industry.
Companies
make
 money
from
encouraging
us
to
feel
that
if
we
use
this
new
 miracle
product,
eat
this
food
or
use
this
service
then
we
will
 be
happy
(and
more
importantly,
they
prey
on
our
fears
that
 if
we
don’t
have
x,
y
or
z
then
we
will
be
unhappy). But
unfortunately,
this
is
the
wrong
way
around.
Yes,
these
 conditions
 can
 provide
 us
 with
 short‐term
 happiness,
 but
 trying
 to
 find
 lasting
 happiness
 (AKA
 contentment)
 using
 this
 strategy
 leads
 to
 disappointment,
 dissatisfaction
 and
 unhappiness.
 Only
by
feeling
content
and
peaceful
in
ourselves
can
we
feel
 contentment
with
our
lives.

june 2010

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know:business The Businessman

Fulfilment is to Satisfy Ryan
Pinnick
is
a
passionate,
inspirational
and
wise
speaker
and
writer
in
the
fields
of
personal

 development
and
wealth
creation.
Born
in
Cape
Town,
Ryan
is
now
based
in

 London
and
a
leading
light
in
the
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scene.
 Fulfilment
is
to
satisfy.
To
satisfy
is
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 or
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There
are
 two
ways
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fulfilment.

That
is,
 to
 either
 be
 fulfilled,
or
 to
 fulfill
 oth‐ ers.

I
learned
that
when
I
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others,
I
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Let’s
 look
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I
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By
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I
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 person
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 time.

Personally,
I
don’t
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even
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to
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fulfilled
 in
all
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life
at
the
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And
that
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 always
 be
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 in
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 areas
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 our
 lives
at
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 So
 ask
 yourself
 the
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 in
 what
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 of
 life
 are
 you
 willing
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to
what
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are
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to
 compromise
that
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In
other
words,
what
area
of
your
life
 do
you
want
to
be
fulfilled
in
most?

Presently,
I
am
aware
 that
I
am
very
fulfilled
in
my
vocation
because
that
is
where
 my
focus
is,
while
other
areas
of
my
life
like
familial,
social
 and
physical
are
being
compromised.

No
doubt
if
I
shift
my
 focus
 to
 being
 more
 fulfilled
 socially,
 physically
 and
 famil‐ ially,
I
would
compromise
my
fulfilment
in
work.

- They feel that they are special - Improved customer service - Gain an understanding of how to improve products or services - Gain an insight as to what other products and services they would like to buy - Gain referrals to new clients - Gain repeat business - Sometimes get a free lunch (my favourite!) Spreading
fulfilment

The
trick
to
being
fulfilled
is
to
fulfill
others.

And
this
is
true
 for
all
areas
of
life.

Since
learning
to
fulfill
other
people
‐
in‐ cluding
family
and
friends
‐
I
have
become
more
fulfilled.

Try
 it
out
for
yourself.

The
next
time
you
are
in
a
public
place,
 give
a
passerby
a
smile,
and
watch
most
of
them
smile
back.

 This
is
one
of
my
favourite
ways
to
fill
my
day
when
I
am
out
 and
about,
and
when
I
do
this
I
can
feel
a
sense
of
fulfilment
 warming
 me
 up.
 
 Now
 I
 must
 stress
 that
 this
 give‐first‐re‐ ceive‐after
strategy
does
not
come
with
a
100%
guarantee,
 There
is
no
right
way
to
be
fulfilled
because
we
each
have
 but
I
can
assure
you
it
works
more
often
than
not.

 different
 values,
 and
 these
 values
 determine
 where
 our
 focus
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 So
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If
 creating
wealth
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your
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of
values.

 you
want
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smile
at
you,
smile
at
them.

If
you
want
 If
you
want
to
know
more
about
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values
and
how
 someone
to
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‘I
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you’,
tell
them
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Do
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 yours
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Dr.
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 without
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 ‘Breakthrough
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will
be
more
fulfilled
than
you
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others So
far
all
I
have
written
about
is
how
we
can
be
fulfilled,
but
 what
about
fulfilling
others?

 june 2010

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know:adventure Studying at the University of Life

Stomp All You Want: There is No Campus Map Sylvie
Roy
is
a
free‐spirit
who
gave
up
her
job
to
follow
her
intuition
and

 discover
her
life’s
true
purpose.

She
resides
in
Toronto,
Canada
where
she
nurtures
her

 budding
career
as
an
intuitive
reader
and
healer
and
writes
a
blog
to
share
the
trials,

 triumphs
and
laughs
along
the
way. When
 was
 the
 last
 time
 you
 had
 one
 of
 those
 easy‐breezy
 dreamy
 moments
 where
 you
 stared
 off
 into
 space
and
let
your
mind
wander?

I’ve
 enjoyed
quite
a
tumultuous
relation‐ ship
with
those
times.

During
my
last
 few
months
at
my
previous
job,
there
 were
a
stretch
of
them
as
I
sat
inside
 my
 cubicle
 wondering
 what
 else
 I
 
 might
do
if
I
weren’t
sitting
at
that
desk.

At
other
times,
I
was
 just
so
busy
cramming
my
life
with
‘stuff’
I
figured
I
should
 be
doing
that
the
idea
of
just
letting
go
and
giving
way
to
 drifting
thoughts
was
as
foreign
as
a
trip
to
the
moon.

But,
 the
scariest
days
of
all
were
those
where
I
would
purposely
 avoid
opening
myself
up
to
any
stray
ideas
floating
by.

And
 the
 same
 as
 anyone
 else’s
 reason.
 
There
 is
 no
 generic
 job
 do
you
know
why?

Because
that
thought
alone
scared
the
 description
 for
 any
 one
 of
 us.
 
 It’s
 all
 custom,
 baby!
 
 And
 crap
out
of
me.

 it’s
up
to
each
of
us
to
figure
it
out.

Yeah,
it
sounds
a
little
 frustrating,
but
it’s
a
lot
more
fun
if
you
just
look
up
at
that
 One
scary
question
kept
surfacing
time
and
time
again,
no
 wisecracking
Universe,
wink
right
back
at
it,
and
get
to
work.

 matter
how
hard
I
tried
to
ignore
it,
pile
things
on
top
of
it
 I
don’t
know
about
you,
but
I
prefer
a
Universe
with
a
sense
 and
on
days
where
I
was
brave,
flat
out
face
it.

I’ve
always
 of
humour
to
one
without!

 wondered:
why
am
I
here?

At
first,
I
sought
a
straightforward
 answer.

Am
I
here
to
be
a
wife,
a
Mom,
a
career
woman,
a
 A
spot
of
DIY redhead?

After
trying
out
for
all
of
those
roles,
it
seems
all
 I’m
suited
for
so
far
are
the
red
tresses,
and
although
I
love
 Never
 thought
 that
 figuring
 something
 out
 without
 an
 in‐ them,
the
idea
of
solely
being
on
this
earth
to
wear
my
coif
 struction
manual
was
the
key
to
a
fulfilling
life?

Ah
yes,
it’s
 in
an
unnatural
reddish
hue
leaves
me
feeling
a
little,
uhm,
 all
part
of
the
irony!

Now
although
I
don’t
advise
you
throw
 empty.

Sure,
I
say
this
jokingly,
but
in
my
case,
hair
colour
 out
those
assembly
instructions
when
you
come
home
from
 was
a
start.
Little
things
like
these
help
give
us
the
clues
we
 your
 next
 trip
 to
 IKEA,
I
would
 like
to
 put
 in
 my
 two
 cents
 need
to
figure
out
why
we
are
here
and
what
the
heck
we’re
 worth
 about
 how
 much
 fun
 it
 can
 be
 to
 seek
 out
 a
 way
 of
 supposed
 to
 do
 now
 that
 we’ve
 arrived,
 made
 ourselves
 life
that
is
uniquely
you.

Honestly,
shifting
into
the
mindset
 somewhat
comfortable
and
started
scratching
our
headfull
 that
it’s
all
a
big
adventure
instead
of
a
tiresome
assignment
 of
whichever
colour
hair
we
decided
on. from
somebody
who’s
got
it
in
for
you
really
helps
get
the
 momentum
going.

Because,
in
the
end,
you
can
stand
there
 My
job
description and
stomp
your
feet
waiting
for
someone
to
give
you
step‐ by‐step
directions,
but
all
you’ll
end
up
with
are
blisters,
worn
 My
love‐hate
relationship
with
the
“why
am
I
here?”
ques‐ shoes,
and
a
very
tired
spirit.

Really,
take
it
from
a
seasoned
 tion
has
gotten
a
lot
sweeter
now
that
I’ve
figured
out
that
 foot‐stomper. my
reason
is
not
the
same
as
your
reason.

In
fact,
it’s
not

My love-hate relationship with the “why am I here?” question has gotten a lot sweeter now that I’ve figured out that my reason is not the same as your reason

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know:adventure

The
compass
for
blind
navigation Alright,
so
I’m
on
a
trip,
no
one
is
going
in
the
same
direction
 as
I
am,
in
fact,
no
one
has
ever
been
where
I’m
supposed
to
 be
headed,
and
I
don’t
get
a
map
to
help
plot
my
route.

Ok,
 I
can
understand
how
it
might
not
sound
like
an
adventure
 put
together
by
someone
looking
out
for
our
best
interests,
 but
I’ve
discovered
something
that
I
think
is
meant
to
help.

I
 have
a
theory,
it’s
kind
of
big,
and
I’m
actually
testing
it
out
 right
now.

There’s
no
map,
but,
ladies
and
gentlemen,
there
 is
a
compass!

I
know,
my
iPhone
has
a
compass
too
and
I’m
 not
100%
sure
how
to
use
it
either,
but
I
swear,
if
I’m
right,
 this
new
gadget
I’ve
uncovered
is
foolproof!

Are
you
ready
 for
it?

Drum
roll,
please…

It’s
EXCITEMENT!!!

So
why
am
I
here?

I
believe
I’m
here
to
serve
a
purpose.

Had
 someone
given
me
that
answer
when
I
first
asked,
I
would
 have
 likely
 smacked
 them,
 but
 these
 days,
 that’s
 reason
 enough
for
me.

Besides,
I’ve
been
stumped
with
this
for
so
 long,
I’ve
got
nothing
to
lose
by
trusting
that
wacky
compass
 and
proving
my
theory.

Judging
by
the
way
it’s
been
acting
 lately,
I
think
I’m
smack
dab
in
the
middle
of
actually
fulfilling
 that
purpose.

In
my
world,
excitement
lives
in
my
gut.

I
feel
it
in
my
stom‐ ach
 whenever
 something
 resonates
 with
 me.
 
Whether
 it’s
 hot
pink
shoes,
a
cool
book,
helping
others
with
Reiki,
a
big
 challenge
at
the
gym,
talking
in
front
of
a
crowd
–
it
seems
 that
if
it
gets
those
butterflies
going,
I’m
on
the
right
track.

 Although
it
can
be
a
little
nerve‐wracking
at
times,
it’s
also
a
 lot
of
fun,
and
really,
it
sure
beats
the
heck
out
of
the
bore‐ dom
and
dread
I
used
to
feel
while
doing
my
foot‐stomping
 dance.
 
 (Fun
 fact
 –
 my
 home
 town
 is
 Sudbury,
 ON,
 made
 famous
by
Stompin’
Tom
Connor’s
song
“Sudbury
Saturday
 Night”.
Sorry,
had
to
throw
that
in
there).

So why am I here? I believe I’m here to serve a purpose

june 2010

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know:living The Authenticity Diary:

Friends are the Soul Family we Choose for Ourselves Mel
Diamond
is
a
passionate
advocator
of
the
Indigo
cause.

She
wants
to
speak
out
to

 help
and
inspire
other
Indigo
adults
to
become
aware
of
who
they
are.
Mel
is
a
Reiki

 healer
and
teacher,
sound
healer,
writer,
singer,
neo‐pagan
and
a
student
of
the
shamanic
arts. Being
an
Indigo
–
as
I
am
‐
is
a
won‐ derful
privilege;
to
be
fully
aware
that
 you’re
on
the
planet
to
help
change
it
 just
 by
 being
 yourself
 is
 mind
 blow‐ ing!
 However,
 it
 presents
 constant
 challenges
as
we
take
on
the
garbage
 humanity
pours
(and
has
had
poured)
 on
 itself.
We’ve
 been
 given
 the
 tools
 to
deal
with
the
job
‐
courage,
a
sense
 of
truth
and
a
fiery
determination,
to
name
a
few.
All
useful,
 but
we’re
also
deeply
empathic
and
sensitive,
and
we
tend
to
 be
very
aware
of
the
feelings
of
others. I
had
a
very
Indigo
challenge
to
deal
with
this
past
month:
 my
opinions
going
against
the
grain
of
what
some
consider
 to
be
normality.
It’s
something
all
Indigos
have
to
deal
with
 at
some
point,
both
before
and
after
we
are
Indigo‐aware.
 Before,
 if
 someone
 tells
 you
 that
 you’re
 bonkers
 for
 think‐ ing
something
out
of
the
ordinary,
one
of
two
things
might
 have
 happened.
You
 either
 would
 have
 stuck
 to
 your
 guns
 as
stubbornly
as
a
stubborn
mule
called
Stubborn
(in
which
 case,
you’re
my
hero),
or
you
would
have
shrunk
back
into
 your
shell
and
clammed
up,
lacking
either
the
confidence
or
 earthly
logic
to
maintain
your
position.

most
of
the
time!
But,
I
must
also
give
myself
a
break
as
I
 wasn’t
 aware
 of
 the
 reasons
 I
 felt
 differently
 then.
 Indigo
 opinions
‐
or
more
fittingly,
our
knowings
‐
can
be
pretty
far
 removed
from
most
people’s
version
of
reality
and
it
can
be
 difficult
for
people
to
assimilate
them.
It’s
easier
and
quicker
 for
 them
 to
 assume
 that
 we’re
 not
 in
 possession
 of
 all
 our
 marbles,
or
that
we’re
hippies
with
a
rose‐tinted
version
of
 how
things
ought
to
be
and
we
don’t
live
in
the
‘real’
world. Stepping
up These
 days
 I’m
 putting
 myself
 more
 and
 more
 ‘out
 there’
 and
it’s
taking
on
a
life
of
its
own,
which
I
must
emphasise
 is
brilliant
and
feels
like
my
true
flow
and
personal
power.
I
 feel
increasingly
compelled
to
speak
up
and
make
my
views
 on
the
World
and
its
functioning
known
to
the
masses,
and
 I
currently
do
this
within
the
virtual
world
‐
the
joys
of
social
 media
and
networking.
This
means
that
my
friends
are
able
 to
see
it,
those
who
knew
me
before
I
was
Indigo‐aware.
The
 thoughts
 I
 maybe
 kept
 suppressed
 in
 certain
 company
 for
 the
sake
of
everyone’s
comfort
will
no
longer
remain
under
 my
hypothetical
hat
and
are
creeping
out
for
all
to
see.
I
ac‐ cept
 this
 completely
 as
 part
 of
 my
 process
 and
 ultimately
 it
feels
good
‐
wonderful
in
fact.
But
it
also
raises
a
fear
in
 me;
the
fear
that
people
I’ve
known
for
a
long
time
will
take
 exception
and
distance
themselves
from
me.

Indigo knowings can be pretty far removed from most people’s version of reality and it can be pretty difficult for people to assimilate them

It’s
typical
for
most
Indigos
to
spend
a
certain
portion
of
life
 with
 no
 like‐minded
 souls
 around
 them
 for
 backup
 when
 things
 get
 controversial.
 So
 what
 happens
 when
 you
 start
 growing
 into
 your
 Indigo
 skin
 and
 really
 start
 to
 express
 yourself?
Will
you
lose
friends
who
are
important
to
you
be‐ cause
they
think
you’ve
lost
it?
Will
you
need
to
hold
some
 uncomfortable
 conversations
 with
 those
 you
 love
 around
 a
 subject
 that
 gets
 your
 blood
 boiling?
 Both
 are
 possible
 when
 you
 start
 to
 share
 your
 true
 self,
 though
 neither
 are
 inevitable.
I’m
not
out
to
lose
friends
but
I
accept
that
it’s
a
 In
 the
 past,
 I
 chose
 the
 latter
 most
 of
 the
 time,
 which
 sur‐ possibility,
though
I’d
like
to
think
that
those
who
truly
know
 prised
me
then
and
also
now,
as
I’m
quite
vocal
(and
loud!)
 and
love
me
aren’t
going
anywhere. page thirty five

Lightworkermag.com

june 2010


know:living

As time goes by I care less and less what people think of me and more and more about the bigger picture

Those
 of
 us
 who
 are
 aware
 and
 awake
 tend
 to
 be
 dotted
 around
the
globe
and
can
feel
isolated,
as
if
there’s
no‐one
 near
to
connect
with.
However,
it’s
possible
to
make
connec‐ tions
with
people
just
like
you
on‐line,
so
you
don’t
need
to
 feel
 that
 you’re
 alone.
 I’ve
 made
 some
 important
 connec‐ tions
in
the
virtual
world
and
found
an
amazing
amount
of
 comfort
and
encouragement
from
the
friends
I
met
in
this
 way.
I’ve
also
been
blessed
with
some
real‐life
Indigo
friends,
 and
I
know
more
will
come
when
the
time
is
right.

An
inner
tussle

And
don’t
forget
that
you
change
things
around
you
just
by
 And
so
I
face
a
personal
conflict.
I’m
aware
that
to
be
truly
 being
you,
so
if
you
keep
speaking
your
truth
then
it
might
 authentic
to
myself,
the
World
and
my
purpose,
I
must
keep
 just
resonate
with
someone
close
who
is
also
hesitant
to
be
 talking
and
saying
things
that
are
controversial
to
some
but
 vocal
about
themselves. obvious
truths
to
me.
I
must
keep
making
my
views
known
 whatever
the
outcome;
we
Indigos
are
the
way‐showers,
the
 Some
friends
will
come
into
your
life
and
some
may
leave
it,
 front‐liners
and
the
truth‐shiners.
We
came
to
take
on
and
 this
is
all
meant
to
be.
But
when
you
feel
like
you’re
an
iso‐ take
down
the
old
and
the
obsolete,
and
like
all
Indigo
souls
 lated
Indigo,
remember
your
soul
family
is
out
there
ready
 this
is
what
I
volunteered
for
when
came
here
and
it’s
part
of
 to
embrace
you
and
welcome
you
home.
Most
importantly,
 my
remit.
As
time
goes
by
I
care
less
and
less
what
people
 remember
who
you
are! think
 of
 me
 and
 more
 and
 more
 about
 the
 bigger
 picture.
 This
 doesn’t
 mean
 that
 I’m
 cold,
 heartless
 and
 don’t
 have
 feelings.
Far
from
it,
I’m
a
sensitive
soul
after
all.
But
now
the
 real
work
must
now
begin,
so
I
lovingly
release
that
which
is
 in
my
life
and
not
serving
my
highest
good. Connecting
like‐minds
 However,
no
one
is
an
island.
We
all
need
a
support
network
 of
some
kind,
especially
when
those
of
us
who
are
awake
and
 aware
 are
 still
 a
 minority.
 If
 you
 have
 excellent
 friends
 but
 they
aren’t
Indigos
(or
another
ilk
of
the
Lightworking
fam‐ ily)
and
don’t
think
along
the
same
lines
as
you,
what
do
you
 do?
You
make
connections
with
people
of
like
mind.
Firstly,
 for
your
own
soul’s
growth,
and
secondly,
for
the
good
of
the
 planet
as
a
whole.
Whether
these
connections
are
in
real‐life
 or
in
the
virtual
world
doesn’t
matter,
but
it’s
vital
that
they
 are
made.
 june 2010

Lightworkermag.com

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with
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Once Upon a Time.... Living in Joyful Abundance

By Brandon Bays

Brandon Bays is creator of The Journey. The book has sold over 1 million copies worldwide, is translated into 22 languages and The Journey organisation offers seminars in 38 countries to people from all walks of life. Science
 has
 proven
 that
 for
 every
 hu‐ man
 emotion
 there
 is
 a
 measurable
 body
 chemistry,
 and
 that
 when
 we
 repress
or
shut
down
our
strong
emo‐ tions
 it
 causes
 a
 chemical
 blocking
 of
 our
 cells’
 receptors,
 rendering
 them
 less
 able
 to
 healthily
 communicate
 with
 other
 cells.
Along
 with
 these
 are
 the
 memories
 associated
 with
 specific
 repressed
 emotions;
 cell
 memories.
 Over
time,
if
illness
or
disease
is
going
 to
 happen
 it
 is
 more
 likely
 to
 happen
 where
these
blocks
occur.
Yet
when
we
 gain
access
to
these
old
cell
memories
 and
clear
them
out,
our
cells
are
able
to
 replicate
free
from
the
old
illness
con‐ sciousness,
 and
 true
 healing
 becomes
 possible.

vibrant
and
organic
food,
teaching
the
 radiant
 health
 seminar
 for
 Robbins
 Research
 and
 feeling
 utterly
 fulfilled
 and
 abundant
 in
 all
 areas
 of
 life.
 And
 then
 I
 got
 the
 ‘wake‐up
 call’
 and
 was
 shocked
beyond
belief
to
be
diagnosed
 with
a
basketball‐sized
tumour.
I
had
to
 get
 real
 and
 throw
 away
 all
 I
 thought
 I
 knew
 about
 living
 vibrantly,
 taking
 care
of
the
body
and
healing.
It
was
in
 this
surrender
and
willingness
to
know
 nothing
 that
 I
 was
 guided
 to
 uncover
 a
 replicable
 means
 of
 uncovering
 old
 cell
 memories.
 A
 means
 of
 going
 in‐ side,
emptying
out
the
stored
pain
and
 repressed
emotions,
coming
to
whole‐ some
forgiveness
and
opening
into
an
 empowering
 healing
 consciousness.
 A
 process
that,
over
the
years,
has
been
 refined
and
accessed
by
millions
world‐ wide
–
The
Journey™.

peers,
 bosses,
 co‐workers,
 loved
 ones
 –
 feeling
 unworthy
 and
 at
 fault
 when
 we
 don’t
 quite
 live
 up
 to
 the
 mark.
 Media
pressure
further
compounds
our
 inadequacies
 with
 news
 of
 economic
 difficulties,
global
disasters
and
acts
of
 terrorism,
making
us
feel
like
an
insig‐ nificant
cog
in
a
huge
machine. The
current
global
economic
downturn
 and
 stock
 market
 fluctuations
 have
 had
many
of
us
spinning
in
a
vortex
of
 uncertainty,
 paralysed
 in
 fear,
 making
 catastrophic
 pictures,
 feeling
 out
 of
 control,
 shutting
 down
 our
 potential,
 putting
a
lid
over
our
emotions,
unwill‐ ing
to
take
risks
and
as
a
consequence,
 living
safe,
limited
and
unfulfilled
lives. Recently
 at
 a
 Journey
 Abundance
 Re‐ treat,
 a
 businessman
 shared
 how
 in
 these
 economically
 difficult
 times
 he
 felt
fully
able
to
advise
other
companies
 to
take
chances
on
growing
their
busi‐ ness,
but
was
paralysed
by
fear
at
the
 thought
 of
 implementing
 these
 ideas
 into
his
own
organisation
as
he
felt
the
 risk
 of
 failure
 was
 too
 large
 for
 him.
 He
was
literally
frozen
by
inaction.
His
 experience
was
a
reflection
of
the
fear
 consciousness
 our
 world
 is
 currently
 experiencing.

The
 entire
 experience
 was
 a
 huge
 gift
 of
 personal
 healing
 and
 six‐and‐a‐half
 weeks
after
that
very
first
process
there
 was
no
sign
of
a
tumour.
I
was
textbook
 clean,
 entirely
 healed.
 It
 made
 me
 aware
of
how
much
I
had
to
be
thank‐ ful
for,
the
deep
gratitude
for
all
of
life
 and
what
true
fulfilment
is.
I
had
turned
 my
greatest
challenge
into
my
greatest
 gift,
and
it
changed
everything. Shining
light
on
sabotage Fearful
motives

When
we
consider
fulfilment
and
abun‐ dance
 in
 our
 life,
 all
 too
 often
 we
 are
 inextricably
 drawn,
 seduced
 even,
 by
 that
 which
 glitters:
 monetary
 wealth,
 possessions,
 status,
 success.
 Without
 these
things
we
perceive
ourselves
to
be
 unsuccessful,
failures,
under‐achieving,
 Seventeen
years
ago
I
felt
I
was
at
my
 even
a
burden
on
society.
Or
we
strive
 peak
 in
 life
 –
 physically
 fit,
 healthy,
 to
reach
the
high
standards,
the
goals
 living
 a
 full
 stress‐free
 life,
 with
 a
 lov‐ set
 by
 others
 –
 our
 parents,
 teachers,
 ing
husband,
a
beautiful
family,
eating
 page thirty nine Lightworkermag.com

Are
 you
 aware
 of
 the
 existence
 of
 your
own
lids
and
boundaries
to
fulfil‐ ment
 and
 abundance?
 You
 may
 be
 consciously
 aware
 of
 some
 of
 your
 own
 limiting
 behaviours,
 but
 all
 too
 often
 our
 real
 abundance
 issues
 are
 buried
 beneath
 the
 surface.
 All
 of
 us
 have
 ‘silent
 saboteurs’
 that
 strike
 for
 no
 apparent
 reason,
 keeping
 us
 from
 achieving
our
goals
and
potential.
Like
 blowing
that
last
golf
putt
which
would
 win
 us
 the
 game,
 never
 quite
 manag‐ june 2010


ing
to
lose
those
last
few
pounds
to
fit
 into
your
favourite
jeans,
or
never
quite
 plucking
 up
 the
 courage
 to
 ask
 for
 a
 pay
rise
–
even
though
you
deserve
it!
 Often
we
struggle
against
life,
efforting
 to
 achieve
 even
 the
 simplest
 of
 goals.
 Have
you
noticed
when
you
are
relaxed
 and
 open
 to
 change
 so
 much
 can
 and
 does
 happen,
 and
 that
 when
 you
 are
 tense
 and
 holding
 on
 nothing
 much
 happens,
 change
 seems
 impossible,
 like
a
struggle
or
an
uphill
battle? The
 Journey
 Abundance
 process
 gets
 to
the
root
cause
of
these
silent
sabo‐ teurs,
 clearing
 the
 limiting
 blocks
 and
 disempowering
beliefs,
lifting
the
lid
off
 your
abundance
potential
in
a
very
real,
 down‐to‐earth,
practical
and
clear
way
 that
will
reawaken
you
to
the
boundless
 potential
you
hold
inside.

opportunity.
Life
is
calling
us
to
action.
 It
 wants
 us
 to
 awaken
 and
 be
 a
 part
 of
 the
 wave
 of
 awakening
 and
 heal‐ ing
sweeping
our
planet
–
and
we
can
 choose
to
respond
by
turning
the
light
 on
inside,
clearing
our
old
limiting
cell
 memories
 and
 silent
 saboteurs
 and
 freeing
 ourselves,
 our
 creativity,
 our
 true
greatness. Turning
on
the
light The
 Journey
 is
 for
 those
 who
 want
 to
 get
real,
clear
out
blocks
and
heal.
It
is
 a
journey
inside
that
is
powerfully
life‐ transforming.
 It
 elegantly
 deals
 with
 emotional
 issues
 we
 may
 be
 hooked
 by
 and
 which
 have
 caused
 us
 to
 shut
 down.
It
facilitates
physical
healing
and
 is
 accessible
 to
 anyone,
 regardless
 of
 age
or
background.
The
Journey,
as
its
 name
suggests,
is
not
an
ending
place
 but
a
continuous
process
of
uncovering
 and
clearing
anything
that
puts
a
lamp‐ shade
 over
 your
 own
 true
 potential.
 Anyone
 who
 is
 alive
 can
 do
 this
 work.
 It’s
for
those
of
us
who
want
to
get
real,
 roll
up
our
sleeves,
dive
in
and
clear
the
 fears
and
root
causes
of
anything
that
 prevents
us
from
living
as
our
true
po‐ tential
and
in
complete
fulfilment. Take
 action
 now
 and
 do
 the
 clearing
 work
 ‐
 there’s
 nothing
 to
 lose
 and
 ev‐ erything
to
gain!

True
abundance
is
living
fully
expressed
 as
infinite
possibility.
It’s
living
from
an
 authentic
 place
 of
 truth,
 in
 freedom,
 as
 an
 expression
 of
 fulfilment
 on
 all
 levels,
not
just
material
but
in
relation‐ ships,
work,
talents,
sports,
health
and
 creativity,
with
all
of
you
being
used
to
 serve
 life.
 When
 you
 take
 your
 lamp‐ shade
off,
a
wordless
guidance
will
flow
 you
into
motion
and
carry
you
beyond
 your
wildest
dreams.
Then
you
are
ca‐ pable
of
anything,
and
life
is
longing
to
 carry
you.
Welcome
home,
it’s
time
to
 come
home
to
your
own
greatness! www.thejourney.com

Journey
Seminars
are
conducted
by
 Brandon
 Bays
 and
 a
 special
 team
 of
 presenters
 selected
 and
 trained
 by
 her.
 Please
 click
 here
 to
 see
 our
 worldwide
schedule. The
foundation
course
for
all
Journey
 seminars
is
The
Journey
Intensive
and
 during
2010
Brandon
will
personally
 offer
this
seminar
in
Stuttgart,
Lon‐ don,
Hamburg,
Tel
Aviv,
Sydney
and
 Melbourne

‐
please
check
the
dates
 on
www.thejourney.com 
 Brandon
 also
 offers
 ‘The
 Journey
 Practitioner
 Programme’,
 which
 is
 a
 dynamic
 and
 life‐changing
 programme.
 It
 includes
 a
 set
 of
 7
 courses,
 which
 enable
 you
 to
 heal
 and
positively
 transform
every
area
 of
your
life
and
entitle
you
to
facili‐ tate
this
transformation
and
healing
 to
others.

So
it’s
time
to
lift
the
lid
off
the
old
fear
 consciousness
that
has
us
frozen,
shut
 down,
waiting
for
the
hatchet
in
the
sky
 to
fall.

Then
we
can
acknowledge
that
 the
problems
gripping
our
world
are
a
 collective
 wake‐up
 call
 for
 our
 planet
 –
 they
 are
 actually
 an
 opportunity
 in
 the
same
way
that
my
tumour
was
an
 june 2010

Lightworkermag.com

page forty


Words of Wisdom “Listen,
are
you
breathing
just
a
little
and
calling
it
life?”
 Mary
Oliver “The
happiness
that
is
genuinely
satisfying
is
accompanied
by
 the
fullest
exercise
of
our
faculties
and
the
fullest
realization
of
 the
world
in
which
we
live.” Bertrand
Russell “Contentment
is
not
the
fulfilment
of
what
you
want,
but
the
 realization
of
how
much
you
already
have.” Anon “Occasionally
in
life
there
are
those
moments
of
unutterable
 fulfilment
which
cannot
be
completely
explained
by
those
 symbols
called
words.
Their
meanings
can
only
be
articulated
 by
the
inaudible
language
of
the
heart.” Martin
Luther
King
Jr.


Lightworker Loves...

Crazy
Jack

The
Kind
Diet

Four
Years.
Go.

The
 makers
 of
 this
 organic
 pro‐ duce
 are
 one
 of
 our
 favourites
 –
 not
 only
 do
 they
 sell
 yummy
 food,
 but
 they
 stick
 to
 their
 founding
principles
of
being
“cra‐ zy
 about
 food,
 serious
 about
 the
 planet”,
and
where
these
can’t
be
 met
 via
 existing
 suppliers,
 they
 work
with
willing
farmers
and
the
 Good
Food
Foundation
to
create
 new
organic
projects.

Alicia
 Silverstone
 may
 have
 played
a
ditzy
blonde
in
the
film
 that
made
her
famous,
but
she’s
 far
 from
 it
 in
 this
 brilliant
 book
 that
 will
 appeal
 to
 non‐animal
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 from
 beginner
 to
 expert.
 It
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 informative,
 full
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 delicious
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 3
 levels
 –
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 vegan
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 super‐ hero
–
so
you
can
tailor
your
daily
 eating
to
your
commitment.

An
 inspirational
 campaign
 that
 speaks
for
itself:
“Four
Years.
Go.
Is
 a
rallying
call
asking
us
all
to…
Wake
 up
 to
 the
 enormous
 harm
 we
 are
 doing
 to
 the
 Earth
 and
 ourselves.
 Wake
up
to
the
profound
opportu‐ nity
we
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a
future
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our
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and
 greatest
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 Become
 change
 agents
 in
 redirecting
 humanity’s
 current
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 from
 self‐destruction
 to
 sustainability.
 Do
 it
 now.
 Don’t
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And
 complete
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june 2010

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page forty two


Two Zen Stories About The Search For Happiness

By Paulo Coelho

1.
The
natural
order A
very
wealthy
man
asked
a
Zen
master
 for
 a
 text
 which
 would
 always
 remind
 him
how
happy
he
was
with
his
family.
 The
Zen
master
took
some
parchment
 and,
in
beautiful
calligraphy,
wrote: The
father
dies.
The
son
dies.
The
grand‐ son
dies. “What?”
 said
 the
 furious
 rich
 man.
 “I
 asked
 you
 for
 something
 to
 inspire
 me,
 some
 teaching
 which
 might
 be
 respectfully
 contemplated
 by
 future
 generations,
 and
 you
 give
 me
 some‐ thing
 as
 depressing
 and
 gloomy
 as
 these
words?“

pain,
the
generations
will
continue,
and
 “Do
 you
 see
 the
 moon,
 how
 beautiful
 your
legacy
will
be
long‐lasting.” it
is?
It
will
cross
the
entire
firmament,
 and
 tomorrow
 the
 sun
 will
 shine
 once
 2.
Each
to
his
own
destiny again.
 But
 sunlight
 is
 much
 brighter,
 and
 can
 show
 the
 details
 of
 the
 land‐ A
 Samurai
 who
 was
 known
 for
 his
 scape
 around
 us:
 trees,
 mountains,
 nobility
 and
 honesty,
 went
 to
 visit
 a
 clouds.
I
have
contemplated
the
two
for
 Zen
monk
to
ask
advice.
However,
the
 years,
and
have
never
heard
the
moon
 moment
he
entered
the
temple
where
 say:
why
do
I
not
shine
like
the
sun?
Is
it
 the
master
was
praying,
he
felt
inferior
 because
I
am
inferior?” and
 concluded
 that,
 in
 spite
 of
 having
 fought
for
justice
and
peace
all
his
life,
 “Of
course
not”
answered
the
samurai.
 he
hadn’t
even
come
near
the
state
of
 “The
 moon
 and
 the
 sun
 are
 different
 grace
achieved
by
the
man
before
him. things,
 each
 has
 its
 own
 beauty.
 You
 cannot
compare
the
two.
 “Why
do
I
feel
so
inferior?”
he
asked,
as
 soon
as
the
monk
finished
his
prayers.
 So
 you
 know
 the
 answer.
We
 are
 two
 “I
 have
 faced
 death
 many
 times,
 have
 different
 people,
 each
 fighting
 in
 his
 defended
those
who
are
weak,
I
know
 own
 way
 for
 that
 which
 he
 believes,
 I
have
nothing
to
be
ashamed
of.
Nev‐ and
 making
 it
 possible
 to
 make
 the
 ertheless,
upon
seeing
you
meditating,
 world
a
better
place;
the
rest
are
mere
 I
 felt
 that
 my
 life
 had
 absolutely
 no
 appearances.” importance
whatsoever.” Warrior
 of
 the
 Light,
 a
 www.paulo‐ “Wait.
Once
I
have
attended
to
all
those
 coelho.com.br
publication who
come
to
see
me
today,
I
shall
an‐ swer
you.” 
 The
 samurai
 spent
 the
 whole
 day
 sit‐ ting
 in
 the
 temple
 gardens,
 watching
 the
 people
 go
 in
 and
 out
 in
 search
 of
 advice.
He
saw
how
the
monk
received
 them
all
with
the
same
patience
and
the
 same
illuminated
smile
on
his
face.
But
 his
 enthusiasm
 soon
 began
 to
 wane,
 since
he
had
been
born
to
act,
and
not
 to
wait.

“You
 asked
 me
 for
 something
 which
 would
remind
you
of
the
happiness
of
 At
nightfall,
when
everyone
had
gone,
 living
together
with
your
family.
If
your
 he
demanded: son
 dies
 first,
 everyone
 will
 be
 devas‐ tated
by
the
pain.
If
your
grandson
dies,
 “
Now
can
you
teach
me?” it
would
be
an
unbearable
experience.”
 The
master
invited
him
in
and
led
him
 “However,
 if
 your
 family
 disappears
 in
 to
his
room.
The
full
moon
shone
in
the
 the
order
which
I
placed
on
the
paper,
 sky,
 and
 the
 atmosphere
 was
 one
 of
 this
 is
 the
 natural
 course
 of
 life.
Thus,
 profound
tranquility.
 although
 we
 all
 endure
 moments
 of
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graceful
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Reader Book Review

By Christine Christensen

The Shift by Wayne Dyer Movie and Book Review

Christine Christensen is an Open Channel, Clairvoyant, Certified Reiki Practitioner, Ordained Minister and Writer. She offers Private Readings/Healings, Classes/Workshops and Articles designed to help connect you with your spirit, facilitate healing, & deepen your connection to your Guides & Higher Self.

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At
some
point
in
each
of
our
lives
we
will
 come
upon
a
moment,
a
space
in
time
 when
we
begin
to
ask
ourselves,
“Is
this
 all
there
is,
and
am
I
really
happy?”
For
 some
people
this
self‐inquiry
is
brought
 about
by
an
event
‐
a
death
of
a
loved
 one,
 a
 job
 loss,
 the
 end
 of
 a
 relation‐ ship.
Yet
for
others,
it
is
when
they
have
 gotten
 everything
 they
 thought
 they
 wanted
(sometimes
over
and
over)
and
 still
they
are
not
fulfilled.

to
take
shape
and
showing
us
how
we
 are
different
from
others.
In
this
stage
 we
develop
a
competitive
edge
and
iso‐ late,
little
by
little,
although
this
is
not
 what
 we
 believe
 we
 are
 doing.
As
 our
 ego
begins
to
take
root
in
our
lives
we
 learn
to
understand
ourselves
by
com‐ paring
 ourselves
 to
 others,
 eventually
 yearning
 to
 be
 greater
 than
 or
 having
 more.
This
ego
influence
encourages
us
 to
 get
 this
 and
 buy
 that.
The
 belief
 of
 the
ego
is
“I
am
more
if
I
have
more”.

In
Dr.
Wayne
Dyers
latest
book
release
 ‘The
 Shift’,
 he
 discusses
 with
 us,
 The
 Shift
 from
 Ambition
 to
 Meaning.
 Dr.
 Dyer
 follows
 the
 human
 life
 in
 each
 chapter,
 embracing
 each
 stage
 and
 each
 direction
 in
 which
 we
 travel.
 The
 book
 is
 separated
 into
 4
 chapters
 ‘From’,
‘Ambition’,
‘To’
and
‘Meaning’.

Dr.
Dyer
is
very
clear
that
it
is
not
wrong
 to
 desire
 these
 things,
 however
 when
 you
come
to
a
certain
point
in
your
life
 you
 still
 may
 be
 searching
 for
 a
 life
 of
 meaning
–
no
matter
how
much
money
 you
may
have,
or
what
a
well
respected
 executive
you
are.
If
what
you
are
living
 has
no
meaning,
no
fulfilment,
you
will
 In
the
chapter
‘From’
he
brings
about
an
 eventually
 find
 yourself
 searching
 for
 understanding
 of
 where
 we
 are
 from,
 more.

 and
what
that
from‐ness
is
made
of.
He
 describes
how
God
is
that
space
that
we
 In
the
book,
this
is
where
Dr.
Dyer
says
 are
from,
and
if
we
are
from
the
space
 that
we
do
a
U‐Turn.
Once
we
begin
to
 that
God
is
in,
then
we
must
be
made
 see
 there
 is
 something
 more
 that
 our
 of
it.
Just
as
a
piece
of
apple
pie
is
from
 soul
 yearns
 for,
 and
 a
 way
 to
 express
 an
apple
pie,
therefore
it
must
be
made
 itself,
 we
 then
 come
 to
 the
 chapter
 of
it.
This
chapter
helped
open
my
mind
 ‘To’.
 We
 come
 to
 see
 and
 realize
 that
 to
seeing
and
knowing
in
a
deeper
way
 through
 our
 lives,
 all
 of
 the
 competi‐ how
 it
 is
 that
 God
 is
 within
 me,
 and
 tion,
 ambition,
 attaining
 homes,
 cars
 within
everyone
and
everything
I
see.

 or
 the
 perfect
 job
 has
 not
 reached
 As
he
moves
into
the
next
chapter
‘Am‐ that
 place
 inside
 of
 us
 that
 yearns
 to
 bition’
‐
the
feeling
of
ego
‐
Dr.
Dyer
de‐ be
 acknowledged
 and
 nurtured,
 the
 scribes
it
as
Edging
God
Out
beginning

 place
that
longs
to
have
meaning.
This
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is
when
people
begin
waking
up,
look‐ ing
 around
 in
 their
 lives,
 and
 making
 changes.
 There
 are
 often
 beliefs
 and
 pattern
 that
 need
 to
 be
 released
 or
 relationships
that
need
to
be
repaired.
 Often
 times
 it
 is
 the
 relationship
 with
 your
 own
 soul,
 your
 own
 spirit,
 that
 must
be
mended.

The
movie
‘The
Shift’
was
done
in
such
 a
 wonderful
 way.
 The
 premise
 is
 that
 Dr.
Dyer
is
at
Asilomar
(a
beautiful
loca‐ tion
 for
 workshops
 and
 retreats)
 and
 while
 he
 is
 there
 he
 is
 filming
 a
 docu‐ mentary
 for
 ‘The
 Shift’.
 The
 producer
 of
 his
 documentary
 is
 very
 distracted
 mentally
and
emotionally
with
another
 project
he
is
hoping
to
be
the
director
 From
 here
 we
 move
 into
 ‘Meaning’.
A
 for,
 and
 most
 of
 the
 beginning
 of
 the
 life
 filled
 with
 meaning
 is
 like
 return‐ movie
 he’s
 on
 the
 phone
 arguing
 that
 ing
back
to
the
source
from
which
you
 he
should
have
heard
back
by
now.
 came;
 from
 which
 we
 all
 came.
There
 is
no
competition
or
isolation.
Instead,
 Arriving
 this
 weekend
 as
 well,
 are
 a
 there
 is
 a
 strong
 sense
 of
 encourage‐ family
with
two
children
whose
mother
 ment,
community
and
allowing
what
is,
 has
become
a
walking
‘to
do’
list,
and
a
 to
simply
be.
This
arrival
into
meaning
 husband
and
wife
who
are
very
wealthy
 may
still
contain
all
of
the
world
com‐ financially,
 but
 have
 a
 damaged
 mar‐ forts
 you
 have,
 as
 well
 as
 more.
 This
 riage
due
to
neglect. place
is
about
creation
‐
creating
a
life
 that
satisfies
our
soul’s
desire
to
experi‐ As
 each
 story
 unfolds,
 we
 understand
 ence
itself
and
others
through
a
life
of
 more
 clearly
 how
 to
 transition
 toward
 compassion
and
self‐realization. meaning.
Dr.
Dyer
is
a
character
in
his
 own
movie,
playing
himself.
Because
of
 Throughout
 the
 book,
 Dr
 Dyer’s
 tone
 this,
the
movie
lends
itself
as
a
practi‐ is
very
gentle
and
guiding,
and
I
often
 cal
application
of
how
to
make
this
shift
 felt
as
though
I
already
knew
this
infor‐ into
 meaning.
As
 the
 characters
 open
 mation
somewhere
in
my
soul.
I
found
 their
hearts
and
move
from
a
place
of
 his
 chapter
 recaps
 very
 helpful
 and
 soul
 yearning
 and
 desiring
 to
 being
 enjoyed
 the
 clear
 descriptions
 of
 how
 more
 themselves,
 a
 wonderful
 feeling
 to
 transition
 towards
 meaning
 in
 your
 of
 truth
 and
 acceptance
 washes
 over
 own
 life.
 The
 book
 also
 relates
 back
 the
movie.
As
the
movie
continues,
the
 to
 the
 movie,
 which
 I
 watched
 before
 idea
of
letting
go
and
allowing
what
is
 reading
the
book
and
found
very
help‐ has
a
powerful
effect
on
the
characters,
 ful
‐
I
was
able
to
watch
the
characters
 as
well
as
the
viewer.
I
found
the
small
 and
 see
 how
 Dr.
 Dyer’s
 chapters
 may
 steps
of
releasing
the
ego
so
wonderful
 unfold
for
people
in
their
lives. to
 watch
 and
 very
 inspiring.
 Each
 per‐ june 2010 Lightworkermag.com

son’s
 distress
 seems
 to
 slowly
 resolve
 itself. In
the
movie
Dr.
Dyer
retells
a
story
of
 a
man
who
went
through
his
life
hating
 his
wife
because
he
spent
his
life
work‐ ing
so
hard
and
doing
things
he
didn’t
 want
to
do,
simply
because
he
thought
 she
 wanted
 him
 to.
 On
 his
 deathbed
 he
posed
the
question,
“what
if
my
life
 was
all
wrong?”
After
reading
this
story
 many
 years
 ago,
 Dr.
 Dyer
 wrote
 a
 let‐ ter
to
himself
that
said
“Wayne
‐
Don’t
 die
with
your
music
still
inside
you”.
The
 truth
 of
 that
 letter
 moved
 my
 heart,
 and
has
stayed
with
me. I
 loved
 the
 movie
 and
 book
 combina‐ tion,
 and
 truly
 found
 that
 watching
 the
 movie
 and
 then
 reading
 the
 book
 helped
 me
 see
 how
 to
 go
 about
 the
 work
of
 bringing
further
meaning
into
 my
 life.
 I
 am
 so
 grateful
 and
 feel
 so
 blessed
 to
 have
 seen
 this
 movie
 and
 book.
I
encourage
you
to
do
the
same! You
can
purchase
the
book
and
movie
 by
clicking
here.

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(949)
282‐8219
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Featured Lightworkers

Sergey Brin & Larry Page Inspire Sergey
and
Larry
of
Google
are
true
lightworkers
since
they
aim
to
spend
their
 days
having
fun
and
in
the
process
work
with
others
to
propel
their
businesses
on
 the
understanding
that
all
are
interconnected
and
part
of
one
giant
social
mass.
 Larry
resolves,
“Until
software
becomes
the
ultimate
tool
for
collaboration,
produc‐ tivity,
and
efficiency,
the
work
is
not
done.
And
there’s
nothing
more
fun
than
doing
 that
work.” On
this
basis,
they
aimed
to
build
the
best
search
technology
to
help
others
orga‐ nise
their
life
and
find
information
easier
and
faster
than
ever
before.
They
did
not
 force
anyone
to
use
Google
or
any
of
their
other
technologies,
they
just
provided
 the
best
technology
out
there
and
people
flocked
to
use
it.
 Challenge In
 2003,
 both
 Sergey
 and
 Larry
 received
 honorary
 MBAs
 for
 challenging
 tradi‐ tional
business
methodology
by
“embodying
the
entrepreneurial
spirit
and
lend‐ ing
 momentum
 to
 the
 creation
 of
 new
 businesses.”
They
 contest
 the
 outdated
 power
 and
 fear‐based
 models
 of
 leadership
 and
 Sergey’s
 mission
 statement
 is
 that
“technology
is
an
inherent
democratizer.
Because
of
the
evolution
of
hard‐ ware
and
software,
you’re
able
to
scale
up
almost
anything.
It
means
that
in
our
 lifetime
everyone
may
have
tools
of
equal
power.” Educate The
 Economist
 magazine
 referred
 to
 Sergey
 as
 an
 “Enlightenment
 Man”,
 and
 someone
 who
 believes
 that
 “knowledge
 is
 always
 good,
 and
 certainly
 always
 better
than
ignorance”,
a
philosophy
which
is
summed
up
by
Google’s
motto
of
 making
all
the
world’s
information
‘universally
accessible
and
useful’. Furthermore,
 both
 Sergey
 and
 Larry
 established
 Google’s
 philanthropic
 arm
 google.org
to
help
solve
the
world’s
energy
and
climate
problems,
including
an
 investment
in
the
alternative
energy
industry
to
find
wider
sources
of
renewable
 energy
and
assistance
for
companies
to
create
innovative
solutions
to
increasing
 the
world’s
supply.

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