Relationships as a Path of Awakening

Article ANASTASHA GRACE

Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts? Have you ever felt the vibration of love so strong, that your human body is struggling to handle it?

When every cell of the body is trembling with a wild mixture of emotions – longing, lust, bliss, love, admiration, salacity, dependency, euphoria… with one and only desire – to dissolve in this love for eternity.

When every fibre of your being is overwhelmed by these emotions, feelings, sensations and you are balancing on the edge of fear and ecstasy.

When the longing is so strong you can feel it in your bone marrow. When the density of your body and this 3D reality becomes a barrier and all you want is to merge with your beloved into one weightless cloud, where there is no separation, where the skin and limbs don’t get in the way.

When eye-gazing for hours does not satisfy this hunger even a little bit.

When lovemaking is so intense, the body twists and cringes from unbearable sensations. And you hear yourself screaming… not from pleasure but from the agony of passing beyond your own threshold of sensitivity…

When the pleasure becomes something else… not pain, but something you cannot identify and put a label on. And the physical animal body is freaking out, not knowing how to handle this explosion. It’s like entering the cosmos without a spacesuit. The only thought, “I can’t handle this” and then another thought, “Please never end.”

When every hug and a kiss is the portal into the void.

When the electricity of the touch is so strong, your hair stands up on your back. The bones are cracking from within. Unbearable. Or to be precise, barely bearable. On the edge of your human capacity.

When your inner child is squealing somewhere in the corner of your psyche, terrified of this raw vulnerability, wanting to escape, hide and run away. But there is no escape. This is your fate. There is no escape from fate. You just need to learn to carry this abnormal, out of this world love within you.

Many teachers talk about the Sacred Path of Intimate Relationship. Love and relationships ARE the awakening. Awakening to yourself, to God, to your own Soul and to vibrance of life. The only way to experience this depth of love is to surrender and let go of control. Surrender means allowing, trusting that life and love will take care of you, going with the flow and not guarding your heart.

An open heart is our greatest teacher. Through an open heart, we receive the flow of the Divine love, intuition, guidance and support. Our own heart is the place we can retrieve to receive healing, support, encouragement, acceptance and wisdom.

It is not always easy to step into that place. Many of us have hearts shut and protected due to many wounds, life disappointments and grief. The heart eventually creates an energetic wall, carrying the energetic imprint and trapped emotions of abandonment, rejection, betrayal, hurt, injustice, sadness and sorrow.

However, even if the emotional and human heart feels numb or broken, as soon as it’s connected to the spiritual Divine heart, it’s instantly healed. The pain of separation, loss or rejection subsides and we find our forgiveness and peace.

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